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Describes my life perfectly.
It's strange to get up in the middle of the night 4am aroused with thoughts of setting up a blog. Perhaps an act of seeking emoting abilities from what i've lost over the last months of this year. It's stranger when you attempt to loosen yourself from those emotions in days when you were younger and wish you're feeling them in the older years.
I went away from blogging 2004 hopelessly sentimental and here, i'm back again, with all hope to project image of myself to myself (if there is any), to seek myself from the space to portray myself.
Blogging is such an act of self-indulgence and narcissism, which i must seek, before the last tinge of myself gets lost in those massive non-emotions. Self-affirmation is necessary!
