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My life has change so much over the past week.I never thought my life would take this direction.When your young you feel the world is at your feet.There is nothing you can't do.You have a since of direction but you really don't know what the hell you are doing so environment and your belief system sets the pace.So you set out in life doing what everybody see as the norm.Get a good job,get married,get the house,have a few kids.The american dream,right?Well,so I thought anyway.I heard someone say a few weeks ago the way a relationship starts is the way it ends.How true I am finding these words now.I walked out of a almost twenty-four year marriage last week.Tonite the words finally came to a fever pitch as the blames and I'm sorry's come into play as while in my mind and heart I gave it everything I had and then some.Change is a force that most people misunderstand.You can either flow with it to a desired effect or be still to the point to where it runs you over.I have also found that complacency breeds failure.I am forty-eight now and what I thought would be is not.I am flowing now with the changes that my heart is in need of although I know it is not going to be easy.I am finally at the point of pursuing my happiness.Will I overcome?I have to.Will I love again?I need to for I am empty now and burned out.So I end this with these question.Where do I start?Will I find that serenity I thought I once had?My new journey has started.Where it will take me???I'll find out when I get there.
