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So this morning a new friend of mine revealed to me that she has feelings for me. Some rather intense feelings. But as I am 37 years old and live in PA and she is 20 years old and lives in AZ, I told her that there is no way we could be together romantically right now. She did not take the news well. Informed me that she is bipolar and suffers from depression. She just had a friend die earlir this week hours after talking to him. And before she did the internet equivalent of slamming the door in my face, she insisted over and over that she is going to kill herself and told me exactly how she is going to do it. Then went offline. I know the actual chances of her killing herself are thin, but how do I know? How do I really know? I am so messed up right now. I don't know what to do. It would be fucking nice if I had a friend in the world I could talk this over with.
