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Job Regulations
so with my new job I can't have any exposed tattoos, if you look at my pics you'll see I'd have to wear a long sleeve shirt. the manager said I could cover them up with ace bandages also, should I go in to work with my arms wrapped up like a mummy? that might throw off some of the customers...

With Honor
If I have to be your best friend, if that's all that I can get, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder, I'll show you how I care, I'll be there when you need me, I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend, the one who hears you cry, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll take the job with pride. My love for you grows stronger then you will ever know, but for you to ever love me I'll have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose, you need time to sort you thoughts. but when the course has ended, and the race is finally run. Remember it was your best friend who has loved you 'till the end.

A Thanks To My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

Id
My apostrophe key is broken. This creates a very formal looking pattern of typed speech. I can not ever say cant, because then it would not mean UNABLE it would mean that I was part of a secret group using a cryptolect, and that would confuse myself, as well as others. *makes complex signs to the batter from behind my catcher mask*...(luckily the yeast rises to the occasion). My - I would - would turn into an Id. That one may pass muster for meaning. Ill continue to think. No really - I feel healthy. I just need an apostrophe key, and a question mark. Kevin RudolfLet It Rock (feat Lil Wayne) Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

How Do I Tell You How I Feel About You?
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Words
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

To My Mother ( R.i.p Mom)
To My Mother I love you, and I miss you More! I can feel You, But I can't see you I hear you in my mind I dream of you nightly, It's so real I don't want to awaken. I see you in my dreams, your eyes, those cheeks. I remember when we said we'll never part cause we dreamed the same dreams. Spiritual experiences that you and I only know of. I feel as if I'm crazy at times for I long to be with you. One day Mom I will be there with you, Until then I am waiting to be with you, as you waited for me for nine months. You loved me before you had me, And I love you for having me, with everything you went through for me to be. Thank you for wanting to be my MOTHER… Remember you said we'll always be together always and forever .... LOVE ALWAYS TRISHA

Because You Were There
© By Trisha You went away so long ago, to a place you'd never been To lend a hand of help & strength to those with too few friends. Though many times it was so hard for me to understand why you were among the chosen to defend another's land..... In time I came to realize and grow in admiration of the love and courage you generously gave to help protect and serve our nation. More times than I can now recall, words of thanks were seldom heard. And even though it hurt you sore, your devotion to us never swerved. You truly bore the call to duty as a badge of honor & gratitude It's as if somehow you were saying 'Thanks' to those who loved and protected you. So many have stood across the years, went to serve but could not come home..... They gave their all and even more, So peace and freedom more could know. So, for me, 1 day a year's not enough to tell you all how much we care..... How much we love, admire and honor you all for we all know..... We're

Wwiii?
Countries fighting, Fires igniting. Children crying, People dying. Planes going down, Bombings of whole towns. Hostages taken, What kind of world are we makin'? Everybody wanting to be on top, Just where will it all stop? Many of these people wishing they were dead, And World War III is rearing it's ugly head.

A Marine You Stand
A Marine You Stand © By Trisha A Marine You Stand Ambition awaiting inside of your soul, anxiously waiting to achieve your goal. Determination continues to run through your head, keeping you awake, at night in your bed. Your countdown continues for your day to come, standing tall and proud for what you will have done. Ready to fight for the loved ones left behind, 'UNITED WE STAND' running clear through your mind. You have a long journey ahead of you, lots of hard work to achieve, Although you will cause us heartbreak, ALWAYS remember that WE BELIEVE! So when the day comes where We all see you again, I'll be proud to proclaim to you, my brother'. A MARINE YOU STAND! GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU! I LOVE YOU! MY BROTHERS!!

Bling
i know im a nice guy when i offer more fu-bucks than what the charts say im offering 1'000'000 fubucks for 12 bling pack +400k fubucks extra 2'000'000 fubucks for 25 bling pack +1mill fubucks extra 4'000'000 fubucks for 65 bling pack +1.5mill fubucks extra i believe this to be a generous offer dont you if not then tell me same goes with the vip blog as well thank you for reading shorty08

Kids Will Do The Darnest Things...
Good Morning. Kids say the darnest things or perhaps better said is kids try to do the darnest things…They will use a towel or a bedsheet to fly like superman, they will stick things in places that things are not meant to be stuck in. They will wash cats with a washing machine…Hmmm seems like a lot of these I have done…Ok where was I? Oh yeah they will get sick and then get you sick…they will per strange crawly things but not eat their green vegetables…They will ask those questions that need be asked at an older age…they will pass gas out loud in public and think it think it’s funny. They will basically push the envelope to the edge and back again, however these two It is a dream that has been shared by lovers across the centuries – the chance to elope to exotic lands. But few would have been as bold and spontaneous as six-year-old Mika and his five-year-old sweetheart Anna-Bell who, after mulling over their options in secret, packed their suitcases on New Year's Eve and set off from

One Word Answers
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! Now forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to send back to the person you received it from! Where is your cell phone? DESK Your significant other? SWEETNESS Your hair? DISHEVELED Your mother? WAITING Your father? COCOONED Your favorite thing? FATHERHOOD Your dream last night? NIGHTMARE Your favorite drink? DRPEPPER Your dream/goal? TOGETHERNESS What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? THINKING Your fear? ALONE Where do you want to be in 6 years? FARMHOUSE Where were you last night? PURGATORY Something that you aren't? HANDSOME Muffins? BANANA Wish list item? FAMILY Last thing you did? SMILE What are you wearing? CLOTHING TV? SOMETIMES Your pets? GARGOYLES Friends? ONE Your life? FUBAR Your mood? ANXIOUS Missing someone? SWEETNESS Drinking? PORTER Smoking?

Why I Didn't R/f/a You!
I have had this on my profile, but nobody obviously reads that, so I thought I would try this as well. Ok so here it is... I don't RATE/FAN/ADD if you are smoking, showing use or promoting illegal drugs, throwing up gang signs or anything gang related, flipping off the camera, have multiple people in the photos, have children in your photos & most of all if you don't have a photo of YOURSELF. You have seen mine, please have the same consideration for me. If you are old enough to be my grandfather, I am not here for your perving pleasure, please move on. I don't need to explain my reasons for this, nor defend myself, just accept it & please move on. No reason to get pissed & leave me ridiculous, childish shouts & messages. You will at that point only be blocked & added to a "special" folder. If I happen to miss your RATE/FAN/ADD to me, it was clearly an oversight not intended to ignore you or piss you off. There are just days that are simply too much to keep up with & others it is

"pride Or Die"(explicit Material)
I WANA GET HIGH ON AMERICAN PRIDE TELLIN THE WHOLE COUNTRY THAT SHAKEY'S BY THEIR SIDE THROUGH EVERY STRIDE, AND WHEN A TERRORIST COMES OVER TO SPY, I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO GRAB FOR MY 45 MAKE THE MOTHERFUKER SUCK HIS OWN COCK THEN BLOW HIS FUCKIN HEAD OFF EXECUTION STYLE WITH MY GLOCK. BURN HIS BODY AND PISS ON THE ASHES TELLIN SADAAM HUSSEIN AND BIN LADEN THEY CAN KISS OUR ASSES ALCADIA, WHY DA, WHO DA, HOW DA HELL DID WE ALLOW THESE ASSHOLES TO COME UP IN OUR COUNTRY AND DO SOMETHING SO FOUL NINE ONE ONE IS ALREADY DONE BE A MAN! TAKE A STAND, DON'T RUN CAUSE THE BOYS IN THE U.S. STILL AIN'T HAPPY THE SEARCH FOR YOUR ASS HAS ALREADY BEGUN AND ONE MORE THING TO PUT YOU AFRIGHT....... THE U.S. SINCE THE BEGINNING.......WE STILL AIN'T LOST A FIGHT!!!!!

"the Ho Anthem"by Shakey Lee
I'LL MAKE YA TICKLE FOR A NICKLE WITH MY PICKLE SYCLE I'LL MAKE YA HOLLA FOR A DOLLA USIN JR. BOLLA AIN'T NO SHAME IN MY GAME EVEN WITH A THREE INCH HANG YOU GOTTA PAY TO BANG!, CAUSE IT'S A PLAYA THANG AND IF YA AIN'T GOTTA DOLLA THEN DON'T BOTHA TO HOLLA AT THIS BOLLA TILL YA GOTTA DOLLA GIVE ME A RING! AND IF THE DOLLA SIGNS ARE SINGIN CHING CHING THEN I'LL MAKE YA SCREAM! BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THE SOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! I WAS RAISED TO NOT BE AFRAID TO USE MY SPADE TO GET PAID, TO GET LAID HELL NO I AIN'T MAKIN NO TRADE YOU LISTENIN TO THE WORDS I SPIT YA DAMN BITCH! BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THE SOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! BUT ON THE DOWNLOW IF YOU AIN'T GOT THE CASHFLOW FOR THIS HO THEN I GOTTA GO I GOT THE BEST FLAVAS OUT ALL THE PLAYAS I'M THE NUMBER ONE H-O-E ASK ANY HONEY THEY ALL KNOW ME I AIN'T FIXEN TO LISTEN JUST BECAUSE YOUR EYES GLISTEN, AND YOU AIN'T GETTIN A PIECE OF TH

"confusion"by Shakey Lee
I WAS ONCE, BUT NOW IM NOT BECAUSE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT AND SINCE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT I NOW LAY HERE IN A LOT THINKING OF THAT, THAT I DON'T GOT.... I TOLD YOU IF I TOLD YOU, I LOVED YOU, YOU PROMISED, YOU DIDNT BELIEVE,MAYBE NOW YOU CAN SEE. I SAID THOSE THREE LITTLE WORDS YOU FLEW AWAY LIKE THE BIRDS, AND YOU'RE NEVER GONNA COME BACK HOME...... NOW I AM AN EAGLE FLYING HIGH, FLYING HIGH UP IN THE SKY, FLYING AROUND WONDERING WHEN I'LL DIE WHERE OH WHERE WILL I LIE SO I CAN TAKE A REST AND LET OUT A SIGH SENDING OUT TO THE WORLD MY LAST GOODBYE.......

"the Reaper"by Shakey Lee
EYES OF PASSION, COLD AT HEART WATCHING FOR ANOTHER SOUL TO DEPART WHEN WILL IT LEAVE, WHERE WILL IT GO I AM DEATH BUT I DON'T RUN THE SHOW TO EACH THEIR OWN CHOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN VOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN LIFE TO EACH THEIR OWN PAIN IN EVERY LIFE IS MUCH SUFFERING AND STRIFE BUT IT IS UP TO YOU WHETHER YOU LIVE LIFE IN VEIN......

Crystal Crashing
This story goes back to summer of 1992. I had been in Berlin for over 4 years and was scheduled to rotate back stateside soon. The Berlin Wall had been down for about 2.5 years, and in that time, a lot of people from the eastern side had sort of congregated closer to Berlin because of the chance to make money off of West Germans, and one thing that had really taken off and ballooned into something huge was the "Polish Flea Market". Right outside of East Berlin, a lot of people from Poland would come over on and set up tables & booths and stay all weekend. Like most flea markets, the majority of the stuff was crap, but they had one very important thing going for them, crystal made over there is so much cheaper than what you'd pay in West Germany or England. So every weekend soldiers are driving out there and buying whatever they can for what basically amounts to a tenth of what it would cost anywhere else. So my wife Sherry was a lot of Americans overe there, trying to put together a

The Future Is Now
feelin the pain from my feet to my brain feelin the pain from my skin to my soul inside out to outside in, don't even know, where to begin tired eyes soon to slumber, mind slowly moving asunder my soul is gone my words to stay you will remember these words at the end of the day the future is now........

At Least Cars Don't Get Jealous
I drive a 01 chevy blazer, I like the truck a lot, i don't want to trade it in or get another car. but when i drive past the dealership i will look at the nice new cars on the lot and admire the craftsmanship and the sleek lines. I'm not gonna check the sticker price or take it for a test drive, I'm just gonna look while I drive past the place. that's how I see relationships

Wasteful Wishing
WISH I COULD FIND MY WAY WISH I COULD FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY WISH I COULD FIND A WOMAN WITH A LOVING HEART WISH I COULD FIND A WOMAN WHO WON'T DEPART WISH I COULD DO MORE FOR THE ONES I LOVE WISH SOMETIMES I COULD GROW WINGS AND FLY LIKE A DOVE WISH I COULD QUIT CHASING ETERNITY WISHING IS JUST HOPE AND HOPE DOESNT EXIST LIKE A PAGE WITH NO WORDS THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A LIST WISH ON A STAR OR WISH IN A WELL WISHING WONT KEEP YOU FROM GOING TO HELL I TRY AND TRY FROM DAY TO DAY TO COMPLETE MY GOALS BUT GET SHOT DOWN, AND YET I SHOULD HAVE NUTHING TO SAY WELL I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP I'M GONNA DRINK FROM THE WEALTHY CUP WORLD LOOK OUT SHAKEY'S ON THE PROWL AND YOU BETTER MOVE IF YOU SEE ME WITH A SCOWL CAUSE I'M GONNA TEAR THIS PLANET APART AND IT'S ABOUT TIME FOR ME TO START GETTIN WHATS RIGHTFULLY MINE, LIVING IN LOVE AND IN SWEET DEVINE

"perfection" By, Shakey Lee
I WISH I HAD THE MONEY AND THE MEENS TO SAVE THAT BEAUTIFUL WOMAN OF MY DREAMS I'M IN LOVE WITH HER BODY I'M IN LOVE WITH HER EYES I'M IN LOVE WITH HER HELLOS AND EVEN HER GOODBYES I'LL LOVE HER FOREVER THROUGH HER SMILES AND CRIES I'LL LOVE HER WHEN SHE FAILS NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES SHE TRIES AND YES MY LOVE CAN PASS THE BIGGEST TEST I'LL EVEN LOVE HER WHEN AFTER DEATH DO US PART SHE LAYS IN HER GRAVE TO REST

"the Desired" By Shakeylee
IT IS BECOMING A NEW YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND NINE I WISH FOR THE NEW YEAR I COULD MAKE YOU MINE FOR YOU ARE THE COOKIE IN THE JAR OF LIFE MOTHER NATURE SAYS I CAN'T HAVE YOU AND THIS ONLY MAKES ME WANT YOU MORE I WISH IN YOUR HEART YOU COULD GIVE ME AN OPEN DOOR SO THAT IN THE NEW YEAR OF TWO THOUSAND AND TEN A NEW LIFE TOGETHER WE COULD BEGIN FALLING IN LOVE DAY AFTER DAY I TELL YOU I LOVE YOU BUT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY I WISH ON A STAR I WISH IN A WELL BUT I STILL GET NO RESPONSE I'M LIVING IN HELL I AM IN LOVE WITH ETERNITY I'M IN LOVE WITH A STONE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME ON THIS EARTH ALONE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WISH YOU WERE HERE AND IF YOU CAN HEAR ME HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! in loving memory of shadownoz

Growth Spurt?
For as long as I lived (or had boobs), my left one was almost a size smaller, creating woes for me (not really, but I felt weird about it). All of a sudden, last week I woke up and for some bizarre reason decided to look down my shirt, and... OMG! not only was the "bad" one the size of a good one, it was almost slightly larger. I thought somehow it would go back to normal, but it hasn't. And overall both of them are like half a size bigger than they were 3 weeks ago. WTF?? I'm gonna be 27 in a month, and still growing? Fuckin weird...I hope I will become smarter too...

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Ann Coulter, Joe Rogan, Guitar Hero Battle, Write To 'rock', Ashley Madison Contest Continues, New Videos Onl
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) DAYUM... it's Thursday already? This week is Flyin' by! On today's Opie and Anthony Pointy Stick, we'll say hello to Ann Coulter, who is promoting her new book, Guilty: Liberal "Victims" and Their Assault on America...and probably agreeing a lot with Anthony. We're also going to be catching up with our pal Joe Rogan, who is hosting GAME SHOW IN MY HEAD, which airs on Saturday 8 on CBS. GUITAR HERO BATTLE: After some serious smack-talk yesterday, we'll be having our first Guitar Hero Battle between our own Danny (aka Daniel Jason Ross) and Evan the intern (and whatever name Sam came up with for him) You're not going to want to miss the Guitar Hero Battle, so make sure you log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to check out all the action LIVE! Send your letters to 'ROCK': As you in the New York area may already know, the New York City FM affiliate, KRO

I Am Here
I survive thrive and heal. I hear my past echoed in your voice. Remembered shame false guilt and blame in the tremor of your words. Your story reflects mine. If only you could see now the beauty, in your courage, the wonder in your bravery, the wisdom in your pain. My sister born of adversity. How can I show you the glory of the goddess within, your true divinity, awesome worth? For now I listen, am here and care. We heal survive and thrive!

H*o*r*o*s*c*o*p*e*s
ARIES (March 21-April 19): Take the initiative and show everyone what you have to offer. You can make it on your own, so stop waiting for others to make a move. Once you start moving in a direction that suits you, nothing will be able to slow you down. TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Concentrate on getting ahead and do not leave room for error. Love is looking positive and pursuing something with that special person that could be prosperous, will bring you closer together. Follow your dreams. GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Set your sights high and do not deviate from them even if someone you are impressed with tries to sway you. You must be true to your goals if you want to be successful. Don't let anything deter you from getting what you want. CANCER (June 21-July 22): Pour your heart out if it will help you solve a pending problem. A change of heart or partnership will do you good. A passionate encounter is in the stars and a serious commitment can be made. LEO (July 23-Aug. 22):

I Bask In The Glory Of Being Free
IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO CLIMB THIS MOUNTAIN I NOW LET MY BURDENS FLOW DOWN THE FOUNTAIN THE WATER FEELS SO REFRESHING AGAINST MY SKIN OUT COMES THE BEAUTIFUL WONDER THAT LIES WITHIN I WALKED AWAY FROM ABUSE, I LEFT EVERYTHING BEHIND I SMILE A LITTLE BIGGER, BECAUSE I KNOW IT WILL BE FINE MATERIAL THINGS CAN ALWAYS BE REPLACED VERY EASILY THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS GETTING OUT ALIVE, AND FREE NO MORE WALKING ON THIN ICE, OR EGGSHELLS FOR ME FROM THIS MOUNTAIN THE VIEW IS ENDLESS, I NOW CAN SEE THE FUTURE FOR ME NEVER LOOKED SO BRIGHT I GLADLY EMBRACE IT WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT

Dreamy Eyes
Such a lovely, petite young girl; With a symptom I could sense and feel. Ghastly pallor to her complexion... Haggard, gaunt...no zeal. A personality; On the cusp of insanity. And those eyes...so dull and tear worn; Dull, gloomy and overcast... Reflecting a soul in a storm. She was on a road of gneiss. The beauty that she once wore; Was an ugly bruise of abuse. There was an eerie weird wildness Gleaming in those eyes... Yet her calm, mild quietness told me she was ancillary... like a mercenary... To all of abuse's lies. I reached out my hand in a humble gesture; As a friend, to let her know... I loved her...she need not be a scared little doe. Tell her my story, and help her to sequester... The difference between good and bad. Her eyes stared at me, amazed, yet still sad. Abuse is not a reward... And no one should afford... Not one minuscule portion of their soul; To bear the brunt of abuse's blow! She needed to find her aura... Not the road of gneiss, but

Strength Of My Soul
My family...so dysfunctional. Never a sense of "Family Balance." I tried to present to them my best; But was never given an exclamation or chance. Of "Mother and Child," I was never the favorite. They needed a boy, not a girl to wear a baseball mitt. Their "Rising Son" was the football hero. I was diffident and shy...I batted zero. "The Catch of the Day," my parents would brag. My duties were household chores, or my parents would nag. I felt stultified...stupefied... I was used and abused, felt worthless and ugly. My grandmother was the only one, that made me feel warm and snugly. The siblings could do no wrong; My abilities and attributes were not noticed. I longed for their life's sweet song, even though they had ulterior motives. There were no inner "Circle of Friends" in school; Even though I endeavored to follow The Golden Rule. I was spiritual and caring, but lacked self-esteem. The "Pele Rising" in my soul, was so frustrating...I wanted to scream! There

Living
Above the clouds and past that "Stairway to Heaven" Like a volcano in a burst of energy I flow up and out and over A "Pele Rising" pouring away like a "Fountain of Youth" This "Mountain Beauty" has learned to see life Through "Natures Eyes" But there also comes a "Beautiful Sadness" when I Look into your "Dreamy Eyes" as we struggle to find a "Family Balance" amongst our "Circle of Friends" Like a "Gift from an Angel" your "Daydreams" are My "Catch of the Day" as we make our way "Living in a Jim Warren Painting" as we wander through A fanciful world of natures' earthly colours For I am like the "Rising Son" and you are like its mother

Where I Am Strong
Cool running waters Comfort me A reflection of the life I now choose to lead As currents pass me by My heart resides in peace With all hurt mending I'm free to my own thoughts Free to my own heart As storms fall to the wayside I bathe in the warm sunlight Of love I live in springs' eternal green In the softest grass Where the meadow lark sings Where the sun sets warm And is soothing It is here Along this life's river journey That I am strong

"faith"
I've had some troubles through my life Unhappy times full of strife I also used to worry too Walked around sad and blue Through religious studies I did find A secret that helped to ease my mind Faith is a gift, just as is love It is given from heaven above I'll tell you now I didn't know What faith was, and that is so I always thought folks were crazy That their talks of faith were merely hear say But when I learned it a gift my friend I prayed, and prayed, and prayed again It took a while for me to realize That faith had actually entered my life That's because it was foreign to me But all it took was for me to believe And to try and try with all my heart To do my best at doing my part To trust that it would be given to me That my heart would be filled and my eyes would see The gift of faith is not free will You can't get it in a pill Once its faith that you've got You can give your worries to God There will still be things you'll have to deal with But you'

People And Their "photo Shoots".....
Another one of thoes things that makes me laugh my ass off... Only seen it on Fubar so far... So, you take 50 bucks, go to a wal-mart style photo place, take a couple pictures half naked and call it "art"... But at the same time thoes same hoes having a stranger take a picture of them half naked call the women who take more so nude photos by themselves a whore. I seriously only notice this in women.. Lets see... Stay home take a few pictures with the tits out by yourself and only let a few people see them makes a female a whore? But having a stranger stare at you in sexually suggestive poses half naked for money, let everyone see them and call it "art"? Does that make a person artistic? Fuckin funny! Oh and then there is the really funny shit... The shit that just tops it all off... Stupid ass bitches (no I don't think all women are bitches, just the bitches). Why the fuck throw up pictures of random icons and shit? I understand the whole "Gotta get rates or I'll feel worthless" bul

"angel"
She was alone in the room And somehow I knew that in time I would fall For that look on her face What I'd do to embrace you tonight And watch the dark turn into light I can't believe I was really lying next to you Angel, she looks like an angel Take me to heaven with you when you go Oh, angel, got to be an angel You can't leave me baby on my own Fly angel fly Where you go then so will I She said I won't leave you in heaven I thought angels did not lie If time can stand still I'd hold you near me now and for always And oh what I'd give To have you live my whole life But you left without saying goodbye If you change your mind Remember I'll be waiting here Angel, she looks like an angel Take me to heaven with you when you go Oh angel, got to be an angel You can't leave me baby on my own Fly angel fly, Where you go then so will I She said I won't leave you in heaven I thought angels did not lie Don't stay away too long I can hardly stan

An Angel
Dreams expand vast with cosmic strength from devil’s disguising night- mares chasing moon shadows Crossing red lines with walking heart steps risking self- love beats contrasting peril cadence Branching out, limbs fearlessly falling leaves soul framed to with- stand altering blowing winds Seasons change as life lines travel to destined path- ways open if chosen

My Life
WEll i am 23/f/ny and my name is heather and i have 2 kids that are my life. i have a lot of sister and bro. i also have a best friend names kaite she is there when i need her the most and for the good tiems and bad ones. I just brock up with a guy that told me he was not the same as the oher but guess what he was just like them so there for i am just a lil pissed off about it all how is had to end you know. So if u reading there and u want to know more just wright to me ok

I Hate You
I hate you I want to cut your wrist Then,let you lie there Drenched in blood And, when your blood dries up You looking Pale as a ghost I'll celebrate with a glass of wine From your favorite bottle I hate you I want to cut off your dick Put on the grill With your favorite greens And, let it burnt I'll serve it to you On your favorite plate With you favorite beer And a note saying "I hate you"

Kids Say The Damndest Things
This is a cute one in my memory. When Stephanie was little she had a HUGE imagination. Actually she still does have a great imagination and that's made her pretty creative as she's grown up. So we're all eating at McDonalds, she's about 4 years old. And she clears a spot in front of her and starts laying her french fries in order, tallest to shortest. She sets them up and looks at me and says "Look! French-fry family! That's the Daddy fry.. That's the Mama fry.. That's the brother fry. That's the sister fry. That's the little sister fry!" I said something like "wow very good now it's time to eat and quit playing.". So she grabs the "Daddy fry" and chomps it in half, looks at me with those big grinning brown eyes and goes "I Ate His Butt!!!".

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 Take Off!
Well today we launched our online magazine, lots of excitement and lots of buzz about the place. Best thing is meeting all the new promoters of our mag, setting up the affiliates and sharing our success. Thank you beautiful people http://www.paganman.com

My First Auction
Ok, this is my first auction. Don't rush all at once.....ok, do rush. Make me feel good. hahaha. To quote Napoleon Dynamite, "I've got skills". If I did this right, you should be able to click on the thumbnail and link to the auction house. Leave your bid in the comments. Hurry, rush, bid now!!!

My Heart....
Tonight as I write this I find myself in deep thought..To want to be with you and share a life time of happiness is so beautiful. To wake up to your smile and in your arms I feel so safe. I know that a life with you will never end... Know when I say " I love u" I mean it from the bottom of my heart....To share endless walks on the beach by moonlighat. Feel you when your away from me...Know that I am with you always....My Heart....

Wow
ok i'm going to post here and see if anyone will ever read this shit. i'm torn in so many directions. i'm a divorced dad of 2 kids one boy 5 and my daughter is 10. now the lady that left my wife for we have been having issues for years now. there is things that i have done to her that should not have been done. i have never cheated on here except the computer. i have never meet anyone in person period. and yes we had the computer talk about 2 years ago and i do agree that it is cheating. but what can i say i love to look at pictures of the female body. it is a great of art. i left in the middle of the day when she was at work and all of that good stuff. things have been really shitty on my part. but here is the kicker. she called the CPS on my exwife for not taking care of the kids and said somethings that were not true at all. and her and my daughter have not gotten along at all period. i do not know what it is about them 2 but most of the times that i have them

Sad Love
When I was a young girl Looking up the night skies I wished upon a falling star That when I grow up It will give me a fine man To fall in love The day I see you My wish came true What a beautiful face you have I fell in love instantly Hoping you'll do the same for me The feelings so naive Sometimes I laughed at myself I foolishly pour all my love In your heart That is filled by another person In your eyes I can see a reflection of her In your heart I can feel you are missing her In your song I can hear her favorite tune In your words I can see her,not me Even so I refused to walked away Even if I'm going to die Unsatisfied I'll stay by your side

What A Fucking Jerk This Guy Is!
So I had spot light + auto 11s and he comes on and rates my stuff then after a while sends me a drinking says that he wont rate more unless i rate him well, I was busy R/F/A those that did the same and was going to go show the heavy hitters love afterwards I told him this and he still kept doubting me So I said we will see sure enough the next day after all the A/R/F was done I went to his page and rated him a few 11's and the rest of his pictures got 10s I rate EVERY LAST PICTURE HE HAD.. that wasn't private I didn't have to do that, but i did, cuz i show love. Oh ya, I had also in the last 2 hrs of my spot light offered fucash for rates this was a few hours AFTER he had already rated him I told him I would give him the cash if he wanted it He never said if he wanted it or not, so i didn't. now this is what happens (its copied right out of the SB so you have to read from bottom to top) PukinDog14...: see cant pay up and act like a youn uincommitted whore you ge

Carbon Copy Pro Review
Carbon Copy Pro ReviewLearn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Carbon Copy Pro Team - Once the applicant is approved they are exposed to the "joint venture". This is where most associates screw things up. They attempt to sell their potential customers on the idea. The problem is they are terrible at painting a picture, relaying information, CLOSING A SALE. CC Pro has a fully manned call center that follows up with all potential customers for you. All the selling is done in house by a team of top income earners. This is without a doubt the most attractive feature for new people.Now assuming somebody gets started in the joint venture. They must now drive traffic to their own Carbon Copy Pro website if they wish to create an income. This is where most systems drop the ball. Carbon Copy Pro takes two approaches. You will be taught about 14 different methods of marketing if you WANT to learn. If you do not have the time or computer literacy to fell comfortable doing your own marketing you

Its Been Awhile
WOW its been awhile. Havent been at fubar well lets see my last blog was back in 07 and it is now 09 and i can still say that my life still sux A$$. My last bf just went back to jail dont know when or if i want to see him again. I love him but when i get a call tellin me that hes goin to be a daddy and im not the one thats knocked up then i have a problem bit what can i do at lest he didnt F up my life haha i feel bad for the poor girls life he did F up haha Well bye for now MissD

Holy Shit It's Long (no, Not A Blog About My Penis)
A - Available: No - Age: 27 - Annoyance: stupid people - Animal: I like cats B - Beer: Newcastle - Birthday: Feb 3rd - Best Friend(s): None. I have friends, all equal - Body Part on opposite sex: Smile - Best feeling in the world: holding the one I Love, knowing she is safe and happy (or at least THINKING) - Blind or Deaf: Tough call...deaf, because I need to see the smile - Best weather: Spring - Been on stage?: Multiple times - Believe in Magic: Not really - Believe in Santa: Do I look 4? - Been in Love: Once...and it destroyed me - Been bitched out?: By the best - Believe in yourself?: sometimes - Believe in life on other planets: no - Believe in miracles: Yes, I create them often - Believe in Satan: Yes - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: No C - Candy: Uhm...don't eat much if any - Color(s): Green - Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla - Chinese/Mexican: Chinexican? Love em both - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Ireland - Cheese: Havarti - Car: Fave is Cam

Stupid Americans
Stupid Americans: We, as stupid Americans, take everything for granted. You'd think we'd look around, watching everything crumbling around us... and realize we're fucked! We are a 3rd world country in the making... the architype for failure. Big business has tapped us dry, making their new homes in foriegn lands. The things we need become more expensive, as the value of our dollar plummets into oblivion. Our leaders bleed the working man, holding us down with their foot upon our backs... and their hands in our pockets. All is dictated, what we want, need, feel, love, desire... are we so dumb that we need a beer label to turn blue to tell us when it's cold??? You either fit into the scheme of things, or you're expendable... it's that simple. It's time for a revolution, a "take back our mind, body, and soul" awakening! But people would rather rally around the television... and vote for the next American Idol. Is reality THAT mundane? Do we really need to know w

Can't Sleep
Ok I having been trying to go to sleep now for over an hour, but I can't sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head so maybe if i get them out and put them here i will be able to sleep. Tonight my mind wonders back when I was growing up, all the times that my dad has made an impact in my life. I remember being a fat little clumsy girl that got made fun of and I cried, but daddy said that it would be ok, so I just knew that it would be ok, why, because my daddy said so. I remember being to scared to cross a covert crossing a really big scary ditch, and daddy just come by and picked me and my sister up and carried us across lick superman , we wasn't scared he would drop us, why, because that was our daddy. I remember not being able to catch a football and not wanting to catch it either, but daddy wouldn't have that noway, he told me i wasn't no different then the other two kids and I wasn't leaving until I caught it, I remember being so mad at him for it but when i caught that ball

Mystical
As the Unicorn's raise there heads, & The Ladies dress in red, Walking through Forests of Beauty, Stepping on grass off Green. Passing through on both sides, The Magic swirls in circles, Blue & Red, Purple & Yellow, Upon magic clouds of wonder. The carpet floats upon mystical dreams, Under starry heavens & Velvet sky's, Thank you all for your support, In time's of need. Blessings unto all of Fu, Kind regards to all, Before The Tiger Leave's, Thank you all!

Been Sick Lately And Have Some Important News Plz Read!!!!
I have not been on much since my break from college. Just the other day I spent a good amount of the day in the hospital. I had been sick for almost six days and was not able to eat hardly at all and was in a lot of pain. I had to be given fluids through an IV. My blood pressure was low. I was luck that they decided I could go home with a couple a pills to take and to come back for more tests. To all of my friends that have been wondering no new updates on the whole Kidney thing yet still shrinking as far as I know. I hope to hear from you all soon. I will be going through my family list and deleting those who don't hardly ever talk to me or at least visit my page. If you want to stay in my family better let me know you are still wanting to be in my family. TTYS

Thank You Everyone
Tonight I would like to thank everyone for there support and also I wish them the best in 2009 ... Alot of things has happen tonight , and I respect it and cool with it ... I am not here to put shit and crap or what so every ... I dont hate anyone or piss or upset or even mad ... I do thank-you to be honest cause its time for it ... I do wish everyone the best of lucky ... Like I said , I am not mad , or hate you , piss or anything ... I do wish the best of luck and thank you again ... Joey Breau

Feelings
You stand,tired of the surrounding Torn and fragile You desperately looking For a way out Its not the first time The feeling has spoken You have always deny its existence Rejecting it Pushing it away When it emerge from Your own shadows You fear,powerless against The vulnerability that has overtaken your soul Slowly moving itself to Your heart Your life, once again Standing in this stationary lonesome When what seems to be right is wrong Escape, is no answer You've been there before Nothing is going to stop This rising feeling

Memmories
sitting lonely going back day we met march 7th 91 bowling was fun but soon as i saw this sexy guy come threw the door i knew charter oaks never be same love at first sight you and your friend April 16th 91 dunking donuts cartwheels showing off never thought get your attention gave you my number you call pick up phone heard your voice set the date you met me love at first sight in arms of my king im your queen treated me like a precious jewel spoiled me rotten never forgotten then we join carnival together we worked after day done slept in merry ground trailer rainy night you worried bout me told me go firemen club i worried bout you you had get people off the ride tornado was comeing found it was bogous laughed bout it i remember the condo and joking bout Crystal lake Jason coming lmao fun times we shared then night we broke off i cried in the rain you said you come i waited then it was over in October 92 never thought i see y

Actress Monique Dupree's (the Original Gata) Current Resume
If you are a fan of independent horror, then there's no doubt that you've heard of actress Monique Dupree. But what you may not know is that Monique has been spreading her paws by doing television as well as non-horror films. If you haven't heard about her before, you will in 2009. Here is her resume to date, some of which can also be found on IMDB Monique Dupree's Resume: FILM Lean on Me The Replacements Life Support American Gangster One Night The Ten Cottonmouth Satan Hates You Spirit The Maim Event Heavy Mental Bikini bloodbath Christmas For Christ's Sake Pot zombies Zombthology The Wrong Room (film short) Timo Rose's Beast Triad Skeleton Key 2 Skeleton Key 3 Shadowhunters 2: Oria Bachelor Party in the bungalow of the damned Super Tromette Action Movie Go! The misadventures of CB santa & Mr. Fanta Rain of Flesh Handsome Harry TELEVISION The Tyra Banks Show Law & Order The Superagent Say What Karaoke Pants off Dance off *YOU

:)
you know every now and again life lets some happiness in ur life. Well as it sits i dont think i could be happier then i am now. i have the most awesome bf that a girl could ask for. things just flow between us theres none of the bs tryin to make it work..with us it just works. Honestly i feel like im the luckiest person alive! He's on my mind when i wake.. through out the day .. when i go to bed ..n i bet if you would videotape me while i sleep im smiling then to.Ive fallen so hard for him its unreal at times. N i know by the little things he does that he feels the same way.He owns my heart.

I Miss You Everyday.
I went there today, I went to the cross where Travis laid and where my life ended. A new chevron sign is up and the cross was leaning surrounded by weeds... I went there and I sat. I sat on the rocks with my paintbrush in hand. I painstakingly painted in the letters that Justin carved so long ago. The letters that we all carved with our agony and tears. I painted them blue. I painted them so people would know who he was and see the one life that ended and the many that were ruined. I painted them blue because he's a dad, and dad's always like blue-it's their color. I painted them his blue. The blue that looked so good against his skin, the blue of the sky above our kite, the blue I feel everyday. I sat there on the rocks and painted. Each stroke on the wood reconnecting me to him. The world ceased to exist for me as I painted the T, the R, the A, and so on. I heard the world-the bird singing my sorrow, the crickets chirping in their condolences, the forest animals

Special Original Poem Written By Me, Titled Shared Desires
Desires so intimate take hold of us tonight The moon in view and stars so very bright Tonight we will reveal a romance, so deep Beginning with a single kiss so ever sweet. Pure romance we ensue, Near the window The moonlights reflection shining through The scent of burning candles, So arousing It is tonight, our deepest desires come true. On the bed red rose petals cover the sheets A rose on the pillow with a note that reads To my darling, Tonight I am yours forever I seen her smile as she held close the letter. The night so prefect and the mood so right Pulling you close, our bodies pressed tight Your ever tender touch and every soft kiss More intimate with every passing moment. Pulling you closer softly kissing your neck Intimacy takes hold, our bodies drip sweat Letting out a soft moan, my heart is racing Fast thrusting bringing us such a sensation. Finger tips digging so deep into the covers The night is burning with desires of lovers Our deep breat

Amazing You
slowly..... softly.....my lips caress working my way down your body. Gently as I shiver....gently.. as i shiver. never before and never again will two people feel so.....oh .... oh how your body is perfect in every imperfect way. the way your teeth are not so perfect is perfect, the way you touch me is amazing. The way our hot sweaty bodies press firmly against each other.....oh more shivers.... oh your breathing harder now as my lips get ever so close...closer now ...closer...mmmmmm as your back arches and your body moves closer.....oh you taste soooo good. Can this last forever. with every kiss i want more with every caress i want more. every minute i spend with you i treat it as my last.... never tiring of you, of your taste, of your touch. now im ever so close, kissing every inch, closer now. and closer are you to that ever so great feeling, but i will not let you have it, NO, not that easy the night has just begun..no...no.... wait there is more to come. closer and closer as my li

Jeg Tror Jeg Har Funnet En Plausibel Forklaring På Mysteriet
Kleopatra ble invadert av eller besøkt av Ceasar og Anthony i Egypt. Det førte til at Kleopatra kunne gripe makten ved å gjøre noen trekk som muliggjorde at hun kom unna et problematisk forhold til sin lillebror som hun måtte bekjempet før hun kunne overta. Vi må huske på at Ceasar var en eldre mann og overhode ikke interessert i Kleopatra som kvinne. Han benyttet Anthony som elskovs stand-in og giftet seg pro-forma med Kleopatra. Den eneste mulige årsaken til at Kleopatra deretter så lett kunne drepe lillebroren sin var at hun hadde tilbudt ham til Ceasar som en godgjørelse for deres manglende forhold. Eller at Ceasar hadde tiltvunget seg det. Forholdet mellom Ceasar og Octavian peker mot et homofilt forhold mellom dem. Da Kleopatra siden drar til Rom kan derfor to mulige scenarioer ha skjedd: Enten at hun hadde framtvunget et selvmord eller at hun hadde fortalt hva som hadde skjedd, noe som igjen førte til at han ble myrdet. Hun hadde da i en periode levd i et håpl

Special Original Poem Written By Me, Titled A Dream Of A Lifetime
A beautiful dream I had last night, I saw a shimmering sea and a deep blue sky, You and I hand-in-hand as we walked along the beach, Along a stretch of white sand as far as our eyes can reach. While watching the sun setting over the west, And listening to the oceanic symphony playing at its best, Our hearts tuned to its romantic harmony, The melodies of our love forever enchanted the Autumn Sea. I saw us standing on top of a mountain, You in my arms as we gazed upon billion distant suns, Littering the sky on a pitched dark summer night, Our hearts and minds surrendered to the universe’s might Riding the tender wind my love whispered to your heart: “No force in the universe could tear us apart. And as long as there were stars in the sky My heart forever wanted you to be mine” I saw us sitting on a small patch of green pasture Your head resting on my chest in moments of pleasure The fragrances of nearby spring flowers filled the air Weaving sweetly with the aroma f

Special Original Poem By Me, Titled Dreaming Of You
Everyone dreams, Of falling hopelessly into the arms of that special someone, The one, The spirit that brings lights to your life, melted away the worries of the day, chases you and cast your fears away. Someday, You'll find me just in time to say, It's enough to just be next to you, To watch the sun dance across your face, Chase the moon across the sky, Life has meaning when I'm by your side. Sometimes, When i say i love you, It feels like a lie, Cos this feeling is more than love i feel inside, If only you can see through these eye, You'll understand, Erase the past and all the sin, I feel safe here in your arms, You're where my life begins.

For My Husband
This one is for my wonderful husband. I am the luckiest woman in the world. I haven't really know until now what a soul mate was. I hope and wish that everyone will someday find their soul mate. It is the most wonderful feeling in the world.

Special Sensual Poem.....written By Me Titled Hot, Sensual Love
Gazing so deep into her greenish eyes It’s romance setting the mood tonight Passions pursuing me, within her lips The room, decorated with candlelight. Caressing her naked body so tenderly Stroking my fingers, through her hair Captured by her sweet arousing scent To her beauty, a rose cannot compare. Her soft touch making me want more More of her tender kiss, more desires Overwhelmed, from intimate passion Tonight romance fuels our hearts fire. Breathing so heavy, with every thrust She digs her soft fingers into my skin Her soft moaning I love in every way As deep desires overwhelm us within. Clinching closer as she moans louder So aroused, from my seductive touch Caressing her neck, with my soft lips As she moans more with every thrust. As the night fades into early morning Seduction creates desirable pleasures I’m captured, by her exquisite beauty Going deep beyond my eyes measure. Her intense moaning overwhelms me Embracing her body, within my

Dad
Dad its been a year since you went away and i miss you more today than ever i'm so sorry you had to i may be selfish but i wanted you to stay here till i went away i do cry alot when i see a picture of you or when i see someone who reminds me of you i want you to know dad i will never forget you i dont know if you can see how i feel but dad i'm still hurting since you left i dont show it to anyone but you know that i never show emotion your the best dad a guy could ever have we had our ups and downs but in the end you knew i loved you and i knew you loved me i just hope if there is an after life you are sitting with him and are happy i cant and wont ever stop loving you dad i feel a part of me is missing without you here i love you dad i will never stop take care dad just know i'm thinking of you always

Why
Dreaming, talking, walking, living, why are we here? Does it matter what we do, who we see, or where we go. Does it make a difference, hell I don't know.... Somewhere, somehow, someday, I will find you untill then dreams are my only place to go. Your perfect, that is to me. perfection is not only what you see. Why have I not found you, why are you not in my bed. Why are you not holding me close. Two hearts as one. Instead you hount me always in my head. You have no face but to me the rest is clear. where are you why havent you found me, love of my life, my one an only fear.

Been Along Time
I'm bacccccck!!!! Most of what's been going on in my life can be found at www.myspace.com/actualbast But I'll be posting afew blogs here to try and play catch up.. I hope all has been well with everyone! Monique Dupree The Original Gata

Life Changes
The past two days I have learned to never take anything for granted. We take our health, family and friends for granted everyday. When life takes a turn we are shocked at how something could intrude on our normal everyday existance. My father was being treated for high potassium which caused leg tremors/spams. Tuesday he had a seizure from it which resulted in an emergency room visit and then a various scans. These led to brain cancer, and then lung cancer alas cancer in the adrenal gland. He still has not had a biopsy, but the Dr's mentioned stage 4 cancer. The cancer in his brain is about thesize of a quarter and they say it is new and has been there about three weeks. They are unable to do any types of surgery because they are afraid of clotting and immediate death. His cancer is aggressive. I am not ready to lose my dad. I am thankful that I have been able to make him feel special on many occasions during his life, that I told him I loved him after almost all telephone conversation

The Heart Of A True Gypsy
as i have tried to explain to ppl who cross my page... I am a TRU GYPSY... my mother is full blooded ROMANIAN GYPSY there has always been a strong sense of family and protecting that which one holds so dearly... family is everything... friends are a blessing that are to truly be cherished... even in the simpelist of ways... my dearest friend/kindred/sister found some videos that have helped me... see like every one else i struggle with my own lifes lessons and at times i need my friends to help me as well... with these videos she sent me i have to say... one must close your eyes... the first video, is in a different language. watch the images for they are very real... as i started to listen i was over come w the feeling of having my own family that r passed standing here with me, i had the hairs on my arms first raise, then i felt a hand on my shoulder then the rest of my body started to b covered with these chills... i was once again reminded of my grand

Star Teachings
I’ve finally learned something. In my previous star messages, I spoke of seeing that one twinkle I felt was mine. There’s a reason the Great Spirit put so many points of white light in the sky. I am but one of six billion people on Mother Earth, yet there are six hundred trillion stars in the nighttime sky. Have you ever wondered why the stars so vastly outnumber the stargazers? I’m sure part of the grand plan is because many of the stars you see no longer exist. By the time their glow reaches your eyes, reaches your heart, they’re already gone. Vanished, though perhaps not forgotten. What you’re seeing is an old light, a depleted light, not the new light you hoped for. I still look up at the heavens because I can bask in those pinpoints that keep the skies from being a deep black void. But, they’re just stars, even though they hold a certain fascination. And so, I’ve finally learned something. When I find that special person to fill my days and

Whats Lurking Over Your Shoulder?
The white and some times clear Moving things that are so near Temperature changes quickly like so Feels like it can snow In my room Something is telling me a warning of some doom Hair is sticking up from my arms again A ten out of ten It has something to say For now it will stay A ghost or a angel from the sky This presence is here but why? Late in the night Never in broad daylight It does not say a word Will not write on paper, now thats absurd 3 pens to choose No way it can lose Rather linger instead Mess with my eyes and my head I am sure it will vanish or disappear No need to worry or have any fear It will be back sometime again Not sure when?

Stolen!
from the homo. Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. ONE) What's your name? ME: Erik UD: erik The heterosexual way of spelling the name Eric. The name implies many meanings: -awesome beyond comparison (adj.) -stunningly handsome and suave (adj.) -able to attract large numbers of women without using any effort (verb) -able to do all things exceedingly well (verb) Wow! That pass was freaking erik! TWO) What's your age? ME: 23 UD: 23 The greatest number of all time. Reasons why: It is... 1. a prime number, as are 2 and 3. 2. Michael Jordan's number. 3. the NBA record for most consecutive points scored by a single player in a game, done by none other than Michael Jordan. 4. the number of chromosomes in a human sperm or egg. 5. the angle between the earth's magnetic and rotational axis. 6. the Tropic of Cancer at 23 degrees N Latitude. 7. the Tropic of Capricorn at 23

My Husband
I just wanted to spread the word that my husband went back to work yesterday ... and he is driving too. He went about 50 miles yesterday driving around and he also went to a meeting last night. Don't worry I was with him as an observer while he was driving.... he did great. He goes to a speech therapy session for the first time in 2 weeks since his speech therapist has been gone since he went on his vacation ... boy he is going to be shocked to hear how well my husband is talking.

Skiing
Three men go on holiday abroad together. The tourist office informs them that there is only one hotel in town with vacancies. The lads go along there, only to be told by reception that there is just one available room left in the hotel. They are not keen, but as it is their only option, they take the room for one evening and share its only bed. That night, they all enjoy a good night's sleep. In the morning, the guy on the right side of the bed says, "I dreamt I had the best wank last night." The guy on the left side says, "That's funny, I had the exact same dream!". The guy in the middle says, "I dreamt I was skiing."

The Executioner, Pt Iii
He felt the electricity in the air, and as the momentarily silence and gasps ensued from the audience, his arms lifted up the five foot long axe. With eyes concentrated on a man's shaking neck propped up on a piece of wood, he took a broad swing, and...something happened. He lost his grip. Feeling his clammy hands slide around the handle, he felt fear for the first time in his life. In a sense of desperation, John realized that he blew it. The momentum of the swing was gone, but there was no going back. He knew that he was supposed to ignore the human flesh, and aim for the block underneath it in order to create a clean mistake proof cut. And he didn't go through with it. With a thickening thud, the blade smashed into the base of a man's skull. Instead of slicing through muscle, cords, cartilage, and tissue effortlessly, it got stuck in a thick bone. In agony, he released a most blood curdling banshee howl, and started flailing about, spraying blood everywhere. The crowd

Sad Thoughts
Why Am i Feeling this way? Is it Cuz i dont wanna believe whats going On in Front of me ? Is it Cuz i know im being played? Is it Cuz she Does Not Wanna confess to me? Is it Cuz she Dont Wanna Hurt Me? Is it Cuz She Cant believe That i Have Changed For the Better? Is it That I was a no Good For Nothing Peice of Shit Husband? Is It Cuz I have Always Taken Care Of the Kids So Well Since the littleist one was 1 and a Half? Is It Cuz She Dont Wanna Hurt Our Little one? Is It Me Or what That im Being Lead On For Nothing? My Life Has Not been The Best Since July 19th of 2008 The Day Of our Anaversary. I Felt Like i Was Used that Night Then She Never Came Back. She Came Back For Christmas To See our Son For 45 Mins. I Felt That She Went To the Town To See him Cuz She had Nothing better else Todo. Cuz after that she aint made any effort to see Our son. I know she was hurt when she asked who Am i and Our son said "i dont know". I Know One Thing is for sure is that if my

Oh Lover
A Perfect Disaster is what I've become. A well put together person to strangers. A Storm of Disaster to the ones I love. You make me want to be a better person. Just by the way you treat me. I've known you for a short time. But with you a short time feels like forever. So much I want to say to you. I don't know if I love the way you make me feel. Or the idea of you. Romance doesn't come easy with me. Cold hearted bitch is what I am. A wall so tall, men have failed to climb over it. But the wall doesn't exist with you. I say one bad thing about myself, you give me a million reasons why I'm great. You make me smile without even trying. Your so wonderful. I just hope we can keep talking and maybe someday be together. This Perfect Disaster may just turn out to have a happy ending.

[i Don't Know Why...]
a combination of reasons really. My ex got married to the guy she cheated on me with. Why did I even check? I knew already... I guess today I wanted to feel. I need to leave the city start over, find what I never knew I was looking for rageout, fuck a stranger, love a friend something drink drop breathe something...right? My toast was stuck, I did this to myself with my favorite fork Its not even her, she's just a metaphor, an avatar. Its that for all my grand works my brave noble deeds and intentions I will always be undeserving I will always have failed at that crucial insurmountable moment. I'm not going to stop. I will fail again. I will be injured in pride duty and body but I will not yield. I might not be able to stop save change or help but I won't stop trying. Its a combination of faith profession vision and mission aligned and in crisis despite my best efforts and patience. There before me is the idol of my hated antithesis in prosper as I toil in the muck of the so-named g

Your Thoughts On Mumms
Hows it going everyone. I just wanted to know what everyone thinks of all the male bashing mumms that been going on lately. I'm thinking maybe it's just that time of the month , or maybe they just got screwed over by some asshole. comments please

Deaths Lullaby....
I walked silently between the tree's in this dream. In the distance death gleamed at me. Death pointed his hand of fate, your life this day I must take! ...so when you wake and I am gone, hold me in your heart! My soul is gone with Death's enticing song. I know its short..

Its The Whores Day ....
Cubby is a friend Yeah, I know he's been a good friend of mine but lately something changed it aint hard to define Cubby's got himself some points and I wanna make them mine and Im watching him whore on line and hes lovin all the fu-money I just know it and hes whoring in fubar late late at night Ya know I wish that I had Cubby's points I wish that I had Cubby's points where can I learn to whore like that? Its a long endless parade he doesnt seem to see a reason to change you know he plays dirty and he thinks he so cute I wanna yell and mutter till Mike gives him the boot and Im watching him whore on line and hes lovin all the fu-money I just know it and he whoring fubar late late at night Ya know I wish that I had Cubby's points I wish that I had Cubby's points where can I learn to whore like that? like Cubby does I wish that I had Cubby's points why cant I learn to whore... why cant I learn to whore like that? And Im looking at his

Do My Contests Have Ulterior Motives??!!
Believe it or not, I have had a few people question my motives for my giveaway. Ok, so here's the whole scoop. I don't ask for rates or comments, only private messages, so I gain no points. I don't ask anyone to rate my profile or pics. As a matter of fact, I state in the rules that rating and commenting are NOT needed. People DO rate my profile when they come by to send me the pm, which DOES make me rank, however, I have yet to rank better than about 250. My current fubar rank is 642 and 499 for today. But trust me, those will change DRASTICALLY when the contest ends. The ONLY thing I gain from running these giveaways is a warm, fuzzy, GOOD feeling for doing something nice for someone else. Now, if you want to be a hater and read into it more than that, then go ahead. Think what you will, it's no skin off my nose babe! The only opinion that counts is mine and the virgin that wins. So there-how do ya like me now??? hehe That is all, go about your lives no

Country Song
MY CRAZY HEART: BY MELANIE PERRY(ME) PLEASE DON'T STEAL! THANK YOU! Oh this crazy heart of mine, Has been split in two just a thousand times! And even when I finally find my way, it's lost again on another rainy day. Why oh why do I feel like this Stuck in loves everlasting bliss Constant emotions for someone new Making up and breaking all the rules? CHORUS And I search my life For my one true love. And I wonder what, what this love is made of. And I search my heart I even search my soul Just to find something there That would make me whole! That would make me whole! And then you walk beside me, with your arms around my waist! And you place your hands in mine, then you slowly kiss my face! And everything comes togethar as I lay my head on your chest, as I slowly feel your heart beaten you say it's for me and not the rest. CHORUS And I search my life For my one true love. And I wonder what, what this love is made of. And I search my heart I e

Top Ten Incredibly Memorable Life Moments
*warning* not in chronological order 1. The first cry my child ever wailed. The operating room was tense and sort of chaotic. My labor had been rough…filled with complications from the start. 13 hours later with my blood pressure going sky high, the doc decides he has no choice but emergency c-section. My heart rate climbs increasingly reaching dramatic levels…near cardiac arrest levels I was later told. They—everyone in the room—were quite concerned about my well being. I was pretty out of it, but finally the pain had subsided…you can still feel the pressure and the pulling when they cut through the layers and begin to free the baby, but it’s numb. Pain free, but still awkward…then the pain in my chest started. I told someone…they hit panic mode and just as I was about to get a shot of Inderal to slow my heart rate, I felt a release of pressure and heard that wail---the most beautiful sound I have heard to date. I didn’t need the shot after I heard his cry....and after that,

Reason
I'm here to have fun enjoy myself and make friends. I will continue to do my thing. I'm not helpin people whore nor helpin those that do! I pay attention and everyone that has been there I've always at least done my best to help you as well and I will continue too. Thank you all :).

So I Get This Friend Request...
I was reading a friend's blog earlier (love you, girl) about how this guy who will remain anonymous (Dave) sends her such wildly creative messages like "hi" and "sup". here's her blog if you're curious: Perfectly_Inked And of course so many of you send absolutely nothing with your friend requests. So, on to my point...I get this request today: Richie And I'm stunned...lol So what is there left to talk about on the second-date? I mean, if he's serious, I'm sorry for the guy, glad he seems to be doing well...but it's a bit much for a 'Hello'

The Darkness
The Darkness If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is no

I Dare You To Move
for the first time in my life, i watched the movie A Walk to Remember. it hit me a lot harder than i realized. because i know EXACTLY what that feels like. things haven't exactly been easy for me lately. the movie had me bawling my eyes out. esp when this song started playing. for most people it wouldn't really mean as much, but if you understand why its important, then you'd see why it made me cry even harder. "Dare You To Move" by Switchfoot Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next What happens next [Chorus] I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here Tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be

Amazing Memorys & True Friends
***One whole Year of amazing Memorys that I will Never Forget*** Ty to all my true,real,honest...Friends for making this year a year that i will always hold in my heart! A year that i realized there was such thing as True friends!My fu family is the MOST AMAZING on Fubar! I hope u all know how much you mean to me and i want to thank you all for being there when it was most needed and being there when sometimes it felt like the whole world was walking out! Sure Confidence makes me Sexy But My Friends are what mostly Make me Confident!There Real!Honest!True!Caring!& Loving! They are not 2 faces! They dont backstab! & they are not all about the Points!They are here for friendship and so am I and thats what makes My fu family the most amazing on fubar!*** **Show mad Love to these amazing men & woman!They deserve it and a lot more***( No certain order just grabbed links lol) Chuckiiboo@ fubar chuck@ fubar SPIKE@ fubar Mrs.S.@ fubar Wonder_Woman™ Owned by Raps

If You Love Someone.....
Variations on "If you love something, set it free..." THE ORIGINAL VERSION: If you love something, Set it free. If it comes back, it's yours, If it doesn't, it never was yours. THE PESSIMIST'S VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, well, as expected, she never was. THE OPTIMIST'S VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. Don't worry, she will come back. THE SUSPICIOUS VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. If she ever comes back, ask her why. THE IMPATIENT VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. If she doesn't come back within some time limit, forget her. THE PATIENT VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back. THE PLAYFUL VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again; repeat. THE LAWYER'S VERSION: If you love somebody, Set her free. Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in th

Gfr 29
DJ Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio Bones influences are Dimebag Darrell, Johnny Cash, and Jim Morrison. His favorite bands are Led Zeppelin, Pantera, Ac/Dc, Metallica, Black Label Society. The reason he likes being a DJ is his love of music and sharing it to the world. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

About Me Check This Out ;)
Well, I am Grace 23 years old. I like to go dancing, laugh, watch movies, and may sound weird but go to the gym.just looking to meet some fun people to chat with...but only if your HOT..ahaha.. and most importantly know how to make a girl laugh!so hit me up lilstargrace@yahoo.com

New Year Resolutions
Well a new year has begun and my birthday is fast approaching.So I have to decided to really stick to my guns with my goal of losing weight and a better control of my money spending so wish me luck on these endeavors.

Want To Work From Home ????
looking to make a extra 800.00 dollars this month ? Check out this home bussiness im doing melaleuca.com just need to signup 8 people this month and they will give you 800.00 dollars and they have over 401 things to order any questions email bigdoge56@yah.com or home # 805 239 4657 look forward to working with you

Update From Accident
So i have been suffering these migraines as the doctor called it today. As well as still 33 days after the accident i stillhave post concussion. WTF?? I know, my thoughts also! So went in today because the pain is damn near becoming intolerable. Plus there is a lump on my head that is growing in size. So i found out that is called something like a hemotoba (i think) thats what the dr. said. Says it should judt go away. But when i asked him why it was getting larger, he had no answers. Again..WTF? So overall, my symptoms are worsening, i was referred to a specialist, and was informed it has already cost almost 7,000 to repair my unfinished car at this point! Blue book is at like 12,000! Why aven't they totaled it? Thought it was suppose to be like 65% car value? Am i wrong on that? So anywho i will wait and see what this specialist says. My dr. said they wont lance the lump b/c of the likelyness of it not being able to clot and my losing to much blood. So what the hell exactly are t

Thinkin
Do you ever wonder just what in the hell that person was or is thinking? I mean like you see a certain thing this way and they see it completely different. Everybody around you can agree with you but that certain person and you still can't figure out why in the hell that person feels that, or thinks that. Have you ever thought that maybe ur going crazy, or maybe the other person is going crazy, and you just don't know how to reach out, or reach out to them. I feel this way sometimes, Theres a certain person out there who see things completely different than what everybody else sees it, or hears it, or feels it. I do indeed love this person with everything in me and would give my life any day of the week for them, however, I just wish that I could reach this person again, so maybe we could have what we once had, and share what we once shared. What good is laughing if you have no one to laugh with, or cry with nobody's shoulder to cry on, or walk through your trials and tribulations all

Lol
Drunk as Hell A wife was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband's key in the door. "Stay where you are," she said. "He's so drunk he won't even notice you're in bed with me." Sure enough, the husband lurched into bed none the wiser, but a few minutes later, through a drunken haze, he saw six feet sticking out at the end of the bed. He turned to his wife: "Hey, there are six feet in this bed. There should only be four. What's going on?" "Nonsense," said the wife. "You're so drunk you miscounted. Get out of bed and try again. You can see better from over there." The husband climbed out of bed and counted. "One, two, three, four. Damn, you're right."

Awe...so Sweet...lol
The World's Shortest Fairy Tale Once upon a time: A guy asked his girl friend 'Will you marry me?' She said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after, and rode motorcycles, and went fishing, and hunting ,and played golf a lot, and drank beer, and scotch, and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted too. THE END (Brings a tear to your eye, don't it?)

We All Have Wings That Can Fly
The reasons we stay on this earth From the day of our death back to our birth Reasons and reasons are there They can be anywhere Suicides from the young and the poor Hard times too hard to handle, every second the death total is one more Depression and rough roads can come from anywhere Life itself sometimes is not very fair Somethings are not fair at all There should be no mountain that is to tall Pray to the heavens that are up beyond the sky Ask and pray for many things, a time everyone is allowed to cry The pain in the heart and the soul Can take the greatest toll Have to fight this head on, cannot rely on things to just take it away Only hiding what may cause further suffering that may comeback one day The drugs and pills cannot take away sorrow One moment and life is forever gone away, no more tommorow Find the energy to go on, reach for the stars Cutting yourself of doing any type of damage will just create more scars Words of the lord and the angel

A New Beginning
One day, one moment, The glimpse of a doves first lyrical flight. Freedom, love, and pain all end in the night. To know me is to know suffering, to know pain. No remorse, no chance at gain. Life ends and begins with her first breath, her first light. All at once life makes sense somehow....Somehow it seems right.

Cowboys And Cowgirls From Hell
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Korn - Wake Up Hate
Wake Up Hate We got a f**ked up reason to live who really gives a f**k? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna f**k you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up You gotta get it straight we're gunna give it up we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna f**k you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up I am the burden of my everything, an open scar I'll be reborn in hatred, feeling I can't love no more I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more. No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking We got a f**ked up reason to live who really gives a f**k? we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna f**k you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it safe we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna wake it up You gotta get it straight we're gunna give it up we're gunna wake up hate we're gunna f**k you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it s

For Tappinit (repost From Texas Tornado
Applicability of Deceptive Trade Practices Statutes Deceptive trade practices statutes do not govern all situations where one party has deceived another party. Most states limit the scope of these statutes to commercial transactions involving a consumer purchasing or leasing goods or services for personal, household, or family purposes. The terms used in each statute to set forth the scope of the statute are often the subject of LITIGATION. The majority of states requires a liberal interpretation of the terms of the deceptive trade practices statutes, including those describing the applicability of the statutes. Trade or Commerce Several states limit the applicability of deceptive trade practices to transactions in trade or commerce. This requirement usually incorporates a broad range of profit-oriented transactions. But it generally excludes trade between non-merchants and similar transactions. Consumer Transactions The appropriate plaintiff under most deceptive trade pract

Korn - Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading Man I gotta let it out Am I crazy? Screaming nothing ever comes out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing am I funny? I hate inside, I hate inside. I'll take this time To let out what’s inside Cuz I will break Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart's breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out The hurt rising Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing am I funny? I hate inside, I hate inside. I'll take this time To let out what’s inside Cuz I will break Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate

Oh Yea,naughty,naughty!!
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Day 3
so what should you value more in your life the love of a man who you have invested time, money, blood, sweat, and tears with. a man who you thought was your knight in shining armor. the one who treated you like a princess every waking moment for the first few years. a man who when i told him i was pregnant he cried. the first time i had ever seen a tear come from his eye. at that moment i thought my life would be bliss. i found a man who seemed as though he worshiped me. i had never had that in my life. i grew up shy trying not to get in peoples way so i wouldnt have to hear the cruel remarks about my weight or my clothes. if i would or could have been a little more assertive. i decided in high school if i didnt make a move i would never have what i wanted. for the next 7 months of my pregnancy everything was great, except his drinking. i have so many people in my family that are alcoholics i thought it was natural. i remember going to the hospital the day of my c-section,

Ok What I Do For Fun :)
let's see i watch tv, movies, & some cartoons(still like some cartoons) i play video games i own a xbox 360(my gamertag is mouseman007) & i also own a NDS & on the NDS i like the yu-gi-oh card games for one reason it's a lot easier than magic:the gathering :) i collect the cards for the passwords on the cards that can be used in the game, i collect comics like the digital comics more need more external hard drives to collect more digital comics :D well that's all i can think of :) & see i did say i'm not much of a blogger :)

My New Owner For The Week Show Him Love Fu Style!!!
THIS IS MY LITTLE BRO AND MY LATEST OWNER. HES A SWEETIE AND WILL BEND OVER BACKWARDS TO HELP ANYONE. PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVING!!!! LiTtLeJoKeR- Daddy's Levelers/Bombers-fu-married to littlejokersgirl@ fubar

Debs Auto 11
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Life's Blood.
Just for today I'm the cubicle bogeyman. My snatch sack over your head rag bandages and distilled terror on my finer points. I'm hiding under your desk right now maybe snacking on forgotten granola bar crums, staring at those dainty panties you wore two days in a row Questioning the wisdom of you never checking under the desk. Obsessing Dripping grinding with anticipation... All that silky flesh snuggly crammed into nylon mesh... Its almost like the scent of nightshade or staring into the sun. Water water everywhere and not a drop to drink. Free refills, today only. But nothing to hold it in. Oh the bad things I'm going to do today- When you're not looking when you feel safe. The odd, wet, tingling sensations I'll feel today... as I wish feverishly for you to share them. That peculiar madness of danger dancing over your loins, with those fingertips of seductive flirtations under the desk. Like a hot caramel apple, still oozing from the dredge. Like so many long slow licks against

The Executioner, Pt Ii
He looked at the axe one more time, and set it back in the corner. It felt like blasphemy to hold it without intent on using it, and he didn't want to waste that surge of power and adrenaline that he got when he came in touch with his tool on simple handling. He wanted to save that energy for tomorrow, for the big day. Sometimes John didn't feel worthy of this magnificent creation, but it was mostly due to his personal issues and insecurities. In fact, he has mastered the art of chopping heads to perfection, leaving as little mess as possible, and causing the victims as little suffering as they could've wished for, given those unfortunate circumstances. That, however, has not been the case in the beginning, when he just started his job, loathed and feared by most, thus keeping it a secret since day one. John still remembered the day when the blade was still shiny and virginal and there were no familiar grooves to cradle his fingers; when the axe was still a foreign object in

Foundry - 'what Kills Me' - Now On Itunes!
The day you've been waiting for is FINALLY here! The 1997 (and ONLY) release from FOUNDRY is now available for you to download on iTunes! It took long enough, right? We started this process MONTHS ago, for crying out loud... CLICK IT, FOOL! There you go, kids. Download it. Enjoy it. Or don't. We just felt like bragging a little today. Then of course, treat yourself to the wonderful REMIX of the song by Rick Decicco, which you can listen to While Dahlia Shakes Her Ass for Foundry Cams! ...oh, I'm just plug, plug, plug-whoring away, aren't I?

Cucumber Slices Provençal
Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:10 min makes:32 appetizers 1 large English (seedless) cucumber, chilled 1/3 cup sun-dried tomato spread 3 tablespoons crumbled chèvre (goat) cheese Fresh basil leaves, if desired 1. Make lines or indentations lengthwise down cucumber at 1/4-inch intervals, using vegetable peeler or tines of fork. Cut cucumber into 32 slices, 1/2 inch each. Place on paper towels to drain. 2. Spread each slice with about 1 teaspoon tomato spread. Sprinkle each with about 1/2 teaspoon cheese. 3. Serve immediately, or refrigerate up to 1 hour. Top each slice with basil leaf just before serving. Nutritional Information 1 Appetizer: Calories 10 (Calories from Fat 0); Total Fat 0g (Saturated Fat 0g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 5mg; Total Carbohydrate 0g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 0g); Protein 0g % Daily Value*: Vitamin A 0%; Vitamin C 2%; Calcium 0%; Iron 0% Exchanges: Carbohydrate Choices: 0 *% Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet.

Deviled Eggs
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:15 min makes:12 servings 6 hard-cooked eggs 3 tablespoons mayonnaise or salad dressing 1 tablespoon finely chopped red bell pepper 1 tablespoon finely chopped green onion 1 teaspoon yellow mustard 1/4 teaspoon salt 1. Cut eggs lengthwise in half. Scoop yolks from eggs into medium bowl; mash with fork. Stir remaining ingredients into yolks. 2. Fill egg whites with egg yolk mixture, heaping lightly. Cover and refrigerate up to 24 hours. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 60 (Calories from Fat 50); Total Fat 5g (Saturated Fat 1g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 105mg; Sodium 105mg; Total Carbohydrate 0g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 0g); Protein 3g % Daily Value*: Vitamin A 4%; Vitamin C 0%; Calcium 0%; Iron 0% Exchanges: 0 Other Carbohydrate; 0 Vegetable; 1/2 Medium-Fat Meat; 1/2 Fat Carbohydrate Choices: 0 MyPyramid Servings: 1 oz-equivalents Meat & Beans *% Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet.

Fresh Tomato Salsa
Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:20 min makes:3 1/2 cups 3 large tomatoes, seeded, chopped (3 cups) 1 small green bell pepper, chopped (1/2 cup) 8 medium green onions, sliced (1/2 cup) 3 cloves garlic, finely chopped 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro 1 tablespoon finely chopped jalapeño chile 2 to 3 tablespoons lime juice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1. In glass or plastic bowl, mix all ingredients. 2. Cover and refrigerate until serving. Nutritional Information 1/4 Cup: Calories 15 (Calories from Fat 0); Total Fat 0g (Saturated Fat 0g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 90mg; Total Carbohydrate 2g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 1g); Protein 0g % Daily Value*: Vitamin A 8%; Vitamin C 20%; Calcium 0%; Iron 0% Exchanges: Carbohydrate Choices: 0 MyPyramid Servings: 1/4 c Vegetables *% Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet.

Herbed Seafood Bruschetta
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:1 hr 25 min makes:36 appetizers 1 can (6 oz) crabmeat, drained, cartilage removed and flaked 1 can (4 to 4 1/2 oz) shrimp, drained, rinsed 2 medium plum (Roma) tomatoes, seeded, chopped (1/2 cup) 1/3 cup chopped sweet onion 1 tablespoon chopped fresh chives 1 tablespoon chopped fresh basil leaves 1 tablespoon chopped fresh mint leaves 1 tablespoon olive or vegetable oil 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1 teaspoon finely chopped garlic 1 loaf (1 lb) baguette French bread, cut into 36 slices 3 tablespoons olive or vegetable oil Freshly ground pepper to taste 1. Mix all ingredients except baguette, 3 tablespoons oil and the pepper. Cover and refrigerate at least 1 hour to blend flavors but no longer than 24 hours. 2. Place baguette slices on cookie sheet. Brush with some of the 3 tablespoons oil; sprinkle with pepper. Broil with tops 4 to 6 inches from heat 1 to 3 minutes or until light golden brown; turn. Brush with remaining oil; sprinkle wit

Peanut Butter And Banana Wraps
Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:10 min makes:4 servings 1/2 cup reduced-fat creamy peanut butter spread 4 whole wheat or regular flour tortillas (8 to 10 inch) 1/4 cup honey 2 small bananas, sliced 1/4 cup miniature semisweet chocolate chips, if desired 1. Spread 2 tablespoons of the peanut butter evenly over each tortilla. Drizzle 1 tablespoon of the honey over each tortilla. Top with banana slices and chocolate chips. 2. Roll up tortillas. Secure with toothpicks. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 410 (Calories from Fat 120); Total Fat 14g (Saturated Fat 3g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 370mg; Total Carbohydrate 58g (Dietary Fiber 6g, Sugars 29g); Protein 13g % Daily Value*: Vitamin A 0%; Vitamin C 8%; Calcium 2%; Iron 10% Exchanges: 2 Starch; 1/2 Fruit; 1 1/2 Other Carbohydrate; 0 Vegetable; 1 High-Fat Meat; 1 Fat Carbohydrate Choices: 4 MyPyramid Servings: 1/4 c Fruits, 2 oz-equivalents Grains, 2 oz-equivalents Meat & Beans *% Daily Values are b

Skinny Crab Dip
Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:3 hr 5 min makes:12 servings, 2 tablespoons each 2 oz fat-free cream cheese or 1/3-less-fat cream cheese (Neufchâtel), softened 2 tablespoons fat-free mayonnaise or salad dressing 2 tablespoons finely chopped chives or green onions 2 teaspoons lemon juice or white wine vinegar 1 tablespoon chopped fresh dill or 1 teaspoon dried dillweed 1/8 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon pepper 2 cans (8 oz each) crabmeat, well drained 1. In medium bowl, combine cream cheese and mayonnaise. Stir until very smooth. Add chives or green onions, lemon juice or vinegar, dill, salt, and pepper. Stir to mix thoroughly. 2. Stir in crab. Cover and refrigerate several hours before serving. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 40 (Calories from Fat 0); Total Fat 1/2g (Saturated Fat 0g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 30mg; Sodium 180mg; Total Carbohydrate 0g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 0g); Protein 7g % Daily Value*: Vitamin A 0%; Vitamin C 2%; Calcium 4%; Iron 0% Exc

Tomato And Mushroom Focaccia
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:35 min makes:16 servings 1 tablespoon olive oil 6 oz crimini mushrooms, sliced 1 focaccia bread (10 to 12 inch) 3/4 cup shredded mozzarella cheese (3 oz) 1 can (14.5 oz) Muir Glen® organic diced tomatoes, drained 2 to 3 tablespoons chopped fresh basil leaves 1. Heat oven to 350°F. In 8-inch skillet, heat oil over medium heat. Cook mushrooms in oil 3 to 4 minutes, stirring frequently, until tender. Drain if necessary. 2. On ungreased cookie sheet, place bread. Sprinkle 1/2 cup of the cheese on bread. Top with mushrooms and tomatoes. Sprinkle with remaining 1/4 cup cheese. 3. Bake 15 to 20 minutes or until cheese is melted and bread is hot. Sprinkle with basil. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): Heat oven to 375°F. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 110 (Calories from Fat 40); Total Fat 4 1/2g (Saturated Fat 1g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 290mg; Total Carbohydrate 15g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 0g); Protein 4g % Daily Valu

Boobear
I have finally realized why i have been so upset and constantly wondering where and what my bofriend is doing. I am absolutely in love. i would do anything for this guy. I would make him breakfast in bed on weekends, rub his tummy when he has ate too much, take care of him when he is sick, listen to everything he had to say, make him his favourite meal when he is just feeling down. I would do anything for him. I am not sure how to get that across. I try to do as much as i can. I try to help him out with everything. I am just confused because i am not sure if he wants a girlfriend that dedicated and that involved. All i know is that io love him and he has helped me so much.

Bubba
LOOK AT THIS SWEET SEXAY MAN.... HE NEEDS HELP GETTING TO GODFATHER BY HIS BIRTHDAY FEBRUARY 13TH.... Please help him he returns the love more than anyone else I know.... R/F/A/B/C HE DESERVES IT SO COME BY DROP SOME LOVE........ AND POP HIS AUTO 11 CHERRY WHILE YOUR AT IT..... JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME LOVE HIM Dj Bubba~Ass. Manager @ Ace~Proud hubby to Proud Mommie 2 Be~OTB~TBR~@ fubar . This Bulletin brought to you by the one and only........*Naughtia* 2nd alarm hottie~Fumarried To Bubba*fu daddy got me first lol*@ fubar XOXO

Lonely
I guess I never understood the mechanics of how to make friends or how you get rid of fear just to say hi to someone...I mean hell I can talk to someone on a computer but get me in a room with people i clam up...no mater what I even tried alcohol loosen up and to no avail....I am such a chicken shit...any suggestions?

Just A Song I Can't Get Out Of My Head
Take Away My Pain by Dream Theater I was sitting on the edge of his bed Staring at the headlines on the paper He said, "Look at poor Gene Kelly I guess he won't be singing in the rain." You can take away my heroes Can you take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door She was standing by the edge of his bed Satring at the message on their faces He said, " What else can you do babe? I guess I won't be coming home again." They just took away all my promises Make them take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door His final scene The actor bows And all those y

The Christmas Gift....
Year after year I spend all I have for my kids... Down to the last penny with out one thought of regret. I don't expect anything and have not for the last 10 years until this year... I have a person in my life that means the world to me... I have the most wonderful kids that anyone can ask for... If you ask me if I received everything I wanted, I would probably say Yes... I did not receive much and I'm good with that... but when I received this from my daughter it brought me to tears, it filled my soul with love, and brightened up my holiday more so then i have ever imagined... Below you will see what she gave me. This is priceless and will never be forgotten...I AM SO BLESSED!

Bea Spiced It Up....she Rawks!!!
Halloween Theme - Techno Remix THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE THAT KNOW AND LUV TAPPINIT AND WANNA SEE HIM COME BACK TO FU IN THE NEAR FUTURE...HE DOES THE MOST RAWKIN ANIMATIONS THIS SITE HAS SEEN...SO SHOW A LITTLE SUPPORT AND ADD YOURSELF BELOW... ♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar BrightEyedArtist

For Christopher, Aka Tappinit!
It is time ... Fu has -finally- hit my limit. Jan 1 I purchased a Level 4 Blast ($50) for a friends Birthday. Paypal completed the transaction, yet no Blast was delivered. PM's to Scrapper, and follow-up emails to Support have fallen on deaf ears. Scrapper read the PM 2 hours after I sent it, yet not even an acknowledgement. The silence is deafening. This is not the first time that a Paypal transaction has 'burped'. The most recent occurrence, Scrapper took care of it and then some .... Kudos. This IS the first time that Fu Admin has refused to acknowledge an accounting error. Now I understand that it is the Holidays and personnel are on vaca .... BUT .... Somebody's got to be minding the store! Our wallets are their bread and butter. One would think that they'd make attention to customer support their FIRST priority. No Paypal/Credit Cards, no paycheck. I've been a good Fu ... I've had numerous people join the site ..... I've helped Noobs navigate the

Words Not Meant To Say
There are words Not meant to say There are things Not meant to tell Even if we are burden With the words Kept in the heart Its meant to stay that way Some words Just don't meant to be say Even if there comes a time When it is needed to tell But the silence sometimes Tells it all Even the lips hasn't spoken In the heart It is already known The words That was not meant to say

Prove It....
I was at work today and was sending messages to my love. She sent me one saying I Love You! I replied by saying prove it... she replied with how can i do that... I said only you can know that... a few minutes passed... I ended up getting an email from the receptionist.. when i began to read it... it said... you just received a phone call from Ida and she wanted me to tell you that she love's you very much and miss you with all her heart... I was speechless.... That was the first time anyone has proved it to me... Muahz...baby... I Love You!!

Dj Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Bones influences are Dimebag Darrell, Johnny Cash, and Jim Morrison. His favorite bands are Led Zeppelin, Pantera, Ac/Dc, Metallica, Black Label Society. The reason he likes being a DJ is his love of music and sharing it to the world. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

Its A Sad & Gloomy Day With Out A Tappinit!!!
Halloween Theme - Techno Remix THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE THAT KNOW AND LUV TAPPINIT AND WANNA SEE HIM COME BACK TO FU IN THE NEAR FUTURE...HE DOES THE MOST RAWKIN ANIMATIONS THIS SITE HAS SEEN, READ THE NEXT BLOG, PLEASE....SO SHOW A LITTLE SUPPORT AND ADD YOURSELF BELOW... ♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar BrightEyedA

What To Feel
What to think...what to feel, The pain inside...is all to real, With each hit...throughout the days, Please tell me why...I always stay, Why do I feel the shame...I feel, My heart breaks...I shed my tears, He's confirmed my worst fears, Please tell me why...I remain here, Please explain end my fears...Tell me its ok, To feel the way I feel...I beg of you, Help me please...tell me there's nothing, wrong with me! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Profile And Pic Comments....
I have noticed that a lot of folks have recently been putting their settings to "comment approval". I don't know the reason for this latest idea, but I feel that friendship shouldn't need any approval. I hope that I don't offend anyone with this, but I won't be leaving any profile or photo comments on anyone who has this setting activated. I know that there is the argument that it keeps nasty or NSFW comments off of our pages, but it is very simple to delete them, or put our settings to friends and family only. The last thing I want is to fall out with anyone here,but as I said earlier, why should friendship need approval or vetting? Once again I want to reiterate that I never want to fall out with anyone, but I have decided to say what I think rather than hold it in and end up getting possibly pissed off and leaving a site that I truly like. Thank you for taking the time to read this...and I would like to hear your opinions. Adam...aka chains

Giving Up
A withered rose...its petals fall, A tormented soul...will always call, A broken heart...may never heal, The pain of life...is all to real, The depths of the ocean...hold dangerous things, The air we breath...is not always clean, The tears we cry...seem to always fall, I'm dying inside...dying from all, The thoughts in my mind...are fearful cries, To end it all...let darkness fall, Bury me deep underground, For then I'll sleep...forever sound! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Gfr
Brutal Mastication is out of HOllywood, Florida. The band members are Jimmy Ferovechio, Brian Cramer, Jorge Lopez, Todd Ewing and B.J. Santiago. Brutal Mastication has a record label with Hook N Mouth. The band started recording their album Rage Uncontrolled, bust still need to mix and master the album when they ran into problems. Jorge Lopez went to visit his family in Chile for the holidays and could not return due to his imigration status and lack of U.S. Citzenship. It was a hard blow to the band. Jorge was the key man to the band due to recording everyone because the owner/engineer of Studio 13 became ill. The band decided to go to Canada to play a few shows and finish up the album, when once again Jorge was deported again in the states and was sent back to Chile insteed of meeting the band in Canada, so the band returned to Florida. The band knew the album had to be finished so they spent many nights on the internet downloading samples of Jorge's work, where Jorge was able to fin

Fudge...
People my private photos are for my family only the new one i up loaded is for me only, until i leave SD then i will open it up for all to view. so please stop asking to see my privates or i will take them down now not at the end of the month.... And im sure that my family will be upset about that...

Gfr
Marshall Fucking Beck is out of Scottsdale, Arizona. They are influenced by all types of Metal and Hard Rock. A few of their songs are "A Friendly Favor Return" and " Anthem of The Black Hearted". The band has record labels with Synister Empire Records and Turkey Vulture Records. They have appeared with and or recorded with former members of Vehemence, Dying Fetus, Abigail Williams, Motorgrater, Society 1, and The Alien Blakk. They have appeared on numerous albums such as Rebirth, Descend and Reign of Vengeance. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Marshall Fucking Beck!!!!!

Gfr
God's Forsaken Radio is one of the fastest growing metal stations on the net. We stream on multiple websites, and are continuing to grow. There are 13 top knotch dj's to fulfill every metal need that play all genres of metal. We have 19 promoters for the station which promote not only on the net but also in their home town looking for local unsigned metal bands that deserve airplay. Our staff takes pride in their work and are committed in helping the station grow. So what are you waiting for come and listen to the best metal station on the net!!!

Gfr
Here at God's Forsaken Radio we love knowing our listeners enjoy what they hear! We always take requests and make every effort to have the music they enjoy most at hand at any given moment. Feedback is always encouraged, we strive for listener satisfaction. Some have said we rock their minds, always, even their children enjoy rocking out to the music we play. It is a joy to see that our listeners range from all ages, and they all love rocking out to heavy metal!!!

Limits
DEGRADATION...HUMILIATION, What a thrill it makes some of us feel, I never knew the level I would go, Limits pushed to no end...and yet it seems i give in, To please him...is what pleases me, To give in entirely, The desire to strive beyond embarrassment, Just to see him smile...makes it all seem worth while, It a small price to pay to make my Masters day... This is what I live for ...this is what I seek This is what I will die for ... For pleasing him is all that pleases me! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Gfr
God's Forsaken Radio is a non-profit organization playing the Best Heavy Metal Music broadcasting and music content possible since June 2008 with live DJ's 24/7. Our goal is to always bring you the newest metal news and information, as well as finding some of the best unsigned bands that have not yet been discovered. So come and join us @ www.godsforsakenradio.com and get ready to rock out to the best skull bashing metal ever!!!

Darkness Falls
There are times in our lives, When nothing seems right...Darkness consumes all, the depths to which we fall...once it sets in, everything blackens...It feeds upon our fears, It lives upon our tears...Evil is what it is, It takes control...and never gives, our only hope is to find the guidance we need, to return to the light, the choice is ours...our we strong enough to fight, Do we give in...or strive for what is right, If we fail...hell is our new home, the demons within will forever torment our souls, So pray every night...that we never lose sight, of that gracious guiding light. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Sinners Paradise Lounge
Join us tonight for... Music guaranteed to get ya movin! Sinners Paradise Lounge proudly supports and plays DawnStarRadio! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-07 16:19:32')

Masters Lil Girl
An honor has been bestowed unto me, an honor to high for words to speak... More of a blessing,so to say, an unworthy girl... who's finally found the Master she seeks, This life with him, is treasured...with the up most respect, for without his guidance... she shall wander lost and cease to exist, for he holds her mind body and soul, and the loss of him,shall leave her empty.. and incomplete...wandering aimlessly through life, till the last breath on her dying night. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Confusing
It is so confusing, the twists and turns of life, When everything seems so perfectly right, it fades as quickly as it comes, try as you might, you cant control the change, when life sets its sights, It can take everything away in just one night, One mistake is all it takes, to lose all you hold within your life, So remember no cost is to great, hold on tight... For no matter the temptation, its not worth losing all, for just a single night. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Hahaha!
Larry Flynt Sues Nephews For Putting Family Name On "Inferior" Porn Posted 7 hrs ago Go get em Larry....how does one define "inferior porn" Source: huffingtonpost.com Quote: "LOS ANGELES - Hustler magazine publisher Larry Flynt has sued two of his nephews for selling their own line of adult movies under the same family name. Flynt accuses the nephews of producing pornographic films that are "inferior products" and "knockoff goods." Flynt said he filed the lawsuit Monday in U.S. District Court to protect his family name in the industry. "To come into the adult entertainment business and use my name not only confuses people who buy my products, but if..." Full story at huffingtonpost.com

Blessings Bestowed
As darkness fades...slowly from sight, the sun arises, a light so bright, as dew kisses...the tender rose, the warmth...of the sun grows, we open our eyes...taking in this beautiful sight, Just as we shut them...every night, The fresh sent...of the morning mist, A child's laughter...you could not miss, upon the pillow next to you... rests the head of your loving groom, This is the time...all is perfectly in sight, now is when Ill call to you, shut my eyes once agin...clasp my hands, lower my chin, and gently say unto you...thank you lord for this day for the love, the light, for the mornings dew, the mist and even the rose and most of all, for all the people you allow me to hold! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Dinner Etiquette
No matter how drunk the two of you may be, taking a shower beforehand is always a certified plus. If it’s the first time you’ve been with her, and she doesn’t want to be seen naked, may I suggest you run her a bath or a shower, perhaps even complete with candles. It may seem corny, and of course not all women are into this, but chances are she’ll want to see whether or not you could be one of the true romantic, “good” guys or not. Although, in truth, the shower isn’t so much for romantic reasons, so much as it is for cleanliness. Whether or not you really enjoy eating out a woman, the truth is many of us are insecure about our nether region and if you want to truly please us, we ought to feel as comfortable as possible. If the woman is fresh out of the shower and all clean, chances are a man won’t hold back when it comes to exploring our lower lips, etc.. Just be sure to not be too pushy, or you will scare her off. Be gentle, be subtle, above all, let her know you want to eat her o

Trapped
Shes trapped in pain, Nothings the same, She fears the only way to gain, Is to leave his reigns, He holds her tight, dose not treat her right, The fear she feels, the tears she bares, there is nothing she can do, but pick up the pieces when he is through, Don't misconstrue some days are fine, Until the hate builds in his eyes, She knows whats coming, She knows what to expect, the torture the undeniable pain that comes next, She tries to run, she tries to hide, but in the end, she only dies inside! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Hold On
There are many things in this life, Many things that don't seem right, You win and you lose, but eventually you learn to choose, Just take caution in what you do, Be prepared for what you may lose, Don't haste if you know its right, embrace it and never let go, for it may be your last chance, The one thing that may make sence, Love is taken lightly to many times, Breaks to many hearts, ends to many lives, So if you should find that special one, Hold on forever, don't let go for if you do, that's when its all over for you. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Close And Yet So Far
Even though were far apart, Your always with me in my heart, You may not see me, You may not feel me, But were together,just the same, The warmth of the sunlight,is your embrace, The stars that light the sky at night, That's the guidance you bestow unto me, The heart that beats within me, Beats for none other than you, The shadow that follows you, is me walking within, The distance may be far, but that cant take this away, For you are what completes me in every way, and nothing...nothing can take your place! Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Showin Support For
SINCE I'M NOT GOOD AT BULLYS AND MY USUAL BULLY MAKER IS UNAVAILABLE DUE TO SOME UNFORTUNATE CIRCUMSTANCES THIS WILL HAVE TO DO....LOL THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE THAT KNOW AND LUV TAPPINIT AND WANNA SEE HIM COME BACK TO FU IN THE NEAR FUTURE...HE DOES THE MOST RAWKIN ANIMATIONS THIS SITE HAS SEEN...SO SHOW A LITTLE SUPPORT AND ADD YOURSELF BELOW... ♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar Trouble Free...Tappinit Supporter@ fubar *JeNniFeR*@ fubar ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ TAPPINIT SUPPORTER@ fubar ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG@ fubar The Texas Tornado (Twister Sister)*** TAPPINIT SUPPORTER@ fubar ☆SillyCuteChrissy☆ Tappinit Supporter@ fubar petiegirl - Fubars German beer wench@ fubar Southern Mystery***SUPPORTER OF TAPPINIT***@ fubar Nicholas aka Kramer69 1st owned by Lizzy and Jedi Master@ fubar

Promise Of Loyalty And Dedication
You are my master, I am your slave, Loyal and devoted till the end of our days I promise to serve you in every which way, No hesitations, no delays! I give you my heart and all that I am Not to be taken lightly. I'll obey your every whim, I promise to remain faithful and true, Never mislead or straying from you! I have no control on anything I do, My life to live is all up to you. To serve you is an honor, that is true! All that I am belongs to you, Deep in my heart, I know no other dom will do. I give you my word, my promise true, My life, dear master, I live only for you! Stephanie Michelle Herrera Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Pain
Some nights are easy...some a fight, its funny the way...nothing seems right, the bruises hurt...the pains unreal, the hold he has over her...gives a chill, she knows its not right...she knows she should fight, walking away that's whats right... turning from him is her fear, she knows upon her leaving...he wont give in, he continues to torment her...throughout her life, in every way possible,till her last breath from life. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

Sweet Little Story
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear

Thanks For Nothing
Thanks for nothing. Thank you for the heartache Thank you for the pain Thank you for the misery that's driving me insane Thank you for the lonely nights Thank you for the stress Thank you for once again making my life a giant mess Thank you for broken promises Thank you for all the doubt Thank you for not listening when my heart was screaming out Thank you for no explanations Thank you for not loving me more Thank you for giving "us" up and walking out the door. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie M Herrera

New Interview With Papa Roach...
They're releasing a new album and their PR, who worked with me when she was with Warner Bros., emailed me out of the blue and asked me to interview them for the troops. AND they're playing with Avenged Sevenfold :D You can't tell but I'm doing my super happy dance right now.

From Time To Time One Day Is Better Then The Next
i know that some of u are wondering why i can be so happy one day like i have just upped and moved on then the next im so down and out again about EVERYTHINGS i guess life is what it is something just make u stronger and others u tend to dread on by that song that ment something to u a pic sitting on ur desk at work just a memory that just pops into ur head a sound a look....just something actually it can be anything... yeah i guess we all have our days and moments in time and as for me im just rolling with the punches as it comes to me....so just roll with me and everything will be just fine n dandy like a hard candy christmas...

Quit Being Pathetic
Nobody likes to hear you whine. You got an issue? Deal with it. I hop on this site once a month and everyone is just crying about their pathetic fucking existence. You think you have issues. Try living in Iraq with nutfuck military assholes on both sides raping and killing your family and blowing up your belongings. "Hey, where did my car go? Oh yeah, some asshole blew it up. Guess I'll strap on the sandals and go for a walk and try not to get shot." So you are unmarried and have three kids and live in BFE. Well, I guess you should have kept your legs together, got an education, and left that shithole. Hey, guess what, you still CAN get an education and leave that shithole. And from now on, just swallow and you won't get knocked up. Life does NOT get any easier, no matter how much you think other people have it better. You need to buck up, get a plan, and execute on that plan. Don't let anything side track you. Speaking of that, I got shit to do and no time to read more sob stories.

Miss You Already....
Applicability of Deceptive Trade Practices Statutes Deceptive trade practices statutes do not govern all situations where one party has deceived another party. Most states limit the scope of these statutes to commercial transactions involving a consumer purchasing or leasing goods or services for personal, household, or family purposes. The terms used in each statute to set forth the scope of the statute are often the subject of LITIGATION. The majority of states requires a liberal interpretation of the terms of the deceptive trade practices statutes, including those describing the applicability of the statutes. Trade or Commerce Several states limit the applicability of deceptive trade practices to transactions in trade or commerce. This requirement usually incorporates a broad range of profit-oriented transactions. But it generally excludes trade between non-merchants and similar transactions. Consumer Transactions The appropriate plaintiff under most deceptive trade pract

And The Winners Are.......
And The Winners Of The Timed Album Are… 1st place for the 75K is…split between 2 people, they both rated at 18 minutes Big Dog Big Dog♥Fu-hubby to Lover1♥@ fubar Lover1 ~LOVER1~FU WIFE TO BIG DOG~@ fubar 2nd place is…for 50K that rated at 19 minutes The Wolf Corann The wolf Corann@ fubar 3rd place…for 25K that rated at 20 minutes Lost Soul Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~RR~ Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar I want to thank each and everyone that participated rating my pictures during this contest and my auto 11’s. Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! My Rate Spankers Family & Friends Rock!

What Color Is Your Kiss?
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

For Tappinit
Applicability of Deceptive Trade Practices Statutes Deceptive trade practices statutes do not govern all situations where one party has deceived another party. Most states limit the scope of these statutes to commercial transactions involving a consumer purchasing or leasing goods or services for personal, household, or family purposes. The terms used in each statute to set forth the scope of the statute are often the subject of LITIGATION. The majority of states requires a liberal interpretation of the terms of the deceptive trade practices statutes, including those describing the applicability of the statutes. Trade or Commerce Several states limit the applicability of deceptive trade practices to transactions in trade or commerce. This requirement usually incorporates a broad range of profit-oriented transactions. But it generally excludes trade between non-merchants and similar transactions. Consumer Transactions The appropriate plaintiff under most deceptive trade pract

What's Your Word?
Your Word is "Love" You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people. Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love. You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love. And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship. What's Your Word?

Little Me
Well I am new at this fubar thing. I have met some really cool people. Today has been ok. I do hate rain though, it makes me want to stay in bed. And thats not a good thing when you have to get up at 5 am to be at work at 545am. It took a little while to get used to this schedule. but most days unless its rainy i wake before the clock goes off. I got great news today at work, my friend is being moved into the classroom with me because of a very aggresive child. Thank goodness didnt know how much more of that I could take by myself, without loosing my mind. Oh, I am a daycare teacher, I teach the 2 and 3 year olds, always fun, always busy. It makes time go faster! I have two wonderful kids, Michael is 10 and Alexis is 4. I have been married for 11 years, got married 11-29-97 to the best guy in the world, or so I think. I am going back to school to finish up my teaching degree. I love kids! I have a dog, Romeo Oscar Victor Echo Romeo is his name we call him Romey. If you read this and wa

Where Im At
i have 3 daughters, my 19 yr old and the 11 yr old live w/me. i was married 4 18yrs. i am a marine tech. have been in the trade for 30 yrs. i have my own repair shop in hudson, im not a drunk,or pill popper, i've worked hard to get what i have. i belive in god,i belive in carma...and i am thankful for that i have.. (this would be easier in person. but would take a while) lol so.. hope thats a start, or ask me something else about whatever you want.i'll gladly reply dave

Everyone's Doing It.
Stolen from a shit-ton of people. Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) What's your name? ME: Amanda UD: Amanda Amanda does NOT mean "A man DUH" it is a name which means "Love" in the definations of name books. Hi my name is Amanda yourself? 2) What's your age? ME: 28 UD: 28 The number 28 means to titty bite. The number 2 is meant to look like a jaw while the 8 being titties. Dude, Im'a gonna 28 your girlfriend so hard she'll drop 3 breast sizes. 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Rhiannon UD: Rhiannon Rhiannon is the name of a goddess from welsh mythology. Also the name of a song By Stevie Nicks. 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: Blue UD: Blue The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers. The sky is blue. 6) What is the na

Warning Signs That You're Dating A Loser
Warning Signs That You're Dating a Loser By Joseph M. Carver, PhD Mental Health Professional Clinical Psychologist "The Loser" Very few relationships start on terms other than sweetness and politeness. In the beginning, "the honeymoon" of the relationship, it's difficult to determine what type of individual you are dating. Both you and the date are guarded, trying to obtain information about the other as much as possible without seeming like a police detective. Romantic relationships can be wonderful with the right person. A relationship with the wrong individual however can lead to years of heartache, emotional/social damage, and even physical damage. A damaging adult partner can damage us, damage our loved ones, and even damage the way we feel about love and romance in the future. They can turn what is supposed to be a loving, supporting, and understanding relationship into the "fatal attraction" often described in movies. There are a variety of "bad choices" that may

Urban Dictionarry Fun
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? Katie A happy person who is a good listener and reliable friend. Likes to party and is always there when you need her. (actually all the definitions are excellent) 2) Whats your age? 32 A wanksta flip guy that gets 32% in school 3) Name one of your friends? Nikki Probably, and by probably I mean it's highly likely that Nikki is the most badass supah fly baller you'll ever meet. She's also a sex fiend who loves Newports and coffee 4. Favorite pet name for your lover? Squisy Someone of a huggable nature. 5) Whats you favorite color? Black 1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black. 2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian. 1. I own a black car. 2. A black person stole my car. 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? G

Grumble Grumble
Its snowing again and im stuck online.Is it me or as you get older if your not skiing snow is only good for burying your pets in.God winter is to fucking long.Also i hate when ppl look happy in winter i want to punch them in the nose so they get that sharp sting that hits their brain and they dont know where they are.Well have a great winter call me when i can get the motorcycle out of storage and be happy again.

My Addiction
I have a secret addiction, I love leaving perverse profile comments on my friend's pages. It makes me giggle right before work. However my family list is a pain in the ass, as I only like to bother those that I talk to everyday, or communicate with in some form or another every day. So I had a brilliant idea, (an idea for me is the amazing part), I am putting those thathave been the most tolerant of my thieving (yes I steal these profile comments mainly from KCPilar69 bhahaha) and receiving profile comments into my family list and all others that I love but do not want to bother into my exclusive friends list where you will be one of the few non bag heads :D. I think I am a genius, you may agree and then bling me a cherry.

Unbirthday Train
I Want To Invite You All To My UNBIRTHDAY PARTY TRAIN ride. This Ride is goin to be sooooo Much Fun. What Is A UNBIRTHDAY? you say? Well Let My Two Friends MadHatter & March Hare & Doormouse Explain... March Hare: It’s very simple. Now, thirty days have sept- no, when... an unbirthday, if you have a birthday then you... haha... they doesn’t know what an unbirthday is! Mad Hatter: How silly! Ha HA Ha Ha! Ah-hum... I shall ellusinate! Now statistics prove, prove that you’ve one birthday. March Hare: Imagine, just one birthday every year. Mad Hatter: Ahhh, but there are 364 unbirthdays! March Hare: Precisely why we’re gathered here to cheer! So If Today is your Unbirthday And would love to join us for Teas and cakes, All

Urban Dictionary
Stolen from Suga Lips Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Van UD: Van -a large vehicle used to smoke pot in, drink alcohol in, or to do "the nasty" -also known as: "the shaggin' wagon" -the name "van" originated by an everything-loving hippie named van wilkie. her legacy lives on even to this day, and her afro holds more memories that you could ever know. 2) Whats your age? ME: 27 UD: 27 the age all rockstars die at: jimi hendrix jim morrison janis joplin kurt cobain alexander the great james dean river phoenix brad nowell (lead singer to sublime) died at the age of 28 years and 2 days (2 days from joining the club) you and i have been through that and this is NOT our fate 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Trixy UD: Trixy trixy - 1 definition - a jerk who tries to double-cross you by tricking you and taking your money.

Operations Manager
I've been working for our company for 10 years. I'm not sure how long you have, but when I was transferred into your division it seemed like you were on a first name basis with everyone from the President to the maintenance guys. I was intrigued by your presence...your sense of self that immediately came across when Jim introduced you to me. "Mike," he said. "This is Donna. She's in charge of building operations." You smiled and tilted your head that way that drives men wild and shook my hand. Yours was soft but your grip was firm. Your eyes captured mine and I looked deep and knew I had to have you. But you weren't going to make it easy. Over the next few weeks I settle into my new responsibilities and more importantly always found excuses to walk by your desk and say hi. You always smile and acknowledge my greeting but you wouldn't take my invitations for small talk. I could see you want to but I could tell you were waiting for something. Finally out of frustration I stomp u

Stolen From Amy
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary.com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: James UD: James Someone who is un usually well hung. People with the name James are generally known for their good looks (especially the eyes) and women are just simply attracted to them. "Oh Yeah, he's definately a James" 2) Whats your age? ME: 30 UD: 30 A 30 pack 12 oz cans of beer. Can you get a 30? I want to get wasted tonight. Don't even bother with the longnecks. (All examples from Rick Ross' Hustlin) 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Brandy UD: Brandy A type of alcohol, usually 80 proof, that is distilled from wine or fermented fruit. It is commonly used in cocktails and as a cooking ingredient. Several high-end brands are available and have been recently popularized in lavish hip-hop culture, such as Cognac and Ouzo. Also, brandy can be used as a verb, which is to mix or add brandy to s

Old Myspace Poems- Dive In
Dive In Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in myself, is that normal? Sometimes I feel like I should reach out by screaming, but that would be informal. Instead I breathe and look the other way, trying to gracefully get through my day. However, sometimes, people like to be vexing and mean in almost every scene. Still I breathe away my tensions, following my best intentions. Just breathe it will pass in time... But in my mind I'm snapping their neck, pealing back their eyelids and bashing their head. Inside my mind I can kill them all at once, so fuck it, let's make this fun. I'd like to see what they look like from within, so I'll gut them like a fucking fish and spread them open with pins. Oh how easy it is to puncture the flesh in key places where I know they'll bleed best. Knock them out and tie them to a tree and watch and eat pop corn while they bleed out slowly. You see these are the things that run through my mind, I'm finding myself this way all the time. And lately

Heart Ache
Was the New Year when her heart broke, Was a cold winter when he lied, was morning when she realised, was evening when she died. The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep. By day she couldn't stand it, by night she could not sleep. He told her that he loved her, then turned and threw it all away. Her foolish heart had broken, with words not meant to say. She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world. And there she died of heartache that broken little girl.

Nightmares
Can memories be forgotton? Like forgetting a set of keys? Can memories be so frightening they can bring you to your knees? Is life so cruel,it helps you to forget then floods you with the past,when your life is set. When you feel safe, memories rush right back When they know you are strong, They Attack!! Memories of the past haunt me through the day memories of the past just won't go away memories fill my sleep,memories make me weep memories of the pain. They sneak up on you when you least expect it Taking on a life of there own Churning out some hidden horror that you'd rather have left unknown whose to say what is wrong or what is right Who can say what should be revieled Memories can be so unkind

Old Myspace Poems - The Great Climb
The Great Climb It's absolutely amazing, the changes that were made by ourselves, without any thought. We knew to do things we've never done before, went to places we weren't allowed to, and triumphed in our youthful rebelliousness. It was a time to discover what we were, a time to "love", climb and then fall. Our own little twisted warp in time, our very own Laguna Beach... Where are we now? No one is the same, all driven apart by the forces of life, and just the paths we wind down. It is a truly a beautiful, painful, and most complex situation, this thing we call life. We may be growing older, and wiser, nonetheless life still takes us places we've never been before, leading us down winding roads, allowing ourselves to be enveloped by the sun and swallowed by the moon. We will keep climbing until our legs give out and no longer allow us to carry on, it is the only way... We still carry on to the pinnacle, and still we fall, and fall again. We will triumph, and we

Never Again!
Don't come back here telling me, That your that man you always promised to be I can see right through those big blue eyes Well I ain't taking you back, we're better off apart So your best bet is just to leave and find someone else you can decieve Don't show your face I'm threw this time, You think it's as easy, as 1,2,3 To just come back and lie to me Don't come back here and say you've changed Jas, we already played this game Don't come asking for just one more chance There's no way in HELL I'll ever take you back

Untitled
Now that we're apart I am just a mind without a heart Thought's go threw me around and around But without you I'm nowhere bound A person can live with just half a mind But with only half a heart Our life's soul is harder to find

Poems From Myspace - The Popular Ones
The Popular Ones They always told me I was ugly, a nobody, a loser, no one likes me. I would take that message back to my heart, there it would tare me apart until I was in complete agony. I would toss and turn at night wondering if they were wrong or right, hoping I could have one tearless night. At school in the mornings I would stay out of sight, out of the reach of their judging eyes. Instead of standing up for myself, I would run in the bathroom, look in the mirror, and try to convince myself. "Apples pull it together look at you, you're fucking beautiful. Your eyes, your lips, your skin, can't you see? You're one of a kind, not a loser, that's not an illusion, hunny.." Alas, no matter how hard I tired to persuade myself, I sooner or later had to step out from that bathroom, and all the harsh words came rushing back to my senses. I would be overwhelmed but go through my day, keeping a mirror in my purse to reflect my way. Like a security blanket, there comes a day, when y

Tears In My Eyes
My love, I have no idea where to turn As tears in my eyes begin to burn There are so many things that I feel inside I hope you have time to listen while I describe Deep down inside I feel a sharp pain For the relationship I once had, no longer remains It hurts so bad to except the fact That you my love I may never get back Both my heart and mind are so confused My feelings just seem so abused It seems to me that you no longer care I wish your love was still there Please my love I need your help For this is something I've never felt So hear I sit, still not knowing where to turn As tears in my eyes continue to burn

Why Am I Doing This?! Lol
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary.com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Amy UD: Amy to take, hold, or steal your heart. a person who is a soulmate. a good lover. she pulled an amy on my heart. (she stole or holds my heart) my heart was amyied. (my heart was stolen) watch out she will amy you. (she will steal your heart) you have yourself an amy. (you have yourself a soulmate) 2) Whats your age? ME: 22 UD: 22 1) A .22 caliber handgun 2) Any rim that measures 22 inches in size 3) Slang term used for women to let you know they are prostitutes. [[LMAO]] 1) Don't tote no 22's 2) Magnum cost me 22, sat it on them 22's 3) Lil mama super thick, she say she 22 (All examples from Rick Ross' Hustlin) I just wanted to add this extra one, it was definition number 3: The age after 21 where you realize you still have another 3 years to get your shit together Haha I'm only 22

Good Bye
The end of our relationship has come our time has past Our love just thrown away, like old garbage it's been cast I hope you are happy with the choice you have made it's sad when years of feelings start to fade Yes, my heart's been broken and probably will never mend and still to you my love I send Just think of me sometimes and remember me well Was yours the right choice? Only time will surely tell When you have regrets And I'm sure you will remember the love you once had the one that was REAL!

A Broken Promise
A broken promise is love faded by wandering eyes Understood, by tears cried Never to know what went wrong Decieved and wounded by the one you love Abandoned without explanation And oh so intrigued by the temptation Unfaithful to the promise Of everlasting love There lies your broken promise Fueled by the fires of burning desire uncovered by deception learned Never knowing the strength from within When push comes to shove the wounded one will recover and eventually win Reclaiming her courage standing true in the face of heartache and lies never again to be discouraged not even by your Broken Promises

The Kiss
Soon, yes soon, we'll have our chance, To embrace each other in love's dance. A dance which I'll take her hand and show, The love she's yet to know. And yes, we'll know it with that kiss, The first look of tender bliss. The hug and warm embrace will say it all, The fear and doubts we've had will fall, Fall from the precipice into the abyss, With that first sweet tender kiss.

~when...why~
when dreams become like the shadows of a dying day- and hopes become like the rain washing fallen tears away- how does one have a feeling of being complete? when the heart becomes like a sieve from all the hurt endured- and the soul becomes like a winter's endless night unfurled- how can one truly feel whole? when feelings become like the air in which you breath- and your eyes become the beholders of what's unseen- - tell me- how can one ever truly believe when what s given. . . has brought not but grief? ~Candyce~

Would You Kiss Me
would you kiss me tonight so soft so gentle arouse deep feelings please, make it so sensual can you feel a kiss without your heart so warm your lips, I felt them part no words can be spoken, the meaning is true that kiss will last forever it’s only for me and you a kiss from the heart

Broken Heart
The Lonely girl wanders The frozen barren Fields, Where the Flowers are Wilted with no Life, The grass with a touch Of Frostbite, Harsh winter, air surrounds her with pain, for the sun lost it's warmth, So it could not Heal her of her Frozen Heart. Love Cheated her, with a bitter laugh, and left her for dead, Oh How Sweet is the sound for revenge, this Frozen Heart,This Broken Heart, Will Never mend.

September 16, 1985
Birthday Calculator 16 September 1985 Your date of conception was on or about 24 December 1984 which was a Monday. You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Virgo. Your Life path number is 3. Your fortune cookie reads: A scholars ink lasts longer than a martyrs blood. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446324.5. The golden number for 1985 is 10. The epact number for 1985 is 8. The year 1985 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/20/1985 and ending 2/8/1986. You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Bear; your plant is Violets. You were born in the Egyptian month of Hathys, the third month of the season of Pore

~true Heart~ (dedicated)
As the fire burns higher to bring you warmth I see you there- your pain filled form... I know of the hollow that keeps within, one so filled with your pain and sins.. Empty is how you feel wanting to be complete- Know I am there.. for the real you - I truly see. A love to show and pain to free to just let go. . . and truly be. One hand held within the other my strength to you.. to weather the storms of what we go thru. Rest now your weary head and close your tired eyes for there within the warmth is where me.. you will find. I am there for your pain I'll take- to know only comfort in the time when you wake. Know that I accept all that you are.. with flaws intact... You shall rest within my heart. ~Candyce~

"common Sense"
This is so true...Many people lack this very important part of life. DEATH OF COMMON SENSE "My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations." Obituary of Common Sense "Today we mourn the passing of a beloved friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain., why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more that you earn)

Want To Buy Me??
Yes, you read right, I am in an Auction!! You can own me for a whole month! YAY!! So gather up those Fu-bucks and make my first ever Auction entry memorable!!Who knows..if this one goes well, I might want to enter one again lol Click my picture below to go to my Entry!! GOOD LUCK!! P.S. Be sure to show my girl Seductive Kisses some love while you are there!!:-) Candy Kisses - Amanda Perez

Interesting Definitions
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Nikki UD: Nikki Probably, and by probably I mean it's highly likely that Nikki is the most badass supah fly baller you'll ever meet. She's also a sex fiend who loves Newports and coffee. Nikki needs no example, she is the example 2) Whats your age? ME: 32 UD: 32 A wanksta flip guy that gets 32% in school 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Daniel UD: Daniel word used for guys who confuse chicks beyond confuzzlement. when a guy is reffered to as a daniel, he has probably confuzzled a chick by saying that he likes her, while he also likes another girl at the same time, and does nohing about the situation. then he might go and post a cute,sweet comment somewhere, such as bebo, for the confuzzled girl. this leaves her even more confuzzled. he never talks to her again and leavs her as a mess for her bestfriend to c

Going Deep
Self-Examination at Depth There are times when life urges us to seek more. Small changes to our comfort zone may fail to alleviate any sense of stagnancy or frustration, and we may need to examine our lives and ourselves more deeply to find the right place to start. Everything we need for success and joy lies within. But so often, life’s debris accumulates, building layers around our core that makes it difficult to access the truth that resides within. To reach the depth we wish to access, we must dive below these layers to the deepest parts of ourselves. The first layer can be found in our minds. Our to-do lists and busy work are usually less important than we think, so we must look past them to examine the thoughts that matter most to us. The next layer can be found in our hearts, where past hurts and disappointments can sometimes cover up our vulnerabilities, as well as the truth of who and what really stirs the love within us. We can choose to go even deeper – to our center.

This Is Fun...
Stolen from McLovin Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Elizabeth UD: Elizabeth Has been in the top 30 girls names for over 100 years -Derived from the Greek form of the Hebrew name Elisheva. The name of Aaron's wife in the Old Testament and the mother of John the Baptist in the New Testament. Influenced by the long and successful rein of Queen Elizabeth I, which resulted in numerous variations. Also a literary name for one of the principal characters in Jane Austen's novel, "Pride and Prejudice." 2) Whats your age? ME: 24 UD: 24 24, The Jack Bauer Power Hour. The most entertainment you can stuff into a single day. Full of twists, turns, violence, and Elisha Cuthbert 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Nick UD: Nicholas 1. The most amazing person in the world. 2. One you will come to love, whether you are a guy or girl. 3. Usually a jerk to

Just A Small Sample Of The Orginal Story
She had never been with a man that took his time with her like this. She feel back against him and felt his erect cock between her legs. She regained her balance and reached down to press it up to her pussy. He caressed her breast and pulled her closer as she worked his cock around wanting to feel him inside her. "Not yet", he whispered to her as one hand moved down to meet hers. A fire of Passion was ablaze inside both of them as she leaned forward to turn off the water. He wanted to enter her then but knew that time would come soon enough. She eased back onto him as she bent down and just the tip entered. Both of them grabbed for the walls as passion went ablaze. He pulled back and handed her a towel. This was going to be a night for both and one that neither would ever forget. She took the towel and wrapped it around her. Stepping out of the shower, she handed him another. She turned and started to dry him off. Starting at his feet and working her way up

Stoleded From Mclovin
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? annie: greek name: (meaning) gorgeous, kindhearted, rebelious, gentle towards others. ANTHRAX (best definition EVER!) Awesome metal band. Even if you don't know who they are you probably know of Scott Ian, the band's lead guitarist and backup vocalist -- he is usually a commentator on VH1 programs. 2) Whats your age? 18 The age where an American can: 1. Legally buy pornography 2. Legally buy cigarettes 3. Legally gamble in Indian Casinos 4. Legally be concidered an adult 5. Be tried as an adult in a court of law 6. Be drafted for a war they don't believe in ... but still cannot buy alcohol. 3) Name one of your friends? Claudia Claudia is a feminine gender name. The origin is Latin and derives from Claudius, meaning lame, disabled. 4. Favorite pet name for your lover? Dorkface

A Lesson In Life
You cant treat people that you love, as if they are nothing to you. Cuz after so much disrespect, they won't be there for you. You don't care, or see a reason to care right now. You dont even care whne their tears come down. But soon or later you will see, that the ones you caused pain, were the ones you will need. Those are the kind who will, now, only live in your mind.You will regret, without a doubt in my mind, everything that you did when you look around and theres no one to be found. You have now been left behind. When your time comes and you slip, then you fall. You'll be devastated. Your heart will break when theres no one there to call. But I myself, I know your game. I've been there and done that so I dont wanna play. I've got to admit I care alot for you. But not enough to be a part of the damage you'll do. Therefore I must back away. I cant stay, now that I've seen your ways. If you can treat everyone else that way, nothing will stop you from treating me that way. I won't a

Gotta Do Something
Have you ever felt like you have nothing...yet you do have so much? Have you ever felt like chasin something that you feel you've been missing your whole life, but there are so many things that could and should hold you back? Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would risk anything to have it even though you hardly know anything about it? Have you ever realized that , that something doesn't really want you as much as you want it. Have you ever felt like the whole world is trying to drive you to the edge and then push you off? Have you ever felt like saving it the time of pushing you and just jump on your own? Have you ever felt like your living to die? Have you ever felt like theres just nothing else you could possibly take on...and then more stuff just keeps piling up on you just to keep you down. Do you ever wonder if its ever gonna change?..Do you ever wonder if your ever gonna be happy in life? Do you ever wish you could just disappear? Do you really think that theres one

Ugh... Stolen From Forbiddenninja / Lewis
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? Erika 1. Erika 1351 up, 110 down love ithate it Possibly one of the sexiest girls on the face of the earth. They are so much fun to be around, But, a downside is that they are too fine for you. Usually not skanks or hoes have tons of friends and are in middle class families. Has friends that will destroy people that want to harm her. Gets hit on a lot by guys isn't stuck up or a bitch, although they tend to have a bitchy friend or two. Dude, you see Erika today? Man, she was fine as hell! Ha!she is but a girl that fine is outta your league.... *gigglesn0rtz* ------------------------------------------------- 2) Whats your age? 35 35 1 thumb down love ithate it Means (male) masturbation. Propably due the following joke: Two men walk into a toilet. While man #1 starts pissing, man #2 starts counting numbers aloud. 1, 2, 3,

The Real Me & My Thoughts
I Quit my last account for alot of reasons to do with my personal life. I left because I just was fed up with alot of bullshit and lies. I went through the emotions of being hurt by friends or potentials that i liked online or offline that I just simply had to delete the old account, get a grip on reality and to stop what I was doing. Which was repeating a pattern that wasn't working out. It's 2009, I've moved on, I've forgiven the assholes that have burned my heart. I've forgiven those that have betrayed me in person and I am tired of living in a shell. I'm ready to come out of that shell and stand with my chin held high. Because I know I am a magnificant person. Those that fail to realize that well...I've seen already some of the Karma that has happend to them. Do I bask in the glory of it, In Truth Yes. I've spent most of my life being the good girl, the truthful person, trust all and everyone and have faith in people. Trusting in them to do what is right and not be self indu

Forslag Til Løsning I Forhold Til Problemet Giftemål Mellom Muslimske Kvinner Og Kristne Menn
Lsøningen er Alkohol-problematikken. Muslimene tar avstand fra drikking av alkohol. Kristne gjør det generelt ikke ettersom Jesus brygget vin uansett hvor han gikk. Løsningen er å la Jesus fortsette å brygge vin. Men kun til sin kone. Den eneste mulige løsningen er å la den muslimske kvinnen drikke alkohol (i sømmelige former) og nekte den kristne mannen å gjøre det. Det handler om brytning av barrierer. De kristne trenger ingen opplæring i det, tvert i mot. Og det gir en god mulighet til bruk av muslimsk straffepraksis sett fra både en muslimsk og kvinnepolitisk side.

Urban Dictionary
Stolen from Gutter Slut™ Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Suga Lips UD: Suga Lips suga lips isn't defined yet. [scores!] 2) Whats your age? ME: 27 UD: 27 the age all rockstars die at: jimi hendrix jim morrison janis joplin kurt cobain alexander the great james dean river phoenix brad nowell (lead singer to sublime) died at the age of 28 years and 2 days (2 days from joining the club) you and i have been through that and this is NOT our fate 3) Name one of your friends? ME: J UD: J J short for Joint of Marijuana 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: Pink UD: Pink slang reference to the vagina 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? ME: Montour Falls UD: Montour Falls montour falls isn't defined yet. 7)What is the month that you were born? ME: May UD: May cool; sexy; hot

The Older I Get
The walls between you and I Always pushing us apart Nothing left but scars fight after fight The space between our calm and rage Started growing shorter, Disappearing slowly day after day Chorus 2: I was sitting there waiting in my room for you You were waiting for me too And it makes me wonder Chorus 1: The older I get Will I get over it? It's been way too long for the times we missed I didn't know then it would hurt like this but I think The older I get Maybe I'll get over it It's been way too long for the times we missed I can't believe it still hurts like this The time between those cutting words Built up our defenses Never made no sense it just made me hurt Do you believe that time heals all wounds? It started getting better But it's easy not to fight when I'm not with you Chorus 2: Chorus 1: What was I waiting for I should've taken less and given you more I should've weathered the storm I need to say so bad What were you waiting for Thi

A Day Outdoors
Day Outdoors I was going to try my hand at ice fishing but the lake wasn't frozen enough. So instead I decided to get naked for you. I am giving away cam shows for the month of January, Since it is my birthday month. All you need to do is email and set up your free time after you either purchase a new membership, have your current one rebill, or purchase 3 videos. I am back for camming shows on SCLive. Email me for a your private time. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Auto 11s On Come Rate Me
HEY YALL COME SHOW SMOKIE SOME LOVE HE HAS AUTO 11S ON ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED HE IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO DISCIPLE AND NEEDS ALL THE LOVE HE CAN GET SO ADD/RATE/FAN/BLING/BOMB HIM TO DISCIPLE Smokie™ Fu&RL Hubby To Corky/Owner Of Midnight Madness/Lounge Expert257,066 TO DISCIPLE

Plz Help Lynne To The Top!!!
Level 30 Leveling Party !!! Rawk The Pahty Right !!! Bring Your Rates & Bling…. And you May get a Random “Ding” Cause here’s the Thing…. She’s Got Just Over 3 mil To Go…. Auto 11s & EZ Rates. Be There For Her Level To Lost Soul Level 30 !!!!! Just over 3 MIL to go ... At some point she has luved on us, Time for Le

Deep...
12:48pm Deep in my thoughts is where I am... Lost in my train of thoughts... trying not to be emotional. I can't help but think something is wrong and I am at fault. I feel as if everything around me is changing, but it is for the better. Not knowing doesn't scare me, knowing is what does. I am wise, and smart, but I don't want to ruin a good thing while it's around. Keeping my head up high My faith next to my heart trying not to let the worst get to me. I am taking baby steps, when I should take bigger steps. I don't know where else to go since I am at a crossroads. I'd like to be more than just a lover... I'd like to be more than just a friend... I need for you to teach me every step of the way. Everything happens at its own pace. I am afraid because I know. I am not afraid to lose. I am afraid to love. I am not afraid of being hurt. I am afraid of aching and hurting and not knowing what to do. This is my train of thought... I think it's about time to

Bugs Are Bad, Mkay?
Ever suddenly wake up from a super deep sleep and not know what the cause of your untimely waking is? That's what happened to me this morning. Er, around noon. It took forever for me to regain proper vision and motor skills, and even longer to remember what I had been dreaming about. *shudders at the thought* I'm not one that is typically disgusted by bugs, but this "thing" was atrocious. It was orange and black, with a huge stinger-type thing protruding from its head. I'd say it was more roach-like than anything, but I think it had more than six legs. Oh, and somewhere buried in my memory, I want to think the little fucker taunted me before it attacked. That thing was built like an armadillo, but moved like a spider on a web. Ew. I'm pretty grossed out just thinking about it. I don't remember if I died or if I was successful in killing the creepy bastard; the rest of the details are fuzzy. I'm not sure who I was with, or even what I had been doing before the prick c

Sleep Now
Sleep Now My tune softly plays Drawing you into rest Lay your head now Here upon my chest Let me stroke fingers Through your hair Drift off into fantasy Release to me your cares My open arms welcome Your soul to be at peace My heartbeat soothes Feel your fears release Let go my love Let me touch your skin Let me caress your body Touch you deep within Let the melody bring dreams Let my lyrics stir thoughts Let the rhyme weave tales Let the notes fire burn hot You will feel a new sensation As the music’s spell is cast Enjoy these moments my love For they will be your last

A Heart's Wish
A Heart’s Wish She closed her eyes And received her kiss Her winter heart Seek warmth and bliss Bring me my love She asked in whisper Complete my soul As the angel kissed her My love is hidden He is away from my sight Soothe my heart Please clear my plight My greatest gift Will be his love My greatest honor Descending from high above Let us melt into one A fire untamable A desire to bond A chain unbreakable As the angel returned Her heart began to beat As her breath returned So did strength to her feet

Scarlett Has Auto-11's!!!
SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! SCARLETT HAS AUTO 11’S ACTIVE!! SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP TOO!! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar

Scarlett Has Auto's!
SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! SCARLETT HAS AUTO 11’S ACTIVE!! SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP TOO!! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar

Tomorrow's
Tomorrows I always thought there would be plenty Though I asked everyday for just one more day Yet each day takes away one more from me Why didn’t I see your love stray? Another sunset not by your side Another sunrise alone As today fades into yesterday All the music looses it’s tone Colors loose their hue and glimmer The sky becomes a dark cloudy grey All the candles flicker loosing their flame And the light in my eyes runs away We will always be in the time I can’t reach If I could reach it would end my sorrows But I can never take hold of it For all I keep doing is loosing my Tomorrows

When I Rise
When I Rise For now my grave will suffice Though I will have no warmth I will be shielded from pain The darkness almost comforts Bringing a sense of peace Though it may drive me insane My Angel has distanced herself Once again my heart cracks How do we end up in this place? My love seems a burden to her Instead of embracing it She simply turns her face I wish I could erase myself Or just reset my life Maybe life would be different then I would probably be in the same situation The same circumstances surrounding I would still be an inkless pen I am so hurting and tired now My body weakened and frail I will try to close my eyes Maybe when the coma is over I will be a stronger man Hopefully I will When I Rise

Lewis, I Hate Thee.
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Carianne UD: Carianne Carianne isn't defined yet. 2) Whats your age? ME:20 UD:20 Bag of Weed, costs $20.00 dollars and is enough to make 4 fat joints. I know this dealer that sells 20's. 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Nicci UD: Nicci smart, classy, funny, weird, diva. the best of women that chick is a nicci. 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: shiny (yes that is a color xD) UD: shiny To be good, in a state of being good, to be having a good time. (See Firefly) How are you today? Shiny. Cool. 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? ME: Munster UD: Munster The act of hiding something in the rectum (or vagina) for the purpose of smuggling or concealing from authorities. "Oh shit, here comes a cop! Where's that pot I gave you?" "Don't worry dude, I munstered it." 7)W

Your Taste
Your Taste Sweetness that is beyond compare The fruit of the vines bow to your taste Cherries ripe for the picking Not letting one drop go to waste My tongue tries to escape my lips Trying to break free and stroke you To make contact with your skin As our passion creates something new Two bodies flush with lust We chain ourselves to the sheets Everything else seems motionless As climactic waves repeat One by one each lick brings pleasure Your head tilts back exposing your neck Your body tenses tightly for me And every inch of you I inspect Lips give our groans of satisfaction Calling each others name into the night My hands caress your skin from neck on down As the moon and stars watch with delight Your taste is exquisite My Love Each sip I cherish and beg for more Your hands pull my head in closer Like a storm your sweet honey seems to pour I hear your gasps of pleasure Loudly they fill up the night sky Your lips squeeze my fingers and tongue As your body

Hunny For God Mother
Our friend Hunny is just 362,846 Points to go! away from becoming God Mother, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. AUTO 11'S ARE ON PLEASE HELP ALL YOU CAN She is a wonderful lady & i know that all luv shown to her will be returned. Please help her as she is such a good friend of ours. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

Has Done
Has Done I offered you what I could It was only my love not worth anything Still it came from a very deep well I offered but what did it bring? I have shouted to your walls I scream day and night But you hide safely inside Completely immune to my plight Nothing more than just an option As you give others a chance As time begins to blur Between us a greater expanse Black is the only color on my palette And I paint myself into this corner Each brush stroke I loose myself In my own heart I am a foreigner And now all of my heartache Has blotted out the sun I bleed into the earth now This is what my love Has Done

For One Day
For One Day How many times do we find love? I guess that depends on your view How do we decide what love is? Do we base it off what we have been through? I can only speak for myself When the words escape from my lips I know what is deep with in my heart I don’t want to be another passing ship My heart cries out to My Angel I know she has a tough road ahead I wish to be by her side always So that in one spirit we are lead My hands are open and extended As I lay my life before her All I have is opened wide My thoughts submerged in desire I hope you can hear me My Angel There is so much more to say Freely I would give up all To feel your Love For One Day

Happy Unbirthday Train
I Want To Invite You All To My UNBIRTHDAY PARTY TRAIN ride. This Ride is goin to be sooooo Much Fun. What Is A UNBIRTHDAY? you say? Well Let My Two Friends MadHatter & March Hare & Doormouse Explain... March Hare: It’s very simple. Now, thirty days have sept- no, when... an unbirthday, if you have a birthday then you... haha... they doesn’t know what an unbirthday is! Mad Hatter: How silly! Ha HA Ha Ha! Ah-hum... I shall ellusinate! Now statistics prove, prove that you’ve one birthday. March Hare: Imagine, just one birthday every year. Mad Hatter: Ahhh, but there are 364 unbirthdays! March Hare: Precisely why we’re gathered here to cheer! So If Today is your Unbirthday And would love to join us for Teas and cakes, All

I'll Just Fade Away
I’ll Just Fade Away I thought of a way to keep my blood from drying I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my heart from dying I'll just fade away I thought of a way to end the rain I'll just fade away I thought of a way to stop the mental pain I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my tears from turning to dust I'll just fade away I thought of a way to end the mistrust I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my bones from cracking I'll just fade away I thought of a way to forget all I'm lacking I'll just fade away I thought of a way out of this lonely abyss I'll just fade away I also thought will anybody notice I’ll just faded away

Who Like Too Lolol
How Many Kids Will You have? (pics)4 Kids or MoreWell, aren't you a regular love machine? Keep it up, you are on your way to being a regular baby factory... or at least the cause of some woman's... perhaps womens continuous child birth. I hope you live in America, at least there are taxpayers to pay for you there. Love-Friendship Quizzes How Many Kids Will You have? (pics)4 Kids or More

Deep Down, Everyone's A Ferengi
Quark: I think I figured out why humans don't like Ferengi— Sisko: Not now, Quark. Quark: The way I see it, humans used to be a lot like Ferengi: greedy, acquisitive, interested only in profit. We're a constant reminder of a part of your past you'd like to forget. Sisko: Quark, we don't have time for this. Quark: You're overlooking something, Commander. Humans used to be a lot worse than Ferengi. Slavery, concentration camps, interstellar war... we have nothing in our past that approaches that kind of barbarism. You see? We're nothing like you... we're better. OK, today’s title is technically NOT a canon Rule of Acquisition for the Ferengi – that is, it isn’t cited in any “Star Trek” episode or movie – but the 284th Rule was written by the co-creators of “Star Trek: Deep Space Nine” and published in a book licensed by Paramount Pictures that controls all “Star Trek” media. (The dialogue I cited IS from a DS9 episode, “The Jem’Hadar”, and it came to mind based on how what w

3 Day Auto 11 Extravaganza
POST New Years Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama 3 DAY Event!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 12 pm Fu Time - Running Thru Saturday 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 5 pm Fu Time(8 EST)-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 550 pic Bling-A-Rama II Folder will win a 3 CREDIT BLING Comment Last Pic & Private Message me. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 3 Million Fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux Plz Private Message me upon completion. Rates Reset After 48 hours Rate Twice & Receive 2 Bonus Entries in Drawing

Psalm
Psalm 120 A song for pilgrims ascending to Jerusalem. 1 I took my troubles to the LORD; I cried out to him, and he answered my prayer. 2 Rescue me, O LORD, from liars and from all deceitful people. 3 O deceptive tongue, what will God do to you? How will he increase your punishment? 4 You will be pierced with sharp arrows and burned with glowing coals. 5 How I suffer in far-off Meshech. It pains me to live in distant Kedar. 6 I am tired of living among people who hate peace. 7 I search for peace; but when I speak of peace, they want war!

I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"* We're the kids who feel like dead ends And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close At trust and love and hope And the poets are just kids who didn't make it And never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead From comparing myself to everyone else around me Please put the doctor on the phone 'cause I'm not making any sense Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart We never seemed so far I'm hopelessly hopeful, you're just hopeless enough But we never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead

Who U Are And Some Changes That
why is it that u can be so contint with in yourself, being happy with who u are, not have a care in the world, u never 2ed guess ur dissigions, have no regrests to what u have done, who u became, and never looking back wishing things could be diffrent...then u meet one guy who makes u see what u wont that u have been missing, once had but lost but this was completly diffrent...u fall in love and never even 2ed guessed it....i fell hard and fell fast...im finally happy and complete inside the world my life could not be any better at this point in time...i talk to him 3 4 hrs a day just wonting to know how his day went what hes thinking and if hes thinking about me ...each time we together im like wow nothing can top this day and just thinking about that moment in time...he texts me each mornign with a good morning instant smile on my face i know hes thinking about me just as i am of him ...then one day things just change i woke up in the morning something doesnt feel right...my head is

In Search Of Peace.
I am a full time single mother of 2 daughters. My oldest daughter is epileptic & has other medical problems with her stomach. Which she is under going numerous tests to find the source of what is making her so ill. I am not looking for anyones pity or using her condition has a means to draw attention. Point blank.....I am not on the haters committee nor would I ever chose to be. I am compassionate & will lend an ear or a shoulder for pretty much anyone. However certain situations are wearing my tolerance thin. He said... she said... blah blah blah!! Geez juvenile delinquents act more mature than some of us adults. I am not going to do the name game here either. If you read this you know who you are. Take it or leave it..your choice. I am not going to be a part of who is right & who is wrong. I wasn't there so I don't know. I do not choose who I will be friends with...even acquaintances with based on what anyone has to say. I chose who I talk to by the respect they show me & how they tr

Blah
I have to go back to Georgia tomorrow. I was looking forward to not having to work this stupid wrestling thing so I could stay at home a little longer. I had lunch plans with my god mother on Friday. Now I'll have to cancel them. I may email my boss and see if I can double up on the next event so I can skip out of this one. There's 4 people working the first shift and 5 people working the second shift. I'm the 5th one working the second shift, so it seems excessive. Blah. I guess I should just suck it up and go back. And because of this obvious fu-inflation, it seems I need about 10 million more fuBucks for spotlight. But I don't need it until March 31st. I think I'll be okay. If not then I'll just pout. :( Crap. I have a ton of laundry I need to do.

*sigh*
i started reading the second book in the twilight series but i had to put it down. i don't think i can emotionally handle reading that book right now. i'm almost over ravyn, but i still think of her every day i still have flashbacks and it's too much to put myself through the pain of her turning cold and walking away from me. and i feel sick. i've felt lonely and out of sorts the last few days well on and off for the last few weeks really and to be honest for the last 4 years if not my whole life. but i don't feel good my head swims anytime i sit up my face has been bright red and feels really warm like i have a fever and my mind has been overwelming me the last few days. i couldnt sleep on monday and some reason i kept thinking of my friend in NC thinking if she's the one cuz she's always been there and such, i despise feeling like i can't trust my emotions anymore they switch at times so suddenly in my desperation. liking more than one person and caring for so many people is tortu

Stolen
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Sherry UD: Sherry a confused young girl who has no idea what the hell she doing. Girl: You are such a sherry! you can't love two guys at once. 2) Whats your age? ME:41 UD:41 A good looking or HOT, female. Used as a code so others will not know what you are talking about. Look at that 41 behind us or thats a 41 at the door. 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Ashley UD: Ashley a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody that girl is about to get the Ashley knocked out of her 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: purple UD: purple Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin. Yo, you gotta come over and smoke, boy! I got the purple! 6) What is the name of th

Urbandictionary Question Thing. Crystal's Fault
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? ME: Lewis UD: Lewis To be a complete dork, or loser...but still loved among the 'gang'. Nice job there LEWIS!...you're such a fucking LEWIS! 2) Whats your age? ME:21 UD:21 The age at which one is finally consider 3) Name one of your friends? ME: Richard UD: Richard A common name used by the male species. how boring.... 5) Whats you favorite color? ME: green UD: green yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it? 'yo, where da green at?' 6) What is the name of the city you were born in? ME: London UD: London The Capital of the world, only rival New York. Incorporates the best of both Europe and America. Unlike in New Yo

Simple Bitches
I had this for a while...This is for my girls.. "A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many

Women Are Amazing
"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."

Life, The Universe, And Visions Of Servitude..
When you live your life like there's no tomorrow, the world becomes a lot less dangerous. There is no breath... no second thought. You BECOME. Movement flows, pieces fit... but shadows still remain within the light of reason. Some people falter and lay to waste by the wayside... some people adapt and survive. THIS is reality. I've come to the realization that I live a life in monochrome... various shades of a single color. No matter how far I venture out... my world is grey. But, it's within this grey that I find my variations... it's within this grey that I find myself. My soul... my purpose... my inspiration. Solitude will become my one true friend... keeping me grounded and never asking for more than I can give. I will adapt and move on, burning through the memories... leaving love behind. There will be no more breath, only life. THIS is reality. A single cataclysmic anomaly... rendered senseless. Believing emotion can be silenced and forgotten, swept

Without You By Hinder
Without You lyrics Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it

I'm Up For Auction!!! Come Bid!
I'M BACK UP FOR AUCTION!!! NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME!!! WHO'S GOING TO BE MY SWEETEST VALENTINE??? COME ON OVER AND BID, BID, BID ME UP AND TAKE YOUR CHANCE AT WINNING ME! DON’T PASS UP THIS AWESOME OPPORTUNITY!!! I DON’T GO UP FOR AUCTION OFTEN SO NOW IS YOUR CHANCE! WHAT A GREAT VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENT! I WONDER WHO MY SUPER LUCKY VALENTINE AND FU-OWNER WILL BE? WILL IT BE YOU??? I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO FIND OUT! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND GO BID!

Mental Hospital Phone Menu
MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep.. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you

Read, Learn & Heed This
Young relationships DO NOT last, ESP when BOTH are under 25, MORE esp if the guy is younger than her. The more under 25 the LESS they last. Toss in a kid and/or the military, game OVER! Realize this, dipshits.

Dont Forget
Copy, paste. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RZVw3no2A4 What can NOT be decoupled from this is the interest rate game. And WHAT CAUSED THAT? The 9 11 attacks. Greenspan dumps the interest rate to 0 to "revive" the economy. Sure, banks were pressured to hand out "risky" loans, but because of the CHEAP credit, AND spiraling home prices BECAUSE of all the buying, of which a LARGE PART was fueled by YET again greedy speculators buying up homes and then (trying) to "flip" them, they didnt seem THAT risky. Because the low/zero rate worked SO well, Greenspan had to RAISE the rates. He overracted both times. He was TOO slow to start lowering, which caused him to lower TOO much in order to "catch up", then was TOO QUICK to raise them and raised them TOO fast, which turned all those ARMs into toxic bad debt. If the attacks hadnt happened, this interest rate shit wouldnt have either and the depth and breadth of this "crisis" would be significantly less. Also, if Greenspan had bee

Diet Soda And Your Health
Posted on 07. Jan, 2009 by kahthan in General We all know that drinking regular soda will pile on the calories. But a new report says diet soda may be just as bad for us, speaking in terms of weight loss. The website Self.com has reported on research that “artificial sweeteners in soda may interfere with your body’s ability to estimate how many calories you’ve ingested, so you eat more than you need.” Studying rats, animals that ate fake sugar consumed more calories overall and gained weight, compared to those that didn’t eat artificially sweetened treats. Says Self editor-in-chief Lucy Danziger: For every diet soda you sip daily, your risk of becoming overweight can rise by 37 percent, according to the researchers at the University of Texas Health Science Center in San Antonio. This is bad news for those of us who have replaced drinking normal sodas with diet sodas thinking that they are an adequate replacement. While diet sodas may not be unhealthy they are obviously not as good as

A Geography Lesson
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 45, a woman is like Greece , gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 45 and 55, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 55 and 65, a woman is like Israel , has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 65 and 70, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there.

Liar Sermon
A minister wound up the services one morning by saying, ''Next Sunday I am going to preach on the subject of liars. And in this connection, as a preparation for my discourse, I would like you all to read the seventeenth chapter of Mark''. On the following Sunday, the preacher rose to begin and said, ''Now, then, all of you who have done as I requested and read the seventeenth chapter of Mark, please raise your hands.'' Nearly every hand in the congregation went up. Then said the preacher, ''You are the people I want to talk to. There is no seventeenth chapter of Mark.''

10 Top Predictions For 2009
Top Ten Predictions For 2009 1. The Bible will still have all the answers. 2. Prayer will still work. 3. The Holy Spirit will still move. 4. God will still inhabit the praises of His people. 5. There will still be God-anointed preaching. 6. There will still be singing of praise to God. 7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people. 8. There will still be room at the Cross 9. Jesus will still love you. 10. Jesus will still save the lost. God whispers in your soul and speaks to your mind. Sometimes when you don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at you. It's your choice: Listen to the whisper, or wait for the brick. ~~unknown

Hey You...yes You..stop In Aphrodites Wet & Wild Bar
HEY YOU....YES YOU....COME INTO APHRODITES WET & WILD BAR! FOR THE NEXT 50 NEW MEMBERS DJ~TAMMY~ WILL MAKE YOU A GRAPHIC OR DO A PIMP OUT FOR YOU! SO WHAT IS STOPPING YOU CLICK ON ANY PICTURE TO COME IN AND BECOME A MEMBER!

Listen Up, Pay Attention
Look, bitches, stupid shit like cosmetology school, massage or other nitwit shit like that is NOT a "college degree". Stop saying, thinking, it is. Get an ACTUAL 4 year degree in something INTELLIGENT if you want to claim a degree. And preferably NOT from a bullshit for profit "college" like Phoenix college or University of Phoenix or online. Wtf?

Contact Info
yahoo. mesg.. nicole_myLost_lover myspace link.. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=291778445 myyearbook link... http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGUmdXNlcmlkPTEzNTY3OTE2

Hearts
Everyone has the same emotions Everyone has the same feelings Everyone has the same desires No matter where we live or what we believe in all hearts must be one We must make the world a place where love dominates our hearts nature sets the standard for beauty simpicity and honesty are the essence of our friendships kindness guides our actions and everyone respects one another

07/01/09 Update
Greetings all, As things go, I am progressing slowly, my pain is getting worse, but I guess that's all with time. My foot is now casted, I have a cast on, and I hate every minute of it. My foot is still bruising, that's normal I guess, my foot hurts all the time, my knee is killing me, it hurts, I can't sleep at night because of it, I can't even lay it flat. So in essence yes I am broken. This just sucks, I have to admit that I am broken, that never happens. The past few days have been really rough, trying to avoid things that might hurt, or place a greater strain on things already hurting. A hot bath usually does the trick, I don't even feel like stayin in to enjoy it after I'm done. I guess it all just sucks. I can't sleep, I have been up since 0300 at least more like 0230. I can't sleep, I toss and I turn I can't get comfortable, I can't get anything. I guess we all get broken, and I am broken. I just need a decent and caring woman here to take care of me, and make m

Cucumber
"There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up all over myself and pass out!.

Sexy I.t.
Hah! So I just read an article about ten 'under the radar' sexy jobs. Apparently these are jobs that people find those who work in them attractive without really expecting to. And what, pray tell, was on the list? None of than your friendly IT specialist. That's right, apparently I work in a sexy job. The explanation was that power is sexy, and these days with everything depending upon a computer to work correctly, we have all the power. Muhahaha. So while me and Pinky try to take over the world, try not to lust after me too much. As a bonus, college professors are on the list as well, so when I start teaching classes I'll be double on the list. I'll have to break out the glasses again though, apparently that is their draw, intelligence and glasses. Who knew? Now, who wants me to fix their computer? Muhahah.

Update After Surgery :)
Surgery went well, very sore from this one, worst pain with any of them, but the doctor is very happy with the outcome, everything has changed now, he took the metal out, fused the bone together, and there is no metal at all now, he said the 2 screws were holding it very well, I'm very happy, because I know I'm on the road to recovery for sure now. Tysm for all ur thoughts and prayers, I appreciate it so much, have a wonderful day everyone, much love xox

The Angel
Allen Kirsch sat with a gun to his head on a bench over looking the Ashtabula harbor. The gun was a .38 he had purchased a month earlier from a friend who has been desperately trying to get rid of the weapon for weeks. His hands were shaking as his thoughts raced to his wife who had died the night before of Leukemia in the Ashtabula County Medical Center. Tears streamed down his grief stricken face. Why had I not been able to help her? “Why did you take her from me!” he cursed to the heavens. She had been twenty-seven, smart, beautiful, and full of life before the cancer had corroded her body. Nancy had only been two years older than him and a brilliant school teacher at Thomas Jefferson Elementary in the city of Ashtabula. She was a vibrant redhead with everything going for her when he had met her four years earlier in the summer after her graduation from Kent State University. He had been working at Worthington Cylinders in Jefferson after his graduation from Jefferson High

People Aren't Bastard Coated Bastards
Okay so he called last night. We talked for four hours. We bounced all over the conversatioins. he admited he missed me the week of not talking. It then came down to we're dating but not a couple. So we're going in reverse but get a kick start over is how it's looking. So when you restart dating no kissing and cuddling. Handholding if that at most. But im positive. It's chance and that is all we needed.

Help Her Godmother...71k To Go
Hey all!! This wonderful lady has only 71k to Godmother. She has been working her tail off to get there. Lets help her get over that hump and make it to godmother so she can relax! *Saer* The Pegasus Project@ fubar

Thoughts
It is interesting to me the things that life brings us when we are least expecting it. I have found someone that i find totally amazing. as if out of nowhere he appeared in my life. in actualitly tho, he had been in it before i even realized it. He found me. several times of having been on my page and rating me and re reading my page over and over and one day i walk into where he is. the way he treats me, the patience that he has, the loving way that he makes me feel so wonderful about my self, the thoughtful things that he does....i dont know how i got so lucky as to be the one that was found or that he wants...but i am thankful everyday that i am that one. the attraction, the chemistry, the connection is all there on such a level that blows me away sometimes. he has asked me to be his forever...and i have agreed. i cant see myself spending one moment without him. if it is a dream...then please dont pinch me and please dont wake me up. i want to remain in this dream fo

There Are No Short Cuts To Success.
Your Daily Motivation – There Are No Short Cuts To Success. Wednesday January 7, 2009 THERE ARE NO SHORT CUTS TO SUCCESS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Whatever you want in life, you must give up something to get it. The greater the value, the greater the sacrifice required of you. Everything has a price. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, and a price to pay for just leaving things as they are. Nothing worthwhile ever comes easily. Work, continuous work and hard work, is the only way to accomplish results that last. Use your imagination more than your memory to achieve success. The highway to success is a toll road. There is no success at bargain basement prices. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =====

What Do Angels Look Like ? (only One Not By Me)
What do Angels Look Like? Like the little old lady who returned your wallet yesterday. Like the taxi driver who told you that your eyes light up the world when you smile. Like the small child who showed you the wonder in simple things. Like the poor man who offered to share his lunch with you. Like the rich man who showed you that it really is all possible, if only you believe. Like the stranger who just happened to come along, when you had lost your way. Like the friend who touched your heart, when you didn't think you had one to touch. Angels come in all sizes and shapes, all ages and skin types. Some with freckles, some with dimples, some with wrinkles and some without. They come disguised as friends, enemies, teachers, students, lovers and fools. They don't take life too seriously, they travel light. They leave no forwarding address, they ask nothing in return. They wear sneakers with gossamer wings, they get a deal on dry cleaning. They are hard to find when your eyes are closed,

Elusive Dreams
As I lie in my bed staring out the window my mind wanders, Is he lying, trying to sleep, counting the same bright stars? Is the moonlight caressing his face... Stealing from his moist lips the feather soft kisses that my heart craves? Does he feel the same longing, the same hunger for my touch? Does his body thirst for the completing that I thirst for with every breath? I know he does... Watch over him beautiful moon, let your gentle beams kiss his eyes, Bring him to his lucid dreams of love Light them bright stars with the knowledge of me Let not sleep hide from him, Allow him to drift off into that one place where we are together... In the mist of our elusive dreams

You Move Me
You Move Me ...... (not written by me) This is how it seems to me Life is only therapy Real expensive And no guarantee So I lie here on the couch With my heart hanging out Frozen solid with fear Like a rock in the ground But you move me You give me courage I didn’t know I had You move me on I can’t go with you And stay where I am So you move me on This is how love was to me I could look and not see Going through the emotions Not knowin’ what they mean And it scared me so much That I just wouldn’t budge I might have stayed there forever If not for your touch Oh but you move me Out of myself and into the fire You move me Now I’m burning with love And with hope and desire How you move me You go whistling in the dark Making light of it Making light of it And I follow with my heart Laughing all the way Oh ‘cause you move me You get me dancing and you make me sing You move me Now I’m taking delight

Psycho Or Intuitive?
My cat has found a Q-tip that one of the kids has dropped on the floor. Apparently it's a dangerous Q-tip because she is employing a variety of ninja tactics to defeat it. Is she crazy or does she know something about the ebil Q-tips that I don't know about? I love you fuckers Nom

So Yeah
So tomorrow is my birthday. Yaya. It'll be a huge CubbyWhore day, watch out. :P And why yes, thanks for noticing i'm old. I thought i should give you some hints at what i want for my birthday. Just small stuff. Get it for me if you can... 1) World Peace 2) 8 more years of Bush. We all know the President doesn't really do anything anyways, and come on. He was funny to listen too. 3) 17 FuPonies. Not just one. I want the most on Fubar 4) Florida to have a blizzard. I'm sick of Neppi telling me how nice it is down there. If you know Mr Snow Miser please tell him i need snow. 5) A person who can actually cut my hair, where it doesn't look stupid for 3 days after. How hard is it to make me look good? 6) 38 Bling packs. Just cause i'm a whore. 7) To be Red for a day. Hell i'll even show my boobs to be a legend. :P 8) Scrapper and BabyJ to finally fan me. I'm probably the most famous person on this site, how can they not fan me? Go tell them to fan me tomorrow mmm

01.07.09 - The Used - All That I've Got
SONG VERSION BELOW All That Ive Got - The Used VIDEO VERSION BELOW All that ive got - The Used LYRICS BELOW So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, Off guard, red handed, now I'm far from lonely Asleep I still see you lying next to me So deep that it didn't even bleed, catch me. I I I need something else would someone please just give me? Hit me and knock me out And let me go back to sleep I can laugh all I want inside I still am empty So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me. (I'll I'll) I'll be just fine pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got I'll be just fine pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got (All that I've got) I guess I remember every glance you shot me Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat I squoze so hard I stopped your heart from beating So deep that I didn't even scream "Fuck me". (I'll I'll) I'll be just fine pretending I'm not I'm f

The Wind
When I awoke this morning The day looked promising Everything was right and beautiful So I walked out the door with hopes high My spirit soaring fast and high As the reality of the world came Crashing in on my bright warm day It brought with it storm clouds Cold win and chilling rain I lost my bearings I foundered not knowing which way to go Much like a ship being tossed about By the huge waves in the deep ocean I foundered like a sailing ship Slowly sinking beneath the waves The wind came during the storm It seemed to rip at me Trying to destroy me, Chilled me to the very core of my being I never knew that wind would be my salvation The wind blew the storm away Helped right my vessel Dry the water that was causing me to sink To founder The wind then filled my sails I moved much swifter More steady I found my bearings I went farther than I ever hoped Stronger

Tears
As I sit here watching the clouds roll in My mind drifts away To where you are And where I have been The clouds come in closer Darkening my day Putting a chill in the air And a clean smell The rain is falling now Soft crystal drops Landing on my window I stand here, looking past the tears That fall on my window Angels tears For they know my longing I wish you were here with me now Walking up behind me, your arms about me Your chin lightly coming to rest on my shoulder Your breath falling gently over my neck The rain is coming harder now Coming down in sheets Laying over my window Covering me Chilling my body I long for warmth…

Deathly Dreams
At times I can have some pretty vivid dreams. Last night was no exception to this, and the dream I had disturbed me slightly. I dreamed that my dad had been very sick, and was in the hospital. After weeks of suffering and being told things wouldn't change he decided he did not want to live that way. I believe he was on some kind of machine and decided he wanted it turned off so he could die. Out of my whole family I was the only one affected by this. I was upset, angry at them, and couldn't stop being emotional. They, however, were the calm and collected ones. This dream is disturbing to me in two different ways. Obviously the first way is that I dreamed I watched my father die, never a good thing in my book. Secondly, and more psychologically deep is the way I reacted. To understand this, we'll have to have a little back story. About four or five years ago my dad found out he had a tumor on his kidney and that the best way to take care of the problem was to remove the kidney. M

Sunrise
As Morning comes The veil of sleep slowly slipping from my face My mind begins to wake,…but My heart lives in that lovely place between dreams and daylight So I will my mind back Back to the beautiful place where love dwells There my heart knows no fear There I am free to love and laugh Free to feel There is where my true love lives I have never seen his face Nor have I heard his voice But there, I can touch his heart Feel his love I see him as the sun begins to rise behind him Lighting his shape, his features not seen I see his silhouette dark against the growing light of the sky He radiates the sun rising behind him giving his love light Giving my body warmth Bringing him right up to the edge of my day The sun breaks through the curtains at that moment Placing me firmly in the cold shackles of daylight I begin my day, slowly Keeping the moment just before sunrise Firmly in my heart Step out

Ron Asheton - 60
Ron Asheton, the guitarist for the influential punk rock band The Stooges, was found dead this morning, police tell the Detroit Free Press. The 60-year-old's deceased body was found in his Ann Arbor, Michigan, home after a caller phoned police saying they hadn't heard from him in a few days. Authorities are investigating the cause of death, but foul play is not suspected. The Stooges were founded in 1967 in Ann Arbor by Iggy Pop, Asheton, and his brother, Scott Asheton. Though never a major commerical success, the band has been cited by artists like Thurston Moore of Sonic Youth and Jack White of the White Stripes as a major influence. The group's albums included a self-titled debut, which was released in 1969, and 1970's "Fun House." Among the group's songs are "I Wanna Be Your Dog," "1969" and "Raw Power." The Stooges are nominated for induction in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, with inductees set to be announced later this month. They reunited for a series of shows i

F00k You In The A$$!!!!
· babyangel Owner... invited you to the lounge: Home of the Brave! send me a lounge invite & i block your ass, k!!!! oh & when should i activate my fancy auto 11s...or should i just let it go to waste? i'm not leveling anytime soon, i'm not as cool as footie at being a point whore.

Pat Hingle - 84
Tall and solid built, with a twang left in his rich, deep voice from his Southern upbringing (he was born in Miami and raised and schooled in Texas), he played everything from gangsters to policemen and every moral station in between. With his wide smile, twinkling deep-set eyes and bushy eyebrows, which seemed imbued with years of homegrown wisdom, he effortlessly drew the viewer in, but - somewhat like his contemporary and fellow Southerner Burl Ives - his folksy charm could turn malevolent just as easily as it could prove virtuous. As Angelica Huston's underworld boss in the film "The Grifters," he spoke to her with paternal warmth while calmly loading a sack full of oranges, with which he planned to beat her. Critic Kenneth Tynan called him "a specialist in portraying the American male as a lusty, overgrown boy, given perhaps to blustering but inherently goodhearted." He was both friendly and boorish as a football player in End as Man, the 1953 Broadway play that made his rep

Survey Sweetness
LAYER ONE: -- Name: Juliet -- Birth date: January 16 -- Birthplace: Nacogdoches Tx -- Current Location:San Augustine Tx -- Eye Color: brown -- Hair Color: Red -- Height: 5'11" -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: Irish -- The shoes you wore today: Bare feet -- Your weakness: Ben and Jerry's Phish Food. -- Your fears: IT, heights, spiders, snakes, storms -- Your perfect pizza: i like almost all of them. :) LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: Not really on AIM anymore -- Your thoughts first waking up: Noooo -- Your best physical feature: I don't have one -- Your bedtime: whenever i konk out -- Your most missed memory: simplicity LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McD's -- Single or group dates: either -- Adidas or Nike: either -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton -- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: yes -- Cuss:

Some People
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™

Trials & Tribulations
Something I came across Sunday, October 07, 2007 A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. Sh

Job Impressions
I had always talked about my job a lot at home, and my young daughter had always expressed great interest. So I thought it would be a treat for her to spend the day with me at the office. Since I wanted it to be a surprise, I didn't tell her where we were going, just that it would be fun. Although usually a bit shy, she seemed excited to meet each colleague I introduced. On the way home, however, she seemed somewhat down. "Didn't you have a nice time?" I asked. "Well, it was okay." she responded. "But I thought it would be more like a circus." Confused, I asked, "Whatever do you mean?" She said, "Well, you said you work with a bunch of clowns, and I never got to see them!"

A Cowboy Named Bud
This is a riot!! :-) A cowboy named Bud was overseeing his herd in a remote mountainous pasture in California when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, RayBan sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the cowboy, 'If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, Will you give me a calf?' Bud looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, 'Sure, Why not?' The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his Cingular RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, w here he calls up a GPS satellite to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Ham

More About Me
Written Wednesday, January 7, 2009 I love cuddling and sunsets and sitting outside at night or when it's cold out. I prefer hugging to kissing. I love going for walks whenever with whomever. I enjoy good conversation. I hate being vulnerable and I can't stand my awareness of the broken heart that is struggling to beat within my chest. I love the feeling I get when despite my circumstances, I am able to keep my head held up high. I love the people who are successful with encouraging me to do so. Making people smile makes me smile. Making people cry kills a little piece inside me that I'm afraid I will never get back. I don't like hospitals and I like being sick all of the time even less. I have more issues than I know what to do with and still that doesn't seem to push people away. I don't understand it. I also don't understand why I always feel a need to push them away on my own. I've actually gotten much better at this particular flaw. I am excited to say that every step I have rec

Life
I hate when they say I love you and they don't really mean it. You know they don't because of their actions. They treat you like it's all your fault when they fuck up. They make you feel dumb to make themselves feel better. They hurt you just because they feel like it. I hate being treated like an idiot when I know I'm not. Well at least I think I'm not. I'm not a genius but I'm not a complete idiot. I hate the fact that he can make me feel like this. He can tare me down to make himself feel more like a man. What kind of man does that?

Hypothetically....
Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming hot. Longing for the touch that will put the fire out. Expectations. Dreams drawn from reality. The situation we face is that in which we run away from. Together, him and her but he and I would be angelic. As I deflect the blame from me to him, the pain it strengthens. In an attempt to justify and at the same time ease my mind I embrace the thought that one day we will be. If only for a moment we will share time that is valued by both him as well as I. Though I have no doubt of its occurrence it is the time in which the situation will be pursued that puzzles me. Like clockwork, the shame takes its toll. The disgrace unfolds from even those incapable

Good Girl
Well here goes, You can tell me if you think I deserve a drink. I have been in pennsylvania since the 15 th of November, My Mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I packed up my shit, came to Pa, , I got her through 2 surgery's, and and our next step is the Chemo, I will be brining her back to NYC for that.then my sister can have some of the burden, I't getting to me . I have also been house sitting for my very good friend for the past 9 days, to also watch over her elderly grandmother and making sure, she gets her insulin and her and my mom r both fed and took care of, I do think i deserve a good drunk. Oh you know when boogie on down to the bronx Its on.

L3r0k3n He4rtecl
Written Monday, November 20, 2006 I want to scream to the high heavens but still I make no sound. The pain feels like it's deeper every time no one's around. This sight is so unclear, my fortress begins to shift. How was I to know that it all would go to shit? Void of all regrets, mistakes meant to be made. I'm sorry if I hurt you, I'm sorry that I stayed. Betrayal lies and deceit, the list is never ending. But what I will remember most is the love you tried to lend me. I never was quite good enough; too rough around the edges. My love was never pure enough; 'twas tainted to perfection. ©LittleO™

How Creative Can I Be In My Life Today?
To affect the quality of the day - that is the highest of the arts. --Henry David Thoreau We are the sculptors of our day. We can mold it creatively into a wonderful masterpiece. We control the amount of moisture we mix into our clay. We pound it, shape it, stroke it, and love it. Others can offer suggestions, and we gain new perspectives from their advice, but it is finally our own creation. Our knife may occasionally slip, or our mixture of earth may be too dry. Any great artist suffers temporary setbacks. Besides, imperfections in art often make it all the more interesting. How creative can I be in my life today?

You Lazy Bitch's!!!!!
ok so not all of you and those know who aren't cuz they have sent me there addy's already. its offical thou. i am leavin feb 7th thru mar 5th for guatemala. around feb 20th i am gonna get on a bus and go to placentia, belize for an undetermined amount of time. all depends on how the i like the pirates life!!!! so who wants a post card while i am gone ? send me your addy via email on the fu please. ps. jeannie and taryn are exempt from this but i do need your addy's again please :P what can i say i am a pothead and would lose my own head if it wasn;t attacthed :P

Parachute Training
I volunteered recently to perform a parachute jump for charity. On our first day of training, the instructor made an important point about preparing for landing at 300 feet. "How do you know when you're at 300 feet?" asked one woman. "A good question," replied the instructor. "At 300 feet you can recognize the faces of people on the ground." The woman thought about this for awhile before saying, "What happens if there's no one there I know?"

Week 2 - Newfie Gurl
Presenting Hottie of the week 2 - 2009 NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar Not only is she SEXY and BEAUTIFUL. But she also has a big heart and an awesome personality. And, best of all, she is always there for her friends. So stop by and love her up!! NewfieGurl Hottie of the Week @ fubar If you think you have what it takes to be a Hottie Please contact Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*@ fubar Or ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputy_of_Adminღ2nd Ala

Creative Poetry
Written at the age of 13 despite having written this about 6 years ago, it still ranks in the top 10 of my favorite writings (though it could use some editing) loyalty, trust, honesty, love it all goes hand in hand to be with the very man who put on your wedding band the one who walked with you in the sand the one you fled to whenever you ran ran away from everything else to manage to find some respect for yourself he was the only who knew just how you felt in fact, he still does cause not a minute goes by that your not on his mind not even a second, though you're too scared to accept it because the pieces just cant be collected you're afraid of rejection you've never been one for stressing but now you're obsessing over everything that could fuck up you wont even shut up stop the whining and bitching, shit, just fucking listen he loves you, he's not into them games what ever happened to the good old days when everyone got their way when you were sure he would s

L3r0k3n
Written Monday, September 10, 2007 Missing loved ones that seem so far from me and why? A continuous cycle made by random wheels of reason. It hurts. The tears stream down my face like acid rain, pooling beneath my chin and crashing upon my chest. The ache of my heart continues to shatter my soul day by day. I wonder what must change in order to become whole again. I recall similar sensation in times of tragedy but today's case is seemingly un-provoked; merely another dreadful day in the life of someone virtually lifeless. The calming comes as my words highlight an inevitable path toward hell. Turmoil has become home; as sacred and comforting a place as I will ever find. /self-pity ©LittleO™

Make Believe
Written Sunday, January 27, 2008 As a child I never sought preference in unrealistic 'realities;' dramatizations of witches and warlocks, pixies and fairies. The bright side of things was even too far off a place to imagine. These days, growing older, I seek to find time available for spending in situations deemed never to be true. False hope expands here and therefore warms me on the coldest of days. If only for a minute, the pain relocates to the back of my mind and happiness is found through my reflection on the dimly lit glass in which I look every night, merely wishing for change. It occurred to me after a conversation I had had with an old friend. A friend so close I never knew my slight of hand could blind. She mentioned to me that my level of confidence remained unaffected despite my hardships. It was then I had come to realize I've been pretending all along. ©LittleO™

1.07.08 - Whitesnake - Here I Go Again
SONG VERSION BELOW Here I Go Again - Whitesnake LYRICS BELOW I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises and songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Here I go again, Here I go again Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone But I've made up my mind I ain't wastin' no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity And I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone And I've made up my mind I ain'

Money
A man being mugged by two thugs put up a tremendous fight! Finally, the thugs subdued him and took his wallet. Upon finding only two dollars in the wallet, the surprised thug said "Why did you put up such a fight?" To which the man promptly replied "I was afraid that you would find the $200 hidden in my shoe!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple was having a discussion about what to see and do now that they were safely in Florida on their honeymoon. Trying to assert himself rite off the bat, he exploded, "If it weren't for my money, we wouldn't be here at all!" The wife replied, "My dear, if it weren't for your money, not only would we not be in Florida, we wouldn't on a honeymoon, nor would there be any "we" in the first place." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What do you get if you cross a sorceress with a millionaire? A very witch person. -------------

My Heart Aches
I became a grandmother for the first time last March. It was the best feeling in the world. My son and his girlfriend was living in Texas with my sister. The girlfriend packed up one and came back home to Michigan. She wouldn't let me see my granddaughter for the longest time. She was jumping all over with her sleeping were ever. She petitioned the courts for full custody but my son got custody and took my granddaughter back to Texas, it was a sad day seeing her leave. My sister invited the girlfriend to Texas for Christmas. While there my son and sister got into a big fight something that will never heal. My sister kicked him because he got violent. Now my son, granddaughter and girlfriend are staying at friends house. I cry every day wondering what is happening. Both parents don't put the baby first and they fight like cats and dogs. I've tried everything I can to get them back here or at least the baby but they won't come back.

Bad Case Of You
Well, I can't understand what goes on in my mind I can't explain it, but at times it makes me blind. And when Im feeling blue, a thought of you, will make me feel just fine. I'm getting older, a little colder some may say I want to hold her, can't control her till this day.Now I'm suffering, in blood and sin, and I really blowed my mind.I'm under pressure, cause you're the one that I don't wanna kill. Well, she can't understand what goes on in my mind. I can't explain, it but at times it makes me blind. And when I'm feeling blue, a song or two, will make me feel just fine. I'm under pressure, cause you're the love that I don't wanna kill I'm under pressure and you're the love and I don't wanna kill Where are you now, when I need you darling Where are you now, that I am lonely Where are you now, that I have fallen Where are you now? I've got a bad case of you, I've got a bad case of you I've got a bad case of you, that I don't wanna lose, that I don't wanna lose.

I Am Leaving The Hotties
Dear 2nd alarm hotties. It's with a heavy heart that I am doing this. As many of you might have noticed, I have not been around much lately. I have been struggeling with a lot of things, and is finally starting to feel okay again. But, i have neglected the hotties for so long, That I see myself forced to resign my posistion as chief of operations, and also leave the hotties completely. For the time I have been a hottie, I have been very proud to be a hottie. But, ladies, you all disurve great leaders, and I feel that I have failed you. For this I apologize deeply. I love you all. You have been a huge part of my life, and have given me so much joy. i will never forget any of you, and I hope that you still wanna be my friend. I am sorry. Love from Annipoo. Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess@ fubar

Drifting Away
Drifting away, On Stars, The Moons & Tides, As my soul flys, Unto major dreams. Fame & Fortune, Glory & Gold, Consider me sold, Unto all those I have loved. All that have lived, Through pain, Through suffering, Your everything I ever had, With doves flying free. The butterflies dance, The dragons dance, Hold your head high, Dont let pain become a friend. Relax, Breathe fresh air. Kind regards. The Tiger

Poetry
This overwhelming sensation is causing much aggravation. My brain is slowly corroding, and my thoughts are going through destruction. This is the final attempt to get them down, before they get annihilated. My love and hate once was segregated, now are being desegregated. Why does everyone think I'm kidding when I'm being sedate. Everyone seems to misinterpret this as me simply trying to execrate. It's really not my fault I'm pestilential in my secular ways. My secularism is currently blocking out the sun's rays. People are mad because my evil words are causing secularization. From doing so I have gotten rid of mine and caused someone else's aggravation. So I guess my words could be described as a thunderclap. That are constantly causing some form of a mishap. I guess you could associate my secularism with my misanthropic position. For man created religion that's why I'll never make an invocation. Still it all contributes to my mental frustration. Still my beliefs are

Poetry
There is this feeling of deep consideration. Will there be more to this undying admiration Can there be an end to this yearning, only the warm sensation. That is to be felt betwixt her thighs, yet still would I yearn to see these eyes. To which is just another problem when there is a lack of material just imagination. Would anyone be able to steal my heart from your cold clutch which I still can't despise. No I don't Think there will be an end, My mind still my mind has such desperation. Which brings me back to the beginning yet still not winning. For others hinder thy gaming, which will lead to dueling. After the blood is shed I'll lust for her ruling. A deep sense of arrogant triumph I feel when the thought comes strolling. Toward the front of thy mind, yet what do I find. That all is false and it is all a mere dream she'd find to be somewhat unkind. So we'll leave it here, so more spite does not surface. We'll have no need for pills to begin to suppress it from

Migraines . . .
Migraines are pretty much the scourge of God. Those of you who have never had one, here's a pretty good description. Think of the absolute worst headache you've ever had in your life, now take that and multiply it again and again and again, add lots of pressure to the point where you feel like you're head's going to explode. Then add in blurred vision and intense nausea; along with an assload of irritability. oh, and have all of that last for hours on end. That, my good fu-friends, is a migraine. I take a shot for them, but i'm out and have to go get my prescription filled sometime. Just thought i'd shed some light on what a migraine is, some people i know think they have one but it's just a mild headache in comparison.

What Sign Are You
CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed. Most horny. PISCES Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMNIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but ina good way LIBRA Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly andfun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will evermeet! AMAZING in Bed.!!!!! CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERYPERFORMANCE!!!! AQUARIUS Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in longrelationships. Extremly energetic. Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIES Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fvck with. Have own uniquesexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic. Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon inbed. TAURUS Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves beingin long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what theywant. Extremly outgoing. Outstanding ki

Scorpioqueen61
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Bubble Wrap!!
Does anyone else have an obsession with bubble wrap?? I do. I've loved it since I was a kid. There is just something satisfyin about popping all of the bubbles.. one... by... one! I got a whole box of it yesterday! POP!! :P

Huge Thanks To Everyone!!
I just wanted to say thank you to ALL who helped me level TWICE on my first Happy Hour!! I was overwhelmed by all the love! It will take me a few days but I WILL return the love! Thanks again to everyone! Much love! XOXOXOX

It Can Work
when it comes to having a relationships even if they are long distance if the 2 people like each other then they can make it work it dont matter how far they may live as long as they do plan on meeting atlest this way is kind of good but it also sucks the good parts are give you time to get to know them give you some time to think give you time to talk on the phone and it does give you time to know he might be the right one if he keeps in contact with you in some way weather it made me im or cell or even on a social network now we come to the bad things that does suck ass you wont be able to have sex with them however i think that is good my self since after all iam tire of only being good enough for a fuck Buddie you wont be able to hold them you wont be able to go out and do things with them unless you use your webcam lol but you no what anything that is worth it in this world you should be able