I have been visiting a friend of mine that was in a car wreak last week in the hospital. He went from being a powerful man about 6'4 and 240 pounds played basketball with him a lot at the rec center to a near baby stuck in a bed. He only talks in simple sentences and has a vacant look in his eyes from the major brain damage. Being a survivor of multiple traumatic brain injuries seeing him like that that I think to myself if I ever end up like that with people having to change my diapers and bathe me I think I would rather be dead. I will get back to this later on having a headache and need to take a break.