XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

behind my hazel eyes

i watch the world go by ..

i see the cars all going in in different drections

i feel myself being pulled in so many many ways

ive found myself at the crosswords so many times

its so hard to make those decisions

the road to happieness ,starts with getting to know myself again ..

and beleiving in myself again

 ive lived a lonely life .. now its really time to live

with a open heart , and kindness to those who deserve it ..

i found i attract the good people now

rage and hate  and betrayal stings  but becoming a crueler , bitter person is a much worse fate

i hurt now .. but whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger ..

the pain isnt so bad now.. not like it used to be ..

not like a knife or a needle straight to my heart ..

Time to go

time to start over with a brand new life ..

the same heart , the same compassion  that keps me human through the burn

so many new things to learn , so many people to meet , im lifes eternal student ..

nothing to stop me but myself ..