DJ ROB BLACK WOLF OF MISSOURI's blog: "some of my writings"

I SAID I WOULD NEVER MAKE YOU FEEL WORTHLESS OR SECOND BEST. I TRY TO DO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS RIGHT TO PROTECT YOU AND NOT MAKE YOU FEEL THE WAY I HAD. YOUR NOT THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. YOU WERE AND STILL ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE... I AM THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS PEACE OF SHIT. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER THEN ME. SOMEONE THAT IS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO FUCK THINGS UP WHEN ALL I TRY TO DO IS WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT TO KEEP YOU FROM FEELING WORTHLESS AND TO KEEP STRESS FROM YOU SEEING HOW YOU DEAL WITH ENOUGH. IF I COULD GO BACK AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I WOULD NEVER DO THE SHIT I HAVE DONE TO TRY AND MAKE OUR LIFE TOGETHER BETTER. SO ONCE AGAIN CAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY AND BEING A WORTHLESS BASTARD PEACE OF SHIT I WALK ALONE THREW THIS WORLD.. CARRING THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WITH ME UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY FINAL LAST BREATH. THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYONE TO TAKE THE PLACE OF YOU IN MY LIFE HEART OR SOUL. YOU STOLE MY HEART AND SOUL MANY MANY YEARS AGO BUT DUE TO ME BEING A DUMBASS WORTHLESS PEACE OF SHIT I KEEP FUCKING THINGS UP. YOUR MY WORLD AND MY LIFE SO NOW THAT I HAVE LOST YOU ONCE AGAIN I SHALL WALK IN THE DARKNESS WITH NO HEART OR A SOUL JUST GOING TO STAY IN THE DARKNESS AND FALLOW THE PATH OF LONELYNESS I HAVE SET UP FOR MYSELF FOR ALL OF TIME. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND WILL UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH AND WILL ALWAYS CARRY MY LOVE FOR YOU WITH ME FOR ALL OF TIME EVEN BEYOUND THE GRAVE. YOUR A BEAUTIFUL SEXY ANGEL AS TO WHERE IM THE UGLY EVIL DEMON THAT CANT LIVE LIFE IN THE LIGHT WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL FOR ALL OF TIME