DJ ROB BLACK WOLF OF MISSOURI's blog: "some of my writings"

I LAY AWAKE AT NIGHT LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURE WISHING I COULD HEAR YOUR VOICE OTHER THEN IN MY HEAD. I MISS YOU MORE THEN WORDS CAN BE SAID. I REALIZE THAT I DID ALOT WRONG IN MY LIFE AND THE BIGGEST WAS LOOSING YOU. I FELT I LOST YOU WAY BEFORE I REALY LOST YOU. I TRIED TO SAY WHAT WAS IN MY HEART BUT THE WORDS JUST DIDNT COME OUT RIGHT. YOU HAD BRIGHTENED UP MY LIFE SO BRIGHT THAT I HAD TO CLOSE MY EYES. I WAS SO USE TO BEING IN THE DARK AND YOU BROUGHT THE LIGHT INTO MY LIFE AND IT BLINDED ME. BUT NOW THAT THE LIGHT IS GONE AGAIN I MISS IT SO MUCH AND MISS YOU MORE. WE HAVE DONE AND SAID THINGS THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SAID OR DONE. NORMALY I WOULD BE UPSET AND WANT TO TAKE ACTION ON IT BUT I HAVE NO DESIRE TO. I JUST WANT THIS DESEASE INSIDE OF ME TO DO ITS JOB AND EAT ME ALIVE AND FINSH ME OFF. I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH. AND WILL CARRY YOUR LOVE WITH ME TO MY GRAVE AND BEYOND