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Major Scammer And Jerk>>> Rhino
To any and all girls who have been in touch with or are friends with "RHINO" AKA "Lil Devil". BE CAREFULL!!!! This man will act lonely and sad, and then begin to write you poems and letters. LOOK OUT!!! The next step is, he hints around that he needs money or he's gonna lose his internet! DONT EVER SEND THIS MAN ANY MONEY!!! It doesnt end there... there is bill after bill he need help with. He will tell you he loves you and wants to be with you but he needs help to clear up his bills first. He will promise that you will get it back. NOT TRUE!!! I was stupid enough to send this guy over $1800 cndn over2 months so he could move here. He also said he would be able to help me out to pay my neglected bills at the end of May. LIED AGAIN! I needed $300.00 for rent or I would be evicted and he's no where to be found. I Know... call me stupid... I just dont want anyone else who was vulnerable like me to get screwed over by this creep. I am now evicted from my house and I am a single Mom of

Why.....just Why.......
Why do people get off on hurting peoples feelings? I mean what in the fuck has this world come to....I ask myself is their REAL..Does real exist?..I know there is atleast one person who is real, me......I care about peoples feelings. I hate to see people cry...But Fubar, is a cruel CRUEL place. I sure hope some of these people don't act like they do in the real world. I am always gonna be ME even if its on some stupid shallow site like this. There just is no heart on here....its shallow and shady as FUCK.............

At Last
I open my eyes and see your face do I belong here next to you in this place I know how I feel I felt it for so long when I am near you you make me strong I can tell you anything my love I confessed words escape me now I feel so blessed I hid for so long now I accept fate I know the risks and still open the gate I can not ignore it I give you my heart and wait for you to say lets start For once I am sure that what I am doing is right I dwelled in darkness and you showed me the light I was so scared to tell you how I feel now I know it was shared our hearts did reveal so I ignore my brain chase away the fear I can not wait soon I will be near When at last I am there and can hold you I will share my soul and you will know these words be true I make it my goal and solemnly vow to make you smile no matter the how So I open myself to you and share my love, my heart my compassion, my soul I give these freely to you to do as you

It Nevers Rains.........
It never rains, but it always pours, at least in my life. My van broke down today, and I don't think its fixable. I am out of work and have no income. I can't even go and sign up for unempolyment benifits, that office is in another town thats 20 miles away. I can't even begin to look for a job, cause I would need a vehicle to find one. And if I did get one I would need a vehicle to get to it. Yea I give up. I don't know why it seems like I have to suffer so much, I really don't. I know people who are a lot worse and unkind than I have ever tought about being, and yet they seem to have it easy. I just don't get it, and I am done trying to figure it out.

Romance By Edgar Allen Poe
Romance, who loves to nod and singWith drowsy head and folded wingAmong the green leaves as they shakeFar down within some shadowy lake,To me a painted paroquetHath been—most familiar bird—Taught me my alphabet to say,To lisp my very earliest wordWhile in the wild wood I did lie,A child—with a most knowing eye.Of late, eternal condor yearsSo shake the very Heaven on highWith tumult as they thunder by,I have no time for idle caresThrough gazing on the unquiet sky;And when an hour with calmer wingsIts down upon my spirit flings,That little time with lyre and rhymeTo while away—forbidden things—My heart would feel to be a crimeUnless it trembled with the strings.

Club Zero App.
For those of you not familiar with lounge Staff Positions, here is a overview of each: DJ: The DJs of the club are expected to entertain the guests and keep them interested. A fun DJ means mroe fun for everyone else. Being a DJ will require you to monitor requests, and make sure that the guests are happy. Do YOU have what it takes? Greeter: As a greeter you are expected to welcome visitors as they enter the club. But, your job does not end there. You are going to be expected to hold a conversation with the guests making them feel comfortable and not ignored. Promoter: Pretty self explainitory really. Your job is to promote our lounge all over FUBAR. Your job is to spread good words about the lounge to new comers to the site, as well as friends, and people you dont know. Activley engage in chat when not promoting. Enforcer: Keeps the club free of drama, and deisrespectful people. We here at Club Zero have a ZERO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA. And its due to out Enforcers to make it stay that way

Soul For Sale, Make Offer
this is a one time sale to raise fu money the winning bid gets one slightly tarnished abused soul disclaimer: soul is as is and comes without a conscience or any semblance of morals happy now tink?

Werewolf
Okay. Some of you fuckers are going to come and play Werewolf with me, and you're going to freaking enjoy it. Click, or I'll do vile unspeakable things to you. If you're a woman and that sounds fun, I -won't- do vile unspeakable things to you. If you don't know what Werewolf is, just f'ing click the link. There's a link there explaining it. GTFOn there.

7 Fu Girls
Sara: http://www.fubar.com/user/676054 See the fake salute? Here's the real version: The real person in the photos: Valeyria Lukianova aka Amatue21 You can find her on myspace (which also has videos of her): As well as her Myspace Music page: *** Ash lee: http://www.fubar.com/user/2067227 The real girl in the photos: Jenn Viele (she has photo salutes and I believe a video salute)

Tales... From Irc
Yes, time for another copypasta event. From IRC. Random channel chatter. Then. Comes this gem. anyone need or want a drink?* muslimslut looks to jy sir.... what drink you have sir anything from beer to the hard stuff something non alcoholic coca-cola? yes sir get me with spikes of men cum if you can sir ......................................................... His response: i have it staight from the tap....;)

Be Happy Comment Ur Pixs Dum Bitch..an You Know Im Talkin To
WHY U PHONEY BITCHES ON ACT LIKE UR PIXS ARE HOT WHEN SUM OF THE PIXS IN UR PROFILES NOT YOU.YOUR MAKIN THESE REAL WPMAN ON HERE LOOK BADD CUS OF U STUPID ASS PHONEY BITCHES YOUR NEED 2GET A PIX OF UR ULGY SELF AN POST IT TY:).AN THESE FEMALES KNOW WHO THEY ARE!!!

Hope I Make It Another Day
right now im in such a serious state of depression I feel like ending it all... im about to go into bankruptcy, may lose my car... no matter how many hours i work, cant make ends meet. on top of that Im taking care of my parents. dad has 2 types of skin cancer, luekemia, diabetes and heart condition. mom has scoliosis, ostioperosis, diabetes, some type of kidney problem they are still looking into.... Both my Siblings (older sisters) live out of state, Illinois and Iowa. everyday gets harder and harder for me.. If I take my own life it would void my $75,000 life policy and all my debts would be on my parents shoulders... what am I to do??????

Web Site
Hey there everyone I am a Romance Specialist for Party Gals and my web site is http://www.partygals.biz/sexy-seduction Hope you go check it out you can order online and I also do parties and depending on how far you are from me I am will travel and do it. Let me know if you have any questions.......

Random Stuff #2
I love it when old friends/co-workers call me out of the blue to tell me they miss me and wish I still worked with them. It's also nice to hear how my old charges are doing. I miss being a nurse aide. I don't miss the dirty parts of the job, but that's only a tiny fraction of what you really do. I miss the interaction. I miss listening to stories of wise old men and women. I miss learning about their experiences and incorporating their knowledge with my own. I miss the smiles I could put on their faces by simply walking in and saying "Hiya, Sunshine, what can I do for ya?". I miss helping them go through physical therapy after heart attacks and strokes, and watching them defeat the odds to get better again. I miss all the little trinkets they'd give--little beaded bracelets, pins made of glued-together popsicle sticks and paint, beanies that they worked so hard knitting for me. I keep everything and cherish it. The sentimental value makes such simple little trinkets priceles

Little Green Snakes
Little Green Snakes Green Garden Grass Snakes can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants, and during a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a loud scream. The husband who was taking a shower ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him in the butt. He thought the snake had bitten him and he fainted. His wife thought he had a heart attack, so she called an ambulance. The attendants rushed in and loaded him on the stretcher and started carrying him out. About that time the snake came out from

Ok, So I Gone An' Done It...
I did the one thing this !LONG TIME! confirmed bacholure would almost never do... I tied the knot... I got hitch to a !HOT! !NASTY! kinky lil sex freak... Love 'er in real life, married her in fu land, and owen her sexy lil slave ass too boot... Slave_Girl~AKA~Boobarella: she's my real life love, my fu land wifie, and my nasty lil submisive sex slave all 'round. She's my heart, my love, my reason for being... And I'd kill or die for her. Blood and pain, my heart...love you from the beginning of the past to the end of our future...and when dust blows out time, I'll be there still; holding you close in pain sublime.

Az Fetish Prom 2009
Hey all you nasty Fubarian freaks! LOL Well I am just sooooo freakin' excited! I am going to the Az Fetish Proom Tonight for the first time. If your in my side of the world Its at the Scottsdale Venue! Maybe Ill catch some of ya there..... I'll be the 6'5 naughty school teacher ;p

Courage...
Every human being on this earth is born with a tragedy, and it isn't original sin. He's born with the tragedy that he has to grow up. That he has to leave the nest, the security, and go out to do battle. He has to lose everything that is lovely and fight for a new loveliness of his own making, and it's a tragedy. A lot of people don't have the courage to do it....DO YOU????

Greatest Canadian Outdoor Store
I woke up this morning very excited to go check out this new store. Since we love to go camping and I have this serious need to buy every new toy fro camping. I was fairly excited to check out the Greatest Canadian Outdoor Store.... Its about 15 minutes out of city so we stopped at Tim Horton's and grabbed coffee and Breakfast Sandwiches.. The anticipation grew as we drove up to the town named Balzac . this was it my fantasy was coming true. Every possible camping toy you could possibly imagine.. like the coleman deep fryer and the coleman stove of and the coleman water heater...... I was on the verge of my seat.... We pull up find ofcourse the closest parking spot available( I like to stalk shoppers coming out til i find the "A" parking spot. I ofcourse get the a spot in which Jeff is always amazed and high fives me..... Im stoked... camping galore.... I walk up and omg the front of the store is seriously covered in antlers... im a little disgusted but meh ill get over it. I step

Happy?
Best Anime ever, without a doubt. It had everything you could ever want.It had GAY FEATHERSIt had AMAZING PUSSYcat SHOTSIt had THAT'S MR. JEW TO YOUIt had T-BAGGINIt had LOST BALLSIt had THE QUEST FOR THE SACKThat's just a few things the anime had to offer, how can you resist seeing it, what you still can, ok let me tell you more.It causes UNCONTROLLABLE GIGGLINGIt causes WARM COUCHESIt causes PERFECT CUDDLESIt causes LAZY PUPPIESHow can you resist this anime any longer? The last thing this anime caused and it's not nearly as funny or exciting was....it made me happy...if only for a short time..I got to cuddle with a beautiful woman....and rest my head on a pretty girl..and for a few short hours that I wanted to never end....I was at peace..

If You Live In The State V.a
if you live in marion va or va all together then you know the AEP elc.company plans to go up another 13% but if you vote no they just might no do so PLEASE take a few min to go to this site and click no because I don't know about you but I do not need a higher elc.bill http://www.aepaction.org/ there no age required also if this is sent to a teen tell your foke to sign it and vote also I'm sure they will want to :)

He Is Fake,like His Love
you will not see me cry not one little tear he was not worth it he was nothing to me i swear i held him in my heart for a very long time but i had to release him i could not keep his tainted love it was to heard to bear he was never mine even if i thought he was he was just something that i placed my love on he was nothing,nothing i swear my eyes will not cry any tears i was willing to give up so much just to have him near but no i will not give up nothing to have that fake ass here his love is fake just like he is so i will not cry over him i will not i will not

The Gentleman's Club (again)
was deleted somehow and so here it is again... The Gentleman’s Club Copyright 2008 by Ms. Cleavage The dance music in the gentleman’s club this night was very sultry and alluring as the couples danced on the small dance floor. The lights were flashing and the different colored bulbs changed with intensity with the beat of the music. Some good old classic 80’s music was playing all night long and all of us middle aged couples were mentally going back in time as the pulse of the music took over. Some real dirty dancing was taking place as we watched from our booth off along the side of the club. My husband and I were commenting to one another about some of the couples and how flagrant they were in front of all. We could sure tell whom the exhibitionists were simply by watching them groove to the tunes. Some of the guys made their way around the dance floor and asked women seated in chairs and in the booths to dance with them. These guys were attempting to see

Her Heart Finally, Broke.
Feelings built up so quickly without self control- emotions captured such a beautiful soul. Beat it up until it could no longer breathe, nor feel anything; numbness took over. Heart silently cracking within her chest, making it impossible to cure the pain. She tortured herself with sadness, until that beautiful smile disappeared. Emotions got so strong, that her heart broke. Into millions of pieces like glass being shattered. Her heart had finally cracked open- left to lie on the floor for everyone to see. Now she struggles to pick up all the pieces, and glue the shards back together into a whole. One that will beat and be able to find him- someone who will give her the same in return. It may take a while for her to mend, but she will move on from this sadness. She refuses to let the pain capture her heart- and shatter everything all over again.

His Fake Love Was A Joke
do not feel bad for me cause i can't find love do not act like you care when you really don't do not tell me you love me when you know you know its a lie do not smile at me when you have nothing but hate inside do not tell me how you really feel about me do not act like i am your world when you just pass me away do not say "i love you more then aything" when you never ment it to begin with do not even try to play me i have seen the games before, no matter what you say or do i will not buy it lies they are all nothing but lies and now that we are done i see it i know i ment nothing to you its over,its past you didnt even try to care and now your gone from my life the place you were never ment to be with anyway goodbye to your fake love you had for me i am done with you and all your lies

First Erotic Story Xxx
You ever wonder what things would be if you like if every one of your deepest and and darkest fantasy could come true. The Fantasy I'm speaking of are the ones you have been planning on for you years. Weather it be the one were it's you a stranger fucking the shit out of each other till both of you are cover with sweat and each of you have cum so many times you lost count. Are is it the dream you have were you sitting back in a nice relaxing red eye flight heading to see some old high school flame, and you fall asleep and then wake up with the nice young graduated student heading home for Christmas break, taking all you cock inside her mouth, and since you on the plane with just three other people, who are more worried about themselves, then to notice your cock is about to exploded in this young woman's mouth. Our one of my all time favorites, the one where your out on the town, doing a bit of barhopping on a Friday and you end up in a bar with high count of women who look like that ha

Reversible
What if the heart was reversible? The ability to turn it inside-out, or right-side in. Exposing only what you desire, concealing secrets forever. Each individual soul unique, created by your own choices. Various colors a wide selection, representing personality; flexible to changes. Emotions easy to cover up, while others permanently visible. Scars of the past cured with a single dose of 'i love you' from a lover. True colors shine for all to see, while flaws are invisible to the eye. Feelings released with your control, revealing only what you wish... words flowing out smoothly. What if YOUR heart was reversible? One of my most prize poems!

Angel's Sad Lullabies
Held in arms so cold and lacking of feeling, Devoid of the emotions that I crave... Lost in the silence of the forever dead- Softly I whisper words that caress my body's limbs. You smile so much like the devil that reigns beneath... Endlessly looking at me with the lust of pure hatred, Knowing not that my secrets could slaughter you dead- I'd bury you with the ashes of the long ago forgotten. Beautiful angels that sang songs to your lost soul- Wearing tears that they succumbed to in their sleep, Moment's pass by when they praise you with lullabies... You smile evilly and send their wings back to heaven's doors. Trepidation that kills the lovely eyes of the innocent and pure; They are empty inside without a thing to care for or to love... Weeping was a long ago release but now brings no peace, Damaged hearts that you destroyed after all these painful years. Master of vengeance and the soldier of unrelenting death, Casually knocking down the weak and all those wh

Gone And I Am Happy
he expressed his love for me,then he turned arund and said it was a lie he hurt me and i can't see why no matter how hard i try i give up and die inside i thought he was great but he was a joke i should have known that his love was not real i was just used by him but i will not look back trying to find him i will go on my own he is my past he was never ment to make it to my future

Rant, As I Will....
I love the reactions of those that are caught cheating on the one that that are suppose to be committed to. The blustering, the scrambling backwards to scan the track they just left. Trying to figure out a way to cover their mistake, to try and incorporate that mistake into something that was to you and you only. You can't very well take back text messages that you sent to the wrong person. You can't explain them away, no matter what you say, or how much you accuse the other of accusing them of cheating. YOU CHEATED. What do you expect them to do? Let it "slide"? I don't think so.It's funny how that happens. You bust them, and they blame you. They try to say, "see, this is what I answered in reply to YOUR question/text". It doesn't fit Buddy roh. DOES NOT FIT. No matter how many god damned ways you mix the alphabet around, that text was sent to the wrong person. You can't talk your way out of it. You can't make it appear to be something that it isn't. I may be blonde, but I

Better Living 3
better living through recreational chemistry pt. 4 drugs. this is where you get into the recreational chemistry part. a breif history lesson, kids. since the dawn of man we have used various forms of drugs to help find a spiritual path. be it the native americans and peote, or what have you. only in recent times have we crossed over into the abusive side of it. cocaine heroine crack, down to pot and alchohol. it is all used for recreational purposes. the first three, they can kill. period. not saying i'm against them but the use of these substances is just not for me. alchohol, if taken in moderation, can actually have a good impact on your life, and is a healthy thing. marijuana, the findings on this have been buried for years. (yes, this is going to turn into a pro-pot-leagalization rant.) not only has it been used to help with glaucoma, but it has helped cancer patients, aids paitients, alzheimers, insomnia (um, i wouldn't know, really.), the list goes on. th point is

An F.y.i
Hello friends, so i still want lots and lots of tongue salutes simply because they are AWESOME n stuffs!! Just message them to me so i can save them please and thank you. I wont be able to upload until either i VIP or level but please keep taking them!!! Thanks 4 Reading :)

First About Me Comments
Update to the computer problems. Today some Spyware 2009 crap finally got into my computer and won't let me go anywhere on the net. I'm taking a chance and writing this from work. But it looks like I'm going to be hit and miss. I'll try to log in from other locations, but as of now, looks like I'm cut off from the world. My computer guy is down and I can't afford a new computer. I'll sneak in from time to time to visit with those who've been regulars but I don't know how often that will be. Like I saw before, please feel free to email if you want to talk since I can access that at work. I'll stay online as far as the status shows, but I don't know when I'll actually be on. Now about me. Since they corrected the problem of showing us who the Secret Admirer is, it's become very apparent that I suck at guessing who my Secret Admirer is. So I ask forgiveness. On the off chance that you chose me and I never visited your page, now you know why. Also, let me just say that if I v

Hey All... This Is Whats Been Going On With Me.
Hello Every One, Sorry I havent been on here in a while... My Mom got really sick and passed away in August to Cancer... The guy I was with for a couple of years and planning a life with, has called it off with me cuz of some stuff from his past that is catching up with him I guess... I dont know none of it makes any sense to me... Right now I am trying to find a way to get my things packed and stored and place to stay at for a bit until I finish my doctor appointments and are able to move... At least I have my 3 doggies... I am having to sell my horse and some other stuff so I wont have a lot to haul... It looks like I will be heading for Cody, Wyoming once its all said and done... I have been really down and upset and hurt and confused... All my friends have moved away to other places and I feel alone... Sorry for all the babbling but I needed to get it out and still have more but dont want to bore any one... Hope you all have a great one... Thank you...

Facing Your Fate
Darkness closing all around,To hell my soul is being bound.I begin to feel the last heart beat,and soon death enters for me to meet.I'll welcome him into my home,and within his mind my words will roam.I'll weave a story of hurt and pain,of lovers lost within the drowning rain.As I stare deep into his eyes,I can hear the sound of each souls cries.His head will begin to lower down,and on his skeleton mouth appears a frown.He stands up looking at me once more,and speaks these simple words of lore."I've passed through time and taken lives,seperating to many husbands from wives.""Yours words are spoken from the heart,and with that you and I shall part."He turned away and left my sight,and I knew then that Death was right.For lives are taken and pain is cleaved,and for those dead I have yet grieved.But never give up when life seems rough,for you can show the world your tough.

Call To Arms My Brothers
Call to arms my brothers,Its time to sharpen those swords.Let us kill some others,and break their backs with boards.Call to arms my brothers,Its time to done our armour.Let us kill some others,Like the enemies farmer.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we wield our blades,Let us kill some others,Until the daylight fades.Call to arms my brothers,Its time to use our shields,Let us kill some others,And burn down all their fields.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we paid the price.Let us kill some others,For their blood will suffice.Call to arms my brothers,Let them hear our call.Let us kill some others,And watch as their castles fall.Call to arms my brothers,Its time we head on home.Let us leave these others,For there are none left to roam.

The Hunted
I tread the darkness within the night,staying away from the cold moons light.I am an outcast within the human race,finding myself in a world out of place.I hunt these woods alone and cold,a creature made from an animal mold.Was it my fault that I was born this way?Why is it that I am the one to have to pay?My eyes light up as I hear them cry,“Lets hunt the demon and make it fry!”I smell their fear upon the chilly wind.It wasn’t me who was the one that sinned.I move now towards them without a fright,Its time I end this now and make things right.A shot rings out and I feel the surge of pain,the skies begin to darken and soon does it rain.I continue my rush towards that group of foes,howling out in torment from all of my woes.My blood splatters now another shot has rang out,but yet I continue my path is laid out.I hear their hearts beating a pace within my own,wondering if I deserved this pain that I’ve sown.Another loud sound and my steps begin to slow,I’m g

Unanswered Questions
Death, destruction, lies and hate,What is it that I have to live this fate?To know naught but hurt and pain,To see the world with such disdain.I feel the darkness close around,Weighing heavier pound by pound.And when the light begins to fade,I feel the slipping of the blade.From flesh to blood to bone,I begin to realize I'm all alone.In a world that has become so dark,Did I just become the demons mark?But with the darkness comes no pain,And the blood has already began to stain.My soul soon feels so free,But yet in the end I still can't see.Kindness sought but never received,Why is it that still I've believed?Can you bring me the joy I need?OR shall I face the darkness indeed?

I Remember
I RememberI remember a time that was about innocentsa time when you could go to the movies for thirty-five centsI remember food brought by girls on roller skates and carrying traysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember playing cowboys and Indiansthe good guy wore a white hat, and the good guy would always winI remember cutting grass for the little money it paysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember riding my bike down a hilland how much fun it was, even if I had a spillI remember kicking the butt of a bully on the preyyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember Howdy Doodyand of course John Wayne moviesI remember rock and roll and how we thought it would always stayyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember grease to slick back your hairand Elvis shaking his hips everywhereI remember when sock hops were the phaseyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember when it was twenty-nine cents for a gallon of gasand a student had to learn to be able to passI remember when athletes pl

The Hearts Sorrow
Do you feel that time is tested,In a life where love is wasted?Lost in world of pain and sorrow,can't wait for the end of tomorrow. Struggling now with every scream,why can I not wake from this dream?Wishing I could have what I have lost.Wondering what I did to pay this cost.Lost in a world of heartaches grip,wondering why the blood won't drip.Can you feel this pain I know?I trusted you in love to show.Turning backs and bleeding hearts,I slowly feel as this world parts.Struggling now in a world of fear,coward struggling tear by tear.Screaming for this pains release,wishing the sorrow would just cease.Hoping only for touch of love,crying to the skies above.Set me free and you will find,my heart strings begin to unbind.My love will shine as bright as stars,and the healing begins of my scars.

Let Your Light Shine
You Are The Sun Watching the world through a blacked-out windowYou see no sun,Yet people see light shining in your eyes,You are the sun for othersWatching children play, wishing you were them,You start to cry,People see your child- like tears,Yet nobody seems to careGiving light to others,You realize you're aloneYour flame is burning brightlyYet you still feel blindBut if you look deep into your heart, and open the window,You realize,You are the sun,Your stars need your brightness,And one day you will find the special star,Which will add to your flame,And you will burn brighter then ever,Spreading joy and happiness for miles around. Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.just because you cannot see the life that you have inside of you does not mean that it isn't there. life sux sometimes and i know this from experience but i am learning along with everyone else in this world that when you hit the bottom there is only one way to go..... up. the light in your eyes,

To My Mother
This is a poem I wrote for my mother a couple years back neveri have never felt so lonely in all of my lifethe person that should love me the most just wants to make me cry.i only want to make you love mei only want to make you see.that no matter what you do to me,i will always be your baby.you gave me life,thank you for that.i don't know what to say to you,i don't know what do do.all i know is that no matter what,i will always love you.no matter how hard i try,i can never hate you.no matter what kind of life you lead,i know you know the truth.i have been trying all my life to please you and i know i never willjust please let me live my life the way i am living it .i don't want to talk to you.i don't want to tell you i care.i am done with trying to build a relationshipwhen there is no relationship there.just leave me alone.just don't call my name.i don't want your opinion.i am done with your game.never again will i let you hurt me.never again will i let you make me cry.i am d

Again
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison,Oh God let me out.No one to listen,To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity,Ride the waves of despair.If you fall it don't matter,There's no one to care.Used to wish for a window,To see birds, trees and sky,But you're better without one -Stops you aiming too high.Watching freedom is painful,For those locked away.Seeing joy, love and happiness,Another price that you pay.Strong is good, weak is bad.Be it false, be it true.Your mind makes the choice,And enforces it too.Cell walls built by society,With rules to adhere.If you breach the acceptable,You had better beware.Hide the pain, carry on,Routine is the key.Don't let on that you're not,What you're pretending to be.Lock it all up inside you,How badly that bodes.Look out for that one day,When it all just explodes.Leaving naught but a shell,Base functionality too.But killing all else,That was uniquely you.So how do you grow,With a timebomb inside?Or how to defuse it,Without destroying its ride?Yo

Blah Blah Roflmao
1. Life is sexually transmitted. 2. Two wrongs don't make a right, but two Wrights made an airplane. 3. It's not the pace of life that concerns me, it's the sudden stop at the end. 4. The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard. 5. It's hard to make a comeback when you haven't been anywhere. 6. Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun. 7. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 8. If God wanted me to touch my toes, he would have put them on my knees. 9. Never knock on Death's door; ring the doorbell and run (he hates that). 10. When you're finally holding all the cards, why does everyone else decide to play chess? 11. If you're living on the edge, make sure you wear your seat belt. 12. The mind is like a parachute; it works much better when it's open. 13. There are two kinds of pedestrians... the quick and the dead. 14. An unbreakable toy is useful for breaking other toys. 15.

Nail The Coffin From The Inside
always too late i would seem, i find myself in need of awareness a cool and collected second opinion of my own self- conscience reflected back at me through the lines and the lies i tell myself i see that i have cut myself off from what makes me whole i removed the breath i take every morning when i wake i removed my reason to believe in hope it was never worth it though it seemed okay at the time and i deluded myself into believing myself was fine i cauterized the wounds and the ignorance with liquid fire and i ripped my sould to pieces before me i stabbed the little boy that hoped for more i destroyed my own sanity all over nothing to show and nothing to look forward to quite the salesman i am for my own happiness a bottle and a moment and a word i can't remember and i am alone as i have not been since i was complete and the hardest part of every now is the knowing that i did this to myself that i put me here that i nailed the coffin from the inside that i rap

A Martyr For Those You Love
Tragedy convalescing into this space A broken fantasy encroaching on my solace and I find myself impaled on lies I tell only myself I am lost and desperate for a way out of this hell I love the way you smile, even though it's never been for me And it kills me a little each time I must accept that things may never be More than a faerie tale of emptiness I use to secure my inner mind Left away from all the things I love and I have left my soul far behind It's all a part of karma coming round to take back what is hers And I will bear the mantle of martyr for those I love and absorb all the hurt I loathe the way I'm always alone, but I'll suffer anyway No reason to share this pain if I can only make it through today I accept the wounds, accept the guilt, accept all I am is flawed I cry at night to he deities I deny, I rail against the sadly ignorant god Because it never makes sense, it just hurts all the more When I try to pretend I don't feel like a whore A cesspool

The Gift
I have a gift to give you Please open it with care, This gift is very dear to me , and also very rare. I cannot give you diamonds, or shower you with gold. But these they give no shelter in a world thats grown so cold. It's all I have to offer, I know it may look small, But deep inside I know It is the best gift of them all. There is no other like it, I'm sorry , it's not new. But if you say you want this gift I'll give my heart to you!

I'm The Luckiest Whore In The World.
When my brain is functioning properly I will have to thank everyone properly and individually but right now I just wanted to say a huge big fat I love you to everyone.If whores had hearts, mine would be overflowing with happy right now. I am super greatful and completely shocked at all the hard work everyone did for me. I promise you all personal hand massages and manicures to repair all the damage done by your persistant rates and photo comments.You made this endeavor a complete succes and incredibly fun. MUAH!

Getting Paid For Rates
GETTING PAID FOR RATES!! 10K PER 100 PHOTOES RATED/ 20 K PER BOMB PLS FOLLOW RULES 1) RATE ALL PICS U WANT 2) LEAVE COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER RATED 3) PM ME WITH A GRAND TOTAL U WANT TO BE PAID FOR ( I WILL BE CHECKING) 4) U WILL BE PAID WITHIN 24 HOURS AFTER AUTOS ARE DONE 5) NO SHOUT BOX OR GIFT MESSAGES ALLOWED 6) BOMBING NO NEED TO MESSAGE ME AS I GET A MESSAGE FROM FUBAR 7)

Poem
Somewhere it floats in the back of my mind So hard to push forward, always on rewind The fantasy that's never coming true So many reasons why I'll never be with you Months have faded and I haven't seen your face Feelings I can't let go of, can't seem to trace From the begining I told myself I wouldn't fall I had nothing to hold onto now I can't even crawl I'd be a liar if I said I had no clue I always knew I would be number two I tried to pull it all together I still fell apart Because you still got away holding my heart

Come Guys Show Us Hotties Lots Of Luv
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Torn Apart
Separated by miles of pavement Loneliness is second nature Fallen into the ashes of lust Can't decide if love I should trust Desperate to get outta this pain Running from this feeling again Caught somewhere between the truths Scared to let myself open to you Hoping for that one last kiss You know you are the one I miss Searching for the peace inside Not sure what else I have to find Terrified to jump right in Torn apart by this confusion

Me
every thing u ever need to know about me is right here i'm just a sweet guy who wants to have fun and be loved at the same tim i'm a lil shy i have a hard time asking girls out don't ask why i just am i'm not the best looking guy but i have a great heart i have brown hair brown eyes 5'5 145 lbs i have 2 tattoos a rottrialer and a scorpion i live in massachusetts/bellingham i like to cuddle and wake up next to a girl if sex is involved cool if not thats fine i love cuddling i'm addicted to sex i can go w/o but love sex lol i love to drink also a pot head loves storms tornados,thunder lightening hurricanes wants to have a family id quit everything if i had a family and sum 1 to actually talk to wants to get married and have 2 kids loves spring sumer and fall i hate winter i was born 10/31/1981 at 5am steak potatoes pizza spagetti tuna fish lagsania green peas apples oranges banannas ect ect alr my fav foods mt dew is my fav soda csi burn notice wwe are sum of my fav show

Truth To Things
Why would you want me. I have so many falts. I could never fully be anyones until my children are grown and even then i will always be a mom. I never have time for anyone. Always on the run. Always working or taking care of kids. So why try. The internet is a funny thing. Its nothing but fanticy. You can never truely know if someone is telling you the truth or a lie. But same thing in real life too. You want what everone wants, someone to love and that will love you back. But that is something that rearly happens. I suppose it just all has to do with trust, which is something i dont have in anyone. I guess my question is what is a lie and what isnt.

Today June 6
I am still feeling awful from the other day, and to top it off, I woke up with a damn sore throat :( I am assuming its part of the pleurisy bit since its caused by a viral. But I need to shake it off and feel good by this afternoon or fake it to make it. Getting picked up at 3:30 to head downtown to the opera house. My daughters graduation ceremony starts at 5pm. I am so proud of her!! My little girl is going to be walking across the stage! Guess she isn't so little anymore but hey, I can still wish. I will be taking a lot of pictures thanks to iDaHo lending me her digital camera for the occasion. I won't be able to upload them though since I am not a vip status, so if you want to see email me and I can send some...lol Monday sometime I will be leaving for Montana for the funeral, so I won't be on for a few days, I am not going to take my laptop with me. Have a beautiful Saturday everyone...I'm going to take a pain pill and lay down for a bit to try to be up to par for the Graduati

Pma
Looking like - and usually sold as - an ecstasy tablet, PMA shares the same initial buzz and hallucinogenic qualities of E, but can cause a fatal rise in temperature in some users. Pure PMA is a white powder, but can appear beige, pink, or yellowish on the street. It's usually made into pressed pills and sold as MDMA (ecstasy). There have been several cases of Mitsubishi's found to contain PMA. Even small doses (60mg) can significantly increase blood pressure, body temperature and pulse rates. Many of the serious health problems connected with the drug has resulted from people mistaking PMA for E and wolfing down several pills - increasing chances of a PMA overdose significantly. There are already many documented cases of PMA fatalities, sparking off a tabloid frenzy with the more hysterical headlines claiming that it could "poach a victim's brain like an egg" Australia has suffered several recent deaths with Wuesthoff Reference Laboratories in Melbourne, Florida showing that

Crack/cocain
crack (rocks, stones, freebase cocaine) Crack is made from cocaine, baking soda and water. Usually smoked through a water pipe (sometimes in cigarettes or joints), it produces a rapid, ultra-intense high which lasts for about 2 minutes, followed by a pleasurable buzz which usually lasts around 20 minutes before a long low or crash. Because the hit is so strong, some people get hooked on the sensation and end up blowing all their cash trying to repeat the high, or overdosing. Crack has increased in popularity hugely in recent years, with both clubbers and professionals regularly taking the drug (figures from the Home Office's British Crime Survey reveal that one in 30 British men aged between 19 and 24 has used crack - twice as many as in 1996 and four times as many as in 1993). Despite media claims to the contrary, addiction is very rarely instant. Street prices vary wildly, but a rock of smokable cocaine can cost £10 - £20, with smaller 'clubbing rocks' - usually half the pric

Prophet Yeahmon :)
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Special K
ketamine (Ketamine Hydrochloride Special K, K, Dorothy) Also see: urban75 Ketamine info in the House Of Commons! Ketamine is a short-acting general anaesthetic that has hallucinogenic and painkilling qualities that seem to affect people in very different ways. First used as a recreational drug in 1965, ketamine - that's 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-2-(methylamino)- cyclohexanone chemcial fans - most commonly comes as a powder, but can also be seen in liquid and tablet form. Some people describe a speedy rush within a few minutes of sniffing the powder (20 minutes if taken as a pill, quicker if injected), leading to powerful hallucinations and even out of body experiences (the 'K Hole'), along with physical incapacitation. If you're on a dancefloor, music can sound heavy, weird and strangely compelling, lights seem very intense and physical co-ordination can fall apart along with an overall feeling of numbness. Some people feel paralysed by the drug, unable to speak without slurring, while ot

What Cartoon Are You
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern 20 cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test.Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done Then forward this to all your friends ( including the person who sent it to you ) and change the subject of this message to which character you are.1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)c) Painting in the park (5 pts) d) Rock concert (1 pt.)e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)b) Alternative (1 pt.)c) Soft Rock (4 pts

Webcams
So after I watch my cousin's kid for my cousin she'll be getting a C section.... I'm going to get a job. I FUCKING MISS MONEY. I'll probally do something minor night shift at carls jr or some random restruant... ANYWAY my question is this what's a good web cam? All my previous web cams sucked I was either yellow or so fuzzy you didn't see me. AND NOT A SEXUAL THING. maybe show off my dresses that's it though. BUT PLEASE PLEASE LINK ME SHOW ME or just tell me web cams are good for Windows xp with a lot of RHM or w/e space. I'm going to get a new computer in a month or so.

Boredom Has Overtaken Me So Here's A Joke
Working on getting back up computer on~line so while I wait here is a silly On the first night of their honeymoon, the new bride tells her husband, "I have a confession to make. I'm not a virgin. I've been with one other guy.""Oh yeah? Who was the guy?""Tiger Woods, the golfer.""Well, he's rich, famous and handsome. I can understand that."The couple then makes passionate love. When they finish, the husband gets up and walks to the telephone. "What are you doing?" asks the wife."I'm hungry. I'm calling room service.""Tiger wouldn't do that.""Oh yeah? What would Tiger do?""He'd come back to bed and do it a second time."The husband drops the phone and makes love to his wife a second time. When they finish, he goes back to the phone."What are you doing now?" she asks."I'm still hungry, so I'm going to ring room service for some food.""Tiger wouldn't do that.""Oh yeah? What would Tiger do?""He'd come back to bed and do it one more time."The husband puts the phone down and heads back to

Kinstacular
Hehe, I speculatively popped ina bid yesterday before leaving work of all my money, and assumed it'd just get outbid, yet it turns out no-one wanted it bad enough on a Saturday. So I gets to be spotlight when I'm not even around. How spectacularly kins-ish of me. I'd delighted!! Teehee.... Thanks again to all you fricking idiots who gave me cash to squander on this. I love each and every one of you from teh bottom of my black black heart! Pixeh, Kit, Vanima, Misty Melons, Jai, Joker, OMFGSHOSHONNI, Tom, Brain Ninja, Nursie, Postal Florist, LaLa, Jeniwren, Majik, Bunnz, NinjyStars, Hairduz123, Luna Deuville, Sproet, She Devil, Faeriesue, Not tellin, 9987, MooMoo, Moet, Deacon, Lipstick, Frayed Knot, Mistress of Wolves, Gabe, Muss, Yssup, Noone, Babybootay, Whorasaurus Sex, Morgan Le Fay, Cute But Psycho, Goddess Kevauna, Jan, Black Widow, Pan, Kisses Papercut, Cory, Witchie, Jennie28, CQQrsLightGirl, WooGirl, Karma's Bitch, TopKnotch, Silver Diamond, Kit, Cataine, Sugit, Mast

Weirdness
Ever realize that things in a special family never work like they do when the family is complete? Its strange everyday tasks are completly different than when everyone is present.. sometimes its so hard to raise yourself..

Just The Beginning For Now
This blog is going to be used to post my poems that i have created over the years feel free to comment on them if you like. For right now this is just to introduce me and the blog. So please give me a few days and I will have some poems posted on here soon. Ty for all the love and hope to hear from everyone. Lady Aimee

Update ... Sexy Legs Contest
me - 281 her - 221 please vote for my legs in thigh high stockings in a contest on Fubar as the sexiest legs... YOU WILL NEED TO REQUEST TO BE FRIENDS OF CANDY SHOP in order to have access to the picture here >>>> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=1715025749&idx=16 the pic is NSFW

Reallllly?!?!
I'm supposed to graduate this year, but instead i have to do summer school correspondant school, and reg high school next year. Feeling like a failure and out 4 hundred dolllarss. I'ma slacker. Woot!

Help
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My Fears As Of Late....
Some days I let my fears get the best of me. For the last two weeks, i've noticed black and blue marks on my pelvic bone and there is no explaination. and i'm freaking out. Why am i freaking out? For the past year, I have been in remission from cervical cancer. And now i have mysterious black and blue marks that aren't 'cause from work or my brothers dog.....am i going to have to go through the whole cancer process again?? or is it nothing?

So Happy!
As so many people search for that piece that complets them that "thing" that makes you want to wake up in the morning and after a long day working you still feel great cause your better half is going to be home to joke and make you smile tifanie my wife is all that and is the best part of my day always, shes my heartbeat i love her for her and ecept all that she is perfections and flaws and only flaw i see is shes got a mean left hook when we wrestle around lol anyway all that i am , all my love is and always will be yours love until my heart beats no more id gladly give my life up if it ment saving you without a pause. no regrets i love being married to you!

Freedom
free at last. free at last OH Lord, I am free at last. freedom is a priceless thing and ntil it is taen away from yo, it is taen for ranted. the sad part is when it is done slowly yo are not always aware of it bein taen away inch by inch. scary right?

Ok, Fubar N00b Here, And I Swear I Still Don't Get This Place Quite Yet.
Normally I am a fairly tech savvy guy. I live in a house with two other geeks, I do deskside support, and also do this stuff as a Side Job. So, I figure, how hard can this site be..... Well, the honest truth is maybe not *that* hard, but it's still a bit convoluted for me. I play MMO's, I am used to slang, and terminology created all within it's own environment. I can fluently use terms like MOB, LD, Pull, Train, Rez, and more. Not all of them will mean what they sound like, and some do. However, the terminology here, is different, new, and I havce No F'n clue what half of it means. Worse yet, I cannot seem to find a website to give me a N00B's guide to all the frackin terminology here either. So, alas, I have to poke and prod at my one RL friend on here, to keep showing me how all of this works, but if anyone feels like taking some of the training load off of her, toss me a line and help me out. :)

A Glimpse Of Happiness
Trapped in a hole I can't crawl out Its me they all doubt pinned, with no remorse out of time of course raining with pain crossed, an alittle insane no longer fun who is the one outside to in even in victory noone will win i cant believe nor concieve the sun went down and then rose i've gotten nowhere just froze screamin for help who will hear all by myself shed one last tear screamin so silent lived a life filled with anger, so violent take it away no longer play body enslaved sould enraged take one last chance this life i dance shadows under darkness wonder within im lost a single life is cost would trade all of this for a glimpse of happiness

Dought
There are always breaks in your life when everything seems to be going just right. Your happy, but your afraid of being to happy for fear of the bad to come back. Maybe its just letting the wrong one go. Dought is one of the largest things that goes on in your head. Some times those doughts can over ride your brain and it makes it hard to believe anything is the truth. Being hurt and lyed to so many times can wear you down to nothing. Afriad to trust for fear of regection, pain, the constent tears of the constent let down of yourself. The only thing i can say is to be you, or try to. So hard to trust. When is it you let your guard down enough to let someone in, but to have so much dought that all they want is to use. I dont know why dont you tell me let it ride or do what you always do and push away?

Sunshines Rise
Colors so bright Imagination of vivid light Twin pine skies Just beneath sun shines rise Glassy waters, overlaying mist Melting soul, with passionate kiss Twisted fate… Irony must wait Thoughts in disarray Fantasies to play Powerlessness Flawlessness Intermittent dreams And silent screams Helpless waiting Emotions fading Drifting afar In a distant star A guilty plea Touched by insanity Visions distraught Lessons taught

My Life On The Streets
Existence UnknownThe sun went down on another cold dayAnd I’ve wasted my life awayI’ve been here beforeJust another daySimpler than the days of lastAll I can do to forget my pastDrifting awaySleeping today?I’m in a world, my ownHave no homeNear and FarI’ve walked aloneI just roamSo far from homeMy existence unknownRain or shineThis pain is mineTime is flying byPlaying a slave, wasting awayOne day at a timeTraveling onFrom dusk till dawnOnce againThe earth is my bedNeed a place to rest my headThe shelter is closedUnder this bridge insteadNear and FarI’ve walked aloneI just roamSo far from homeMy existence unknownMade it through todayI’ve lost my wayMindless strayJust to surviveAm I even alive?Near and FarI’ve walked aloneI just roamSo far from homeMy existence unknownStranded in lifeWaiting for lightThe sun is so brightEven at nightJust need a biteI’m not alrightI haven’t beenDon’t know when I’ll see home againNear and Fa

Broken Plates
You came way to soon That ego confused your girl She thought she had the best of you Look I've never broken plates Always cared that they Never treated life like a damn game So this haunts me haunts me haunts me haunts me Never understood Why I was always good People rearrange, switch and turn their place Everybody falls now darling But I'll stay the same for you Hey My voice is complaint I'm safer I've been protecting myself from the one who crawls Look I've never broken plates Always cared that they Never treated life like a damn game So this haunts me haunts me haunts me haunts me Never understood Why I was always good People rearrange, switch and turn their place Everyone falls now darling But i'll stay the same for you And I never understood Hey why I was always good People rearrange, switch and turn their place Everybody falls now darling But I'll stay the same for you Hey

The Constant Lover
Heard about this girl before What happened to her, I'm not sure She could never find real love She's just a constant lover And when you find the time When he's just livin' off of someone else City lights, my dear Are looking oh-so-pretty from that hill She goes 'Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.' And these voices in my head Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh They told me I would end up dead Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh If I fell asleep with you What could I do? While he's playing his guitar She knows the songs and he'll get far Girl, keep your beauty They say that's your duty And when it just ain't good And you don't want his kisses anymore Don't be a ragdoll, dear 'Cause he'll just keep you hangin' from that wall And she goes 'Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.' And these voices in my head Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh They told me I would end up dead Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh If I fell asleep with you What could I do? Hey! She loved He came He'll come back again She loved He came He'll come back ag

I Know A Slut!
I know a slut that will cheet on her boyfriend just to get away with it her name is Naomi she lives in Sault ste marie mi and if anyone lives their her # is 906-440-9004 her bfriends # is 906-322-6057call after 9 and on weekends she answers both phones

Dont Cry Out
I don't get you ... I can't forget what you've forgotten all along I've never been so alone... Don't Cry Out Cease Fire I was pretending Your secret kiss of confidence Was my escape The perfect game to play... Don't Cry Out Cease Fire Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play Seven six five four and I'm all over you Counting three two one and I'm having fun... Your fascination... With naked walls of silk and skin With no conditions I needed you to notice... That's all I wanted

Sellin Laptop
Well fu friends....I have fell into a tight money situation and may be needin to sell my laptop. I have it posted now on craigs list. I hate to do this but hey, when you got kids to take care of and bills to pay I guess yo udo what ya gotta do!!! My job hasnt given me work in a whie and Im about spent on my savings...(actually I am spent) I will try my best toget online somehow else where but it wont be as much. I have enjoyed my time at tha bar and I have met some great people/friends. Hell some are closer freinds to me then tha very people in my life!!!! I have met some god people here...as well as some fucks....but hey thats life. I will miss you all!!!! For those who are close I will be more then happy to exchange emails if you like....just hit me up with a messe!!!! Thanks fubar for an awesome ride!!!!

So Happy Together
I get this song stuck in my head alot...Great Oldies song....I don't know why it gets in my head..i can't relate it to anyone... Imagine me and you, I do I think about you day and night Its only right To think about the girl you love, And hold her tight. So happy together If I should call you up Invest a dime And you say you belong to me And ease my mind Imagine how the world could be So very fine So happy together I cant see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you are with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life Me and you And you and me No matter how they toss the dice It had to be The only one for me is you And you for me So happy together I cant see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you are with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life Me and you And you and me No matter how they toss the dice It had to be The only one for me is you And you for me So happy together So happy together How is the weather? So happy together We are happy togeth

Insane Drivers ....
I got up late today and on top of that i had to work so i got dressed ASAP and was driving my way to work when i realized that i forgot my cell ...... i was like GRR ... you know the feeling lol so i had to go pick up my cell and on my way back to work again ...this f*ing driver in front of me didnt wanna let me pass through on my left turn, so i had to drive over and he gave me a fucking horn so i just gave him the f*kng BIG finger ..... i was so pissed at him .... but i had no time to fight lol so i just drove away Don't you just hate the bitter starts to a beautiful day cuz of few insensitive ppl ....

Almost Lost It.....
Well my damn old PC got too hot n burned the power supply cable which in turn knocked down my hard drive .... that sucked and i had to get a new system but the biggest worry was about my precious data which was on my fried hard drive .... so past few days ive been trying to fix it and finally after a fuckin research on google and a hard disk guy i found on a forum, i got the hard disk fixed and got all my data back .... Yay :) So i am happy now ... got all my pornos back too lmao shhhhh ;) Leave comments ppl :)

Jamie Foxx Vs Miley Cyrus?
Jamie Foxx Told Miley Cyrus What? A very sarcastic Jamie Foxx asked "Who is Miley Cryus?" on his Sirius radio show after a caller complained about Cyrus wanting to ruin Radiohead's career because they ignored her at the Grammys, E! Online reported. Foxx, never one to mince words, went on to say the following..."The one with all the gums? She gotta get a gum transplant...S--t. She's gonna ruin Radiohead's career? The same Radiohead that gets paid a million dollars just to sample their songs?" That's pretty dubious. Foxx, not wanting to forget his parenting skills because he has a teen daughter of his own, offered some words of advice for Miley during these troubling times. "Make a sex tape and grow up," said Foxx. "Get like Britney Spears and do some heroin. Do like Lindsay Lohan and start seeing a lesbian and get some crack in your pipe. Catch Chlamydia on a bicycle seat. That's what I want."

Pretty Dan
THURSDAY NIGHT [6/4/09], AT 11:30 PM MY PRECIOUS FRIEND PASSED ON... HE HAD BE SUFFERING AND FIGHTING CANCER FOR OVER A YEAR... HE HAD OSTEOSARCOMA WHICH IS THE MOST COMMON FORM OF BONE CANCER. IT STARTED IN HIS HIP AND SPREAD TO HIS LUNGS. AS PER DANS REQUEST AND HIS FRIENDS, HE DOES NOT WANT TO BE PITIED. HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE AND IS NO LONGER IN PAIN. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW HIM, PLZ SHOW LOVE. HE WAS AN AMAZING PERSON. HE WAS 21. ♥ YOU M.A.C. Beyonce - Halo (New)Uploaded by Le-Tour-2Lor - Explore more music videos.

Jacko Is Indeed Wacko
Since Michael Jackson's Neverland is no more, he's been auctioning off a ton of items that once decorated his creepy personal theme park. Jacko tried to stop the official list from getting leaked to the press, and now we know why. According to TMZ, some of these items include works of "art", which are detailed as follows: "boy with accordion," "boy sitting on bricks," "boy w/ baton and hat w/ feathers," "two boys on swing bar," "two boys with ladder," "boys sleeping on bench," " boys milking goat,” and more. The 2,952 item list continues like this. We don't even want to know the types of people who are going to bid on this stuff!

Lol!.. And The American Tv Has Finally Corrupted The Rest..
Octomom, Coming to a TV Near You Sad, but true: People Magazine has confirmed that Nadya Suleman, aka Octomom, has sealed a deal with a British production company to film her upcoming reality show. The show will only center on family events like birthdays and holidays, because Suleman doesn't want to give the impression that she's "taking advantage of her kids." We think it might be too late for that! People also reported that Octomom finds Jon and Kate Plus Eight to be boring. So she thinks she can do a better job exploiting her kids? She probably already has!

My Life
hello heres something that i dont talk much about but had to get off my chest. see i am going through my 3rd divorce and i am trying my best to keep myself together and keep from just falling to peices witch i can do for the most part. my first marriage was for 11 ears and i had one daughter shes gonna be 21 this year and we have a vary hard time communicating. with all the bullshit her mom and grand parents have filled her head with when she asked me my side she shut me down and called me a lier cause it was the total oppisite what she had heard and knows to be true. but oh well i have always said if you dont like me bite me it goes for everyone. yeah even her the aple of my eye the spitting image of me (poor thing) but life goes on when were one on one well have a good talk and maybe she'll listen and weight the facts for herself. my second marriage should have never been olny lasted 6 months she said she could handle what i do for a living and surprise surprise she couldnt told me f

Friends For Life
You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete There will be many people who will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints behind. To find one real friend in a lifetime is good fortune; to keep him is a blessing. It is the distance that makes life a little hard. Two minds that once were close are now so many miles apart. safely back where you belong. See how our love has grown? You're not alone; I'll wait till the end of time. Open your mind, surely it's plain to see, you're not alone; I'll wait 'til the end of time. Open your mind

Random Factoids
about me 1) I dont like being touched 2) I hate being called Natalie 3) I have a phobia of worms 4) I am obsessed with Moomin Trolls (its a Russian thing) 5) I can drink a gallon of sauerkraut juice 6) I dont care for guys with 6packs 7) I have paranoia 8) I have a hot step sister who is Russian/Panaman 9) I bite my nails once in a while 10) I am a nerd 11) I LOVE British series like Poirot, Jeeves and Wooster, Ms Maple, Keeping Up Appearances, etc.

What To Do?
How do you know when the flame is gone? We have been married 4 years this month and it seems like there is nothing there no more. It seems like I am just another guy in her life now. When she comes to bed at god knows what time. she just lays down on the far end of the bed with her back to me. Almost like is doesn't want to be there. Then there is her "friend" we will call him "bob". She tells him stuff that i have never heard. She has never told me, and this are out of a email from her to him, "I cant tell you how happy my heart gets when I see your name on the phone", "I think about you nonstop and talk about you more than ever", "You are the first thing that pops into my mind when I open my eyes in the morning, you are the only one that hangs out there all day and you are the last face I see when I close my eyes at night to go to sleep", "I love being in love with you. Everything about you excites me", "You stole my heart away when we met a yr ago and piece by piece I was tryin to g

Random Spouts Part 3
Ok so i spout again.. this time more happier if you dont know what a random spout is .. well you will now, its away for me to just type the exact thoughts on my brain. without heistation *disclaimer- they usually arent in a complete thought process due to adhd * Ok. I keep smiling and i cant stop i just want to explode in laughter passion heartfelt loving but i dont want to come off as a lunitic so i just try to be cool n smile you scare me. not in a bad way but in a way where i never knew i could be this happy it almost feels stolen never in my life have i thought i could obtain let alone be fesiable of showing love like this i long for your touch, your voice to be able to complete your sentances again I want to be able to keep this smile forever I scare myself when im happy because i know im a distructive person i usually enjoy small happy spirts then i chop em up to feel what im used to alone n misunderstood your like a drug thats more intoxicating and additcing then the

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give.For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out.To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme.Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much.Honor the Old Ones in deed and name,let love and light be our guides again.Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune.Widdershins go when the moon doth wane,and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane.When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two.When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek.Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail.When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth.When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest.Nine woods in the Cauldron go, burn them fast

I Have The Best Mom
I got this from my MOM she's the best. HAPPY 39th !BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL VICKI! ON FRIDAY, JUNE 5TH @ 6:52 am, I GAVE BIRTH TO A BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL. AND WE NAMED YOU VICKI JEANNE. HERE IS A BEAUTIFUL STORY THAT IS VERY VERY TOUCHING. I'VE HAD IT FOR YEARS AND JUST RAN ACROSS IT AND I WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU!! TO MY GROWN-UP DAUGHTER My hands were busy through the day. I didn't have much time to play The little games you asked me to, I didn't have much time for you. I'd wash your clothes; I'd sew and cook, But when you'd bring your picture book And ask me, please, to share your fun, I'd say, "A little later, hon." I'd tuck you in all safe at night, And hear your prayers, turn out the light, Then tiptoe softly to the door, I wish I'd stayed a minute more. For life is short, and years rush past, A little girl grows up so fast, No longer

Somebody (loves You) Lyrics
[Chorus: x2]Somebody loves you babyOh oh oohSomebody loves you babyOooohh, ooohh[Verse 1:]Wish I could hug every nigga who done lost trailAnd go see all da ones that visits inna whileTo all da goons that's down Wish I can help em smileTo show my niggas I love em I'll walk a hundred milesBless my dawg who got killed in his own houseHelp him pull through if they ont life support nowThe only thang I live for is to make my son proudMy heart go out to all da young niggaz that's runnin wildI said ah prayer for all da mommas who done lost they childThat 12 year old who wanna fuck GOD slow it downIn life all dis? Help her to turn it round'Please reach out nd Help her GOD before she drown[Chorus][Verse 2:]I know dat feelin when it feel like nobody careWhen you goin through yo problems itseems like nobody thereI started question myself, "If GOD really care"Sometimes I cut off all the lights in the room and stareWonder if he bought me this far To drop me off hereI know it seems sometimes like Lif

3 Things
3's About Me Three Names I go by 1. Tiggy 2. Mom 3. Marylea Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Massage Theropist 2. Pharmacy Tech 3. Accountant at good ol' Walmart Three Places I have lived 1. Memphis TN 2. Toronto Canada 3. OKC Three Things I Like to watch 1. People 2. Ghost Hunters 3. movies Three places I have been 1. Niagara Falls (Canada side) 2. The Alamo 3. Pensacola FL Three of my favorite foods 1 BBQ 2. Enchiladas 3. Pasta Things I am looking forward to 1. Talking with Michael 2. Summer Vacation 3. September...

Katt, Revised Edition Of All Blogs. ♥ (long)
It all started on April 19, 2009 and it didn't last long. I had only been living here for a bit over a month, helping Katt and Mike as they were helping me after I lost my apartment. Katt had been eating a pear and as best as Mike (Katt's Fiancee and one of my good friends) and I can figure, a piece had scratched her esophagus which lead to her complaining of chest pain. Katt asked Mike to take her to the Emergency Room here in Bullhead City, AZ. It was early evening when they left. Around 1 AM, Mikes' mom comes in to tell me to start packing some things up because they had to transport Katt to a Las Vegas Hospital. I started packing immediately then wrote a small blog to let people know that I will be offline and that Katt is in the hospital. The next two paragraphs is a little explaination before I proceed. As far as the local Dr's were concerned, Katt had a "fatty liver", this condition caused fluid to collect in her abdomen. I'm not talking about a little fluid retention either, I'

Cheaters If You Rate My Pics I Will Check Them Belive Me!
I really am sick of low lives who try to scam on fukin fubucks its just pathetic I mean it really is! its not even real money! I will start adding the cheaters to this blog because I"m truly sick of it with all the proof cause I dont Fuk Around I screen shot everything because of people like this First her Picture is her is her Private Message First one mind you! I Checked Folders she mentioned! so next few pics will be of the 1st 2 pages then a few pages in to the folder and she never went in any pages but the FIRST PICTURE THATS IT! BEING THE PERSON I AM I paid this cheater for the pictures i did see her name in. She got more than she deserved because she didnt rate a full 300 pics it was a folder of 250 pics and I sent her 150K Fubucks and here is my screen shot with my very nice but rude message but she deserved it! Just like others deserve to know shes a cheater! Please Leave my page if your a Cheater and dont Really Rate Pics I cant Afford your Azz! Mar

Emts Face Discipline For Not Performing Cpr
Two New Bedford paramedics are facing disciplinary action by the city and the state for not performing CPR on an unresponsive infant at a home in December, authorities said. The child was later pronounced dead. Mayor Scott W. Lang said yesterday that he will hold a disciplinary hearing tomorrow for the two city employees and will also inquire into the operations of the city's Emergency Medical Services agency. "By and large, I think it provides a very high quality of service," Lang said of the ambulance service. "What we have here is a situation where we have an incident that makes everyone take a look and to make sure that we are following through on appropriate mandates." The move by Lang is being made after an April conclusion by the state Department of Public Health that two paramedics violated protocols when they did not perform CPR on the infant. The state suspended them for 30 days. WBZ-TV reported that the infant was a 1-month-old boy. The health depar

You Can't Have Me.
It's raining in another empty.Think I'll forget my umbrella anyway.The dull hum of a window fan, the nagging sensation that my hair is retreating from my faceAnother plop, another drip against this firm green earth.Listless little drifts of thoughts.Like small twigs and litter running down the gutters,Tasks felt but not comprehended.Just another set to the routine.Wash your hands, pick the scabs, touch the mirror before you leave.Only, you're not going anywhere fast.Sit, check, stir, scribble, mutter, stammer, stutter.Life passing me by at alarming speeds in this very comfortable chair.Like a constant blur of noise and excitementas I meditate apathy.Life terrifying me every day, the same color as dark chocolate.The same flavor as ash.The same hands pulling me underwhere there's silence, where there's rapturous splendor in fear.I'd send for helpif I thought anyone would answer.

Jenniy Is A Robot!!!!
I'm sorry I'm not emotionless like you. I can't just look the other way like nothing is going on. I worry and I hurt. I can't help that I'm not like you. Ouch, Mom. Please go on. Let's share some more feelings. Good times. Good times... At 7 a.m., I was on I-10 headed to Livingston. The day had kept its promise...sunlight was peering tentatively through the gray. I had just left behind the morning traffic chaos of Baton Rouge and begun my journey across Basin Bridge--20 miles of bridge over low swampy snake and alligator infested waters (or so I assume from the look). I've been driving for over 7 hours now, but I feel good. Free. Hopeful for a positive day. Then the phone rings. Mom. I was hoping this would be one of those checking on me kind of calls. No... "Have you heard from your brother?" Considering I've been driving all night and tried getting a few hours sleep before I left, this seems to be a ridiculous question, but I just tell her no and ask why. Apparently, there

When I Say I'm Broke I Mean I'm Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. 'Good morning,' said the young man. 'If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners.' 'Go away!' said the old lady. ''I'm broke and haven't got any money!'' and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open.. ''Don't be too hasty!'' he said. ''Not until you have at least seen my demonstration.'' And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. ''Now, if this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder.'' The old lady stepped back and said, ''Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning."

Bella Drains Your Balls
I'm a girl that likes a real big thick cock, in my mouth, in my pussy, in my ass. I love BEING NASTY and I love talking to others who are just as kinky and twisted. I love talking nasty. I’ve got a dirty mind with an even dirtier mouth. I am in a constant search for a big thick juicy cock, and if I can get 2 or 3 at once then I’m a happy girl. Do you think your cock can handle me? Is there enough cum in those enormous balls of yours to fill all my holes? Call me and Let me suck and fuck that cock till you blow your load all over me!Isabella1 888 430-2010

The Looks Thing.
well here we are looking at the ladys. all i hear a lot of the time is look at my face not my tits. but as i have seen in more then just one profile is the downward shots of ladys tits. it seems to me they want you to look. well i will say something about my self i like to look at a lady in a nice outfit from head to toe then down at just a face and tits. the world haas become more self indulged with makeing ladys show there bodys then what it is to be them selfs. like most there are a lot of zelets around the world. now in here on the net there are a whole lot more. the thing about here is you should still use your imagination more then showing it all for it is what will make us more human then just a bunch of lies on a computer screen. so with that ladys please show more fully dressed in good looking outfits from head to toe so that i can keep my imagination working well.

If...time In A Bottle...
If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show the you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me. If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way. If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away If I could save time in a bottle The first thing that I'd like to do Is to save every day Till Eternity passes away Just to spend them with you If I could make days last forever If words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then, Again, I would spend them with you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things y

Men That Make Me Flush
It is official. I have a crush on Bill Oreilly and Rush Limbaugh. Ronald Regan too - but I just have to wallow in the memories of how he would ignore the questions of reporters by pretending he could not hear. What a great ploy. *sighs* I was trying to decide what it was that was so attractive to me - its defintely their eloquence. No... not just that. It is their obnoxiousness; but with flair and a point. Kyle from South Park pukes whenever he is near a crush. I wonder if that could be taken the wrong way. I never had a crush for a band or a singer. I was deeply in crush with Raistlin from Dragonlance Chronicles. Well, enough about this. ONWARD! My blog title makes me giggle. It reminds me of some advice I gave about how to achieve enlightenment.

Blocked Up
It's so hard to swallow, all the lumps in mythroat, on the tip of my tongue, and I stillchoke. If you squeeze me I might bleed just whatI'm feeling. I feel so empty. Staring through awindow, but a curtain covers it. I must be sofoolish. All this junk in my pockets is startingto hurt my leg. It's starting to weigh me down.I'm down but I'm not out. There is a Band-Aid on my finger, but thescar is in my head. I feel so exhausted. I stareinto a mirror, and I'm staring back at me. I'mlooking down at the ground, all around. I'm downbut I'm not out. I try to see clearly, but my eyesare half shut. There's a cloud around my head'cause I'm all blocked up.

Sad Tomorrow
I don't even know why Do you think I'm a mess Maybe someday but now you're gone When I do as I please I'm no different to me Am I crazy or have good luck You're the talk of the town So you say I don't know why you're so glad When my head's filled with sorrow So maybe if I fade away There'll be no sad tomorrow My whole life is a drag Baby listen to me When I go away, will you care I feel naked and weird Do you see what I hear Maybe one day I'll die, who cares Hide away in complete Misery

Typical Girls
Don't create Don't rebel Have intuition Can't decide Typical girls get upset to quickly Typical girls can't control themselves Typical girls are so confusing Typical girls - you can always tell Typical girls don't think too clearly Typical girls are all predictable Typical girls try to be Typical girls very well Typical girls are looking for something Typical girls fall under spells Typical girls buy magazines Typical girls feel like hell Typical girls worry about spots, fat, and natural smells Stinky fake smells Typical girls try to be Typical girls very well Don't create Don't rebel Have intution Don't drive well Typical girls try to be Typical girls very well Can't decide what clothes to wear Typical girls are sensitive Typical girls are emotional Typical girls are cruel and bewitching She's a femme fatale Typical girls stand by their man Typical girls are really swell Typical girls learn how to act shocked Typical girls don't rebel Who invented the typical girl? Who's bring

Home
I force myself through another day Cant explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel rooms my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home

High Urinals
A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack, (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses.When it was time to take the children to the bathroom, it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinals. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one, holding on to their 'wee-wees' to direct the flow away from their clothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring the teacher said, 'You must be in the 5th grade.' 'No, ma'am', he replied. 'I'm riding Silver Arrow in the seventh race, but I appreciate y

Im Still Crying
I'm still crying and I don't know what to do I'm still trying to forget all about you soon enough I will be over you it won't matter where you are or what you do someday I hope to forget that we ever met just as soon as I'm through crying I'm still crying and I don't know what it might be that just when I think that I don't miss you this crying comes over me I hope to forget that we ever met maybe then I will stop crying

My Life..
HI WHERE DO I START.I WAS BORN IN VIRGINA AT FT.EUSTIS ARMY BASE.MY MOTHER IS GERMAN AND MY FATHER A GOOD OLD SOUTHERN BOY.I WAS RAISED IN GERMANY FOR 16 YEARS AND SPEAK, READ AND WRITE IT PERFECTLY.I WAS MARRIED AT A YOUNG AGE OF 17 AND HAD MY DAUGHTER AT 19. I WAS MARRIED TO HER DAD FOR 9 VERY LONG YEARS....SHE IS NOW 25 YEARS OLD AND STILL TRYING TO FIND HER WAY.I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I WAS A FIREFIGHTER AND WORKED FOR RURAL METRO AMBULANCE. NOW LIFE IS HELL. THERE IS ALOT I WISH TO DO BUT,SO MANY ROAD BLOCKS...I'M SO TIRED...IF IT WASN'T FOR MY DOG BUDDY I WOULD JUST END IT ALL.

Yeah!
i wish everyone was blindthe world would be seen in such a different waythere || would || be || noblacks ;; and ;; whitesno pretty, popular girls and no ugly, nerdy girls--> no judgement about clothes and hair

Made Up Words
was talking with a sweet but mentally challenged women today about made up words. here are hers mog for a mud bog grazy for a grey hazy day i contributed fucksplat and cuntdribble does anyone else make up their own words and what are they yes i`m fuckin ripped, smoked some sk-47 whooo haaa

One Day 3 Weeks From Now Mr. Howey Will Smoke Pot With A Pickle!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO BY FAST! SOMETIMES POT BEARS IF NOT KEPT IN COLD CLIMATE CAN ALL OF A SUDDEN DISAPPER... AND ITS WEIRD MAN LIKE THEY JUST START GOING AND YOUR LIKE DAMIT I SHOULD HAVE PUT THEM IN THE BEAR FRIDGE NEXT TO THE PICKLES CAUSE CAUSE BEARS AND PICKLES ARE LIKE 2 PEAS IN A POD: AND THE PICKLES WOULD TALK TO THE BEARS THUS MAKING THE BEARS FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE: AND THEN IN LATER DAYS DOWN THE ROAD SAY 3 WEEKS WHEN MR. HOWEY IS ABLE TO SMOKE THE GREAT SMOKE OF THE HEAVENS HE WILL TEAR A BEAR AND AND LOAD A JOINT! AND YES YES THE PICKLE WILL BE THERE TO BECAUSE THERE AINT NOTHING LIKE A JOINT WITH OUT A PICKLE DANCING! THE END!

Join Me To Have Fun N Get Closer
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It Would
Guess this means you're sorry You're standing at my door Guess this means you take back All you said before Like how much you wanted Anyone but me Said you'd never come back But here you are again 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight I know that I've got issues But you're pretty messed up too Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you Being with you Is so dysfunctional I really shouldn't miss you But I can’t let you go Oh yeah 'Cause we belong together now, yeah Forever united here somehow, yeah You got a piece of me And honestly, My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you 'Cause we belong together n

Short Story
bobo, hope you like it; ON THE BRINK I like this place; it doesn’t have any windows, nice and dark even at 11 in the morning. Sunny days just don’t cut it anymore with the mood I’ve been in. So why am I sitting in the Valley of the Sun in Glendale, AZ in a joint called Cactus Willies? It’s kind of a fucked up story but if you have Marie get me another pint of Guinness and a shot of Jim Beam I’ll tell you about it. “Hey, would you reject that friggin song, you know I love Springsteen but I hate this Bobby Jean song” I yelled across the bar to the barmaid. I guess the whole thing started a while ago, a Friday night poker game over a buddies bar. Five friends and drinking buddies at a semi-regular game that was more of an excuse to get away from wives and girlfriends than serious gambling.OK, it was also an excuse to bring in a stripper once in a while, so even if you lost it wasn’t a bad night. “You look like you are about the same age as me, getting close to 50 aren’t you? Tha

What Else Could Go Wrong...
I just got over a severe staff infection in my face and has left me scarred...and now...out of no where...I've gone deaf in one ear. The scary part is...I already have hearing trouble in the other ear. I may be going completely deaf...I'm hoping it's just tinnitis...but if it is...then why can't I hear? It started out buzzing and ringing to faint hearing loss...now it's the next night and I'm nearly deaf completely...I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow if it's the same or has worsened... Wish me luck please...or praying would be even better. If you could show me some fu-luv I'd appreciate it...I need all the luv I can get...

Mds
MDS or Myelodysplastic Syndromes MDS, or myelodysplastic syndromes, are a group of disorders in the bone marrow resulting in excessive production of blood stem cells that do not mature and function properly, leading to lack of healthy blood cell types and fatal complications. Many experts, when considering what is MDS, see it also a form of cancer like leukemia and breast cancer. Formerly known as ‘preleukemia’, these hematological conditions often result to defective myeloid blood cells and typically develop to acute myelogenous leukemia or AML. However, only about one third of MDS cases transformed to AML within months to several years. Anemia is also present.

Final Results
Below is the syndrome i was told i had today .. i had to look it up to understand it, again ty for all ur prayers and comments, right now imma bit shell shocked but will be around xx Sarah Myelodysplastic syndrome Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Myelodysplastic syndrome Classification and external resources ICD-10 D46. ICD-9 238.7 ICD-O: 9980/0-M9989/3 DiseasesDB 8604 eMedicine med/2695 ped/1527

He Is Coming Yay
i am waiting ... today marks 10 more days ... and he will be here ... bonding with our children in their environment ... i have been all strange feeling like i have no heart .. like i left it in cali loll ... hard to express feelings this strong in IM and text and even over the phone and often frustrations hit us both and it becomes difficult and upseting even at times ... soon we can relax again with each other .. closer to the time i can move there ... the other day i had had a rough day and wished he would move here to northcakalaky.. but that isnt possible ... i will love cali im sure cause where he is is home ... i love him so much id move my kids and i across the country to be with him... i will give up family and friends and not regret it ... one day he says we can move where ever we want ... once the kids are grown up a lil more ... i have that to hang onto .. prolly wont wanna move at that point ... we will be settled and i will have had years to adapt loll ... he has put that

Sick Babygirl!
So I went to my gyno because I thought I was having complications from my surgery that I had last Friday. He told me that my cervix was healing 'beautifully' and that I would not need to return next week for my follow-up... however, he was concerned about my raised blood pressure, my extreme paleness, and excessive weakness. He himself had the flu last week/early this week... So chances are while it didn't display symptoms while he was doing my surgery, I caught it while in surgery. My symptoms, besides what already stated, are random headaches, random bouts of extreme lethargia, body aches, chills, nausea, and feeling like I'm burning up when my temperature isn't even 98 degrees!! So, my gyno, being the nice guy he is, didn't send me to my PCP, and instead treated me himself. He sent me for blood work and gave me a script for Keflex to keep whatever infection I may have at bay. He couldn't give me a definite answer, but he's taking care of me... (which reminds me... I need to ta

What Do You Think Of Poetry???
I know you was hurt many times before but baby i have your cure i am the answer to your wish let me heal you with this i will kiss you when you are down and be around to turn your frowns upside down willing to help your heart heal and show how being loved feel open up your heart for me so i can open your eyes to a loving reality

It Is Donut Day... But The Trilogy Also Moves On To Make A Repeat Of Itself!
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu!

Outside
song in my head... And you Bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your t

About The Family
Well at heart we want to get to the top of the ranks with out having to go threw all the drama to get there. No more tricks. just honest sexy people who are commented to helping each other become famous.

Qantas
After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics any problem they had with the airplane during the flight. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then explain in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken. The pilot reviews the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance problems submitted by Qantas pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot) (S = The solution and action taken by the engineer) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshiel

Passion
I just got done watching a show on tv...and at the end of it.. two people admitted their love for one anything. they know it was there for along time. She tried breaking it off.. he left her place, but he couldn't let her go..So, he walked back into her place, told her how much he loved her and they embraced this long, passionate filled kiss.. You could see the heat, the desire they had for one another.. I want that so badly.. i want a man that couldnt live without me. i want that passion.. that heart.. I want a man to look at me and think "GODS, I gotta have that woman". I want to feel how it feels to be wanted, needed, desired and most importantly..LOVED! I've never felt that way before..Most of the time, I don't think I ever will. I am a firm believer that there are some people that are destined to be alone all their lives and to die the same way..alone. I am starting to think i am one of those people.

Update On Va
After all the run around that we have gotten in the past two years, finally something is going to be done. We had a second opinion appointment in San Diego today. We spent the entire day down there reviewing all of his medical records and getting their recommendations as to what they feel needs to be done to help resolve all the issues with my husband's knees and left elbow. Their recommendation after sending him to Xray to get films on both knees and elbow are as follows: ***The elbow diagnosis is ulnar neuropathy (ulnar nerve needs moved). This recommendation to have surgery needs to be done as soon as possible. ***The left knee needs to have a scope done to clean out the bone spurs that have re-occurred to minimize further damage to the miniscus and prolong having to require a complete knee replacement at this time. ***No longer going to keep adding narcotics to therapy as a "preventative option" to surgery. With all that being said, the specialist that we were originally seei

The Heart Of A Lonely Knight
Within this lonely heart, is love.Within this shattered soul, a passion burns.Within this mortal flesh, feelings reside.Within this twisted mind, a thousand thoughts and more.Beneth this guise of what you see, and what I choose to show is so much more then you may ever know!Within this darkness do I rome, lost again within it's hold.A light of fire did once peirce the night, so again I seek a spark to start a flame.This path is long with many forks, and the road to take is always the hardest.Many battles will I fight along the way, though maybe not of blood be told.Battles of mind, heart and soul will rage within me.Choices to make and ones already made will haunt me as well along my way.But I will stand fast against them and look twards my next opponet with confidince. For even if he wins a battle I will face him again with the knowlage of are last dual.With my wits and knowlage as my wapons I will surely over come this path in life that I chouse to walk.Along the way a new com

Cry No More
I have cried all my bad tears And faced all my fears Then I awoke and saw the light You're asking me back in your life. You're saying Please Jenny let's talk You played me for a fool. No it's time for you to walk. We were once one now we are two The whole time our marrage was all about you. It's kind of funny a big ass shame You talked all your shit And thought there was no pain. I thought I was fighting Fighting just for us. You know we will never be Because you broke my trust

" A Playa"
Well I have to place this blog to have complete closure from this female player... She is nothing that she claims to be, sadly while we were a "item" things didnt add up, you know sending RED flags... So after awhile I finally gave into the fact that she is a player... I didnt want to believe it, sadly for me I thought I was inlove with her... That turned out to be more along the lines that I didnt want to fail at a relationship... So feeling used I hired a private agency to collect information about her... I had a name she gave me, when she came to visit me in California I looked at her name on her licence I.D. so I knew her name, knew what I believed to be her address... So I hired this agency to do some digging.... Her name is as she claimed She isnt a widower, infact her "friend" named "Scott" is infact her real life husband... I recieved her SS#, His SS#, his place of business, her parents home address...

Birth Of Grandson
my 7th grandchild, Daniel, was born March 29th. he wasn't due to enter the world until June30th. he weighed under 2 lbs. a valve in his heart wasn't closing and he had bleeding on the left side of his brain. it's now June 5th and the valve is functioning properly, they haven't said anything about the bleeding though. he has been off the ventilator for a while and the feeding tube is gone as well. he is estimated to weigh about 4 lbs and will hopefully be able to go home around the beginning of july. but i still need to kick his father's ass. Daniel would have gone full term if daddy hadn't tried to push mommy down a flight of stairs. way to much stress on his mommy. i hope all of you have been well and doing great.

My Sex Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're fierce, forceful, and dominant. Lovers leave your bedroom with a few scratches and bites - if they're lucky! You're a born performer and totally hot. Everyone begs to be your slave.Leo, many people are attracted to your dazzling style. You are always at the center of attention. Heads turn when you enter a room. You are flamboyant, glamourous, and spectacularly attractive.You are known and sought after for her fiecy, forceful lovemaking. You're totally abandoned (and noisy!) in bed.You kick, bite, scratch, and scream with pleasure. You like rough, heavy foreplay - and hot pounding intercourse. You like to play the dominant role in S & M games.One of your strongest sexual traits is your exhibitionism. You adored being watched during sex. (Have a cam in your bedroom yet?)First, you do a slow, sexy strip tease for your lover. You become aroused yourself as you peel off your sparkly thong. You especially like to have mirrors strategically placed so that

Back
ok everyone i am back now. most of you know i was having a rough time before i disappeared. well i had the internet cut off at home for awhile to help out. but things are getting better now so i am back. thanks for all the love and messages wondering what happen to me.

Tina
Hey everyone, could u please take a moment out of your day and go and rate a friend of mine. Tina is a great person, so please go rate her and show her page some love..Oh and dont forget she could use her very first bling as well. Who ever gets one to her first. let me know thanks NAUGHTYTINKER@ fubar

Well, I Mean It
Stay with me Stay with me to let me see the wind blowing wordsTo see the rain a fallen poetryStay with me to keep my heart aliveTo make it flourish into poemsStay with me, you made me change my mindYou made me love this lifeStay with me, because of you, I wrote this world a poemAnd posted on my doorI made it wait for me at the front doorStay with me, stay with me, stay with meI might been waiting for you since I was bornI might been looking for you since I was bornWithout your eyes I wouldn’t stayWouldn’t be hereI swear to your eyes, I wouldn’t stayStay with me, because you made me change my mindYou made me like this lifeStay with me, stay with me, and please stay with meStay with me because I will burn my life under your feetWill burn it a sacrifice for your loveAnd my years, my life, I will steal it if It last longI will steal it and increase yoursTo live longer than I will,Stay with me, because you made me love this lifeYou made me keep it waiting for me At my fro

I'm Movin On!
I'm Movin On! by Kody Konfused™ Sittin on a tombstone, Eatin my ColdStone, Livin' life like I like. Feeling the warm breeze, Sweepin throgh palm trees, How did I get this life? Well it took, Two hundred thousand bucks, and three old pick 'em up trucks. But now I'm sittin here drinkin a cold beer, Baskin in the sun! Hey! That's what I get for goin to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! Hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changin and I'm rearrangin So, Hey-ey! I'm movin' on. Seein' my name, Up on the big screen, Yeah, that's what I like. Seein my face Up in the perfect place Man, that is nice. But, They told me to be a man, But now they are all my fans! See what I did, Lookin for candids. Yeah, man that's right. Hey! That's what I get for going to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changing, And I'm rearranging, So, Hey-ey! I'm movin on.

Eww.
Lauryn just walked out of my son's room and said "Mom...Goldfish food doesn't taste that bad." Apparently, Miss Thang decided to try a flake. Who knows why exactly, 4 year olds are out of their minds...but yeah, she tried fishfood.

It Does Hurt
Every time she pisses me off, or upset me,I walk away swearing that I won’t be backBut, the next day, I come back, holding roses and flowersOhh gosh, this love does hurtEvery time I say with tears in my eyes:This is the last time, that’s itI will walk away forever.But, I always come back dragging my tailAshamed of myself, shy of my behavior Ohh damn it, this love does hurtIt’s been months like thisMe and this poor heart of mineSuffering, getting punished And most of all, ignoredI got stuck with a pretty girlWhat else I can sayI got stuck and I can’t walk a wayOh god, this love does really really hurt---------------------------------W.B : FM

He Is Everything..
U might not be his first,his last,or his only he's loved,and he may love again,but if he loves you now what else maters?He's not perfect,and neither are you,and the two of you never will be perfect,but if he makes you laugh at least once witch causes you to think twice,and admits to beeing human,and making mistakes.hold on to him and give him all you got,he's not going to be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break,don't hurt him,don't expect to change him,don't expect too much from him,smile when he makes you happy,cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's not there!!!

Going Offline
Starting no later than the 12th I will be online only on Friday night. Sat, Sun and briefly Mondays. This will last for at least a couple months. My bills are piling up and I have to focus on getting on my feet and getting my divorce done. Rent to own pc's just dont fit into this budget. I will check my email as often as work permits. message me for my cell

Ako Mismo
Ako Mismo ang magsisimula ng pagbabagosa aking sarili upang maging isang halimbawana mayroon pang tao na nagpapahalaga sahinaharap at kaunlaran ng ating bayan.. Isipin mo Pilipino ang kinabukasan mo at ngiyong magiging pamilya sa hinaharap kungngayon ay hindi ka kikilos para sa pagbabago.. Huwag nang mag walang bahala dahil ikawmismo ang magiging susi sa muling pagbangonng ating bayan mula sa kahirapan tungo sakaunlaran para sa kinabukasan ng bayan..We Producers have to release the Knowledge thatHope is still visible in our country despite of the creeplingstruggles and massive problems that pulling us down..We Producers have to believe that change is verypossible with the help of one another by giving them achance to express themselves and by making a pledgethat will serve as the start of their transformation as anew and much better responsible Filipino citizen..Let the change begin from us first..Let us touch the life of other by spreadingour Hope for our country's future..For the

Sea Of Darkness
Alone in this sea of darkness,Riding along with the tide,I hold all my screams inside,No matter how hard I try,I never seem to satisfy,The craving for you I cannot hide,So in this vast sea of darkness,I shall be,Missing a big part of me,Its locked away so no one can see,There is only one who holds the key,Until he truely finds me,Then in this darkness of the sea I will be!!

Random Spouts Part 2
I just want to scream, rip my hair out. you ask me whats wrong when its you who sits there with a chip on your shoulder..God i hate you when you get like this. it drives me to peices with a shiver down my spine. like if i turn my back youll kill me not thinking its a crime. If i had an issue i would just spit it out but you never listen but to what you want to hear.. So what if we were to end does that mean you will hate me? thats fine do so.. but i cant keep listening to your rants Ive told you id leave n ive tried. Ive told you Im fine.. when im lying inside. Ive told you Your nothing more then a security blanket.. You said i could go but you also said you would leave. Fine but what bout the 4 eyes that creep? I spout out random acts of violence i scream that im not well in the head but everyone sits there and just shrugs like oh well thats just jessa. DOnt you see me Crying out for help? doesnt mean i want you just means i know i have a problem Everyone expects me to be perfect

What My Dad Says
I went to meet my dad in town. As soon as he saw me he said “Do you need a pee before we set off?” in front of all his old mates. “No dad, I am fully toilet trained thanks” I hissed.When we got on the bus, I sat beside him in the old people’s seats. Then an old lady got on and I moved to let her have my seat “I don’t want to sit beside her” dad shouts loud enough for everyone to hear. “Shut up” I snap at him. He lets the old woman sit beside him and after a while she finally gets off. Dad indicates that I have to rejoin him on the front seats. I glumly slope over like a big useless teenager.“Do you want anything from the Asda?” I ask him as he stares out of the window.“No!” he yells too loudly. “I have loads of food Janey” he shouts. I shut up and sit quietly.“A small loaf, brown, half a dozen eggs, a tin of spam and a Daily Mail” he then shouts at me. I take note and try not to

Leaving This Site
I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE DRAMA AND THE JEALOUSY OF A CERTAIN INDIVIDUAL THAT SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS......SO I AM LEAVING THIS SITE BY THE WEEKEND...IF ANYONE WANTS TO REMAIN FRIENDS WITH ME THEN YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO ADD ME ON MYSPACE.....MY LINK IS MYSPACE.COM/TATT_TWO62 HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.

"everlasting Shine"
EVERLASTING SHINE You brighten up my World You light up my life You make my Heart leap,skip a beat You make my day smile:) Though our eyes had never met reality I dream of the day our lips would met eternity My Life is enjoyed each and everytime your around Looking into your mystifying eyes I´ve seen thousand of stars*** I have no fear to follow my dreams Cause I know you will light my ways You are my one and only fantasy My Lifetime one desire My everything is You thats own my Heart(*v*)

Im Lookin For My Lo
Im just a juggalette whos looking for her real juggalo. Who will treat me like the Queen Of All Evil that I am lol, Im tried of all the fakes that keep finding me. Anyway Im looking for the lo of my life who will sweep me off my feet and take me for the ride of my life. And I hope that the Juggalo who hits me up can handle me lol. ( cause I can be a little evil) Signed, Queen of all Evil

Better Living Through Recreational Chemistry Part 2
one thing that i have learned is that religion is bad. i believe religion, organized religion, was created as a method of control, with its rules and regulations set up to keep the masses loyal and in order a couple of millenia ago. yes it is outdated, but it is still in effect now, as it was back then. call it god, allah, ishtar or whatever the basic text has always been the same; be nice and support your local government. o.k., but, how 'bout this? what if god does not exist? what if we are just a chance conglomeration ofatoms and molecules in the primordeal ooze? kind of makes those new nike's and tonites hockey game a bit less important doesn't it? it shouldn't. you are still alive and kicking none-the-less, so why give all your spare change to a group of people that make you sing stupid songs, eat stale crackers and drink cheap non-alchoholic wine, just so that they can yell at you,, call you a sinner, tell you your soul is going to burn in hell, and not have to pay taxes! hmmm

Bladder
WELL IM HOME SAFE AND SOUND.. IN MY OWN BED.. CUDDLE WITH MY FAVORITE PILLOW.. HEHE.. I STILL HURT LIKE A BITCH.. AND PEE LIKE A RACE HORSE LOL.. BUT THE SURGERY WAS GREAT THEY SAID.. SO.. WE WELL WAIT AND C... MUAH

Its All About Me
Hello I'm Charley from the great city of Minneapolis , I am 55soon to be 56yr on the same day as our President Obama 8/4 . I stand at 6-2 and srinking as I get older lol My weight goes up and down just like the Stock Market . lol I have no childeren but that does not mean I don't love kids .......... I do , I do . I love to cook ,dance , see movies , theater, travel , I have a strong interest in UFO's -Ghost ,Reincarnation ect . Why you ask ??>>>>>>>>>> I have seen many UFO's and I have spoken to Ghost . I'm a Big Baseball , Basketball & Hockey Fan . ..... Goooooooooooo!! Twins !! I'm very romantic all the way ! I will tell you more if your interested . Take Care Charley

Here Another Part Of The Story
they have her in the detroit crime section and still looking into it but from what i got told the mother really don't show remorse.. in fact there was someone i ran into that told me something she said after he apologized for what happened to nevaeh she told him his son was cute wtf is that shit about.. u know.. if i just lost my daughter or son there is no way in hell i would b saying that and not b crying my ass off.....

Feeling And Love
i always beleive feeling and love is control by god we can't control how we feel for someone but we chose to with hold it in or behonest with the one we have feeling for when have feeling for someone it doesn't mean your in love with but most of the time we or we really care for that person today generation doesn't beleive you can have feeling or fall in love by just hearing an person voice but i learned the reason why some people don't these days is cause there away to admitted or refuse to beb loved or doesn't wat others to have feeling but for the must it's because their afraid to let themself to loved or reject true feelings cause they been hurt in an past relationship or cause of an bad child hood pass from my exprince in this i refuse to be love since i refuse to be loved i couldn't love cause i refuse to trust and fell comfortable with someone but in the last three days i found an person i really feel comfortable with. when you find an person you feel comfortable with your fe

Another Update On The Sexy Legs Contest
Me = 257 # 2 girl = 213 please vote for my legs in thigh high stockings in a contest on Fubar as the sexiest legs... YOU WILL NEED TO REQUEST TO BE FRIENDS OF CANDY SHOP in order to have access to the picture here >>>> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=1715025749&idx=16

Access Rules
This Blog contains instructions for accessing my private NSFW folder for Ch@nelBaby. These rules will be followed precisely, otherwise access WILL NOT BE GRANTED. This file is intended for Family only. To gain access, follow these instructions: 1. Send Friend Request. In the message box, note “Ch@nelbaby, Family please. 2. If the request is accepted, you must qualify as family. You may do this in several ways: · 1 Month Gift VIP to either me or Ch@nelbaby buys you 1 week family/access. · Either 30-day Gift Blast or Gift Happy Hour to me or Ch@nelbaby buys you 1 month family/access.

Eveybody Look At This Please
Little Nevaeh was found in the river just 5 miles from our house. She was found on the river bank and was encased in cement.All of Monroe is upset and enraged at the fate of this precious child whose mother hung around child molesters. Nevaeh called one of them daddy George. Ann Howard

Can You Trust Your Very Best Friend?
Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend...The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. .Patterning your life around other's opinions is nothing more than slavery...You can't separate peace from freedom because no one can be at peace unless he has his freedom.I would rather be exposed to the inconveniences attending too much liberty than to those attending too small a degree of it....

Beauty Within....
The first question I ask myself when something doesn't seem to be beautiful is why do I think it's not beautiful. And very shortly you discover that there is no reason...I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful....The ideals which have lighted my way, and time after time have given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Kindness, Beauty, and Truth. The trite subjects of human efforts, possessions, outward success, luxury have always seemed to me contemptible...Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever..

Me Me Me Not Ahole Lot Of You Just All About Me Me Me Me I Am Very Selfish Today
I am in a wierd mood and it is some funny shit time to go get shit faced wasted I will laugh last at every one hhhhhhhhhahhhhahhahhahahahahahahahaha

Oh Shit! My Account Was Deleted?
There are so many rumors going around about how the fubar admins are this or that. It's actually quite funny to read some of the stories. I thought I’d save you all some time and clear some things up... 1. We do not like to delete profiles. We know you just come right back. It is has never been our policy to delete profiles for petty shit. Some of the people who have become my biggest supporters and eyes and ears are users who I once had disputes with. I will say it again, deleting is our last resort. 2. If your profile was deleted, it may not be our fault. I always find it funny when a user will come to me screaming about a "friend" who was deleted. This usually alerts me to check their profile for suspicious activity. 99% of the time the person arguing is whining about one of their fake accounts. DO NOT COME TO US CRYING about an account that you know was fake. Spammers get deleted. Underage Users get Deleted, Anyone who SCAMS or DISPUTES or who has directly benefited fr

How Excellent Is The Name Of God
How excellent isHow excellent isHow excellent is thy nameHow excellent is thy nameVERSEWhen I look around and seeEverything you've done for meI have to give you praiseFor the victoryChorusVerseWhen I look around and seeEverything you've done for meLord, I won't hesitate to give you praisePraise, for the victory

As Clique As It Is Love
there is a reson i like iced lemonade message if you want to know "iced lemonade" so i found what i really want siping iced lemonade on the porch swing little ones running around the backyad my head on your shoulders and my heart in your hands and oh the distance kills me and i know it kills you too but until that day we can be together i'll sip my iced lemonade dreaming of you waiting for that fairytale ending the unlikely girl and the unsuspecting prince they make it through wizards and dragons wicked stepmothers and posion apples too so i know we can make due just promise you'll dream of me too i know it's a little clique but i've found what i really want sipping iced lemonade on the porch swing your fingers running through my hair your head on my shoulders and your heart in my hands yeah i know it sucks and so does the guy it's about he was a ass

Feeling Of Her Soft Lips
Feeling Of Her Soft Lips My Fire stands waiting for me Her passions I can hear Though she stands far off now Our time is drawing near Many miles over open road I travel on swift wings Till I stand before My Fire My Fire is my brass ring Our eyes lock for the first time As I approach My Fire My hand strokes soft skinned cheek

Mash And Republicans
Since no one reads my stuff feels nice to just write about anything. I was watching that old show MASH this week and it struck me. Frank Burns is how a current republicans act. In the 70's when that show was on we made fun of people like that. Now they are elected to congress. For fans of the show think of how frank was. All gung ho for war but actually a coward (Bush/Cheney and countless other chicken hawk republicans) super partriot who suspect anyone who didn't lay it on that thick (remember the stupidity about wearing a flag pin or having the flag sticker on your car?) all moral and uptight yet cheating on his wife (Gingrich and countless others), dislike of anyone who wasn't a white christian (every fucking republican!) Watch the show (the early ones with Frank Burns) and see if you dont' see the same thing. Really struck me on how far to the right on country has went

I Sure Was Fond Of That Cat
Folks without pets will think it's stupid, but the rest of you know they are family. We lost a dear member of ours this week. Gushy was 14 and had lived a long and happy(hopefuly) life. So at least there's that. Still, I can't help but look for her in all her lil spots. But she's not there. Where do you go for comfort when your comforter is the reason you're sad?

Comprehension
people dont seem to understand much when I try to explain myself. like, my mom used to bug all the time about what a worthless degenrate loser I am, until she agreed to help me get my passport a few years back and had to go through beaurocratic hell to do so. seriously, she spent the entire week long 30+ hours of arguments and bribery asking me over and over how she and my sister got the same process done in about 15 minutes so why was it taking so long with me. it just does. I am hated. HATED like hitler stalin and pol pot rolled into one. and I never killed anybody or anything neither. yesterday I tried to get a reservation for a time slot on the computers here at the library for today and the reservation machine gave me a 6 minute slot. the normal time frame is 1 1/2 hours, it gave me 6 minutes. when I went to ask the librarian what was going on he said "Ive never even heard of anything like this before!" thats me. and still, since most people ignore me completely unless theyre

What A Geek Does At Work. (instead Of Work)
W I K I P E D I A I swear I can't get enough of it lol. I just randomly peruse through stuff there. Take for instance http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bystander_effect Is that not interesting as hell? Well I guess I am the only one! lol Anyways Bored at work breeds Wikipedia and Fark surfing as well as Fubar.

I Love To Be In Good Company
hi guy s i m jaime from montreal a model of 31 y/o i really love to be in good company of men and women so this place here perfect for me I’m an experienced woman likei i told u im a model ! this is my fulltime work . I’ve been part of this wonderful place for 10 years (this April officially marks my 10 year anniversary!) I really love the time I spend on my webcam and I couldn’t even think of the day I’d stop being a model. I love to be seen and meet new people from all over the world – isn’t that cool? , so this is the perfect place for me! i hope to see u in my free chat soon xoox jaime click here for my free chat http://titanic-tits.net/cgi-bin/chatroom/chat.pl

*lovers Promises*
Lovers Promises From the swelling water of virgin forest Heres come the sweetest promises To Love and care each other Till death do us apart Heavens Angel quietly smile Looking those two Lovers underneath the pale moonlight Wishing upon the stars to let their dreams comes true Oh Love thats pure and simple Builded dreams as a temple Hold on dont give up... Life will gone...Promises still done I will continue to Love you And sing my Lovesongs for you Then Angels will chorus My Love for you will Never End.... Written by:RW rachel wiehl

Chi Sono I Clienti Delle Agenzie Matrimoniali?
Nei tempi antici in Russia non ci erano le agenzie matrimoniali, ma esistevano le pronube – le donne, quali potevano trovare un marito o una moglie. Le pronube potevano entrare e in case dei cittadini comuni, e nei palazzi. Loro erano specializzate non soltanto negli affari amorosi, ma anche in diplomazia e nella fusione dei capitali. Le pronube guadagnavano molto ed erano benestanti. Le pronube in Russia non avevano necessita’ di comprare i prodotti alimentari. Loro mangiavano dai clienti. Si era molto onorevolmente di invitare la pronuba alla colazione, pranzo o cena. Perche queste donne erano ben informate di tutti gli eventi, voci e chiacchere. Nessuno osava di litigarsi con pronuba, perche lei poteva rovinare la reputazione ad ognuno. In quel periodo le pronube eseguivano il ruolo di stampa gialla. Ogni anno il tempo della vita si accelera. Storicamente, le condizioni della vita in Russia e negli altri paesi di CSI erano tali che la donna dovrebbe lavorare per mant

Little Less Talk And A Lot More Action
I was getting kinda tiredOf her endless chatterNothing I could sayEver seemed to matterSo I took a little driveJust to clear my headI saw a flashing neon up aheadIt looked like a placeTo find some satisfactionWith a little less talkAnd a lot more actionI paid the man at the doorAnd pushed my way to the barShouted for a drinkOver a screaming guitarA drunk on a stoolTried to mess with my headBut I didn't even listenTo a word he saidI knew somewhereAmid all this distractionWas a little less talkAnd a lot more actionA little less talkIf you pleaseA lot more lovingIs what I needLet's get on downTo the main attractionWith a little less talkAnd a lot more actionWell she was fighting them offAt a corner tableShe had a longneck bottleShe was peeling the labelThe look on her faceIt was perfectly clearShe said somebody pleaseGet me out of hereThe look she shot meThrough the glass refractionSaid a little less talkAnd a lot more actionA little less talkIf you pleaseA lot more lovingIs what I needLe

Up For Action!!!
ALRIGHT EVERYONE I AM UP FOR AUCTION!!! IT ENDS ON 6/12/09 AT NOON... BID BID BID!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS READ MY PROFILE AND IT HAS THE LINK TO TAKE YOU STRAIGHT TO IT! EVEN IF YOU CANT AFFORD ME HEHE YOU CAN ALWAYS RATE THE PIC PLEASE!!! LUV YOU ALL AND ENJOY THE FU!! HUGS AND KISSES *CANDI*

Just So You Know....
I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...

Who Are Consumers Of Matchmaking Agencies?
In ancient time in Russia there weren’t matchmaking agencies, but there were matchmakers – women, who could find a husband or wife. Matchmakers could to entry in each home and palaces. They specialized not only in affairs of the heart, but in diplomacy and in the merging of capitals too. Matchmakers were very well-to-do, they got good honorariums and even couldn’t spend money on food. The consumers considered it an honour to invite matchmakers in own houses and entertain them to breakfast, lunch or supper, because these women were well informed about all events, gossips and rumours. Nobody dared quarrel with matchmakers, because they were able to damage reputation to everybody. At that time matchmakers acted as yellow press. But who is performing role of matchmaker now? And who are their consumers? Every year the tempo of life accelerates. Historically, the circumstances were such that women in Russia and other countries of CIS, used to work to secure their lif

All Smiles
granted it's been a while since I've posted in my blog but there are reasons-- I've been just sorting out some thing happening with myself but I'm gaining control and its all coming out roses, so to speak.. I've found someone that means the world to me and I couldnt ask for a better love...who is she? now now now, such things arent meant to be aired in public *winks*

Who Wants To Send Me Naked Pics
Hey I was just wondering if any of you gals would send me some naked photos! I am horny all the time and love looking at ya'll naked! MY E_MAIL IS austin.meek@yahoo.co please send all photos there!

My Daughters Hair, Need Advice
Okay I know this is going to sound kinda stupid to some of you but...i have a daughter who is three and she is mixed, and im at a loss for what to do with her hair!! lol. i feel so bad for her bc im not sure what i can do. Its thick and its really coarse and dry and i have done everything i know to do to try and make it less dry and more managable and im not getting anywhere. Is she too young for the just for me relaxers? I found one that is supposed to be all natural and less harsh. but im afraid if i use it her hair will fall out or something :( i live in a small town and i have been to a few hair places for help but they dont know what their doing. Anyone have any advice for me?

Um That Thing Is Huge!
So, my hubby is away for awhile and I need to "fill the void" he's left behind without cheating on him. He told me to get a new toy to play with in his absence. I ordered one from an online supplier and they said it was back ordered. (must be good eh?) This was in March. A couple of weeks ago I get an email that they tried to charge my credit card but there was a problem and could I call them. Well, sure. Since March, I had changed the reward program @ my bank, so I got a new card- hence the problem they had. I call customer service, a man answeres. GREAT! "um, hi, yeah I had an order with you in March and I got an email saying you're having a prob running my card. I have a new number since then." "I'd be happy to update that for you, oh, it looks like that item is on back order again." "How can that be? I just got the email today that they were getting it ready to ship when the prob with my card came up." "It is a popular item. It looks like tentative arival to the

Ensign: Give Me And Make Me
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 June 2009 The story of the prodigal son in Luke 15:11-32 is something that most kids, if we’re honest with ourselves, will go through. And it’s not limited to the ages of childhood; everyone has the urge to try to make their own way in the world; normally, this is healthy because our children cannot dwell indefinitely with Mom and Dad. It defeats God’s purpose for men and women (to leave father and mother, per Genesis 2:24) and demeans us because we aren’t making or aren’t perceived as making the effort to get out from our parent’s shadow. “And [Jesus] said, A certain man had two sons: And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the portion of goods that falleth to me.

Just A Thought.................
IN OUR EVERYDAY LIFE WE MEET DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE FROM ALL WALKS OF LIFE..WE CAN'T BE SURE IF THAT PERSON WE MET DURING THAT DAY IS A TRUE PERSON, SINCERE AND HONEST ON THE WAY HE OR SHE SHOWS IN THE MANNER OF TALKING..BUT LET US ALL REMEMBER THAT WHAT WE SEE FROM THE OUTSIDE SHOULD NOT BE CONSIDERED ALSO GOOD FROM THE INSIDE....have a nice day ahead of you.....

Love In The Net?
Is it good or bad to fall in love with somebody here in the net??? I ask you....the agony of ups and downs and the behavior of each other being lovers in the internet are more intense than being lovers in reality...demanding...dramatic...too way out...in short everything is in the limbo...I like to consider my love here as it would never end...like am always in heaven though hell is always there...learning the faults and mistakes of each other is really hard to take...but at the end of the day...talking things out will ease the pain...BLITZEKREIG ICHT CLIE' BER...

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Tell Him Bratt Sent Ya!!autos On And Bomb Later
CLICK HIS PIC Stilts - Fu owned by Bratt@ fubar OK, HE HAS AUTO 11'S ON FRIDAY NIGHT!! NO Drama & CLICK HIS PIC & HAVE FUN :)) CUM LEVEL UP ALL!! Stilts - Fu owned by BrattTHANX,FRIENDS!!!! ~Bratt~ ♥~Bratt~♥@ fubar

100 Rates = 10k!
100 RATES = 10K! PLEASE, WHEN YOU FINISH, POST A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC SAYIN' "RATED FOLDER". THAT'S HOW I'LL CHECK AND SEND YOU YOUR FUBUCKS! ENJOY! 11'S ON! REMEMBER: NO COMMENT = NO FUBUCKS

Auction Ends Next Friday!!
I'm in another auction...check me out and bid please!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=250615&albumid=0&i=3350344445 The linked photo aint working..dammit. I can end auction at anytime if I accept the bid. Thank you and happy bidding!! =D

In Love Or Am I?
Ok so i am dating this guy who is about to go into the navy. I live with him and everything. I feel as if im floating on the clouds when im around him. I mean, he is a good guy and all but i dont know if i can handle him being gone all the time. I've told him i loved him and he said it back. but what if things change while he is gone over seas and everything with the navy? We also talked about getting married and everything but what if when he gets back or while he is gone things are totally different between us? What am I to do? He is only 19 years old and i am 20. is this a big mistake or is it meant to be?

You Tell Me...
Ok I love her new song....download. But the vid freaks me out. Who the heck is that?!?! Here is her before and after. Maybe you can tell me. After: http://www.imeem.com/hiphopvideos/video/om_B6eFk/lil-kim-download/ Before: http://www.imeem.com/groups/6Vzeud8T/video/auxesS9I/lil-kim-lil-kim-the-jump-off-music-video/

Not The Sharpest Tools In The Shed
"Kung Fu" star had rope around neck and genitals, may have suffocated, Thai police say. Really? He may have been suffocated? What was their first clue? Could it have been, oh, I don't know...THE ROPE AROUND HIS NECK?! I mean, it's just me, but if you have a rope tied around your neck, you're gonna have a wee bit of difficulty breathing.

I Am Bitchy. I Miss Food.
Did you know that I have a bizarre talent for remembering the names of total wankers? Yep. I don't forget. So changing your handle doesn't help when you contact me from the new profile then sign your shit the same way...Stupid fucks.I am really not in the mood for this shit. Let me tell you little prickwads a thing about a femdom on a starvation diet -- WE TURN INTO SUPER BITCHES...Blame it on the edginess accompanying eating less than 1500 calories a fucking day...somedays closer to less than 1000!! Yep, I am forcing myself to loose some weight. Some stupid fan on MyS classified me in a group of BBWs!! Really? Did I slip that far? Was I too okay with my curves? WELL NOT ANYMORE. I am fucking living on nuts, fruits and veggies. Oh and rice instead of pastas and other carbs. Steamed artichokes and bananas are my best friends. I have also reduced my soda intake to a minimum from a hard core addition. I haven't begun to exercise like crazy, but I have begun to do more active things whe

Nice Try, Dick.
From Mark Morford of the SF Gate. I love this guy! hahahaha Sorry, Dick. You can't have it. You can't have even a moment of credit, a glimpse of sympathy, any sort of merciful forgiveness just because you sort of, kind of half-assedly came out in support of gay marriage, again, even though you actually didn't. Here's what you do get: a sidelong look of momentary disbelief, a quick glance in your direction as you sit in your puddle of sour irrelevance on the sidelines of modern culture, as the rest of the thoughtful, open-hearted human race leaves you in the embittered dust. Hey, you made your bed of nails, Dick. You get to impale yourself on it. What, is that too harsh? Too mean-spirited? Should I be more accepting and tolerant and kind because you supposedly revealed in your recent chat with the National Press Club that you might have an actual glimmer of an extant human heart, even though everyone knows you absolutely don't? Not a chance. You think liberals and the gay movement s

Unforgettable..
Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn! Aðýr aðýr geçecek mevsimler, Bir bir aðaracak saçýnýn telleri Solacak albümde eski resimler. Beni hatýrladýkça için ürperecek, Boþanan gözyaþlarýný tutamýyacaksýn. Boþuna zorlama kendini, sevdiðim; Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn. Ve biliyorsun, ben de unutamayacaðým, Eskimeyecek içimde sana ait ne varsa Þöhretmiþ, servetmiþ herþey geçiyor, inan Dostluklar ve sevgiler kalýyor, kalýrsa. Sen benim gökyüzümdün, denizim, topraðýmdýn, Þimdi bir hatýra olamazsýn belirsiz, uzak Biliyorsun bazý þeyler vardýr elimizde olmayan Ýþte öyle imkansýz birþey seni unutmak. Zannetme ki herþey bitti sevdiðim; Birgün yeþerecek þu sararmýþ yapraklar. Ve bundan sonra kim severse dünyada; Seni ve beni hatýrlayacaklar

Update ... Sexy Legs Contest
Score .. . Me ... 245 no 2 girl is 209 But I want to blow this competition out of the water ... need more votes because the contest goes until the 14th ... please vote for my legs in thigh high stockings in a contest on Fubar as the sexiest legs... YOU WILL NEED TO REQUEST TO BE FRIENDS OF CANDY SHOP in order to have access to the picture here >>>> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=1715025749&idx=16 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Beauty....
People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.Whatever is in any way beautiful hath its source of beauty in itself, and is complete in itself; praise forms no part of it. So it is none the worse nor the better for being praised.

My Offspring!!!!
Ok... Most of you know I have children! I need some honest up front opinions... I am a big girl I can take it! I took my 11 year old son to school today as I normally do. Coty is a sweet kid...but reactive immediately to any type of distraction. This is the last day of school for the school year...phew and he passed! Today, at around 8:30 am, I get a call from the school secretarty telling me I need to come to the school to pick up my child. She said he had "stabbed" another student in the leg with a pencil. SO,,,, I am flying like a bat out of hell to the school about 10 miles away...wondering what on earth has happened...whats going on..OMG!!!!! I was in a state of mind I have never been in before. I walk in to the building, there sets Coty and the other child and a pissed off mother...(lawyer, I might add). And I and my son go into the office. My Child has had problems all year with this boy, we have reported him more times than I can count. I asked the principal why they were n

Might Be Put In The Hospital After Today
ok so not that to many of you people on here would read this anyway but to the ones that i KNOW will, i just wanted to let it be known that after today i may or may not be on for a a while. i got to go to the doctors today and based on what he says i might be put in the hospital today or sometime this weekend. i will make sure the TRUE friends on here are kept updated on what is goin on.i do not know why i bother to write these things cuz some people on here are all about leave me this and that but when you do and ask for the same in return ya get nothing but oh well i dont need that kind of people ./ that is exactly why my list went down WAYYYYY short and is about to go down again. so therefore IF you read this and dont like what i got to say oh well delete me then cuz honestly i really dont care. i DO however would like for the very few friends..well i should say TRUE friends that i got on here to stop by while i am gone and keep me posted on what is goin on

Today I'm A New Kinda Whore.
Here's the deal. I never went to sleep last night. I am super sleepy but I'm trying to stay up all day. Why don't you help me out. I'm going to activate my B-day auto 11's that Alix gave me. Help get me rates and bombs and stuff. I want to give a shout out to all my homies: Alix for the kick ass bling. Philemon for the VIP that helped me get more pictures loaded. and Pedro for making me into a true point whore and setting up my bomb folders. I got 400k to level. Lets make it happen people! Ok so I leveled!!! Also I got a blast from Pedro. I put the gayest thing ever on it. If you see it screen cap it pleeeeeaase!!! I love all of you people!!!

To Believe
To believe is to knowthat every day is a new beginning.It is to trust that miracles happen,and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,to know the wonder of a stardust sky,and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,the innocence of a child's eyes,and the beauty of an aging hand;for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and couragethat lies within us when it is timeto pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone,that life is a gift,and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprisesare just waiting to happen,and all our hopes and dreamsare within reach..."If only we believe"

Twiztid Ft. Violent J- Marsh Lagoon
[Jamie Madrox] If everything is going my way Then why does it suck so much to be Eric Ritter today? I'm like the captain of the football team And every girl who's someone in my school, they wanna suck my dick or sleep with me I get big props, and high fives For them quarter back sneaks from the 30 yard line I never fuck with drugs, I only drink for the buzz I can handle my liquor, and my daddy is a judge And he looks out for me But what about the prom queen? It's been at least two weeks since she's been heard from or seen Susan Casada, her momma is a lawyer and her daddy is a doctor Her picture's in my locker Her body's in the lagoon, underneath the lily pads Glow from the moon, dark watery tomb Consumed the body, then pulled her below I wrapped her in my letterman coat and slit her throat Then I let go Loudest splash I ever heard And from that day forward I haven't spoken a word And from that day forward i haven't spoken a word......[repeated again distorted] [Chorus x2] The marsh l

Angels On Line
There's a land where I go, when I need to share, That's not on a map, yet exists everywhere;Lots of names without faces, a curious place,A virtual creation that's called — cyberspace. There are all sorts of people with cute little handles, Like Jasmine and Sandman and Rosebud and Jangles;Some can be snobs, though most are great fun,And some of them just want to talk with someone. Both good and bad, they all play a role,And each one's unique, but part of the whole;We chat and we laugh and often we sigh,We flirt and we 'hug' and sometimes we cry. We can't be heard and we can't be seen,Still we can 'talk' right there on that screen;But, all in all, the most curious part Is the power this has to open our hearts. We share with a stranger stuff we've concealedFrom our closest of friends — things we never reveal!Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears, The scars in our life which bring us to tears. What gives them the power to reach into me And show

Tweet Tweet!
So i'm on Twitter, if you're into that sort of thing. I warn you i'm twice as boring as you think i am, and i maind Tweet to get out passive aggressive rage at idiotic customers. (I work at a gas station) http://twitter.com/Inked_Canvas

A Woman
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much

Only 16 Left!! First Come First Serve!
Here is how this works. Ive got 16 credits. Going for 50,000 a credit. Write me and let me know how many you want.FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!PRIVATE MSGS WITH OFFERS ONLY!! ONCE THEY ARE GONE THEY ARE GONE! NO SHOUTS!

Rest In Peace
I just dont know what the hell is wrong with this world. I have a friend that I have known since I was a kid his name is Josh. we did everything together as kids, and as teenagers, hell we even worked in the same places together, we did every job from fliping burgers to being Lifeguards on the beaches in Chicago, we grew apart as adults but still talked from time to time, go out grab some drinks. after september 11th we both signed up for the Marines we wanted to fight those bastards the attaced our country. He got in I dident I had too many health issues bad kiddney, asthma, bad knee form playing football they just would not let me join I just couldent hack it but thats ok I still supported the troops but thats another story. Josh was good at everything I dont recall his rank but he fought hard, he lost a leg while he was in Iraq a and came home a hero with his head held high because he fought for our country and had no regrets I wish I could have been there with him. He came home a h

Talk About Vindictive
What kind of woman do you have to be to not even take your daughter to her dad to wish him a happy birthday. Just because we were fighting is no excuse for not doing that. This is something I will NEVER forgive you for. I hope you are happy with the choices that you have made and I hope you can continue to look yourself in the mirror each and every morning and be satisfied with the person you have become. You are in no way the person I meet and in my eyes you are now on the same level, if not lower, then you 2 xes.

Reality Bites.
What is love? Is it akin to the Shakespearean explanation of the value of a name? Does the word itself mean nothing? Or does it mean everything? It's all a matter of perception, is it not? Some associate love with the feeling of light headedness, eupohoria, and that cloud nine sensation. Some equate it with the physical act of sex and the back-arching, spasmic, undulating release that goes along with it. Others equate it with stability, loyalty, and steadfastness. Still others equate it with sadness, pain, and regret. So many different experiences, so many different ways of viewing it. All over just one little four letter word. What do I believe? Does it matter? I like to think that I've found this elusive, undefinable thing. I've experienced all those above qualities, and still--I wonder if I've ever really, truly, completely been in love. Don't get me wrong. Every time I've said it, I've meant it. But I've always felt like something was missing. Something left me wa

Oh Well....
Oh well.. here it is. I am finally free and no crush for this year because someone just broke me up with no reason so I am looking new fu-owner and new girl who is better than I had before so if you have any question or anything like to asks.. Just leave me a message and I will return your call and many thanks!!!! :D Your friendly Guy; Chris

Sexy Legs Contest
The score is now up to 235 for me and 208 for number 2 girl. But she is comingup fast ...please vote for my legs in thigh high stockings in a contest on Fubar as thesexiest legs... YOU WILL NEED TO REQUEST TO BE FRIENDS OF CANDY SHOP in orderto have access to the picture here >>>>http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=1715025749&idx=1636d hugs,Ms. Cleavage

Sex Talk
Listen up boys (yeah, most of this site is crawling with boys, regardless of age) I am about to keep it real...If you are offended, that is just because you only think with the small head below your waist..the one that has more intelligence than the one on your shoulders., (sad, true story)..... But here goes...just because I post a nude, partially nude, picture doesn't mean i want to talk sex with you.. just because I rate your pictures surely doesn't mean I want to talk sex with you and the most importantly.... JUST BECAUSE I SAY HI TO YOU..REALLY DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO FUCK YOU! TRUST ME, I DON'T!! You are all acting like doggies dry humping pillows..let's face with, with the behavior you are doing here.. that is ALL the action you will be getting. My sex talk and my flirting is reserved to those that actually talk TO me...and not talk to my body parts. Soo "BOYS" save it.. I am not interested. If this constitutes me as being a bitch.. so be it.. and B.I.T.C.H Only means.. Babe

My Birthday Bully
iDaHo! ~iDaHo~TMOwned by Monica The Great & Psyche@ fubaris having a BIRTHDAY today!!!She haz teh autos on, and has to work on her Birthday! So yanno, show her the love she needs! Rate her, Bomb her, Bling her and Most of all LOVE HER! I love you bish! Happy Birthday!

Help Me Reach Godmother (this Is Also My Bulletin)
Kristin is trying to become the newest Godmother.She is close to level and will be activating her autos today@5PM.She will also be bombing.So show this lady some love and help her level!Kristin fu owned by cyph1b14n@ fubarBully brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♫BlackWidow♫' on '2009-06-05 07:20:08')(repost of original by '~Natural_Witch® ~PWN3D by the lovely ♠ Diana ♠ Your New Obsession Manager' on '2009-06-05 07:24:43')

Stockbroker's Secretary
The stockbroker's secretary answered his phone one morning. "I'm sorry," she said, "Mr. Bradford's on another line." "This is Mr. Ingram's office," the caller said. "We'd like to know if he's bullish or bearish right now." "He's talking to his wife," the secretary replied. "Right now I'd say he's sheepish."

Drinkin And Thinkin
proceed with caution i`m not sober stumbled in drunk at 5:30 this morning not tired so i made a pot of really strong coffee and sat on the deck smoking cigarettes and sipping coffee watched the sky lighten as the sun crept up in the east. heavy rain clouds to the west coming in off the ocean. i watch the clouds break apart into tiny wisps and eventually disappear as they head towards the sun. brought to mind the greek myth of icarus meeting his death flying to the sun. death has been on my mind lately. someone i know committed suicide last fri. not a great friend but someone i`ve have had more than a few deep conversations with. took a header off a 6 story parking garage. so if i look to the south i see a beautiful sunrise on the left and if i look to the right i see tumultous weather. same as everyones life right? beauty or trouble are always right there. why do we decide to look one way or the other and only see that view? i`m gonna quit this now . good morning to all who

Cancer, The Fight Of A Lifetime
As a survivor myself, (breast and cervical) I feel it only right that I ask your help in finishing my folder for cancer awareness. Though breast cancer is the top focus so far, I would like pictures supporting ANY and ALL types of cancer. I would love if someone could come up with something in support of male breast cancer as I have lost someone very close to me to it because no one really knew anything about it. If you have anything you would like me to post in my folder, even personalized in support or in memory of someone u love or knew please message me the link and whatever you want the caption on the photo to be. If you do not include a personalized caption I will simply post it with a thank you to you for sending it to to post and for supporting the causes. Later I will be posting a folder for heart disease and many others so feel free to go ahead and give me links and captions for any cause you want supported. Thank you all so much for your help. Much luvv to all. Everyone plea

No Gato...
Jack hasn't come home. I'm thinking he's gone. Either snatched up by some crazy cat lady or run over but a cat hating redneck. I keep fighting the urge to cry because then it would be too real that we lost a family member. he's the black and white one...

So Confused
today i feel so defeted, i wanna let go of what i've tried to hold on to for so long. I just wanna go back and make all tha wrongs right, but i feel as if i'm losing tha fight. So hard to really trust anyone. surrounded by people i thought were fiends, it seems tha drama never ends. Why is people so fake? I feel like i'm traped inside myself, i just wanna be happy, but all i do is cry.. I thiught he was tha one, but now i'm seeing tha true him, what i thought was so real, is really so fake..

Help My Dreams Come True!!!
Hello My Name is Kellie I am 18years old from Orange Texas Im on this site : http://MyFreeImplants.com/models/89111/ My Name on there is 100%Countrygirl-ON (Right NOW) My link should pull up my profile after you join ... Im also listed in The Top20s category #18Most Active #4Bloggers and #17promoters come by and check it out... Need More Information about the site : Its a Site for women who want to enhance there Bust Size by getting Breast Implants .. See The thing is girls have a Goal amount and once they have collected there goal the site sends the Money theyve collected to the Doctor of there Choice (this is so the Money is Being Used for what its ment for) its a great site the People are friendly and alot of help Soo If your a Girl wanting too get implants and cant really afford it Join up what do you have to lose and as for you Guys ..Ive almost reached my goal and would appricate it if yalld help me out see My Surgerys going to Cost $4075 but so far on t

And They Get Paid For This?
"New research has given credence to the idea that laughter evolved in a common ancestor of the great apes and humans. Researchers tickled 22 young apes and three humans and acoustically analysed the laughing sounds that resulted. " Source : BBC Online

Dust Of My Past
http://fubar.com/sassyadams The dust of past I wish I could forget the past.All the horrors haunt me.My ghots are always remindingme of the nightmare I want to leave behind melike the dust on pathIt is never swept away, The harsh winds alwaysblows it back my way.When will my time come to put the bad memoriesinto a paperbag and be gone forever.

Shitty Sleep Cycle...
WTF!? i fell asleep around 5-6ish...PM! Wake up at 9-10ish....now its about 5:30am... what a fucked up sleep cycle... I need to go to bed...for at least 4 hours...fuck all yall mutha fuckas!

The Year 1909
The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower The average wage in 1909 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year,A denti

The 2nd Amendment
The purpose of fighting is to win. There is no possible victory in defense!The sword is more important than the shield, and skill is more important than either. The final weapon is the brain. All else is supplemental.1. Don't pick a fight with an old man. If he is too old to fight, he'll just kill you. 2. If you find yourself in a fair fight, your tactics suck. 3. I carry a gun cause a cop is too heavy. 4. When seconds count, the cops are just minutes away. 5. A reporter did a human interest piece on the Texas Rangers. The reporter recognized the Colt Model 1911 the Ranger was carrying and asked him 'Why do you carry a .45?' The Ranger responded, 'Because

You Ever Love Someone
YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU FEEL THEM BREATHE THEM TASTE THEM EVERY MOMENT YOU ARE AWAKE YOU CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT CAUSE YOU TOSS AND TURN WONDERING WHAT IS HE DOING IS HE THINKING OF ME RIGHT NOW DOES HE LOVE ME LIKE I DO HIM CAN HE SEE HOW MUCH I DO CLOSING YOUR EYES AN IMAGE FILLS THE AIR SO DETAILED FROM COUNTLESS HOURS OF TRACING THEIR FACE WITH FINGERTIPS KISSES JUST LOOKING AT THEM THIS FEELING IS LIKE NO OTHER IF ITS TRUE AND FOR REAL YOU WILL KNOW CAUSE YOU WILL LOOK UP WHETHER ITS DAY OR NIGHT AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE FEELING

The Way He Makes Me Feel
TO HEAR HIM TALK HAS ME THINKING OF A WARM GEORGIA NIGHT THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME MAKES ME FEEL FLAWLESS BEAUTIFUL EXQUISITE THE WAY HE REACHES OUT TO TOUCH ME WHETHER TO CARESS MY FACE TOUCH AN UNRULY CURL HAS ME FEELING LOVED CHERISHED BUT WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME LIKE HE IS RIGHT NOW I CANT HELP BUT THINK HOW CAN THIS BE THAT AN ANGEL SUCH AS HE CAME INTO MY LIFE HE IS THE MAN OF MY DREAMS MY FANTASIES MY DARKEST DESIRES IF THIS IS A DREAM PLEASE I BEG DONT WAKE ME UP LET ME

I Cant Make You
I CANT MAKE YOU THINK OF ME WHILE WATCHING A SUN SETTING NOR CAN I MAKE YOU THINK OF ME WHEN YOU SEE A COUPLE DANCING HOWEVER I CAN MAKE YOU THINK OF ME RIGHT NOW AS YOUR READING THIS AS I SIT HERE WITH HAIR COILED UP LOOSE CURLS BLOWING IN THE WIND SIPPING A CUP OF COFFEE IN A BIG TEE SHIRT WISHING THIS SHIRT HAD YOU STILL IN IT THAT THE BED WAS STILL WARM FROM YOU I MAY NOT MAKE YOU THINK OF ME BUT I DO THINK OF YOU EVERY MORNING I WAKE YOUR THE FIRST THING ON MY MIND EVERY NIGHT WHEN I CUDDLE MY PILLOW YOUR THE THOUGHT I HAVE

Want To See
If you want to see my folder, dont be nasty about it or think I am gonna sleep with you if your in my family. All you have to do to see is offer me fu bucks, that easy....however the more you offer the longer you will get to stay on my family

As I Sit Here, Looking Into The Mirror...
...I ponder the reasons before me... ...counting the ways I could adore thee... ...Searching into the abyss... ...seeing the painful bliss... ...every concept I see... ...my misery set free... ...I look into the shadow... ...reaching for that one true fiasco... ...running into the night... ...caring not for the fight... ...I throw myself into the fire... ...embracing our desire... ...My life I give... ...to let My Heart live... ...granting you your sweet release... ...I can die in peace... ...my soul reclaimed... ...just as we had aimed... 05/06/09 Mr. E

Beauty & Respect!
As we watch upon the clear blue skies off wonder,We all see Eagle's or Crows fly overhead,Whether days be dark or lights Theres Beauty in all,Take time to sit back, Relish every moment we breathe!Life can be complicated & full off strife & stress,But look after those you Love best,They'll never leave your side or push you in dirt,Nobody wants any more hurt.Take a step back, Reflect on notion's of joy,If you see a stranger toss them a coin,This world isin't built on guilt or greed,It's something we all should share with Care.Everything we view, Should be treated as a gratitude,A blessing or an Angel upon your shoulder,The blind Man still Sense's the Deaf still hear,If you cant wear shoes we can still walk with bear feet.Wherever you walk you leave a footprint,Upon this Earth we all live in,No enemies, no hatred, No regrets,Your born free as yourself to work toward a better person.They say walk on the shoulders of giants ? ,Who wants to be a Giant, I ask you this ?,Whether you be a Gypsy

Love
you think you will love forever and that it will fade never then the betrayals begin and hate starts to set in but what is hate ? some twist of fate ? there is a side of the heart that will never part with the love it really feels the precious moments it steals because you wil love him forever !!!!!!!!!!!!

My Musical Interests From A To Z...
"A" is for...Ace, Action Figure Party, Bryan Adams, Ryan Adams, Cannonball Adderly, Afro Celt Sound System, Agents Of Good Roots, A(labama) 3, The Alarm, Brian Ales, Azam Ali, Alice In Chains, The Allman Brothers Band, Dave Alvin, Ambitious Lovers, The Amboy Dukes, Tori Amos, Animal Logic, Peter Apfelbaum, Fiona Apple, The Apples In Stereo, Argent, Armadillo String Quartet, Joan Armatrading, Louis Armstrong, Ben Arnold, Asia, Asleep At The Wheel, Chet Atkins, The Avett Brothers, Aztec Camera... "B" is for...The B-52's, Johann Sebastian Bach, Bad Company, The Bad Plus, David Baerwald, Philip Bailey, Victor Bailey, Baka Beyond, Anita Baker, LaVern Baker, The Band, Band Of Horses, The Bangles, Barenaked Ladies, Sally Barker, Richard Barone, Bass Desires, Shirley Bassey, Bat For Lashes, The Be Good Tanyas, The Beatles, The Beau Brummels, BeauSoleil, The Beautiful South, Beck, Jeff Beck, Walter Becker, Belle And Sebastian, Jessie Belvin, Pat Benatar, Tony Bennett, Benzos, Chuck Berry, Be

Fuji Xerox Autralia
FujiXerox Australia is the leading provider of sustainable and environmental friendly office equipments and Document Management Solutions for organizations of all sizes. Their focus is to deliver quality printed documents and presentations upon which all business decisions are made, help clients to efficiently convert electronic media into paper and to make document workflow smarter thus resulting to efficient of business processes. With their experience and knowledge, FujiXerox designs and implements document solutions that fit the requirements and needs of any office, print room, commercial printer or publishing environment. Their wide range products include Multifunction Devices, Printers, Copiers, Production, Software and Business Development. Multifunction Office Equipments FujiXerox features versatile sustainable and environmental friendly multifunction all in one printer to print copy scan fax office documents and presentations perfect for even the most demanding app

June 5th Update...
Hey everyone, sorry its been a few days since i've blogged ,but i havent been feeling very well... i was doing fine except for things werent healing very fast was all... till 2 nights ago then i all of a sudden got very cold and it was 85 degrees in my room and i was shivering and i had 5 blankets on... and then all of a sudden i got very hot... and i broke out into a 103.7 fever and so they gave me 1000 mg of tylenol and then i all of a sudden got very nautious so they gave me 4cc's of zofran and turned my heat down to like 70 and then put a cold wet wash cloth on my forehead and one on my neck to cool me off and they started me on a new med called Lyrica tonight also. They are not sure why I broke out into a fever so they took a blood culture. I have a picc line in my right arm so they took blood out of that then they had to take blood out of my left arm to make sure it wasnt the picc line causing the problems and then they did a urine culture since i have this nasty cathator in me t

Kins' Surve...
1. What is the last thing you eated? Chicken potstickers. 2. And the last thing you drank? Bud Light!!! 3. What does it say on your favourite mug? "Kins sucks, Jai rules!!!" 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? Picard without a doubt

Need Promos For Your Lounge? I'll Make Them!
Hey whats up all? If you got a lounge and you need some promos... hit me up! I'm a Graphic Designer and have been into art all my life as you can see.... if you just need a personal pic I can do that as well... Anywho's heres some of my previous work... and as soon as you ask if I'm online I will have them done within 30 mins after you have asked... if I'm not around send me a pm... if you would like anything special on them like what you want them to say or a certain pic... send it to me and I'll do it! I love making them! Most people pay me 100K or more to do them if you don't have that much anything above $50K is all right by me... if you just want 1 promo done then its under 50K... so hit me up I'd love to do it! Previous Work:

Kins Questions
1. What is the last thing you eated? TV DINNER BC I'M LAZY LIKE THAT 2. And the last thing you drank? MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!!!!!!! 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? I DON'T HAVE ANY MUGS 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? NEVER WATCHED IT. PLZ DON'T KILL ME 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? SUPERMAN FO SHO...... HE'S GOT REAL POWERS.. HE'D JUST TAKE OFF BATMAN'S BELT AND BE FINE. 6. Robots or ninjas? NINJA'S BC THEY'RE ORIENTAL AND ORIENTAL PPL ARE HOT 7. Pirates or cowboys? COWBOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!11 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? DO ALIENS GROWL? NO THEN DINOSAURS 9. Are you good at crosswords? I'M NOT SMART. LOL 10. DC or Marvel? MARVEL FO SHO 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? MY FAV QUESTION SO FAR... HOW ABOUT A DR WHO MAKES ME LOL IN THE MUMMS WHO IS GOOD LOOKIN.

More Kins Questions
1. What is the last thing you eated? Pan dulce 2. And the last thing you drank? Diet pepsi 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? Its just pink with black polka dots 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? Picard without a doubt 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? Batmans all smart and stuff so him i guess 6. Robots or ninjas? can i pick ninja robots? 7. Pirates or cowboys? Pirates 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? Dinosaurs 9. Are you good at crosswords? no :( I wish I was. If I had a super power it would be that I could answer any crossword puzzle.. nvm thats lame 10. DC or Marvel? ima eenie meenie it. DC it is! 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? This question is the best outta all quizzy type thingies. I pick the mumm funny dude :p 12. Do you have a special mug that is yours at work? no 13. What's the best kind of char

Kinsy Quiz
1. What is the last thing you eated? Skittles! 2. And the last thing you drank? Vitamin water 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? i don't have a favorite mug... martini glass yeah... and it is black and pink polka dotted with a pink M on it 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? KIRK!! 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? always batman! 6. Robots or ninjas? Robots 7. Pirates or cowboys? Pirates 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? aliens! 9. Are you good at crosswords? i like word searches better 10. DC or Marvel? both! 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? hehe B! 12. Do you have a special mug that is yours at work? nah 13. What's the best kind of chart, pie or bar? Pie. 14. Did you study a thing at University? Elementary education 15. Are you more like your mum or your dad? when i am with my daddy i look like him.. when i am wi

[whut?]
1. What is the last thing you eated? Off brand oreos! ... because no one else would. 2. And the last thing you drank? Tap water. Is that why my hair is falling out? 3. What does it say on your favourite mug? 'Please don't hate me because of my superior intellect and sarcastic attitude' 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? Picard. I'd fuck both of them, but Kirk is the one we actually saw die. Picard is forever. 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? Batman, he's actually packing kryptonite... no really, check your lore. 6. Robots or ninjas? ... Who says I'm not both? 7. Pirates or cowboys? Pirates 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? Aliens, they make for better conversationalists. 9. Are you good at crosswords? Gods no. Not without thesaurus.com 10. DC or Marvel? Hmmm... Marvel does have my personal hero Deadpool... but wasn't Spawn on DC? 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and

5-22-09
Lisa, For you, I can say the typical, I choose to love honor and cherrish till death do us part, but you, You are more, you are the one that will always have my heart, the one who opened my eyes, the one who gave me the sun on rainy days, the one who drove the clouds away. You are the one who was willing to stand by me on the days when I thought that I could go and give no more. You are the strength when I can't push myself no more. So to you I say, You are my love, my life, my sun, my moon, my stars, my heaven, my smile, my laugh. You are my soulmate. I will ALWAYS love you, cherrish you, honor you, and NEVER disrespect you. For you, you are so much more to me. I love you to the end of the galaxy and back my love.

Quiz I Stole From Kins
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say? I'd probably say something totally stupid like welcome to my humble abode or something. Everything happens for a reason? That is what they say.They are always right. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? Barry. Ya'll dont know him so why am i even telling you.

One Of Those Quizzes You Do Online
1. What is the last thing you eated? Some biscuits that are in a tartan packet 2. And the last thing you drank? Mocchachino or something 3. What doe sit say on your favourite mug? 'A man with raised eyebrows' 4. Who is the best captain of a Star Trek? KIRK!! 5. Who would win in a fight between the Batman and Superman? The Batman 6. Robots or ninjas? Robots 7. Pirates or cowboys? Pirates 8. Dinosaurs or aliens? Dinosaurs 9. Are you good at crosswords? No, not really. I have to ask my friends 10. DC or Marvel? DC, FOR TEH WIN 11. What is better, a man who is handsome and a fireman or something, or a guy what is fat and has a beard and makes you lol in MuMMs? I DON' TLIKE GUYS, YOU GHEY 12. Do you have a special mug that is yours at work? Yes, it is the Simpsons 13. What's the best kind of chart, pie or bar? Pie. 14. Did you study a thing at University? Yes, Philosophy 15. Are you more like your mum or your dad? Look like my mum, smell like my dad 16. If your house was on

[i Stole It From Kins, Who Stole It From Jai Who Stole It From Nicole
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say?"If a Tree comes into my house, do we have sex?" Everything happens for a reason?Nope- the natural state of the universe is chaos. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?Tree. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?Yeah, and I found out after we broke up that she was quite hated. What can you say about the first girl on your top?>> Don't have a top, but I do have a fams list, uuuh... She's probably interesting/crazy/somewhatarty Where's your phone right now?Hey! ... right next to my coffee mug and general purpose eatery bowl. Name something you are doing tonight?Taking a piss. Brb. Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?My ex was stalking me again last week, and I think about any time I mention her in a blog now, she

Shock & Awe At Speakeasy Bdsm Gala!
As the efficacy of nonconsensual torture is debated around the world, consensual torture found a home right here at Block Studios, a.k.a. “Dr. Suzy’s Speakeasy,” last Saturday night, in the name of "safe, sane," but intensely passionate BDSM. Shock & Awe filled the gallery, the studios, the Womb Room and even some of the rest rooms, but it didn't come from a bomb, exploding in death and destruction. It came from a few whips, some rope and a violet wand, climaxing in communal joy, emotional release and deep multiple orgasms. Words can’t convey the kinky camaraderie and ineffable ecstasy of the evening. Photos do it some justice, as you can see by clicking on some of the amazing images of pain, pleasure and rapture to the right of this bloggamy. But you can only view the really hot XXX-rated photos when you join. So I’ll try to put together a few inadequate words to describe how the Speakeasy was transformed into a underground palace worthy of the

Oracle
I know that this is a little late but I am doing this anyway. I want to thank every single person that bombed me and rated all my pictures to help me make it to Oracle. You guys rock!! I owe a special thank you to my beautiful angel who pimped me out so many times and kept encouraging me when I was just about to give up on leveling. On Monday I set a goal to level by Friday and thanks to everyone, I beat my goal. As a way of showing my appreciation for your help, I will do a picture for you. Just send me a pvt message with the link to the picture you want me to use. If you haven't seen my work, please visit the things I made folder on my page. Again from the bottom of my heart, Thank You So Much!!

Quiz I Stole From Jai
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say?Hi, come in. Everything happens for a reason?I don't know, sometimes not. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?Stephanie at work. We're going to see 'The Hangover' Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?I dated a girl my best friend described as "weird and hideous" once What can you say about the first girl on your top?There aren't any girls on my top. Huh? Like, my shirt? Where's your phone right now?on my desk Name something you are doing tonight?Cooking pasta Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?Nah, I'm at peace. Do you ever say thank you to the bus driver?Always. Who's bed were you in last?Mine. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?Kinda wavy, when it gets long. Do you think two people can last forever?Usually one or both of them dies.

Surve, Blame Nicole!!!
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say?Treat her like my Queen of Hearts =P Everything happens for a reason?Yessur. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?Like in R/L or what?!? Colleen was the last I texted. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?lmFao!!! What can you say about the first girl on your top?My top is random soooo.... Where's your phone right now?at my 11 O'Clock Name something you are doing tonight?This,duh! Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?God, I hope not! Do you ever say thank you to the bus driver?Havent been on a bus for years, but always showed respect. Never know when they'll drive into a Wal-Mart wall... Who's bed were you in last?Heh... Is your hair naturally curly or straight?North? Straight. South? curly. Do you think two people can last forever?Nothing's forever... Plan on getting drunk or high today?Working on the lat

What A Night
What a night. All day today I have been in extreme pain, my back, my chest and my arms. Nothing has calmed it down much. I was gonna go grab a bite to eat earlier and said screw it and went to ER. When I first got there they did a quick EKG cuz my chest is hurting. When they moved me back into ER, the doctor ordered chest x-rays and blood work down. During the blood work they gave me a shot of morphine through the iv they were starting incase I needed a cat scan. I was feeling okay for a little bit. When the dr came in he said my white blood cells are high, and he definitely diagnosed this as pleurisy. What that is, is the lining between your ribs and lungs become inflamed. I have had it before, but the pain was usually centrally located not all over and radiating. The nurse was iffy about letting me leave since I drove myself, but told her I only had a short period to go. When i was leaving my friend called and I went down there for a little bit, but being in pain I couldnt handle

Previous Employment
In the event I’m not good enough, let me know. Take me out and let me down. Show me I’m as worthless in your eyes as I’ve always known I was. Don’t make it easy, make it accurate. Don’t let me guess, don’t let me wonder, just tell me I’m noting to you so ill know how little I am to the world. Judge what you want ill need the practice, because if I’m not good to you I’m not good for the next one I love. On and on, over and over, constant standing to be knocked down. Be alone for awhile. Learn to love you. Learn to let it go. All good advice for someone whose been happy before or who has never been let down by the love I’ve felt for you. Just move on and get over it. Just open yourself up to the next predator. Take me for who I am, take advantage of me for the same. Take me in a day and abuse me for a life. Take what you want even take what you don’t. Just take me so I won’t have to. Every word of beauty meaning

Ash Member Of The Month
Congraduations AshYour Member of the Month for June 2009 Thanking your for all your help and family kindness. We all hope you get well soon and get to be home!! Member of the Month Receives 200 11s per week 2 tickers 2 custom pics Random bling Keep drunk Big Pimpin Gifts

My Life Here...
I just want to send a special ty out to my husband benoit seguin for the wonderful life you have given me..I am so grateful for you & the life here with you. I love you. Just wanted you to know how much I apprecate everyday with you. Mwahs & hugs.

Ughh
So I'm sittin here alone at work; usually I'm fine, but once something spooks me, my mind just goes haywire. We had to kick out this creepy ass gypsy with 4 kids today, so I'm PARANOID about the bitch comin back at night. Also, I went to the bathrrom twice tonight, and both times someone walked into the mens bathroom next to mine. No one EVER goes there at night, and I havent heard them come out. Sooo...I'm a lil freaked out right now .I hate this shit, so just spending time with my fave fubees on here. I wish they could come out of the comp and keep me company here :( UGHHH!

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.3 . Kiss her on the forehead.4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.10 . Play with her hair.11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.16 . Give her piggyback rides.17 . Bring her flowers18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.21 . Kiss her in the rain.22 .

In My Dark Space
Sitting in the shadow of my dark space. No one may enter cause its my place. Pondering why in Gods good name, why am I hear, as tears run down my face hitting on my pillow case. I wish I could just walk away, never looking back, I feel like just a sad sack. Im nothing but a waste of time, feeling like I am being punsished for some crime. Everything is going wrong and nothing going right. Im always fighting my head with my heart. Both just tearring each other a part. I want to break free of these shackles that bind me. Please does any one have the key? Release me from this bitter fate. Let me just step out side once more. Shutting this door of darkness that always seals my fate. I want to walk in the garden of roses, and see my father who I was the closes.

Short Story
The affair had turned sour, and her guilt waxed inversely as the romance waned. How could she, a married woman, have done this thing? What had seemed so exciting at the outset now seemed sordid. She was sorry she had ever gotten into it. Her husband was ten times the man her lover was, and she knew that now. She had betrayed the man she loved, and was ill with selfloathing for it. There was no help for it, she would have to tell him. She would make a clean breast of it and beg for his forgiveness, and if he threw her out, well, it was his right and she had brought it on herself by her foolishness. But what a loss it would be! Yet she couldn't keep silent, for that would make a mockery of their relationship; there had to be honesty between them, however painful it might be. She nerved herself and brouched the matter that evening. "Dear, I have something to say that I fear will not please you, and--" "Oh, you found out!" he explained. "What?" She was nonplussed.

Failed Spotlight Again
Tch. I suck at clicking things. Apparantly, a good trick is to get your friends to all log into your account at the same time so they can all bid. At least, according to today's spotlight...

Thinking Of You
your smirk so simple your laugh so sweet my arms around you is what i seek your tender voice your soft words spoken smothered in love is what I'm hoping when you are gone your smell lingers on covering my head with words you've said i await your return in these months I've learned you'll come home soon when all that's in the sky is the moon you hold me close you keep me safe you keep me smiling in your warm embrace

So I'm Up For Auction...
I'm up for auction (my first time) and just wanted to let all you lovely people who like me so well know (wink, wink). If you're interested please go bid on me here Thanks for all your support :) XoXo *Sarah*

Thoughts In The Dark
In my dreams I lay transfixed by a warm darkness that comes over me. This darkness does not frighten me. It rouses my curiosity and urges me to move deeper into itself to discover the answer. In the depths of this darkness there is light and sensations that tingle and stir my passions. In the depths of this darkness I leave my heart, in all it's little pieces, for I know that it will be healed......

About Me
Hi everyone. I'm gonna be straight forward here. I am a practicing sex addict in Louisville, Kentucky. I am here for real sex. That's all I want. I am married so you must be discreet. You don't have to be the best lookin' woman here but I would prefer if you weighed less than me. I like long hair on a woman but it's not a necessity. You could shave your head bald as long as you wanna fuck! I am a nice looking guy. I'm 5'11", dark brown hair, blue eyes, 3 tattoos, fairly muscular and horny as hell! I've got a diamond cutter right now! I can't ever get enough. I'll even take two or more of you on if you want me to. I always need sex. If I don't cum every day, I have wet dreams that night and I'm tired of doin' all that laundry. So come on sex kittens, drop me a line. I do have a couple of requirements though. No diseases and no drugs. Other than that, if you just want a REALLY good time suckin' and fuckin', I'm your man.

How Much Have You Changed In 10 Years
****10 YEARS AGO**** (June 1999)1) How old were you? 142) Who were you dating? No one3) Where did you WORK? I was too young to work4) Where did you live? Fresno and Julian, California5) Where did you hang out? at home or at the boarding school6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? no7) Who was your best friend at the time? Sarah Manning8) How many tattoos did you have? too young9) How many piercings did you have? ears10) What car did you drive? I was too young11) Had you been to a real party? a few12) Had you had your heart broken? No13) Were you Single/..taken/..Married/..Divorced? Single14) Any Kids? Yes***5 YEARS AGO (June 2004)***1) How old were you? 192) Who were you dating? No one3) Where did you work at the time? I was a secretary4) Where did you live? Bakersfield5) Where did you hang out? At home or Ricky's6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? Yes7) Who were your best friend(s)? Ricky8) How many tattoos did you have? none9) How many piercings did you have? just ears10) Wha

Life At Sea
To live by the sea and not die, means to trust the sea and know the sky. There was a multitude of clever sayings about life on the water, but being half of a two man crew under constant sail lent plenty of time to think of my own.Only fictional characters could be painted as accurate portrayals in the depth of solitude that was mine. We fancied ourselves as the "fly by the seat of your pants" sort of men, who always find more trouble than that which was sought. Our attitudes would bring our adventure. Gods willing there was plenty of that. The first major voyage on our homely vessel took us south along the Intracoastal Waterway into the West Coast of the Florida Keys. We were aboard an ancient 26 foot catalina with a 40 foot mast. The newest part of the ship was her engine which had been rendered obsolete before I was born. We were too proud to rely on such trivial things as charts. Our navigational instrument was the compass, and our radio was used to request bridge openings. Ju

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Feelings
Song in my head... Feelings Nothing more than feelings Trying to forget my Feelings of hate Imagine Beating on your face Trying to forget my Feelings of hate Feelings For all my life i'll feel it I wish I'd never met you You'll make me sick again Feelings, oh oh feelings Of hate on my mind Feelings Feelings like I never liked you Feelings like I want to kill you Live in my heart Feelings Feelings like I wanna deck you Feelings like I've gotta get you Out of my life Feelings, oh oh feelings The hate's in my eyes Feelings, oh oh feelings You're not very nice

It Ain't My Fault....
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? randy.[2] You were in the car with?katybug.[3] Went to the mall with?myself.[4] Person you talked on the phone with?annelee.[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?the amazingly lovely MJ.T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?True.Q: Been searched By Cops?False.Q: Been suspended from school?False.Q: Sat on a roof top?True.Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?True.Q: Broken a bone?True.Q: Have shaved your head?False.Q: Played a prank on someone?True.Q: Had/have a gym membership?False.Q: Shot a gun?True.Q: Donated Blood?False.WOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink.[2] Be serious or be funny?funny.[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach.[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?shot.ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?both. :P[2] Winter or fall?fall.[3] Left o

Trash
Title: Trash By: Detox Thrown awayLost in timeThrown awayAnd left behindThrown awayThis dream I might findThrown awayI'm flying blindThrown awayA life once livedThrown awayWith nothing left to giveThrown awayThis path we once walkedThrown awayYour decietful talkThrown awayAnd outlined in chalkThrown away It's all your fault

Cinnamon Spider
A witch will burn when she's thrown into the fire Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire She crawls on webs of lies I die up inside her to take what's mine that bitch the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt Consumed by hate and guilt She'll never retire too old to fix too dead to ever acquire slit wrists - talk shit But she will never inspire a plan to save herself the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt bite heads off those who fail and try to imply her forlorn despised I am the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt and I am fine and I'll learn to take what's mine and live without guilt Oh yeah

If You Aint Somthing Here Your Nuttin.
I think I'm starting to get how things work. Everyone has there price nobody is who they say they are. It's weird ya know I think I grow older and wiser and I can spot this comming but I seem to fall for it. I'm in a huge rut. Things aint fun anymore and I dunno what in the world I can do to take myself out of this funk that I have been in. Being here is nice but lonly. If you not a hot chick or a semi cute chick hell if your not a chick period you just another person who is just used to get people to fill there fuckin rooms. I dunno what this life has for me but I don't wanna be a seat filler. Meh It's late and I'm to grumpy to deal with people. I may not have to many friends hell I really don't have any friends but I sure could use some. The less I spend on the net the more I can get out my life. Maybe I should just smash my laptop and never sign back on again.~x

Questions That Was Asked On Myspace
1. Real name:Lindsae Anne Dockum2. Nickname:Linds3. Status:Single4. Zodiac sign:Capricorn5. Male or Female:Female6. Elementary:Fort Washington Fresno, CA7. High school:Clovis WestJulian Youth Academy Julian, CAHome Schooled Valley Center, CA8. College:Columbia College Washington State10. Hair color:Black11. Long or short:long15. Are you health freak?:I wouldn't call myself a health freak16. Height:5'4 ish17. Do you like someone:Maybe18. Do you like yourself:I love myself19. Piercings:1 in each ear20. Tattoos:No21. Righty or lefty:Left22. First surgery:None23. First piercing:ears24. First best friend:Ashley Read25. First award:Dont remember27. First pet:Dont remember28. First vacation:Either the beach house or Disneyland29. First concert:Never been to one30. First crush:Kristofer ConradCURRENTLY49. Eating: nothing50. Drinking: Water51. Missing: my family52. I’m about to: Go to bed53. Going to work on: myself54: Loving: myself55. Waiting for: Sunday58. Want kids?: Some day59. Want

Falling (poem)
The wind calls to me I feel hypnotized Helpless to it's song It keeps me going on Restless waking dream's Sleep is over rated Reality is obscure Halucination's left unsure Angelic demon's Feasting on my soul Finding joy in pain Have I gone insane Taken by the tide Time is lost to me There's no going home I make this trip alone

R.i.p Grandpa
I cant believe its been two years already i cant help it but i always get this way this time of year but what i can i say i miss the guy like crazy. He meant the world to me and still does. He pretty much helped raise me and no matter how bad i fucked up he never thought less of me and always managed to still believe in me no matter what. Still to this day i do alot of things in his memory especially music. This song reminds me of him so much and how much i miss him. Not to mention its one of my favorite bands..So check it out and maybe you will find the same meaning i do... "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" by Flogging Molly..I love you and miss you very much Grandpa..This ones for you "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" If I ever leave this world alive I'll thank for all the things you did in my life If I ever leave this world alive I'll come back down and sit beside your feet tonight Wherever I am you'll always be More than just a memory If I ever leave this world alive If I eve

Just Don't!
Ok..I am having major issues with many of you so-called "fu-friends." I come onto FUBAR to have fun, rate people and just chill but alot of you asshats are starting to burn my ass. First of all...I do not care if you are in a contest on FUBAR....so please stop asking me to rate and comment on your hideous ugly fat pictures. I will do that on my own if I feel like it. Now this does not apply to all of you...the ones I am really close to because you know I will always be here for you. I am talking about the people that don't talk to me for months at a time and show up out of the blue with a link that will lead me to some bullshit contest. All you fake bitches can go fuck yourselves. So do me a favor and just don't ask me for help in a contest. I have NO problem deleting you stupid bitches. Thank you. PS: If anybody has a problem with this...you all know that I really don't give a fuck!

Read !!!!!!!!
I JUST WANT ALL MY FIRENDS AND FAMILY KNOW WHATS GOING ON ILL BE GOING IN ON THE 16 OF JUNE TO HAVE MY GALBLADDER OUT SO IF I AM NOT ON MUCH YOU KNOW WHATS GOIN ON JUST KNOW I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND MISS YOU ALL ILL TRY TO BE ON AS MUCH AS I CAN IT WILL BE A 3 WEEK RECOVERY LOVE TO ALL MY FIRENDS AND FAMILY

Poem
Its You You really are great to me, The best friend anyone could be. Knowing me better than anyone before, the one person that I truely adore. Before going to bed each night, I wonder if without you my life would be alright? As I think about it, I know it wouldn't be true. Casue I know how much I really do love you. When I wake up each morining I think about this, How it's you and your kiss I always miss. I wonder why I can never get you out of my head, And these are the words I once said, I love you more than life itself, I would do anything to have you here, By my side through thick and thin. Casue I feel your warmth from within, After we met I realized this, Your always the one I miss, I love you more and more. Your the one I've always searched forIts You You really are great to me, The best friend anyone could be. Knowing me better than anyone before, the one person that I truely adore. Before going to bed each night, I wonder if without you my life wou

It Is Amazing
It is amazing how some feelings for people are like a flame on a match fast intense and go out all most immeditaly after it is lite. Others are slow and take work to get it going and the flame is sometimes non-existent.

Love And Passion
wat is the different between love and passion is it that passion causes immortality and insanity for an love of you life love isn't an passion cause love doesn't kill it just destory an person more then only thing but passion it's beyond love passion causes us to do my arrgant things then does but the only way an person has passion for someone is by loving them more then life it self but is it an test from the god and goddress to test our strenght for thy love we have for one another well life it self is an test to see how much hell is in our life but passion is an test to see how far well go for an love that we have for someone for an expample of passion is making sure you have him or her for ur self love and passion togather isn't an good thing caus eit cause jealuosness that cause us as human being to go crazy do thing we never thought we would do to show how much love we have for that person

Poem
I had closed the door upon my heartand wouldnt let anyone in,I had trusted and loved only to be hurt,But,that would never happend again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyas hard,and as far as I could,Love would never eneter there again,My heart was clsoed for good.Then you came into my life,And made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny key,was impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong.Inside your palm was the key to my heart,For you held it all along.

Don't Debate It
JUST RATE IT!! PLEASE!! A 10 IS GREAT! NO COMMENTS NEEDED!! PLEASE RATE/FAN/ ADD THE HOST TO RATE. YOU CAN ALWAYS DELETE THEM AFTER! NO BIGGY! THE LINKS WILL STILL BE HERE FOR YOU TO DO SO! SEE COMMENT AREA FOR LINKS AND THANKS SO MUCH!! PS DO NOT DOWNRATE OR RATE ANYONE ELSE. THE WINNER IS BASED ON THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF RATES. IF YOU HAVE COMPLAINTS ABOUT HAVING TO F/A/R THE HOST TO RATE THE PIC. TAKE YOUR GRIEVANCES UP WITH THE CONTEST HOST, NOT ME OR THE CONTESTANT. THIS ENDS ON THE 14TH SO THE EARLIER YOU GET IT RATED, YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO RERATE! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! JUST A NOTE... I HAVE NOTICED THE CANDY SHOP IS NOT FANNING BACK VERY WELL ... PERSONALLY I SAY, UNFAN AWAY! BUT, STAY ON THEIR LIST UNTIL THE 14TH SO YOU CAN SEE IF YOU CAN RERATE THE PIC 1 MORE TIME TO ASSURE CHRISSY HER WIN! **** ALSO!! PLEASE LET ME OR CHRISSY KNOW IF FOR ANY REASON YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO RATE HER PIC AFTER YOU HAVE RATED, FANNED, AND ADDED THE CANDY SHOP!!!

How Time Flys!!!
SO YESTERDAY WAS MY NIECES 14 TH BIRTHDAY JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLDING HER FOR THE FIRST TIME AND WATCHING HER GROW UP...IM 21 NOW WITH MY OWN LIL ONE...AND STROLLING DOWN MEMORY LANE HAS HIT ME HARD...MY SON IS 3 AND IT JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS IN LABOR WITH HIM HE HAS GROWN UP SO FAST HE IS POTTY TRAINING AND TOLD ME TODAY THAT HE WAS NOT MOMMYS BABY ANYMORE HE WAS MY BIG BOY...THAT TOUCHED MY HEART IN MANY WAYS....JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME CHANGING HIS FIRST DIAPPER AND BRINGIN HIM HOME.....I NEVER GUESS YOU REALLY SEE HOW FAST TIME FLYS TIL ITS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION...LIKE IN AUG IT WILL BE 3 YRS SINCE MY GRANDMA PASSED AND I NEVER KNEW HOW LONG IT HAD BEEN TIL THE OTHER DAY WHEN I WENT SEE HERS AND MY GRANDPAS GRAVE....LIFE HAS NOT BEEN SO EASY ON ME I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY CRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES BUT THOSE CRRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY....IM BLUNT IM HONEST AND CARING BUT I DONT TAKE BULLSHIT OFF

Is It?
Grumble,grumblingwhat's that sound?Tumble,tumblingall around.Crumble,crumblingsmashing the landRumble,rumblingbreaking stone into sandwhat could it possibly be?a volcano or a bomb?a childs temper tantrum in front of his mom?I think I knowSanta fell down drunkOr a leprechaunfight a rabid skunk.No,no that can't be itthat would just be nuts.Taking on a leprechaun?even a rabid skunk wouldnt have the gutsLook there it is!all tye-dyed red blue and greenI gotta admit thoughits the biggest bouncy ball i've ever seen

Star Gazing
Looking upon the beautiful dark sky, you see the sparkling of a special someones eyes, but the sparkle is only polaris (the north star). Pulling your attention off the star you start seeing more of this special someones face seeing the beautiful compliction against the dark sky. You wish you could reach outh and glide your finger tips against this beautiful compliction wishing is was your special someone. The sad thing is that its not really them every night. Looking more and more into the sky, you wish you could hold your special someone in your arms but can't, the good thing is that you will always have them in your heart until the day ou die for all eternity.

Pother
pother \POTH-er\, noun:1. A commotion; a disturbance.2. A state of nervous activity; a fuss.3. A cloud of smoke or dust that chokes or smothers. verb:1. To make confused; trouble; worry.2. To be overly concerned with trifles; fuss.

Dreamer
Dreamerby: Ashton MullenShe was in class, but oh so lostShe wasn't focused and didn't get caughtMany times a grade was costBut she didn't care, she was lost in thought.Her world was beautiful, that was for sureSo innocent, careless, simple, and cleanThis was her escape and it was oh so pureThere was no one to judge her or be mean.She hated reality and everyone in itNo one could understand her kindThe type who didn't mind to go to a corner and sitAnd drift off into her own creative mind.She's a girl who dreams during the dayHer false reality keeps her at blissBut one sad day, come what mayHer false reality will be at miss.That girl got older and is now fully grownHer imagination grew leanerBut sometimes when she's all aloneShe returns to her world, as that same old dreamer.

Wounded Soldier
Wounded Soldierby: Ashton MullenYour face is straight Your eyes are coldBut stay standing proudBecause you have soul.The smoke is thick Your chains are strongYou will feel sick And your battle will be long.Times are toughAnd you have been scarredThis battle will be roughAnd you'll feel caged and barred.You are a wounded SoldierBut don't take defeatAnd as you get olderYou'll stand on your own two feet.You're a fighter, and a strong oneYou're very determined to winYou're damaged, but don't come undoneCause, you will be born again.Wounded soldier, face this fightHold on to your gun, sword, and prideKeep going even in the black of nightUntil the cannons blast have finally died.So don't give up, even if you're hurtDon't worry, this war will soon be overSo rise up out of this mud and dirtYou are a hero David, my wounded soldier.

Porcelain Doll
Porcelain Dollby: Ashton MullenThere she layOn that cold floorHe broke her todayHer heart shattered to the core.The man she cared so much forWho she thought more of over allPlayed with her and walked out her doorAnd broke her like a Porcelain doll.She cared for him from the startHe gained her friendship and trustHer feelings grew stronger for him at heartBut his were stronger for lust.When another came into his lifeShe grew to hate herselfTheir friendship quickly turned into strifeAnd she was put on the shelf.He must have lied, When he said he caredHe showed nothing when she criedSadly, it could have been avoided and sparedIt was her fault that a part of her died.She knew he didn't love herBut she fell for him anywayHe said he felt like her brotherBut lust got in the wayHe had his fun and walked out the doorNever to return at allShe let herself be played and dropped on the floorIt's her fault he broke her like a porcelian doll.

I Miss You
I miss youby: Ashton MullenThe more pictures I seeOf your familar faceAn emptiness inside of meIs forming a larger space.I know that it was meWho brought us to an endI just hope that you could seeMy love was not pretend.I miss it when you hug me tightThe feel of your fingers lacing mineThe way you held me close at nightYour kiss was so devine.Your blonde hair was so soft to touchYour kiss would cause a lustful burnBut now your gone I miss you so muchYou're new home is in Melbourne.My name is tattoed on your chestI know you love me and your sadBaby, I know you did your very bestInfact, you did nothing bad.I miss the laughs we used to shareYour smile, jokes, and voiceBut I know you're doing better thereAnd I made the right choice.So, go on and do what you have to doYou have a peice of meI know I will never stop loving youAnd what's ment to be will be.

Concerta
so i got on some new meds thanks to my bff she let me use her pills iam on concerta have to say it does help with my depression but there a side effect i have to force my self to eat everytime i look at food i pass it up and iam loseing weight witch can be a good thing but at the same time can be very dangerous as well

This Is How It Begins~
She was beautiful. But it was more than surface beauty. The inner beauty showed in her eyes... those eyes that he kept going back to. When he looked over his shoulder as if trying to spot someone, or when he gazed into the mirror behind the bar.But, what was the point?She was with someone... and both of them were wearing wedding rings. No way was he going to get involved with a married woman again.Besides, he'd reached a time in his life when he was comfortable with himself... comfortable with his own quirks and habits. There just didn't seem to be room for someone else.Oh, who was he kidding? He gestured to the bartender."Can I have a piece of paper... and a pen." He wrote his number quickly, and added, Call me... I have to know what's behind those eyes.While he was the folding the paper to the size of a stamp, he looked into the mirror and saw that he was in luck. Her male companion... her husband... was leaving the table. Wherever the man was going, he had to be quick.He stood up an

Friends
Ok so here it goes I really hate how you can only see so many of your friends at a time, when buying them drink and stuff, I care about most of my friends and want to keep in touch with them and I don’t want them to think I forgot about them L so if I do forget about you I am sorry J

A Soldiers Carole
'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,THEY LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATEA BRIG

45 Lessons Of Life
This is something we should all read at least once a week, Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio. "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4 Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone.. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first pay check. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's

Moonlight Levelers..pm Me To Join!
MOONLIGHT LEVELERS COME JOIN AN AWESOME LEVELING FAMILY Moonlight Levelers is seeking dedicated people that enjoy helping others! We are a leveling family,that seeks strangers,friends,and family members that need help leveling. If you are a level 10 or higher,with a salute,and a picture,we are looking for you! Already in another Leveling or Bombing Family? Not a problem! So are other family members! WHY SHOULD YOU JOIN THE MOONLIGHT LEVELERS?? *Our leaders are second to none! *We have the best members on the Fu! *The family is well organized,so there are no guessing games! *You have the opportunity to rock someones world everyday! *Every person you help level,brings you closer to leveling! *No more begging people to help you level! *You have a family that will step in and take care of you! *We are a growing family Want to rock someone's Fu today? Send a private message to the homepage listed below and you will be taken through the steps of joining an

A Cold Morning
A cold brisk morning in the comfort of a warm room and soft bed awakes a woman. Her dark hair slightly messed up around her head with her brown eyes glimmering from the shades of light. As she awakes from her long passionate night with her lover she smiles. Not smiling cause of what has happened or how it felt but with the smile from the comfort of him still lying there with her the next morning. As she slowly pulls the covers up one her tender naked body she picks his arm up and raises it up to her chest and clinches it tightly against her under her arm lying on her breast she smiles even bigger. As she looks at him sound asleep beside her, no worries, and no fears, pure comfortable, she thinks. She thinks is this really happening? Is he really here? Am I dreaming? If so why does it feel so real? Her questions are finally answered as he starts to move little by little. He slowly rolls toward her and starts to open his eyes as he sees a angel before him he says to himself softly. His v

A Great Night
on a dark night there was a couple. this guy would do anything for his girl. he came home early from work that night and decided to make it a special night. he cooked her a gorgeous meal. he made a sweet boneless chickenbreast meal with a leaves on the side for flavor. he cooked sweetcorn for her and a great ceaser salad with grilled strips of chicken over top of a zesty parmesian cheesed topping,mixed with monzerala cheese and cheddar cheese. he fixed a cup of sweet white grape wine that just was mouthwatering.he turned on some soft music and dimmed the lights. his baby came home from a long day of work to a cleaned fresh smelling house with a great meal cooked. she came home so suprised of what her man has done for her. they sat down together and had a nice sweet quite meal. with a great desert. cherry pie with snowy white ice cold whip cream on top.after dinner they arrose out of there chairs.and he said. come here baby i have something else for u. as she thinks that wow this isnt e

Helicopter Crash
The three crewmembers were able to reach shore without assistance; two are hospitalized, one sustaining serious injury in the crash. National Park Service, Arkansas State Police, Marion County Sheriff' and Ralph Caney Fire Department were on scene within minutes of the incident to assist. There is little potential for a fuel spill, since the chopper was equipped with a self-sealing fuel system. The river from state Highway 14 bridge to Buffalo Point is closed to river traffic. The gravel bar and parking lot at Buffalo Point are closed until further notice. The UH-58 helicopter was on a routine mission between Clinton and Flippin Airport for the 12th Judicial Task Force, National Park Service and Arkansas State Police when the incident occurred.

I Cant Write [type] In Fubar Case Lol
if i wanted to tell u how special you arei would have to tell you this firsti have wrote alot of poems and letters for other womenevery one has a lines about,for,or from herbut all i have written fits you like if it was written for,from and about youany joke can make me smileany sad moment can make me cryany woman can make me droolany special moment can make me writeany day can be my new day or last daybutyou always make me smile,cry,drool,and every day with u is my firstanyday without u is my last dayand you are the first ever who make me speechlessand cant write anythingthats not a bad thing you knowbecause its like miraclemight happen once in a life timethats if it happendand lucky me it didso the only words i can use when i want to talk to youare:I LOVE YOU---------------------W.B: FM

Its Been A While In Bed
· Angel of Daath rated you a '1'!· Angel of Daath just checked you out! yay...its been a while since a comment of mine got me rated a 1 AND blocked! So this Buds for you Mrs tits that look an ass on your chest!!! cheers! sorry just needed to vent my life altering disapointment by being blocked an unable to give her an 11!! and since I didnt get my bed to my new apartment tonight, I will be resorting to good old air mattresses! the kids think they are camping indoors, so its fun...but i gotta make the best of it... and also like to give credit to [[Per]] since i stole her double blog deal :P as you were

I Got Scared
I tried to look into your eyesBut I couldn’tI tried to touch your handBut I couldn’tI tried to kiss your lips But I got scaredYes ,I was scaredThat every time I got this closeIt ended upI think beautiful things in life,, like youMeant to be so pure so prettySo untouchableI guess all I can doIs to keep dreamingBecause you are a dream in my lifeAnd I wish this sweet dream to come true----------------------------------------W.B : FM

Jasalyn's Dead Beat Dad
Well Im so very happy now that they picked up cory he deserves to be locked up after a year of running now he has to face the two warrents that he has I just hope that his fiance' will wake up and leave his dumbass well I cant wait to see his face when he goes to court in whitley county cause I will be there to make sure he pays for his daughter and I will make sure that if he does decide to have visitation that its supervised only because he is not trust worthy and I dont want anything to happen to her

A Slightly Better And Odd Day...
Today I was helping a friends parents fix up their place before a party they are having tomorrow. Last minute stuff... We'll we were cleaning up the living room, moving furniture around. We moved the couch and I saw something on their floor I REALLY didnt need to see... Part of their porn collection (not the normal stuff either... the box made it look like it was a borderline snuff film) and some... "toys" Needless to say, Im NOT gonna be looking at them the same way ever again On the plus side, my mom came home today. I saw her, she looks like she lost some weight. She's walking around a lot slower and is still shakey, but other than that she says shes feeling better

Legs Contest
The score is now ... me=225 her=202 the spread is getting out there it seems.. please vote for my legs in thigh high stockings in a contest on Fubar as the sexiest legs... YOU WILL NEED TO REQUEST TO BE FRIENDS OF CANDY SHOP in order to have access to the picture here >>>> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=1715025749&idx=16

Dragon Shaggers
Need help to level or want to help others join Dragon Shaggers we have 2 loungesDragoms Lair and Shag-ra-la we will help i promise...the links to lounges arehttp://fubar.com/lounge/66302 Shag-ra-lahttp://fubar.com/lounge/67100 Dragons LairPlease contact either myself or FelicityShagwell to find out how to join this new leveling family...

Into The Night
Not only did I dream about being pinned down by a strange evil man, but as I looked over his shoulder I could see he had put another woman behind the wallpaper but had left holes in the paper for her to stare out of as she slowly died. Amongst all the floral swirls there was this woman's two eyes glaring at me. Yes, my dreams are not always happy rainbow filled mirages. Then I woke up with fucking evil ear pain. Every year my left ear (that sounds like the start of a limerick)...anyway my ear is blocked up with hard thick wax; my left ear makes more wax than a hive full of bees. Then it all coagulates into one thick plug and stops my ear from hearing properly and the pain is unbelievable. I usually have to put in ear drops until it's all soft and then go to the docs and get it syringed out. I must admit getting that hot water scooshed into my ear hole is rather amazingly wonderful you get shivers and it could be described as sexual. Maybe my erogenous zone is inside my ear canal? M

My Vip?
Will be ending on the 10TH of this month, at least I believe anyways. May not have another one for sometime although I did get my cam back from John's dads house so I'll be able to take newer pictures hopefully if the battery hasn't died on my ass...lol.... Much love to you all mostly DEB for getting the VIP for me to begin with.... Licks & Nibbles!

Same Sex Marriage
Same sex marriage. I agree with the gay & lesbian community that there needs to be change. Love & commitment is hard enough to find & keep in this world! How can anyone put a restriction on who it should apply too? Obama is making speeches in the middle east about change following the "will of the people", well, isn't equal rights for gay/lesbian community also a "will of the people" issue? I can understand that many people and religious groups will say that the bible says marriage is between a man and a woman. Isn't government supposed to separate church & state? If that is the case, than the decisions made in this issue should be humanity based, not religion oriented. I personally am born & raised Catholic. I personally am not a lesbian. Does that give me some right to tell another person who to love? NO. Does being gay equal not being able to commit to another person? NO. There are countless people in a traditional man/woman marriage that are HORRIBLE to each other! The cheat

[in My Pants]
METAL GEAR SOLID 5... sort of. MGO:2 (MGS: Peacewalker) For psp: Squad based multiplayer sneak coop MGS Rising the next sneaker featuring RAIDEN! They did EXACTLY what I thought they would do and released a Raiden sneaker sequel, a Big Boss squadplay prequel. I need to change my jeans. The universe is no longer out to fucking get me. Between Diablo3, Borderlands, TWO FUCKING MGS GAMES!!! and ... assassin's creed 2, 2010 is going to be a VERY good year for games oh- and goty edition on ps3 for fallout3 (I get expacs finally). I suppose I COULD mention FFXIII, but I really don't fucking care about that franchise, as that franchise stopped caring about me 10 years ago. *raise middle finger*. I am FREAKIN out man... God DAMN I love GDC/E3 season. Red Dead Revolution and Bioshock 2 also deserve honorable mention. Fuck me I need a job.

Saying Goodbye
How do i show you, How sorry i am. You just want an answer, And I'm not sure i can. Hidden beneath my veil, This tear-ridden skin. So tired of crying, Battling my demon within. I try to talk to you, But you're blinded by 'love'. You won't listen to me, Ignoring my every shove. It's tearing me apart, Because i need you by my side. My selfish, guilty intentions, Have made you want to hide. Stop making me doubt myself, Please accept my final plea. I am too unstable, Not good enough for thee. So move on kind heart, Let me go and you will see. How useless i am, How happy you can be. I know we can't be friends, So i guess this is goodbye. You mean so much to me, Without you i thought I'd die. But i think I'll survive, If i know you are OK. I'll always think of you, And wait for 'that' day.

Assault And Battery
Ok, so at football today, I end up on the team against the two heaviest hitters that play. As the volunteer goalie, that was not good news for me. I think they broke my right hand from trying to save their damn 100mph shots. It's properly shaking everytime I try and pick something up, can't type or even scroll with the mouse for prolonged periods. Bastards

Untitled
I WANNA DANCE WHERE THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMUNDER A BRIGHT SILVER MOONNO SORROW OR GLOOM JUST ME AND YOUMOVING TO A BEAT WE CAN ONLY HEARA MAGICAL RHYTHM THAT DRAWS US NEARCLOSER AND CLOSER OUR BODIES PLAYLOST IN THE TWILIGHT WE BEGIN TO SWAYPROBING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO EACH OTHERS SOULTWO BECOME ONEMAKING US WHOLE

Best Of Me
Woke Up From The Sound Of Pouring Rain Smell Of Wet Sand Reminded Me Your Skin Cool Breeze Raised My Burning Desires And Once Again I Fought With My Will Within Slept Again With The Sound Of My Tears As My Lullaby Same Stained Pillows Embracing My Swollen Eyes Nothing Has Changed, Another Year Has Just Passed By And I Wonder If You Could Ever Hear My Dying Cries Cool Breeze Wash My Tears Away When I Walk Down Your Street Again Time Stands Still When I Look At Your Door And My Heart Cry Out Your Name In Pain There's A Long Way To Go Before I Reach The End And I'll Keep Walking Even If Forever I Stay Alone I Am Not A Weak Man To Follow Any Suicidal Trend But I Have Been Too Much Hurt Since You Have Gone Weird Feelings Passes Me By So Frequently Now Sometimes I Wish My Heart Had A Bone This Life Has Just Turned Upside Down Somehow Since My Heart Became A Rolling Stone Ruptured From Your Love That Now Stink I Had So Much To Tell You On Your Face Realities Be

Dragon Shaggers
need help to level join dragon shaggers we have 2 lounges dragoms lair and srl we will help i promise this links to lounge is http://fubar.com/lounge/66302 http://fubar.com/lounge/67100 Felicity§hagwell~Owner@§hag-ra-la & Co Owner@Dragons Lair~Fu Married to djKanan The Dreamcatcher@ fubar

Broken
Broken hearts, love's deceit, pieces fall down to my feet. Broken promises, love's a lie, puddles form from tears I cry. Broken dreams, love's illusion, sorrowed cause of your intrusion. Broken hope, love's a game, doesn't last, ends the same. Broken sleep, love's the cause, digs at me with sharpened claws. Broken spirit, love of sorrow, stolen now is my tomorrow. Broken life, love is lost, Broken now and that's the cost.

Chosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.The first does a total makeover. She goes to a20fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new makeup; buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.The man was impressed.The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.Again, the man is impressed.The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.Obv

Deepest Disire
When you have friendship and are still missing something, where do you turn;Everyone around you shows their concern.Yet no one has asked what is wrong;As each day goes by you keep whispering to yourself stay strong.The touch of passion in ones life can bring them alive;This making them shine and in everything they do greatness is what they strive.Life is a funny thing you can not predict it and you never know when it will end;To find a loving person that you can open up to and that listens intently so they can comprehend.Its not about the money spent, little things, or even sex;It happens to be the passion that each of us projects.The smile the person brings;The song that they make your heart sing.When you think of this person day and night;Their presence in your life bringing much exciteTo have friendship, sex, and kindness with one another is great;To have undying passion in a relationship is finding your true mate.

I'm Going To Hell.
I seen the ticker first..then I thought..."wonder if she had life insurance". Then I read the article. It's sad..but I'm still wondering if she had it or not..... (06-04) 14:30 PDT HOLLAND TOWNSHIP, Mich. (AP) --A native of the Holland, Mich., area collapsed and died at her wedding reception in California, the victim of a brain aneurysm.More NewsAmy Lynn Slenk, 26, died on the day she married longtime boyfriend Cole Handley in a vineyard in Soledad, Calif., about 115 miles southeast of San Francisco.The bride was enjoying "the happiest day of her life" on May 25 when she collapsed at the reception, said her mother, Diane Slenk of Ottawa County's Holland Township."I know they were very excited about starting their lives together and starting a family," the mother said Wednesday to The Holland Sentinel. "They were planning on doing so many things together."Following Amy Slenk's death, a California neurosurgeon told her family that although she appeared healthy, she had a pre-existing

Bah Humbug
I know it's not Christmas, but just read. I will likely have a repeat of this very experience this year. It never fails. 'Twas the weekend before Christmas.... I am already a somewhat antisocial person by nature, but this time of the year amplifies my aversion to bustling crowds, their screaming offspring and the overall cheerfully sickening atmosphere. Don't take me for a Scrooge, now. I'm more of a second cousin. I realize this is my fault for being the procrastinator I am. I never ever buy a single present before December. So, I really set myself up for these holiday horror experiences when shopping. To begin with I wore the wrong shoes. I did not worry as I never intended to be out for more than a hour. Four hours later, I'm limping through yet another department store. After I slowly make my way through the store and gather a few gift items, I make my purchase and decide to give my poor tootsies a rest. I find the most secluded, scarcely populated table in the little food

The Golden Ticket
Every couple of years -our family of dealerships picks a salesman from each location to attend a 3 week intense auto sales training program put on by national caliber consultants/trainers. It's unofficially known as 'the golden ticket'. I've been picked from my dealership - start it next week, looking forward to it.

What To Do?
I wish there was a way to make him see how truly sorry I am but over the last year ive come to see that no matter what I say or do and regardless of how hard I try he will never believe me. I beg and plead and for what just to feel used. I made a mistake im only human. As if he is perfect and never made a mistake in his life. What about all the things he did to drive me away. I never meant to hurt him all I wanted was to love him and be the best wife I could be but not feeling like im loved in return only pushed me away. And I tried repetedly to tell him this but he refused to listen. I torture my self day in and day out just to keep him in my life in any way I possibly can except our son. Just for the hopes that one day we will beable to work things out and be happy again. I know in my heart we can have what we once had but my actions well over a year ago turned him cold and so to speak heartless. I say im sorry till im blue in the face and it still does nothing. Night after night day

Bid On Me, I'm In An Auction
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1672350&i=2027169444 This is the site where I am up for auction. I will accept the highest bid when I feel comfortable with it. I have the right to refuse any bid. I am auctioning off: Adding to my top friends, 2 SFW salutes yahoo im for 1 month keeping you shitfaced for that month Adding your name to mine for a month If the bid gets over 850 k this will get you added to my family for one month, which gives you access to my nsfw folders (2 XXX) for one month If the bid gets over 1million and / or bling packs are involved, will make 1 nsfw salute. Starting bid is 100k .. You want me?? lets see..

She Speaks Her Mind
Brutally cruel She speaks her mind Imprudent fool She speaks her mind Unequivocably right She speaks her mind Suffering blight She speaks her mind Utterly alone She speaks her mind Brittle as bone She speaks her mind Dying decree She speaks her mind Only to me

My Bacon Number Is 5
So I'm kind of a big deal. Not to be outdone by Witty and her rock and roll video sluttery with Sleez Beez Kneez or whatever, I've decided to share with you my hugeness. You see, I received a starring role .... errr .... a part as an extra in the 1980's hit teen movie "The Zoo Gang". This was the movie that launched Jason Gedrick to new heights in "Iron Eagle" and made Ben Vereen's career land in the Hudson. In my role, I was supposed to do just two things: 1) Not look at the camera. 2) Act like I'm rocking out to a glam band. As you can see from the picture below, I was the only one looking at the camera and definitely not rocking out. So yeah, I nailed it. Anyways, I've figured out that my Bacon Number is at least 5 maximum. That is, 5 degrees of separation between myself and Kevin Bacon. Observe - Me to Jason Gedrick. Jason to Louis Gossett Jr in "Iron Eagle". LG Jr to Richard Gere in "Officer and a Gentlemen". Richard McGerbilstuffer to Julia Roberts in "Pretty

In Ky
heaven help me....its raining Rotties :( From:CSent: Tuesday, June 02, 2009 7:58 PM Subject: [UR_KY] Harlan Rottie in need We urgently need help from a reputable Rottie group for a very sweet purebred female Rottweiler at the Harlan shelter. She has a tail, so we'll call her "European Style" but is definitely PB. She is super sweet and gentle although it's obvious she hasn't had the best of care and has spent her life making babies. :-( We'd really like to see her saved, vetted, and placed in the loving home she deserves. We also have a nice male Rottie mix, who isn't purebred but looks like a Chocolate or liver pigmented Rottie. He's a very sweet guy as well. Any suggestions of good groups we can try much appreciated!

Once In A Life Time..
once, in a life time,Some one special enter's your life.You don't know how it happens,or where it might go.You welcome them with open arms appreciating them for who they are.Don't care where they have been;You're just grateful for their friendship,and that they were sent to you...

Savior's Message
The graceful, milky wisps of smoke curled aimlessly through the room from the lit cigarette dangling between her crimson lips. The lime green, pleather mini skirt barely covered the tops of her black fishnet thigh highs and the thin, dingy white cotton tank with the lace trim hung loosely over her small, unimpressive breasts. Sweat stains were noticeable around the edges of her tank top and other discolorations on her skirt of which he did not care to know the origin. She was in her 40s at least. The hard lines on her face and the weathered look of her skin evidence of a long, hard life, but she was, in fact, a woman and she agreed to accompany him for the crumpled twenty he dug from the pocket of his tattered cords. He wanted her so badly he was shaking inside. His thundering heartbeat and throbbing loins would likely register on the Richter Scale. Get a grip, he thought to himself. She does this for a living. A lady of the night, he mused, fighting the nearly uncontrollable urge to l

Calling All Military Fubar Members!!!! (and Anyone Who May Know Of A Few)
I AM GOING TO BE MAKING BULLETINS FOR FUBAR THAT WILL COMMEND THE AMERICAN MILITARY FOR ALLL THAT THEY DO. ALSO, TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO GAVE THEIR LIVES FOR US. PLEASE HELP ME TO SPREAD THE LOVE AND APPRECIATION BY SENDING ME LINKS TO MILITARY MEMEBERS ON FUBAR.IF YOU ARE ONE, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE SO THAT I CAN SHOW FUBAR JUST WHO IT IS THAT IS AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING BRAVELY, PROUDLY, FOR OUR COUNTRY!

Today
My dad passed away on June fourth of the year two thousand four. He had been ready to go for a long time, but some of us had not been ready to let him. We had been through a lot together maybe more than most father son combos should be allowed. On my 17th birthday, October 25th of 1996, he attempted suicide, and told me it was my fault. I almost killed myself on that day. What stopped me from taking my life and caused me to save his was nothing short of a miraculous display of the powers that be. I somehow pulled open the door of the locked car and pulled his life-less bulk from the front seat. I performed CPR on him for over 30 minutes before he came back. He was a miserable man after that, and I let him blame me for his misery. We didn't talk much about that incident. There even came to be a time when he began to deny that it ever happened. One night near the end of May, five years ago to be precise, we sat down together. He not only for the first time admited to me that he actually

David Carradine Died??
My Dad used to watch him in the kung fu series when I was a kid.:D I can't believe at 72 he has left this world.:( Life is rather odd. No other thoughts at this time. No biography info.... sorry I'll leave that to Highwaysong.;)

Judgin
Would like to talk a bit about judging other people. My 2 rules are #1. Basically be a good person. #2. Don't cause harm to any one. If you follow those 2 rules I don't give a damn what ya do. Don't care if ya do an 8ball a day, drink half gallon of booze every morning. Because the second ya do care you are judging some one. In my book there is only one person that gets to do that. His name is God. I have always gone out of my way to get others to judge me. Why ya ask, so I can have all that fun showing them they are wrong. Famous words from Will Rogers "I never meant any one I didn't like." Now ya might not care for them to much after ya meet them, but I never dislike some one I don't know. I know a few misguided mental cases that enjoy judging others they don't like. They even go as far as to screw with others to the point they cause harm to peoples lives. Ya broke rule 2, so that's why I dislike the disturbed dumb asses. What they fail to realize is that as long as they do these th

I Need You Inside Me
With you I'm whole Before I met you, I thought I knew what joy and happiness were. Previously, what I thought were vibrant colors were merely just shades of gray. Love was a concept I understood with my head but it was foreign to my heart until you came into my life. With you I'm complete The beauty of our love is in our Blackness. The call and response of our cries of passion are like the complex melodies of jazz and the soulful ballads of Motown. The pounding, rhythmic beating of our hearts is like drums echoing out under the starry night sky. The feel of your smooth brown skin under my tender caress is like sweet melted chocolate intoxicating my taste buds. I need to feel you inside me Yours is the only key that fits my lock. My love for you is slippery wet . . . and . . . hot . . . and did I forget to mention oh so sweet. You feel that tingle don't you, that sensation in your body that signals the onset of your insatiable lust for me, that makes you want to ma

My Rules
If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 21 year old son too weird.. Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks

Adventures Of Nakita Part 2
I have a dilemma.. My lawn has grown out of control and I must go mow it. I have a great mower enough gas and its gorgeous enough to do it.. (no snow) One thing lies between me and mowing the lawn.... You might not believe this being as cute as she is, can cause so much terror in my life. But when I start the lawnmower up She gets this look in her eyes... Her desire to eat my lawnmower takes over her cute innocent self and over powers here... So After the "vacuum" incident do I dare let her outside while i mow the grass. or do i lock her in the house so she will watch me threw the window, not only giving me a look that can kill with foam frothing at her mouth ? Wicked

I Will Rise
Blessed I have been... For I've been given the gifts, of sight, hearing, holding, walking, ...and speaking These are all I have, ...all I will need, on this perilous journey Where lessons will poison my ignorance In which pain and joy lie dormant, within every strangers being... Storms will challenge hope Darkness will persuade me from the light I will fall...yes I will Many times... Although my legs may become broken, rivers cascading from my eyes I refuse to drown in self pity, from being mentally distant To live...learn...and be set free, Born I was to make mistakes So with these God given gifts, my journey will continue For I was never meant to be prepared for the fall ...but for the rise (Hmmm)

I Miss Him
I miss the way I feel when I hear his voice after a long time. You know that feeling, its like drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows, you know, the big ones, when the snow's coming down and there's no sign of it stopping. I miss the electricity I feel when he puts his arms around me and pulls me close. His kiss, oh that kiss, those full, sensuous lips pressed softly to mine. When he's not by my side, I wonder if I shall ever feel that sensation again. Only he can arouse me in that way; when my body is alive with electricity and all my senses are heightened. I lay awake in my bed at night and I long to feel his mouth kissing my body, his tongue licking my hot spots like only he knows how. I grab my sheets tightly and I swear I can feel the weight of his body on mine, taking my breath away, making me crave him inside me. Damn him for giving me pleasure like no other man can give me. I am haunted with the fading memories of his tongue softly licking my clit and his fingers fil

Dear Beloved,
I was in deep reflection today, thinking about making love to you. For some reason, thoughts, metaphors and analogies kept floating around in my head like lyrics to a song. I couldn't stop thinking about how when you are deep inside me, and our bodies are moving together, we are like an instrument. A guitar perhaps; your fingers gently strum my taut and tense places which elicits a sounds that serenade the angels. Perhaps; I you are my harp, cradled gently between my legs as I play your body with artistic flair. More than an instrument, we are like magical music together. The staccato rhythm and pounding beat of our bodies making that hot sweaty passionate love is a concert to the senses. Your taste is the melody, your scent the rhyme, your moans of pleasure are a sensual harmony and the feel of you deep inside me keeps time. You are Marcus Miller laying the baseline for my Miles and miles of orgasmic bliss. Damn, what have you done to me? I can't stop thinking about how

Body And Soul
Beads of perspiration formed on his cinnamon colored skin. She felt his body press into hers and it took her breath away. Her legs wrapped around him and they moved together in unison, two bodies, one soul. "I need you." The words flowed softly, sweetly over his lips like honey dripping on her being but it was her honey that he wanted to taste as he kissed his way down her body. She invited him to taste her, lick her, to eat her sweetness and she cried out like an animal as his lips worked her sweet spot. Her breathing was labored and her legs were trembling as she felt her climax approaching. Intertwined in her fingers were his cascading locs as she held his head in place and prepared to flood his mouth with pleasure. He wouldn't stop, he couldn't stop; he needed her sweet juices to run down his face like the juices of a sticky, sweet mango on a hot summer's day. Exhausted yet aroused, she closed her eyes to the world. He kissed her sweetly and they shared her unique f

My 10 Year+ Old Con Air Zig Zag Curling Iron!
Omg, I've had this thing for over 10 years. My Mom bought it for me when I younger and I just didn't have the patience for it because it's flat and the clamp part is only an inch long. But I figured it out last night, and omg, it's awesome.

Afrocentric Passion
Her senses were overwhelmed. The aroma of her Patchouli oil and the Egyptian Musk incense he lit to prepare his home for her clashed-- but the smells only served to fuel her passions. The mélange of fragrances made her light headed. Perhaps it wasn't the aromas at all that had her senses so heightened; perhaps it was her incredible desire to feast on the Ebony King before her. His locs were tied back and the silver ankh on his brown skin appeared to be a key, a master key to her passions and desires. He untied her sarong and laid his bare brown beauty upon the bed. Her hard brown nipples ached to be sucked. The hair between her legs made her look like a real woman, not shaved to look like a child that mainstream culture insisted was sexy. He joined with her in a union of flesh and spirit: calling upon the untamed passions of the motherland, transforming themselves into one entity united under an African night sky. She received each thrust and he gave of himself each t