Highway Song's blog: "random stuff"

Im tired. I am tired of being sick. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of being tired. Why do I have to put up with this bullshit? I was in the hospital Saturday night and came home monday afternoon. My kids didn't call me, my friends didn't call me. Nobody gave a shit. Not like I have leprosy. My attitude sucks. I am beginning to wonder why I want to continue.

My treatments leave me feeling like shit. I have only been doing them a short time and I am not sure that I want to continue doing them anymore already.

If it's your time, its your time. Right?

Doesn't seem like pumping your body full of man made bullshit is any healthier for you anyway. We hear about that shit all the time too.

I have to wonder if it matters anymore.

I don't want anyone's sympathy or pity. I am venting. I am mad. I am confused. I am tired. so very tired.

-Highwaysong