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waking in cold sweats again
ears still ringing from the scream
I try to still my beating chest
and convince myself it's just a dream
Why does it keep me up at night
why do i get such little peace
how many times do I have to fall
before my life will finally cease
I'm tortured now, both night and day
cause thru it all my heart is breaking
i cannot stop this flow of tears
and I cannot stop my hands from shaking
what do I do... what do I feel
theres nothing there, I'm numb inside
i feel like I've been hollowed out
all the hours I've just sat and cried
I cry for my g-ma, I cry for my father
I cry for the anger thats boiling deep down
fist shook to the heavens for the turn my lifes taken
and for letting me lose the true love that I'd found
