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Sun Card
p align="center">http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/dragon/19.jpg">You are The SunHappiness, Content, Joy.The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Stronger Than You Know..
though i've seen some hard times and friends who come and go..Tragedy and heartache much more than one should know..I've fallen down so many times and got back up again...I've cried too many tears and let people cause me pain..Even though I seem to some-to be just a lost and lonely soul..My spirit is strong, fire burns from within-because I'm stronger than you know...

Confused...
Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given s p a c e , Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real quick..you wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i feel like you dont really want to understand me..

Wow
So it's 3:00 in the morning and I'm completely shitfaced. I cannot believe I drank myself stupid. Hell, I can barely type this. My fingers really do not want to co-operate with me right now. I had no plans on drinking so much tongight, but I had a damn good time. I met some new people, which is always good for a social outcast like me. Hopefully, I will not feel like sh*t tomorrow if I'm lucky. goodnight everyone, jo

Have Some Fun And Get Paid!
Come hang out with us at Sex Kittens! Free drinks, great music, and friendly people!Can't wait to see you there! Just click the pic to enter!Also we are paying the 100th member 50k fubucks and also 50k to the person who brings em in! Just be sure to have em say who sent em!

Permanence
if only i could burn all that i felt for you if only i could burn all that you meant to me i could maybe begin to heal maybe begin to feel hate love all these things i fought all there things strove to overcome maybe you're the last maybe you're the last that i will ever weep over bleed over dwell over i'm done i'm done with you i'm done crying over you i'm done abiding you i'm done enduring you needless to say i'm over you....

Apathy
i only want to face the only one i never can i only want to face the one that i can never escape i only want to face the onlly one left i only want to face my own face left in the mirror i only want to face the one holding my back the one prohibiting me from truly accepting from all i hold inside

Square Marbles. Unedited For Lack Of Carring
How selfishly unrealistic of me to think I belong in her pressence. How could I have thought I mattered that much. Come to me by walking away is a new trick. Loving me by screwing another is an honest way of affection I supose. You dont have to tell me Im not good enoguht its written next to the astrix of every word of love ive ever gotten. Like there is some long contract that I signed once and every woman I meet keeps a copy. Show me your heart and ill show you my knife, show me your soul and ill put it in its place. Exposed to everyone under a blanket of denial. Truth is I want to scream that I hate the world but the feeling of the air escaping my lungs feels to good and only contradicts the statement. So where do I go from here? Wait a minute and see another face? Start another line? Have another ending? It gets dull it gets to me. Ill taste that sin again. That greed in desire, that glutony to consume, that selfish fucking nature that says im worth a damn. If only in another

Song On The Documentary For Farrah Fawsetts Story.
Melissa Etheridge- I RUN FOR LIFE! It's been years since they told her about it The darkness her body possessed And the scars are still there in the mirror Everyday that she gets herself dressed Though the pain is miles and miles behind her And the fear is now a docile beast If you ask her why she is still running She'll tell you it makes her complete [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother, your sister, your wife I run for you and me, my friend I run for life It's a blur since they told me about it How the darkness had taken its toll And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body But they will never get a piece of my soul And now I'm still learning the lesson To awake when I hear the call And if you ask me why I am still running I'll tell you I run for us all [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother your sister your wife I run for you and me my friend I r

Penmanship.........
I fuckin swear...have any of you fu's ever used a damn pen in yer life?.....i see salutes from people...to people...that rival the penmanship of a damn kindergardener......fer fucks sake......if you cant manage to get the spelling right.....can you atleast make the shit look decent?....seriously.... now im sure people will talk shit....i dont really care....some of you may have decent penmanship.....but gotdamnit!!!,,,most of you fucks write like retarded lil chitrens.... maybe im biased......i love letters..and the many styles they come in.....and being able to manipultate them to fit a certain setting is real big with me....ive drawn letters on many different surfaces for along time...AND never..(well..maybe once...) came off toy as fuck....now im not saying i havnt thrown away alot of pieces of paper....but damn...if yer making something for someone.....try to make it look like you can spell and stay within the lines if need be.... fuckin fu-tards...

Poem #1
When you are downI tend to frownWhen you're feeling blueI say I do tooSometimes words can't showHow my love continues to growThese are words from the heartCupid really shot me with a dartI hate when you tearplease don't fear my dearDon't give up, whatever you doJust remember.........I Love You

Carousel~buckcherry
Carousel lyricsThere are days that take too longIt's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms[Pre-Chorus:]I'm gettin' lonely, I'm sick waiting here for youI'm gettin' lonely, please come home cause I want to be with you, or maybe I'm a foolBaby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryMaybe I should take the blameI guess a music man is no shelter from the rain[Pre-Chorus][Chorus:]Baby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryBaby you know that you saved meYour loves so amazing you're never off my mind[Solo]Nothings going on, I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms, don't be afraidI'm getting closer, I'm making my way back home to youI'm getting closer, I can see your face and the light keeps shining through, and baby what am I to do, oh?[Chorus]Nothings going on I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid

Don't Go Away~buckcherry
Don't Go Away lyricsIn my darkest state of mindI am riddled with despairWhen I try and close my eyesYour voice is all I hearI will think of you tonightI will hold back all my tearsI've waited all these yearsPlease don't go awayYou're making a mistakeYou and I were meant to beYou opened up my eyesAnd made me realizeNow its changing everythingIt’s crazy how I feel this wayI can’t explain don't go awayI see your shadow all the timeI see your face inside my mirrorLike a sunset in the skyYou distract me from my fearsI keep holding it insideAnd I wish that you were nearIt’s better when You're herePlease don't go awayYou're making a mistakeYou and I were meant to beYou opened up my eyesAnd made me realizeNow its changing everythingIt’s crazy how I feel this wayI can’t explain don't go awayAll the things you saidAnd all the games we playedWill come back to youSee the look in your eyesOoooh, don't’ go awayPlease don't go awayYou're making a mistakeYou and I w

Untitled
Like the earth and sun Bound together forever Without ever coming together We’ll always be here Distorted like a kaleidescope We don’t make sense from the outside Like a carousel ride We never stop going round and round Sealed by a kiss Like a vow of silence Let it stay a secret Shining only in our hearts. Friends to lovers to denial To lovers to friends to forever The words hang in the air Like the stars in the sky All of my tears in an ocean Evaporated by the heat of our passion Rained on us to cleanse the past The sky is no longer overcast.

All I Want~staind
All I Want lyricsWhat I leave, When you go, What I see, And what you show, And what I guess, And when I don't, Is something you all ready, all ready know, [Chorus:]I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, The things I do, I go through, And all I see, When Im awake, And what I make, The shit that I take, Is something you all ready, all ready know [Chorus:]I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, Ohhh,... Is you, Is you, Is you, Is you, You're all I dream about, That I can't live without, All I want is you [Chorus:]I can't live without, All I think about, All I want is you, You're all I dream about, I can't live without, All I want is you, I just can't live without you, When all I think about is you, And all I want is you

From My Rocking Chair
Have you ever been brought to tears just by looking out of the window? To feel the breeze blowing softly against your skin... Realizing that a gift as preciuos as the air, could be taken away for any reason?... Sitting in my rocking chair; feeling as though every rock were a memory. Sooner rather than later, the rocks are done with. Such a short stay of relaxation. I want it to all be over, so that i do not have to look out of the window to feel and breathe life. Rather; I can walk right into it.

Cupcakes And Trees
so this guy is walking through the park and sees another man with his arms around a tree.He asks him why and the tree hugger replies, I am listening to the trees. you should try it sometime it's very soothing.Out of sheer curiousity the man proceeds to wraps his arms around three.The tree hugger proceeds to handcuff the man to the tree strip him and rob him.man 1 very embarrased calls for help from another passerby... the passerby approaches andasks what happened. with much shame he tells his story, man 3 proceeds to stand behind him forcefully and say " it just ain't your day cupcake."

No Sale.
You don't understand me.Resulting in shoes on my feetwith more parts space than rubber.Results in a love of piano musicand no understanding of notes on the sheet. Who do you think you are?My audience, my patron, or just another pedestrian?Or just another discarded butt on a pool of dormant gasoline.Odds man... you've gotta play em.Odds, they'll catch you up eventually. I had unprotected sex just around 1000 times.I have no sons. I have no ambitions. I traded my dreams for pornographic treasons.No sinners. Just smiles after the blow by blow.Just another discarded butt on the dormant pool of gasoline.Impotent little keystrokes, playing too softly, too highpleading with dawn's reaper for meaning. I thought you knew me, as well as I can read you.Case has not been such.I'd gladly pay you todayfor feeling next thursday.The kind that doesn't come in glassor behind a pin prick in my arm. I'd gladly pay you tomorrowfor gloriouspoetic ragnarok today.

To Nick
i have loved you for the past 5 years. i have fought for you and i have won you a few times. i know 2 years ago me walking away was the hardest thing for both of us our lifes changed then. im sorry for doing what i thought was the right thing. but if i could go back to that night i would do it it differnet and i would have stayed. you mean the world to me and im proud to be your wife. i know we have had our fights and we stoped talking for awhile and in those times i realized how much you meant to me and that i was never gonna get over you. i love you then and i love you more than ever now that we are back together as husband and wife. i know that we were meant to be together. no matter what happens in the future i will be here always for you and i will never stop loving you

A Man Without A Country
EASTON, Pa. — A man who previously claimed Pennsylvania courts have no jurisdiction over him because he's his own country has been sentenced to jail. A Northampton County judge sentenced 44-year-old Scott Allan Witmer to three days to six months in jail Friday and fined him $2,500 for driving under the influence. In March, Witmer appeared in court wearing a Coors Light sweatshirt and said Pennsylvania laws didn't apply to him because he is a "sovereign man." Later, he pleaded guilty to driving under the influence. On Friday, Witmer acknowledged it was "definitely wrong" for him to drive on the night of his arrest. Wearing a Coors Light sweatshirt in court, nows there's a PR idea!

Metal Mouth
20 months from now, hopefully, I'll be thinner. Oh yeah. And have somewhat straighter teeth. The reason why I'm subjecting myself to this is not for vanity purposes. I've never had a "perfect" smile. I'm okay with that. However, I'm not okay with constantly chipping teeth. The reason would be from what I've known all my life to be an underbite. I know a lot of people have them. It's really not a big deal. However, in my case, it is a bit of a big deal. It turns out that the right portion of my bottom jaw is longer than it should be. To show you how much it is off, visualize your own mouth. For most people, your back molars line up. For me? My top right molar matches up with my lone wisdom tooth that I actually chew on. I hear the collective, "Oh fuck!" For the most part, it's not really painful except for when I need to have any kind of dental work done. I can't open my mouth all the way without popping it out a bit and then I can only keep it open for so long before my jaw cramps.

New Kitty..any Suggestions?
I WAS THINKING OF THIS BREED IN PARTICULAR ....IT IS CALLED A DEVON REX...EVER HERD OF IT?..ME EITHER...BUT CHECK THIS OUT...HERES THE INFO ON IT... Breed history and information [edit]Discovery and relations The Devon Rex is a breed of cat with a curly, very soft short coat similar to that of the Cornish Rex. The first Devon was discovered in Buckfastleigh, Devon, UK in 1960 amongst a litter of feral kittens near a disused tin mine. The breed was initially thought to be linked with the Cornish Rex; however, test mating proved otherwise. Cats have three types of hair: guard hair, awn hair, and down hair. The Devon Rex's coat is unusual because there is little guard hair (see Cornish Rexand Sphynx for more information on hair-deficient genetics in cats). [edit]Appearance The curl in Devon Rex fur is caused by a different mutation and gene than that of the Cornish Rex and German Rex, and breeding of a Devon with either of those cats results in cats without rexed (curled) fur. D

Just Saying Hi
Hrm, what to put here. I am a male living in Utah, working hard and no rest. But it beets being out of a job right? To all those struggling, hang in there! Life may beat you down, but it wil get better.

Untitled 9
Untitled 9 5/15/09 By: Travis Smith Start the computer.. Open the browser.. Click a link, see where it goes.. I end up here, I end up there.. Hell, I can end up just about anywhere.. I search the profile.. Read my mail.. Sometimes I feel like a snail.. A minute cog in this never ending machine.. Never knowing what it could bring.. As I look, what do I see? A glass screen stairing at me..

Lies
DEEP INTO THE DARKEST PLACE, EXISTENCE IS FADING, MULTIFORMITY IS DEAD. ADVERSITY IS BREAKING ME DOWN. TRADGEDY HAS STRUCK US WITH LIES AND SUPPRESSION. THOUGHTS ARE FILLING MY HEAD. MY MIND WANDERS INTO WHERE I DONT KNOW. TIME MOVES FASTER THAN I CAN. PAIN IS SUCH A HORRID TEMPTATION THAT CAUSES US TO SEEK ATTENTION. WE HURT BECAUSE WE REJECT THE ONES OF EXCELLENCE AND FOLLOW THE ONES OF FAILURE. OUR WORDS WORK IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS AND CAN BE SOME OF THE MOST HURTFUL THINGS IN LIFE. OUR BLEEDING SOULS FADE INTO THE DARKNESS AS VIOLENCE FILLS OUR MIND WITH NEGATIVITY. REALITY BECOMES A TRAGIC STORY THAT WE TRY TO FIX WITH PERFECTION AND GLORY. WE SEEK TO FIND TRUTH IN OUR LIVES, BUT BEHIND IT WE'RE FACED WITH HORRID LIES

Medicine Man Cancer Boy
I went to http://www.nemenhah.org and skimmed the site... I think they need to consider or find out the Organic Success Ratio compared to Radiation Treatment, and the Nemenhah Members consider an ELDER as the person RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SITUATION regardless of age. If a 10 year old is leading an old Blind-man, the 10 year old is the ELDER in this case. Therefore, the 13 year old tried KEMO... didn't like it, and has the right to ALTER the treatment because he is the ELDER(Person Responsible) for the quality of HIS OWN LIFE! It's VERY unfortuneate he has CANCER. He has the right to decide what treatment is right for him, as well as, according to Nemenhah Law, NOBODY OVERIDES THE PARENTS! Unless they are threating to physically MAME, or KILL, the children... They "may" be making a bad CHOICE, but that's not a crime... Todd OUT

What My Name Means
[b]You Are Powerful and Determined[/b] [img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/name.gif[/img] You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky an

From My Friend Jason
(Something Jason sent me as a comment and I thought it was so beautiful..I had to share it) I sent an angel to watch over you last night,but it came back. I asked, "Why?"... The angel said: "Angels don't watch over angels!." Twenty angels are in your World. Ten of them are sleeping. Nine are playing. One is reading this comment . .

First Magazine...find Out What Singers Lack This Year
here is the news and the truth, read all about it. BEFORE YOU READ, INCASE THE PAGES ARE NOT CLEAR THEN JUST "RIGHT CLICK" THE IMAGE, CLICK "VIEW IMAGE" AND THEN "ZOOM IN" ONTO THE PIC ONCE IT POPS UP THRU ANOTHER WINDOW...ENJOY

Old Thing Creep Back Up
Old things start to creep back up in my mind once more I'm losing sleep In a place where I don't need to be again Razors edge won't dull the pain this time So easily we forget what was said I wish I could be as cold as you But I can't so easily forget losing a friend

Staff Of Purple Magik
Meet the staff of The Purple Magik!! Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. Teresa (Owner) TERESA~OWNER OF T&H DESTROYERS~OWNED BY BRATT~ Bratt (Co-Owner) Bratt**He Is In My Heart Just Like A Tattoo** Chaotic Princess (Manager-Enforcer) Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ Bratte (Tag/Bully Maker)

Life's Grace
She walks in the shadows of her life. Some would say she has a stone cold heart, A wall that surrounds it , So they can't get in. If they only know of the experiences she has had. The first experience presents itself., How young she was and how she had to live. The next one came and she ask herself why. It was worse than the first, Except she wasn't called a whore. Then the one of you, Stopped her dead in her tracks. She realized now why she doesn't look back. The day you left her, She shut down. She took a vowel to close herself off. Despite all that she has endured. She walks with grace, She walks with style. In the stillness when she is by herself. She lets you sneak in, She savors you again. She remembers your walk and the way you talked. She remembers your scent and your essences light. They way you touched her deep inside, They way you made her how she is now. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Running Time Fatal Plug In Error
Ok im not sure what the heck it means but I cant do anything on fubar without this Java virtual machines, stupid fatal error thing popping up! Does anyone know how to fix it? its been going on for a few weeks and is messin with Fubar and now I cant get on Yahoo IM either so I cant talk to anyone & its makin me mad, so please everyone dont think im ignoring you I just can figure out how to fix my stupid computer!!!!!!! love & miss U all "Sunshine"

My Photos
Okay, I'm new to Fubar and I'm lame cause I have no photos of myself yet. I'm working on it. I really do appreciate everyone who has rated my photos even if they are of crazy things. Now a little about myself. I work in a law office and I deal with a lot of crazy people all day long. It's cool though cause I'd rather deal with the crazies on the phone than in person. I'm 27 years old and I really like to make crafty stuff. I'll post some pics of my finished projects as I finish them. (It might even be this weekend, gasp! I might even post a photo of myself if I'm feeling up to it.) p.s. Go get drunk it's Friday!!

N.p.h
Sitting here, watching the scroll bar tick by...I've seen at least 3 horribly ugly bras used in pictures. White, 10 year old Playtex bras are the anti-sexy. I'm wondering if I could get Neil Patrick Harris to do a public service announcement to all of the net world to let them know.

Today....
So today me and my family had to deal with something that no one should go through but they do. Today I had to sit my ass in a waiting room, and wait for a doctor to come out and tell me if the main man in my life has cancer or not. Unfourtanetly a few months ago my Grandfather and his doctor noticed that he had blood in his stool. This lead to a lot of test and then of course today when he had a colonoscopy done. His docotor had been worried that it was cancer but he wasnt to sure.... So today as I sat in the waiting room it took me back to 3 years ago around this time when i was doing the same exact thing except it was my grandmother. We were not so lucky with her..She was diagnosed in july of 06 and was gone by that october.....I have yet to deal with her death yet. I still cannot accept losing my best friend...So needless to say today I was a wreck. Couldnt stop crying yet I knew I had to prepare myself for whichever way the situation would come out. No matter how hard it w

Ubblicious
Before I put my youngest niece in the tub, I asked, “Do you want some bubbles?” A look of fear crossed her face. She backed up toward the door, pouty-lipped. Near tears, she said, “I on’t ike ubbles.” OK. No ubbles, then. I lifted her up and put her in the bath, and, ubbles forgotten, lip un-pouted, she splashed and played with foam letters and rubber duckies. To her delight, we discovered that the pink one is capable of squirting you in the face. After her fingers wrinkled, I toweled her off, dressed her in pajamas, fed her a snack, and rocked her till her eyes drooped. Then I remembered I had to put a heavier diaper on her before she went to bed. She was sleepy as I changed her diaper, so I spoke softly. As I adjusted the flappy things around her legs, I explained, “I have to put it on right, or your mom will make fun of me. She thinks I don’t know what to do with babies, which is mostly right. I don’t have a baby, so how

05/18/09
Happiness is not a matter of intensity but of balance and order and rhythm and harmony." —Thomas Merton Money is a horrid thing to follow, but a charming thing to meet." —Henry James A new dress doesn't get you anywhere; it's the life you're living in the dress, and the sort of life you had lived before, and what you will do in it later."

Lillian The Exorcist
So, once in awhile I get these dreams. The location always changes as do the people but I'm always an exorcist. I'm not the type that watches "Scary" movies and goes to bed or anything like that.. so it amuses me that I would have dreams like this. It's kind of cool sometimes when your in a totally different time period like the mining town but still. The down side of this is that when I wake up..I wake up physically and mentally exhausted like I've been battling something and it's pretty tiresome lol So this is my strange blog about how I am a dream exorcist *shrugs*

Laser Surgery
becuse iam tire of telling one by one what happen i thought i just do another blog on may14 i had my laser surgery to blast the kidney stone in my body it hurts like hell but i had worse specially the time i had my spneel removed anywaysits going to take me a long time to recover some times its hard to walk and half the time i sleep alot for the people who think iam making this up i do got pics to prove i did have this done i already uploaded one pic its not the best but you have to do with what you got

Fubar Frnd
As I Sit Here @ My Labtop Tryin 2 Think What Too Say, And How Too Say Thank You Too All My Fubar Frnds.For Showin Me The Constant Fubar Luv They Give The Simple Hello's And Good Mornins.Lendin An Ear To Vent When Needed.The Many Laughs & Smiles Givin To Me. The Best Part Of This Is No Matter What Options Fubar Give Us Such As Vip's,Tickers,& Blast,They Will Never Have The Proper Option. To Give Thanks To Each And Everyone One The People We Call Good Friends On Here. Life Is Never SwnSassy Way To Often Its Full Playmates/Pimps.I Welcome New Friends Beautiful Disaster,ShoShonni, I Know I've Made An Awesum Connection When I'm Add To There Family List. From FreakStars 2 Freaks-On-A-Leash 2 Sexi2Hot 2 Chicks Wit Booti2Big Phoenix1360 .I Luv WomenWitCurves 2 BBW Shape Size Color And Race Not Important 2 Me.We R A Last Of A Dyin Breed So If You Think You Was Mist Think Again I Only Just Scratch The Surface Of My Many Friends So Heres To You,You,You......And Yes Even You Thank You For Allowi

Thanks Theresa!!!
i dunno how tim always managed to BRAINWASH me over the years. everything that ever came outta his mouth was a fucking lie & reading about 2004 is so frustrating & i juswanna go back & kick my ass for falling for his shit AGAIN. i'm SO happy he went back to theresa (& then she proceeded to leave him a few years later after i was already married to jamie so tim KNEW he'd never EVER get me back ever again!!) so i should credit her for SAVING ME FROM TIM!! Thanks Theresa!!! (totally NOT sarcastic this time!!!) if it wasn't for HER i coulda made the biggest mistake in my life & i have no idea what woulda happened to me but i know it would not have been GOOD. phew! that was CLOSE!! but seriously all he ever did was drag me down, all he ever wanted to do was FIGHT & be miserable & wanted me to be unhappy. & that's not how marriages are supposed to be.( & did i seriously fucking think that i was gonna marry him??? seriously?!!!) that's not fucking NORMAL. jamie makes me happy & i make him hap

Blood
Had to have 2 bags of blood last week from internal bleeding got bands put on my throat 4 of them doin lil better ty u all for your prayers got to go back in on june 6th hope its better so im still herere just weak is why i cant get to all my friends! love all u guys tho and ty again love kanan!

Here To Start Fu'n
wat's up to all my fu friends, hey as iv told a few im not on that often, so if i'v added u and not written it's cuz im active tudy military. and i don't usually have a lot of time to fiddle around onve the work day ends, neway im get'n around to halla'n at all my current freind and im begin'n to make new 1's so u all halla at me sutime w/ w/e. bring the dirt n i'll bring sum pain

Missing You...
I miss your eyes I miss you lips the ones I always and still long to kiss I miss your voice I miss your arms the soothing sound and all your charms I miss your chest I miss your hands begging for your touch, You understand all of these things I miss a lot Everything I remember but you forgot...

The Wounded Heart Bleeds
The wounded heart bleeds a thousand rivers of torment from my soul into eternity. Leaving a puss filled sore of festering putridness for all to see. I try to hide my face in shame from all that would dare to look at me. I do not want your pity, I only want you. Reckless abandonment of youth has found a home in you and left you cold as ice. Stabbing me in my heart to kill the ugly beast. I cry out for mercy and ask of you just why. All I get in reply is that you do not know why. You may have found another way to release your beast inside. Something better you say then I could ever be. I took this journey so long ago. But I never thought it would return to smite and torment me once again. My dreams are lies and broken promises as the baby wails and dies. Surrounded by the gurgled cries of those about to die. Alone ahead I see a babe all bloody, torn and broken crying for its mother to finally take it home. I reach for it as it turns to say "No not you, you've had your chance. My time is

Come To Forbidden Angels
Since you are friends or Fans, I exstend an invitation to you all to come join me in a new lounge "Forbidden Angels" Fun, enjoyable, and rules are simple.~Rules~1: No Drama2: Respect Everyone3: Only one warning is Given.4: Most of all enjoy yourself and have Fun!We are also hiring all Staff positions. These include: Greeters, DJs, Enforcers (per screen) and coming soon, Cam girls/guys.So Please join us, have a drink on myself and the owner and enjoy the music that is on a fresh kick ass ShoutCAST server! Stop by and mention this bully and I'll ensure your shit faced for 2 days straight!Please follow link: http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66993Yours truly,Majin - Co-owner of Forbidden Angels

Don't Harass Me!!
Don’t harass me I have rights too. Don’t harass me I don’t harass you. Leave me alone, just let me be. Your words plant a seed that grows into a tree. A tree of doubt, a tree of hate. A tree that grows at an astonishing rate. It can’t be stopped now its growing tall. It’s knocked me down and now I fall. Leave me alone I don’t want you voice! This is my life. My life. My choice. Don’t call me a loser, don’t call me a freak. Don’t threaten to beat me while I’m on the street. Keep your thoughts to yourself and leave me alone. You won’t ever see me. I’ll hide at my home. Don’t you understand, your killing me slow. Stealing me soul and watching me go. You’re a murderer; your words the gun. Leave me alone go and be done. I have no more feeling you’ve stolen it too. And my heart turns as dark as the one that’s in you. I hate you wit passion you stole my life. I have no reason f

Guns, Paranoia, & Common Sense
Okay, so i'm reading this article of a woman who was legally packing a side arm and thwarted a car-jacking. Good on her. Now most of the comments weren't in praise of someone defending herself, if any at all. Most of them were the same people crying over gun control, and how the liberal dems are trying to take their constitutional rights away from them blah, blah, blah. Now while these are probably the same people who were all for the last administration's (anti) Patriot Act, it seems their biggest concern is keeping their guns & gettin' MORE of them! FYI, I have done target practice at the shooting ranges, but I don't own a gun, nor do I intend to. While I totally agree with the right to defend myself, home and loved ones if necessary with a gun, fine. a revolver or semiauto 9 or 10mm pistol is fine. I guess it's the guys that running around buying up assault (style) rifles and ammo who kinda spook me out a bit. And in regards to the 2nd amendment that's actually more in regards

Info About Me To Answer A Question
Many have asked about my IM, so here it is. although, I may not add everyone, I have been asked this question quite a bit so I thought it would be easier to post it rather than to answer each individually. yahoo IM: peachesst97@yahoo.com or gmail IM: peaches6669@gmail.com Anyone in or near my area (Huntington, WV) and wants my text #, just ask me. Thank you, peaches p.s. I'll work on setting up an account with AIM & put it up later.

Only Xk To Level When X < 10
seriously, if you're under 10k to level, and you need to level that badly, go find someone with autos on and rate them. if you're determined to do it through good old fashion rating and returning from friends, stop putting it in your status. it gets old. so you're being annoying, lazy or annoying and lazy either way... can we please stop? as a side note - i want a fucking blast. or autos. and yes, i am perfectly good being annoying and lazy. love ya! ~sin

I'm An Uncle!!!
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Harassment Of The Girls!
if you are going to harass my girls i will have you blocked from the group page and i will ask the girls to block you as well. i WILL NOT TOLERATE HARASSMENT on this group page. if you wish to harass the girls your ass will get blocked. if you harass or degrade ne of the girls pics you will get blocked. i honestly do not care how nice you are as soon as you start harassing the girls on this page that were kind enough to put thier pics up for you to view you are automatically considerd rude and will not be able to view ne of the pics that these lovely ladies have volenteered to let you look at thank you for your cooperation in this matter, bloodymistress

Test
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Who Wants To Win
BLING AND RATE CONTEST FOR EVERY BLING CREDIT YOU SPEND YOU GET 1 ENTRY INTO CONTEST. HOWEVER THE FOLLOWING BLINGS GET YOU TRIPLE ENTRIES booty absinthe golden tulip timeless diamond ruby phoenix amethyst phoenix emerald phoenix auto 11 cherrybomb fu love YOU MAY ALSO EARN 10 ENTRIES FOR RATING ALL PICS OR 20 ENTRIES FOR RATING ALL PICS AND GIVING 5 CREDIT BLING. FIRST PLACE PRIZE IS A HAPPY HOUR SECOND PLACE PRIZE A 65 CREDIT BLING PACK THIRD PLACE 7 MIL FU BUCKS FOURTH PLACE 5 MIL FU BUCKS FIFTH PLACE 3 MIL FU BUCKS ALL WHO BLING ALSO GET A SALUTE FROM ME OTHER PRIZES WILL BE AWARDED RANGING FROM ANIMATED TAGS, ANIMATED PICTURES,FUBAR LICENCES, 3 1 MIL FU BUCK PRIZES. 1 1 WEEK BLAST AND 1 20 DOLLAR BLING PACK THESE OTHER PRIZES ARE SECONDARY PRIZES FOR THOSE WHO DONT WIN BIG PRIZES. CONTEST ENDS MIDNGHT FU TIME WEDSDAY MAY 20TH 2009 CONTEST BROUGHT TO YOU BY STRYKE@ fubar />

Hmmmm
If you have have been trying to meet someone but they keep blowing you off, do you think that they are really interested in you? sometime when you text them they take hours texting you back or dont even text you back Do you think they are involved with someone else? I need your input so I can think about something so let me know what ya think.

Dutch Prime Minister Grilled Over Bilderberg Following Prison Planet Article
Dutch Prime Minister Grilled Over Bilderberg Body: Dutch Prime Minister Grilled Over Bilderberg Following Prison Planet Article A Dutch Member of Parliament has formally petitioned Prime Minister Jan-Peter Balkenende and his European Affairs Minister Frans Timmermans concerning their involvement with the Bilderberg Group, citing an article released by Prison Planet last week. http://www.prisonplanet.com/dutch-prime-minister-grilled-over-bilderberg-following-prison-planet-article.html

Bad Ideas
Gentlemen: An effective pick-up line does not include, "I was thinking of you when I jerked off into my sock last night." Or, "You've got tits like microwave." This has been a Public Service Announcement. Don't use dirty needles, kids.

Still F-ed Up
still fucked up Category: Writing and Poetry Thought I'd miss you much then I tossed my lunch Bitch yeah your making me sick you made me a prick cause I was convinced we clicked you were all broken and I was bad but in the end we just end up sad I dont mean we end up ready to cry I mean knife to the wrist and ready to die like you to know that I love your touchyour kick slap and the way that you punchbut if you touch me again you'll be starting the end never hit a woman but im going to beginI got no self control and not willing to stopI could keep cutting on you on a full circle of clockpistol whip the new guy with bunt of my glockcant kill you for real cause they'd lock me upyou aint worth all that not even a fuck your makeup looks good underneath of my truckcouldnt control myself now satan whats up

New Dj Bully
,center> COME CHECK OUT DJ DARK AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!

The Five Commandments
HBT; The Book of Predictions, Chap. 19 Western Union Telegram To: Jehova Yahweh Care: Celestial Hotel (Suite #666) Presidential Tier, Paradise Dear God; This is to inform you that your current position as deity is herewith terminated due to gross incompetence STOP Your check will be mailed STOP Please do not use me for a reference STOP Respectfully, Malaclypse the Younger/Omnibenevolent Polyfather POEE High Priest THE FIVE COMMANDMENTS (THE PENTABARF) The PENTABARF was discovered by the hermit Apostle Zarathud in the Fifth Year of The Caterpillar. He found them carved in gilded stone, while building a sun deck for his cave, but their import was lost for they were written in a mysterious cypher. However, after 10 weeks & 11 hours of intensive scrutiny he discerned that the message could be read by standing on his head and viewing it upside down. KNOW YE THIS O M

Halo2
Just when I thought I'd lost my faith/and the pain in me would never endGOD put you there in front of me/I had the strength to start againnever had my darkened path/ever seem to have a shred of light but in the presence of your halo/ it burned away the darkest nightI was just consumed with rage/like a demon I was cagedyou took the time to comfort/and now I've come back from the hazeI thought the world was good as gone/and the end should takes us allbecause of your love I was changed/And Im never going to let fall(Everywhere I'm looking now im surrounded by the peace of you)(I want to stay in your light and bathed inthe light of your Halo too)

What Costume?
So I got envited to a Twilight themed Birthday Party. I really want to wear a costume not anything exactally as the movie but as close as I can get when I throw together outfits. What are your thoughts? Who should it be? if you've seen the movie and have a spific outfit a character is wearing what part in the movie is it?

Here For Nascar Day!!!
CHARLOTTE, N.C. -- The NASCAR Foundation has partnered with the Motor Racing Network and Sirius NASCAR Radio is taking to the airwaves May 11-18 for a week-long celebration of NASCAR Day. Fans can tune in to Sirius for live updates and interviews with some of your favorite NASCAR celebrities. On NASCAR Day, Sirius is celebrating by broadcasting live from 11 a.m.-6 p.m. on May 15 from the Sam Bass Gallery in Concord, N.C. NASCAR Day Web site Costner named spokesman APlus at Sunoco offers pins NASCAR Day goes pink The NASCAR Day Radiothon on MRN, sponsored by AFLAC and Sprint, on May 16, will serve as the grand finale of a week of festivities that aim to raise much needed funds for The NASCAR Foundation and its Family of Charities. Fans in participating markets will be able to tune in to listen to stories of inspiration and hope from kids whose lives have been changed from the generosity of NASCAR fans, and to hear from their favorite Sprint Cu

Last Night
So last night while lying in bed waiting on my sleep meds to take effect, listening to the heavy breathing of the S/O in the beginning stages of sleep I mentioned to him how if I had enough pills I would take them and just fall alseep forever. He wasn't to happy with those thoughts. Like I am? :-s It terrifies me to feel like this.

Love An Life
life is to short to keep waiting for the best thing when its in front of u , grab what u feel and run with it cuz u never no when u finna feel it agian ..my eyes yr eyes we r as one we cant fight the feeling beause we r one .. even tho we r miles apart, there is somethin that says come closer to me ,to u ,to happyness ..im not finna run away when u take that first step im walkin it right with u and will continue to do so when yr down im down and we will have each other to pick it up and fix the problem cuz we r one. but we will no how to make this together because we r one and u r what ive been lookin for i feel it in my heart and soul there is nothin more to say but im feeling everything u say and all i do is listen absorb and keep close cuz u my baby and im cummin to save u from yr worries insecurtys and denile and here to help u feel such as one in life because we r that one u yearn for because we do this we make smiles we make life better for each other knowing we have each other

I Wait....
Alone I sit here wondering Alone in the dark I think.... Why did you leave me leave me here all alone.... You were the one thing that made me whole Now the darkness is also inside the best part of me is gone Alone in the dark I wonder why I long for the one i could never have Not now not ever But through the darkness I had one thing You friendship and now it gone In the darkness I long for you want you need like never before In the darkness .... I wait to die Wait to be with you.

Dark Angel
The dark angels come for what is thiers Come for the souls that feel no love... No remorse .... that feel nothing..... They come for those who have lost all hope lost all sense of reason the ones that want nothing.... because that is all they get from life Come for the ones that no longer feel like the humans they are but robots with emptiness..... Emptiness inside An aloneness that no one can understand.... unless they have it in themselves. They come searching for those of us who have given up on life. heart to heart soul to soul they search our very being. can see what no one else can They take what is thiers........ the souls that have given up on what is thiers to have forever. The dark angels come for what is thiers Come for the souls that feel no love... No remorse .... that feel nothing..... They come for the one you sit next to everyday with no thought because you do not really care. maybe they will come for you next. how can you ever know? How wi

Saddest Poem
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance." The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. On nights like this, I held her in my arms.I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her.How could I not have loved her large, still eyes? I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. To hear the immense night, more immense without her.And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.The night is full of stars and she is not with me. That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.My soul is lost without her. As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.My heart searches for her and she is not with me. The same night that whitens the same trees.We, we who were, we are the sa

Submission Part 7
My hands wander over your muscles diggn my nails in to pull you closer . Hearing you cry out as I do this only spurs me on more . You brought this out in me . Biting your lip now as you try to pull back from my kiss . Your hair like silk in my hands as I tug you back in place . Licking your lips tasting the essence of you . With a roar you say something to me that I didnt quite understand but the look on your face tells me all I need to know .. grrr ...No words said as you toss my legs over your shoulders and penetrate me . Screaming out your name ...driving deep in me as my nails rake down your skin ...this is what I wanted more than life itself .. Your hot thickness impales me with each slam home ...more I keep screaming out . Fevered kisses I trace on whatever skin I can touch . Clenching around all of you ...I hear you cry out wommmmmmman please . Driving by a passion I will never give up .... Bucking up against you drives you wild with lust harder you pound me trying to

Song Of Despair
The memory of you emerges from the night around me.The river mingles its stubborn lament with the sea.Deserted like the dwarves at dawn.It is the hour of departure, oh deserted one!Cold flower heads are raining over my heart.Oh pit of debris, fierce cave of the shipwrecked.In you the wars and the flights accumulated.From you the wings of the song birds rose.You swallowed everything, like distance.Like the sea, like time. In you everything sank!It was the happy hour of assault and the kiss.The hour of the spell that blazed like a lighthouse.Pilot's dread, fury of blind driver,turbulent drunkenness of love, in you everything sank!In the childhood of mist my soul, winged and wounded.Lost discoverer, in you everything sank!You girdled sorrow, you clung to desire,sadness stunned you, in you everything sank!I made the wall of shadow draw back,beyond desire and act, I walked on.Oh flesh, my own flesh, woman whom I loved and lost,I summon you in the moist hour, I raise my song to you.Like a ja

I've Always Done This For My Girl!
All Guys Should Do This...• give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in• leave her cute text messages• kiss her in front of your friends.• tell her she looks beautiful• look into her eyes when you tallk to her• let her mess with your hair• just walk around with her.• forgive her for her mistakes• hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private.• let her fall asleep in your arms.• stay up all night with her when shes sick.• watch her favorite movie with her• come up and grab her by the waist.remember this• dont talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldnt matter.• when shes sad, hang out with her• let her know shes important• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before• answer her phone calls no matter whatGuys repost as Id do this for my girl.

Your Laughter
Take bread away from me, if you wish,take air away, butdo not take from me your laughter.Do not take away the rose,the lance flower that you pluck,the water that suddenlybursts forth in joy,the sudden waveof silver born in you.My struggle is harsh and I come backwith eyes tiredat times from having seenthe unchanging earth,but when your laughter entersit rises to the sky seeking meand it opens for me allthe doors of life.My love, in the darkesthour your laughteropens, and if suddenlyyou see my blood stainingthe stones of the street,laugh, because your laughterwill be for my handslike a fresh sword.Next to the sea in the autumn,your laughter must raiseits foamy cascade,and in the spring, love,I want your laughter likethe flower I was waiting for,the blue flower, the roseof my echoing country.Laugh at the night,at the day, at the moon,laugh at the twistedstreets of the island,laugh at this clumsyboy who loves you,but when I openmy eyes and close them,when my steps go,when my steps return,

Just Once (repost)
JUST ONCEI WISH I DIDNT MISS HERJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD HOLD HERJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD SEE HER SMILEJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD LOOK INTO HER EYESJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD SLEEP BY HER SIDEJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD MAKE HER BREAKFAST IN BEDJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD HOLD HER HANDJUST ONCEI WISH SHE WAS HEREJUST ONCEI WISH I WAS THEREJUST ONCEI WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO HANG UP THE PHONE

Hmmmm
Here it goes: My VIP expires on 5/22/09. If you renew it for me here is what I am offering: I will be your slave for that month!!! All Pics rated! Comment on page daily Your name in mine listed as I am a slave to you! Added to my family for a month! What do you think??? Interested??

Would That This Kind Of Love Still Existed.....
Good morning, on July 7 Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm con

The Day I Lost Me
I lost myself the day he raped me He took it all that night. I trusted him and he took advantage... He took everything My virginity, my heart and my soul But I never told...... He said they wouldn't believe.... So Crammed everything down deep inside Drugs..... My only escape My only escape from the reality of what he had done. Taking what I wasn't ready to give Taking what wasn't his.... Saying no, stop.... didn't help..... It fell on deaf ears. He took it all Took all of me I lost it all Lost all of me.... The night he took from me , what I wasn't willing to give. He took everything away from me He took my very life.... Because for so long... Thinking about that very thing.... Was the only thing I ever did. Blaming myself for every minute ... Every minute of pain The pain that he caused me.... was all my fault. I lost myself the day he raped me. Took all of me And I will never forget... Forget how much I blamed myself... But now I know.. Know it wasn'

Who's A Hugh?
Before I leave for the weekend I wanted to see how far the madness have gone... So who's a Hugh? And i think i might be like a disease.... i spread more and more each day... Oh by the way i So want to Perv all the Hugh's, but only Hugh G Cvntlicker gets the Tiki Torch *runs around groping Hughs* Love you all Hugh G Mclickmyboots PS I now make all my Blogs NSFW cause your all sick perverted fuckers!!

Home At Last.....
i go on vacation from the 19-26th.......i get my net turned on as soon as i get home.......love you guys and i truly miss each and every one of you...it sucks not being able to say hello to all of you on a regular basis........ Wes

Spirit
My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love and he abused it then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give? that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves. U wonder why I look around for something else something to bring me to life, something to make me smile to give me back the spirit and soul I had. If that can happen. What or who can bring a soul back to life that’s been drained or who would want to take the time…………. Will I wonder the world without spirit? Without love? Without the very thing that has defined me as a person? I give u back ur heart ur soul ur love I don’t want it.

Missing
the days go by and i feel the better part of my die.heart turned cold,no tears to cry.the person i was faded till there was nothing left to see.there is no evidence of the person i used to be.when everything is taken away and your left with cold reality.living in it everyday.there are no promises of a better tomorrow.each and everyday your memory leaves lingering sorrow.what do you do when everything you thought falls apart?all the love you had is no longer in your heart.the world seems to turn black and the happiness you felt is no more.what do you have left when you forget what there is to live for?

Drama
Why in the world do we still have adults acting like freakin little kids. I mean seriously, why do people try to start high school drama when high school was over 8 years ago. People need to learn to grow the fuck up and act their age and find away to make their own miserable lives better. It is my opinion that if you need to talk shit about someone just to make yourself feel better, then you should just go fuck off and die. We dont need your childish bullshit anymore. Im spent peace out

Relationships
Ok so i was dating this woman for like almost a year , but we have been off and on for almost 3 years but anyways we finally broke it off and the whole reason for the break off i dont understand but maybe one of the smart ladies on here can shed some light, she said i worked too much and called me a selfish immature piece of shit cause i would not leave work to run her here or there any time she wanted , but yet she liked all the nice things money can buy so i guess i was caught in a catch 22, so i guess my question in the whole matter is should i have done what she asked or did i do the right thing and say thats it i cant take it no more. So i guess till i find out if i was going about it wrong i will never know....

Summertime
I can't believe summertime is here right now i'm so happy that it is here because i like the sun and its fun because then u can go swimming and enjoying listening to music for an long time u know that what i like best.

Perfect
Perfect.... Come close to meand look into my eyes,Tell me what you see.Try to look deeper in themand find yourself in me.During the day or be it nightWhatever I see... it's you in my sight.I see myself in the mirror... it's you.Thoughts are worthless thoughtsIf the thougths are not... of you.Am I myself??? I wonder at timesor is it you in me that shines?Have you lost yourself... in me?For it's only you... my eyes can see There's nothing I can say nowNo words that could describeThe way my heart is poundingAnd how I feel for you insideSo I'm not going to botherI promise I won't even tryBecause you'll see what I can't sayWhen you look into my eyesI thought I was certain about youBut I've never felt so sure tonightYour imperfections take my breath awayI've never seen such a beautiful sightI took a risk, and jumped right inBut you were there to catch my fallI still can't believe that I am the girlWho is lucky enough to get it allI've always thought you were perfectBut as the days p

Still In Pain!
I've been home for 3 weeks recovering from what was a very scary C-Section. I was barely allowed to have my best friend with me when my baby was being born. It was scary to get this spinal block. The first time the nurse did it she hurt me and hit my left side, second time she hit the right side. Well the third time was the charm because both legs went numb and so did the rest of me...from the brain down. They only had me on the table for less than 2 minutes before the curtain went up and they started working on me. Sean was suppose to be in the room right after they were done prepping me, and as I laid there the sounds of the OR got very distant. I don't remember too much about what the doc was saying, I felt like I was floating off the table. I know I should have panicked but I couldn't feel anything, physical or emotional. I know I should have said something, but in the fog and haze of the narcotics I couldn't even speak up to say anything. The doctor stopped working on me long e

Loss Of A Dear Friend
A dear friend of mine has passed away recently. It happened on May 1st and I didn't find out about it until May 14th. I feel terrible because it's my fault that I didn't know until 2 weeks after it happened and had not seen my friend for about a month. Having said that, I'd like to say to my friend..."Rest In Peace Larry. GOD blessed the world when HE sent you here and anyone that had ever interacted with you was lucky to have done so. You will be greatly missed. May your trip to Heaven be as wonderful as your journey here on Earth. You touched the heart of a lot of people on that Earthly journey and now you'll soon be with Angels where you belong." CareBear

Helping Stop Sex Crimes Againist Children
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.childpornography.com%2F&h=ae73d97b9956920786aa95ca5bf1bf31 I AM TESTING THIS BLOG REALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IF ALL GOES WELL YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU CAN GO TO GET INFO ON HOW TO PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM CREEPS THAT PREY ON THEM FOR SEX! THERE IS MORE INFO YOU MIGHT WANT AND NEED THERE. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR CHILDREN WELL. IT WORKS!! JUST CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK.

Ensign: Do Be Do Be Do
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 15 May 2009 ”Our last day at Mom’s has taught me – heck, this trip has taught me – a lot about how important our family is to me. It isn’t so much about going and doing (it also helps to be Internet free for a week, as Dan who changed our oil in Cawood said to me, in ‘the land that time forgot’) as it is about going and being.” I wrote that in my journal four days ago, and it almost sounds from a Christian standpoint sinful to say one should just exist – I mean, be. My family and I got back two nights ago from visiting my mom in southeastern Kentucky. Though she is not in the best of health (she’s seventy-two, if that means anything) and she didn’t want to go anyw

Submission Part 6
Steadying yourself as you make your way over to me . Your hands shake from wanting to just take me now ...end your torment . To claim me in such a way that would brand me for all to see . But you want more you dont just want my body you want me . To have me submit to you to want only you . This is what you need now . Im lost to the music playing I never know just how close you came to savaging me taking me right then and there . A lil jump and intake of breathe as I feel your warm hand gliding over arms yet again . Sliding up to caress my shoulder as you tease the pulse at my neck with your thumb . Something so erotic in just that movement sends a current through me . My control is gone as I feel my nipples harden from just this touch . Biting hard to control yourself as you want to touch to devour me whole . Closing your eyes you think to yourself stop this now you need her dont chase her away with fright ..Control this now or you will never have her as truly all yours . Slippin

Live
To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others.

Together For Ever
Together For everWe'll be friends and Lovers till the endTogether. ForeverThrough the Highs and LowsAnd all the stormy WaetherNo-one will ever part usWe'll stick together like glueIf you look after me My friendAnd I'll Look after youAnd never mind what hardshipscome our wayWell make it through to fight another day Another dayBecause we are friends as well as lover'swe stick together like glueI Love You Leannxoxo

Pleh
Pleh..... I stayed over with iDaHo last night cuz her car had broke down so I could give her a ride to work. Shortly after dropping her off, my phone rang and it was the transitional place apologizing that they had a situation come up and it had to be dealt with today. They rescheduled my interview for next Friday morning at 10am. I did ask her how long it takes to find out after the interview if I had been accepted in and she said it takes a few weeks because they check everything out to see where they are able to help you. I guess thats gonna put it another few weeks out :( I am tired today, didnt sleep well last night, but thats nothing unusual as of late. The weather here this weekend is suppose to be the *bomb*, gonna be up to 80 which will be a BIG differnce from the 50's. Have a great day all! Muahz!

The Way I Am's Gotten Me Nowhere
Well, I think it's time for me to make some adjustmensts to myself. I admit that I've been a real softy and let people take advantage of me for way too long, so consider myself an underdog. People told me to stay the way I am, but they way I am didn't get me anywhere but being ran over. I'm not gonna be an asshole, but I gonna have to stand up for myself and hold my ground. I'm still gonna stay true to myself. I just gotta stop taking crap from everyone, and start standing up to myself. I'm not doing this for anybody, I'm doing this for myself. I gotta have better respect for myself. I mean, come on, I don't have the greatest social skills or charisma or being the smoothest person in the world, but I'm real and respectful to everybody. Maybe I'm too inexperience or soft. Maybe I'm too desperate or way too demanding for attention. Maybe I just don't fit in or too nice to people. Maybe I am an outcast or a misfit. I don't know. I just need to find myself and figure out who

Sexy Lil Story
You said you got a honey dip, well I got a honey spliff. Ill make you want to take a dip wit me when you get into my whip. You said I like your style and I said I like your smile. Goin 80 miles an hour while she wispers in my ear, I can feel your power. So I ended that moment and asked.....Can I get your name before I start messin with the headlights before it gets louder....?

Life
Life is not something you waste, you never take it for granted, support those around you & respect those who have nothing for one day they may run into you in the near future, live your life to the fullest extent. A life is precious gift it was created b/c nature intended you to make the best of it and end it in the most remember-able of memory's even if because your life sucks or because life has turned for the worse life is something that is represented to someone, to give them a chance to change the world, to make it better and for those around you for one day you may regret everything you didn't do, everything you missed out on. Every mistake you wished you hadn't taken ever waking min of you life represents you an your near future. Nothing good last long and for this absence in your life as it comes and goes will end in whatever end you make for yourself and that end is what people will remember you most, so take what you get not what you don't & never take form those who you don'

Nothing Ends
The start of what you make, is what you are an what your going to finish an that is somthing that can be easily accomplished. With one bit of effort can only some one try to be a stand out person, but how far do they have to go? the question is not one that needs answering unless you think so feel free to. My thoughts an opinion on the matter, is the fact that just simply always be observant of others a nthe efforts they put forth unpon others to assit an help, its a joy of receiving no one else can quite happly feel an feel good about unles they understand why they did what they did. The same goes for alot of confusing things thrown around alot of things that no one even bothers to try, to accept an belong to somthing other than what they've been stuck to for however long. The times when you see alot of the same things are clearly the basic simple point taking the time to chance yourself possible somthing you never encounterd. When all seems so good, an so pure what really does the e

Q&a
What was the main subject of your last telephone conversation?Shop was done fixxing the carExplain in detail exactly what you were doing four hours ago:Research paperExplain what you will be doing in three hours:SleepingHow much money did you spend today?$400 OUCH!Is your favorite television show still on air?NCIS when I get to watch itCould you go out in public looking like you do now?Uhm sure, no one is out there, LOL!Is it a boy or girl to text you last?GirlWill you be up before 7am tomorrow?AlwaysCould you handle a long distance relationship?YesDo you ever turn your cell phone off?I wishHas a boy sat on your bed before?Does my son count?Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?Hahahaha...noDo you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?I'm a huggy person for certainHave you ever punched a hole in the wall?YupDo you laugh at your own jokes?Some of them.Has anyone told you they missed you lately?NopeIs it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?Getting rejected bi

Unexplainable Perfections
UnexplainableThe times are growing, the moments are clambering, the very strenght of the human race clambers to the harden times once before. Our world is in shambles, so much history made everyday for the dreams of those in our past. the dreams that they would be so proud an of that the outcomes of what happens when people work togheter. The very strenght of people, they show everyday with the actions they do upon others an themselves. The constant growing person fights for an stands for one difference in this world. Each person hold a differnet story an different path. Within each person, each story, each difference; they behold a power, an a strenght that will impact good upon or within others that will take the time an detication to learn an understand those around them. Learnings that not any average place can teach, no amount of money or gifts can truely reward or relativly give any real meaning to others, than the actual person behind it. The learning that guide others, show ot

Freaky
You said im a freak I thought you were sweet. You better not peep Because I am goin deep. You said you want to chill Well I want to spill! Yes you, sitting there you know what I mean when your 6 feet deep so read 'em and weep......

Thoughts To Share
At a point, you reach a line where all things are good, your friends grow close and the other people in your life bring such good joy to you; making the endless boring hours in your life seem so much more, than a borderline dead heart pulse.You sometimes reach out in search for others in pain, somtimes you look out seeking for help, you guide that trust, you deticate, you work hard to keep it pure. You make promises, you make comitments. You even go so far to keep it, to keep yourslef feeling worthy, to make someone or yourself feel not so pointless. For finding someone in this world that takes the time to really care an actually does when they tell you isnt easy to find. Such things that supposivly no one else would, except for you an them to share, to converse, to make better to improve an connect within the very beating souls that seek the one true love that is always torn away. For the simple meaning of caring; the heart is the 1st to step to take the blow, for its the quickest a

From My Collarme Blog
Wow. I had a stupid male "dom" who recently got a bug up his butt for me. I honestly do not understand what made him think I would allow him to bother me. Readers, male dominants roll off my back like rain on ducks. I RARELY listen to ANYTHING the MAJORITY of them say. There are less then ten in our community who I even respect as true full-time dominants, rather then talking tops and/or weekend warriors, and over half of those are in my family. But I am not a femsupremist. I maintain the faith that men can evolve. I have known many great men in my day. [And a TON of assholes too!] I also don't favor women in terms of power management. I know PLENTY of FemDoms who SUCK. Due to observation and experience, I am basically not fond of many people's management of their kink relationships/community participation anymore. I see the hyprocracy and behind the scenes bullshit.I am not saying I am better than everyone. That's not the case. I am just better at certain things because I hold them in

My First Baby
okay so it's almost time for me to go into labor, this is my first baby so i don't know what to expect. i'v been getting really nervous and wondering am i going to be a good mother. i know that's normal, but i can't help it anyway. How do i stop from feeling like this????

It Wouldn't Be Heaven (a Repost)
It wouldn't be Heaven with out her thereThe most beautiful angel could never compareGod can keep His mansions and streets of goldMay He forgive me for being so boldFather I mean You no disrespectBut it's because of You that we metYou sent her to me with a divine planAnd I thank You each day for blessing this manYou created her, so I am sure You knowHow her beauty captivates and her smile glowsSo Father, if You couldn't tellHeaven without her would be no different then Hell

Home From The Hospital
Well what can I say, I had what I thaought was heart attack Monday evening and was rush to the ER and had some test run, but they showed I was not having a heart attack, it turns out I was having seizures on his brain. which don't do much for my mental state at this time, still getting used to the idea about all the meds I already have to take, now I have more added to that nad now I can't drive for 6 mos to a year, please give me a break for now, ohh well all is good though I still have a life to live and be with my family at home and all my online family here on fubar and other places. for everybody here, if you heard about what happened and said prayers thanks =, and also thanks for being friends. God Bless you all. Bill

My New T-shirt
My brother got me this for my birthday, and it finally arrived yesterday. Jamie Smart makes awesome comics, and also draws other cool shit and designs wicked t-shirts. Find out more on www.fumblog.com And this t-shirt will be gacing my fat chunk of a torso in upcoming photos. Carry on.

What's Up With These Dudes?????
ok, I'm only trying this again because a good friend said it would help him out. I've been here less than a 1/2 hour and already i'm being hit on by tons of guys. the shoutbox thingy is going nuts with guys wantin to know 'whats up'! I can guess, and i'm not interested.

Pigs.... In....... Space!!!!
Just to Inform you today is be a Hugh Day, we like to support our local Hughs and say thanks for all your support Love and heart to the original Hugh G Joak.... now down to business...... Monday's theme.......... For those who know me let me tell you now that the Original Hugh will be the overseer of this project. regrettably I will be on a wake board in some freezing cold Canadian Lake be pulled around by a boat.. so really for Monday please look to Hugh G Joak to blog .... Mondays theme will be (drum roll please) Movie Characters from Space or Literature.... Enjoy and remember ill be here in spirit..... Hugh G Mclickmyboots PS. No its not Canada day...... *swears to herself****

S.o.s!!!!
Ok people I need your help! One of my buds is less than 500k from godmother! I dont have a VIP and she only has a little over 300 pics so Im not able to help much! I need my good friends to rate, her,fan,add,bling, bomb what ever it takes! heres her link! ~*~b1tchgoddess~*~Manager@NaughtyBlueHaven@ fubar This pimpout blog and bulletin brought to you by the one and only ...~♥Temptress♥Head Promoter@Sex Kittens/greeter@NBH@ fubar

Come & Hang Out With Me @ Purple Magik!
Come & Hang Out With Us Tonight At!! We have friendly people, good music, random bling for new members and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read the rules then click the pic below to sign up @ blog. Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! Also we are looking for staff so if you are interested and want to work at Purple Magik please come and see us and

Bling Item 4 Siver Ribbon Of St. Tenacious
The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item. Let the hunt begin...

Life Is "ducky"...lol
LIFE THOUGHTS BY DUCKY Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with 'Guess' on it. So I said 'Implants?' She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go 'skinny dipping,' now I just 'chunky dunk.' Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it....Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever. Why do I hav

Great Father's Day Gift........
Watch this....This is the Ultimate Father'd Day gift Acme Lazy Boy Recliner Chairs, gas powered by Briggs and Stratton.Gas Powered La-Z-Boy At Oshkosh Flyin 2005 on Vimeo May have to copy & paste some of the link but well worth it!

Submission Part 5
Trying to reason why do I even wanna try this when I can just leave . Cause I know deep down I dont want to leave . I want to know who and why so much more than I want to really admit to myself . Bowing my head to compose myself . Inhale and out , I pick a spot ahead of me in darkest parts of room . Imagining I am looking him start in the face . Showing him that I do not fear him . Untying the silken sash to let it fall , cascading down to pool on the floor. A quick intake of breathe as the coolness of the stool touches me . I begin with the ear buds and notice a tape inside . Temptation to play it is weighing on me . Resisting the urge as I place it carefully on the side . Slipping off my glasses leaves me with a sense of loss , carefully sliding in the opposite side . Picking up the blindfold I trace the design on it and compose myself . Wondering is he really watching me now , what is his thoughts now . Slipping the blindfold in place leaves me with a true sense of darkness now .

The Craigslist Killer Is Totally Cramping My Style
I can't get any of you chicks to meet me at the Mini-Storage place anymore. And don't even think about buying a shovel, duct tape, and lime without getting dirty looks.Hrmph.To top it off, I can't find my clown makeup and mother won't shut up. This is starting out to be a bad day.

What A Sham...
The Axes of Evil did an exelent job of discribing the situation in Dripping Springs, Texas last weekend... "ourselves, along with about 100 bands from around the world were scammed and ripped off this past weekend at the "Thunder of Gods" music festival in Austin , Tx. this was a pay to play event , like more and more festivals are becoming. There was ZERO advertising, no directions or signs. Many of us were there with no equipment , due to the fest supposedly providing equipment. Some bands were stranded with absolutely no way of making the money to get home. Some people were left stranded at the airport. we played anyway. We played at a festival in front of about 6 people. We still put on a fucking show too. 3 of those six people were friends that traveled to the fest with us." I was one of those three people and he isnt kidding. There are alot of pissed off metal bands, in part because the whole thing was a joke but also because Mr Will Pruett ( "concert" organizer) stole th

Been Kicked In The Nuts Once More
You know if I had nuts right now, they would be so far kicked up to my neck. Times are hard for every one, I can understand that fully. But dammmmmmmmmmmmmit, why is it just when things are slowly getting better meaning able to keep up with the bills and food and gas. Boom I get kicked again, and left crying. My oldest boy was working and now he isnt and isnt sure when he will return to work. Apparently there hasnt been much of jobs comming in for his company that he works for to do. And when talking to my middle son who works at same place says he dont even know and his boss is clue less. How can you be a boss and not know when the contracts are gonna come in. I fear my oldest is getting the shit end of the stick here and this is gonna cost us our home. I am so lost and not sure which direction to go. I need a mircle and fast!!!!!!!!

Friend Removal
This message is for those in my friend and fan list. If you concider yourself a true of mine please respond with a messege to me please. Otherwise i will be removing ppl from my lists. reason behind this I rather have ppl who are my freinds on my list than point grabbers i will start spring cleaning June 1st. thx Bobby

Submission Part 4
Stepping lightly into the hall turning to stare for a moment at that door down the hall. Beckoning to me . Do I have to see what is behind there or who is this person ? Bowing my head I think I know this answser why did i even bother to contemplate the question . The note seems rather thick . Tearing the seal with great care to see what my fate is next . My sweetness , I am so pleased you want to come to me . Note that I to was nervous wondering will I be able to get you to come to me . I could of shown you , myself , but I wanted you to come to me not for who I was but something else . I wanted you to come to me out of your own free will for you see that is what I am truly longing for my sweetness . As I stated before , you must do all the note says , if this is all to work . I await you on the other side . ...... .....Simply put were some unique instructions to say the least . Step inside next to the door you will see a few things you must take with you to the center of the room .

Feeding The Sheep Food For The Day...
~Discouragement and Despair~ The thief (which is Satan) comes only for 3 reasons, which is to STEAL from you all that you have including your joy and your health and finances! He come to KILL! To kill yours dreams..your progress..and finally your body and soul which belongs to God. He is a LIAR and a THIEF and the FATHER OF IT ALL! Upon realizing that, REALIZE THIS that JESUS CAME SO THAT YOU COULD ENJOY LIFE, HE IS THE GIVER OF LIFE! Satan thief, JESUS life giver! JESUS told John his beloved disciple that he came so that we may have life and enjoy life, and have it in abundance to the fullness untill it overflows. John 10:10. You may how can that be when I see everything in the world going sour and death and destruction at it,s highest level ever? Well he said that to HIS PEOPLE not to the world in general. There will always be evil in this world untill THE KING OF KINGS returns and sits upon his throne in Jerusalem to actually rule on the earth and satan is eventually destroyed

Red High Heels By Kellie Pickler
Red High Heels by Kellie Pickler Copy to My Profile Video Copy to My Videos Copy to a New Message Copy to a New Comment Copy to a New JournalCopy to recipesCopy to Precious and FewCopy to Scammers AlertsCopy to Racheal Ray Is So Cool !!Copy to Left WallCopy to Right Wall Copied! Post a comment: Comments 1-2 of 2Report as spam Michelle C says:Feb 28, 2009 1:55pm yes love this song ...xoxoox...to the past ,,the best is yet to come ..HELLO...Report as spam ♥Yolande♥ says:Dec 15, 2008 3:25pm that sooooooooooo good About This VideoVisit my channel for more.Please Comment, Rate and Subscribe.Thanks! ;)---------------------------------------- Baby I've got plans tonight You don't know nothin' about I've been sitting around way too long Trying to figure you out But you say that you'll call and you don't And I'm spinning my wheels So I'm going out tonight In my red high heels I'm gonna call up that old boyfriend Who says he has it bad for me I'm gonna take him into town

Morning
Morning stands for �. M-ake the most of it. O-pen your heart and mind. R-emember to thank God. N-ever frown I-magine me N-othing to worry. G-ood Morning! A Morning is a Wonderful Blessing, Either Cloudy or Sunny. It stands for Hope, giving us another start of what we call Life. Wish you have nice day & of course good morning:) May you have a blessed weekend

Blah Blah Blah
Get yourself together now because it's hit timeYour known as the hit makersBreaker breakers, party makersThey'll make your back crack, your liver quiverFor all you cats, who never put more dips in your hipsMore cut in your strut, more glide in your strideIf you don't dig that you gotta hold your soulIf you don't dig this mess, you came to the wrong addressBecause singing might be loud and clearAyo, the music made em jump backFuck that, how y'all gonna contrast somethin fat, without lettin Jiggles touch thatGun whack, read his lipsYou're not serious, I got few evils and no superiors (so here he is)A seasoned veteran, an ego reckonI turn it up another notch to keep the people guessinY'all ain't fuckin with the ox so put your feeble sessionDouble teamin for the evening, so you heed the lessonsSo noHere we goLookin at me like they know meOnly bout as far as they drunk ass can throw meDo it, somebody's bound to catch it, no breakageNever that, we keep it basic like breakfastSo taste it, the

In Her Music Box
She had a bad dream in the back seatSame one as yesterdaySame one as last weekSurrounded by her favorite favoritesElmo, Barbie, her purple baby blanketAnd that little Matchbox it looks just like Dad's carIt's fast on the leather, pretends it's NASCARIt jumps over Elmo 'cause it can fly that farWith Daddy in the front seat frontin' like a Rap starAnd Girl oh Girl, Daddys the greatestHe knows the wordsTo everything on the radio play listHe fakes the accents, even makes all the facesAnd when he raises his voiceIt makes her feel like he's famousYeah Poppa got his lean on, a mean oneWeavin' down the Lake Street tryin' to get his seen onStoppin' the whip to say somethin' out the windowBobbin' his head to the beat on the radioGood Daddy won't smoke no weedUntil the bass cradles her back to sleepThen he can stake his mack while she takes a napTo the sweet pretty sound of the gangster rapShhh, the high hats are angel's voicesThey keep her distractedFrom the stranger's voicesEscape is a paradoxB

God Loves Ugly
I wear my scars like the rings on a pimpI live life like the captain of a sinking shipThe one thing that i can guaranteeI'm like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with meBeen payin dues for a decade plus,Before that i was just another face on the busTappin my foot, to the beat on the radioDreamin 'bout the mic and the money and the menOh mom, i promise im gonna be largeSomeday im gonna stop tryin to borrow your carGonna go far, with charisma and skillUntil they put my face on a million dollar billDiscretion is the name of my cement-feathered birdAnd if you didn't hear, fuck whatevers heardI think you got the sickness i suggest you get it curedCaught up in the mix, of a bottle full of fixIm gonna hobble down the street 'til i reach knob creekIts not that i don't like you, i just don't wanna speakYou fuckin freakNow keep your days out my weekThe world keeps a balance, through mathematicsDefined by whatever youve added and subtractedIm pushin on the hammer, to trigger the brainEmb

Walking Away
A light shines offIn the distanceA pale flickering glowHow many timesDo I have to dreamThat I could be thereThe time is hereAnd she won't beWaiting for meTo find the easy way outI've lost count of the daysThat were wastedThere's an answerIn the sound of a trainThere is wisdomPast the bridge on the bayThere's a lifetimeThrough the fogIn the rainThere's a beautyIn walking awayI float on the streetsThat are emptyTake the pathThat the wind only knowsTonight is the last timeThat I'll ever be hereThere's an answerIn the sound of a trainThere is wisdomPast the bridge on the bayThere's a lifetimeThrough the fogIn the rainThere's a beautyIn walking awayIt's never quite simpleIt's never that safeIt never seems perfectUntil it's too lateIt's never the right timeTo find a new wayThere's an answerIn the sound of a trainThere is wisdomPast the bridge on the bayThere's a lifetimeThrough the fogIn the rainThere's a beautyIn walking away

Golf Lesson
This fellow's wife was constantly nagging him to teach her to play golf. Finally, one morning he relented and off they went. The first hole was a par 3, 179 yards, and very pretty. The husband stepped up first and said, "Now watch me, and do the same thing." He hit a beautiful shot and landed on the green with about 30 feet to the cup.The wife stepped up, drilled her ball, causing it to hook, ricochet off a tree, bounce off a rock and roll up onto the green - dropping into the cup. The husband looked at this, and said, "OK, now you know how to play, let's go home."

Auction Virgins Auction
Come on and check out these lovely auction virgins willing to do things just for you. You know you want to. Each lovely lady has listed exactly what she is willing to do for the highest bidder. Take a look and bid on these beautiful ladies. All of them are 1st time auction virgins so be nice and show them a ton of love. Just got to my auction folder and take a look. Here is the link to my auction folder check it out. http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1672169

We Need To Find Several More Main Members To Fill The Wolf Paack Postions
GOOD MORNING TO ALL OUR FANS AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS WE WANNA AGAIN TAKE THE TIME TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND FOR TAKING THE TIME TO COME VISIT US AND SHOW US LOVE WE ARE IN NEED OF FILLING THE REST OF THE WOLF PACK SO WE NEED SEVERAL GUYS IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE COME SEE ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE... THESE ARE THE WOLF PACK SPOTS I HAVE OPEN AS OF RIGHT NOW MORE WILL BE ADDED TO COME SO PLEASE ME IF YOU INTERESTED. THANKS LOVE YA BELLA

*ladies Only* Show A Male Friend Of Mine Some Fu Loving
Please show him some love and maybe add him to your friends list. Im sure he dont mind. Tell him you know about him via me. Oddballhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/16/90/3010961/tn_2027975359.jpg">@ fubar Thank you

Choose Friendship - Destiny Or Chance?
A Stranger Or A Friend? Stranger, our paths may have crossed by chance, or perhaps destiny has brought us to a point in our journey that requires us to meet, If I should fail to raise my hand and greet you, will I have closed the door to the opportunity that you may have shown me the path that will lead to my destiny? Will walking away from you deny you information to guide you on your journey? If we crossed paths by chance will it harm me in any way to smile and say “Have a Nice Day”. Or could it be that by walking away from you, I have just walked away from my own Destiny… The only strangers in my life today are those people I have yet to meet, The friends in my life today were at one time considered strangers by me until we took a chance by simply saying Hi…. Will you be the stranger who crossed my path today that I may greet and then consider renaming as my Friend? “My journey to a destination unknown to me has taken me down many paths

Double-standards......do You Think I Should Remove All My Nsfw Pics?
: marklee (Stepped away) Turkey subject: hi dear received: 05/11/2009 04:23 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam pls remove your nsfw photos or leave them only for me,cause ya my wife and dont want ppl will see youhugs and kisses all over you

Calendar
For those who I am making a calendar...I will start working on them next week.All of you have different taste as to which pic you would like to have in the calendar. So I need to collect them all yet. Please be patient with me on it...it is on my main project I am working on. I have a life too outside Fu. Thank you for understanding. Muah

Bikers And The Police War With Them ( Fuck All Crooked Police )
DETROIT – An adviser to the mayor and two former police officers were among dozens of members and associates of a motorcycle gang charged Thursday with attempted murder, cocaine and steroid distribution and other crimes. Attorney Hatim "Tim" Attalla, a member of newly elected Mayor Dave Bing's volunteer crisis team, was named in a 35-count indictment unsealed in U.S. District Court in Detroit. Federal prosecutors said he acted "as general counsel" for the gang, the Highwaymen, and accused him of conspiracy to possess with intent to distribute, and distribution of, controlled substances. Authorities said 30 defendants were in custody Thursday, and others were being sought. Some suspects told law enforcement officials that they would turn themselves in. It was not immediately known whether Attalla was arrested. Bing said in a statement released Thursday night that he was "surprised and disappointed" to learn of Attalla's indictment. He said Attalla was being vetted and put throu

[the Second Album~]
See what I did there? No. You did not. Anyway, it's predawn, and I just woke up from a very ellaborate closure dream... y'know, the ones where you get to scream in the face of your most hated person or what have you? Well it was all a very detailed metaphor of all the lies she told herself, all the lies I told myself, and I was just... kinda pissed that my brain is still doing this after 15 months. The best part was I played the part of "it wasn't ALL your fault" and I ran through what I occasionally kicked myself forI even said "hey it wasn't that bad, you only hit me a few times". It was all her fault. I mean yeah, I wasnt the most confident interesting and financially stable (sugar daddy) out there at the time-hearing my subconcious say that shit... really pissed me off.Sure there were things I could do different, things I could've done better ...Why should I have had to?I was dating an ex coke addict pissed off at me for making her quit.A dropout bug burning barwhore.Someone t

Something To Be Said About Bbws And Thick Women...(repost)
(A good friend of mine had an issue recently where she was discriminated and felt bad so reprinting this particular blog for continued consideration...) if you reject them based solely on that, you are missing so much, not only in terms of your own personal character but also the possibility of meeting someone who can either make you happy or be a great friend. If you like women with big breasts, then this is a natural in most cases. While I love women as a whole in general, I am attracted more to women who have something on them. Weight (as well as race, etc, etc) should never be a factor in how you interact with them or feel about them. Everyone (for the most part with exception) has a heart, a soul, a spirit that needs to be nurtured and appreciated and excluding a whole bunch of people because of weight issues is completely and utterly ludicrous and needs to be ceased. So next time you see anyone, show them some love and not some ridicule. People are people...so love everyone beca

Auction And Also One Of My Redneck Sons B-day May 24th
I would like to invite you all to come to the REBEL REDNECKS FAMILY bar on May 24th at 9pm we are having a Auction and is also one of my REBELREDNECK SONS B-day and we going to have a great time and party so come have fun with us and enjoy the company. Those of you that dont know the link it is:http://fubar.com/lounge/64094 so what you all waiting for come party with us and get your bids in on all the ones in the Auction if you would like to be in the Auction just get with me either by the bar or yim me at pepsi_lady1972@yahoo.com must be in by May 22nd that it the deadline due to the fact I make the tags and that way it gives me time to get them done. Like I have said before I have a awesome great family on here would not change none of them for anything in this world I love them all very much and very portective of them as they can all tell you.

You
God.. you remember me... I'm really surprised to hear you... wow.. that was movin' actually... you're not sounded happy but U didn't sound so sad... so I would assume you are alright.. I'm gonna admit I do miss you.. they didn't give me any value in here.. without you I'm useless... maybe I should move on also.. go to another scenery, new ambience, new life.. just like what you did. i followed all the things you've said; for it would make me better... but honestly, I felt more miserable.. so please do come back. please do.

Lucky Friday
I just got an email from the Forum in Norwich to say that my name was drawn in a Prize Draw I entered, and I've won eight tickets to go to the Comedy Store gig at the Forum next Wednesday, plus a load of "Comedy Store merchandise". I r a winner!!

Getting Older...
As I sit here on my bday I have come to realize a lot!! I will be applying to medical school next week in hopes of becoming a successful anesthesiologist.. I figure I am 25... in 10 years I will be set... Have my career going, my kids both in their preteens, god help me, and this little family growing and building.. paving a way for my kids future!... I wear my heart on my sleeve, anyone who really knows me knows this... I dont really think any of you actually know me, or if you want to, you just havent really tried... I am a brutally honest bitch.. People love me or hate me, and honestly I could careless... I do try hard for one persons approval, an approval I dont believe I will ever get! I got my boobs done hoping it would make me feel better about myself, and I couldnt want them gone anymore then I do now... They brought me joy when I thought they could bring me the real joy I strived for.. But it didnt work the way I planned... Here I sit, wondering, pondering!

My Love
I have been married two years to the sexiest man around. I never thought I'd find someone that matched up with me as close as my husband. We finsh each other's sentences, read each others minds, I think we have seriously connected. I hope I stay connected with my husband and we grow old together. ~Tony I love Sweety~ Vicky!!!!

Who He Is To Me..
In my dreams He is there..He's the one who holds me when I am lonely-He's the One who makes me smile when I am sad..He's the man that I have always dreamed of..He is the one who completes me..The one who my heart belongs to..He's the one who encourages me and tells me that everything is going to be ok..He tells me im beautiful and makes me believe it..He is the One that I envision myself spending the rest of my life with...The only one who has ever accepted me for who I am and cherished me for it..Dried my tears and gave me hope for a new day..The One whos voice can move me to extreme pleasure, the One whos words could break my heart..How I long to be with you and to look in your eyes and see myself through the windows of your soul..

Just Hope It Makes You Laugh
Abbott: Well Costello, I'm going to New York with you. You know Bucky Harris, the Yankee's manager, gave me a job as coach for as long as you're on the team. Costello: Look Abbott, if you're the coach, you must know all the players. Abbott: I certainly do. Costello: Well you know I've never met the guys. So you'll have to tell me their names, and then I'll know who's playing on the team. Abbott: Oh, I'll tell you their names, but you know it seems to me they give these ball players now-a-days very peculiar names. Costello: You mean funny names? Abbott: Strange names, pet names...like Dizzy Dean... Costello: His brother Daffy. Abbott: Daffy Dean... Costello: And their French cousin. Abbott: French? Costello: Goofè. Abbott: Goofè Dean. Well, let's see, we have on the bags, Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know is on third... Costello: That's what I want to find out. Abbott: I say Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know's on third. Costello: Are you the mana

A Loss For Words...
A connection across a vast distance..two souls intertwined, destined to reach the heights of an existance that few could fathom..A longing for one another that is beyond that of which the mind can comprehend...A feeling that is indescribable much more than mere words can express..

My First 3 Am Blog
I am up at 3 am for a very dumb reason; I have a tooth ache. This is an odd sort of tooth ache, it doesn't hurt at all when I sit up, only when I lay down does it cause me pain. I tried playing a little doctor myself and used some vodka to numb it. That worked alright for twenty minutes or so, but then I had to do it again. After five or six shots, I decided to give up on my home remedy. I am just going to stay awake and try to get into the Dentist first thing in the morning. I am not sure what it could be, I have never had my wisdom teeth out, so it could be something related to that, or just some odd cavity that hurts when I lay down. Anyhow, going on 20 hours now, so if you came here expecting a quality blog, you have my apologies.

I'm Glad I Have You To Love
It means so much to have a love just meant to be. I thought I knew what happiness was. Then you came with your smiles and dreams and gave my life purpose and meaning... I thought I knew what love was, but I didn't know at all... until I found you.

I Think..
Someone should have thought about how much he would miss me when he decided not to be there for me when I needed him. I think he needs to realize his little status messages are not going to change my mind. I'm happy with where I'm going. I'm happy with the new him. The new him doesn't have someone else I have to contend with. Not to mention he attempts to make time for me and deals with my bitchiness. I don't have to walk on pins and needles anymore and I LIKE IT. I invested so many feelings, thoughts and time into you that I forgot who I was. My life wasn't my own anymore.Three years of that was enough for me.I won't go through any of that anymore. I've blocked people out, ignored them, found reasons they weren't good enough just because of what happened with you and I really won't do it anymore.Anyhow.. positive note...I like Tim :)

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply***1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Class
Today I had a 8 hour clas at work. It was a Train the trainer class. Basically it teaches me how to talk in large groups, how to give presentations and meetings easier, how to train my coworkers correctly and junk... I did a bunch of different presentations at work...did diffent visuals and stuff. I've learned a lot from it. I have another class tomorrow, a 5 hour class during my 12 hour shift of work tomorrow. I had homework as well....I haven't done homework since i was in college many years ago..ha ha...but I worked on that for 2 hours...got most of it done...I'll finish it up in class tomorrow... I'm hella tired...I've been so tired lately....still no real energy Okay, I sleep now...

Meaningfull Lyrics
Im writing this cuz i cant hold out on my feelings any longer :( Flogging Molly-Between a man and a woman Between a man and a womanLife begins againBetween love and confusionThere Lies only painTake my word, Heal my soul, Shake my pride, I'm too proud to let goGive me the sun And the moon above If the stars should fall Then only heaven knowsBetween a man and a womanIt's everything or nothing at allEverything or nothing at allNeither rhyme nor a reason Will make us think the same You tell me I'm half crazy But you're insaneTake my world, Heal my soul, Shake my pride, I'm too proud to let goGive me the sun And the moon above If the stars should fall Then only heaven knowsBetween a man and a womanIt's everything or nothing at allEverything or nothing at allShe says 'love me like you did, you did before'He says 'love me like you did, you did once more'Between a man and a womanIt's everything or nothing at allEverything or nothing at allTake my word, Heal my soul, Shake my pride, I'm too

Will You Help Make My B-day Happy
HI EVERYBODY ... FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS BLOG... OK HERES WHATS GOING ON. MY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 31st AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO RUN AUTOZ AND BOMB ON THAT DAY ...SO HERES WHAT I NEED I WILL PAY 5MIL A PEICE FOR AUTOZ & BOMBS 300K FOR TICKERS...HOWEVER IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME YOU COULD JUST SEND BLING PACKS...SMALL OR LARGE WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...PLEASE HELP ME HAVE A HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY ...MUCH LOVE REYNA BESITOZ XOXOXOXOXOXO

In Love
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your woman,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do

Flavor Of The Month Auction
Come pick your flavor of the month... We have plenty to choose from.. The flavor of the month auction is now open so come get bid in... If you would like to join the auction, you can still do so. PM me with your photo link and what you are offering. Also there is a 50k entry fee. Take a peek at the contestants below.. :)

Look What I Found!
It's another tranny granny. Obviously, a poor tranny granny compared to our HH obsessed friend. These photoshops are HORRIBLE. She claims to be 64 on her profile. She is begging for an auto 11 bling in her status and she only has 87 pics. LAME!!!

High School
Well, I just finished High School. Today being my last day and I must say I'm disappointed. Sure it was fun Yeah, I made some of the best friends who I will hopefully know for the rest of my life. But it wasn't all that. I mean four years of my life just went by and I feel like I've wasted them cause they were spent inside the prison they call a catholic school. Course the fact that senioritis struck in the middle of freshman year didn't help either. I'm hoping college is better, but I'm hearing that people miss high school when they go to college. So I'm supposed to look back on the amazing uniforms, my parents having me on a damn leash, and the ridiculous religion crap as the best time of my life. No thank you. Can someone please, please tell me that they had more fun in college then in high school. Also, is there anyone here who lives near lincoln? I feel like the only person here from nebraska. Hit me up if your close by

A Survey
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. 41 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 41 things about your friends and family, and let them learn 41 things about you! Send Back to me and to several more friends!! 1. Do you like blue cheese? yuck 2. Have you ever smoked cigarettes? yep... but quit over 25 years ago 3. Do you own a gun?

Sphygomomanometers To All!
Well, my first two classes are almost completed...I cannot believe how fast the time has gone by! I've learned so much, and feel really good about myself (scholastically speaking). It hasn't been easy by any stretch of the imagination, but I really have loved every minute of it. Things are still going great with my *guy* too. He simply amazes me each and every day. My oldest child turns 16 on Saturday. 16 on the 16th. Wow. What happened? She was just a newborn a blink ago, now she's finishing her first year of high school and reading the Florida Drivers Handbook....*sigh*. I think that about wraps things up...still busy, and wish all my FuFriends nothing but happiness and health! ~M~

Confirmed
Well, the CT scan was clean, confirming that I do have a brain inside there. What a surprise. Wednesday at 6:15 am I had to have an MRI, which was really early, so we came home and went back to sleep. I had to take all of my piercings, of course, and didn't bother with putting them back in before my nap. When I woke up, I set out to put them all back in. Everything went in fine, except for the bridge. I couldn't get it to go in through the right side, but I managed to finally wiggle it through the left side. It bled like crazy, but I finally got it through. This morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the point it was a little hard to see. I put some ice on them, which gave me a terrible headache, and did little to improve the condition. Now, the swelling has gone down, but it's starting to look like I'm getting black eyes on each side. We are going to Kansas this weekend to see Biggie's little brother graduate, and I have a feeling I'm going to go with 2 shiners. They're g

Pain...
you know something so simple as a word can be so god damn complicated and painful, life is all about making mistakes to learn from them and grow into a better person, but how come it has to be so painful to try and deal with and over come i mean yeah it's not spose to be easy but gosh... i have delt with alot of this in the last few weeks and they are all starting to snow ball and headed down a huge long as hilla nd getting way out of control. how can you lvoe something so much and be told to just let go and move on, how can someone be so important to you and they get sick or hurt and we end up so powerless and unprepared? I sometimes wish my name were the true thing and i could just twinkle my nose and make all things bad good, and take all pain away. i guess i have to keep telling myself what my grandmother always told me "what doesn't kill you will only make you stonger" man it's hard to live with that some days...Life is taking many turns for me right now and i feel like the brakes

Untitled
Even that which is beautiful, Can sometimes bring pain, So to love from the heart, Is to invite the rain. But to reach for the rose, You must fear not the thorn, So to love from the soul, Is to embrace the storm.

Our Kiss
Lip to lip. Hands are seeking. Arms enfolding. Face to face. Loving in the moment Letting life slip on without us Pain drops away. For us, The world hasn't stopped It ceases to exsist Everything is possible When we are standing. Lip to lip. Eye to eye. Arms enfolding. Face to face. We live a lifetime in each kiss.

Twiztid Ft. Blaze- Bussyoheadopen
[Verse 1: Jamie Madrox]D town fitted, turn to the back With that east side repping ready for the attack Checking the attire, all white and black With the black Twiztid embroidered on the back Guess who's back, yep, it's the tray side And we put it down for life and ready to ride Madrox and Monoxide, you ain't heard Got people who were all anticipating our return With everywhere you look, it ain't looking good not at all And everybody looking is waiting for you to fall Now we design and dominate that's just mans natural instinct And put it on the line like reputations and pink slips We got the music, let it do what it do And this stress carrying the world, we gonna carry that too And we gonna bury them fools and the rest in a cloak at night And strike like vengeance upon parasites [Chorus: x2] Now don't y'all, not for one second Think I won't just BUST YO' HEAD OPEN Give me a reason to leave you breathing That's a point blank message to all the non-believers [Verse 2: Monoxide Child]

Broken Dreamz
Fallen Dreamz Broken mirrors Enough to curse a lifetime A lifetime that has already been damned One broken dream dooms more than seven years I could live a lifetime in the same hex Why doesn't a myth exsist to undo that curse? Perhaps then I would have a chance Working to change the miserable life Doing my best to revive the dying light The one that is my heart. And the hope that is immprisioned there Perhaps one dark night of happiness Will find it's way into my soul Until that day I slowly die, still dreaming.

Drowning Pool- Sinner
Bend me shape me misdirect me It's all the same to me Look at all this useless talk [x3] Upon the cross [Chorus:] You look at me but you don't see Understand I'm a sinner Don't corner me Don't lecture me Raise your hands you're a sinner Is this everything you wanted find another dream You never hear a word I say [x3] So pray [Chorus] I'm a sinner Look at all these people in front of me [x4] How?! [Chorus] You look at me (you look at me) Don't corner me You look at me Raise your hands you're a sinner! Understand I'm a sinner..

[hold The Controller Up To Your Arm]
Why do I even bother with these awesome video game references in titles? My arms hurt.Like crazy. I don't have my quadraceps back but man my forearms shoulders and ribs are goin nuts. I did some no-no exercises for the first time in several years. Like... pushups. *sigh* yeah, my surgeon told me not to do em without getting some conditioning.What would I rather be doing? That's an even bigger no-no? Pullups. See if my arm will fall out.If I could find a good spot for it I would. But in the meantime I just swing my weights like swords.You've seen those exercise vids where people do cardio with the lil 2 lb weights?I'm shadow boxing with 14's.Hurts like crazy after a while.Or using 28 for sword swings.A few minutes of that and I drop.I feel like I could crack a few ribs though. I dunno what I'm training for.Boredom mostly. Health partly. I dunno, it feels like I'm waiting for a rematch... like my body knows I need to be doing this for something I haven't been informed of yet. We'r

Longing
I may be wearyI may be tiredI may not show myselfBut I do have the desireI want to see your faceIn the morning lightI hope to see you near me.And hold you with all my mightPerhaps we could take a walkTo find some peaceAs this world is going crazyAdding problems with their friendsI wish to see you in my dreamsAnd hope it will be a realityThat one sweet day we could find ourselvesHolding eachother in eternity.

Bleeding Blue
Bleeding Blue , I bleed for you , Day in , Day out , your never true . You lie to me , Im not a fool , I see more now , Than you think I do , I'll walk away , Just to save face , There's nothing left , here in this place . Goodbyes always find their way , They squeeze into this akward space , Now all thats left to me and you , Are memories that were never true , Bleeding blue , I bleed for you .

Considering "love Is Love"
there may be those who I once allowed to reduce my spirit to a safe corner of my body And yet one thing I know is true Even when I grow forgetful. Now if I receive or even give to another person One word of affirmation or a gesture for a brief moment this action allows my spirit to extend to my entire form, deep into the earth and the light of the stars a spirit To see too we are Every single one of us made up of everyone and every thing. Impose judgment and you are judged. Harm another you believe is outside of you and One day the numbness of distrations and escape arts Wear off And you feel the pain you inflict on another part of yourself. It is merely a choice not retribution Any more than a light socket would Seek revenge for reaching into it With a painful shock. This is a lesson on earth that is part of being human. So let us heal each other What do you say...

Words I Like
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing thats real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. **What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt** I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here. **What have I become? My sweetest friend everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If i could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find away.**

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How Do I Put In A Few Words
Wow this is a whole new experience for me and to be quiet honest Im lost in how to put up som basic info about myself. So if any of you beautiful ladies would like to help mew with that it would be much appreciated. I'm just not used to the setup. Im used to Myspace and Facebook. So give me a holla if you can help me out, because the only thing I have figured out is to read my messages. Well peace out people and hope to hear from some of you in the future; ) P.S. dont be chy add me as a friend I dont bite ...unless your into that kinda thing lol : )

Marriage
Marriage is it just a game or is it real?Marriage is suppose to be real not a game. If u and someone takes that step its real and if its fake it wont work. So before u take them vowes make sure that it is real and not just for the love because love is not everything. So the games and the bullshit has to stop love them one ur with not the one u want.

Sexy Hott (heed Warning Wow) Xxx
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancing he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

You
I met a man who kicked my front door downHe blew in with the Santa Ana windsAnd a half cocked houndHe fits my body like a one horse townAnd I was drunk like a vagabond on his streetAnd I lay face downAnd I rode his joy like a child on a merry-go-roundI was young in his eyesI was sweet on his thighsI was profoundI was shot like a free bird in flightTo the ground.On the breezeMy scent will find youLost by degreesFrom time to time you’llSingWith my lipsOr my handsOn your hipsOr my tongueLike the sunIn your mouth

Sadie Sings Lose Your Way
I have no confidenceAnd I can’t see why I shouldBut I could do most anything for youAnd you know I wouldI try too hardAnd then I give up way too easilyI'm the runner up inside of youAnd you’re the winner inside of meLose your wayAnd I will followHere todayAnd here tomorrowLike my freedom I knowI’ll never let you goI still wish on the evening starAnd I s’pose I always willEvery child loses somethingA whole life can’t fulfillAnd when you cry I feel the skyBurst open in my veinsIf loving you makes a slave of meThen I'll spend my whole life in chainsLose your wayAnd I will followHere todayAnd here tomorrowLike my freedom I knowI’ll never let you go.Walk the lineI’ll walk inside youChange your mindLet your love decide youIt’s the reason I knowYou’ll never let me go

For Highway
If you're a mummer, and ever met Highwaysong, you either loved him or hated him. Fortunately, I saw throughi his harshness, and found a really cool dude...he really has a heart of gold. For those not in the know, Bruce has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. We all joke about God, and being a Christian, in the mumms. etc. But when it comes down to it, everyone has to have something to believe in. So, I'm asking my fellow mummers, whether you have faith or not, whether you believe in God or not, to take a minute today, and count YOUR blessings...and to say a little prayer for Bruce. I thank you all... - Mark....AKA Strummer.

The Scavenger Hunt Went Live A Little Early!
You still have until I release next week's clues (Friday 12:01 a.m.) to get your entries in. Remember, they get harder as we go! Clues are posted in my first blog at: http://fubar.com/blog/294800 and on my profile. DO NOT POST YOUR PICS IN YOUR FU-FOLDERS! If you do, they will be disqualified. People will look and figure out clues and that's no fun! ONLY EMAIL THEM to davesscavengerhunt@yahoo.com Thanks for coming and participating! Remember, the more points you earn, the better of a prize level you'll reach! So be creative with your pics, have fun with this! Bonus points might just make the difference! Please READ the rules! An entry without "DavePinFlorida" handwritten somewhere in the pic DOES NOT COUNT!

I Am Tired
Im tired. I am tired of being sick. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of being tired. Why do I have to put up with this bullshit? I was in the hospital Saturday night and came home monday afternoon. My kids didn't call me, my friends didn't call me. Nobody gave a shit. Not like I have leprosy. My attitude sucks. I am beginning to wonder why I want to continue. My treatments leave me feeling like shit. I have only been doing them a short time and I am not sure that I want to continue doing them anymore already. If it's your time, its your time. Right? Doesn't seem like pumping your body full of man made bullshit is any healthier for you anyway. We hear about that shit all the time too. I have to wonder if it matters anymore. I don't want anyone's sympathy or pity. I am venting. I am mad. I am confused. I am tired. so very tired. -Highwaysong

Anger Sets In
Just a little something special to the one who so arrogantly climbed in my sb almost 2 weeks ago. My favorite part would have to be and I quote "leave me alone"...... Whenever you touch him remember I was there. When that thought is enough here's another one. Let your imagination run wild and know it was a reality. As of 12 days ago, I have nothing to lose and you sugar....do. Keep in mind that rule though or don't. You could always get in touch. Let me move in your backyard and I'll level this fucking playing field.

My Amazing Life!
well everyone, i know i have not been around much, it started out as not having a computer at home but then i just got busy...busy doing what? well last year was horrible for me, i wont bore anyone with details but i became extremely depressed, started cutting myself, and everday i was wishinh i would die. and i mostly blamed it on men, but then finally in jan of this year i figured out that i was really unhappy with myself, so i decided that i was going to do something about it. i have never loved myself because of my weight. so i joined weight watchers and joined the gym and hired a personal trainer, and i have lost 38.6 pounds as of today. i have never had this much dedication in my life! and it feels wonderful, i have never been happier. i finally found my true happiness, and its within myself.

I Hate Myself
SO NOW I HATE MYSELF! SOMEONE CAME IN MY BACK YARD AND STOLE MY BROS POT PLANT AND IT WAS ONE OF MY SO CALLED FRIENDS. AND HE TOLD ME THAT IF I NEEDED MONEY SO DAMN BAD FOR PILLS THAT HE WOULD GIVE ME $100 FOR THEM HE SAID HE WANTED ME TO OD AND HE WANTED TO WATCH ME CHOKE ON MY OWN VOMIT. WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT BEING TAKEN YEA I SHOWED SOMEONE BUT I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD DO THAT TO ME. I FUCKED UP BUT FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT IS JUST WRONG I CRIED ALL DAY LONG FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS SINCE IT HAPPENED AND EVERYONE HATES ME RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY DO WANT TO OD. I ALSO HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND AND IM PISSING HIM OFF BY TAKING MY ANGER OUT ON HIM. I FEEL HORRIBLE EVERYONE EITHER HATES ME OR IS MAD AT ME. AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO DIE. I DONT KNOW I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I WANT TO EITHER OD OR PISS SOMEONE OFF SO BAD TO THE POINT THAT THEY FUCKING KILL ME!!! SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME. I NEED HELP!!!!

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Today
So we had a power cut last night (is why I was "online" all day), kinda worked out well though because I actually got a decent amount of sleep. Anyways, got to do something fun today, smashed up some glass :D Just thought I'd share that...

A Cold Rainy Day Part Two~
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of

Best Friends
If Our Hearts Could Talk Life is kind of like the ocean,You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends.So lets just take things as they come to us,And be happy we're best friends.Let us learn from each other,We can help each other grow.And let us always be there for one another,At times we are feeling low.May we always be able to put a smile on each others face,And a twinkle in our eyes.And let us never forget all the good times,Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies.The laughs just keep on coming,Nothing can ever take that away.Cause they start from the inside,And get deeper everyday.They make us stronger,As they bring us closer together.They always make our days brighter,No matter the weather.Just the sound of that laugh,And the sight of that smile.Makes every risky minute,Worth the while.A moment where nothing else matters,And a chance to be free.All the rest fades away,And its just you and me.We can just walk together,To that beautiful place.Side by side,With that lo

A Cold Rainy Day Part One~
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok

The Long Good-bye
She moves a lot slower now. She can’t hear us. She can barely see us. She walks with her back hunched, and she sits and lies down slowly as if her every joint aches. She stopped eating. She rests her head on my lap and looks up at me, and her eyes are tired. We can see it. Sydney is gently, slowly moving on. She’s been part of this family for 9 or 10 years. She has been mine for 2 months. I don’t know if her going is because of grief or just her old age. Maybe some of both. I swear she cried as much as I did when her family left. She wandered through the house with her head hanging for weeks. She has stopped that now, but her fatigue is obvious. She still perks up and plays when we are up in Camas. She is happy there. In less than 3 weeks it will be home. I like it that she will live out her days in the place she seems to love so much. There is a beautiful spot near the old orchard there that she will finally rest in, close to her friend, Sam. She will li

Ones The Stay And Ones That Go
It's kind of funnyWhen you think about itThe people that walk in your heartThe ones that stayThe ones that goSome encounters are so quickAnd others stay for awhileThe impact may be smallSo that you don't even notice a differenceBut others you can't forgetBecause they changed your direction on the roadThere's ones that you may welcomeAnd hope they make a homeThere's ones that make holesBut from that you learn and growFrom my life what I have gatheredIs there are two people I will knowOnes that stayAnd ones that goSo, my heart will remain openAnd what you choose is up to you

To Know Me
To Know Me is to know the extreme. I am emotional, irrational, and hotheaded. I don't start shit, but I don't take shit either. I don't halfass anything, either it gets done, or it doesn't. Nothing In between. To Know me is to know passion. I am emotional, irrational, and deeply caring. I live life one second at a time, and I want to know every inch of your body, your spirit and your mind. To Know me is to know and old, restless, wandering soul. I know the best way to keep your dreams from being crushed is to never have one path, one route, one goal. My heart can be as cold as ice, or as fiery as a freshly lit coal. To know me is to know that I will never twice travel down the same road, my never sleeping soul is in search of new lovers, new experiences, and new adventures, never gold. To know me is to know I am neither a sinner nor a saint, but at the same time I am always refusing to be labeled as timid, week OR bold. To know my spirit is to know that of a vagabond's, neve

My Reservation
If I were to say that I love someone, I would be telling the truth.If I were to say that I love her very much, I would be lying.Truth is, I dont love her very much. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my whole life. She in my eyes is the most careing, wonderful, beautiful, jaw droping gorgeous woman I know. Dont Believe me? Here, take a look! Though far away from eachother at this point, she still makes me the happiest ive been ever! Just the way she says things, what she says, and how she talks. I never thought I would ever hear a woman say those things. Since she told them to me, I believe her and also do honostly believe she is 100% sincere. There is no reason why she should not have my heart. Iv'e worn my heart on my sleeve for so long, and gave it to anyone who would take it. Sadly they've all broken it. I know she wouldn't do anything to hurt it or break it. I feel so lucky to have found her. Why I waited so long to see who she was and what she has to offer me, i'l

A Break In~
She double-checked her door to make certain it was locked and then she padded to the bathroom. A bath, she thought. That's what I need... a bath. Not a shower. A bath will help me relax.She filled the tub, tossed in some bath beads, turned the radio on in the living room, grabbed a magazine and decided to put the night and him out of her mind. She slipped out of the old football jersey (the last reminder of her him), slid her panties off and stepped into the tub. She let herself sink into the hot water. The heat seeped into her bones.She settled back on her bath pillow (a wise investment at the Dollar Store) and flipped open the magazine. She had almost finished the article about 25 ways to save money on your spring wardrobe when the light when out. She blinked. And blinked again. Thinking that the power was out in the entire apartment if not an even larger area, she said, quietly, but aloud, "Damn it."A voice, silky smooth and very masculine, responded, "Uh, uh, no ugly talk, Vonna."

True Love
what is love ; is love an word that we as human use to took advantage of one another or is it an feeling that causes us to go crazy for one another but i know love also can cause us to become unhappy and lonely intell we find the right one. If your looking for that one true love that you want to spend rest of your life with be prepare to satify everything you dream of when you fine that one person cause sometimes you'll fine him or her and your be on an waiting list to be with that one persn and sometimes you might get lucky and not have to wait long but just always remember when u fallow your true feelings you'll find that person quicky but when you don't fellow your true feelings you'll be wondering for years in confusion and hatred toward yourself wondering why you never listen to your true feeling but also remember that good things come for those who wait and will be granted an specail gifted from god

Is It Love?
Is It Love? He's about to kiss you - you can see it coming. You close your eyes and, like, 300 years later his lips are touching yours. In the evening sky above, fireworks explode into a thousand colors. Someone speaks (and you know it's not either of you because your mouths are, well busy.) "He's the one," the voice says."This is love." And then you wake up. In the real world (and not the MTV Real World, which is about as real as Velveeta), it's not always easy to know when you're in love. First of all, it's the most overused word in the English language. "Love" can describe the way you feel about veggie burgers, platform sneakers, Quentin Tarantino movies...oh, yeah, and people. And if you ask a million different answers. The only thing clear about this enigmatic emotion is that no matter how hard it is to nail down, you definitely want to be caught up in it. The reason love is so hard to define is that there are so many components to it. It's a single emotion composed of a

Work
The Center for Disease Control has issued a medical alert about a highly contagious, potentially dangerous virus that is transmitted orally, by hand, and even electronically. This virus is called Weekly Overload Recreational Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from your boss, any of your colleagues or anyone else via any means whatsoever - DO NOT TOUCH IT!!! This virus will wipe out your private life entirely. If you should come into contact with WORK you should immediately leave the premises. Ta

Twelve By Twelve~
"There are twelve implements laying on the couch. You are to look them over and decide in which order you wish to receive them. Place them in order, one to twelve, starting at the left. You will be receiving a minimum of twelve whacks with each item. You will be required to count the whacks out loud. If you mess up the count or miss the count for any implement, the count for that item will be restarted. At the end of the turn for each implement, you will say "Thank you Sir." In between each implement I will fuck you. After a hard implement, I will fuck you hard. After a softer one, I will be more gentle and loving. You may orgasm whenever the urge strikes you. My orgasm will occur during the fucking after you have been spanked with the last implement. You are to make sure the last implement on the right is a hard one. Do you understand these instructions?" "Yes Sir." "Good. Then I am going to take a few minutes to go change into something more comfortable. When I come back you will h

I Am A S'lore
->Sugit: pro...: well the public should be made aware of this... i'll blog it and they won't believe you and i'll look even better Sugit: pro...: ohh this guy is so honest with me that's so refreshing (let's guard down) then you convince them that you've changed for them..(they fall in love) then you fuck their friends and say 'but you know i was a whore all a long'. i'm so onto you! Sugit: pro...: THAT'S the clever part. you convince them you're truthful about being a whore...they think o ->Sugit: pro...: why would i simply act like a whorish asshole... and not actually be one Sugit: pro...: how do they know you're being honest? Sugit: pro...: duh chicks like assholes. ->Sugit: pro...: half the guys on here say shit to make themselves look good maybe they like me being honest? Sugit: pro...: broads! ->Sugit: pro...: i can't believe they fall for some of these sucker nice guys but i am openly an ass and they still love me... Sugit: pro...: me neither but i don't understand wh

Somthing About Me
It was when i was four year old an my little sister had to find out that are mother had died that day then i knew right then thing will change i had to hold on true to what my mother told me before she died an be my self at all time. Did i tell you my sister was two year old when this happen if i didn't you know why now you do. People say what they think hard is all the time never give it a real thought on how hard can make you strong or softer in the life we live in this world with one goal an what it is i don't know you have to find out an get back to me. But saying all that i got thing out are lost the will to go on an do me to the fullest. never to look back but only to smile to see how far i come in my life if you want to know any thing about me just ask me whati been throught an what i will say a lot an i see alot to. stand up when i fall down is all got to hold on now when i'm feeling bad to feel good so look up like topac said an see that thingwith the will that it goingto g

Sometimes I Wonder?????
You know what really hurts the most??? Its people who say that thay want to be your friend. And thay cant take the time to even stop for one min to go to your page to say Hello!! I come on here as much as I can and at least give somebody a shout or 2 and thats what I get. Nothing in return I just wonder why I even messed with come back on to this site???

Fraud At Meadowbrook Mall
Bridgeport Police Investigate Fraudulent Photography Scheme Posted Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ; 03:56 PM | View Comments | Post Comment Officers are looking for potential victims. BRIDGEPORT -- The Bridgeport Police are asking for information related to an alleged fraudulent scheme at the Meadowbrook Mall. If you had your photo taken by Coast to Coast Photography between April 25 and May 8 and did not receive your pictures, you are asked to contact the Bridgeport Police Department at (304) 842-8260. Copyright 2009 West Virginia Media. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

Yes I'm Going To Complain!
Here we go, I have rated literally Thousands of pics since arriving on Fubar, but every time I get close to leveling I get the same 5 or 6 people showing up to rate my pics. Some people claim to give blings for going through their folders but then if you lose your way & forget what folder your on & ask your message is ignored (yes i'm thinking about 1 person specifically). another complaint is people who name themselves something sexually suggestive & have no NSFW pics! Why would you have the word cum in your name & be a prude? Done Ranting, I wonder how many will read this

About My Bestfriend Nick. :]
I love you because you make me happyI love you because you make me feel safe and secureI love your smileI love the way you say my nameI love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love meAnd how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would putme down.I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worryabout what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be.I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my daysbetterAt night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, andfeeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that youare not a dream YOU ARE MINE.I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, likethere is no tomorrowAnd I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, thelove and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.I love your laughI love hearing your voiceI love that you get along wi

Today Sucked
I found out the tranny on my car is going out. :( Could last a day or a year I hear. Sucks. Selling my kid for... haha, JUST KIDDING! I'm crossing my fingers it lasts for a while or I'm effed and not in a good way.

The Candle In The Cave: Real Kindness....
If we act as if every one in the world was nice to us things might change. If you are beaten and battered, if you have been pushed down, and trampled, get up. Life goes on. Make a difference, save someone from the same pain you feel. Be an understanding person they can trust and lean on. YOU can make a difference! After my life is done, and I am laying in the ground getting decomposed by bugs and maggots, I want to be able to smile. I want my spirit to have the ability, have the right, to sit on my grave stone and have no regrets. I WILL be proud and content with who I am and what I’ve done when I die. My reason to live is not for the future, not for the past, not for myself, but for you. I live my life for the world. Making a difference is my goal in life, and it IS one I will achieve. Kindness, how do you define kindness? Kindness to me is a selfless act in which the doer receives nothing in return. Kindness is an act in which changes a life or sets into effect the movement o

No Words Left To Speak
No Words Left To Speak Don't leave me here I need you to stay To catch each tear You caused today I know you hurt me But I just can't let go I want you to see I need you to know That I love you And I always will And this is true Completely real until You let me fall Out of these dreams When I give my all It's not as it seems There are no words left to speak You've taken my breath away from me You've left me here so weak That I can't let you see That this doesn't feel right And things can't be this way But you can't leave without a fight To convince me I want to stay I really don't want to leave But I don't know why I should stay Maybe if I could only believe That you wouldn`t run away Everything is going to be fine I`m going to make it trrough You were never mine So I no longer need you

The Damage In Your Absence
The Damage in Your Absence All we could do was hug For his eyes watched us close I couldn’t speak my heart to you The agony rained down in a heavy dose The darkest day of my life Was watching you leave with him Everything broke inside when you left Another one of love’s victims Now my days are spent alone Dragging razors across brittle skin Swallowing the poison of my misery As the demons claws dig in

May 14, 2009
I am Sooo in Love with My Precious Raven. She is The Light in my life... The Love of My Life. We are looking forward to our Handfast/bloodbonding Ceremony on June 1, 2009. We Are One, always & ALL Ways. We are Happily Living Together.

Local Dj Banned
Hey All,About a week ago a local country music radio DJ got banned from Facebook just because he was using his DJ name. So there is a group that has been put together, on Facebook, to support him and his caused.The DJ's name is Shotgun Jackson, he is on Kbull 93, here in Utah, and while he was on Facebook, if you wrote on his wall asking him to play a song he would get it on for you faster then any other stations. He also would give out stuff every now and then if he were on his friends list and sign onto Facebook while he was on air.So what I am asking for EVERYONE who has an account over there to do is go search for the group, “Bring Back Shotgun Jackson,” join and leave a post on the wall yelling at Facebook telling them you want him back. Mean their claim is “Everyone can join,” so why not a radio DJ?Thanks!!!!!P.S. If you could please share this, that would be great! :)

Boring
everyone who restricts their profile based on saltes is boring. actually pretty much everyone on here is. yall just suck. if it werent for an open forum to spew my vitorol I doubt Id bother with it at all. also, Im not going to fan people anymore to get them on the friend list there. theres like 118 people on my list and not a single one of em would even return my courtesy nod if we passed each other on the street. fuckin americans. self absorbed to no end. on the news yesterday they said it was a promising sign that more people are went to the mall in april than in march. this was right after a bit about how forclosures were up 32% last month from the year before. HA HA. I hope I live long enough to see all you snobby selfcentered greedy consumerist asslickers scrounging in dumpsters for rotten food. Really, I do, gfranted its not likely since my cancer remains untreated and even my parents dont care anymore but then theyre more or less like yall too. here is something to think ab

Chinese Government Forces Citizens To Smoke Cigarettes
You heard it, it's all in the title. Original News post follows: "Do you like smoking cigarettes?Ã‚ Do you like smoking a lot of cigarettes?Ã‚ You f*cking better, if you live in China's Hubei province.Ã‚ An edict was just issued mandating that residents scorch through 230,000 packs of local-brand cigs, in order to boost the economy. Even local schools have been issued with a smoking quota for teachers, while one village was ordered to purchase 400 cartons of cigarettes a year for its officials, according to the local government's website...." Source: F-listed Un believeable, yet true enough. You have to wonder, China is definately overpopulated. And apears to be slowly killing off the population through this new ordinance. While taken out of context that seems true, but I'm sure that the ordinance is designed to keep citizens from smoking anything but locally manufactured ciggerettes. This would infact boost the local revenue. While it definitely infringes

Darkest Before The Dawn
Things happen for a reason in life. Bad things happen. You may feel like your life is crashing down around you and your drowning in the cataclismic events that life has thrown at you. Don't give up hope. There are Angels out there and they will find you when you least expect it but when you most need them..whether you know it or not. I know how it feels to be drowning in life. When I thought things couldn't get a worse..they did. I thought my life was over..no hope..no help. That's when my Angel walked in...he was dressed in blue and wearing a badge. He gave me the worst news you could possibly imagine Sunday..then told me Happy Mother's Day as I sat crying on my front porch...going out of my mind. He told me he didn't say it to be mean but Iwas going to recieve the greatest gift a mother could ever get in her life....a second chance with her children. A chance to make things right again and be a family. In the short time this Angel has been in my life he has shown me there is bri

Postpartum
I had my son last month and I have been secretly misrerable since. Pysically I have been getting severe headaches, nausea, chest pain and being sick to my stomach. My nerves are completely shot. Mentally I'm a mess.Ever since I brought him home It seems worse than just depression. I concieved him in a not so great way, and it tearing me up now. I'll have my good days and not so good ones too. My ex was a complete jerk and I blame myself for being with him in the first place. I met him and work and I wish I didn't. He wants nothing to do with his child and nor I want him to anyway. He even sent me text messages for me to abort him. I resent my ex. I hate him with all that I am. Those feelings are stronger when I can't get my son to stop crying. Then I start and I don't know what to do to control myself. I'm, terrified I will end up hurting him and I have to leave the room. Its happeneed a few times. I have barely been sleeping and its making everything worse. With resentment towords m

Angel
I've said it once and I'll say it again.I've got something hanging over my head.I was laying on your shoulderPerfectly content.Until you told me all over again.I aint got no sob story to write.But just like everyone else I'm living this life.And you don't need to win me over.And there aint no other side.To shuffle me from.I belong where I decide.But you say... We don't mess around.You've got no freedom to come down.We don't take angels from the sky.Oh no, we don't mess around.You're meant to be among the clouds cause your an angel.But that's a lie. Uh oh oh oh.Well I suppose you think I'm so flattered to hearThat I'm the whisper conscience in your ear.Yeah, and that's exactly the reason that I'll never fit in hereWell nothing's ever that blackand white, my dear.Cuz you say... We don't mess around.You've got no freedom to come down.We don't take angels from the sky.Oh no, we don't mess around.You're meant to be among the clouds cause your an angel.But that's a lie. Uh oh oh oh.I'm not y

Strawberry
I KNOW A GIRL SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL THING WITH ICE BLUE EYES SHE PULLS ON MY HEARTSTRINGS SHE'S SUCH A TREAT A TRUE ONE OF A KIND FRIENDSHIP LIKE HERS IS HARD TO FIND I CALL HER STRAWBERRY STRAWBERRY,IT'S TRUE STRAWBERRY ,STRAWBERRY I LOVIE YOU SHE'S GOT A GRIN THAT COULD LIGHT UP THE ROOM WE'RE ONLY FRIENDS BUT SHE STILL MAKES ME SWOON SHE LUVS HER JACK SHE'LL DRINK YOU UNDER THE TABLE TILL YOU'RE NOT ABLE TO MOVE. I CALL HER STRAWBERRY STRAWBERRY,IT'S TRUE STRAWBERRY ,STRAWBERRY I LOVIE YOU SHE IS SWEETER THAN THE FRUIT PICKED FRESH FROM THE VINE A YUMMY POPTART TURNED INTO A FINE FINE WINE SHE'LL PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE EVERY SINGLE TIME AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO KEEP ME IN LINE I CALL HER STRAWBERRY STRAWBERRY,IT'S TRUE STRAWBERRY ,STRAWBERRY I LOVIE YOU

His Voice
HIS VOICE My heart was still racing as I hung up the phone, his voice still in my head. I stretched out on my bed with a silly grin on my face. I know I will see him in a few short weeks, and maybe that's what makes it all the more exciting. I began to play back our conversation in my head; nothing really sexual ever came up but his voice made my body tingle. I let my hands begin to wander, first teasing my nipples through my thin cotton t-shirt, making them hard, then moving down my flat tummy. As his laugh echoed in my mind I let my fingers find the bottom hem of my shirt, pulled it up slowly, imagining it was his. I felt a moan escape my lips and slipped my hand into my panties finding my wet lips. I couldn't believe how wet I was, just from the power of his voice. God that man is sexy. I closed my eyes and pictured him lying between my legs with a grin on his face, knowing that he was about to please me. I ran my finger over my swollen clit and felt my body quiver, m

Leave
Just leave me alone. Go the other way. Stay away from me. I dont want it anymore. Im done You want so badly to believe what you are being told but deep down you know its a lie. So why does it still fucking hurt when you find that what you really knew was true. Dont bother me. Leave me alone. I dont want to hear anymore. You have no excuse. Why do it. Sorry. Hahahaha. fuck off. Tell me your sorry, tell me i didnt mean it. Bullshit. Im done with it. Quit playing all these fucking games. why play them whats the fucking point. You know people tell me im dumb because i dont believe in true love or at least love with another person. There is no such thing. Only bull shit. So thats why i say leave me alone if thats all you have to give i dont want it. I would rather grew old alone and bitchy. Then to try to find someone thats just going to do nothing but bullshit me. So if thats all you have to give leave me alone.

What Tattoos Say About Who You Are Antisocial Personality Disorder, & Why Women Regret Getting Tattoos
http://clinical-psychology.suite101.com/article.cfm/what_tattoos_say_about_who_you_are What Tattoos Say About Who You Are Antisocial Personality Disorder, & Why Women Regret Getting Tattoos © Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen Jul 23, 2008 Tattoos & Personality Traits, stock xchange jenikahycc Tattoos may reveal personality characteristics. New research shows that forensic patients with tattoos are more likely to have antisocial personality disorder. This research about tattoos and personality was recently published in the journal Personality and Mental Health. What Tattoos Reveal about Personality Psychiatrists from the Michigan Center for Forensic Psychiatry studied 36 male inpatients, and found a link between tattoos and antisocial personality disorder. Further, these psychiatrists found that suicide attempts, substance abuse, and sexual abuse may be more common in forensic psychiatric inpatients with tattoos. "Our findings suggest that forensic psychiatric inpatients with ta

Let The Good Time Roll
I am loving the Classic comedy venue in Auckland. Last night was my second night and the audience were just great, explaining King William of Orange to complete strangers is the funniest fucking thing alive. It makes me realise how ridiculous The Orange Walk and crazy Glasgow Protestants really is.Luckily people are loving the show as are the critics. I do love New Zealand so much. Today I woke up and the sun shone for the first time since I got here but no doubt the rain will batter down before lunch time. I got up early to do the Kim and Corbett shows on More FM here in Auckland and those guys are just hilarious!Last night at The Classic I got to hang out after the show and saw wee Jimmy the 'small person' actor, he is about 3 feet tall, he came in with the tallest woman in the world, she is about 7 feet tall and I giggled. Yes, but Jimmy is a mate and he saw the madness in it as well. He and the tall lady are mates, who knew?Today Scott and Bridget who own the Classic are awaiting t

Mini Dave Goes To The Moon, Alice, Saying Paige Is Crazy
No, my weeklong hiatus from the online missive of my life was not prompted by my search for the craziest title! Hello, everybody! Martha, Sarah, Jeffrey, and I got back just after four in the afternoon yesterday from a week we spent visiting my brother Garry in Illinois and my mom in Kentucky. For those who can see the photo with this, that’s the five of us in the photo taken the day after Mother’s Day. Also it’s the one time my mom actually dressed to go out while we were visiting; ever since last September when she was given an oxygen tank to use, she has largely been a homebody due to her repeated hospital visits with pneumonia and blood donations. But when we left Tuesday, we came with the good news that Mom didn’t need another transfusion then and her hemoglobin levels were perfect – way to go, Mom! Our principal stop before arriving at and on our way home from Mom’s was in Poplar Grove, Illinois where my brother Garry had moved with his

Zomg! Thrilled!
I am so thrilled right now I could scream and dance! Omg, did I really say that? Yes, I did!!! Having had my name on the list for the shelter here in town as well as a transitional place, the transitional place just called!!!! I have a one on one interview there tomorrow. Some of the things she told me during the phone interview included: its a clean and sober house 10 women living there (beats the shelter of 80) Currently they have 2 openings :) You need to be there at 6pm M-F for dinner and case mgmt random UAs and BAs (bring it on!) assigned some type of chore for the upkeep of the house groups, that include Processing Group, Community Group as well as Recovery Group Assigned a contact counselor Curfew the 1st month is 10pm lots of structure and encouragement as far as change in jobs, schooling etc I am totally stoked!!! I wanted this over the shelter cuz here they encourage you to get out and do things rather then go to bible classes and not work the first 9 mo

Flirting Vs. Fun Sex
Is there really a difference? I mean, You can firt with words to people you dont know, and sometimes get deep intoo with someone if they were there. What about sex? Is it wrong to not settle for one person, and have casual playful sex with someone? I feel that 2 people can meet, have a playful flirtatious time, and even maybe have playful sex. Am I wrong?

Scott Peterson's Residence For Sale
Here's a rare opportunity to own San Quentin, one of the most prime properties in the San Francisco Bay Area. Owned by the state of California, this 432-acre gated community has obstructed, though world class, views of the bay. Built for 3,317 residents, it accommodates more than 5,000. Comes with 2,000 cozy bedroom suites, each has its own 3/4 bath. Spacious dining area adjacent to full-service kitchen. Custom-built, state-of-the-art security system. Rich concrete floors throughout. Parking, 24-hour doormen. Weight room and generous courtyard among the excellent recreational facilities. With a few cheerful curtains, Death Row easily converted to in-law unit. Famous current and former tenants include Scott Peterson, Richard Ramirez and Sirhan Sirhan.

Friends
Hey all! I just want to say how much I love fubar! I do have one problem. I have noticed that some of my friends on here have stopped talking to me because I did not spend my real money on them. I started an insurance agency a year and a half ago and have put alot in to it. For that reason and the fact that child support is a drain, I do not buy bling or give out cash to people I hardly know. If I get to know you over time I might do it...but please, if I don't don't be upset. I am not here for a hook up. Just had to say it folks!

Tv And Cartoons Survey
name 10 classic cartoons your parents and you grew up watching1.)lil audrey2.)betty boop3.)lil lulu4.)popeye the sailor man5.)woody wood pecker6.)gabby7.)scooby doo8.)the jetsons9.)flintstones10.)felix the catname 10 shows you remember that were popular when you were a teen1.)REBOOT...been out for ever till i was a teen...got exciteing when enzo grew up with Aundrea2.)gundam wing3.)sailor moon...romantic4.)darkwing duck5.)talsepin6.)captain planet...because of him, global warming is coming sooner..haha7.)goofy8.)powerepuff girls9.)2 stupid dogs10.)thundercats....thunder, THUNDER THUNDER CATS...HOES!!!!, WAIT WHAT!!!!!name 10 cartoons and movies you grew up and loved watching 1.) bay bay kids2.)WE'RE BACK!!!3.)beauty and the beast4.)lion king5.)sleeping beauty6.)Aladdin7.)cinderella8.)little mermaid9.)ferngolly10.)teen mutant ninja turtlesname 10 shows you miss watching1.)beetle juice2.)freakazoid3.)hey arnold4.)ren and stimpy5.)rocko modern life6.)Daria7.)ahhhh monsters8.)angry beavers

This Week 'til Tuesday
THIS WEEK I AM "PIMPING" OUT "MY" ANGELS & DEMONS ON MY PAGE. I HAVE BLASTS TO BE USED AND I THOUGHT WHAT BETTER WAY TO USE THEM THAN TO HELP OTHERS? I REALLY DON'T CARE FOR BLASTS MUCH MYSELF, ASK ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME WELL!! THE LAST ONE I RAN WAS IN CELEBRATION OF IT BEING 2 YEARS OLD! LOL!! SOOOO, ANYWAY, THESE ANGELS & DEMONS ARE ONES WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AROUND HELPING IN SOME WAY, LITTLE OR BIG. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THEM TO YOU! SO CHECK OUT MY PAGE AND CHECK THEM ALL OUT! THEY ALL ROCK IN THEIR OWN WAY! PLUS IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO CODE MY PAGE TO MAKE IT LOOK ALL NIFTY LIKE THAT SO JUST DO IT! ROFL! NEXT WEEK, I WILL BE FEATURING OTHERS WHO ARE NOT DEMONS & ANGELS SO PLEASE STAY TUNED! OH, AND HAVE YOU RATED THIS BLOG? I'D APPRECIATE IT.

Walking The Path
I WAS THAT WHICH OTHERS DID NOT WANT TO BE,I WENT WHERE OTHERS FEARED TO GO,AND DID WHAT OTHERS FAILED TO DO,I ASKED NOTHING AND RELUCTANTLY ACCEPTED THE THOUGHT OF ETERNAL LONELINESS...SHOULD I FAIL.I HAVE SEEN THE FACE OF TERROR,FELT THE STINGING COLD OF FEAR,AND ENJOYED THE SWEET TASTE OF A MOMENTS LOVE.I HAVE CRIED,PAINED,AND HOPED...BUT MOST OF ALL I HAVE LIVE TIMES BEST FORGOTTEN.AT LEAST SOMEDAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SAY THAT I WAS PROUD OF WHAT I WAS.... A AMERICAN SOLDIER ! THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GOOD MAN AND A BAD ONE IS HIS CHOICE OF CAUSE! I OFFER NEITHER PAY,NOR QUARTERS,NORPROVISIONS.I DO OFFER HUNGER,THIRST,FORCED MARCHES,BATTLES AND DEATH. LET HIM WHO LOVES HIS COUNTRY IN HIS HEART AND NOT HIS LIPS ONLY,FOLLOW ME! LOVE TO ALL MY VETERANS AND THOSE WHO STILL SERVE!

Contest/auction
I am up for auction in Mz Chaos new auction. Please rate my pic for prizes for most rates and please bid, I'd love a blast, bling or VIP. So please check out what I'm offering ;). Here is the link to my picture and offer. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&albumid=1666344&i=1840417080&idx=8 Thank you all.

Lets Make This Clear...
Obviously a few of you cant read and a few of you are very judgemental assholes.I know Ive been ranting alot lately but Im very tired of bullshit here.When I first started it was really fun and good times and now its "friends" preaching at me out of the blue.I dont need anyones lectures.Im an adult woman and I will do as I please.If you dont like me asking for things from my friends then dont be my friend.The reason I do not feel bad about asking for help from friends is because I try to give in return.I bling my friends when I can afford credits.I give away fu bucks when I catch that someone needs them if I have them (no one ever helps me with those when I ask) I will do anything I possibly can if a friend here asks me.I am no spoiled bitch..Well I may be spoiled but Im not bitch or snob.I will speak to you and I will talk to you if you want to have a normal conversation and not one about my ass or how fine I am.I am intelligent and I am a lady.If you think Im some whore because I do

Not A Rich Fu....but
I'm not a rich fu i only have 3,551,237 and i'm willing to trade half or most of it fo an auto 11 if you would like to make this deal please SB me for more info also willing to give up some of the fubuck's i make with the auto's on please help a girl out i'm godmother bound Ty your's truly Snuggles

Nsfw
She was asleep when he came in.... He was quiet in shutting the door and locking in securly behind him.Ben walked into the bedroom where she lay half covered by the bed spread her back lit by the mooncoming through the sheer curtains. He walked straight into the bathroom where he derobed and showered throwing ona new t-shirt and underwear he entered the bedroom once more she was still laying there undisturbed. As Ben crawledinto bed next to her he ran his hand around her back feeling the curves she was warm and smelled like an exotic island.He leaned closer to her breathing her smell it was invigorating and exciting he gently placed his lips on her bare shoulderletting his whiskers gently tickle her as he moved across her skin. She began to roll over on her side now there were no clothes to get in the way she was already naked, it must have been one of those nights when clothes were just uncomfortable,he began caressing her side gently, tickling her a little. She gave a small grin, sti

Breakaway!
Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I just stared out my window Dreaming of a could-be And if I'd end up happy I would pray (I would pray) Trying not to reach out But when I'd try to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I pray (I would pray) I could breakaway (Chorus:) I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I loved I'll take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Wanna feel the warm breeze Sleep under a palm tree Feel the rush of the ocean Get onboard a fast train Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) And breakaway (Chorus) Buildings with a hundred floors Swinging in revolving doors Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but Gotta keep moving on, moving on Fly away, breakaway I'll spread my wings An

Some Of My Life
We start life not knowing anything, and the first people we love in our lifes are out parents. Days make you older, and years make you wiser. You find love you loose love, but the only love that never goes away, is the love of our children, and our parents. My path of life has been a bit of a rollarcoaster ride, as a child I could not have asked for a better life, I had wonderful parents, who provided a wonderful life for my siblings and I. The first devistation came when my parents devorced when I was 11. That split moved my father, my siblings and I back to New york, and I watched my father work so very very hard to provide an equal life as we had when we were still a family of 5. I have great respect for what he did for us! This move takes me into my life as a teenager going to high school in New york, I had the most wonderful years of my life there, and met people there who touched my life so greatly. I met my first love and spent 2 yrs being a love struck teenage girl, not ha

Jokes About Liberals
Question: Why can’t liberals find facts? Answer: They aren’t looking for any. Question: How do you confuse a liberal? Answer: You don’t, they are born that way Question: Did you hear about the new liberal agenda. Answer: They got two hands in your front pocket and two in you back pockets. Question - What is the difference between a liberal and a puppy?Answer -A puppy stops whining after it grows up. Question - What is the only thing worse than an incompetent liberal President?Answer -A competent liberal President. Question - Who was the first liberal Democrat?Answer -Christopher Columbus. He left not knowing where he was going,got there not knowing where he was,left there not knowing where he’d been and did it all on borrowed money. Q: How many liberals does it take to change a light Bulb?A: At least ten, as they will need to have a discussion about whether or not the light bulb exists. Even if they can agree upon the existence of the light bulb they still m

Messeges We Had
She said:He tells me while we are dancingTells me how much he careHow much he loves meHe builds a castle for meTo be the queenThe night princessHe makes me walk in my kingdomLike a spring streamHe holds me ,grap my handsAnd fly over the cloudsHe tells me poetry none ever heardHe makes my heart meltHe bring tears to my eyesAnd suddenlyAll this world callaps downIts end when the song endsAnd every thing become normal when we go back to our tablesHe didn’t even tell me what is his nameHe didn’t even ask what is my nameWhy???????And I said:The names aren’t importantThe place we are in isn’t importantThe flesh we touch isn’t importantMy name incase you want to know is: soulAnd your name for me will always be: perfectYour place for me will always be : in my dreamsAnd this night will always be : a night of my life----------------------------------------------------------------By the way she wrote that on a tissueAnd I answered her on a rose leavesThat was long ti

My Own City
It’s been long years while I am waitingI don’t know what I am waitingDo I wait your forgiveness???Or I am waiting the water to get back to the old dry river??I know that I didn’t leave any space in your heartAs we didn’t leave any place in old DamascusEvery street has its own memoryIt presents a story of our bookEvery step presents a step in our journeyOur finished journey our finished storyEven the roads of Damascus are still hereAnd here you are my eveJust like old Damascus which never left its peoplesAs my heart never left your loveThat I became like qassyounAs long as Damascus is aliveIt will be hereThe never separatedIf my heart was qassyon Your love will be old Damascus- - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - -- - - - -W.B:FAR7AN

How To Sniff Out A Liar
Entrepreneurs How To Sniff Out A Liar Melanie Lindner, 05.13.09, 4:40 PM ET There are plenty of dangerously skilled liars--and not just the Bernie Madoffs and Jeffrey Skillings of the world. Indeed, under the right (or wrong) circumstances, we're all guilty fibbers. According to an oft-cited 1996 University of Virginia study led by psychologist Bella DePaulo, lying is part of the human condition. Over the course of one week, DePaulo and her colleagues asked 147 participants, aged 18 to 71, to record in a diary all of their social interactions and all of the lies they told during them. On average, each person lied just over 10 times, and only seven participants claimed to have been completely honest To be fair, most of the time we're just trying to be nice. (When your wife asks if you enjoyed the dinner she cooked, most husbands who know what's good for them say, "It was delicious.") Such "false positive" lies are delivered 10 to 20 times more often than spurious denials of culpability,

Bedroom Window Letter
If you woke up one day, after been with me for one night and found this letter with a red rose on yourBedroom Window.-----------------------------Good morning sunshineIt might be impossible to be with you right nowBut at least I can dream, at least I can wish to beYou have brought light to my dark caveYou have brought smile to my sadness landYou have brought life to my dead landYou have created the human in meThat human who wont be perfect without youWho will not be a human without your breaths next to I just want to thank you for being in my lifeFor lightening my nights like a moonFor being my sun on my autumn daysYou made me think of things I thought it dont exsist any moreYou brought words to my mind I have forgotten long time agoYou made my heart beat againThank you for being your selfAnd sorry if I did or said anything wrongIt was just meSilly meKisses---------------------So what would you do??1: smile and get rid of the letter2: fold the letter and hide it with your personal t

Have U??
i always wondered where rainbow endsalways wondered where rain come fromand always wanted to know where air come fromalways wanted to know where all hidden treasures arealways wanted to know where sun,moon,and the stars gets their lightalways wanted to know what is happinessalways wondered whats lovenow i realize it allbecause,rainbow start and ends in your eyesrain comes of your tearsair comes of your breathshidden treasures are hidden with your lipsstars,moon,and sun takes its light from your brightnessthe spring of happiness splash of your heartand finally found lovewhen i found you==========================W.B: FAR7AN

Who Is The Victorious??
Who challenged the impossible is meSo how I will not challenge youAnd you are just a human like meThe solution is with youBut just a usual man is meNothing but small pen with weak ink in my handApproaching toward every one with a beasty words from youAnd scattering the desire in the air like bombsBut it is extinguisherWhen every things still alive of my pen Still alive even after my deathSo I will challenge you in this present and the futureWho is the victorious you or me- - - - - - - - - -W.B: FAR7AN

Turpentine Vs Holy Water
TURPENTINE VS HOLY WATER > > A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of turpentine, shaking it up and watching all the bubbles. A while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. The little boy replied, "This is the most powerful liquid in the world, it's called turpentine." > > The Priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. If you take some of this > > Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant woman's belly, she'll pass ahealthy baby." >

You Know You Are A Liberal If .....
You Know You're a Liberal .... If you think Rob Reiner had to stretch to play the liberal in "All in the Family" If you think the answer to ANY crime, infraction, or injustice is counseling. If you've spent no less than 30 years in the walls of academia and don't see how today could be too much different from the '60s. If you think the criminal has more rights than the police who arrest this criminal, unless the crime is sexual harassment, or racism. If you use the term 'open-minded' and don't care that it can't be defined in absolute terms. If you think only white people can be racist. If Clarence Thomas made you sick, Bob Packwood made you protest, but Bill Clinton is a victim of partisan politics. If you think that teenager's sexual behavior is uncontrollable, but hardened violent criminals should be released on parole after serving a cut sentence in a "correctional institution". If you think Maxine Waters and Sheila Jackson Lee are articulate geniuses but Justi

Never Forget
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beardssitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said “I don’t think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.” “Is the man of the house home?”, they asked.“No”, she replied. “He’s out.”“Then we cannot come in”, they replied.In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.“Go tell them I am home and invite them in!”The woman went out and invited the men in.“We do not go into a House together,” they replied. “Why is that?” she asked.One of the old men explained: “His name is Wealth,” he said pointing to oneof his friends, and said pointing to another one, “He is Success, and I am Love.” Then he added, “Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.”The woman went in and told

Addition To ✿~bama~✿ Blog
Joyce walks into the room, she knows she has my eyes glued to her every move. She’s wearing that sexy red sun dress, one she was wearing the first time we met, she knew it was one of my favorites as it showed of her beautiful body lines but left what was mine hidden. She approached me her short blonde hair lightly moving in the breeze, the smile that captivated me for so long. She bent over whispering in my ear at the same time revealing that today she had on a low cut bra which slowed just enough of her nipples to make me want her, she sat down and cuddled in rubbing my thigh, letting me know she was ready to go up to our hotel room and leave this party to start our own, just the two of us. As we left she stayed close to me, I knew I was the envy of every man in the room, we entered the elevator and as the doors shut slowly she turned to me, our lips touched softly as we slowly kissed growing more passionate with each kiss our months opened our tongues embraced, I let my hand

The End Of Lounge Drama For Me
ok, i'm officially done. joking about past drama is fine, but anyone that tries to get me involved in ongoing or new lounge drama will be blocked. i have real life issues to deal with, whether some of you choose to believe it or not. i will not sit here and listen to anyone badmouth me or my friends. i will not listen to ramblings or insults. i have started and will continue to block people for this. i go into what lounge i choose, i invite friends (holy shit, yes i have friends) to whatever lounge i choose to. my friends are not subjects to a lounge kingdom. they are people. they will go where they choose. some of them choose to follow me to keep in touch with me inside whatever lounge i am in. some of them find homes in other lounges. i don't care if someone pissed in your cheerios this morning. i don't care if you think i'm an attention whore. i don't care if you think i'm ignoring you (which ninety percent of the time i'm not - i just have other things that require my attention)

Wallmart Material
My first day of employmentSo after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, a good find for many retirees, I lasted less than a day......About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.'My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Poetic Ephifany
embrace me o loving night, i look into the knight skye, and seee why i fell in loveturning from your cousin that burns so bright in the day and reveals everything that should not be, you my night i return to whos surrounds me envelops me and soothes me to allow me to live in your sanctuaryunder your eyes lighting my way under your carpets serenity, while your friends who sparkle with delight, the stars dance wiht us into the waning hours of our limited time love me o night, and kiss me again as you did the first time so that i may never lose the memory of why i so love the cocoon of shadows that shroud all that lurks in the dark but is only illuminated by your grace

Survey Says~
Name of the last person that texted you?Joy This survey gets a little personal can you handle it?Of course I'm a Male. Do you think somebody is in love with you?Yes, as I am with her. Is it easy to make you cry?No, But I will if it has to do with my son, or animals. What would you do if your best friend died?My best friend and I made a pack many years ago...If either one died first the other would support and protect his family. Do you consider yourself lucky?Luck is Luck, I actually pay no attention to it. I bet you miss somebody right now?No, I'm actually secure with myself on any level. I bet you're thinking about someone right now?erm, yeah, does the word DUH come to mind? Can you honestly say your okay right now?Since I'm capable of protection for others, I can honestly say that I'm fine. What are you doing tomorrow night?Spending time with my son. Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?Sometimes depending on the situation, du

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know If the day ever comes and we are together You will always know and feel this Every moment of the day and night ...You will never have another touch unfelt.Poem By Tammy C.

1 Year
Well, as of today (May 14,2009), I've been sober 1 year. I got away from the dope 4 1/2 years ago (November 14,2004) but alcohol still had a grip on me. For a short time after I quit drinking, I had myself believing that I had 2 sober dates...1 for drugs and the other for booze. I learned that to be clean and sober you had to give up both and there is only one date for that. But I'm still very proud of both accomplishments individually. However, I realize that I've only been "Clean and Sober" for one year. But I'm happy with that. May 14 will be a special and life changing day forever etched into my life and I hope and pray there will be many more years to come. I hope that I die at a very ripe old age and I'm confident that whenever that may be, I'll be sober when it happens. I want to thank all the people that helped and supported me along the way individually but there are just too many to list so I say this to them now "THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOU

Non Participation
There Have Been A Few Girls That No Longer Particpate In Sarge's Bad Girls...If You Are One Of Them Or Know Who They Are ..Please Let Me Know If You Still Would Like To Be Part Of The Group Or If You Know Someone That Hasn't Participated And Know If They Would Like To Be Part Of The Group Or Taken Out Of The Group Please Let Me Know.. Thank You

The Darwin Awards
Darwin Awards 1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her. 4. An American teenager was in the hospital recovering from serious head wounds received from an oncoming train. When asked how he received the injuries, the lad told police that he was simply trying to see h

Enough
when i call he doesnt listen my eyes tearing the walls of the house answerd me he might never come back is it possible that love became so blind?? cant tell the good from bad?? the walls could tell but i couldnt i did ask the roses they start to cry the roses crying but not telling not telling where are you?? its enough enough being far away enough sorrow and apologies if i wasnt faithfull loyal the walls wouldnt tell wouldnt speak enough ------------------------ W,B: far7an moussa

I Need A Girl (part Two) Lyrics
[Ginuwine] Ooooh oooooo oooooh!!![P. Diddy] Yeah, this that bounce right here[Ginuwine] Come On Now!!![P. Diddy] Time to move on, time to be strongDon't stop now straight to the top now[Ginuwine & Mario Winans]Someone who truly understands, how to treat a manThis is what I need[Verse 1: P. Diddy]Girl you made me believe againIf you happy then be with him, go 'head mommy breathe againGo 'head mommy breathe again, don't stop now straight to the top nowGo 'head mommy make it hot nowI need me a love that's 'gon make my heart stop nowAnd what I need is simple, five foot five with dimplesPotential wife credentialsKnow about the life I'm into, life I've been throughAnd how I had a trifilin' mentalSo ride with me, G-Force fly with meTimes get hard cry with me, die with meWhite beach sands lye with meMy advice is forget the limelightLet's make love, while we listen to Frank WhiteSo tight, now I understand life[Chorus: Ginuwine, Mario Winans & P. Diddy]What I need([P. Diddy:] Yeah take that)Is a

Record Store
A woman meant to call a record store, but dialed the wrong number and got a private home instead. "Do you have 'Eyes of Blue' and 'A Love Supreme?'" she asked. "Well, no," answered the puzzled homeowner. "But I have a wife and eleven children." "Is that a record?" she inquired, puzzled in her turn. "I don't think so," replied the man, "but it's as close as I want to get."

First Blog Here
So, what the hell can I type here that I don't type elsewhere? Honestly, I completely forgot about this site, joined back in June 2007, almost 2 years ago. It wasn't until I got an update that I remembered. Amazed I still know my password. Anyway, I'm sure there might be some day that can figure something else to type here that not everyone knows about. ;)

I Need A Girl (part One) Lyrics
Yeah, Yeah I need a, I want a [Usher] I need a girl to ride, ride, ride I need a girl to make my wife I need a girl who's mine oh mine I need a girl in my life [P. Diddy] Yo, I'm internationally known on the microphone I got it all, but I really need a wife at home I don't really like the zone, never spend the night alone I got a few, you would like to bone But, chicks don't romance me, don't tickle my fancy Only Tiffany, Nancy; that's not what my plans be I need a girl that could stand me, raise me a family Go to trips at the Lancy, trip to the Grammy's cause Most of these girls be confusin me I don't know if they really love me or they usin me Maybe's the money, or maybe you ain't used to me Cause you was depressed and now you abusin me That's why I need a girl that be true to me Know bout the game, and know how to do to me Without a girl on my side, shit I ruin me Forget the word girl, it's just you and me [P. Diddy & Usher] Now let's ride..... [Chorus: Usher] I need a girl to ride,

Looks
I wish I was a better looking man cuz then I could have sex with the lights on the women keep telling me to TURN OFF THE FRICKN LIGHTS and its starting to hurt my feelings but maybe its just me does anyone else have this problem????

Kobold Fight
this is another that my friend posted I repost it now. Playing A Kobold (d20-style) created @ 2006-10-16 08:09:59 I've always had a thing for Kobolds (get yer mind outta the gutter!). they're these adorable little lizard-men who are "primitive" and highly skittish. In my systems, I have a similar species called Cobalts, but that's something for another post.Kobolds in d20 are now geniuses at creating traps and tend to be sorcerors. Really bizarre for the species, but then d20 has a habit of doing things backwards. This is an account of what happens when an

Magick Cat
This blog was orginially written by a D&D player of mine I repost it here to see what you all think. Nikola created @ 2006-09-16 19:59:45 For those of you who've read the first Hyrian Chronicles novel (and if you haven't, don't feel bad, we've been delayed in publishing it), you'll rewmember Nikola, a black cat with quite a lot of knowledge in that little head of his, even if he can't figure out why Hyrians wear eye clothes...Last night, during our nightly roleplaying, Amsti and her party visited a loremaster and identified a few objects

To: Joy-with Love~
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Joy I love you, Joy Again, Thank you! ~W.H. 2009~

Make Me Feel ( A Work In Progress...)
Make me feel the fire. Make me feel the heat. Make me feel the passion. While you sweep me off my feet. Make me feel the romance. Make me feel my heart. Make me let my walls down. Let the healing start. Make me feel you want me. Make me feel whats true. Make me see my dreams. Let them start with you.

Watch!
To watch and witness all our thoughts and to believe in them through acting out, either in a positive way or in a negative manner can only help us as we grow inwardly to allow our minds to dwell on what is of value to us and what is valueless; which is your goal? For one you see as means; the other, end. And one must serve the other and lead to its predominance.Watch your thoughts; they become words.Watch your words; they become actions.Watch your actions; they become habits.Watch your habits; they become character.Watch your character; It becomes your destiny.

[how Did I Break Google?]
Well my internet finally got shut off...so I decided to stay up til 8 so I could call my isp and talk to a real person. and I've been up for a while now. Like, a long while. Mango rice was lovely.I think I've been through 2 1/2 mash seasonsa few VERY long sorties on ring of redch.1 of MGS4 about... 20 timesy'know, when its all said and done that game isn't very long with very many variables to the problem solvingespecially when you can ping a forehead with an M-14 the way I can. I even broke out an all pistol's finish and still found myself unchallenged. I say "it's like MGS3 only more shootery" but the fact is, MGS3 was a bigger challenge.Sure, I don't have soloton and a famas in either game, but I also don't have auto environmental camo, and I ONLY had iron sights in MGS3 with a very limited selection of silenced weapons.I could go through MGS2 with 3 shots outside of boss/manditory shootout sessionsYou learn the patterns you learn the sequence.In MGS4 it's even easier because I

What Happened?
there was a point recently where within myself all was clear there were still kinks but i felt healthy and clear and now i sit here and i feel as if i lost all semblence of who i am...i fought hard to overcome a depression that consumed me last year and it scares me to think its creeping back in and may possibly be much worse than the last time wish me luck in finding the serenity that freed me b4 because i fear this time it may not be so easy...

New To This Site
Hey everyone! I am pretty new to this website, so I am not quite use to it! Just give me a little bit of time k? If you want to know anything about me, just ask. I will tell you I am going to be a mom :] I am pregnant with my first kid, and can't wait

Apology
Why do I always make myself mad,and then I just get upset and sad.I always have to deal with my pain,even though there really is nothing to gain.My closet is just so full of shit,wish I could dig a large pit. Maybe jump in and bury myself inside,would you call that suicide ? I hate some of the things I do,like the bad things I say to you. Sometimes I think I should just leave,is that what you want of me ? Dont mean to say the things that hurt, my words are always come out fast and curt.I just want to know how you feel,sitting here feeling like a heel. It is okay if you hate me right now, dont know if i can make it better somehow.Maybe if I said i`m sorry will do,didn`t mean for my words to hurt you !

Bike Comp.
****BIKE COMP****The Bikers Hideaway is pleased to announce there first bike comp. This is gonna be a salute comp. All you have to do is be a member of The Bikers Hideaway and submit a salute with you by/on your bike. When you have the salute posted in your profile pics just send me a priviate message and I will recon your pic. You will have till the end of the month to submit a pic. At the end of the month I will post all submitted solutes to a bike comp folder at my profile. Once they are posted go vote for your faviorite and if you want one to win it will help if you vote all others a 1. Thats right vote a 1 for those who are competting against your fav. The person with the highest rank of votes at the end of the week will be the winner.If you have any questions do not hesitate to ask me.Thanks everyone for supporting The Bikers Hideaway!!!!!

Back Out Your Door
Back Out Your DoorWell I don't like it muchWhen I'm away from youHere lately, that's all that I've beenAnd I don't like waking up aloneI don't like the shape I get inCause when I'm aloneMy mind winds up blowingTo a thousand pieces on the floorAnd you are the oneWho can put them togetherBefore the world sweeps meBack out your doorI am the oneWho is forever searchingFor rainbows and pockets of goldAnd you keep reminding meThat none of that mattersAs long as we have each other to holdBefore the world sweeps me back out your door

Wanting You
It has been almost a year, Since we last talk. I have never forgotten you in my thoughts. The way we danced our short soul dance. The way we talked about being together. I thought you were gone forever. I had a dream that you returned. I told myself it could not be real. You have her now, She has a strong hold. I wrote to you and just said Hi. You responded back, Asking me to call. Three days straight you communicated. Now its silent, No words from you. You have a hold, I dont understand. You are always there, Within my heart. I sit and wonder if the day will come, That you will come and stay forever. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Thong Thursday!
I declare today Thong Thursday to support my dear friend Seamus. He has long worn a thong every Thursday and is in need of some support. He wishes he had the courage to be waxed by Helga, but hes scared that the amount of hair he has will be so painful to remove that he will be crying for weeks. So to help him find the courage I ask you to place a picture of Seamus in a thong in your default. He will know were behind him 100% Thank you for your suport Wicked & Big Tom (mostly Big Tom)

Bad Luck To No Luck
You ever notice, that no matter how good your intentions are to do the right things in life. Life still rears its ugly head and bites you square in the fucken ass. Well thats my life and my familys life, which seems like its being going on and on and on. We feel like beatin dogs who get up and keep trying to do the right things. But ever so often I think, yanno maybe I need to be a gawd dam fucken bitch to every one . And be selfish, and never help another dam sole. Maybe go out on a rampage and steal or something I dunno. Then reality sets in and I think ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll no . I dont want to be locked in a cell with nothing but a bed, sink and toilet and fear I will be beatin up. But you get the idea were I am comming from. I keep hopping for a glimmer of light that says things are gonna improve but that diminishes when I get slapped in the face with another bill or some bad news. Maybe find that dam time machine and set my life up to s

Leaving This Drama Zone!
There was a time long ago when I did actually like fubar, but since the coming of all the fuckin' drama and stupid shit like that emo Fu-marriage BS I've since stopped using this site, this is the first time I've even bee on here in months cuz everytime I tried to log on annoying people would (go figure) try to annoy me. So while I'm not going to fully delete my profile I may take down my naughy pics as this site is no longer any use to me. If this bumms you out or twould still want to view my pics including new ones I can be found on these sites. I'm on this one more often: http://www.fetlife.com/ my name there is NickkiH8sYourFace if you do a search on the site you'll find me. I'm also on this one: http://www.xpeeps.com/ name there is Nickki Hates Your Face ,as above do a search on the site Well g'bye fubar I shall keep you for my stash but other that I'm out bitches!

Schinzel-giedion Syndrome What My Son Devon Had
Devon was the 17th in the world to have this syndrome he was deaf blind and had full retardation he had a trache to breath and a jtube to eat out of he lived from may- 7th -98 to may- 11- 99 Q: What is Schinzel-Giedion Syndrome (SGS)? A: SGS is a complex genetic disorder that typically causes: •a major facial defect called midface retraction, •a disorder known as hydronephrosis caused by obstruction and distension in the kidney, •unusual skeletal features, •excessive growth of bodily hair (hypertrichosis), •seizures, •abnormal EEG, •severe mental retardation, and •failure to thrive. There can also be heart problems, genital abnormalities, and spells of interrupted breathing. Q: What causes SGS? A: The probable cause is a recessive genetic defect carried by both parents, so that the disease does not show up in the parents and 3 out of 4 of their children (speaking statistically). It is not known what chromosomes carry the defect. Q: How common is SGS? A: SGS is an

Can You Combine Work And Fun?
So many people are trying to find the perfect job. Is there a such thing? I mean, how many actual jobs are there that you can work and have fun at the same time? Me personaly, I enjoy fishing though I dont get to go as often as I would like because i work all the time. So I am thinking about owning a fishing charter company so I can fish anytime i want while i am working. What other jobs out there can you work and have fun at the same time?

Forgivness
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa

99 Times (a Song For You)
So, you see Youve got me back again for more And it seems Your song is in my head This is war Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me I was sure you would keep Every promise; you would keep Every word Well, I try to put your stories in line But nothing adds up right For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited Its a shame That you left me hanging like you did It was brave But it was much more foolish Dont you think? Cause you know I wont be satisfied Until you realize For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited These things are oh, all so typical These things are unforgivable Im gone and youre invisible now Dont let me catch you followin Dont ask, cause Im not offering Youve caused enough of my suffering,

Talking About Bad Luck!
If it's not me with my problems, by having cancer it's another thing we had a large branch come down on our home this morning around 12 I don't know yet how much damage there is however there's also a HUGE (ASS) LIM in our yard which took part of the siding off, it seems that my family can't win for losing anymore... Like VOODOO has taken over and bad things are happening all around us... I made a claim to progressive an hopefully they will pay out good....lol.... Because like I said I'm not sure what kind of damage there is to the house, haven't went to look on the other side as of yet, plus the fact that I just got out of surgery yesterday an was dead asleep when John came busting through the door to make sure that I was o.k.... An seeing I was so drugged up I didn't know how to take it, was freaking out wanting to call the police an everything...lol.... Anyways like I said BAD luck runs in this family and I just wish to GOD that something will give sooner than later, cause at this p

Mountains And The Circle By Lanett, Mark, Gail, Zoe, Leeann, & Tom
Mountains and the Circle For sure romantic in the mountains, Where the deer and the bucks run free, The dove flies with the yellow rose, And the river flows out of his banks at times Nurturing the sunning cat and the glorious peacock. Yellow roses are blooming with the sweet smell of romance Deer running high on the mountain top, feeding on the desires of love Dove flying free with the glory of friendship over the… Flowing river that feeds us all with love and hope and faith As the cat looks on and sees all in the dark and light And the peacock spreads her wings with the beauty of love and light… So we all can be as one.

Here You Go
hey everyone i am back with a new account long story lol first time i got on fubar i had some rules but many of u didnt know about them so here is my rules [that doesnt mean u have to follow or break] i only have real friends on my family list i only fan my top friends i am not here for points or levels i dont add just anyone before i chat to i dont top friend unless she had 38d or more [lmao] i dont add new members to my family unless they get on top friends list so they gotta be 38d+ lol i dont look for ur fanning or adding if u dont want to be in touch ---------------------- sorry if i was rude but i would call it honesty u may laugh[i dont realy care if u did] atleast that shows who,what,and how u r see u [i hope]

Poem That Made Me Remember A Lost One
My dearest dearest friendYou came into my life unexpected and little broken yourselfAt first we didn’t pay much attention to each otherBut as time went by, We fell in love with our friendship….We could talk for hours and no matter whether we were close or farI always knew u were THEREWe had so many plans, built bridges and dreamsWe always had each other’s backsAnd we knew were specialTime went by to quickThere was still so much to doBut now it’s time to say goodbyeThe tears born in my eyesAnd intense heartacheWill surely last a long time stillBut I have to let go Cause not even to most sincere prayers will bring you back to me nowMy dearest dearest friendI hope you found your happy place nowAnd one day, when we meet againWe will remember all we had And I pray that we will fall in love…..All over againGonna miss u xxxxxxxxx

Agem4life
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna

The Unwritten
"Written by Mike Carey ; Art by Peter Gross ; Cover by Yuko Shimizu Everyone's read the Tommy Taylor books, the popular series of novels turned pop culture phenomenon about a boy wizard's adventures. And everyone knows about Tom Taylor, the boy the novels were based on, whose life was so overshadowed by his Dad's fictional epic that Tom's become a lame Z-level celebrity at best and a human viral marketing tool at worst.But what if the resemblance goes even deeper? What if Tom is the boy-wizard of the books made flesh? And if that sounds crazy, why is it bringing him into the crosshairs of an ancient faction that has never been named in any book or text?To discover the truth about himself, Tom must search through all the places in history where fiction and reality have intersected. And in the process, he'll learn more about that unwritten cabal and the plot they're at the center of –– a plot that spans all of literature from the first clay tablets to the gothic castles w

Cicle Visions Poem By Mark, Lanett, Gail, Leeann, Tom, & Zoe
Circle Visions A vision… what is a vision? Is it dream.. or wide awake sitting in a chair seeing life in pass and future passing by your eyes…. ahhh ….or is it just a fantasy? Wishing you had a vision of love, sex, and rock and roll…lol. Ah, tis true... visions may be many things... the true delight of soul... the secret yearnings of your heart... or the playful thrills of your flesh. And some may come to pass, while others are yet to be.... but all are an important part of life... and most come to me better with music playing... so bring on the rock and roll...... or Bolton... or G4... each brings a different type of vision...mmmmmm.

Openin Nsfw's For First Time To Public
Ok.. so since there is soooo much interest in my Nsfw files... i'm gonna open them to the public for 24 hours. R/F/A me... I need 225,000 to my next level help me get there.... Any downraters beware... i know where your photos are and I return rates like for like :D love y'all

My Thoughts
You have stolen my heart. Everything I do you are there. In my dreams, in my thoughts, in my everyday. I want you to know that I love you so much and you have my heart and my soul. I want you, I need you, I love you. Words really can't describe how I feel about you. I get speechless when I talk to you, My heart starts pounding at the sound of your voice. My mind wounders in all differnt directions at the thought of you. I can't sleep because all I do is think of you.

Female Feet
you can tell alot from a woman by how they take care of their feet. hat's off to all you women who show pride in taking care of themselves! not to mention, i do have a small foot fetish. 8) love a pretty female, isaid FEMALE, foot. peace out, luv ya.

Amazing Results Of A Nasty Seperation
it is amazing how things change with the seasons. things that i said and lived by a few years ago are now a thing of the past..i always say, a Master has that right to change his mind. when things arent going as you like, you have the power to change them...sometimes you delay the inevitable in order not to hurt others. but then the actions become greater and the hurt grows more and more for them..for that, i take full responsibility. then things come to a head and words are exchanged and lies are revealed and deceit discovered and anger builds..but deep inside you feel a deep sense that this is the way it is suppose to be for the change to happen. then you feel even more free to follow another road in this journey. predestined? who knows. but when something feels so right as this, you just have to continue to see the outcome. i have asked my slave princess to marry me and after i picked her back up off the floor and revived her, she said yes. i have loved so many and then been le

Ute Lemper
"Another coup for NNF09! Ute Lemper makes a rare UK appearance, performing a programme that showcases the full range of her unique musical talent. Through her acclaimed interpretations of Weill and Brecht, the poetic universe of the French chansons of Piaf and Brel, and a selection of tracks taken from her recent album Between Yesterday and Today, Ute will leave you in no doubt why she is regularly hailed as one of the world’s great song and chanson divas." Envy me now, bitches, that's my Saturday night sorted. (Y)

Life
Darkness surrounds me I cannot find the light My life is filled with perpetual night I long to have you whispering softly in my ear Have no fear for I am here I try to sleep and instead just weep In my heart, we are never apart You are always near and I hold you so dear Wanting you here to calm the fear Your gentle hand that understands Your gentle touch that means so much Without you here, there is no love I am like a caged dove Longing to be set free from inside of me The door is locked, all exits are blocked

I Wear My Heart On My Sleeve...
I wear my Heart on my Sleeve… InkedGirlz first Contest! June 10th thru June 15th Are you or someone you know a girl with ink? We’re looking for the girls with the best arm ink on Fu… Email the picture to BeautyisInkDeep@Gmail.com We’ll send you a confirmation that we’ve received it

Awesome Sight
Hey all, After recently finding out I was diabetic, I started researching what to do about it. Of course wieght loss is a good place to start, for anything. This site is very easy to use and does all the work for you.. Im lazy when it comes to keeping a journal on Diabetes. Needed a good Food Log program. Here is one that i really like :-). Cheers! http://caloriecount.about.com/ enjoy! Nymphseekers

Yup
Been feeling pretty undescribable I guess. A lot of times I'm just out of it. I've been getting a bad dream every night it seems. Different dreams all the time. I don't talk much at work anymore. People question me but I don't feel like talking. I try to get things out of my mind but it's always there...I don't know what I want. I find myselt smoking a lot more. I don't really eat much. Some days I will just stay in bed for long hours. I don't have a lot of energy. I still feel sad a lot...my self esteem is still low. Good thing I'm still losing weight....too bad it wasn't fast enough. Why is it that sugys still look at woman for their looks? I should be in bed now...I have a class tomorrow at work. I kind of regret for joining it but I guess it will get me out of the house and get my mind on other stuff. My mind is a blank...i dunno what to think.

Annoyed
I wasn't going to go out tonight... but my friends were like YOU HAVE TO COME!!! so i did... Ok for future reference... if you say i HAVE TO GO then fucking talk to me... i stayed for two fucking hours in a fucking chair doing NOTHING one girl walks off to go talk to some guy she went out with years ago... probably so she can bring him home tonight.. the other goes off with some of her other friends and disappears... i don't know people at that bar.. fuck i barely know people as it is.. do not fucking ditch me UGH fuck this... no more.. I seriously doubt i am going out anymore

Tisk Tisk....should Have Learned Better...
I'm just your average 19 year old girl who lives in the only town in PA. I dream the future, work hard to get by, and my family and a few friens help me along the road. I just live my life day by day, try not to have a care in the world, but care about everything. I put other's before myself and happiness is what I strive for. I get to know someone before I make judgmets, I'd rather listen then talk. Like I said, I'm just tyical...like everyone else, but realy I'm not. I'm just me and that's who I love, being...myself.However, you grow up...things change, people change and whether you like it or not, you aren't the same person you used to be when you were little. Maybe it's for the better or maybe it's not, either way you've become someone. As for me, I've changed more than people know. Now I'm not one to complain and I'm not ere to do it but I can honestly say I like who I've become and I wouldn't go back in time to change it.Growing up, I was the only child. I don't really remember a

Looking To The Stars!!
It sucks cause I tell my boys to look at the stars and that is something that we can always share. Even being miles apart we can look at the same stars. It really is not enough. My life has been miserable. Without my kids I have been miserable. I have not been able to fully Love anything or anybody. Some blame it on Crystal. But it has nothing to do with her personally. For a long time I could not even look at a picture of Crystal and wonder what really should have been. But now if I seen those same pictures. All I see is a woman that had my children. Do I stop and wish that I had my kids with another woman yes. Am I wrong for saying it. More than likely so. It is just how she acts most of the time. I have never regreted having my two boys. But not having them in life. Is holding me back. I still do not have my GED because with people missing in my life it is just not going worth it to have it. I have to do it. Yes people want me to hear me say I want to do it for me. When It boils

Whats With Women
whats with you women? you cry, bitch and complain about guys being assholes or jerks. but every nice guy you meet you walk all over. then when your done wiping your feet you toss him aside, you always say where are the nice guys at? is that a rhetorical question, cause we know its really the bad guys that get the women, or are you just curious because you want to hurt someone the way you got stepped on? ive been a nice guy all my life, i always try to respect women, ive always tried to be considerate and understanding. yet i was 23 before i was able to get laid for the fist time and that was when i finally started talking to a girl like she didnt matter. weird huh, the only way i get attention is to be an ass. i found that sexual experience rather dry and unfullfilling.not to mention i didnt like what i had to do to get laid, hell i cant even remember her name. so i went back to being the nice guy. it was 2 years later when i finally got another girlfriend, a 2 year drought. but then i