DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

for sympathy.

i also wasnt asking to have my condition downplayed to a lack of dental care.

this condition aka epilepsy has been a monkey on the back of my brain since i was 17.

im almost 34.

its a fcuking concern to me if i like it or not.

i have to deal with it...others may have to see it happen to be concerned.

but then again...i would end up feeling bad for them having to experience seeing me under control of an incurable condition that makes me literally lose my mind for more than a few minutes each time.

there for losing time off my life with each "episode".

however much brain damage has happened im not certain.

i will make sure that this condition is no big deal to some...even if they "know" me.

i will make sure that whenever another side effect or "episode" happens...i'll keep it to myself.

so i dont waste someone's time with my not so attractive parts of my life.

its a good thing to know that even when i hear certain things that the hypocrasy bleeds through like a stuck pig.

i give a shit if someone is sick and just needs some rest and medication of sorts to feel better.

i will remember that some people have a "hard time feeling bad" about me having epilepsy.

im not mad about it..thats just how it goes.

those who act so concerned about another yet when something is actually a concern yet doesnt directly effect them...its no big deal.

ok.

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