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I Am Very Fortunate ...
So I blogged in Feb about my company dissolving it's Arizona branch. I freaked out at first, then calmed a little and now I just feel so blessed. I have worked for the company for 5 years in September. I am a hell of a good worker, but sometimes slack off, take too many sick days and get bad reviews on calls. Even with my many faults, my boss and her boss have chosen to keep me. I am the only person who was working for the Arizona branch, in Arizona to still have a job. The other reps that worked for the Arizona branch are in Oregon and Washington and not really affected. Being a telecommuter I am supposed to be w/in 100 miles of an office. In case something happens with my systems, I can go into work rather than be offline. Anyway, my point. Today my boss called me to inform me that they have moved me from being an Arizona employee to being a Washington employee and this move is going to affect my accrued PTO. Fine, not a problem. As she is telling me all the things

My Makes No Sence Recap Fo Anyone Who Did Understand This
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Time To Let Go
I don't see the smile you used to give to meI don't see the same again your eyesI don't know what is happening to usAnd losing you forever so fast It's time to keep the pieces of a broken heartThere's no mending, there's no brand new startOh maybe I just have to face the truthI'm losing you and there's nothing I can do CHORUS:(Maybe) it's time to let go, it's time to move on(Maybe) it is the time to forget what we have sharedI just have to learn / is it easy for youGetting over all the daysWe used to say "I love You" Tomorrow is a lonely day that I must faceTo try and get back on my feet would be a wasteOh how can I truly live without your loveA life without you is not a life at all [Repeat CHORUS] Bridge:MARK: There are many questions SARAH: (many Questions)Left in my mindI can't find the answersWhy oh whyBut I know it is true, it is time to let go [Repeat Chorus]

Undone
This situation has got me on unstable ground ive soent a lot of time stumbling around After all I went through before and all thats going on now I havent been and angel and Ive made lots of mistakes But you came back in my life Bringing your love and showing me again how Just how it feels not to constantly have a void to fill How it is to love someone and not depend on a happy pill Ive made the wrong choices alot even in my life with you But i dont know what id do if you were to leave me Cause truth is babe You are my glue My life would come undone But I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

You Fucking Me Makes Me Bilingual
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesnessSubconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where

$4m Wasted On Michael Jackson Funeral
Sure, the guy was talented, even if he did like to fuck little boys. So what if his face was plastic and he was insane. I'm sure most of that was caused by the beatings and bonings his dad gave him. But why in the hell would LA spend between $2M and $4M of taxpayer dollars to have a funeral for him? That is total bullshit. LA is in the shitter. CA is in the shitter as a whole, but LA is really in the shitter. The entire LA County has massive financial troubles and some group of dickfucks think they should spend $4M on Jackson's funeral. What about fixing the streets? What about hiring more police and fire people? What about getting more school text books? God forbid the ignorant fucks in LA actually learn to read. Whatever group authorized that expenditure should be fired. Michael Jackson was not a public servant. He was not employed by the State or City. He is not "entitled" to a hero's burial. He was a mixed up, confused (albeit very talented), child molesting entertainer. That's it.

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In Your Eyes
In Your eyes In your eyes I see brightness In your eyes I see greatness Behind them lies mystery, with so much history You have never felt love and neither have I The only thing I wish for is a kiss from you before I die In your eyes I see passion with so much compassion In your eyes I see truth In your eyes I see love In your eyes I see weakness In your eyes I see my companion In your eyes I see I will never be abandoned But in my eyes you see none of that So what I see in yours will never ever matter Written by Alexis 01/18/09

True Love
TRUE LOVE Love I have never felt I have been through so much hurt and pain in order to have that fealing of love Just to know that I have found me best friend and lover will complete me To know I can tell that special someone my deepest thoughts and dreams and know that they can do the same To have someone touch me and have that tingle that I have never felt When I go to sleep with that person on my mind and wake up with them in the same place they were When u see that person call your smile just lights up the room When you see them you just want to run into there arms and never let go To anyone who has had all these fealings, you are truly blessed Maybe one day I will, until then I hope everyone finds there true love while I wait for mine. Written by Alexis 01/18/09

Wishes
Wishes When you make a wish, what do you wish for? Happiness? Love? Wealth? A good job? What makes you want to make wishes? Do your wishes come true? Do you wish for selfish reasons? Or are your wishes you make for others? Or if they never come true, why continue to wish? Do you ever tell anyone what you wish for? When you see a falling star , do you make a wish? Or if your at a fountain, do you through money in to make a wish? If you find a 4 leaf clover do you make a wish? I believe that wishes can and will come true and I hope they come true for myself and everyone I have come in contact with in my life.

Leather And Lace
I saw her from afar, her dark skin and smoky eyes; for those moments between breath times does fly. For I figured she would lose me in the fight; for I am one among many and wish as i might. She spoke as in code and I would not despair; I had this woman as a farmer leads a mare. Her pulse throbed as I led her away; and used my might to fight the fray. Against the car I pressed her fast; the fragrance of rose caused my lust to mast. Her shirt slipped afar and i gasped one last breath; buttons flew free and caused my death. She grabbed me hard and held my mace; as I slipped to other worlds of leather and lace.

The Stars
The Stars When you breathe I breathe When you cry I cry When you laugh I laugh When your sad I'm sad When you love I love When your in pain I'm in pain When you stumble I stumble When you fall I'm there to catch you When I'm without you I loose my breathe When I'm with you I get it back When we are together I am one When were not I am lost If I would have never met you my life would not be complete But I did so I am at peace Love comes in many forms And your love is the only form I know I have never been so happy as I am with you Because now in my life I will never be blue I love you more as I look into the stars And know that two of them were made for me and you. Written by Alexis 01/20/09

Stupidity
It's funny... A lot of people think it's easy to provoke me into anger. Which is just not true. I'm just passionate. I live out my emotions, like I believe any being should. It's possible that I might seem angry, but if I am it's only because as a person, you don't have your fucking eyes open, and that bothers me to the core. I'm well aware that I'm far from perfection, but I have the decency to admit my faults. I suppose my biggest mistake is hoping that people will share my "ideals", but I'd settle for at least understanding and accepting them. I think the acceptance part of life is what many people struggle with. But, to be brutally honest, I don't give a shit about human weaknesses. I pay them no regard, that is, until they directly effect me. I don't much appreciate having others attempt to stomp on my soul just because they are overwhelmed by their personal weaknesses. And what is one of those weaknesses? That's right! STUPIDITY. GOD, I writhe in close to physical pain, although

New Monkey Discovered In Brazil
July 07, 2009 Good news today from The Wildlife Conservation Society. They've announced the discovery of a new monkey from Brazil. The image shows an artist's rendering of "Mura's saddleback tamarin" -- the newly discovered monkey found in a remote area of the Amazon. (Credit: Stephen Nash) At a press conference today, a handout was issued with the following information:

Whats New In Vancouver
FEATURE FILM HOT TUB TIME MACHINE Hot Tub North Films Inc. Exec. Prod: Mike Nelson Prod: John Cusack, Grace Loh PD: John Willett PM: Brian Parker PC: Adrienne Sol LM: Rino Pace ALM: Jason Collier Sched: Apr 19 - Jun 30/09 3500 Cornett Rd. Bldg. K, Vancouver, BC, V5M 2H5 453-4780 fax: 453-4781 MARMADUKE TCF Vancouver Productions Ltd. Exec. Prod: Jeff Stott, Derek Dauchy Prod: John Davis Director: Thomas Dey PM: Drew Locke PC: Eva Morgan LM: Bruce Brownstein Sched: Jul 6 - Sep 8/09 9/14 555 Brooksbank Ave North Vancouver, BC, V7J 3S5 983-5252 fax: 983-5253 PERCY JACKSON TCF Vancouver Productions Ltd. Exec. Prod: Tom Hammel Prod/Director: Chris Columbus Prod: Michael Barnathan, Mark Radcliffe, Karen Rosenfelt DOP: Stephen Goldblatt PD: Howard Cummings PM: Wendy Williams PC: Patricia Foster LM: Catou Kearney ALM: Peter Klassen SPFX: Tony Lazarowich Cast: Logan Lerman, Jake Abel, Alexandra Daddario, Brandon Jackson Casting: Mayrs/Brandstatter Extras: Andrea Brown Sched:

Hrm
I'm told pretty much on a daily basis that I look younger than I really am. Except for today. =/ A guy at work, out of no where, asked me how old I was. Then he said he'd guess but he was afraid he'd be wrong. So when he said that I asked him if he thought he'd guess younger or older. He said younger. He then tells me he'll guess by the decades. He looks like he's thinking and he says "thirties". Okay, fine. I am in that decade. Then when I tell him to just give me a guess he says..."mid-thirties". ....and that's guessing YOUNGER than he thinks I am. Jesus, how old does he think I look!!!? [/dies]

Casting Call Vancouver Bc Canada
The Hell of a Wedding auditions are happening this thursday and friday between 2pm-6pm at VIVO (Video In) on main street. Tell your friends to email my producer elizabeth cairns at elizabeth.cairns@gmail.com . She will set them up with an audition time. She just booked the room so I'm passing on the news to you.

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My Story Of Heartache!
My wife and I ( Terri) have been married for almost 4 years now. We have 2 kids together. Well about 2 months ago we were living in Houston, Texas and she said she wanted to move back to Waco because she was not happy in Houston. Thought being a good husband, I said O.k. So about 2 months ago we moved here and the second day we were here she told me in bed that she no longer wanted to be a wife or mother. She then left and abandoned the kids and I. Well, in 3 weeks time she got with a 20 yr old boy named Josh and got pregnant. Since then she has been with his brother, and cousin...which is a female. She has been with one of her friends babys daddy and his sister which Josh's brother held her down while she was passed out and directed my wife to go down on her while he fingered her ( I believe that is rape). She has also been with another friends sisters babys daddy, and some guy named Milky. She also one day in a fit of rage came at me with a knife saying she was going to kill me and s

Good
I'm still trying to figure this whole Jacko thing out. The man has not done anything relevant in a really long time, became a recluse, acted wrecklessly with his children (let's hang them over a ledge), and has been accused of some of the most despicable things a human can do (and bought people's silence) .............................and people act like this. Where is common sense folks? Since when do we celebrate this kind of thing? There were U.S. soldiers killed in Afghanistan on the same day he died, this was not reported on most networks, instead there was a love fest for this turd. We've got our priorities all wrong. As to Jacko, I feel bad for your children losing a father, but I'm not sorry about you, you brought it on yourself with your chosen lifestyle. RIP to those troops whose blood was spilled so Jacko can have his coverage.

Apache Blessing
May the sun bring you new energy by day May the moon softly restore you by night May the rain wash away your worries May the breeze blow new strength into your being May you walk gently through the world and know its beauty all the days of your life

My Heart Stays Cold
Shallow breathesBelieve you meI've thought it allI've come to beDump wasted wordsI won't flakeI'll bend aboveTo steady shakeA smile to eyeYour story slipsI'll hold your handYou'll touch my lipsA fold aboveTwo tucks belowThe blood has driedNo one will know the way your heart sways is astounding

If Tomorrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time o

Late
I just got home from work, log on to here to see if I got any new messages...which I didn't. Anway, I scroll down to see new bulletins. Why the hell is my bar tab down on the bottom? Did they change the "power" setting? Yes I'm sure this has been blogged/MuMMed about already, but I'm lazy.

The Ever-present Past Is Prologue
“She reached the point where the only freedom she really wanted was freedom from responsibility. There could be only one result. If men insisted on being free from the burden of self-dependence and responsibility for the common good, they would cease to be free. Responsibility is the price every man must pay for freedom. It is to be had on no other terms. Athens, the Athens of Ancient Greece, refused responsibility; she reached the end of freedom and was never to have it again.” The speaker at this Saturday’s Fourth of July ceremony referenced this passage from Edith Hamilton’s Voice of America radio address in the 1950s. I recognized it because one doesn’t often hear this classical professor and writer of “Mythology” (still a seminal text on Greek, Roman, and Norse legend despite its publication in 1936) referenced anywhere, and we’re at a loss for it. Reverend Hathaway also worked in the signers of the Declaration of Independenc

Isn't Someone Missing Me?
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Whispered: Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out; "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? And if I bleed, I

This Christmas(for My Girls Kymberlee And Layla)
I wrote This For my Daughters Around Christmas Time... This Christmas just doesn't seem right,Your not here for the all decorations and the pretty lights.I will miss your smiles and the look on your face,Cause this Christmas your in another place. There will be no laughter and your hugs i will miss,Along with the good morning christmas kiss.I won't hear your voice that day,Because your so far away.No loud music or noise,From all those silly little toys.Christmas just isn't the same this year,Just thinking about it brings me to tears.I wish you were here this christmas time, To make this Christmas a special one of mine.Missing my girls this christmas and all this time that has passed without them and so i decided to write a poem for them to help deal with my depression i am feeling right now

S Is For Swallow
Yep...been moping..sure as shit ;) And I have decided....OFF with my hair! I'll let everyone know when I get it cut...but I don't want to hear any complaining...you like long hair thats fine..but its not you who has to style it or pull it back while you're having "fun" fun of course = sex DUH!! I think life should be more fun :D

New Bartab
YOU CAN GO TO YOUR BARTAB SETTINGS AND TURN THE NEW BARTAB OFF..CLICK ON FILTERS AND TURN IT ALL OFF. THE BULLETIN BOARD IS ON THE LOW RIGHT HAND SIDE THIS NEW STYLE SUCKS~ THEY NEED TO USE MY MOTHERS MOTTO IN LIFE IF IT IS NOT BROKE DON'T FIX IT~!

Man Of My Dreams(for Nick)
Let my heart talk without talkingLet my soul sing you a songLet every inch of my body Let you know,, How I have been waiting for you for so longWithout even knowing so, Every thing in life I have come across, Since the day I met you, it seemsTo let me know How lucky I am,Because I have found the man of my dreams, So please don't ever, ever let me go. I have discovered the best of things This life could offer a girl like meFor I know now that only you, Can show me how,to be who I always wanted to be. It takes a man like youTo make a woman of a little girl, It takes someone big and strong,To reach his hand down,Save her, and show her the world. And that is what I found on you, With you I can learn to do, Things I have never even thought I could do. Just after my world turned up side down, When I felt all helpless, hopeless and bound You have come to turn my life around And to show me that my life is still worth living. So Please, take over my world, And make of

Will This Love Last???
I feel your heartbeat Beating so fast How do I know our love will last?I hear your heart beating from your chest into my ears.How do i know you will love me for years?Your breathing feels normal Slight difference with each breath How do I know our love will last till death?I love you with all of my heartuntil death does us partmy head on your chest my hand on your heart I hope were together never to be torn apart I hear your heartbeat Breathing chest rises and falls i want to help you build those four walls i want to help you make our own life someday i want you to call me your wife i love you so deeply with all of my heart please promise me we will never be apart I give you my heart i give you my soul please dont walk away and let it all go i love you so much how much do i have to show i gave you my life i gave you my love what else do i have to do before i give up i love you so much i wont let it all go

Fallin' In Love
Falling In Love With You Is Something I Do Over And Over Again.... When You Smile At Me....When you Reach For My Hand...When You Take Me Gently In your Arms.... That Same Breathless Feeling I Knew From The Start Comes Over me Once More.... And I Know That I Want To Spend The Rest Of My Life Endlessly Falling In Love With You...

Help!
I'm gonna enter an auction. I normally don't do them but...I figured why not I need your help. First off, I need to choose an image and don't know which one to use. Perhaps my default? My wheaties pic? My moobs? I dunno I also need to offer stuff, and I have no clue what to offer. Any advice or demands would be very much appreciated. Thank you, and have a wonderful day

How I Feel
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very start

Making A Better Tomorrow
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You've opened a window You've shown me the light And my love for you will continue to burn bright

My Angel On Earth
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

Trying
trying not to forget it all,butmy memory just seems to recall.that aww so rainy night,the night you set my heart at flight.trying not to forget your facetrying not to forget the place.remembering all the things you said,trying not to forget the thing we had.that night just seem to past,i was praying for it to last.trying not to forget your eyes,hoping the things you said werent a lie.trying not to forget the way it felt,trying not ot forget the smell.oh the way you made me feel.but trying not to remember this pain,that deep inside you dont feel the same.trying to forget we can never be,together as one you and me.trying not to forget i belong to someone else.trying not toforget are love will never be true ,but trying to forget about you

Hold Me Now
Hold me now take me in your arms,Keep me safe and away from harm.Tell me you love me like i know you do,Tell me your love will always be true.Hold me now tell me its real,Hold me and tell me everything you truly feel.Hold me now try to understand,The feeling between a woman and a man.Hold me boy tell me whatson your mind,Hold me baby be gentle and kind,Hold me baby as i cry,Hold me baby as the tears roll from my eyes.Hold me baby tell me it will be fine,Hold me baby help me unwind.Hold me while i sleep,Hold me and tell me you love me please.STOP, Where did you go,I thought you loved me so.As i awake i notice your not here,It was all a dream you where never near.I never felt your arms,you never kept me safe from harm.You never told me you love me like i know you do,You never held me and told me your love is true.You never held me and told me its real,You never held me and told me how you truly feel.You never told me you understand,The love between a woman and a man.You never told me wha

Seamus And Witchies Desert Commune
witchie and i are talking about starting a commune in the desert. it will be like the island for misfit toys from the rudolf the reindeer animated x mas special if you are interested, please let us know and tell us what makes you a misfit and what special talent you will be bringing to the clan

My Broken
Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart,Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start.Please help me place back together,Cause with out your help i could never.Help me if your my friend.Help me start over again.Will i ever be able to mend this broken heart,So many pieces broken apart.So many fallen tears,so many forgotten years,And it came true my worst fear.I never thought i could ever feel,But i know this broken heart will never heal.So what am i now,I want to know how.I geuss i know where i stand,But getting over you i dont think i can.So what does this mean,All this hurt makes me want to scream.Now what am i going to find,So please help me pick up the pieces i left behind.Please help me before i fall apart,Help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart

Poetry
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each dayOn the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an

Poetry
I'm sitting here at my computer screen with thoughts that are still unclear,The Thoughts pass through my mind and deep inside i feel the fear.My Mind is acheing and my tears run dry,I don't know why but it sems i forgot how to cry.Maybe Ive become numb from the Past,Knowing that good things never last.I dont know why but i can't seem to let my heart feel ,Anything that may be real.I dont let any one inNor do i let anything out,This is the way it has to because for some reason im filled with doubt.I see a pattern of times before, a different man, but yet the same door.walking in out i see them leave,So im left with nothing but this broken piece of life,So how am I suppossed to know whats right.They say you can't love until you love yourself,But how can this be true,Cause I look around and find something else.I find that love in you.But because I'am blind and refuse to see,It's not that i dont want to.But its because the pain is blinding me.I geuss this is just a part of my life i must l

Bang, Crash, Burn...
Bang, dead in my head Crash, break my bones Burn, damage is done Strap down, hold me I scream, my heart Don't know, my mind Cover me, dirty lie Bury me, body gone Look at me, go away Nothing left, fear is gone Stay with me, pray Come undone, deep inside Say the words, heal me Infected blood, are you inside Killing time, Can't do this alone Pressure, rising Tear away, me from me Take me, end times here

Another Shitty Couple Of Weeks.
Hey there Fu-Barians. The Metalhead Lover here with some more bad news. Well it's been another few weeks of constant disappointment. I should be used to it by now, but I have too many friends who keep trying to boost my spirit. I got another rejection for a lady, the usual "they stop talking and give you some excuse" kinda bullshyte. Pretty much the story of my life the past few years. They seem so nice and wonderful then they pretty much scan you for the $$$$ signs and when she doesn't see them, they are out!!!! My paycheck thing screwed up. The company paid the big checks in the middle of the month instead of the beginning, so I almost didn't make rent. Then I ran out of veggies and fruits. Then another friend let me down by not calling me about some jam session, so all last week was wasted hoping they would be there to practice. That was a good waste of gas. Then my "so called" friend, tells me I am a total asshole because I expect something positive out of my recent experiences, s

What I Was Afraid Of...
Well as most who actually read my blogs know, my Son finally came home from his Basic training and AIT last Tues. 6-30-09. Today, we ran around to get him checked in as he had to by tomorrow.So we went to VA Beach and checked him in where he was going prior to leaving for Basic, then we had to go to Portsmouth and check him with his actual Unit. So, my Son comes back out and tells me he has drills this weekend, which is fine, he has to have them every month since he is after all in the reserves. But then he drops it on me. His Unit is scheduled to be deployed to Afghanistan in February 2010. I don't know for how long. I am worried, it's 7 mos away. I'm not at panick mode yet, but I know as the time draws nearer I will be. Right now I guess I'll just put it out of my head as much as possible. The only comforting thing I guess is his field of specialty will keep him protected to a degree.

His Mom Needs Your Support Plz Thank You
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar IF LINK DONT WORK RIGHT HE IS MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY

References
Today I am going to share with you dear readers a little something I learned when I entered this community over a decade ago as an unattached bottom/subbiegirl. That's right peeps! I wasn't identifying as a Top/Dom/MagnamousGoddess at the time. Anyhow ~ One of the BEST things my elders taught me was that if you were looking at someone as a possible partner, it never hurt to ask around about them and observe them to be sure they were what I thought. Easy enough in some ways, but challenging in others - as I was new and without all the resources I have on hand today... I learned to not only asking the person in question's friends but also the people who were not fond of them. Friends tend to be biased and enemies tend to tell their truths. It was through practing this techinique as a bottom that I learned the value it would bring me as a top. I still do this before truly befriending people because of how attached I get to those I choose to call friends. [It's a million times worse for

As We Grow Old
Its funny, when we are young we never think of how we will look, what we will have , or our health for that matter. Then as the years creep up, we see phyical changes that we really arent impressed by. And some of us try and fix the problem. Some of us resort to surgery's, and for the poor like me, we just try and keep our weight to a certain point but sometimes its not as easy as it was, when we were in our mid 20's. Then theres the health issues we have to face and it just for some of us depresses us beyound words. I think now that I am 51, if I could just have a second chance how much I would change. But that isnt reality its just a dream. I get so emotional, that I cant walk as far as I once did with out having breathing problems, I cant do the things I once did. And I think ffffffffffffffffffffffff, Im only in my 50s, this sucks. Wtf am I gonna be like when I hit the 60's with God's blessing. It hit me hard when Michael Jackson died. We were born the same year. An

Coz, Thats All. Just Coz
Hello to all, I've not posted a blog in a while so here goes. I have been busy trying to catch up on friends that I had not talked to in about a year. I am planning to visit with my mum soon, I am already in the states , Sitting in Lexington Kentucky at a hotel. Been here awhile waiting for my sis to get over so we can finish making plans. She is also going with me to see her. I know this may seem lame to a lot but I've not seen my mum but 1 time in 4 years so to me this is something to be excited about. I will be away from fubar for awhile Starting Friday, should be back on Sunday , so stop in and leave a message and I'll respond when I get back. xxxxxx

Some Good Lyrics
My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have itShe's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'llRing the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell.Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town.Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up.No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she'sComin' back to my place tonite! She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beatShe likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teethI like to strip her down she's naughty to the endYou know what she is, no doubt about itShe's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along.Come together, leave alone, see you later back at homeNo one really knows if she's drunk or is she's stonedBut she's coming back to my place tonite. I sayNo one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later toniteShe likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beatShe likes to pull my hair when I make he

Crazy Karma
Dear Wife:I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw.Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers.You ate in two minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife.Either you are cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.Your EX-HusbandP.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together ! Have a great life !Dear Ex-Husband:Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been.I watch my so

Third World
here's something funny i observed a lil while back... well, have u ever seen a person walk into a glass door? well... i spend a fair amount of time at my sister's house, and the front door has an external door that's all glass. i just thought it was really funny. they had a distant aunt who's never been in the US before who was visiting. she opens the interior wood door, then goes on to walk out, BAM! i didn't laugh out loud but i thought it was kinda silly to see a grown adult walk into glass and not realize what it was. well, obviously, people from the old country don't live the lifestyle that we're all used to in the US. the homes they live in, don't exactly have glass or moving doors even. a life of luxury. i sometimes wonder what my life would be like, if my parents never came to the US. they came with help with the Lutheran Missionaries back during the vietnam war. the crazy thing, before that war, the world didn't know who Hmong people were. they had no idea there wa

Can't Escape...
I cannot escape them No matter how I try They wait for me everywhere I cannot pass them by. Driving down the street I see "Jesus Is Lord" And then immediately after I hear the word "FNORD!" Innocuous sayings and parables And on the evening news I hear the word "FNORD!" And suddenly I'm confused I sit alone in my room And I'm feeling rather bored I turn on the tube and guess what I hear the word "FNORD!" "Don't see the fnords and they won't eat you" That's what I've heard the wisemen say But I can't get away from those beasties There's just no fucking way.

Everone Plz Read An Pass This On
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar

Structural Integrity
How does a man truly know what he is Is it something he just feels They say he is to stand strong through all He is supposed to be the pillar that withstands A primal force within the hurricane What would happen if this man were to fall Would his world crumble without foundation Does he not deserve to bend Whats to be done should he break Who would be there to rebuild To brace this weary hero Would you turn and run Just like all the rest Will you allow yourelf to fall as he does

Fnord....
Fnord? Fnord is evaporated herbal tea without the herbs. Fnord is that funny feeling you get when you reach for the Snickers bar and come back holding a slurpee. Fnord is the 43 1/3rd state, next to Wyoming. Fnord is this really, really tall mountain. Fnord is the reason boxes of condoms carry twelve instead of ten. Fnord is the blue stripes in the road that never get painted. Fnord is place where those socks vanish off to in the laundry. Fnord is an arcade game like Pacman without the little dots. Fnord is a little pufflike cloud you see at 5pm. Fnord is the tool the dentist uses on unruly patients. Fnord is the blank paper that cassette labels are printed on. Fnord is where the buses hide at night. Fnord is the empty pages at the end of the book. Fnord is the screw that falls from the car for no reason. Fnord is why Burger King uses paper instead of foam. Fnord is the little green pebble in your shoe. Fnord is the orange print in the yellow pages. Fnord is a pickle

Lord Zero - The Doomsday Ep: Prelude To The Fire [download Nowwwwww!!]
CLICK ON ALBUM COVER TO DOWNLOAD ALBUM TITLE: THE DOOMSDAY EP: PRELUDE TO THE FIRE RELEASE DATE: 7-11-2009 TRACKS: 10 RUNTIME: 30:57 FILE SIZE: 68.7MB [320KB/S QUALITY] TRACKLISTING --------------- 1. BROKEN SEAL 2. INCOMING THREAT 3. THE BASTARD 4. TAIJITZU SPIT 5. DRAGON BREATH CHIDORI 6. 16 RUSTY BLADES 7. TRILOGY OF FIRE 2009 8. TREACHEROUS FACTION 9. 6TH DAY OF JUNE 10. DOOMSDAY

Is That Your Final Answer?
Last night I was reminded of one of Bruno and my favorite games to play together. Most of our games have defined separate roles. For example in fetch I throw things and he either looks at me in disdain or runs excitedly to go retrieve them depending on his mood. And in tug of war he tries to dislocate my shoulder and I try to hang on and get my brand new dress shoe back from him. This game is different. We both have the same objective. The game is called “What are you eating?” He is much better at it than I am. Although he often stumbles on the names. He knows the difference between edamame and tofu but he is as likely to guess one as the other. It really is an unfair game. His sense of smell is much better than mine. Furthermore there is a good chance that I am eating something that would be considered food. Bruno does not thus limit himself. Bruno's guesses often go like this – I guess you are eating rice pilaf with chicken. Furthermore, I gue

**now Hiring**
Click banner to enter lounge HELP WANTED! The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has the following positions available: DJs We're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy! Requirements include: Must have SAM Must be experienced Must make their scheduled shows Please contact: Sweetness (Co-Owner/DJ Manager) DJ Betrayed (Head DJ) TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters) We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home! Requirements include: Must like to have fun and meet new people An outgoing personality is a plus Must be active in the lounge Must fan, rate, and friend profiles and invite to the lounge Please contact: Moon (TDG Goddess Bunny) BARTENDERS We're looking for great, energetic people to keep our members drunk! Requirements include: Must keep the drinks flowing Must be active in the lounge & welcome new members to the lounge family Please contact: CSC (Lounge Manager) VIDEO VIXENS & CASANOVAS (Cam

**now Hiring!**
Click banner to enter loungeHELP WANTED!The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has thefollowing positions available:DJsWe're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy!Requirements include:Must have SAMMust be experiencedMust make their scheduled showsPlease contact: Sweetness (Co-Owner/DJ Manager)TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters)We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home!Requirements include:Must like to have fun and meet new peopleAn outgoing personality is a plusMust be active in the loungeMust fan, rate, and friend profiles and invite to the loungeBARTENDERSWe're looking for great, energetic people to keep our members drunk!Requirements include:Must keep the drinks flowingMust be active in the lounge & welcome new members to the lounge familyVIDEO VIXENS & CASANOVAS (Cam Hotties)We're looking for sexy people who enjoy being on cam to play with the crowd!Requirements include:Must have a camMust b

Sometimes
Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort

07/08/09
Fact of the day: The first known contraceptive was crocodile dung, used by Egyptians in 2000 B.C. Joke of the day: On day a redhead, a brunette, and a blonde were on their way to heaven. God told them the stairs to heaven were 1,000 steps and on every step he was going to tell them a joke. If they laughed they would not be able to get to heaven. So the redhead made it to the 45th step and laughed. The brunette made it to the 200th step and laughed. But the blonde made it to the 999th step and laughed even before god told his joke. God asked "Why did you laugh I haven't even told the joke yet" The blonde said "I know I just now got the first one!!!" Word of the day: HELLA (dedicated to my fellow Californians)

Love Always Is
ALKALINE TRIO LYRICS "This Could Be Love" I've got a book of matches I've got a can of kerosene I've got some bad ideas involving you and me I don't blame you for walking away I touched myself had thoughts of flames I shat the bed and laid there in it Thinking of you wide awake for days Wide awake for days And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain You couldn't crack a smile I didn't catch your name I don't blame you for walking away I'd do the same if I saw me I swear it's not contagious In four short steps we can erase this Step one -- slit my throat Step two -- play in my blood Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands You took me hostage and made your demands I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one I'm like a broken record I've got a needle scratching me It injects the poison of alcohol I.V. I don't blame you for walking away I'd do the same if I

His Castle, Her Prison
His Castle, Her Prison Memorized by his charms, He captured her heart and soul. With a promise of lasting love, He placed upon her head a crown. Adoration gleaming in his eyes, He introduced her to his friends. Proclaiming her his Princess Vowing always to be her Prince. The crown placed upon her head Became one forged of fear and pain With the promise of more to come, His Castle became her Prison. Light turned to darkness, Gloom would come to visit. His charms turned to rage. Her heart and soul prisoner. Release sought from despair, She turned within herself. Seeking relief from her Hell. By ending her suffering on earth.

Rescue Might Be Closing :(
As a lot of you know I am very involved with animal rescue especially when it comes to Rottweilers. The Rescue that I volunteer with is in trouble...I just got this email today...needless to say once you read it you will probably understand that my mood is not gonna be all that great. http://www.ncrottierescue.net Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 9:56 AM We can pay almost all the blls for last month except rockets bill which is $2300. His bill was very unexpected. It adds to the pressure of keeping NCrr open. If we don't come up with ways to make money and get our dogs out of boarding we will have to shut down. I don't know how else to say it. I have tried sending many Fundraising ideas to the group with little response or none at all. The stress is unbearable and I am at a loss. Doesn't anyone have kids who have friends who would help with a dog car wash. Anyone in girl scouts not scouts that need to earn badges. We need someone to do a newsletter. I don't know how much money we lo

A Great Place To Be
He probably wasn't a whole lot bigger than most men of his time and place, in height or in girth, rolling into the third decade of the nineteenth century in Sullivan County New York. George Reeves, if not imposing, was certainly a man who required a bit more elbow room than most. Maybe his expectations from life, and from himself, were just a little larger than those of the folks who surrounded him. For even then, in the mid-1830s, he found the insistent swell of population to be an infringement of what he felt to be his sanctuary from civilization, there in the Catskill Mountains. So, after convincing his brothers James and John that the territory of Michigan might offer them some adventure and an opportunity to stake a claim in a land that had just been newly wrestled from the control of the Potawatomi, they gathered a few belongings and were swept into the tide of migration that followed the Erie Canal west in 1837. At that time, Professor William Kirkland, formerly of Utica, New

What's Going On Now....
Ok, I've been sitting here for nearly a year without a job. A real job, one that pays and is constant. Ok some of you might think what the hell for. Well lets look at it this way, staffing agencies are not jobs! They don't give you a stable history that a person needs. That's all there is in this area, I've been told "oh move to a bigger area" well that would be nice, but you have to have MONEY in order to do that, and without a job you don't have money! Right now I'm trying to find a way to get back into college to get my Master's Degree. When I went to get my Bachelor's I was working a 30hr awk job, being a single parent, and taking care of a parent that later passed away, this resulted in a bad gpa. That isn't good when trying to get back into college. Without a job you can't pay the bills let alone the student loans that piled up. This is frustrating as hell! In the area I live in, there's really no jobs. Burger King only wants high school kids, and I'm old enough that most emplo

Use Your Lips To Mark Me A Canvas By: Azraeyl
Doodle, draw pictures, cover me with your words, use your tongue to make me a canvas. Use your lips to draw a world on me, I portray the art of you, and all that you create, what we could create, but your mouth stops there. Drawing the heavens formed in the air, millimeters above my skin. As I gasp, filling the ozone in my bedroom with a haunting ghost; the world your lips make contains no people, just gods and ghosts and worshippers of a dying faith. A faith that lingers in your teeth marks. Bruises left of battlegrounds, but no one fought there, just muscles, saliva, and air, left of an imaginary world in which we live. When your lips trace my ribs, designing crop circles no one else sees, just you and me and a God that we are and love. Fingering the ends of my hair while the other hand guides the would-be moon along my spine. Use your finger tips to leave a milky way of shooting stars upon my back. Blowing tsunamis of smoke rings, hissing animals come out between your teeth. Nip the

What Is It With The Truth?
What is it with the truth? Why the hell are people so god dammed afraid of it? WTF? Do people not realize that being honest with someone is the best thing you can do for yourself and them? You get people who are afraid to learn it. Why? Is it because you’re afraid of getting hurt? Even more so, you get people who are afraid to tell it. Why? Do you think that by lying, obscuring, and/or avoiding, that the person isn’t going to get hurt? That’s a grand way to show the person that you care. I personally think that if you do that, you don’t really give a shit about the person, you’re more concerned with your own conscience. The ironic part of that though is that you can’t lie to yourself. Sure you can try, but in the end it’s not possible. Let me go into that a little more though: Lying/Obscuring: You tell the person what they want to hear so their feelings don’t get hurt or leave things out for under the same pretense. Why? It&r

A Photographic Reality
When I was a child, taking photos was as much a part of my life as eating cereal for breakfast. Having come from a very photograph-happy family herself, my mother had inherited these traits and was (and still is) constantly lining up her family members for the obligatory photographs on every holiday, every birthday, vacation, special event, and then at random moments when she finds something she wants to remember. Said photos are always accompanied by the cheesy, fake, toothy smile which most people display in their photographs. I spent the last year working in a historical society where I found photographs of people without smiles on their faces. They didn’t look unhappy. They looked relaxed, natural, and accessible. And then I see newer photos of people with the big cheesy grins and I wonder how many of those smiles were forced and how many were genuine. I know that, at least in mine when you find a big toothy grin (which is rare), most of those are forced. I

Sometimes By: Sapphos Sisters
Sometimeswhat I needis to be taken hardwithout careor warningor even consentand used utterlyknowing that you'll give menot what I cravebut all that I need:that you'll fold me across your lapand beat me,tip me on the floorand bind me,spread my splayed legs wideand fuck mehardfrom behindunceasing - till I'm pleadinglike a bad, little girl,yelping like a bitch in heat,sobbingwith reluctant thanks.This isn't what I want(honestly)but it's what I need ........ sometimes.

Proud To Be Canadian
Did You Know?? The world's largest piggy bank is located at the Royal Canadian Mint in Ottawa, On. It is 13 feet tall and 18 feet long. Longest Coastline - Canada's coastline is the world's longest at 243,792 km or 151,485 miles (including the coastline of the country's 52,455 islands). Stretched out as a continuous line, it would circle the equator more than 6 times (25% of the world's coastline) Largest freshwater system in the world - Canada's 2 million lakes and rivers cover 7.6% of our landmass or 755,000 square km. The largest Sitka Spruce tree in the world (Canada's tallest tree) is in the Carmanah Valley (BC). It is 95 metres tall. The world's largest known red cedar tree is at Cheewaht lake, Pacific Rim National Park. It is 59.2 metres tall and 18.98 metres in circumference. Sparwood (BC) has the largest dump truck in the world at 350 tonnes. It was used for coal mining. World's largest Peogy is in Glendon, Alberta. The largest operating Cuckoo clock in the world

Fate Of Desire
-The death of NFL star Steve Mc Nair gave me food for thought.. -By nature we tend to chase after that inner desire for love, wealth and to be treated like kings or queens or even to become one..Even being married, being in a relationship or having kids has little power to tame the flame.. -We sometimes push our limit, our boundaries and go into territories that we are oblivious to, that we know the danger of.. We cheat and steal thinking its fun or a way of life, just to get what we want. -But there is a price to pay for how we live, This star died by the hands of cheating and u have to ask urself if wisdom is a thing of the past? [[The old definition of a mistress was a woman who was set up in her own apartment, given money for the essentials of life and and in turn made herself available to her keeper whenever he wanted her. The girl in question was just a hooker trading sex for the promise of a big-time football player husband. He handed her the line they all do: "I'm going

What If Our Time Was Short?
Returning to our routine, we get dressed without saying a word. It seems that haste is stronger than passion. Those memories and all our times together like darts they hit me in the heart. Then the melancholy without mercy attacks me from behind. I begin to think: What if our time was short, if our days were gone tomorrow, have made it very clear that I adore you with my life? If our life were cut short and I won’t be able to make love to you again, will I swear to you, (just in time) that no one will ever love you like I do? The afternoon dyes slowly and the hours consumes me, I am anxious to see you. I don’t understand how we allowed the everyday life to change the way we love. No one really knows for sure what they have until they face the fear of losing it forever.

Bored Bored Bored
Oh did I mention, hungry too? LOL! But I would have to get up & get dressed to do anything about it. But after 3 days of driving, I'm not really wanting to do that. *sigh* So what should a girl do I ask? At least the kitties are being amusing this morning. Poor Midna, he's so pussy-whipped by the 2 girls. LOL!

Me
If I was your girlfriend would I be the first thing on your mind when u wake up and the last thing you thought of before going to sleep? Love is kinda tricky it can feel amazing but then hurt so bad the next minute. Why is it so hard to find a good man who shows me the love and affection I think I deserve? Am I not hot enough? Intelligent enough? Men are so hard to fucking understand and I am about over trying. I shouldn't have to beg for a mans attention he should want to give it to me.

Roof Leak
Mr. Gable had a leak in the roof over his dining room, so he called a repairman to take a look at it. "When did you first notice the leak?" the repairman inquired. Mr. Gable scowled. "Last night, when it took me two hours to finish my soup!"

Friend
Everyone should havea friend like youYou are so much fun to be withAnd you are such a good personYou crack me up with laughterAnd touch my heart with your kindnessYou have a wonderful abilityTo know when to offer adviceAnd when to sit in quiet supportTime after timeYou've come to my rescueAnd brightend so manyOf my routine daysAnd time after timeI've realized how fortunateI am that my life includes youI really do believe thatEverybody should have a friend like youBut so far it looks likeYou are one of a kind!

One Day At A Time (repost)
The tears you've criedThe lies they liedThose angry handsPoor excuse for a manCan't turn back timeThere's no rewindYou try to dealDon't want to feelYou'd rather be numbEasier said than doneTried so hardTo define who you areBreaking thier moldTaking controlTo succeed is to tryDon't be deniedA life on your termsDare to be heardLearn to relyOn those that won't hideDon't disposeThose that bestowA haven of restCount yourself blessedFor those by your sideLet them provideThier love and supportIt's what friends are forLet them be thereAllow them to careThey understand painAnd the scars that remainSo be strongKeep keeping onEvery mountain you climbOne day at a time

An Old Poem Of Mine That I Found
Life is Short Life is Fleeting Life is forever in demand, but forevermore in short supply Life is not granted Life is not easy Life is not a joke, but laughing will make your life so much better Life is tragic Life is free Life is sad Life is depressing life is color, heritage, and species-blind Life does what it wants to Life gives you signs....follow them

Ha Ha Another Survey
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?my best friend[2] You were in the car with? Taco [3] Went to the mall with?Taco [4] Person you talked on the phone with?Mandy[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?PieDaddyT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?falseQ: Been suspended from school?falseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?True/ just the under side of the back of my headQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?falseQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall

Bling For Sale Ends July 9th @ 130am Est
5 CREDIT BLING AUCTION HEY EVERYONE.. I HAVE A 5 CREDIT BLING UP FOR SALE... BIDDING STARTS AT 1 MILL FUBUCKS & U CAN PICCK WHAT BLING U WANT WHEN U SEND ME FU BUCKS AT THE END!!! PLACE YOUR BIDS BELOW THANKS...

Flat Stomach
Here only b/c it's NSFW A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and somtimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "You are wasting your time." said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over gets on her knees and blows it right back up again."

A Song I Wrote This Morning - And How True
Change – Rich Scales July 2009 When we feel lonely, remember the things we had When were at conflict, not knowing good from bad. If this life is really, just a test for all Free will is ours, the writing isn’t on the wall. Change is life Life is free But the cost Is knowing what we need to be There are times, I wish I could rewind Rewrite my life, just so its less unkind Setting boundaries, feeling guilt Breaking down a smile, that I’d already built Change is life Life is free But the cost

Update
Update......Still haven't had any Coke.. 43 days into this and I have lost 26 pounds and my man boobs seem to be shrinking I have done 680 miles on the exercise bike.. 1782 miles to go before I reach Misfits house. Wonders if she'll feed me!573 miles to go to watch Vixen walk naked in the woods.1667 miles to the Bunny Ranch in Nevada to save Cubby from his sins.

Auto 11'z
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Hrm..
I'm taking my kids to the beach today...I own 3 swimsuits...all of which make me feel like I'm trying to display my boobs for all the world to see. It wouldn't be so bad if I were only going to be amongst adults...but this is a family beach..Maybe I'll just stay out of the water so I don't feel like a freakin' pedophile.

Spider Of The Week..........
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun...... well this week we had a 2 spider that needs alot of love and I sure hope that our family will show the love ...... http://fubar.com/user/2441311 and http://fubar.com/user/816900

I Was Yours To Hold
I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours

Everyone
in our day to day life we have so many things happen...we just learn how to appreciate things in our own way and of course accept things the way that God given us...so in learning period as of now...i'm learning the process in which you building your own family...but unfortunate i'm searching for my right guy yet his not came...so to end up this blog...i'm inviting evryone to have you or to get to know you...maybe your the right guy for me..!!! so be the one...have a nice day to all.....mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Dazed And Confused
I would come here more often, but to tell you the truth, I am absolutely confused on how to navigate this stuff. My 12 yr. old daughter can do more things on the computer than I can. How did that happen? I went to a club (is that what you call it)? once....and was totally lost. Since I'm missing a little bit please bear with me.

Funny Text Messages
1.(214): so he went down on me and i thought i heard him say "you're smelly" to my vagina (214): i got awkward and finally asked him what he said (214): he actually said "you want some dick?" to my vagina. which is worse? either way he's talking to it 2.(817): After 4 hours of foreplay he passed out and almost immediately peed in my bed. Naked. Like a fountain. Then tried to deny it in the morning by saying he just sweats a lot. 3.(617): i would really appreciate it if you would stop texting my girlfriend. (508): i would really appreciate it if you would stop cock blocking me. 4.(805): he just sent me a friend request on facebook. i wish it were physically possible to vomit on him through the internet. 5.(717): he made me salute his american flag boxers before i took them off 6.(916): How do you know one of your one night stands hasn't produced a child? You may have hundreds of kids. (1-916): Pretty sure I don't. One night stands are purely anal..no exceptions. 7.(202): therell b

Doctors??
ok, here it goes, tell me how an 84 yr old woman who has survived breast cancer for over 20 yrs, colon cancer in which they removed a large piece of her colon and sewed it back together. the death of a child and her husband, most of her brothers and sisters, can walk into a hospital, and sit for 12 1/2 hours before she is actually looked at, with enormous pain and swelling of her extremities, a unkown type of rash, that after 7 days the doctors still havent concluded what it is!!! she was admitted and treated for 3 days the swelling and rash lightened up, they sent her home the very next day back to the same ... swelling pain, rash has spread further. and they still havent conclusively diagnosed her!! now my problem is .... this is my mother firstly, and how do you send a ederly woman who has these symptoms, and pain, home when you havent cured the symptoms to begin with only lessened them !!! i am soo frustrated!! now the best part its what they " THINK" it might be is vasculitus, wh

Hmmm Lol
Copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. Deck: Ancient Enlightened Tarot Children's Tarot Crystal Tarot Dante Tarot Etruscan Tarot Fairy Tarot Fey Tarot Leonardo Da Vinci Tarot Nefertari's Tarot Tarot of the Gnomes Tarot of the Hidden Folk Tarot of the New Visions Tarot of the Renaissance Tarot of the Spirit World Tarots of Marseille Tarots of the Sphynx Universal Goddess Tarot Universal Tarot Visconti Tarots The Queen of Chalices card reversed suggests that you may have difficulty accepting love or intimacy without strings, or are tired of faking it or being exploited. Looking in the mirror and reassess the value and power you place in sex, beauty or compliance. You have much more to offer in a relationship. This habitual process of distancing yourself emotionally could be a defensive mechanism to keep from being abandoned or rejected by love again. There might not be any happiness or future in this solitary illusion or passionless situation. Take the opportunity to finally give voice

Hmmm
yay to finishing last in the one person that means everything to mes life that is me and an s not mess so lucky ass gets to go on an all paid vaction with an old friend whos trying to help her me fuck me i talk to a friend and they basically blow me and and dont give a fuck what i have to say im seriouslly so close to ending everything and disapearing to make her life so much simpler

Bless Me With Those Eyes
A thing of beauty is a joy foreverWords of Keats one can forget neverWhat is beauty - beauty is whereOne can enjoy here and there, every where!Grecian urn a beautiful pieceNiagara falls a beautiful placeSilver streaks of water brings us peaceHills and dales sure nature's grace!Does beauty lie in the objects seenOr lie in the eyes of the seer keen?Beauty seen in the scorching SunBeauty felt in the biting coldBeauty heard in the melody of birdsBeauty smelt in the fragrance of roseBeauty tasted in the bitterness of neemBeauty found sure in every mean(s) !Beauty is truth and truth beautyThat is all what ye know on earthAnd what all ye need to know'Words of WisdomFrom votary of beautyAnd a devotee of Almighty!Creator of noble beautyHarbinger of peace and pietyBless me with those eyes and mindBeauty in ugliness that they can find!Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soulSure makes one the wholesome whole.

Heads Up Peeps
DUE TO RECENT EVENTS, I AM NOT ACCEPTING MOST FRIEND REQUESTS, ESPECIALLY BLANK ONES, UNLESS I KNOW YOU SOMEWHAT ALREADY. I HAVE BLOCKED MANY PEOPLE BECAUSE OF DRAMA, AND I AM STILL IN THE PROCESS OF SHORTENING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST HERE ON FU. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A FRIEND ON FU, YOU WILL NEED TO GET TO KNOW ME SOMEWHAT BEFORE THIS WILL HAPPEN. THANK YOU, ROCK ON

Phil R.i.p.
Some things are unforseenOthers we only wait forEither not preparedFor all thats in store. With still so much to doStruggling through the dayHow often we stop to thinkHe's really gone away. Missing him, it will continueBut go forward we mustHe's in God's hands nowAnd in Him we must trust. Remember the good timesWith laughter and tearsAnymore not seen or heardBut within our hearts always near.

Slipknot
ya know there is some songs that u think are really hardcore ...then u read the lyrics and find them very funny slipknot sings this song get this or die ...and i was like ew it sounds hardcore just looked lyrics up and it is the funniest go to lyrics.com and check it out

Robert Pattinson May Not Do Anymore Twilight After Eclipsewritten By Bureau
Story written: 07 July 2009 It came as a shock recently when Robert Pattinson stated that he wasn't at all sure that he wanted to do the "Twilight: Breaking Dawn"! "I'm really becoming afraid that my other movies are not drawing me away from the fact that I'm still "Eward Cullen, Vampire". I even hear it from fans. "Look there's the vampire, Edward Cullen from the movies!" "Of course I'm glad the movies have brought me in as an actor but look at all the actors that get type-cast because of repeating the same roles over and over again and Eclipse will be the third. I mean, it may be too late, but not if I get a chance to play a really great role in something else." Pattinson went on to say that he felt it was pushing fate. "Look at all the people you see that was in a TV series for a good while or the same type movies, people see Michael Richards for instance and you hear, "Look it's Kramer!" No it isn't Kramer, it's Michael Richards. The same holds true of those guys who are alway

Tired Of Being There
Ok so there's always that person who helps u out unconditional of what it may be so long as they to have means to do so. They take u loan u money. And understands when ur down u jst need a simple boost back onto ur feet. Well that's usually me! I help every1 n I had stopped doing it for a while. Now I'm in school n had gotten a grant check to help me n pay for 2nd semester. I paid it n from April to end of June used rest of money for gas in a car I no longer can use mind u if left it with a full tank when parents desided to take it n not let me use it plus paid 50 to have the thing towd cus broke down! I paid for things my man n I did when he got back home cus he was strugglin for a new job, n now isn't barely makin enough to live after his rent. My parents won't help me n now if I dnt get to school ill owe 900in grants back not to mention be completely utterly screwd I'm tired of not being able to lean on any1 when I need help yet always being there for them. I need a job no1 hiring m

A New Moon For Showtime In Twilight Saga Movie Deal
A New Moon for Showtime in Twilight Saga Movie Dealby Nadya Vlassoff Amid the Twilight Saga craze, Showtime has landed the rights to broadcast the Twilight Saga, With all New Moon corners of the media market capitalizing on the popularity of the Twilight Saga, it was announced that Showtime has signed an exclusive Twilight deal with Summit Entertainment that gives Showtime the rights to air all Twilight films in the Stephenie Meyer based Twilight Saga upon the release of Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn to cable television. With cable television currently enjoying a new moon in popularity and far from any twilight of what TV fans can expect, the release of critically acclaimed cable TV movies and series have overshadowed mainstream networks. The new Twilight Saga - Showtime deal is a bold move for Showtime after executives chose to not continue relationships with Paramount, Lionsgate and MGM. Pri

Is 'twilight's' Kristen Stewart Having Robert Pattinson's Baby? Oh, Please...
Is 'Twilight's' Kristen Stewart having Robert Pattinson's baby? Oh, please... OMG! Is "Twilight" star Kristen Stewart pregnant? And is her onscreen vampire lover Robert Pattinson the baby daddy? Too delish, right? The New York Daily News is reporting on Australia's New Weekly story on Stewart's predicament. The Aussie tab's insider says, "When [Stewart] worked out she was late, she obviously started to thinking that she could be pregnant. And because of the timing, she thinks Rob could be the father." The gossip mag also reports she had a friend buy a home pregnancy test for her and that she is "very nervous about the whole situation." As evidence, the mag ran a shot of Stewart with a small round belly on the set of her upcoming film, "The Runaways." See photo at left! Naturally reps for Stewart and Pattinson have not confirmed whether there is any truth to the New Weekly's report.

Spooky Facts About Mj
Well here are a few facts about Michael Jackson that some may find eerie... He had his first 7 songs stay at #1 for 7 weeks. Each of his top 3 albums had 7 #1s off of each one. He was the 7th sibling in the family. He signed his Will on 7/7/02 He had his memorial 7/7/09 and that was exactly 7 years from the date of signing his will... hmmm coincidence or eerie....

Goa Tours And Travels- The Way To Mesmeric Holiday Vacation
Goa the smallest state of India and is globally famous for its palm fringed beaches. It is well known for picturesque beaches, azure sky, beautiful landscapes, ancient churches and monuments, etc. The state is the ideal destination for nature lovers, beach lovers, holidayers and honeymoon couples. It is the perfect place for relaxing and fun vacation. Every year tourists from all over the world come to Goa in India to enjoy mesmeric holiday vacation. Come once to this beautiful state of India and enjoy your vacation with your family, friends, beloved, etc in a delightful way. It is the tourists destination of all seasons and this beautiful state never fails give a warm welcome to its Guests. Visit this state and it is sure you will fall in love with the charming beaches and the magnificent surrounding. Goa is popularly described as the “Pearl of the Orient”. It is the place where tourists and people from all over the world come and spend memorable moment of their life. Go

Romantic Kerala- Dream Destination Of Honeymoon Couples
Honeymoon is the best time of the newly wedded couples that they celebrate together in a delightful way. It is the time couples come closer to know the feeling of each other celebrating the moments in a enjoyable way. Well Kerala is one such place in the whole world that provides the ambiance of heaven for new wed couples to celebrate their newly married life. It is the dream land of every honeymooner. Endowed with lush greenery, picturesque backwaters, palm fringed beaches, verdant hill stations, rich flora and fauna, Kerala is perfectly designed for honeymoon vacation. This beautiful state has everything prepared to make the honeymoon tour a lifetime memories. Kerala is the perfect destination to state a newly married life in a cheerful and delightful way. There are several captivating destination in Kerala that provides privacy, relaxation, romance, excitement and freedom to express your feeling towards each other on honeymoon Kerala. It has palm fringed beaches. It has exotic hil

A New Fsamily Member
to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25 in. He is perfect! thank-you to those who sent their well wishes and prayers

Within
I am lost Within myself, Wandering through a maze of thoughts. Plans and dreams are my pathways, full of twists and dead ends. Darkness and fog shroud me as I travel, haunting my every step. The more I search for a light... it can't be seen The more I look for hope ...it cant be found Still, I wander aimlessly- Not lost, yet never finding my way completely out. I am plagued by so many things- Memories that can not be erased, The whispering of 'What if's in my ears as I walk through past choices. I step through decisions long past- Here and there at the same time

Test Results
The Hot Friend 36% Sexy-Cute, 49% Dark-Light, 52% Artsy-Stylish Sexy, neither Dark nor Light, and neither Artsy nor Stylish, she's just the Hot Friend. You know you've got one of these. Great face, great uh... assets. This is the type of girl who is fawned on by guys constantly, never realizes it, and finally marries some jackass who's just like you... but damn it, it's not you! 8| Damn I'm screwed!!!

Always Delete Things From Your Cell When You Sell It On Ebay! (last One For Tonight)
"Today, I got an email from a guy to whom I sold my old phone to over eBay. Turns out I forgot to delete the nude photos of myself and my boyfriend that I had stored up. His email asked me for "any PIN numbers needed to use the phone, and oh by the way, nice tits." FML"

Talk About Bad Timing! Lol
"Today, I was flirting with this cute girl from Croatia that is part of the my exchange group in Holland. After a few beers and some smooth talking, she led me inside to a closed off room. We were about to have sex when her boyfriend of 2 years called and proposed to her. FML"

Computer Screen Lol
"Today, I saw a spot on my computer screen. I tried to use my finger to rub it off. Then, I tried using my nail. Then I tried to windex it off. I continued scratching at it with my nail. A half hour and one scratched screen later, I realized the spot was part of the webpage I was looking at. FML"

Mzbooti2big Is Up For Auction
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Yours Alone
Yours Alone Your heart beats against my skin as we hold each other close. My desires burn deep For I want and need you like never before "Take me please..." this I beg Let me be yours in every way Tease my body, take me higher- Bring me to sweet ecstasy! Wantonly, I move against you Crawling over your body, I rise above you I rock against you gently to savor every sensation. Hot to the touch, you make me moan At your expert touch, I scream out my pleasure Sated, I collapse against you... A single thought repeats through my being: "I am Yours... Yours alone... because You are my everything."

Where I Am
Hi everybody! I've been out of touch for the past week or so because I have been moving around alot. Right now I'm not in Trashcanistan. I am in Kuwait (it looks like a giant ashtray here) for a food service symposium and then when that is through I'll be trying to get a flight back to the good old USA for a couple of weeks before I go back to the land of very shakey goats. Getting on the internet has been impossible for me so don't take my absence personally. It's really hot here so stay cool for me, ok.

Dear World,
Sit up, shut up, and listen. I am going to blurt everything out here so be aware that things I say may offend people. That being said, let's begin. First off, FUCK MICHEAL JACKSON!!! I am so sick of hearing about him being dead. Farrah Fawcett, Ed McMahon, fuck even Billy Mays died. Nobody seems to give a shit. MJ this MJ that. Fuck him. What the hell makes him so fucking special? Farrah fought cancer for years that's inspirational some guy who made music and got fucked up plastic surgery is not inspirational. Why the hell shoul I give a fuck. Why should anyone? Where is Farrah's public memorial. It's left to rot in the dust of MJ's. Don't get me wrong I liked some of MJ's music I was a fan. But seriously people he is dead now back the fuck up. Let's not forget the impotance of the others who passed. I think the most apauling out of all of this is how most people comepletaly forgot that Farrah died the same day MJ did. I am sick of hearing about MJ and his funeral and all that. I

Intertwined Fates
We Are All Connected There are times when we may feel disconnected from the world. Our actions can seem like they are of no major consequence, and we may feel like we exist in our own vacuum. Yet, the truth is that our simplest thought or action - the decisions we make each day, and how we see and relate to the world - can be incredibly significant and have a profound impact on the lives of those around us, as well as the world at large. The earth and everything on it is bound by an invisible connection between people, animals, plants, the air, the water, and the soil. Insignificant actions on your part, whether positive or negative, can have an impact on people and the environment that seem entirely separate from your personal realm of existence. Staying conscious of the interconnection between all things can help you think of your choices and your life in terms of the broader effect you may be creating. Think of buying a wooden stool. The wood was once part of a tree which is part

Pronosis
NOT GOOD....HAS NODULES IN CHEST AND BELLY AREA...6MONTHS TO A YEAR ...WE SHALL SEE..NO ONE REALLY KNOWS...AND ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN...ONE DAY AT A TIME IS ALL I KNOW ANYMORE..HE IS GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH TRACHE..MAKES LIFE A BIT EZIER. A NIGHTMARE ON ONE HAND AND A BLESSING TO B ABLE TO SPEND SOME TIME AND MEMORIES AND SAY OUR GOODBYES..BUT FOR NOW...LIFE AS USUAL...THINK THE WORST, HOPE FOR THE BEST...TY FOR ALL THAT HAVE LISTENED TO MY WANKING...BUT SOMETIMES...U GOTTA DO WHAT U GOTTA DO TO SURVIVE...THANK U AGAIN..I REMEMBER MY TRUE FRIENDS...MUCH LOVE..XO LISA MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU....;)

Feelings...nobody Cares About Mine...
A lot of you have been wondering why I've been so upset the last 2 days. I had a friend named Brian (his name on here is Badazzdodge) and he and I were really close. This past weekend he met a woman (Vellarian) and apparently she's his whole world now. Which is whatever. I had been feeling some weird feelings for him that I thought at first were just strong feelings of friendship. Problem is, I have a boyfriend who I've been with for 6 years that I love very much. I told Brian how I feel and that I was worried we wouldn't be as good of friends with his girlfriend because that always happens. Females these days are very jealous human beings. I know it because I can get jealous too. I told him about my TOTALLY rational fear of his girlfriend not wanting him to have female friends. He said he would never let that happen and that when he got home from work he would set aside time for us to talk. @ 9 p.m. last night I told him to text me when he would be available, which he never did. I saw

Oil & Oil Prices
I asked the media to find out why a quart of oil stays the same price when the price of gas jumps. The answer that I got was supply and demand, Sources told me that because the demand for gas is greater than the demand for refined oil it passes under consumer watch and is legal. If someone could explain the definition of price gouging and see if it relates to the topic I've brought to the table it would be appreciated.

Female Ignorance
Why is it when a woman say's "I only do chicks" or "Men are all the same" or my favorite "Men are boring"....etc , that usually after that is said there's yet another demeaning remark after that?It's apparent that there's a lot of unfair onesided remarks that are untrue about the few or the vast majority like myself a man who is in a relationship with a woman and has been for 10+ yrs. Look at the pics of yourselves on my friends list and tell me why a man would look at your pic and not be aroused enough to push the add me button. If the arrogance of some women has pushed them to the point that they don't realize the natural power they have over men of all types, then your just plain ignorant. (Not to be taken in a derrogatory manor) I'm just saying open your eyes and look at yourselves,and consider the men you talk to before you judge us. Dont be offended,Bill

Mothers Killing Babes
I saw a news story today about a woman who smothered her baby with a blanket. Why? What in the hell was she thinking? She was frustrated. That's it. She was frustrated! What kind of lame ass excuse is that?!? The same thing happened several years ago in Houston, Texas. A mother drowned her three children in the bath tub. Just before she killed them she telephoned her husband. She was frustrated too. Parenting is hard. Everybody knows that. Those that don't have serious issues. But what do I know... I'm just a guy. I can't know what it's like being pregnant or raising a child. Men don't change diapers, warm bottles, or play Peek-A-Boo. I got a surprise for ya... I was a live in nanny for 4 years. I was with the family through the pregnancy and beyond. Their first child passed away due to SIDS. I stayed on for their second child. They were my friends. I was also a children's entertainer for 15 years. So I know a little about children.Kids are tough to figure out.

People Who Get Into Fights On The Internet.
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet,so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics;Even if you win, you're still retarded.

Weekend
hey all i wanna tell u all about my 4th of july weekend well fisrt i had to put up with 2 12 year old obnoxious little girls and secondly i caught the biggest fish,the littlest fish & the most fish on saturday the 4th then saturday night went into pigeon forge to watch some of the best fireworks i've ever seen in my whole life at Patriot Park, then sunday after the 2 12 year old girls lefy going home sunday me, mom, dad, and my aunt sheila went out on the boat fishing and had some peace and quiet lol...i dunno when i'm going back down but i hope next time it will b awesome cause i wanna catch some more fish and i want my nephew and my dads mom to be down there and having fun! and that's all i gotta say Love u all Awesome Aaron

I Want An Outstanding Tab
The thing that really grinds my gears is, women! Confusing lot of creatures. To catch one you must be indifferent to them.Act lioke you are not interested and they will come back to you. Make the mistake of showing affection and heaven forbids it. After people get together though , this where the woman nsays you never pay attention to me, yet thats how it started.

Religious Hipocracy
Why is it wrong for women to serve as true clergy? The same people that enforce this policy are the same people that are hiding and harboring pedophiles from prosecution. Look in your own hometowns and I bet there is a catholic diocese harboring one of your own pedophile priests. Tell me pope Benedict why is it better for the world to suffer, so that rules made by the dead wont be broken? I leave you with this pope Benedict watch out for those who call themselves teachers of the law, and ask them who's law.

Every Body To Read This Please
1. Ovarian cancer What it is: Ovarian cancer is one of the most serious gynecologic cancers. It usually starts on the surface of the ovary. It is often not diagnosed until it's in the advanced stages. Symptoms: Ovarian cancer may not cause obvious symptoms in its early stages. As it progresses, symptoms may include pressure or fullness in the pelvis, abdominal bloating or changes in bowel habits (such as gas, constipation or diarrhea), and feeling very tired. Risk factors: Risk increases with age, especially around menopause. Other risks include having a family or personal history of ovarian cancer, never being pregnant and perhaps taking estrogen-only hormone therapy for many years to treat menopause symptoms. 2. Uterine or endometrial cancer What it is: Most uterine cancers start in the lining of the uterus (endometrium) after menopause. Those cells in the lining that grow out of control and invade the uterine tissue typically cause uterine cancer. Symptoms: Warning s

You Broke My Hreat-
'm sitting here whilst writing this song ,Thinking of how it all went wrong, I can't quite make out, what i said to you, To make you act like your starting to, You're breaking my heart, With the pain you put me through, I'm tearing up the letters, That i got from you, I'm looking out my window, And guess what i see? ,A newly married couple, That's what we were meant to be.,Stop breaking my heart,With those words you say to me,I not gonna listen,I'll throw away the key,I'm running away from the madness in my head ,Trying to find a reason why,You did what you did and said what you said,I think it's time thatwe said goodbye,You're breaking my heart,Over and over again,Why cant i make you see,That i ain't like other men, hope your happy now, To see me in this state, Now you're saying sorry, Well tuff it's too late, You've broken my heart, And what you see is true, I'm living like a tramp, This is all down to you,....... Love forever no more Rhino

Do We Live In A Christian Nation?????
"I have examined all the known superstitions of the word, and I do not find in our particular superstition of Christianity one redeeming feature. They are all alike founded on fables and mythology. Millions of innocent men, women and children, since the introduction of Christianity, have been burnt, tortured, fined and imprisoned. What has been the effect of this coercion? To make one half of the world fools and the other half hypocrites; to support roguery and error all over the earth." Thomas Jefferson The USA is a nation that is predominately populated by Christians but we are most emphatically not a 'Christian nation' in name, law, or behavior.

Just Do It!
my vacation is almost done. it seems like i didn't do as much as i wanted to. i did spend a lot of time finding people on facebook and fubar. lol. it's been a lot of work takin care of my past debts. there's a lot of emotional investment and resentment. but as i make progress, i do feel the burden get lighter. it seems once again, like there's a light at the end of the tunnel. but at the same time, it's frustrating to not be able to just get past this small barrier. it seems like everytime i start to make good progress, some obstacle or mishap happens. i'm so close, i can feel it. but it seems like i'm a month behind and always playing catch up. i do know, it's giving me a litteral pain in the neck. i'm gonna need another good massage to work out the kinks. i need to do some more drawing. it's been over 4 years since i did any artwork. it'll probably be very therapeutic for me to work on a few projects. i'm sure my style has changed since last time. the way i see thing

Beaten With Our Own Stick
Did you ever wonder where the money for things like the subversion of the world's immigration laws may come from? Also, recently I’m seeing an ad campaign, using money we don’t have, to sell us on a new health plan. It seems to me as long as we allow people to print up fiat money there will be no place in the world where freedom can flourish. If the Globalist oppose your efforts, paid for with real hard earned money, all they have to do is fire up the presses and shovel the money to any group that will oppose you. Not only that but it seems they do it in such a way that the money to achieve THEIR goals is borrowed from them. Then we pay interest to a group outside of our country, like the Federal Reserve, on the creation and borrowing of OUR OWN money. IN ESSENCE THEY BEAT US WITH OUR OWN STICK!

Parts Of The One
Ants And Bees, A MetaphorWhen we see ants and bees out in the world, we often see just one, but this belies the reality of their situation. More than any other species, ants and bees function as parts of a whole. They cannot and do not survive as individuals; they survive as members of a group, and the group’s survival is the implicit goal of each individual’s life. There is no concept of life outside the group, so even to use the word individual is somewhat misleading. Often, humans, on the other hand, strongly value individuality and often negatively associate ants and bees with a lack of independence. And yet, if we look closer at these amazing creatures, we can learn valuable lessons about how much we can achieve when we band together with others to work for a higher purpose.Most ants and bees have highly specified roles within their communities, some of which are biologically dictated, and they work within the confines of their roles without complaint, never wishing to

Blahhh
You're everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could have beenBut still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?You're the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you're the only oneAnd though there are times when I hate you'Cause I can't eraseThe times that you hurt me and put tears on my faceAnd even now, while I hate you, it pains me to sayI know I'll be there at the end of the dayI don't wanna be without you, babeI don't want a broken heartDon't wanna take a breath without you, babeI don't wanna play that partI know that I love you, but let me just sayI don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no noI don't want a broken heartI don't wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo, no, no broken-hearted girlThere's something that I feel I need to sayBut up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come aroundAnd still I wanna put this outYou say you've got the most respect for me But, sometimes I

First Blog...
And I have nothing for you. I don't know why. Perhaps it's because I'm tired and kinda sore. Perhaps my blood sugar. Perhaps I'm still a bit outta my tits over the shooting that JUST took place in my parking lot45 minutes ago. But then again, perhaps I'm not as creative as I'd like to pretend I am. Regardless, I should put some things in here. So I decided to just give you some silly news stories, along with my take on them. Wait...don't go yet! I haven't started! *sigh* Fine...okay. so how many are left? Show of hands? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller? WHY I LOVE MEXICO Seriously...where else can you read about fake fighters getting done in by fake hookers? Bonus points for the faux fighters being midgets. God bless you, Mexico. Hungry Hungry Hookers You want more proof that people have little standards? There ya go. Or maybe the chips help the jizz go down easier. Anyone have any thoughts? Owwww! All I can say is that THIS dude is more hardcore than Terry Funk, Mick Foley, and Sabu c

Family Crisis
Much love & appreciation to my dear friends that haven't forgotten me while I have been unable to be here...I miss you & have you close to my heart. We have a family crisis right now...my brother in law has been in a terrible accident. It was life threatening but as of now he is in critical but stable condition. Each day is one of new hope. Please keep him in your thoughts & prayers. I'll check in when I can... Hugs from my heart to yours ~ Loey

Longing
Each and every day I want to hear you say I need you, I want you But all I ever hear Is how your heart cant belong to me I yearn to be cared for To learn to be able to love again The need deep inside To mean something to someone Just when I think I have found that one It is proven to me There isn't a one The longing returns To be wanted To be desired and loved My world is full Full of sorrow and despair For that one will never be there.

I Am Alive
Hey everyone! Yes! I am alive still. I have been not on recently. I have been going to school. I just graduated and now have my Associate's in Medical Coding. Just have to do my externship and take my certification and then I am off job hunting. Yeah what fun. I haven't had much of a life between school and homework and kid. Thank god school is all over now. I am glad. I need to get back in the saddle on here. Don't have many points so if you could help me out and share my profile with your friends that would be greatly appreciated. Love ya all.

Metros Most Exclusive Performance
For all of you who arent on my personal page, www.myspace.com/metrosmost and aslo my artist page, www.myspace.com/1metrosmost , go check that out! Hope all is well and blessed. I got some great news to share with everybody. This year at the 10th Annual Gathering of the Juggalos 2009, I (Metros Most), will be performing an exclusive set at the spectacular spectacle known as The Shangri-La Resort! Not only will I be performing this year, I am also hosting all the live performances once again! I will have my faithful sidekick DJ Shadow this year up in the DJ booth mixin and spinnin some flava for the masses! We have over 50 acts performing all week long from 12:15am til 5:00am! Check out all the freshness over at www.myspace.com/shangri_la_resort as we are also hosting and running the 2009 Juggalo Car Show, we will have bikes and cars on display. We've got a tons of surprises as well as free prize give-aways! This year's Gathering is not something you should miss! So come on by and kicked

What Did I Do
Im in fort bliss texas getting ready to head for iraq in a month. The best part i volunteered. My mom always said i was special but i just now realized what kind of special she meant. Seriously I love this army stuff.

A Soldier Morn's Mj's Death
This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty inIraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson newsinteresting. "Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and a

Buying Viagra
An old man goes into a drug store to buy some Viagra 'Can I have 6 tablets, cut in quarters?' 'I can cut them for you' said Dan the pharmacist ' But a quarter tablet will not give you a full erection. ' 'I am 96' said the old man.'I don't want an erection. I just want it sticking out far enough so I don't piss on my slippers.'

I Want To Fuck You With Words
I want to fuck you with words… Take every vowel and consonant and rub them gently over your skinhear you gasp in the spaces between letters and wordsas the language devours you and sucks you back in grasp every soft sounding letter to lightly stroke you in all of your sensitive spots tease you and please you with the gentlest of sounds until you feel as if your stomach is tied up in knotsI want to trace every word with the tip of my finger from the top of your lashes down, carve every letter with my fingernails along your spine as we surrender and both fall to the ground I want to lick you and suck you with soft sounding syllables from the top of your naval to the tip of your cock and then I want to slowly savour your essence as i take you down deeper to that place you forgottwenty six fucking glorious letters seduce you when I’m down on all fours, I succumb to the smell of your sex and surrender to the sound of you groaning I’m yours… Words, reaching

Love
how can you really tell when your in love. How can you tell when a person loves you back. Why do the people that you love hurts you. Do you some times feel that love is not real? Do you feel that maybe love is just a word? Love is real. Some times when you try to tell some one how u feel for a person that sometimes it makes no since at all to them but it make since to you. Well I think when your in love with some one your heart fells different its like ur heart has a glow to it and u cant stop thinking about that person at all even if you really try really hard to forget about them but you just cant. You want to hold them all day and all night and you want to kiss them every time you see them and when you do see that person you just want to jump up in down just because your really happy to see them. So is love real or is it just a word?

A Lonely Little Girl
I look in the mirror,and all I can see,is an unhappy little girlstaring back at me.Things have happened in my life,some things I cannot change,but I am the only personwho has to deal with my rage.I'm upset because I'm all alone,and I feel like I have nothing of my own.I can't take it back,because I'm ready to go,because love in my life is something I lack,and a feeling I will never know. I cry all the timebut in front of friends I laugh,why can't they see it's really a sad smile?Probably because I make them think crying, is just not my style.I always feel downand people turn away, sometimes it seems as if,I have nothing left to say.People don't want to listento all the hurt I feel,they just blow it off,and tell me it's no big deal.I cope with problems myself,because I have nobody on my side,I cry all these tears alonebecause sadness is something I hide.My friends are friends that never seeif something is really bothering me,they all have their own lives other than to worry about me,

Grandma & Grandpa
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA WERE WATCHING A RELIGIOUS HEALING PROGRAM ONTV.......THE EVANGELIST CALLED TO ALL WHO WANTED TO BE HEALED, TO PUT ONE HAND ONTHETV AND THE OTHER ON THE BODY PART THEY WANTED HEALED...GRANDMA HOBBLED TO THE TV AND PUT ONE HAND ON THE TV AND THE OTHER ONHERARTHRITIC HIP..GRANDPA MADE HIS WAY TO THE SET AND PUT ONE HAND ON THE TV AND THE OTHERONHIS CROTCH...GRANDMA LOOKED AT HIM WITH DISGUST: "YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU OLDCOOT.....THE PURPOSE OF THIS PROGRAM IS TO HEAL THE SICK, NOT RAISE THEDEAD.

N----rs!
...One player started a discussion thread that claimed Myers had been banned from the game because he had called a fellow player a "n----r."... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Naggers...I freakin canna stand em, boyo! *sighs and giggles* THE WORD WAS NAGGERS!!! I love South Park - Matt and Trey, you guys ROCK THE TABOOS! :) Noun: (n) scold, scolder, nag, nagger, common scold (someone (especially a woman) who annoys people by constantly finding fault) ESPECIALLY A WOMAN!! So why the gender bias on the word N----R (NAGGER). Do women find constant fault with people more often then men... If a man finds constant fault with people is he just considered OBSERVANT. Did we not just go through this kind of thing when Hilary Clinton was viewed as being BITCHY when she was merely being as STRONG and FORTHRIGHT as her male counterparts in the run for the democratic nomination. Poor Sarah Palin is beautiful and does not try to make herself loo

Miss Joyce
Toward the end of Sunday service, the Minister asked, 'How many of you have forgiven your enemies?'80% held up their hands.The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady.'Miss Joyce''; 'Are you not willing to forgive your enemies?'I don't have any.' She replied, smiling sweetly.'Miss Joyce', that is very unusual. How old are you?''Ninety-eight.' she replied.'Oh, Miss. Joyce, would you please come down in front & tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?'The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said:'I outlived the bitches.

Only In Texas....
Texas Sex - The Rodeo Position Two Texans were out on the range talking about their favourite sex positions. One said, "think I enjoy the rodeo position the best." "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," said the other cowboy. "What is it ?" "Well, it's where you get your wife down on all fours and you mount her from behind. Then you reach around and cup each one of her breasts in your hands and whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's.' Then you try and stay on for 8 seconds."

Tiger Woods
Taking a wee break from the golf course, Tiger Woods drives his new Mercedes into an Irish gas station... An attendant greets him in typical Irish manner, unaware who the golf pro is... 'Top o' the mornin' to ya.'

Wash My Women Down With Whiskey...
I wash my women down with whiskey, So I can't feel their claws, While they're tearing out my heart Women are the reason I am lost here in the dark, I know that love is madness, I know this pain is real but I'm empty of emotion There is nothing left to steal My only consolation Is their teeth and claws my poetic inspiration the reason that I fall, I wash my women down with whiskey, As I fall straight into hell Satans touch is gentle After what those women sell.....

Hmmmmm
And it came to pass in the Age of Insanity that the people of the land called America, having lost their morals, their initiative, and their will to defend their liberties, chose as their Supreme Leader that person known as "The One". He emerged from the vapors with a message that had no meaning; but He hypnotized the people telling them, "I am sent to save you. My lack of experience, my questionable ethics, my monstrous ego, and my association with evil doers are of no consequence. For I shall save you with Hope and Change. Go, therefore, and proclaim throughout the land that he who preceded me is evil, that he has defiled the nation, and that all he has built must be destroyed." And the people rejoiced, for even though they knew not what "The One" would do, he had promised that it was good; and they believed. And "The One" said "We live in the greatest country in the world. Help me change everything about it!" And the people said, "Hallelujah! Change is good!" Then He said, "We

An Unwavering Connection To The Infinite
WorthThough much of who and what we are changes as we journey through life, our inherent worth remains constant. While the term self-worth is often used interchangeably with self-esteem, the two qualities are inherently different. Self-esteem is the measure of how you feel about yourself at a given moment in time. Your worth, however, is not a product of your intelligence, your talent, your looks, your good works, or how much you have accomplished. Rather it is immeasurable and unchanging manifestation of your eternal and infinite oneness with the universe. It represents the cornerstone of the dual foundations of optimism and self-belief. Your worth cannot be taken from you or damaged by life’s rigors, yet it can easily be forgotten or even actively ignored. By regularly acknowledging your self-worth, you can ensure that you never forget what an important, beloved, and special part of the universe you are.You are born worthy—your worth is intertwined with your very being. Y

Thoughtful Conclusions About Commitment
My sissy Moonfire/Lara is getting married and this brought this random though to my mind... I hope it helps her as well as many others. Deciding Whether To MarryThough we may make many commitments throughout our time on earth, few have a lifelong impact on the path our lives will take. The decision to marry someone you love—to bond yourself to them completely—is unlike any other and can reshape your existence. When two people have similar goals, values, and needs, marriage can result in a lifetime partnership of love and respect, shared laughter and tears, friendship, and intimacy that is ultimately fulfilling. Love is often cited as the sole prerequisite of a strong and stable married life. However, the decision to get married should be made with the mind and the soul as well as with the heart. Carefully considering whether you truly want to get married, both individually and as a couple, can ensure that if you do choose to marry, your relationship can grow to unimaginabl

I Learned Something New....
***************************************************************************** The young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. *************************************************************************** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait... **************************************************************************** Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes or shark attacks. (So, watch your Ass )

Leveling....
What is the deal with all the higher level people helping each other level up? I spend way too much time rating photos and voting mums to really enjoy the fun stuff.If those that are higher levels helped those way down here ,we could all have a good time instead of getting headaches and clicker finger spasms! So when ever u wonder what happened to some of the people that don't come around here much...ask yourself what u did to make their visit here fun.....help when u can...and stop making fun of those who ask....they are only tired not begging!!!!

Ready To Spit Nails
yanno i really dont know what people have against fat people?! hell im a big girl but just because im big doesnt mean im a mean person that doesnt have feelings... one mumm was posted and it just really bothered me... but i posted a comment saying "i like being curvy" and the dude came back with "there is a difference between fat and curvy" wtf! its like this... if you dont like fat chicks... get the fook off my page and list... i dont have time for ya... i am who i am and i am loved for who i am.. i dont need the stupidity that you want to spread like a disease... people seem to foget that others out there do have feelings...

Why I Fired My Secretary
Why I fired my Secretary. Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning.. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone ' Happy Birthday.' I thought.... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids..... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word.. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, 'Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! ' It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, 'You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me..' I said, 'Thanks,

Taking A Time Out
You Are Not CrazyMost of us feel a little crazy from time to time. Periods of high stress can make us feel like we’re losing it, as can being surrounded by people whose values are very different from our own. Losing a significant relationship and moving into a new life situation are other events that can cause us to feel off kilter. Circumstances like these recur in our lives, and they naturally affect our mental stability. The symptoms of our state of mind can range from having no recollection of putting our car keys where we eventually find them, to wondering if we’re seeing things clearly when everyone around us seems to be in denial of what’s going on right in front of their eyes. For most of us, the key to survival at times like these is to step back, take a deep breath, and regain our composure. Then we can decide what course of action to take.Sometimes a time-out does the trick. We take a day off from whatever is making us feel crazy and, like magic, we feel in

Hackfest: The Power Of Mclovin Compels You!!!!!
Yo, obnoxious dirt clods, and welcome to another edition of HackFest, the leading cause of deprivation on the interweb besides porn. I'm not going to bother to tell you my name, Because if you've been reading this blog long enough, you should know it by now. If not, I've alreaady sent you and your loved ones a delicious barrel of anthrax complete with a tart flavoring of swine flu to help you remember. Today's rant is about politics, and, yes, how much I hate it. I'd think of something clever to say, but just the thought of having to even do this rant clogs the witty parts of my brain with rage. You see, I'm not the one to be involved in politics. All things considered, I hate the whole lot of filthy politicians that pollute my precious government. They are too self-absorbed in in-fighting to actually try and solve a problem. Our government is more concerned with debating who is right or wrong rather than solve the fucking problem. First, you have the left wing people, who believe t

Tied In Knots
The Journey of ReleaseWhen we become overwhelmed and things are not going as planned, it is natural to hold tighter to our goals and try to force things to go our way. In the process, we tie ourselves in knots, tensing our shoulders, jaws, and muscles throughout our bodies. Our mind tells us that this is how to get a firmer grip on a situation that feels out of control, but as we create knots in our bodies we are blocking the flow of our energy, exhausting ourselves by exerting more effort yet accomplishing less. At these times, though it may seem counterintuitive, our higher selves know it’s better to let go.This may not be quite as easy as it sounds. After the relief of our first decision to release, if we allow questions about how to get everything done to start again, the knots will be back before we know it. So we need to be aware that this is a process to breathe through. First, we need to let go of our idea of what the perfect outcome should be, and allow that the intellig

Allowing Our Loved Ones To Be Human
Putting People on a PedestalWhen we fall in love with someone or make a new friend, we sometimes see that person in a glowing light. Their good qualities dominate the foreground of our perception and their negative qualities. They just don’t seem to have any. This temporary state of grace is commonly known as putting someone on a pedestal. Often times we put spiritual leaders and our gurus on pedestals. We have all done this to someone at one time or another, and as long as we remember that no one is actually “perfect,” the pedestal phase of a relationship can be enjoyed for what it is—a phase. It’s when we actually believe our own projection that troubles arise.Everyone has problems, flaws, and blind spots, just as we do. When we entertain the illusion that someone is perfect, we don’t allow them room to be human, so when they make an error in judgment or act in contradiction to our idea of perfection, we become disillusioned. We may get angry or di

Fuel That Nurtures
Eating Right to Feel BetterAt its simplest, food is fuel. Though our preferences regarding taste and texture can vary widely, we all rely on the foods we eat for energy. Most people are aware that it is vital we consume a diverse assortment of foods if we aspire to maintain a state of physical well-being. However, the intimate connection between diet and our mental well-being is less understood. Just as the nutritional components in food power the body, so too do they power the mind. Some foods can impair cognitive functioning and sap our energy while others heighten our intellectual prowess and make us feel vigorous. What we eat and drink can have a powerful effect on our ability to focus, mental clarity, mood, and stress levels.Food allergies, which don’t always manifest themselves in forms we recognize, can also play a significant role in the maintenance of mental health. Thus, for most of us, even a simple change in diet can have a profoundly positive impact on our lives. Tak

Ole And Lena
Ole, out in his pasture in northern Minnesota,Takes a lightning-quick kick from a cow right in the crotch.Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor He said 'How bad is it Doc? I'm going on my honeymoon next veek and my fiance, Lena, is still a Virgin - in every vay'. The doctor told him, 'I'll have to put your willy in a Splint to let it heal, and keep it straight. It should be okay next week. He took four tongue depressors, and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, And taped it all together . Quite an impressive work of art. Ole mentions none of this to Lena , marries her, and they go On their honeymoon to Duluth .. That night in the motel room, Lena rips open her blouse to Reveal her beautiful, untouched breasts. She said, 'You're the first vun. No vun has EVER seen deez.' Ole immediately drops his pants and replies, 'Look at dis, ....still in DA CRATE

Defining Your Direction
Your Life’s WorkMany people are committed to professions and personal endeavors they never consciously planned to pursue. They attribute the shape of their lives to circumstance, taking on roles they feel are tolerable. Each of us, however, has been blessed with a purpose. Your life’s work is the assemblage of activities that allows you to express your intelligence and creativity, live in accordance with your values, and experience the profound joy of simply being yourself. Unlike traditional work, which may demand more of you than you are willing to give, life’s work demands nothing but your intent and passion for that work. Yet no one is born with an understanding of the scope of their purpose. If you have drifted through life, you may feel directionless. Striving to discover your life’s work can help you realize your true potential and live a more authentic, driven life.To make this discovery, you must consider your interests in the present and the passions t

Residing At The Helm
Being Your Own VillageSimple survival requires us to be in possession of many skills. The pursuit of dreams requires many more. Most individuals rely on the support of a village, whether peopled by relatives or community members, to effectively address the numerous ways we need assistance. This can mean anything from asking favors of acquaintances and leaning on loved ones for support to paying a skilled artisan to handle specialized tasks. However, each human being is born with the capacity to be their own village. We embody many roles throughout our lifetimes, all of which are representative of our capacity for self-sufficiency and self-determination. In different moments in our lives, we are our own counselor, janitor, caregiver, cook, healer, teacher, and student. Our willingness to joyfully take on these roles grants us the power to maintain control over the direction our life’s journey takes.In times past, human beings learned all of the skills needed for survival. Today, t

Revolutionary Idea
ARE YOU A REVOLUTIONARY ??? DO YOU WANT CHANGE ??? Money is being thrown around while our great nation is driven into the ground while our troops protect our freedom, we sit amongst our own doom So in order to do whats fair, we must first clear the air Take a chair Listen well to a simple idea from a simple man It may not prove too simple, but it will prove worth something Unless "We The People" as individuals, take control of our own destiny The officials WE put in charge will destroy us and all we have worked for Just by doing what they are told by who's in charge My choice is to work every day of my life for an honest days pay, and the respect and loyalty of others just like me. Our numbers are strong and our convictions are clear. But our right to work, provide and survive is being threatened more and more every day.( or being taken from us) Devoted people impounded for 30 yrs in labors they CHOSE to toil, each day; Now have NO choice but to sit and stare, at the wal

Listening To Our Bodies
Illness LessonsWhen our body, mind, and spirit are in balance, we experience good health. But sometimes we get caught up in life’s parade of change and movement, and things get out of balance. Just as there are seasons in nature, our bodies go through times of cleansing and times of activity. Illness is one way our bodies restore the balance they seek, as it cleanses the buildup of unwanted manifestations of negative energy in our system. When we are not feeling our best, we can go beyond addressing the physical symptoms to listen to our bodies as they tell us the changes needed to restore balance.Our bodies give us signals, but if we don’t listen when they tell us that they are tired or stressed, then the imbalance increases and a stronger message is required, one that is generally expressed by illness or dis-ease. The first step to regaining equilibrium involves slowing down, eating healthy food, getting more rest, and taking soothing remedies. Once we have nurtured ourse

Conscious Decisions
Going Against What Is PopularJust because an idea or way of doing things is popular doesn’t mean it’s right for everyone. However, part of the way that something becomes popular is that many of us don’t take the time to determine what’s right for us; we simply do what most of the people we know are doing. In this way, our decisions about life are made by default, which means they aren’t what we call conscious decisions. There may be many other options available, but we don’t always take the time to explore them. This may be the result of feeling overwhelmed or pressured by family, peers, and humanity at large, to do things their way, the way things have always been done. Regardless of the cause, it is important that, as often as we can, we decide for ourselves what to do with our lives rather than just drift along on the current of popular opinion.It is not always easy to make decisions that go against the grain. Many people feel threatened when thos

Opportunity For Reflection
Hard DaysWe all have days that seem endlessly difficult and hard. On these days, it is as if the odds are stacked against us and we just can’t get a break as one challenging situation follows another. We may feel like we’re standing in the ocean getting hit by wave after wave, never able to get a full breath. Sometimes it’s necessary or worth it to stay in the fray and work our way through. Other times, the best idea is to go home and take the breath we need in order to carry on.If the only choice is to get through it, a hard day can be a great teacher. It will eventually end and we can look back on it, taking pride in the stamina, courage, and ingenuity it took to hold our ground. We may also look back and see how we could have done things differently. This knowledge will be valuable when we face hard days in the future. Trust your gut as you’re deciding whether to work through it, and know that sometimes a timely retreat is the best way to ensure a positive ou

The Fool
THE FOOL dont know how much longer i can fake this smile because of what you did my heart breaks a little more each day you seem close but ur not and it hurts me every mile i dont kw how to deal with this your so far awayit hurts to breath and i dont even know how i should feel all i feel is nothinghow come the ones you love, pain is all they bring?why is it that when you need someone they always leave or just stay to say they haven't left yetlike this is all just a game to them, they

I Guess I Wanted To Post Something I Wrote When I Was Young... Tho Im Not Sure It Makes Sence Anymore *ponders
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs feat...to bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i

So Yeah....
So I'm the girl that no one thought would ever get married again... Even myself, the idea of it actually makes my skin crawl at times. It's a piece of paper, nothing esle. If the love, and trust are there why is the whole wedding needed? I found it pointless for the last few years. But I can't keep putting Dave and his wishes off. So in a very short 23 days I'll be taking the plunge again and going forward with him, mainly for him and our children. don't get me wrong I LOVE living in SIN, it's just sometimes one must make a sacrifice for the ones they love, and for me a wedding and marriage is the biggest one I can personally take. My thoughts used to be 'been there done that' I don't need it ever again. But I guess somewhere I evolved and put 4 other people ahead of myself. So wish me luck in not becoming a bridezilla.

Tired Of Games
There has been a lot going on in my life that at times I feel so stressed over. I am so tired of the games and the childish bullshit that so many grown men like to play (women as well). I am not a child and am not into games. I am 42 years old and am hoping to find someone special to share my life with. I am not looking for one night stands... can do that out in a bar. I am not looking for marriage, never was, never will be at least at this point in my life it is what I am thinking. I am looking to date, by date I mean go out, maybe have a few drinks, dinner, movie, a walk in a park, basically spending time getting to know one another. I have said on my profile and am saying it again, just because I feel comfortable with my body and am confident does not make me sleazy. I am a proud woman who enjoys being proud of my body and taking care of it. I share it with others on here because I think the human body is beautiful and I have no hangups about nudity. Please stop thinking this means

Cheated On!!!!!
so i really dont kw how to feel about what happened while i was gone i am utterly heartbroken,infuriated,revengfull,cold incredibly hurt and totally unsure of how to feel or if i can actually feel.... she cheated on me in the worst possible way almost fuckin another guy and doin all the steps up to the big one SEX. god..... i am so lost right now and in soooooo much pain. am i the only one with a concience, with a clear definition of right and wrong with morals????? wtf is wrong with people that they cant be loyal or honest or truthful.... what happened to the good ol days when a man and a women were loyal and faithfull to one another...... god i wish it was like that........

Reading Of The Will
A lawyer was reading out the will of a rich man to the people mentioned in the will:"To you, my loving wife Rose, who stood by me in rough times, as well as good, I leave her the house and $2 million."The lawyer continued, "To my daughter Jessica, who looked after me in sickness and kept the business going, I leave her the yacht, the business and $1 million."The lawyer concluded, "And, to my cousin Dan, who hated me, argued with me, and thought that I would never mention him in my will - well you were wrong. Hi Dan!"

10 Words Stupid People Mispronounce... By Oztech
People that constantly point out when people say things incorrectly tend to annoy me. There are exceptions though. People do need to learn how to speak proper English. I’m not talking about foreigners either. I’m talking about people that use English as their first language but seem to butcher certain words that make them sound like jackasses. Here are the most common words people need to learn how to pronounce. 1. Espresso - It’s not pronounced ‘expresso’. There is no express caffeine drink at your local Starbucks. Calling it an expresso doesn’t make it arrive on the counter any faster either. You’ll only succeed in getting condescending looks from the Barista. 2. Ask - If you say ‘ax a question’ somebody might think you are trying to murder them. There is an ‘S’ in this word! 3. Portal - No, it is not a ‘port hole’! There are no small, circular windows on your computer

Respect For Others And Threr Others
well let see here , thiis my first one so here it goes, To start off I dont want people to take this the wrong way but some of these muder fudgers on here dont respect the fact that some people on here are in a relationship and that a lil flirting is just that , A LIL FLIRTING ! It eats me alive to think that azzhole dont seem to respect the sanctaty of a relationship, I here some guys say "I bet I can do you better ! " , Get a clue ass-clowns , If you could do it better then why are you on here trying to get some ? HMMM ? If you are sooo good then go get your own and dont be a lil assjack and mess up someones relationship just so you can get off . I know that this is the web but come on people , If your "GAME" is so good then why the f-ck are you on here trying to get somthing ? you can't do it in person ? WEAK ASS PUNKS Now there are a whole lot of us on here to just have a good time and have fun , not trying to see how many booty calls we c

Twisted Tracks And Sloppy Seconds 2night In Bada Bing - Dont Miss It !
HEY HEY HEY Everyone!...Come On into Bada Bing TONIGHT As I Host The Twisted Tracks and Sloppy Seconds Show Startin At 8:30pm est...It's Gonna Be a Kick Ass Show w/ a Unique Twist! ALL The Tunes Will Be Anything and Everything Other Than The Original Studio Song! So That Means You're Gonna Get Remixes,Alternate Versions Some Live Tunes,Covers,Remakes and Even Some Paradies Thrown Into The Mix Of Things As Well! Also Gonna Have Trivia For Prizes As Well Throughout The Night!...So Come On Into Bada Bing and Have 1 Helluva Rockin Good Time With The Family As The QUEEN Throws A Lil Twist Your Way!...You Never Know What You Might Hear!...It's An Offer You Can't Resist and Don't Want To Refuse! just click to Bada Bing from my page !

For A Better Wedding
Wedding date comes near at hand. Choosing wedding dresses has been submitted to schedule and also becomes a big tough task for me. My friends tell me the following three styles are fashion now. I have to made comparison among them. Simple StyleF Simple design could build up to the special character of ladies. However how to emphasize on the merits and avoid demerits is a tough point with simple designs in the international fashion industry. The excellent pruning and material are the best points for success, which could embody the quality and class of wedding dresses perfectly. In my opinions, this style is fit for the girl who owns the strong sense of independence. Romantic Style:Maybe all of us would get to term of” romantic” for referred to wedding. And all of us make efforts to set up the natural and romantic mood.@The wedding gowns with hollowed bordering ornament or lovely clarity flowers, mysterious veils. All of these embody romantic style. It is fit for the

Forward: Manual & Memoirs Of A Master. By Marq
Foreword:Memoirs of a Master The intentions of this book are to allow me to communicate my Maledom perspective concerning B.D.S.M. This is not to discount, or overlook Fem-dommes, but since my viewpoint resides mainly in my own experience and mastery; I must, therefore, present that standpoint. First allow me to explain how I arrived at my current perception and position. I have been a student, & part, of the lifestyle for over a decade. It was in 1995 that I met an attractive mother of two, who was 13 years my senior. At that time, I would not have been inclined to continue exploring an older woman; but as I got to know her, she caused me to realize and question many things. We talked about my past, my nature, my most inner secrets, & all of my deepest, perverse desires. After a few weeks time of conversing, she asked me if I was aware of the Dominant & submissive contexts, or the subculture known as B.D.S.M. A part from some basic fetish knowledge, I told her, I was not that famil

Cover Page: Manual & Memoirs Of A Master. By Marq
Cover Page Herein contains a culmination of experience, information, and opinions on all things concerning the lifestyle of B.D.S.M. This work is a labor of love that was started over four years ago, and has since amassed a considerable amount of chapters. It contains over a decade of personal experience and analysis of nearly every topic associated with my life style. This cover page will be used as a contents section, containing the links of all the chapters posted in My blogs. Let it serve as a navigation guide for easy referencing to any subject, as dictated by the chapter headings. I thank you for your interest, time, and curiosity, enjoy! Contents: Forward: Memoirs of a Master Chapter 1a: B.D.S.M. Acronym Examined. Chapter 1b: Understanding the Misconstrued Microcosm of B.D.S.M.

Mj Who???
On June 25, 2009 the US lost a brave soul and true American hero. Of course, you'll never hear of him. If he got mentioned on the news it was only as a statistic...a mere number on a tally sheet. Celebrities and reporters didn't come out of the woodwork to praise him. Nobody made a fake tagged profile in his honor. No one will sell tickets to his memorial service on ebay. No helicopters will follow the progress of his casket. Maybe, if he's lucky some old vet will do his best to play taps by his grave. You see, he was merely a Firtst Lieutenant killed by an IED in Afgahnistan. But they die every day, so it's no big deal. Maybe if he knew how to moon walk somebody(besides HIS devastated family) would care?

Lacuna Coil - Falling
Stained, looking at my handsI talk with these linesIt's not the answerI'm crying and I now I knowLooking the skyI search for an answerSo free, free to beI'm not another liarI just want to be myself...myselfAnd now the beat inside of meIs a sort of a cold breeze and I'veNever any feeling insideAround me...I Bring my bodyCarry it into another worldI know I live...but like a stone I'm falling downDamned, looking into the skyI can feel this rainRight now it's falling on meFly, I just want to flyLife is all mineSome days I cry alone,But I know I'm not the only oneI see that another day is goneI don't want to die...Please be here when I arrive, don't die...please

I Wonder
I wonder what its like to be... The sexual creature Of every mans dreamsTo do the things that HE wantsTo taste him...To tease him...To give myself fully to him...To let him tie me upTo whip me and make me cry To call me names and punish meTo let him degrade me To be his play toyTo break and shake meTo be at his beck and callAll to fall to my knees and whispher \"I love you.\"

I'll Take It
You could walk all over me,Stomp me down, Stab me, Beat me,Hate me, Call me names,Tell me I'm worthless, Show me just how much you dont really care,And I'll stay,I'll take it all,And not complain,I'll swallow my pride,Because I'm submissive,I love to be controlled,You can kill all self esteme I've created for myself,And I'll agree with all the horrible things you'd say about me, I'll let you win,And I wont cry,You'll be my number 1,I'll be everything you want me to be.

Make Me
Take me, beat metoy with me.Break me down,submerge me in your debauchery.Treat me to the pleasuresothers would deny.Taunt my soul,tease my flesh.Make me cry,make me beg.Let me scream your name aloud!Bleed me dryand make mewhole.

Sweet Julie's Ecstasy
Touch Me Touch me Make me feel your warmth Wrap your legs around me Dig your heels in, pull me close Let me feel your moistness Taste your essence Hear you murmur soft cooing As I enter your spirituality Your womnahood Touch me Make me yours Let me feel your ecstasy Until I am spent

Single Moms
I am a single mom of two children doing the best I can to raise them right in a society who thinks the daddy should be around. Fuck it! It's not our faults that these panty waists can't pull their heads out and step up! Just keep doin what your doin and love your kids with all of. Stay strong ladies and always remember you are not alone! Being a single mom is tough and each and every one of you doing it right is somebody's hero! Don't forget it. If you doubt it just look at your kids!

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl When the family glanced in Grandf

What Do U Do All Day
What Do You Do All Day?A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard.The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall.In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a Cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing.In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door.He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that something serious had happened.He was met with

Self Worth
After a while you learn the subtle differences between holding a hand and chaining a soul. ?? And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth. And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn . . . NO ONE CAN GIVE YOU SELF WORTH, YOU MUST FIND IT INSIDE OF YOURSELF. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO COMPLETE YOUR

Some Quiz Results - Pretty Accurate
In a way, you are a truly balanced person. You have a good sense of self, but you have periods of worry and self doubt. You don't like to be alone a lot, but you don't like being constantly surrounded, either. You can be shy in some situations and bold in others. You can tell people how you feel, but you don't wear your heart on your sleeve. You aren't "TOO" anything: You aren't too shy, you aren't too aggressive, you aren't too extroverted, you aren't too introverted. However at any one time you can be any combination of these things. You tend to adapt yourself to match the situations in which you find yourself. You may be quiet and sensitive with some people, or joking and loud with others. These are all facets of your personality. People tend to perceive you as they want to perceive you. They may even tend to idealize you a bit. Then, when you do something that doesn't fit their concept of who you are (like have an outburst of anger, or a fit of shyness, or make an insensitive joke

Out Of Curiosity....
I am posting this to all of you to see how many actually read their friends blogs. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a God send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has b

I Offer
I offer you my heart thought it is slightly bruised. Just do your part to be sure it is not mis-used. I offer you my love that is full and complete. But please do not shove and make me feel defeat. I offer you my body for what it is worth. I know it is shoddy and contains too much girth. I offer you everything that I am with the hope that it is enough. You have shown me that I can stop the pretense of being so tough. The things that I offer are not worth much but they are the things that I can offer for free. I can offer a loving touch all you have to do is agree. What I ask for in return may be too much for you to be willing to accept. I may need you to be my crutch but I won't need you to make me feel kept. I ask to be able to see in your eyes that you have feelings for me. And though it would be the greatest prize unconditional love for me does not need to be. I know the love that you can provide is much more than I deserve. But bec

What If....
What If…. What if you opened your eyes? Would you see my open heart? Would you stretch forth your hand? Could I be your missing part? What if your hand was in mine? Would take a firm grasp? Would my hand feel like it belonged in yours? Could our future silence the past? What if I pulled you into my arms? Would you dance with me My Fire?

Ppl
you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be lost...you can see an not see ! so i guess the big ? is ARE YOU SEEING OR JUST SEEING

Hes Died,he Was Nobody,he Was Weirdo,and Child Moloester!
1- Knock knock. Who's there? Not Michael Jackson anyway...2- as Michael Jackson's body decomposes, the first thing that will rot off will be his nose!!!3- When Michael Jackson arrived at the pearly gates St. Peter looked at him and said, "Beat it!".4- After Farrah Fawcett died she asked God to please save the children. Poof Michael Jackson is dead.5- i heard he died of food poisoning, he ate an 8 year old weiner6- did you know michael jackson is 99% plastic and in his will he asked if he could be melted down and made into lego blocks so finaly kids can play with him??7- WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MJ AND ACNE? ACNE DOESN'T COME ALL OVER YOUR FACE UNTIL YOUR A TEENAGER.8- MJ WAS A GREAT MATHMATICIAN. HE KNEW HOW MANY TIMES 50 GOES INTO 12!!! 9- They are not burying Michael Jackson, he is being frozen. He will now be "The King of Popsicles!"10- how do you say michael jackson in chinese? i like em yung11- Hey, did you hear the latest news about Michael Jackson? He's still fuckin

The Invitation.
Pardon me but I must voice myself. I’m enjoying our friendship, but today I demand a little more. I have always been sincere with you and I speak what I feel. I will be bold at the risk of a slap. Pay attention if you like sex. I am inviting you to an adventure that you won’t regret. I will bring protection; you just bring your body. I want to use you from Friday through Sunday. No, no, no, I don’t want to talk about love, let’s talk about what turns you on and your favorite position. I will be your teacher and my house your school. Be good and learn new things. Mmm, you have such a beautiful body, come here and lay it on my bed! Your wish is my command as I begin to caress. You don’t worry about the time forget about the clock. Turn off your cell phone, please don’t ruin the occasion. We are mature and this is not a crime. If they accuse us of anything, just laugh quietly and I will do the same.

Blame It On Misfit
Ok, so Misfit has been pointing out something, and therefore I'm changing it, which will change almost everything. No more white lies from me. From now on I'm going to be 100% TRUTHFUL. No more sugar-coating the truth, no more begging for boobs I don't wish to see, no more compliments just to make others feel better about themselves. From here on in, it's 100% honesty. So, if you don't want the HONEST TRUTH, don't ask me anything because I am pulling out all the stops

I Need Some One Here...
Idk i jsut dont kno been a little depressed lately ... well alot depressed actually .... but i keep telling myself ill be fine i just ... its so hard wen my dad came home i knew it was going to be hard i knew it but i dont think i was ready i wish i had some one to talk to not over the net or on the phone somone to REALLY talk to to hug ME and tell ME its all goignto be ok.... its so hard when im doing all of this my sister cant take it shes 'weak' as some would say she cries she cant stand to see my dad like this and my mom she's exhosted and gets aggitated too easily to really HELP alot .... so it leaves me i help alll the time i bring him his water help him to the bathroom help him get situated fix his pillows get his food cover him up get his meds ...im up and down all night getting him what he needs .... i do it and i was right there holding his hand last night when he hurt so bad he cried ... and it was so hard not to

Letters To Liesl
Dearest Liesl,Where were you? I waited inside that gazebo all freakin' night! WTF?That little douchebag Rolf kept coming by and looking for your Dad. I know I could kick his ass, but I’m a little spooked by his friends. They’re kind of angry all the time and they march funny.Oh, I just wanted to say that even though you claim to be 16 going on 17, I checked you out … you’re really like 26 or something … so its cool. Totally legal. Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone you lied on your profile. I definitely want us to do the Do-Re-Mi together ... though I don’t think that nun that’s living with you cares for me too much.How DO you solve a problem like Maria?Anyways, I just wanted to tell you that you are FUCKING HOT and I would climb ev’ry mountain for a chance to see some of my favorite things. Yeah, I'll BET your hills are alive.Ich Liebe Dich Baby,KetchPS How was the singing contest? Did you guys win?

When Best Friends Love
You entered my life like a gentle sigh,like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves.You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily,who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds,who made me feel strangely liked and valued.You became my friend, no longer a stranger,trusting me with secrets hidden,confiding what you liked and hated.We talked and laughed and, as time passed by,I grew more and more dependent upon your smile.From strangers to friends was just a baby step,a step a thousand others take every day.Without your trust and trusting ways,without your smiles and encouraging gaze,I would never have taken the step beyond.But the gentle breeze blowing through the leavesis relentless and never ending.We became closer friends, and closer still,until much of my life was centered around the timeswe spent together.We traveled far along the path of friendship,avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling,always in step with one another.You were my guide, my eyes and ea

Inside The Darkness Thats Me
My mind seems consumed by an inosence that holds onto anger n hurt. The very depths of my being fill with contemplations of suicide. No longer does a smile fill this room with desire to go further into the life that has become nothing more than a darkness within the walls of my very existing and breathing tortured being. My eyes no longer look into the light ahead for it only comes with memories of what I am n used to be. This angel of wings so jagged it can no longer soar the heavens of pureness the ones I so loved. My shatterd halo sits in the corner of my clouded room room shattered to bits no longer glowing. I'm but a fallen being trapped in this darkness that is me, barely recognizable by those whom cross my path n step all over me. My eyes they cry tears of blood that glisten like rubies crushed against my face under the only light I see the moon. It too has forsaken my existance! My lips thirst to be touched n yet the simple thought of this brings pain you'd never want to know.

Good Ole Ethel
Good ole Ethel Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic, the other residents tolerated her, and some of the males actually joined in. One day, Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. "STOP!" he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall. As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, Weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "Carry on, ma'am." As Ethel neared the final corridor before the front door, Craz

Michael Jackson
Seriously people.. stfu and stop your sobbing about some child molesters death... I just had one girl post something about how much she missed him... I was like.. look you don't know the guy... all you know is his music.. yes he did good things in music.. but he liked to touch little boys... she removed me from her friends list (not on this site) seriously... STFU PEOPLE

Vacation
Our vacation was wild, Check out the pics on my MySpace in our Florida album. There was crazy traffic on the way down, we got stuck in a nasty storm in Miami. We arrived 22 hours later , at 2:14 am. To set up camp, yeah we were at a local campground about 4 miles away from the main strip in the keys. So we started with getting our tent up in the dark (lol) , then proceeded to blow up our air mattress , our power converter that supposedly could handle up to 400 watts still would not blow the dam thing up. Lucky for us the bathhouse in the campground had an accessible power outlet , so we drug the dam thing in there, one we got that established we made it to bed around 4 am, Day 2 (the rain) So its pouring down raining inside and outside our tent ( even though I weather proofed the tent) And wild roosters and chickens are like pigeons back in Johnstown , so I get woke up at 6 am by a rooster call! Scared the crap outta me. Plus it is hard to sleep past 6 am in a tent in Florid

Women Are The New Man
Women are the new men For far too long, we have allowed the male species to assume that they rule the world. That they are somehow more essential to us breathing oxygen than vice versa But the fact of the matter is that pussy, not dick, controls everything under the sun. Men will rob, steal, cheat, murder and even go to war over pussy. They still do not think we do not realize it. The days of women taking any kind of bitchassness from men are over. We are independent, successful, brilliant, and a thousand times more essential than them. Fuck a man shortage Fuck bowing down and submissive. We will do what we want, when we want, and no one will tell us any different.

Boyfriend Application
Copy and paste, and then fill it out……………… Name: Age: Place of residency: Why do you want to fill this out? What do you think about me? What was your first impression of me? Do you still feel that way? Do you wanna kiss me? Do you like to cuddle? If you had the choice of either going out and hanging with your friends..... or spending the night with me, what would you choose? Pick one word to describe me: What reminds you of me? On our first date, where would you take me? If your favorite SoapOpera show was on... but so was mine and we only had one TV... would you let me watch what I wanted, or what you wanted? If I was wearing really ugly clothes, would you still show me off to your friends? Are you controlling? Are you FUN? Do you fall in love easier than most? Do you have sex? If so how many and favorite positions? Do you get depressed easily? Pick a random color, doesn't have to be your favorite: What do you spend most of your time

Just How I Feel The Way I Was Made To Be
I am with someone and yet so very alone the more I love her my heart grows sadder because I feel a need to be with my own kind I still feel lost in a society that is supposed to be mature open minded yet I still hurt I love her and it would hurt to see her walk out of my life What is the most painful is I need him the one special person that will hold me and love me with all his heart unconditionally I am not selfish or greedy I just want to be whole when only half of me has the love I need and that seems unfair to her because it is she is a straight girl in love with a bi guy I cherish her for that she still can and will love me knowing I need a man to love also in my life. I guess I am pretty good at keeping a secret I've held this one since grade school and always felt I was different than the other kids and not sure why all I did know is that when the girls would talk about the guys mostly no matter what they would say I felt they knew some how w

You Won't Know
So they say,They say in heavenThere's no husbands and wivesOn the day that I show upThey'll be completely outOf their forgiveness suppliesAnd I can't use the telephoneTo tell you that I'm dead and goneSo you won't know TY Jesse Lacey

Legend Of Dj Stormie
AS OWNER OF RADIO STORM.. I HAVE SPENT A YEAR IN FUBAR TO BOOST UP THIS SITE.. MY RADIO STATION HAS PROMOTED AND SUPPORTED FUBAR IN MANY WAYS.. THE LOUNGES AND FANS AND FRIENDS STORMIE GOT ALONG THE WAY WAS FOR NO OTHER REASON THEN TO SHOW GREAT TUNES AND PUSH ALL TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER WE ALL SHARE SAME LOVE OF GREAT TUNES.. I HAVE SHOWN GREAT SUPPORT AND EVEN POSTED FOR OTHER LOUNGES.. I HAVE SEEN A DOWN HILL SLIDE IN FUBAR DUE TO DJ STORMIE NAME BEING ON LOCK DOWN.. I HAVE TO SAY PLEASE SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR IF YOU BREAK A RULE ALWAYS FACE THE PROBLEM HEAD ON SINCE YOU DON'T SEE HER AMONG YOU SHE IS STILL PUSHING HER STATION TO NEW LEVELS AND NEVER GIVE UP ON RADIO-STORM LOUNGES PUSH TO BE THE BEST AND NEVER GIVE UP NAMES ARE ONLY A PART OF WHAT RADIO-STORM IS ABOUT IT HAS GREAT DJS WHO TAKE THE TIME TO FLOW THOSE AIR WAVES BRING THOSE FANS TO THESE LOUNGES AND SHOW THE BEST OF SKILLS.. CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS AND NEVER LOOK BACK FORWARD AND KNOW WE ALL ARE DOING JUST

It's Too True Not To Blog!!!
Lyrics to Blame It ft T-Pain by Jamie Foxx Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades) (Verse 1) Ay, She say she usually don't But I know that she front Cause shawty know what she want But she don't wanna seem like she easy I hear you saying what ya won't do But you know we probably gon do What you been fening deep inside Don't lie now (Chorus) Girl, What ya drinking Gone let it sink in Here for the weekend Thinking, we can See what we can be if we press fast foward Just one more round If you're down, I'm for it Fill another cup up Feeling on your butt-What? You don't even care now I was unaware How fine you was before my buzz set in (My buzz set in) Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame

Thankfulness
Unlocks the fullness of life. it turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,chaos to order,confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vison for tomorrow.. Was given by a Friend ty :)

Sigh..i'm Back...
~★PuckerZ★...: but remember i make trashy look good ~★PuckerZ★...: but thats on u ~★PuckerZ★...: haha u think i look trashy thats funny I didn't know trashy was anywhere in the realm of looking good? But hey, what do I know? The above is in the response to a "do piercings and tattoos make a woman look trashy?" mumm and I told her "No, you look trashy." Hooray for open shoutboxes! Because heaven forbid should the dumb whore actually say something in her mumm

Departure Letter
From the time I started at whiskey falls saloon I had taken on pride for the lounge. I was loyal and dedicated to the falls and my duties as a Deputy. Watched line for line for inappropriate language and hurtful words against race, color, creed and orientation of life styles. I have been respectful, polite and courteous and I have never brought my personal life in to the falls or spoke ill of the saloon. I promoted it publicly and on my private web sites so when I had noticed that everyone’s tag reflected their position as of their status mine simply said lounge staff and I have taken this as a slap in my face considering the restless nights and countless hours I spent that far surpassed any other person I met while working for the falls that was working staff employee. All I had ever heard was step up as if I was not doing anything but talking about boy friends that I cant call a boy friend complaining how I wished I was somewhere else or not greeting everyone except

New Music Release Tuesdays
New music release Tuesdays is here to bring you the latest new single by Hypno Street Records. Song is titled West Coast. Look for the song Tuesday on our myspace page at www.myspace.com/hypnostreet and be sure to check out www.hypnostreetrecords.com and http://hypnostreetrecords.googlepages.com for the latest news.

The Man...the Myth...
I just watched the Michael Jackson memorial on television. And while I am a little put off by the media sensation surrounding his death, this service was beautiful. I can understand the need these people felt to memorialize him...to emulate him...to celebrate him. So much of the media hype that's surrounded him throughout his life and now in his death has nauseated me. But this...this gave me hope for humanity. So many people coming together to mourn and celebrate the life of one man...ONE MAN. The world united in a common grief. We can still work together after all. Anyone who frequents the MuMMs has seen much of what I have to say on this subject. I am very vocal regarding it. I've sat on this site watching people make horrible jokes about this man and call him a pedophile. And, it's sickening. Whatever you believe he did in his life...whatever wrongs you attribute to him...he is a man who never had a moment's peace while he was alive, and now that he's gone, he still doesn't get

I Sensed My Loss, Before I Even Learned To Talk...
The Dresden Dolls . Thirty Whacks thirty licks with the belt. same old tricks on myself. and i wonder does everyone else feel this way. succession of tests. a triumphant success. each time i'm still in tact. at the end of the day. thirty drops in the glass. keep my temper and pass. with my breath held, you bastards. you lucked out again. it's not really so bad. there's still mom. there's still damage to do. before they wrest the axe from my hands. it's no mystery. you should obviously go. before i break everything. you're always telling me. that you're dying to know. but you're not really listening. how do i manage to station myself in harm's way. and only get hit with a ticket for loitering. that i have no way to pay? and no strength to argue. my personal demons can scheme with professional. oh god they're after me. if i could shut them up. just for a second, i swear. i could stop this catastrophe. thirty day guarantee. but they can't have meant me. afterall, i was born in a childpro

My Thought
I HAVE FOUND SO MANY FRIENDS ON HERE ON FUBAR AND SOME HAS COME AND SOME HAVE LEFT BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART WHO IS A TRUE FRIEND AND WHO IS NOT B/C TRUE FRIENDS WOULD NEVER LEAVE THEM NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN BETWEEN THEM. ALSO WITH LOVES BETWEEN A MAN AND WOMEN ITS COMES AND GO AS WELL BUT IF U REALLY LOVE THAT PERSON TRY TO SHOW THEM THE LOVE AND COMPASION AND EVEN WITH FRIENDS DO THE SAME AS WELL SHOW THEM THE LOVE AND COMPASION .

You Are
You Are you are the words I keep beneath my heavy breath you are my one last hope when nothing is left you are the razor against my skin you are the cuts upon my jutting hips you are the wrong turn I was never supposed to take you are the strings that mend my breaks you are my heart of wax that forever melts you are all the feelings I wish I never felt

Why Can’t I Have You
Why Can’t I Have You There are things I want to tell you I try telling you but when I do I come broken inside... I feel as if you might not care I hope you'll feel the same way it’s never going to happen between us... the love I have for you will never fade.....

What I Want In A Man
What I want in a Man I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, be not annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, and the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, and glad that you are mine.

The Lost Love
The Lost Love Is it Over, I am Fine, Thank You Dearly, For Your time, I'll Be Leaving, Don’t you Cry, I'll Be Back Soon, At least I'll Try, Cant You See There is No Time to Think, Selfishly, Yesterdays Gone, Tomorrow's Here, Cant Turn Back Now, I Wont Quit, I Still Love You I Swear I Always Will

The Box
The Box I opened the box I hid your letters in, strange how reading aged words sparks so much memory. You spoke of a dark place, where you where alone all the time, sad and full of the kind of hate no one else gets except for you. I know you felt alienated and like everyone including your parents hated you. I always loved you, you where cared for even when I spoke nothing, even when I didn't write back. Part of me hated you, I enjoyed your pain. Now you knew how I felt. I am sorry I was so selfish, that I didn't care for you like I had always promised. You say no one there talks to you, and that they have their own issues to deal with. We all want everyone to care about our issues, you are stronger than me for letting them be, for living alone with your sadness. Your out now, and it has been over a year, to be fully honest sometimes I wonder if by leaving you, I set you down the road you left on, you always said I made you stronger and gave you hope. I let you go, to the wolves an

Swept
Swept Swept up by the torrent and flung between the gales led on by the current assisted by dashed sails You hear men cry for mercy and women swear good bye the clergy hiss a heresy and the children wait to die Like rain drops on a pane death is held at bay but not forever can contain for death will find a way Thus this is why we pace Twas from birth till we are gone to search for a clue or trace to the rhythm of our song Perhaps there is a God or are we all alone and we shift to find the frauds but no theory we condone.

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes I feel inferior like if I don't even belong on this planet. Like I don't matter to anyone. Sometimes I wish I had never been born maybe that would cure the pain. Maybe thinking I was still a fetus would help. No...It wouldn't. That would never slow down my birth and the pain of this unbearable life. I often think about death. But more about life. What is the point of living if you're meant to suffer? Suffering amounts to nothing - if it is not death. So when we look at it, what is the point of living? To be stressed, be heartbroken? No one ever said life was fair No one ever said that life was going to be easy. But wouldn't it be better if it WAS in fact, easy? If everything would go smoothly? If we could do things with ease and not be hurt? To live and to love. To live and feel worthy. Until we die? I wish I had a life like that.

So True. I Love You
So True. I Love You The days are so warm and lovely. The sunshine seems so saving. Time will pass. With clouds in mass. Still the sun is there. For all the blows, fall downs and colds. There is my sun. For he will be the one to enlighten me. To hold me, love me and fill the void inside. My unbroken heart can only hold back so much. The desire to truly love is overpowering. I find myself soul searching wondering why. Why do I wait for him? Why do I worship him? Why do hang on his every word like... A broken heart. So true. But I love you.

Slipping Into The Abyss
Slipping Into the Abyss I slipped and fell into a dark place, It's so easy these days. Slipping under, falling down.. Seeing friends all around. Drowning sorrows, hiding pain... At the bottom of a bottle. Spinning rooms, slurred speech.. Drunk? Nah, I'm just a peach. A shot here, a beer there. I don't even like beer... Not a care of what they say, I'm slowly wasting away. Becoming what I hated most. What I vowed never to do. And I stumble slowly upward.. How did I become such a drunkard? My head hurts. My heart aches. The answers aren't here. They aren't in the beer... I had them all along though. They never left my side. I had to open up my eyes and see.. The answers were inside of me. So no more beer, or vodka too. I hate beer, why'd I drink that crap? To fit in, to be cool? God... I was such a fool. So desperate to fit in.. To not be looked down on. I'm going sober now I've found the key... That unlocks all; It's just me.

My Soulmate
My Soulmate It’s been years, since we first met. Since we started our lovers duet. Your heart was captivated, never mine. You weren’t sure of any of my signs. I fell in love with you the very first night, You weren’t sure if it was right. Slowly you started to fall for me. Little, by little, like a growing tree. Your feelings started to grow, Our love; to flow. Before we knew it, you had fallen in love. Wild and free, like a beautiful dove. Your hair in my fingers, your eyes looking into mine. I am so happy to be alive. To be yours forever And ever more My soul mate - it is you I adore.

Michael Jackson Quotes
Famous Michael Jackson Quotes Posted by quotes on June 25, 2009 Michael Jackson Quotes If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.- Michael Jackson I’m just like anyone. I cut and I bleed. And I embarrass easily.- Michael Jackson The meaning of life is contained in every single expression of life. It is present in the infinity of forms and phenomena that exist in all of creation.- Michael Jackson Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It’s not nice.- Michael Jackson Just because it’s in print doesn’t mean it’s the gospel.- Michael Jackson And I remember going to the record studio and there was a park across the street and I’d see all the children playing and I would cry because it would make me sad that I would have to work instead.- Micha

Right Or Wrong?
Ok I am not a Michael Jackson fan. I think he should rot in pedophile hell. I know, I know.. he was aqcuitted. So was OJ Anyway.. was it right for the family to let his daughter speak to the whole world as the way of ending of his funeral service? I realize she probably wanted to do it but shouldn't the family have said no? The press is going to run this into the ground. Do you realize the money the family and the estate just made off this 1 minute? Personally I think it was a mistake. MJ always hid his kids from the spotlight and here the family throws her right into it. Doubt MJ would have wanted this to go this way. Shame on them. go ahead and eat me alive.. i don't care. Rot in hell

Mj Memorial
No matter what your opinions are of the man, the most heartbreaking and gut wrenching moment was at the end by his daughter. "I just wanted to say, ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine! I just wanted to say I love him so much." — Jackson's daughter, Paris, who broke down in tears. Having lost my father as well, I feel her pain. It's truly one of life's shittiest moments.

What Would You Think
ok so to speak this is nothing new to me or any 1 else but i was married for 8 years once... the x wife didnt want every 1 on fubar knowing she was my wife... she wouldnt add me to her name or anything ... well needless to say she left me for some 1 else n yes it was someone from fubar.....which brings me to this i said something to my gf about adding r/l bf gf to each other in the about me section ..... she said do what i need to do ... so i asked her if she was going to add it to hers ... her responce was I dont know .... so speaking from the past this raised a another huge red flag... so what do you my friends all think about this

Take A Min For The Kids
Please everyone take a minute to repost this and let this get around the world one more time to remind everyone on what is really important! Watch the video and post it on your page if you like Please pray for every kid out there! By: ~*~cutemommy82~*~ I'm his diamond n the queen of his heart!!! love u baby@ fubar Please let this go around!

My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel The darkness of the room is too much for me to hold Deep inside, I feel so alone. Deep inside, I’m dying, slowly. Wanting to be free, but never letting any get closely. Impossible it is. To be free again. In this darkness that has me imprisoned. I close my eyes, fighting the tears Fighting away all of my fears. The razor shines into the night Making me shiver in fright. The edge starts to pull itself into my skin I can’t help but to succumb to this sin. A tear betrays my subtle eyes As I slowly begin to cry. From behind me I hear a voice Something so angelical, I had no choice I turned to see a figure so beautiful The one who had told me that this was no suitable. In my dreams I had seen her, Guarding me, protecting me, making me believe her. A higher power was suddenly in the room, The blood dripping to the floor, sealing my doom. I had to believe that it was fate. That I was going to die, it was too late. Her hands wrapped around mine to stop the bleed

My Best Friend
My Best Friend You stood by me When I needed you the most You held me close When I thought I would break You made sure that everything was alright Every single day of my life I live for the moments we live together For the laughs and the stupid things we do For the great friend you are And for how great we are as a team Sometimes you may think I don't appreciate you But it's just that I can't explain what you mean to me You're the sister I never had The sister I should have had I can't wait 'til we're old And old ladies sitting in the park Remembering all the great times we had We'll grow old together and.. Forever...You will be my best friend

Love
Love What do you do when you love something you can’t have, something so close to you but yet so far away. You want to go for it put not push to hard you want to let it be but you think it may go away. What is love? Is it something that you hold onto when you find it and never let it go? Or does it come more than once in this life, the love of you life? I think not. Our song is still playing.

Living Hell
Living Hell My life is a living hell because of you. You treat me as if I was a toy to you. Thinks for the life you’ve given me. My high school days are torn because of you. Every thing I think of is you. You tell me you love me, Then going a screwing other chicks You can go to hell for all I care, I once trusted But now I don’t Telling me I’m not good enough for you Saying my best friend is better then me Well that’s bullshit. Fuck you, you bastard My life is now dead Wishing I could just kill myself But who or what is going to stop me? God that’s who Thanks for making my life a living hell.

Independent
Independent It's time for me To do better things with my life Fulfill my dreams, accomplish my goals. Don't be scared I'll be just fine. Go out into the real world Learn more about politics Find out how hard life really is But how beautiful it is at the same time Go to college Have my own apartment Marry the man of my dreams. And when I make a difference, you'll look proudly onto me and say with a smile "that's my daughter" I'll fight for many things as for now I'm fighting for my freedom For the will to go out into the real world You say it's hard and I'll never make it Don't underestimate me. I'm a strong person how can I learn about life while being sheltered all my teenage years? No parties to go to No hanging out with friends I don't even know how to do things on my own But I'll try ill try to succeed in life And I swear I'll do it I know I can I'll make a difference in this world Be independent, be famous Be ME. It's time to let me go.

Incomplete
Incomplete I feel another part of me die, as I'm bumped back to reality. I'd give anything to feel you beside me. To feel your arms around me... holding me like I've forever longed to. Feel your warm breath upon my lips as we lean in for a kiss... Our first kiss Feel your warm touch... against my skin tingling out of control. Wake up to see your gorgeous face every day... get lost in your beautiful and captivating eyes Fall asleep in your arms... whispering words of love. Kiss you on a rainy day... our bodies dripping wet Show you my love for you... in a night of passion Walk by the calm ocean, hand in hand Watch the sunset, with my man Spend the rest of my life knowing... you'll be there Feeling safe in your arms Hold you, when times get rough When you feel you can't anymore... Lay underneath the stars feeling your presence. Give you my heart... my whole life. Show you how much you mean to me. Make you understand.. I'd do anything for you. Someday, I'll show you.. Show you that

In Your Shadow
In Your Shadow I feel eternally in your shadow. Inferior to you. What have I done that is so great? Well, nothing...to you. I've tried my best in everything, tried to make you proud but every little thing I do, you go ahead and put me down. You were like a sister to me. I always admired you. Now you criticize me, and make me feel like a fool. I wonder why I even bother. Writing and doing things I love If every little thing I do, is such a screw up? I look for your advice, your mentoring and your guide. But all the while you judge me, make me lose my pride. I don't have any hopes and dreams anymore, nothing feels the same. Because in your shadow, I will always stay. I wish that you would've helped me, gave me words of encouragement. But all you did was judge me, and make me feel like I wasn't good enough. Good enough for you? Good enough for who? Good enough at all? I'm sorry to say I've lost my will my will to do anything at all. So this it to you, who laughs at my dreams. Who I'v

"i'm Sorry" - Continuation To "night Of Horror"
"I'm Sorry" - Continuation to "Night of Horror" Today is my anniversary. The one month anniversary of my death. Was it the continuous beating that killed me? Or was it the disease eating up my cells, my heart, my soul? The doctor's still don't know. If it was the disease, does that mean that the bruises will be ignored? That the nights of painful abuse mean nothing? As I lay in my casket, Seven feet underground, I close my eyes. I remember my funeral. All of my friends were there. He was there. I watched as they all wept for me. The love of my life and my best friend included. I watched as they held each other, in pain, tears rolling down their cheeks. Swiftly, my spirit wrapped my wings around them, held them close, as I softly whispered, "I will always be here." I feel a tug on my wing and look down. Standing there, is my son. As beautiful and as radiant as ever. I hold him close, happy to be reunited again. We both look at his father and hold his hand. Then they start to lowe

Night Of Horror
Night of Horror Helpless in a corner, I feel his fist pummel down. He knocks over a lamp, it shatters. His voice is roaring. He swears, once, twice, three times. I sit there like a helpless puppy, trembling, frightened. Then I feel it. He strikes my cheek. I wince, I stare at him in shock. He smiles, proud of himself. My lower lip trembles. I tell myself to be strong. I won't cry. I won't shed a tear. He strikes again. His open hand hurts my cheek. I feel something wet on my lip, Blood. I look at him again, He grins from ear to ear. Still, I show no emotion. This angers him more. My teary eyes watch him as he takes off his belt. In one swift move, he's in front of me again. His eyes glare at me, mine look back at him. I hurt, I'm in pain. But I show no emotion. He lifts his arm, belt in hand. I look up at him in fear. I'm choked up Tears start to fall as I hear myself scream "Daddy, no!"

Gratitude
Gratitude Unlocksthe fullness of life. it turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,chaos to order,confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vison for tomorrow.. thank you all who viewed this.

I Wish I Could Quit You
I Wish I Could Quit You Why is it so hard? To not like you? Why do I want you? Why can't I just walk away and leave you be? Why do I hang on? You've made it clear you don't like me. Why does it have to be so hard? To just forget about you? I wish I knew how to quit you I wish I could just walk away But the pain is unbearable and it makes me want to stay The kisses and the hugs we shared Are forever engraved in my mind How I wish I could quit you and leave all the memories back in that time. Sometimes I wish I'd never met you that we were two unacquainted souls that way life would be easier... and I wouldn't be a tortured soul.

I Once Loved
I Once Loved I used to love, but not anymore. I have love. But how could I lie to myself for so long. If you love you don’t cheat on your heart, you don’t lie about it, you don’t hide it. If you love, you devote your heart, mind, body and soul into making it work. If you love, you forgive for all the wrong done. Or do you? Is there a point where it is just too much, is love when it is hard to breathe when you are around them? Heart pounding, hands shaking; is that love or is that pain, I think it is both. I fell out of love a long time ago, I will always love I just wont be in love. Maybe someday, I am a somebody I have a heart. Love beat me in round one, I won’t give up on it. I won’t lose next round I am a winner and you may never know.

I Loved You
I Loved You I thought that you loved me.... you thought I was a whore... we were never meant to be together... I loved you till no end.... you hated me for what I did... people are wondering what happened to us... did we fade? Did we lose interest in one another? What the hell happened to the love we had for each other?

How Could He
How Could He I lay in despair Tears running down my cheeks I stare at the ceiling Close my eyes for a while Anger boiling inside of me How could he? Take advantage of someone so sweet how dare he? Lay his hands on her and forcefully hurt her I want to rip his eyes out and make him hurt Cry - feel the pain she felt as he lay helpless as his body took advantage of hers She can't sleep Thinking about that night All she see's is his face The flashbacks hurting her every time She opened up to me I lay there as she spoke Tears in her eyes as well as in mine Anger building inside of me with every word she spoke I hurt for her I felt for her Silently, I wished I could take the pain away. Hold her in my arms Tell how much I care But she knows She knows I would kill for her That I love her She means a lot to me And just like she's been there for me I'll be there for her She's like a goddess, Strong-spirited, Funny, Beautiful... But behind the smile, she hides the secret The secret of wh

Hidden Surprises
Hidden Surprises My Grandmother gave me a chair before she passed away. A hideous white thing, with a horrible gloss coating... and I kept it proudly in my room and adored it. The top rung of the back of the chair was broken, and still is, but that's beside the point... the point is, I decided now that we moved that I want to re-do the chair and paint it and make it into a Bettie Page chair for my living room. How fitting.. So today, doped up on some pain medication I decided after dinner to spend some time sanding the chair... I began on the top rung... I started sanding, through the gloss, and this eggshell white... then there was an ivory color... And then an odd yellow, like old crusty mustard... and then the wood appeared... It was magical.. I was covered in white and yellow dust, and here was this beautiful chair emerging from under years and years of paint... So I got tired of sanding the same area, and moved to the back poles of the chair... to see the same pattern, glo

Hello Little One *for My Daughter*
Hello Little One Hi little one - it's me mom I'm sitting on the bed right now Writing what I have on my mind It's been almost eight months since we found out the news The wonderful news that brings me here to write The other day daddy and I went to the doctors office We saw you for the second time My! Have you grown Your little fingers all curled up, your toes as well A warmth spread through me that very moment, and I knew my life would never be the same. I knew you would be the light of my life - the one thing in my life worth living for. I feel you squirm inside me now and I start to think - about your cute little eyes Your button nose Waiting for your arrival Will you help people and make us proud? What will you turn out to be? A doctor? A lawyer? A teacher? Either way, anything you do little one, I'll be proud of you You'll be our first child, and we'll be there for you No matter what you do, mommy will be here I love you my little one I love you so Just remember that I'll ne

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. And so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever

Freedom
Freedom I’m finally free he no longer has his hand around my neck I’m set free by an angel you know who you are I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking me to get tested you emancipated me from the bondage that Guys kept me in I’m free now

Wanted: New Friends Who Actually Like To Do Shit
FOUND ON LOS ANGELES CRAIGS LIST 7/7/09 ================================ Reply to: sale-gksea-1252704339@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] Date: 2009-07-03, 5:46PM PDT Don't get me wrong, I have a good number of friends. I'm just tired of their shit. "Wanna go out tonight?" I ask. "No, I think I just want to sit on the couch," they say. What the fuck is wrong with these people? I don't give a shit that it's a Wednesday night. I went to work all day too. Hell, I even worked out at the gym for an hour. You didn't you lazy fuck. I'm still ready to go out. Another example: We went to the beach today and walked around for an hour. Right after that, they wanted to go home. Only excuse: "I have to take a shower." Bullshit. You just suck. So here's what I'm looking for: People who actually like to go out and have a good time/adventure. Do you think you're one of these people? If so, think again. You're probably not. Qualifications: - Think later, get drunk now k

Ex's
Ex’s You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you want to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will happen next? What am I going to do with you? Oh wait there is nothing I can do with you with your lying and cheating I just can’t take it anymore Your gone, out of my life, secluded away From me, Thanks for making my life a living hell.

Every Day
Every Day Every day I want to say my life is ok But when I think about it my life really is not When I think about what other people say I really wish I was ok But all I need to care about is what god, my friends and family say But some how I steal wish I could kill myself Every day I think my life is going to get better But it keeps getting worst People get mad at me when I cut myself I try so hard to stop but Satan keeps telling me to cut myself Every day I wish I could be ok where I don’t have to worry about hiding my scars Every day I fell like no one cares if I live or die Every day I brake down and say it’s not worth it and why should I stay Every day I set alone and cry and wish I could

Don't Hate Me Because I'm Not Beautiful!
Don't hate me because I'm NOT beautiful! Why do people try to hook up with people just because looks and size! That isn't a good way to live because you will never find someone who fits in the right part of you life puzzle if it’s only based on if their HOTT or FINE or ANYTHING. It’s based on if you get to KNOW who you talk to because you might be talking to the person you should spend the rest of your life with and you will NEVER know unless you give them a chance even if they don't look as hot as you want them too!

Beautiful Suicide
Beautiful Suicide pain suddenly corrupts the body sorrow is left inside no more to give left with nothing temptation starts wanting to kill that one special guy you thought was your everything what’s stopping you? Who’s going to know? Just do it voices are telling you to kill others are saying no what’s left for him? What’s left for you? Heart broken, torn apart gun to his head, bang! he’s dead razorblade to wrists blood everywhere you just cant take it anymore knife to your throat slowly moving your wrist what a perfect murder what a beautiful suicide

Beautiful Razorblade
Beautiful Razorblade This beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist The pain you put me through You say you’re my best friend and Sister If you are then why are you the one that hurts me the Most? You say you have changed but like hell you have you the same You have drawn me to this beautiful razorblade I though that I would be happy and not fell Pain But what do you go and Hurt me Your Jealousy has turned me back to this beautiful razorblade Because of you now when I look at my self all I see is Ugly I no longer see my self beautiful because of this beautiful razorblade You say you were the only one that would take me as I am but then why did you hurt me the Most? I want to see myself as beautiful again but because of this beautiful razorblade I cant I want to know that I'm loved for who I am but how can I with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist? Why do you have to lie to my face and say that you never hurt me when I know I felt that pai

All I Ask
All I ask Please don't take him away, I couldn't live without him. He makes me complete, I don't know what I'd do without him. Having him by my side, makes me the happiest person in the world. If you take him away, I'd die, feel so lonely inside. The cold sorrow will overtake my soul, my heart will break ever so slowly. The blood will vanquish my body, drown me. My tears will run, like an ever flowing river. Never stopping. Never ending. Lay in bed, staring at the blank ceiling. Having no thoughts, no soul. An immense emptiness overtaking my heart. Feeling his presence nowhere near, watching his body try to persevere. All I ask, is for him to stay. By my side, where I need him. Don't take him away. Don't wrap him in your wings and take him into your Heavenly light. Please, not just yet. I need him now, don't you see? Right now, he's all I need.

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon and holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold gently nestling us to the fold like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong

A Cry For Help
A Cry For Help I am invisible Everything I do is wrong I can’t speak, I can’t move I am a prisoner of my own life I do not feel loved For everything that I do, I get hurt. Tears swarming in my eyes Pain taking over my body My heart shatters again and again I am the hated one. I sit alone in the dark corner Hoping and praying that someday, it would be different But everyday it’s the same thing. The tears stain my pillows The scars won’t go away I remember thinking Maybe…someday… Someday will never come, for I am the hated one. No one loves me No one cares I am invisible No one knows I’m there But I am here Can’t you hear me shout? Crying out for help? The pain in my heart. You are blind, All you can see is the preferred one The one you compare me to All you ask is “why can’t you be like her?” But I can’t be like her Because I am me Once in the embrace of darkness, I cry once more. Why don’t you love

Missing You All!!!
I want to thank everyone for helping me with the spotlight...... Now on to normal crap. I have been really busy and I'm not sure how to talk to everyone my first day back .. So here goes Hi, I had a flood in my basement, no worries its all cleaned up My X sister in law is staying with me well her kids are while she parties , I'm annoyed Business is crazy and sorry I haven't been on much Cerri just told me her favorite word is Cunt, I love her for it Seamus was shocked when i hit the accept on marriage thing. Long story but I'm evil Hugh is my best est friend and hes having a bad day , love you Hugh you drunk , hawaiian shirt karaoke singing man Misfit is seriously stalking me...... Witty is my stalker that I know and love Witchie i miss Name is a seagull and loves tits Congrats to swift he has joined me in the non smoking club Someone tell Brain men are stupid I miss you all alot Tell me whats up with you And please if your name isnt above its cause im an as

Why Ipod Owners Shouldn't Upgrade To Os 3.0
As is often the case, it all comes down to speed. While the benefits of upgrading your current iPhone to OS 3.0 are clear and virtually irrefutable, the path for the iPod touch isn't so obvious. First of all, you have to pay $10 and second, recent tests indicate that this update could slow the iPod Touch down.

Life Is What We Make Of It
Life if what we make of itWhether it is what we want or notGood choices, bad choicesIt's all what we make of it Open your eyes and your heartListen to the tone and rythm of lifeSlowly the turns will comeWith a light breath of lifeMay not come with a flash of lightningWith smart and wise choicesWith open eyes and a bright outlookLife may become what we wantAnd so life is what we make of it. ~Jes

Hand In Hand?
Joy, love, peace and happinessThings all want in lifeStrength, respect and prideDoes it all come hand in hand with life Some may say yes of courseAnd others will say it comes in timeThere will be those who say it has to be earned Then there are those who have the blessing with being born into it ~JesJust random thoughts through heartache. How much of it do you think is true?

My Place Is In The Stars
So very many nights I gaze at the sky above me. And it fills me with a peace that nothing else can give. I know that as long as I have my night sky, I will keep the little sanity I have left. So many nights I wish to be a star in the so peaceful night sky. To take me home where I know I belong. I always know that my place is in the stars. ~Jes

Why
Why do we ask why? It is simply human nature to question things we do not understand. We end up with sleepless nights pondering what we do not understand. Question why we were blessed with what was given or chosen for us. Wondering if we are worthy of such blessings. Is it really too hard for us to accept what this is life and we will never truly understand why? ~Jes

Things We Do Not Understand
If we truly were ment to undetstand all things. Do you really think we would call this life? For life as I know it, is beyond our understanding. If we truly understood all things There would be no need for confusion, heartache, and pain. We are human made up of many emotions. And left with no true understanding For one thing can mean something different from the next. We may THINK we understand But truly we get a glimps of the whole understanding. Happiness, pride, and joy something we all think we understand. For we may understand what feelings do to us. But do we truly understand what it does to us all? ~Jes

The Best Love & Hate Songs
Hey everyone, I was thinkin today (scary thought, I know) about all the songs that evoke feelings of Love and Hate. I have a few that make me think of certain people and was wondering what songs do that to all my friends. I am such a music junkie, that growing up I knew all the words to every song I heard on the radio. I kinda still do, and prolly could win 'Name That Tune' if I tried hard enough....lol So I challenge everyone that reads this to add their 2 cents and tell me your favorite Love Song and favorite Hate Song. I will be posting them here, and I may even tally them to see for myself what songs I really should have in my library. WANNA PLAY?? Leave yer top 2 (title & artist) in my comments or PM me and we'll see who comes out on top. I'm not really doing this for points, or have anything to give in return, just curious and don't wanna post a MuMM...too much drama there...lol *hugs & muahz* Kare I'll start the list, so here goes nothin... LOVE SONGS

Q Is For Queef!
So I sit here and tell myself...don't sweat the small stuff. My mind wanders and roams and starts derailing. Damn fucking thing is broken! I get what I want. I get nothing at all. I want something else. I want something more. I am good with what I have. I don't know what I have. Am I the only person who has this stupid shit explode in their brain? Probably! hahahaha! Ok so I am not panicking. I am totally cool just being me and doing what I choose to do. Focus, Focus, Focus! Stop distracting yourself with thoughts that don't apply. Clean the child's room already! So back to that I shall go, but I am totally ready to take the longest walk ever just to escape this quiet stillness! It's gonna be one hell of a lonely month :(

Fuck Fuck Fuck
I'm in a mood again! I'm so sick of life! I just want to be happy, and everytime I get close to it, something pushes it away!And now I have to go spend 8 hours at a job that I utterly dispise!FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Want A Salute??
Lots of people asks me to make them salutes, so.. If you want one, just let me know in a comment in this blog, and also let me know if you have any special requests (NSFWs only done in special occasions). And then, when I do salutes I will start at the bottom of this list and work my way up! Xoxo Annipoo

It's On Now
So here it is... i know someone that is taking donations for his CB.. if you give.. he will bomb. Come on go luv him.. you both will get off. :P Follow this link XFACTOR DEPUTY@DAISY'S DUKES LOUNGEhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/84/86/3006848/tn_1351942596.jpg">@ fubar

F**king Bullsh*t
As most of you know, I am unemployed, well now that I am out of work, the people at the childsupport office have decieded that I dont need money, and are taking money for back amounts, that I am paying on in the first place!! So now I have to pay 680.00 a month for childsupport, when my unemployment is only like a 1000.00!! WTF?? And the only thing I am told to do is go to court and file a bunch of paperwork, and wait for months on end to get a court date just so I can be told there is nothing they can do!! I pay 183.00 to two mothers, and 280.00 in restituion on the back, now they want another 162.50 a month!!! Holy Fucking Shit!!!! Guess if I lied to them all the time like most do, or was a Crackheaded with 9 babies, they would bend the fuck over backwards for me! But I am not so I get fucked!!! What about all the ones who dont pay? Do they go thru this? No!! You know why? I do....Its cause they know they can't get anything from them, and what about all these women who spend the chil

Sad
Ed McMahon died this week. He was a great entertainer, butprior to his stage accomplishments he was a distinguished Marine Corpsfighter pilot in WWII earning six Air Medals and attaining the rank of Colonel.He was discharged in 1946 and was later promoted to the rank ofBrigadier General in the CA Air National Guard. Farrah Fawcett died this week after a long career in Hollywoodas an actress. After she was diagnosed with cancer, she became anactivist for cancer treatment and devoted her last remaining yearsencouraging people to seek treatment. She documented her plight on film and used itto encourage others to stay positive and upbeat despite their diagnosis andsuffering. Michael Jackson died this week. He was perhaps one of thegreatest singers of modern time. He will also be remembered for his eccentriclifestyle that included sleeping with a chimpanzee, living in a carnival-likeatmosphere at Neverland, his fascination with Peter Pan,

Repost: Closed Profiles
While sitting in the lounge the other day...bickering with stupid people just to pass time, a comment was made in regards to "closed" profiles.This is something I don't understand. Why close your profile off to friends only? Profiles are there so that you can tell people a little bit about yourself, so people can see if maybe you have some common interests. The chances of meeting someone you would never otherwise meet are increased dramatically if they see that maybe there is some common ground. Some people are shy, some have a hard time finding something to open a conversation with...knowing a bit about you may help them open up those lines. And really...a private profile SCREAMS "leave me the hell alone I'm a very unfriendly person". Not the best first impression a person can make.Now, if you view it from a totally different point of view...when it comes to rating profiles...if you're one who cares about the 'point' system, it's rather hard to rate a profile if you can't see it. Due

Autos On & Bombing Tongiht
AUTO 11`S & BOMBING TONGIHT - 1AM EST OK EVERYONE LISTEN UP I WILL BE RUNNING MY AUTOS ON JULY 8 AT 1AM EST TILL JULY 9TH AT 1AM EST.. COME LEVEL UP ON ME!!! ALSO THE ADDED BONUS... I WILL BE BOMBING ABOUT 130AM EST IF U BLING ME ANYTIME FROM NOW TILL I START BOMBING.., U WILL BE ON MY BOMB LIST FOR TONIGHT ANYONE THAT HAS BOMBS GOING.. CAN U PLS BOMB ME AND I WILL BOMB U BACK I AM TRYING TO LEVEL TO DISCIPLE HELP ME GET THERE.. THANKS

Another Poem By The "poet"
KISS ME,KISS ME-MY SWEET HOLIDAY OF MY"N-HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS OF THE EVERYLASTING NITE--SHOW ME LOVE,GIVE ME LOVE AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY HEART TO NITE.AM A SOUL FROM A DRIFFERENT TIME MY PASSION WILL SOON PASS BY,IF YOU HOLD ME ONE TIME YOULL WOULD FEEL MY ENERGY GOING THROUGH YOUR LEGS OF YOUR DAY.OUR TIME THAT WE SHARE WILL SOON BE YESTERDAYS,SO LETS US DANCE ON THIS ANCIENT LAKE THAT WILL SOON TAKES US TO THE MIDNITE BRIGHT,I AM THE WATER YOU ARE THE FLOWER THAT GROWS AT MY HEEL,SO CARE NOT TO LOOSE WHAT YOU FEEL-----

"survivor, Texas Style."
Due to the popularity of the "Survivor" shows, Texas is planning to do one entitled, "Survivor, Texas Style." The contestants will all start in Dallas , then drive to Waco , Austin , San Antonio , over to Houston and down to Brownsville . They will then proceed up to Del Rio , El Paso , Midland , Odessa , Lubbock and Amarillo . From there they will go on to Abilene , Fort Worth and finally back to Dallas . Each will be driving a pink Volvo with bumper stickers that read: "I'm Gay," "I Love the Dixie Chicks," "Boycott Beef," "I Voted for Obama," "George Strait Sucks," "Hillary in 2012" and "I'm here to confiscate your guns." The first one to make it back to Dallas alive wins.

Written By The Poet
LETS SWIM TO THE MOON,AS I STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SUN STARING OUT OF THE WINDOW WHEN SOMEONE KNOCKING ON MY DOOR,IT WAS THE MOON,IT ASK ME,WHAT HAPPEN?-SO I TOLD THE MOON-I AM MADE OF TIN AND I SEE A RAINBOW JUST LIKE ME AND THEY ASK TO BE LET IN,THEN YOU CAME ALONG WITH A SUITECASE AND A SONG-OH HOW THE SUN COVERS AT US.-------

Update On Mother
Hey everyone just wanted to give you an update on my mother in case you was wondering how she is doing. She went to a home to do rehab about two weeks ago, she's doing so well that she gets to come home next Wednesday. She still needs alot of therapy mostly on her speech but she can get around by herself now with a walker and us keeping close by if she gets tired or gets wabbly! So that's good news She's improved so much since My last update. I hope everyone had a great holiday weekend, I know I did. Kisses friends

Post June 30th
We have been looking forward to the historic day in the Iraq War of June 30th for a long time. I’m sure a lot of people have been also. A major change was put out for us prior to the day. Leading up, our platoon had been running daily and nightly “joint” patrols throughout Baghdad. The night before June 30th, four soldiers from our brigade were killed and we ourselves don’t know all the details. Everything around us leading up to the 30th had a spike in violence and we expected to be quite busy on the day of the turnover. On June 30th, an order was put out for US troops to refrain from rolling out of the wire and into sector. Instead, we stood by ready to roll on QRF (quick reaction force) in case Baghdad turned upside down. I will say this until my dying day but the Iraqi Army is good for their people. I would not have them patrolling our streets in America. But they know their people better than we do, so I say they are more than ready. They feel they are r

Favorite Song
SONG BY RECKLESS KELLY- GOES OUT TO EVERYONE THAT HAS A HEAVY HEART. May peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.Like a heavenly choirmay peace find you tonightYou've got your God -- Sister, I've got mineAnd I know he's out there somewhere; he bails me out sometimesAnd I've always believed, but sometimes I question the truthall the proof that I need is the love that I found in youMay peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.Like a heavenly choirmay peace find you tonightMay your soul reunite with the one that you lost long agoMay a troublesome heart be a feeling you'll never knowMay your spirit be free as a wind on the wings of a doveMay your heart know the way loud and clear, like a voice from aboveMay peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.L

Crude Sex Jokes 2
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't? A. A navel. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve? A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam. Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat? A. A Klondike Bar Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man? A. "How do you breath through something so small?" Q. Why don't women wear watches? A. There's a clock on the stove! Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. Have you heard about the new super-sensitive condoms? A. They hang around after

Sex Jokes
These days, safe sex isn't just a good idea, it's a matter of life and death. Here are some valuable tips to help you "play it safe"... Do not blow dealers for crack; blow regular citizens for cash, then buy the crack directly. Think about parents' nude bodies during foreplay; resultant loss of erection will prevent potential unsafe sex. Don't fall for lines like, "God protects his servants in the clergy from harm." Do not, no matter how much peers may pressure you, allow anyone to get to third base with you. Before unsafe sex, think to yourself what the kids will look like. Make sure all open sores on penis have thoroughly dried and scabbed over before use. When taking four cocks in the ass, make sure to have an equal amount of cock in your mouth to reduce the risk of CHI imbalance. Before fellating anonymous man in back room of bar, be sure to ask, "You don't have AIDS, do you?" Douse penis l

Woo Hoo!!
I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!! *dances around* So now I can be here again. I'm off to work for now my lovely fufriends, but I will be back later!! Just thought I'd post this and brag about the good news I can't seem to keep to myself. Love you guys and talk to you soon. Me ;) oh and btw - there are some features on this new computer I know at least some of you will be very pleased with :D

07/07/09
Fact of the day: A snail can crawl across a razor blade without getting injured. This is possible because they excrete a slime that protects them. “Makes you wonder if snails were once emo” Joke of the day: One day three monks were told by the minister that today was their day off, to do whatever they want, and at the end of the day, god would forgive them of their sins. The monks thought this sounded like a good idea so they went off into the city. At the end of the day the three monks returned to the church and the minister greeted them. The first monk came up, and the minister asked, "What did you do today". The monk replied "I robbed an off-license." "Good" the minister replied. "Go and drink from the holy water". The second monk came up and the minister asked the same question. "I vandalised a primary school" he answered. "Good" the minister replied. "Go and drink from the holy water". Word of the day:

Dirty Jokes
Construction worker on the 5th floor of a building needed a handsaw. So he spots another worker on the ground floor and yells down to him, but he can't hear him. So the worker on the 5th floor tries sign language. He pointed to his eye meaning "I", pointed to his knee meaning "need", then moved his hand back and forth in a hand saw motion. The man on the ground floor nods his head, pulls down his pants, whips out his chop and starts masturbating. The worker on 5th floor gets so pissed off he runs down to the ground floor and says, "What the fuck is your problem!!! I said I needed a hand saw!". The other guy says, "I knew that! I was just trying to tell you - I'm coming!" One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings. She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?" The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want." So they sit down and afte

Dirty Jokes
Little Red Riding Hood was on her way to see her grandmother in the forest. Her mother warned her "Don't walk through the forest, take the path, or else the Big Bad Wolf will catch you and suck your tits dry!" Little Red started towards her grandmother's house but decided to take the shortcut through the forest anyway. The turtle stopped Little Red and warned her "Turn back and use the path, because if the Big Bad Wolf finds you, he'll suck your tits dry!" Little Red was almost there, so she kept going through the forest. Sure enough, the Big Bad Wolf jumps out of nowhere and tells her "Take off your shirt Little Red Riding Hood - I'm gonna suck your tits dry!!". "Oh no you don't", yells Little Red, as she pulls up her skirt, "You're gonna eat me just like the story says!" Two guys are drinking at a bar. The first says "Do you ever start thinking about something, and whe

Dumped... Again
I mean what is is about me? I am a great chick! I had a bad feeling this weekend that it was gonna be over. As usual I was right. How could I not be? I'm 32 years old and have been dumped more than BFI. But I don't get it. I wanted to get the news over with so after not hearing from him at all yesterday I wrote a txt saying: Are you not talking to me? Just say so and I'll leave you alone. I get back: Yea. I'm sorry You're a sweet girl and we would be great friends but beacause we were more than that already I dunno if we could. I don't NEED any more FUCKING friends! I want a boyfriend! An I'm never gonna have one because I'm never good enough. Oh I'm sweet and I'm great.. but NEVER fucking good enough? WHY THE FUCK NOT?!?! WHat the fuck is it about me that make men run?

Crude Sex Jokes
Q. Why did the boy fall off the swing? A. He didn't have any arms. Q. What's the definition of eternity? A. The time between when you cum and she leaves. Q. What's gray, sits at the bed and takes the piss? A. A kidney dialysis machine. Q. What do you call a female police officer that shaves her pubic hair? A. Cunt Stubble. Q. Why do only 10% of women go to heaven? A. Because if they all went, it would be hell. Q. What goes: "CLICK -is that it? CLICK -is that it? CLICK -is that it?" A. A blind person with a rubix cube. Q. Why did God invent yeast infection? A. So women know what it feels like to live with an annoying cunt. Q. Did you hear about the two gay guys that had an argument in the bar? A. They went outside to exchange blows. Q. Why did the gay guy think his lover was cheating on him? A. He came home shit faced. Q. What do you get when you cross a rooster with a flea? A. An itchy cock. Q. Why i

Collars
I have a beef. I need to vent. Here it comes. WATCH OUT FOLKS THIS BITCH IS GOING TO BLOW AND IT MIGHT OFFEND THE FUCK OUT OF SOME OF YOU BUT I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT. This is my opinion is mine alone and not the general consensious [sp?] of The Serpentarium, so don't hold what I say against them. Okay with that disclaimer given, on with the rant... In the past I made mistakes where I took engagement rings too soon, but I gave those back....I have only once made that mistake where it came to a collar and it was one I accepted -- not extended. This rant is going to be about those who extend and accept them too quickly, untainted by that though... WHAT THE FUCK? How the hell does one know they want to take on the level of commitment that the collar holds in just a few short months? Lately I have witnessed people running amuck slapping collars on people in days! It's like they are laying claim on whomever shows an interest without really getting to know them. How do you know the qual

Sign Up
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Pets
In the Serpentarium we have many people who identify with animals...We have a puppy and several kitties...I have been lucky enough to be able to tap into each of them in one way or another... When the puppy was with me, she wasn't a puppy to me - our relationship focused on servitude and bottoming - so I can't share her perspective of how this term is defined for her....BUT I am currently involved with THREE friggin kitties! Luckily for them, I identify as a cat owner and part cat myself so we play well together.... One of these kitties is full time 247 live-in - my loving pet tiger, Will. His cat identity is not full time, as we have plenty of vanilla responsiblities that require him to work during the day, but when he gets home it's almost always in pet mode. From day one I defined PET in this relationship as a priority, as it was the intital jump into kink for him and something he obviously held in high esteem. [servitude and bottoming limits were also put in place at this point a

Boycott
Please join my in boycotting Rockstar energy drink. I have been a huge supporter of this product, untill I found out who is behind it. Michael Weiner, aka Michael Savage: Anti-gay, Anti-lesbian, ultra-conservative radio-talk show host and co-inventor of Rockstar Energy Drink. Wow Is this who you want to support? I have since switched to monster energy drink. They are owned by Hansen juice and distributed by Coke. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Choosing A Wife, Thanks To Dove For Emailing Me This.
> Choosing a wife > > > > > > > > > A> man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing> among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present> of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the> money.> > > The> first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty> salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new> outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells> him that she has done this to be more attractive for him> because she loves him so> much.> > > The> man was impressed.> > The> second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a> new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and> some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she> tells him that she has spent all the money on him because> she loves him so much.> > Again,> the man is impressed.> > > The> third invests the money in the stock market. She earns> several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and> reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She

New Cell Phone
Nokia has finally designed a cell phone for nervous white people who need to make a cell phone call while in Jacksonville, East Saint Louis, New Orleans, Memphis, South Chicago, South Dallas, Houston, L.A., Miami Detroit, Washington, D.C., parts of New York City, Buffalo, Oakland, and parts of Atlanta

Just A Man (repost)
I am just a manAll I have to offer is all that I amI can’t give you the moon and starsAll I have to offer is my heartI can’t promise I wont make you cryI do promise to dry your eyesI can’t promise to be perfectI can promise that you are worth itI wont have all the answersBut you will be a part of my heart foreverI can’t tell you I have the perfect planBecause you see, I am just a man

Unreal, But True
When I was 5 and had just moved into a new place (AGAIN), I was playing in an abandoned parking structure. I looked around and could swear I had been there before. How could that be? That was impossible, I had JUST moved there and there was no way on earth I could have even seen this place before. I had to be dreaming. Trying to shake myself out of it I said to myself "I know, I'll pinch myself and prove to myself that I'm dreaming". So I pinched myself till I left a bruise. It didn't hurt. So next I took a stick and said the same "If this hurts, I'll know I'm not dreaming". I hit my arm so hard it left a welt. Still, it didn't hurt. So, I then found a glass bottle, chipped off the top and said to myself "This HAS to work!!! If THIS doesn't hurt, I'll KNOW I'm dreaming". I took the tip of the bottle and stick it into my skin, all the way down to the bone. It was bleeding alot, but did NOT hurt. I went home, cleaned it up and thought that it was fine bc it was just a dream and I'

Can It Be...
In the wake of all that is I see what was I see every sorrow chiseled on all the graves As I cease to be I open my eyes Just when this cold seeps in I awaken to mistakes I know full well what it is that I've done wrong Now I can scream as I fall I can feel the curse of mortal limits Knew what it was to end before I even began Took the weight of my world before my legs could walk I've seen love come and go, and come again Do I truly know how to return the love thats given to me I feel so numb from the neck down Walking in my life is like swimming through wet cement I feel the need to stand stock still As I move forward I see all I desire slip out of reach Perhaps I should charge full steam to the end It's possible that a new beginning will set this right Isn't it...?

Shipwrecked In A Puddle Of Stars.
I shipwrecked in a puddle of stars. I only wanted to navigate and to put my desires as sails. I filled the Ocean crying for her. It was the dream that I anchored on the moon. I was not able to see the shore, so it was normal to shipwreck at your verge. Between the foam that caresses and tramples, like the verses of the poem I wrote you, your footprints are being erased. My dreams moves away like the comet, and then it crashes against me.

I Have Returned
After being placed on hold by support I have returned and am glad of it.... it seems a hater reported that I had a link on my profile and for that I was bannished from fubar for the past week. I think I know who it was too. She rated me a 4 and then blocked me so that I could not talk to her ... right after that I was bannished from Fubar while I was online. All over a link to a web cam site that is not mine. I hate haters. Now the link is gone. And I am back.

Love From A Far
Through thick and thin Ill always be your friend Good and bad the same You can try to push me away but no matter what Ill always be right here Perhaps I cant tell you how i truly feel I'll just be the one to love you from afar Life without you just wouldn't be the same Telling you my feelings could push you away, that isnt a risk I am willing to take You are the light that takes the darkness away The laughter that takes the tears away The only one that truly cares When the darkness arrives I know it will be you to bring the light

The Kiss
What makes it all the sweeter The knowing the kiss is not real softly reaching out to cool transparent skin running my fingers through his thick untouchable hair he reaches behind my neck, a pulling force bidding me towards nothing The impossible touch of lips, soft almost real pressing harder into air, noses pressed the soft brush of cheeks, leaving me longing mouths exchanging humble empty secrets empty secrets which will remain untouched and unsung unearthed when you believe in fairy tales

It's Only You
You are the one I think of everyday You are the one I would run to You are the one whose arms should be holding me. You are the one who makes me cry You are the one I miss with all my heart You are the one I will always love silently from afar It's only you.

Your Friendship
We have a special friendship you and me, I remember how it´s start, still fresh In my mind, it happened with a click And hi hello location please. your friendly words dwells within my heart And when I think of you my friend My heart skip and I smile with happiness That gives my soul a lift I´m convince that your friendship It´s rare and is a special gift

Happy Tuesday
So, I get up at my normal time and do the "I'll just lay here 5 more minutes". Yeah, get up and now I'm running behind. No breakfast for me. Dressed and out the door to catch my bus. Oh joy! The bus driver I can't stand. Besides this woman being a puss face, she smokes on the bus. Now, I understand people smoke, but I'm asthmatic not to mention allergic to tobacco (have the test results to prove it) and I should not be subjected to a bus ride of sucking on my inhaler cuz I can't breathe. Not to mention, it's prohibited by law! Fine, whatever. Sit all the way in the back, put on my iPod. We're going along. I open my eyes to see where we're at when suddenly we're stopping. Oh c'mon lady! The driver is leaning over, looking out her side mirror going, "Did I hit him?" Huh? I look out the back window. Sure as shit, here's some kid tumbling on the ground off of his bike, iTouch pieces everywhere. Huh. I'll be damned. She hit him. This kind of leads me to giggle. Now stop grumbling at me.

Lost & Found
Its been over a year & I still hurt, heart still aches & body still yearns...when will the feelings die? They say time heals all wounds but how much time...? I've moved on with friends, I've moved on with lovers, and I'ved moved on with with my life. But still I wake in the still of night reaching out to a memory that will never be again! I try not to visit places where I might encounter a confrontation. The few times I had the opportunity I walked away making no eye contact. I try not to remember the good times and only concentrate on the bad. It still does me no good. I still look for the car when I go anywhere...I still look for the face in a crowd...I still cry myself to sleep. All the could of's, and would of's, and should of's never leave my subconscious. I try not to dwell on the whole situation because I cannot change it, but in the loneliness of my soul, I am broken! To make a bad situation worse... I found the pictures of a happier time. A place and time in my

Looks
tammy must be a lil sensitive about her looks, but i still like her because before someone came along and told her the truth she had hope for goodlooks...she can still get it but it might be hrd if she is worried about what others think... your life is yours my 1 aint gonna kil no one... there is a reason the one is there so the winners won honestly and not have the whole world lie to their face. if fubar did not want us to be truthfull the scale would have started at a six.

Idjits
I'm not sure which is more amusing: having trashy brainless fucks put random nonsense they come up on their own in Blast messages, AKA "TANKS 2 MY LUV VAPIDDRAGON 4 DE BLAST I LUV YA BABY; R/F/A/ AND SEE MOR OF ME; WICKEDLY DELICIOUS" or Have these dimwitted semihumans put pasted quotes by R Emerson, Socrates, Einstein, O Wilde, etc, in hopes for other dimwitted idiots mistake them for someone with half a brain. For realz, yo

Raped
yup, I got raped of my week vacation to Cali with the hubby. Soo...I was planning to go visit my inlaws and looks like my plans went up the asshole. Including the plane ticket. Yay! And why? Because the cocksucking piece of shit of my coworker decided to quit, AKA never show up again since last week. So, basically, unless I find some moron to work a hotel front desk, I'm fucked. I really really really fuckin hate that place sometime.

Psalm 23
Psalm 23 A psalm of David. The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Summer Rain Lyrics
Storming outside, rain She keeps me home Quiet conversation makes me warm So Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes I swear I hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain In the middle of the night when I'm alone I feel her kisses on me even when she's gone Can't wait 'till she gets home Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes I swear I hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain I don't mind if it rains forever Let it rain, rain, let it rain I said I don't mind if it rains forever Let it rain, rain, let it rain So go ahead and make it rain You bring the sunshine back again So go ahead and make it rain Your tender touches wash away my rain Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes I swear I hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summer rain Summer rain Whispers me to sleep And wakes me up again Sometimes I swear I hear her call my name To wash away the pain My summe