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This Week's Specials
This week I am paying the following... 100,000 fubucks to anyone who puts a song and/or video by Ryan Star on their profile and leaves it there for at least a week. 500,000 fubucks for SFW Salutes to me, Chaos Incarnate (or Chaos Inc. for short). 1 Million fubucks for NSFW Salutes to me, Chaos Incarnate (or Chaos Inc. for short). I am also doing the following for fubucks (kinky, huh?)... Morphing, flashy or slideshow pics...2 for 1 million fubucks SFW Still Salutes...2 for 50,000 fubucks NSFW Still Salutes...2 for 100,000 fubucks SFW morphing Salutes...1 for 250,000 fubucks NSFW morphing Salutes...1 for 500,000 fubucks Hit my SB or text me 717-538-2283 anytime if interested.

The Gop Has Double Amnesia (repost)
If the debt-ceiling negotiations reveal anything about America in 2011, it is this: we live in an age of political amnesia. From the day the Twin Towers fell until the day Barack Obama was elected president, Washington Republicans did virtually everything in their power to increase the deficit. George W. Bush and his congressional allies pushed through tax cuts in 2001 and 2003 that, according to the Congressional Budget Office, added more than $2 trillion to the deficit over 10 years. In 2002, when National Economic Council director Lawrence Lindsey suggested the Iraq War might cost $100 billion to $200 billion, he was rebuked by Office of Management and Budget director Mitch Daniels and Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld and then fired. According to the CBO, the war has now cost more than $1 trillion. In 2003, the Republican Congress passed the Medicare prescription-drug bill, which former U.S. comptroller general David Walker has called "the most fiscally irresp

Interview
Well, this was the oddest interview. I go early, which is how I am. I like to be early. Well anyway, it starts, and I get asked : Why did you decide to move to the area? wanted to tell him .. because i wanted to, and it's NONE of his business why I moved. I just moved .... BUT I didn't. It goes on and other more "normal" questions are asked. When it was over, I get told the position is taken but the girl who has the position isn't stable. Really??? Isn't stable. but I will keep you on top, and call you for training. yeah, I"m holding my breath.

18 Signs That Life In U.s. Public Schools Is Now Essentially Equivalent To Life In U.s. Prisons (repost)
In the United States today, our public schools are not very good at educating our students, but they sure are great training grounds for learning how to live in a Big Brother police state control grid. Sadly, life in many U.S. public schools is now essentially equivalent to life in U.S. prisons. Most parents don't realize this, but our students have very few rights when they are in school. Our public school students are being watched, tracked, recorded, searched and controlled like never before. Back when I was in high school, it was unheard of for a police officer to come to school, but today our public school students are being handcuffed and arrested in staggering numbers. When I was young we would joke that going to school was like going to prison, but today that is actually true. The following are 18 signs that life in our public schools is now very similar to life in our prisons.... #1 Virginia Attorney General Ken Cuccinelli has announced that school officials

Thoughts
I sit here thinking of you, and all that we have been through, and i wonder if it is worth all the pain. if i should let my self care again, if i should let you back in my life. to take a chance that you will rip my heart in two .. twice. when i look in your eyes i want to say yes its worth it, but when you are not there , i begin to doubt , and believe i am being a fool. Is love really worth all that i have seen and gone through , should i really trust you? what was that song... " i aint missing you at all... i can lie to myself ". laughs , i do miss you , and yes i am lying to myself , that i wouldnt run back in a heart beat , but my fear is will i keep running back everytime , you rip my heart out. have i fallen that hard to be the biggest fool of all? laughs i guess i will see soon enough if , i did fall , and just how deep .

Sweetguy32
sweetguy32: nice boobs and smile To sweetguy32: do not come into my shoutbox talking about my boobs. that's disrespectful. sweetguy32: no its not then cover them up To sweeetguy32: they are covered up. i have clothes on in ALL of my pictures. you're a grown ass man. act like one. sweetguy32: ugot big boobs they love eh cam and fuck you http://fubar.com/218184 Thanks for blocking me :) Now I don't gotta deal with your bullshit. This guy has been coming into my shoutbox telling me that he loves me. I ignore him because that's bullshit. Today he decides to comment on my boobs. Normally I can overlook comments like these.. But considering I just posted a blog entry on another douchebag not even an hour ago.. Not gonna happen. Do me a favor. Read the blog. If you think you'll ever have a page dedicated to yourself... Block me :) And thank you in advance.

Jake250
Jake250: I wanna cum right in ur hair To Jake250: you're disgusting Jake250: mm I wanna shoot all my warm sticky cum all over ur face and in ur hair..and rub it around with my dick To Jake250: never gonna happen Jake250: mm it would if I were there To Jake250: no. it wouldn't. you disgust me. Jake250: oh it would happen.. if I had to hold you down and force you To Jake250: so you're a rapist? no wonder you're online perving women Jake250: whatever it takes This is just really disturbing to me. Sitting behind the computer seems to make little boys feel invincible. Rape is real. Its not something I find amusing at all. Do the women of the world a favor.. Play in traffic. http://www.fubar.com/6390530

Roar On The Shore
I just returned from a great event in Erie, Pa. It is a motorcycle run called roar on the Shore. It was for a great cause the Shankville ZFlight 93 Menorial fund. It starts on a thursday with a parade of bike. Over 6,000 this year! It goes from the casino down to the waterfront on the shores of lake erie. I was so suprised when we got there there was even more bikes there! They are saying over 10,000 motorcyle were there for the 4 days and over 65,000 people. The neat part of the parade is that it takes country road into the city. I was so surprised how many people line the route we took. Yooung and old, males and female and gay and straight alike, some with American flags waving. Groups were having a party into the parade reached them. One person told me it told over 30 minutes for all of the bikes to pass by them. People still love this counttry no matter what shape we are in financially or even with all of the crap that goes on in Washington. People are what make this country str

Are You Looking For The Dirty Details Of The Previous Battle Of The Band, Battles On Fubar?
You can find past battles on the BATTLE OF THE BANDS PAGE. The link that says PAST BATTLES will take you to all the previous battles. Be sure to check out each band and give them love whether they won or lost. Just because you lose one battle, doesn't mean you won't win the next one. http://www.fubar.com/band_battle.php?previous=1 If you want to know how you can enter, please check out http://www.fubar.com/request_band.php and enter you band now!

Anything...
I am with toast and tea at 0331 in the morning. My idea is this...I want to create a blog that is completely honest in every way, that only my friends on fubar can read...I also want my friends here to not be anyone that I know in real life. I am not one much for chatting, so please don't be offended if I do not chat with you. I will accept any friend requests. This is my project... Give me topics to write about...

You Can Be What You Want
f you would want love, be loving.If you would want care, be caring.You can be what you want.If you would want joy, be joyful.If you would want peace, be peacful.You can be what you want.If you would want happiness, be happy.If you would want kindness, be kindly.You can be what you want.If you would want forgiveness, be forgiving. If you would want acceptance, be accepting. You can be what you want.This moment is your gift to the world.Give what appears to be missing.Give what you appear not to be getting.Give what you think you have been searching for.Give what you believe you are waiting for.Give generously, without thought of loss and sacrifice.Give openly, that you may recieve what you want.Give freely, that you may find what you are after.Give fully, that your waiting may be over.Above all, give what you want.

Part 2
a few months ago i started talking to this random person lets just call them (sweet) lol! the only reason i even started talking to this person is because i was invited by them to fumafia, things where going good we talked almost everyday mostly about there kid or my kids or what ever. well up til a few days ago i stopped talking to this person due to a comment that they made, ( and yes they knew i am married and yes my hubby knew all bout it ) (and i did tell this person to watch what they say to me well anyway) my hubby got piss and went off on this person, now i was really hurt,thinking that this so called friend was never my friend and i cried due to the fact i was played like a mofoin fool, i learned my lesson (the hard way) my point being is this don't think that anybody on here is your real friend(s) there not unless you have known them before joining. now im not judging but im saying is to be careful , and im a GEMINI and we do attend to leap with out looking o

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This is my plenty offish profile that I've had maybe... a dozen messages on that lead to nowhere in two years. And I do mean plenty offish. Fucking trainwrecks. Everywhere. I am Seeking a Woman For Dating Do you drink? Socially Do you want children? Undecided/Open Marital Status Single Do you do drugs? No Profession Essayist Do you have children? No Education Bachelors degree Do you have a car? Yes Relationship IntentCrossroadkid wants to date but nothing serious. Relationship HistoryThe longest relationship Crossroadkid has been in was under 1 year. Interests writing drawing poetry literature video games philosophy About Me I've been told I'm an acquired taste. I write. Not very well (in my biased opinion), not very often. I like new challenges, and learning new skills. So I tend to spend my time doing things I'm not very good at until I've mastered them. I think that's a valid way to spend my

Hot Models Needed
Hot Models Needed rated your photo a '1' +26 points Rating all my pictures a 1 because I didn't accept your friend request is lame enough.. Blocking me afterwards just shows you have no balls. Fucking coward. Grow a set. http://fubar.com/fastgt2003

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Just Some Thinking I Have Been Doing For Days
I WONDER WHY IT IS THAT I CAN DO EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE & EVERYONE SEEMS TO THINK I'M LAZY OR DONT DO ANYTHING AT ALL TO HELP OUT. I HAVE ALWAYS HELPED PEOPLE OUT & IT ALWAYS BACK FIRES ON ME LIKE I NEVER DID ANYTHING FOR THEM. ITS LIKE THEY FORGET ALL THAT I HAVE DONE FOR THEM TO HELP OUT. I HAVE OPENED MY DOORS, LET THEM BARROW MONEY, TAKEN ALL THE TRASH THEY DISH OUT BECAUSE THEY DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE PERSON THAT THEY SHOULD BE TELLING EVERYTHING TO. GET THEM EVERYTHING THEY NEED & GO WITH OUT FOR MYSELF. I NEVER GET MYSELF ANYTHING BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE I NEVER SHOULD HAVE ANYTHING AS IS BECAUSE I'M MADE TO FEEL LIKE A LOSER IN THE END. I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD THINK OF ME & HOW I FEEL & THE FACT THAT I DO FOR ALL THEM & NEVER TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. THING IS I AM A LOSER & THATS WHAT EVERYONE SEES TOO. NOTHING BUT A DUMB STUPID LOSER WHO IS NO GOOD, SHOULDNT HAVE MY KIDS & AS MY NIECE SAID SHOULD GO OFF AND DIE BECAUSE I'M NOT HER FAMILY ANYMORE. I FALL IN LOVE JUST TO HAVE MY

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Dirty Boy
Screaming into my silence slowly I turn into a monster of hate. Your body so willing you give up to me . You dirty boy and your love for the dead. How he craves how I hunger for a taste of him. Eyes blood shot my body aches with the pain. Knowing I'll ruin your life boy. Yet you still hang around. You're a dirty boy with a love of the dead. Growing wildy savage losing myself slowly. Holding my hand forever my man. You dirty boy and your love for the dead. The more the monster grows the more your lust shows. Body broken dirty and bare and still you eyes I can feel your stare. Silly dirty stupid boy and your loving the dead. The change taken hold nothing left but a shell of who I am. Upon your body you wish I'd feed. You love my hunger. You love the need I have of you. Most of all you love the pain. You filthy dirty boy your love of the dead brought about the death of you.

I'm Thinking I'm Done Doing This
its been like almost 3 years since i joined up with Exotic Dreams. and in that time i have become a dj manager and was a dj that some couldn't even touch. but now after those three years i just dont know anymore. its not the same. i'm not the same. i've gone over and over in my head why do i do this all the time or what is makin me keep dj'in. Something is just not right with me like its all over with. the happiness is gone from where i was. Krazy Ken isn't Krazy anymore i'm not even close to being the one person that everyone thinks thats awsome.. after my mom passed away i dont think my life has been the same. soo i guess i have alot to think about

British Colombia
That’s where I am right now as I write this blog- sitting in a sun drenched lounge on Salt Spring Island. If you know your American TV drama’s then this place looks like a cross between Everwood and The Gilmore Girls, it’s a small town by the bay. We had to get a ferry from Vancouver and they have no real internal bus service, so you have to hitchhike everywhere! My mate Sarah who is our host lives in a tiny settling near Vesuvius harbour with two small dogs of complete opposite personalities, they are funny as hell. Her grandparents built this place back in the 50s and it’s like a proper pioneer wooden slated house, it’s amazing. The nearest town is Ganges (where did these odd names come from?) and it’s so cute, the island has a Mormon church built by an aging rock star but no Mormons and the other church shares its faiths under one roof. The people stop to pick you up and they have wee huts that sell jam, beef and other stuff at the side of the

I Am Your Till Wanna Have Fun.
I am someone funny that make some laugh. I bring happiness to all the people touch when life give cherry's then eat some more and when life give ya raspberry then you have the best of both worlds. You have sweet and tart and you great courage and life in self.

Introduction Slavegirl M
Today i want to introduce Slavegirl M, a very interesting Slavegirl. At this moment her main quality is her usability as Paintoy. as you can see, she is doing good at it and i think that she will have the pleasure of more detailed and important exercises and tasks in the future. she is a born servant and i am sure it will be a pleasure to offer her more of my time and attention. just message me and tell me how this subject can save your day. how can she amuse and entertain the masses? you would like to see her in pain? humiliation? how can she give her being a reason? just msg me with your ideas.

Happy Birthday Papa
LAND OF THE FREE. THIS LIFE IS FULL OF HAPLESSNESS, ANGST AND PENT UP RAGE. MEN, WOMEN AND CHILDREN TRAPPED, HELD HOSTAGE IN A CAGE. HISTORY WILL TELL THE TRUTH THE ANSWERS MIGHT BE CAUSE FOR SURPRISE. LET THE RAIN FALL FROM THE HEAVANS AND CLEANSE THE SK...IES. OH, YES BACK IN THE DAY TEACHER WARNED, BEWARE OF THE DARKNESS OF DECEIT; SEARCH FOR THE LIGHT AND BE BOLD LEST A FALL TO DEFEAT. IF INDEED, IF THE ANSWER IS SOME HOW, JUST BLOWING IN THE WIND, YES IN THE WIND, CAN WE HARNESS A REMEDY AND ERASE THIS SIN? MAKE A PLACE, YES, EVEN A HOME IN THE HEART, FOR THE NOTION OF FREEDOM AND PEACE. TODAY, TAKE LEAVE FROM THE TOIL, THE STRIFE AND FEEL THE COMFORT IN RELEASE. IN ALL THINGS GOOD AND WHOLESOME FIND THE CHANGE THAT THE MASSES SEEK. IT IS THERE IT IS RIGHTEOUS AND IT IS A STRONGHOLD FOR THE MEEK.

This Would Be A Dream Come True!
‎2013One sunny day in January, 2013 an old man approached the White House fromAcross Pennsylvania Avenue , where he'd been sitting on a park bench. Hespoke to the U.S. Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in andmeet with President Obama."The Marine looked at the man and said, "Sir, Mr. Obama is no longerPresident and no longer resides here."The old man said, "Okay", and walked away.The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to thesame Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President Obama."The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mr. Obama is nolonger president and no longer resides here."The man thanked him and, again, just walked away.The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same U.S. Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with PresidentObama"The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man andsaid, "Sir, this is the third day in a row you have been here

Why Mr. President?
Dear Mr. President, I heard that you are threatening to stop SS Checks if the debt ceiling isn't raised. Why are all your scare tactics with SS, Medicare, and our Military's Pay? Why not stop the checks to Congress and yourselves? Why use the Soldiers, Seniors and the Needy as your targets? I just don't get it...

Need Some Opinions
i have a friend whose children i have watch grow up for the past 8 years. i recently found one of them on fb a couple of weeks ago and started talking to him.he was 11 back in the day, now he is 19. anyway me and the kids went over to his place last week and he came over to mine. just to catch up and see how life has been treating him.anyway my bf does not like this.he said it is a respect thing.now i would understand his point of view if i had just met this person, but ive known him for over 8 years he is like a son to me. my bf said that he is no longer a child but a man and no longer wants me talking to him.what my bf is suggesting is so gross to me. i think its bs, what do all u great people on fubar think???

Cooking With Melissa-spaghetti Squash
Spaghetti Squash looks kinda strange huh? I love cooking and part of the reason i started this blog was to have a place to share my cooking recipes,ideas and some recipes ive picked up along the way. things you need to know about this funky vegtable It's mild and has a slightly nutty taste. It works well with just about any recipe you might make using regular spaghetti noodles. Kids are fond of the simple olive oil or butter with their favorite cheese or salt and pepper. Traditional red sauce works well too. Spaghetti squash is a dieter's dream because It has no fat and is extremely low in calories .. only 25 in a 1/2 cup serving. I remember opening my first squash and thinking..this is like potatoes! it look alot like hash brows and sure enough when you taste it you can taste that potato texture. this is one of natures super food that most of us dont take advantage of.This veggie screams eat me..and make me into something good.Most of the reason you do't eat it is

Hippie Takes A Vacation..and Returns
Yes i have been gone away from fubar. I had my reasons. I got busy and didnt want to become another person sucked into the blackhole that fubar can become because you get lost for hours in the haze of friend adding/photo rating/leveling craze. I have a life and i wanted to live it outside of a site. I have done that. I work from home now doing a job i love, i exercise,i do yoga,i live a peaceful happy life. Right now i am on a path of self improvement of the serious degree. I will not be one of those people that simply says their life is going to change but it never does. I am changing it now and i dont intend to quit. So..with that said,say hi if you see me here because my vists will be often but brief..real life calls

Fubar Battle Of The Bands Monday 7/17 Battle: The Jedi Luckless Band Vs Judge Unger
Check out today's battle between THe Jed Luckless Band, "Ozone Blues" vs. Judge Ungler, "Jusge Unger at Tim Out Tavern Concord, CA" Get your votes in now by Clicking Here

Fubar's Sunday Battle Of The Band's Winner The Season Premier Won $100
Sunday 7/17/2011 battle was four o'clock Heroes Vs The Season Premier. The Season Premier won with "Anything but Love" by 594 Votes - WON $100 The four O'clock Heros, with "Bakersfield" by 267 votes

Life Is So Precious
I'm trying to focus on work but my head is not here today... a real good friend had a bike accident and is now in CICU...people don't respect motorcycle riders like they should... and that disrespect could very well cost him his life!! He's a father and husband...and was on his way to church.. I have to admit.. I'm scared.

Falling
I'm not falling down I'm falling away There's nothing left Nothing to say Im wanting more I want to bleedDon't really care It's time to prayI can't hold on any longer I'm falling down It slips away Trying harder Falling further down Cause i can't fight this Something to live for Want this Something you want more I can't fight this I can't live for this Fuck this If you want to believe in Not this Try not to fall in But you cannot save me nowI can't hold on any longer I'm falling down It slips away Trying harder Falling further down Face down in the dirt again I can't believe ive done this to myself I've tried so hard to fight the pain It takes me down will you save me?Why now? You lied I know you said That you're done I can't hold on any longer I'm falling down It slips away Trying harder Falling further down I can't hold on any longer I'm falling down Trying harder Falling further down

Never Say I Love You..
Never say I love you..if you really don't careNever talk about feelings..if they aren't really thereNever hold my hand.. if you're going to break my heartNever say you're going to..if you don't plan to startNever look me into my eyes..if all you do is lieNever say hello..if you really mean goodbyeIf you really mean forever..then please say you'll tryNever say forever..'cuz forever makes me cry

Don`t Stop Loving Me
In the darkness of the night, my eyes still open. I can't stop thinking about you. About how lucky I am, having you as my friend, my love and my family at the same time. I can't imagine being alone in this world. There you are, always stand by my side. Sometimes even without talking, we can understand each other. Maybe it's because of love. Your presence is just what I need. You know when you must talk and give me strength, and you know when I need is just a shoulder to cry on, with no words at all. I will always love you with all of my heart. I just have one wish; please don't stop loving me...

96 More Days
the clock has started ticking as of today. 96 more days and the world as I know it will change. What does that mean? Nothing, yet everything! Its a personal challenge.... my goal its all the time I need.... but it will go very quickly... in the mean time I will still want, and need To Live. to Laugh and Love. I am in love so that one isnt hard... Now to live and laugh.... for 96 more days. ~ragdoll~

Social Media: Preparedness 101: Zombie Apocalypse (repost)
The following was originally posted on CDC Public Health Matters Blog on May 16th, 2011 by Ali S. Khan. There are all kinds of emergencies out there that we can prepare for. Take a zombie apocalypse for example. That’s right, I said z-o-m-b-i-e a-p-o-c-a-l-y-p-s-e. You may laugh now, but when it happens you’ll be happy you read this, and hey, maybe you’ll even learn a thing or two about how to prepare for a real emergency. A Brief History of Zombies We’ve all seen at least one movie about flesh-eating zombies taking over (my personal favorite is Resident Evil), but where do zombies come from and why do they love eating brains so much? The word zombie comes from Haitian and New Orleans voodoo origins. Although its meaning has changed slightly over the years, it refers to a human corpse mysteriously reanimated to serve the undead. Through ancient voodoo and folk-lore traditions, shows like the Walking Dead were born. A couple dressed as

It's Made Me Who I Am Today...
My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life Had friends stab me in the back Then grab the handle, and turn the knife I've chosen roads that led to nowhere Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again Had the Devil stand infront of me And, temptation won, and I gave in I lost a friend to drugs He took his own life one night when he w

My Hero
MY HERO Holding hands walking in the park caught up in our conversation didn't even realize it was dark. Sharing stories of what life may bring, and our wedding day, what songs we want them to sing. It would've been perfect in every way, but you were in the military and were called away. I remember when I watched you pack though I didn't want to beleive it, I knew there was a chance you may not be coming back. As you boarded the ship, I waved from the pier though I tried not to cry I wiped back a tear. I knew you'd be coming back so I watched all the clocks as time passed it got easier til the chaplain came by and told me your convoy was hit they found your body with your gun in your hands, face down in the rocks. When they bring you home I'll have your uniform pressed with all your medals, ri

Longing...
I'm longing for your touch Slow and gentle on my skin I don't want to rush Let's let every kiss sink in There's no need to hurry I just want to take our time For at least this moment Let me be all that's on your mind I'm longing for your kiss And, the warmth of your embrace To feel your body pressed to mine And, your hand upon my face I want to look into your eyes And, see the passion in your stare Feel your hands upon my body And, your fingers through my hair I need to feel your arms around me I want to feel your mouth explore Every inch of my body Until I just can't take no more...

You Might Think You Want Me
You might think you want me But, do you know me at all? I'm stubborn, and contrary And, it takes a lot for me to fall I march to my own tune I don't follow the crowd And, whatever's on my mind I'm not afraid to say out loud Sometimes I can be a little moody And, I just want to be alone And, if you don't call when you say I won't wait by the phone I have a stubborn streak At least a mile wide But, when I'm wrong I'll admit it Once I get past my pride When I feel strong about something I'll really stand my ground And, sometimes I can fight my battles Without a solitary sound Sometimes when I'm angry Just walk away, and let me be And, don't try to change who I am Cause, I'm happy being me I'm not saying I'm all bad I have a heart of gold I'll stand right by your side My love can't be bought, or sold I'm as loyal as you'll find You know I'll never stray And, anytime you need me I'll be there night or day So, I've given you fair warning I've told you how I a

String Theory..imagine The World Made Just Like A Guitar
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Men, Boys & Guys Who In General Suck
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TO my knight in shinnung armour, why did it have to happen the way it did? why did u "Have" to decide what the out come of my life would be!!! WHY did u HAVE to decide? that one decision fkd up my life....those 7 minutes it took you to destroy 4 years for some one you knew for over 1 mo. WHY didi u Have to decice? You made me loose everything, feelings, love for other things, moods, character, internal sadness, my hopes, my dreams, my everything......... WHY DID U HAVE TO DECIDE? what happened to me u didnt ask me u told me? your desicion affected my life beyond belief, you said you would be my KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOUR, swept me off my feet lived a fairy tale life and loved you with every fiber i had in my body, now i write this on your birthday wishing and hoping i would have been celebrating with you, loving you, kissing you celebrating you, but WHY DID U HAVE TO DECIDE? and leave me behind......Happy Birthday to my knight in shinning armour, celebrate, love ,laugh, live, and Why?

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Success
SUCCESS Feelings are wonderful. Especially the "good" ones. But if I let my feelings run my life, I will not really succeed. To succeed, my life is run by my vision for my life, and my commitments. My vision and commitments dictate my ways of being and actions. I notice and enjoy my feelings, They do not dictate how I am, or what I do.

Judging People
JUDGING PEOPLE I have noticed that when I judge other people, I am more concerned about whether others are judging me. When I stop judging, I am less concerned about it. I have noticed that when I am judging others, and worry about being judged, I withdraw from interacting with others. Both physically and emotionally. I have noticed that this is a pretty high price to pay for judging others. What would have me judge others? Is it so I can find them "less than," and therefore beneath me? Am I trying to feel better about myself by being superior? Is that why I judge sometimes? Is feeling superior a big enough payoff for the isolation that results? Not anymore. I am committed to giving up judging both others and myself, one interaction at a time.

About Me
A LITTLE ABOUT ME: Name: George Feelsgood Birthdate: 9-1-71 Birthplace: Somewhere in Oklahoma Current Location: Lost, Somewhere in Oklahoma Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: What Hair?Height: 6'Weight: 230Piercings: NopeTatoos: YepGirlfriend: SingleOverused Phraze: Don't Get Me Thrown Out Of Here!FAVORITESFood: MostCandy: M & M'SNumber: 13 1/2Color: BlackAnimal: Yes, I am!

This Place Is B*s*
I don't want you perving my box.. I don't want your stupid gifts every day.. If you have something meaninful to share, feel free. Otherwise don't waste my time... No, you cannot get my private picture access for free... Now accepting FuHubby apps. Tired of dealing with fucking poor losers.

Poem
A Hero I need a hero, Someone who'll come to my rescue, Someone who loves me for me, Someone who wont try and change me, Someone who'll do anything for me, Someone who wont judge me. I want to give up, But I don't think I can. Giving up would be easier, cuz, No one will rescue me, No one loves me for me, Everyone wants to change me, No one will do anything for me, Everyone judges me. I need a hero, Please help me. The perfect guy comes along once in a life time. There are too few nice guys in the world. If you have one, hold on to him, cuz you'll be lucky to find another one.

Heritage!
I salute the confederate flag with affection, reverence, and devotion to the cause for which it stands!!!! It's heritage not hate!!!! I just want to clear something up about this post. I am not racist, I hate everybody equally. Plus, it's my heritage. My whole family is from the south and I was raised with southern values. I'm a redneck and I don't care who knows it. If you don't like it then leave me alone. Like it says in my 'about me', I'm not like other girls. I camp, hunt, fish, mudd, hike, and swim in the Wabash river. I love being outside. The music I like is, classic and hard rock, heavy and death metal, and country. I do like P.O.D, and Deamonhunter. I usually don't do the whole christian band thing but I do like those two. If you have a question about my views just ask but don't expect to get an answer that you're gonna like.

Meh , What Crosses My Mind At Times
You body brushing against mine as we dance to music in our minds, just swinging softly as we touch, the feelings you bring out of me , with just a look. a soft kiss from your lips , makes me want to beg, for more than you offer, and moan with my pleasure. i want so much to feel your hands slide sown my body, touching exploring me , searching out all my secrets. as i look in your eyes i know that i put a fire in your soul, that i make you burn like no other can. that at this moment i am all you ever wanted. as i place little kisses down your chest and slowly undress you, i am as powerful as a goddess to control your desire for me , to blow it into flames that lick your soul....the more i want to be that goddess in reality, just for you., as your lips met mine, i can only hear your song .

You Must Join The Family Lounge After Signing The Fbc & Fbd Coc
TO BE A PART OF FUBAR BADDEST CHICKS (FBC) OR FUBAR BADDEST DUDES (FBD) YOU MUST PLEASE JOIN THE LOUNGE. IT ISTHE FAMILIES HOME/HANGOT. IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO JOIN THE LOUNGE AND YOU SIGN THE COC THAT TELLS THE FOUNDER THAT YOU JUST WANT TO JOIN THE FAMILY FOR RATES & ALL. FBC & FBD IS NOT ONLY ABOUT JUST RATING BUT IT IS ALSO ABOUT GETTING TOGETHER AND HAVING FUN LIKE A FAMILY. SO IF YOU DO SIGN THE COC FOR THE GIRLS OR GUYS YOU MUST JOIN THE LOUNGE. IF YOU DO NOT JOIN THE LOUNGE THAT TELLS THE FOUNDER/CHIEF (MR.THUNDER) THAT YOU ARE JUST JOINING FOR PUBLICITY ON FUBAR LIKE MOST OF THE OTHER GROUPS ON THIS SITE. SO COME OUT TO CLUB BARCARDI AND JOIN THE FUN THAT WE HAVE WITH OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. PLEASE READ IT AND SIGN IT ON THE BOTTM WITH I AGREE TO IT. THANK YOU, FOUNDER/CHIEF MR.THUNDER

Wanting Nsfw
Wanting to hold you. wanting to hear your whisper. wanting to feel your caress. wanting to feel you crushing me. wanting to hold your hands. wanting to hear you say my name. wanting you to pull my hair. wanting to taste youWanting you. Waiting.

The Bar Scene Has Changed
I recently went to a piano bar. Sure I had a good time, a lot of people were there, I chatted with a few, but mostly kept to myself. Now, if I am not mistaken, a bar was a place you go to so you can meet people. Seems like all the places I go to are full of people that are already dating, married or whatever. The single population of the bar scene is slowly disappearing. Their was a few wedding parties there so one of the musicians asked the crowd who there is in a long term relationship and damn near the whole place cheered. When he asked who was single, their was a few cheers. Ive been to this place a few times and its no different. Its full of mostly couples. So is a bar no longer a place for single people to go? Also this married woman noticed one of my tattoos and said it looked similar to her husbands. She was there with a friend who introduced her to some guy, and within minutes, this guy was putting his hand on her, on her back, shoulder, putting arm around her, kissing her c

I'm Sorry
Everyone, Ive been sitting here thinking A LOT lately and I need to apologize, I am letting the very bad treatment i am getting and have gotten for a long time on Pogo , effect how I am here and other sites, It's making me a bitter, angry person. Losing people to talk to, who used to talk to me everyday, causes someone to change. Again, I'm sorry.

Why Bernanke Is A Global Laughing-stock For Saying “gold Isn’t Money” (repost)
July 14th, 2011 Elisheva Wiriaatmadja Responding to Ben Bernanke’s statement to Ron Paul that god isn’t money, the NIA (National Inflation Association) published their recent newsletter, explaining why they believe Bernanke is wrong and why American’s should know that gold IS money. During the session with Congressman Ron Paul, Bernanke said that the Federal Reserve is prepared to act with an additional round of quantitative easing if there is any weakening of the US economy and threat of deflation. He also stated that another alternative to stimulate the US economy was by cutting the interest rate that the Fed pays to banks on their $1.5 trillion in excess reserves that they currently keep parked at the Fed. In their newsletter, NIA responded: …this $1.5 trillion alone would multiply into $15 trillion once it circulates through the U.S. economy and if Bernanke on top of that unleashes any additional quantitative easing, it will just a

Quotes
I use theses when Im having bad days or just in a funk. "I love you has 8 letters... so does Bullshit" hmmm coincidence?? "Don't make someone a priority who treats you like an option." "Don't get attached to anything you won't drop in 30 seconds if you see trouble comming." "TTW- If it's got Tits, Tires or Wires, you're gonna have problems." "Shit Happens" "F"*ck it!"

Forget About It Or Fuhgeddaboutit
Forget about it or Fuhgeddaboutit Donnie Brascowritten by Paul Attanasio, from the book by Joseph D. Pistone & Richard Woodley FBI Technician (Tim Blake Nelson): What's "forget about it?"Donnie Brasco: "Forget about it" is like if you agree with someone, you know, like "Raquel Welsh is one great piece of ass forget about it." But then, if you disagree, like "A Lincoln is better than a Cadillac? Forget about it!" you know? But then, it's also like if something's the greatest thing in the world, like Mingrio's Peppers, "forget about it." But it's also like saying "Go to hell!" too. Like, you know, like "Hey Paulie, you got a one inch pecker?" and Paulie says "Forget about it!" Sometimes it just means forget about it!!

So... One Of Them
ryan: from romania? 8:14am reply ryan: i was there at 2010 summer 8:15am more To ryan: nice 8:15am reply ryan: fucked lots of romanian girls. where do u live in romania? 8:16am more To ryan: i think i didnt asked if you fucked or not 8:17am reply ryan: i would like to fuck u thouh 8:17am more To ryan: you can keep dreaming 8:18am reply ryan: that s not a good answer slut 8:18am more To ryan: you can call slut when you go to see your mother, not to me. bye

Loved Ones
Broken Chain, By Ron Tranmer We little knew that day, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death, we do the same.It broke our hearts to lose you.You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And although we cannot see you, You are always at our side.Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same,But as God calls us one by one,The chain will link again. Dedicated to my mam my brother and a dear friend.

Doctors
Doctors... (A) The number of physicians in the U.S. is 700,000. (B) Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year are 120,000. (C) Accidental deaths per physician is 0.171 Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept of Health and Human Services. Pay attention. Now think about this: Guns... (A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. is 80,000,000. Yes, that's 80 million) (B) The number of accidental gun deaths per year, all age groups, is 1,500. (C) The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is .0000188 Statistics courtesy of FBI So, statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners.

My Purple Dreamy Blog
I have a blog on Blogger that I am working on..it's all about beautiful Purple things. I am trying to get new followers, I think I am doing a real nice job on it. Can you guys check it out ? Love yaz http://purpledreamy.blogspot.com/

My Weird Love Life
So I break up with my boyfriend of 3 years, move out of his apartment and a month later we are back together as friends and have the best relationship we've ever had. He is dating his ex girlfriend, I am seeing a new guy (Boytoy they call him, 10 years my junior..wink wink) and all is happy in the world. I give up trying to understand life. All I know is it is working and I am a happy camper.

Like A Good Infection...
somehow im back again haha i wasnt sure i could use this anymore since my computer hasnt been working up to par but an infection can only be treated not cured! although i did feel a bit of relief when i couldnt log in anymore since i actually like to meet people in "real" time even if it starts off from an online anti-social social network. when that DID happen in real life...it ended, not right away but...i have an ex via fubar haha. out of some strange act of machine and human...i jumped back on here almost to the day i got off! yeesh thats weird. i did make some friends though and i know one of them has my artwork by her requesting it and we've never met in person yet either so thats awesome. there are actually a few other folks ive got to know through here that i would love to hang out with still too. so now that i know i can use this crapper again...i have to! muhahahaha

Blessing
Read Sentence Very Carefully "To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did." When God takes something from your grasp. He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence. The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you. Something good will happen to you today, something that you have been waiting to hear. Please do not break.Just 27 Words, "God our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen." This prayer is so powerful. Pass this to 12 people including me. A blessing is coming to you in the form of a new job, a house, health, marriage or financially. Do not break or ask questions. This is a test. Does God come first in your life? If so, stop what you're doing & send it to 12 people now. Watch what He does

Gone
Its been 10 months since I wrote anything meaningful, and 2 years since I've written about anything going on in my life. SO! Here goes everything: (Rant warning!) I've decided to actually leave this site for a while. Maybe not for good. Only time will tell. Between trying to get my life straight and listening to half of you bitch and complain about how you never get shit on this site, fuck it. I'm done listening to it. Sadly enough, I'm always by my family's pages. I don't even have my computer to use to get on everyday. BUT I STILL SHOW LOVE DAMN IT. So screw all of you who come by my page once every 2-3 weeks while i'm at yours every day. I have a lot of frustration in my life right now. What I need is not stress, and this site and the people on it are doing just the opposite. Since I don't have the spare cash to level, or show love important enough to warrant getting anything in return It's time for me to say my goodbyes for a while. The only time I will be online on Fubar is to p

I'm Sorry For.....
I'm not use to having anyone special in my life. I'm not use to having a reason to survive. I'm not use to the kindness and the love that you show me. I'm not use to it being okay to be me.....That's why I'm saying I'm sorry for...... I'm sorry losing my temper and for the means things that I say. I'm sorry for taking the light from some of your days. I'm sorry for acting how I have been. You don't deserve it when I say those hurtful things. You don't deserve it when I whine and complain. You don't deserve the pain that I've caused. You don't deserve my jealousy. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry for... I'm sorry hodling everything in. I'm sorry for hurting the feellings of my one true special friend. I'm sorry some times losing cool. I'm sorry and yes I admit some times I act like a fool. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to be left all alone again. I don't want the happiness to end. I don't want to make you upset or cry anymore. I'm sorry for....

Back After So Long!
Damn, I haven't been on here for like years. It's changed a lot too. I'm happy to be back though, it's interesting to say the least. I'm tired of Facebook sometimes. This is a good way to meet more people. I hope to make some friends here now that I'm back.

Hmm...
1:26am Guess you can call this the epic fail of nights... I thought I would have a fun Friday night game in San Diego (yes away from L.A.) especially with Carmageddon and stuff happening. So one of my closest friends, who is like a bestie, but more like a bro, invited me to watch the Giants play at Petco Park. Pitcher matchup of the night was Dustin Moseley against Tim Lincecum. I have a teensy weensy crush on Tim. Anywho, I thought it would be great to go and have fun while watching a game... No I'm not a trader to my team, they just didn't play in town. Anywho, my jaw just about dropped when I read my fb status as to who was at the game. I disregarded it. I thought, nah, nowhere close to me so I'll be fine. Nope, I was dead wrong. He was a few rows away from where my friend and I were sitting, plus it was obvious he was on a date. I was literally mortified. Here I was trying to have a good and fun time watching America's greatest pasttime (aside from football which

Where The Stones Met (part 2)
The stench of dry bones and musty rags hung in the air, he imagined a great dust cloud had been stirred by his arrival, but such a phenomenon was invisible in the complete darkness around him. He Stumbled through ankle deep rattling steel and mortal refuse with each clumsy step. He made a point to pat carefully in the dark making sure not to stomp on any speartips or exposed blades. The striking of flint and steel had managed to flick an ephemeral light into the room, and in the first bold strike he had not recognized any danger over his shoulder or at his feet. Just the momentary glimpse of strewn bones, swords, and clothes. By the echo of his footsteps and the clack of the flint he could tell the chamber he was inside had quite a bit of depth and breadth, perhaps the size of an entire beer hall. He didn't care to estimate just how many bodies were piled around him. Dozens. Hundreds was a bit more likely. He pawed at a nearby body and ripped a few handfuls of dry stale cloth. The r

People Want To Be Offended
What the hell is wrong with people? It seems like no matter what anyone does, someone or some group tries to take it personal and wants to be offended. If you want to be offended... Fuck You! Now, I don't give a shit about the stupid celebrity that the following article is about but I'm just using it as an example. I'm even gonna take her name off of it but my point is, for example just because a singer goes onstage in a wheelchair it does not mean they're making fun of handicapped people. So Jesse Billauer, the founder of the quadriplegic advocacy group Life Rolls On, can get on his knees and suck a crippled dick because I'm sure Lady Blah Blah was not trying to make fun of anyone's handicaps. Just like everyone worrying about what Lindsey Lohan gets a tattoo of, or how Paris Hilton gets treated in jail... Plus for you stupid fucks who don't know, on a misdemeanor charge you only serve half that many anyway so if she's given 90 days and gets out 45 days later, she's not gettin

Shot
As the blood leaks out and the air reaches in, the early feeling of death starts to begin with a bullet lodged in your chest, you think of your life and hope for the best You think of you family, you think of your friends you start to get cold. you know its the end With your eyes closed tight you start to cry The last drop of your blood drips , and then you die

People On Fubar
I have some really good friends on here that i respect and would do anything for if i was asked! There are people here that i as so tried of there pathetic bs, drama and inconcideration to other people! i'm not much of a talker as so many know but i get my point acrossed! i am to the point that i don't want to be friends with females due to there pettiness! enough is enough!!!!!!!!grow tf up!

Fbc & Fbd Lounge Position Options
So Thunder is looking for people to staff in his lounge and would love for everyone of us to have a position. He would like all FBD's to be enforcers. Positions for FBC: -Cam Girl -Promoter -Greeter -Enforcer Please comment the blog with the position you are interested in. Once commented your name and position will be posted in the blog :)

5 Deadly Terms Used By A Woman!
‎5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN! (1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when she knows she is right and you need to shut up. (2) NOTHING: means something & you need to be worried. (3) GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not permission , do not do it. (4) WHATEVER: A woman's way of saying screw you. (5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long & hard on how and when you will pay for your mistake..

My Webcam Social X
MY WEBCAM SOCIAL is about 'webcams' and my blog content du jour for the past three years.. began blogging in 1999 various topics but when asked to do a post by a host site in 2009 about 'webcam chat'... i found a subject of online value, interest and ever changing scope.. to write and test for readers and sort, recommend and become a reliable 'guru' too. Get It ON & Get OFF...WEBCAM SOCIAL X YOU WANTED THE BEST YOU GOT THE BEST the hottest 'webcam social' blogger surfing sites to aid, assist and recommend tried and true applications, roulette and webcam chat community. I just gave my blog a needed face-lift and content redux BLOG CLICK HERE

How To Use A 'webcam Social'
Webcam SOCIAL 101: Beginners WEBCAM SOCIAL 101: Read & Choose a Website HOW to USE a 'webcam social': cruise member's photos and on their profile beneath [interests] it should contain a webcam contact for the member. Send them a message directly from this website. State intention that you would like to add them to your application and cam2cam soon. BE POLITE and move on if rejected. Have fun. Search the navigation bar and try various chatrooms. THIS site hosts 8 because of purpose to expand member's comfort zone and make new applications familiar. IN navigation tab, click on [TIME Card] anytime you go on webcam. Consider it similiar to your Yahoo messenger flag [VIEW MY WEBCAM]. Fill in the form, each time you go LIVE. Invite your friends and choose your favorite chat client on this site. Then start a cam2cam conference and see who else may join randomly when visiting website. Start a sub-group of your own favorite fetish or other related interest that can be seen on recre

Photograph During Webcam Chat
MODEL Release WANTED: Would like to keep a friend’s list, friends for cam2cam and chat that allow snapshots or screen captures, for model release. The gallery listed in text below is a link. THE photos featured are PG erotic in nature or nude with concealments. NOT HARDCORE. STRICTLY a hobby without any propositioning or financial incentive. GOOD WEBCAM - portraits and photos happen during conversation when the photos are taken without making a ‘statement’ that a snapshot is coming. A series of photos during normal conversation and natural behavior are important to my photo essays.ACCEPT if you think a cam2cam ‘date and conversation’ would be interesting. ACCEPT, if you include me in your chat list, for spontaneous cam2cam or chat conversation.YES ALLOWS ME TO PHOTOGRAPH during normal webcam chat conversations.YOU MAY BECOME A MODEL in my gallery’s photo essays. IF you want some exposure on your webcam that is more engaging and sexua

Why Couldn't It Just Wait?
Why Couldn't It Wait? She told me not to worry, everything would be alright That was the last time I talked to her I'll never forget that night. She was my reason for living, She was my shining star the last time I heard from her she was getting in her car. What was so important?, why couldn't it just wait? I wish I could take it back but now it's too late. They say words can't hurt you, but that's not true at all, I got the words I dread the most when the sherriff made the call. I was told about an accident, out on route 99, for some reason her car crossed the double line, she didn't see the other car coming around the bend the skid marks started 50 yrds away and here is where they end. Among

Coolballer
coolballer: want to see my cock To coolballer: not interested. coolballer: can u at least tell me if it is big enough To coolballer: its not. coolballer: how do u know coolballer: u didnt see it To coolballer: because if it were you wouldn't be online asking for opinions.. coolballer: check my cam To coolballer: i told you i wasn't interested. http://www.fubar.com/5970467 come on guys..when a girl says she isn't interested..drop it :) no one cares how big/small your penis is.. this is the internet..i promise there is always bigger and better out there. yours isn't special. get over it.

Welcome To Club Aura! Message From The Promotions Manager
Hey! What's up? My names Dorothy Rose. I'm Club Aura's Head Promoter. You can call me Dottie,Dor,Dorothy..whatever you're comfortable with. Anyways, again Welcome to Club Aura, the hottest lounge on Fubar! Hmm...what to say about Club Aura? Well you'll find things done different in here than most lounges. We are a DRAMA-FREE lounge, we have an AMAZING owner named Jen. I'd like to say she did an awesome job with the lounge & I wish her the best & hope the lounge does well. We have amazing staff & djs. We have the best family on Fubar. Want to help promote the lounge? That'd be awesome! The only way to promote is to let people know about our lounge. If you don't know how to promote, that's okay. If you know how to make graphics, that's a plus! That alone would be fine, just contact Jen & tell her you want to help out with the lounge. There are very simple rules in order to becoming staff. Respect all staff like you want to be respected. If you can't respect us,we won't t

Who I Am
I might not be someone's first choice, but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm AWESOME at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past, but I'm proud of who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I don't need to be. Take me as I am or watch me as I walk away.

Too Much Info
LAST NIGHT I WATCHED AN HOUR MLONG SHOW ABOUT SEAL TEAM 6. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THIS TEAM EVEN EXISTED UNTIL BIN LADEN WAS KILLED BY THEM. I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS AT ALL. THE PROBLEM I HAVE IS WHY DO WE (U.S. MILITARY, GOVERNMENT) HAVE TO BROADCAST ABOUT THEM. ON THIS PROGRAM THEY SHOWED TACTICAL WEAPONS TRAINING, THE RIGOROUS TRAINING THAT THEY ALL HAVE TO DO, SOME OF THE EQUIPMENT THEY USE, WHY AND HOW THEY USE IT. HOW THEY CAN GET INTO PLACES WITHOUT THE ENEMY KNOWING. WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD WE WANT THE TERRORISTS, THE ONES THAT WANT TO KILL, HARM AND TERRORIZE US TO KNOW ANY, AND I MEAN ANYTHING ABOUT ANY OF OUR ANTI TERRORIST TEAMS. WE NEED TO LEARN TO JUST KEEP OUR MOUTH SHUT. WHY SPILL THE BEANS ON ANY OF THE OPERATIVES THAT THEY DO. DO THEY DESERVE ALL OUR SUPPORT AND ALL OUR THANKS, MOST DEFINATELY. BUT WHY DON'T WE JUST KEEP VERY VERYVERY LOW KEY ABOUT ALL OUR SEAL TEAMS. THERE ARE STILL TERRORIST OUT THERE, MY OPINION IS THE LESS THE ENEMY KNOWS ABOUT AN

Human Tragedy
HUMAN TRAGEDY I think a human tragedy is that we are self-centered. And we expect others to meet our needs, on demand. When we want something that another is unwilling to give us, we make them bad and wrong. This tragedy explains virtually all human conflict and human pain. I can live completely free of conflict and pain if I look only within myself for what I need. If I give joyfully, with no expectation of return or reward, experience teaches that I will BE joyful, and have everything I ever dreamed of, and more. If I look to YOU for my fulfillment, and make you wrong when you don’t deliver, I give you my power. My joy is now dependant on YOUR actions and states of mind, instead of my own. And when you “fail” me, I will not only be unhappy, I will make you wrong and bad, and drive you away from me.

Either/or
EITHER/OR It seems to me that very often the human mind is wired to see things as either/or. We think we can either have this option, or that one. We seem to think in binary The World is rarely like that in real life. Almost always if I unhook my mind from its tendency to think like that I can find a 3d, or 4th option. Or 20 different options once I open my mind For me it takes a lot of practice to avoid a binary mind-set. But it is worth it to open new worlds for myself

Belladonna
I want to crawl on all fours and bleet the coming of the new day. The people of the landfill seem too pleased with themselves. Eat more. Spend all. Just string yourself along until accidental death. Expedited by treetopping cheeseburgers and cigarettes. Anything to half the quotient of misery over a lifetime. Tragic. In the willful calculation of vice and slavery. Work to live. Live to work. Trudge. Tread. Grind. Til the nubs simply fall off, til you forget the days without ache. Round. Wither. Repeat. Ignorant of the vast towers of industry that cage us. Rented air. Foreclosed space. Extorted time. The game has only pieces and players no victors, no colorful tickertape goal of candy islands or treasure mountains. Fail faster, and rest upon the empty bored. The familiar idle hollow, strangling all reason to play.

This Is How I Feel About Most People...
and no this isnt a bunch of single lines its actually one big paragraph...... You swine. You vulgar little maggot. You worthless bag of filth. Astheysay in Texas. I'll bet you couldn't pour piss out of a boot withinstructions on the heel. You are a canker. A sore that won't go away.Iwould rather kiss a lawyer than be seen with you.You're a putrescent mass, a walking vomit. You are a spineless littlewormdeserving nothing but the profoundest contempt. You are a jerk, a cad,aweasel. Your life is a monument to stupidity. You are a stench, arevulsion, a big suck on a sour lemon.You are a bleating foal, a curdled staggering mutant dwarf smearedrichly with the effluvia and offal accompanying your alleged birthinto this world. An insensate, blinking calf, meaningful to nobody,abandoned by the puke-drooling, giggling beasts who sired you andthen killed themselves in recognition of what they had done.I will never get over the embarrassment of belonging to the samespeciesas you. You are a monst

Makes Me Start To Wonder
sometimes just what I should think/do....everytime I go to the doctors that I see, they seem to remind Me that in the next few years, I am going to either have to plan on a possible kidney transplant attempt and/or that with My disability, the average life expectancy in the first place is a maximum of 40 and I am nearly 36 now. I just wonder sometimes if I should keep fighting and trying to survive and everything or say h#ll with it and let nature just take its course and not care. I mean if I'm going to die supposedly in the next 4 years approximately anyway what's the purpose right? Yeah okay so all of this is obviously rhetorical in nature since really no one would truly understand what I am going through/go through regularly unless you have My disability or a family member/friend with it. I guess I just needed to get it partially out of My system.

Aries- The Woman:}
Aries Love, Sex and Relationships: What it's like to date an Aries Woman: Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, "all o

"i Am The Officer"
"I am the Officer" I have been where you fear to be, I have seen what you fear to see, I have done what you fear to do - All these things I have done for you. I am the person you lean upon, The one you cast your scorn upon, The one you bring your troubles to - All these people I've been for you. The one you ask to stand apart, The one you feel should have no heart, The one you call "The Officer in Blue," But I'm just a person, just like you. And through the years I've come to see, That I am not always what you ask of me; So, take this badge ... take this gun ... Will you take it ... will anyone? And when you watch a person die And hear a battered baby cry, Then do you think that you can be All these things you ask of me? Rest In Peace, My baby. I miss you so.

Battle Of The Band Update And News
Commonly asked questions about the battle of the bands Battle Rules We will be posting songs from bands every day to compete in a head to head battle voted on by fans and users. Daily winners will be chosen based on the amount of votes your song receives and awarded $100 for the victory. The winner of each daily contest will be entered for a chance to compete for the grand prize of $10,000! Please note Fubar users who would like to be considered will need to set up a NEW band page with a different email address. -The contest will run for 12am-12am everyday on the site. -The song which receives the most votes on that day will be declared the winner. -Keep voting on your favorite winners after the contest is up to help their chances at the grand prize! -referrals of new fans will count as votes for the bands It's pretty simple just follow the steps below to sign up. - Submit - http://www.fubar.com/request_band.php *You will receive a verification email fro

Battle Of The Bands Rules!
What are the Band Battle Rules? /bible.php#BandContest We will be posting songs from bands every day to compete in a head to head battle voted on by fans and users. Daily winners will be chosen based on the amount of votes your song receives and awarded $100 for the victory. The winner of each daily contest will be entered for a chance to compete for the grand prize of $10,000! Please note Fubar users who would like to be considered will need to set up a NEW band page with a different email address. -The contest will run for 12am-12am everyday on the site. -The song which receives the most votes on that day will be declared the winner. -Keep voting on your favorite winners after the contest is up to help their chances at the grand prize! -referrals of new fans will count as votes for the bands Random Questions Askes by Members What qualifies as a band? We have a system where bands submit a request to participate. We review their music and authenticate that

Super Funny!
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work.Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, ' Dark in here.' The man says, 'Yes, it is.' The Boy says: 'I have a baseball..' Man: 'That's nice' Boy: 'Want to buy it?' Man: 'No, thanks.'

Fishy Pedicure
My friend made me have one of those yesterday. I squealed like a 10 year old girl and wouldn't put my feet in the tanks until my friend dunked them in. I had to fight all my natural instincts not to pull my feet back out/kick the fishes/kick my friend.Gaaawd it was horrible!!! Tens of tiny fishes nibbling at my feet...FEET!It was so tickly I had to shut my eyes and clench my fist and imagine that it was not live wriggling fishes on my FEET! I think I'd rather just had a normal pedi...

Ben
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Letting Go
I have often wonder why is it so hard to let things go in the past that really have no value now? Could be it a possible (1) that got away but if that was true, this person would still be apart of your life. Could it be that the lession you were suppose to learn hurt so bad that the last thing you wish is to go through that again, building a huge wall that not even a bomb can break. That isnt healthy but we do it. We become so untrusting to the point that not even believing if that really is your first name. Not everyone has the same past but we all share a few things that make us more a like than what we think. I cant honestly say Ive ever been inlove to the point that it still hurts. I can say that I should have known better to be involved with those people in the first place. We have a hard time being alone and often date whoever. Not the best thing to do because some people are flat fucking crazy. When you analyze your past and break it down piece by piece..where you are right n

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(An original, unedited short story)The serpent, being of guile and unassuming, slide through the reeds toward the knoll where a girl sat starring out over the lake."Nice day for a stroll." spoke the serpent flatlyThe girl, cautious of the serpent, said nothing and continued to look over the water as the breeze tickled her face."My name is Asmoday, "stated the small wyrm. "What is yours?""Gwen," was all she replied, but felt strangely familiar with this serpent.The snake coiled up a few feet away and they both looked out over the water. "Who is out there?" asked Asmoday."My lover.""I dont see any boats.""He drowned.""A shame to leave such a sweet child like you behind. How long ago?" "Three days past, but I feel no sorrow.""Why is that? He was your lover""He was just a lover, nothing more, but I feel it only respectful to mourn over him because nobody else has."They both sat in silence. Both scanning over the water watching the waves, feeling the breeze, hearing the reeds rustling

~~~~~~~~~~wolf Magic~~~~~~~~~~
I am the night, I am the Day, You hear my call from far away, When I speak it reaches and touches your soul, When I gaze into your eyes, My wolf eyes can see through you, Your secrets, deep, dark, so full of life, Yet they can calm any painful pain of mine or yours, The spirit oƒ the Wolƒ lives on and on, Though you may not see me, I am there, I am the defender of all, the protector oƒ the land and animals, I stand for all that is right, and never wrong, And yes there is a such thing as Wolƒ magic, Its all around, In the sky, the ground, the sea, the lakes, rivers and creeks, All's you have to do is believe.

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Requests
REQUESTS So I was thinking, if I ask you for something, I really need to be OK with you saying "No." Because if its not OK for you to say "No," then its not a request, it’s a demand. And who am I to demand anything of you?

Broken Hearts
BROKEN HEARTS A wise woman once told that there are only 2 kinds of Hearts. Broken or Boxed. If I box my heart you can’t break it. But if I box my heart, I am surviving, not living. I won’t live a really full, juicy life if I keep my heart boxed. So I will take my heart out and live joyfully, and have it broken, and get over heartbreaks instead of trying to avoid them

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Healthcare
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one costly pack of cigarettes every day and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture", aculture in which it is perfectly acceptable to spend money

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I Rise From My Bed, The Smell Of Death, Screaming, Torturous Nightmares, Fill My Head.. Black Darkened Room, Glimmers Of Light, Illuminating Outlines, Awaking The Night.. I Start To Sweat, Shaking Uncontrollably, My Breathing Eratic, Panic Falls Over Me.. The Black-Cloaked, Scythe-Wielding Personification Of Death, Hourglass In Hand, I Near My Last Breath, Waiting For The Last Grain Of Sand To Fall, I Try To Shout, I Try To Call.. But Fear Takes Over, I’m Under It’s Spell, I Cannot Scream, I Cannot Yell.. The Last Grain Drops, Comes Crashing Down, All Goes Quiet, I Turn Around, A Glistening Blade Is All I See, It Slowly Climbs , Then Sets Me Free...

Help?
So my bank card STILL hasn't came. I'm really wanting a polisher to take advantage of the extra points. Would any of you be willing to buy me one and when I get my card...any day now, I'll get you one..or bling of equal value??? Thanks!!

His Hands
Tonight was amazving and terrifying at the same time, I had no idea he would ask me if he could come in, and what was I to say...no. (3 hours before) He picked me up at 7 for the movie, I was so nervous, he was so gorgous and I felt like a peasant girl, but he didn't seem to notice. He walked to me to the car and the wind blew and the smell of him made me weak, my gosh does he even know what he does to me, the drive was what one might expect "how was you week" "how were classes" we got to the movie and I must admit all I could think about was him holding my hand and the beat of his pulse pounding together with mine like a crazy african dance beat. We got our tickets and sat down, scary movies are my favorite but I could focus on anything but my breathing, the lights went down and the movie started, I was begining to get a little cold but didn't want to seem like a baby so I just cuddled closer and then it happened.....now seeing that I have never been with a man..HA who am I kidding

You Left Me Here To Die
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What I've Learned Since Joining Fubar
I have been on and off this site since 2004. Since then I have learned you can be whoever you want, you can be a Doctor, a Lawyer, A Soldier, A Biologist, A Musician, A model, a Porn Star, An Actress or a Loser (No harm intended). I have met thousands of people, I have exchanged email addresses, screen names, phone numbers and photos. I've learned that when you are single and you are interested in someone, you usually only talk to them a few weeks if your lucky a few months but you rarely ever make it long enough to meet someone. I've learned that most of the hot guys are either Soldiers or are in California (My opinion of course)I've learned that anyone can take a bad photo and photoshop it. I've learned that if you turn the cam a certain way "it makes things look bigger" sorry guys but it's true and you now it. I've learned that you can never fully trust someone you meet on here, not that everyone is a habitual liar but a lot of people are in it for themselves. Men and women included

Only One
There is.... Only one true love in your life... That one that all other loves are judged by There is only one first kiss... One passionate moment, that we treasure deep in the recesses of our hearts Every thing else may be better or worse... but nothing ever compares to that initial yearning wondering anticipation... That moment when we pass thru the threshold of our innocence and have finally tasted the sweet fruit of the tree of experience... Will it have ruined us...or enriched us... Both perhaps.... But it is the fondest memory I have of when I was an innocent no more.... ~Ragdoll~

The Dog
Just go my heart crushed today. Damn I hate that. Feels like my stomach just fell down into my shoes, tried to grab my heart to keep from falling and dragged my heart with it. Now I am walking all over my stomach and my heart. Leads to an upset stomach and heartburn. Not good. Time to man up. Do something fun for myself and work it out of my system. Take that heart and shove it back where it belongs. Maybe a steel vault. Well the dog is always there. He smiles at me, wiggles that funny ass of his and gives the best sloppy kisses. Maybe the dog deserves an evening out on the boat. Take him swimming. Doesn't matter where my heart is, how my stomach is, what my gums are flapping. The dog is always there. I wonder what he is thinking....

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Hurt
There comes a time in ones life when u have to let the love of ur life go . Its never easy . You can't hold on to someone who dont love you back. Some times the right things to do in life are the most painful to do . They say if u truely love something set it free n if its ment to be it will come back to you . Sometimes we give our hearts away to someone to find out in the end they didnt truely want or respect what they had. All we can do is hope oneday they see what precious gift they had in there hands. Oneday they will see what they shattered, see the pain n hurt they causedto the one that did truely love them. Oneday we all hope to find that one true love . Is it out there ? I would like to think it is . We all want to find that one person who will take the time to climb our walls n see what true beauty is deep inside all of us . We all want that one person who looks at us and sees the true us n will stand by us threw all of lifes ups and downs. I may be broken now but in time

How Globalism Has Destroyed Our Jobs, Businesses And National Wealth In 10 Easy Steps (repost)
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Blue Republicans: An Idea Whose Time Has Come (repost)
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Upcoming License Suspension
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Undead
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Off The Grid
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Mirror Mirror On The Wall...
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Is the United States "number one"? Many Americans take deep pride in their nation and the truth is that the U.S. has a lot going for it. The United States has the largest economy in the world. The United States also has the most powerful military on the entire planet. The United States has produced most of the greatest movies that the world has ever seen. But the United States is also number one in a lot of categories that are not go great. If we ever want to turn this country around, we need to be very honest with ourselves. We need to take a long, hard look in the mirror and realize that it is not a good thing that we are number one in divorce, drug addiction, debt, obesity, car thefts, murders and total crimes. We have become a slothful, greedy, decadent nation that is exhibiting signs of advanced decay. Until we understand just how bad our problems really are, we won't be able to come up with the solutions that we need. A lot of people that write articles li

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Without an abundance of good jobs, the middle class in the United States is going to shrivel up and die. Right now, rampant unemployment is absolutely killing communities all over America. Hopelessness and poverty are exploding and many are now wondering if we are actually witnessing the slow death of the middle class. There simply are not nearly enough "good jobs" to go around anymore, and even many in the mainstream media are referring to this as a "long-term structural problem" with the economy. The only thing that most working class Americans have to offer in the marketplace is their labor. If nobody will hire them they do not have any other ways to provide for their families. Well, there is a problem. Today wealth has become incredibly centralized. The big corporations and the big banks dominate everything. Thanks to incredible advances in technology and thanks to the globalization of our economic system, the people with all the money don't have to hire as

Fu News 1st Edition
so im sitting here feeling obligated because a few people have friend requested me... the problem is, i dont know them. they dont know me. id say at best, we are acquaintances maybe. but friends??? and they didnt have the courtesy to even say anything in the request??? yea, way to NOT give me the impression youre gonna be a good friend. and im not just another rock in the pile for you to stand on atop the mountain of fu popularity. thanks but id rather not be a face in the crowd of 3000. in case you havent noticed, i have less than 50 friends. i will most likely never have more. most of them on there i speak to at least once a week or we exchange rates just about daily. kinda hard to do with thousands and thousands. and in case you havent noticed, my friends arent numbered. all my friends are important to me. and i have no family. my friends serve that purpose. when the time comes, (if ever)... that i need to add people to my family for leveling purposes... my 50 friends will fit t

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My Big Brother..
My brother's name is Rob. He is 9 years older than me. He is dying from cancer. He's had it for a while, and he's been trying to fight it off for about 2 years now. The past 10 months have been really rough on him. Back on March 17, 2011, he had a heart attack and died for 5 minutes; then they were able to bring him back. He said it was just like going to sleep, and he doesn't remember anything. He was in the hospital for 2 weeks. During that time, he was unable to continue with his chemotherapy, and that was all the cancer needed to spread throughout his body. On Monday, July 11, 2011, he was brought to the Hospice House by ambulance. My father had gone up to see him on the previous day and when he came home, he told me that Rob had gone dramtically downhill since Friday, July 8, 2011. When I heard that, I knew that my brother was not going to be with us for much longer. His wife, Sherry, asked me if I was going to go up and see him, and I told her I just couldn't, because

I Just Can't
There will be no others I dream of you with each touch to another I think of you when I see the picture hiding in my drawer Each person I lust after I see you in them Each breath I take is like a nightmare A nightmare that reminds me of you Each date is all about you Each private moment is still All about you One thing Is For Certain I can't stop loving you.

How To Shop For Cheap Mp5 Players
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The Way I Feel Lately I've Been Wandering Off The Narrow Path You’ve Given Me So Many Things That I've Never Had And All In All I Know It'
Lately I've been wanderingOff the narrow pathYou’ve given me so many things that I've never hadAnd all in all I know it's you that always pulls me throughIf you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is trueCause I hate the way I feel tonightAnd I know I need you in my lifeYes I hate the way I feel insideAnd I promise to make the sacrifice The world I know is pulling meMore and more each dayI feel like the odd man out as I begin to praySpiteful eyes are watching meWith everything I doIn the midst of darkness LordMy spirit calls for youYou know sometimes deep insideI feel like thisCause I hate the way I feel tonightAnd I know I need you in my lifeYes I hate the way I feel insideAnd I promise to make the sacrifice The Way I Feel

White House Admits Marijuana Has ‘some’ Medical Value (repost)
By Stephen C. Webster Monday, July 11th, 2011 -- 3:04 pm Just days after the Drug Enforcement Agency (DEA) insisted that there is no medical value to marijuana, the White House appeared to contradict the position, saying in a report that there may actually be "some" medical value to "individual components of the cannabis plant" after all. The statement was just a small part of the Office on National Drug Control Policy's yearly update on the progress of the drug war and its goals moving forward. Overall, the document only serves to affirm the federal prohibition of marijuana and what it calls "'medical' marijuana," which it still views as illegitimate. But a single passage, under their "facts about marijuana," seems to loosen a bit from the generation-old line that there is no value to cannabis whatsoever. "While there may be medical value for some of the individual components of the cannabis plant, the fact remains that smoking marijuana is an inefficient and

I Dont Have It. Whatever It Is.
It seems I went through life unnoticed. Not till I say i have a girlfriend even worse feeling is the look they give when i say she has white skin. Then the looks once I tell them she's near michigan. Wait minnesota because she cheers for the vikings. Anyway, im doing wrong in my love life because i'm not fucking anyone near. I must ask, who the fuck is here? No one even smiled my way like i was carrying a disease, a virus that will spread when i sneeze or i'll bleed death on all every breath that I breathe. Why not date women here? Bitch please. Why women here dont date me? That's the question. I'm nothing special. I dont have anything that stands out to get your attention. I just exist. Just live. Do my thing. Walk my way. Don't say much unless there is something worth to say. So you tell me, where are the women who looks at me and want to play? Where they at? Where they at? Not on top of my dick, so where there at? What's wrong with the love i have? Yeah two years a

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 53
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 53 of Janey Godley’s podcast the chatty duo get down and dirty about the inner gossip of Salt Spring Island where they are still on holiday. Janey wishes her dad a happy birthday. The story of the Fonz and the sexy farmers gets an airing, the local tourist run gets a critique and Ashley bitches about cheese. The Salt Spring open mic night features as does the latest developments back in the UK with the on-going News International scandal. Ashley gets thrown sideways and angry about news of young men released by a judge over child abuse and Janey lets the family dogs in who proceed to fight as the recording goes on. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and

Disconnected [our New Single]
[DISCONNECTED]Hey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkearning points from hereearning points from theretaking mywaste anglessuch a waste waste wastecome and join the funwhere there are lots of pointscome and run this jointget to #1 run a boomerang like a arangatangand run some autos yeah i said autosor go all the way and eat some haydown by the bay run a god mode in mayand eat some clayHey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkLet's go make lots of moneyi said lots of moneyi'll sell my soul for a fubuck or twosellin' out lots of showsbangin' lots of hosmaybe a fulord hochasing lots of moneyyes fubucks moneyor get some bling or maybebeg to bling bling blingmaybe i'll fan add rate, and act like an ape eat some chocolate cake and act like i'm 8 because we are the fire puppies!

Fubar
Just in need of a little venting I suppose... The general reason for this rant is simple...Fubar is a number of things to a number of people but all in all it is in reality the same thing all around...It's a Fake Bar...We'll start with that word Fake...when I think of the word many things come to mind...those little fruit centerpieces that people have on their table in the summer...shit looks all around real but in all actuality it's plastic...whatever you do, don't try and feed the kids grapes from those centerpieces...it can get messy. Another thing that pops to mind when I think of Fake would be my wedding vows from back in the day...can't get more out there than hearing me say "I promise to love honor and OBEY" anyone...I think I should have re worded that situation...may have gone better. But I digress. There are any number of people on das Fu, everyone has come across most types...There's the beggars, the liars, the cheats, the whores, the pimps, the adulterers, the sinful, lu

Caylee
Dear little CAYLEE, Last night on ET they mentioned that your mommy is going to make lots of money off a book (her story) and a movie. CAYLEE, we the public promise you, WE will not buy either one. If you will make this promise to CAYLEE, then copy and paste it on your status...I did! RIP Sweet Caylee

Which Would You Prefer??
Ok, while out with my family my son's father turned to me and said "this line in this song (Chris Brown - My last) is dedicated to you". The line was "she's a 7 in the face and a 10 in the ass". I was like WOW!! He thought there is nothing wrong with that. That most men prefer a girl that is a 7 in the face and a 10 in the ass. So now... I'm asking =) Would you prefer a woman that is a 7 (average) in the face and a 10 (damn) in the ass or a 10 in the face and a 7 in the ass? PLEASE don't answer "I'd rather have a 10 in the face and a 10 in the ass", because that's not the question...jfs =)! Him, his family and his friends told me what they prefer, so now I'm asking you FU-land. ~~Sassi

This Bish Is... Wow Loss For Words
(CNN) -- A Southern California woman was in jail Wednesday after allegedly drugging her husband, cutting off his penis, throwing it into the garbage disposal and turning it on, Orange County police said. Catherine Kieu Becker put a drug or poison in her husband's dinner Monday evening to make him sleepy, according to the initial police investigation. "The victim went to lie down and he woke up tied to the bed with his wife tugging his clothes off," police said. "The suspect grabbed the victim's penis and cut it off." Becker told police he "deserved it" when they arrived at the scene after she called 911, the police report said. The couple is going through a divorce. Becker, 48, was arrested for aggravated mayhem, false imprisonment, assault with a deadly weapon, administering a drug with intent to commit a felony, poisoning, and spousal abuse. She was booked into the Orange County Jail. The 51-year-old victim, who hasn't been identified because he is an alleged victim of spousal a

People Choices In Life.
I do not get some of the choices that people make in life. People make a choice to have 30 minutes of unprotected sex, and then if a pregnancy occurs they do not want to deal with that. You made the choice to have the unprotected sex. That is making a choice of possibly getting pregnant, or getting someone pregnant. So, it's ok to have the sex, but you don't want to own up to your 30 minute decision afterwards. Then there's the people who get pregnant and put their child up for adoption, giving up their rights to the child. Then two years later they change their mind and go and kidnap the child. WTF is that? You gave up your right to that child. People make me want to throw up.

Where Are All The Cattle?
This is one I wrote when driving along the north coast of California - we were headed to a bull riding near Ft. Bragg. Where Are All the Cattle?Where are the cattle?The hands tall in the saddle?Where have all the big ranches gone?If you’d look you’d be knowin’There’s vineyards a growin’.‘Bout grapes, I just can’t write no song.

Randomlyrics
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Why Is The Most Wasteful Government Agency Not Part Of The Deficit Discussion? (repost)
Republicans ignore incompetence, bloat and corruption at the Pentagon by David Morris In all the talk about the federal deficit, why is the single largest culprit left out of the conversation? Why is the one part of government that best epitomizes everything conservatives say they hate about government—- waste, incompetence, and corruption—all but exempt from conservative criticism? Of course, I’m talking about the Pentagon. Any serious battle plan to reduce the deficit must take on the Pentagon. In 2011 military spending accounted for more than 58 percent of all federal discretionary spending and even more if the interest on the federal debt that is related to military spending were added. In the last ten years we have spent more than $7.6 trillion on military and homeland security according to the National Priorities Project. In the last decade military spending has soared from $300 billion to $700 billion. When debt ceilings and deficits seem to b

Why Do I Listen To Certain People?
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Drugs
it is so hard to stop i wish i could quit tell these lies enough times and maybe you will believe it you do it to yourself and we are left wondering why and then watch a decline that leaves us too frustrated and unable to cry be it powders pills bottles or tobaccos butt end i am tired of drugs killing my friends

The Ugly Truth
I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have.

Sometimes We Need It =)
What would be your ideal romantic setting? What would you take the time to plan and create for that someone special? I've done a couple of things with past relationships, as I specified 1 or 2 in the A-Z portion. One particular time, I asked my man to meet me at this 5 star hotel at a specific time. I set it up where there were flowers and candles EVERYWHERE. I set out a plate of appetizers and wine along with a note. I wasn't there yet, but I'm sure he was looking for me (even though he said he wasn't). I arrived about 30 mins after I asked him to be there. I had on nothing but a lace nightie, trench and heels (I was sooo scared I would get pulled over while I was driving there lol. But I made it there without incident.). Anyway...long story short we enjoyed the night and morning. Even though we had to snap back to reality, it was VERY fun while it lasted. Now, I told my story...what is your experience?

Loving Yourself
TO LOVE YOURSELF Have you heard people say, “I can’t love someone until I learn how to love myself?” What if it is the other way around? What if the TRUTH is, I can never really learn to love myself until I love another? What if I need to love another unconditionally before I can love myself? What if loving others is the key? Loving others without regard to whether I get anything out of it? Now what?

Relationships
RELATIONSHIPS What if the secret to happiness in ALL my relationships is in the giving, not the getting? What would happen if I never once thought about how to get what I wanted, but instead focused my energy on what OTHERS wanted and needed? And on how I could be of service. Not in a pushy way. Not in an unwanted way. Not in a way that makes me superior, or makes them feel needy or weak, but in a way that holds that person high, and also made a difference for that person. In a way that acknowledges them and makes them feel cared for. I find that I am happiest when I am not trying to get something from you, but rather looking at how I can honor you.

What A Bitch....
...cake..!..ha..Look it's another Birthday! Star Wars, Muffins, and well...just about anything else you can imagine...wish a very happy birthday tooo the one and only... Bitchcake@ fubar She's unique. I can confirm that 110% and well, she' real. or is she?...hm.

Studies Show Aids Drugs Can Prevent Infection
source: http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052702303678704576442901100190640.html By JONATHAN D. ROCKOFF, BETSY MCKAY and MARK SCHOOFS Two new studies released early Wednesday show that AIDS drugs can prevent heterosexuals from acquiring HIV, adding to a growing number of new methods to slow the spread of the virus world-wide. Many researchers now believe that science has developed sufficient tools to contain the pandemic. But tight budgets may limit their deployment. The results are the latest to demonstrate that existing medications are an important tool for prevention as well as treatment of HIV/AIDS, and show their effectiveness in the population hardest hit by HIV globally—heterosexuals in Africa. The findings also are likely to help alleviate concerns that emerged in April after another study was unable to determine whether the drugs protected high-risk women. Both of the new studies, conducted in different African countries, found that giving antiretr

Poems By Me......
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment o

Gratitude
Just yesterday I was saying it was all about perspective I should've kicked myself in the face then, what a bloody sanctimonious twat I am sometimes. Today I am grateful that: - nobody I know saw me go arse over kite on Auckland's main street - I didn't really like those shoes anyway cuz my BEST shoes were already fucked - wrinkles won't REALLY form from all the squinting I did going 'where the fuck am I?' - my stomach doesn't start growling after 21 hours without food - I have the self control to swing my executive smary-arsed swivel chair away from the smary-arsed executives BEFORE I mutter about stupid cunts. - legislation requires my boss to take with good grace my "I need to fuck off now" after 9 hours in his presence - that Helly won't see this shit and say something like "OMG I totally did that last week"

Retail Rip Offs - New Series!
This is a good one...providing a unique perspective on things in real life you just might not know about.... Click here & then link in stash!... Also, I've been hearing various reports that Casey Anthony was on Fubar years ago, I can't confirm or deny it but rest assured we are looking. Enjoy the read and peace!

My Birthday
Well ....I have to say, Today was my birthday and the first time i have spent it alone.....it was different but wow did you guys step in and just blow me away with all the comments and luv. It is amazing how you can meet some really great people on here and actually enjoy coming here to talk and have fun. I could name all the great people who just stood out but then you all would be reading forever and dont want to do that to you all....but I truely appreciate everything everyone did or said today ...I laughed alot ....had some great convos...and really did enjoy myself today. Funny how when your birthday comes around and everyone buys you gifts and what not and at the end of the day it was like well another birthday .....but yet today ...i didnt get the first present or card from anyone around my place and yet I seem more fufilled with some of the friends and the time i spent here on Fu today. So thank you for making my day a great one...wasnt sure how it would go but yea...l

I Will.......
The darkness takes me filling me soul the hurt and anger starts taking its toll i hear the whispers of water running red then I realize its MY voice in my head how do i fight what i cannot see how do i stop from hating me so i will let go to tired to fight i will stay in the shadows i will walk the night........ Outlaw Angel

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The Reason I Am Who I Am!
Well hello i am nicole i am 27 and i live in iowa i had my first son on july 18 2004 i named him Zackery David Pearce he was a big baby at 8 pounds 14 ounces! He made me the happest person in the world! I married his dad on june 10th 2006 i thought i was happy but i was so very wrong! I worked full time and many hours i came home one night to find my best friend and my husband in my bed! I asked her to leave and sat next to him and cried he told me he was no longer in love with me and he wanted to marry her! I moved out with our three year old son and he moved her and her family in! I was hurt and lost and mad very mad! I got over it i was getting to know who i was as a person and i guess that made things ok! I then met paul he would do so much for me fix things help with me son but most of all he loved me and told me all the time! I moved in with paul about nine months after we started dating i got pregnat right away i am thinking it was about 3 months after we started dating the firs

In My Head
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Dit Ta: The Chinese Art Of Healing Injuries (repost)
by Peter Lim Tian Tek Foreword Chinese Martial Arts are very capable in causing injury to an opponent. In fact, causing injury is the major means employed by a majority of the Chinese Martial Arts to gain victory. Quite often as well, injury occurs during training in them. This is mainly due to the difficulty of the techniques, accidents during two man training instances and hardening anatomical weapons. Out of this need to heal these injuries and to prevent them from occuring again by strengthening the body, traditional Chinese Medicine was incorporated in to the Chinese Martial Arts. This branch of Chinese Medicine was much dedicated to osteopathy and traumatology and employed the theories and herbs of Traditional Chinese Medicine in these areas. Many boxers earned their keep buy selling injury healing medication and treating such injuries. The poorer ones selling their wares in the street and demonstrating their effectiveness by causing injury to themselves and t

Ode To A Naked Beauty - Pablo Neruda
With chaste heart, and pure eyes I celebrate you,my beauty, restraining my blood so that the line surges and follows your contour, and you bed yourself in my verse, as in woodland, or wave-spume: earth's perfume, sea's music. Nakedly beautiful, whether it is your feet, arching at a primal touch of sound or breeze, or your ears, tiny spiral shells from the splendour of America's oceans. Your breasts also, of equal fullness, overflowing with the living light and, yes, winged your eyelids of silken corn that disclose or enclose the deep twin landscapes of your eyes. The line of your back separating you falls away into paler regions then surges to the smooth hemispheres of an apple, and goes splitting your loveliness into two pillars of burnt gold, pure alabaster, to be lost in the twin clusters of your feet, from which, once more, lifts and takes fire the double tree of your symmetry: flower of fire, open circle of candles, swollen fruit raised over the meeting of

The Final Nail In The Supply Side Coffin
Broken recovery: Taxes are low and corporate profits are high, but nothing is trickling down to the American worker By Andrew Leonard AP/Doug Mills President Ronald Reagan smiles as he poses for photographers after delivering a speech on television, in this Dec. 11, 1987 file photo. The theory of supply-side economics tells us that if you cut taxes on rich people and corporations, the newly liberated moguls and businessmen will take their windfall and invest it, creating jobs and accelerating the rate of economic growth. The benefits of a light hand on the upper class, therefore, will "trickle down" to the working man and woman. Ever since Ronald Reagan first attempted to make supply-side economics a reality and proceeded to inaugurate an era of persistent government deficits and growing income inequality, it has become harder and harder to make the trickle-down argument with a straight face. But we've never seen anything quite like the disaster that's

Tamales Sinaloa-style
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know. Puerco en Chile Colorado (Red Chile Pork) Ingredients This recipe makes enough meat filling for 90-120 tamales. Leftovers can be frozen and eaten later in tortas, tacos or burritos. Pork This is best made the night before. 10 lbs. Pork picnic shoulder (with bone and fatty skin still on it) 4 lbs. Pork neckbones (espinazo de puerco) 2 tbs. Ground cumin[/li][li]2 tbs. Minced garlic 2 cups La Lechonera Naranja Agria or 1 beer of choice or 1 cup of vinegar 8 medium-sized tomatoes, sliced[/li][li]2 large-sized yellow onions, sliced 2 tbs. salt 1 tbs. pepper Water Dutch oven pot, or any heavy large stew pot When ordering the pork at the meat counter, make sure to have them cut the pork shoulder in medium-sized pieces. The pork neckbones already come in man

A Real Free Make Money Online Site In My Own Words
Recently I joined a real free make money online site that the maintenance guy working and living at this hotel has been using for 2 1/2 years. He claimed to have been wealthy and making his money from real estate thru a free make money online site. Before the recession happened Donald Trump was telling everybody to sell everything and the hotel maintenance guy didn't think real estate was going down the tank so he didn't sell the homes he had contracts for and the people that had a contract with him walked away from their home because they couldn't afford to pay the bills when the bills came so the hotel maintenance guy wasn't making any money himself so he became poor but he stayed a member of the free make money online site and still recieves an income but not enough to just live on the income from the free make money online site so he is currently working as the maintenance guy at this hotel until real estate picks up again and he can live on the income again provided by the free ma

I Think I Am Beginning To Fall For Another Person
I think I am beginning to fall for another person. Can't help it, there are just too many girls out there and my girl's just too plain. Be contented. Yes, there are people who are greater than her. There are people that are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring, and more fortunate. That's life - full of temptations. But don't be deceived by those things. Because didn't you ever realize that there are people who are also greater than you? Yet, she chose you.

Bent Electrical Cord
Looking at a cord And it's shadow on the wall They are congruous Looking straight on I move to it's side And for the first time notice The cord is bent...crooked Yet the shadow remains straight Of course I know why it would be this way Light is a physical thing that follows it's barriers If the light came from where I am now the shadow would be crooked

Phat Or Fat?
Me and some of my friends can be described as thick, CHUNKY, chubby, BIG-BONED, fat, Healthy and the smallers ones would be considered curvy. I've NEVER been skinny, even when I was smaller I was still categorized as being a "THICK" chick...On many of the social networking sites I would browse profiles and see women that I would consider small or thin referring to themselves as thick or curvy. They ranged from sizes 6-10 with a little booty and boobage but they called themselves thick.Some would see me out and about and consider me morbidly obese because they would never want to be my size in a million years. I can imagine some women would rather drink clorox on ice than to be as big as me.So the debate is; Should plus size women refer to themselves as curvy when society sees us as FAT??? Hmmm?? Both sides of the spectrum could argue this topic back and forth all day, whether or not these little video chicks with boobs and a pinch of badonk are curvy... and/or.. Are my fellow plus size

Getting Away With Torture | Human Rights Watch (repost)
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From Bugs To Men
So about that bug.... It changed and grew and developed over time. It evolved. So how do men evolve? Better yet, how do we evolve in relationships? Firstly, we are visual. We see something shiny that attracts us and so we are drawn to it, with no idea how that shiny pretty thing might react to us. Remember the bug? Like a moth this time. So at first we aren't very evolved. That shiny object attracts us. It is just an object at that point, right? Looks..... But then we evolve just a little bit and understand we must appear attractive ourselves. If we evolve yet a bit more we understand it is our actions, our words, our feelings that attract the fairer sex. We both use our individual charms to draw each other in. But then what?

You Stand In The Gap...
I do have a guy best friend..I met him at the same time i met my Fue2, Hes a bit of a whore dawg, i rib him constantly on it but its all in good fun. I wish he wasnt that way, just because in contrast im not a shallow loving kind of girl. I dont understand the whole whore concept... Im trying....because in it I see where life has this guy and why hes making some choices the way he is....and its his journey, not mine he has to walk this out...and he will. He is truly a wonderul guy. We are the kinda friends that couldve grown up in the same county together and gig frogs and skip rocks all before knowing what a First Kiss was all about. We rib each other about everything..Our FU-Lives and how pathetic those situations are...Our Real lives and the people we have in them and the drama that comes when trying to mesh the two. we make each other accountable to being better... Its a love for each other..but not like that. we wont go there either of us. he is where he is and i am where I a

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It's Hard
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A Tuesday Rant...or How The Novelty Of Fu Is Wearing Off....
Ahhh Fubar. I've spent , like what. 4 years with you already? I've had some serious ups and downs (emphasis on the downs) , some amusing times and some serious pucker factor inducing ones as well. So let the screed begin... If you the RL to whomever (or RL BF), why the hell would you want to be on fubar? It's a virtual meat market. When I had a significant other, the LAST place I'd spend any time at is on fu. Sure I'd log in maybe once or twice a month just to let people I'm friendly with that I'm alive,other than that....why bother? The about me section. If this is supposed to be a " social networking" site why not take a few minutes to fill out that section? I love knowing what makes people tick, their likes and dislikes, etc. So other than imbedding a music player that shows the world your bad taste in music, I learn nothing. The blantant whores and the mouth breathers that follow them. You want a bling pack or something similar..here's a novel concept...buy it. I'm not here t

A Bug Landed On My Neck In My Office.
6:30am sitting in my office and a bug, in fact a fairly large beetle like bug landed on my neck. I felt it and then my brain told me I felt it and then my mind convinced me I felt it and then I decided, something was on my neck. I pondered that. What was on the back of my neck and why was it there? It did not feel like it was moving. There was just some object on my neck. I decided to brush it off with my hand. I thought I heard a slight buzz of wings when I did so. But then nothing. I looked behind me and....nothing. I was confused. Had nothing been there all that time? Had my mind played tricks on me. It had afterall convinced me of the fact that something was on the back of my neck. I was curious. I stood up and then the creature that had eluded me flew up to the ceiling of my office. Ahhhhhhhhh sanity at last. A bug had landed on my neck and the world was right.

How Do You Say You Are Sorry.
How do you explain to people when you leave without a word? How do you apology because you had no choice but to leave? I was here when Fubar first started. Back then it was Cherry Tap. I had alot of wonderful friends and people who were there for me. Some knew at the time I was with a horrible person. This horrible person abused me physically mentally and sexually. He tried to kill me more than once. To give an example he replaced my insulin with bleach. I noticed the smell when I was dispensing my medication into the syringe. I found out what happened and why. It was over a insurance policy. While working two jobs because this lazy fool wouldn't work, he beat my son who has autism. My son has nightmares still and he is in severe counseling. I ended up going to a shelter and because he was related to some state police in the area they hid me. They had to. I finally escaped far enough away and had to do alot of changes. I couldn't contact anyone but immediate family. Which is whe

7/12/11 Government Plan To Raise The Age Or Retirement To 67.
On the news this morning, there was talk about raising the age of retirement to 67. Frankly, I'm getting tired of watching my Social Security being cut away a piece at a time. The elderly of today have it better than any group of seniors before them. It's about time for this generation of elderly to start feeling it too because I really don't want to have to work until the day that I drop over dead.

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Sex Geeks, Nerds, Dorks And Toys!
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Just Once
Just Once one stinking time I want to get the guy, and not worry about any one stealing him from me. I want to be able to trust him around other girls and not feel jealous when he's with them because i know he's loyal ♥ [ I x want x to x know x he x wouldn't x dare x look x at x prettier x girls] ♥ because I'm the only girl he sees and wants. I want to be with him for more than a month, and not have my heart broken for a reason i don't know. I want my imperfections to be beauty to him. Just once

The Humbling
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Right now, my biggest problem in the whole wide world is that the zip is broken on my favourite pair of ballbuster boots, which I wanted to use for a meeting that I'm dreading tomorrow. Obviously, I have other problems (all that bitter rage, lesbianism, frigidity, shrivelled heart stuff)...but as I was about to throw the offending boot off the balcony whilst screaming 'why me God? Why?!!' I did actually manage to put it all into perspective. I have other boots. One thing I've noticed about people is that those who feel in control of their lives are less stressed about the minutiae...you know the cubicle warriors that have all their paperclips counted and there's a label on anything that could possibly go astray - not feeling in control of anything so avidly control what they can. Yes I know this isn't ground-breaking news. But that's why sometimes I don't give a fuck about things...other times, I let myself get caught up in them. If my biggest problem is my bo

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Welp, we have another birthday!! Once again, someone else, despite what you may see or -think- you know about, but only when actually getting to know someone the truth you wil find...with that in mind, I'm wishing a very happy birthday tooo... XxJUICYxX@ fubar Be nice. On a side note, please don't get butthurt if I didn't do a birthday blog for you, if I didn't it's because you didn't ask. I'll give anyone a birthday blog if they ask and I think they are cool, because well, it's my blog. And on a side note, apparently the last birthday I blogged here had some "issues." Comments were deleted and for the first time in a very long, long time, I have absolutely no idea who what when where or why it happened. So I'm not telling anyone what to say out here, I never do, if you can comment then your thoughts are welcome as usual but I guess there is something going on that even I have no idea what about.. ...anyways enough of that, go love on the birthday girl and oh yeah, once again

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Sometimes I get alot of requests about fakes and stuff that I've already blogged about - so with that in mind here's a fake-a-dex from the past calendar year: The Original Bad Girl: http://fubar.com/this-fake-is-un-originally-bad-and-busted/b56627-1154095 Vanessa69: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day/b56627-1151288 Blonde Baby Girl: http://fubar.com/this-weekend-s-featured-fake/b56627-1150667 AJ the Fu Chamelon & Cuteguy34: http://fubar.com/mother-s-day-fake-parade/b56627-1150213 Beautiful Nightmare: http://fubar.com/most-fake-liked-chick-of-the-day/b56627-1148352 Facedownbootyup: http://fubar.com/nothing-like-a-fake-most-facebook-liked-huh/b56627-1143634 Big List of Fakes in here 12/10: http://fubar.com/huge-december-fake-update/b56627-1137898 The Lovie Saga & a bad one: http://fubar.com/fu-turkeys/b56627-1137064 Another Huge list from 10/10: http://fubar.com/faker-update-10-26-2010/b56627-1134617 Kelly Dreamer: http://fubar.co

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Dotdotdot
When did it become so horribly wrong for someone to want what's best for them, as apposed to what's in the best intrest of others? I've never been one to for go my own needs and wants for another person, per say... but this is just absurd. I don't know much, but I do know this...I'm on this journey.I have yet to know nor understand where it will take me, but that's not the point. The point is I'm going to find out, eventually. Everyone has to take this path at some point in their life, true, mine came at a most inopportune time, but none the less; I like everyone else, deserves to walk this road, guilt free.I'm desperately tired of faking. I'm exhausted. Chemical smiles only last for so long before they morph into twisted scowls and deafening sarcasm.I never ment to hurt you. You don't believe me.I never sought out your love just to refuse it. You won't believe me.I never ment to linger... You don't believe me.I never ment to have to say I'm sorry so many times. You won't believe me.I'

I Get 'roid Rage From Daily Multi-vitamins.
Yes, you read the title. Or if not, go back and do so lazy ass. For some reason lately when I take these I am quick to anger. And I mean glad to fight anger. Sometimes justified, sometimes not so much. But they have reduced my back pain late in the day interestingly. So right now I got frustrated by a fairly normal thing I experience which I won't bother going into........since.......well.......I'm the only one who gives a shit. Normally I can just ignore it. Right now, I want to tell several people where to stick a cactus while watching Oprah in the center of an occupied lion cage. Ladies, is this what PMS is like? That is all.

My Story
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A Tazer As A Gift
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Laugh It Up
Life's a joke and we're all laughing. Hope you're laughing with me instead of laughing at me. If not, it's ok. I'm use to the wrong side of everything. Days only bringing rain, death dominating my brain. All from the pain of living, life is the gift given to all those but only a few make the best of it. Most shit is irrelevant. Yet we waste time on the worthless and its evident. We have weak souls, our weak show and we cant better it. Maybe a doctor i better get. Prescribe me with the answers to fix this sickness. Choked up, i'm coughing. Fear rules, so life becomes haunting. Having trouble seeing the joke? Is it truth that i'm offering. We're so blind. Screaming for the best but always settling for the worse, its no wonder we've gone hoarse. Always whispering ideas of change but we wont stand and do work. It's only getting worse but i'm prepared myself so i'm doing dirt. Like you digging my grave, all roads unpaved so I wont walk down them. Crawling towards my history

I'm Throwing A Fit
Just a little hint sends me in a fit, that I throw. The past seems to continue relevance and I know i'm the last to be acting like an ass but an ass is what I have, the last thing you see when I pass. I cant grasp my emotions. So now i'm kinda hoping that your last remark surely wasn't the spark of a fire. That it if grows its sure to grow out of control and those that i love will burn with this empire. Like cars in a riot. Why cant i be like those I admire and refrain from being hit by the bullets you sarcastically fire. My rage rising higher so I breathe in and breathe out. Get calm. Take it easy, just relax a little bit. Get away from this fit, dont let it exist. It's just over these past 5 years accompanied with tears accusations of my eyes wandering to others by every freaking lover that I seem to of have. They say what I see I want to have but thats not truth, not even half. My approach, is look but dont touch. Words mean nothing. So saying that i love you means nothin

Hard To Put Into Words
The day I went to the hospital I was in labor. I was 5 and half months pregnant with our baby boy was not ready to be born it was to early. Well I went to labor and had our son Malakai Anubis Moore. He didn't make it... My husband and I will never get to hear the pitter patter of Malakai's little feet running up and down the hall. Nor will we get to hear the laughter of our son. We will never get to see him grow up and become a great man. But at least we did get to hold him and name him. At least we did get to tell him how much we loved and cared about him. At least we know he is in a better place looking down watching over us.

Invisible
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Broken Hearts
My husband and I are very broken hearted. Our son Malakai was born way to early. I was 5 and a half months pregnent with him. On July 8, 2011 I went into labor and gave birth. Today July 10, 2011 we are going to go make funeral arrangments. This is very hard for us Malakai was our first. I don't know what else to say except... Malakai Mommy and Daddy Loves You Very Much!

I'm A Model...
Last year, the organisers of The Bruce Festival (an event celebrating King Robert the Bruce), took some pics, telling me that they'd be used to promote this year's festival. Little did I know that my pic would be used in the website's banner! I bet I'm the fattest model you know of... http://www.visitdunfermline.com/brucefestival/

My Silvery Wish
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Poetry
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About Me
Hello all, I thought I would take a little opportunity to expand on the "about me" & "interests" section of my main profile. I am a professional investigator, what's the difference you might ask? That means I am not a public servant, at least in the literal sense. I spent over 20 years of my life in law enforcement, all in Florida. I started at a civilian employee in community relations while in high school. I was deployed to the rooftop of the Police Department in Gainesville Florida, during the 1968 riots for both the MLK Assassination, and the Anti-Vietnam protests at the University. The purpose? To monitor the street, and to provide intelligence on movement. To say the least, I embarked on a most interesting career. I served from the floor up, as a civilian, then after completing the Academy ( I didn't attend the ceremony, I was already on the Street) first served in Uniform and rose through the ranks from "Slick Sleeve Pinger" to Sergeant, Lieutenant, Division Commander,

Happiness
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Where The Stones Met.
He was only a man. Black hair greying, leather grip fraying. Always unraveling. The second he released, it just spiraled out of control, often rewound, often ignored. No manner of divinity or tyrannical mischief in his eyes. Weariness was a word that rose to lips, though caution baited it back from utterance. From the saw-toothed, battered edge of his blade, to the dry lips and knicked steel across his body. The weariness of too many years. Too many years of sleeping on knives, and driving through armor, muscle and bone for his wage. He was only a man, he swore up and down. But as the years drug harder against his bones, and the souls of defeated foes pawed from lonliness and hunger at his ankles, he often had to wonder. He stopped for a spell against a gnarly elm, the leaves were thick and green as was the smell of summer. All around him were whispering leaves and gossiping birds, and snickering insects. Hardly the time or place for a snack, but he had been walking all

Leavin
hey everyone in fuland, Im writing this blog to tell all my friends that Im gonna be leaving fu. Well not really leavin just more like wont be around much anymore, but when Im home I'll try to stop in and say hello to all the great fu friends I've met here on fubar. Im going back to truck driving now so I wont be home but every 2 or 3 weeks for just a couple days b4 I have to leave back out on the road again. I miss being on the road and had to give it up for awhile back when I was still with my ex-wife a few yrs ago, but I have been given the opportunity to drive again and I really miss it. There's nothing here where I live to keep me grounded at home anymore so I feel that this is the best thing for me atleast for now until something else comes along or something else changes in my life for the better. Well I'll miss all the great fu's Ive met here on fubar

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Depressed!
Hey everyone, Your girl apple finally starting her blog! Though possibly not on the best of days but it's getting started. Everyday all of choose the paths we wish to take in our lives, as do I. But if its such a simple everyday task, then why is it most like myself always end up taking the wrong path? It just seems that no matter what we do it's always wrong. Sure we have everyday bumps along each path, but they don't drag us down and making us feel that nothing we do is ever right. Currently I struggle mainly against myself, I'm close to loosing a friendship with a dear friend because of my stupidity. I had thought there was something more between us but they found someone else, so now I just feel lost. Every time I'm around them now it seems like I continuously mess up what is remaining of our friendship. I've even tried distancing myself from them but, nothing seems to make it any easier, and only seems to make things worse...

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Keeper Of My Dreams
When you're not here to share my days and nightsMy life is so incompleteFor you are my heart, my soulThe ‘oneness’ I had known to seekWithout you I merely exist from day to dayWith you I know that I will findAll that I have been searching forMy completeness, my eternal peace of mindYou are the keeper of my dreamsThe man who holds my heart in his handsThe one I want to spend my life withThe one with whom I will always standStand beside through thick and thinThrough all that life will throw our wayKnowing that this special love we shareWill guide us, each and every dayThis journey was started long agoBefore this time and placeThe journey of completenessAs two hearts and souls embraceForever is what I want with youFor the search is at an endOur hearts have found each otherAs lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

Just A Girl
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Sometimes, we try too hard to get to the greener grass.In the process, we end up in trouble. And when you find yourself in trouble and you're stuck in a situation that you can't get out of, there is one thing you shouldalways remember:Not everyone who shows up...Is there to help you!!That is the end of today’s lesson!

Evil Of The Iphone
It all began with an iPhone... March was when my son celebrated his 15th birthday and I got him an iPhone. He just loved it. Who wouldn't? I celebrated my birthday in July and my wife made me very happy when she bought me an iPad. My daughter's birthday was in August so I got her an iPod Touch. September came by, so for my wife’s birthday I bought her an iRon. It was around then that the fight started . . . What my wife failed to recognize is that the iRon can be integrated into the home network with the iWash, iCook and iClean. This unfortunately activated the iBitch. Which led me to the iHospital and iGet out Thursday.

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One day my mother was out, and my dad was in charge of me. I was maybe 2 1/2 years old. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a gift, and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news when I brought him a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my mom came home. My dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!' Mom waited, and sure enough, here I came down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy; and she watched him drink it up. Then she said, (as only a mother would know), "'Did it ever occur to you that the only place she can reach to get water, is the toilet?"

Top 10 Country Songs
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Don't Go Far Off
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Ramblings And Whatnot
ok, well most have read my status and are asking what's up ... it's really more than anything ... i am frustrated, with just about everything. Yes, it's part of life. Normally I can write and deal and things will be fine. I am working to that point. I enjoy writing but lately nothing is coming out the way it's needed. Because of a couple issues with work, I am not working there anymore. I realize it takes more than one person to make the situation but when you bend over backwards and someone is still being a cvnt and everything was handled let it go, don't hold onto it. Definately don't call me names for something someone else did. and don't do in front of customers. It can be handled before or after, NOT during. So anyway, yeah I am not working which has me on edge. I am really odd about things, I like working. I am working with a few places to hopefully start soon. I am hoping this week. I am also hoping that something else positive will happen so I can get moved in

She Waits For Him (dedicated To The Women Who Love Our Servicemen)
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Insecurity + Jealousy = Trouble
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No Title
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I Think It Wants Some Candy...
theres just something about coloring...and listening to the deftones....its like ive managed to actualy physicaly create my happy place right here on my sofa. dont you wish you were so talented...also punctuation doesnt work so well on the blog for some reason...screwy

Some Stars Just Shine Too Brightly...
Nothing I could've said or done would've made a difference. I keep beating myself up over the "What if's". What if I had stayed longer... What if I had said more... What if I had tried harder... What if I had been more compassionate... What if What if What if??? I'll never know. I'm so angry, I need to lash out, to hurt someone, to blame someone. Monica said it was just your time. Is she right? Is that right?!!? If so, that's not fair! Someone so amazing and selfless and considerate and giving and loving given to me/us then taken abruptly away? NO!! It's not fair! I feel so cheated. How selfish is that? What lesson am I suppose to learn from this? If only we had more time. If only your pain could've been extinguished another way. I didn't know you very long at all, but you impacted my life in ways you'll never know. Our connection was instant and even though you had other obligations, we kept coming together. Our pasts united us in the present and we bonded. It's so

Going Home
I will be going home to NYC for a week starting Monday the 11th and will be gone for 5 days to attent my great aunts funeral.....text me if you have it...i will be off and on frequently after the funeral on Wednesday, so if you want to hit me up that would be nice...i know alll you non-talkers might text but if you dont thats cool too.....

Where Im At
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If Only
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I Hate Myself.
I hate myself As I cry into a pillow In the shower On the phone I hate myself As I see what I have done To you To Us To a Memory of things and Ideas that should have been. I hate myself When I look into the mirror and see a broken man With no future With no goals No Aspirations. No Direction. I hate myself This Loathing and self-deprecation should be torture enough But it’s not. It will never be enough because of my actions. My Thoughts My words. You are my everything. And I hate myself.

Words Get In The Way
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Direct Link Is On My Bulletin Homepage! Just Click The Itunes Symbol!
Oh yea! For the ones that want the single. Just check my bulletin here on fubar and click the iTunes symbol. It takes you right to D.C.A.U. iTunes sales page. Thanks, and I will keep everyone who interested in the blog here posted every week on their progress. JayNunn

Much Success On Creating And Passing Out Flyers This Week, Great For Business!
I've been passing out flyers here in the city of Columbia, It has a powerful impact on sales. They in the mall and people finally noticing my first group! I guess to be successful you must stay on the grind! This week was a blast. We had 3 shows and still rising. Much love to the ones that supported here on Fubar as well. Thanks for checking out my blog! Thanks, JayNunn

2nd Block
Princ3ss L...: u obviously dont like the way i do things so stay off my shit 11:49pm fluffy bunny: who are you again? 11:49pm Princ3ss L...: the woman u have been putting down for the past half hour 11:50pm fluffy bunny: oh please whichever whore you are i couldn't have possibly wasted a half hour on you 11:50pm Princ3ss L...: why be on fubar if ur going to be a huge douchbag? 11:51pm fluffy bunny: why ask for opinions if you're only gonna edit whine and cry like a bitch? 11:52pm fluffy bunny: jeez open forums are that way for a reason... don't be such a pantywaste loser 11:52pm Princ3ss L...: i asked for the opinion on the topic not bitch and moan whine i edit a comment that not about the mumm 11:53pm fluffy bunny: oh but it's always about the mumm yours just suck 11:54pm Princ3ss L...: how would u know if my mumms suck or not it was one mumm u dont know me or the other mumms ive posted

Our Friend Is Really Sick
The friend who moved in with us a few months ago is in extremely critical condition right now. I guess he aspirated in his sleep here one night and got a bad lung infection as a result. It took the local doctors a few days to figure out they were in over their heads and they needed to send him to a specialist. His liver is not functioning at all and now his kidneys are gone. He had to be air lifted from our local hospital to a better one a few hours drive away. Although he's improving a little every day at the new hospital, he's still very critical. He's on a ventilator. He can't come off of it until he's breathing completely on his own. I'm not sure how long tha will take. It's really hard to watch. He'd JUST gotten on the liver transplant list (July 4th) and was looking forward to getting his surgery and the next day he crashed when the infection completely took over his body. He's hooked up to so many machines / tubes and has so much stuff coming out of him. He was able to com

Fubar Baddest Dudes Coc (please Read)
1. Be respectful to all Fubar Baddest Chicks and Fubar Baddest Dudes 2. All Fubar Baddest Dudes must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Fubar Baddest Dudes Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr.Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the Fubar Baddest Chicks Homepage & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Fubar Baddest Dudes and must add it or (FBD) to screen name. **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask Mr.Thunder or notify any of the top 3 fam members or the Fubar Baddest Chicks for calrification. We will work with you to make sure any answers

Fubar Baddest Chicks Coc (please Read)
1. All Fubar Baddest Chicks must have a verified salute & a minimum " 10 new pics " of yourself, 2. All Fubar Baddest Chicks Must be female (no exceptions) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be In the Fubar Baddest chicks Family.4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications. (Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends).5. Fubar Baddest Chicks Homepage & Mr. Thunder must be added to friends list as long as all the FBC & FBD officers (who can be found in family).6. You must add " Fubar Baddest Chicks or FBC Prospect " to your name and come to the first meeting on the Friday of the week you were accepted (For Example you were voted in on Monday July 11 so you would come to the meeting on July 15 @ 8PM FU time) We require this so you can be aware of whats going on in the group and inform you on anything you may need to know. If you cannot make it BE SUR

Who Says?
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else. You made me insecure. To me I wasn't good enough. But who are you to judge? When you're a diamond in the rough. I'm sure you got some things you'd like to change about yourself. But when it comes to me, I wouldn't wanna be anybody else. Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. I'm no beauty queen. I'm just beautiful me. Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. You've got every right. To a beautiful life. Come on. Who says, who says you're not perfect? Who says you're not worth it? Who says you're the only one that's hurting. Trust me, that's the curse of beauty. Who says you're not pretty? Who says you're not beautiful? Who says? It's such a funny thing. How nothing's funny when it's you. You tell them what you mean. But they keep whiting out the truth. It's like a work of art. That never gets to see the light. Keep you beneath the stars. Won't let you touch the

He's Just Not That Into You By Greg Behrendt And Liz Tuccillo
He's Just Not That Into You by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo Cut your losses and don't waste your time . Why stay in some weird dating limbo when you can move on to what will surely be better territory? Don't want to hear it? Fine. Here's the answer you're looking for, "Hang in there, baby. He's not the loser everybody's telling you he is. If you wait and keep your mouth shut and call at exactly the right time and anticipate his moods and have no expectations about communication or your own sexual needs, you can have him!" But please don't be surprised if he dumps you or continues to drag you through a completely unsatisfying relationship. He is a man made up entirely of your excuses. And the minute you stop making excuses for him, he will completely disappear from your life. Men, for the most part, like to pursue women. We (men) like not knowing if we can catch you. We feel rewarded when we do. Don't let the "honeys" and the "babys" fool you. His sweet nothings are exac

Love Is Bullshit
Love is Bullshit I do not believe in love. Why you may ask? I'll tell you why. Love is insanity. It will make you do things a normal person would not. Love will make you drain a retirement account and give it to a woman to redo her home. Then, it leaves you with bitterness as she promptly dumps you when the 401(k) has been tapped. Love will make a battered woman return to her husband time and time again even though he has beaten her so bad that he has ruptured both her eardrums. Love will also make you step all over a good thing, viz. Rhett Butler in Gone with the Wind. All I can say is that Scarlett had shit for brains when it came to ol' Rhett. I must also admit that I have been in love, and I have been just as stupid as these folks. Throw in the terrible pain, and I can tell you that I never ever want to be in love ever again. I hate it. Love is bullshit. It lies. It tells you that your beloved is better than all the others in the world. And nothing is more tr

Agitated
I have to find a dress for a wedding. The ONLY daughter of my boss is getting married. The Drs will be there, so I kind of want to keep my tattoos covered. Bot that I am embarassed by them, I just feel in a setting like this better to keep the Drs in the dark.. This sucks. I am tall, and fat...not a lot of cute choices out there. /end rant You may carry on :)

Planetray Relationships
The most useful part of this card system, at least for me, is the determination of who is in your spread - that is - whom you have a connection with or as the card people say "a planetary relationship".This is easy to determine. 1st find your birthcard Let's say it's the King of Diamonds: ruled by the Mars row whose individual ruler is Venus. The spread is read one way only - viz., from right to left beginning with the Mars row and goes like this: the 6 of hearts is the Mercury card, the 4 of Clubs is the Venus card and so on until the Neptune Card which is the 4 of Spades. But the relations also include all of the cards above and below in the Venus column as well as those on both diagonals.Various books are available which provide profiles for each card. These are based upon the numerological significance of the particular card as well as what is regarded as characteristics attributed to the ruling planetsThe Tables appearing below provide general characteristics attributed to

My First New Block
Perfec...: who said anyone was selling fam spots to see any body parts?? just wondering about your comment in my mumm thanks 9:20pm fluffy bunny: your former status dur 9:21pm Perfec...: I never once said anything about seeing body parts in my status 9:21pm Perfec...: I am running a god mode, the selling of the fam spots were to get people in for the famping 9:22pm Perfec...: sorry I offer NO pics or body parts to ANYONE on this site 9:22pm fluffy bunny: well than it's just a plain old rip off... 9:23pm fluffy bunny: you won't be getting any of my bling credits you stingie bish 9:24pm Perfec...: wow...interesting how you judge someone before you know who they are 9:24pm Perfec...: and this all has to do with rank for the higher levels that know how to play the game 9:24pm fluffy bunny: actually it's not that interesting you're easily amused i take it

Somthings
somthings left unsaid, then all hope was lost,my life was turned around, in a new horrible way,i lost evreything i loved i sceam but there is no sound, my blodd drips down my arms and neck as i cry, my tears have no life, iam a breathless spirit..that flots around my room...i leave evey tear behind and try not to think of wht i lost..i lost my love,my hope,my new life, it was conected to you, every lovely kiss was left lifeless...iam lost with no more lovemy body is empty..with no life iam broken,broken,broken, left a i break away my peaces are left unreadible...no can help me get over my broeken pain...BROKEN....my love,my life, is all gone

Iiz Iit True 4 U 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mii curfew waz da street liitez... Mii parentz diidn't call mii cell, daii yelld 4 me... ii playd outsiide wiit friiendz, not onliine... iif ii diidn't eat wat mom cookd, den ii diidn't eat... Saniitiizer diidn't exiist, but u get ur mouth washd out wiit soap 4 cursiin... ii rode a bike witout a helmet... Getn diirty waz ok, n neiighborz cared az much az ur parentz diid...♥

Iiz Itt True 4 U 2!!!
Mii curfew waz da street liitez... Mii parentz diidn't call mii cell, daii yelld 4 me... ii playd outsiide wiit friiendz, not onliine... iif ii diidn't eat wat mom cookd, den ii diidn't eat... Saniitiizer diidn't exiist, but u get ur mouth washd out wiit soap 4 cursiin... ii rode a bike witout a helmet... Getn diirty waz ok, n neiighborz cared az much az ur parentz diid...♥

This Is A Survey. Because Apparently None Of You Know Anything About Me.
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? I can handle it. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? Depends what I'm cheating on I suppose. The last time you felt honestly broken? I'd say December. Are you craving something? Spagettios... it's the oddest thing. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? A pocket full of sunshine. Would you rather have ten kids, or none? None. I could never handle ten. What do you hear right now? A movie. And yahoo. And an AC. And the dryer. Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Yes- and I've got something to say about that. Grown ups beds should only touch one wall at a time. What’s on your mind right now? Nouns mostly. Are you there for your friends? To a fault. Last person to see you cry? Mother may I. What do you do when you get nervous? Fidget. Scratch my head. Be honest, do you like people in general? Nope. Not really...at all actually.

[trust Me Dude, I'm Smarter Than Everyone]
So I had some leftovers I grabbed a couple new potatoes 2 spring onions 1 ear of sweet corn (already cooked) 1 chorizo sausage 1 smoked ham hock (already cooked in collard greens yesterday) 1/2 a banana pepper 1/2 a jalapeno A heavy pinch of salt 1 tsp of tumeric 2 tbs of paprika 1 tsp of cumin seeds 1 tbs of bacon fat I sliced my potatoes on the side of my box grater and dabbed them dry with a paper towel, they were almost see-through thin I stood my ear of corn up and sliced the kernels off and scraped the goo out with the back of my knife diced the onions cut ribbons out of the peppers and I deskinned my chorizo and broke it up with my fingers and threw all of that into my cast iron skillet to let it warm up while I de-rhined and broke apart the ham hock a lot of skin and soft cologeny fatty tissue is in the hock, and just little bit of solid meat to shred I think that's a good thing, I like these cologeny flavorful bits in fried rice and such but cut it rea

Massaging Your Ego
6 WAYS TO MASSAGE YOUR EGO A dear friend who is a psychologist once told me that there are 6 dysfunctional ways that humans beings use to massage their egos, and these ways come in pairs. The fact that they are paired does not mean that if a person uses one of these ways, they necessarily use its pair, but they may. Some people don’t use all of the 6, but some use all or most. We all tend to have one or two favorites though. Here they are. Which ones ring true to you? 1. Be right / 2. Make others wrong 3. Self-justify / 4. Invalidate others 5. Dominate others/ 6. Avoid Domination. Number 1 is pretty self-explanatory, and in my experience virtually all of us use this one. In fact I would say we are addicted to being right. It is so much a part of our lives we don’t even realize it most of the time. To us it is like water is to fish. We swim around in it and don’t even know we are in it. But this need is destructive of relationships. It causes fights,

I Can't
I CAN’T I rarely use this word anymore. So long as I am not in jail, it would rarely apply to my daily life. There are of course a few exceptions. If someone asked me to dunk a basketball, it would be true if I said "I can't." But if someone says, "how about join me for lunch" and I say "I can't,". Well that's not true, unless I am in jail. So why do folks use the word can't when it’s not true? I think its to try to hide the fact that they are making a choice NOT to do something. Instead of saying " No Bob, instead of having lunch with you, I am going to go see Helen," we say " I can't..." And we have so conditioned ourselves to this lie, that we end buying each other’s bullshit. It keeps us emotionally safe. But what are the prices we pay? First, we don’t really know each other as well as we could when we are not honest. Second, we begin to actually BELIEVE we are not at choice about things in our lives, when in fact we ARE at choice. And THAT is

I Will
This is a lovely song by the Beatles that I was just listening to, and part of it really speaks to how I've been feeling lately. So, I'm sharing the lyrics for those of you who care. :) Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same Love you forever, and forever Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we're together Love you when we're apart And when, at last, I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it loud, so I can hear you Make it easy to be near you For the things you do endear you to me Oh, you know I will I will

The Gift Of A Lifetime
The Gift of A Lifetime A young man died today, but he will never be gone, he was an organ donor so in the lives of others He continues to live on. His Heart went to a young woman she was 24, her own heart was too weak it couldn't beat anymore. His lungs went to a man who couldn't breathe at all he wants to be a doctor he'll be starting college this fall. His Kidneys went to a 17 yr. old girl who's own kidneys began to fail, she is an honor student, she has a scholorship to Yale. His Corneas went to a father, who had to face his worst fears, now because of this young man, he can see his children for the first time in five years. His liver went to a High School student who without it wouldn't be alive, she's getting stronger everyday and she continues to thrive. Because of his selfless act, t

Spinning Wheels, Round And Round
The next spin of the where-Chris-is-working wheel puts me in Phoenix for a few days of wonderful robot repeatability testing. I leave Tuesday and who knows... maybe come home Thursday evening. I was in Michigan this past week, New Orleans the week before... I wonder what the rest of this month has in store for me.

New Life New Me
New life New me, Im free to be myself. Im free to be me. I have been gone from fubar/cherrytap for over 2 1/2 years. I went thru a rough time and my ex wouldnt let me go. Finally I broke free of his evil talons and I can be me. I am happy. And living my life. I have had a transformation of changes in my life. Not only the weight loss but my attitude in life has change. Im so happy and enjoying life. Leaving him set me free. And I couldn't be happier.

Updates
Sorry I haven't posted a blog in a while. My only source of internet is my phone and it will not allow me to do some things like play on fubar much. But those of you on facebook can find me there. Things have been really hectic the past few months. David has been really sick and been seeing all those doctors> We did find out that they can't do anything about his foot because he will never be able to use it again at all if they do surgery to fix the bones in it. We also discovered that he was born with some of the bones in his feet missing. He also had an endoscopy done last month and it came back ok,but they are still going to keep an eye on him and see what is keeping his stomach irritated so badly. My stepdad is in the first stages of alzheimers and has been undergoing a lot of different eye tests to see if he might have glaucoma as well. I found out right after thanksgiving that I am diabetic, and they won't do anything about the scar tissue in my stomach that keeps giving me troub

Musings
Why are you different? Or are you the same as everyone else. When you look in the mirror in the morning do you see you as an individual or a copy of someone else. How many people model their life after someone else instead of looking inside and seeing who they are and expressing that person. Have you looked inside to see who you are and then looked into a mirror to see if they match? Or did you look in a mirrior and then compare your self to your favorite magazine.

Heart On The Line
Dear Ninja,I asked a guy to be my boyfriend on the first of the month. He acknowledged the question but still hasn't given me an answer. We talk daily, hang out A LOT, and he's even spent the night a few times. This has continued to go on even after asking him but he still hasn't answered me says he's thinking about it. Is this good or bad? Should I ask him for his answer, or wait for him to come to me with it?Sincerely, Confused and Impatient. Dear Confused and Impatient, The reason he isn't giving you the answer is because he is still involved with his other options. Sadly to say, you're probably not his priority if he isn't willing to give you a yes or no in 9 days. It's not like you asked him to move in, he's just not ready to quit getting strange. The fact that he's ducking the question any time you bring it up is another big tell that he's got someone else chowing down on his baby batter too. If it were me, well I am not actually the best example because I avoid rel

Ravished By Your Love
The breath I feel upon my face soothes my fevered brow, Ravished by the passion of your love, affecting me somehow. The yearning in my heart is to have it all right now, But it is better to take my time to learn your why and how. Why do you love me, you make bold claims of such; I wonder if you really know me, or profess love much too much. I am only a humble human, blessed with a loving heart Waiting for your heart to fall in place, for mine to have its start. I might not always show you, or even catch your drift Of what you want me to know, that causes us to shift. But if we take some quiet time and open up our hearts I think that you will be surprised to learn I figured you out from the start. It wasn’t really hard for me to fall, the how you love me was quite clear, And I would be far worse for wear, if you lived closer, Dear. So mosey your little self to home and make it quicker still; And give this lady’s heart a taste of love’s most precious thrill.

My Gift....
I found Heaven at just eighteen In the arms of a man who meant the world to me His sweet smile and open arms Made the world brighter than it seemed I found love better than I could ever imagine In the long talks with a man who made everything better His open mind and soothing words Built the bridge that would last forever I found a best friend over the years In the mind of man who always put his family first His loving nature and protective ways Kept us just as strong when times were their worst I found a husband I wouldn't trade for the world In a man who gave everything he could possibly give His supportive kindness and being an amazing father Is the best gift God could ever give .................................... I love you Royce!!!

Romantic Profile On Taurus Female / Me.
Romantic profile on Taurus femaleFemale Taurus draws toward herself those things and circumstances that are necessary for the sustenance of happy romantic life. It represents the attracting force, and magnetizes things into manifestation. It is focused on sensuality and pleasure. It runs on the pleasure-seeking, pain-avoiding dynamic. It likes things nice and easy.She thinks as highly of her body as she does of the next meal or the next bath. This woman loves the pleasures and luxuries of life and is essentially an implacable part of the earth, intensely sensual, and dependable.She needs gentle handling, both emotionally and sexually. Sex is a good, basic pleasure which she enjoys as part of a deep and erotic relationship.The trouble is she is often very blind to her compatibility ratings. Usually lured by, and hopelessly attracted to, Fire and Air signs. She is innocently receptive and sensual, thus vulnerable to temptation.In general, romantic profile on Taurus shows its natives have

College Town Mall: The Sauna
When I worked at the mall, I had a membership at the gym next door. It was a relatively big gym with a good weight room, aerobics studios, & spinning classes. It also had a hot tub, pool, & sauna. Those were the best. I used to go after work & unwind with a swim in the pool & a sauna on the days I wasn't at the local pub hangout.The gym employed the best looking women, as you would expect. One of the managers was a carmel colored delight named Stacy. She used to work the evening shift & lock up the gym late. She also taught an aerobics class & was a personal trainer. I used to go there & flirt with her whenever possible.Some nights if she was staying late, she'd lock up & let me get some extra laps in the pool by myself. After a few months, I started getting personal training from her. Aside from the fact that she was beautiful, she really knew what she was doing & got amazing results for her clients.One night, I was getting a weightlifting session from her. We were workin

College Town Mall: An Introduction
When I got out of college, I went into retail management. I worked for a bunch of years running stores at the local mall. For those who have never worked in a mall, it has its own social community. A lot of the main workers hung out after work at the local pub next door to the mall. We worked out in the gym next door. A lot of us visited each other during our breaks. We used to get in free to see the movies at the mall theater.Of course, there was the usual gossip that came with working there. The mall cops used to hit on all the best looking women (don't ask. it was a small college town). Most of all, I remember it as a lot of fun with a lot of sexual adventures. Time to dig into some of those stories.

Nyc: Webcam
An internet message conversation between myself & a woman last year. Her words are in italics:Hey baby.Hey there. What's going on?Nothing much. What are you doing?Nothing much. Just sitting here. What time is it there?It's kinda late. I need a release.Mmmmm.....I love when you talk like that.LOL. Well, that's why I'm here. I wanna play. You wanna?Sure. IM or webcam?Webcam. I wanna watch you.OK. I'm game. Are you gonna play with yourself?Not until after. I wanna make you cum tonight baby. I wanna record it so I can cum again & again. Will you do that for me baby?....slight pause....OK.:) Get your mask & your baby oil. Then get naked, put on your mask, & turn on your cam......I strip naked, get my half-face black mask & put it on, grab my bottle of baby oil, sit back in my chair, put on my webcam, hit the invite button, & there she is. She's wearing a black lace bra & panties. My favorites.....Baby, you look so good tonight. I want those breasts.You mean THESE, baby?.....Sh

Nyc: It Started With A Stare
When I first moved to New York about a decade ago, I didn't have much money. I decided to look for a cheap gym to keep my workouts going. If you've lived in a big city, you know how much gym memberships can cost. One of NYC's biggest secrets is that the Parks Department has good gyms all over the city that they sell $80 yearly memberships for.The gym that I went to regularly was on East 23rd St, next to the FDR parkway. It was right next to the Veterans Hospital. I'd get up early, work out at 6 AM, get dressed, & walk a few blocks over to the subway & go to work. It took a lot of dedication, especially to work out at 6 in the morning, which meant getting up at 4:30.One summer morning, I let my workout run late. Instead of changing at the gym, I grabbed my bag & started walking to get to work. I figured I'd change once I got there. I was still in my black gym sweats & a tight black t shirt. I was still pretty pumped up since I had only finished my last set about 2 minutes be

I Want
Tonight, I want to have rough sex.I want raw, animalistic, passionate sex.I want to rip clothes off.I to jack her up against a wall & fuck the shit out of her.I want to throw her on the bed & jump on top of her.I want to pound her pussy so hard she screams.I want to eat her pussy like a starving man unleashed upon a feast; a feast of erotic lust.I want to fuck her throat with my cock; hard & nasty.I want her to gag on my cock.I want her to spit on it, suck it, & lick it famishly.I want her nails to dig into my back...my ass...scratch & draw blood.I want my muscles to clench so tight from my fucking that I hurt for weeks.I want to fuck her ass...hard.I want to spank her ass...harder.I want her to suck my balls like a Hoover vacuum.I want her hands around my throat.I want my hands around her throat.I want to pull her hair back so hard it gives her whiplash.I want her to breath heavily.I want her to sweat profusely.I want to tear the sheets off the bed.I want to peel the pa

My Goals
My goal when I'm with you is simple. I want to be the best you've ever had. I want to be the one you tell your girlfriends about. I want to ruin you for other men. When you're with your other man, I want you to compare how he feels inside you to how good my throbbing cock explored every inch of your sweet caverns. He'll come up short every time. If he ever licks your pussy, I want you to remember how much I enjoyed tasting you; how good you felt as I licked you & made you cum with my tongue, licking & sucking every inch of your sweetness. I want you to remember how much our bodies intertwined; how we craved each other; two sexually hungry cannibals feasting on each other's lust. I want you to dream about how nasty we were; how raw & passionate we were; how much I was pleasing you; how much you were pleasing me. I want your pussy to tingle & get sooo wet that you have no choice but to play with yourself while you remember. I want your pussy to want to become a punching bag f

Arguing With The Illogical (women)
Women Are The Most Frustrating, Illogical Creatures On The Planet.Apparently They Don't Understand The Term "Cause And Effect" And That When They Start An Argument With You Apparently You're Supposed To Crawl Up Into A Ball On The Floor And Not Defend Yourself In Any Manner As They Dangle Your Spinal Cord (With Your Balls Attatched At The Base), As They Are Under The Illusion That Just Because They Have The Vag They Are Some Sort Of Omnipotent Being With Vast Amounts Of Control Over Us.Sorry, I Like My Spine And My Balls. And I Defend Myself (In Any Situation) With Intellect And Facts. If You Choose To Argue With Me, At Least Come To The Argument Armed, Because When I Put You To Shame It Will Only Make You Hate Me More, And Of This Hatred Your Opinion Of Me Forms One Of An Asshole (Women Are Quick To Believe Their Own Thoughts Whether Or Not There Is Any Basis To Said Thought, Usually There Isn't, Example: I Was Told By My Ex That She Believed I Had Slept With Hundreds Of Women, Which