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looking back on my blog post from over two years ago, I see so much has changed. My last Status I posted was about my Mom ending her fight with breast cancer. I had not long been back From giving the eulogy at my Mother's memorial service in Greenville NC that I crawled in a bootle of bourbon and stayed there a while. That started a downward spiral and ending up with me in the hospital after stroking out, add another near death experience to the long list. After that I have rebuilt my life slowly and things have gotten so much better. I feel like finally I have learned some things . With the lessons I have learned looking at my last blog post about starting over I realize my mind set has changed. I looked at my life then as I was starting over again. Now I clearly see that starting over is not a one date you can mark on the calender but rather every new moment has the potential to be a re-start or a improvement to the moment before. Life is just a series of moments built together, and to quote the band Pantera “yesterday don't mean shit”, life is in the living the moments that have passed are a record you use to learn from but the living is in the present. Maybe that is why things have gotten better I stopped trying to live in my past, either way I will look at this later on just thought I would put in a new blog entery, happy to be back and loving the welcomeback of old friends and the new ones I have made..
