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Today I woke up as I always do.However I don't feel right today.I am losing circulation in my left hand and have gotten lightheaded once.I thought I was dealing with things fine,but maybe not.Wear and tear on the heart and mind may be fatal on the body I guess.I am wondering if I waited to long.I am afraid to go to the doctor.I don't want hear what they might have to say.I have always had the ability to heal myself without medicines or doctors except when I broke my ankle.I had no choice but to get six screws and a plate to hold it together.That was three years ago.Even then I proved them wrong.They said I would have a limp and never run again.With internal thought and will I was able to heal faster than expected.Now I can walk and run like I always did before.All with no pain except when I was rehabbing it.I came up with my own system and it worked.I hope I haven't worn myself down to where I don't have the fight to heal myself physically and mentally.This is what happens when you put everybody else ahead of yourself.You end up last!!!What a lesson.My question is,was it worth it???Everybody has their battles on whatever level.How much energy you have will determine if you win the wars that life can throw at you.I am hoping I am not fatiging at the wrong time.If so I am in deep trouble.
