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June 8 Update
My mom had a really ruff night last night, as some of you know my granny has some health issues so my mom is really worried about her, although my granny has moved in the room at the hospital with my mom. My mom suffered with a lot of anixety last night with caused palpatations and caused her blood pressure to get really high. She is complainging of some loss of feeling in the right side of her face it's mild but none the less it's there. I want to thank all of you that are keeping my mom and our family in your prayers and all of you who have reached out to us and offered your help. My oldest brother (Kyle) arrived last night so he is taking care of things. Me and my brothers really appreciate all the love and support ya'll are showing my mom. A big part of me knows this will help her make a fast recovery. I'm making notes of all the comments and messages and showing her daily to help her know she is loved by many. Again I want to thank all of you for your support.

Shock And Awe
Since I've put this photo up as my default, this has to be the most page views and admirers I've ever had in a short period of time. I think I may have actually taken a good photo of myself somehow. Didn't think that was possible (no matter what you lot are gonna say :p)

Physically Stressed?
Letting go physically is a matter of stress release. Under stress your body tenses and contracts; breathing gets ragged and shallow; hormonal balances switch from their normal levels to the hypervigilant state of fight of flight. You cannot cope with all of this at once. In the overall plan taking part in a stress management program is a long-term commitment you should make, whether through meditation, yoga, or countless other options. Stress is ongoing; therefore reducing stress also needs to be ongoing. In the short run letting go of stress involves relaxing. Take deep, measured breaths, letting the breath go free on the exhale. Lie down if you can and allow release to take place for as long as it needs to. Signs of good release are yawning, sighing, silent sobs, coughing, sneezing, and feeling sleepy. Let your body do any or all of these things. Other means of physical release besides breathing include laughing, screaming, shouting, taking a walk, swimming, taking a lon

Do Not Watch Tv Right B4 Bed
MONDAY, June 8 (HealthDay News) -- Many generations ago, a dark night sky and fatigue probably signaled it was time to go to sleep. Today, Conan O'Brien, Jon Stewart and the Desperate Housewives are more influential in determining bedtimes -- and it may be contributing to many Americans' chronic sleep deprivation, a new study says. In the study, researchers looked at data about the sleep habits and bedtime rituals of 21,475 participants aged 15 or older who completed the American Time Use Survey between 2003 and 2006. In the two hours around bedtime, TV viewing was the most common activity, accounting for almost 50 percent of the activities undertaken in the time before bed, according to the study to be presented Monday at the Associated Professional Sleep Societies annual meeting, in Seattle. The finding means that TV -- rather than hours past sunset or biological signs -- has become the most important signal for sleep. And staying up to catch the end of a favorite

Random...
RECIFE, Brazil – Search crews recovered the vertical stabilizer from the tail section of an Air France jetliner that went down in the Atlantic, Brazil's air force said Monday — a key item in finding the cause of the crash. Eight more bodies also were found, bringing the total recovered to 24 since Air France Flight 447 disappeared with 228 people on board, according to Air Force Col. Henry Munhoz. The discoveries of debris and the bodies are all helping searchers narrow their search for the jet's black boxes, perhaps investigators best hope of learning what happened to the flight. Brazilian military officials have refused to detail the large pieces of the plane they have found. But a video on the Brazilian air force Web site entitled "Vertical Stabilizer Found" shows video of the piece — which keeps the plane's nose from swinging from side to side — being located and tethered to a ship. The part had Air France's blue-and-red stripes, retained its triangular sh

Fly Away
U reach 2 touch me I moveU try 2 grab me I avoid ur graspU patiently wait 4 me 2 restu try 2 sneak up on meI C U...hahahaU missed again.....I float away far from youout of ur reachu watch me u study meu can c different shades of pinkwhen i spread my wingsI jus wanna fly awaygo where no person has beeni wanna jus get awayto a place where i can b mesweet pink wrapped n brown sugar soft 2 da touchmy lil butterfly

More From Last Blog
Yes-No QuestionsDespite the fact that research indicates that even young children provide quite accurate information in response to yes-no questions,76 they are generally used in investigative interviews only when more open-ended questions are not productive, but the interviewer continues to have concerns about abuse. The reason for reservations about yes-no use is concern that they may elicit "social desirability" responses, especially in young children. That is, the child may answer in the affirmative because she/he thinks a positive response is desired. Alternatively, the child may not understand the question and nevertheless answer yes.Unlike focused questions, yes-no questions usually identify both the alleged offender and the sexual behavior in question. (Focused questions, except those about the circumstances of the abuse, contain one or the other.) Examples of yes-no questions are as follows:* "Did your mom put her finger in your vagina?"* "Was it your stepfather who made your

Check This Out
Techniques For The Child Interview And A Methodology For Substantiating Sexual AbuseBecause of the central role played by the child interview in substantiating sexual abuse, it is addressed in greater depth than some of the other aspects of child sexual abuse practice.IntroductionAs noted in the previous chapter, child interview data may be gathered in one or more interviews, depending on the particular child, the professional conducting the interview, and the safety of the child's living arrangement. The interviewer must initially spend time getting to know the child. This allows the interviewer to learn about the child's life circumstances and possible context of abuse and to ascertain the child's developmental level, modes of communication, the child's affective or emotional state(s), and overall functioning, including the child's competency. With young children, this part of the assessment usually involves play activity with some questions. With older children, the interviewer is l

Enough Pictures Of Your Face!
OK...so as I am creeping up on my 2 year anniversary on here...the one thing I am noticing is that pages of pictures of the opposite sex fall into basically 2 catagories... 1. Tons of pictures of themselves and friends from ALL angles...standing, sitting, naked, whatever...you get a real sense of who they are by the people around them and by seeing ALL of them. Not naked..but head to toe anyhow. 2. The "Headshot Queens" You can go look at over 200 of basically the SAME picture of their face snapped in shitty lighting with a web cam. Making a face isn't changing the picture. After you have seen 2 or 3...you have seen it ALL. I mean think about it....what does that say about your creativity? Your personality? Mix it up, show yourself OFF...but from now on I am boycotting the Headshot Queens...

About My Best Friend
best freineds are hard to come by these days but i am lucky i found the very best of one she is there for me night and day rain or shine good days or bad days my best friend is there for me. me and her talk about everthing from a to z and everthing in between there is no one like here she is smart and funny caring and sharing she has a big heart bigger then anyones else i know. no matter my problem she is there to help me out. when i am in a down mood i just think of some of the good talks we had and the laughs we shared and then always bring a smile to my face. now when she frist ment me i was a shy person and did't talk much well lots has changed since then sure she wishes i went back to being that way sorry hun not going to happen having to much fun being a pimpdaddy. but you are someone i truly and will always love there is no one else better then you thank you for being my best friend thank you for everthing i could it have ment a better person then you to call my best friend and

The Story Of The War!!!
AND THE STORY BEGINS... THE PIMPIN PINK NINJA AND THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF.. WERE WALKIN THRU THE WOODS, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE BLUE SAMURAI JUMPS OUT ON TO THEIR PATH.., THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF AND PIMPIN PINK NINJA LAUGH... BUT OH THE BLUE SAMURAI WAS NOT HAPPY THERE FOR HE SAYS " YOUR NINJA SKILLS ARE NO MATCH FOR MY SAMURAI. THE BLUE SMURFDOES THE CROUCHING TIGER WHERE THE BLUE SAMURAI RUNS AND SAMURAI CHOPS THE NINJAS HEAD OF (MUST INVEST IN STUNT DOUBLE FOR NEXT SCENCE).... STORY CONTINUES AFTER BRIEF PAUSE ↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓

Clean-up #8 ~ June 7, 2009
These are the links to the media coverage from our 8th clean-up along Rt. 28 (June 7, 2009). http://www.wpxi.com/news/19685614/detail.html http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/news/pittsburgh/s_628537.html

Question Of The Day
So me and a friend of mine do what is called QUESTION OF THE DAY: through text messaging, and the question of the day today was why is it so hard to find love? so im asking everyone to give me their answers on this much love to all there will another one of these tomorrow

Tears Of The Day
Alone in the dark waiting for her beckening call i sit.Tears form and fall thinking of the worst possible case.Wishing to be in her arms wishing to hold her i sit staring at the ceiling.Loving everything about her and the way she made me smile.Plans on meeting, seeing, and holding her we made, only shatteringnews to break. Finally able to see her and i cant. I failed again.I wish i was there to make her better knowing that the one sheloved was beside her. Im sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed me most and im sorry that i wasnt there to be with youI love you with all my heart and i always will. Come visit me in my dreamsand hold me like the plans we made. I love you and i will see you everynight when the sun turns into the moon

Caa #105
A dear friend has informed me that her aunt, who is also a dear friend of mine, might not make it through the night. Please send plenty of Angel Prayers, Strength and Healing with love and support to her aunt, her and their families. Love, Doc

Learning To Love
sometimes its hard to remember that the person you love,also loves you as much or more. you just have to remember that theres two of you sharing feelings now.some times i forget . thankfully my woman is the best,and she still loves me even tho i fuk up love is not a game,its a gift,and shouldnt be taken for granted it should be in your heart and soul,and cherrished forever,never being forgotten.i will never forget that i love my woman. love is about sacrifices and comprimises,and god the feeling of bliss just makes me wanna explode with happiness. well till next time,peace to my fam,homies and all who read these rantings\,,/\,,/

Teardrops On A Keyboard...
Sometimes I find myself wondering why I care, why I love these people as much as I do. It goes beyond family, they are a part of me as much as I am a part of them. Yet sometimes I find myself wondering just how much more of them, how much more of their drama, I can take. Each of them has their own unique set of nuances that drive me absolutely crazy. Each of them has their own unique way of making me smile. At times I feel burdened by their problems, the mistakes that they make over and over again, and sometimes they are quick to remind me of mine. Sometimes I find myself wanting to cut the ties that bind, and sometimes God is quick to remind me of how precious each and every single one of them are. That’s what happened today. God has decided that he’s taking my favorite uncle from me… not today, but soon. This is the man who has always accepted me for who I am no matter what, and always believed that I could do anything. He introduced me to art, showed

Iraq & Roll
Hello everybody. It has been a while since my last posting and things have been busy. A lot of you have been screaming for an update and today gave enough time for me to sit down and type so here it goes. First off, I'm doing swell. I'm making the best out of this situation so know that I'm not really walking around this place with a frown 100% of the time, just 81%. Ha. Anywho, Yeah, I'm in Baghdad, in a section called Saydiyah. The other section I patrol is called Bayaa. The tempo of our patrols is on steriods! We are always out. Like most of the day is spent with me walking the dirty streets, driving a humvee, or baking idle in the turret of one. The heat still sucks. I swear is cooler in Hell than it is here. I sweat basically all day and night and my uniform always looks like I swam in it. It's quite gross at times when you wear it for a few days and it grows salt stains and it can practically stand up on its own. Oh, it's sweet. I share a small compound with about 150 other guys,

Ahhhh... The Holy Land
Last month I was in Jerusalem with my wife. We were there about a half a week when she became ill. Two days after she got sick, she passed away. The embassy there was a great help to me, they were supportive and gave me a choice as to what my options were with her body. They told me I could either fly it back to the states for $7,000 and be able to bury her at close to home, or for $500 keep her there in the Holy Land. My wife was a devout catholic, and I knew if given the choice, she most likely would have pick to be buried there. But I also knew I would miss out on being able to visit her grave regularly. I asked the embassy to give me a day to think it over. The next day I returned to the embassy and they asked if I decided on what to do. I said "I did a lil research, and about 2,000 yrs ago a man lived here, died here, was buried here, and 3days later he came back from the dead... I cant risk that with her"

Rip Pte Peloquin
KANDAHAR, Afghanistan - A period of relative calm for Canadian soldiers trying to bring stability to Afghanistan was shattered Monday when a makeshift bomb cut short the life of an infantryman on foot patrol in the treacherous Panjwaii district of Kandahar province. Pte. Alexandre (Pelo) Peloquin, 20, of the 3e Bataillon, Royal 22e Regiment, was based at Canadian Forces Base Valcartier near Quebec City. "Pelo, as named by his friends, was a strong man, remarkably fit and very courageous," said Brig.-Gen. Jonathan Vance, the senior commander of the Canadian Forces in Kandahar province, cradle of the Taliban insurgency. "His family and friends should be very proud of him, and so should all Canadians, for he represented the very best of Canada." No one else was hurt in the blast. Peloquin is survived by his mother Monique. The explosion occurred in the village of Nakhoney, about 15 kilometres southwest of Kandahar city in an area where insurgents have stepped up their attacks on Can

If You Care.....................
To those friends of mine who care, I won't be on for a while due to the fact that my son broke his arm in 3 places and needs surgery. He is 8yrs old and his birthday is June 18,please say a prayer for him :)

I Am An Artist
I am an artistic and unique individual. I believe my skills in drawing and painting will broaden my horizon for becoming successful. I feel a great amount of honor when creating my art, because such talent isn't abundant. My ability ranges greatly and I can finish with speed and persition. Everyone who knows me understands how much I love art and the concept of the study. In the real world it's very hard to get the respectable recognition. Getting your artwork out into the public requires getting individuals to depend on getting showing together to view artwork. Art expresses my individuality and makes me realize who I really am.

Can We Say...lawsuit!!!
A woman claims her father apparently lay dead for weeks in a minivan in Queens while police repeatedly left parking tickets on the vehicle. "The window was cracked open," daughter Jennifer Morales told The New York Daily News. "I don't understand how no one noticed him. They just gave him tickets." Morales of Manhattan said it's believed her father, 59-year-old George Morales, died of a heart attack in the family's 2000 Chevrolet Ventura. "He was my only family," Morales, 29, told The News. Cops called Morales hours after the 6:45 a.m. discovery with the grim news. "In the autopsy, they said they just found skeletal remains, no organs, only his heart," she told The News. Morales said she had last heard from her dad in early May. Morales said she had contacted police; but police say they have no report on record. A city marshal found the body of George Morales on Wednesday while trying to tow the minivan from beneath the Brooklyn-Queens Expressway over

Rip Jeremy Faulk
So I just got a phone call from my cousin informing me that my other cousin Jeremy OD'd last night. So much for the great outlook I was having today with getting more feature film work next week and all that that entails. Now I just want to tell the world to go fcuk itself.

The Usual Civilized Rules Against Murder, Theft, And Impertinence
“And God spake all these words, saying, I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee our of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.” The twentieth chapter of Exodus opens with a familiar passage to us all, I’d expect; never mind how terrible we are at keeping what we know as the Ten Commandments (this writer included), their appearance at this point in the life of the nation of Israel is the LORD’s reminder of Who He is to be to them as well as how they as representing Him in the world should treat each other. Granted, there is no lasting society on record that’s made a virtue of killing or stealing or committing adultery, but few legal codes contain within them the source of the “civilized rules” I refer to in today’s title. I don’t mean to sound irreverent, but the fact that verses one through seventeen are first in God speaking through Moses directly to the children of Israel who’ve followed him from slavery i

It A Tuff Life Out Here
ok well as meny of u know its funn to drink but is it funn to die well no it not two days ago a frend of mine got hit by a car and was killd this kid was 8 and he hade not lived a life yet so the next time u think about death think about the one we lost and look forwerd to haveing a good life and plzzz say a par for that lil boy it soo sad to lose a kid thaat was soo sweet to peple

Dont Judge Me On My Age, Do It On Experiance
I was goin onto one of my social networking sites... and it said they found a pic to use as my default cuz I hadnt picked one.... and it was a pic of my ex that shot himself.... someone suggested it.. I just opened my email and I saw the message from the site so I logged in and I saw it and just bust out in tears... I dont have the heart to take it off their either.... cuz of the after drama with his family. Its one of only 2 or 3 pics I have of him Here is our story : I met him when I was 8. It was like a match made in heaven... never a single fight. He and his brother got cancer at the exact same time, I was there for his the whole way though it. He and the fam moved to Canada for 9 months for treatment. I was faithful and just waited for him.... I said goodbye cuz I wasnt really expecting him to come home But he did, and one month later his brother got tangled up in some "gang related" drama, and brought him in it too. The gang drama happened and his brother got killed.. stabbe

Who The Fuck Are You? (apples)
A queen bee Probably the most down bitch you'll ever meet Push them hatin bitches out the door, now I got the fuckin floor. Lessons are for free but bitch you'll never be me. Every time I rhyme this is what you'll fuckin see.. So if you don't like it you can grab on these. bitch please..

Things That I've Learned
’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people that’s important. It’s what they do about it. I’ve learned that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I’ve learned that it’s a lot easier to react than it is to think. I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t. I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we d

Dreams,reality,cigarette Butts By Jermx
i had a dream last night about my ex. a vivid dream where i swore it was real. it was in present time and i was back together with my ex. the time frame most have been a while because somehow there was a small child with her and she was my kid i believe. about 6-7 years old. i was having a great time...somehow reality was in my dream too because we talked about breaking up and how the little girl was mine. i didnt know...but i was happy to find out. then...my ex had to tell me something. before we went any further. she cheated on me. in my dream i was crushed...although i was instantly forgiving. then she started to explain why. "he was so hot i had to jeremy!" "i gave him the best blowjob ever" "this guy really worked out and i just had to fcuk him" i remember all these things she said from the dream because it woke me up. i didnt know where i was when i woke up for a second. the anger and confusion was still there. finally i looked up at my computer and realized wha

Fyi
If I seem a litte on edge today its because I am. I have had alot happen in the last couple of days i am really stressed and the thought of maybe having surgery is really driving me crazy. Today is one of those days when i wish i had someone that would hold me and just let me cry. I just want to cry and let out some of this frustration and anger and stress. I dont have anyone here that will let me do that and i am trying to hold it together for my kids and it doesnt seem to be working to well. if you need me you send send me an instant message to neb_girl8@yahoo.com or you can call or text my cell 308-225-2954

Life Gave Me Lemonade
So life's gotten harder and easier at the same time. I'm currently getting a divorce. Some days I can't wait for it to be finalized and some days I don't want it at all. It's confusing at moment and other's it's not. But I've been learning. Life game me lemonade. I don't have to work at it, I am learning to see it in everything. Since I left my husband I've found life easier on me, I've started to really find myself. I've got myself on medication I need, I'm going back to school. I'm doing all these things that I just hadn't really been able to push myself to do while married. But here I am finding myself working to make myself better. I just hope he can pull himself together then maybe, just maybe we can give it another try before all the papers are final. I really don't belive in divorce.

Important Info To Stop Firefox Crashing!
I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE HAD ISSUES WITH FIREFOX RECENTLY....AND SOME OF YOU ALL THE TIME.THERE ARE SIMPLE FIXES THAT CAN BE APPLIED THAT I WANT TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE THAT DIDN'T KNOW WERE AVAILABLE.PLEASE, IF YOUR FIREFOX CRASHES YOU OWE IT TO THE SAKE OF YOUR INSANITY, AND PC TO READ THIS.**************I*****************LOVE******************MY*********************FIREFOX!*****************1.)THIS FIX I WANTED TO PUT IN HERE DUE TO THE FACT I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE USE YAHOO, AND I HAVE 1 CONFIRMED CASE THIS FIX WORKS, AND SEEMS TO LOAD FASTER, ONLY DO IT IF YOUR YAHOO MAIL CRASHES.FIREFOX CRASHES WHEN YOU ARE IN YIM MAIL:http://support.mozilla.com/en-US/kb/Firefox+crashes+when+using+Yahoo+Mail******************************************************************************************************2.)THIS IS THE SITE WITH A LOT OF GREAT FIXES, PLEASE DONT LOOK THIS OVER IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCEING FIREFOX CRASHES EVEN JUST RANDOM CRASHES. THESE FIXES COULD MAKE YOUR PC RUN A WHOLE LOT SMOO

Do You Want To Join In?
I am building up this lounge called Dakota's Stormy Breeze.This is what I need and I hope someone out there can help me. I need someone that can be in there and help me with lounge as I have said many times my nighttime is your daytime.So what am I asking for,well i asking for co-owner for my lounge that can be there.I also need all staff.I will be dropping the player in my lounge so there will be no tunes until I get another one,this should no take long unless you have player you wish to use in there.I do have cameras in lounge and I do need both sexes for the cam rather it be female or male.I am in position right now I can no get on cam like I use too no even for private shows,I had fun with those..lol .This will change soon but for now I can not.Please do no ask this reason just no I can't...So who can help me..You would like to run a lounge or be staffed..It can be fun and I will no lie it can get very sexual in there at times..So you are fore warned that it does get heated. I al

Current Events
I got to watch my whole world come crumbling down around me. I stood alone in the aftermath wondering how I would rebuild my life out of the rubble that was left. Things had been going very well for me for quite some time. I was the go to guy in my field at work. My coworkers and management all respected and liked me. Any time an unforseen problem needed an expedient solution, Sam was the man with the plan. Every weekend I hosted incredible dinner parties and bar-b-que's. Sometimes I would not even bother to announce a party until just a few hours before. People would cancel their other plans just to come enjoy my food and company. I even got up the will to quit smoking cigarettes after fifteen years of heavy smoking on a daily basis. Everything started to change when the mother of my children decided she didn't want to take her medication any more. I was supportive of her decision, because I have always been a fan of the slogan "meditate, don't medicate." She went the route of

Bll Shit
There was nothing about that mumm that was NSFW //I didnt say anything that wasnt the truth . How socialist of you ..How UnAmerican of you !Delete my fucking account you fucking pussy .. You just remember You let a bunch of other knuckle heads control your decision .. Really you are unamerican... hang your head in shame . Sense i know you are going to delete my account i wanna say FUCK YOU ! FUCK FUBAR , I WILL NOT GIVE YOU ANY MORE MONEY EVER AGAIN! AND FUCK ALL THE LOSERS WHO ARE IN THIS FUCKING SITE ! bUNCH OF PILLOW BITEIN MUTHA FUCKERS .=== 'fubar shop' wrote the following at '2009-06-04 13:21:45'..>> A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'.> > This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.>

Amazing.....
Well....... Where to begin..... i sit here and think about how i feel about her..... How she makes me feel whenever i talk to her.... when i hear her voice, how my heart skips a beat........ All i ever want to do is reach thru the phone or the computer screen just to caress her face, or to kiss her lips...... i dunno what it is shes done to me..... or even how shes done it...... shes my best friend..... shes my partner..... shes my wife.... shes the missing piece to my life. shes who completes me..... shes made me the better person that i am today...... opened my eyes to see theirs a different side of life even when things go wrong...... i sit here, and all i can do is smile..... because im beyondy lucky to have her in my life...... shes my angel, shes the treasure at the end of a rainbow, shes my lucky charm..... i know no matter the trials we go thru or are put thru, we will make it thru anything and everything.... i know what i have with her, is REAL..... and i know its going to b

Stop The Democrats Plans For The Free Market
Thirty-eight years ago, the federal government nationalized passenger rail lines, creating the National Railroad Passenger Corporation, better known as Amtrak. At the time, it was expected to be profitable within three years. Almost 4 decades later, the original $340 million investment of public funds has grown to $30 billion, with no profitability in sight. Last Monday, General Motors was forced to declare bankruptcy. No matter how much the President spins GM's bankruptcy as good for the economy, it is nothing more than another government grab of a private company and another handout to the union cronies who helped bankroll his presidential campaign. President Obama will now own 60 percent of GM, and his union buddies will own almost 20 percent. And what do we -- the American taxpayers --get? We're stuck with up to a $50 billion tab for the taxpayer dollars Obama is using to pay for his takeover of GM. General Motors needed restructuring, and it has been clear for months that ban

Cat Sitting
One night while I was cat-sitting my daughter's indoor feline, it escaped outside. When it failed to return the following morning, I found the beast clinging to a branch about 30 feet up in a spindly tree. Unable to lure it down, I called the fire department. "We don't do that anymore," the woman dispatcher said. When I persisted, she was polite but firm. "The cat will come down when it gets hungry enough." "How do you know that?" I asked. "Have you ever seen a cat skeleton in a tree?" she said. Two hours later the cat was back, looking for breakfast.

All I Need
http://www.youtube.com/v/5DGjt1K_ewQ&hl=en&fs=1&"> I'm dying to catch my breathoh why don't i ever learn I've lost all my trust that i'm sure we try toTurn it aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn me downyou're far from the door nowdon't let it closeHe only had to goI wish I could let it goI know that I'm only one step awayFrom turning aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn it downwhat's left of memake my heart a better placei've tried many times but nothing was realmake it fade awaydon't break me downI want to believe that this is for realsave me from my feardon't turn me downdon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placedon't tear me downfor all i needmake

"third World Penis Shortage"
So, a friend of mine, female, just called me up a little while ago to give me her report on recent sexual escapades. I don't ask her for this info; for some reason she thinks I want to know. On the upside, there's always something hilarious she tells me. Her latest guy "friend" is apparently huge in the penis department. They had sex for the first time last night and she relays to me this. After about a minute of penetration, he starts getting a little rough. She rather likes it rough, but also, like most women, does not consider liking it rough to mean "please bruise my cervix with your penis". So he goes in too deep, she winces, and this is what she told me she said to him in a state of high annoyance: "Fuck! It's not like there's a dick shortage in the third world so you have to feel bad about not using it all!"

Love
When I was young I never needed anyone And makin love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin alone I think of all the friends Ive known But when I dial the telephone Nobodys home All by myself Dont wanna be All by myself anymore All by myself Dont wanna live All by myself anymore Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Dont wanna be All by myself anymore All by myself Dont wanna live All by myself anymore

Life
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...Life can be blissful and happy and free...Life can put beauty in the things that you see...Life can place challenges right at your feet...Life can make good of the hardships we meet...Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...Life can reward those determined to win...Life can be hurtful and not always fair...Life can surround you with people who care...Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...Life is a mixture of happy and sad...So...Take the Life that you have and give it your best...Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...Take the love that you're give

He Did It!!!!
YES! HE DID IT!!! I THINK I WAS MORE NERVOUS THAN HIM.... HIS TEACHER LENDS A HELPING HAND! -she's so sweet! 250 GRADUATES! CLASS of 09 I AM VERY PROUD! WHERE DID THE YEARS GO? WE ALL HAD SUCH A BLAST!!!!!

A Sermon On Ethics And Love
One day Mal-2 asked the messenger spirit Saint Gulik to approach the Goddess and request Her presence for some desperate advice. Shortly afterwards the radio came on by itself, and an ethereal female Voice said YES? "O! Eris! Blessed Mother of Man! Queen of Chaos! Daughter of Discord! Concubine of Confusion! O! Exquisite Lady, I beseech You to lift a heavy burden from my heart!" WHAT BOTHERS YOU, MAL? YOU DON'T SOUND WELL. "I am filled with fear and tormented with terrible visions of pain. Everywhere people are hurting one another, the planet is rampant with injustices, whole societies plunder groups of their own people, mothers imprison sons, children perish while brothers war. O, woe." WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH THAT, IF IT IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO? "But nobody Wants it! Everybody hates it." OH. WELL THEN, STOP. At which moment She turned herself into an asprin commercial and le

Ascension
Ascension We are one with the cosmos whether we realize it or not. Realizing it, though, quickens our spiritual energy and allows us access to higher realms. In those higher realms lies the awareness that we are more than just finite physical beings living one life in one place at one point in time. Connecting with this awareness is to awaken to the truth and take a step forward, and upward, on our soul’s journey. This upward movement is known as ascension because the more we remember who we are and embody that truth, the higher our energy vibrates; we ascend up the scale from the gross physical plane to the subtle spiritual plane. As we ascend, we gain consciousness of the more subtle aspects of our being, with the ultimate outcome being a complete identification with the light body, an experience of unification with the cosmos. As you look around you, you will see that many people are not even interested in these ideas. Others are open and paying attention. Still others have

Hinder-better Than Me
Better Than Me I think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meWhile looking through your old box of notesI found those pictures I tookThat you were looking forIf there's one memory I don't want to loseThat time at the mallYou and me in the dressing roomI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meThe bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI really miss your hair in my fa

What Is Paganism?
A brief introduction Paganism is a spiritual way of life which has its roots in the ancient nature religions of the world. It is principally rooted in the old religions of Europe, though some adherents also find great worth in the indigenous beliefs of other countries. Such belief in the sacredness of all things can be found world-wide. Pagans see this as their heritage, and retain the beliefs and values of their ancestors in forms adapted to suit modern life. We celebrate the sanctity of Nature, revering the Divine in all things; the vast, unknowable spirit that runs through the universe, both seen and unseen. Pagans honour the Divine in all its aspects, whether male or female, as parts of the sacred whole. Every man and woman is, to a Pagan, a beautiful and unique being. Children are loved and honoured and there is a strong sense of community. The woods and open spaces of the land, home to wild animals and birds, are cherished. Paganism stresses personal spiritual experience, and P

Gone
So after this afternoon I will be gone for a few days to Montana. I am still feeling like total hell, I have a dr appt this afternoon and will ask him for something. I literally feel like I got ran over by a bus. On the bright side, I woke up and checked my email and won tickets from our local tv channel for Carbon Leaf. Whats bad, I have no clue who Carbon Leaf is, I youtubed them, they dont sound bad but I dont know them. Those tickets are for June 18th so.....

Wonderful Love
What more can I say. I've found the man of my dreams. And I feel like I am falling in love with him. I will do anything for him and I mean ANYTHING. He's stolen my heart. And I want to be with him the rest of my life. He means the world to me. I love him sooooo much and I hope to never lose him. I will be there for him through thick and thin. Through the good and the bad. He is my life. Babe, if you are reading this I love you with all my heart and soul. MUAH!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Block This Maniac Now!!!!!!
The person with the screen name theverybest needs to be kicked off the site! he rated pictures of my 6 year old a 4! I know why the site has the name it does please pass this on so can be stopped!

New Cell Phone
So i have started to hate my old cell phone, which i used for so many year..... maybe we are like this, we want new toys every now n then ..... ;) so i m thinking of Apple iPhone or Samsung Omnia, both have great features so i m kinda in a dilemma at which one to get.... Suggestions are welcome .... help me out here

For Your Enlightenment
THE PARABLE OF THE BITTER TEA by Rev. Dr. Hypocrates Magoun, P.P. POEE PRIEST, Okinawa Cabal When Hypoc was through meditating with St. Gulik, he went there into the kitchen where he busied himself with preparing the feast and in his endeavor, he found that there was some old tea in a pan left standing from the night before, when he had in his weakness forgot about its making and had let it sit steeping for 24 hours. It was dark and murky and it was Hypoc's intention to use this old tea by diluting it with water. And again in his weakness, chose without further consideration and plunged into the physical labor of the preparations. It was then when deeply immersed in the pleasure of that trip, he had a sudden loud clear voice in his head saying "it is bitter tea that involves you so." Hypoc heard the voice, but the struggle inside intensified, and the pattern, previously established with the physical laboring and the mus

Theme Day Postponed
Regrettably I have to postpone theme day for today, due to my laptop crashing... Unfortunately this wouldn't be a problem but my accounting files are stuck in it... I hate being computer illiterate.. Needless to say the accounting files are not backing up properly so I'm rolling up my sleeves and I'm going to either be A. stuck on the phone all day B. trying to back up to one of the other two computers.. which means i will try starting from scratch.. C. start crying and throw myself over a cliff... possibly all three... So I'm sorry but i can not do a theme day today.. please take it on your selves to be me.. then you can all be wicked for a day.. believe me its fun... Love you all Bastards. Wicked

All I Gotta Say Is: He's Speaking The Abosulte Truth
Here are the links since I can't put the videos on here cause it didn't work :( : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rt4K17-8Ebk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBdnZRnGjHs

Married Women
Just an odd rambling of mine .... Married women .. i don't get it why in god's given name do they get pissy when u talk to "friends of thiers"... FUK ME they are married they got no damn right getting pissy over a man on a fantasy site . yanno not real the internet .... wonder if they would be so pissy if thier ole man knew what these women do ... jus saying

[[ Spork Stabbin Vent ]]
I thought that today I would blog, since well Ive never done it, and also I need to vent and sometimes I feel just typing it gets it off my chest without having to pull someones eyeballs out with a Spork! So here goes.... I know I dont know most of you pretty much at all. They few I do talk to on here I adore. You people know who you are and I think that you are amazing. But anywho, I kinda am crushing on someone, but like he cares or notices. Blah =/ But once Im gone Im sure he'd notice, like hey wheres Tanya, right? Cause thats how it works. Anyways, I hate the girls on here that NSFW my pics because my ass is nicer then yours. Im sorry bitCh, I have 3 children and I work pretty fuCken hard to stay Ok looking. Get on a tredmill, run a mile, drink some water. Do SOMETHING other then sit your ass on fubar day and night with bon bons in one hand and a diet coke in the other thinking thats going to do something!!! So I have something huge coming up in my life, real quick status, and

Elegant Blue Day
Elegant Blue Day It was a heart felt day, For the Elegant woman, As she turned and walked away. He hurt her more than she could bare, The was no more need for her to be there. She maintained her posture, Her poise and grace. Turning away with a smile on her face. Knowing deep within her heart, He would never forget her, Her memory would always haunt. Still til this day he calls her from time to time, Just needing to hear her voice. It’s like a fix, A poison in his veins.

Bah Humbug!
I say boooooo to job hunting! Every job I apply for at least 400 others are applying for it as well. *le sigh* I just wanna be a productive member of society again! And with school ending on friday, I fear I may lose my mind having both kids home with me everyday. Just over the weekend their bickering drove me slightly mad. Maybe I should go see the doc and get some happy pills...a little welbutrin may do the job

06-08-2009
While I don't seem to fit in with this crowd, I was invited here by a friend. I have only recently begun to get involved with this group. I have met some very pleasant, charming, individuals. While I am no prude, I am neither an "open relationship" person either. There is a matter of decorum to be maintained. Please forgive me, but I am just establishing some ground rules here. IF you become my friend, you are my friend. Not a cyber fuck buddy if you are female, nor are you just a piece of meat, or another notch in my belt. I WILL treat you with respect, and, in doing so, I EXPECT the same in return. I don't ask for it, I DEMAND it because I automatically give that to you. Also, you should know this about me. I will NOT lie to you, nor will I try to seduce you (female of course). I will be your online friend. If you're male, I would welcome some male friends. I don't get into pissing contests, keeping up with the Joneses-So to speak, or get into, "who has the bigger dick" contest. Nor

Stand Up For Whats Right
Have you ever been so gawd dam frustrated that you just want to scream. You sit and watch the news, how things are just going down the toilet. More jobs loss, more walking away from their homes cause they simply cant afford them any more. People shooting each other over turf, drugs, you name it. All this neg shit is got to play hard on every ones nerves. I know it is mine. Then you watch the news, and you see your government officals lining their pockets with what? OUR GAWD DAM MONEY, we put in for our taxes. Do they fffffffffff care hellllllllllllllllllllllllll no. Example: CPP (Canadian Pension Plan) Sarah Kramer was set to recieve a bonas of 114,000 and she made like over 300, 000 a year to boot. AGI Insurance giving their board memebers over 100,000 in bonas. Toronto coucell members getting huge bonas, mean while here we are losing our jobs, our homes, our income and being forced on UI and when that runs out Welfare. Tell me how is this far to us? If it wasnt

Ahhh
2 More days till my VIP expires, an I haven't even gotten some really good pix of my newer self up yet..lol.... O'well it's all good maybe once daddy (HUSBAND) and I get our shit str8 I'll be able to get another VIP.......

.......
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down You've got too much talent I see you through those bloodshot eyes There's a cure, you've found it Slow motion, sparks, you've caught that chill Now don't deny it But boys will be boys, oh, yes, they will They don't wanna define it Just give up the game and get into me If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet [I just like the first part]

How?
My heart goes out to him more than he knows but I don't know how to tell him. All I want is to let him know how I really feel but can never seem to find the words when I have the chance to talk to him. For some reason the words never come to me. I want to tell him how he's the only one I want and how I want for us to be all that everyone thinks we are and then some. I think him and I could be something very amazing but at the same time I'm so scared that by saying something I will only push him away. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I really don't want to lose him. He is amazing. Treats me and my lil girl like nobody ever has and doesn't ask for anything in return. He's happy just spending time together...don't have to spend money or anything just to be together. So now all I have to do is figure out how to tell him how I truly feel about him.

My Blog Of Fascinating Things
Hello, blogosphere! I'm starting this blog to share random, off the wall facts about myself. Hopefully, you might leave your own undeliable remarks on this very same blog. I'm new to FU and am trying this out for an article to be posted in a emagazine next month. Maybe you'd like to know which one it is, maybe not. Doesn't matter. Could be my own! ha. I'm trying to see how long it takes to meet new people in my area and what foundations the relationships are actually built on. First fact: I once smoked a whole pack of cigarettes at the same time. I felt like Wylee Coyote, now i'm old enough to ask how many minutes got deducted from my life and was it exponential 'cause I did it all at the same time???

Thinking Of You
Thinking of you When I think of you, There is an ethereal magic. Your there in every breath I take, Every thought I have, Every vision, Every moment. When I think of you, I go to another time and place. There is only you and me, No distractions, No worries of the day. I feel your strong arms around me. The love you have, And how it surrounds me. The way your essences just lingers there. When I think of you, I think of love. The kind that has passion, desire, and trust. You are not the same, As those before. You have more style, More class, More taste. When I think of you, I pray to god above. I thank him for his beautiful gift. The angel that is you, And for your love. When I think of you, I feel calm and serene. Life seems a whole lot better, Now that you are here. Dee Parenti All rights reserved

Adecco Australia
Online recruitment agencies are the future of job hunting. As a part of a broad job search strategy, online recruitment makes job searching easier and more convenient. When used as an overall job search strategy, online recruitment sites are very helpful and time-saving. There is wide range of such sites available in the internet, so finding the employment agency that is right for you is not that difficult. Understanding first, how online recruitment sites operate helps job seekers understand the power of online recruitment. Major corporate to small scale employers post their open positions or vacancies on sales jobs, accounting jobs, banking jobs, IT jobs and engineer jobs and other job opportunities on a particular recruitment site. These recruitment sites will then be responsible for advertising and promoting jobs or vacant positions to the most qualified candidates possible. For job seekers, online recruitment sites offer a wide access to job postings and an opportunity to post

You Show Me Love
You guys never fail to make me giddy with the love you show. Being spotlight was cool and all that shit. Thanks for all your kind words, profile comments, messages and blings and all that shit. From teh bottom of my heart, I embrace each and everyone of you freaky old bastards, you.

There Is A Difference Between Cops And Police Officers
Here's the deal....I am a COP. My friends are COPS. People in my family are COPS. A COP knows that there are things that need to be done in order to see justice served (as corny as that sounds...). Cops know that even though the general public may not like what we're doing, think that we're running around doing what ever we want and generally "abusing our power", that some people just have to learn the hard way. COPS know that our only real job is to go home at the end of our shift, to our families, only to start it all over again the next day. COPS get each others back, no matter what, untill the end. A COP sees another COP running.....that COP starts running too...THEN asks why. An OFFICER asks his shift supervisor if the running is authorized. COPS know each others families, COPS know each others wives, kids, brothers and sisters.....COPS hang out with each other because we know that unless you wear a uniform and deal with other peoples shit all day, you have no fucking idea what it

Students Mind
Every time I try to thinkThe words wont come in mindEven if i know the answerI lose my remaining timeEvery time I try to talkThe words wont come outLike I have a problemLike im spinning nowEvery time I try to hearThere's so many distractionsWhen I try to answer backThere is no reactionEvery time I try to learnIt's like I haven't a clueLike A wolf in the nightStaring at the moon

Alone Again
Alone AgainYou made it endYour reasoning standsAlone in my denCaged like an animalAlmost unforgivableYou're so unbelieveableAlmost nondurableIf I leave this cageLeaving all this rageWill I charge a gateThat's there to debateCan I make it on my ownLeft there to roamSitting as a droneEver so monotoneHow can I be cursedHow can I be blessedAnxious at firstThen later motionless

Lost And Found Captured Reality
I'm lost, I'm foundIn your eyes, against the groundEmbedded you are, in my mindTake a step, lost in timeAround you, it feels so rightWith you, in my sightIn your eyes, I see gleamingNo insecurity, I hold my breathingBeating heavy is my heartFrom the happiness you have broughtI see you as an artIntigued, lost in thoughtI'll hold you from your fearsTell me how you feelI'll take away those tearsBecause baby you know this is realCaptured is your beautyLocked in a boxHeld up above meWith a key and a lockTake everything you've knownEvery dream you concealEvery fantasy grownI'll make it real

A Burden Revealed
My burden, revealed to you with trustSimple is your answer, but yet impossible to fulfillI wasn't asking for your advice, but for your comfortYou stabbed me in the back, announcing my burdenWas I not there, as a true friendDid I ever deserve, to be betrayed like thisAnother reality turned to illusionWas I foolish to trust and careShaking with this feelingAnger inflames my beingSomeone else takes overThe opposite of my characterForbidden angels calm my angerBut the damage has been dealtNo room for apologyNo words taken backEven those said out of characterTrust and care, I'm awareGone for now, and maybe forever

Chains Of Death
Chains of death, I escapeI had no choice, I could not waitWhy can't you follow, why can't you understandI'm lost tonight, In the sins of manI observe you, I can't control youI want to help you, not destroy youLove like kin, ruined by sinTwo different roads, everything we choseAn unwanted ending, two different destiniesOnce an ally, now an enemy

Conscience Feeling
She gleams in the darkest settingsShe cares when there is no needShe reflects you with similarityShe holds you just to be close to youShe sees you as a magnetShe can't look away without attractionYou hold her as if she's rareA cherished gem firmly with careTime holds frozenIt feels meant to beInstead of being chosenThe music continues over our breathingIs there such a thing as sadnessWhen happiness overides your conscienceYou wake up from this dreamIt seemed so realEverything I feelEmbedded in my intentionsIntentions never endingAs long as that dreamLingers forever trulyThat feeling of loveWill abide within me

Feeble Lights Awake And Subside
Entertain me like a strobe lightControl me like a street lightSet me to a certain timeSpeed me up at night timeHold me as your securityTreat me with purityLook at me with curiosityLeave with me from societyEmbed me with your charmI'll protect you from harmI'll see you in my sightsAs we turn off the lightsNo darkness can hideEverything I feel insideAs my heart, it subsidesMy hopes held highNo longer will I tryTo live with liesThe world can't be appeasedWhen someone as feeble as meHolds the little things up highAnd people who don't openly cryEnemies they should beBut that's what's wrong with meTake me away from this crimePut me back in my primeMyself and my loveHeld up aboveA rope you bindIn my mind

My Heart Pulsates
The lights start moving but we keep stillEven without you moving your looks could killIn my arms I imagine you hereI tell myself there's nothing to fearEven as you stand there motionlessI find myself staring in a tranceOver odds, I come over to where you standBaby won't you come and take my handMusic blares, you stand next to meMy heart pulsates vigorouslyMy hand you take ever so suprisinglyEyes lit up ever so widelyThe lights keep moving but we keep stillHolding you so gives me a thrillIn these arms you stand hereFeelings without worries nor fearEven as you stand there motionlessI find myself in your benevolenceOver odds, I'm here where you standBaby, I never want this to endMusic blares, you stand next to meMy heart pulsates vigorouslyI kiss your lips ever so surprisinglyA moment ever so divinely

Misery, Mystery, Life, And A Lesson Learned
Everything in this worldConstant with materialConsistent with mysteryLife with miseryGood with evilUntamed spontaneityTwisted inconsistent lawsDestiny is every flawEvery mistake a realityNone can take your obscenityNone can shape your decencyChoice with continuityA child, a flawA man, a lesson learnedSensory to the heartWithout falling apartUncharted given abilitiesGiven not without consequencesLearn from your every actionMake true your intentions

Great Deftones Interview From Revolvermag.com
DEFTONES Saturday Night Wrist is their greatest album to date. And it only took them two years, nearly firing their lead singer, and almost breaking up to make it. By Jon WiederhornPhoto by Angela Boatwright Stephen Carpenter dips into a sizable bag of weed, pulls out some papers, and starts to roll a large joint. The guitarist—who’s perched on a bench on the Deftones tour bus before a Family Values show in Holmdel, New Jersey—has just finished an hour-long interview with Revolver about the making of the band’s new album, Saturday Night Wrist, and he’s ready for a smoke break. According to the carefully planned schedule, it’s now singer Chino Moreno’s turn to speak, after which he’s slated for a 6 P.M. photo shoot. Problem is, Moreno is sleeping in the back of the bus and doesn’t seem to want to get up. And when he does finally rise, he announces that he won’t do the interview until after the show. This raises some re

Tonyfresh
My name is Tony I'm 18 I'm 6'3 I'm Tan I have baby blue eyes I'm Italian and German I have black and blonde hair I'm a dancer, I've been dancing for 11 years I'm a dj, I've been djing for 5 I'm a coder, I started learning to code at 12 I have A LOT of experience with computers. I run 3 businesses, I have a WebDesign business, I have a Web Hosting business, and a computer fixing/building business(locally) I will write more later, I'm very tired.

Savior From Anger New Entry!!!
My name's Marco Ruggiero (January 26th 1976) guitarist from Naples (Italy).When I was 13 years old, I bought my first guitar and I took the first lessons. Listening to the music of Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Black Sabbath, Metallica, Megadeth, Metal Church, Vicious Rumors , Riot, Helloween, Annihilator, Queensryche and all the metal bands of the Eighties I discovered Heavy Metal. My professional career started with Progressive Power metal band LANDGUARD; with this band I recorded the album "Eden Of A Parallel Dimension", released thanks to the italian label "Underground Symphony". In 2000 I left the band and I founded NAMELESS CRIME with Raffaele Lanzuise.Nameless Crime's style is classic Heavy Metal, with Thrash Metal influences. With Nameless Crime I recorded two albums, "Nameless Crime" published in 2003 thanks to the italian label Nocturnal Music , "Law and Persecution", published in 2006 thanks to Metal Factory division of Power Zone records and the EP " B

Go Comment On My Ass
i'm in a contest to win a bling pack. add the guy that is holding the contest, then bomb my photo with comments. here is the link to the photo. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1760428&albumid=1705781&i=2353339344&idx=0#457247170

Finally Up Date For Thos Of You Who Read It Before
let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she had meand she was 14 when she got her first job and that was to work in a bar she was a stripper a druggie a whore alcoholic and she still did that when she carried mei was in the hospital for a whole year i was a sick baby i had almost e

Words I Wrote By Jermx
i found out that its my fault for being verbally disrespected and given an ultimatum by liars. i saw the interview...i saw my supposed "destroyed" donated paintings. by these so called correct thinkers and doers. finding out that i am now the person who they "need" to squash old beef from is ironic. and an idea that seems as rediculous as painting bowls of fruit. but now yes...im wanted...needed for reasons of unity and peace and connections and apologizing to those who owe me an apology. is it a grudge? no. its a moral issue in the sense that i dont forget the ill given treatment i got from these ghosts of human reality. if i have nothing...i mean nothing...im a trouble maker and fool... why try to find ways to secure a friendship with me again by the people who have called me those things? i admit when im wrong. yet im not wrong this time and i havent been. i have been able to express my feelings...good and bad towards people i know and dont know even. i am never going

Letting Some Steam Off
I AM DONE PLAYING NICE WITH YOU YES I AM TALKING ABOUT MY EX SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIL LIFE THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE....I AM GOING TO WARN YOUR ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY I AM DONE PLAYING THESE LIL GAMES WITH YOU....I HAVE WAAY TO MUCH TO FUKKING DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW....GORDON FUKKING CALL ME OR TEXT ME EITHER WAY JUST FUKKING DO IT....NOW DOWN TO BUSNIES WITH YOU AND I .... FOR ONE YOU HAVE OUR SONS WITH YOU... TWO THERE IS NOT FUKKING PAPER WORK THAT YOU HAVE custdy OF OUR SONS... NO COURT SAYING ANY THING ABOUT IT.... I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU...I WANT FUKKING CLOSER FROM YOU...I HAVE MOVED ON WITH MY LIFE I AM VERY HAPPY.... I JUST WANT TO SEE OUR SONS IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUKKING ASK YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH... YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND LET OUR SONS SEE THERE GRADMOM AND DAD... YOU FUKKING JERK I HOPE YOU SEE THIS TOO..... I AM DONE PLAYING NICE... YOU WANTED ME TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL WELL LIL BOY HERE IT IS ON THE NET FOR YOU TO SEE IT.

Stood Up
What is the problem with some people. You make plans you verify plans before they arrive an then you get stuck fucking waiting. I fuckin hate waiting. Is it so fucking hard to pick up a phone or answer a phone for that matter. Who gives anyone the right to make people feel like complete morrons? To be stood up would have to be worse then being cheated on. I would have to say. So many things go through your mind like why??? Was I coming on to strong??? Was it something I said or didn't say??? There are a million little things that go through ones head when they are just waiting. It is completely fucked up. No one should ever be fuckin stood up. Men and Women out there fucking man up and keep your fuckin plans straight. Don't make people feel like this it totally f'in blows.

Only One?
Recently I have been thinking alot about being in "love" and what that actually means...I feel like I could make it work with thousands of different girls. People always say "aww he/she is the ONE"..Is there really only ONE person out there that you can fall in love with and live happily ever after? And when a girl says "you won't find another girl like me" am I actually able to find a "better" girl than the one I was with?! Lots of confusing stuff which makes me think ALOT!

New Rule
I will no longer fan people here; it's a crock of crap, I only have friends and family here. If you are not in that category; OH WELL, never did like all those stoooopid fan/add/rate me stoopid blasts!! I like my friends and family and I don't have time for the other crap!!

Forgive Or Not?
I've been kindly upset lately because my dad was sick and the doctors did some tests and one came back positive. granted the dr said it could be false and had it redone it still upset me. it upset my brother even more. my brother has been so upset and hasn't been able to talk to anyone about it, not even his gf because dad asked him not to say a thing to anyone. well dad never told him when he got the second results bak that they had came back that the first test was wrong. i went to hang out with my brother lastnight and he asked me if my dad had ever got the test done. I had no idea that he had not told my brother and i told him. I'd have told him sooner if I'd have known dad hadn't. my brother's been on the verge of a mental break down, he's been drinking really bad since he found out about the first test. He called my dad and confronted him with his concern for the effect of my dad's actions on me and him(my brother) and all the people around us. my brother loves dad very much but

Fook Buddies
good god, what the hell have i done?? i dated several guys in a row, all perfectly nice guys and ended up sleeping with them, fool that i am and then when things didnt work out, i opted to remain friends with them. they took it as tho i were offering to continue a sexual relationship. and i dont want that at all and have spent a good deal of time trying to get around their continual requests to get together with me for some mutual "fun". gads, i dont work that way. i wish i could just be that cavalier about sex but i'm a loving fool and dont see any way around that without compromising my beliefs and needs...

Teenage Catgirls In Heat Blog 2
Um, I loved it even though I still feel... a digital camera, all of my friends and their boyfriends or husbands, my cat and theirs, and i could make a better version still I love it but then again deep down I'm a catgirl. Deep down, I purr in my sleep, or so i've been told out of the blue. DEEP DOWN I WANT TO RULE THE GIANT LITTER BOX. well jking but still.

The Vagina Fisher
So people ask me:LMAO @ ur statusI LOVE your statusOMG, your status rocksTEE HEE!!Ok, so those aren't really questions, but I know what the people are wondering. And, since I am nice and all..I'll give the people what they want: an explination.My status began earlier today, in a mumm. Someone wrote about shoving a watermelon in someone else's pussy, which naturally begat the disbelieving disclaimer of bullshit. Then, true to form, our resident ER nurse Kit puts truth to the claim, saying you'd never believe the kinds of stuff women get caught in their meatflaps (not her wording). Apparently, women shove a whole assortment of things into their fun spots that can just be fished out without the help of the ER. So, I decided that is how I'm going to get rich. I am going to host a tv show on the Discovery Channel called "The Vagina Fisher", where I will toil endlessly, elbow deep, to dislodge odd and foreign objects from their crevasses. I assume rings and watches and cucumbers will be mo

Pisces
-P I S C E S: The Piece of good ass Caring and kind, Smart, Center of attention, Too Sexy, Very high SEX appeal, Has the last word, The nicest ass everr, The best to find, hardest to keep, Fun to be around, Freak in the sheets, Extremely weird but in a good way, Super good in bed, Good Sense of Humor, Thoughtful, A partner for life, Always gets what he or she wants, Loves to joke, Very popular, Silly, fun and sweet!!!!

Need A "country And Western Band" For A Feature Film
Calling for a Country band for a Feature film that was shot in Alabama, we are in need of a demo to be sent asap to ATT: John Jordan Bases Loaded Ent. LLC Vancouver BC V5R 5G5 or email me for the phone numbers. Respect Jordan

Aurora's Fall
Aurora breathed deeply, focusing her mind on the task at hand. Eyes closed, she sat cross-legged on the mat in the dimly lit room. She cast her mind into the emptiness, searching for the presence she had felt only once before… Little did she know that someone was watching. Black eyes glinted in the dim light. She’s so close, so close to me…. I can almost touch her again… her long golden hair, her soft white skin… her pure soul of light… He had never felt this way about a mortal before. He knew it was not allowed, but what did he care? He was Belial, Prince of the Sons of Darkness, Lord of Trickery, the Angel of Lawlessness… to me, nothing should be forbidden, the creature reasoned. Especially something so beautiful, so pure. I deserve to experience something unsullied, he told himself. Light has been denied me for much too long. Aurora sank deeply within her own spirit, using her power to draw the worlds of the seen and unseen

From The Slave-queen Of Anthredhar
This is the first chapter from my fantasy romance novel, The Slave-Queen of Anthredhar. This chapter is reasonably tame, but it DOES get spicier. I am pitching it to some literary agents at the local writers' conference in August, so any feedback you may have would be helpful. ----------------------------------------- Queen Kylantha stood on the balcony, her eyes blazing with blue fire and her long golden hair whipping about her face wildly in the winds. Her skirts of silver silk billowed like storm-clouds as her hands reached into the sky and called down lightning for the thousandth time, molding it into a whirling ball to hurl at her enemies... a black-clad horde marching inexorably toward the Keep. Her Keep: the city where her forefathers had ruled Anthredhar for as long as history had been recorded. Now it was the last free realm of her kingdom, and it was falling. The collar that had restrained her power had fallen off at last, but it was too little, too late.Before the

Lounges
I am a normal everyday person. I didn't know anything about fubar until I found it by accident. I really enjoy the site. I was interested in being a dj cause I enjoy listening to music. I want to others to enjoy the same tunes that I listen to. So, I decided to become a dj. I went out and got the stuff I needed to become one. I didn't know the first thing about the programs I needed. But I went out and found the info and talked to a lot of helpful people. I started playing music in this one lounge and it went well. For some reason, someone else didn't like it. My server code was pulled from this lounge. I am hurt that the people in the lounge who call themselves my family would do this to me. I don't think people really do things to pi$$ people off. However, I do feel this place is highly emotionally, charged environment that people should keep their personal feelings separate from.

"nas
" NASTY GIRL"Prominent citizen's in your towntaught to respect the all your lifePatted you on the head as a child,Told you to make something of your mindNow your grown and curiouslooking to share your skills with the worldAnd as you start to explore and discovereven when you find things are not so prettyThey always told you TELL THE TRUTHAnd so you purposefully AnnounceUndeniable, Unfortunate truth:Powerful peopleHeinous crimesyears of liesThe world turns round on blackmail subtle threatssecret surveillance winks and nodsSympathy for the victim's makes you weakThreats of ViolenceCriminal OR State?Now your the targetAbout to learn the lesson:THE Emperor HAS LOVELY CLOTHES AND EVERYBODY KNOWS ITBeyond the violence ,The wickedest weapon of all:::::::::THE BLUNT

Who Is Athena?
Athena is my alter-ego, my nom de plume... the name I go by when I write something that is too naughty for my family to read. You can read Athena's controversial erotic story, Cold Blue Steel, on Literotica.com. It has the distinction of being one of only a very few stories in its category to win Literotica's coveted Editor's Choice award. Fair warning: it is explicit, NSFW, and deals with nonconsent and D/s themes. Plenty of people hate it and consequently think I am one sick puppy. *wink* Maybe I am pretty out there in some ways, but I've come to terms with the deepest, darkest parts of myself... not only that, but I love and cherish them as valued components of who I am. I owe this in part to reading "My Secret Garden" and "Women on Top" by Nancy Friday, both books about women's sexual fantasies. I read them many years ago and they helped me realize that I am not alone in the sexual fantasies I enjoy. I will share some other writings of mine here. If they pique your interes

Ee Cummings
i carry your heart with me i carry your heart with me(i carry it inmy heart)i am never without it(anywherei go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing,my darling)i fearno fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i wantno world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) ee cummings

My Writting
For those of my friends who knows about and read any of my stories, yay! I just started on my Wrestle Zombie story. i really started durring a wrestling match between WWE superstars Edge and Jeff Hardy. i also had an idea for a vampire story, which i haven't started writting yet, but i'm planning to. im usually happy when i finish writting a story. stories are fun to write when i have more to add to them.

Aim Convo...oy
[23:36] Synth *****: do i know u[23:36] *** Auto-response sent to Synth D1vision: You silly twisted boy. - Spike Milligan[23:37] Synth *****: whatt[23:37] earthstar: I don't know...do you?[23:37] Synth *****: you know i have a girlfriend[23:38] Synth *****: a serious girlfriend[23:38] Synth *****: right[23:39] earthstar: And I am engaged...wtf are you messaging me all harrassing-like for?[23:39] earthstar: I didn't message you[23:39] Synth *****: sorry[23:39] Synth *****: whats your prob[23:40] earthstar: I have no problem. You seemed all defensive[23:40] Synth *****: i have a gf is harassing you[23:40] earthstar: [23:37] Synth *****: you know i have a girlfriend [23:38] Synth *****: a serious girlfriend [23:38] Synth *****: right[23:41] Synth *****: yes its serious[23:41] earthstar: That whole series of messages is what made me wonder wtf YOUR problem was[23:41] earthstar: Okay, then fucking delete me. You're not even on my friend list[23:41] earthstar: YOU MESSAGED ME[23:41] Synt

I Wanna Help You Level Let Me Help You
Need help leveling well here's a way i can help you i'll be having a rate athon for each bling credit i get i will rate 150 of your pic's for an auto i will rate 230 of your pic's for a bomb i will bomb you and rate 490 of your pic's for both an auto and bomb i will rate all your pic's and 200 pic's to 1 family member of your choice if if you want to level leave me a comment on this blog

"fear"
"FEAR"I am not a part of youI am the HEART OF YOUI am not what you arebut your midnight starcalling out for youno light coming thoughI dawn in your headdevastateddeadI like you style,in which i shall prove VILEbelieve in mesoon the truth you will see~perreault~

When I First Felt Hell
When I First Felt Hell My heart longed for you Before I was even born My flesh cried out for you And is now rotted and forlorn The touch I craved from you The spirit I longed to bask in Was tainted with a poison Decimating us before we could begin The spaces that divided us Became the grave that I call home The time waiting for our birth Was a desert I wandered alone

Give It A Name!!!
Why would you judge me on one bad day,When everything normal has momentairly gone astray,Master of illusion my smile is my mask,Why would you judge me on one single act,You really don't know me,You just don't know who I am,So let me lay it out for you,Like a grand master plan,I am a mother, I support my kids and I do it alone,I don't need a man to bring value to my life,That's why I raise my kids on my own,I am someones sister,I bail her out when she gets into trouble,The only family I have, And she's a diamond in the rubble,I am a friend,I never bail when your down,I'm a phone call away,Just ask around ,I work like a dog,I may only break even,But at least my kids see, Dedication is not a weakness,I am introverted,I don't let it all hang out,I will smile before I ever voice my doubt,I am very distrusting,I don't allow many people close,But like my step daddy told me,Anyone worth knowing will always want to know,Just as I have said,I am only me, Pretending to be someone else,Brings to m

Mirror
I sit here and long to be the way that I was to have an open heart and to sing a song of love but it will never be as such I know that I'm trapped in darkness save this mirror that I touch I've come to conclude that I'm trapped inside this hell I know that my body is just an empty shell It's eternally and wholly too much now trapped inside my mind save this mirror that I touch I remember the days in which I used to laugh but now I feel my life's been severed that I'm missing my better half now the tears flow free down my crutch because I'm staring at my smiling face in this mirror that I touch

Reign
Walking through the midnight air in the garden of the pure living a life that is not my own tied by vines the light has shown Everybody thinks they know me Everybody thinks they hear me The frightened child inside her mind The one who's soul is theirs to grind But as the grip does tighten more Drawing the blood I've lost before The rage begins to build inside of me Churning and bubbling much like the sea I know soon things will come to pass and the ties will be thrown at last I don't care how much blood comes from my veins As long as the horse you ride throws his reigns I will not be yours to rape again To break my heart with your sins So know that in the end if I should die it's a free woman you see there lie and hold your head in sorry shame for you only have yourself to blame.

Why Do I Even Bother
I really don't know why i bother staying on the site i hardly get any love and i wornder why that is what is it because i don't have my NSFW's posted i mean really i have a handfull of people a day come show me a little love and that's about it so i'm thinking of just deleting my page and not coming back at all i'm sick of being treated like i'm not even here....if anyone care's by all mean's speck up if not the i say f*ck it and leave

One Heart
It’s like standing in the middle of a field with no trees no animals no one Though the grass is green and lush Though the sky is blue the air is warm smelling of sweet scents and life is good It’s empty hollow every sound I make echoes off invisible walls It’s lonely here lonely without you it only takes one person to fill this vast space one body to warm the coldest nights one pair of eyes and hands to remind me it’s all ok it’s ok to be alone it’s ok to cry It only takes one heart to fill this space with joy as long as that heart is yours love only if it’s yours

I've Known
I've known pain Digging, scratching, scraping pain splitting my soul in two like a knife thrust into my chest a pain washed in tears gone dry and sprinkled in pieces of shattered dreams Yes, I've known that pain I've known loss Empty, gaping, expansive loss turning beautiful memories into a painful black hole standing by in awe as the wrecking ball of life tears down what the heart has built Yes, I've known that loss too I've known hate Writhing, seething, burning hate the sight of nails digging into pillows wishing it was human flesh the growing lust for blood and suffering flowers as thoughts of torture fill your mind Yes, I've known that hate as well I've known love glorious, total, unconditional love the clearing of the skies and the coming of a new age the thing that makes the pain and loss worthwhile and takes the hate away Yes, I've known love

Random Stuff I Think Lol
hey all!! im really bored....so hmmm what to talk about? hmm i guess i could talk about my GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE!!! well most of my friends i talk to are on Angels and Demons lounge and they are so GREAT!! they make me feel like i belong there and they are just so cool!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL AND DEMON FRIENDS!!! :D......hmm what to talk about now??... well i guess i could talk about how much fubar is so cool but i dont think ppl wanna hear that lol :D ya im being sorta random right now cuz i just wanted to write a blog lol...soo umm i guess thats it for my first blog!! well i hope i made ur day or whatever!! lol idk LOVE YOU ALL!!

The Knight
Upon the kingdom Nameth in the days of old there was a lovely princess whose hair did shine like gold and though her face was pure the color of virgin snow her heart was black and heavy no love to make it grow she strolled outside the palace onto the kingdom's plain taking refuge under storm clouds and crying in the rain in the distance her ears beheld a sound not hard to read it was the clomping of hooves under a galloping steed through fog and rain her eyes could still so clearly see "a knight, a knight" she cried "and he's come to rescue me" he moved so swift and quick upon his mighty beast "a brave and strong soul" she moaned "and a gentlemen none the least" With every clomp and every breath the night began to near She opened wide her arms she knew there was nothing to fear She knew his arms would lift her up toward the sky but when she opened her eyes the knight had passed her by Now somewhere there is a field where the rain will never fall and a princess with hair of gold sits t

My Love For You Goes Like This...
The first time we talked, it was like I was talking to someone who knew what love meant. We knew from the time we first laid eyes on one another that this was going to be different. We are unique from one another, and I know that’s why we grow more and more closely together. We do fight and we do get on one another, but we still have a way of showing how much we care for one another. And honestly, I believe we ride each others ass to do things because its not just what we got to do, and because we cant take the easy way out anymore, its because we are trying to make this work out so bad because we both know how much the other one of us feels for you or for me. I know I’m not the best guy out there, and I know I’m not all hot shit, but I what is out there for me. I can’t imagine what or where or who I would be with if I wasn’t with you. You’re my guardian angel and you are my hero. There is no one or anything that I could cherish more than I do you.

Reflections
It was the end of everything For both you and I The world that we knew Was now set to die But since that world brought me Nothing but pain I could care less that it Will never be the same But somehow that didn’t stop me From cling to fears Even as the day of ending Is drawing near So what’s a girl like me supposed To do tonight? When everything in the world Just seems to right I can hear the whispers come from The past again Everything we have I just never Want it to end I know that I must be brave For my own fate Because I know that love will never Just sit and wait While I sit here in the dark And begin to pray Wishing to the stars above That my love will stay I know that if I just Keep all my faith That our love will never Start to dissipate But it’s hard to remain So solid and true When the past begins to Sneak up on you But when the stars come out For the night My love for you will burn Just as bright Because there’s not much That I can do When there’

Broken Wings
It was many many years ago I was green and young in life I didn't know that there were guys with hearts of ice I never could have imagined the harm that they could do to well meaning girls and their lives But like a hailstorm from hell he rained down upon this bird broke her wing and left her for dead Though the storm passed quickly and the sun came out again the little bird never healed just kept crying in the sand because she could never fly again But you can't tell me that it was meant to be for me to stand here now with my feet in the sand Because I was meant to soar to kiss the clouds while riding a gentle breeze Yet here I am after all these years just a bird with a broken wing crying in the sand

Head Of Over Heals Or Just Keep Spinnig The Wheels?
HELLO TO ALL WHO READ... i AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I SHOULD DO ABOUT MY LOVE INTREST. I HAVE KNOWN HER FOR SOMETIME, AND WELL SHE IS THE BEST PERSON I COULD EVER HAVE FOR ME. MY ISSUE IS NOT WITH HER BUT WITH ME... I DRIVE OVER THE ROAD AND I BARELY GET TO SEE HER. I AM SCARED TO LOSE THIS PERSON. I MAY BE ON THE ROAD FOR 4 WEEKS AT A TIME AND THEN HOME FOR 4 DAYS. THATS BARELY ENOUGH TIME TO DO MUCH. i AM SCARED TO LOSE HER AND DON'T KNOW IF I SHOHHULD START LOOKING FOR A JOB CLOSE TO HOME OR CONTINUE AND HOPE THAT IT WORKS ITS SELF OUT. dOSE ANY ONE KNOW OF A JOB THAT RUNS CHICAGO TO DETRIOT IN THE TRUCKING WORLD? YOUR THOUGHT WOULD BE NICE.

I Think I Love You
"I Think I Love You" I'm sleeping right in the middle of a good dream when all at once i wake up from somethign that keeps knocking at my brain before i go insane i hold my pillow to my head and spring up in my bed screaming out the words i dread I think I love you! this morning i woke up with this feeling i didnt kno how to deal with and so i just decided to myself id hide it to myself and never talk about it and did not go and shout when you walked into the room i think i love you i think i love you so what am i so afraid of im afraid that im not sure of a love that theres no cure for i think i love you is that what life is made of though it worries me to say that i've never felt this way believe me u really dont have to worry i only wanna make you happy and if u say hey go away i will but i think better still i better stare out and love you do u think i have a case let me ask you to your face i think i love you i think i love you so what am i so afraid of im afraid that im not sur

Blinded By The Lights (the Streets)
Thats the one, Oi How did he not find the baggy, with his hand in my shoe? Way too close for me, ah well at least they allowed me through. Should be a good night in here, Ramo in the main room, People keep pushing me though, no reception on the phone. And i'm thinkin'... (Light are blinding my eyes) They said they'd be here they said, they said in the corner, And im thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night) These look well speckly, bit of green and blue, Threes is well cheap though, so i'll take three if i need to. Right im on the plan, i wish the bouncers would go away, Borrow water off this man, here goes nothing OK, And i'm thinkin'... (Lights are blinding my eyes) Thats proper rank, that tastes like hairspray And i'm thinkin'... (People pushin' by, and walkin' off into the night) I hate coming to the entrance, just to get bars on my phone, You have no new messages, so why haven't they phoned? Menu, write message, so where are you and Simon

Feeling Terrible
I am still feeling god awful. Now I am getting the severe blech with it. I have the pain going on and now its semi like flu symptoms. I better feel better tomorrow, we are suppose to be leaving around 5 to go to Montana for the funeral. I am not taking my laptop, so you wont see me online till sometime Wednesday evening. All day today I have been laying here dozing off and on and still feeling horrible. Was gonna go back to dr today, but would you believe I feel too horrible to go anywhere?

The Gathering Is Gonna Blow You Away
Holy Shit! J's got alot to say, so lets get right to it:What up everybody, it’s your big homie, Violent J checkin’ in, if you got the time. I got some more bomb ass news about the 10th Annual Gathering of the Juggalos taking place in Cave In Rock, Illinois, August 6th, 7th, 8th, and 9th. 2009. The shit is going to be crazy--worth any road trip you and your homies gotta make to get there. We’re driving up from Detroit which takes about 10 hours, and I know mad amounts of ninjas are coming in from way, way farther than that. Alls I can say is we’re doing everything we can to make sure this shit is well worth the trip where ever you’re coming in from! Even if your walking from Uganda.One major thing separates our festival from Bonnaroo, Lollapalooza, Rock the Bells, Woodstock, and all the other festivals the world over… and that is the Juggalos byatch! Ours is the only festival that gots each other! That’s the real magic! That’s the love po

When I Go Down
"When I Go Down" I'll tell you flat out It hurts so much to think of this So from my thoughts I will exclude The very thing that I hate more than everything is The way I'm powerless To dictate my own moods I've thrown away So many things that could've been much more And I just pray My problems go away if they're ignored But that's not the way it works No that's not the way it works When I go down I go down hard And I take everything I've learned And teach myself some disregard When I go down It hurts to hit the bottom And of the things that got me there I think, if only I had fought them If and when I can Clear myself of this clouded mind I'll watch myself settle down Into a place where Peace can search me out and find That I'm so ready to be found I've thrown away The hope I had in friendships I've thrown away So many things that could have been much more I've thrown away The secret to find an end to this And I just pray My problems go away if they're ignored But that's not the w

Oh Shit! My Account Was Deleted?
There are so many rumors going around about how the fubar admins are this or that. It's actually quite funny to read some of the stories. I thought I’d save you all some time and clear some things up... 1. We do not like to delete profiles. We know you just come right back. It is has never been our policy to delete profiles for petty shit. Some of the people who have become my biggest supporters and eyes and ears are users who I once had disputes with. I will say it again, deleting is our last resort. 2. If your profile was deleted, it may not be our fault. I always find it funny when a user will come to me screaming about a "friend" who was deleted. This usually alerts me to check their profile for suspicious activity. 99% of the time the person arguing is whining about one of their fake accounts. DO NOT COME TO US CRYING about an account that you know was fake. Spammers get deleted. Underage Users get Deleted, Anyone who SCAMS or DISPUTES or who has directly benefited f

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been" I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics... 'cause I don't want you to know where I am 'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line. Well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Synching up to the beating of my heart, And I was posit

Be My Escape
"Be My Escape" I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I’m giving up on doing this alone now Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that

Today At Work. . .
One of the guys that comes into work just had a baby about a week ago, it's his first. Today he was watching the kid and it was in the backseat, in the carseat while he runs in to get a keg from us. He brings the keg back to the car and not thinking just picks it up and throws it in the back seat, and the keg lands in the carseat... right on top of the baby Dont worry, the baby is okay... it was lite beer

Pressing On
"Pressing On" I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Out of mind, out of state. Trying to keep my head on straight. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. There's only one thing left to do. Drop all I have and go with you. Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind. My problems fell out of the back of my mind. We're going and I'm never knowing where we're going. To go back to where I was would just be wrong. I'm pressing on. Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. And I won't sit back, and take this anymore. 'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door. And to go back where I was would just be wrong I'm pressing on. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Out of mind, out of state. Trying to keep my head on straight. I think we're going somewhere. We're on to something good here. Adversity, we get around it. Searched for joy, in you I found it. You look down on me, but you don't

Life
So I work as a security agent for a company called Hunt Leigh. I get free flights from continental airlines because of my cousin. I recently broke up with my girlfriend cause she started getting sphyco on me. I make decent money and I am meeting new people from all over the US. So being that I am single, not tied down, free to go wherever I want by plane for free, and looking good I am going to take all this in as an awesome journey in my life... Look out world I am knocking at your door ready to party

Gunshots?
Odd. All evening I've been hearing, what sounds like, gunshots. I just heard another one a few minutes ago. It's wierd. I've been living here for 12 years and have NEVER heard them before. Earlier everyone was going outside to see what it was, but now that it's almost midnight, people are staying in. Now I'm generally not nosy, but for some reason, I'm wanting to go out there and see if I see anything. But I'm a chicken..so inside I stay. On a side note...they very well could not have been gunshots. They've all made some weird sound before the "boom". Kind of like 1-3 clicks and then one really lound noise. Anyone have any ideas?

Fun On The River
We would have made a great lunch for the devilish beast, but gods willing this wasn't to be our fate. It was a beautiful day for playing in the water, especially near the sandbar by Pineda Causeway. This was a special time in a special place. When the tide was just right and the weather was nice, the sandbar would have a great length above the water. It was almost like a tiny beach with little baby sized waves crashing gently on its shore. I always loved exploring this little treasure trove of childhood adventure land. We used to play Swiss Family Robinson and Robinson Crusoe. It was a place where imagination had a wonderful boost from nature to kick things into high gear. One particular adventure was in our old canoe. During low tide the water could get so shallow in spots that even the canoe could run hard aground. My sister and I were out with our dad just enjoying the beauty of the day on the water. Dad seemed nervous at one point and started rowing a little more earnestly tha

My Perfect Burger
Well we went to the the Millers Drive Thru in Belluvue We had a Miller Burger for the price it was a good burger I would rate this the 2nd best that Ive had with Fatheads still being the the best

Hurt
6/7/09 living my life in pain always tryin to get free chains that are broken seem to be mended life is never just that simple tired of fighting for a life of my own having no place of my own to rome how come life dont even throw you a bone is there no where in this world where i can be free free to be ME!!!!! created today by aimee buchanan

Keep Getting Sicker
Ok so I have been hurting a lot more lately, and the doctors still haven't been able to figure out what is going on. Let alone why I am in so much pain so often. Hell the last time they discharged me from the hospital they said the only thing they can do now is make me comfortable, and nothing else because they do not know what is wrong. So in turn I am still ending up in the E.R. left and right for hurting like this. Yet they cannot find one thing wrong. Pretty fucked up when you've had such severe abdominal pain for a year now, and no one can tell you anything about why your hurting. It has made it hard for me on writing new material, and playing in other bands because of being in the hospital and told to be on bed rest so much. Sucks when in one week your in the E.R. 4 times in one week, and twice in one day. It sucks because the docs can't even tell you what is going on or if you're dying because they don't even know. So much for modern medicine, and doctors performing great things

Sad
Hey every1, 1st I want to say thanks so much for the luv! You all rock!! Sadly I'm still Mobile n haven't been able to get on a computer in about a month between school n home life. So plse don't think I'm being rude by not commenting or rating just this phone only gives me so much access to the site. But I luvs ya all for being sweethearts n soon as I get on a computer I promis to return the luv! Ill bee posting new pics as well cus a lot of time had passed since if been on my page n lots has changed in my life. I gots a man that loves me n a new look lol... Well I gots to head of to bed got school in morning, ptec never rests lmao! Hugs to all! *Babyharkend*

Baptized For New Life
When asking, “What must I do to be saved?” we must also ask -- What is the meaning and purpose of Baptism? The work of the cross is God’s offer of life… Baptism is our acceptance “For all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flowers fall away: But the word of the Lord endures forever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.” – I Peter 1:24-25 …and pay close attention, for He who rejects me, and doesn't receive my sayings, has one who judges him. The word that I spoke, the same will judge him in the last day. -John 12:48 So let us not allow the traditions of men to come before the Word of God

Fork In The Road
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Rober Frost

Foot Prints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamedhe was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets offootprints in the sand: one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path ofhis life there was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happened at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the mosttroublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why whenI needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied:"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I ca

Bloodsucker & Lycanthrope
Bloodsucker & Lycanthrope In the darkest of shadowsI find youWatching and waitingFor Prey a newI walk over and sit downoff to the sideWatching and waiting for my light to shineCreatures of the nightare you and IMortal enemies acording to kindYet side by side in loveour lives are combinedThe thirst that corsesin your bloodgives mortal foodthe taste of mudThe taste of fleshraw and newbetter to methan any kings stewHere we sitNight upon nighttwo hunters waitingfor the last ray of lightDark and cloudyor a moon full and brightwe hunt togetherthroughout the nightWhen morn comeswe go back homeYou to your slumberand I to protect our home© 2009 by G.R.Kuder

My World
YOU BRING THE SUNRISE TO MY DAY THE BEAUTIFUL STARS TO MY DREAMS MY HEART NEEDS YOU LIKE I NEED TO BREATHE WITH YOU BY MY SIDE EVERYTHINGS OKAY YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING LIKE THE SUN YOU BRIGHTEN MY DAY EVEN IN THE HARSHESS STORMS YOU CALM AWAY IM FULL OF LOVE THAT ONLY UR KEY TO MY HEART CAN UNLOCK YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I'M SAD YOU MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WANT TO CRY FOREVER YOURS I WILL BE HOLD NOTHING BACK BETWEEN YOU AND ME YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING FALLING FOR YOU WAS THE SAFEST THING I'VE EVER DONE WITH YOUR LOVE I FEEL I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU ARE MY LIGHT IN A WORLD OF DARK YOU ARE MY COMFORT WHEN I AM SCARED YOUR THE SHOULDER WHEN I NEED TO CRY THE EMBRACE WHEN I CANT SLEEP THE TOUCH I NEED THE KISS I WANT YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING

Hello To Friends
I havent been here in so long. I probley made this account back when I was super young like 15 maybe 16. I'm 20 now about to turn 21 so to all my "friends" that i've added and we really talked. Hello and it's been a looooooooooong time. So I'm gunna do this text me at 1815-403-5613 I wanna see how many text I can get.

Starting Over
When a smile cost me too muchAnd the heartbreak was all I could bareWhen I was broken and out of touchAnd I needed someone to be there When I had given up the fightAnd I was just trying to make it throughI took the biggest chance that nightThats the night that I first met youUnexpectedly I fell very fast from the startLearning once again how to take each stepYou touched some barren part of my heartYou grabbed my heart and away I was sweptIt took just a second of looking at you to knowThat I had found something genuine and trueAnd when you look in my eyes it showsAnd I begin to fall anewIts amazing the things that you will findWhen you turn away and stop the questI guess it must all be in our mindsAnd when the truth comes you find real happiness.So I end this little noteAnd I'll seal it with all my heartAnd I guess that was all she wroteCause in this end, she has found her new start...

My Husband, The Man I Love Most
MY HUSBAND IS THE MAIN PERSON THAT HAS MY UP MOST RESPECT.HE KNOWS WHATS IMPORTANT TO HIM AND HE DOES WHAT HE HAS TO. HE'S SUCH A HARD WORKER,GREAT FATHER (85%)AND HUSBAND(70%).I HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH HIM WHEN HE'S NOT ONLINE. HE MAKES ME HAPPY(MY KIDS DO TO). I HAVE LEARN SO MUCH FROM HIM. HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO TRUELY LOVE. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.I WOULDN'T BE ME WITH OUT YOU. WE MAKE SUCH A GOOD COUPLE.THANK YOU FOR ONCE LOVING ME.(NOT SURE IF YOU EVER DID).YOU CAN HAVE ANYONE AND YOU PICKED ME THEN THROW ME AWAY LIKE YESTERDAYS TRASH.I KNOW I HAVE LET YOU DOWN SO MANY TIMES AND IM GOING TO KEEP TRYING NOT TO,EVEN IF IT KILLS ME.AND IT JUST MIGHT!YOU AND OUR KIDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH. SO PLS FORGIVE ME AND LETS TRY TO WORK ON OUR LOVE FOR ONE OTHER.ITS BEEN CLOSE TO 3 YRS NOW ITS TIME TO MAKE UP AND FORGIVE.(FOR THOSE OF U THAT READS THIS ,I LOVE HIM SO MUCH NO MATTER WHAT STUPID THING HE DOES. SO JUDGE ME ALL U LIKE, IT WONT BUG ME A BIT.)

Because You Believe I'm Special, Thank You
Honeyy............ I can tell you everything in our cyber world. You allow me the freedom to explore... my dreams... my emotions... my fantasies... Things I wouldn't tell anyone! You take my thoughts, Smile back.. and let me go on typing. You are just beside me in our cyber world, Asking nothing of me, Yet, you are beside me. If I told you that I loved you, You would smile back and say, OK. Knowing full well that this is a reality we don't have to touch. You'd know that there is no possible way... That I could love a person I just met online. I love you.... You'd let me say it anyway, Return my passion with a cyber smile,hug,and kiss. And let me enjoy the seconds and minutes In this little slice of time, Without a care of our realities.

Share
I post because I choose to share things that are good and some things that are not going so well in my life. I do not post to try to embarrass any one. I post the poems others have written to me because i feel they are special and I have the desire to share that special moment with others. who knows they might read this and it might brighten their day like it brighten mine. you never know what effect things have on another person but i trust and hope that when they read the things that i have posted whether they are the poems i have received from others or the thoughts mostly random that come out of my Head/Mind they will get a good feeling a feeling of self worth. i hope you enjoy the writings and feel free to comment or request, who knows you might be the next topic but in a good way of course! take care all have a love filled day

From A Gentleman To A Lady
Dear Honey.... Mesmerized…. I have become completely lost in your eyes Your smile astonishing I guess it would be true for me to say you complete me Yet… how can I separate the two Infatuaghted by love and not lust from me to you It has been so long since I have even thought about uniting with a mate But everyday it become harder to fight when you step to my face So I have come up with a decision to you from me This is a gentleman’s plea Hear me out for what I say is true I want to hold your thoughts so close until I become apart of the and you I want to outline my affection with a kiss To only decorate your heart with my love that you would never miss If I had to make a choice between breathing and loving you Then baby I would use my last breathe to tell you I love you From your past… those dudes were wearing cover up masks with lies and cruel intentions And you are single now so answer this question If a gentleman could compile together the

War Y
Some people fight for other people to live, even if they don't know it so the next time u see a service member just go up and shake there hand. Because of them u are able to do so, and show them u care it's hard over hear ok.

The Taste Of Lust
With lust and heated souls the two embrace each others lustful bodies in a naked dance of two lovers heat. The taste of her lips that makes him whole is the heat that brings her to pleasure taste. So with lips that hunger each other taste the time once spent is now embraced.

About Me
Well to start with I love to look at photos and flirt with weman I like . I'm the father of 3 girls. I'm single , not that well off, trying to raise my girls by myself, I would love to meet the right woman. I'm very shy . If you want to know more let me know. If you get to know me youll find out I wear my heart on my sleave.

Genesis
I am getting to that age in my life when my sense of obligation to myself is beginning finally to out-weigh my sense of obligation to the people in my life that I love… my family. I don’t feel sorry for myself by any means. Doing things for my family has brought me joy as well as sorrow, and I wouldn’t have done things any differently. Only now, I think, am I ready to let them go… to let them sink or swim in their relationships, their habits, their addictions. I’ve been scared of leaving them to their own devices, terrified of getting a middle-of-the-night phone call that something horrible has happened and feeling guilty that I may have been able to prevent it. If only I had been here to intercede… I am ready to begin a new life… for myself; A life where the outside chaos and drama that exists with my family cannot seep in and affect me anymore. A life where I can rest my head at night knowing love without stipulations and guilt

Help Pamela Stay With Fubar
motivesgirl@ fubar Search your heart, search your feelings, please. My friend Pamela is thinking of leaving Fubar. Lets help convince her to stay. Remember the times when you felt all alone online, remember all your heartaches, your pain. Friends dont let friends feel alone. Lets comfort her. Thank you for your time. motivesgirl@ fubar

My Private Part Died
MY PRIVATE PART DIEDAn old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, 'Yes, Nurse Tracy ,' said Mr. Wallace. 'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.' Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences.' The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said, 'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.' 'But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace. 'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. 'Yes,' said Nurse Tracy, 'you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?' (You've gotta love this.)'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'

Walking In The Rain!
i walk alone! no one understands! its too hard to really explain some thing i feel every day! dont want to bring the world around me down! scraed to live,scared to die!cant run or hide from it!cant sleep to escape! moments of hope come my way & leave just as fast! living in two worlds is very hard! my head spins in many directions! have taken the fools path too many times! it never ends! who wants to live empty inside? greatful but never happy for so long!working & living for what???sick inside! breathing if a fight i have every day! looking down the road i see many paths! each has a dim light in the end of them! they all have many different color lights! so awsome to wonder what each path has to offer! scary in a way but mind blowing in another! WHATS next? i guess its all up to me! i really dont know! THINK DEEPLY!

Blood Rose
I WAKE UP THIS MORNING 'CUZ OF A DREAM I HAD I HAD TO PINCH MYSELF TWICE 'CUZ IT SEEMED SO SAD IT WAS ABOUT US BY A PIER ON THE BEACH AND FROM A DISTANCE, I SAW A ROSE THAT HAD GROWN FROM THE STREET ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU DISAPPEARED AND WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND AND ALL I COULD FEEL WAS THE ROSE I HAD PLUCKED FROM THE GROUND ITS THORNS DUG INTO MY PALM AS MY BLOOD DRIPPED FROM THE STEM I THOUGHT WHAT A PERFECT ROSE BUT IT NEEDED TO BE TRIMMED SO ONE BY ONE I PULLED THE THORNS OFF THE LIGHT GREEN STEM MY FINGERS BECAME SORE FROM ALL THE TIMES THEY WERE PRICKED THEN YOU REAPPEARD, BY A ROCK ON THE SAND AND NOTICED THE BLOOD THAT HAD DRIPPED FROM MY HAND YOU ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED AS I WRAPPED IT IN MY SHIRT I SAID I STRIPPED OFF EVERY THORN SO YOU HANDS WOULD HURT

Indecision
Warren was sitting alone in his office one night when a Genie popped up out of his ashtray. "And what will your third wish be?" Warren looked at the Genie and said, "Huh? How can I be getting a third wish when I haven't had a first or second wish yet?" "You have had two wishes already," the Genie said, "but your second wish was for me to put everything back the way it was before you made your first wish. Thus, you remember nothing, because everything is the way it was before you made any wishes. You now have one wish left." "Okay," said Warren, "I don't believe this, but what the heck. I've always wanted to understand women. I'd love to know what's going on inside their heads." "Sheesh! I wish you'd make up your mind," said the genie as it granted his wish and disappeared forever, "That was your first wish, too!"

Zebrahead- Into You
For a minute, she's stuck spinning in it Still it's better to lose hope than dying in it Off track, impact, slam! She's lying in it Now she leads the way to the lost cost exhibit You got to break through the walls that try to hold you Fool you so that fear will always mold you Push through Find that the walls are beneath you And the end of the line is a brand new avenue You said nothing in this world could ever Make you feel better than I do (HEY HEY) You said no one in this world could ever Take away all this from you So hold on just a little longer When you don't feel that you belong All I want is a chance to fall into you What a sin it's to find fulfillment If it's better to crash land than flying in it Violins, silence, anger violence Says to herself "I'm going out of my mind" [Repeat Chorus] Break yourself from old ties that hold you down You inspire me, You inspire me I don't mind wasting time with you [Repeat Chorus]

You Cant Win Them All
A man, called to testify at the IRS, asked his accountant for advice on what to wear. "Wear your shabbiest clothing. Let him think you are a pauper." Then he asked his lawyer the same question, but got the opposite advice. "Do not let them intimidate you. Wear your most elegant suit and tie." Confused, the man went to his rabbi, told him of the conflicting advice, and requested some resolution of the dilemma. "Let me tell you a story," replied the rabbi. "A woman, about to be married, asked her mother what to wear on her wedding night. 'Wear a heavy, long, flannel nightgown that goes right up to your neck.' But when she asked her best friend, she got conflicting advice. 'Wear your most sexy negligee, with a V neck right down to your navel. The man protested: "What does all this have to do with my problem with the IRS?" "No matter what you wear, you are going to get screwed."

Section Ii -
When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slide where I stop and I turn and I go for a ride, then I get to the bottom and I see you again! Helter Skelter! -John Lennon "Everybody I know who is right always agrees with ME" -Rev Lady Mal THE GOLDEN APPLE CORPS The Golden Apple Corps* is an honorary position for the Keepers of The Sacred Chao, so that they can put "KSC" after their names. It says little, does less, means nothing. * Not to be confused with The Apple Corps Ltd. of those four singers. We thought of it first. The Numeral V sign - Used by Old Roman Discordians, Illuminatus Churchill, and innocent Hippies everywhere. HOLY NAMES Discordians have a tradition of assuming HOLY NAMES. This is not unique to Erisianism, of course. I suppose that Pope Paul is the son of Mr. and Mrs. VI? And also TITLES OF MYSTICAL IMPORT. A Rival Pope Will whoever stole Brother Reverend Magoun's p

Number 2
So I had just recently been promoted to director of marketing after 4 years with the company and found myself in route to the annual analysis meeting at home office. This was my first visit to our NY city headquarters and I was feeling anxious about meeting our CEO and president not knowing what to expect. After all we are talking about men who make well over 100 million a year and have seen it all. After landing I found my way quickly to my destination and found myself waiting in the executive lounge with several other colleagues that I recognized from years of repetitive conference meetings. Taking a deep breath I knew this was going to be another long boring seminar on expectations and improving profitability but at least I was in NYC and could spend the next day or two exploring the city. Minutes latter we were being summoned into the executive conference room which was absolutely extravagant with an expansive black marble table in the center of the room . Surprisingly the light

Gettin Stuff Off My Chest
Just got some things to get off my chest...As some of you know...I came really close to deleting my page and the ko page.The reason why I didnt is because I would be a hypocrit to tell my friendsnot to delete for certain reasons then i go and do it for sumthing similar.I guess I finally jus snapped and said fuck it.I went car pricing last week and saw an incredible fully loaded carfor a GREAT price wit great millage. I didnt go there plannin on buyingbut in my mind I was like shit i spent damn near 500 bucks on stuff for fubar wit my groupand jus being nice to friends when they wannna level or want blast, if I wouldnt have thought about themand just thought about myself....I would be drivin this car home right now.Then the next day I wake up to bullshit in my shoutbox. Im not naming any names bu tit was more than one person.And the fact I was called mean, and a jerk, people claiming they see the real me...It really fucked me up considering 1. it was for a bullshit reason2. it was comin

Friends... Or ??????????
It is so much easier to tell who your friends AREN'T than who truely is. Really it is only when there are roadblocks or challenges that you find out. Until that happens, the depth of the connection has never been tested. It is only then that the "relationship" is tested and it either passes, or it withers and dies.I know at times I fail when I become too wrapped up in my own world. I'm not perfect and far too often I am not a good friend.This weekend I have seen a few friends struggle with "friend" issues. It is amazing to me how many times these people are "best friends" or even in a relationship, and how often those ties are destroyed by games and by dishonesty. If the truth had been told, if feelings were shared, if the right actions were taken, things would be different. But in the end, when the story comes out, it snowballs, and everything that had been hidden comes to light.I know my personal life has been filled with people I thought I knew, only to be disa

Bordem And Tickers
I'm so bored. I have nothing to do and it's still fairly early. I can only imagine how it's going to be later tonight. The only thing I can think of that I could do is sleep. I do have to get up kind of early, but not anywhere near as early as I had to last week. The joys of kids being out of school. I figure tonight I'll try to get my badges on Pogo. Speaking of Pogo badges. Anyone know how to play gin? I'm suppose to underknock the other player. Well I knock and I win..but I'm not getting the credit for underknocking. WTF am I suppose to do? lol. As for the tickers...I was just looking at them go by and seen one about a 4 year old crashing the family van. I clicked on it to read the actual article. It said that the mother told them that he got a stool, climbed up and got the keys, walked to the van, unlocked it, started it and drove off. Another "witness" said she saw the kid do it. Then it said the police weren't charging the parents with anything. I'm just wondering why did

Personality Defects
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Capitalist Pig You are 71% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant. You are the Capitalist Pig! This means that you are less emotional than most, focusing more on logic. You are also more selfish, greedy, and care very little for the well-being of others, hence you probably hold capitalistic political views. This also means that you are particularly swinish, willing to grouse in any amount of shit for your own gain, and obese with greed. You are also an extrovert, like most of the people in the hallmark capitalistic country of America. Despite these traits, you are surprisingly not very arrogant, tending to view yourself as equal to others, just like the principle of Democracy in America. Which seems strange given that you are so mean and brutal to others at times. But despite your intentions to see others as equal, and to not be an arrogant twat, it must always be remembered that while all animals are created

Update
Not sure if I'm doing this right so bare with me, I'm Jessica, Gwyn's daughter...just thought I would put an update here about her...she is doing ok, well you know as good as can be expected. I've let her know about all the text messages to her phone from different people, I have no idea who ya'll are but really appreciate all prayers for her. The doctors do not think it's bad. She just really over did herself and this is stress related. They do not think she will have any sort of long term or permanant damage, she is just gonna have to take it easy. I will be checking in here daily for her, so I will try and update this as much as possible. Again thank you all for your thoughts and prayers for her.

Current Auction 6/7/09
With everyone wanting to join the current auction its hard to have all the pictures made before this one ends. so with that being said i will be takin entries for the next auction but will not enter them into this one

Boredomso Another Silly
A fellow bought a new Mercedes and was out on an interstate road for a nice evening drive. The top was down, the breeze was blowing through his hair and he decided to open her up. As the needle jumped up to 80mph he suddenly saw a flashing red and blue light behind him. ''They'll never catch me,'' he thought to himself and opened her up further. The needle hit 90, 100 110 and finally 120 with the lights still behind him. ''What in hell am I doing?'' he thought and pulled over. The cop came up to him, took his license without a word and examined it and the car. ''I've had a tough shift and this is my last pull over. I don't feel like more paperwork so if you can give me an excuse for your driving that I haven't heard before you can go!'' he said. ''Last week my wife ran off with a cop,'' the man said, ''and I was afraid you were trying to give her back!'' ''Have a nice night,'' said the officer.

Get Well Soon Texasgurl...
I was told today that my best friend Texasgurl had a stroke...please show her some love and repost this if you can.. thank you NewPatriot imikimi - Customize Your World! ~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar

I'm A Sheep (chinese Zodiac)
Chinese Zodiac Sheep Daydreaming all afternoon sounds heavenly to the Sheep. This creative, esoteric Sign needs plenty of time alone in which to feed its Muse. Sheep are generally most comfortable in their own minds (which other, more linear-thinking Signs may have trouble deciphering). This Sign makes a great craftsperson or artisan, or perhaps a teacher of New Age studies -- any occupation that allows its mind the full range of freedom. Sheep tend not to be very well-organized, precluding many more dry business endeavors. In fact, Sheep tend not to be very materialistic in general, finding plenty of riches in their own imagination. However, especially when in love, the Sheep can be quite a lavish gift-giver. Perhaps it's that artistic temperament that so often causes Sheep to feel insecure, but the result is that these high-strung creatures need to feel loved and admired lest they start worrying incessantly. For this reason, Sheep tend to have a hard time with romance; anyone who

Can You Feel Me?
Can you feel me- Can you feel me there When you close your eyes Can you feel my lips On your thighs Can you feel my fingers Run through your hair When you close your eyes Can you feel me there Can you feel my fingers Run down your back Can you feel my face In your lap Can you feel my hands Spread your thighs Can you feel me there When you close your eyes Can you feel my fingers Spread your lips Can you feel my tongue Play with your clit Can you feel my teeth Bite your thighs Can you feel me there When you close your eyes I am always there When you close your eyes. ~W.H. 2009~

Bound~
Wetness trails up my thighas you devour my breastspert nipples aching sweetnessthat spreads through my bodysoft moans of joywriggling against cloththat entwines my wrists and anklesunable to reciprocateonly able to takehips lift as fingers pressand an emptiness is fillednot full but stretchedopening to arousalwetness seeps downwardsand i shudder a moan.you're above me nowhands wrapped around my shouldersfingers twined through my hairas you bury yourselfwithin me.trying to movewanting to givebut you only takeand i can only receive.faster and hardermurmuring sweet words"Good girl"into my necki cry out my relaseflooding juices on the bed.your movements changebecome all for yourselfdemanding, takingand i rise above the cloudsas you pillage mehelpless but willingenthralled in ecstacyas you gasp and thrustand pulse within me.soft afterglowas you untie my bodyand i can finally hold youstroking, lovingas you kiss my lips. ~W.H. 2009~

The Biker
JUST A BIKER> > I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store> line.> But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the> collection plate last> Sunday.> > I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other> on the sidewalk.> But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall.> > I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant> when you saw my> bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending> a meeting to raise> more money for the hurricane relief.> > I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I> rode by. But you> didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your> cigarette butt out> the car window.> > I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But> you didn't see> me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the> homeless.> > I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me> and my friends cut> ten inches off for Locks of Love.> > I saw you roll your eyes at our Leather jackets and gloves.> But you didn't>

Wonderful Surprise
I woke up in the morning, glanced at the clock, and quickly hopped out of bed and ran into the shower. I overslept because I had stayed up too late talking to you again last night, but I can never get enough of you. And honestly, I would probably still be talking to you if you hadn't ordered me to go to bed! As I was lathering my body quickly, I began to think about our conversation the night before. I loved your voice, so deep, so firm, so irresistible. As I was washing my pussy, I lingered a bit, thinking of how you made me play with myself last night, but never let me cum. How you loved to torture me! And how I loved it when you did! I forced my hand away and finished washing up, as much as I needed to cum, I wouldn't without your permission. Wrapping myself in a towel, I walked to my bedroom, where I had laid clothes out the night before for work. You chose the underclothes for me, and I shivered in anticipation as I looked at the panties you had picked. A present from you. Red lac

Woman Next Door Part2
Oh God, she thought as she moved away from his stiffened sex. Now she knew why he loved to dominate her. It was such an act of brutal intimacy and posession. One can do almost anything to his sub, and it was such a power-trip to know that he could e controlled just as she. He was so magnificently helpless and yet so strong... she could do anything to him now, she thought as she felt the warmth of her own arousal, that gathered and oozed. She bent down to kiss his cheek, but on a second thought, she knew something else would be just as effective... He suddenly felt the sharp sting of her slap across his cheek. Angrily, he jerked against the bonds and felt them slightly give way. His legs were still tightly secured, but there was a marginal accession for his hands. If he only had the time... She smiled wickedly. "That hurt, didn't it?" She asked him. His answer was a menacing snarl, "You will pay for this." She shivered at the threat. Last night had been amazing. She wanted that...and mo

Woman Next Door Part1
She walked along the pavement, rubbing her forehead with a tired finger. It has been a hectic day at the office, and it was visible in the way she seemed to drag herself up the walkway. She groaned as her hair began to come loose, the jet-black mass of wavy hair sliding over her forehead, making a soft silky curtain. Her slender feet moved slowly as she trudged on down the street, each step taking her closer to the comfort of home. He watched her from the window of his house, feeling the familiar tightening of his chest that occurred every time he saw her. He tried to turn away, but some impossible strength held him to her, making him watch the fullness of her breasts and the soft, sexy sway of her hips. He shifted uncomfortably, awkwardly readjusting the growing thickness in his shorts. It has been one long month since she moved to the house next door, and he has wanted her since then. He hadn't had the chance to approach her, but today... Today he would do it... Today she had gone to

Wont Be So Good, Writing It Right Now
watching as the sunsets waiting to look up at the stars and moon hoping by chance that you are looking too. that the distance between us, doesnt seem so far if we both look and see the same things. looking back, learning from my mistakes and others. swearing on all i know, that should our paths cross again, given another chance, there will be no doubts, no questions no reason for pain, no reason for either to walk away. some day, maybe one day

Check This Out!
Ok guys i have created another account here! New Photos! It is the name SensationalDelight!! Hope to see you on that name and get me up in the levels so i can add tons of new photos of the type that you LIKE and WANT to SEE!

What He Realy Means
It's a guy thing. -- There is no rationale or logic, and I don't feel like trying to come up with any. "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." -- I'm conditioned to agree, but it doesn't mean I'm listening. "That's interesting, dear." -- I acknowledge that you're STILL talking. "Honey, we don't need material things to prove our love." -- I forgot our anniversary again. "You know how bad my memory is." -- I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the Vehicle Identification Numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday. "Hey, I've got my reasons for what I'm doing." -- It's a guy thing. (see above) "What did I do this time?" -- I hope you haven't been checking my e-mail. "I heard you." -- I heard words coming out of your mouth, and now you can stop talking. "I don't need to read the instructions." -- It's my right to do this my way and screw it up on my own. ~~~~~~ So I'm still bored,

Just Another Silly~
Just another silly because I can't think of anything to write~ A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you gave me support. When my health started failing, you were still by my side... You know what?" "What dear?" She asked gently. "I think you bring me bad luck."

Drawing To A Close!!!!
Day after day I look around, just what I see; I see a world that is slowly being choked by desire and lust!!! When I first joined this site there was less than 500.000 people here and friendship was all that was offered, we all had 10’s to rate the pictures and stash of our friends and god forbid, we actually had proper conversations with each other, there were no such things as auto’s or bombs, no bling or fu-owned and not even VIPS........happy hours were a thing that happened maybe 4 times a day, but I look around me now and all I see mostly is a beggars paradise...... Sad to say that because of all that has happened to this site in the past 2 years, I have lost some very good friends, some who have gotten fed up with what the site now represents now or for their own reasons have been caught up in all that is bad about this site these days, my heart just is not in it right now and this is why I have given Dr@gonMaster his sabbatical, a very hard thing for me to do, but

Alone And Scared
I sit here in this room alone, as i so often do, as the pain and sadness fill my heart. Longing, wanting, needing to be close to him, wrapped tightly in his arms. His warm breath on my neck as he whispers softly in my ear, " baby it will all be ok, i am here for you always and forever ". Wanting to tell him everything i am feel inside, wanting and needing these things so much it hurts, yet i knowing it will not come. so i sit here alone in this room as i so often do with a heavy heart as the pain and fear continue to grow. How i wish i could tell him i am so scared of the days to come, so unsure of what will become of my life. Wanting to tell him i need him so much yet the fear of being rejected by the one and only i hold so close to my heart, "the love of my life " and so the fear and uncertainty keeps me from reaching out to him. June 06 2009

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BILL HICKS . Chicks Dig Jerks Oh man... Oh, Hitler had Eva Braun Manson had Squeakie From Ted Bundy got lots of dates I wonder what I'm doing wrong I don't pretend to understand Women's little quirks Just one thing I know for sure Chicks dig jerks Well, if I meet one more single mom Whose true-love has up and gone Tells me on a trailor porch About that man that still carries her torch Sure he came home drunk each night Beat the kids and her in a fight But man she loves him so, It's so hard to let him go Well, I don't pretend to understand Women's little quirks Just one thing I know for sure Chicks dig jerks Well, I'm sure there's some out there Who can relate Take the young man without a date See some jerk, some fine-fine babe, Go driving away Well, is that a new bruise You got on you What does it say? That he loves you? Sure he beats you But afterwards he cries 'Oh baby, I could die' Honey, I don't think that's anything to be proud of

Swastika Rats
The swastika is an ancient religious symbol of luck and prosperity with a remarkably diverse history. Its name comes from the Sanskrit "svasti," meaning well-being. It dates back over 3,000 years, and has adorned Indian textiles, Buddhist temples, Native American clothing, and coins from the ancient Greek city of Troy. In the fifties and sixties, there were two main subcultures that mainlycontributed to the coming about of what was to be known as "skinheads". Inworking class Britain, youths who listened to the latest "modern" music ofthe day including soul, reggae, and ska, wore the sharpest, smartestclothes, and endulged in a fixation with motor scooters (vespas,lambrettas), were known as "mods".Also to be added a large portion of skinheads were Jamaicans.So my point being white people cant even make their own hate culture.So what culture if any are these hate monger groups saying is being stolen because it seems these boneheads are doing all the theft.This non blog go's out to all t

Mirror
what do I gaze upon? my reflection in the mirror this object so life like yet so stiff doesn't move, doesn't breath just sits there and stares back at me it is as if life is different on the other side no such pain, no such sarrow just happiness and love for always and tomarrow but you take another glance into the mirror and you will find that a mirror is just a mirror there will always be pain, and sarrow no matter where you look it will always be there the true queston is, is it fair?

Wtf Do Men Want...really
Ok..sooooooooo, men...i'll never understand them.i'm really at a loss for words with this one. since when does it really matter where ur from or how far u live apart to make something work. I was taught if ya want something badly enough, then u dont stop till u get it. I have never said the word cant or anything negative cuz if i want something...i'll get it...eventually. to me men are jus lazy anymore...and dont seem to put forth much of an effort like i do. I feel like im wasting my time...and people wonder why i'm single.........any longer and i'll be turning to women...atleast we know what we want and need..................................

Bling Auction
alrighty, I am going to hold a short auction for a cherry bomb or an auto 11 for fubucks. Winner decides if they get a bomb or an auto. I will only award one. The auction starts now and runs until 8pm CST (or 6pm fu time). Good luck to all :) Bidding starts at 3 million. Good luck to all! Post your bids in the comment section. --------------------------------------------------- Congrats Devil Pup :D thank you everyone!! I closed the blog right as my computer flipped to 6pm so Devil Pup had the final bid of 15.5 million. any bids after that are null and void. thank you everyone for playing!! (h)

Fantasy Football
I am involved with multible fantasy football leagues. If any one would like to join up with one of my leagues that I am involved with get with me asap. Seats are filling fast! Drafts are set for July 19th. The sooner you get with me the sooner you can get in on the fun!!

The Promise
*The Promise* You are my first romance And Im willing to take all the chance Just to be with you forever I will be true to you Its a promise to you I do Till my Life end... When darkness fall Just look up the sky When you see a rainbow up above Im there in its tail To follow you and guide you To make your dreams came true You are my first and last My Love for you will never last Promise,You´ll wait for me Till the sunset is gone When the rainbows color vanished And the rain rinse y

A Hero
WHAT IS A HERO A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2 U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY THANK HIM FOR WHAT I DO. THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DIED IN PAST AND PRESENT WARS THANK THEM AND THIER FAMILIES BECAUSE IF NOT FOR THEM I WUD NOT BE ALIVE TODAY DOING WHAT LITTLE I DO IM DOING MY JOB NOTHIN MORE IM ONLY A MECHANIC AND BECAUSE OF THESE HEROS I CAN STILL DO THAT I THANK ALL WHO SUPPORT THE TROOPS IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE STILL APPRICATE THAT WERE HERE THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE NO MATTER WHAT BRANCH ACTI

Quick Thought
YOU WILL LIVE WITH HELL IN YOUR HEART AND YOU WILL DIE WITH HEAVEN IN YOUR ARMS ERASED YOUR PAIN AND SCARES REPLACED BY LOVE NO HATE AS YOU STAND AT THE PERALLY GATES YUR LIFE IS DONE OR IS IT WAS THERE JUST ONE IF U WERE LUCKY TO FIND ONE TO SHARE YUR HELL WITH TO CREATE ANOTHER LIFE WITH A CHILD MABYE 2 WHO KNOWS TO WATCH GROW OLD UNTIL YUR TIME HAS COME WITH HEAVEN YOU BECOME ONE BUT ITS OK U GAVE YUR ALL NOW YUR CHILDREN CAN STAND TALL AND BECOME THE GREAT PEOPLE THEY SAW IN YOU THIS LOVE IS THE ONE TRUE

Compliments
Who doesn't like them?? But for some reason, every time I get a compliment, I get this totally uncomfortable feeling, like I dont want to appear conceited, or needy, or anythin else. So basically, it makes me feel all uncomfortable and weird, not even enjoyable. Weird.

About Fu Bling
i see this stuff is really expensive. if i send this bling to someone... do they get to convert it to real money? if not... then why the F- is it o expensive? i mean serious. who is dropping $650 for 1350 bling credits? thats next to rediculous

Back From Chicago
Back from Chicago We just spent the last day in Chicago. We even got a room at a hotel and got to look over downtown Chicago at night! It was fabulous. Although we did not do anything special while there... it was nice to get away and just chill! We did take some pics and I am hoping to get them on the site very soon! I can't wait to hear what ya guys think! xoxoxo Trin

Another Example Of The Many Interesting People I Encounter...
My past experience working with veterinarians has introduced me to some...off beat...people :) Phone rings at an ungodly hour this morning. It's a fax machine ~ already, my day isn't beginning very well. Anyone who knows me knows I am NOT a morning person and I don't appreciate some bullshit phone call to a wrong number...before the sun is up at that! So, I drag my ass out of a very nice sleep and do my thing to get ready for work. As I approach the interstate what do I see? A TRAIN! Of course, why wouldn't I? I think good ole Murphy was tailgating me. I stop at Circle K to get some coffee...with one eye open I push the button --- ah the delicious aroma of convenience store coffee *sighs* Adding one of those nifty little Stok shots, I make my way to the register to check out. The credit card machine eats my receipt; while this does not bother me, it seems to leave the attendant dumbfounded......I simply asked that she not worry about it as I do have to make my way to work. She fr

Believe In Me
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin' to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil I don't meet In the dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the shit you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disappear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life, it's my choice Hear my words, hear my voice And just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin' to collect my thoughts And all I think about is you If you believe in me Life not always what it seems Believe i

Mixed Martial Arts.
Am I To Old? I am featured in the Daily News of New York City. I am a fighter. I am pictured pounding out morales and also getting knocked out by Adam Nadler at a later date. Do I plan to lay down and give up ? Hell Know. Yes I am 48 years old. Take care I will see you all at the next fight for Underground Combat League. Four Fighter. Kevin Wall.

Futards
At least three people have written to me regarding the last F-word, in which I answered a question from some dude who's looking to find a wife on fubar. All of the men who wrote to me were like, "Hey, if you're looking for a long term relationship, I'm mildly retarded, but I'm totally available and would like to have sex with you." That's a rough paraphrase. One of the guys has epilepsy and can't work or drive, but assures me he's a great guy and whatnot. This shouldn't need to be explained. I don't write the questions for the F-Word. I write the answers. And thanks, but I'm not at all interested.

Just Alittle About Me Blog #1
I used to write a blog on my myspace account most everyday. Now I'm never on myspace, so i've decided to move it here. Anywho. I'll tell you alittle about Mia you may or may not know. I am a single mother of one 3 yr old boy , Tony. He also suffers from Autism. So at this point in my life, I work 24-7 365 Days with my son. Hence why I'm on the computer all the time. We don't get out as much as normal ppl can. Yep, I am single. Right now its by choice. Guess you can say I've got sick of looking and finding the wrong ones. Time for a break I think. If I'm not all flirty. This is the reason why. Alright, Alittle fu background on me. I've been a Dj at probably at 15 differant lounges. Including my own "The Rejects" Since July 2008. Presently I am a Dj Manager for Snake Eyes Radio (June 2009). Which I do have to say. This is the best lounge I have worked for by far. Plus the bunch is the best group of nut nuts I've ever met online. Oh before I started the whole

My Grandma's Obituary
Katharine C. "Katy" Bucksbaum, 77, of Toledo, formerly of Galion, died Monday, June 1, 2009 at University of Toledo Medical Center, after a 14 month illness.Born Sept. 14, 1931 in Morrow County, she was the daughter of the late James Fitzpatrick and Velma (Weaver) Fitzpatrick. She was preceded in death on Nov. 14, 1995 by her husband, Thomas B. Bucksbaum, whom she married Jan. 16, 1960.She was a graduate of Marengo High School in 1949 and attended The Ohio State University.Katy was a part of Galion Kingdom Hall of Jehovah's Witnesses. She was a member of Ohio Association of Public School Employees, a charter member of Prevention Walking Club of Pennsylvania and was an advocate for all young women to get a good education. Previously, she was involved with her husband, Tom, with the Mansfield/Ontario General Motors Retiree's and the local United Auto Workers functions.Katy retired from Galion City Schools where she was a school bus driver. She also worked in home health care sine 1991, m

More On My Politics.
"The environment will come first, even at the sacrifice of industry. We are America. We are the Human race. We will survive the growing pains.""Women will have the right to chose what they do with their bodies just as men do. Especially to save a life." "Our citizens will spend their lives with and even marry whomever they choose. Religeous freedom is more than simply the enforcement of the majority and the conditional tolerance of the rest.""The responsibility of each citizen to use firearms responsibly will remain in their hands. We will never forget the lessons learned in the past and today by forcibly disarmed populations.""Our military will remain the most advanced, well supplied fighting force on the planet. Never to fall behind and risk a lapse in the safety and security of our citizens.""Our Service men and women will be concentrated on the shores and in the heart land of our own nation. Our allies will always be a concern and supported, but the rise and fall of natio

I Wrote This Last Year, But It Sums Up My Political Beliefs Well.
Today I was a soldier. This message deals mostly with the men I have encountered lately. But women, if any one can demand more, it's you.. I was in Dublin Ca. on military business. So I was in uniform, and as usually happens, I got a some questions about my political beliefs. But Sadly this day was not too different. In fact it was all too similar. Usually there is a good mix of what I think of the war and the candidates as well as...Get this. Gay people...In the military, getting married, and any number of other gay topics. All up the state, From the Bay area to Chico. Everywhere i stopped I got the question. "So what do you think about the new gay marriage law?" If you didn't know, Today California started allowing gay marriages. Bam! There it is. Yes you can. So some how, as a man in uniform I became a historical point of interest. (Thanks Darc.) Everywhere I went I could not avoid the question. "What do you think?" Well, here it is. I think;

Ntj
just wanted to share. this is not tonight josephine from the big daddy's show i went to about 3 weeks ago or so. i was like 3 feet from this guy or less when he was singing in some of these parts--the bar is that small. last night when i saw them..it was less and that bar isn't all that small. he's prettyful. but, really, they're all nice guys. i enjoy talking to them and stuff and i hope they make something of it, so i'm giving them a shameless plug here.

Finallly Smiling Again
Finally Smiling Again After the many tears getting away from all the sadness rid of all my fears Finally Smiling Again not wishing to die at last I'm laughing not needing to cry Finally Smiling Again this smile isn't a joke my hearts recovered now from the last time it broke Finally Smiling Again not always need someone around I can stand on my own without falling to the ground Finally Smiling Again witout a care in the world I still need my friends but I'm a independent girl Finally Smiling Again atlast I'm happy to yell I haven't gone to heven but atleast I'm not in hell Finally Smiling Again Feel like I'm finally home all my Family and Friends around I'm not alone. Not alone. Finally Smiling Again After the many tears Got away from all the sadness Rid of all my fears

Fallen Angel
My wings are broken, my hands are black I try to get up but chains hold me back Pulling and tugging they will not break If this is a dream I’m sleeping awake @ Hair is all matted with tangles and dirt 5 holes in my jeans and one in my shirt My hope it is lost, behind tears in my eyes My teeth are all rotting from telling your lies @ @ The chains they are strong and I struggle to move But I have to break free I have something to prove I pull and I pull till the chains cut me deep I fall to my knees and do nothing but weep @ I can not escape they’re holding me back And no one sees me, just the things that I lack Twisting and turning the chains only rattle I am determined… I will win this battle @ My faith it is tattered like the cloths that I wear My heart it is broken, but I do nothing but care My hands they are callused from pulling on chains My body is weak from resisting the pains @ My strength it is useless, these chains will not fa

Losin My Kids
losin my kids is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. i was stayin wit my step mom n when i let my sons dad come visit him. my step mom was cool wit it at first.. til i was gonna let him take Ricky home wit him for 3 days. than my step mom told me that if i was to let him take ricky than i have to get out of her house.. n that's ricky's father i can't jus keep him from seein his dad.. so i pretty much got kicked out..so a few days go by n dhs showed up at my baby daddy's door.. n took my kids cause of my step mom callin them n tellin a bunch of lies.. so now i'm doin everything i can to get my kids back... they are my world... i luv them soo much.. the worst thing that could happen to a real good mom is have her kids taken from her.. so yeah... PS. Please everyone that reads this PRAY for me n my kids. i really need it rite now... Thanks

Lost My Way
I was just a kid, maybe 12 years old, I lay alone inside of my roomAnd hold a chrome 45 that I stole from my dadDidn't know it had a bullet loaded in the gatTill I go and pull it back and let it go and watch it shatter the glassNo control at all, it happened so fast, I lied and said it was a stoneWhen he came home and found his gun unloadedHe exploded and grabbed me by my throat and proceeded to slap meI was bleeding so badlyIt was streaming on the matress where he beat meHe's laughing as I try to fight back, just like thatHe walked out of my room, I wish he'd walk out of my life and never look backAnother day of telling people that I fell down the stairsAnother day of giving people dirty looks and glaresDon't act as if you cared cause if you did you'd be thereAnother day I want to run away but I don't know whereEvery, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and prayWill I live to see the day where everything will be okMy family is destroyed now I lost my wayCause every, everyday I

Cleaning And Swimming
I really need to go clean my room. It's not that it's messy...I just need to make up my bed and put some clothes up. I'll get to that as soon as I post this thing. Not sure what I'm going to do after that though. Yay for lack of creativity and gumption to do anything.... I was watching some show on HGTV. It's showing houses in 6 different cities for all the same price. One of them had a pool in the backyard. I'm thinking...if I lived in a house that had a pool in the backyard, I'd never be in my house. I'd be in the pool any free time I had. Maybe I should move......

Sugardaddy's
Do girls like have a sugardaddy relationshp to be....................... 1.more for fun 2. more long term living alone 3.more for long term with possible marriage. Just wanna hear girls thoughts on this type of friendship relationship.

Separating The Boys
My ex-wife recently rekindled and old flame down in Dallas. She flew down to see him for the first time in 20 years last weekend for four days. Thursday, she told me she's going back down next weekend. I jokingly said "Are ya'll getting married" She replied..."He wants to..and I think I will" I said..."What about the boys". She informed that she is taking them with her.... Ian, my 15 year old will have nothing to do with this, and wants to stay with me. Neil, and Nevin my 14 and 12 year old boys know nothing about it at this point. I told my ex that Ian will not go, and I will not split up the boys, so she can take her happy ass to Texas and I'll raise the boys here. So, I may, in the near future, be a single full time dad with no help up here in Kansas whatsover. Wish me luck. Ironic thing is...I am originally from Dallas, and would love to go back, but I would never leave my boys. She drug my ass up to Kansas about 11 years ago to be closer to her family. I'm too fucking n

Unlimited Auction
I am doing auction for everyone this time... You will pick who your owner is.You say when it ends. there is no time limit on it. There is a 50k entery fee but the bids start out at 100k and go up from there. So if you would like to be in it let me know and i will put you there. I have great friends and family that like to bid on people and with yours it should go up there. There will be a pic up of me so you can look at and get some ideas of what to give the highest bidder remember of your choice. you can refuss any bid by letting me know. That pic will be in the auction for everyone folder. So let me know if you would like to be in it. Thank you and God bless our troops

The First Principle
The Founders of the United States of America had what seemed an insurmountable task when forging the founding documents of a new and different, free, nation. There were many different peoples and ideas to contend with, and how to make this country united, without being oppressive was quite a job. Socialism had been tried by the Governor in Jamestown, which was a dismal failure. Everyone was to put the fruits of their labor into the general welfare for all to draw out, including those that did not work. Problem was that some decided not to work, and still they would get what they needed. Soon the ones pulling from the general pool without adding in were putting a burden on those that were, and it was increasing. The governor stopped this practice. It seems that when someone is offered something for free, they would rather take it, and then work for it. Production goes down, slows and disappears, and those that do not produce want more and more. The only thing redistribution of

Who Am I
If I were to shed no more tears, then what would I be but a heartless soul among the masses of this place we all dwell To be a object of lust and pleasure is fun for the moment but when all is done and deeds are fulfilled what is left for the one that has given To truly care for someone is a wonderful experience and to share your life, the ups and downs, and the inbetweens would be a dream come true once again, but is not meant to be How much can one person exude from their inner self to be accepted and loved and wanted, is my heart really this big and open to all, this is just me

My Night
So, last night Dougie, Jeff and I went to Rocky Vander's (our hangout), and when we went dancing, there was a group of Marines with their skanky lays. I think the girls were thinking that they wre dogs, and kept humping the guys' legs. I know the whole dance schtick, and I consider myself a really good dancer (ok,ok, people tell me so, not my opinion :). But that whole bump n grind thing is gettin kinda old and immature-ish.They looked like total skanky whores, and for some reason I thought that they would quite fit in into that "Marine wife" categoy: a skanky Marine groupie with no brains that gets cheated on/cheats and pops out a kid to save the marriage. Then D and I went to Denny's, and had to endure a huge group of annoying Bulgarians sittin right next to us, like there was no other place to sit. I hate when they do that shit. I was translating for D, and I think they caught on to that and stopped tellin racy shit. On a way to the car, we saw cop cars everywhere by the bar,

Able To Feel
I may be repeating this one accidently but its worth repeating....Able to feelSometimes your feelings can hurt profoundly. Yet wouldn't you rather have those painful feelings occasionally than never having any feelings at all?Your feelings let you know you're alive. They tell you, in ways that words cannot, who you are.Through your feelings, you discover what means the most to you. With your feelings, you're able to build rich, rewarding relationships.Feelings can indeed be messy and inconvenient, yet they're certainly nothing to be ashamed of. Without feelings, life would be terribly flat and empty.When a feeling seems to be uncomfortable or even unbearable, choose to dive more deeply into it. Somewhere in there you'll find something very positive, comforting and affirming.You feel because you are, and you feel because you care. Those are things about which you can genuinely feel great.-- Ralph Marston

Summer Food
I got a nice shiny new grill last night..and I an one of those types that is leery of new recipes but I wanna try something new..so I wanna know what are some of you guys' fave summer recipes ...marinades...whatever. Please humor me so Ido not have to bitch and moan and post a whiny nonmumm.

Please Pray 4 Makin' Whoopie--gwyn---(now Texasgurl)
I suck at bullys but I'm doing this to ask everyone to please pray for Gwyn.... she was always on here as Makin' Whoopie but Fubar froze her account.... so she started over again as TexasgurlHer kids contacted me in the night asking for us to all prayer for her as she had a stroke.Please... pray to whomever YOU pray to... and say some good words for her fast recovery. Thank you!~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar

This Is Actually Me Lol
Mine is the green one =] CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward. ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adve

False Friendship...
I CAN ASSURE EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO COULDNT TAKE THE TIME TO B A TRUE FRIEND TO ME WHEN I GET HOME IN MY NIGHTMARE...U R GONE OFF LIST AND DONT BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN...I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND IF THAT CONSISTS OF UR FUCKING POINTS AND UR FUCKING GIFTS..KEEP THEM BY ALL MEANS...IT DOESNT MEAN THAT TO ME....TY LISA...CELTIC

Picture Ratings
Ok so I've belonged to this site for less than a week now and I can't figure out why people cannot accept honest criticism of photo's that they place on this site for others to view. So far I've managed to piss off two people on their pictures that I have commented on. Honestly I have nothing against these people and have rated their photos as I felt that they should be rated. The funny thing is that the replies I received from them make me out to be the worst person in the world and capable of stepping on puppies and killing little kittens. Of course then these character assassins then have the guts to block me from their areas and not giving me the opportunity to reply why their photos didn't rate a 10. Heck I even got blasted for rating a photo a 9. Why can't people take criticism anymore???

Still Learning..
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it takes a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you ever see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that you either control our attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your down will be th

My Friends Rock!
Thank you so much everyone for your support and ♥ during this difficult time. I really miss you guys! We are almost done, my house is packed with moms stuff and she seems happy (she likes it here) It's almost like it was before she passed....she was here but not here...strange I know ...but totally true. Anyway, today is the Peaple's Fair...one of moms favoritist things to do...SO WE'RE GOING... lol... have a great day everyone... ♥ most of you PoStaL oh..and ps...I will post the pics of this weeks flowers, tonight...ya ya ya I know...I know.... *is a slacker*

Golden Chain
A Golden ChainFriendship is a Golden Chain,The links are friends so dear,And like a rare and precious jewelIt's treasured more each year...It's clasped together firmlyWith a love that's deep and true,And it's rich with happy memoriesand fond recollections, too...Time can't destroy its beautyFor, as long as memory lives,Years can't erase the pleasureThat the joy of friendship gives...For friendship is a priceless giftThat can't be bought or sold,But to have an understanding friendIs worth far more than gold...And the Golden Chain of FriendshipIs a strong and blessed tieBinding kindred hearts togetherAs the years go passing by.- Helen Steiner Rice -

Twitter
i have a twitter account now. it's like sheep following the leader from one place/site to another. twitter.com/alwaysthequeen it's private unless you ask. the question now is, what the heck does this site offer? seems like another facebook but just a headline message.... is that correct? any suggestions regarding twitter? Queen

Fresh Ta Death
ehyyoo whats good readers. jus got back home today YEZZ ZERRR you betta belive it got myself cut up new pair a kick n ima feel mighty fine why cuz i handle my time like a champ. soo im lookin through my emails and i got here never heard of it before but this shits pretty ill what! my space got nothing on fubar word soo im from Bean town baby for those who dont kno bout da talkin boston mass currently melrose soo any ladies in the area feel free to gimme a holla that is if you like what you see just a liad back swayn easy live life to the fullest golden rule rules those that dont follow str8 tools cuz cool is cool your perception get at me if you wanna test lesson on dat livin life no stress n str8 SwayEasy word to the newbies. peace ~Sways~

Dunno
Hey this is Sam. As you can probably tell, I am new to this. I would like to thank Krista, for telling me this site. Lol. :P At first, I didn't think it would be this much fun. I got use to the people, in some way, and just having fun. Anyway, I would like to introduce myself. The name is Sam. I'm an outgoing person, love to hang out, and just be myself around others. If you have any questions, or comments, please go the profile and leave one. :D Adios!

I Am So In Love With Him
I am so in love with a guy who doesn't know it, thats because i am afraid to show it. He would get upset if he knew how i feel. If i told him our friendship might have to end. Then i couldn't even have him as a friend. I hate how this all goes through my head. If only i could taste your sweet kiss, maybe then i would know about all this, I would know for sure this was true. But now all i can say is that i love you. So please give me just once chance to show you true, sweet love. I owe it to you, for all you do. You make me happy, upset and even sad. If only you'd look through my smile and see that my love for you was in denial, my friends all know i love you. But one question, " do you love me ? ". My heart is so happy whenever your near, but when your gone my eye gives a tear. My sadness for you is all so true, only because i truly love you. I want you to know, you brighten my day. Even when you stop just to say hey. Your smile so bright is what keeps me going, which keeps my love for

Sundays
Sundays for the Family will be a rest day for all of the Family no leveling... if the Recruiters still want to put people though they can but do not have to... This will be a day to recharge and change up and work on the home page...Tag maker can take the day off Too :D Any Questions or Problems please come and talk to me Thanks all Queen Ice

My Kid Brother
my brother tony u ppl know him as papi he dont know this but 4 an older brother like me i look up 2 my younger brother a lot hes a great father brother and friend got 2 love him like him even except him as he is

He Dosen't Even Know I Love Him
He doesn't even know i love him, he doesn't know who i really am. He doesn't have time for me anymore. He talks to me, he dosen't listen to me. He doesn't know i cry over him, he never hears me. I am a girl to him thats all, nothing more. Yet i want more. He doesn't know i love him, for i can not show how i feel for him, yet i want more. Maybe one dayhe will look at me and see who i really am talking to him, and see me not as just another girl. But as his lover. Until then he doesn't know i love him.

Karma...
Don't you just love karma? When you open your heart and give all you have to someone, eventually good things will come your way! But look out!!! When you royally screw someone over, and leave them to suffer.... thank God for Karma! It will eventually come back and bite you hard, just when you least expect it! This is for all the people who think they can go through life, taking and stealing what they want from anyone. There will be consequences... when you've forgotten all about taking and hurting, and you've moved on to your next victim, you will get just what you deserve. And I for one will be smiling and laughing my butt off!!! Good luck with that! You know who you are.... Muahs

I Can No Longer Hold On
Everytime i dream, he's always there. Everytime i see his face i can't explain what i'm feeling inside. Everytime we talk about friendships and things we have, i just want to hug him so tight, and never let him go. I want him to stay with me, by my side all the tim, but how can i ?. Everytime he feels down, i want to pick him up. Everytime he thinks he's alone i want to say, " i'm here beside you all the time". And everytime he tells me what he feels inside, he doesn't even know i love him so much. All the heartachs and qyestions in his heart, i want to say i've been loving you all along. So long that i can no longer hange on.

Why Does No One Hear Me ?
Why does no one hear me ? Its as if i've disappeard. I think my words are clear. I'm invisable to the eye. Just watching my friends go by. I shout so loud, Can't you hear me ?. I sit here in the corner all quiet, I have given up all hope. As i watch my friends move on, they don't notice i am gone. But just keep living on. I can't express my feelings, cause no one seems to hear. Locked out by a see through wall. And no one answers to my call.

Prince Jesse Convo
Jesse Hard: im takin you to a prego doctor to stick up you ass like they do girls vags after they have babysJesse Hard: stitch*Ash Xo: lmfaoooooooo i'll fart in his face and runnn like the windJesse Hard: your ass would swallow him from the backdraftAsh Xo: OHAsh Xo: MYAsh Xo: FUCKINGAsh Xo: GODAsh Xo: that was the funniest thing ive ever heard u say EVER

Alone
Alone i sit and stare into my soul. A place far from here, far from hurt, far from everyone. In this place i hear no one but me, safe in my world. I suffer no others expectations and wants of me. Alone there i can be just me. No having to live for everyone else,only just me. Locked away in this world i see no pain, only sweet silence amidst the perpetual darkness. For here my soul can roam free to bne that it wishes to be. No need to touch, feel or love another. No talking from those i care not to hear, no nothing, no love, no fear. I would give my all if i could just stay there, to wonder its existance and see myself whole. If i could only stay in this magical place. But i know i must leave. For to stay to long could easily lead to madness. How lovely though it would be to throw away all my cares and stay amidst my silent world. Safe where i can be just me.

Falling Blided
My eyes pulling up at the vast nothingness above. Each piece of the stability that held me now falls beneathe. My body collapsing into this debris of what once was muffled screams, ensure me that i'm still breathing and it only took seconds for my present to be the past. Completey helpless while you watch yourself falling expecting death but suprisingly you can still hear your heart beating and now awaiting the bottom which you don't even know exist. But for now in your whirlwind being blown anywhere. As i have so many times before i've never made it to the Bottom. But i hope falling blinded, even if i am alone the bottom will bring my stable sanity that will cradle me in heavily needed peace.

I'm Year Of The Pig...
People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep.

I Needed You More Than You Will Ever Know
You've left me in a mess i can't sort through the pices of lies, and parts of the truth. But none of it matters because i have left and honestly speaking, i can't catch my breath. I'm stuck in a state of tears and frustration, angered at you and the whole situation. The only escape from this mind-numbing pain is leaving the place where your memories reamain. I'm haunted by your face wherever i go. Things you would've said, i already know i can play my life as if you're still here. But when i look up, your mirage disappears. I can see your smile, but just in my mind. The reality is harsh, and lifs so unkind. Now i am left with so much i just didn't say. Yet it doesn't matter anymore for another has taken your place. April 10th 2009

All The Words You Said To Me
All the words you said to me, that seemedto be so true, were nothingbut thoughtless lies, that i thought would never come from you. They seemd so real and seemed so true ! I was in love with you. But i should have known it was all an art, just another girl to add to your list of broken hearts. I wonder why i still think about you after all your lies and sweet talking words. I thought you cared. I could never be with you again, you lied to me. I've decided to let you go. April 8th 2009

Just As You Predicted
I sort of want to sit here, build a nice warm safe cacoon, live where no one can touch me. I'm feeling lonely and self-riteous, angry, defiant, and unsure, so bad i wouldn't go back, even though i miss the way things were. So here i go, just like you predicted, up and out, i'm taking off. Yes i think i deserve better. So this is goodbye. april 6th 2009

This Is Important
Hi, this is Lee. Most of you know me as "hubby," which is fine, as Roxanne usually says nice things about me. :) Roxie won't be here for a few days. At about 6pm Saturday, she had some kind of seizure. After almost 12 straight hours of testing in the ER, that's still the best description we can come up with. I'm not sure if it was a reaction to her meds (which are constantly changing), or what. But she'll be in the hospital until at least tomorrow, and possibly longer. Frankly, I'm not sure why I'm telling you all this, except that I know she truly enjoys all of her time here, and wouldn't want her friends to worry. Oh, and the fact that at 5 in the morning, there's no one else I can talk to. I actually have instructions to add everyone who gives a friend request while she's gone (she'll dump the losers later). I know beyond a doubt that the first thing she'll do when she gets home and feels up to moving around is come check out her page, so please leave her love. He

You Were My Everything
You were my everything, the one i wanted to be with forever, but we can't be together. I will never forget you after all you've done for me and pulled me through. Now we both need to move on as we are now miles away, you'll never really be gone, in my heart you will stay. I'm starting all over again, i need to forget that part of my life. I know things will never be the same. Satying in contact with you would destroy me, now i have to pull myself through and no one here believs in me. So this is goodbye, please don't cry, just realize i have to say goodbye. March 8th 2009

I Am Sorry I Have To Hurt You
Today it rains like it never has before. Today the heavens opened up and all of its pain and suffering pour out. This is the start of many dark days to come. Today i lost my bestfriend and lover, i lost you. Thank you for being my friend, for always being you, for never giving up on me. I am sorry i have to hurt you, for i never meant to. I am sorry i fell in love with you, i am sorry i have to let you go. In my heart you will always be forever, where ever you may go you will always be with me because you are the one who belived in me. Goodbye Forever My Love! Dec 20th 2008

Poor Kitty
Ok so some bad stuff went down involving my sisters cat Atlas (if you MUST know PM me) and now he cant move his back legs. We dont know why. I mena hes ok and everything, but still. I know hes not MY kitty ( that would be Alexander the Great A.K.A Xander) but I have made it my job to care for him and love him. He sleeps on my bed with me. I just wish I knew what was wrong with him

Why Do I Love You ?
Everythings so silent, so many feelings, i don't have a choice. Crying so softly, so i can't be heard. Everythings so confusing, every little word. Asking myself is this how i feel. Closing my eyes on everything real. Wishing and praying, wanting to know why i care for you, why i can't let go ?. Eyes filled with tears, heart filled with fear, mind so confused. Why do i love you ?. Everyon's told me, i can't feel this way yet i still love you. I don't really want to say goodbye. I don't want to leave you, but now i have to go away, stay away from you forever. What we had was very special but now i have to go and leave you forever. June 31st 2008

I Want Him So Much
I want him with every part of my being. Thoughts of us together, make my whole day worth while. I get shivers down my back when he says " hey baby" Keeping my hope alive, that we'll someday be more. Wanting to make him understand, that he has the key to my heart. I ach for his touch, my sweet desire, to feel my fingers intertwined with his. I need him so much, does he need me just as much ? June 10th 2008

Peace Out
I just barely got over a major blow to my health, only to recieve bad news about a realative. So, basically I'm still recovering physically and now must deal with recovering emotionally. I'm not gonna be in contact with people for a while. This is what I do. I close myself up to others when I need to focus on getting myself better. Sorry, but that is just who I am. I don't really know what I'm gonna do, but odds are I'm gonna spend this week in Arizona. Don't know when I'll be back, or what I'm gonna do about work.

When I Am With You
When i am with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, i cherish with my soul. How much i love you, you will never really know. You bring a joy to my heart iv'e never knowm before. With each touch of your hand, i love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know i hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, i pray you hold true. "Forever and always, i will love you" april 20th 2009

When You Came Into My Life
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you have showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, i discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without you knowing it you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship, but it's so easy to feel close to you. I can't tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that i had never known what it meant to be loved until i was loved by you. i love you so much baby. April 17th 2009

My Gift To You
My gift to you is my love, given from deep in my heart. It is all i have to give and it's yours until this earth we depart. You have captured a part of me, a part so very fragile. For it is my heart i have lost to you. My love, the one i hold most dear. I chose to love you now, with all that i am. And i pray that God follows us to guid our steps as we cross this land. For it is with his blessing we will live most at peace with each other. For he is the reason after all we found each other. I love you baby. April 10th 2009

When I Close My Eyes
Every night when i close my eyes, i drift to sweet dreams of you. I dream of the taste of your lips, the feel of your hands in mine, and the softness of your mustach brushing against my cheek. Then suddenly i am strong but yet week from my need for you. When you hold me close and look into my eyes as you whisper how much you love me, i'm carried gently to the clouds. Your love makes me feel so alive and proud of the person i am when i am with you. Yet when the stars dade away as dawn breaks, you kiss me goodbye and i awake needing you even more than i did the day before. I'm missing you so much, and wish you could be here, but tho your not, in my heart you will stay. I will never stop wishing you were beside me every day. I will dream about you and now i escape to the place in my heart where we are never apart. I will love you with all my heart from now tell the end of time. April 7th 2009

Loving Someone Is
Loving is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because your close in heart. If God would ask me if i want to live forever or live with you only for one day, i would say to him, even one second with you is worth more than my life alone. I love you with all my heart baby. April 3rd 2009

You Fill My Every Thought
You fill my ever thought, and all my dreams, througout the day, throughout the night. Without you every minute last an hour, every hour last a day, and every day streches into eternity. I miss you so much my love. I can't wait to be in y our arms! I will love you till my dying breath, then i'll love you through eternity. March 30th 2009

What You Have Given Me
I fell in love with you b/c you were kind, loving, and gentle. You are there for me when no one else is, you never judge me, you give me the strength to get through each day, you always know just what to say and how to say it. You are there for me no matter what is going on in your life, no matter how much you are hurting. You always have time for me. You have made me feel things i haven't felt in a very long time. You make me want things i didn't ever think i would want again and most of all you have given me something i thought i would never have or want again from a man and that is your love. Everytime you look at me the way you do, so tender and loving, my heart melts a little more, when you say " my baby " you get another pecie of my heart. Everytime i hear the words " i love you baby " i love more every day. I want to give you all the things you want, I want to make you the happiest man in the world, i want to be there for you, take care of you, baby i want to love you more tha

With All My Heart
When I close my eyes, i see your face. My heart calls out, wanting you here with me in this special place. I feel your arms holding me tight. I long to cuddle close and feel all my fears fade away. I love to see your smile, reminding me just how much you love me. I lose myself in your beautiful eyes, i can't pull away, even if i wanted to. I love the feel of your gentle touch, shivers run over my skin, as i melt into your arms. I miss you so much. I can see the love in your eyes for me, shining brightly for all to see. I can feel your presence surrounding me, holding me, loving me, and i know deep in my heart our love was meant to be. I know onlt one thing to be true, i'd give up everything to be with you. I love you with all my heart. Broke: Feb 21st 2009

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 9
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 9 A few important tips:Use sugar-free cough drops. N'ice is a great brand, especially the menthol or mint versions. If possible, find one (whatever brand) with both menthol and mint. It's actually possible that sugar cough drops are just fine, or even better...the debate is over whether the sugar might feed an already existing yeast infection. The things I've heard from semi-expert (medically) people are that it may feed one (and thus aggrevate it), that it actually will protect from yeast infection (I forget the reasoning, it may have been a Ph thing), or that it's not the kind of yeast that eats sugar anyway. One thing's unanimous: sugar cough drops won't make any difference unless you're already infected, they don't carry that kind of yeast. In fact, a human's fingers or tongue would be more likely to (and even that is pretty unlikely, if they're of even typical cleanliness).Let the drop become even more rounded and smoothed by sucking on i

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 8
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 8 More Advanced Techniques:The G-SpotThis does exist. And in over half of the women out there, it works better than anything else you can do to cause a strong, prolonged orgasm. The original name is the Grafenberg spot, after a doctor, Earnest Grafenberg, who documented the area (which may have been known by people here and there throughout history) in the fifties.This "spot" is a small "mound" of tissue inside the vagina, between a penny and quarter in size, which responds to being pressed upon. It's almost certainly not the skenes glands, (which are located around the urethra, which is behind the G-spot area), as has been suggested by a few people. In fact, the G-Spot is the tissue in that raised area of the vagina, which has a higher concentration of sexual nerves, and produces hormones similar to those made by the male's prostate gland.A sort of map to the area -- Imagine your lover lying on her back, legs spread. Your position is between

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 7
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 7 Special Cunnilingus Techniques and SecretsThe best part of sex, in my far-from-humble opinion, is the pleasure you can cause in your partner(s).While being stimulated by your partner is certainly far better (for most people, if their partner's any good at it) than masturbation, it is still pretty much the same, only better.Going down on a lover, on the other hand, allows you to get a kind of pleasure that you cannot give yourself, even in part; the vicarious or empathic response you get from their reactions.The techniques here, therefore, are centered around cunnilingus, including (since there's no separate name) using your fingers. Along a similar line I've now written Advanced Fellatio Techniques and Secrets. This was learned as a subject, not performer, but with the same quality of skill involved. Because of the number of questions I received on the subject, I also have Advanced Anal Sex Techniques, for those who want to know about that.B

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 6
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 6 Cunnilingus PositionsLaying FlatThere are a lot of sub variations on this particular position, as you can situate yourself many different ways to give cunnilingus to a woman who is laying on her back. A great beginner position is to have her laying flat on her back with her legs completely spread. Approach from between her feet and lay on your stomach between her legs with your lips at clit level. Another great one is to have her lay on the edge of the bed with her legs up in the air. Approach from the floor and as you put your head between her legs, let them drape over your shoulders. She can also try putting her feet up in the air, depending on how what is more comfortable.StandingWith her standing facing you, kneel directly in front of her and position your lips at clit level. This is a great position to use your hands and fingers as they are freed up to explore. Try a little anal excitement with your fingers while your tongue is busy wor

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 5
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 5 Circling the ClitLocate the base of the clit with the tip of your tongue and being tracing slow circles around the base. Your tongue will frequently be rubbing up against the sides and tip of the clit as you circle - this just adds to the pleasure. Vary the speed as you go, taking her through several waves of pleasure, but always keep increasing the speed. Around and around and around you go, when she gets off, you're sure to know.SuckingBe very careful the first time you try sucking on a woman's clit. Some women are very sensitive and will shriek in pain. For the most part, once you've warmed her up with a little licking on the clit, place your lips gently around the clit and give a soft suck. You'll get a reaction right away. If she likes it, do it again and again, sucking a little harder and longer each time. Mix in a little jamming for an awesome combination.Figure 8Use the tip of your tongue to trace a figure 8 around her clit. Don't be

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 4
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 4 HOW TO EAT PUSSYHey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out.When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made.Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 3
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 3 How to Receive CunnilingusAlthough it is permissible to ask for cunnilingus, you are not allowed to demand it, even if your boyfriend has been a total jerk. Hint that if he pleases you, you'll take care of him. Suggest a "69" position. Work cunnilingus into your regular sexual program, but don't expect it every time you have sex. Thank your partner by reciprocating or indulging him in one of his fantasies or performing a favorite sex act.While you're on the receptive end, try to relax. One of the reasons it can take women so long to reach orgasm is that they're too worried to relax enough to climax. Try not to think about how you smell or taste. Don't worry that you're taking too long. Try to relax and enjoy the stimulation your partner is giving you. If you prefer, try closing your eyes and fantasizing. Your partner will never know. When you're getting ready to have an orgasm, let him know so he can concentrate on providing you the rhythmic

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 2
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 2 Preparing for CunnilingusReceiving ItMany women are conscious of the way they taste and smell to their partner. There are also a good number of men who are borderline as to whether they like the taste and smell of a woman. If you know your partner has a preference one way or another, it's a good idea to indulge it. If you're not sure, you should take some extra steps to make sure that your lover gets as positive an experience as possible. The rewards are obvious.A thorough cleaning is a must. You may also want to carefully dab a little perfume on your inner thighs. Be very careful not to get any into the vagina as this can be very painful. Just a hint of a good smell on the way in is all they'll need to reach the promised land.Make sure your partner knows that how much you'll enjoy it and how hot it gets you. There's nothing better than an eager partner. Tell them how good they are at it. Mention their "silver tongue", oral stamina or perfec

Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 1 CUNNILINGUS....Cunnilingus Licking & Eating PussyIt has been said that while there are many men who can do the job sexually, there are very few who are experts in the art of cunnilingus. Women will do virtually anything for a man who can bring them to countless orgasms with his tongue alone. In fact, for many women, cunnilingus is the only way they can experience orgasm.We've detailed the best cunnilingus tips, techniques and positions. Master them all and you'll be an expert in high demand with the ladies. Wait until the first stories of your "golden tongue" get out.Remember, each woman is different. Some technqies work better one kind of woman than another. With each new woman you give cunnilingus, experiment with several techniques and watch how she reponds. Then go back to her favorite and bring her home.Eat Pussy Like a ProWhile no two women are exactly alike, there are many things that are universally enjoyed by women. No matter whethe

Why???
Okay I am going to let it all out. You are warned. Who gave women the right to fuckin have more then two or three children in their life time. There becomes a point that it is to much. If you are having more then one child to try to save your marriage or trap some poor guy into something that is unhealthy to begin with then you should be put out of your missery. It is wrong to be spitting all these kids out into our society. Most of them if not a selective few are completely out of control. And 90% of the blame goes to the mother. If you are going to teach your children that it is okay to act like a complete baboon then you have no right o be a mother. You are not helping them in life. You minus well get well aquainted with the police department because you will most likely be spending a great deal of your time there with your child. Why do they have to be given what ever they want. You are not helping them survive that way. I here the excuse I want them to have what I never had.

Lies
This one is for my dear old "dad" Why do you want to lie to me, Like the truth someday I will not see? You think you know whats going on, But on this one you are oh so wrong. People fill you with stories about me, Buy you dont know me this I see. Why should I expect you to know what kind of man I am, When for me you never truely gave a damn. You treated me like your children to follow, Your own truth you could not swallow. So you packed your bags and ran away, Fooling yourself for another day. But one day the deciets and your evil ways, Will catch up to you before your dieing days. And you'll look back at all the shit you stired, And you will see me flipping you the bird. Cause I know what kind of man you are, And I am more of a man by far. © Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 3:16 AM

Bad News
My aptd mom found something out about herself.... She has not told that many ppl about.. She is going to call me some time this week coming up....... it is not good news at all... then found out that one of my other -friends got some bad news too... I donot know if I can take any thing else right now.. plus my sons are with there daddy still that fukking jerk off...... i just want to hide.. i have my friends to talk to ..

When I Wake...
They say time heals all I know this is all a lie So many ways to placate the afflicted Pour your poisoned honey into our ears The truest delusion is self delusion We all blind ourselves to the ugly in this world We tie our own hands Open your eyes and see the real world There is no bright and shining sun The flowers are all dead Trust is simply a way to bare your throat to wolves I see clearly now in my cancerous view Hold no one close lest they stab you deep A helping hand will only pull you down Commiserate in misery I've wasted every chance and hurt you all Somehow sorry just isn't enough The best thing you can all do is to forget what was and is I spend so much time in the shadows Maybe it'll be better if I just go to sleep Kind words are threats in disguise A smile bares the teeth that bite A simple wave draws your victims near I'm convinced that there is something wrong with me Consciously conscience deprived I'm so very weak Maybe I should sleep See yo

A Little Sign From God We Must Not Ignore...
@ Is darkness the presence of evil or the absents of light. When you have a candle do you now how a shadow of darkness? Are shadows Gods way of telling us every one is a little bit evil ? Is it God trying to remind us to live the best we can and not dwell over mistakes because no one is perfect? I think it might be. I don’t know about anyone else but I believe our shadows are a metaphor put right in front of us. I believe it’s a metaphor many people over look. @ When you look at a shadow you see darkness. An object blocking the light from view. When you sin you are covering the truth with lies, darkness. We associate sin with darkness because we are all in some way scared of the dark. We are all in some way scared of the evil that that is in EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US. @ Our shadow is God’s way of telling us “ Stop being afraid, Stop 2nd and 3rd guessing everything you do.” If you would just be you , you could help some one, you could be the light

What Lies Beneath...
I know I'll never walk again with you Never gonna fly as high as I did There is no comfort to be found in my eyes My arms are cold and numb Look inside and all you see is pain and lies I'm not afraid anymore Now is the time to seek the final adventure I have passed the point of conversation In my life I have said and done a great many things Very little am I proud of I've been dead and cold for years now Seems it's time for my body to catch up I don't know when I lost my will I do know that I'm sick of the pain The pain I suffer and cause There is little if anything left for me here All I am is a mask A sideshow for the amusement of the audience This sick sad puppet is yours no more My strings are cut as I lay lifeless in the corner of the room The painted smile has chipped and cracked Now the world sees what lies beneath Let them see Maybe they'll look inside themselves more often I always wanted to leave a mark on the world The mark I leave is a gaping wound

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Fighting Time
Its ok. I’m sorry too. Lay back hold a pillow, pretend I’m there holding you. I’ll whisper in you ear. How you’re such a beautiful person inside and out. While I tickle your arms to your back. As you fall asleep I’ll hold you just as tight as you hold me. I’ll always be beside you and never let you go. You’re in my heart, on my mind and a part of my soul. "I love you. With all my heart. Forever!" So a little input please! Does time catch up or slow down and wait?

About My Poetry
Before anyone goes off about what a sick twisted freak I am...... Realise one thing..... Not everything you read is true...... Is a fiction book true? No So why would anyone think my poetry would be something that would actually be true? My poetry is a release for me. Away for me to vent my raw emotion. If I did not have my poetry...... Then ya I would return to my old ways of going into bars getting drunk and picking people out at random and beating them to a bloody pulp. But luckily for those innocent people....I write instead of fight.

Sleeping Demon
The rage within me burns, To strike out in anger my mind yearns. To quench the thirst for pain, This anger pumps through my vien, I want to release this pent up rage, Let my demon out of its cage. Run rampant upon the streets, Slaying everyone it meets. Till there is no blood left to shed, Then my demon can retire to bed. But rest assured it wont be long, Till someone else does me wrong. Then the demon once more must be released, Till the provoker once more is deceased. ©Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 1:52AM

Help
Why do the inner workings of life continue to change? From good to bad, bad to good, back and forth, like an unpredictable revolution that changes course whenever. Leaving the person completely unaware of what will happen to them, they take the path that best suits them in hopes that the outcome will be what they expect. Unfortunatly, expectations are what they are, an expectation. In golf, the player makes their decisions in hopes that it's the best one and gets them to the cup in the least amount of strokes. What no player expects is for the elements to change mid swing and send the ball where they don't want it to go, changing their plans all together. What i'm trying to say is no matter what we do to prepair ourselves the outcome is as unpredictable as the weather. I ask this because my life has taken many turns, some of them good but mostly bad. I've changed my ways as best I can but for some reason or another, I find myself right back where I started. I've been an asshole most o

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Take A Risk
Okay I know that one time or another there has been that one time. The one time that I refer to is when yu find yourself in a situation that you have to ask yourself should I? I have found out by recent experiance that if you are faced with that pressing feeling of should I, you should. I know it is not an easy task to go balls to the wall when faced with this or any kind of risk. But why not live. You are only dampining yourself when you don't accept all the world has to offer you. If it is a manner of safty, there is always an option of security like a friend. Or just follow your gut. Ten times out of ten you will know and understand what ever risk is being asked of you. And you will deal with that in your own way. Every person has their own set of rules that make up there risk taking limits. Such as this online crap that we have all been sucked into. Yeah doesn't seem so much of a risk now but when you are asked that one question that I am sure we have all heard is would you like t

Lost In Thought
I walk upon high on waters edge skipping rocks and thinking of the past. I comtemplate the things we said, our vows and promises left for no other person to understand. I kill time with thoughts and fake smiles pushing back tears. Thoughts of wasted days where I had no you to hold in my arms. I think of the hospital nights and the jail time for all the fights. I think of the way we once were and start to remember everything. I can remember the smell of your taste as you would lie next to me and tell me your secrets. I can remember the days we fought and the days we laughed for no apperant reason. I can remember the simple goodbyes we shared as you left with quite whispers of love. I think of the day we shared our last kissed and then stood in the rain. I looked deep into your blue eyes and felt the pain of all the butterflies dieing at once. I looked up at you, watching as a tear rolled down ur face and mixed in with the rain drops, only to see the pain behinde your eyes as well. I r

Last Night
I had the "pleasure" of watching 4 normally fun people turn into my idea of a nightmare. The evening started out well. We played a game of catergories and were having a really great time...then things went downhill fast. The people I was with decided that we all needed to go to the bar and we were going to take one vehicle. There was six of us. I know that doesn't sound bad in theory, but the fact that all of us are somewhat large made for a bad decision. Not to mention that the driver (who swore he was sober to drive and would not drink anymore once we reached the bar) was actually not sober and he was driving in the middle of the road. When we reached to bar I think they just lost their minds collectively. The bar was almost empty and the people who typically go there are there because it's quiet. Our group was certainly not quiet and the first thing that happened was us doing liquid cocaine shots. That was the last thing any of the others needed. You'd think that people w

I Don't Know What Hurts More The Fact That You Lied Or The Fact I Didn't Deserve The Truth
Honesty why is honesty important? Everyone always tells us honesty is important, but no one has ever told us WHY it’s important. Maybe because that s something we need to find out for ourselves. Honesty is important in many ways to me, and many different ways to you. Everyone has their own reasons why honesty is important. These are mine. @ When someone lies you can not trust them. Without trust you have lost all respect for that person because you can no longer depend on that person, and you can no longer confide in that person. Lying is not telling the truth, lying is stretching, bending or leaving part of the truth out. Lying hurts… @ If you become a liar you are fake. You are not the TRUE you so you are lying to the world. When you are lying to the world you are lying to your friends, because you have no friends at least no true ones. You don’t know who you are because you lie to your self so how can your friends truly be friends if they don’t know

Us
WE HAVE BEEN CHASING AFTER A DREAM CALLED TRUE LOVE, AND WE HAVE FOUND IT! WE ARE UNIQUE IN EACH WAY BUT WE ARE ALIKE WHEN IT COMES TO ME AND YOU! YES...WE MAY FIGHT AND BITCH AT ONE ANOTHER, AND THEN WE CUDDLE AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER AFTERWARDS, BUT WHEN IT IS ALL SAID AND DONE, WE ARE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ANOTHER. I MAY NOT HAVE THE BEST LOOKS, AND I MAY GET UPSET AT THOSE LIL THINGS, BUT IM A GUY, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SINCE YOUR A FEMALE THAT I CANT BITCH AT YOU NOW AND THEN? LOL I KNOW YOU CAN BE A BITCH AND A TOTAL ASSHOLE, BUT WE ARE GROWING CLOSER TOGETHER EVEN THO WE ARE MILES APART FROM HOLDING ONE ANOTHER. WE MAY NOT THINK ABOUT IT OR REMEMBER OF IT, BUT WE DO DREAM OF ONE ANOTHER AS WE LAY OUR HEADS DOWN IN SEPERATE BEDS AND CRY OURSELVES ASLEEP...BUT WE KNOW THAT ONE DAY THOSE DREAMS WILL COME TRUE WE STAND FACING EACH OTHER AT THE ALTAR SAYING OUR "I DO'S" AND "I LOVE YOU'S" TO ONE ANOTHER IN A GREAT DAY OF HOLY MATRIMONY... NEVER AGAIN SHALL WE SPEND ANYMORE TIME LIKE THIS AP

Funny Flirts That Have Been Sent To Me
"WEE WILLY WINKIE, FUCK MEFOR A TWINKIE?? IN ANDOUT WITHOUT A DOUBTYOU'LL WANT SUMMORE...THATS FOR SURE :"IM LIKE BURGERKING...YOUCAN HAVE ME YOUR WAY :)MAY I TAKE YOUR ORDER??"STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHTBIG DICKS I SEE TONIGHT IWISH I MAY I WISH I MIGHTSTICK U IN PUSSY THATSTIGHT"HEY ITS SUMMERTIME!!! IWANNA RIDE YOU LIKE AROLLERCOASTER, YOU GAME?"HICKORY DICKORY DOCK...IWANNA SUCK UR COCK...I'LLMAKE IT SPIT, YOU'LL LICKMY TIT...HICKORY DICKORYDOCK. Received 3 days ago"TWINKLE TWINKLE BIG OLEDICK, HOW I WONDER Y URTHICK....STICK IT IN NMAKE ME SCREAM...PULL ITOUT AND MAKE ME CREAM :)""WHAT GOES UP, MUST COMEDOWN..FUCK ME SUCK ME ALLAROUND...TOO THE LEFT ORTO THE RIGHT....LET'S GETNAUGHTY AND SCREW ALLNIGHT =]""UP HIGH, DOWNLOW...COULD YOU BE THEONE IM GUNNA BLOW?? TOTHE LEFT, TO THE RIGHTHOLY HELL UR A SEXXISIGHT :)"ROSES ARE WHITE ANDVIOLETS ARE RED LET MESHOW YOU THE WAY TO MYBED ;)"LETS PLAY ARMY...YOU LAYDOWN AND ILL BLOW YOU UP!YOU DOWN??""FINISH THIS STATEMENT"LET'S ______________

The Purest Spirit.
I've been putting off watching a certain movie for quite a while now. When my family decided to watch it a few months ago, I left the room until it was over. Judging by the mountain of tissues on the armchair and tear-reddened eyes belonging to both my parents, I knew that I really couldn't watch it. I get angry when I hear people talk about animals as inferior beings. Not a "Hey, don't say that..." angry. A furious "How DARE you..." angry. Especially when it comes to dogs. I may have three cats right now, but I've been a dog person all my life. I grew up with huskies, then irish setters, then an overprotective doberman pinscher, a big ol' gordon setter who was with me from the time I was three til I was a freshman in high school, and then... an Irish setter named Rusty. He went with me everywhere. We played soccer together. We went running at the Ledges alongside the river. We went to Lincoln Brick Memorial Park and swam in the quarry. He was there for me when I'd lost

A Rose Bud Leads To More. 12/1/98
A rosebud , for a beautiful gal. With the skin of gold, and the hair of an angle To have her come back to me. The beautiful girl with the rosebud in hand , Awaiting the guys return. Eleven other rosebuds to make it a dozen, And a ring to say "Will you marry me?" A smile on her face, A ring on her hand, The answer is held in her heart and hands. A smile on his face, A kiss on the lips, And a playful push to run and play.

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The sun and moon Quite an enchanted pair Opposing forces in harmony Each with strength and weakness to bear Neither being complete In the absence of the other Each finding balance In the presence of one another The sun bright and hot Determined and strong Only yielding to the moon The moon passionate and deep

Filled With His Love 11/24/98
My life was empty until I met you. You took me in as a love and a friend . You cared for me in a way no one has. I just have to wonder , do I really deserve it. You gave me something I will never forget. You helpped me find the light, that saved my life. And to this day I live each day. Knowing that there is two poeple that truely care for me. One you showed me that would not forsake me , And you , that I wish I could repay. So , I vow today, to always keep the light of his glory near my heart forever, And you just as near.

2 Questions In Life 1998
In life we have two questions , "Where we are going ?" and "What we are doing?" People go all over the place thinking they know where they are going , but if you take them aside and ask them if they know most of them don't really know. The same goes for what they are doing. As people we never know what we do or where we are going. Although we could know with a little help and a map.

Dreams
11/23/98 Dreams are ment to be happy. They are ment to come true. They scare you into reality, Or make you see like your dead. What are dreams really about ? Do they show you your destiny or your fears. Some try to show your fears. Others show your faith. While there are still some that are unknown, They show you something you need to know. Yet it is beyond your understanding to comprehend the message. Only on can give the gift of knowledge. Yet you have to ask for it inorder to recieve it. What do your dreams mean to you or do you understand them at all?

What It Means To Sleep.
1998 To sleep would be so good . To let my eyelids drift slowly down to close. Oh, to just let my eyes shut for five minutes. That would be pure heaven. To know I could sleep forever and enver wake. To bask in the glow of the light of the mood and stars. Oh, how wonderful that would feel. To drift off to sleep and lose all worries and cares; But most of all to lose LIFE. By Aimee Buchanan

My Life In Pain
Written December 9, 1997 By Aimee Buchanan Woa to you who I cry out in pain. For thy heart is sadden in thine eyes. To what do we mean to be in pain, And have the need to cry. Sleep and never awaken, For yander lies the stars of heaven. To which thy wondering eyes do follow. What honor should they bestow upon. Thee that greives in such pain. If it be the moringin star; I cast thee to flee. Flee and take no prisoner, To leave thy lighted bosom. For I will never follow the darken morning star. Tho the king of heaven stays with me, But never leads me astray Yet ask me not what I shall believe in but what i shall not believe in For which he might be the guide in my life. I beg for thee to not leave me to cry in pain And suffer torn and strif. For today of all days is when I shall see the light.

13 Lbs Gone
13 lbs gone since i've been at my heaviest weight. I haven't seen myself at this new weight in a long while. Pretty happy with myself, even though it's shedding real slow....but it's healthy I suppose. At least it's not fast. The weather should be nicer on my days off....I'm going to head to the pool again, swim some laps again and try to sun bathe again. I know that i lost weight..but I don't even notice it...maybe if I lose more..ill start to notice

Her New Lover
Sitting in a dark room Bullets on the table Reflect the moonlight I feel unstable Cold and alone I don't care to be alive My heart as hollow As the barrel of my .45 I don't know what's wrong with me I guess it's everything I miss her laughter All I hear is silence ring I miss her soft lips And her sweet embrace Every night in my dreams I see her face I fell in love with her The first time that I met her Oh my God How can I forget her Her memory haunts me And it drives me insane Knowing that she's found a new love Cocaine

Time For Us All To Die
Wanna watch the news Just look around you It's got you so confused The evil that surrounds you An endless dark sea Waves of fear pound you Come down with me Just let the sin drown you Your heart's a stone It's time for us all to die You're not alone It's time for us all to die Pathetic race It's time for us all to die In God's face It's time for us all to die Your kids can't hear you Through the headphones Lulled by perversion With violent undertones The look in their eyes just chills you to the bone Demon inside My how you have grown Your heart's a stone It's time for us all to die Sirens moan It's time for us all to die Pathetic race It's time for us all to die God's disgrace It's time for us all to die Technology Human innovation Final masterpiece Annihilation Let's get it over with The frustration Let's destroy this bitch Unleash the devestation Your mind is gone It's time for us all to die You're not alone It's time for us

Get The Hell Over It
Ok first off to all you haters that dont like me and Jeep being together i dont give a fuck. as for my so called friends if you are goin to treat me like shit just dont even bother me. im sick of peoples bullshit. im in love and thats all that matters. if you dont like it to damn bad. If you ever dated me or wanted to date me and are now mad at me cuase im with someone and im happy. get the hell over yourselfs. seriously if ya have a problem with me bein with someone then just leave me the hell alone. i dont need to be treated like shit anymore. i want friends who will be here for me NO MATTER WAT. and if u aint that type of friend keep fuckin walkin. yes im goin to go see jeep. and if cauwses a problem for any of u to damn bad. as for everyone who supports me and jeep thank you guys so much. i love you guys. that also goes for my true friends you guys are the greatest. so again to all you haters FUCK OFF

Thorn
Physical pain is nothing more than a warning A signal to the brain But no injury to the flesh Could cause the hurt of emotional pain No thorns, hooks, or claws No hand clenched into a fist Can tear your heart out And plunge it into the dark abyss That spreads out around a lonely one Engulfs him in unnatural cold With no direction he drifts No light to guide him, no warmth for him to hold He spends his numbered days On sidewalks and under clouds so grey Walking beneath leafless trees With only a frail body holding death at bay Windows in houses stare aimlessly Across the street like empty eyes Doors, like mouths, closed Holding back harsh words and endless lies lovers walk hand in hand Reminding him of long ago He rubs an ancient scar on his thumb No He'll never pick another rose

Temptation
I always wondered what he looked like up close and personal. To see those blue mesmerizing eyes that almost look white staring back at me. To run my hands through that long black hair that seems like stands of silk. His creamy white flesh so soft and muscular under my finger tips. He is so erotic just standing there motionless and his movement so fluent like skating on ice. I close my eyes and picture his fingers trailing my cheek and lips. I can almost feel his lips on mine as he leans in to taste me. How I long to feel those fangs brush against my wet skin and to hold him close as he takes my blood into him. I sense him watching me, as i watch him. Is it all a dream? or a fantasy? Could it be real? One will never know unless they come face to face with their own vampire.

Pics
its come to my attention that the pics i have posted need some serious help . please ladies tell me the truth of your thoughts. these thoughts are from a male friend . one of my co workers please clear this for me

Shell
Sorrow holds me down Pins me to the ground Pain tears into me Draws the life from me I let anguish bind me I let hatred blind me It all gets so old My heart grows so cold What have I done What have I become I am just a shell Of my former self Endlessly falling Bloodthirsty voices calling Screaming words of hate I let them penetrate My inner child bleeds Into the darkest corners recedes Beaten and broken His pain and suffering unspoken I try my best to cry But no tears come to my eyes My soul walks through Hell And here remains my shell Engulfed in hatred burning Seething Screaming Twisting Turning A shadow of what used to be Darkens everything I see What have I done What have I become I am just a shell Of my former self Filled with hatred Inner self emaciated Through empty eyes I gaze Trough a blood red haze Vacant shell Vacant eyes Half-truths And empty lies My soul trapped in this hell Death resides within this shell

Winds Of War
Death rains down upon the land Boots pound the blackened earth A beast born of hatred stands Reveling in it's birth Upon the pain of mankind it feeds Growing strong amidst the strife In furrows of hate planting dark seeds Harvesting wasted lives Like a pupeteer it pulls the strings Men die by the score Spreading it's dark wings It rises high Upon the winds of war Rivers of blood flow Beneath the blackened sky The only thing mankind knows Is to kill or to die Corpses cover the ground Crushed beneath war machines From above the beast looks down Delighted by what it's seeing They will kill each other to the last Death will reign forever more The heat from each bombs blast Feeds the winds of war Black clouds of smoke block out the day Day is night forever more The dove of peace is torn away Upon the winds of war

Hell
Silence crawls and shadows creep Devils play and angels weep Beyond the ominous doors of sleep I dream I dream of her and what we had And for what I've done I feel so bad And inside my heart ironclad I cry I cry for the girl I once held I tried to save her but I failed And to this lover's cross I'm nailed I bleed I bleed for her and what she's become And inside I feel so numb I pray for an end that will not come I scream I scream but no one hears Resounding in my mind's ear This is Hell and I am hear I awaken

The Station
They stand outside on a sunny day But it's cold out here despite the sun's rays A multitude of people with suitcases and bags Some dressed in splendor; some dressed in rags Artisans, artists, poets, and scribes And everyday people with everyday lives Beautiful children, and young ladies, so fair A little girl with a pink ribbon in her hair A soldier smiles at her as he walks down the tracks She hides behind her father and does not smile back She looks at her shoes and nervously kicks the frozen ground And waits for the train that will take them to Krakow And from Krakow.....Auschwitz bound

My End...
My End… Satin's noose hangs in front of me Dangling like the broken twigs of a dying tree It just waits for me to play a game The game of death A card dealt by a deadly dealer Myself It awaits my end The bottle lies empty Like the form of my heart So cold and black It's lost everything it has What was once inside lies spread across my bed Small capsules that relinquish pain Eyes of the future in me It awaits my end Slits and tips Rise from the surface of my skin My rotting soul being released Out into the toxic air Which I consume with each breathe The knife played tic-tac-toe X's and O's, hugs and kisses Left from the reaper It visits me with each Slice It awaits my end The young boy that stares back In the darkened shadows of the mirror Isn't what I expected to see His eyes are red and weary While his tears run down his face like the fear inside me Those eyes, those hazel eyes Gives me a spine tingling feeling Leaving me paralyzed from the mind I can not control The person

Destroyer Of My World
My body once burned for you But how was I to know That someday So would my soul My heart raged with a passion So free and so wild I loved and trusted you With the naivety of a child I was young back then Now I feel so old You tore my heart from my chest Left me hollow and cold I know it hurt you too You couldn't bare to look into my eyes To see the pain circle my heart like a vulture The tears crawl down my face like flies Part of me died The day I saw you with him Buried and left to decay I'll never love like that again I'll never give my heart so freely Like an innocent little kid It's cold an grey like a tombstone And behind an iron gate it's hid I want to hate you but I can't For you were just a girl Innocent The destroyer of my world

May Your Day Be Special
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplish

Loosing My Mind Here Lol
Ok so its been forever since I've been on this site n checkd my page. I 1st want to say thanks for any luv you've given missd you all. 2nd is the topic of this blog. I'm loosing my mind here been living with parents since Feb n that's not easy especially with the bros omg! My man n I see looking for an apartment with a quickness lol. Both are goin through mad crap @ the parents n being in 2 diff households both in hell really drags us down mentaly...(4give me if any spelling is bad I'm on a cell phone lol)...if any1 knows of a apartment under 500 in St Pete or clearwater florida plse hit me up much appreciated. Cus I'm really getting tired of dealin with parental out downs n them puttin their hands on me cus they upset bs! Anyhow much luv n keep in touch. Thanks for reading. Babyharkend

*smiles*
A Moment In Silence………. Peaceful it is to just shut the door. Close all the blinds turn on some good music and just rest. To some this may sound completely boring however to me it’s truly wonderful. Been so busy lately. It’s just nice to have time to just relax and unwind without work or family to interrupt. My best friend recently had her baby and wow what a wild ride that was. She is doing wonderful and Sophia Juliana is an angel. Funny how such a small little thing could make sense to questions I had long given up trying or rather attempting to find the answers too. Now most might think me being a woman and all seeing this gorgeous little creature would immediately say oh I want one…………………..No I am good I checked. I love children I do. I just really am not the mothering type well the laboring kind anyway. I know who I am in that sense and giving birth to a child is just not m

The Road Less Traveled
The Road Less Traveled glitter-graphics.com How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists and turns with many forks in the road,Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...Do we turn to the right ... or the left?Do we take the high road ... or the low road?Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.While standing at a crossroads in life,The urge is to take the most comfortable path;The road with least resistance ...The shortest or most traveled route.And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;Do we yet again follow the known?Or does our destiny lie in another direction?The fear

Cyber Love
CYBER LOVE Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing b

My Return
Howdy everyone, hope everyone is doing fine. I just returned from a long time away from social networks, friends, etc. I'm back in action and ready to chat so send me some luv and a message and I'll get back to ya A.S.A.H.P. Have a great day!

Haters
Why is it when a woman turns a guy down,he wants to get on here and start all kinds of bullshit and disrespect the lady.If she tells you no or isnt interested in you,then go on.If it hurts your feelings that then you should probably not be o here.There are all kinds of woman on here guys,u dont have to jump on the first one that makes your dick stand up.Im writing this because,Ive dealt with this here recently with a female friend of mine.It got so bad,we had the man banned from this site for life.Guys,women are humans too not sex objects.I you want sex object,then gobuy you a blow-up doll.If you cant respect hem,then dont FUCKIN talk to them.

For Itsurangel
>/> ♥ ItsUrAngel ♥ Owner Of The BlueMoon@ fubar I am putting this blog up for support of angel in her fight against cancer and the possibilities of cancer. Please keep her in ur prayers as she is just starting this battle and she needs all the support she can get.

New Poem By Me
Depression dispair lying flat on the floor, The pain sets in you cant take it no more. Your head spinning of thoughts of dread, Times like these you wish you were dead. Said the wrong thing thought the wrong thought, A place in hell is all you bought, You think of things better left unsaid, All your thoughts return to wishing you were dead. If I'd only said this instead of that, Your mind would not be in this combat. Thought pushing you one way then the other, You want to fight but then again why bother. Your voice is not heard it falls on deaf ears, No one is listening no one cares. ©Kenneth Johnson 6/6/09 8:31PM

Scam Artist... Begs For Money From A Single Mom!
Be careful all u girls on this site. Rhino... aka Lil Devil aka Gone... or whatever he has changed his name to. This man is a scam artist. he will start out by sending you his poetry, his love letters and be very romantic. Then he will say that he is going to lose his internet if its not paid and will have no way of contacting u. He will ask for a little money at first, then more and more. I have sent him $1800 before I realized he is scammimg me and i'll never see my money again. I am a single Mom of 3 and he promised me to send me $300 by the end of May so I didnt get evicted from my home. I have sent him everything I own. I have got nothing from him and since been evicted. He has a few different profiles on Fubar. He has dumped me now after threatening me over the phone a few times. PLEASE DO NOT SEND ANY MONEY TO THIS MAN!!!!! He seems so sad and honest and hard done by with life. DONT FALL FOR IT LIKE I DID! I WAS STUPID... dont be the same way!!!

The Bomb List
Ok Next time i have an Active fuBomB i want to have a lit ready.... So Here is your chance... Copy and paste a link to Your BomB Folder in a comment and i will be sure to include Your Folder the Next Time I Bomb. So It is Really Up to you :) I will BomB my Family 1st, then my Fu-Friends who have BomBed me... then Ill follow this List :) So feel Free to BomB me and move up in the List :)

Bored Again So Just Another Silly
A fellow was ordered to lose 75 pounds, due to VERY serious health risks. As he wondered how in the heck he would ever do it, he ran across an ad in the newspaper for a guaranteed weight loss program. ''Guaranteed my ass,'' he thought to himself, but desperate, he calls them up and subscribes to the 3 day/ 10 pound weight loss program. The next day there is a knock at his door and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptous, athletic, beautiful babe dressed in nothing but a pair of NIKE running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, ''If you can catch me you can have me!'' Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through and she leaves, he thinks to himself, ''I like the way this company does business.'' The same girl shows up for the next two days and the same thing h

I Was Bored
Well, hubby and the boys took off yesterday for the weekend...I at first, though weeee, yaaaay me, but after about 8 hours I got really bored...I went to bed early last night, got up at a decent hour, then decided it was time to take an early nap, took one...I got a bite to eat & I forgot what a hot meal tasted like lol...I got even more bored, so I took an afternoon nap, woke up and hated my hair *rolls eyes* so I decided to get it cut...I took off and went and got 22 inches cut off it...I actually love it, it feels so much lighter, go figure lol...Yes, I got bored and felt the need to tell you all...So sue me lol...BTW, I'm going to donate it to Locks for Love...That is all, the end!!!

The Truth.
You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

A Slow Departure
Well, I've gotten to 99.99% of the next Level. I am only missing 7 referrals and it will take me to my Lost Soul stage. I think this will be the beginning of my slow departure from FU. It won't be any grand departure, I won't be saying any good byes, but slowly I will fade away. Slowly enough so to where it won't even be noticed. I'll either be gone completely or I'll still pop in from time to time. One thing I do know is that I will be giving up my VIP soon. I don't even use 5 of my 11's now a night. So I think it is wearing off on me. Anyway.. that's all.

Just A Poem
Bye my friend! We were friends We laughed, teased, and relaxed. We became lovers. Not in the physical way, But you touched me, Mind, body, heart, and soul. The words spoken melted the ice around my heart. You were there Morning, noon and night. A minute didn’t go by that you were not with me. You were there! I never tired of hearing that you missed or needed me. Then one night a misunderstanding. Words spoken were taken wrong. You told me you could never tell me again, The words that I longed to hear. You had shut your heart to me. I lingered hoping it would all be as it once was. We both stayed. Each day as you got stronger I got weaker. I even tried revealing a part of me that no one knew. It only served to ease the pain, Not heal the wound. The pain is now too much to bear. I walk away with tears in my eyes, And an emptiness in my heart and soul. The walls are up again. I wish you the best of life. I will always treasure our time together. Goodb

Rip Turbo 6/6/09
Turbo lived for 21 years. I got her as a stray kitten who's mama was hit by a car. She was too young to be away from her mother... so I had to bottle feed her. She has been staying with my mom because my place does not allow pets. Her health has been slowly failing over the years and has gotten to the point where she is no longer taking care of herself, and hasn't been eating much. So, as difficult as it was for me to do... I took her to the humane society to be euthanized today. Rest in peace, Turbo. You will be missed.

Auto Erotic Asphyxiation
Um yeah.... so what would possess a person to try such a thing? Seriously, who thinks, "Hanging myself while jacking off sounds like a fantastic idea!" I'm an open-minded gal, and have been known to do some pretty crazy things (future blog fodder perhaps?) but this is just one act I just don't get. Maybe someone out there can explain this one to me. Is it really worth risking one's life for? Can it really be that mind-blowing? Perhaps I don't want to know...

If Your In Or Around Green Bay Wi...
Tonight at The Hideout (The old Doubles).... Playing Live, The Bad Downs. They are the opening band for rockfest so it will be a good show. Drink Specials on tap and rail mixers. Located at 740 N. Memorial Drive Just off Velp & 41hwy. Go past Burger King, on the right hand side NO COVER CHARGE!

On The First Day...
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'So God agreed.On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'And God agreed.On the third day, God created the cow and said:'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?

Outbreak
here are the rules just figure i would put them here so i dont lose them on my computer OUT break -Weapons- Use any item in the playing field that would be deadly. (Shovels, pipes, etcetera.) If the weapon would be deadly on contact (everything in the field except boffers and water guns) players must use “ Safety kill”, a safety kill is when you are in range of a strike with your chosen weapon you call out “safety kill” to avoid harm to the actual player. -Items- CLOTHING: Items of clothing you find will provide extra protection to the area they cover. Only useful against the standard turned zombie. (Jacket is for upper torso and so on.) 2) FIRE EXTINGQUISHERS: Flame Thrower!! Spray and the zombie has 12 seconds till death. SPRAY CANS: “Spray” on yourself for short term scent “camo”. Normal zombies can’t smell you for up to 5 mins. BOFFER CLUBS: Hit zombies on the head for a kill. A strike in any other area will be counted as damaged. Damage effects movement and

I'm A Trendy Whore Yay!!
twitter.com/donkeypunches Yay, since I have an irresistable urge to fallow all trends... myspace, underage drinking, fubar, finger in the asshole during a blowjob... now! Twater... I mean Twitter. I'm awesome, and you can be to...follow me, becuase my life is more interresting then yours... www.twitter.com/donkeypunches

Who Knows. But This Is My First Blog
normally id say its just one of those days, but today is a lot different ten jus one of those days.....i was wokin up by a panic attack this morning. my heart pounding so hard. my chest felt like it had been stab over an over again. then the puking started an then my vision got blurry an i swear i could hear a deep sounding laugh...the laughing stops but my vision hasnt returned the puking continues an i cant breathe...this must be hell everything looks so different so unfimlar like a place i have never been before.....this isnt my room this inst my home were am i some one help me is all i think....the more i puke the less i can breathe the less i can breathe the colder i get...why am i so cold my hair is soking with sweat......can any of this be real is it really happening to me. hours go by, or whut i think is hours but slow painful burnng hours....tho all the choas i can hear a slight nocking it sounds so far away. the nockin gets louder but then the laughin starts up again....but n

Ya Albi
You are my heart, you are my sightYou are my love, as you are my madnessAmong all peoples I have chosen youAmong all creatures I want youYou are the never ending daylight You are my heart, and my sightYou are my night’s moonYour love is written over my chest, from now till eternityOn your roads I have sprayed my words as flowers On your roads I heard birds singingMy heart has your promised love since I was bornI love you now I worship youNo matter how long my night lastI have your love lightening my wayAnd it’s more than enough,There are no limits for how much I love youYou are more precious than my soul, than my sightYour beauty is what all authors been trying to describeYour voice is the most beautiful songFor you I will give my life awayFor you I will do anythingBut stay by my side, keep looking at meThere is no love but youThere is no precious but youYour love is written on my life as in my heart--------------------------------------------------W.B: FM