Well another year has come and go. 2006 has been a mixed bag for me, neither completely good or completely bad. There were extremes on both ends of the spectrum.
In 2006 I both loved like never before, and had my heart broken like never before.
Physically and financially I'm in better shape now than I was at the begining of the year, I lost alot of weight and paid of some debts. I'm living in a much better house and I have a much more comfortable living arrangement than I did at the begining of the year.
Emotionally and romatically, I'm much worse off. I'm still mending the peices of my broken heart, and I've lost someone incredibly special to me.
I've learned alot, both good and bad. I've learned that I can do what I need to do most for my health and the betterment of my life, even though it is the things I want to do least. I've learned alot about myself, and the limits of what I have to give, and what I need in return. I've learned that a great circle of friends (more like family than family) can help heal a broken heart faster than anything else. I've also learned that I have such a circle of friends. I've learned that I can be stronger than I thought at times, and more foolish than I thought I could be at others.
Most importantly, I learned that my greatest fear is true...
In 2006 I learned that Love is not enough.
