XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "thinking , reflecting"

stop throwing your spears hun .. i have to keep melting them with the kindess in my heart ..

even though were not together

 doesn't mean i'm trying to hurt you in any way .. why hurt me .. why keep throwing those spears at me .. i keep trying to help you in whatever way i can ..

 but yet somehow it never seems to be enough .. you strike with your spears you try to pierce my heart .. but even if you piece i will not let the spear go right through ..

 i know ur hurting .. and i feel for you ..

im trying everything i can ..

but sometimes its just too much ..

 you ocean of spite washes  over me and drowns me , but i keep swimming . becuase i always have  and i always .. i never give up ..

i hope with all my heart you learn to .. move on and to live without hurting others becuase u hurt ..

i don't want to throw spears at you .. i will always love you .. but my heart .. mind and soul doesn't trust you anymore not in the way you want ..

 i can't give myself to you if i can't give myself completely ..

you said i was your life .. yet you walked away ..

 you were myart and my soul .. and was your juliet ,, everything u wanted .. and yet ..

we are no more ..