Admist the bloodshed from my hands i see no care no reason to live a life unfufilled death calling upon my name going insane a tear trapped with inside of my brain you can't feel my pain you just add to it creating emotions that run a muck on my soul a gaping hole in heart lost for the most part slit my wrist and die never let a tear so people can see you cry hide you screams of terror and pain die in vain die in purgatory of knowning nothing can help ease the pain not even compassion from others because love is false never real so i look back at the cards that were dealed.