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3:31pm
Ok So I am here checking out the site.... I hadn't talked to anyone in a while except for about 1-2 people. I haven't had any internet connection at all. It sucks really b/c at the same time i've had to deal with major DRAMA! Everyone hates drama for sure.
The last time I remember being "happy" was forever, but the last time I was somewhere near happy was when I was reassured about something. He still doesn't know he proved me wrong with something that I kind of thought.
I realized when I was out of a job, that it's not the end of the world. Yeah, yeah I know... I always speak my mind especially through blogs. It's been bad to the point that I am going to have to move out and I have no clue where I am going to end up.
The hardest thing I had to do was not cry, but only b/c I haven't had time to cry. It's been hard, trying to pack up my stuff, give away some clothes, and some new shoes/heels i'd bought for the workplace. When I suddenly left on Monday at the end of the workday, I felt like crying and seeking help. no! Not mental help, I just meant as in help with coping with all these sudden changes.
Unfortunately, I haven't had much luck lately, especially in my love life. True, it's my fault b/c I've kept away from everyone, but everyone goes through that motion right? I realized again, who my real friends are/were and I haven't put much thought into that either. All I know is that it is an extremely terrible feeling.
I know I know... I just keep ranting on and on and on about what? Time will tell. All I can say right now is I have to be careful about my word usage and such b/c I don't want it to bite me back in the you know what...
So I haven't been able to check my emails for a while, just good thing to know is that I am still alive. I can't say I'm well, but I'm taking it day by day, though every day seems darker and grimmer... I know some people know what I am talking about as far as having such days.
Anywho, I hope to come back - fierce & with a vengeance! Somehow I'll figure out how to make it all better and hiopefully regain my job back since they want me back. I need to find some sort of legal statutes and laws and such so that I can come out a winner. Again, I'm not going to say what about, but if you want, just get in contact with me. 3:40pm
3:44pm Oh yeah one more thing... I'm going to disappear for a while again while I gather my thoughts. if you'd like to send an email, go right ahead broken.dollie@yahoo.com
I was just thinking about a cute but funny incident I had about 2 months ago. It involved a cute guy whom I adore lots. I think he's cute. Ladies, he's a great catch. I just wish we spent more time! I drove a couple of hours from my city to hang out with him, and the most embarrassing thing happened! Ok so nothing embarrassing happened except for the one person walking in on us. Yeah that was the most embarrassing thing that happened. I'll leave it up to your imagination to figure out what they walked in on... hehehe OK PPLZ BUH BYE 3:46pm
