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And in my case, not. I tend to notice contradictions. If someone says something, writes something, posts a picture, anything that is in conflict with something previous, I immediately remember that previous event in my head. At that point, each becomes a puzzle piece in my mind, joined by any subsequent relevent happenings.
Eventually, most of these puzzles become a complete picture. Some of them are pretty. Sometimes they're funny. Often they reveal a way of thinking and feeling far different from my own. And of course, sometimes they're just plain ugly. These often make me wish I was oblivious to remembering and noticing this shit. Wishing I noticed little or nothing, as the sources of them often do.
I write this as two this week became complete pictures, neither of them pleasant. But at least neither a big surprise. A third is taking shape and I think I'd call it complete if not for the fact I don't want to believe the result.
If you get this far, you didn't actually have to read this or comment. I just needed to ramble.
