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Ensign: Words
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 May 2009 “The B-I-B-L-E, yes that’s the book for me. I stand alone on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” My daughter Sarah’s heard that song from her cousin Josceline who’s in Sunday school (where she will start this fall) and when she sings that anywhere I’ve heard her it comes out, “I stand the Lord on the Word of God, the B-I-B-L-E. BIBLE!” I tried to correct her on this once, but she still does it and at three years old, I am not pushing for perfect lyrics or pitch. When do we realize that God is not pushing us to be perfect either? He knows we can’t do it; when Jesus says, “Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father … in heaven is perfect,&rdquo

"on The Edge"
"Every one of you craves life's pleasures, yet you don't indulge. You want to drink from ecstacy's cup, yet you won't imbibe. You want to walk the edge, like Raven, but you're afraid to fall, so you back away, slowly, hoping no one notices your frailties, your cowardice.' 'You wish you weren't so weak, and you hurt. Well what do you know about pain!? Try walking in my shoes. Experience my sorrow, a childhood without hope, a life without joy. But hey, at least you'll be alive.' 'They say the Raven is walking down alienation's barren path. But really, I walk alone

"happiness Is Helping Others
What about me? What about Raven? People say I'm cold. They say I'm calculating. But they don't tell you about the philanthropy. They don't tell you about the humanity.' ' I take a guy like Kidman, a runaway, and I give him shelter. I take a guy like Riggs, who's lost the use of one eye, and make him feel like he can function in society again. I take a 7 foot plus freak like Reese and I make him stop feeling like an outcast.' "I should be lauded for these things, but instead, I'm scorned with derision. I should be named a humanitarian, but I'm not. So what about me? What about Raven? You be the judge

Cruelty
They say that I say that I have problems. That I walk away from responsiblity. Yeah, I've walked away from a broken home. My broken dreams.' 'My father didn't show much emotion. But at least if he had a bad day at work, I got to feel the brunt of it. I guess it's better to feel something, than nothing.' 'They say I'm a little cruel. Maybe I inflict too much punishment on my opponents. But I guess sometimes, you gotta be cruel to be kind

Tagged
I got tagged by: ((President of the B-list))Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I'm a 36yrs old Mother of 2 children Wesley is 10 Wriley is 6. 2. I love spending time with My Family & Friends 3. I love all types of music..live is the best. 4. I am a total smart ass.. I love being a jokester.. 5. I may look all sweet & innocent but...Im not..hehehe 6. I am a big flirt..7. I am a obsessive compulsive clean freak..lol.. I guess thats why I am a Housekeeper 8. I am a nice person till U piss Me off then God Help U.. 9. I have walls built up around Me & Only the people I truly trust are allowed 2 enter..10. I am the type of girl that when I like U I like U alot.. When I fall I

"from Hell They Came"
In the night I hear their voices calling They seem to speak my name Glowin' bright I see the eyes of demons Reaching out beyond the grave And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came Dark the night Their cries so lonely Feel their need inside I can't fight This eternal longing Feast of flesh these ghouls tonight... And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came

"come Back"
Come back little raven and bite my face I've been waiting, endless waiting Come back and bite my face Come back little raven, descend your home This is not then, it is not now Come back, descend your throne I think you realize what I've done Well, on a corner slept my horrible corpse I'm not alive for anyone I think you realize what I've done You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back Come back little raven, here by my face I've been waiting, endless waiting Come back and bite my face I think you realize what I've done We're on the corner, slashed my heart for fun I'm not alive for anyone I think you realize what I've done You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back You gotta come back, come back, well, come back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right back to me You gotta come back, come back, come on back Right ba

"devil's Whorehouse"
he works at the devil's whorehouse she loves carnality in her human pit of love entrance to heracy, well when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come on up to the devil's whorehouse intimate hell of a demon slut, well angels take their time in falling come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams this is the devil's whorehouse night time for beating backs said this is the devil's whorehouse night time for midnight masses when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure

"mommy, Can I Go Out And Kill Tonight?"
1, 2, 3, 4 singled out the kids who are mean to me get straight a's but they still make fun i don't give a, i'll laugh last stayed in every night do my homework so i'll be smart girls all say i'm a little fucked mommy i'm a good boy mommy i'm a fuckin' savior mommy i'm alive mommy, can i go out and kill tonight rip the veins from human necks until they're wet with life razor-blades love teenage flesh an epidermoty i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers' lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight killed a girl on lovers lane i kept her toes and teeth every night i stalk around until i find my keep, mommy i'll bring back a souvenir for it's my mommy's dream can i go out and kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight, kill tonight kill tonight, kill ton

"vampira"
hey black dress moves in a blue movie graverobbers from outer space well, your pulmonary trembles in your outstretched arm tremble so wicked two inch nails micro waist with a pale white feline face inclination eyebrows to there mistress to the horror kid cemetary of the white love ghoul, well take off your shabby dress come and lay beside me come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer to this vampira, vampira, vampira hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Secret Admirers!!
I have been discussing with a few of my friends about the correct way of picking who on the page could be the secret admirer.. I have tried to make intellectual choices on who it could be... Ive tried various patters here's a list of those patterns: 1.Morphs 2. People expressing their opinions with their middle digit 3. Cartoon Characters 4. Sayings like "Bite me" 5. the middle row only 6. choosing a checkers pattern, starting from top left 7. all the tattooed people 8. men with no shirts. The list goes on... apparently Seamus wonders why all the fat older chicks seem to be the right guess. Ketch22 was mentioning that he saw an older man turn into a unicorn the other day, I seriously believe that Name Crisis would love for all the woman to be "doable" also he apparently hates the flashing auto 11's.. These are just some of the reasons i hate playing this game that and i only usually get 1/7.... By the way I love you witty, mop, hugh, blue, pixie, seamus (sometimes), na

The Misfits
Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Your future's in an oblong box, yeah Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen it a-coming on Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead end girl for a dead end boy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me a baby Your future is in an oblong box Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen the end a-coming on, a-coming Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead door for a dead end life Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single wo

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose. `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********

Seacrest Out ...
OK, I’m going to tell you my secret shame - I’m a closet American Idol fan. There … its out!! Go ahead and make fun. But I think it’s a pretty good show as its full of surprises. I mean, who would have thought that K.D. Lang would have lost this week? And what other show on television can you ask, “Holy Hell … was Paula PMSing tonight or was she just drunk”?? Every week?? Suuure, the other reality TV shows have some great moments. ( Flavor Flav IS my patron saint after all ) Damn it all if I didn’t laugh like hell when that dude put his dick in a box and gave it to Tila Tequila. But AI is pure. Its about young people chasing a dream. Its about plucking an unpolished diamond in the rough and making it a shining star. So leave it to me to sully and tarnish it with my flair for the inappropriate. You see, I had a dream the other night. In my dream I was camming. Which in and of itself is really weird because I neve

Coining A New Term
This year's latest fashion appears to be shorts that are extremely short. In my estimation even shorter than last years shorts, but who knows I am a dirty old man so I could just be noticing more of the less. These shorts that I have seen basically go to about the pubic area on the legs, and I was thinking that there needs to be a good term for the style. I was thinking they should be oalled "Corts" since they are shorts that reach right about to the, well, uh, cooter, yeah that's it. I'm still in the testing phases of the word so I am open to suggestions and or refinements. And by all means if you have examples of the phenomenon please do not hesitate to post them.

I Dont Even Know What Im Waiting For
Friday, May 22, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) It's hard for you to be patient today because you know what you want and you see no reason to have to postpone action any longer. Your impatience is fed by others who seem to be more impulsive than you are, yet something is still holding you back. Don't get too hung up in trying to rationally explain your feelings, even if they run counter to your logical preferences. Listen to your intuition; if it's telling you to wait a bit more, then that's exactly what you should do.

What Happened To All The Nice Guys?
I found this from someone who posted this on craigslist and I reworded the bitter verbiage but it is something to think about for both men and women..... What Happened to All the Nice Guys? I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were seeing treated you, sometimes he would help you emotionally and financially when the other guy wouldn't. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little

Only Steers And Queers Are From Tx (and So Is Rey).
I've been seriously considering deleting my fubar account. I spend little to no time on the site and to be frank, I have better things to do then battle with those of diminished mental capacities. I set my status yesterday saying " give me a good reason to stay". Well, Rey aka " the twatwaffle from Texas" , from now known as "TWT" sends me this message (see below) : Seriously Rey, grow the fuck up. And btw, your semi homoerotic photo's of yourself are quite amusing. If your looking for a sugar daddy, how's the search going? I'm sure if you try hard enough (no pun intended) I'm sure you can find that special "Mr.Someone". ß ∃ Y™ @ Fa... (=l) Houston, TX subject: DELETE then kill yourself received: 05/21/2009 02:52 pm replied: no block this member

Bumbed
For all who know me. As most of you know by now that throwing an double headed axe is one of my hobbies. It looks like this year I will not be able to throw in competition. And that my friends, bumbs me out because I love competing in this annual event in our area. I have a few issues going on in my shoulder that needs attention and repair. 1 is bone spurs 2 is calciumitis 3 is arthritis So if all goes right I will be back in the swing or should I say the throw of things by next year. But, who knows I may be able to pull it off this year. If things dont happen soon maybe my shoulder will be strong enough to at least compete. Hugs and kisses

Holiday
I'm taking a quick holiday. Thanks again for all teh spotlight bucks, I shall be doing my getting of a spotlight in a week or so when I get back off my hols. Be good folks, and I'll see you in about ten days. Your friend Ben Affleck No wait... kins.

Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i

Please Readd The Old Edward Cullen If You Deleted Him
OKAY THERE WAS LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN I YESTERDAY PLEASE READD HIM IF YOU HAD HIM IN YOUR LIST THANKS...LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen ( A Twilight role playing profile) Looking for my Bella@ fubar

Memorial Day
This is Memorial Day weekend. It is a time to remember the sacrifices that have been made by our men and women in uniform.It is also a time to remember the sacrifices made by the families and friends of these same men and women.To quote a Billy Ray Cyrus song,"all gave some ,some gave all". These men and women have fought for the very freedoms that most take for granted,please do not be one of them. As a 25 year veteran of the United States Marine Corps, i salute each and every one of the men and women who have served this great country, past, present and future. So, please, when you're on that picnic with your family or just partying with your friends,take a moment and remember those men and women who've defended your rights to do these things. They fight and defend us so we may all sleep peacefully in our beds at night secure in the knowledge that we are protected. THANK YOU to every member of the ARMY NAVY AIR FORCE MARINES and COAST GUARD SEMPER FI

Those Eyes
Wonder who is she… Who are those eyes They leave an image They draw me a scene When the day gets arduous And hopes begin to die she steps to me softly they keep me alive they play with me they play to me they colour my sleep they light my life and when they look away when they look away time tends to stop every wish, each hope life stops

Auction Openings
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time

Love Campaign
The young suitor was determined to win the heart of the girl he wanted to marry, in spite of her rejection of his proposals a number of times. He began what can only be called "Campaigning" and sent her a small token of his affection every day for a month to her house. Soon, the young lady fell in love with the UPS man.

Yes I Am...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo

Choosy Sergeants Choose Jif!
My wife worked with a sergeant (long after her basic training) who at one time was a Drill Sergeant. For those of you that don't know, being a Drill Instructor is not a permanent job, it usually goes on a 2 year assignment, and then you go back to the real Army and try to un-dickhead yourself. So sitting around one night at work, he's telling everybody his Drill Sergeant stories. He relayed how his favorite prank was one he loved to pull every time he had a female platoon. Females made up 20-25% of new recruits at that time, so you could figure every 4th or 5th cycle you would have females. Well the morning routine goes as such, get up and be outside for PT formation at 5am, do that for an hour, then come back to the barracks, shower, get dressed in uniform, get your area squared away, and be in formation for breakfast at 7am. While they are eating, the Drill Sergeant does a walk thru inspection of the barracks, with the squad leaders. Everyone has to take a turn being squad leader f

Let Us Not Forget!
This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home. we may all be getting ready to have a party or BBQ this weekend but lets not forget just what this weekend is all about. I am a very proud veteran of the 82nd Airborne and 3rd Ranger and i will never forget the men i served with and the ones that still fight for our freedoms today. to all of you active military you are in my thoughts this weekend. God bless and my he keep you safe.

The Dance
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf

Robbie Knieval!
GET YOUR ORDERS IN QUICKLY ..THE TICKETS ARE GOING FAST. Subject: Free Tickets I have four (4) extra tickets for the Robbie Knievel (son of Evel Knievel) event at the Philips Arena in Atlanta if anybody wants them. He's going to try to jump a thousand (1,000) Obama supporters with a bulldozer. Should be a good time. Let me know...

Go Pay Your Respects.
“True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost.” This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home. And if you're looking for a sight to see, go stop by a National Cemetary. I'm going to Ft.Snelling this weekend, there isn't much that compares to the sight of it. For me, it always brings tears.

Stillness . . .
Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and hoping for you, That you are well, Wherever you are, In your stillness, In your quiet of the night, When you are alone, Feel me with you, Know that I am there, Wishing in my stillness . . . ©2009 C-Wolf

Wishes Combined
Wishes CombinedAt the edge of my mind you reside, Within my arms held sound, Or dancing slowly in the rain, Raindrops from skin. Not a soul around... Deep inside you own a corner of my heart, Your presence keeps me warm, A smile ensconced in my mind, In dreams you come. Where wishes combine... There's a place where passion still lives, Where titillation still reigns, The butterflies still play, This place I seek. For this I pray... ©2009, C-Wolf

I Believe...
I Believe...That just because two people argue,it doesn't mean they don't love each other.and just because they don't argue,it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe...That we don't have to change friends ifwe understand that friends change.I Believe...That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurtyou every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even overthe longest distance. Same goes for true love.I Believe...That you can do something in an instantthat will give you heartache for life.I Believe...That it's taking me a long timeto become the person I want to be.I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones withloving words. It may be the last time you see them.I Believe...That you can keep going long after you think you can't.I Believe...That we are responsible for whatwe do, no matter how we feel.I Believe...That either you control your attitude or it controls you.I Believe...That heroes are

This Morning - New -
this morning, i began again the dew, the bees, the birds they sang anew this morning, hope crossed my mind the sun, the breeze i felt them anew this morning, i look forward to life offering all that is mine hoping for one smile anew, all over again this morning, life, new. FOR A DAILY UPDATE ON THE SUBTLE OF LIFE, MAKE ME A FRIEND - read NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS, my closer to heart blog, just for friends

Come Party With Us At The Cullen Pack Lounge
> THE CULLEN PAC WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO JOIN US ON OUR GRAND OPENING....BEWARE WE DON'T BITE MUCH JUST NIBBLE ALITTLE. > > > > > > > > > > > > We would be happy to have you all as our guests! > >

Socialism
a theory or system of social organization that advocates the vesting of the ownership and control of the means of production and distribution, of capital, land, etc., in the community as a whole. hence the stimulas package, borrow, but if you default, it belongs to the government.. food for thought, give me youre opinion..

Tired
I didn't get much sleep last night. I think I fell asleep sometime after midnight, woke up a few times during the night and finally woke up at 4am when my alarm went off. It seems like every night I get bad dreams. Bunch of random ones. I remember the other night I was having some arguement with my dad in one of my dreams and I was talking in my sleep, yelling a few words and i growled a few times...well that's what Rich said. He said he heard me from upstairs. Last night I had some stupid dream...not really a nightmare I guess...kind of odd. Something about I was in a family with people and it could of been some new Freddy Kurger movie...I hadn't watched any of those movies in a long time. Lots of deaths and blood in it, some sex too in it....ok weird. So I'm sitting here, drinking my coffee, eating breakfast and texting someone. I'm not ready to go back to work. I want to go back to sleep....I'm wondering if today will be the day we find out if there will be any lay offs? The fisc

Blogs
Describes my life perfectly.It's strange to get up in the middle of the night 4am aroused with thoughts of setting up a blog. Perhaps an act of seeking emoting abilities from what i've lost over the last months of this year. It's stranger when you attempt to loosen yourself from those emotions in days when you were younger and wish you're feeling them in the older years.I went away from blogging 2004 hopelessly sentimental and here, i'm back again, with all hope to project image of myself to myself (if there is any), to seek myself from the space to portray myself.Blogging is such an act of self-indulgence and narcissism, which i must seek, before the last tinge of myself gets lost in those massive non-emotions. Self-affirmation is necessary!

Change..........
I did not wish to pull away from Fubar without forewarning my dear Fubar friends and family. I am not totally leaving.......my profile will remain, but I won't be here as often as I have been, although my presence here has slowly been diminishing over the last few months. I am going through some massive changes in my life......my spiritual Path has become more defined. I am still attempting to simplify my lfe. Some of this is a deeply painful process for me, but the end result will be worth the effort. My time here will vary from week to week......I will be back a couple times a week to check my Private Messages and such. I am open to the possibilities! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all of you. Wish me well...... Maggie

If You Only Knew - Shinedown
If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Wit

Drugstore Wrapper
Drugstore Wrapper They were bangers doin' Mollies, Liked to watch the Sheilahs gag, They treated lassies like collies Then they'd zip them in a bag. They queried Maurice about the scene, And asked Jerome just where he'd been, They said when your life is in the crapper, You've got no use for a drugstore wrapper. There was a Dick that called her Vic, I said that's not her name; He said, "You're a person of interest," And "She was just another Dame." The doctor talked in Latin, And then the priest did, too, I think a tall man said her last name Like it came from Popol Vu. The Peelers kept me under a lamp in the dark, Watching blood in my eye with a frustrated sigh. She must have had a visit from a foreigner, And they had a hunch that he was I. For a while ten men were all my friends, And told me victims were volunteers, They said scanty clothes just asked for it And smiled at me with clever sneers. Gentlemen made me generous offers, Suits

Losing Someone You Love More Than Once
It's difficult to lose someone you love. There really are no words to describe how it feels. I know many of you have lost someone you loved and I'm sorry that anyone should ever have to go through the pain, but I guess it's just a part of this journey we're on that we call life. I lost my father more than once, (In different ways than actual death, I lost him twice) The first time I lost him, I was just six years old. He was everything to me, and we were inseperable. One day as he was driving home from work, he got behind a semi truck without flaps, and a 4 1/2 lb rock spun through the tires, and flew through his windshield, and smashed his head. We found him over 8 hours later. Apparantly he had been lying in a wheat field for the 8 hours, but then sat up and drove himself (with a shattered windshiel) back to where he worked. I was sitting in the car with my mom, and when we pulled up alongside the truck, he looked over at us and smiled. He was unrecognizable, and he should have di

My Last Benge
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE

Wrong Card Omg
Wrong Card A new business was opening and one of the owner's friends wanted to send flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site and the owner read the card; it read "Rest in Peace." The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he had told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist said. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place today, and they have flowers with a note saying, 'Congratulations on your new location!!'

Hahaha
Sunbather A woman was staying at a hotel and she decided to go sunbathing on the hotel roof. When she laid down her bikini top fell off. But, she didn't care because no one would see her anyway. After a while she heard footsteps; it was the hotel manager. She hurried and covered herself up. The hotel manager said, "We don't mind if you sunbathe up here, but we really would appreciate it if you would keep your bikini top on!" She answered, "No one will see me anyway." The hotel manager replied, "I hate to break this to you. But, you've been lying on the dining room skylights."

Cute N Funny!!!!!!
Roar A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he reached the pulpit. The little boy, however, was getting more and more distressed from all the laughing, and was also near tears by the time he reached the pulpit. When asked what he was doing, the child sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear!"

Not So Dumb After All
Funny? Not So Dumb After All There was a little boy named Johnny who used to hang out at the local corner market. The owner didn't know what Johnny's problem was, but the boys would constantly tease him. They would always comment that he was a few bricks shy of a full load, or two pickles short of a barrel. To prove it, sometimes they would offer Johnny his choice between a nickel and a dime, and John would always take the nickel. One day after John grabbed the nickel, the store owner took him aside and said, "Johnny, those boys are making fun of you. They think that you don't know that the dime is worth more than the nickel. Are you grabbing the nickel because it's bigger, or why?" Slowly, Johnny turned toward the store owner and a big grin appeared on his face and Johnny said, "Well, if I took the dime, they'd stop doing it. So far I have

Designers
Designer Four engineers were sitting around one day trying to figure out who might have designed the human body. The first fellow said, "I think it might be a Mechanical Engineer, because of joints and muscle and sense of balance." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The second fellow said, "I think it might be an Electrical Engineer, because of the nervous system and neural network." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The third fellow said, "I think it might be a Chemical Engineer, because of hormonal balances and metabolism." The other three nodded their heads and said, "Yeah, could be." The fourth fellow snaps his fingers and shouts out, "I know, it HAD to have been a Civil engineer!" The other three ask "Why?" "Well," replied the fourth fellow, "who else would put a waste water drainage right through a recreational area?"

Headlines
Headlines President Wins on Budget, But More Lies Ahead Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant Miners Refuse to Work after Death Is There a Ring of Debris Around Uranus?Iraqi Head Seeks Arms Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says

Real Problem?
Real Problem One afternoon, a man went to his doctor and told him that he hasn't been feeling well lately. The doctor examined the man, left the room, and came back with three different bottles of pills. The doctor said, "Take the green pill with a big glass of water when you wake up. Take the blue pill with a big glass of water after you eat lunch. Then just before going to bed, take the red pill with another big glass of water." Startled to be put on so much medicine, the man stammered, "Jeez Doc, exactly what is my problem?" The doctor replied, "You're not drinking enough water." Ain't that some shyt?

The Equipment Dont Make U!!!!
I thought you were a man, what happened? It really burns me up when a guy claims he's a man un til things get hard! Using the lame excuses and reasons like, because I'm a man, etc. So quick to say they are a man, but acting like one is a total different story. For example a man that claims he loves you, and has the balls to try and tell you what you can or can't do and who you are allowed to see or tries pick your friends. Amazingly when some things happen like he gets you pregnant, or he gets caught cheating on you; where do his balls go then? It's odvious that when things get hard for a man that really isn't a man they tuck there balls and run. Including such lame excuses as, I didn't wanna hurt your feelings. Weird how they had no problem telling you and saying things that hurt your feelings (possibly earlier the same day). Some of these pathetic creatures will even totally ignore you or aren't even smart enough to come up with an excuse or lie. I'm just saying as a female I

Time To Vanish..
One person on Fubar knows what goes on in my life. Well, mostly. A few weeks ago, my grandfather(my moms dad) passed away leaving me with no grandparents on my mother's side of the family. Just a few weeks before that, my Grandmother(My dad's mother) Vanished without a trace. A month, several news casts and ads in the paper later, she was found in a nursing home. She was put there by my father. He won't return my phone calls, or tell anyone where she's at. After calling many different Homes, they all told me they couldn't release information on if someone was staying there. That being said, I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I feel like I have nothing left. My grandmother was the only person in my family I could ever truly level with. I could tell her anything. I told her I smoked pot. If i lost my job. If i needed money. Anything, she was there and she would listen. I feel like I lost my best friend. I honestly dont expect any of my fu-friends to read this, as most of the time, I'm but a

Marridge Break Up ,
I read some jerks lame ass mum about why after over 10 years of marridge he called it quits. And WOW, like no surprize here, he decided like a imature idiot to call his x all sorts of names and made accusations about her. Blehhhh, Funny how most

A Woman's Heart
A Woman's heart is in her home. from the very 1st day she crosses that threshold through the Front Door. Her artistic sense of self wakes up to creating a sanctuary for her family. Everything has to be just right in colors, from the paint down to the blinds, chair rail, wall paper, stencil art. etc etc etc... It becomes her expression of Love for her family who she holds closest to her heart. It is her sole investment she has created in her heart that is priceless to anything in the world. A woman's heart is shattered when through no fault of her own that life closes one chapter of her book and moves onto a new one closing the door for the final time in her home. She leaves a piece of her heart with the house that will forever be there for other women to continue the trend. She worries for her children, who are dependent on her strength to keep the family safe. She doesn't worry about the emotional failure she feels from the love lost of a companion for the entire family even

Scammer Alert!!!
Do you have this chick as a friend of yours? Have you *wasted* any money on her? {I sure hope NOT} She lies to all the guys and girls on Fubar just to try and get what she can from them. She has NO intentions on meeting ANYone from Fubar! MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare@ fubar{Tiffany} MyTrueFriendsRTheOnesWhoCare ~ AKA ~ 1587086 ~ AKA ~ Sweet Kandy Kisses ~ AKA ~ Tinkergrl ~ AKA ~ TinkGirl 101 She's NOT from Sweden and is NOT in Sweden, nor was ever in Sweden! They're from Pennsylvania and always have been. Tiffany and her boyfriend {Steve} that she lives with {for 4 years now} have been scamming TONS of people of Fubar! BEWARE!!!!! I know this girl and her boyfriend {who likes BOTH guys AND girls} personally. I used to live in the same town as they do and we all hung out together. As far as her pics on Fubar go....all I can say is THANK the sweet lord for Make-up, lighting AND photoshop! They really do wonders for some people! LOL I have actual pics of her if anyone is interested. I

Amazing How Life Changes
Well I lost my job. I finally decided it was time to move home. So I have been going crazy trying to get things set in motion to leave. Well tonight I finally got a call that I was expecting but dreading as well. I wasn't sure how it would turn out. But so far its going well. Lets just say its something I have been dying to hear from someone that I know and now he has said what I have so desperatly wanted to hear Im not sure what to think of right now. I was put through so much from him that I learned to fear men when they get too mad. So far old wounds are ripped open again and not sure how to deal with them. So many diffrent emotions are running through me right now. I do know is that we have a child together and no matter what happend between us I will not let that affect her. In time I will let them talk and then met each other. I have learned caution from past failed relationships and not to mention I do not want my daughter hurt by him. So after we get to know each o

Spotlight Day 4
Well, looks like I have enough cash to do it now, in just four days. It's been a ride, and you guyses have been all awesomes and shit. brought to you in part by Pixeh, Kit, Vanima, Misty Melons, Jai, Joker, OMFGSHOSHONNI, Tom, Brain Ninja, Nursie, Postal Florist, LaLa, Jeniwren, Majik, Bunnz, NinjyStars, Hairduz123, Luna Deuville, Sproet, She Devil, Faeriesue, Not tellin, 9987, MooMoo, Moet, Deacon, Lipstick, Frayed Knot, Mistress of Wolves, Gabe, Muss, Yssup, Noone, Babybootay, Whorasaurus Sex, Morgan Le Fay, Cute But Psycho, Goddess Kevauna, Jan, Black Widow, Pan, Kisses Papercut, Cory, Witchie, Jennie28, CQQrsLightGirl, WooGirl, Karma's Bitch, TopKnotch, Silver Diamond, Kit, Cataine, Sugit, Master Of Puppets, Trippitaka, Angel on the Moon, Crystal, broken, KissedByTheSun, ticktick....BOOM, GutterSlut, Porch, Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekakakakakakakakakaka, Tamz, Kittie, Misfit, Mrs Badcrumble, YOTD

Would You
Would You Would you love me as I am or would you walk away? Would I not be good enough for you or could I be your ever fantasy? See I would love you I do love you still Even though you refuse to see Maybe I am better off now that you are gone But I can't help but remember how things use to be At one time we were one you looked at me like there was no other Now we are just two strangers crossing paths and I wonder why it is Would you love me? I ask you this I will love you always this I shall live with

You Know You Wanna
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =) Thanks!

My Week
I should be in bed right now, but I have a bunch of stuff on my mind that just started not too long ago. I had some type of tummy virus the begining of the week. I have no idea where it came from, but i didn't toss cookies, have a fever or anything...I just felt real nasty and felt like I was going to toss cookies....luckily it didn't last too long. Rich and I still do things together....ya know..go shoping and all that..like what room mates do. It really doesn't feel like much as changed...I mean all the time at work, we barely spoke, didn't hug, did like hand shake thing....didn't say I love you....just...the "see ya" But recently, we've been hugging and it feels weird.... as if it's just the whole thing again..I dunno..it's hard to explain... we're still seperated.... Well I had my fu fun recently....i actually got myself ranked to number 1 for the day which i never though i'd find myself near that...I had a lot of help too. Thank you....u know who you are... But really...I'm n

The Right Doctor!
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means t

Hello There
Boys truly confuse me and i never know what to expect so for now im just letting things come as they do. i can be unpredictable so don't try to read me before you know me! If you see me i ted to be laughing or smiling cause im just that kinda person..happy =) I'm crazy and outgoing so hope y'all can deal with that. Stop and think about it, its a good thing to sweat the small things,those are the things the really matter!!sweet angela here.. am online now....wanna talk now! heres my addyangela_louis26@yahu.com or angela_louis26@hotmale.com in msni'll wait you there... thanks.......

Goin Outta My Head
Been laid off, got no car , sacked out on my brother's couch in a no horse town, got divorced, can't see my kid's cause they're two thousand mile's away and I can't find work to save my life. All since November. Top it all of with the fact that I'm struggling to keep from going back to my self destructive way's. For my girl's though, I refuse to give up. Been clean and mostly sober (only drink a few time's a year as opposed to every day as well as shit people shouldn't do. I don't judge though.) for five year's. Just gotta hold out,get on my feet again, and fight to be the father I never had. Sorry if this come's off as a personal pity part. Not what I was going for. Just needed to get that out. If anyone has advice though I'm open to suggestion's and all form's of comment. Thank's for taking the time. Peace out girlscout's

Women
Women are Emotional They care more about how they feel than how they think. Generally, women tend to be less logical than men. (That’s why laughter is extremely important and why good humor works on them most of the time.) Have you ever seen females giggling nonstop at some other men’s jokes which aren’t funny to you at all? Did you find yourself thinking, “Hey, that joke wasn’t funny at all…what’s wrong with her?” See? You were using logic. Whatever can amuse a particular woman is funny. Period. Focus on the emotional effect on women, not logical effect. What delivers emotion? Not words themselves, but pictures these words create. In order to make a woman feel you need to send mental pictures to her mind. Use very descriptive and evocative language to make her feel amused. Women interpret humor differently and laugh for different reasons. And most women are easily disturbed by ideas that they are not used to. It’s a natural se

Pissing Youe Teachers Off Xd
Don't remeber how I found this...but I'm bored an wanted to like show my fu friends xD *Bring a small cactus to class with you. Raise your hand, and when you're called on, say that the cactus has a question. Turn and look at the cactus, as if you're waiting for it to say something. After a few moments, shrug, and wait for your professor to move on. Do this once a day, and become increasingly irritated with the cactus every time, sighing heavily and giving it evil looks when it fails to "speak." When you leave the room after class, start yelling at the cactus, "I can't believe you embarrassed me AGAIN...." *Bring a vacuum to class. Halfway through class, stand up and start using it. If your professor objects, explain that you "can't stand sitting in this pigsty any longer." Keep vacuuming, grumbling angrily. *Brush your teeth during class. While doing so, raise your hand as if you have a question, and mumble your question incoherently while brushing, spewing toothpaste all over

Gtfo Again.
[Copied and pasted from Family Only blog] *crickets chirp* That's what I've heard since the incident in the mumm where those assholes spread that rumor and accused me of what they did. If ya don't know what it was, read the next blog. I'm on the verge of locking my shit down and taking off for another few months. I don't need this shit. I've got too many real friends outside of here to be worried that so-called friends on here are avoiding me like the plague. It's fucking stupid that I'm even caring about it, because I've recently learned how many people on here actually give a fuck whether I live or die. Not many. Not at all. I'll say this much, I'm done being nice to people. DONE. Those that truly heart me, will understand. Those that don't, can GTFO my life. I was nice to someone, commented her blog, and then felt like a fucking psycho for it, because of what she changed her status to. I even apologized for commenting on her blogs. Why? Because I'm so fucking paranoi

Truck Driving
this my life i'm a truck driver and i'm all over the usa i like some time it can get bad out here it is my job i get to see the usa and get payed to do so i'm good at what i do lol so if like truck driver u hit me up on my im it is tommieboy27@yahoo.com i taking pics of the usa so i will put them up here as son as i can

Im This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy. but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more then inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "ok, you owe me..."Jokingly not because I acutually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet things you do for me...I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm

Dressed In All Jet Black With Straight Maniac Contacts... Just Pass Me The Axe! Current Mood: Rebellious Hellraisers And Fire-blazers! Ones Who Fl
Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Contacts... just pass me the axe! Hellraisers and Fire-blazers!Ones who flipped trail-blazersOne whos wrestled aligators!BATTLED TERMINATORS!The Juggalos With StandingAxe-murder the high demandingWe are the JuggalosWe have those who will go to Shangri-LaN those who will visit hell's pitThe low down inconsideritI tell you to take a seatListen n sing along my wicked beatOr I'll punch you in the assN BDT you in the streetThis group is for the:Freak shows, serial killer, JuggalosThe ones who:Got pulled ovaBY a undercova piggie in a dark green nova"Get out of the car sir,"I finished my brewN' said FUCK YOU"What?!"I jumped out wit my mossbergI hate cops n wouldn't mind takin one outI shot twice n shredded his body like sauerkrautCOME ONE COME ALL! I DONT FUCKIN CARE IF YOU HAVE A THREE FOOT LONG NECKBONE! I DONT CARE IF YOU NICKNAMED YOUR DICK SANSONG!Juggalos With Standing! Come one, come all!Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Con

Life Sucks
ok so my life isnt going anywhere any more and i hate how i dont have anything to do anymore so ya here a list of y i hate my life 1:no friends to hang with in public 2nly a few friends online/out of state so not alot i can do with them 3:no job,car,own home,money 4:no gf been looking for almost 5 yrs nonstop in public and online no luck and im thinking of stoping cause no1 wants me or wants to try to go out i dont care if we not work out i just want to try and make work if anything 5:nothing to do all day but eat,sleep,iming,music (this is wat i do all day every day of 24 hrs looks like this 5 hrs of sleep 7hrs online and a few hrs in all for eating,bathroom,watching tv so ya i dont do anything fun just basic stuff...) 6:no life 7:fam thats not really fun or loving anymore 8-15:etc.... so im thinking of getting off this site and all sites im on cause im not getting friends i can hang with and also im not getting a gf so i may end this pf within 5 days and then all othe

Update On Me
so last weekend i went to cedar point ohio with Janelle and her husband Jeff. the coolest amusement park EVER! we had so much fun! camped and we rode so many rollar coasters. she had me havign my eyes open at the end of the first day and by the second day i was allll for sitting up front. i was totally on top of the earth and away from everything and i lvoed it! she is one of the coolest ppl around! jeff and i actually talked and idk "bonded" maybe a little which was cool cause the last time i seen him he was actually rather mean to me and i thought it was going to bring this trip down but it didnt, it made it better! BUT of course there IS a downfall. not the rain, not the rides breaking down, and def not running outta money BUT i developed my first migraine ever. and it wouldnt have been harmful IF it wouldnt have lasted til early this morning. i ended up having to have a catscan done to make sure there wasnt anything seriously wrong...yes i know bring on the jokes...and i was put on

Miss My Friends
to all my friends and those who i talked with i miss u all and i am truly sorry that i haven't been on i been workin alot and haven't had time to get on but here is my email if u all would like to im its babywolf222000@yahoo.com

Why Are There Such Hater B!tches On Fubar
Now I thought Fubar was supposed to be a place to meet people make new friends and have fun. Play the game to level as quickly as you can. But I have found that there are girls on here that take this place way to seriously, and start getting a little jugemental, and even paranoid. I have encountered my share. I have encountered the ones that randomly hate, the downraters, the ones that think cause there blingers are giveing me bling I must have befriended them to go on their page to get them to bling me. Hell to the nutuh. I dont do that shit. I get bling cause I am a nice girl who is nice to people around me. even when I have been attacked on here I still stay true to form and am nice. I might block a person But you have to do something really stupid like call my man names or say something sexual to me in shout or comment . For the most part I forgive and forget. That is my nature. So to all those Haters out there. Keep your hate to yourself. Stop Being selfish stu

Ouch!!!
I was just outside recording my flowers on my cell phone. Rich was next to me smoking and when I went to record one flower..I didn't see him and his cig went right onto my ear and hair. It caught on fire a little, heard the sizzling...so I started to pat down my ear and hair and I yanked one of my earrings out...luckily i got it back on....that hurt.... now my ear is all red

May 21 - Upside Down Sideways Medical
Got call to see cancer doctor this afternoon and got my first 10 min visual inspection by the doctor. He said that he thinks the hospital staff who studied the sample taken by the general surgen came up with the wrong opinon and that I no doubt do not have skin cancer like I was formerly told. That exposure to sun did not cause tumor on the neck as the lab techs suggested. So apparently I wasted a lot of time going to hospital and so forth not to mention wasting money that SS will have to pay out The new doctor thinks that the cancer started someplace else in the body and then spread to the neck. But he has no name for what type of cancer I have as yet - because much more testing is needed. He said. More testing - scans - and so forth start tomorrow.

End Of Days
Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of the people beatin mehittin me, kickin my cold dead body around .im so sick of the people tellin me thatim worthless, sayin how your heartless.truth is its the people out there that made me,that formed, inside im just little boy thatwants to be heard. voices haunt me tellinme your so fuckin worthless, go fuckin hangyourself your doin the work of others. go jumpoff of a bridge, its not like anybody will miss yasitting there lonely hear the people sayin im sorryi turn and say its too late the bullet’s in my head, im dead...Chours 3xend of days i cryend of days i dieend of days im goneend of days no more People look at me, hearing them laughin about how im a scrub, laughin about the clothes i wear and the things that i do. if they knew me they would understand the things about meunderstand what im about and things i do.they would think im not worthless im someone who needs the love of oth

Leveling
I want to thank EVERYONE that has visited me for showing me love and helping me out. You guys are AWESOME!!! Thank you Thank you! I would take my hat off toyou but I dont have one on, so I will take my shirt off instead! BEWBIES!!!!! LOL (h) ...Oh! and special love to Dan. I love you shuga!

I'm Ready For The Weekend.
I hope tomorrow goes by fast. I'm so ready for the weekend. Today, I locked myself out of my truck on my lunch break. Yesterday, I ran out of gas. (both things are of course my fault. doesn't make them any easier to deal with though.) My boss has been in a horrible mood and I started walking and a new diet plan. Tomorrow, I have to go to a high school graduation and it's going to be hot. I'll probably have to go for my walk right after work or when it's pitch black outside. (walking in the dark is probably not a good idea.) I'm afraid that if I miss a day I won't want to go walking the next day either. I need routine! Tomorrow is going to be better...it has to be.

Xmen Origins: Wolverine
i dont really need to tell you this movie was awesome, yu should already know. anyway its the story of how wolverine became who he is. even if you arent a fan of comic books ect, its still a good action packed way to spend 2 hours a few key charecters were a bit off base but over all was done pretty nicely. GAMBIT LIKE A MOFO! ( o )( o )( o )( o ) 4 bewbs

Tattooless: A Minority Of One?
That's right. I am a clean slate. No tattoos. No nothing. It's not that I don't like them, I think they are cool as hell in a 'I'll look and thats cool but no thanks' kinda way. I've just never had any real "want" to get one. Couple that with some sort of fear of needles and well..yea..here I am at 35 and no tattoo. As I get older, I am realizing I don't know anyone else without a tattoo or peircing of some sort. Oh I am sure they are out there, but I think they are afraid to come out. Like not having a tattoo or peircing is looked down upon by society as a whole and if discovered you will be drug through town, stoned, and then promptly have your respective genitalia branded (no, I don't have that either) before they tattoo a giant red "T" on your chest.I've long known many people consider tattoos "hot". Since I've been on fubar, I hear this from my friends daily. I used to think tattoos were considered "hot" because it was something of a tabboo, and only the baddest of the bad had the

Were You A Friend Of Parker20 (scotty) ?
His Fubar page was hacked 5/20/09. Whomever hacked him deleted all his pics, friends and transfered all of his money & bling off his account. Scotty made a new page, please pimp him out and show him some love, he's starting over fresh and it'd be so very AWESOME for his real friends to come out of the woodwork and help him get back to where he was before. Parker20~Twisted Phucker ~and the punk who stole my account can kiss my a$$@ fubar I really wish that something could be done for him, he's always ALWAYS been a huge help to everyone who knows him and it's time to give back to a great friend. The above is all that is left of his skeleton'd page, y'all. XO to Scotty

Blah
I need to snap the hell out of this funk. I still can't concentrate on much of anything and that part is driving me insane. Tomorrow I have the appointment for the transitional place, I just hope I am not a blubbering mess there and actually make sense of my answers cuz I am not making any sense to myself right now. The connection I am on today sucks bad, but I can actually shrug that off since my attention span is so shitty. Just kind of in the mood to shut everyone out, cuz in my mind I don't feel like anyone really understands everything I am going through. It just keeps adding up and getting worse when I didn't think it could get anyworse.

House Hunting
I wanted this townhome I found in Rancho Cucamonga that was going for around 240k. I bid 250 and went up to 255 and lost out, probably to someone who offered all cash! I cannot win in California! Too many people with money while I struggle just to own. Oh well, I still have a job. I keep looking every weekend, put in my offers on the weekday, rinse and repeat until I finally get a place. Eventually one will slip through the cracks, but it is brutal to do this, school, work, work out and right now, move!

Just A Rant
this is what pisses me off pedifiles, people who let adults hurt kids. kids who wear there pants half way down there ass's and people who use others good nature but most of all people who hurt the defenceless kids. the kids cant speak out for them selves so we have to speak for themour voice is loud our voice can be heard and will be heard that vooice is child protection community a group of concerned people who want to make everyone aware of the problem we have in the USA hard to believe this happens in our great country. hard to believe it happens anywhere. you to can join our fight to help the weak and be an advokit for the children visit www.childprotectioncommunity.com tell them captn steve sent you i am the nevada state rep for the community my myspace is myspcae/cpcnevada i post amber alerts pedifiles in the local area missing persons and child abuse cases. if you know anyone who needs help or just someone to talk to we can help please dont hesitate to cantact me here on my spac

Hitched Or Ditched
Set to premier on primetime: A new telivision show is schedualed for realse this season entitled "Hitched or Ditched" The programs basic flow is that people are given exactly one week to get to know each other, fall in love and say "I Do" provinding these requirements are met, the show will provide for them a large lavash wedding. Part of the show's advertisement is that the series will promote Drama. Thats right good old american drama just like we have here at fubar. To be perfectly honest, Im not nearly surprised as i am appauled. This programs advertising point confirms my suspicians of that which has been said a thousand times. "People love drama" and I dont mean a good old shakespearian drama, I mean who's knocking boots with who's spouse, backstabbing, lieing stealing and sneaking around. How can we as good people possibly enjoy, and promote anything that encourages people to be as absolutely dirty as they can be. When did cheating, and lieing become entertainment. And what

A Poem...
I was in class this Tuesday evening, and an assignment in class was to write a poem about ourselves. We were given the title "I Come From..." and we were to build from there and see where our minds brought us. She also informed us that it did not have to rhyme. After she said that, she told us we had 20 minutes and left the room. What am I going to write? Here is my outcome... I come from a broken home Yet that is not all I've known Surrounded by family that cares New thoughts were often dared Importance of working hard Learned at an early age Daily tending to field and yard Never confined, never caged As in physical work, academic was to match Earn each grade to life's new latch Let dreams build your future While making sure to find your right suitor Melody and rhyme Completely fill my mind Music is a part of my upbringing Musical instruments, but I am left with only my singing Dreams of being a professional performer A few years ago I begun the journey to come closer Strong

Fubucks Offer May 21-may 28, 2009
Need some Fu-Bucks? Try this! 10,000 for every 100 "10" pic rates. 15,000 for every 100 "11" pic rates. Rating NSFW pics does NOT count! PM me when finished, and let me know which folder(s) you rated pics in.

Today Is Love You Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is love u day. Send to everyone you love. Whether it s real love or friend love. Ur spoiled if you get 4 back.Did Anyone Ever Tell YouHow Important You Make Others FeelSomebody out here is SmilingAbout Love that is so RealDid Anyone Ever Tell You thatMany Times When They were SadYour E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bitIn Fact It made Them GladFor the Time You Spend Sending ThingsAnd Sharing whatever You FindThere are No Words to Thank YouBut Somebody, Thinks You re FineDid Anyone Ever Tell YouJust How Much They Love YouWell, My Dearest FriendToday I am Telling YouI HOPE I GET THIS BACKI believe that without a specialfriend you are missing out on a lot.

Smile With Me
My momMy brotherMy sisterMy loveFriends - Matt, AradiaDawn, Courtney, Allen, Mauchi, Gaz, Ghost, Skittlez, Christina, Rev, Seductress, Raistlin, Windir, Christian, Rebel, Hurco, PedroPeople that know why they're not on this list and love me anywayA roof over my headFood in my stomachGood musicmister bearA bed to sleep inLoveThe view out my windowStupid websitesFunny picturesthese things make me smile, they make me thankfulfeel free to add your own

Possible Eviction....the Reason The Day Is Not Good For Me.
Ok so, two months ago I accidently hit a ceiling spriner in my apt. outdoor storage closet and it flooded. Fire fighters came and shut it off anf the complex came and fixed it. Now, i am being charged for the broken sprinkler and damages done to rooms which i didnt think possible since the closet is outside and they arent my roooms. $718 for a college student on her own, living off of fin.aid in this economy. The situation is dire, and now i have to appeal to them through a lawyer, asking to see the bills for the reapir to see if the are ligit and/or they can be lowered and disputed. Right now, im going to have to ask people who are barely my family for moeny for somethign i did wrong, i hate having them in that situation for something i did. But, if I get evicted, i will have to pay $480 for the place i got evicted from until my lease is up in a year AND pay for the rent of wherever it is I go. I need prayers. This is the reason i am down and the day is not good for me.

Could It Be Any Harder
Head towards starlight upon this stellar sky,Monarchs hold freedom within orange wings,Fly away into the distance never turn back,Exemption is yours do not fear your future.Bounded to iron, an attached concrete floor,Darkness falls as moonlight becomes you,A locket warn to represent his heart to her,As candle wax drips onto burnt parchment.Her respiring is suffocated gasping for air,Becoming warn like rose petals eventually;they deteriorate without the care they need.As she whispers" Could it be any harder;.........................To breathe without you"

Test
I are having a contest:Below is what it is all about !! Auction with prizes being held on Monday June 15th All pictures for auction need to be in no later than June 13th at midnight Prizes included are the three top highest bids at end of auction will be: 1st prize-Your choice of one month V.I.P or 7 day blast and 25 credit blingpack 2nd prize-3 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack 3rd prize 1 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack Please make these pictures unique to get the highest bid for you. This is a HOW SEXY ARE YOU CONTEST.What do you consider being sexy.It could be a look,A kiss or any part of your body as long as it has your face in it being all that you can be.Show me what you feel is sexy. You will need to send the pictures to Paul aka Fu-Tru Legend here is his link... ♫ Fu True Legend BadBoy DJ,Anger OWNER OF West Coast RawkerInk♫ Club Oasis @ fubar I and Paul will be holding this together and it will be an auction,so come get you some.Don't fo

Things To Do Be For I Die....( Or At Least Hit 30 )
ok these are the things me and my best friend want to do before we get too old to do them @ ROAD TRIP!!! #Bunking for fun:P $Visit EVERY theme park in America *Pay respects to Ground Zero % Play practical jokes on Society ! Humiliate Ourselves!! ^Crash a Party ~Shake hands with a Government official = Visit well Known memorials + Meet a Celeberty -Go on a Haunted adventure $Tour the rainforest *Face our Biggest FEAR #Volenteer in a 3rd World country %Break a World Record @Go diving in the coral Reef ^ Watch the olympics..... LIVE !!! & Make a movie staring US !!!!!! :D

I Don't Want To Be A Foot Note In Someone Else's Happiness
I'm looking back at entrys in my old written journal trying to fit it all in one note book and every word I wrote hurts and it makes me wonder why I tried so hard when the writting was on the wall. I just keep wondering if every word and situation I spoke about were just lies, I can't help but wonder that because look at where the situation is now; every promise has been broken and everything that was said would happen is gone...its like that part of my life was just a dream. More than anything I want to understand why I still care, why even now just thinking about it fills my eyes with tears. I feel stupid, I thought I moved on from it all but maybe I'm just lying to myself again. I know there is no point of voicing these feelings and m ore likely than not no good will come from it like most things I have said when it comes to this situation. I know that the other never wonders or thinks about any of it, I am just a bad memory or a nightmare. Thats all i ever am I guess, but stil

My Birthday
My birthday is May 23rd. this year i will be 27 years old. Happy Birthday To Me! LMAO. yeah right... im not really looking forward for it btw. personal reasons of why and i dont feel like sharing. but just thought i would tell my friends that i TRUST not those that i dont but oh well i guess almost everyone will see this but dont get any ideas. Oh and happy birthday to those that share my birthday, and Happy birthday to everyone else who doesnt as well! comments are welcome. hate comments will get deleted.

Secrets Tattooed Upon Your Tongue
The forgonedampens my bones,suspended before owl eyes.Choosing to mock mewith affection,never mine.I, of course crumblefor venom loves these veins.Keeping secrets tattooedupon tonguecautiously away. Have you ever felt a heart beat? in truth it never brakes. The pit where butterflies roambecomes a haven for insecurity.I have,of course witnessed the past,present and the future.Yet bounded is what I aminside the pages of you. Left right,up down. Down up,right left.Slow, fastfast slow.You, I.I and you. And I of course crumble,but in truth I never brake.for it's just a metaphor in my mind to keep me safe.

The Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' I said. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?'

Bad Moon Rising
I once twirled the moonin the palm of my hand,transfixed was Iby the spirit in your eyes.Antique was his heart.You feared eternitymore than existence alone,never did I emphasizeuntil you handed meyour immortality...Like kryptonite it drained me.He vanished only;to dance with gravityI was pensivewhile he was released.Stellar became afflictive,darkness was my home.May I show you something?Let me exhibit moonlight,yes, across the floor.Let me allow you to seewhere we sat...-On the eve of confession-and yet I was hung,from the edge of the moon,Not understanding my deathas I was cursed with eternity."Immortality only exists,in the heart of the beholder.And in my absence you managed,only to lose your heart"I was vulnerable.We were twobut were we ever as one?I once saw a bad moon rising,though it was beautiful after all.Forever we dance. We are eternity. (For my sister n her heart) I love you n everything will work

New/old Terms For Sexual Favors
The Rusty Trombone - This is when you are standing and your girl is behind you tossing your salad while at the same time she is reaching around and jacking you off! The Admiral - When attacking from behind, you place your arms behind your back, clasp your hands together and continue your hammering. Strictly a class move. The Blumpkin - The act of receiving a blowjob while simultaneously taking a shit. The Hoover Vacuum - When you bang a girl in the ass right as she is taking a shit. You pull out long enough for the log to come completely out then you grab her hips and pull her back into her own shit which then gets pushed back in her butt since her hole is already gaping. The Houdini- While fucking a chick doggystyle. Right before you blow your load, you spit on her back which makes her think you're blowing it.....but you're not. She turns to look, and BAM! you blow it in her face. NOTE**If you are skilled enough to make it into her eye and she screams "Arrrr", then you have just com

Something To Ponder!
" There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. Don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future...."

Wow...wow
This is by far one of the sickest fucking things I've seen so far, which confirms my beliefs that some people need to be sterilized and castrated. Wow... BAKERSFIELD -- A horrifying case of alleged child abuse has surfaced in Bakersfield, where a 34-year-old father is accused of biting out one of his son's eyes and mutilating the other. Police say Angel Vidal Mendoza appeared to be under the influence of PCP when he attacked the 4-year-old boy April 28. After the attack on his son, police say Mendoza rolled his wheelchair outside and began hacking at his own legs with an ax. A neighbor found 4-year-old Angelo Mendoza Jr. naked, unconscious and covered in blood on the floor of his home. Officers later discovered that one of the boy's eyes was missing and the other eye was horribly damaged. Investigators said the child told them, "My daddy ate my eyes." Doctors at Mercy Hospital say it's unclear whether Angelo will regain vision in his right eye. The boy's mother wasn't hom

This Tattoo
Embedded markings, A name written in my skin, Memories I've been holding, Memories I can't throw in the garbage bin! A carved-out scar, Leaving me to endure, Crying like the sound of an electric guitar, Can't you see you're my only cure?! Implanted dreams, Going in a rewind in my head, Hear my unheardable screams! I've been haunted by everything you said! Printed words that you used to say, Still hanging around in my room, Reading it saddens my day, Someday I'll bring it in my tomb... Engraved feelings in my heart, For longest time it's still you! In my life you've been a big part, Unforgettable and unerasable like a TATTOO!

Not Enough
Contentment is not enough for me, I want to be happy, entertained and free. To take happiness instead of waiting would be fair, for I search for it and its never there. I wait and sit and sit some more, but never does a smile knock on my door. Lonely, and never truly enthralled, I envy those who have that all. I want to kick and scream and slam the door, but only for the want of more. What it is, I think I know, but none of them shall ever though. It crouches and hides and waits for me, depression, tis thee, and only for me. And now these solemn words I write, are never to be read, but kept out of sight. For pleased eyes and light souls, it will never show, for only the lonely truly know...

For Today
The days pass by and nothings changed, I speak, I laugh, I sit in boredom, I meet people I cant touch, sometimes hear their voices, but so faint and so far away. I'm restless now, I've nothing else to do, my place is filled, yet I'm lonely still. I dont know what to do with myself, this way, so I guess I'll just stay content for now. Feels cold, warmth never stays long, but it always feels fine when it visits, it does. Wrap up in it and run around screaming. And it would be so good if I could just stay this way for today.

Brown Eyes
I've always liked green eyes or blue eyes, probably because most of us do not have them. It wasnt until recently that I decided that I like brown eyes too. The dark brown ones that everyone seems to have and that no one gets complimented on unless it is by the owner of a green or blue pair. It was when I learned that people with green and blue eyes are lacking a specific gene that allows there eyes to have color, making them the ones with colorless eyes, that I decided we, the brown-eyed, were the special ones, that we held the color. It is not just that that has lead me to the fondness of such a popular eye color, it was when I looked into a pair of brown jewels and realized how you can look into brown eyes forever and get lost. Brown eyes are full, complicated, and deep; you can hide much and see all through them and thats what makes them special. So now, my brown eyed counterparts, revel in the marvelous pools that are your shutters to the world and moments in time, for they are fu

The Bronzing Summer
The summer is falling and I'm still here. Sitting, day by day in what seems an endless cycle of nothingness. I've nowhere to go, nothing to do and not a one to really talk to. But, I sit here, in my demise with a sore backside and a pessimistic outlook towards life and what I'm doing here. Still waiting for answers to that question. But no rush. As the leaves float by my step and crumble, much like my time around me, I cant help but think about whats next and what do I do now? How do I change this? Still trying to figure that one out for myself. But now the season's turned, and winter approaches warily, lowly, and still I wonder what I'll be doing there. Goodbye light rain, hard storms and hot sun, my friends, leave me to the next month and the next time.

This Is A How Sexy Can You Be Auction And All Can Enter.
Auction with prizes being held on Sunday May 31stAll pictures for auction need to be in no later than May 29th at midnight Prizes included are the three top highest bids at end of auction will be:1st prize-Your choice of one month V.I.P or 7 day blast and 25 credit blingpack2nd prize-3 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack3rd prize 1 day blast with a 10 credit bling pack Please make these pictures unique to get the highest bid for you.

Short & Simple
3:31pm Ok So I am here checking out the site.... I hadn't talked to anyone in a while except for about 1-2 people. I haven't had any internet connection at all. It sucks really b/c at the same time i've had to deal with major DRAMA! Everyone hates drama for sure. The last time I remember being "happy" was forever, but the last time I was somewhere near happy was when I was reassured about something. He still doesn't know he proved me wrong with something that I kind of thought. I realized when I was out of a job, that it's not the end of the world. Yeah, yeah I know... I always speak my mind especially through blogs. It's been bad to the point that I am going to have to move out and I have no clue where I am going to end up. The hardest thing I had to do was not cry, but only b/c I haven't had time to cry. It's been hard, trying to pack up my stuff, give away some clothes, and some new shoes/heels i'd bought for the workplace. When I suddenly left on Monday at the end o

A Surreal 36 Hours
My oldest son in spite of all the obstacles placed in his path by his mother and some bad choices that he made finally graduated from High school on May 18, 2009. I am proud of him of that. It was not pretty, was not gracefully but he did graduate. Now he is on a new journey, his choices, his hard work and he has limited Excuses. I told him that I will see him graduate again where is his choice, either from College or Basic training from one of the 4 services…. The choice is up to him :-D. And Yes I am deadly serious about that part. Phase 1. Pick up from Shelby and to Southaven. In the infinite wisdom and the public relations game our command decided to give the soldiers whose family members were graduating from school a 36 hour pass to attend. Yeah the suck part of the equation is that we are not allowed to have own cars down here and so somebody has to pick us up or we have to get some type of commercial transportation. However this obstacle or challenge c

Been A Minute...
The last time you kissed someone, were your hands around their neck?yes Who last complimented you?my best friend! he is so sweet and awesome Was your last phone call boring or somewhat interesting?my convos with my best friend are always fun and interesting lol Would you kiss the last person who texted you?that would be awkward Who is the last person that texted you?my neighbor lol How is your day overall?not to bad other than my baby girl bein sick today What is making you worry?besides my little one bein sick, my trip for next week. i just want it to go as smooth as possible Have you ever had the cops called on you?nope. Do you think relationships are hard?they can be Do you have an accent?not really... it usually only comes out when i drink lol Are you good at giving directions?kinda Have you ever met a gay person?quite a few Do you blow dry your hair?only when i get it cut and styled What is the last movie you saw in theaters?Mall Cop Have you shaved your legs in the

Rant Of The Day
I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society. How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail? What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have? What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground? Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end? You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly. Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate. A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown. It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play. Though I gues

Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.She said, 'Hi handsome.. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?'I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze.'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked.She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...''No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me.After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would l

Do Overs
My mom died on May 5, 2009....I have learned so much from her life and her death. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, and yet close off at the same time. But I have learned that life is too short to waste it being unhappy and if there is anything in life making me unhappy I will change it. I accept and work on forgiving myself for every mistake I've made so far in life and will work from this point on to not make choices that will lead me to have to live in regret. While looking at photo's with my dad that I brought of my mom, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, "You know what I've learned the most out of all this? that there are no do over's" It broke my heart because I know there is so much my mom and dad would do differently now...but I will not waste the lesson he was speaking of....I will wear my heart on my sleeve even if it gets crushed, I choose to have the courage to do that...when I love someone, I will tell them...when I don't like someone, I will not was

Proper Car Audio Power
If you have a system in your car and your headlights dim uncontrollably your system is not grounded properly. You need to go to AutoZone/O'Riellys/Advance and get 2 40" ground cables, and one 24" ground cable. Both with eyelits stamped on both ends of them. Undo the battery ground and resecure it with an eyelit on it, find the closest biggest fattest bolt on the body or frame and remove it. We are using the 24" here. Grind all of the paint off of the location UNDER the BOLT. I am talking shiny happy ground. Secure the ground from the battery here. NEXT go to the trunk. Remove the ground from the amp, find where you are grounded now, undo that. Again find the biggest fattest tastiest ground closest to you, its usually a seatbelt bolt(usually a Torx bit) or seat bolt itself. Take the bolt off, grind to bare metal. Grind the threads on the bolt, the bottom of the nut holding the seat on, AND the where the bottom of the ground touches the car. Here is the best part. Use two

Leaving Tomorrow
I am leaving tomorrow with the whold family and going to San Franisco. My younger brother is graduating from San Francisco State University on Saturday. Sunday I will be with my family on fisherman's wharf doing some touristy things and showing my parents the life of SF. They have never been to the wharf since they are from southern California and this will be only their second time to the City. Monday we will visit with our oldest son where he is stationed and visit for a few hours before we head back north on Interstate - five to home. It is going to be very fast, long and brief stay with the families for the weekend. It appears that it will be beutiful though and who know, maybe some pics will come out it if we can find a camera soon.

Who Am I ?
Who am I?I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind. Who am I?A person? Am I really one of a kind?Do I laugh because I am happy?Do I cry because I am blue?Do I sigh when I am tired?Do I really sing when I am inspired? Do I show sympathy when someone's in pain?Am I hard to read, easy to comfort, difficult to persuade. Am I completely insane?Who can answer these questions? I'd like to know, sit and listen to your suggestions.Is there anyone beside myself who can really tell me why?What I'm doing, what I'm trying, why I laugh when I also want to cry? Do I seem impulsive or am I very shy?I'd like to know these things because sometimes I feel lost.I don't know who I am right now. I don't know where, when or how. I'm sure it will all come back to me. I'm sure I will be fine. I'm sure. I guarantee. It's just sometimes. Sometimes these things are hard to define.

A Joke
A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems to be in top condition physically, but what about mentally? How is your connection with God?'' And the man says, ''Oh me and God? We're tight. We have a real bond, he's good to me. Every night when I have to get up to go to the bathroom, he turns on the light for me, and then, when I leave, he turns it back off.'' Well, upon hearing this the doctor was astonished. He called the man's wife and said, ''I'd like to speak to you about your husband's connection with God. He claims that every night when he needs to use the restroom, God turns on the light for him and turns it off for him again when he leaves. Is this true?'' And she says, ''That idiot, he's been peeing in the refrigerator!''

Please Be My Friend...
Hello everyone... new here and trying to figure this whole thing out. I know nobody here and I was really hoping to draw some attention and make some friends.... drop me a line... until then... have a great day

Sex And What Not To Name Your Dog..
Everyone who has a dog calls him rover or boy, I call mine sex. Now sex has been very embarrassing to me. Last night sex ran off again. I spent several hours looking for him. A cop came over to me and asked "What are you doing in this alley at 4:00am in the morning"? I said I was looking for sex....my court case comes up monday morning. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license I told the clerk I would liek to have a license for sex. He said "I'd like to have one too." Then I said "but this is a dog". He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said "you dont understand.....I've had sex since I wasnine years old". He said I must have been quite a kid. When I decided to get married, I told the minister I wanted to have sex at the wedding. He told me to wait untill later. I said "but sex has played a big role in my life, and my whole life style revolved around Sex". He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life, and would not marry us in his ch

My First
I have no idea what to put in here...but...I guess Im just going to raddle on about something...This is my first blog...so POP! goes the cherry...lol Anyways...its Thristy Thursday and I plan to do my fair share of drinking...anyways...Hope you enjoy my first blog!

Murmur, Mumble
More x-rated, this one was written the same day as "Crow Caw, Owl Hoot". As perhaps is obvious by the style. It is, however, rather short. I pondered lengthening it (that's what SHE said), but nothing quite worked. Murmur, Mumble Murmur, mumble, lithe tongue tumble,Tickle and tease with tip to please; Nibble and nip with lips to plunder,Sticky flow of girly pleasure,Suckled at with lazy leisure.Shatter, thighs asunder,Bodily shiver and vocal thunder:Thighs twitch,Girl sighed,Satisfied.

Maybe I Will And Maybe You Won't
This poem isn't really about me at all. It is, in fact, just about becoming interested in someone, and all the insecurities that may bring. Thus it fits neatly into my (many) "theoretical" poems - just exploring, pondering. I also think it's rather nifty and sweet. Since I hate 90% of my poetry, this probably means it is. Maybe I Will And Maybe You Won't Wondering what do I mean to youThinking and pondering, sitting as I doI lean and close eyes, invisible fingers at my jawYou, easily the most beautiful woman I ever sawAnd I think of how soft your fingers would feelAnd how warm your lips would taste......and how many worries crop up that I can't quite grasp atBiting my lip as fear rears it's headLittle red demons without hands - pitchforks instead.What if this and what if thatWhat if I mess up and what if I see things that aren't really thereLike the man by the stair.Maybe you do and maybe you don't,Maybe I will and maybe you won't,Maybe it did and maybe it didn't,It's al

Eyes
I've always been fascinated with eyes. Especially brown ones. This poem is quite obviously about that. Eyes Brown eyes,Sad eyes,Glad eyes,Bright eyes.Silly eyes,Shining eyes,Whispering eyes,Wandering eyes.Grinning eyes,Spinning eyes,Skyward eyes,Ogling eyes.Eyes for every occasion,Eyes for every glance.Eyes for every whisper,That lips did ever chance.Eyes that just look,And eyes that only be,Eyes that whisper of memoriesThat no other eyes will see.Eyes with a smile in,Eyes with a sigh in,Eyes with a secretThat only one has seen.But these eyes,Eyes in a picture,A picture not even looking at meThese are the best eyes,The prettiest,The deepest,The softest,The hardest,The most colourful that I ever did see.I wonder if all eyesAre ruined now for me?Brown eyes, brown eyes...Lost to you I be.

Crow Caw, Owl Hoot
This poem was written during an abortive attempt to write an entire poem using only words that started with the letter "c". That, unfortunately, drove me round the fuckin' bend, so I took the first two words - "Crow caw" - and built from there. On the upside, the exercise certainly got my writing muscle flexing: I wrote about 40 poems that day. This is just one. It is obviously environmental in theme. Crow Caw, Owl Hoot Crow caw, owl hootFox scramble, farmer shootThunder rumble, raindrops tumbleNature nurture,Man stumble.Ice melt, hail pelt,Tanner slice, butcher dice,Hunter capture, dinner table raptureNature stumble,Man mumble.Rubbish rustle, trash to stashDiggers dig, miners mineRape the soil for a glass more wineCorn grow, stocks lowSky grey,Far off thunder rumble.No man listens,While silver glistens:Dig, dig, dig,Bury head;Garden shed, garden gnome,Replace the place where pretty things grow.Dust billow, storm growShake your fistAt fortunes slowNo man may plant where n

Kitty Doom
Light-hearted, short, and silly, this poem explores the thoughts of paranoid pet owners. Kitty Doom Kitty watches through the windowWaiting for her momentFor her claws to scritch and rendTo ruin me she triesAh! Kitty! You drive me round the bend.

I Am Not A Player, I Am Just A Lost Soul Taking Life
Taking life one day at a time. I don't meant to come off as a player in any of the sites I belong to. I am a sincere old fart looking for friends to fill my empty life. I have been labeled a player because I won't commit to someone online. This not how I feel is the final step in a relationship. First you must be willing to meet face to face to see if there is any chemistry, if there is strong chemistry then maybe a commitment. But not just out of the blue want to settle down without even meeting face to face.

But Shh, Say I
This poem I'll give no real introduction, except to say that it was written some months ago. It's one of my favourites - not for content, but for the fact that at the time, this encapsulated -exactly- how I felt about something, and someone, and thus is one of my very best. I feel it strives for the emotions it speaks of without ever over emphasising them; it is to me both subtle and strong, and this is how I wish all my poetry was. But Shh, Say I Quiet I keep the many thoughtsThat roil and tumble, in squalls and storms.Hello say I, to thee, and ask the simple question:Say I, "How are you today?" and let it be as mayAnd answer simple doth return to me - nary a suggestionOf what in me, lurks today.Let us joke and titter, giggle and cackle,Let me paper cracks of awkwardness,Let us swiftly fall to silence,While into the fire my thoughts I toss to crackle,No stress:Merely abience.O, but what if I were to say,All the thoughts I had today;What if to tumble out I let,Each pond

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Alot of times we find ourselves looking to find someone who'll be there not usually for any reason at all; normally we choose to do it too feel and hope to make our lives easier. Some of you out on Fubar; already have come to realize I am not like alot of men out there. Conversations have always been meant for just that; assuming respect comes from both ends. Yes it's common for people to flirt and the degree of doing it is one thing --limits are another. Friendship & family is what they say on here; is that what it really is though? I see alot of women on here doing much more then that...And then whine and complain when they get those assholes saying what they say. I realize I am just me and nothing to good to look at; at least I am real. All in all if you want to know me it's cool. I flirt and stuff but thats where it stay's. Granted depending on how and who you are; helps in deciding what you are too me. Love me or hate me your choice.

Just Sick Of This
I am just sick of this. i have been out of work for 6 almost 7 months now. i know i have had it easier than most since after losing my apartment i was able to move back in with my parents. but still i am sick of this. it think it is pretty sad that our government is more worried about these milti milliondollars execs getting paid than they r about trying to help those of us that actually need the money. now that my car is busted and i can not afford to fix. it has gotten to the point where my mom and i r discussing me moving in with a friend of hers back in cali just cause we both know that there is a job waiting for me there. it would not be much but at least i could start to work on getting myself out of debt. and from there i could also work a second job if i need to. heck i could move back to portland and find work cause there r places that would take me back, i jusrt would not have a place to stay. I know a lot of people, (if anyone actually readsthis) will think i am an ass cau

Old Love
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Old Love A husband in his back yard is trying to fly a kite. He throws the kite up in the air. The wind catches it for a few seconds, then it comes crashing back down to earth. He tries this a few more times with no success. All the while, his wife is watching from the kitchen window, Muttering to herself how men need to be told how to do everything. She opens the window and yells to her husband, 'You need a piece of tail.' The man turns with a confused look on his face and says, 'Make up your mind. Last night, you told me to go fly a kite.'

Spiderman 3 Actress Kills Self
21 May 2009 Spiderman 3 Actress Commits Suicide A British actress who appeared in Spiderman 3 has committed suicide in her Paris apartment, just two days before her 29th birthday. Lucy Gordon, pictured here, who appeared in the third instalment of the Hollywood blockbuster series alongside Toby Maguire and Kirsten Dunst, was found dead in her home on Wednesday 20 May. The Oxford-born actress had played the part of British reporter Jennifer Dugan in the movie. French police said her body was discovered yesterday, and her agent Jean-Louis Diamonika confirmed she had taken her own life. "There were no suspicious circumstances," a detective said. "It appears that the young woman took her own life." Miss Gordon, who also worked as a model, made her screen debut in 2001 in the film Serendipity with John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale. She had also just completed one of her biggest parts yet playing the role of Serge Gainsbourg's lover Jane Birkin. The actress had

Auction House Preparing To Open!
I am going to host my first auction! I have been in multiple auctions and co-hosted one as well..... now I am doing one myself! =) *50k to enter *PM me your offers: See my Auctions folder for ideas *Auction will run from May 27-June 3 *Entry cut-off May 26th @ midnight EST *For every entrant you refer, I will offer you either an additional free bulletin pimp out for the auction (up to one) and/or I will take 5k off of your entry fee. *I am not responsible for ensuring obligations are met. Entrant chooses their winner and the winner and entrant are responsible for making sure everything is paid/taken care of to one another. *I will provide one free pimp-out bulletin. You can repost it as you wish and are free to make your own. If you want me to make you another one it will be 5k per additional bulletin. *I will make the tags for the auction folder. The cost for this is in the entry fee. Let me know if you want in!

Husband's Diagnosed With Thyroid Cancer
Dr. called today...mike has papillary thyroid cancer...totally treatable...surgery will b june 2nd....take thyroid and have a lymphnode disection of neck....3 days hospital....post op visit given 2 doses of radioactive meds to kill off any existing disease.....thank you all for ur concern and prayers......lisa....:)

Bills
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la

Life Is Fun....full Of Changes...
So, i will be off line for a bit. I am moving cross country, and picking up my little ones along the way. Alongside that quest, I will be tryin to get me ex the help she needs, my kids need their mother too... life is fun and full of changes, so to all my friends, I will be in touch as I can..gonna be very busy for awhile.... wish me luck and keeps us in your prayers please... Love you all, Donn...

Daddy, Stop Talking.
Yesterday at work one of my customers brought in his two-year-old son Azen. I’d seen him and his wife in the office before, and I asked how she was doing since last time I saw her she wore a cast on her arm from slipping on a walkway during our very late winter. I got an “I don’t care” from Steven (their son’s name is a combination of the first two letters of her name Azusa and the last two letters of his) and there are moments I’ve felt the same way about Martha, so I didn’t press it. After getting home from my church’s youth group which was part two of the chat n’ chew with Pastor Janet about our teens there and their attitudes toward sex (yes, sometimes sex DOES come up in church) and receiving the subtle impression that boys and men are unethical slime when it comes to anything below the waist, I got home where Sarah wanted to play outside with me. I expect my son Jeffrey did too, but he’s not as clear speaking. &ldqu

Schedule For Industrial Night! 2011
Hello all! I am DJ Dark Horse from Dark Horse Leather and the Columbia MO Goth / industrial night. I would like to welcome everyone to join us at the SOCO Club in Columbia Mo for our once a month Friday night event starting in January 2011. The Club is Located at 128E Nifong Bvld Columbia MO 65205 The event starts at 9pm, and there is no cover before 9pm. After 9pm there is a cover of $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ I will be posting the other two scheduled DJs at a later date. For now, I DJ Dark Horse will spin as one of 3 for the night, along with selling leather gear and footwear. Dates for Industrial night: TBA The Columbia Goth / Industrial scene has grown to many members. On any given scheduled Friday night event, over 150 people are in attendence. DJ Dark Horse and DJ Larry K keep you very well entertained with Goth / Industrial, EBM and Aggrotech music. New to each event, starting 2011, there will be themes to each night and more entertainment as well. I will post the 2011 s

Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier Teaser
A teaser from the storyline of Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier In A.U. 0127 on January 3rd, a protest in the space colonies aimed at bettering the unbearable and oppressive treatment the colonies were receiving from the World Government is dealt with harshly by troops sent out by the Blue Typhoon Task Unit. The commanding officers of the Blue Typhoon task unit, Erwin and Samantha Rommel, are disgusted and appalled by their subordinates actions and attempt to find and purge the oppressive side of the task unit. When their efforts are discovered by the World Government's corrupt leadership, they are told "Stop what your doing or your careers are history." In response to the message from the President of the World Government, Erwin and Samantha Rommel quit their jobs as the Blue Typhoon task unit's commanders then informed Gneisenau Electronics about the circumstances involving their leaving their command, not expecting 95% of the over 250,000 Gneisenau Red Aces employed by the Blue

Suzie And Rellik Are Auctioning Themselves For Fubucks Only
☆HIS☆ ☆ Owned by in name☆ ☆ top friend spot☆ ☆ custom morph☆ ☆ fubucks only☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆Her☆ ☆ Offering ☆ ☆sfw salute☆ ☆#3 family spot☆ ☆yahoo addy☆ ☆custom picture☆ ☆owned by in name☆ ☆ fubux only, they will all be going to Rellik☆ ☆Kunty™CuppyCake [Basement] Rellik's fu-wifey☆ ☆ HURRY QUICK THIS AUCTION ENDS FRIDAY NIGHT ☆ ☆TO DONATE:☆ ☆This guy is amazing and he needs our help. His birthday is REAL soon and hes been trying to save for spotlight, and well he's not even close yet.☆ ☆He really needs our help.☆ ☆Lets show him how nice the fu can really be.☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆FUPAL HIM, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?☆ ☆HIS FAV

You Belong With Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upsetShe's going off about something that you saidShe doesnt get your humour like I doI'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt likeAnd she'll never know your story like I doBut she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirtsShe's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachersDreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and findThat what you're lookin for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you see?You belong with meYou belong with meWalkin the streets with you in your worn out jeansI cant help thinking this is how it ought to beLaughing on the park bench thinkin to myselfHey isnt this easy?And you've got a smile that could light up this whole townI havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you downYou say you find I know you better than thatHey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?She wears high heels, I wear sneakersShe's cheer c

It Was Written..
* Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable on the fu * Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, yay baby j is useful afterall! * Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of others in distress with the same fu addiction. * Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, which doesnt include unblocking of the doosh's we have came across. * Step 5 - Admitted to baby j, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. * Step 6 - Were entirely ready to have baby j remove all these defects of character & user settings. * Step 7 - Humbly asked baby j to remove our shortcomings, more mail for him?.. * Step 8 - Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to MOST of them. * Step 9 - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so w

Come Get Double Teams By Us
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!! Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥@ fubar♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥@ fubar Show them both some love! let the spankings begin .lol

Yeah, Just Another Survey Thingie. Hehe
One Thing....That will always make you happygood musicThat makes you completely depressedmyself?That gets you extremely excitedwell, you see there is this boy....That you love the feel ofcontentmentThat you love the smell ofmy perfume XDThat annoys you more than anythingbad musicThat makes you royally pissedpeople...yeah, peopleThat you love to hearThom's voice.That always makes you crydon't laugh....Lord of the Rings movies.That you will never dolet people dictate my lifeThat you have always wanted to doform a bandThat you miss at this very momentmy bed at my parents' houseThat you never do in front of anyone elsestrip?That you dont understandwhy people are so closed mindedThat gets you frustratedpeople being closed minded XDThat you absolutely couldnt live withoutmusicThat you would take with you wherever you gobus pass? lolThat you could eat anytime, day or nightramen!That makes you want to throw upthrow up. lolThat makes you feel completely uncomfortablenot much.That others obsess

Lightning Strikes
I finally got my buell lightning from the shop yesterday after having to take it in the day before foran air box repair..I know that sex is better, but opening up the throttle of that bike on the 121 and then I-435 was nothing short of orgasmic...

Example Of How Not To Act
Wish I had saved the first part of this convo, but oh well.. bethy221: Seriously though, stop bein so pushy...bethy221: Im already married and have a man at home... online, I dont need someone given me shit all the time.NameChanged: i know ugg i have cancerNameChanged: need freinds sorrybethy221: what does cancer have anything to do with private pictures?? or calling you?Namechanged: i jst asked im sorrybethy221: its not so much that you asked.. but you asked then got all pushy with me..NameChanged: just say noNamechanged: i did im sorryNamechanged: wrong of mebethy221: Im cool with bein friends.. but damn..Namechanged: i messed upNamechanged: when you dont feel good u dont think strraightNamechanged: i see you block me on fubarNamechanged: all you had to do was say noNamechanged: i never would have brought it up agianNamechanged: that how i amNamechanged: are you going to talk to me agian ?Namechanged: i need to go home and puke now stressed out im sorry i hope to be freinds agian

Fubar And Its Vip As I See It
I treat fu with simplicity. I look at pics, rate em, like em and in some cases love em. I chat, I waste time, not chasing cars though - thats a nice song. Anyways, the reality is, they get nothing from me except my wasted time spent here. As for the rest I really simply don't care! Thats my choice, I choose to do what I want. And I choose to please me, not literally buy into the costly stupidity of the unfree stuff available here. There's no worth or merit to me by giving fu money so why the fook would I do that. Some would say yes there is worth in giving them money. Like What? You have a lil VIP on yer page, change the colour of yer name? You can shit face people in one click? Seriously? That and all the other stupid things are worth payin money for? Are you mentally unstable? Look at all the cool things I can do as a VIP. Riiiiiiight, OK, well whatever makes you feel special cos thats what selling and shopping is all about. Being made to feel special by paying for something. But wha

Why Do U Care?
i have found through friends and myself that because some of you pay for this site or things on this site that you make such a huge deal over pictures and salutes! i have looked at many many a fake profile picture on here and the person has no salute and they have leveled up and up!!!!!!! ok here u go to so you can see some of that pichunter.com there is one picture on particular of a blonde girl in a mirror that so many woman have used so everybody sit down shut up and go about your lives! quite frankly i wanna know how people say they are working and sitting on this site, my boss would fire me! kissessssss

Fake Salu
Does anybody realizes how many fake ass people is on fubar.Come on Fubar is letting people move up in the ranks because the are VIP's.Take a look at there site and they made a salute with there computers.Is there any site that really takes having real people talking to real people.To see what I'm talking ,do asearch under names and search for freedom.should be on the second page.Rank disciple.Not one real salute.These people are ruining FUBAR for the rst of us.If more people complained to the admin's we would have a better experience

Get Double Teamed By These Two!!
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!!Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥ ♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥ Show them both some love! let the spankings begin . lol

Just Make Sure One Of Them Is Pretty ;)
I have had my fair share of fuckers in my life but this past year I found myself with an unusual amount. Now some have come clean about their two faced-ness and while I appreciate that it still just shows me how you really are. It took me calling you out about it to own up to it. Otherwise you would have been perfectly content talking shit about me behind my back. No matter tho' cause there is nothing anyone can say about me that will make or break me. In my life I have always tried to be real with people. To let them know exactly how I feel and where they stand with me. I have never once acted fake with someone. Either I like you or I hate your guts there is no middle ground with me. And that's usually how people are with me. Just so you know it didnt hurt me to hear that you said you were glad he dumped me to be with her because you know what? I am extremely glad how things worked out. It was truly the best thing for me. At the time I couldnt see that, but being away fr

Dear Fubarians:
Here is some advice.... 1) DO NOT fall in love with me - I am in love. I don't need you. 2) DO NOT ask me to play on cam for you - If I wanted to I would 3) DO NOT ask to do me, see me, fuck me, lick me, touch me, or anything of that nature..... - I have a perfectly great man at home to do that for me. 4) DO NOT hate on me because I CAN be the biggest bitch you have EVER met and I am ALREADY getting pissed off. 5) DO NOT think that you can replae Brandon - You CAN'T and NEVER WILL! 6) DO NOT think you're funny - You're not. I might just decide to update this time and time again if I feel the urge.... because I am just pissed off now.

Hedonism Iii In Jamaica-2009--awesome Again!
Jamaica & Hedonism Blog April 25 to May 3, 2009Day 1 Saturday, April 25, 2009Well, after working late into the night on some last minute travel arrangements for some long-time clients, my plan to spend the night at the La Quinta (park and fly) hotel near the Tampa Airport finally came to fruition. Unfortunately, my wakeup call at 4:30 a.m. came too soon and it was off on a shuttle to Tampa International Airport and a short flight to Miami on American Airlines at 6:30 a.m.An uneventful 41 minutes later I arrived in Miami but had a nearly a 4.5 hour lay-over until my connector to Montego Bay, Jamaica. That Florida-Jamaica 71 minute flight too was uneventful and landing in Sangster Int’l Airport then meant about 30 minutes in the immigration line (3 flights landed nearly at the same time) and then after baggage claim and a short wait in the customs line, I was whisked through once the customs official saw I was a veteran Jamaica traveler, a professional and had nothing but costumes

Two Hearts
Two hearts intertwined...Different views...Different dreams...Different needs...Different wants...Bound by a fragile string called LOVE...Union as willed by GOD...A journey in life...May be pounded by the forces of nature...May be struck by the fiercest lightning...Yet two hearts bound by a delicate twine...STRONG enough...To stand the test of time.

I Said Yes
My emotions are too intense to describe;I could never explain the way I feel,I've forgotten how to breathe as he takes my hand,And before me, begins to kneel.I gaze into his hopeful eyesAnd feel his gentle grasp,Time was held still all around,Yet an eternity seemed to elapse.Although he barely whispered the words,In a delicate, loving voice,They landed on my ears like a thunderstorm,That ceases to await my choice.I hated putting you in suspense,But I lost ability to speak,My heart had stopped altogether,A tear rolled down my cheek.I reached out and caressed his lovely face,My decision I'd never second-guess,Loving him so much it hurt,I uttered my fateful, "Yes."

The Stars
The sky seems so much blacker than all the other nightsBringing a deeper chill which reaches my bonesThe stars are scatteredSparkling, shining, shaping the worldI can’t see anything else but you,Anything but you and the starsI lay down, my head on the orange and red fallen leavesAlthough they all look the same in the darkI wonder if you care we are laying on the groundTiny goose bumps dance along my arms and legsI wonder why you haven’t moved closer yetI wonder if you don’t want to be thereLaying on the leaves, in the coolness of the darkLooking at the stars, with meI think I’m thinking too much, I think that...You move closerDeep breath, deep breath...My hand feels so small in yours,Small but safe, safe and warmI could fall asleep with my head on your shoulderWe say nothingI remember the stars, they are still sparkling back at usI’ll always remember them now

Love!!!!!
If I KnewBY Robert Byers If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Planting Seeds For Affinity Group
I've decided to plant some seeds in honor of our new group, the Affinity. I think it will be neat to watch our seeds grow as do our friendships within the group. If anyone would like me to plant something special for them, I'd love to. Just let me know. I'll be hitting the seed store in a couple of hours here, lol, and will have you all in mind. I was excited before about this group, but now I'm Really excited...lol. If you've never heard of this group, please ask me about it, or see the Bulletins in same name. We're Everywhere...lol..and growing, I'm happy to say.

Do You Enjoy Reading?
I've figured out a cool way to share some of my e-book collection with my Fu-Friends! Visit my Dunno & Joke Stashes to increase your collections! I've also got a shit-ton of e-comics that I will sort and post some of the gems for youse.

4.0
So my first semester back to college was a huge success. I got a 4.0, which I'm very excited about. It's amazing how much easier school is when you put a little effort into it lol. Now I just get to work all summer, but once I go back in the fall I am going to go straight through-no more summer breaks. Not that it matters since I plan on going to med school so it looks like I'll be a slave to school for the next 6 years or so. Fun :)

First
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b

The Saga Continues
So more about me, well lets see I was born on a friday night at about 8pm, just in time for the party! because of this I am always hyper on fridays, no matter if I am at work or not, and if its a full moon and a firday..dont even bother, you get within 10 feet of me and you will be electrified the energy pules out of me in waves! Yes I love full moons, vampyres are kick ass on a random note, If I could be any mythical creature it would be that one..if they are mythical lol. yes I like twilight and loved the books two..so! lol. interview with a vampire was a great show as was the 90's version of brham stokers dracula. I am all about the laughs if I can make you laugh at least once then I have done my job as your friend. I love being the center of attention, mainly cause im good at it lol, and yes im humble too:) true story people will always gravitate towards me in a crowded room, girls and guys, I know this is a little cliche but in my case its true you either see the real me and

*fubuddies*
HEY EVERYONE, i JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYONE BEiN' NiCE TO ME ON HERE, AND i HOPE THE PPL THAT i CHATTED WiT ARE GONNA BE OKAY, AND HAPPY TOGETHER, i JUST WANTED TO HELP, JUST TELLiN' YA'LL THANKS AGAiN MAYBE i MiGHT GET LUCKY AND HAVE MY LOVE COME BACK TO ME!!!!! WELL i WAS JUST SAYiN', iT MiGHT HAPPEN LOL, BUT iF iT DON'T iT'S ALL GOOD i WiLL BE FiNE, THANKS AGAiN TO ALL MY FU-BUDDiES :)

*i'm Okay*
OKAY SO MY FEELiN'S WERE HURT BUT YA KNOW WHAT iT'S WHATEVER, i AM ALL GOOD NOW, i JUST WANT PPL TO BE HAPPY (RYAN i AM GLAD WE TALKED OUT OUR SHiT) AND i WiLL ALWAYS HAVE LUV FOR YOU, NO MATTER WHAT, BUT i AM GLAD WE ARE TALKiN' NOW!!!!! :)

Howard This Is For You Baby
My pillow.Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort.Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concernsand carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment.Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace,longing to remain indefinitely.This is love.

Poem I Love
Time to share is always thereI peered thru lifeEver avoiding strifeBut now am undoneMy barriers brokenFor one has found meReached in and unbound meHer love has burst my bondsAnd set music to my songsHer need for meAnd mine for sheHas made my Winter SpringA new startWith hammering heartWe color the world with our dreamNothing is as it did seemThe darkness of my solitude is doneShe - my rising sun.

Lyrics - Theory Of A Dead Man - Not Meant To Be
It's never enough to say I'm sorryIt's never enough to say I careBut I'm caught between what youWanted from me, and knowingIf I give that to yaI might just disappear.Nobody wins when everyone's losingOh, it's likeOne step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, Oh, it's likeTrying to turn around on a one way streetI can't give you what you wantAnd it's killing me and I, I'm starting to seeMaybe we're not meant to beIt's never enough to say I love youNo, it's never enough to say I tryIt's hard to believe that's there'sNo way out for you and meAnd it seems to be, The story of our lifeNobody wins when everyone's losingIt's like one step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I can't change your mind, ohIt's like trying to turn around on aOne way street. I can't giveYou what you want and it's killing meAnd I, I'm starting to seeThat maybe we're not meant to beThere's still time to turn this aroundShould we be

Lust In Her Lips
If asked why I love her I would sayIt’s the sway in her hips,the thickness in her thighs.It’s the lust in her lips,the love in her eyes.It’s the softness of her skin,the silk in her hair.It’s the twist in her walk;it’s the sweetness in her talk.It’s the way she loves methat makes me love her each day.That is what I would say.

Relationships Blow Oh Lack Of
Libra - May 21, 2009It is all very well feeling a powerful physical attraction toward someone, but as you well know by now, there is more to a relationship than this. Current planetary energies indicate that you now need to take a closer look at the way you both communicate with each other, and see if you can perhaps improve on it, as you would then feel more at ease.

A Lovers Pact
The snow, so peaceful and serene,caressed by the soft moonlight,gave magical feelings to the night.The soft blue glow,the lovers' words that then did flow,their lips closer and closeruntil, locked in the throesof a passionate embrace,he decided to express his feelings,to keep her safe.He whispered softly,his words like music to her ears,"I Love You,"and her response the same,heard like the gentle breeze,"And I, love you, forever."That was the night they promisedto be together through everything,each to care for the other when old and gray.A lovers' pactthe most likely to last.

Vodka....who Knew?
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi

80's Movie Character....
As usual this Monday was suppose to bring us all a little closer as Fu friends and allow the inner dork to come screaming out...But alas you Americans will be celebrating a holiday. I struggle with whether or not I should, like you ignore the fact that you have a holiday and play on. Considering no one cared to postpone Sci fi day when it was Victoria day.... You did me a great injustice. I feel a little used that none of you stuck up and said Wicked will not be there i wont play.... I on the other hand have a sympathetic heart and I'm willing to move Mondays theme day to Tuesday... just this once.. All in favour please state your name, character and a yes for Tuesday... All still wanting to play Monday state that.... I don't do mumms, its scary and i have very thin skin hence why i blog.. I'm sensitive!!! I will just so you know be playing Kira from Xanadu, because my love of leg warmers and roller skates will go to the grave with me... Kira (Xanadu) = me Jack (Big Trouble

A Boy Singingto His Little Sister
A Boy Singing to his little sister..... You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine' Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her.The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an activemember of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor.Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a longstruggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed theinfant to the neonatal intensive care

Medical Update - May 21
Did research on internet and found that my skin cancer can be treated with Cryosurgery which is a low risk procedure where they kill the rebel cells by freezing them with liguid nitrogen. The bad news is that my primary doctor is not talking to me but only directed me to yet another doctor which was recomended by the general surgen who removed the tiny sample to testing. Someone who has a sepcialty related to the neck area - "nose and ear" doc. so he can give his input. And he recomended that I get a x-ray scan of the area involved. No one as yet has directed me to a doctor that treats cancer patients. My appointment with the neck doctor was yesterday but the old lady at their front desk refused to accept me because I was never issued a card from S S medicare, claiming that she cannot confirm that I will be coverd by it ( money more important then treating people ). Although two hospitals and 3 doctors were able to confirm my status via my SS number on their computer that offi

New Edward Cullen Role Player
IF YOU ALL HAVE THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN ON YOUR LIST PLEASE DELETE HIM WE HAD TO REPLACE HIM PLEASE ADD THE NEW EDWARD CULLEN...THANKS LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen 'Twilight Role playing Profile'@ fubar

Now And Then
how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

Software Downloads
Ubuntu 9.04 ISO's http://www.mediafire.com/file/yzn1mf2nd32/ubuntu-9.04-desktop-amd64.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/mwluen5b1te/ubuntu-9.04-desktop-i386.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/ngmtw1f5ztf/ubuntu-9.04-server-amd64.iso http://www.mediafire.com/file/zmzk1yrfkdm/ubuntu-9.04-server-i386.iso

'two Wolves'
'Two Wolves’ This is the best I have ever heard it explained. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said: 'My son, the battle is between 'two wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.' The grandson thought about it for a minute, and then asked his grandfather

Funny
2012 Candidate For President Bill Cosby has a great way of distilling things. Looks like he's done it again! I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language. Speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the Wal-Mart policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on

Where Has The Time Gone?
Cannot believe how slack I am with the blog, am such a lazy bugger. The past few nights have been great, show selling so well and audiences to die for. I love NZ. Just loving my self contained suite at The Sky City Grand hotel...I mean that bed....whoa...it’s SO comfortable, I don’t want to get up in the morning. The room has a living and kitchen area and a separate bedroom which is super sweet. The Grand Sky City is just the best hotel I have been in for ages. I tried to watch an in house movie, it was a romcom called Zak and Miri make a Porno – but the sound was out of synch slightly so I had to go downstairs and explain to the reception. The girl was tiny Asian and we were both having a slight accent problem, so I had to shout (coz I am a dick) “My film I paid for ‘Zak and Miri make a Porno’ didn’t work properly” and all everyone in the reception heard in my big Scottish voice was “My PORNO film didn’t work in my r

Random Chaos.
Imagine one thing, if you canJust close your eyes and seeThat in a wasteland meadowThere lies a little seedAnd in this parched grasslandWhere nothing pleasant can growThis little seed burrowsTil it finds fertile soil belowNow where did the seed come from?If this land is so forsaken?It is actually a pieceFrom a dying tree shakenBecause that tree was strickenTaken for granted and left for deadIt made one last effortAnd so the seed was shedThen days go by and byAnd slowly turn into weeksThe storm rages in the skyAnd soon a thunder head leaksThe blessed rain caressesThe tortured and parched landIt gently stirs to wakenAnd thus gives the seed a chanceMore days go by, then weeksAnd slowly but surely, trueThat little tiny seed seeksThe sunlight poking throughWhen the tree had diedA bit of knowledge it did impartThat seed knew what lied ahead,For that tree it was a heartAnd now the drought was overThe rains came and fellSunny skies now prevailedThe seed began to swellIt rose up from the ashen

Arguing
The other day, Nancy and I got into some petty argument. (I say it was petty. She would have said it was Armageddon.) As is our nature, neither of us would admit the possibility that we might be in error. To her credit, Nancy finally said, "Look. I'll tell you what. I'll admit I'm wrong if you admit I was right." "Fine." I said. She took a deep breath, looked me in the eye and said, "I'm wrong."I grinned and replied, "You're right."

Sex Kitten
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one staff member to be found and when ask got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to but from the first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN a 6 out of 10

Thinking
ok heres the thing, I always enter auctions but never host them. So I'm really thinking about hosting one. If i do the enrty fee would be 50K and will run for 2 weeks. I just want an idea of who would be interested in entering.

Have You Ever Noticed
Have you ever noticed while, scrolling threw the mumm's and occassionally answering them. Even thou you haven't bashed or did any name calling. Just gave an opinion to the rude asses who attact the mummers. Get pissy? Welp seems that means you have stuck a nerve. That perhaps what you said is the truth and they dont like it so they want to attack you so they dont feel so out of shape over it. I think these idiots think, oh Im gonna call her down etc . "I'll show her" < childish Name calling

Nyc Police: Terror Suspects Wanted To Commit Jihad
NYC police: Terror suspects wanted to commit jihad Buzz Up Print AP – James Cromitie, right, is led by police officers from a federal building in New York, early Thursday, …

Heres What You Have Been Waiting For (breaking Dawn Info
Robert Pattinson Will Star in Breaking Dawn May 19, 2009 · View commentsComments in Robert Pattinson If there was ever any doubt that Robert Pattinson wouldn’t be appearing in the fourth movie of the Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn, he has confirmed to the Hollywood Reporter that he’ll be appearing in the film– Pattinson told The Hollywood Reporter that he is committed to starring in the final outing to date but doesn’t know when backers Summit Entertainment will begin production because of the actor’s jam-packed shooting schedule. He also talked a bit about the fact he’ll be appearing as a flittering image of Bella Swan’s mind in New Moon–instead of just a voice: Said Pattinson, laughing: “You’re playing a figment in Bella’s imagination so I was trying to do it in a 2-D way. I hope it doesn’t translate onscreen as being boring.” The hardworking actor is taking a few days off after completing &ldq

Desire
Ty czyniæ coœ do zrobienia mi (you do something to me)I think! To my stranger in the night, my Prince in my dreams. One word, one gift makes it easier to slip into the darkness of my slumber to where I will find you, and wake into the void of the sunlight to make it so much brighter. It’s Almost a juvenile feeling during the brief moments that we speak can I be perfect without flaw knowing, you know no better. Dreaming and writing of perfection I am not even sure of: It’s a Magical, Poetic need, a desire to know your soul and your truth. For now I wait for the night to set in when my desire turns to dreams, you’re on the beach next to me as our sun falls to the depths of the ocean… Michelle 2009

Because
I have to say that I have found a new freedom that I have not felt in awhile and as I slowly become me again my brain is working like it use to so there will prolly be useless blogs here but I thank you for reading them and commenting it means alot to get feed back on my writing!

Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche For New Moon Discovered!
Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche for New Moon Discovered! May 20, 2009 · View comments198 Comments in Italy Set The yellow Porsche that Alice will drive in New Moon has been discovered in Montepulciano, Italy! Ale at TwilightersItalia sends in this report– The big man you can see in some pictures is one of the stuntmen. He had an Alice wig, a bandana, a couple of elbow high red gloves, and seemingly from far he actually looked like our loved little vampire/pixie. Mauro secretly told us that there are two yellow porsche in Montepulciano, placed in different places of the town. As they were not exactly identical, one had yellow brake pad cover and another had them red, Production was willing to spend to the incredible amount of €5800 PER PIECE to have them all red!!! Luckily they found out a way to paint them, but this episode says a lot on how high is this movie’s budget!!! The helicopter we told you about ealier, has kept low-flying whole day long filming

Help Me Getsome Justice For This Torturedandmurdered 3 Yr Old Boy
Please Read and Sign in his Memory: 3 yr old brutally tortured and murdered For His Memory Do you remember February 1993 in England , when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. Remember, a 3 year old cannot possibly defend themselves against a 10 year old, let alone of 2 them. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to iden

Go Check Out The Cullen Pack Lounge
THE CULLEN PAC WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO JOIN US ON OUR GRAND OPENING....BEWARE WE DON'T BITE MUCH JUST NIBBLE ALITTLE. We would be happy to have you all as our guests for the Grand opening of the Cullen Pack!!

.mov To Gif Animation
Alright, so I’ve been trying to figure out how to do this all night and I finally have the steps. Step #1 Downloading file format converting program My movie clip files come straight off my camera as .MOV formatted files. My movie editing software (aka Windows Movie Maker which will only read .WMA format) cannot read these files. So, I download a file format converting program FOR FREE called FormatFactory (my friend gave me the idea but I initially downloaded it to convert my .MOV file to .AVI format but decided I needed to edit the movie first). Step #2 Converting file to .WMA FormatFactory makes it easy to convert files to .WMA and .AVI which I also needed to do later. Step #3 Editing clip through Windows Movie Maker My file was 1 minute and 3 secinds so I needed to cut down the time a lot if I wanted to make a GIF so after cutting out a few parts I got it down to 13 seconds. Step #4 Saving edited clip Here is where I ran into trouble. I could not figure out how to s

My Whole Life Is All About... Y - O - U... Please, Read!!!!!
Bryan "Todd"... or "BT" PeaseI go by Todd to my friends, Bryan on paper, and not "BT" but it works . . . * Age: 45 * Gender: Male * Astrological Sign: Leo * Zodiac Year: Rabbit - The Rabbit is most compatible with the Pig and Dog and "Incompatible" with the Rooster and... Rat...! * FYI - Pigs are Clean and Smart, Dogs are Loyal and Fun, so you Roosters and Rats well . . . if you don't know... which I didn't...! * Until Now - Roosters - are extremely sociable and prefer being the center of attention, always bragging about themselves and their accomplishments. They continually seek the unwavering attention of others which can be annoying. Roosters are as proud of their homes as they are of themselves. They’re extremely organized individuals as evidenced by the fact that their homes are always neat. Rats - are full of energy, talkative, and charming, but they have a tendency to become aggressive. (Definitely NOT Me...)...! * Industry: I

Spotlight Fund Day 3
brought to you in part by Pixeh, Kit, Vanima, Misty Melons, Jai, Joker, OMFGSHOSHONNI, Tom, Brain Ninja, Nursie, Postal Florist, LaLa, Jeniwren, Majik, Bunnz, NinjyStars, Hairduz123, Luna Deuville, Sproet, She Devil, Faeriesue, Not tellin, 9987, MooMoo, Moet, Deacon, Lipstick, Frayed Knot, Mistress of Wolves, Gabe, Muss, Yssup, Noone, Babybootay, Whorasaurus Sex, Morgan Le Fay, Cute But Psycho, Goddess Kevauna, Jan, Black Widow, Pan, Kisses Papercut, Cory, Witchie, Jennie28, CQQrsLightGirl, WooGirl, Karma's Bitch, TopKnotch, Silver Diamond, Kit, Cataine, Sugit, Master Of Puppets, Trippitaka, Angel on the Moon, Crystal, broken, KissedByTheSun, ticktick....BOOM, GutterSlut, Porch, Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekakakakakakakakakaka, Tamz, Kittie, Misfit You know what, it may be only made up money on a dumb website that I'm saving up for a dumb thing that means nothing, but you know what? I love you people and am genuinely bowled over by how absolutely adorable each and every one of y

Why Are You Such A Asshole!!!
Why are you such a asshole you feel the need to put me down and you dont even know anything about me. Why are you such a asshole, you feel the need to poke fun of me and get your friends to follow you in doing the same. Why are you a ass hole, you feel the need to make my life a living hell. This is how I feel about most people who feel the need to put down, make fun off , judge others, and make their life a living hell. And why? you dont even know this person from adam. You base your assumtions on what is on their profile, or when they post a blog, or a mum. Do you honestly think your any better? Do you think your all that and a bag of cookies? Got news, chances are your not. You just want every one to think you are cause your so gawd dam inscure about your self and feel intimadated when someone just might have a foot up on the ladder of life then you do. Its sad in todays world there are still bullies out there that feel the need to hurt and put down others just t

A Dying Man's Own Ulogy
"When is someone considered human? When they are born? Or when they finally acknowledge that they have morals or a conscious? But what if a man realizes he is man when he does wrong, is it too late? These are questions that ponder most people I know. It's hard to follow your life as you seem comfortable to do so, but it is do able. When people die, we have to shed tears for them as a sign of primal mourning for that person. But what about the ones who don't cry anymore? Are they just some heartless creature void of compassion and love? When i heard the news he had died, I didn't cry. I was enraged. I was angry. I was a monster that I have come to enjoy and call myself. I no longer cry for the dead. I rejoice for them. I rejoice because they are on a new path, a new journey. When I die, I ask all my friends who know me to not come to the funeral. What point does it make to cry over me? I still haven't figured that out, but I guess when my time comes I shall find out. Oh well, my heart

Justice
Sadistic eyelids hold open the views of a new world order But yet Saints and sinnners walk the streets hand in hand The diabolical masquerading Judas's preach of things of greed And watch the Satin King fall farther down from his crown In July the Joker pulls his trick of illussion and mystique Only to be brought before the judge for foul and evil trickery. Sentenced to die by strangulation the Satin King begins to cry And watch his empire crumble beneath the boot of domestic invaders On the day of night when the sun is bright The mighty Eagle doth take his glorious flight For his wings touch the ends of the mighty empire His vigilant eyes so old and weary never tire But strike him down and he shall rise up from the ashes A creature of rage and hatred of revenge and justice Flying through the burning skies of ash and decay For he shall not rest until Justice comes that day She stood awatch the glorious blue glass Not ever budging when mighty barges pass She sto

Me
First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not intended. I am new to this, but am catching on quickly. I will give out my e-mail to friends who ask.

Double Standards For Couples
I resently came across some information lastnight about a son of mine. He went to a x girlfriends birthday party, and pissed off his soon to be wife. She found out about it and went blastic. Okay I can understand that really I do. How ever. Seems its okay for her to screw off with her friends being both male and female for a long week end thing . Which she has done over and over. But!!! not okay for my son to go see his friends and one being a X. See this is double standards. I have heard so much about his future wife that leaves me shaking my head as to how in the hell is it ever gonna work out. I so want to say a few words but promised myself I would stay the hell out of it. I know what its like to have a metaling parent of the opposite side stick their nose in every thing the couple does. And its a pain in the ass. It almost cost my hubby and I to break up, we even so much sought a marridge councellor to help. Wont go into that thou. lol What I want to say simply

My Family In Oregon
I been here two days in Oregon with my family My baby sister Bethany, My Son Joshua, My neice Angel aka Monique, My Nephew Connor, and Bethany's Hunny Travis. I spent the last two days haveing a freaking ball playing with my son Who turns 9 on the 25th I taken so many pic's that i cant wait to get leveled up or my Vip back so i can add a ton of new pic's of all of them. Bethany and Travis Have 5 kids between them counting my son Joshua. They both are full time College Students and Travis is manger were he works. They are so maid for each other its kinda funny concedering my sister is very picky about the men she lets into her life. I will be adding pic's of them all when i get home in June so till then hope you all are great and i will be on again soon Tiff

No Quit (poem)
Beat and broken I've been here before But Im still standin Screamin for more Give me your worst Cause it's all been done I don't back down I refuse to run Put me through hell Your effort's in vain I'm still smilin I welcome the pain Laugh in your face and spit in your eye How do you kill A man that wont die

(no Title)
Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume But you were nowhere near. And in reverie, I felt you holding me. And even in my dreams I shake from the fear Of truth being swept away By the rhythm of the waves u whisper in my ears.

Chasing White Rabbits
I wake in the mornings with thoughts of the night before. Visions of chasing white rabbits and green monsters are all I think about. Thoughts of seeing myself in a mirrow behind bars of white as smoke rises from my chair. Haunting images of being behinde enemy lines while tring to catch a white rabbit with a hollow tube. The closer I get to the white rabbit the worse i feel but for some reason I just can't help myself. The chase goes on for hours and in the end, when I finally catch that white rabbit, I fall into a sea of confusion. I look at myself in the mirrow only to see a man who has sold his soul for just a few hours of happiness. The person looking back at me is not the same person I see in the mornings when i waken from a night of sher bliss. Instead all I see is pain because though the rabbit brings happiness for a short while, its after effects are torture. My head swims with thoughts of chaseing that rabbit again as my stomache rolls in pain. I try to eat but the food doesnt

Snow White Is Dead
I walked the nights looking for your sweet embrace. I kissed your lips and you just turned away. I kissed you again and you laughed in my face. I touched your pale white skin and in return you walked away. I spent sleepless nights waiting to inhale your luring aroma once more but you never showed. I paced the floor all day and night waiting for an answer but none never showed. I laughed at the thought of any other takeing your place. I can still remember the way you shined with dimonds all over your body. I can remember the taste of your skin and the smell. I sat waiting for you for three days but you never showed. I feel I have taken a path that has been worn down from countless souls caught in your trap. I stop to look at the carnage I made after spending time with you my love and I feel it is time for this snow white fairy tale to end. I close my eyes and think of all the pain that came with meeting you. I can not take the pain anymore my white queen.....it is makeing me crazy. I kn

The End
The air exscapes my lungs and I fall to the ground to my knees. Tears start rolling down my cheek as i look up at the sky with rain hitting me in the face. I ask god why he puts so much pressure on one man and expects him to be happy. I get no answer in return, just more rain and tears. I grab my chest and and stare down to the ground. I feel the mud between my fingers and the wetness of the rain and the cold breeze. I close my eyes and think of everyone and everything and come to the conclusion that I am the cause of thier misery. I am the reason they cry. I am the man they fear. I think of going and getting my gun but that would be to quik, I need to feel the pain. I think of hanging myself but if my neck didnt snap then I would still be alive and have a slight chance of being saved. I think of takeing pills but you have to take to many and there is still a slight chance of liveing. I reach in my pocket and feel the knife between my fingers. I pull the knife out and open it. I star

Through The Eyes Of A Dieing Man
I set on the brink of destruction with cold steel in my hands. I watch time turn slowly as the cold steal brushed against my lips . I watched the dawn set for the last time. I felt a sharp pain go through the tendons of my wrist and I listen to the rain of a dark red substance hit the floor. I start get light headed as I slowly lean back and take a shot of whisky. I have stop feeling anything beyond this point except the burning i have in my wrist. I look around the room with my eyes slowly closeing , knowing that soon I will be falling into that eternal sleep. I reach for my friend at the side of my bed, longing for its sweet embrace. The hallousanations start takeing affect as my sheets gether up the blood and its strong smell. I look out in front of me and see a vision of a BROKEN ANGEL. She stares at me, beconing me to come to her and embrace her and leave the past and everything else behind. In a haze I look up at her, she reaches out to me with her hand. As i reach back with min

Surrender
Surrender yourself unto the lies. Feel them take hold of you and start strangleing you softly. As they choke ur every word of truth turning them into shit, you realize that all you have ever done was lie the whole time. There is no undoing wat has been done, so just walk around with the plastic smile that you love so well and pretend that every thing is ok. Make yourself believe that the lies told were not there because it will only lead to more pain. Kill your mindless thoughts of where will things end up because the answer is uncertin either way. Breath in the air and exhale the pain. With your best friend at your side, make the night air stink of fresh red sangre. Paint the walls red and let the rivers flow with the thick liquid. You and the greatest and last friend will spend the rest of the night it sweet surrender.

Hopeless
I feel the emptiness rise with in me and I can see the grey clouds over my head turn black. Through the cracks of my despair hope comes through. I begin to think posative and smile more with thoughts of you danceing in my mind. My emptiness turns to happiness and my black clouds clear. I see the envisionment of an angel infront of me. Days even months go by and I fall for her more and more. We were happy and enjoying each others company until that night she crushed the hope I had and took my heart and threw it on the floor. She looked at me and said I care for you baby and I love you. I told her I do not believe you care about me but I know you love me. She just brushed it off like it never happened and walked off with blood on her shoes and my heart in ruins on the floor. I told her that she my be a broken angel but I am the shattered man. I am now just a former shadow of my former self because dont know if she truely cares for me or not. As I lie in my bed thinking the thoughts of ha

State Of Mind
Another day in the eyes of almost death and destruction can only mean that the worst part is yet to come. I can not begin a day without thoughts of her being with another and being so far away. I can feel the fire in my heart engulf with flames. I can see the sunset and never know if i will make it through the night to see it rise again. We speake to each other with such passion and yet we hurt each other with that same passion. I do not want to be another notch on your bed post...I want to be so much more. Years will wind down and the sands of time will slowly become drained and yet I will still feel the same about her as I do now. I hate what I am becomeing and yet I feel I have no choice but to become this monster to save us. All I ever wanted was to hear your voice say those words I so long for, but it will never come to be. I will continue to wait for you my broken angel of the world for you save me at my weakest points in my mind...and I love you for it my world.

A New Babylon
As i walk down the empty streets seeing all the ruins of an acient babylon and the rotting flesh of the bodies that scatter the entrance ways of homes, I start to think of the time I left the world to be in the arms of a loveing stranger. You held me so tight I couldnt breath. It was as if God himself was hugging his long forgotten son. I cold feel your lips on mine as we kissed in the rain of eternal bliss. I ran my fingers through your hair and placed my hand on the side of your face and as I looked into your eyes ,searching for that love that the world had lost so long ago, I awaken to the world I long to forget. I countinue down this path in search for that love once more but at last it is a search that will have no happy ending......or at least not until I find you my broken angel of love and hate.

Why Have I Done This???
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah!

Love That Is Real
Sometimes at night,When I look to the sky,I start thinking of you,And then ask myself "why?""Why do I love you?"I think and smile,Because I know,The list could run on for mile.The whisper of your voice,The warmth of your touch,So many little things,Make me love you so much.The way you support me,Even my silly notions,The way that you care,And show such devotion.The way that your kiss,Fills me with desire,And how you hold me,With the warmth of a fire.The way your eyes shine,When you look at me,Lost with you forever,Is where i want to be.The way that I feel,When you are by my side,A sense of completion,And overflowing pride.The dreams that I dream,That all involve you,The possibilities that I see,The things that we can do.How you finish the puzzle,That lies inside my heart,How deep in my soul,You are a very important part.I could go on for days,Telling of what I feel,But all you really must know is...My love for you is real

Lost
Looking back upon my life all the the mistakes Ive made all the rights Ive done lost to me forevermore lost in time lost in darkness the depths of my mind needing wanting to fill that void the on thing I cant seem to do on my own I try and try still something missing lost to me forevermore lost to void why this hollow this void never filled Looking back upon my liIve lost my soul lost my way lost forevermore

I Miss Her...
Chey....love and miss you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_GJyUK0GUI I'm coming homeI've been gone for far too longDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingHave I fucked things up again?I'm dreamingToo much time without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire You're not aloneBut I know I'm far from homeDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingDo you wait for me again?I'm screamingNo more days without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire My bed's so cold, so lonelyNo arms, just sheets to hold meHas this world stopped turning?Are we forever to be apart?Forever to be apart It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire (I'm coming home)I've been gone for far too long(I'm coming home)Do you rem

I Feel...
Black Dahlia I loved you. You made me. Hate me.You gave me. Hate,See?!It saved me. And these tears are deadly.You feel that? I rip that,Everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad?! You feel sad?! I'm sorry!Hell no! Fuck that!It was my heart.It was my life.It was my start. It was your knife. This strife,it dies. This life and these lies.& These lungs. Have sung. This song for too long.And it's true. I hurt too.Remember, I loved you!I've, lost it all, fell today, It's all the same.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no. [no]I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no, [no]I wish I could have quit you.I wish I never missed you.And told you that I loved you. Everytime I fucked you. The future that we both drew.And all the shit we've been through.Obsessed with the thought of you.The pain just grew and grew!How could you do this to me?Look at what I made for you.It never was enough and theworld is what I gave to you.I used to be love struck.Now I'm just fucked up.P

First Entry, Last Entry 1
a drug addict alcoholic, deemed a psychopath, perhaps growing into a lunatic. cravings beyond that which many know, those that may and could, lain a grave. "Caffeine, nicotine, marijuana, ecstacy, vicodin & alcohol." sounds like a Feel Good Hit of the Summer - Queens of the Stone Age (plug) I'm not okay. Trent Reznor once wrote; "My lips may promise but my heart is a whore." For me...it's like a fucking Mantra! So my questions - that have no anwsers, not a plea for help, just a suggestion...experience, strength and hope.......................................................................................... I have done bad things, made mistakes, more than this, bad dicisions, choices made which cannot be taken back. So mote it be. Consider this: Walking along in the woods, it is something you enjoy doing....suddenly you come to a pit of quicksand along the middle of the trail. You know what it is, what it does...so, do you walk around it? Maybe you'd like to play with it, poke it

Jose Nunez-bilingual
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where

Bestmoviestar In (the Bachelorette Party) Hot Sex Storie
Bachelorette Party I never knew what my friends had in store for me my bachelorette party. If I'd have known ahead of time I would've called the whole thing off. Fortunately for me, I didn't. Little did my future husband know he life would change that day too. It was supposed to be just us girls sitting around my house getting drunk and talking about men. I had NO idea that they had invited a bunch of men to join us. The first men to arrive were two Black males about 30 years old. I was surprised to see Black men since as far as I knew; none of my girlfriends even knew a Black man. I gave a quick glance at one of my girlfriends who just smiled coyly and introduced me to JD and Tyrone. "So this is the married woman?" JD said to me. "Not married yet," Jen answered. This did little to put me at ease. JD was a very attractive man, but a Black man? I'd never thought of being with a Black man. Surely my friends didn't have anything like that in mind for the evening. About a half

Bestmoviestar In (the Secretary) Hot Sex Storie
The SecretaryLet me tell you what happened to me at work about a month ago. I'm self-employed and have a small office primarily for telephone soliciting. I have three women working for me. Two of them work on a part-time basis a couple days a week and the third works full-time as my secretary and assistant. Well this story is about my secretary, Linda.Linda is a beautiful young lady of twenty-three years old. She really does not look that young. When she had told me her age I actually found it hard to believe. I've never seen such a gorgeous young woman before.She's an absolute knockout with her 5 foot 5 inch tall, petite body. She's got shoulder length strawberry blonde hair which is always perfect, that is to say, it is never out of place. And what a gorgeous face with a perfect complexion. There isn't a flaw on it. You could stare all day into her lovely blue eyes and never get tired of looking at her beauty.Linda's breasts are nothing more than average, about a thirty-six inch ches

Through A Glass, Darkly - George Patton Jr.
THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY by Gen. George S. Patton, Jr. Through the travail of the ages, Midst the pomp and toil of war, Have I fought and strove and perished Countless times upon this star. In the form of many people In all panoplies of time Have I seen the luring vision Of the Victory Maid, sublime. I have battled for fresh mammoth, I have warred for pastures new, I have listed to the whispers When the race trek instinct grew. I have known the call to battle In each changeless changing shape From the high souled voice of conscience To the beastly lust for rape. I have sinned and I have suffered, Played the hero and the knave; Fought for belly, shame, or country, And for each have found a grave. I cannot name my battles For the visions are not clear, Yet, I see the twisted faces And I feel the rending spear. Perhaps I stabbed our Savior In His sacred helpless side. Yet, I've called His name in blessing When after times I died. In the dimness of the shadows Where we hairy heathen

Bestmoviestar In (mistress Monique) Hot Sex Storie
Mistress Monique The phone rang, waking me from a deep sleep. "Hello", I mumbled half tempted to curse the caller on the other end of the line. Looking over at the clock, I saw that it was 1 AM and I had just barely gotten an hour and a half of sleep. "Wake up, pet and be up here in a half hour. I want you wearing that thong pouch that I bought you and nothing else when you get here. I expect to find that plug is still in your ass and you had better be clean! Understand?" "Yes, Ma'am" I responded, in a more awake voice. My Mistress Monique lived in the same high-rise apartment building , just 7 floors above me. It was quite convenient that She had found me this apartment, though. Especially given Her recent tendency toward calling me at Her whim to come to Her to perform some service or another. I began wondering what Her needs were at this hour. The thing is, I had just left Her apartment less than two hours ago. She had spent several hours using me in Her playroom.

Any Thoughts?? (found On The Net)
Of all the countless reasons that the form of ideological thuggery known as political correctness must die, James Hudnall at Big Hollywood has chosen the top five: 1. It's censorship: Point blank, that's what it is. It's used mainly by people on the left to attack people on the right, but not the other way around. When Miss California, Carrie Prejean, politely said she thought marriage should be between a man and a woman, the PC thugs proceeded to try to destroy her life. But when Obama said it he was elected president. It's used to accuse people of racism even when there is no racism involved, It's not only a scare tactic, but also a career-destroying move. And it's a thuggish weapon of intimidation. 2. It's bigotry disguised as manners: You may think all those touchy-feely names they come up with for various special interest groups are more sensitive and empowering than the "mean" names of the past, but most of them are patronizing and they segregating. When you separate people int

To Go Or Not To Go?
ok so i can get back with my ex that i still have feelings for ... and go to miami next week.... then he wants me to go back home with him to texas and stay with him ... but theres a lot of loose ends.... should i go? or should i tell him he has to wait til my lease that my brother on is up and continue to look for a job here. or see what plan he can come up with so my brother doesn't loose the apartment please i need your help

Waiting
Alone I sit and wonder why the world around me passes by flashing teasing shouwing faded memories of things Im always needing never giving always tempting forever wanting waiting bleeding screaming never knowing who or why just sitting here waiting wanting to die wishing praying crying sobing joyless tears ebbing flowing still not knowing what they meant what they were the places ive been the people Ive known just seeking answers waiting wanting bleeding screaming

Angel Wings And Devil Fangs
Shades of grey cover my eye's, as somthing warm and wet streaks my skin. Ignoring the sting in my chest, I continue my stride foreward, no end to my journey in sight. In the distance I can hear your laughter, whirling around as I search in eager circles, looking for the source. As I flail, urges of holding you creep in my chest, as the pain makes a lump fill my throat. I scream at you, I scream at my self, and I scream your name, pleading for you to come back. The grey becomes black, blacker than the midnight on a moonless night. I still yell, yellng till I am hoarse, and my throat pulse's with pain. I scream till my lungs ache so much I can hardly breathe, and all the while I can still hear you laughing at me. My eye's blur as salty rivers start flowing again. Ignoring my tears, I slowly sob and pull my knees to my chest, rocking slowly. Images start to flash now, playing memories of you. You in your cherry bathing suit, and it never staying on. The fire works reflecting of your f

Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009
MARILYN MANSON: Audio Samples Of Entire New Album Available - May 19, 2009 Audio samples of all the tracks that appear on MARILYN MANSON's new album, "The High End Of Low", are available for streaming using the player below (courtesy of Universal Music Germany). The CD is due out on May 26 and is his first with longtime bassist Twiggy Ramirez since 2000's "Holy Wood". The official track listing for "The High End Of Low" is as follows: 01. Devour 02. Pretty As A Swastika 03. Leave A Scar 04. Four Rusted Horses 05. Arma-Goddamn-Motherfuckin'-Geddon 06. Blank And White 07. Running To The Edge Of The World 08. I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies 09. WOW 10. Wight Spider 11. Unkillable Monster 12. We're From America 13. I Have To Look Up Just To See Hell 14. Into The Fire 15. 15 Manson told England's Kerrang! magazine about the new effort, "This is not a record that we would leave black and self-titled and mature. This is the experienced record. This album is the 12th-grade guy th

Party Night Part 1
Its Party Time!!! As I think as I look into the mirror as I am getting ready for work. I can see the glow covering my face in anticipation of the evening to come, because I know that this evening we will be having a few friends coming over to watch the game . Only they don’t know they wont be watching the game very much As I look up I see you coming into the bathroom, you come up to me wrap your arms around me and murmur good morning as you kiss my neck. I can feel your semi hard cock through the thin material of your pj bottoms so I move my ass against your cock To make him get hard for me because I love the feel of your hard cock against my ass. Than I think oh the hell with it I’m going to be late for work so lets make the most of it I turn around in your arms and kiss you deeply as I trail my kiss to your check and down your neck slowly down to your chest and even lower the lower I go you look down and Say hoarsely baby do you know what your startin

Bittersweet Love
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you

On Prayer
People in a Position to Know, Inc. ON PRAYER Mal-2 was once asked by one of his Disciples if he often prayed to Eris. He replied with these words: No, we Erisians seldom pray, it is much too dangerous. Charles Fort has listed many factual incidences of ignorant people confronted with, say, a drought, and then praying fervently -- and then getting the entire village wiped out in a torrential flood. "Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong. I'm mad but not ill" Werewolf Bridge, Robert Anton Wison The Purple Sage. HBT; The book of predictions, chap. 19 Heaven is down. Hell is up. This is proven by the fact that the planets and stars are orderly in their movements, while down on earth we come close to the primal chaos. There are four other proofs, but I forget them. Josh the Dill King Kong Kabal IGNOTUM PER IGNOTIUS The meaning of this is unknown IT IS MY FIRM BELIEF THAT IT IS A MISTAKE TO HOLD FIRM BELIEFS.

Can't Concentrate
With everything going on at the moment I am having such a difficult time concentrating or focusing on anything at all. I can't keep it together, when I think I am doing okay, something else hits me and I lose it again. For once I am totally emoish, and I hate it. I don't think my heart could be yanked or smashed to anymore pieces. I have so much more shit going on in my life then just that, I swear I am having anxiety attacks!! I am tired as hell, but at the same time I don't want to go to sleep, its only 9 pm and I already wake up around 7 no matter how late I go to sleep. I just wish I knew how to make this easier, all of it, not just certain parts of everything.

Prayers For My Brother
I'm coming to you all tonight with a very sad heart. My brother,,,Tony, AKA Hydrovamp to his fubar friends was in a terrible accident on his job today.His right thumb was completely severed from his hand and almost all of his right index finger. He went through about 4 hours of crucial surgery. The doctors were very skeptical they would be able to save his thumb, but luckily both fingers were re attached,,at least to some degree. He still has to forego many surgeries in the very nearfuture before all is done. Please, I am begging you,,please keep him in your prayers. He has a wife and 2 very young daughters and I'm sure you all know this could take a toll on his family. I appreciate all of your prayers and hope you will pass the word along to others for their prayers also.

Rellik Need Bday Love
☆This guy is amazing and he needs our help. His birthday is REAL soon and hes been trying to save for spotlight, and well he's not even close yet.☆ ☆He really needs our help.☆ ☆So for everyone who sends 500k and plus will get a SFW salute from me.☆ ☆Lets show him how nice the fu can really be.☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆FUPAL HIM, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?☆ ☆HIS FAV BLING IS☆ ☆BROUGHT TO YOU BY☆ ☆Kunty™CuppyCake [Basement] Rellik's fu-wifey☆

My #4 Friend Kimmie Kinzz Is Having A Rating Contest Plz Help Me Out!!
The contest will run from May 20th till May 31st and all prizes will be given out June 1st. Each comment is worth 1 point. Each rate is worth 10 points. 1st Prize will be a Cherry Bomb AND Auto 11 2nd Place will be a 25 credit bling pack 3rd Place wil be a 3 day blast There is also an extra bonus... The person who leaves the funniest/wittiest/most original comment will win a 5 credit bling. Both the person leaving the comment and the contestant win one! click the pic below to rate n comment i appreciate it so much this is my girl Kimmie Kinnzz make sure u show her mad love she is too awesome ~*~Kimmie*Kinz~*~ @ fubar

My Life - (how It Used To Be) Part Ii
Its almost funny, how I used to sit awake for days... With nothing particulary good or inspiring to say But there was no one around me very much I hate myself for how long I continuesly damaged my spirit everyday I stayed Because in the end, the price was so high I had to pay And I could feel my heart breaking in 3 places simultaneously... Watching that tear roll of her cheek, as she turned to walk away from me that day Words By: Jason M. Alexander

Her.
i'm not good with speaking in words outside of a letter.. out of text.. out of letters.. my voice can never describe anything as well as my words. so this goes out to my soon to be... your are my life.. you are my dreams.. I'm tired of the drama. tired of life of nothingness. my son was what kept me walking. He kept my heart beating and walking one foot in front of the other. when i first came here i didn't have a friend.. you were my first... i mean that. you were the first. talked to you as a friend. became close as close can be. never even seen under my own eyes that your feelings for me were the same. living every day in the real world only made me want to come back to this dream to hear your words swirling around my head. you really do mean the world to me. there is not a thing in this world that could make me change my mind now. i'm devoting myself to you. this is my last try. i'm tired of being so caring and giving... i'm tired of being everything i can be for someone when the w

Moods
People that have watched me in the Mumm area, will typically find my default pics change frequently. There is a simple explanation. I change them according to my mood. It may go through several changes, on any given day. Or, not change for several days. It all depends. Here are just some of the moods and pics I use: Don Rickles - When I'm feeling sarcastic or irritated Chief Dan George or a Native American - When I'm feelin' my heritage. Gomez or myself - When I'm feeling upbeat. Of course, the pics are subject to change. Just thought I'd explain this a bit, in case some of you were wondering.

10 Rules
haha im getting this laminated and put up when my daughter starts dating. 10 Rules For Dating My Daughter Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose his compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However,

Today.. 5/20/09
ok seriously.. I am fuckin annoyed. Why am i annoyed you ask? because i am so fuckin sick and tired of people asking me whats wrong when theres nothing fuckin wrong so i dont answer you with baby. hun.doll. but i say allo.. why does there have to be something wrong.. what really pisses me off about this is i was happy hyper n content and then the "whats wrong" q comes out of the blue and its like auto snap for me. GRRRRRRRRRr ffs people reall why does it have to be something wrong if you act out of character for a moment a week a year? Thats it im done. .im done with being claimed im done with most everything James you n me.. Hun ur precious in my life but i cant deal with the over concerned shit. your like my dad when u get like this. and i cant do it. My doc tells me i need to take stress out of my life. And some days your the source of my stress. how you may ask? the over concerned the walkin on egg shells when i flip the wanting to know all my sexual prefrences when i

Family
I'm a father of 2 , a 5 year old girl and a new born boy I enjoy every minute with each of them i get since I work tons of hours. Family is the only thing that keeps me in line if it wern't for my kids my BEAUTIFUL wife and working with my father on our online project, whitch will go up and online in about 30 days, only GOD knows where I'd be today for that I thank every day that I have the oppertunity to follow through with all my dreams. So you see what my family meens to me. and why nothing in life could ever be more important then that.

Bye!!!
I'm erasing my profile tomorrow when I get home from work.This is not meant to get attention no matter what Im out of here.I've met about 50 or 60 people so far who beg everyone to bling them,rate them,fav them,add them whatever else so you go and do it for them and about 3 or 4 return the favor.SCREW THAT,good luck all!!!!

Relationships
So they say home is where the heart is. Im not so sure u can say that since i dont really have a place where my heart is comfortable. I have had so many peices chipped away in the past there isnt much left to be sated with anywhere. Even now as i sit in my temporay home i feel so out of place. Being single and feeling the full weight of being alone in the world with the only family for hundreds of miles being my brother who is dar to busy with his 1 year old. So liek grasping at straws i reach out for people. I guess the world wide web woudl be a great place to reach out except we all know how meaningless online relationships are. you are never really honest open real and exspresive. our u may be untill you relize that on the other side of that screen is another person with feelings emotions a past and future and everything else that can burn you or go worng. So there you are with the choice of actuly trusting this person with ur emotions and then things get thrown into reverse. So the

Bombing Runs And You
So here's the thing. I've been doing some bombing runs over the past month and so and I've noticed a couple of things. So here's what I'm thinking. Now I know it might be mean, but cherry bomb blings are mainly about one thing: grabbing points. Some common courtesies for bombing runs (just my opinion folks): #1) If you're going to spam a shoutbox for a bomb have Autos on #2) If you're going to spam a shoutbox for a bomb, do the person bombing a favor and drop a link, not just a random "hey, how's it going" or some other nonsense. #3) Read the status of the bomber. Chances are you'll get some very important information from that status. #4) One SB spam is fine. You don't have to keep dropping the same link over and over, it gets annoying, and drops your chances of actually getting bombed. #5) Don't pout if the bomber doesn't respond to your SB spam right away, or bomb you right away. Chances are the bomber is so busy bombing, that taking the time to respond would lessen the

Aunty Berta
I love you so much. I really wish things didnt come to this. I want you to know that i love you with all my heart. You were the only one that was really there for me. You never gave up on me. You see the world as a beautiful place. You made me understand that life, is so very precious...It can be taken away from us at any moment, at any time. your life is in Gods hands now. Its up to you and him to decide your fate. Im prepared for whats to happen next. but i know that it would be selfish of me, to keep you for myself...if God in fact wants to take you to his kingdom. Atleast you wouldnt be in pain. I cant see my life with out you. Im an emotionally unstable person...you know this. Im the fire in your heart and you are the fire in mine. I love you so much, please dont give up the fight. You remain in my thoughts forever. Get well please. Lord, Please watch over her in this time of need. Help her to make it through. Be by her side at all times. Hear my prayers... Love, A.M.L

Pervs
Signing on today I had this left for me in my shout box... mind you I don't even know the guy who said it! LMAO! You look nice and I like u , hope u can handle my 11 inches as I need to do it about 5 times a day with about 40 min's to cum for each and 20 min's rest between each, can u ?

You Are The Dream In My Eyes...
Listen to my heart, it calls your nameI close my eyes, fix you in my hearts frame,Spring knocks at my door, flowers bloomBreeze flows tranquilly carrying your perfume ---------------As my heart plays the symphony of love...Moon pulls the veil across the skies Night is illuminated with alluring fireflies A serene wind rests on my face ---------------Listen to my heart... Holding hands, walking through the fields of cloverHeavens rejoice and bless us with tender showerResting your tender lips gently on mineDeep beneath my heart I feel the sunshineYou are the dream in my eyes---------------Listen to my heart...

Fuck The Government.
Alright, I've had enough of this bullshit! These people are retarded. So, now since taxes on cigarettes went up my state - North Carolina - among a few others, has imposed a state-wide smoking ban. It basically bans people from smoking in restaurants and bars, claiming that this will help cut health costs. This is complete and utter bullshit. And on the opposite side of that coin if someone were to try and open up a cigar shop or a "smokers only" shop they are prohibited by law. That doesn't seem to make any god damned sense! I mean if non-smokers can ban smokers from places, only logic would tell anyone with common sense, that it can work both ways. But our current legal system is not treating this issue with fairness. They are, for lack of a better word, incompetent. One sect of people can not and shall not impose their will upon other peoples, this is guaranteed by our bill of rights and I'm sure it can be interpreted in the tricky wording of the constitution. It is my right to be a

05/20/2009
Today, have to say was alright. I got somethings done. Played sand volleyball, and got a sunburn. today was sunny here and was out in it all day. think I am beginning to realize that with all the damage I 've done to myself over the years, the mind pushes forward to suceed, but my body can't keep up. But Ill keep on pushing it!

It Could Have Been Worse
So Sunday I was just messing around with my camera, trying to be all artistic and of course I drop the camera on its lens. Luckily, the lens doesn't break but the doo hickey that comes out when you take a picture gets jammed. It could have been worse because I could have broken the lens and really fucked it up. Luckily, my friend could easily fix the jam. When I woke up the next day, my eye was really sensitive to the light streaming through my wondow. i didn't think anything of it, until I was driving to take my camera to my friend and my eye would not stop watering and I could barely see. Later, my eye got all red and puffy. I had to get some stye ointment to put on it but it didn't seem to relieve the pain. It's finally healed up enough that I can put my contacts in today. It could have been worse, if this happened to both eyes and I was temporaily blinded.

For The Love Of A Good Friend
I love my friends from fu, I have to say. They make me smile everyday.... When I got on to play.... Seamus just ruined my day.... I will seek revenge on him slowly and painfully.. he will not know when, he will not know how but i will be asking for your help... It will be a blog like no other... I hear by declare Seamus is dead to me... he is no longer my friend, I will no longer dream of him with tiki torches out his ass.. dead i tell you dead... I thought we had something special, a certain love connection. He ruined it!! If you want to ban together and help me teach him he cant go around spreading lies and your feeling evil. Call me! 1-800-beabitch Wicked (not wiked pffft) the love has gone......

Cleaning...
So last year, I bought my son a hamster, Tippy. Tippy lasted a measly 4 day's in the Woo household. We woke up one morning and one of the cats had knocked the cage over and Tippy was gone. We figured the damn thing had become cat chow. Well, tonight...I had the crazy burst of energy so I was doing chores that really needed to get done. I was picking up some of my dirty clothes off the bottom of my closet and there lies a carcass. A nasty, grey, furry eyeless body. It hadn't been dead that long because my laundry had been all removed recently, so that mean I have had a little rodent living free and wild in my house for nearly a year. I'm thinking my cats need to go back to mouse trap school. They are constantly leaving me little presents on my back step...dead mice, moles, bird, and even a baby squirrel once, but the mangy(sp?) little brats couldn't catch a hamster inside my house.

5-20-09
So you wake up one day and think you have everything figured out? Wrong, nothing is ever always figured out until it happens. The only way to find what you want is to take chances, go meet new people do different things. I find myself torn as to whether or not I could feel a certain way about something so strongly when I have only had to deal with it for a short amount of time. I do however, find that if I have a feeling I shoud go for it, I should'nt ignore it. And does anyone else find themselves addited to too much coffee? Oh well I won't bore ya any longer, have a good one.

A Sad Thing
hi everyone today here in ontario we just got the news that two people of have been arrested in the kidnapping and murder of 8yr old tori stafford from woodstock, ontario. tori has been missing since early april where she was found walking with a woman from her school. the male is charged with first degree murder and kidnapping and the 18yr old female is charged with kidnapping ascessory to murder and helping the male escape. today we learned that she is dead but the police are now searching for the body. on april 25th her profile was showcased on americas most wanted. how can anyone be so cruel and sick and kill a child. we dont know if she was sexually assaulted before she was killed, but that is still dispictable. i hope they rot in jail or they get what they deserved. to any parent that has lost a child you have my heartfelt condolences. to the parents of tori i know it will be a long time before you get closer you will always feel the pain in your loss. i dont know why people do t

Not So Silly
The Story Goes:One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded and missed the other car by just inches! The drive of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So I asked, "Why did you just do that"? this guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!! This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, The Law of the Garbage Truck." He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they will dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other

Dot Dot Dot Doot Doot Doot Dot Dot Dot
So yeah, it's been a while since I actually decided to sit down and write out a big long post here. Chances are this one won't end up too long either. Generally the best intentions and all that...Anyways, lets start with the best stuff.. Alannah! She turned 1 year old on May 1st and she's acting much older than her age. Over the past couple of days she has learned how to climb up onto the couch, loveseat, and chair. She tries to climb onto the coffee table but we stop that one. It took her a bit longer to learn how NOT to fall off of them. But today that was her accomplishment. She can do the hand gestures for the Itsy Bitsy spider and parts of head shoulders knees and toes. She says ut oh, mama, nana, all done, dryers done, and a handfull of other words. The other words are only with prompting. She walks perfectly and will spin in circles. She loveeeeees music and will dance around. In the mornings I put on music videos for us to listen to/watch while having breakfast and waking up. S

I So Love Being Called A Looser By Loosers
Im straight out up front as who what I am and cant handle me dont start bs also if u remove anypart of deal for nsf i delete if dont know u personally i say what i mean mean what i say so fu if u cant take fng truth

From The Bottom Of My Heart...
i just want to say thank you. yes thank you all that have shown me mad love lately. most that have been on my friends/family list for awhile know im pretty quiet and keep to myself a lot..not that im rude or dont like being social..its in part of my personality. even if we were all hanging in real life,im the one sitting back watching everything,and throwing out a funny sarcastic comment here and there... however lately ive been having some heavy duty issues that have came close to drivin me over the ege..infact ive had a few meltdowns..those are never fun nor pretty.. please dont ask what about,as i said im very private and just dont talk about certain things...those that are aware,i appreciate your support and thank you for all the prayers and love. i know fu is just a site for fun and isnt the real world..thank god! lol that would be way too much drama for me! the last couple of days on here have been fun..all the rates helping me towards oracle-awesome! i only have about 58 bil

Poop In The Water
>ok , i`m not gonna mention any names cuz wiked will get mad at me but she was texting me this after while taking her bath. she thinks it`s funny as hell farting in the bathtub she texts me again and says she tried to let one rip underwater and a poop shot out should i blog about it? mumm about it? or just not mention it?

School Is Out....
Well, we made it through another school year. Ian lettered in tennis, kicked ass in basketball, and got his academic letter with a 3.8 GPA. Neil made the honor roll with a 3.9 GPA......and is doing just fucking great. He's really coming out of his shell. Nevin, my baby, finished 5th grade and is officially a junior high student, as of 12:05 this afternoon. He will rule the world. The end of the school year is always a special time for me, as it gives me to reflect back upon their accomplishments....and, yet, take a break myself. I love these boys....more than I could ever explain to any of you. I've always told them....individually...."Son, you have made my job as Dad so easy, and I love you for that." We have a couple of months, then we start over again.... Happy Summer everyone. :)

May 20th Update
Hey Everyone, well, I have a friend that is letting me use there computer once again which is nice of them. Anyways, this morning the nurses were messin with my picc line and finally got it open which made me very happy now that I can get my antibiotics and everything through that again and dont really have to worry about it at least for now. I am hopin that I will be able to get out of here eventually. All my sores are healing slowly ,but are healing still.. I went through the hyperbaricks today which is that oxygen machine that I lay in for 90 minutes and its 100% oxygen that goes into my sores and makes my ears pop when I go up adn down in oxygen level to help my sores heal more. I didnt last the whole time today cuz I got so hot and light headed that they had to take me out after an hour ,but at least I made it an hour to be able to count it. Tomorrow I am suppose to start that twice a day ,but if i cant handle it then i cant they say.. if i can do twice a day then we will ,but if

Without You
Without you, there's no change My nights and days are grey If I reached out and touched the rain It just wouldn't feel the same Without you, I'd be lost I'd slip down from the top I'd slide down so low Girl you never, never know... Without you, without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman, The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... Without you, my hope is small Let me be me all along Let the fires rage inside Knowing someday I'd grow strong (I was wrong????) Without you. Without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... I could face a mountain But I could neve

Leave The Pieces
You're not sure that you love meBut you're not sure enough to let me goBaby it ain't fair you knowTo just keep me hangin' 'roundYou say you don't wanna hurt meDon't wanna to see my tearsSo why are you still standing hereJust watching me drown[Chorus]And it's alright, yeah I'll be fineDon't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the roadThere's nothing you can do or sayYou're gonna break my heart anywaySo just leave the pieces when you goNow you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quickReally get it over withAnd just let me move onDon't concern yourselfWith this mess you've left for meI can clean it up, you seeJust as long as you're gone[Chorus]You not making up your mindIs killing me and wasting timeI need so much more than thatYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus]Leave the pieces when you goOh yeahLeave the pieces when you goYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Leave the pieces when you go

Auction Info!!
If you want to join in and be auctioned off, pm me with what you are offering and a link to the photo you want used, if no link sent then I'll pick for you. Cost to join is 25,000 fubux. You get your auction photo and a bully to post. It's a never ending auction, which means that bids will be taken until you are happy with the current highest bid. You are responsible for watching your bids. I will notify you who has the highest bid and what was bid, once a day. Any other questions, PM me! Happy Auctioning and Bidding.

In The Begining
Ok so I will only write here when I am totally shit faced andt i cant think of anthing better to do i will not edit and i will not spell check so some may be nt readable. Today in this blog ive had two shots of jack three long islands and about 3 pitchers of beer its my weekend so fuck off if you disaprove I like to drik OH YEAH the only reason Im writing is becse im waiting for some friends to get here so we can drink some more so your lucky ha ha I wont be here writing often maybe never again but i just wanted to take the time to tell all the readers of this blog That IM DRUNK AS SHIT so there you have it imdrunk and you should be so Cheers and salutaiones and all that ood stuff ima go drink more my friends are here PARTY!!!!

A Different Life Style
I must have missed something in my life when i was growing up. There is this whole other life style out there that i know almost nothing about. its called BDSM,or Master-Slave and i am sure there are other names it goes by but i don't know them. Is this a life style for me? I don't know. Does it interest me? Yes very much so. There are many aspects of this life style that thrill and excite me and there are other parts of it that scares the hell out of me. The bondage doesn't really bother me. The possiblity of extreme pain does. I belive that i am capable of handling a small bit of pain,but would i enjoy it? Again i don't know. I was told that two of my fanties werea small part of the life style, but were mild by compairson to some. I have had the pleasure of enjoying one of my fantasies, but that seems like a life time ago. The other i have not had the pleasure to experince.I have only been able to watch it in porn vidieos (i know prevert), but i have never met anyone who would b

Vet Bills
While waiting at the veterinarian's office, I overheard two women chatting about their dogs. "What's your dog's name?" asked the first woman. "Well, we used to call her Pork Chop," answered the second lady. "But after the vet bills we've had for her, we now call her Filet Mignon."

To Ma Heroes In Da Military
ok think me crazy a couple years ago when i were visiting ma nanay in vista cali i met a marine on da beach he did ask me to dinner i make excuse wit ma nanay n i meet marine for dinner very interesting talk we have i learn tat in folllowing week he was goin in combat in iraq dis very interesting guy had questionable future ma heart went out to him things progressed to kissin he was being forward n i let him soon i was helping him loose his shirt his chest was very muscular n tummy so flat n tight like it auto be hands so firm under ma bra was feelin his pain at goin to iraq let him remove ma blouse n he kissin ma nipples i feeling him expressed ma beauty in ma ear i gave him a few hours of pleasure it jst da price of ma freedom he seemed a bit hungry as we jst do it several times wat more can i do for the heroes in military cuz they may be givin up their tomorrow wat more i can give up a lil pleasure

Greensleeves
Alas, my love, you do me wrong,To cast me off discourteously.For I have loved you well and long,Delighting in your company.Greensleeves was all my joyGreensleeves was my delight,Greensleeves was my heart of gold,And who but my lady greensleeves.Alas, my love, that you should ownA heart of wanton vanity,So must I meditate aloneUpon your insincerity.Your vows you've broken, like my heart,Oh, why did you so enrapture me?Now I remain in a world apartBut my heart remains in captivity.If you intend thus to disdain,It does the more enrapture me,And even so, I still remainA lover in captivity.I have been ready at your hand,To grant whatever you would crave,I have both wagered life and land,Your love and good-will for to have.Thou couldst desire no earthly thing,But still thou hadst it readily.Thy music still to play and sing;And yet thou wouldst not love me.I bought thee kerchiefs for thy head,That were wrought fine and gallantly;I kept thee at both board and bed,Which cost my purse well-favor

The Pub
I have to say that the pubs of London were more than I expected. The beer tasted sweeter and the ambiance felt of home. How we live such provincial lives here and they live so much more there. The Stella was by far the best of their brews, London Pride was a close second, with Guinness third. I can't wait until next month when I return to the land of beautiful women and fine cars. God put Britain on the map so that others could be taste their drinks. Cheers to all my pub mistresses...

Please Pray
A real life friend of mine is having surgery tomorrow a.m. I know everyone has their own beliefs, but if you pray please do. I won't go into details but things are kinda serious. I believe she'll be fine. I just want others to be thinking of her as well. Thank you in advance! ~sweet and sassy~

So, We Are Still On The Dark & Sorowed Road.
Hey there fellow Fu-barians. The Metalhead here with some more downing news. I was for a while feeling pretty good about myself. I mean, my job is going fantastic, my place is still pretty clean, I am in better shape then I used to be, and so far my car seems to be holding up well. However, my main thing right now is that recently, the whole lady situation is really weird and confusing. I mean, They make you feel great one moment, and then something comes up and they kinda bring your spirits down just as quickly. I mean, I am a realistic guy, I don't throw all my hopes and dreams into one hat every time. I try and take things as they come. I will meet someone who is really nice, then they think I am really nice. Then something happens. A realy good connection is made, but then we have some kinda conlfict or restriction that gets in the way of progress. Usually it's either a current or former lover, some kind of authority figure in their life, or they don't wanna leave their family, the

My Faith
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow or sun without rain. But God did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way, And for all who believe in his kingdom above, he answers their faith with everlasting love.

Reason I Haven't Been Online
Hello to all my friends here on Fubar, one reason is that my computer shit the bed and finances were........not good as you all know. The other reason is my health..I was recenttly diadnosed with catarcts, the right one being worst so surgery is for June 2nd. Since they are on both eyes, thats kinda cary, after all they are fkn with my eyesight!!!! But I am back and just being strong about that. Alot has happenned since I was last here...My Mom passed on Oct 14th, then I got married on Oct 20th. Oldest daughter got married in Sept, they bought a house after that...I am going to be A GRANDMA for my 3rd grandbaby. Hopefully a Granddaughter. So after I get my eyesight back I will send new pics! I also moved this month.....GRRRRRRRR so stressful. Peaca and Godbless....write to me at wildbkrchic3@aol.com..... Lady Di xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I Must Be Bored Here's Another One
CREATIVE PUNS FOR "EDUCATED MINDS" 1. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. He acquired his size from too much pi. 2. I thought I saw an eye doctor on an Alaskan island, but it turned out to be an optical Aleutian . 3. She was only a whiskey maker, but he loved her still. 4. A rubber band pistol was confiscated from algebra class because it was a weapon of math disruption. 5. The butcher backed into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work. 6. No matter how much you push the envelope, it'll still be stationery. 7. A dog gave birth to puppies near the road and was cited for littering. 8. A grenade thrown into a kitchen in France would result in Linoleum Blownapart. 9. Two silk worms had a race. They ended up in a tie. 10. Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana. 11. A hole has been found in the nudist camp wall. The police

10 Reasons Not To Skimp On Sleep
10 Reasons Not to Skimp on Sleep Too busy to go to bed? Having trouble getting quality sleep once you do? Your health may be at risk (Original posting : By Sarah Baldauf Posted October 16, 2008) You may literally have to add it to your to-do list, but scheduling a good night's sleep could be one of the smartest health priorities you set. It's not just daytime drowsiness you risk when shortchanging yourself on your seven to eight hours. Possible health consequences of getting too little or poor sleep can involve the cardiovascular, endocrine, immune, and nervous systems. In addition to letting life get in the way of good sleep, between 50 and 70 million Americans suffer from a chronic sleep disorder—insomnia or sleep apnea, say—that affects daily functioning and impinges on health. Consider the research: 1) Less may mean more. For people who sleep under seven hours a night, the fewer zzzz's they get, the more obese they tend to be, according to a 2006 Institute of Medicine rep

Just Another Silly
The Blond and the Lord A blond wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject, and finally getting all the necessary tools together, she made for the ice. After positioning her comfy footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." Startled, the blond moved further down the ice, poured a thermos of cappuccino, and began to cut yet another hole. Again from the heavens the voice bellowed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." The blond, now worried, moved away, clear down to the opposite end of the ice. She set up her stool once more and tried again to cut her hole.The voice came once more, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." She stopped, looked skyward, and said, "IS THAT YOU LORD?" The voice replied, "NO, THIS IS THE MANAGER OF THE HOCKEY RINK

Things You Likely Didn't Know
A rat can last longer without water than a camel. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it will digest itself. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance (and Heston's wearing a watch). Sherlock Holmes NEVER said, "Elementary, my dear Watson." Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in a game of chess is 318,979,564,000. There are no words in the dictionary that rhyme with orange, purple and silver. Astronauts are not allowed to eat b

Ops
sorry for the confusion, My statues yesterday ‘layedOff,g’n to Play,bbl’ meant “whoooooooo hooooooooo, took a day off”I layed off free day, on my board, 'job', if ya stay marked up 'available' ‘for the pay half’ I can lay off 1 day a half with out losing any guarantee, stay marked up all half I get an extra days pay 'incentive day' Railroad terminologylayed off = day off unavailable, 24 hours with pay or without, depends how ya layoff as in, LS-sick, LV-vacation, LP-personal, long list they can't call ya, its mostly a good thingfired = is not permeate, caught breaking rules fired 6 days, 120 days , what ever depends on rule, I think we must have about 6 million of them Its good or bad, depends if ya want the time off, most railroads have can insurance , pays when caned or fired, some make more when fired than when their working, depends how much ya g

20 Things You Didn't Know About..... Sex
1. Life emerged on earth about 3.8 billion years ago, but sex did not evolve until more than 2 billion years later. Dirty limericks emerged only quite recently, geologically speaking. 2. Sex—what is it good for? Scientists are not sure, since asexual reproduction is a better evolutionary strategy in some important ways. 3. For those who refuse to commit to one strategy: The hermaphroditic earthworm Dendrobaena rubida has both male and female genitalia. If it cannot find a partner, the worm doubles up so that its female bits and male bits can go to town. 4. Although famously monogamous, female Adélie penguins slip away from their mates occasionally to couple with unattached males. They exact a fee for such a dalliance—stones to bolster their nests—not unlike certain people. 5. Some talented penguin teasers can get a gift even without putting out. Again, not unlike certain people. 6. Barbary macaques have a distinctive way to get their mates to make a sperm donation: y

You Can Admit You Are Jealous.
Let me just start by saying that Babyfrog is absolutely freaking adorable. If you thought her pictures were pretty, I am here to tell you they just don't do her justice. I am on the way to Ikea so she came to pick me up. She got to meet Baxter. Baxter loves house guests. Loves them! After few minutes of Baxter smelling her legs and exploiting her attention we were off. The new Ikea is as awesome as she said it was. We walked around the store listing the things that we would some day own and the things that really weren't all that special. We gossiped about Fu people (all good stuff of course) and joked around about how people see us on FU. It is now my mission to let everyone know that she is no angel. She told me she has "sooo much wine in the house right now" and her whole purpose for going to Ikea was to get wine glasses. *cough lush cough* I am totally kidding of course. Anyway she and I agree that you will all just say that I brought her down to my level. After ikea we did a

Daddy It Hurts
My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe ill just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a carMy daddy is backFrom Charlies barI hear him curseMy name is calledI press myselfAgainst the wallI try to hideFrom his evil eyesIm so afraid nowI'm starting to cryHe finds me weepingCalls me ugly words,He says its my faultHe suffers at workHe slaps and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd run to the doorHes already locked itAnd I start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wallI fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken,'Im sorry!', I screamBut its now much to la

Why I'm Here
Just because I'm a man and I have a penis, that does't mean that it rules everything I do!!! If I send you a friend request or a drink, and let you know you're beautiful or gorgeous, that's what I meant. I'm a grown ass man, if I thought you had a nice rack, I'd tell you that, if I thought you had a nice ass, I'd tell you that too!!! I'm more interested in the look in your eyes than what's between your thighs! I live in Las Vegas, there are tits and ass around every corner, so don't insult me or, more importantly yourself, by telling me you'll show me naked pictures for something... If I wanted that I'd be at the Rhino or Crazy Horse II! I'm here to get know some people I'd normally wouldn't get a chance to know. So, if I tell you you're Beautiful, you are!!! That's the outside, take a chance and let me get to know the inside, 'cause a piece of ass lasts a couple of hours, a friendship lasts a lifetime... Holla Back....

Whisper Of A Ghost
TIS BUT A WHISPER OF A GHOST STANDING BEFORE ME, NOTHING BUT A LOST LOVE GONEWISHING TO BE... CALLING FORTH PAST MEMORIES BETTER OFF DEAD, REMINDING ME OF THINGS THAT ONCE WAS SAID... AWAY, I SAY, PLEASE FADE FROM MY EYES, WHY BRING BACK THESE FORGOTTEN TEARS I CRY... MUST YOU STAND THERE WITHOUT A WORD SPOKEN, CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN... I STILL YEARN FOR THE FEEL OF YOUR LOVING TOUCH, THE SADNESS OF YOUR LOSS STILL HURTS SO MUCH... TORTURE ME NOT BY BEING HERE IN MY SIGHT, APPEARING ONLY TO ME NIGHT AFTER NIGHT... YOUR GHOST BRINGS TO ME NOTHING BUT A CURSE, CAUSING MY EMOTIONS AND STRESS TO GET WORSE... I BEG OF THEE, MY GHOST OF MY LOVE NOW GONE, SEE THAT THIS PLACE IS NO LONGER YOUR HOME... GO BACK TO YOUR GRAVE AND FIND EVERLASTING SLEEP, AND KNOW THAT OUR LOVE IS STILL VERY DEEP... NEVER AGAIN TO RISE SO THAT PEACE WILL COME TO ME, GO NOW, MY LOVE, SO THAT I CAN FINALLY BE FREE

Blindfolded With Sword In Hand
Let me tell you a story called The Poison Play. My four year old granddaughter had my 11 year old daughter strapped to the couch in the hallway of the hospital pediatrics ward. She went from hand sanitizer dispenser to my daughter, time and again, dribbling the sanitizer over her patient (double entendre intended) aunt. WHAT ARE YOU DOING, I asked. OH, I AM POISONING HER LIKE THE DOCTORS ARE DOING TO MY BROTHER. Her baby brother was diagnosed with AML (leukemia) at 10 months old. He spent almost his entire life in one hospital or another, living on a 10 foot IV Tubie, as he called it, until he died on Good Friday, April 10, 2009. My eldest daughter and her husband and their daughter lived it too. I do not think they would have denied any sort of hope via medicine that could have saved my beloved grandson, Harper. But should they have had the right to take their baby home at some point and just put it in the hands of God, who was ultimately the power that decided that no miracle o

Pissed Off
i think some people should stay out of mine and my husbands marriage and move on she needs to grow the fuck up and let go. im tired of all the kiddy games and the drama. my husband is very happy with his life he dont need you trying to put him in jail just bc your jealous it not my fault you look like a pig and cant be faithfull to one guy thats why you dont know who your baby daddy is. my husband should have left your ass a long time ago. i just wish this shit would stop

All Of Me
----------------------Patterns change---------------- Can my heart rearrange -------- These strange emotions swirling inside?--For time has revealed a love that won't be denied -What passion conceived when two thirsting souls collide ----------- All that I own, I now give to thee-------------------- All I shall ever be --------------------------All of me

Love
What is Love? I'll tell you what it is, it's something for fools. Fools think they are in love, they chase after it like once they have it thier life will mean something. They catch it and they are no better for having it. They hold it to tight and it slipes through their fingers like sand. Then washes away...If they are one of the lucy ones they will not hurt because of it but the mojority of US will. Yes I am one of those fools of which I speak...I was the child that lost the love from her father when he pasted.....the child whose Mother beat and then turned her back on...the child who even though I knew that she could not love me came back to be beat again an again because that was the only form of love I could get. The little sister who was left behind. The child who everyone said was saved when they came an took me from my hell at home to throw me into a hell much worse. The child that Men used as they pleased and then passed me around like a dirty mag....that was love so I was t

Mental Ramblings
philosophy, derived in part from reading Ayn Rand's book Atlas shrugged. A big part of her philosophy is ability. In my mind what makes you somebody in this world is more than that, your thoughts and feelings do not do anything by themselves. What makes a difference is Action inaction and interaction. You can create anything in your mind but without acting on it to build it or interacting effectively to gain help in creating your ideas or influencing the way the world is, you will have done nothing. Feeling sad or drunk or inferior or dreaming all day does nothing.. I guess this is where Nike has it right, just do it.

What An Amazing Man!
If you have read my other blog you already know that I am a single mom of two really great kids. Which means I work full time, and I am a parent fulltime. So I really don't get the chance for me time. So fubar is my me time, and when I first joined, I was simply on here for fun, and laughs. Thats seems to have all changed lately. Lord knows I never expected it to change. I have always been the person who doesn't believe that you can find someone that you connect with on the internet. Boy was I ever wrong. I have met the most amazing man ever, or atleast to me he is amazing! Not only does he make me laugh so much my guts hurt, and make me have to change my depends with the little pink flowers on them, but he has also made me feel like a WOMAN. Never disrespects me in anyway, or begs me to get naked and get naughty. I am so very glad we met here on fubar, because if it were in person, we probably would have had intimate relations before we had the chance to get to know eachother, and n

Dj Schedule For Week Of 5/20 - 5/24
Hey everyone-just wanna apologize for the schedule gettin out so late-we have been busy doing special shows the last few days! We want to thank everyone for all their love and support to Bada Bing! If any changes need to be made for the schedule pls let Queeny or Bounty know...thanks again for everyones support! Hope you all have a great Memorial Day weekend and ty to those who serve and who have served in our military-we love you! Much Big Love! Wednesday Bounty (8pm est - 12 am est) Sexy Humpday Party PET (12am est - 3am est ??) Humpday Thursday Bounty (7pm est - 12am est) DOUBLESHOT Darth (12am est - 3am est) Friday PET (7pm est - 11pm est) TGIF Jam Darth (11pm est - 3am est) TGIF Saturday Bounty ( 8pm est - 12am est) Slammin Show Darth ( 12am est - 3am est) Sunday Queeny ( 8pm est - 11pm est) Chillaxin PET ( 11pm est - ????)

Just A Silly
DAY 752 - My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild satisfaction I get from ruining the occasional piece of furniture. Tomorrow I may eat another houseplant. DAY 761 - Today my attempt to kill my captors by weaving around their feet while they were walking almost succeeded, must try this at the top of the stairs. In an attempt to disgust and repulse these vile oppressors, I once again induced myself to vomit on their favorite chair... must try this on their bed. DAY 762 - Slept all day so that I could annoy my captors with sleep depriving, incessant pleas for food at ungodly hours of the night. DAY 765 - Decapitated a mouse and brought them the headless body, in attempt to make them aware of what I am capable of, and to try to strike fear into their hearts. They only cooed and condescended about what a good little c

Advice...
Alright, so some people know my son takes medication for ADHD. It has done amazing things for an already very bright little boy. Anyways, I digress....this weekend he is going up to the lake with my parents Thurs-Monday after noon. Im debating on whether or not to let him off the meds for a couple days. He'll have so many kids to play with, and so much to do...the medication can kinda slow him down...He wants the days off, but I like to keep him at a therapeutic levels, even though it is a medication that does not have to be taken every day. Any insight anyone? Its not a life or death decision, but ya know...when it affects your kids its nice to have input from impartial parties.

A Line Or Two
look for me again when the sun is gone when the stars are to shine look for me again when the tide returns when the boats cease to stop by when the moss covers the bank when my flute covers in dust then again the the dawn will arrive the dew fresh the flowers will bloom i will return look for me again in the new of the day FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

Are You There
it's time for a nice , kind, real woman, to find me . you'll be in for a pleasant suprise. in every single way . make my dreams come true . and i will make yours a come to life fantasy. Only real interests please. don't waste our time . its way to short .

Creatures Without Conscience
I feel fairly cynical today. After the SML F up this morn and his ineptitude in general has led me to disdain culture. A bunch of stupid animals that run around with the herd claiming to know more than the sheep quivering with fear standing right next to them. Eternally, narcissistic, devolved dunces speaking from an underdeveloped brain rejecting the heart. 65-100 years long "whose gotta bigger dick" contest with poor eyesight.

Do Cat Burglars Burgle Cats?
I awoke at eight this morning, donned my fluffy white robe, and flip-flopped into the garage to check on the peeps. They cheeped good morning and I set about giving them a sprinkling of food (suitable for “show chickens,” which is good, as I intend to show them off a lot), and taking their water dish outside to wash it. I turned off the faucet and headed back to the door. Turned the knob. Nothing. I looked up, saw rain clouds in the west, and panicked for a moment. The nearest neighbors live about half a mile north. I don’t know them, though, and I didn’t really want to show up at their door in my robe. The next-nearest neighbors live three-quarters of a mile south. I know them, and I don’t think they would mind if I showed up on their porch in my robe and flip-flops. However, I was fairly certain that anyone who drove by as I was walking might think I was insane. I eyed the house, thought of my peeping cheeps, wondered how long they could s

Sex Question Of The Week...on Hump Day!
Wow I haven't posted a blog in a looong ass time (and anyone who says I shouldn't have posted this one either - BITE ME!) So here's the question...brought to you by Hump Day and our horny Fu-friends. Do you use PROPS in the bedroom? Clothes, toys, creams, lotions, ice cubes, altoids...anything that you bring into the mix. If so...what do you use? C'mon share!

A Lil Way To Make Some Money
Dear Friend, I found something that I think you will like. The company's name is YouData (youdata.com). They are trying to convince consumers like us that we should be the ones controlling our own data and selling our own attention, not third parties like broadcasters, newspapers, and spammers. By creating a MeFile at YouData.com, I now control what ads I see and when I see them. Best part - I am selling my attention directly to

The World Beyond
i stood by the bank the tide was low my breath slower than ever my head held high i looked at the land beyond soon the words will cease the body will stop breating the soul will begin to live FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

Anti Aging Products
The evolutionary anti aging products now come through the face of flavored water with either pomegranate or acai berry. Pomegranate extracts and acai berry contains trans-resveratrol, providing one of the most advanced and fruit supplements designed for cellular protection and maintenance. As the human body ages, physical and psychological changes happen. Muscle mass decreases, bones become brittle and immune system become weaker. Hearing, eyesight, reflexes, as well as many other bodily functions starts to falter. Anti aging products, however, hold solutions for slowing the aging of the body and maintaining a healthy longer lifespan. Supplementing person’s diet with vitamins, minerals and herbs will significantly increase his or her number of year. Anti-aging supplements address and prevent any possible deterioration in the cells that may accelerate the aging process. But the absorption of vitamins and supplements become harder as one ages. So fiber diet like fru

Party Like It's 1994
Fifteen years ago … Mark 5:35-43 May 20Changes and growth G[raduation] + 5 9405.20 Ignoring what they said, Jesus told the synagogue ruler, “Don’t be afraid, just believe.” 36 When Jairus was told to not be afraid concerning his daughter, Jesus did not mean don’t be concerned. You have to look at the second part of what he said – “just believe.” For something as incredible as this, belief was as much as Jairus could have – belief in man’s role in God’s plan, belief in His will being done, and belief in feelings of personal grief. It grieves me that sometimes we are more concerned about not losing than we are about winning. In education, this is translated into more concern about people not failing than we are about them succeeding. It’s hard for me to feel like I’ve done my best when I am teaching “down” to right where people are instead of working up. [This is followed by

Peep!
I’ve got baby chickens! Cheeps! Baby peeps! eep eeeeep! Weeks ago, my eldest niece and I fawned over day-old chicks at Tractor Supply Company. Reverting to adolescence, I pleaded with my mother. “Mom, can we get chickens?” My niece joined in. “Grandma, please?! Just one?! I’ll let it sleep in my bed!” My niece, as you might infer, has never been around chickens. I had chickens when I was young. Or, rather, my mother had chickens when I was young, and I was tasked with taking care of them. I have fond memories of petting a very sweet brown hen, thinking my attention would make her lay more eggs. I have less fond memories of being attacked by a loud, vicious rooster. (My mother tells me that the chickens gave me lice, but I seem to have mostly blocked this out of my memory. I vaguely recall a traumatic period when my teddy bear, Rusty, had to be washed and imprisoned in a plastic bag for a period of time. I guess this was the lice inc

All Day Long
I keep playing the same four songs over and over again. My sister is glad that I have the headphones on. So am I. If I dident she would mostlikely go crazy and kill me. Ahhh the joys of liveing with a true metal head

Crap -- And Yes I Drink Way Too Much
Drinking large amounts of cola can cause paralysis, doctors warn Drinking large amounts of cola every day can cause muscle problems, an irregular heartbeat and even paralysis, doctors have warned. By Kate Devlin, Medical Correspondent Last Updated: 3:44PM BST 19 May 2009 Glass of cola: Researchers said that family doctors should look out for muscle problems in people who drink large amounts of cola Photo: GETTY Chronic consumption of the drink can cause a condition called hypokalaemia, in which levels of potassium in the blood fall, in some patients. Symptoms can range from mild weakness and constipation to paralysis. Researchers said that family doctors should look out for muscle problems in people who drink large amounts of cola, after finding that patients who drank between two and 10 litres a day developed the condition. Related Articles Broken heart 'really can be bad for your health' Natasha Richardson: Doctor fears she coul

Leave Out All The Rest
Some songs feel like that they have be written for yourself.... "Leave Out All The Rest"by Linkin Park I dreamed I was missingYou were so scaredBut no one would listenCause no one else caredAfter my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leavingWhen I'm done hereSo if you're asking meI want you to know[Chorus]When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedAnd don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the rest[End Chorus]Don't be afraidI've taken my beatingI've shared what I madeI'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perfectBut neither have youSo if you're asking meI want you to know[Chorus]When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedDon't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the rest[End Chorus]ForgettingAll the hurt insideYou

Stupid People
University Heights Police in Iowa City charged a Cedar Rapids man with preventing apprehension and obstructing prosecution and third-offense drug possession after he ate marijuana to avoid criminal charges. David I. Pledge, 25, of 1624 D Ave. NE, Cedar Rapids was pulled over at 12:52 a.m. Sunday for a traffic violation at Melrose Avenue and Emerald Street in Iowa City. Officers noticed a strong marijuana-like odor coming from Pledge's breath when they approached the vehicle, they said. A green, leafy substance was also found scattered down his shirt. "It was all over," University Heights Police Chief Ron Fort said. Police soon discovered Pledge had a partially eaten plastic bag of marijuana in his mouth. "He threw the whole bag, plastic and all, in his mouth and tried swallowing," Fort said. Pledge eventually gagged and the "medium sized bag" came out of his mouth, Fort said. In his 40 years with the department, Fort has seen this only once or twice. "Throw it out the windo

Candidate For Suicide
well i'm a candidate for suicide the more that i get oldi'm a candidate for suicide the drugs have taken their tolli'm a candidate for suicide i was raped at 8 yrs old (NOT REALLY)well i'm a candidate for suicide cause i'm a CHEAP LIAR AND A WHOREwell i been busted up and beaten down NO SELF ESTEAM to make me proudanti social DEPRESSED and CURSED well i hope i feel better when i'm ridin in that hearseand all my emotions have left me and i no longer hurt.well i'm a candidate for suicide cause i'm burned out from too far gonewell i'm a candidate for suicide no matter what i do it seems wrongwell i'm a candidate for suicide cause i hurt the ones i lovewell i'm a candidate for suicide cause i never laugh that muchi been busted up and beaten down no self esteem to make me proudanti social depressed and cursedwell i hope i feel better when i'm ridin in that hearseand all my emotions have left me and i no longer hurtwell all my emotions have left me and i no longer hurt