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Heart-broken Musings...
Well, it's almost my birthday and my would-be boyfriend officially broke up with me... whee. Happy New Year... Happy Birthday.... sigh... I hate dating... Kinda reminds me of why I was so reluctant to get a divorce.... but that was really the right choice. It's not that have no one... I have a guy that is more than a fuck-buddy/ friend with benefits, but he will NEVER be more than that. I need more than that. I need to be taken. I need love and romance and someone who will consider living with me one day... It's weird but sometimes I think that guys are just waiting until my kids are older... I don't really feel like waiting for a maybe as my kids age, but it would be nice for them to at least let me in on that... I feel like I'm being punished... punished for having kids... punished for living in the wrong place... punished for not having a car right now... punished for not living alone... Do you all think I want these things?!? Ok, I want my kids... I love them, b

The Next Day
ok so the day started out amazingly well and went downhill quick. as much as i think i can take a person at face value it comes back to kick me in the teeth. is it too much trouble to actually find someone or should i say a male that can provide things a woman needs other than sex? for some reason a lot of men think, hey i like this woman, shes sweet not so bad lookin, let me hook up with her and see what happens? and then it happens, 2 weeks of giddy looks and great sex, turn into 3 months of hi im home how was your night? let me start the shower for you and rub your back turns into 6 months of, honey you know weve been together for awhile and maybe its time to take the next step, lets get married. thats when you start hearing "what am i gonna do on my last night of being a free man" then it becomes, honey ive had a rough day i just dont feel like doimg anything. thats it, it all starts going down hill. you have so much fun together and you want it to last forever and for the f

Carribian Cruise With Gods Forsaken Radio
Dear Family and Friends You are now entering the fallout area of Ground Zero’s Getaway! That’s right, Ground Zero is hosting Gods Forsaken Radio’s 1st Annual Fan Cruise on Royal Caribbean’s Enchantment of the Seas, departing on Sept 19th, 2009!. You can join your host, Ground Zero along with some of your favorite DJ’s from GFR on a 5 night Western Caribbean cruise out of Ft Lauderdale, FL. We’ll tear through Grand Cayman (yes we will stop off in Hell) and Cozumel, Mexico, like a hurricane - leaving our mark on these islands! Come party with Gods Forsaken Radio – the internet’s fastest growing radio station! Ever want to see a Demon in a bikini? Do Socks’ socks always match? Is the Sex Pretzel salted? Does Sadistic Dragon ever shut up??? This is your opportunity to not only meet Ground Zero and some of the staff from GFR, but it’s also a great way to meet fellow listeners who you chat with every day – and oh yeah, it’s on a cruise ship! We’re holding a block of cabins for our gro

Devilish Desire
Hey Yooooooooooo Peepz This sexy couple has HH comin up at 9 & 10 p.m fu-time Guessssssssssss wat they got There Autoooooo 11's On!! Sooooooooo Come Pop Some Cherries SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Owned By Godfather~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Autos ON♠♦DeViLiSh DeSiRe♦Can U Handle My Desires♦Pegasus Project♦' on '2009-01-10 17:00:38')

Warning: From New Study Of Beer
This is serious stuff....beer contains FEMALE HORMONES! Last month OSU scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a Concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens); therefore, by drinking enough beer, men can turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men each drank 8 pints of beer within a one hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the tests subjects: 1. Argued over nothing. 2. Refused to apologize when obliviously wrong. 3. Gained weight. 4. Talked excessively without making sense. 5. Became overly emotional. 6. Couldn't drive. 7. Failed to think rationally. 8. Had to sit down to urinate. No further testing was considered necessary

Angeldawnkris
MY FRIEND SIXTY NINE MUNCH IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR TONITE AT 9PM SO COME LOVE ON HIM FAN ADD RATE AND BING HIM AND THE BEST PART IS THAT HE ALSO HAS AUTO 11S SO COME AND RATE!!!! CLICK ON HIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM LOVE SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Screwby N Crazed Maniac@ fubar AC/DCTNT Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Realization
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel. Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change. In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you " There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason. This song in a way says it all about h

Pink0828
Hey What Are You Doing Saturday Night?? Well You Better Be Saving Up Your Rating Fingers! SixtyNineMunch Has Got A Happy Hour! 9:00 PM Fu Time! He Will Have His Auto 11 Running And Will Be Passing Out Random Bling To Raters! Lots Of EZ Rate Folders Too! You Really Need To Come Love Up On This Amazing Fu!!! He Gives So Much Love Back It's Crazy! Come Rock This Rebels Socks! You Will be Glad You Did! Love PimpOut Brought To You By Pink0828 (repost of original by '* Pink 0828*!ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ' on '2009-01-08 23:53:18') (repost of original by 'SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~' on '2009-01-09 09:52:12') (repost of original by '~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Owned By Godfather~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~' on '2009-01-09 10:23:40')

Plz Help My Son Reach His Goal
OK I'M ASKING JUST A LITTLE HELP TO LEVEL MY SON TO GODFATHER HE HAS AUTO 11S ON AND PLENTY OF EZ RATES SO COULD YOU PLZ STOP BY HIS PAGE AND TRY AND HELP HIM TO GET TO HIS GOAL RATE ... ADD...AND FAN HIM PLZ CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW PLZ AUTOS ON NOW!!-BoyBetterKnow -@ fubar THIS BULLETIN WAS BOUGHT TO YOU BY TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar THANKS TO EVERYONE IN ADVANCE WHO HELPS HIM OUT

Jim
Ok This dude got butthurt by Supe in a MuMM, so he started to give Supe a bunch of low rates. He had Supe blocked so I sent him a beer and this is the message that I sent and his reply. from: Jim Online (On and off...Leave message) Novi, MI subject: RE: Bounty Hunter™ sent you a Budweiser received: 01/10/2009 04:18 pm replied: 01/10/2009 04:19 pm block this member Flag as spam Well if he wasnt so dumb he would realize that after you vote a few 1's they wont let you vote anymore until you vote a little higher for a few so I had to vote a few womens pics on his page higher so I could get some more 1's...Too bad that idiot cant live in the same state as me, Then the fun would start === 'Bounty Hunter™' wrote the following at '2009-01-10 16:15:13'.. > > "Superman said thank you for the points dipshit. " After receiving his reply he decided to take it to the shoutbox. Read from the bottom up. ->Jim: did he hurt your feelings? you are 41 for fucks

The Love That Never Exist
I'm not lonely, yet with you I feel so alone, Your actions hit me like cold hard stone. You always take, but you never give, You have changed the way I want to live. I want to run from you, yet you keep me close, I feel the impact from all the highs and lows. I can't keep hurting myself by choice, Yet I always believe your pleading voice. Why cant I just say goodbye? I hold on and I don't know why. The love you had, it never exist, The back and fourth I want to resist. You say one thing but your actions show another, Save me the pain of further knowing your ways, Save me so I can have happier days. Your heart holds love, but not for me, If it did this miserable life would never be. But you hold on to what we had, Do you ever see that I'm still sad? Can't you see your lies are hurting me?

The Onion And The Christmas Tree
THE ONION AND THE CHRISTMAS TREE The family is sitting at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?' The father, su rprised, answers, 'Well son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round & firm. In her thirties & forties, they are like pears, still nice, but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions.' 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them, and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter says, 'Mom, how many types of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his Willie is like an oak tree, mighty and hard.. In his thirties & forties, it's like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree.' 'A Christmas tree??' 'Yes dear, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only

Letter From Heaven
LETTER FROM HEAVEN To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth,

Come With Me
COME WITH ME The Lord saw you getting tired And a cure was not to be, So He put his arms aroud you And whispered, "Come with me." With tearful eyes, we watched you suffer And saw you fade away, Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, A beautiful smile at rest, God broke our hearts to prove He only takes the best. It's lonesome here without you We miss you so each day, Our lives aren't the same Since you went away. When days are sad and lonely, And everything goes wrong, We seem to hear you whisper, "Cheer up and carry on." Each time we see your picture, You seem to smile and say, "Don't cry, I'm in God's keeping, We'll meet again someday

Love, Honesty, Respect, Trust
Hon·es·ty ~>n. moral uprightness: the quality, condition, or characteristic of being fair, truthful, and morally upright Now why is this so hard? I don't get it.... I really don't. I don't know any other way to be. Ok fine it gets me in shit sometimes but its worth it in the end. Some of my best friendships have come because people cant believe how honest I am. Baby, when I say I call it like I see it ... its no joke. We all know no matter what I will be honest with anyone in this world. I have no reason not to be. I just don't understand why people have to be such liars all the time. If there is one thing that pisses me off its a liar. Ask anyone who knows me this is a proven fact....I hate lairs. I will purposely make them look like an ass. Most of the time its straight up lies to ... you know their lying and they continue to do so. See that's were I come in and burst their little bubble....LMAO. I don't give a shit how little or big the lie is or who the fuck you think you might be

Fate
Fate. What exactly is it and does it exist? Is there a certain power that holds our future in its hands, manipulating us like chess pieces, and determining whether its check or mate? Is there a path that leads us to a certain destination that was preassigned to us by stars or something else the day we are born? Or maybe it is ourselves and the circumstances that things happen under that determine our outcome? Here is a scenario: a young 18 year old man slams his car into a tree and dies in a fiery crash. Some may argue that this scenario was written in his unfortunately short book of life, and this was the last chapter. Others may say that his demise was brought on by himself, and if he wasnt speeding, or maybe drinking, or paid a little more attention to the road, he would have avoided the accident and continued enjoying his life. Then, if his life is spared, the first group may say that if he could have avoided that tree and stayed alive, it was his fate, and his book of life may

Three Little Words
Three Little Words Three little words, they can be the most joyous words any man or woman can hear they can move mountains divide the seas those three little words, carry with them a meaning a passion that can only be felt by those who share it those three little words can bring a smile on a cloudy day bring a tear to an eye for those three little words can also bring with them pain for with those words can come suffering but know that those three little words can only bring what the heart truly means those three little words... I Love You. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

The Love Of My Life
The Love of my Life Through all the years we have been together Through good times and bad You have always been there beside me Holding my hand, or just being close Every moment I think of you And I see your smile I remember all the times we have shared, Lest not those times stop as we move forward. You make even the dreariest of days, Not so dreary.You can make the sun come out When there is nothing but clouds I find it hard sometimes to say how I feel And just being near you always brings a smile to my face I can't imagine life without you beside me I miss you when you're gone And I rejoice when I see you each night If this isn't love then I don't know what is You are my own angel And I wouldn't trade you for the world. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Tears
Tears Tears flow from my eyes, they are not sadness or pain Flowing from my heart with nothing but love for you are the only one that can truly make me smile you lift my spirits in a way no other person can you give me strength when I need you most a shoulder when I need to weep an ear when I need to be listened to a heart when I need to be loved So when I cry, it is not because I am sad I cry... because I am so happy and I love you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Pain And Suffering
Pain and Suffering I try to hide my pain behind a fake smile many cannot see it for they ignore everything yet those few who care see right through me all the way to my suffering within those few who care is my true love for her I want to be strong not feel the pain I feel yet she has a portal to my soul knows when I am suffering she comforts me with her voice a small part of her lies within my heart she is always with me so when I feel pain and suffering I look to my heart there I find peace for she is with me through it all Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

My Best Friend
My Best Friend Truly blessed in life am I for my many trials and tribulations, I have never faced alone When I was so low, nothing left to me that I wanted to die you were there keeping me safe When people laughed and ridiculed me you stood proudly beside me If I only needed someone to talk to your ears were always there for me When all I could do was cry your shoulder was better than the softest tissue You never left my side Where would I be without you you are my best friend and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Faith
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom? For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do we

Lost Soul's Has Auto-11s!
LOST SOUL HAS AUTO 11s!!! Derrick is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. His Auto-11s are active until 7 pm EST/4 pm fuTime! If that's not enough, he is also random bling for rates. He is taking a short fuBreak after these expire, so let's give him a hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Spank This Sweet Man!!!
Spank this wonderful sweet man hard as you can! He's fixing to take a break from the Fu for a while and needs all the loving we can give him! He's running auto's from 8 est Saturday until same time on Sunday! I'll miss you while your gone my friend! *hugs* Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar

Autumn Dreams
Autumn Dreams Here I wait for you in the park the trees have begun to change leaves cover the ground like a blanket with oranges, yellows, and even reds such a beautiful view only one thing can make this perfect that one thing is You. I can see you here with me walking over to where I wait your hair blowing softly in the gentle wind the leaves rustle under your feet I rise to great you with a warm hug a tingle coarses through my body we seperate with a soft kiss then stroll gently to a nearby park bench sitting, talking as only lover's do about how we miss each other after what seems only moments we rise, and begin to wander as we hold hands, walking Leaves falling all around us swirling up an autumn enchantment I become lost in a dream that is slowly becoming a reality. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Thinking Of You
Thinking of You Sitting here all alone listening to the music as thoughts of you flow through my mind A tear wells in my eyes sadness overcomes my heart I drop to my knees as if the world had just been placed upon my shoulders slowly I stand up resisting the pain fighting back the tears happy thoughts begin to fill my soul I remember when we used to just talk For hours about everything and nothing all at once we would laugh and not care about the world even for only a fleeting moment I know now that no matter what you will always be there in one form or another When I am feeling sad like the world is crashing down my light at the end of the tunnel all I need do is to think of you And all of my troubles seem to fade away Into the distance when I come back to reality Everything appears so much simpler my lips part in a smile as I think of you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

The Flower Of Love
The Flower of Love It starts as a small seed planted deep within needing only love and a little nurturing to grow and sprout from seed to seedling slowly reaching for the stars over time a small blub develops soon bursting forth with a passion to show its beauty to all that can see this beautiful flower is like a loving relationship it starts off slowly but with a little love it can bloom to such a wonderful beauty. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Loosing You
Loosing you Today I thought I lost you for i had made you doubt you became unsure as to what I am about. Today I thought I lost you that aches my heart to feel for without you I can't go on and that is my worst fear. Today I thought I lost you I am holding on for dear life I want to make you happy and love you as my wife. Today I thought I lost you but now I know why for today I thought I lost you and for that I want to die. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

"hiding My Heart."
So this is how the story went I met someone by accident That blew me away That blew me away It was in the darkest of my days When you took my sorrow and you took my pain And buried them away, you buried them away And I wish I could lay down beside you When the day is done And wake up to your face under the morning sun But like everything I've ever known I'm sure you'll go one day So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away I dropped you off at the train station And put a kiss on top of your head I watched you wave I watched you wave Then I went on home to my skyscrapers Neon lights and waiting papers That I call home I call it home And I wish I could lay down beside you When the day is done And wake up to your face against the morning sun But like everything I've ever known I'm sure you'll go one day So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away And I can't spend my whole life hiding my hea

I Came Back
hoping she would know its me wanting so much to give her that rose that I have come so accustomed to giving her missing her just her face her voice her e-mails her texts all of her even when shes childish even when she aggrivating just to give her a fu rose like so many each day before just to enhance her day just a little to give her that smile to let her know shes wonderful to my world just to let her know she is on my mind

Caa #74
A very dear, special friend and angel asked me to send out this request for a friend of hers who is very sick with leukemia. Please send all your angel prayers of healing strength and love for her to recover and feel better. Doc

Manhattan Is My Beat By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Manhattan Is My Beat takes its name from the (invented) 1947 film noir watched obsessively by murder victim Robert Kelly. Our heroine, Rune, (a punk with a heart of gold) works for Washington Square Video. On a routine pickup to retrieve Manhattan Is My Beat, she discovers Kelly just shot dead, the target of a professional hit. Rune and a woman jogger glimpse the presumed killer as he speeds off in a green car. While cops drag their heels in solving the mystery, Rune takes matters into her own hands, convinced that the motive for the murder is a missing suitcase stuffed with one million dollars--the subject, not coincidentally, of the film that Kelly and Rune both admired. An avid fan of fantasy novels and prone to see life through the prism of magic and quests, Rune takes up the challenge of finding the lost money and catching Kelly's killers. But the formidable hit team is intent upon destroying both possible witnesses to the murder, and their nimble crosses and double

Ill
worse off than I thought .Dr. told me so . I know this sux . alot ........... 2 of my girls just left in tears afraid MS is gonna make me die . I told em MS is NOT gonna make me die , just really sick sometimes . they hurt my heart when they cry ...

Que?
Just was reading an ad on a dating site..."we could go to dinner, then a movie, and maybe a stroll on the beach after" This is MN! Only beaches we have here are on lakes, only available 3 months a year, and you can't go to them after sunset...How friggin' generic can a person be!

Heart Less
i should have known you would play with my heart this is how you left me heart broken my fualt for falling for you. i thought you were different it happens to be you turned out to be JUST like every other "HEARTLESS"

Piece Of Shit Car.......
yea so i stupidly bought a ford vehicle and i have kicked myself in the ass everyday for over 3 years now......dont ever ever ever buy a ford they suck and they will drain your wallet dry. Well the ford focus will...i put well over $1000 into it last year and now its starting all over...right on time...its always tax time of course...and the best part the car is a 2003 and only 63,000 miles.....acts likes its a 1973 and 570,000 miles. Yea so im pissed hence the blog...mom is tired of me bitching about it....so yea just this week alone....heat shield taken off it was mangled around muffler and dragging...that was free cause i have an awesome friend that loves me....two days later get pulled over...no brake lights...of course cant be something simple like a fuse or the bulbs no we think its the brake relay switch...awesome...realize today that the muffler is hanging by a thread and is about ready to fall off....awesome again...cant wait for that one.....not to mention the really loud gri

Another Day
Another day nothing changed existing in a world I do not want looking in the window of a world I would love to call home wandering if that world would love me to could love me at all. Trying hard to peel away they layers of decay covering me or maybe it's to late has the decay became what they see and not the me that screams out to be free. CAN YOU SEE?!?!

The Five Solas Of The Reformation
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.

Another Dummy
Another idiot who has no respect for women. He put me on block at the end of his messages before I knew it so I could not respond to him. I should have guessed from his name. What a fool. If you can send him a private message and tell him just a fool he is. His profile is at http://fubar.com/fullofcrap fullofcrap: you're just another piece of big tits and butt face..to bad..no heart either.. fullofcrap: so do i fullofcrap: lol..sure you do..lol ->fullofcrap: you better re-read my profile ->fullofcrap: I already have what I want from a guy fullofcrap: I know..I want to know what you want? cmon..you know deep down the men and the pics..it's all about you wanting to be loved, liked..about doing things for others... ->fullofcrap: if you read my profile I am not here looking for anything only2curious: last guy who did that got caught and since then they installed cameras. fullofcrap: I have..but I want to know what you really want..cmon..tell me..from the heart..r

Thought For The Day!!
Taking pride in yourself, your race, your religion, your country, or anything else does not mean hating me, my race, my religion, my country, or my anything else. Pride & Hate do not belong together.

Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I sho

Struggle
Creeping by, the time is slow, Fumbling around with no place to go. My mind wonders to a place unknown, To a world where uncertainty is shown. My heart races, pounding through my chest, Looking for some guidance on this lonely quest. Pebbles and stones kicked around, Lying rigged on the cold dirty ground. The wind it blows, bringing dirt to my side, Feeling lost in my head, with no tears to cry. Helpless and lonely like a new born, Taken away with no time to mourn. Can you bring to light, what remains in the dark? Give me some hope. Give me a spark. Give me the strength to get pass this day, To stay afloat and pave my way. Because the air is thick and I'm starting to fall, But in the end will it matter at all? What will be left for people to see? Will there be justice in the words I leave? Or will they see my anger and feel my pain? Written on floors, washed away by the rain.

Trip To The Er.
So my mother gets the idea her mattress needs turned. I do it. Mind you, I have an SI joint out of alignment. I felt a tug and some pain. I think ok, I'll go on to sleep and maybe in the morning it will feel better. I was spending the night with mother so I had to sleep on the couch. At around 3 in the morning I am awakened by horrible pain. I knew immediately what I had done. When it moves it is excruciating. By 8 am I can't handle it anymore so I called Justin. He came and away we went to the ER. I was right. It had moved out of alignment more. So, after a lovely shot in the rear and a Lortab a lil later I am flying high. lol Needless to say I am out of commission for a week at least. You will have to deal with me and my drugs {Lortabs and Flexoril}. I have a low tolerance for meds, so I will pretty much be doped up all week. lol On a good note...I chose a townhouse!! I already paid, so at the moment I have 2 homes...lol I am gonna do exactly

A Spring Cleaning Cheat Sheet...for Men
* Broom (brum) - a long handled brush used for sweeping (also doubles as a mode of transportation for your mother) *Vacuum (vak' u em) - much like the leaf blower except it sucks in, instead of blowing out. Don't let this alarm you. It isn't broken and doesn't need more torque, speed, RAM or whatever it is you did to the dishwasher. * Dust pan (DUH) - Contrary to popular belief, this is where you sweep the dirt, not under the hallway area rug. Dust Cloth (dust kloth) - A cloth designated for removing tiny particles of dirt from every flat surface of the house. Hint: look for your old "lucky shirt". * Bucket (buk' it)- Cylindric container used for holding soapy water when mopping the floor. Also known as your mid-evil knight helmet when you're playing with our seven-year-old. * Mop - (mop) a bundle of coarse yarn, rags or cloth fastened at the end of a stick. You'll remember this as your dance partner at the New Year's Eve party last year. * Toilet Brush (toi' li

Signs Of Being Scammed
I would like to begin by welcoming anyone that has searched the Internet attempting to discover if the person you have been talking to. Might be a Scammer! I have in the past written a blog on how to determine if you are involved with a scammer. This blog is on the same level of explanation, with one exception. I would like all that read it to come away feeling they have the answer they suspected, or they now have and idea on how to find out on their own. ************************************** STEP ONE - CONTACT INITIATED; The first thing to look back on and to put into perspective. This person that you now have doubts about. What was the messege in his first email to you? A) Did the email actually relate to you or your profile? REVIEW TO QUESTION A. SCAMMERS SEND MULTIPLE EMAILS WAITING FOR A RESPONSE FROM THEIR INTENDED TARGETS. THE WORDING IN MOST CASES WILL NOT EVEN READ AS IF THEY TOOK THE TIME TO READ ANYTHING ABOUT Y

Winners 3 Day Extravaganza Ending 1/10/09
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 7 MILLION in PRIZES!!! BLING RACE WINNERS: Wednesday SuperStarrPrincess Owner of 25 to Life Jason Shorty08 Friday ☠ Gina ☠ ÐJ ÞîñkýÞµñk Áñgî CantSleepClownsWillEatMe The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 MIL Fubux. 3 Winners out of the 18 entered are ….. 3 MIL Imagine~Dangerous Curves Girl~ 1.5 MIL ~TheDirtyMistress~ 750k .√iolets.

Application For Staff Position
APPLICATION INFO FOR Position @ Aphrodites Wet & Wild Bar : All applications will be considered for hiring and approval, THANK YOU. WE ARE LOOKING FOR HEAD GREETER,BARTENDERS,ASST.MANAGER,ASST. PROMOTER, ENFORCERS, GREETERS YOUR FUBAR Screen NAME: FIRST NAME or NICK NAME: POSITION OR POSITIONS YOU ARE APPLYING FOR: OTHER LOUNGES YOU ARE CURRENTLY WORKING FOR: FIRST DAY YOU ARE AVAILABLE TO START WORK: Your Schedule HOURS AVAILABLE Mon. - Sun. Monday: Tuesday: Wensday: Thursday: Friday: Saturday: Sunday:

My Pimp Thanks So Much Maharet!
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The Real Me
I am looking for a TRUE FRIEND the next time I fall in love. Someone that will get to know my heart and who I truly am before SEX is mentioned. There is a heart inside of me, that wants to be treasured and loved . Am I a model? No. Am I the most beautiful woman in the world? No. All of my true friends know who I am and the kind of person I am. I am caring of other people and try to share hope for people who need it. Am I perfect? No and I never want to be. I don't know the long prayers that some of you write and I think they are very meaningful and beautiful. I don't read the Bible everyday but I do say my prayers for friends and families. I say them privately between God and myself. I am still the same person you have come to know.It has taken me almost 38 years to come to terms where I can live with myself. Will I get married again?.... someday....I don't know....but I do get lonely and miss friendship and going places as a couple to have fun besides the bars. For my true friends wh

Imaginary Dreams
Imaginary Dreams Following a path of faint light, forever dreaming of all life bright. Clever thoughts reside in your mind, kind, meaningful and able to change time. A small crime of accepting hurtful love, disguised as a ride to the unseen illuminating world, which beams of a celestial promising delight. You cast your fears to the moon, where gravity keeps them tight, and endlessly out of sight. You now feel righteous and free, flowing in the breeze, like the many branches of a tree. Faeries follow stealthly behind, watching every move that's made... Tossing away every shade of gray. A secret blessing is what you seek, look around they are there... awaiting you to speak

The Underneath
The Underneath Artifical happiness seems pleasantly appeasing Underneath the mask, the past fades deeply. New paths in life, are illuminated by strife. Old roads lead to new directions, In the end, your soul is blessed with an enchanting correction. Madness fills the streams of hope that flows along the way. All in mind that tomorrow is a bright and shiny day

Complicated
Complicated feeling out of place standing alone in a world undeniably cold, feeling as if I am made of acrimonious stone... making you realize that life isn't so bad, Contemplating the thoughts of never being sad. Wipe the tears from under your soul, embrace my wings and never let go.. A beautiful mind facing the unwanted kind, a dire sorrow.. yet still faithfully awaiting a new tomorrow. Trifling along your path to h***, I wish a wish to know you well. Somewhere love persistently awaits, packaged soundly in hidden crates... tossed somewhere in infinite space, I am a mess of complicated grace

Heart Against Heart
Heart Against Heart you are the pain that runs through my veins the gleam locked inside my glistening eyes. Secrets unfold - creating a hope-filled mold of endless confusion, shifting destiny to a level of devestated illusion. heart against heart, soul against sound my body lifeless, fallen on the ground. A change of blood from blue to red, would bring me back with nothing else said. The twist of fate - bright and full of heavenly light a new beginning stretching for miles upon a star-shining night

In My Life - Update
Since I can't wait until I can't to this point in my life, I am going to go a little out of order (you all will forgive me won';t you?). Most of you probably know or have guessed (how I don't have a clue, hee hee hee) that Mare and I are together now. What started as a great friendship has become so much more! My time will not be as much on the computer as it was in the past, since instead of having to talk to her on the computer, she is her with me. That does not mean that I won't be on, since you all have been great friends and helped me and many others. Thank you all for your well wishes, we love you and will keep in touch, promise! When a dream comes true, you just have to chase it to wherever it will lead you, and I hope, no I pray that all of your dreams come true. Love, Doc

Blah!!!
HERE I AM YET AGAIN.......JOTTING DOWN THOUGHTS....WHY IS IT THE POSSIBLE IS ALWAYS IMPOSSIBLE? SO MANY THINGS YOU CAN DO, YET CANT DUE TO REASONS BEYOND YOUR CONTROL. HAVE YOU EVER JUST WANTED TO VANISH INTO AIR AND WATCH THE WORLD? HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO JUST TELL THAT SPECIAL PERSON WHAT YOU THINK, YET THE WORDS GET STUCK? SO MANY TIMES I HAVE FELT THIS WAY, YET NOTHING IS EVER DONE. AM I SCARED, OR JUST SEEING THE FACTS. YOU CANT SPEAK THE POSSIBLE WHEN YOU KNOW IT IS THE IMPOSSIBLE. YOU CANT DO THE POSSIBLE WHEN YOU KNOW IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. THEY SAY THE EYES ARE THE WINDOW TO YOU SOUL, YET DOES ANYONE REALLY LOOK INTO THEM AND SEE WHAT THEY HOLD? HAVE YOU EVER JUST LOOKED AT SOMEONE IN THE EYES AND FELT WHAT THEY FELT? CAN YOU EVEN DO THAT? CAN YOU LOOK INTO THE EYES OF THE ONE YOU LOVE AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM BACK WITHOUT EVER SAYING THE WORDS? CAN YOU LOOK AT THEM AND HUG THEM WITH YOUR EYES? THE EYES SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS DO ON SO MANY LEVELS, YET WE AS HUMANS HARDLY

Bestfriends
if you think all men are the same listen up....your wrong....i know a great guy who is a great friend and that's all we are....i know what your thinking...no i'm not inlove with him....i just talk to him when i need a friend and he's always thier...i met him and in a few days he's become my bestfriend...so to all of you out thier who think thier all the same...you''ll find a bestfriend just like mine!!!!

It Freaky Saturday And New Train In Town! Look In Here!
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND IT THE FREAKY SATURDAY TRAIN! NOW WE KNOW THE DRILL ADD RATE FAN ALL. FIRST STOP II THE FREAKY FOLDER! THEN AT THE END IS THE LINK FOR TAGS! PLEASE E-MAIL AT THE END OF THE TRAIN................................! AND YOUR HOST: AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22@ fubar RIDERS OF THIS FREAKY TRAIN ARE: blaclie22 ~$toner geek~@ fubar

My New Fav Song!!
In the night I hear them talk, The coldest story ever told, Somewhere far along this road He lost his soul, To a woman so Heartless How could you be so heartless? How could you be so Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo Just remember that you talking to me yo You need to watch the way you talking to me yo I mean after all the things that we been through I mean after all the things we got into And yo I know of some things you things that you aint told me Ayo I did some things but that's the old me And now you wanna pay me back You gon' show me So you walk round like you don't know me You got them new friend Well I got homeys But at the end it's still so lonely In the night I hear them talk, The coldest story ever told, Somewhere far along this road He lost his soul, To a woman so heartless How could you be so heartless?oh.. How could you be so heartless? How could you be so Dr. Evil You're bringing out a side of Me that I don't know, I decided we

Whiners
First off let me say...this blog doesn't apply to everyone. With that said, let me start off by saying...I DESPISE WHINERS!! As of late I've seen people whine about being set back to a certain level because of a fubar rule that states something about not having more pictures then you are supposed to have. Now if you are only a few pictures over what you are supposed to have, thats no biggie...but if you have 8,000 pictures and you only have room for 2,500...I can see where people would think you are cheating. Personally I think that if you put that much time into this site, you need serious mental help and need to turn off your computer and step away and go cash your reality check thats been sitting in your closet collecting dust for all these years. I don't see why you would want all those pictures clogging up your computer in the first place. All they do is take up space you could be using for something else more productive then seeing how "virtually popular" you can make you

Looking 4 Dominants
i am in search of a few Dominant WOMEN who want to take complete control of my training!!! i will come to YOU if necessary and continue ongoing training through the net. i can meet with YOU 1-2x a month along the northeast corridor.... 'kayla'

Selling
Selling The ink of the tat Peeks beneath the opened blouse The soft swell of the breast Demands attention Through perfect symmetry The ankle and calve Is highlighted By the 5 inch heels Each step is a grimace. The hair lightly teased with sparkles That have fallen and Embedded in a bit Too much make up Bright white teeth The best that money can buy The hint of the thong As she bends over to Deliver the drink. All this for the price Of a beer…. Poet

Screen Name "baby Cakes"
Guess he's not into water sports...bummer. Level: Chill Fu (4) Gender: Male, ? Location: United States Status: (im single..i need a lady..) ->baby cakes: after you eat my ass, i'll piss all over you and then and then i'll give your cock some serious consideration Bitch Boy baby cakes: ooooh yeah i like dat ->baby cakes: eat my ass while I call you my Baby Cakes Bitch Boy, then I might think about it baby cakes: ok then i will put my dick in there ->baby cakes: hmmm yeah ->baby cakes: lick my taint baby cakes: suck my cock ->baby cakes: wow, such tenacity....how about......go fuck YOURSELF. baby cakes: naw i wanna fuck you ->baby cakes: how about you go fuck your homie in your default pic there and tell me how it was, Baby Cakes baby cakes: its alright can we have sex now ->baby cakes: sorry about that ->baby cakes: well with a screen name like Baby Cakes you could see how I could be confused baby cakes: i dont wear panties i wear box

Fubar Marketing
Hey fubar members, Today I have a very important message for you that will DRASTICALLY alter your course in fubar marketing. I have a message for you that can SERIOUSLY put you head and shoulders above most fubar marketing out there who are still bumbling around this industry using 'out dated' and useless tactics. Do you know what that message is? It's this...if you want to have advantages that 99.9% of the fubar members out there DON'T have...then you need to develop skills that 99.9% of the fubar members out there don't have. And point blank...there is NO area you could develop more profitable skills then within TECHNOLOGY friends Technology is changing the way network marketing is being done, and the people who REALLY understand how to use technology to market their businesses are going to profit obscenely off these new and rising trends. It's time you learn how to start using technology to grow your own fubar business to no end... A good fri

Ashley Rocks Please Help Her
Hey everyone. I've got about 4200 more comments until I win my auto 11. Please stop by and comment bomb the hell out of it. I need all the help I can get. If you leave me 100 comments, I will make you a picture, Just let me know what you like when you are done and message me...Come on. I'd do it for you if you asked... Just click on the words to get there!!!! ~* ♫¢Û¢Ü Sideways502¢â ¢Ü¢Û♫ *~

To All My New Friends
With this entry I want to thank you all for being my friend. I love you all for it from the bottom from my heart. Would you be so kind as to get back to me with a message so I can thank you in a more personal way? thank you in advance. Much love and have a great rest of your day/ Miss Z.

Bad Day!
I see people writing about boo hoo my car broke down and i cant go out, or boo hoo i am broke, but let me tell you......heres a bad day! It was my fault i will admit, but it so totally sucks all the same. I got pulled over 2 days ago and knew for sure i would get arrested for my own stupidity, lol. Luckily I didnt i just got a shit load of tickets. First off i am on probation for a dui over a year ago and it will be over in about 6 monthes, if your wondering, it was dui. So i was required to do some satop crap and they would give me my license. Did I, of course not, at least not yet, lol. So, i get pulled over for expired tags, no doubt, lol, he of course asks for license and insurance and heres where the trouble begins. I am looking for my state id and he asks me if i have a valid drivers license, i know i am so busted so why lie, and i tell him no and in the same sentence ask if hes going to take me to jail, lol. he says just to sit tight and he was going to run my id. He

Death Can Be So Quick
here i am broken n' lost spent most all day saturday looking for someone who dont want to be found what have i done that i deserve all this silence i thought we were bff that is said as forever now it is forever silence silence from someone who never shut up why so much silence to disappear so well that your existence was only in my memory starting to question if you were i am so surprised i have not cried yet that you are gone the shock has not wore off yet death could be so quick as it has happened before death takes its toll thats all it brings is nothingness

Its Ashame
I think its shame i help all my friends to level and only one helped me level. all the friends on my list and no one could be bothered to help me level except for Bilboy. that is what you call a good friend. to bad more on my list cant be like him. he is a true friend. THANK YOU Bilboy. I treasure our friendship deeply.

The Silent One
THE SILENT ONE Who lives inside of you? Do you even really know? Have you ever talked to the one that always talks to you? Priorities stacked with proper perspective, your battleground or so it seems. The zest for life rises in you again and again dismissing the one inside to go! Overpowered by your own self-greed but where does the silent one keep disappearing to? The silent one holds your every single thought, even all of your dreams! What is it that lives inside of you? What makes you even want to breathe? Have you ever really felt the one who always feels you? Sweet innocence stands in the way of pure pleasure, your battleground or so it seems! A blissful moment in the hands of the one inside vanished again without a trace or lead! Consumed and self-gratified, but where does the silent one keep going to? The silent one holds your every thought, even the ones you clearly demean! Who gives you to you? Hav

Goldmine Of Divine Grace
SEARCHING I walk and walk the many miles for you. I give and give until I have nothing more. I go on and on until I drop or fall, But I’m searching deep because I search for it all. Every day I die more inside. Eaten alive by myself inside of my core, Because I’m left alive with life that only I can sort through! I just want to see the Sun rising up so full and so high. I want to see the Sun set so huge with shadowing bits that glow. So I’ll just believe in this strength that comes through you to me. I search for you but why should I be the one who has to be one that believes? Everyday I’m alone and it’s nowhere that I go, Even when it’s my thoughts that I clearly identify! I just want to see the Moon so round and so high beaming me into the glow of light. I want to see the Moon peering through the lighter of my brightest day. I keep seeing all of these cushioned visions of just you and me. Searching for you gives m

Rising Up My Star
Rising Up My Star In the midst am I, sitting and waiting for my day in the Sun. I am toasting and roasting to a new name I swear as mine. Cute and cuddly I may be, but watch out I will cross a line. I will step over you, him and her just to be all the way done. I am gaining much ground as I am uncontainable as I am much fun. I have mastered galaxies passing forbidden zones and I am just fine. Laughter with looks all in awe, meet and form inside of me as I shine I am the main matrix centered in you, it is where my existence begun. I will throw you a clue, I will jump in your bed. Leaving you in my lieu, Being all up in your head! You all will know I am not all that far. Look up and see me rising up my Star. ® Registered: 2009 Ann Rich

Tick, Tock!
Tick, Tock! Tick, Tock! It is time for me to dock. I’m a whisper in the air and an heir. I’m proclaiming my share that is fair. Tick, Tock! Time unwinds the clock. Tick, Tock! I, you should never mock. I’m a dream so rare pierced by a glare. I’m a flare blaring and I’m always there. Tick, Tock! I hold all stock, I am a rock. Once or twice, I bailed you out, But now I see I have no choice. I scream with an Almighty shout. I’m the sound and I’m the voice. Your time runs out and verily ye all shall see, All power with glory shines only through me. ® Registered: 2009 Ann Rich

Herbs And Plants (part Iii)
Oak Magical properties: Ancient tree of the Druids and one of the Fairy Triad: "oak, ash and thorn." To protect your house, tie two twigs of oak with red thread to form an equal-armed cross and hang it in the house. Acorns placed in the window guard against lightning. Burning oak in a fireplace will draw off illness. Planting an acorn in the dark of the Moon will bring you money. Passion Flower Magical properties: Placed in a house, it calms problems and troubles and brings peace. Carried, it attracts friends and popularity. Placed beneath the pillow, it aids in sleep. Peppermint Magical properties: Peppermint has long been used in healing and purification spells. It raises the vibrations of the area. Placed under the pillow, it can aid in sleep and sometimes offered glimpse of the future in dreams. Rose Homeopathic properties: (infusion) headaches/ dizziness, w/ honey heart&nerve tonic, (decoction of petals) mouth sores, and uterine cramps, (w/ win

Father
FATHER You are the seed that planted the one and only me. I am your bloom that sprouts the flowers you generously water. Without you there’d be no master key. As the Sun sets in the West I shall rise in the East just so it is you I can see. Father, it is your heart that I can make solemnly flutter. You are the branch that I sit upon each and every wondrous day. I am the leaf that blows away to crumble and dry every single season. Without me there’d be no crops planted to show you your rightful way. As the Moon’s full you’ll sit empty as my fruits harvest where they’re sown to lay. Father, it is I that gives you your breath and every bit of your only reason. The skies shall light way up and the Stars shall be much too bright. I am your day Sir, but you father are undoubtedly my night. Father, I am your perfect white dove and your little lamb. The Oceans of deep and the Mountains of height, Seeded by your br

The Trainer
THE TRAINER The Trainer is skilled and knowledge is real. Precision is marked and the course lain out. Training is everything without a doubt. A lesson here, a lesson there, we are certified by the Trainers seal. Perfection and direction, a challenge we must all meet. Teaching and lecturing the trainer’s words are written on a blank sheet. The Trainer is the one, teaching us where it all begun. Articulate balancing the scales, making us ready for truth or dare. Testing and provoking the thoughts that we all must compare. The Trainer is held and is responsible to the reality we all shall bare. Listen here and listen there, eventually we shall have some fun. The Trainer teaches us that it is our principle to be all in one. The Trainer is considered perfect even when the job is done. The Trainer is the one we all must eventually share. (C) Copyright: 2007 Ann Rich

“the Pillow Of Passion”
“THE PILLOW OF PASSION” May you rest your head on the pillow of passion! Rising above the big white clouds with dreams of only yours! May you look down and view the Oceans of a spectacular blue, Drifting further and further only to come closer to the warmth of the rising Sun! Forever afloat in your thoughts and lifted higher with dreams of the perfect lover. As the love slowly flows through your knight will ride the calm winds with you. May your dreams touch the hearts that are pure and forever true! Rising above the big white clouds with its many pale and gentle colors! May you look up into the huge bright sky and view the stars with its many interconnected connections, Drifting further and further along, your dreams of your lover become a living part of you. Forever afloat and winding the hands of time, a New World you have now entered. As the love flows through, may you and your knight ride the winds in the very same direction!

Parvenu
Parvenu It all came to me simply right out of the blue. I was up against those war raging winds again. I rose up to a failure of my life way back when. But it was just like that and immediately I knew. Abba they cry to my Father, Please! Please renew. We are just crying out for we all come through sin. We’re sin sick and don’t honor where we’ve been. It is in the air it is in the water it is definite parvenu. Give me my purpose give me meaning for being in this. I will absorb it and transform it to thought of my matter. I shall come out negative or positive but blowing a kiss. My thoughts my feelings my life already are in a shatter. Devastatingly I have been denied, But miraculously, I have survived. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2008

Broken Heart
Would you wipe away my tears Would you refute all my fears Would you stay with me If I needed you to see Would you hold me tight Would you kiss me good night I want to feel you next to me Instead you just let me be Would you tell me what I need to say To make the sadness go away You won't even hold my hand Emotions recoiled like a rubber band Would you kiss my cheek Dealing with pain week after week I'm tired of the tug of war games And with you calling me names Ripping and tearing my emotions down Again I pick my heart up off the ground Tired of fighting with myself to not give in Playing a game I just can't win I'm tired of trying to keep a fake smile on my face Tired of feeling like I'm wasting space To care for someone who doesn't care about me To express my love for an empty sea As though that's what it would be Would you lie to me when you say you care When tomorrow you will taunt me with an arrogant stare I will give in because I hate to fight Will th

Like Never Before
Like Never Before Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to take a solemn flight. To fly away and sail the freeways with not one single thought, What it would be like to release or generate my very own light. What it would be like to never be webbed caught or sought. If I was there and you were here I’d bounce back and we’d both fair. I’d turn every bit of it around and make it all work out. I’d balance the roaring Seas and a seashell I’d share. I’d hold it to my ear listening for your shout. I’d run up on big white puffy clouds and play with the Sun. I’d look down upon you and rub your aching head. I’d tap your shoulder and show you where we really begun. I’d silently listen very carefully to every word you have said. I’d come and go, You’d never know. I’d sing and dance, And I’d prance. I’d never really leave you, You’d be lost without a clue. I’d carry you away. And make you a n

“the Child Within”
“The Child Within” I’m all grown up Father and all I can do is keep looking back. I’ve traveled a long road just to be standing here on this track. Many of my tears have been laid to rest and my smile I now seek. Bruised and battered I cover the little girl that grows inside, Yellow blankets and satin pink pillows to comfort her when she’s weak! She seeks to hide! I’m all grown up Mother and all I can do is keep looking ahead. I’ve rode the Oceans waves just to be alive and not feel dead. Many of my laughs have been put to a test and my smile I never found. The Child Within, they all attack! The Child Within they are all meek. The Child Within, they all fed, The Child within, they are all bound! She lost but found! In a world so far away, Treasures and castles were her path, It is where she always went to play. Beautiful gardens and flowing rivers is where she took her very first bath. Like watering a tree, that little girl just grew and grew and grew, Fina

Instantly
Instantly In just a moment or two I shall shew just only to you, Much bluer skies up so high you can not help but sigh. You will have to ask yourself why so shy and ready to die. You’ll be in such lieu of what is new to just a gathered few. Of all the grains and crops that prospered and grew. Of all of the wills that fizzled out and died in a lie. Of all of your unanswered questions to my answers of why. Of all of the moments we gained or lost in time even when we knew. Of all of every bit of single day and every bit of single night. Those shadows that fell over me I never quite got. But the Sun and the Moon not once left my sight. Bringing me a sharp beaming blue ray of light everyone has sought. So I just wrap it around my little finger and point to a Star, And then instantly I know exactly where it is that you are. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2007

The Key Master
The Key Master An about face I took with you. Like lightning instantly I knew In the wind is a breath you blew. Suddenly I felt lives of a fresher air. And automatically I had not one care. Amazingly we both have it all to share Like candy to a baby you certainly are. You tempt me to travel from way afar. I’d swear to God you’re a shooting Star. I will dance with you at midnight on the Moon. Swinging you around but brought back by noon. Your sense of time will be off or you’d be a loon, I will shift you out of balance and knock you over. You will fall into water fountains of my holy clover. But by then you’d be stuck wanting this moreover. What a ingenious trap of footsteps that stood in front of me. An about face I took with thee so here I am and so I shall be. I’m the key master to locksmiths of all eyes that did not see. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2008

Herbs And Plants (part Ii)
Elder Homeopathic properties: It is very helpful against respiratory diseases, cold sore throat and otitis. It also works as a diuretic, laxative and purgative. Magical properties: hang over doorways and windows to get out evil; carry the berries to protect from negativity; sacred to the Mother Goddess; grow near your home to bring prosperity; excellent wood for making wands; bad luck to burn elder wood Fennel Homeopathic properties: It favors the digestion, contributes to expel the flatulence and opens the appetite. Diuretic. It is very appropriate in case of bronchitis or cough, as well as when one has a pain in the chest. It favors the menstruation and alleviates the pains associated with it. External use: Eyewash, relaxant and hair tonic. Magical properties: Grow around the home for protection. Hung up at windows, it will ward off evil spirits. Used in purification sachets. Hawthorne Magical properties: If there is Hawthorne growing on your property, no evi

Caa #73
A lot of my angels have asked me to repost a bulletin (link at the bottom of the page). A dear friend of theirs: Our TheTrueSeeker~aka~mrbudsiam~twilight levelers~Owner of my secret pet~ lost his life with us and will be very missed!!! Please send up angel prayers of strength and love for him and his family and friends. bulletin: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=768316655 Doc

Clothed With The Sun And Moon
Clothed With the Sun and Moon She whistles in the wind playing a harp on the shore. Her destination is not known she restores with a grin. Restraints she deplores when making a new friend. She shelters lambs and walks with lions that roar. She is from a long time before. She has a message to send. She begins at the very end. She is not one to ignore. Stars follow here everywhere she goes. Mountains shrink when they hear her voice. Grains of sands make way just to feel her toes. Angels sing and praise her by their own choice. She is clothed with the Sun and Moon up under her feet. Dressed with gold and diamonds even the Earth can’t compete. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2006

Oh Destinies Child
Oh Destinies Child Oh destinies child you are. Granted and given a chore. Take one for her and Him. Take two for them and those. Keep one for yourself and them. Where you are no one knows. You are a breeze in the wind, From beginning to the very end! Oh destinies child ye shall remain. Timing worketh wonders the same. You were meant to be one for all. Take this world so great and small. I give to you a deeply planted seed. Grow it slow and nurture it very fast. You will never find yourself in need. You are sown your first and your last. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2006

“the Free Spirit”
“THE FREE SPIRIT” Blinded by the light? Ah, such a bright light it is. The mystical magic rushes through your veins with so much bliss. Enticed you are! Your conflicts with priorities are now such a vague little thought. Magnetism’s taken your control so you’ve submitted because you’ve lost. You've gone much too far in thought of mind, you’re so very warm and oh how you want more! Ah, the free spirit has indulged and now you are free to fly with this soar! Never such a high for they are nonexistent, but where were you? Your soul bottles all of your magical moments your merits are capped for later use. Your whole being erupts and dissolves into bundles of your own scattered volcanic ash. Explosive satisfaction can no longer be withheld. Penetrated by this impact hides a man you have truly never once felt. Instantly you rise with the power and glory of this newfound strength you’ve managed to stash. Analytica

Love And Trust: Conquering The Battle Within
Love and Trust: Conquering the Battle Within Can we love and not trust? And who is to say that we can trust and not love? There seems to be an imbalance when trust precedes love. But why is there no apparent imbalance when love precedes trust? This is the battle that needs conquered in the core of a soul. Without love and trust fused as one there is nothing. Without love there is nothing, Without trust there is nothing! However, without trust, But with just love there is something worth inquiry. Love can stand alone as to where trust has no foundation to stand by itself, Unless of course love connects them as one from within! So where is the balance which we maintain ourselves into believing? That without trust there is nothing when there is still love? If there was no love and simply trust, Where is our battle within? And what would be the point of conquering such? Which of the two carries the strength of its true value? And if one is less than the ot

You Make Me Real
You Make Me Real You are my sweetest dream, It is one I can never let go, It is one I know I know. It is where you seem To be all I will ever deem. You are deep in my heart, Giving me an extra beat to jump, And sometimes, it is a runaway thump, You are my freshest brand new start, For me to be a master of this kindred art! You are forever in my mind, You are a treasure I must find, You make it so real, I’m in you and you are all I can feel. I promise to make you real this time! You are in my soul, I am in you, I make you whole, You make me real to. I swear you are all I will ever do! © Copyright Ann Rich 2006

The Sealer
The Sealer The sealer goes around with an orb of light and takes a picture. Crossing over the Mountains and floats on top of the Oceans, The sealer is in the winds and in your breath always in motion. You will know when you meet the sealer as perfect in scripture. A wind will carry you and take you to a special place of lecture. You will learn a new world and become new with a mighty notion. You will have your soul soothed and bathed in a silky Holy lotion. You will be given a fruit loaded with the greatest sweetest nectar. The Sealer will bathe you in pure water, Hold you steadfast and ground you in truth. The sealer takes you out of the slaughter. The sealer brings you to your spiritual youth. Place your trust in the sealer, It is a gift from the highest healer. © Copyright: Ann Rich 2006

A Gift From Her To You
“EMPTY SHELLS" Walking along the beach and endless miles of seashore with time to explore! Empty shells are all I can see so I pick them up and carry them away with me. Quite a collection I find I have so I carry them for a safer place to be. The Sun beating down on them with a glimmer of light that catches my eye. More and more I find to carry with me a salvation hard to describe. So much beauty and so many different shapes! But they all lay in such a commonplace. As I carry these empty shells away with me, The weight begins to slow me down! So I sort through them one by one. Each carries a moment in need. Each one in different places I have found. And each with a memory that has only just begun! "THE BATTLE WITHIN" Love and trust the battle within, One of armor and one of cloth, Both equal in strength and at a great loss. Cornered by time to live again, A moment to go back to where you have been! The principles of pleasure intrude on a pleasant dream. Love

Do You Remember...check It Out
Who didn't love the 80's. LIKE TOTALLY!! The Wild Hair. Mario. The Clothes. He-Man. Tab. Rainbow Bright. Rubics Cube. Spandex. The Goonies. The Breakfast Club. The AWESOME Music!! Madona. Poison. Def Leppard. Blondie. Bananarama. Air Supply. Come Relive Those Moments. TONIGHT 8pm-2am Eastern DJ Dee Wreck is going to be our Special Guest DJ... Help Us Bring Back The 80's!! WE'LL HAVE HOTTIES ON CAM GETTING CRAZY! Only In The Playground Lounge!

Just Rambling"
there are days that i'd just sit here and read people's blog.. here and there, from this site to that site... makes me see other people's lives, struggles, wishes and dreams.... that makes me so indulge with the cyber world".. seeing people, learning people's lives.. realizing my own"... widening my own horizons.. seeing my own limitations...and adding to my very own struggles. inspite of my many limitations, i still strive to be happy, inspire people who live same way.. women whose life are bounded by rules and limitations", trapped in the destiny, that there is no way out"..... i have many friends who come to me to clear thier mind, i have to be on the phone for hours, sometimes just listening.. giving my sensible advice , even if i dont do sensible things myself" thats the funniest thing".. .. i have the funniest advice all the time, making my friends feel better". sometimes i go deep.. finding to get some real answers"... but i never ever come to really get one".

Herbs And Plants (part I)
Aloe Homeopathic properties: Internal use: inflammation of the stomach, gastritis and gastric ulcers; external use: cures wounds, ulcers, burns, stings of insects Magical Properties: Living plants guard against evil influences and prevent household accidents Anise Homeopathic properties: the seed promotes digestion, stimulates appetite, helps with cramps/nausea; relieves flatulence and colic, helps promote lactation, insomnia Magical properties: sleep on anise seeds to ensure sleep free from nightmares; fresh anise leaves protects the magic circle and ward off evil Ash Magical properties: The representation of Ygdrasill, the world tree, and one of the Fairy Triad: oak, ash and thorn. Ash represents the power which resides in water for use in sea rituals. Carrying a piece will protect against drowning. A staff of ash hung over a doorway will ward off malignant influences. Scatter the leaves in the four directions to protect a house. Ash attracts lightni

Dreaming In Tears
Do I dare to dream or care about the little things or anything at all. Should I believe in something. Give me a reason to think good thoughts. I have ran out of reasons why I should. I have been let down in every single way. I have asked why me, give me a reason, a sign, with no answer. I'm closing the door behind me, leaving it shut. A brighter day, better luck, can only open the door. I'm falling apart and barley breathing, so i'm holding on to something that lets me fall. The clock keeps ticking with endless pain and no meaning. You get inside of my head and i thought i was totally guarded, but i'm an open book instead. I see a reflection in my eyes closing them never makes it go away. I lay there wanting you to tell me what I have done to deserve the demons running through me. You make the door locked to my life, and it would open if you were true. I lay under wicked sky waking to another day of the unknown. What I know is the pages of my life are turning to stone.

I Hate Dieting
So im on a diet, the story of my fucking life. But im more of a all or nothing type girl. So i guess instead of dieting you could call it fasting. Thats what years of being picked on about your weight will do. Im not gonna sugar coat it and say i dont have an eating disorder. I for sure do. But im a 18 yr old girl so im just accepting it lol. I will go throw myself a pitty party now. Anyway, ive decided to keep track of the weight i will be loosing on here. My goal is 50lbs. A lot huh? i know. But ive done it before so i can do it again. So im eating less than 1,000 calories a day to accomplish my goal. And hopefully it will become a lifestyle.

My Life
As my 35th birthday draws near I'm looking back at my life and wondering if I ever made good decisions when it comes to love.... I have let good guys go so i can be with jerks.... I wonder if i can change me or is my life always gonna be this way. I've never felt so alone.... of course i have friends and family but i'm missing that special bond between two people...... I know I shouldn't compare my life to someone else's but most people my age are married, with a family and a career... oh well enough self pity time to move on

Caa #72
A friend stopped by to ask for prayers for her friends' 16 year old nephew who was in a bad car accident. Please send up angel prayers of healing, comfort and strength for the nephew, his family and friends. Doc

Your Father's Curtain Rod, The Weapon Of A Jedi Knight
About two hours before Martha and Mary got home from work yesterday, Sarah, Jeffrey, and I were upstairs in her room (which Martha this morning told me is wet on its edges because there’s so much snow on the roof that it’s starting to melt through) and while Jeffrey was fumbling about with the toys in the playpen/toy chest Sarah stood on an upturned laundry basket and waved a detached curtain rod toward me like a sword. I took the other one that I kept out of her reach and we dueled, the first clink over Jeffrey’s head on the Fisher-Price toy piano, a scene that reminded me of Luke and Vader’s clash over the Emperor’s head in “Return of the Jedi”. With roughly the same, almost toothless laugh as accompaniment! Back to the beginning (and also explaining why I wasn't around Friday), yesterday by nine in the morning we’d had a foot of snow, all the schools were closed, and 20-30 mile per hours were winds were expected in the afternoon. Just as I’m washing the dishes with my daughter

Why Do I Care So Much?
Me and This guy I have known my almost my whole life have been dating for almost a year now...I am now pregnant with his baby. He talks down to me all the time, treats me like shit, we split in November, but we still live together. He is a wonderful man he just has a lot of issuses when it comes to relationships. Ive never once thought about sleepin with anyone else but I know he has and im sure has done it. I dont care about that. I want him to care about me and his child. Why do I care for him so much? Why do I put myself thru this pain? Why cant I just walk away from him? Yes I love him, but I am not IN LOVE with him.. Ive known him almost my whole life so yes i love him. Just like I love all of my other close friends. We got into a argument last night and we both said some things to each other that really hurt, I wish I could take it all back. What is done is done no going back in time to fix whatever is the problem. I know I need to get a job. I dont like him taking c

Stolen This Ha Ha Ha
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: Chandra 2. A 4 Letter Word: Cant 3. A Boys Name: Cory 4. A Girls Name: Cassandra 5. An Occupation: Co-owner 6. A Color: Candy apple red 7. Something you wear:Chlothes ha ha 8. A Beverage: Cranberry juice 9. A Food: Cotton Candy 10.Something in the bathroom:Curling Iron 11.A place: Canada 12. A reason for being late: Cant get car to start 13. Something you shout:Cu*t

Man Law Guidelines
Man Law Global Basic Info Type: Common Interest - Religion & Spirituality Description: 1. No wasted beer in the name of humor. 1A) Have fun but be honorable, respect women, only a real man can achieve this. 2. It has been made official that under no circumstances should the male have to pay for birth control 3. If your best friend is dumped by a girl it is a 6 month waiting period till she can be touched. If he breaks up with her it’s a 6 day waiting period. 4. If two or more males arrived at a party by a single car, and the driving male is hooking up with a girl, it is the responsibility of the other males to find other ways home. (The exception to this law is if the driver is hooking up with his own girlfriend, the law is then void and the driver still holds full responsibility of driving his friend’s home) 5. Short shorts have been banned… Unless in a participating in a sporting event that demands shorter shorts. Also no real man should be allowed to pop his

Scattergories
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: josh 2. A 4 Letter Word: joyful 3. A Boys Name: jaden 4. A Girls Name: justice 5. An Occupation: janitor 6. A Color: Juniper 7. Something you wear: jersey 8. A Beverage: juice 9. A Food: jello 10.Something in the bathroom:jammie holder 11.A place: jamaca 12. A reason for being late: just lazy lol 13. Something you shout: jeeze Ya, I have noooo fucking life :P

Hard Times Of A Family
just wanted to let all our wonderful friends know that my husbands mom past away early this morning and him and his family are taking it so bad .i would like to say of behalf of me and my hubby (marlboroman) ty all for your support and your kind words. its a hard time that we never thought we'd go through ,but it will get better in time .thank all from the bottoms of our hearts .

(((((((i'm Rich)))))))))
Aloha Dear Beloved, LMFAO This must be real it has official ID I am contacting you based on my boss instruction before he left the country for his business proposal investment in Switzerland. He instructed me to release to you the sum of ( ONE MILLION FIVE HUNDRED THOUSAND UNITED STATES CERTIFIED DOLLARS ) in form of Cashier's Check to you as a form of compensation for your good efforts towards helping him in a business proposal which he proposed to you. But due to financial status you could not complete the transaction with him and this made him seek for another contact in denmark and this same contact became his business partner after helping him. Now i deposited the Cashier's Check into BAWAG INTERNATIONAL BANK (www.hypotiryonline.eu) so that you can get in touch with them to process the release of your compensation funds to you. I would like you to contact the Bawag Int Bank immediately via their contact details listed below so that they can confirm the release of yo

Us Troops Get To Drink Beer For The Superbowl!
Quote: "BAGHDAD - American troops in Iraq will be allowed to drink beer without fear of court-martial for this year's Super Bowl - an exception to a strict military ban on drinking alcohol in combat zones. In what is sure to be a major morale boost, the top U.S. commander in Iraq, Gen. Raymond Odierno, issued a waiver Wednesday paving the way for troops to participate in the popular American football tradition

Gone So Soon
You took chances Once too many times. As a child you thought - "Oh no, never me." Life is a gift, Given and taken at some Unknown time. Your time came too soon - Your life was over in a flash. The fun you shared, The joy you brought, All just a memory - Behind us.

If You Have A Few Min ,me And Some Others Are Trying To Level. We Will R/t/f
I have some friends trying to level and I can't do it on my own, so I am asking my friends if you have a few minutes could you rate a few of their pics and stash for me and we will r/t/f=)!!THANX ALL **WASTNTIME** 296,537 Points to go! WASTNTIME@ fubar **chromedome16**38,349 Points to go! chromedome16@ fubar **Anatomy of a Scorpio** 1,561,911 Points to go! Anatomy of a Scorpio~Back in Pergatory@ fubar ஐ~Dream~ஐ 1,943,533 Points to go! ஐ~Dream~ஐ@ fubar **tjattherock**1,770,289 Points to go! tjattherock ~fu married and owned by bratt@ fubar ♥~Bratt~♥ ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)@ fubar (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)' on '2009-01-10 10:06:26')

So Long For Now
You look so peaceful lying there With your hands folded upon your chest. You look like you are sleeping But you are at eternal rest. So Long For Now. Not a hair out of place, Your make-up nicely done, A beautiful smile upon your lips - For now you are with Absalom. When someone special passes on It does not mean they are gone, Though they are no longer with us Their memory still lives on. It hurts so much to lose a friend - Especially one that is trustworthy and kind. Nan Legge, you were that special friend, A rare and special find. Nan Legge, you will always be with me In spirit and in mind. You will always have a special place in my heart Forever until the end of time. Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye". This is not the end. So I will just say, "So long..." Until we meet again.

Scattergories
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: Nicole 2. A 4 Letter Word: nerd 3. A Boys Name: Nathan 4. A Girls Name: Natalie 5. An Occupation: Nurse 6. A Color: Neon green :P 7. Something you wear: Nothing lol 8. A Beverage: Nestle Quick! 9. A Food: Noodles 10.Something in the bathroom: Night light? 11.A place: Nowhere 12. A reason for being late: Nasty weather 13. Something you shout: NO! Ya, I have noooo fucking life :P

Tommy
tommy: im good have u seen my naughty pic in my 2nd misc folder its 9 inchs ->ME: what made you assume i'd be interested? tommy: i just like when hot woman like u see it sexy ->ME: not interested.. kinda makes me ill.. but bye

Some Friends That Have Been Stuck And Are Trying To Move To The Next Level
I have some friends trying to level and I can't do it on my own, so I am asking my friends if you have a few minutes could you rate a few of their pics and stash for me and we will r/t/f=)!!THANX ALL **WASTNTIME** 296,537 Points to go! WASTNTIME@ fubar **chromedome16**38,349 Points to go! chromedome16@ fubar **Anatomy of a Scorpio** 1,561,911 Points to go! Anatomy of a Scorpio~Back in Pergatory@ fubar ஐ~Dream~ஐ 1,943,533 Points to go! ஐ~Dream~ஐ@ fubar **tjattherock**1,770,289 Points to go! tjattherock ~fu married and owned by bratt@ fubar ♥~Bratt~♥ ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)@ fubar

Vast And Potent
Silence All sounds, from a whisper to a classical symphony, arise out of silence and disappear into silence. But silence is always there beneath sound and is the space where sound can exist. We tend to think of silence as the absence of sound, but silence has its own weight and quality. When you listen to silence, you can perceive its intense depth and power. Taking the time to experience silence calms the mind and rejuvenates the body. Silence is the void where we can hear the many sounds that we often ignore – the voice of our intuition telling us the truth, the sound of the breeze blowing, the hum of the radiator, and the noises we make just because we are alive. One way to experience silence is to wake up before the rest of the world has come alive. Try not to move into activity, and leave off the lights, radio, and television. Sit still and simply listen. You may hear your heartbeat or your breath, but keep your attention tuned to the silence that surrounds you. Stay this w

Biggest Full Moon Of The Year
When last month's full Moon rose over Florida, onlooker Raquel Stanton of Cocoa Beach realized that something was up. "The Moon was stunningly gorgeous--and it looked bigger than usual!" she says. "My whole family noticed and watched in awe." Like millions of others around the world, she had witnessed the biggest full Moon of 2008--a "perigee Moon," 14% wider and 30% brighter than lesser Moons she had seen before. "I'll never forget it." Alert: It's about to happen again. This Saturday night, Jan. 10th, another perigee Moon is coming. It's the biggest full Moon of 2009, almost identical to the one that impressed onlookers in Dec. 2008. Above: The perigee full Moon of Dec. 2008. "The moon was very bright and BIG! Just watching it with my telescope was exciting enough, but I had to take this picture for the records," says photographer Ron Hodges of Midland, Texas. Johannes Kepler explained the phenomenon 400 years ago. The Moon's orbit around Earth is not a circle;

Love
love is a wonderful feeling. It can take you places you never been before. It can lift you up when you are down. It can put a glow on your face even when you are feeling gloomy. Love is what makes the world go round. Have you ever felt so loved that nothing in this world could cause you any pain? I have. Its such a wonderful gift sent from the Man upstairs

Weekend Survey
Do you plan on falling in love in 2009? i dont plan anything Without stating the name, say something to someone you hate? i try not to hate nowadayz Britney Spears, Yes or No? fake...phony Do you like your life? its ok...could b better Do you trust people easily? not anymore Would you ever get a tattoo? workin on it heh Does your boyfriend/ girlfriend have any tattoos? i dont have bf...dont have time for that bullsh*t Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? i like rain Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? nobody has Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? its been awhile When was the last time you talked to your number 1? um today? Is there a person who knows everything or almost everything about you? mayb 1 but im not tellin u Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two? workin on that now Where is your number two person on your friends list? idk...playin i think When is the last time someone of

Eh?
So it's funny. Per my sister's request, Ruby turned in a 'concert calendar' to her. Amazingly enough we already have @ least 6mths with shows listed. So ... keep an eye out, we may be in your area soon. .......yes. we like to travel hahaha :) :) :)

Ed`s Bully
THE PEOPLES STATION. DJ Animal Ed who is the butt of the world is on air in Shockwave Click Below to Enter The Shockwave Lounge (repost of original by '♫ DJ Brae~Black Cherry Pearl's RL Wife~Owner of ShockWave Radio Bar & Grill ♫' on '2009-01-10 09:02:23')

No Fake Here,just A Great Guy And A Dear Sweet Friend
There Are Rumors Going Around About A Dear Friend Of Mine ( Gnb Rebel)nicholas... GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's & Owned By Carolvision63@ fubar He Is Not A Fake!! Just Cause He Does Not Have A Salute Up Yet,Doesn't Make Him A Fake,I Have Had The Pleasure Of Knowing Him For A While Now.And I'm Very Thankful For That.This Guy Has A Heart Of Gold When It Comes To His Friends..He Is Always Making Special Pic's For Them,Rating And Posting Bully's And Even Reposting Them. I Have Had Many Serious Conversations With Him..I'm Here To Tell You That There Is Nothing Fake About Him!!! Shyt, I've Been Stalking Him For Abt 5 mnths Now.. You Could Not Ask For A Better Friend!!!! So Let's Stop These Rumors Now... If Anyone Get's Their Feelings Hurt From This Blog,Then I'm So Sorry,But You Have Also Hurt His Feelings.. True Friends Are Surpose To Stand Up For EachOther NO MATTER WHAT!!! The Good,Bad And The Ugly!!!! So Let's Show And Prove To Him That We Know That He Is As Re

The Meaning Of Life
Glow little glow worm, glimmer, glimmer you'd better shine if you want dinner you'll attract some bug or other it might even be your mother glow little glow worm glow Glow little glow worm, glimmer, glimmer I don't think that you're a sinner even if you ate your mother that doesn't mean you didn't love her glow little glow worm glow Run little human to your workplace your job sucks but life's a rat race follow orders from 9-5 the system says that's how you survive run little human run Party little human, life is groovy have some drinks and watch a movie there's no need for things to change as long as you can dull the pain party little human party Rage little human, your light is fading there's not much time for youth and mating rub that lotion in as much as you please there's no cure for this disease Age little human age Pray little human it's time to die we little worms are standing by though you think your soul is real soon you're going to be our

Online Entertainment Promoters
we are looking for individuals/groups,who may already be in the entertainment industry,or may not-but want to be. We want to promote Canada,especially,into the world,and let the world know about Canada. Whether it be dancers,exotic entertainers. We already have some online,venues lined up,etc. Florida,Europe,UK,etc. If your interested,please notify me, either here,or email bushyface@hotmail.com **complete discretion will always be used.

Virginity Pledge
On my honor, good and true I pledge to all, I will not screw any person, place, or thing, that does not wear my wedding ring while other kids are having fun, I'll be home praying like a nun, I know they will not laugh at me, once they get their std

I Dunno
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? Broke 2. Your significant other? CARRIE 3. Your hair? Black 4. Your mother? R.I.P. 5. Your father? michigan 6. Your favorite thing?Basketball 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Home 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? boring 16. Muffins? n/a 17. One of your wish list items? Carrie 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did?basketball 20. What are you wearing? Steeler jersey 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? satisfied 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Jays 30. Yo

One Word Answers
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? Broke 2. Your significant other? CARRIE 3. Your hair? Black 4. Your mother? R.I.P. 5. Your father? michigan 6. Your favorite thing?Basketball 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Home 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? boring 16. Muffins? n/a 17. One of your wish list items? Carrie 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did?basketball 20. What are you wearing? Steeler jersey 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? satisfied 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Jays 30. Y

Mz Lil Synful One
She is running auto 11's today and its her birthday!!!! Shes a great awesome person and a wonderful friend to have! :o) Come on lets all show her some love and rate her silly!!!! Lets get her closer to disciple!!! ♥Mz Lil Synful One™FuFnestLvlr ClbUnited OwnedBySquirterPrincess@ fubar

Mz Lil Synful
She is running auto 11's today and its her birthday!!!! Come on lets all show her some love and rate her silly!!!! Lets get her closer to disciple!!! ♥Mz Lil Synful One™FuFnestLvlr ClbUnited OwnedBySquirterPrincess@ fubar

Persistence Is Required To Reach Any Goal.
Your Daily Motivation – Persistence Is Required To Reach Any Goal. Saturday January 10, 2009 PERSISTENCE IS REQUIRED TO REACH ANY GOAL. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Keep trying" is the rule that must be followed to be successful at anything Your success will always be connected with your actions. Just keep moving towards your goal. You'll make mistakes but don't ever quit. You may even have to hang on after others have let go. Persistence means taking pains to overcome every obstacle, to do all that's necessary to reach your goal. In the end, the only people who fail are those that do not try. To achieve something great takes time and persistence. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? NEW! => Cosmetic Conspiracy =============

Family And Friends
Yes there has been a slight change to my top family and friends due to being fu-owned by PetiteFleur in an auction and as part of this, the highest bidder is added as my #1 in both for the duration of the ownership.

The Hello After The Broken Heart
i went and picked him up from the airport i was determand not to let him see that im nervise, scared, upset and a lil mad at on whats has happend to me and the way im feeling you can tell that he was feeling a bit weird about me being there...i never showed it or i was hoping that i wasnt he asked how awkard i was feeling ... im good im not feeling awkard...i lied im not supost to be happy to c u how all i wonted to do was kiss u tell u how much i have missed u run and wrap my arms around u and hold u close to have the feeling back that u give me but im not feeling awkard at all...but i just rolled with it... we talked like we were nothing befor but friends this was had to be one of the hardest things i could walk away from ....only becouse everyone else i was ready to walk away from but this one... i came to eezz with what he choose...AND its just one day at a time that i live live life to the fullest live for the day and not tomarrow

This Guy Pissed Me Off.
This is a converstation from my shout box. This is how you can find him. BTW he seems to have alot of AMERICAN girls for friends. For someone who seems so anti american. I do not see anything NSFW about this but just to be on the safe side. Me* ->mountaincl...: perhaps you should know what the hell your talkin about before you start talking garbage *Me* ->mountaincl...: no not when they matter.....your an IDIOT....... mountaincl...: difficult to hear other opinion not ? *Me* ->mountaincl...: why are you bothering me? HIM mountaincl...: think about all those innosent people who dies unter all that american violence HIM mountaincl...: what are they doing there, is there own option isn't it *ME*->mountaincl...: why not pray for them. i would love for them to all come home mountaincl...: why pray fot the troops ? just let them come home !

Point Whore 101
Yes. It is true. I'm a point whore. I like the feeling of waking up in the morning and seeing how i did. (I wasn't around yesterday so didn't rank). I have been through many changes on this site. I started as a Comment whore. Then moved to the mumms, tried to do both for a time, but that was hard and time consuming. I went back to comment whore only. Some mummers miss me. Some don't. Lmaoo I haven't been commenting too much, i hear about that alot. Sorry, just haven't been in the mood, and still don't like the changes Fubar made for comments. With all that said i have to complaints about being a comment whore. 1) EZ Rates are not just pictures you find on google. They are small pictures, all the same size that allow you to run through them quicker, and not have to scroll up and down. Just cause they aren't pictures of you, doesn't always make them easy. PS The smaller the better. 2) If you have Fan/rate/add me in your status or name, you better do the same. I hate goin

Auto11 Auction
auto 11 auction... heres how it goes... place ur bid as a comment do not bring drama highest bidder wins auction will go on for a total of 2weeks sat jan10-sat jan 24 12pm est time BID WILL BEGIN AT 2MILL... PLACE BIDS NOW

Update On Ct Scan
Well the newest update. Where to start is the main question. Well I got the CT scan done and it came back normal for what they were lookin for. But it came back that I had a 3cm big somethin or another in my ovary. So I went to the gyno on Thursday and he gave me some antibiotics and wants me to come back in in 2 weeks when the results from my pap smeer come back. He said if I do have a cyst he will put me on Chlomed, prolly spelled that wrong, to get rid of the cyst. Which is ok by me. This doc is cool and he is a people person, I'd hope considerin the fact that he play's w/my vagina. lol On another note. I was up all night on Tuesday night throwin up and I had diahria, so I went to the doc and he said that I have Intestinal Pneumonia. Yay for me. Blah. So he took me outta work for the rest of the week, which I can't afford. I have 3 day's comin on my next check. That's only 21 hours when I should have 80 hours. Not good, but some how or another I will make it through it. I got great

Another Project
I am just writing to get out the fustrations, so take nothing serious. With Valentines Day around the corner I came up with a genius idea to have a Valetines Day event at the lounge. Not sure what type of event though. I'd like to have something for couples but I dont wanna leave out the single ppl either. so what does one do now??? A Singles Mixer! or For Couples Only! Maybe a bit of both. lets see what the bosses say. Okay enough bitching already! Get to work.

Medical Mumms
One of the staple questions in mumms seems to be medical problems. To an extent I can understand why. In UK, healthcare is free at the point of delivery but I know thats not the case in other places, and cost is an issue. What I'm curious about is why post the questions in a mumm rather than a specialised medical site? And do the mumm posters actually follow the advice given? Would you really trust a group of amateurs to look after you health without even assessing you properly? Do the people posting the advice really know what they are talking about or are they taking a "try it and hope for the best" approach? lol

Is There Something In My Life I'd Like To Change Today?
You feel the way you do right now because of the thoughts you are thinking at this moment. --David D. Burns Good thoughts are like bright colors in a painting. Negative thoughts are dark and dreary and drab. Each day we paint pictures of our own lives with our thoughts. If we step back and look at the canvas, we will see whether the picture is alive with bright colors or dreary and lifeless like a dark cloud. Our thoughts have the power to bring joy or sadness our way, depending on what we expect or look for in our surroundings. The choice of how we want our lives to be is ours. Since we paint a new picture each day, we are always free to change things when they don't please us. What better time than the present?

Baby Update
As of yesterday I'm already dilating 1 - 2 centimeters and 505 effaced which means I can go into active labor at any given time. I'm only 33 weeks so doc is trying to hold me off for at least 3 more weeks. My sugar levels, blood pressure and weight gain are high right now. My sugar levels keep inching their way to the 200 mark after every meal and it's not suppose to be over 140 after eating. I'm not eating much at all yet I've managed to gain 10 pounds in 2 weeks so they think baby is already 10 pounds now if not then he's very close to it!!!! Nurse can feel baby's head already so I can go into labor at any given second. I'm on mandatory bed rest now and not allowed to do anything at all for at least 3 weeks. Since I'm Co-Owner of dolphin and unicorn lounge I won't be able to be online much at all so if you're interested in becoming a staff member of the lounge (please please please do!!!!!) contact the owner proudnavywife (Jen) ASAP we really really need all the room h

Can It Be Done?
> > I wonder if I can cut what I have left to get to angel in half??? Auto 11's will be on through 6pm EST (3pm Futime) TONIGHT! !!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Searching.....
34 years of misery and a life time of pain. Very little sunshine so it is that I dance in the rain. Never giving up this life long fight. Raging war on the dawn and battling through the night. My heart the battle field were dreams lie in waste. Praying to a silent god that victory I will one day taste. Drifting through the memories of the chances I could not take. Never finding my knees I stand strong and refuse to break. So it is I remain me,battered and dirty, but still very much so proud. Fading into the background becoming just another face in the crowd.

Of The Unbelonging
I am the Unbelonging A vessel of homeless spirit And where do I live? Under the tracks In a cardboard box that is falling apart In the empty spaces where a spirit should be Amoung the odd damaged ones That the Belonging will not see......

What Kind Of Pancakes Are You?
You Are Buckwheat Pancakes You prefer healthy, foods made with whole ingredients. You shy away from anything refined, high fat, or with too many scary ingredients. It's not likely someone would find high fructose corn syrup or trans fats in your kitchen. Instead, someone might find a huge, interesting salad or stir fry being prepared. What Kind of Pancakes Are You?

What's Your Word?
Your Word is "Think" You see life as an amazing mix of possibilities, ideas, and fascinations. And sometimes you feel like you don't have enough time to take it all in. You love learning. Whether you're in school or not, you're probably immersed in several subjects right now. When you're not learning, you're busy reflecting. You think a lot about the people you know and the things you've experienced. What's Your Word?

Farewell A.u.a.d Hellow New Crazy Mini's... Intro
this is not a paid program. ATTENTION! All users of the A.U.A.D. products. if you have taken a dietary suppliment called the AUAD-tra Slim as a weightloss formulated drug(PLEASE STOP) This product was created by the makers of the A.U.A.D. Corp. This suppliment in a capsule was not approved by the FDA due to its ingredients such as... -Crack -Malimine -Peptobizma -Laxitive special ingredients were found inside the product AUAD-tra Slim that are also found inside the products called laxitive and peptobizma that were taken without the permission of the owners approval. Researchers pointed out that several ingredients were not listed and printed on the box. they also have found that the most effective ingriedient inside the "capsule of wonder" were tiny microscopic parasites. MALIMINE- is an ingredient that was found in coin chocolates, dialz soaps, and also known to be in a baby formula that can cause death or harm to infants. researchers found that cra

Adventures In Entrance
I left my place okay. Screen door was frozen shut, but I left after getting it to open. Went to grocery store and bought a few things. Came back. Door was beyond frozen shut! Could not get open for the life of me. In fact, door handle pulled off in my hand. Tried getting at the hinges, but the hinge plate wouldn't pop out. Couldn't get the windows to open either. Tried heating the mechanism with a lighter, but couldn't get it hot enough. So I gave up. Went to the manager's office and started writing a note. Elaine came out to see what I was doing. Told her door broke. She got her husband. He tried the door. No luck. He tried the windows. No luck. We walked around back and tried those. No luck. Went back to the office to grab the stepstool and pull apart one of the back windows. Stopped to try the front again on the way. Door was locked somehow. Hinges won't pull out because of screws on interior of jamb. Windows are painted/swollen/frozen shut. Pulling caulk off the windows di

Native Against Native Racism
When I first heard the term, "lateral racism" I was astounded that such a condition had a name and, sadly, that it existed long enough to earn that name. It's still a relatively new concept. When I searched for the term, one hit came up for the Tribal College Journal of American Indian Higher Education in an article written by Ron Selden. In the article, Anishinaabe activist and writer, Winona LaDuke said, "We cannot struggle against the oppressor, so we struggle against each other ... " I heard it in high school, taking a tribal government class from one of my favorite teachers, Mr. Martin. He put it simply, "You see me. I'm brown ... just another 'dirty Indian' to you and you ignore anything I have to say! You look at some of the white teachers around here and you sit up and listen! That, is lateral racism. '" While I'd always had a degree of respect for the toiling Mr. Martin, just by virtue of his being a teacher, it increased tenfold after that statement. He hit the issue a

Thinking ...
During this last week I've been doing a fair amount of thinking, some may say thats a dangerous thing lol ... but events of the past few days have just highlighted how much this site has changed. When I originally came on here "cherry tap" days it was a social network site, in a lot of ways it has turned anti social, I realise I am going to offend some people but that's generally what happens, your not going to please everyone I've seen that already, the saying goes "your damned if you do and your damned if you dont!" In amongst my friends and family I am blessed to have several close friends that I love dearly people like Gypsysoul, Sharon, Loey, Mike, Beth, celticrose,Chrisie I could go on but my true friends all know who they are :-) and will instantly know that this is not getting at them. Only today a friend sent me a "bling" gift and no I am not one of those beggars all the time their status says "bling me !!" but this today made me smile because the msg with it said "than

Silence, They Say,is The Voice Of Complicity-leonard Peltier
Silence, they say, is the voice of complicity.But silence is impossible.Silence screams.Silence is a message,just as doing nothing is an act.Let who you are ring out & resonatein every word & every deed.Yes, become who you are.There¡¯s no sidestepping your own beingor your own responsibility.What you do is who you are.You are your own comeuppance.You become your own message.You are the message.In the Spirit of Crazy HorseLeonard PeltierLeonards voice from inside the cage asks you," What will you do now ."Be the change, question everything, its your duty as a citizen.Be one voice if in your heart you can stand in support.Join your voice with our's and together we can create change.AIM for Freedom for Leonard Peltier A invitation to be part of the movement from BEN CARNES"For more background, go to the official website for Leonard Peltier. visit: http://www. whoisleonardpeltier. infoFor further information or to become part of the healing.... I continue to encourage others to submit an

Please Write The Parole Commission For Leonard Peltier
>Leonard Peltier's first full parole hearing was held in 1993, at which time his case was continued for a 15-year reconsideration. He'll be eligible for another full parole hearing in December 2008. An application for parole will be filed at Mr. Peltier's discretion. The earliest that hearing is likely to occur is in January 2009 (according to the Parole Commission's schedule for in-person parole reviews to be held at USP-Lewisburg, where Peltier is currently imprisoned). Naturally, if Leonard Peltier were to be transferred to a different facility or if the Parole Commission were to add Lewisburg to its list of facilities where hearings are conducted by video-conference, the date of his parole hearing would likely change. Note:The post of parole commissioner is a political appointment made by the President of the United States. However, unlike cabinet posts, only vacancies tend to be addressed and commissioners may serve up to 12 years. All of the current five commissioners were appoin

Nerd Or Not
> > > > > > > > Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! > > > > One day, when I was a freshman in high school, > > I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. > > > > > > His name was Kyle. > > > > It looked like he was > > carrying all of his books. > > > > > > I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a > > Friday? > > > > > > He must really be a nerd.' > > > > > > I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my > > friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. > > > > > > As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. > > > > > > They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him > > so he landed in the dirt. > > > > > > His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet > > from him. > > > > > > He looked up and I saw this terrible sad

Finally
finally life is starting to go my way. ive got a wonderful, a job, a loving family, and awesome friends. where was all this at in the past? eh that dont matter now. all that matters now is the present and the future and i hope all these great people will still be there for me in the future just like they r now.

Mon At 8 Pm (est Time) In Sweetwaters Saloon
SWEETWATERS SALOON WILL BE HOSTING A LIVE AUCTION IN THE LOUNGE - TO BE HELD STARTING AT 8 PM EST MONDAY NIGHT - STILL ACCEPTING ENTRIES! TAKE ME TO THE AUCTION ALBUM TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, INCLUDE ALL OFFERS.ONCE I GET ENOUGH ENTRIES THEN I'LL ANNOUNCE WHEN THE AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE TAKE ME TO SWEETWATERS YOU MUST BE PRESENT DURING AUCTION - HIGHEST BIDDER WINS - IT'S THE REPONSIBILITY OF BOTH PARTIES TO FULFILL THE OFFERS & BIDS ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

Ok This Is Where That Blog Was Suppose To Be Lmaooo
This is a bulletin that was brought to my attention today and Maybe comin from someone else it would be believeable. Not goin to name the person that posted it but trust me its a load of BS lol You will if you are lucky get a 1 credit bling maybe a rate or two here and there. I mean IF she actually did what she said and yanno maybe she does for some but haha never for me and several others. So here it is... The VIP picture limit is 2,500 but in the past 24 hours alone I have been visited by members with 3,000 , 8,500 , and 9,900 pictures here on fubar, that is called cheating! You are a VIP (some with Auto 11 active) and you still don't get enough points without cheating? I have found a few friends of mine who are not going by the fubar rules and I am removing any and all who can not or will not follow the rules that oh so many of us do. I figure I had to work my tail off to get where I am and I think it only fair for others to do the same. If you will look you wi

Bs
This is a bulletin that was brought to my attention today and Maybe comin from someone else it would be believeable. Not goin to name the person that posted it but trust me its a load of BS lol You will if you are lucky get a 1 credit bling maybe a rate or two here and there. I mean IF she actually did what she said and yanno maybe she does for some but haha never for me and several others. So here it is... The VIP picture limit is 2,500 but in the past 24 hours alone I have been visited by members with 3,000 , 8,500 , and 9,900 pictures here on fubar, that is called cheating! You are a VIP (some with Auto 11 active) and you still don't get enough points without cheating? I have found a few friends of mine who are not going by the fubar rules and I am removing any and all who can not or will not follow the rules that oh so many of us do. I figure I had to work my tail off to get where I am and I think it only fair for others to do the same. If you will look you wi

I Frakking Love Bsg........a Few Reasons Why....
Ok so those of you who know me best know of my lil "obsession" with the new Battlestar Galactica. I was a big fan of the old series back in the day when I was a child in the late 70's/early 80's. I will admit when the "reimagined" series first came about I was skeptical, given that certain sacred cows were tossed to the wind (Starbuck a WOMAN?!?!?! What sort of feldercarb is that?!?! What they have a slew of Daggits writing that show?!?!?!?) Ok so anyway eventually curiosity got the best of me & well, I admit this is what the show SHOULD HAVE been from the beginning. Not only does Starbuck WORK as a woman (GO Katie Sackoff) but the character works BETTER for a variety of reasons...for one thing she kicks more frakking ass! For another depth & dynamics of the story, & characters are SECOND to NONE overall. Such a huge cast in number & amount of talent. The effects are of course top notch given the budgetary constraints of tv vs blockbuster motion picture. However, they are not a crutc

Gfr 31
DJ Sirius Black @ Gods Forsaken Radio Sirius Black influences are Northern Lights, White Widow, Purple Haze, Howard Stern, Rob Zombie, and David Lee Roth. His favorite bands are Pantera, Dope, White Zombie, Primer 55, and Static X. He loves being a uncensored DJ for the largest and fastest growing radio station on the internet. It allows him to share ideas, music, comedy and view points with people he would otherwise not have contact with. Next to being a full blown Rock Star being a DJ is the coolest job he could ask for. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Sirius Black @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Unexpected Smile
So...a random chick pops up into my SB...and at first I'm offended, thinking I'm gonna have to verbally bitchslap someone. It actually...well, just read. ¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú...: b nicer... ->¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú...: scuse me? ¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú...: u know honestly? u are about the most perfect man on fu... u just need to b a lil bit nicer.... Made me smile big-time. Turns out she's an old old mummer friend I haven't talked to in months. But, to have somoene just pop up and say that..brought me a smile. Just goes to show that not EVERY random shoutbox convo sucks.

=(
Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging to get some answer on why the guy hurt me. This is me blogging telling all of you guys to save me the heartache, save me the pain... if I am not your type to want to be in a relationship with then

Can't Sleep
What a night. Just tossing and turning..so here I am. I went to bed tired..but body is sore..and mind doesn't want to rest. I left work early to go to moms lastnight. She seems to be doing ok. Shes just glad all the suffering is over with my uncle..and so am I. These last 2 months have been pretty rough on my family. I got a ton of thoughts going through my head..though. I feel sorry for my cousins.who are younger than me. They had to see there dad go through this. They were never close to him..until these last 2 months when they realized he was dying. Sad to think about that. My cousin richard..hes really taking it bad. Alot I think because he feels guilty for missing out with being with his dad. He would not leave his room yesterday my mom said. Anyways, been thinking about them. Thinking about my own parents. My dad had surgery in November..and it was hard to see that. I know tons of people have surgeries..etc. My dad is not one to go to a Dr. though unless its major

We Masturbate
Hi there! We Masturbate is a girls only concept, so only female friends for us;), trying to end the taboo about girls and masturbation in a fun way! Using a lot of propaganda! You can also find us at myspace. www.myspace.com/wemasturbate We use t-shirts, buttons, badges, stickers and others to spread the word! If you want some just go to wemasturbate.bigcartel.com love wM

Russian
There is a rib place/banquest place in my area, and the emplyees are mostly Eastern European. Hubby called super excited at 2am to tell me that he just came back home. Apparently, now twice a week they have a Russian night at the place. He said the place was teeming with hot Russian chicks. And, ofcourse, their disgusting manpig boyfriends. He said that he went to the bathroom, and when he came back, some Ukrainian chode was sittin in his chair. Dougie's coat was on it, so the guy saw that it was occupied. Plus, D's friend was tellin the guy the seat was taken. Soo...D was tryin to explain to the guy that the seat was taken, and the guy pretended that he couldn't understand English. Then some Ukrainian cunt came up, and told D that "he shouldn't bother the guy cause there are plenty more seats". D was like WTF? So the guy left. D told me he wished I was there to tell them off in Russian. Well, I'm going there next week. I am so tired of Ukrainian fuckers out here that

My Life!
Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary. Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley. Take me away... Like I overdosed on cocaine, or take me away... like a bullet from Kurt Cobain. Suicide. I'm from a windy city like do or die. From a block close to where Biggie was crucified. That was Brooklyn's Jesus shot for no fucking reason. And you wonder why Kanye wear his Jesus pieces. Cause that's Jesus people, and Game he's the equal. Hated on so much Passion Of The Christ need a sequel. Yeah, like Rockefeller need a Segal. Like I needed my father but he needed a needle. I need some meditation so I can lead my people. They askin’ why? Why did John Lennon leave the Beetles? And Why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle!!

Blog Title
OK, not sure what to throw in here. Although I am anxious to try and level without using money to purchase anything to speed up the process. Donations are accepted though. Otherwise gonna go at this au natural. OK these might eventually get better.

I Saw Something In The Sky
I was smoking tonight facing east, and when planes come into town, they fly north, or south depending on if they are flying around waiting, and no planes come in at this hour. I saw a bright green light fall from the sky at an angle that made me wonder if it was a plane, but going far too fast for being up high where it should be, and if it was a plane it was plummeting. It was moving far too fast to be a helicopter, which leaves me to believe it was either a falling plane, or something more strange... Im kind of weirded out

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
Donald Martin James James, Donald Martin 08-28-1960 - 01-09-2009 Loving husband, father figure, Pop Pop, brother, uncle and a very special friend. He was preceded in death by his mother and father Peggy Louise James, nee Godfrey and Richard Lee James Sr. and two brothers Robert Michael James and Jonathon Timothy James. Donnie was truly loved by all who knew him and will be dearly missed.Services: Service to be held 01-24-09 at 10:00 a.m.Our Lady of the Presentation, 8860 Tudor Ave., Saint Louis, MO 63114. ( Donnie was more than a friend, or father-like to me he was my dad ) When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;

Sometimes
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past...stop planning the future...stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel...stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel...Sometimes we just have to go with..."Whatever happens...Happens"

My Birthday
I know I'm talking like it is over and done with, but I have had a great birthday. My love has made it an amazing time for me and I have enjoyed every second of it. She has made me feel like I am the most lucky and most blessed man in the world. The truth is that I am the most lucky and blessed man. Why? Because she not only tells me that she loves me, but she shows me that she loves me everyday in every way. My dear and beloved katzchen...I love you. Without any doubts and without any reservations. I look forward to our future... Bryan

Fucked Up
this is... HOUSTON - A Texas death row inmate with a history of mental problems pulled out his only good eye and told authorities he ate it. Andre Thomas, 25, was arrested for the fatal stabbings of his estranged wife, their young son and her 13-month-old daughter in March 2004. Their hearts also had been ripped out. He was convicted and condemned for the infant's death. While in the Grayson County Jail in Sherman, Thomas plucked out his right eye before his trial..."

My Suicide Girl Status
I have turned in the pics for my hopeful set to the Suicide Girls already but they have a long line in the que so the won't be up on the site until March 9 at 4:29 am. In the meantime I am trying to get to know as many people as possible on the site. I am also in the process of working on a new set that I will probably shoot in about a month. I have a location and a theme just working out a little until then and trying to get everything together. I have some artwork that I will need to do for the set and still have to order my lingerie :D That's the fun part! Well that's about it for updates right now but once again, if you are into girls with tats and piercings you should def check out www.suicidegirls.com ! tons of sexy nude chicks for $4 a month....doesn't get a whole lot better than that!

He Loves Man Rape
Dioji (AOD...: chicken shit mother fucker.......chomo ass piece of shit ->Dioji (AOD...: *unblocked ->Dioji (AOD...: NO SHIT...lol...minnesota fag....awesome. You email me your contact information, and youll get an inblocked call from me at teh earliest convenience. psychowolf@gmail.com Dioji (AOD...: wats ur number fag i'll call u immediatly and i live in granite falls, mn ->Dioji (AOD...: you dont deny the rape charges, then? ->Dioji (AOD...: gimme your phonenumber, ill call you and we can phone fuck....pussy. Dioji (AOD...: just continue tohide behind ur computer ->Dioji (AOD...: why would it matter, u wanna rape me like you did all those other little boys? Dioji (AOD...: goo thing u lie bout where u live ->Dioji (AOD...: bad genes run in your blood? ->Dioji (AOD...: 3rd...after your kid, actually ->Dioji (AOD...: No need to worry about that, youve already beat me to it. I oculd only cum in second Dioji (AOD...: don't get stupid mother fucker -

Wwe Invades Winnipeg
hello wrestling fans, Tonight in my home town of winnipeg mb canada, there was a raw and ecw house show. There was a sell out crowd of over 13 000 fans including yours truly in addendance. in the opening contest of the evening it was for the ECW championship between Jack Swagger vs Matt Hardy. The match went back and fourth untill Matt Hardy did a twist of faith on Jack Swagger sending the rookie into sleepy land. Matt Hardy pinned Jack Swagger at about the 10 min mark. In the next match it was for the Womens title between Beth Phoenix and Melina. Beth Phoneix dominated the match from beginning to end and pinned Melina after preforming a face buster. That match too about 10 min. in the third match of the evening it was for the wwe tag team titles as John Morrison and the Mizz defended thier belts against those Meancies to society Cryme Tyme. This match went back and fourth until The mizz and Morrison turned the tables on Cryme Tyme and cheated thier way to a pinfall.

Just Dont Understand People
I just don't get it I'm a nice person but for some reason no one can be real with me. They tell me one thing and do another. I guess maybe if I was more hateful and rude maybe they would be real who knows.....I'm bored so I thought I would blog about something on my mind....

Hello Hello
Well going to give this fubar a try. I am going though a lot of changes in my life and I like the blog feature not to mention the other stuff. So you are welcome to read my ramblings. (why would anyone want too??) And enjoy. And remember. No warranties express or implied. Not responsible for deep depression that may result from reading such tripe! Enjoy

About The Band
Endless Chaos are a Cincinnati area band with a great rhythm section, awesome percussion, and a mesmerizing female lead vocalist. The band was started in 2008 when before then lead vocalist/songwriter Lady Jazmin was hit by a bus, survived and decided it was time to pursue her dreams of a band. Starting with first band members and moving on to others. Endless Chaos has rebuilt and is now stronger than ever with Bass player Cujo (Chris S.), Drummer Nick "the stix", Rhythm Guitarist Brandon G., Lead Guitarist Andrew P., Endless Chaos continues to rock. Original songs inspired by the late musician D. Ward have given this band wings to fly. Endless Chaos will be releasing their first full Debut Album by the end of 2010. Make sure you catch one of their live shows and be a part of all the fun. Endless Chaos plays mostly their own original music but also messes around with some covers from grunge, alternative, and rock! COME OUT AND ROCK WITH US!

Duh... My 1st Stalkee...
This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! DUH@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than DUH’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar

33 East Bully
COME SEE US @ 33 EAST Come check us out @ 33 east were hiring all staff and were a no drama lounge... meet kewl people have cold drinks hot girls on cam we play all kinds of music and were an awesome family CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THE LOUNGE &DONT FORGET 2 SUBSCRIBE Bulletin Created By: dj chaos

Lmao This Is So Funny, It Contains Some Nsfw Content!
love is my life says: hiii baby aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: hi love is my life says: how r u aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: I'm ok, you? love is my life says: so hot aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: as in the weather? love is my life says: no love is my life says: in sex aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: oh love is my life says: what u doing aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: chatting on here love is my life says: did u make any sex today aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: um no love is my life says: whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy love is my life says: do u have bf aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: because I have no one to do it with! love is my life says: realy where u live aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: Melbourne love is my life says: do u have cam or mic aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: nope aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: they broke love is my life says: oh fuck love is my life says: how old r u aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife! says: 37 aMMo= Michele's FU-Wife

My First Kiss
He was the cutest boy. omg. His smile killed me every time. His teeth always clean, his breath fresh, his eyes bright. He wasn't all prep, but he didn't wear crappy ill-fitting clothes. He looked good, plain and simple. We always hung out after school, I was in no hurry to get home and he was always working on something. We were in Drama together. We were doing The Pajama Game that year, he was Sid...I was Gladys. I once did a post-rehearsal version of "Steam Heat" that was talked about until way after my graduation (heehee) It was my sophomore year, he was a junior and we stayed after everyone else had left. We sat, we talked, joked, I would listen to anything he had to say. This one time, I was standing over by the curtains and we were both in a funny mood. He laughed a most beautiful laugh...I don't remember what I had said, but it wasn't intentional so I slunk back into the fold of the curtain. He took the edges of it and closed it around me. Then he'd o

Love & Lust (personal Meditation, Sparked By Questions...) (not Written By Me)
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Love & Lust (personal meditation, sparked by questions...) (not written by me) Current mood: confused Category: Life There are two words in the English language that are easily confused... These being "love" and "lust". Love is like a candle... it gives its light freely and without compunction, but can be made to burn forever... It is found in the moment when presence means far more than contact, or desire... when just knowing that the other is there will suffice... Lust is like an all-consuming bonfire, burning fast and fierce in its intensity, but destined to last only until its hunger is sated... This is found when the desire for contact holds more value than presence...When hunger and desire become a moot point... In the early stage, it is not easy to tell the two apart, or see where one begins and the other ends... This does not say that either one is wrong, but it is best to know the difference... The steadfastness of love, or

Destiny!
Destiny Cals for duty & the future, As the future takes hold unto my Grasp, Spins with a sword of steel Glinting Under the lights off another day passed, & The stars dissapear under a black sky, As the Moon leaves the room, Watches it turn into a Golden sunset, Raises my hands & Brings thunder from the Sky! Pounces off on four paws in a black & orange coat, With Warmth in the coldness off my heart, Ready to run & dance upon the earthy green off the forest floor, Thorns & Nettles shall not harm one upon his travels, Neither shall the dispect of certain devil's, Rising from the fire of hate & Despair! As the Angels rise above your head's, Wear your Halo with Pride, As the blue sky's ascend with power & Blessing's, Unto whoever has loved or lost this is for you all, Life can hurt, Pain can swell from the stomach or head, But there's always an angel looking over your shoulder, Whether that be Family or friend,s Expell Your enemies In quiet Slumber!

Games Rednecks Play Part 2
One of our favorite car games was "Coke Bottle Bullseye". As you're speeding down the road, the passenger takes an empty soda bottle off the floor and chunks it out at a road sign. It's a lot harder to actually hit one than you'd think, but my buddy Jerry was awesome at it. Which was good cause with no drivers license and no car, he wasn't ever going to be anywhere OTHER THAN the passenger seat. So one afternoon me and Jerry, his brother Evel, and his cousin Charlie, are riding down the interstate, and Jerry's leaning out the window dinging speed limit signs, when we run out of used soda bottles. So I get off at the next exit and pulled into a grocery store parking lot so Jerry could find some more bottles. He was dressed in the typical summer fashion that we liked to sport back then, which is barefoot, blue jeans, and no shirt. He's rooting around in the trash cans in front of the grocery store, we aren't paying any attention to him, just looking for a good tape to put in, and a

The Sex Game (written By A Good Friend)
Monday, July 31, 2006 The Sex Game (written by a good friend) Current mood:just reposting someone else's work. The sex game...I start..you fill in where I leave off. Current mood: creative Category: Romance and Relationships I feel you touch ever so gentle, your loving caress ever so soft... You reach over and kiss my forehead moving down with a trail of softly tender kisses, you pause at my neck and nibble on my earlobe and gentley nip at the flesh of my tender neck, you lick the spot you just bit for you drew blood without pain, oh the thrill of it, drives you wild, you trail on down, leaving me panting with desire... you part my legs at the hip, lovingly and kiss me ever so sweetly . You lick, nibble and kiss till you sense i am ready for you, you then stand to undress, but I stop you... I reach up and undo your pant's, oh my aren't we excited? i lower your pants inch by slow painful inch .You go to help but i push your hands away, I finally get them off

Feelings.......
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Feelings....... Current mood: confused Category: Life I hate feeling the way that I am feeling, right now. I'm so unsure about everything. I'm so confused. I'm so excited and scared in the same sense. How can one person feel all of this at one time. And to top it off, I'm anxious, hyper and eager in the process. How can one person, make another feel all of this. And what does it all mean. But I guess, it's easy when the person is vulnerable to all these feelings, very easily to begin with. What does one do when they are but a "lost soul" trying to figure out, who they are, where they belong, what makes them happy, and where do they fit in.... Someone who is like a lost "little girl" in a grown woman's body. Waiting to be loved, by one special someone. Hell, she already could be, and just doesn't know it. I've been told to look deep inside myself for the answers, but I don't have a clue, as to how to do that. I've been told that th

Have You Ever Wondered?
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Have you ever wondered? Current mood: confused Category: Life Have you ever wondered? Body: Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for some

Another Foward But Its Funny...
I THINK YOU'RE THE FATHER OF ONE OF MY KIDS... A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "Are you the stripper from the bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery??" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher".

Most Memorable Moments Part 2
some of these..most rather are my more lighthearted memories...not all have to be as serious as the first set..i have a healthy mix i think or at least I've tried to make the best of what I've had. 6. the very first time I wanted sex I was still rather young, naïve, and quite bold. I had been introduced to this boy by a friend of mine. I think she kinda liked him, but he enjoyed me as I did him. He made me laugh and I was also pretty impressionable. He was about 5 years older than me. Eventually, after weeks of endless over the telephone flirting, he wanted to come see me in the middle of the night. I agreed…snuck out and met him by the road (he drove miles and miles to get to me). We drove only a few minutes down the road and parked. Bush’s first album was playing (on tape no less). Every single time I hear ‘Glycerine,’ I think of him. Before too long, we were both in the driver’s seat and the steering wheel kept hitting my ass…leaving a bruise I was entirely too proud of… My kn

What Deadly Sin Are You???
You are Lust!Sexy!! But they say that theres such a thing as too much of a good thing. You have sex on the brain, and it doesn't stay just there for long. Passionate, Fiery - and most certainly confident. You're a fun loving, spontaneous person who is always up for a laugh. People however, have trouble keeping up with you. You're sex crazy, and perhaps need to tone it down a bit! learn a little self control!But, Hey, Congratulations on being the Sexiest Red Hot deadly sin out of all the 7... Take this quiz!

Contemplating Life
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 Contemplating Life Current mood: blah Category: Life As I sit & wonder what it is that I am searching for, my mind is spinning in multiple directions. Contemplating life and soul searching, only to go nowhere. Still a lost soul. Not wanting to get close, in fear of hurting. Not of my hurting,but of the hurting of others, which I seem to do so well at. Though maybe it's because I have wounds that have never healed from being hurt, myself. Emotional scars. Wounds that cut deep into the soul and have made me cold & numb. The distrust in others, that people have seen in my eyes. The pain that has made me the "Bitch" that I am. Afraid of repeating the past. Which I have done quite well, before. To truly find the reason for the pattern to change. The reason to truly be happy. Continually, building the walls around me, to keep out what can hurt me and what I can hurt back. The walls that will take patience and trust to dissolve and breakdown. T

Ill Stand By You
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now. Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through Cause I've seen the dark side too. When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do, Nothing you confess could make me love you less I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside, Come on and talk to me now. And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too But I'm alot like you. When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose, Let me come along, cause even if your wrong I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you. I'll stand by you. And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone, You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you I'll stand by you, won't let n

Im Done
IM THRU WITH THIS SITE I FEEL LIKE NOBODY WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY AND ITS LIKE I WILL NEVER WIN IN NO MATTER WHAT I DO BUT THE WAY I FEEL I AM STUPID FOR THIS GET TO ME BUT I CANT HELP IT I FEEL LIKE I AM WORTHLESS AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH A LOSER AND THIS IS REALLY GOIN TO AFFECT THE PERSON U KNOW AND YALL WONT LIKE IT SO IF YOU GOT SOMETHIN TO SAY TO ME LET ME KNOW NOW BEFORE I DELETE EVERYTHING TOMORROW WHEN I WAKE UP

I Probably Shouldn't Let This Get To Me But...
After a month and a half without a computer, I finally get one of my machines returned by the FBI and immediately get attacked for "letting my daughter be kidnapped". I was told that I only posted about it online because I was seeking attention. For fuck's sake. You have to have a lot of nerve to make fun of someone else's tragedy like that. I didn't post the blog or the bulletin for attention. I posted it because I was desperate to find my missing child...and it turns out that it helped. The police were receiving tips from people who saw my bulletin and called in to report sightings of my daughter...and that was one thing that freaked her abductor out enough to make him turn himself over to the authorities. Thank you to everyone who did that. You don't know what it's like to go through something like that until it...gods forbid...happens to you. I felt useless. The police kept telling me not to leave the house unless I absolutely had to in case a call came into my house. I could

Dj Sirius Black @ Gods Forsaken Radio
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Let's Talk Bout Sex Baby
Take this survey if you openly talk about sex What is it that you absolutely need sexually? a person who knows what they want and how to make sure they get it What is something you have always wanted to try? Domination and Submission. I always have wanted to be a slave. What is something you have never done in bed before? never gave head upside down lol What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime is the right time. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? nothing. im easy lmao How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? as long as need be If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? means nothing to me either way Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? nah, let it all hang out Have you ever faked an orgasm? who hasn't? What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? my stomach Do you have any sexual regrets? just one

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Transition
well i recently got out of the army after 17 years been to iraq 4 times i'm not saying this to get praise or anything like that just telling you this so you know alil about me. i do have a job so transion is going good but life in the military and civilian life two different things i get to see my family daily or as much as i like pretty kool if you ask me just catching up with them seeing i missed so much in their lifes love my family and everything comes from the heart with them and me family equals strength and glad to be one of the pillars that hold them up

R.i.p. You Will Be Missed
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. YOU WILL BE MISSED BY MANY AND PLEASE PRAY FOR HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS OVER THIS TIME OF THERE LOSE MADE BY MY SON SMOKIE FOR HIS BESTFRIEND KEITH ESSARY REBEL AND SMOKIE WILL MISS YOU AND MAY GOD BE WITH YOU AND UR FAMILY

Work Meeting
This morning at 7am my work had a store meeting just to bitch everyone out....i am like totally sick of being bi*ched at for stuff i honestly never do i always get blamed for everyone mistakes and it upsets me cause i always get blamed it aint fair to me.while i stay a good honest employee while there has been so many previous employess leave with in a months time due to the bi*ch who runs the place she is verbally abusive to me and the employees i am so fed up i have to stay there even though i dont want to cause i need money but i been sick for more then 2 weeks i continuolsy get sick and i am so freaking fustrated inside. but today i applied for a job in the morning...so i have to follow up the first week in feb for a interview so i got to wait...i just am so upset emotionally distraut.....any advice for me? I just am a wreck i am sick as a dog and they dont care...they want me there while i am sick....i just cant win for losing and then when they give me 2 days off they take it

Heavy Soul
Heavy Soul we once dismissed the back road to ride these streets unafraid of who would scrape the paint from our bones and unashamed by the eyes that leer this is only this simple mans desolation... now look onto this heart for it has not beat, since I woke and found my whole world is a lie... now i'm holding shallow skin shell I paint the pain from within and mark a trail up my arm to carve a sleeve of your disdain fixing my problems with this same old blade hating every fucking day are you watching my brisk blue eyes ...are you... -as they sharply turn gray- my flaws are the only things I now hold pure ....One Tear... ....One Thought.... can't really live, -can't' really endure-

My Rules For Iming
You've seen the phenomenon. At least 75% of your buddy list is online right now. IM is so popular among us, it is befitting that we should set forth a list of rules, 20 commandments, to abide by. So here, in no particular order, is the prevailing IM code of belief. 1-- In your IM profile, there's no need to throw in loads of advertising space about your girlfriend/boyfriend/horse or goldfish. Granted, I may be a jaded, a fool, but when your profile looks like this: "Baby, I love you. I love you. Oh baby I love you and miss you. See you soon. I love you. Baby, baby.":P It's just annoying and disturbing. A subtle message is fine, but if you use either MUAH or those god-awful IM faces (more on those in a sec), then IM should spike you and you should be forced to communicate your rampant I LOVE YOU's through smoke signals you utterly whipped prick. (And that goes for you dickwads with the "Taken" Buddy Icons. Go fuck yourself!) 2.-- Please stop with LOL. Only abo

Life
Life it holds me down clinching to my wrist ripping slowly away to my empty inside skinless tears bones bare burnt eyes a yellow grin from scared dreams closing last tearful blue eyes cut, blistered hands an angel's breath on the devil's wing to a one time love tender kissing death firm lips soothing embrace

R.i.p. Bro You Will Be Missed
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. BRO YOU WILL BE MISSED Thursday evening, at approximately 9:30 p.m., Anita Essary received a knock at the door from two soldiers from Fort Campbell. They were casualty notification officers there to notify her of the death of her grandson, Spc. Keith Eric Essary. Essary was the latest casualty in the United States Operation Enduring Freedom in Afghanistan, which has had 561 US military casualties since it began.

Bad November - Track 10 - Be With Me
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Be With Me Why do you keep smiling we all know you're sad/ What I'm about to say I hope will make you glad/ So here I got the truth will set me free/ I wanna know/ Will you be with me

For All The Hatters
If you're going to be a b!t%h Which, by god, I know you are You should be one to my face Because I know how far you'd go To twist the way the world sees you Really it's pathetic Because you said it, doesn't make it true Sometimes what you need is a friend Not someone you can gossip with or hang out Someone you can actually trust You can talk to them about your problems But trust isn't in your vocabulary Or even in the same dictionary You never really liked me did you? Always left me feeling like the out cast And now you're in total shock Why the poem's coming out so fast But you don't even see why I'm so sick of you I'm sorry, I deserve better Then friends that treat people like you

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My Thoughts Of You Half In Dream And Half In Hope
My Thoughts of You half in Dream And Half in Hope Here I lye, alone in my bedroom within this strange city a bed, a chair, a desk are all that sourounds The silence whales and time slowly passess So I tightly shut my brisk blue eyes ~Everything Disappears~ the room, the light, and all sound... Everything except the thought of you Your eyes, your lips, your silent prayer ~Dreaming~ We kiss tenderly, gently, and you do not resist... embraced we do not move we just hold on... I feel you heart beating in tune with my own, no tears, no time... one day its raining- anouther day its sunny- So cold and hot all at the same time and we began to dance I danced you outside to the trees, the blue sky, the ocen ~the clouds~

My Lady Death
My Lady Death The moon light sparkled from upon her face and I could see her true pure beauty looking ever so deep into those eyes Without fear I let my hand sweep over her body she loved me And I.... the same of her Bending my head to her as she reached up to me molding herself tightly around me her warm body against mine Her arms around my neck I slide my firm hands forward to hold the sides of her breasts and bent further to kiss the curve of her neck Tingling strings of fire raced to her place deep within and a small moan of pleasure escaped her tender lips She then slowly took hold of the neck opening of her robe and let it fall with one smooth motion I had to catch my breath from seeing her naked body caressing her soft skin, I reached for both full ample breast fondling one, while suckling the other After I stopped my delicious caressing and nuzzling her eyes closed in delight With her eyes still closed, feeling herself being kissed she

Seasons Of The Senses
Seasons of the Senses from the first tantalizing taste of her moist salty flow hearing her eager cries of pleasure sweep throughout our enbracement while the smell of spring fills the brisk air ever so and the lonely mysterious winter fades away in amazement that the simplest sight of her smile can warm my soul deeply like the sun of summer that heats the lakes once found by the touch of my lovers body covering mine while we sleep within the melancholy leaves of fall that kiss the ground

Winter's Bath
Winter's Bath my body's so cold while the warm moist water engulfs my broken soul death appears as my father's daughter to ease the pain for what I feel needs to be done my brisk blue eyes sting like the pure winters rain for this heart of mine no longer beats for that summer sun looking down; at my clinched fist that's slowly, slowly ripping open my wrist slowly, ever so slowly closing those brisk blue eyes as the sable stained water soaks in deep within......

A Day...
A day we will all remember, A day which tested our American Pride, A day that showed others that we care about each other, And a day which will live in infamy, A day that showed me how much love there is in America, A day that showed the risks people are willing to take for others, A day that showed, no matter what, there is always someone out there that cares, And a day that displays the love God has for me, This day which will always be remembered is September Eleventh, A day that has changed entirely who I am today, A day that has changed each American heart, Even if they do not show it, A day that has me wondering why I was left here, Why was I not chosen to go, A day that has left me entirely thankful for everything I have, And a day that I will always remember as being blessed by God.

R,i,p Bro We Will Miss U Bro He Be Died A Yr Today R.i.p Man We Miss U
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. BRO YOU WILL BE MISSED Thursday evening, at approximately 9:30 p.m., Anita Essary received a knock at the door from two soldiers from Fort Campbell. They were casualty notification officers there to notify her of the death of her grandson, Spc. Keith Eric Essary. Essary was the latest casualty in the United States Operation Enduring Freedom in Afghanistan, which has had 561 US military casualties since it began. He was a member of the

Sooooo
I leave in 10 hours. I've managed to cut myself twice. Once on my leg shaving. I swear to god, so much blood I thought I was going to die. Then, my drain got clogged. So I was using the plunger and it slipped out of position and caused me to hit my hand on the faucet, cutting my thumb open right on the knuckle. Holy fucking ouch.

Her First Auto-11! Let's Make It Fun!
I know you my be tired of these auto 11 bling bulletins, but this is the first auto-11 bling this cool chick has ever had. I'd really appreciate it if my friends would go and rate her up. I promise you'll find some funny pictures to rate! None of those tired penguins. Please repost this often. Thank you friends! ♥ Sproet@ fubar This pimp out brought with love from: Sproet's Bish@ fubar And this chick too: Amykins ♥@ fubar

Silly Mumm Comments...
My Official I'm being a shithead MUMM Comments.. January 9, 2009 @ 3:24 pm (I jumped in here,about midway through the bashings... *** is me and > is the other person) >it wouldnt matter if you actually lasted longer than 3 minutes the first time 3 minutes....you actually know someone that lasts that long?? :-P my last 2 guys lost their virginities 4-5 hours my sons dad 15-30 min my bf before him 1 hour + guy i lost my v tag to, who was also a virgin 2 hours **Umm..maybe if they FELT something IE friction they might have exploded earlier =X >ehh wrong answer douche, i have a narrow vagina. and i am a power bottom, they go then get it back up and go again. and again and again. just cause you cant keep your shit up dont fucking me that i am lacking cause my boyfriends can... bald fucker **"power bottom" that means fat ass to most men..Even from us bald fuckers ;) >power bottom is a gay term for the bottom (person being fucked) who doesnt just lay there

My Life...in A Nutshell
I needed to start writing again. These are my daily ramblings and observations..... Cast (so far): Ian - My 15 year old son Neil - My 13 year old son Nevin - My 11 year old son Kim - My Ex-Wife Joann - My Girlfriend ------------------ Nevin and I were talking tonight. We were insulting each other. He said, "Dad, you're a Homo." I said, "If I'm a homo, then how did you get here?" He replied, "Oh..yea, nevermind." Joann and were taking pictures...I said...something stupid...like I always do, and she called me a "Wing Nut"....can someone explain that one to me?

Tigerprincess Has Auto-11's, And It's Her 50th Birthday!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S AND A BIRTHDAY SATURDAY??? TIGERPRINCESS!!! SHE NEEDS THE HELP OF HER FRIENDS TO GET CLOSER TO PROPHET, SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICS IN THIS BULLETIN TO TAKE YOU TO HER PAGE! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Sex Story #14
SEX STORY #14 Got to love an imagination......to be licked, sucked, and finger fucked....HOT.......my wetness dripping out of me, as I watch you lick me, you look up at me, glistening with my juices all over ur face......I pull you away from there, I lick ur lips so I can taste what you are so enjoying, we suck face for a lil while, and I get you to stand up in front of me, I lick the pre-cum of the head of your cock, wrapping my tongue around it, pulling it into my hot moist mouth, devouring you, sliding it up against the roof of my mouth, to the back of my throat, deeper and deeper, sucking as if you were a lollipop, hands on your balls, sucking your rock hard cock, feeling it getting harder and bigger, slowly pulling it out of my mouth, lips and tongue working your head, as my mouth is replaced with my hand, my thumb gently but firmly gliding along the main vein in your cock, feeling it fill up with your love juice, wanting it, need to feel it in my mouth, sucking harder and

Got Rear Ended By A Russian Whore Oops I Mean Mail Order Bride
So on the 20th of December around 1:14 pm I was driving towards my mom's house here in town. It was showy and icy out so I was going slow and being VERY careful. Well hit a patch of black ice and my car skidded around a lil and I came to a stop right as a traffic light turned red. I looked around to make sure I was safe and I was, I wasn't out in the intersection *yet*... I look in my rearview and I see a grey mitsu eclipse coming waaaay too fast at me. I tried to move forward just incase she were to hit me but I spun out my tires. She rear-ended me very hard and I smacked my head into the window and my car went out into the middle of the intersection, did a complete 180 degree turn and ended up facing her car. I was shocked, I've never been in a wreck before now! Last year my ex boyfriend totalled my (paid off beautiful) VW Jetta and I couldn't believe I was in the middle of the intersection facing oncoming traffic! I got out of my car and she got out of hers, thankfully no

Eclectic
eclectic \i-KLEK-tik\, adjective: 1. selecting and using what seems best from various sources or systems; made up of selections from various sources 2. broad in acceptance of ideas or approval from other sources

50th Birthday And Auto-11's To Celebrate!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S AND A BIRTHDAY SATURDAY??? TIGERPRINCESS!!! SHE NEEDS THE HELP OF HER FRIENDS TO GET CLOSER TO PROPHET, SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICS IN THIS BULLETIN TO TAKE YOU TO HER PAGE! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Ok..i'm Here!
I joined this site because it seems more sociable than Myspace. people actucally interact on here. However I want to interact in real life too! I wanna chat/talk with others one on one to get to know them. Anyone? Hello? Lounges are nice but it's just not where you can really get to know someone. I'm into the real world thing, ya know? I wanna chill with someone face to face.

Teach Me To Forgive
One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had, that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment, and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot, I don't know how. It is not fair Lord, I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done again

Job Description (parent)
PARENT Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it! POSITION: Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in thr

Half Jill, Half Jack
My father...I love him but sometimes...most of the time...he can be a real asshole. I wish I could get away from everything...start over. Thought I would post some lyrics That pretty much sum it up. I can't think of any better words to say it...so... half jack By The Dresden Dolls half underwater i'm half my mother's daughter a fraction's left up to dispute the whole collection half off the price they're asking in the halfway house of ill repute half accidental half pain full instrumental i have a lot to think about you think they're joking? you have to go provoke him... i guess it's high time you found out it's half biology and half corrective surgery gone wrong you'll notice something funny if you hang around here for too long ago in some black hole before they had these pills to take it back i'm half jill and half jack two halves are equal a cross between two evils it's not an enviable lot but if you listen you'll learn to hear the difference betw

Bulletin By Ms.mona Pls Rate Him A 1
MRX is on a mission to get 10K profile rates of '1' Plz click below and rate him only a '1'! Just takes a sec and please repost too! And Dont Forget To Add And Fan this crazy luvable Guy to your friends list..He is truly a sweetheart.Remember to RATE him A 1!!! MRX One half = 1@ fubar MRX brought to you by Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' on '2009-01-09 17:45:16')

Mummblog
I been thinkin... what do you do with gossip? Do you repeat he said she said stuff? when someone that you know of, runs their mouth off about your friends to other friends and you hear about it...do you tell the friends? i mean..im tryin to figure out what constitutes spreading gossip and stirring up drama vs. being a loyal friend and telling your friends what you've heard that is being said about them? there are fuckin people here who think they know everything and run their mouths about me too, trust me..i know it, they dont think i hear about it, they dont think i find out about it..but i do. Im just loyal to my sources and never let on that i know. Cant say i dont love knowing who to stay away from on here. :P These people or actually this person means ziltch to me especially since ive known for a long time just HOW they are just by watching their hypocrisy. but i never say shit, i just move along like i dont know...because they dont mean anything to me anyways s

Current Things In My Head.
1. Carlos Mencia is a JOKE. 2. I cut my hait and I don't like it. 3. Someone owes me 14 dollars. 4. I failed my written test and now I think I should study. 5. My movies are missing =[ 6. Mandatory service for 18-24 year olds doesn't sound like a bad idea. 7. Sharon Osbourne pwns! 8. I want to upload more pictures!! (Mr. Adorable thinks that's the subtlest form of begging for VIP :P) 9. San Francisco is one crazy city. 10. I'm in lust with Henry Rollins ..that is all

Her Mom
In another blog I wrote about Sandy, This is about her mom Terry. Terry was 33 (she had Sandy when she was 15) and had two other daughters ages 16 & 14 and a son 12. I went to their house one afternoon to pick up Sandy and Terry told me that she wasn't there but would be back in little while, she went to get the kids. Terry was wearing a bathrobe and drinking from a bottle of wine. She invited me in to wait. I sat in a chair in livingroom and Terry flopped down on the sofa. When she did her robe came open a little and it appeared that she wasn't wearing much under it if she was wearing anything at all. There was some soft porn movie on tv and Terry started to touch herself lightly. Between the movie and her I was getting a little turned on so dropped my hand to my crotch and gave it a little squeeze. Terry sat up, letting the robe all the way and asked me if I saw anything I like. I said "yeah" and she began to finger her pussy and pinch her nipples. Terry then said I could take

Sea Daddy
When I was in the service they often paired younger guys with some older ones sort of like a mentor. These mentors were know as sea daddys. I was a sea daddy to this kid Josh that was also my room mate. Josh had been dating this girl Sandy and she called Daddy. After she Josh broke up we still remained friends. One afternoon while Sandy and I was sitting around having a few coldies I asked her why they had broken up. Sandy didn't want to tell me so I said whatever. We had a couple of more beers and Sandy asked me if I had ever had anal and I said that I had. Sandy explained that she never had and wanted to with Josh but he refuses, saying it was nasty. I told it was incredible if done correctly and Sandy got up and went back to my bedroom. I waited about a minute and went back to find her naked on my bed. I'd seen Sandy naked around the apartment before and she always took my breath away. Sandy was about 5'5", 115lbs and her breast were about the size of a softball but her greatest fea

Who?
I can remember when I was still at school, living with my brother and hanging out with the local bikers. They used to doss down at our place at the weekends.....bikers, sexy biker women, drink/drugs and music used to make up my weekends. One band that has always made a lasting impression on me was The Who. I also got to know Roger Daltry as a solo artist. He has an amazing talent and I have often managed the thoughts in my head whilst listening to his music. I've included two pieces here, one by The Who and another of his early solo examples. Enjoy..... Behind blue eyes - The Who Giving it all away - Roger Daltry

Friday Night Autos Hit Em Up
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL **** FIRST EVER HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT!! **** PLEASE RATE HER BLOG TOO AND LET HER/ME KNOW IF THERE IS A PROBLEM IN DOING SO. THANK YOU! AutosSQUIRTERKAYLA PLZ RATE MY BLOG ~Fu-Sponsored By # 1 LSU Tiger fan "Michael Barnes&#@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ☠☣FTW™☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY@ fubar Chiina_Whiite@ fubar ♥ღTEQUILA ROSEღ♥FU-Owners OkMasterWolf&BhamBuggy(2nd Alarm Hotties Prospect@ fubar BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-LOVIN MY SIS, TNK-YSC, FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL@ fubar ~ Grlskikass2~ taken by *Cougerbaby*~~fu_owned by ~ J+A+B=ME~@ fubar Auto's On~LIN LIN~ Secret Fu Wifey of... ?

Dope - Let's Fuck
I see you baby and you're looking so good I got a feeling and I think that we should Let's take it outside let's go for a ride Let's do it whatever we want Let's make it a crime let's do it in time Let's do it wherever we want Let's fuck I wanna baby and I know that you would I got it baby and I know that you're good Let's do it for sin let's bring in your friends Let's do it whatever we want Let's do it for them let's do it again Let's do it wherever we want Let's Fuck Let's go all the way Let's do it all day Let's do it whatever we want Let's turn out the lights Let's do it all night Let's do it as long as we want Let's fuck Let's do it again Let's do it whatever we want Let's fuck

Dope - Sex Machine
oh yea totally relate Long hair big lips Little doll frame round her plastic tits She's automatic super clean Little bang baby all American dream American dream My little baby is electric on it My little baby is a sex machine My little baby does it just like I want it My little baby is a sex machine Start her motor Take your time Rev her up slowly and pull the line Are you ready you wanna play Put your pedal to her metal She'll blow you away My little baby is electric on it My little baby is a sex machine My little baby does it just like I want it My little baby is a sex machine

Boys!
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2! .) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words 'uh oh', it's already too late.

One Credit Bling Trivia
Rule #1: No cheating Rule #2: You must PRIVATE MESSAGE me your guess. No shouts or comments. You may ask for hints or clues in the blog. Rule #3: The first person to get it exactly right, wins. Period. Rule #4: No getting butt hurt if you don't win. This is not the end ot the world. Rule #5: Have fun and think hard! Rule#6: Please repost the bulletin! Bulletin On to the fun.... This trivia is based on a movie quote. The only trick is you're only going to get the first letter of each word in the quote. The actual full length quote is pretty long, so I'm only taking the first part. HGRBLND Remember, private message me your guesses. Good luck! :) We have a WINNER! No more private messages please. Heroes get remembered but legends never die, (follow your heart kid and you'll never go wrong).

Daisy
> > > > > > > > DAISY EFFING RULES > She is always helping others, pimping out her friends,and she haz the auto,s > It is time for PAYBACK!! > RAPE DIS BISSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH!!!! > === 'DaisyBlue'&friend target="_blank">/tn_722562225.jpg" />@ fubarhttp://fubar.com/photo.php?u=840278&albumid=0&i=2324923567 thankees the lush needs help and she rocks

Levels Of?
We all have a name Different and far from the same To follow laws and rules Created by fools We have a job and we have dreams In many careers and teams Somethings are hard to choose Forced sometimes we win sometimes we lose Tears that we cry Some ideas have to die Times may be rough Our minds must be remain tough So it can be hard to smile Make life, people and things worth while Crushed and fallen hopes are hard to take Many things are at stake The many hours in the night Near a lamp light Thinking of life itself To move on, recover and hide things on a shelf Money, valuables and love Are not easy as playing with a bat and a glove All the emotions to tame Failure and giving up is a shame Thets take things one day at a time Take it slow, think it out thats not a crime Stand together as one Face these events head one into the sun

Rules On Johnny's Giveaways
PLEASE READ VERY CAREFULLY IF YOU WANT IN MY GIVEAWAYS!!! I never thought I would find myself doing something like this. But because of a few bad apples, everyone must pay the price now. THE HOST RESERVES THE RIGHT TO AMEND THE RULES WITHOUT NOTICE!!! 1} I have up to 7 days to pay *Tho I have never gone past 3 days of completion* 2} NO DRAMA A} If you are caught or if you bad mouth Starry, other entries or myself, you will be removed, reguardless of how close or far away you are from being completed with no reimbursement or payment of any kind! B} Your friends or people helping you do any of the following above, they WILL be blocked! 3} It is your responsibility to notify me in a PM of your completion of the giveaway. A} And if your giveaway is on Starry's page, AGAIN, notify me, not her, as I am the one who pays for the giveaways on her page. 4} If your giveaway is going to be given to someone else as a gift from you, it is your responsibility to n

Bad November - Track 9 - Redemption
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Redemption After everything we been through/ I want to forgive you/ Yet all your words to me/ Echoes with lies/ You told me you’re an angel/ Now you have fallen/ What you need baby/ Is

Nightmare On Suck Street
Soo...this morning I had another one of my hotel issues. I am finishing my reports, when 6 am rolls up and the kitchen lady is nowhere in sight. I get concerned, since its not the first time the kitchen staff has fucked up on me. I call her, no pick up. Call my boss, nothin. So I'm fuckin stuck with a hotel full of hungry people that have to rush to a Naval graduation after breakfast. Soo...I whip out the breakfast stuff as fast as I could, running up to get the phones in between. After that, corporates that stay with us all the time roll up askin for eggs. I explain that they'll have to wait since I'm all alone in the entire 125 room hotel with no one to help me with the breakfast. They pity me, ofcourse. Then I start tryin to cook the eggs, bacon, and potatos...and can't figure out the fuckin oven, since its enormous and looks like a Hadron Collider. At 7, my boss comes in and gives me a hug and a smile. I'm like "WTF?? Finish the breakfast for me!". I wound up

Close My Eyes Forever
Baby I get so scared inside, and I don't really understand Is it love that's on my mind, or is it fantasy Heaven Is in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for you What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy (Chorus) If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain unchanged If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain the same... Sometimes It's hard to hold on So hard to hold on to my dreams It isn't always what is seems When you're face to face with me You're like a dagger And stick me in the heart And taste the blood from my blade And when we sleep, would you shelter me In your warm and darkened grave (Chorus Repeat) Will you ever take me No, I just can't take the pain But would you ever trust me No, I'll never feel the same...Ohh... I know I've been so hard to you I know I've told you lies If I could have just one more wish I'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyes (Chorus Repeat) Close your eyes Close your eyes You gotta close you eyes for me

2 Of Them In 1 Night!!
Wow tonight is some night. In less than 10 minutes my photo was down rated 2x. I wanted to let you all know so that you can be aware of these two people and not allow them to do that to you! yadonjag@ fubar cinabug@ fubar

Pimp
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Hollieollieoxenfree For Spotlight!!
WANNA HELP A SWEETHEART WIN HER FIRST EVER SPOTLIGHT????? In case u all dont know her, this is HollieOllieOxenFree...a REAL sweetheart, and someone that is both deserving, AND the type of person that SHOULD be in the spotlight!!! She is taking donations as we speak, so show her some luv, and give as much as u can!! if u cant donate, then rate her pics!! Click the pic and donate NOW!! This message brought to u by ☠☣FTW™☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY

Are You Hero Material?
Wonder Woman Needs Some Help This Leveling Is Extremely Hard So She Is Putting Out The Call For Some Super Back Up! Here Is What You Get If You Are Strong Enough To Step Up To The Challenge: *#1 Friend Spot All Month *One Angel Pimp Out A Day All Month *Added To Family *Rate And Re-rate All Month (500 pics a day) *Bullies Made *Pimp Out On Page *Your Own Album Filled With Goodies I Make U *Help On Contests *Pimp Out In Blast Tickers Or Happy Hours If Bid *Blinged Back All Bling Bid *Special Salute Thank You For Viewing My Blog

You Don't Know What You Do To Me
Damn, I mean, I just keep thinkin' about You I mean, I wanna move on but I can't move on It's like You got some kinda hold on me and, I don't know But I'm gonna go ahead and talk about it, listen I'm sittin' lookin' out the window like damn Trying to fix this situation that's at hand You're still runnin' through my mind When I'm knowin' that you shouldn't be Me all on your mind and I'm knowin' that it couldn't be 'Cause you ain't called and I ain't even appalled I still got a lotta pain, I ain't dealt wit it all I been runnin' 'round with others, I'm single and they lovin' it I'm likin' it but I just want the one that I was in love with That's not the end of it, I'm trying to let you go I can't get a grip of it is what I'm trying to let you know You got a hold or some kinda control of me I don't know what it is but I gotta get you gone from me I'm workin' at it and it ain't gettin' no better Just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever Instead

Love
And blow out the candlelight For tonight is just your night We're gona celebrate, all thru the night Pour the wine, light the fire Girl your wish is my command I submit to your demands I'll do anything, girl you need only ask I'll make love to you Like you want me to And I'll hold you tight Baby all through the night I'll make love to you When you want me to And I will not let go 'Till you tell me to Girl relax, let's go slow I ain't got nowhere to go I'm just gonna concentrate on you Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night Throw your clothes on the floor I'm gonna take my clothes off too I made plans to be with you Girl whatever you ask me, you know, I'll do Baby tonight is your night And I will do you right Just make a wish on your night Anything that you ask I will give you the love of your life I'll make love to you Like you want me to And I'll hold you tight Baby all through the night I'll make love to you When you want me to And I

Pieces...5
When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle we've won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all... And I will take (I will take you in my arms)

Pieces...4
I can see that you�ve been crying You can�t hide it with a lie What�s the use in you denying That what you have is wrong I heard him promise you forever But forever�s come and gone Baby, he would say whatever It takes to keep you blind To the truth between the lines, oh� I will love you more than that I won�t say the words Then take them back Don�t give loneliness a chance Baby listen to me when I say I will love you more than that Baby, you deserve much better What�s the use in holding on Don�t you see it�s now or never �Cause I just can�t be friends Baby knowing in the end, that.. There�s not a day that passes by I don�t wonder why we haven�t tried It�s not too late to change your mind So take my hand, don�t say goodbye

Pieces...3
You love to run Into the arms Of anyone Take off your shoes and socks And stay awhile You like the adrenaline rush Just a little too much You go from day to day Hand to mouth And wonder why You're unsatisfied Chorus Cause love is a marathon That's why you get tired so fast of everyone Slow down and pace yourself Cause when it's good It's a long open road You think still You'll find a soul behind a thrill You're just a cat chasing your tail Round and round What if you relax Something might last You're exhausted always coming down Trying to come up for air Trying to act like you just don't care La da da, de da da

When You Have An "i Hate My Job Day"
try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken.. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized.' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, 'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Johnson...' HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH A JO

Auto 11's On....sexygreeneyes Needs To Level......
AUTO 11¡¯s ARE ACTIVATED Come help me become FUKING!!! LET¡¯S LEVEL TOGETHER! Thank you TJATTHEROCK For the awesome New Years Gift! Love to all my FU Friends and Family!! Sexy Green Eyes ~ Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com > Brought to you by:

Dj Kilgor
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Things That Piss Me Off!!
Ok, this blog will probably be updated a lot. I made it NSFW because I never know what will be added. Things that Piss me off! 1. On the side of the Mac & Cheese box that says push here, that fucker never works!! 2. When you and your man(or woman) go somewhere and there is more than one way to get to wherever, they stop at the end of the drive and ask "so which way do you want to go". Your reply, "I don't care, your driving" and then they sit there looking all stupid because you didn't tell them which way to go!! YOUR FUCKING GROWN AND YOUR DRIVING!! JUST PICK A WAY AND GT ME THERE!! 3. When people let other people play on their messengers. No way in HELL am I letting someone else play on my messenger..IT'S MINE..go get your own. Especially when they don't tell anyone that it is't your friend your actually talking to. 4. The new president. Yeah I can't stand him so what. 5. Oh another about men.."what do you want for dinner" "I don't care what do you feel like." "i d

Ra, Wo-man
This time I like the Amma, I am a mama, I don't do drama, and have no llama, if I were egyptian, Id be a Ra, man. ... hmm which reminds me. She used to be from Egypt, but she's lost her Pyramid, And now that she is tired, She seeks a place to sit. Khnum protected Khufu, who commanded Djedi, "The Force is strong in this One, I wish for her to RISE." So wings became her power, And so began her flight. ParabolaTool Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Me Wise Magic
I know what you're thinkin' what you're thinkin' is easy to see. I know what you're dreamin' I have those same dreams. Whoa.. Reachin' to the feet of God. Lookin' for a sign. It was right here all the time, time, time, time... I am you and you are me. Do You believe? Don't you trust me? Me Wise Magic Ow! Baby it's all right. If you could see Through my eyes, Me Wise Magic I feel you breathin' Don't you trust me...(trust me) I feel you agreein' I know what you need (whoa) Don't you lie Just you listen thru me My words at best to you A fortune coo coo cookie (Who are you and where are we?) Do You believe? Don't you trust me? Me Wise Magic Yeah yeah! Woahohoh! If you could see See through my eyes, Me Wise Magic A little zen headed your way You'll get it halfway down the interstate Four days from now It all blows clear A Buddhist riff for your inner ear

Melodramatic Climaxes
Last night at 10:30 I was doing schoolwork. Normal night for the most part. I'd done my normal routines.....fed the kid, put him to bed, played around online... I'd also talked to my ex mother in law. She's become more frequent here in the last several weeks. For whatever reason, I've become a sounding board (or one of them) about her failing marriage. She's been married to my ex father in law for over 30 years. He has always been her focus...her world. She seemed brainwashed when I first met her. The woman never stops. She works, cleans, cooks, and waits on him hand and foot. She mothers and grandmothers. She is a constant caretaker to him and her 'boys.' always has been. Alot of things happened. mostly it was because he caused her to lose contact with my ex and my son for a couple of years, i think...anyway, she finally woke up. snapped awake it seemed. and she could no longer deal with him or his constant need to be her sole focus in life. last night she told him she wanted a

No Title
Khatra pulled into a parking space at the vacant baseball park. She looked around at the improvements that the community had made to the once run down area. She put her car into park, then picked up her cell phone and reread the last message from her boyfriend Dean. ‘Sweetheart, please meet me at the baseball diamond, were we first meet, this evening about six-thirty. Love Dean’ After exiting her messages Khatra looked at the clock on her radio, “It’s a quarter after six now, Dean should be here within the next thirty minutes or so, depending on what time he got out of work. Why in the world would he want to meet here, neither of us have been here since we were in high school.” She switched off the car so she could get out and enjoy what was left of the unusually warm December evening. The sun felt good upon her face as she shut her car door and started walking over to the newly added playground. As she walked Khatra got the feeling of being watched.

Pieces...2
Come stop your crying, it will be all right Just take my hand, hold it tight I will protect you from all around you I will be here dont you cry For one so small,you seem so strong My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm This bond between us cant be broken I will be here dont you cry And youll be in my heart Yes, youll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more Youll be in my heart No matter what they say Youll be here in my heart Always Why cant they understand the way we feel They just dont trust what they cant explain I know were different but deep inside us Were not that different at all And youll be in my heart Yes, youll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more Youll be in my heart No matter what they say Youll be here in my heart Always Dont listen to them, cause what do they know We need each other, to have and to hold Theyll see in time, I know When destiny calls you, you must be strong I may not be with you

Pieces Of Life By Lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

1 Of My Favorite Songs
My momma said to stay away from guys like you...She said they were nasty, make me do things i don't wanna do...Stay away from bad boys, they've got one thing on their mind...Their hormones are raging... and they want it ALL THE TIME!! Chorus:And I know, know cuz she said so And I can't just let you go And I know, know cuz she said so And I can't just let you go I love you very much, you're nice to see and nice to touch And I'll never ever ever treat you wrong, I've been waiting for you all along Chorus:And I know, know cuz she said so And I can't just let you go And I know, know cuz she said so And I can't just let you go Never let go. Never let go. I said I want you to know. I said I want you to know right now. I want you to know I said I want you to know...... ***Save Ferris***

Rant And Ravin
Ok, sorry i need to rant for a bit. My daughter is 8 years old and in 3rd grade. She loves to draw and write. Today at recess, she trips and hurts her wrist. The school doesnt call me. BTW this is at 130pm. They give her an ice pack and send her back to class after about 30mins, while her wrist is swelling. She gets home, Jason is here to met her. He calls me up and tells me that Sammy fell at school and her wrist is swollen. BTW this is at 330pm. I call the doc and make her an appoimtment. I rush home from work. Take her to the doc, and call the school and bitch them out for not calling me. Turns out my daughter now cant use her right hand because, she has a broken wrist. They cast it. But I am still very pissed that the school didnt call me and let me know.. GRRRR Sorry I will now get off my soap box

New Years Resolutions....
Your year of yes 2009: All panic, all the time? Or is there room for something else? By Mark Morford, SF Gate Columnist Friday, January 9, 2009 Is this the year? Is this the one where it all comes together and it all begins to make some sort of strangely cohesive sense, where you really begin to sink into warm pools of calm awareness laced with laughter and love and really healthy teeth, where you finally accomplish or at least begin all those lingering and latent projects you've been craving for so long, like learning to bake orgasmic homemade bread or creating that hyperliterate travel/sex blog or meditating at dawn, all while reminding yourself every single day to tell everyone around you how beautiful and important and luminous they are, and how grateful you are every moment just to be here, sharing space with them, touching the planet, feeling it all, entirely clothing optional? Or was that last year? And this one can be summed up in two little words: "More Ambien"?

Another Friday
i can actually say that the love of a child edges out the love of an adult. my 2 boys mean more to me than anything else in the world. in the last few weeks i have come full circle in my understanding of how life really works. i also have to say that when i meet a man who has children who truly is so enamored of that child it is such a beautiful sight. i have met one of those men. to see the glint in his eyes as he talks about his child. i only wish that my kids dad would feel the same. it sometimes seems to me as though he finds our kids a chore, a responsibility that he can use anytime. some would call trophy kids. for the last 6 years I have been the parent 95% of the time. i am usually the one who lays with them when they are sick. the one who puts on the boo boo bandaids, the one whose kiss seems to make all hurties better. and when i see the love in their eyes, it's an absolute unconditional love. i used to have all the sympathy for the women who were in a relationsh

Tropical Nut Cookies
Tropical Nut Cookies Add a Photo Submitted by: cybercook The added fruit provides the sugar in these cookies. Great for a healthy snack. Ingredients 1 large egg or 1/4 cup refrigerated or frozen egg product, thawed 2 medium ripe bananas, peeled and mashed 1/4 cup drained, crushed pineapple (juice-pack) 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1/3 cup unsweetened flaked coconut 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup macadamia nuts, chopped Save Recipe Print This Recipe Add to my Recipe File Create CookbookInteract Recommend Add a Photo Comment on This Recipe Method Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Line a large baking sheet(s) with parchment paper or a baking mat. In a medium bowl combine the egg, the bananas, the pineapple and the vanilla. Whisk to blend. Add the flour, the coconut, the baking powder and the salt. Mix to blend. Stir in the nuts. Drop tablespoonfuls of dough, 2-inches apart, on the prepared

Three Alarm Breakfast Casserole
Three Alarm Breakfast Casserole Add a Photo Submitted by: munchkingrammy A good dose of crushed red pepper give this breakfast casserole a burst of heat--reduce the red pepper for a milder version. Ingredients 1 16 oz bag frozen hashbrowns, thawed 1 lb hot sausage, crumbled, browned and drained 1 lb jar double cheddar cheese sauce (I like Ragu) 2 4.5 oz cans chopped green chilies 16 oz sour cream 3 tbsp crushed red pepper 1 tbsp salt 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese Save Recipe Print This Recipe Add to my Recipe File Create CookbookInteract Recommend Add a Photo Comment on This Recipe Method Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Mix all ingredients, except cheddar cheese, in a very large mixing bowl. Pour into a greased 9 X 13 pan and bake 30 minutes. Top with cheddar cheese and bake an additional 10 minutes. Notes: Easy on the crushed red pepper if your guests are not as adventurous as my family. Number of Servings: 16

Stupit Ex
It's winter. It's cold. Snow for tomorrow. Since over Christmas break David showed up with no coat, I called the ex to remind her to have him bring one. Her answer..... "David doesn't normally wear a coat." Ummmmmmmmm. Again.. temps below freezing.. snow coming.... BE A PARENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes he is 13. And needs to be responsible for more all the time. But when kids don't do what makes sense, as a parent you have to help them. I do buy him some clothes, which I send home with him. No sense in keeping things here because he grows out of them so fast. So I told her maybe she needs to talk to him about wearing a coat when it is cold. Her response... "I told him if he got sick he would have to take medicine." Wonderful.

Bbq Bacon Wings With Rancheese Dipping Sauce
BBQ Bacon Wings with Rancheese Dipping Sauce Add a Photo Submitted by: aime.stewart Crispy breaded chicken wings dipped in a spicy barbecue sauce and served with a cheesy ranch dressing. Ingredients 1/2 lb bacon 1 cup bacon grease 1/2 cup vegetable oil 2 cups flour 1 tbsp Old Bay seasoning or seasoned salt 1/4 tsp pepper 2 eggs, beaten 2-3 lbs chicken wings and drumettes 4 stalks celery, quartered 2 cup honey BBQ sauce 1 tsp Tabasco sauce Dash salt and pepper 1/2 up cheddar cheese, shredded 1 cup ranch dressing Save Recipe Print This Recipe Add to my Recipe File Create CookbookInteract Recommend Add a Photo Comment on This Recipe Method Heat oil in large roasting pan or skillet. Cook bacon until crispy, crumble into little pieces, and set aside. Add vegetable oil to pan with bacon grease. In a large Ziploc bag combine flour, seasoning, and pepper. In a small bowl beat eggs and dip chicken pieces in egg until lightl

Pimpen' Jon And Mee
PLEASE ADD ...... myspace.com/dragonjon74 ----- AND MEE ------ My URL: myspace.com/jujubeer1 -- Look Under People and you will find Mee!! It may take you to my blogs but you can still get to my profile to ADD Me!!

Guilotine Dreams.
We march along one at a time. Standing tall perfectly within our line. It's time they say to pay our fines. We stand together, because these chains they bind. We are the generation of guilotine dreams. Our jailers seek to see our blood in streams. Time for us to pay for our extremes. We watch, We wait, till it's our turn. Watching the line, as the bodies are burned. Black is the smoke, the closest lungs begin to choke. We remain gasping for air, stare towards the end of nowhere.

Finally
FINALLY I'm back online...It's seemed like an eternity while I was gone...I want to thank all of my wonderful friends who continually showed my page love even when I wasn't able to return them back...I have the best friends on the fu, thank you all for being my friend...Ok now I wanna sing thank you for being a friend from the golden girls lmao...There is no way I can even return all the comments over the last several months, but will get back into the swing of things around here...Muahz love you all...

Update On My Grandfather
As Most Of You Probably Know My Grandfather Was In The Hospital For 5 1/2 Weeks As His Heart And Kidneys and Liver Were Failing Well By Surprise The Doctors Told The Family He Would Not Live And HE oNLY had 2 Days To Live Well He Sure Fooled Us All And Got Better He Was Released Today As A Fact And Is Now Living With My Auntie.

For Everyone Who Has Lost Someone Close To There Heart......
I'M FREE Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God has chosen for me. I took His hand when I heard him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I've now found peace at the end of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joys. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Oh yes, these things, I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow Look for the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch. Perhaps my time seems all to brief; Don't lengthen your pain with undue grief. Lift up your heart and peace to thee, God wanted me now-He set me free

Godfather Train
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-09 15:38:53'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > silverado"Kingdom of Rogue's co owner": > Master Morpher,1st.Asst L.W. > > > > > Seeking Godfather Status for my Wonderful Family Members. > > Founder,Lord Wolf, > Would like to be an Even Million When his VIP exspirers 7 Days from 1/9/-1/16 Please Help to Achieve His Goal 1 ,000,000 @ vip end. He will also Created Morphs + ID Tags for 200 Rates Recieved during Happy Happy. > > Fu-King --> Godfather > 2,209,703 Points to go! > > 2154 photos > (out of 2,500), > Stash > > Videos: 587 items > Pics: 136 items > Trackz: 12 items > News: 5 items > Jokes: 23 items > Surveys: 5 items > Dunno: 69 items > Shows: 2 items > > Lord Wolf > > Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~ > Shayla is a very sweet young adult.Worshipped by Many,Cherished by Some,Love &

Bored Lol
A - Available - maybe B - Best Friend - Samantha C - Crush - cant tell you D - Dad's Name - John E - Easiest Person To Talk To - my mommy F - Favorite Band - 18visions G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - both H - Hometown - Tracy/Maui Hawaii I - Instrument - none but drums J - Job - car Auction K - Kids - NONE L - Longest Car Ride - San Deigo bc Vegas got there in 7hours when it should have been 10 to 13 haha M - Milk Flavor - chocolate but i cant have milk N - Number Of Siblings - none but 3 step.. and then my 3 best guy friends O - One Wish - cant say or it wont come true P - Phobias - fear Q - Favorite Quote - go big or go home R - Reason To Smile - this guy and the fact my mommy is still alive S - Song You Last Heard - P!NKS sober T - Time You Woke Up - 830am U - Unknown Fact About Me - i do cry but i hide it from people V - Vegetable - ooh to many to name W - Worst Habits - dying my hair to much haha X - X-Rays You've Had - arm BMX accident haha and my chest for ino

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? 2. Your significant? 3. Your hair? 4. Your mother? 5. Your father? 6. Your favorite thing? 7. Your dream last night? 8. Your favorite drink? 9. Your dream/goal? 10. The room you're in? 11. Music? 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 14. Where were you last night? 15. What you're not? 16. Muffins? 17. One of your wish list items? 18. Where you grew up? 19. The last thing you did? 20. What are you wearing? 21. TV? 22. Your pets? 23. Your computer? 24. Your life? 25. Your mood? 26. Missing someone? 27. Favorite Store? 28. Your summer? 29. Like someone? 30. Your favorite color? 31. When is the last time you lau

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant? Aziza 3. Your hair? grayish 4. Your mother? southern 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? cane 7. Your dream last night? Awesome 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? forever 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? eclectic 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? together 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? foolish 16. Muffins? sweater 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? SoCal 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? Aziza 23. Your computer? slowwwwwwwwwwww 24. Your life? unfinished 25. Your mood

A Separate Reality
Disconnecting from the Source We all experience periods where we feel separated from the loving ebb and flow of the universe. These times of feeling disconnected from the source may occur for many reasons, but self-sabotage is the most common cause for us choosing to cut ourselves off from the flow of the universe. We purposefully, though often unconsciously, cut ourselves off from this flow and from the embrace of humanity so we can avoid dealing with painful issues, shun the necessary steps for growth, or prevent the success that we are afraid of achieving from ever happening. When you choose to disconnect from the source, you block the flow of the universe’s energy from passing through you. You become like a sleepwalker who is not fully awake to life, and your hopes, plans, and dreams begin to appear as distant blurs on a faraway horizon. Universal support has never left you, but if you can remember that you became disconnected from source by choice, you can choose to reconnect.

A Poem
Bruises on my arms making me want to reopen my scars. I'm praying for help and wishing on the stars. That my guardian angel will come take me away and stop this pain. But i don't want you to know i'm crying so i stand in the rain. And let the tears just run down my face. Not lettin you see the hate for your disgrace. The marks on my arm i wear as proof that you dont give a f**k about me. These bruises are here on me for everyone to see. Taking advantage of a sweet caring girl. Thinking of your disgusting demeanor makes me want to hurl.

Mosquito
What is this…? Heh. I see you flying over me. A life that roams around me to suck my life one at a time. Yet you were mistaken to fly so obvioiusly… What is it about this game? That seems to entrap even the strongest of species Acting like mindless mosquitoes Waiting to drain or to simply cease to be… Have I grown into what I mostly despised? Or has this heart yearned once again to victimize Contemplating over my heart’s decision of direction Wondering why this heart slowly seems to lose its life I thought you were dead How did you seem to wake up from this misdirection? All I know is that I seek you no more So go now and teach your next victim the price of blind affection. No longer do I wish your kind the pain I chose to embrace No longer do I wish for hell to swallow you back into your hole For this is your time to rise to the occasion It’s time for all of us to see how you have nothing left of your precious soul.

Alone Through It All
childbirth is suppose to be special both mother and father there to witness the moment of birth not just mother not alone alone through the whole pregnancy going through everything that's suppose to be special to the mother and father ever kick,every move, everything that has meaning but no life is not like that life is cruel life is so freaked up right now its not funny emotions that i never had are all rushing through me at once feelings that i never experienced are happening at all times of the day and night i got to see my baby for the first time the other day... but the daddy wasn't there i cried cause my unborn child was so beautiful but the daddy was not there to see his child i seen my child's heartbeat it was so magical yet the daddy wasn't there i want him to be here to see all the special moments i want him to be here to witness the birth of our child i want him to be here to hold or son or daughter when the birth takes place but no he doesn't wan

Daddy To Be...no He Is Not Here
he was suppose to be there for me we were dating...don't you see but he left me stranded high and dry with a baby on the way "not ready to be a daddy he says" "not ready for this" but am i? no.. will i struggle yes will i be the best mother i can be i hope so how can a man..turn into a boy over night he frightened to be a daddy yet he fights for our country how can that be ...will he ever grow up and truly see that he is going to be a daddy this baby should mean something to him ..but no he doesn't care about either of us if he did he would be here

Expecting
i am to be a mother that was a shock to me never was this meant to happen like this not to me i was to be married first but no i was to have a guy that was willing to be there but no the daddy of the child doesn't care he doesn't want to be there i am keeping the child to raise i will NOT give it up i will be a good mother.... but my child will not have its father it will only have me

Douchebag Of The Day Part Iii
All because of a mumm comment I made about white boys from South Carolina shouldn't be allowed to own video cameras. Thinks he's a rap star, or some shit. ->B-Lo: Drop dead Wigger. B-Lo: whatever makes u feel smart there goofy ->B-Lo: Get bent, tool ->B-Lo: If you live in SC u're currently ffrom there asshat B-Lo: not 2 bright r ya B-Lo: figure ir out retard I'm FrOM NY but live in Myrtle wow what a douche u r ->B-Lo: Myrtle Beach, SC ...straight from your default, dum-dum B-Lo: I'm from NY clown

Gator Raid
GATOR RAID Florida wins BCS Championship over Oklahoma, 24-14 Photos: By Associated Press MIAMI (AP) — The game defied expectations. Tim Tebow fulfilled them. He rescued No. 1 Florida, running through and throwing over No. 2 Oklahoma for a 24-14 victory Thursday night that gave the Gators their second BCS championship in three years. It was hardly a high-wattage matchup of Heisman winners — more a sloppy, choppy affair that the rough-and-tumble Tebow took over at the end. The style won't satisfy fans of Utah, Southern California and Texas, who all want to claim the top spot. No matter to the Gators. They finished far ahead of the Utes in the final Associated Press poll Friday, receiving 48 of 65 first-place votes. "I'll tell you, we're going to enjoy a big win, we're going to enjoy the national championship," coach Urban Meyer said. "Let someone else worry about that. Gators are No. 1." The Associated Press will release its final poll

Still No Net
hey ppl for those who have me on yahoo or whatever still no internet at my house. i go to the library once now and then so if u want to get ahold of me, either msg me on here or yahoo whatever lol ttyl

Dam Notice
Dam Notice b This is an actual letter sent to a man named Ryan DeVries regarding a pond on his property. It was sent by the Pennsylvania Department of Environmental Quality, State of Pennsylvania . This guy's response is hilarious, but read the State's letter before you get to the response letter. SUBJECT: DEQ File No.97-59-0023; T11N; R10W, Sec. 20; Lycoming County Dear Mr. DeVries: It has come to the attention of the Department of Environmental Quality that there has been recent unauthorized activity on the above referenced parcel of property. You have been certified as the legal landowner and/or contractor who did the following unauthorized activity: Construction and maintenance of two wood debris dams across the outlet stream of Spring Pond. A permit must be issued prior to the start of this type of activity. A review of the Department's files shows that no permits have been issued. Therefore, the Department has determined that this activity is in violation of

Just A Blog
Well this has been a very long week lol having the time off for the holidays made this full week very long indeed lol Well now for the short weekend lol full of cleaning the apartment, doing the laundry, doing the dusting and ironing my dress clothes for work. I will also probably write a little more in my journal and play poker on-line for a bit. Get things done so at least one day of the weekend I can just do nothing. Will also do my weekend calls to family my Dad, my sister and to my son. The other two are suppose to come over this weekend on Saturday I think so it will be nice to see the grandbaby. Nothing in life ever seems to be simple anymore. It is like someone or something has to make things so complicated. We all seek and want love why is it so hard to find or why is it that the wrong love is found. Is there some mythical God like Loki sitting there laughing all the while we try to find the love of a lifetime our soul mate. Some of us have given up on never feeling that kind

Super Important
2:08pm So I was in the lunch room with a few co-workers. We were watching a show called Kidnapped, which was airing on VH1. It brought some of us together as far as the things that most adults went through as children. I started to get into it because I was a victim myself. well... not 100% but I lived through a couple of situations, which I am not too proud of. At least, as an adult, I can say I was one of the lucky ones... When I was 7 yrs old, I was almost raped. Yes... I'm coming out and saying it. It sucked because it was in an apartment building and there were a lot of children outside. I don't know how I happened to be the lucky one... It sucked and it hurt then as much as it hurts now. Anywho, I remember I was out and about playing with other children. I mean c'mon, I'm 7 freakin years old, so I knew better but at the same time I didn't. So I was outside, playing with other children, and watching over my baby brother. I remember everyone crowded around sudde

What You Wanna Know About Me..
I can be a really sweet person and i can be a really fucking mean person.I like nascar and football and i play xbox360 with my brother and dad.I like making new friends its nice to have friends ur never alone lol.I play football with my friends never played for a school i wish i could im quick and i have some what of a good arm..If you want to know more message me or add me on yahoo at david_wight2001@yahoo.com or AIM at tksbadapplex thanks see ya..

Angels From Below Online
I have created a site called Angels From Below and welcome all of you to join me there! Angels From Below cater to those who have "Fallen" from the norms of society. Hope to see you all there! http://angelsfrombelow.ning.com/

You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Chocolate That Ooz
I want to taste that milk chocolate cream filled box of love. Cream that oozes in my mouth and chocolate , that is your skin, so smooth. that richness of your candy all so sweet and sticky all the same. I'll love getting cavities if you're the cause. whats your name? CHOCOLATE OOZ. STERLING P CARROLL

Ugh
so today was a crappy day. not only am i seriously behind in bills on top of it all i got laid off today. i kinda saw it comin, but it don't make it any easier. so here i am once again gonna claim unemployment but for a lot longer this time. im afriad i won't be able to find a good enough job and be forced to move outta state. ugh i dunno what to do. if i can't party this month for my b-day ima be sooo pissed. i have it planned for the weekend of the 30th, cuz my bday falls on a tue. so i dunno. im outtie. ttfn

Emo Fu-drama
I'm getting very tired of the amount of immature BS on this site! I mean grow up people, its a website. Why take it so seriously? Why does leveling mean so much? Not like you can make money or gain good health. And what is with all the whining and EMO crap?!?! Its incredible how I get treated if God forbid I don't acknowledge someone right away! Grown men and women getting pissy and deleting me or unsubscribing to my lounge. Who cares? If thats how anyone wants to be then I don't need their drama in my life. I refuse to go chasing anyone or begging them to forgive me for having a life outside of fubar! If anyone reading is one of these people, KISS MY ASS! I don't chase ANYONE EVER! Not even my real life friends and family.

Inconsideration
Roommates! This goes out to everyone that is or possibly may be a roomie at some point. I cannot stress enough the importance of being considerate. • Don’t leave your clothes on the bathroom floor • Don’t take this that is not your and put a not on the empty box saying that you will replace it later and then never do. • Don’t leave your clothes in the washer / dryer. • Don’t leave dirty dishes in the sick or in randomonious places around the house. • Don’t mess with the DVR recordings if you are not helping with the bill • If you know that your roommate works in the early AM hours don’t be having hella people over at 2:45AM knowing that your roomie is going to be getting up for work at 5:30AM. • if you are a smoker buy your own smokes. ( Roommates are not related to you nor do they care about your well being ) sorry I know that I am ranting but I am fed up with my roommate for the above reasons.

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

How Dating Is Like The Superbowl
Hehhe.. I saw this article and thought I would share, it's pretty funny :) Think the Super Bowl's only important to couch-potato quarterbacks and people who like to party? Not so! You can use football to assess the (e)Xs and O(oh)s of your dating life, too! Let us reveal how: Who's the starter? Need help deciding who's the best person to spend Super Sunday (or any big event) with? Choose "the best of the best," says Tim Wrightman, a member of the Super Bowl XX Champion Chicago Bears and owner/operator of the Lazy Bear Ranch hunting lodge in Idaho. "This top roster spot has to be earned by playing hard through the entire season. I usually go with the usual, sure-bet, experienced date—the one who has won her division. However, I have also had a lot of fun with a date who has peaked at the end of the season and makes it to Super Sunday as the wildcard." If you've got a great starter, do all you can to keep him or her happy, says Skip Peterson, a diehard Seahawks fan and Fantas

A Desire!
Once upon a dream of desire my heart tis yearning it longs for the fire my mind is aflame at the thought of your touch it longs to feel it, it wants it so much The feathering of your tongue wisp o'er my breast to bring a new hardness upon their sweet crest to feel that sweet whisper, makes my thoughts come alive my desires for you, insane does me drive To feel your magic flow as your fingers explore pure ecstacy, pure pleasure, a touch I'd adore To fix with you that hypnotic gaze explore all the treasures of the bodily maze to tread the unimaginable garden of pleasure my dreams don't come quite up to measure To feed on the burning desires within to feast on the lust, to caress the sweet sin to feel the crack of your whip of desire it burns inside, I long for your fire The tangling of limbs, the touching of lips, the longing for us to be joined at the hips wanting to live that tempestuous storm all these desires in me...have been born...

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For D
Softly she sings a lonely song To ears she does not see Into the hearts of men she knows not Their eyes seek to possess her Without knowing the soul Wanted for her body Not the mind which feeds the soul Desired for her beauty Not the woman she truly is For with her comes another A part of her past, present and future With her he must be accepted Not denied or shut out For to shun her other is to lose her This is not an option but the rule In her eyes he is the golden boy Her love is for him over a man This is her life forever If you cannot abide then walk on Softly she holds her child

"street Of Dreams"
All the love in the world couldn't save you All the innocence inside You know I tried so hard to make you Ooo I wanna make you change your mind And it hurts too much to see you And how you left yourself behind You know I wouldn't want to be you Now there's a hell I can't describe So now I wander through my days Trying to find my ways To the feelings that I felt I saved for you and no one else And though as long as this road seems I know it's called the street of dreams But that's not stardust on my feet It leaves a taste that's bittersweet That's called the blues I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore What this means to me Is more than I know yo

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Storm Passion!
taking shelter from the rain...smiling holding hands, laughing as we enter a disused building, its dark but the air is occasionally filled with a silvery glow and the sound of the thunder, the rhythm of rain beating hard on the roof and the atmosphere an exciting one.. soaking wet... I turn to face you.. am full of desire... I just want to kiss you with passion and fire.. The thunderous sound makes my heart skip a beat.. I long to have you, a sweet kiss does meet, The silver of the lightening makes the air all aglow as you kiss me with a passion... yes a passion but slow... I long for you to caress my sweet wet skin.. to unravel my clothes.. reveal the naked within..... The warmth of your lips so full of fire.. I know what I have.. its a pure sweet desire.. The pounding of the thunder, the bright of the light... my heart now beats faster...No No!..I'll not fight.. The mingling of souls' No!! nothing else matters.. have forgotten my nakedness, my

A Few Things To Think About
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON tv? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra

Loss
She cries in the shadows Tears of crimson streaking her face For the loss of her dream Shatterd in his selfish thoughts The one she protected Cast from his eyes Cared not for in the light Shut away from his thoughts Concerned with himself Not caring of the other parts of her Thinking only of his wants To the beat of HIS heart She cries in the shadows Lost in the shattered mirror The dream faded grey He is losing his chance

"better"
(no one ever told me when i was alone, they just thought i'd know better, better) the hardest part, this troubled heart, has ever yet been through now was heal the scars, that got their start, inside someone like you now but had i known, or i'd been shown, back when, how long it'd take me to break the charms, that brought me harm, & all but would erase me i never would, or that i could, no matter what you'd pay me re-play the part, you stole my heart, i should've known your crazy if all i knew, was that with you, i'd want someoone to save me it'd be enough, but just my luck, i fell in love & maybe.... all....that....i...wanted.....was..... now i know you better, you know i know better, now i know you better!!!!! so bittersweet, this tragedy, won't ask for absolution this melody, inside of me, still searches for a solution a twist of faith, a change of heart, against my infatuation of a broken-heart, a fire to spark, for my determination (no one ever told me wh

Complicated
So I've been seeing this guy off and on for about as long as I have lived here. He says he doesnt want to be tied down, so its a up and down roller coaster. I just want to have someone who loves me. Is that so hard? Why can't he commit? I try to figure out what I'm doing wrong, blaming myself. I know I should tell him to hit the road, but I can't. What should I do??

Texas Death Row Inmate Pulls Out Eye, Eats It
HOUSTON – A Texas death row inmate with a history of mental problems pulled out his only good eye and told authorities he ate it. Andre Thomas, 25, was arrested for the fatal stabbings of his estranged wife, their young son and her 13-month-old daughter in March 2004. Their hearts also had been ripped out. He was convicted and condemned for the infant's death. While in the Grayson County Jail in Sherman, Thomas plucked out his right eye before his trial later in 2004. A judge subsequently ruled he was competent to stand trial. A death-row officer at the Polunsky Unit of the Texas Department of Criminal Justice found Thomas in his cell with blood on his face and took him to the infirmary. ""Thomas said he pulled out his eye and subsequently ingested it," agency spokesman Jason Clark said Friday. Thomas was treated at East Texas Medical Center in Tyler after the Dec. 9 incident. Then he was transferred and remains at the Jester Unit, a prison psychiatric facility near Rich

Enrapture
In the night so dark Her hair blows softly over her eyes Heart jumping as she feels him close A single touch upon her cheek Wiping the single tear shed A soft whispering on the wind His arms closing around her waist Hot breath reassuring her His wings clasping her tightly Eyes closed in warmth Her hands resting on his Locking in embrace To this we share A love An understanding Relating deeply To this end

Dancing Spirit!
When she walks into a room the men stand still, a silence looms they look aghast upon her grace and then that smile adorns her face her air does sparkle, her warmth so apparent, you can see her soul, she's almost transparent. The transluscense of her delicate skin is glowing with radiance from deep within. she looks around, spirits dancing in her eyes, like stars of the heavens, twinkling in the skies Her waist is so tiny, her breasts almost bare She glides across the room, and all eyes do stare. she walks like a whisper, she makes not a sound her scent as she passes, it has you spell bound Her dress it is sheer and fits her like a glove, for some it it hard, not to fall straight in love all are in wonder, where is her destination, questions are answered, with quite a sensation.. She takes to the dance floor, and then becomes wild with the spirit of a stallion, the zest of a child. she gets lost in the music, her soul so awake to the ey

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God Speaks Quietly
Have you ever heard a quiet voice deep down within your being, A voice so soft, still, and calm, it stops and sends fear fleeing? It comes in times of trouble, when things appear most grim. Other times it comes for no other reason than to let us know it comes from Him. God tells us things so simply stated, it's hard to misunderstand. Yet the things He speaks go against the flesh, but exposes His loving hand. He sometimes gives us answers, for which we desperately seek. Other times, He gives the words He wants us to earnestly speak. Have you ever been utterly confused not knowing which way to go, Then suddenly the choice becomes so clear, you wonder how you didn't know? Has there ever arisen a crisis, leaving you anxious with an unresolved need; Only to have things suddenly go into reverse and from the crisis you're freed? Not only does God speak to us in His still small voice, He actively moves to accomplish His will; giving us reason to rejoice.

Dissapointments
When disappointments come one day, And they most certainly will. The way in which I respond to them, Will determine how I feel. If I let myself get discouraged, I’ll feel distraught, sad and alone. But by looking to God and trusting Him, I can face the future’s unknown. Could it be that God is testing me? Or wanting me to confront some sin? Could it be that He is chastening me? So He can cleanse my soul within? I will pray to God and ask Him. Have I somehow slipped from Your will? Guide and direct me to stay on Your path. So Your plans for me I can fulfill. Help me discern where I went astray. For I shouldn’t be feeling so down. Trials should be making me stronger, Not keeping me captive and bound. You tell me to rejoice in my troubles, And trust You for You’ll see me through. I can face all life’s disappointments, If I remember I always have You.

Through Her Eyes
In her eyes she saw her prince Upon his steed so tall Riding through the fog Eyes lighting on her form Behind her hidden Was the treasure From prying eyes But also in her heart His voice so enticing Pleasing to her soul Swaying her to his arms Falling for his charm But his words not so fair About the Treasure protected Concerns not for any but one The Princess in the night Falling from grace he did For he only wanted her Not the treasure she loved To him she was lost For the Mystical friend

A Dream...
. Once upon a moonlit night, I had a dream it felt so right. for in that dream we made sweet love, t'was a like gift from heaven above. Our eyes were fixed in a lingering gaze, was magic between us, a mystical haze. The need to be taken was so apparent, we read eachother, as though transparent. When at last our lips did meet wrapped in your arms it was so sweet you kissed my lips in such a fashion, t'was new to me to feel such passion. My womanly curves your fingers explored the feeling it gave me, I simply adored your lips they followed their heavenly trail I breath in deeply, and sighed on exhale. I surrendered my all as you kissed me so sweetly I had no will, you had me completely, under the spell of your lingering kiss, a beautiful moment I cared not to miss. As though by magic my clothes hit the floor, am stood there naked, and your eyes they explore. Standing proud, my body it shivered it trembled at the thoughts your gaze had delivered. My