vagabondshadow's blog: "real talk"

my vacation is almost done.  it seems like i didn't do as much as i wanted to.  i did spend a lot of time finding people on facebook and fubar. lol.

it's been a lot of work takin care of my past debts.  there's a lot of emotional investment and resentment.  but as i make progress, i do feel the burden get lighter.  it seems once again, like there's a light at the end of the tunnel.  but at the same time, it's frustrating to not be able to just get past this small barrier.

it seems like everytime i start to make good progress, some obstacle or mishap happens.  i'm so close, i can feel it.  but it seems like i'm a month behind and always playing catch up.

i do know, it's giving me a litteral pain in the neck.  i'm gonna need another good massage to work out the kinks.

i need to do some more drawing.  it's been over 4 years since i did any artwork.  it'll probably be very therapeutic for me to work on a few projects.  i'm sure my style has changed since last time.  the way i see things has changed a lot lately.

i need to record some songs too.  i've played a few songs which i've forgotten what they were.  there was a lot of emotion put into them at the time, but i can't recall those songs.

guess there's been a string of things left undone... blah!