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Tenn Lay Over
Tennessee layover Well – I am back from Hazard KY and since it is a three-hour drive to the airport I had a room booked in the Knoxville airport Hilton. Nice place, Restaurant, Bar, big beds, room service and the worst internet connectivity I have seen. I am starting to think it cant all be bad and the crappy laptop is to blame partly So I go off to the bar and hang out. There is a Dr’s convention or seminar of some sort and I overhear them chatting away in worst cases they have seen and mistakes they have seen. They are a pretty tight bunch so I sit there nursing a gin and tonic when a very attractive woman, younger than I, Sits a few seats down from me. “I take it you are not with the Dr convention” No she replies and goes on to tell me she is on layover from Continental flight. Her next flight leaves in the morning so many of the flight attendants stay there as it is close and comfortable. We strike up a conversation and I start buying rounds, me with my gin

Womens Poem
To all of my girl friends who have a sense of the truth WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM > I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor> store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't care.>

Uh...i Hate This
Well obviously my body is telling me I am doing way too much. I am having to rethink my life big time and realize I am not superwoman. I am on strict bed rest these next two days and then slowly get moving the rest of the week. My body is under a lot of stress and I realized that after having been sick for three weeks and not healing and then having an asthma attack so bad that I almost died. If there is one thing I learned from this was to be blessed and happy with what I have and take my time with things. No for those of you who thought my status meant I was leaving fubar, I am not just saying goodbye for now while I rest up some LOL can't get rid of me that easily

Hurtling Towards The Vanishing Point
Nostalgia continues to creep over me like a fungus. This weekend I watched several movies. The first of these movies was Death Proof. It's a Tarentino movie, part of the Grindhouse movies, and it deals with car chases. Q wanted to capture the feel of the 1970's exploitation and car chase movies. It was all right. It wasn't actually all that great, but it mentioned several other movies that I'd never seen but had wanted to for quite a while. Vanishing Point is about an ex-cop-military-race driver turned junkie. He delivers cars for a living and makes a bet with his pusher that he can drive from Denver to San Francisco in 15 hours. Thus beginning a long police chase as he eludes them in the Challenger he's supposed to be delivering. There's not much plot there, but it's an interesting flick. The original Gone in Sixty Seconds is about a group of car thieves getting a collection of 48 cars to be shipped out. It includes a massive chase scene at the end involving

A Long Read..but Very Funny
TO: MR. JAMES THATCHER > > BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE > > Dear Mr. Thatcher > > I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and > I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) > or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horse riding or salsa > dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach > in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your > revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough > to realise how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell > you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 > in my pants. > > Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from > 'the curse'? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my 'time of the month' is > starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces > violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body >

Storm
The wetness of my swollen kiss. Erotic abandon to places of bliss. Touches my softness the lightening does bring. The erotic desires together does sting. My heart does cry with thoughts untold. With you my knight the world unfolds!

Wiccan
Ok I well put it here and see what happends.....Like I said before donot be afride of what you see or read...Talk about it...Ask ppl about....I am sure that some wiccans out there well tell you it is awesome and nothing wrong with it...I am just sick of ppl pushing God and other stuff on me.....Saying that my soul well be lost for ever please....I can make my own fucking mind up and do what I want to and not think twice about it ...Got any thing to say about it then I say the hell with it and do what ya want too........

9.20.07 My Brother Has Cancer **updated W/ Official Marazene Press Release
My Brother Has Cancer "We are saddened to announce today that our brother Kristov will be forced to undergo immediate chemotherapy to battle newfound cancerous growths. Test results received this past week confirm new growths in two critical areas. As per physician recommendation, Kris will begin chemotherapy this coming Monday. Our thoughts and prayers go out to the Kemp family during this unexpected and disappointing turn for the worse and we appreciate everyones understanding and patience as we deal with this situation privately. We will have an announcement shortly on how this will affect our Fall tour plans." ~DNKMARAZENE For those of you not 100% on what's going on, Kristov is my drummer and business partner in MARAZENE, and even more importantly, he's my friend. I've known him since I moved to Chicago in May 2001 and we have been working together for years. Thanks for your continued love and support. XoXoX ~D MARAZENE Press ReleaseStreet date 09.20.07As report

Spirito Del
Spirito del buono augurio! Sei venuto in mio soccrso, Credi ne avero gran bisogno, Spirito del follertino rosso Giacche sei venuto in mio soccorso, Ti prego di nn mi abbandonare! Ti prego dentro questa pakka d'intrare, E nella mia tasca portare, Cosi in qualunque mia bisgna, In mio aiuto ti posso chiamare, E di giorno e di notte, Tu non mi possa abbandonare. Legame Penne qui tanto nero quanto notte, legame il briccone con magico stretto, ed in azioni dell'oscurita reprime, fino a tale tempo riascio questo incantesimo.

Chutzpahs Domain
You have entered Chutzpahs domain enter with caution. I may appear to be so nice and sweet but watch out...chutzpah may shock you! I am a easy going person most times and I love myself yet I hate myself. I laugh and I cry at the same time. I am giving, yet selfish. I love you but I hate you. Chuztpah confuse you yet? If you tell me you love me I will run...I am here for friends and to have fun...so let the party begin!

About My Pics
Ok, so people keep messaging me in my Shout Box about how they can no longer see my "sexy" pics. I got tired of people coming to my page JUST to see my sexy pics, yet never say hi or talk to me. So I've officially made it so that ONLY those in my FAM folder can see them. At the moment, the folder is full and NO I will NOT erase anyone in it for you. The people in there are people I talk to on a DAILY basis and care a lot about! They have taken the time to get to know me for ME, NOT for my body! So I do appreciate all the rates and comments, but for now, until I feel you are here to get to know me personally, those pics will remain in the FAM ONLY folder. Thanks and have a great day.

08.21.07 Major Announcement Revealed: Marazene To Join Mushroomhead On Fall Tour!!!
MARAZENE Press ReleaseStreet date 08.21.07As reported by The number 1 source for METAL News, www.Bravewords.comMARAZENE On Brave Words & Bloody KnucklesMARAZENE: New Tour w/ MUSHROOMHEAD, PSYCLON NINE Announced MARAZENE To Join MUSHROOMHEAD, PSYCLON NINE On Fall TourChicago based Machine / Metalists MARAZENE will spend the fall touring the U.S. with MUSHROOMHEAD and PSYCLON NINE beginning on September 28 in Detroit, MI. This tour will mark MARAZENE's second North American run with MUSHROOMHEAD and PSYCLON NINE after the three bands spent over 4 weeks on the road together this past spring. It also marks Marazene's third National Tour for 2007 overall, notable by the bands unsigned and unmanaged status. Confirmed tour dates so far: 8.24 --- Alsip, IL @ O'Malleys 9.02 --- Chicago, IL @ Martini Ranch (2nd Annual F***Fest) (w/ Mushroomhead)9.28 --- Detroit, MI @ Harpo's9.29 --- Mokena, IL @ Pearl Room9.30 --- Grand Rapids, MI @ The Intersection10.02 --- Sauget, IL @ Pop's10.03 --- Lawren

I Finally Founnd My Voice
The general results of the MUMM I posted this weekend suggested that I rip into my ex-husband for his lack of support when my brother died (he wouldn’t take the kids while I went to tell our mother because it wasn’t “convenient”). However, I decided to take the high road and just let it go…wait and hope that the kids would see his true colors in time. As we made the arrangements for my brother’s funeral, I realized that it was going to occur on my ex-husband’s birthday, a day that he is entitled to custody of our two children. I called him last night to make sure that it was okay for me to keep the kids with me (about an hour away from home) until all of the day’s activities had wrapped up. When I got him on the phone, I calmly explained the details. He was cooperative and said I could keep them as long as I needed to. All of a sudden, I had this overwhelming need to share with him how much his behavior of Saturday night had bothered me. I could feel the anger building and exit

That's My Girl!
So yesterday Luvy went to the park with some of her school friends to go skateboarding. Anywho when she gets home she told me after that they played volleyball which bored them so they decided to go play tackle football with some older kids. Apparently... she scored 6 touchdowns, tackled 7 boys and a 16 year old boy. Made me proud! :D

Lovely
I am currently in The Sexiest Legs Contest and i need help of anyone willing to win I have some competition that will keep me on my toes so if your willing PLZ follow the link below and drop a ten and leave as many comments as you can. The more the better and it won't go unnoticed Thanks to all who help in advance!!! .

Please Help Me In My Contest!!!!
I am currently in The Sexiest Legs Contest and i need help of anyone willing to win I have some competition that will keep me on my toes so if your willing PLZ follow the link below and drop a ten and leave as many comments as you can. The more the better and it won't go unnoticed Thanks to all who help in advance!!! .

Umm.. Random Facts About Me.
Odd Facts about ME DO YOU SNORE?: No, but I laugh in my sleep. LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: Both. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: Losing my eyesight or limbs. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?: Yes! WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?: It's mostly stupid. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: Yes. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: Yes? HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: It's great, but I don't mind a decent relationship either. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Black. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: Every time. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: Yes. ANY SECRET TALENTS?: Secret? Um... I can pick a lock? WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: A hidden island, or those hot springs in iceland. HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?: Hell yes. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?: Hell yes. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?: Sure, but it won't change anything. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?: I just bite them... CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?: Don't care to try. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE

How Sarcastic Are You?
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

Spring Equinox
The Significance of the Spring Equinox by Dr. Linda Savage The Vernal Equinox is a universally recognized astronomical event marking the crossing of the sun over the equator. Both the Northern and Southern hemispheres see the sun rise due east and the sunset due west. Night and day are in perfect balance, each lasting 12 hours. It is heralded worldwide as the beginning of spring and a time of new beginnings. Springtime is the season of renewal, where flowers blossom, all green things grow and people feel the renewal of energy within themselves. In agrarian societies, the spring equinox signaled the time to plant a new cycle of crops. Planting is one of the most universal symbols of this season. It is also the beginning of the light half of the year. In the Greek myth of Demeter and Persephone, it is the time when the beloved daughter is returned to the mother and all of nature rejoices with her, by stimulating growth once again. The Celts celebrated the spring equinox as "Lady

Farewell
OK THIS IS IT, THIS IS MY LAST WEEK IN NORTH CAROLINA FOR AWHILE. THE MOVERS COME ON THE 28TH TO PACK US UP AND SHIP OUR STUFF TO MISSOURI AND WE LEAVE ON THE 1ST. WE WILL OFFICIALLY BE IN MISSOURI ON THE 2ND AND I WILL BE BACK ONLINE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. IF YOU NEED ME I WILL BE ONLINE TIL THE 27TH BUT MOSTLY ON MY YAHOO ID. LUVS HUGS AND BIG OLE KISSES TO ALL THOSE THAT ARE MY FRIENDS ON HERE.

Man, I Feel Like A Woman!
On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a Greek man stands up in the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and blue eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt ... one button at a time. .....No one moves. .....He removes his shirt. .....Muscles ripple across his chest. .....She feels warmer, starts to breathe faster .....She

What The Hell...
What the hell made you choose your name... i've seen some of you scroll through with badass names being sweethearts and the reverse... and names that just make you go WTF were you thinking!!! so me first... sin is from sinamynlee, it's a name i wrote poetry with over a decade ago. kinkstar was created when they decided to lock pornstar. pornstar was a nickname given to me by lounge friends so i kept it. :p Next????

Mz Mic Made This For Me 9-23-07
RedheadedCherry ¢¾ Club F.A.R ¢¾ Rate & Fan Me *B4* Friends Add@ fubar That Lady up above is about one of the Finest Ladies on Fubar... She's been a member since the Lost Cherries' Days..., she's been a member since August 6, 2006. RedheadedCherry is Fubar's 92nd Legend with 5, 543 Fans!!! You Really should stop by her page.. Rate her, Fan her and trying becoming one of her friends... She is one of the very few women on this site that I truely trust with anything and everything going on in my life... she has my cellphone and my home phone number....and always has... that says alot about how much I trust this woman!! She has a heart of gold and would do anything asked of her - even giving the shirt off of her back.... The main reason RedheadedCherry is on Fubar is her daughter... Ashley Marie... Ashley has a blood disease.... so spends time on here when she is not busy taking care of her daughter ... to forget how much pain her daughter is in, because there is nothing

Monday Links: Kevin Smith In Studio, New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Internet Video Of The Day, Miss Paltalk Winner, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Goooooooood Monday morning everybody! Hopefully you enjoyed your weekend, and if you didn't... that would be YOUR problem. Not ours. Our good friend Kevin Smith is hanging for the show today, and promoting his new book My Boring Ass Life: The Uncomfortably Candid Diary of Kevin Smith. Have you seen the video of Kevin Smith vs. The Heckler at the 2007 Comic Con Our own Anthony Cumia made a follow-up video to his How To Install Windows Vista internet video, and the sequel is a lot more destructive. We can't wait to see it! The first annual Miss Paltalk Contest was an amazing success...not only did we blow up the Paltalk servers a few times, but we saw some of the raunchiest, perverted, sexually deviant shit you could ever want to see a woman do in front of a webcam in the early morning. Congrats to our winner, ___________ (eh, you'll find out TODAY on the show) INTERNET VIDEO OF THE DAY: Yesterday's hyster

Don't Bleed To Death In Wichita, Kansas...
Good Morning. How are you today? I trust well. Ok last week was to be filled with good news and for the most part I tried to do a good job. I think… but, here we are in the last week of September and I am just itching to get this story out. We all have our own hot buttons right? I mean those little tidbits of orneriness that just is just hanging on inside us to be sprung out at any moment. Oh come on…it’s there. I mean how about hearing the Macarena one more time for you will that do it?...Just kidding. Well how about hearing a song miss sung? That might tweak the melon in some of us…mostly I cringe. But not so for a woman in Seattle, Washington in August, employees at the bar Changes, in Seattle, had to break up a karaoke-night attack by a woman on a man who was singing the Cold Play song "Yellow." The woman had shouted, "Oh, no, not that song. I can't stand that song." She charged the stage, screamed at the man and shoved him (and it eventually took four men to hold her for police).

Back To Work
Hopefully my blogs will evolve a little as i continue to post them.. but at least I don't ramble on forever and lose many.. :) I woke up at 3:30 this morning.. dammit.. why couldn't I sleep until at least 5? It is 6 now and I am completely ready for work at 7. It really sucks going back but I have been terribly lazy at home, eating too much, partying too much.. not keeping up with my exercise.. so being back on a schedule is a good thing. I should be on tonight for a little while if anyone wants to give me a holler..lol Thanks for making my vacation more fun!

So Very True
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near.

Today's Horror-scope
Your compassion, already quite sensitive, is definitely out in full force today. You're supporting coworkers and family members with equal ease and should actually get quite a bit out of it yourself! And here I was feeling rather self-absorbed this morning. Guess I'm supposed to be in a giving mood today.

Fake People & Fake Profiles!
http://www.fubar.com/user/1105115 HERE'S ANOTHER FAKE PROFILE TRYING TO GET CELEBRITY STATUS BY USING A REAL CELEBRITY, THESE PEOPLE MAKE ME TOTALLY SICK! THE PERSON THAT OWNS THE PROFILE IS A GUY EVEN THOUGH IT STATES A FEMALE & HE WONT SWAY HIS AGE EITHER. HE STATES IT'S HIS GIRLFRIENDS PROFILE WHICH TO ME SEEMS LIKE A COVER UP STORY JUST TO SUCKER WOMEN IN SO THAT HE CAN PREY ON GULLABLE PEOPLE! I'D ADVISE EVERYONE TO STEAR CLEAR OF THIS LOSER & BLOCK HIM/HER/IT FROM EVER GETTING FURTHER!

The Demons Inside
I'VE BEEN FIGHTING MY DEMONS FOR TWENTY YEARS, AND I'VE RUN OUT OF ENERGY TO FIGHT. THE SUN MAY BE SHINING OUTSIDE OF THIS ROOM BUT IN MY SOUL IT'S NIGHT. AT TIMES I'VE IMAGINED I WOULD COME OUT ON TOP OF THE DEMONS INSIDE MY HEAD. IN A WAY I SUPPOSE I WAS WINNING THE FIGHT IF I HADN'T BY NOW I WOULD BE DEAD. BUT NOW THE DARK CLOUDS HAVE REGATHERED, AND I'VE LOST MY LAST SEMBLANCE OF HOPE. FEAR AND DESPAIR HAVE ERASED IT, WITHOUT IT THERE IS NO WAY TO COPE. MY LIFE HAS NO PURPOSE OR MEANING THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE ME BUT FEAR. FEAR OVER WETHER I'LL CONTINUE TO FIND LIFE SO DARK AND DREAR. I'M AFRAID IF THIS GOES ON, THERE WILL BE ONLY ONE LAST PATH LEFT. IF IN MY WEAKNESS I TAKE IT I DOUBT ANYONE WILL BE BEREFT...

Last // Nsfw??
LAST BUT NOT LEAST TESTIMONY: This s had most of the state of Michigan laughing for 2 days and a very embarrassed female news anchor who will, in the future, likely think before she speaks. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any! We had a female news anchor that, the day after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob, where's that 8 inches you promised me last night?" Not only did HE have to leave the set, but half the crew did too they were laughing so hard! Now, didn't that feel good? Pass it on to someone you know who needs a laugh and remember we all say things we don't really mean, so think before you speak

#5 Lmao Nsfw ??
FIFTH TESTIMONY: Have you ever asked your child a question too many times? My three-year-old son had a lot of problems with potty training and I was on him constantly. One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch, in between errands It was very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled something funny, so of course I checked my seven-month-old daughter, she was clean. The realized that Danny had not asked to go potty in a while. I asked him if he needed to go, and he said "No" I kept thinking "Oh Lord, that child has had an accident, and I don't have any clothes with me." Then I said, "Danny, are you SURE you didn't have an accident?" "No," he replied. I just KNEW that he must have had an accident, because the smell was getting worse. Soooooo, I asked one more time, "Danny did you have an accident ? This time he jumped up, yanked down his pants, bent over, spread his cheeks and yelled "SEE MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!" While 30 people nearl

Way To Funny...nsfw
FOURTH TESTIMONY : While in line at the bank one afternoon, my toddler decided to release some pent-up energy and ran amok. I was finally able to grab hold of her after receiving looks of disgust and annoyance from other patrons. I told her that if she did not start behaving "right now" she would be punished. To my horror, she looked me in the eye and said in a voice just as threatening, "If you don't let me go right now, I will tell Grandma that I saw you kissing Daddy's pee-pee last night!" The silence was deafening after this enlightening exchange. Even the tellers stopped what they were doing. I mustered up the last of my dignity and walked out of the bank with my daughter in tow. The last thing I heard when the door closed behind me, were screams of laughter.

Part Three... Nsfw ???
THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically. The boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me forget

Hahah,,,part Two Maybe Nsfw
SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls"

Lmao ... Some May Say Nsfw!
FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better.

Break Me.....comment Plz
You came to me a broken piece of a man, Starring sweetly into my eyes and captivating my hand, Quicker and quicker the nights passed away, I never would have guessed that for your sins I would pay. This limerick is about you, theres no way around it, No use in trying to be nice, wickedness is something I cant help but admit, Youre not the first to reveal the truths of men, But as of today you are the last one that I let in. Your scars from the past, you show at first glance, Knocking any levelheaded girl off of her stance, My world was jilted by the jaded, Those happy places now stand to be hated, I cant help but blame myself for the deeds that were done, Now I shall sit back and watch the web as its spun. You made the day of the omen one I shall never forget, Forgiveness would be soon to follow, for I usually submit, But not this time, not for you, This lesson in life would be a waste if you were something I would give

Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Daughters.....comment Plz
I have a strong belief in the Lord above; She was given to me to show my love; My daughter was and is my reason to be; Though trying times she let me see; Little did I know that my greatest fears; I would realize in my years; Now, in my life I should be; But, now where could my little girl be; The hurt I feel is owe so deep; At times I dare not sleep; For to dream will relive my pain; Did I do something to be ashamed; To live without her in my life; I can no longer smell or taste the fruit; You see my daughter is my reason to be; Now without her, what's for me?

Since You Been Gone
Since you been gone Well, it feels like I've been chewing on tin foil Since you been gone It's like I've got a great big mouth-full of cod liver oil Well I'm feeling like I stuck my hand Inside a blender and turned it on You know I've been in a Butt-load of pain Since you been gone Since you been gone I couldn't feel any worse If you dropped a two ton bowling ball on my toes It couldn't hurt any more if you Shoved a red-hot cactus up my nose Since you been gone Well it feels like I've been getting tetanus shots everyday Since you been gone It's like I've got an ice cream headache that won't go away Ever since the day you left me I've been so miserable my dear I feel almost as bad as I did When you were still here

Romantic Sept 24
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, September 24: Your thoughts and feelings are important in this relationship, true, but it's just as important to learn the art of judicious editing. Not everything needs to be shared at the moment you feel it. Strike a fine balance. -------------------------- Amazingly enough this seems to make ALOT of sense to me right now. I keep wondering about if I am staying here in Germany or not. A few weeks ago we spoke of a work visa, nothing has been said about it again. I keep trying to collect my thoughts on this to bring it up, simply because I want to know if I am coming or going in this situation. I hate not knowing anything permanent. If I have to go back to the states again and stay with family members again just to come back after three months is going to be very difficult. So with next weekend being my birthday I am going to sit him down and talk, we need this conversation. Perhaps having the ability to see what

September 24, 2007
You are in a pretty good place, emotionally and mentally and might enjoy taking some time off from the nuttiness of life and just listening to old music. Of course, pressing needs still need attention now and then.

Pure Pleasure....
My ass is bent before you. My lips visible, Slightly parted. The pink of my wet pussy, Peeking through the folds, Begging you to touch it. Begging your cock to plunge deeply into it. My deep throated whisper, Invites you. To take me. To have me. To use me for your pleasure. Causing pleasure of my own, As you ride atop the waves of my orgasm, Making sport of my wet thrusts. The lust drips and splashes all around us, My pussy is tight and flexing. Milking your cock with involuntary spasms. My legs beg to close. My ass bounces against you. Your cock explodes, as you set it free. Hot spurts of cum stream across my ass. The heat of it claiming me. Claiming me as yours. Yours completely. Your slut. Your whore. Your lust. Your need. Your love.

I Dare You
dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

Find Me Here
I haven't been on fubar a whole lot the last little bit now And that's because i've been spending alittle more time on another site, trying to get caught up and what not. Alot of garbage going on here and i think it's just time to kinda back off of here for a bit. So...If you're bored and got nothing to do, come check me out :-) Click the image below. See you all there. Cheers (Y) Screenshot

Types Of Pasta
Types of Pasta Pasta is a basic staple ingredient used in cooking. It is available in hundreds of shapes worldwide and in many different flavors. Pasta can be found dried and fresh, but can also be homemade. There are many ways in which pasta can be used but it is most popular to eat it topped with a sauce. Many types of pasta can be used as the main ingredient or in smaller amounts as an added ingredient in casseroles, soups, stews, and salads. Some types do not work well as a main ingredient and are only used as an ingredient in another dish. When pasta is served with just a sauce, it is important to consider what type, shape and flavor of pasta will best go with the sauce you plan to use. The information below will provide a better understanding of the different types of pasta that are available. Basic Types of Pasta Dried Pasta Dried pasta is readily available in many sizes and shapes. It is factory made and fully dried before it is packaged. Dried pasta is most of

The Fundamental Rules Of A Relationship Part 2
I wrote a version of this about 2 or 3 years ago, and it was good, but i found a few places in it that were a bit weak, so i have taken mental notes over the past couple years, and now its about time that i write part 2 of this. This is not aimed at just guys....(granted, its was idiotic guys that had no clue that prompted me to write this) But you women could learn a thing or two as well. Alot of this, i always thought was common sense, but over time i have found that i couldnt have been further from the truth. For anyone that has found their relationship in jeopardy......read this carefully. If your partner doesnt understand the workings of a solid relationship, then print this, and make that person read it. None of this is hard. So with that said, lets get started. Hopefully you will enjoy it. This was originally conceived after having a conversation with a friend of mine that went a little like this. Him) Dude, i think shes going to leave me! Me) Shes going

Turkey Apple Dip Recipe
Turkey Apple Dip Recipe... Ingredients: - 8 ounches Apple souce - 3 tablespoons taco seasoning mix - 2/3 cup turkey - smoked and finly chopped - 3 red onions - chopped - 1/2 green pepper - minced - 1 ounces black olives - chopped - fresh vegetables and/or toco chips for dipping Container: a serving bowl, large mixing bowl Servings: 24 Serving Description: 3 Tablespoons Prep Time: 21 minutes Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions: In a large mixing bowl, beat together the taco seasoning and Apple souce until smooth. Stir in turkey, red onions, green peppers, and black olives. Mix to combine. Cover and refrigerate until ready to serve. Serve in a serving bowl. Serve with vegetables, sliced apples and/or taco chips. Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

Multi Target Monday
MUlTI TARGET Monday :S Mandxx This ends @ 5p MET ... 9a est Sept 24th Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Carnie 2nd Place... no chance of first, keep an eye out please :) This ends 9pm est sept 24th Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Festive Pumpkin Dip Recipe
Festive Pumpkin Dip Recipe This creamy and spicy pumpkin dip is perfect for your Halloween or family get together. Festive Pumpkin Dip... Ingredients: - 8 ounces cream cheese - softened - 1/2 cup sour cream - 3/4 cup canned pumpkin - 3 tablespoons taco seasoning mix - 1 dash garlic powder (to keep away the vanpires) - 1/3 cup turkey - smoked and chopped - 3 green onions - chopped - 1/2 red peppers - chopped - 1 tablespoon jalapeño - fresh or jarred, chopped (optional) - 2 1/4 ounces black olives - chopped - 1/4 cup sunflower or pumpkin seeds for garnish (optional) - fresh vegetables or corn chips for dipping Container: small pumpkin (hallowed out) or a serving bowl, large mixing bowl Servings: 24 Serving Description: 3 Tablespoons Prep Time: 21 minutes Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions In a large mixing bowl, beat together the cream cheese, sour cream, canned pumpkin, taco seasoning and garlic po

One Day At A Time
God life's a bitch... Told the hubby friday that the marriage is over...this is probably the 4th time i've said it and he still won't let go, and won't leave. I feel like i'm torturing him but i can't take it anymore. It's the saddest thing i've ever had to deal with other than a death and it really is a death of sorts. I have a problem with guilt so that just compounds the emotional rollercoaster this is causing me and to be honest, i feel like it'll never end and i'm doomed to feeling like this forever. If he would just go, i could start to pick up the pieces of my torn life and move on but he won't let me. It's so overwhelming.

Can You?
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How I'm Feeling Today...next Post Will Explain It
THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS "Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

"puppy Chow Recipe "
Puppy Chow Recipe Great family snack! Ingredients: - 12 ounces Chex cereal - 1/2 cup peanut butter - 1/2 cup butter - 12 ounces chocolate chips or M&M Minies - 2 cups powdered sugar Container: large mixing bowl, paper bag, air tight container for storage Servings: 18 Serving Size: cup Serving Description: makes approximately 9 cups Prep Time: 11 minutes Cook Time: 6 minutes Directions: Melt peanut butter, butter and chocolate chips together in a large bowl in the microwave or in a saucepan on the stove top over medium heat. Whisk part way through heating to keep it smooth. Place powdered sugar in a large paper bag. Pour the cereal into the chocolate mixture in a bowl. Mix thoroughly to coat the cereal. Pour coated cereal into the paper bag with the sugar. Roll the top down tight and shake, shake, shake, to coat the cereal with the powdered sugar. Store in an airtight container. Please, let us know if you try

The Truth... What They Didnt Want You To Know... Can You Handle It?????
*~JustMeMic~* and Myself (ctwife and real life fiance of MikeS)@ fubar ~*MikeS*~and MsMic (FUBAR HUSBAND& REAL LIFE BF/Fiance of Miczhell) @ fubar As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near. ~MzMic~ As I sit here and type this bulletin, I am sad... tonight I lost a friend that was near and dear to me....because even though two families had decided to go their seperate was and end their association ... he stood firm on his friendship with me and stayed true to me - until this final act of sabatoge against MikeS and I ... (as if the "Kar

Weird Latenight Blogging
I should be asleep right now. I've written too many blogs today. I have my early 8am class tomarrow. fun fun. It's been a weird weekend. I have lots of stuff, as well as homework to do tomarrow. I can't find my hair stuff. It's distressing. I don't think I've seen my parents in two weeks. That's kinda strange for me. Not really sure how to describe how I feel. Everything seems strange. Some days It seems like I all of a sudden exist, or realize my existance. Today is one of those days. I almost feel like I'm on drugs or something, except I'm not. except for the one's I should be on. So maybe I just feel like I'm not on the ones I should be on? I don;t know, it's not making much sense to me either. It's almost like a surreal sort of state. LIke this is a dream, or I'm in another world. Something just doesn't feel quite "right". I forgot to eat dinner again too, and it's past one am now. How do I forget to eat dinner? The weirdness might just come from all the new things recentl

Missin Old Friends
so i'm a lil sad this wknd. :( this wknd was a casual, family oriented 10yr. reunion picnic for my high school class. i wasn't able to make the trip up 2 chicago, due to lack of notice. i've been waiting 4 over a year to hear about the actual reunion...the people planning this are slackers! lol well, someone got the idea 2 plan a picnic where you could bring your family. would be a more economical choice too. sadly, as i said above, i wasn't able to make it. so i guess i will have 2 sit here & wait 2 c if these slackers ever get this planned. can't believe it's been 10yrs since high school...time flies when ur having fun!! :) i miss those care free days... miss those friends that swore 2 stay close-always... i could really use some cheering up! help...

Family Cocktail Recipe
Family Cocktail Recipe Your family will love this sweet drink with a grown up flair. Ingredients - 6 ounces to 8 ounces lemon lime soda - 1 ounce grenadine (adjust to taste) - garnish: cherries(optional) Container: Tall glass Servings: 1 Prep Time: 1 minute Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions Pour lemon lime soda into a tall ice-filled glass. Drizzle with grenadine and top with a cherry. Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

Salad Knife ?
Salad Knife: Made from a hard nylon plastic, this type of utensil is designed to be used for cutting fresh vegetables such as salad greens. The purpose of the Salad Knife is to provide a cutting material that will not turn the fresh ingredients brown once they have been cut. Metal knives typically brown various foods once they have been sliced. Thus, the nylon Salad Knife was designed so foods such as lettuce would not begin to brown prior to serving. Made with a serrated blade, the Salad Knife can be used safely on non-stick surfaces to cut not only vegetables but a wide variety of foods such as fruits, cakes, bars, and breads. --- Tip: Never allow wood handled knives to soak in water and rub the wood occasionally with mineral oil. Maintaining and Storing Knives: To extend the lifetime of your knives, wash them by hand. Knives that are washed in the dishwasher are exposed to harsh detergents, which will dull the cutting edge and they are exposed to intense and varied tem

Pucker Up And Kiss My..............sexiest Lips On Fubar Contest......plz Repost
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Life
So I just wanted to get on here and let everyone know that yes I am ok and that things are slowly getting better for me (I guess)...I really dont know what else to say about my life other then that...Well I will update you guys a little later on what is going on with me....

I Found Love...plz Dont Steal Ma Song
i found love in u fillin you diz iz mo den just a dream tha world keeps spinin faster n faster i need you now wered u go i see the deaths of all these ppl around me i hear these voices callin me can sum1 plz save me from all diz pain n dismay i feel lyke tha walls r closin in on me lyke evrything around keeps getin closer ders no way out and no were to turn i feel so empty n lost on tha inside

10 Months Tour Of Duty‏
10 months tour of duty A younger soldier comes back from a 10 month's tour of duty to find his girlfriend 6 month's pregnant and that she claimed it was his. As he loved her so much he thought that he would go to the doctor and ask if his girlfriend was telling the truth. After explaining the situation to the doctor, the doctor thought for a moment and said, "This is what we call a grudge pregnancy". The young soldier asked "Whats a grudge pregnancy?", to which the doctor replied "Someone had it in for you".

A Rap I Wrote
yo..listen dey call me tha ice queen so remember tha name cuz u aint runin tha game all diz bitches b havein ma name in dey mouth so do me a favor hoe wont chu keep it out cuz i aint ur dick so tell me how bad do u wanna rock mic run tha game cuz to me its all tha same cuz u aint neva gonna run tha game lyke i do or rock tha mic lyke i do but see i wanna need sum weed but all i got iz a seed i could give up ma deed 4 an ounce of dat weed but i got a house to feed lol

Pices-partner For Life
VIRGO - The One that Waits > Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. > > > SCORPIO - The Addict > EXTREMELY adorable.. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic.. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. > > > LIBRA - The Lame One > Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... you might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. > > > ARIES - The Liar > Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTRE

I've Learned My Lesson.
You know... I hate drama. I just want to live a calm life surrounded by the few people that matter to me...and be done with it. But I have this little problem. I'm way too trusting. I guess that, because I'm an honest person, some part of me always assumes that everyone else is the same way. Maybe I just want to think that...out of some inner desire to find something good in everyone...to find something that redeems the human race. And I am repeatedly disappointed. I've had a horrible week. One that's left me exhausted and disheveled and tired of life. I trusted someone that I thought was my friend...and I've been paying a high price for it. I've spent this whole week deflecting the drama that her lies and betrayals have caused...only to end up losing something very important to me because of it. So let me set the record straight here. Most of the people on this site have little idea of what goes on in my real life. You don't hear the ins and out of my person

Wax Is Not Your Friend.....(ummm No, This Wasnt Me)
Wax Is Not Your Friend >(CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud... I laughed till I cried as I >could just see this happening! ) > >All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, >painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > >My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play >with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind >for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the >medicine cabinet.' So I headed to the site of my near-demise and sure >humiliation: the bathroom. > >It was one of those 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you >just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them >apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair >right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mea n, I'm not a genius, >but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > >Y

How Do You Cure The Monday Blues? You Give Gifts!! Offer Friendship!! & Party Hard!! Wrr Does It All
Click banner to enter lounge 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 10:00PM THE SWAG PARTY CONTINUES!!! Yes, you heard right! DJ Evil & WRR are serving up one more night of prizes!! If you didn't win last night, make sure to join us tonight for another chance to win fabulous prizes from the BEST

Thread Of Life
When asked if one could do things over most say;"Yes, they would." Why? DO people not realize that things past is part of there life thread, part of their fabric that makes them who they are. Never regret what has come and past it is what makes us who we are. Live Laugh Love, never look back but never forget where you come from and where you have been. It is what makes You and keeps You held together.

Grilled Shrimp(optional) And Pasta Salad Recipe
Grilled Shrimp(optional) and Pasta Salad Recipe This great tasting salad comes together very easily. Ingredients: - 1 pound medium shrimp(optional) - shelled and sprinkled with olive oil - 1&1/4 pound sugar snap peas - strings removed - 1/3 cup mayonnaise - 3 tablespoons fresh chives - snipped - 1/2 medium shallot - minced - 2 teaspoons lemon juice - sherry vinegar to taste - 2 tablespoons fresh tarragon - chopped - 8 ounces corkscrew pasta - 8 ounces small shell pasta Container: large serving bowl, small mixing bowl, saucepan, grill Servings: 6 Serving Description: 2 cup Prep Time: 12 minutes Cook Time: 22 minutes Directions: Cook pasta according to package directions. Drain pasta and put into a large serving bowl. Heat grill to medium, Lightly grill shrimp for 5-8 minutes, turning occasionally(optional). Add the shrimp and peas in with the pasta.(optional) In a small mixing bowl, combine the mayonn

Sleepish At Work!! Lol...
Actually, there is no way that I can be truly sleepish here at work tonight, but I did dress for comfort -- comfy hoodie jacket, sweatpants, socks, and huge slippers with paw prints all over them. Part of this due to largely to running late because of being absorbed in my cleaning and sorting at the apartment, an effort largely due to trying to continue to downsize. It is a good thing though. Some of my coworkers tonight are either called in sick or no shows at this point in time, which may mean that I get to have overtime this week after all. What ever the case, I am dressed for comfort!! As I am sitting here, answering calls.....I am wondering why I put a status "Working" in the status box at all though. There was someone named "Nikki" who insisted to show me her thang b/c she was oh so horny. OMG -- what part of work did she not understand....besides, I am not into the cam things or looking at other women. LOL... Good thing there is a BLOCK option!!!!! Fortunately, or

Fishing With My Nephews
It was going to be a quick time on the lake. Or so we thought. What began as an expected 1 hour trip to the lake with the boys turned into four hours I will never forget. The cost was a sunburn that leaves me looking like a red raccoon with white mask. My nephews had the fishing day of their young lives. A day they will likely remember for a long time. We got on Saylorville Reservoir and the boys were getting their first experience of trolling at 3 & 4, nearly 5 years old, white twister tils on their lines. We don't make it 100 feet and they have hybrid striped bass (wipers) on the line. Maybe 6" long the buys are excited. Then my line just about gets ripped out of my hand. There is a 18 minute fight to land it: 37" muskie, lands right in the cradle. They got to see their first "toothy critter" and while one is a little timid at seeing this fish that is taller and heavier than he is, the younger one walks over to pet the fishy. And the day went on like that. The contest was on. W

Quick Note About Logging Out
I've found that if I don't click logout twice in succession (the second time from the page the first sends me to, I think), I'm very often still logged in. (I'm not sure whether this is also true with-respect-to going to http://fubar.com/logout.php directly, but I suspect it is...)

If Men Wrote Advice Columns (read Carefully)
Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A. Obviously your husband can not get enough of you! Knowing that there is one of you he can only settle for the next best thing, your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure, then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is thank him by performing it twice a day: then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys. A: This is perfectly na

My Reason For Living...
It's 1 am and I can't sleep... So worried about my little boy. Just a little over 2 weeks left before he has surgery. I was dumb enough to read about the whole procedure. His heart will be stopped and he will be on a ventilator during surgery. If I lose him, I will lose myself as well. He is my reason for living and I love him more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in my life. Everyone tells me to think positively but that's so fucking hard when you know your baby's chest will be open. At this point, I would give my own life or even sell my soul just to know he will be ok.

I Am Not Really Religious, But I Love This One.
If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, (love) is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tongues, they will cease; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we kno

Nmem(poem)
You betrayed me.....and i walked... I walked through hell in the past. The memories clear as day. You said I wouldn’t last. You wouldn’t show me the way. The memory of how you betrayed me is screaming in my ears. The memory of how you walked away is drowning in my tears. You left me in the burning fire. You left me all alone. You left me to burn in hell. I’m burning to the bone. Only God can save me from this live cremation. My wounds will never heal from this burnt devastation......

~~the Rain Angle~~
The Rain Angle by BlueWolf © Chrissy was a new angel. She had only been in Heaven a few days. Everything was so beautiful there, and everyone was so nice. And even though she was the newest angel she had been given a very important task. Chrissy was in charge of the rain. Every week, on Monday and Thursday, she had to be sure that the clouds opened up and spread their raindrops all over the world. Because every so often, every living thing on the earth needed rain. Chrissy asked one of the older angels if he could help her. "Well," said the old one, "the angel that had the job before you used to tell sad stories to the clouds, and that made them cry." But Chrissy was a very happy little angel and she didn't know any sad tales. So she didn't think that would work. One night Chrissy flew up to see the Man In The Moon to ask him if he knew how to make it rain. "Hmnnn," said the moon as he thought about the question. "You might try pinching the clouds to see if that would ma

This One Is Better
you waved your hand and it was done So let it be and there it was A mountain, so high, it broke through, the sky A canyon, so deep, it'll bring a man to his knees I've seen what you can do I've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come true You've made the heavens and the stars Everything, come on how hard Could it be, To make her love me? I've said some things I shouldn't have Tried everything to win her back I'm human, I messed up, Is she gone?, Are we done? Forgiveness, another chance, that's all I want, it's in your hands I've seen what you can do I've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come true You've made the heavens and the stars Everything, come on how hard Could it be, To make her love me?

Song
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

Sexiest Legs Of Fubar Contest!!!
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Application For Potential Girlfriend.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number (Optional): 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you let me make a move on you in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do have you talked about me with anyone? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm handsome? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You

Lost And Confused
What is going on? In the past week, I have been misunderstood, used, and have lost two very good friends. Is it just me or am I just loosing my mind? I try to be as honest as I can be. I don't lie, pretend to be something I' not and most definitely try not to play games with people. I have been on this site since this past December and have made quite a few wonderful friends. That's why I came here, to make friends, have fun but definitely not at anyone's expense and possibly maybe even have a friendship develop into something more. Why is it though that lately, all the communication wires seemed to have gotten all screwed up. I feel like I don't know what's real and what's not. I have suddenly become very confused. How does one define the fine line between innocent flirting to knowing it is more than just that. What I thought was just flirting, turned out to mean more to some and vice versa. Lack of communication I suppose is a main culprit as well as can be truth

Big Update On Me
Ok as you all know I am doing ok.. Trying to catch up lol.. But doing what I can.. I am only one person.. thank you all for understanding what I am going through.. Right now all I am doing is playing catch up for rating pix and Commenting bombing I think I did that tonight.. Well I don't have much to say but to tell you all I am well and doing great.. I have to get into bed so talk to you all later on today ok.. Virgo24

Architect Of Desire
Architect of Desire by msbehaves© I am leaving work about fifteen minutes behind everyone else. I got stuck on the phone and missed the mass exodus to the parking garage. I hate walking though the structure in the dark by myself. Even though nothing has ever happened here, I still don't feel safe. The dim lighting and confusing echoes make me nervous. I walk quickly with my head up, clutching my keys tightly in my hand. I am within touching distance of my car when he strikes. He grabs me from behind and pulls me off my feet. I drop my purse and keys while I struggle. His hand is hard across my mouth, preventing my cry for help. His arm crosses my torso and pins my arms to my side. His strength is enormous. I can only get trickles of oxygen. I kick backward trying to rake his shins with my shoes. He is moving so quickly that I miss more than I hit. When I do manage to connect it makes no discernable difference. He easily overpowers my small frame and carries me swiftly to a

A Pedifile Named Omega Dragon Ls
Im soo seriouse right now this guys a registerd pedifile..he prays on little kids on the internet....and hes ugly little fuck too ..so watch out for him..I have a pic of him so check it out< for your own good! his name is >Omega Dragon LS

Approaching The End
Approaching the End by WFEATHER © Very slowly, I gained awareness of my situation. I was floating. Literally, nothingness surrounded me. I was not supported by anything. Nothing touched me. I could feel neither air nor water, so it did not make sense that I was floating. Without any wings, how could I maintain myself aloft? It was confusing. I was aware of my lengthy hair essentially standing on end. Somehow, it seemed to be floating outward from my head - not in any particular direction, but in all directions, drifting, each strand pointing out directly from its anchor in my scalp. Eventually, I realized that I was naked. Normally, that would have scared me, for no one other than a trusted doctor had seen me naked since I was a baby. But somehow, this time, it did not scare me. Lethargic, I floated. In time, I slowly opened my eyes to see nothing at all, only a complete absence of light. Logic defied the situation. I raised my arm, moving my hand in front of my

The Entering Darkness Written In 2006
What has happened focuses on what is yet to come paralleled is the truth unexplained and misunderstood in parables twisted and warped it becomes as delerium wickedly intoxifies opening to the demented's cry performing within an encrypted circle are the names six and sixty-six negative to the crucifix as blankness fills a dark surface continued are the dreaded curses hidden in numbers of seven only to play back to the beginning forward there is little meaning visions burrow through an elaborate obstacle one voice one cause do you hear the applause? This is the passing of the chronicle pouring onto this creative soul evolving the great spectacle circling circus of the nocturnally insane gripping outside the norm preparing for The Raging Storm coming out of the black night hatchet embraced we unite and collide Wicked Whisper

Another Workingday
Another Workingday by Natasja © I have gone to some party where there are mostly men, something I don't notice when I get there. I have a few drinks, enjoy myself, but after some time I am starting to get sleepy. So I sit down, and just before I fall asleep, I realize that somebody must have put something in my drink. Then it all goes black. When I wake up the next morning I don't remember a thing, so I think I had a pleasant evening. Next day I go to work, and everybody's smiling at me. So I think they are all in a good mood. Then someone calls me over to his computer and asks me to check something out. On the screen I see pictures of me on that party, naked, and being used by a large group of men, all at the same time. I can't look away from the screen, surprised, horrified and shocked. There are many pictures, from different viewpoints, but all with one face, mine. All the people at work have now gathered and are watching it with me. One of them says something like; "so that'

Another Violation
Another Violation by kspor© Ravaged twice now and sore from the sex, but still wanting more she drives home and takes a hot long bath. All fresh and clean the memories of the sex still echo in her mind. What will happen next; keeps popping up and exciting and alarming her at the same time? Oddly she feels energized and more in need than before. Out of the bath and putting on a pj top you stroll through the house. Her sex is still swollen and she finds herself gently rubbing her tender clit. She hears a truck pull up and realizes her hubby is home for lunch. He barely gets through the door before she is on him. Dropping to her knees she rips his pants open and greedily fishes out his still limp cock. Looking up at him she begins licking and teasing the head as it slowly grows to full size. MMM he tastes so good, but she wishes it also had the taste of another woman on it. Massaging his balls and slowly jerking him she moves up and down on his sex. She is learning to ign

I've Said Things Like This Often Enough That People Should Know How I Feel About This...
If someone is on my list (the person I was thinking about writing this to, a few minutes ago, isn't, but it reminded me), if they're not in my family or family material, participating in such boneheaded things as (but not limited to...) anti-downrater rampages; bulletins or blogs targeting people for things that aren't violations of the law or of the Terms of Service and essentially inviting others to harrass the people linked to; -- at my discretion of course, always at my discretion, I will often just ignore this it's true- but I will delete and perhaps block not the person in the bulletin, but the person posting it, or the person on my list following the link. (Or both, if I need to.) (If it really is a ToS violation, though, a bulletin is generally not the thing to do- write a bouncer. They won't and shouldn't answer other interpersonal spats but Terms of Service violations - like hate speech incitement - _are_ up their alley. Provide evidence- of course.) (If it's interpersonal

Withdrawl
I sit I sit Holding myself, muttering junkie prayers to no one Hint of desire for razor stubble cheeks the longing a spike behind the soul The child shrieks She screams and she screams and she screams because she knows Sure as nightfall. No running No hiding Gutshot I sit I sit muttering my junkie prayers

First Time
well this is the first blog that im putting in here. so far this site is very confusing but im getting used to it. ive met some kool ppl and im enjoying myself. well have a look around, rate me, read me, do what ever you want. have fun

"i Miss You Always"
It seem I always miss you When you're not here with me I love you oh so very much And that is plain to see We should be together We love each other so If I knew how to get to you I would surely go I would just do anything And share in all your charns On what I'd give If I could be Right there in your arms I know that it will take a while For God to see this through And I would just give anything If I could be with you You know how much I love you And want to see that day When we can hold each other In such a loving way I will hold ever tight to you And never let you go But until that day You're on your way I'll still be missing you so "I miss you always"

"it" Or Whatever You're Callin Your Dick These Days.
No, I don't want to touch it. No I don't want to see it. No I don't want to feel it, lick it, squeeze it, play with it..Your penis is seriously not all that interesting. I bet you 50 bucks I have one bigger, better, way more colorful, and it doesnt talk to me like I'm a whore. I think I'll keep that one, thanks!

About Me
Random Inquiries What's your nickname?: None Middle initial?: D Name three thoughts at this exact moment: Sleep love and missing someone The last thing you said to a friend: i wanna be the death of u not the smoking Name the number one thing you regularly drink: Soda What were the last two movies you rented?: Cant remeber Your favorite movie?: Walk to remeber Any fears?: Dieing alone Current worry: Rent Current hate: Fake people Your favorite place to be: Not in vegas How did you feel about today?: Its good Do you own slippers?: Yep What shirt are you wearing?: nONE Favorite color(s)?: Teal What did you fear was going to get you at night when you were a child?: Growing up Current craving?: Sex Superman, Spiderman or Batman?: Superman Best bed sheets as a child: V tron Worst injury you've ever had?: Breaking leg Who is your loudest friend?: cant remeber Does someone have a crush on you?: Yes I do Ever wish on a shooting star?: Yep Favorite candy?: Hershey's What

Tasting The Raindrops
Looking in your eyes I feel myself falling in love with you You said I love you And I said it too We went to our very own special spot For no real reason at all We sat and talked and looked at one another And then the rain began to fall We could have left just as quick as we came But no, you wanted to stay in the rain You asked me a question I’ll never forget Have you ever tasted the raindrops? I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh The cutest look, as I wondered, why? Why, did you ask me to taste the rain? Well, what did have to loose or gain? I watched you with a careful eye And did the same as you You were looking up at the cloudy sky But my eyes were stuck on you like glue I lifted my head to look at the sky And closed my eyes really tight Just as I thought I’d caught a raindrop You suddenly held me tight I opened my eyes with slight alarm As you kissed me soft and sweet I remember that kiss like it was yesterday I still feel those raind

Levelled
thank you to all those that helped me level up ! and thank you to those that told me i needed a salute photoe up, in order to level again.i apreciate all the fubar love ive gotten so far here .thanks again and i will spread the love as well you all know that i do !

Am Home
I am in New York now. Things are just going so damn slow. Like my heart just has this huge hole in it. I did get to meet up with some friends and that was good. My dad is not doing well so that will be the next trip home I bet. Anyway, I do have some new pics that i will post soon. Am ok to chat just don't be an ass. I might still be sensitive. xo

Never Tasted Sweeter....
His love is an eclipse in the center of my mind sucking at the lies I've built around me a web built for function without a soul rent asunder with a single tear burning through memory in my chair soaking in a pool of cold urine just another loser in a city of shit licking my lips for another taste of turd another shot at love all for NOTHING wasted sins for a dead daydream this car wreck of a life a sob story for the meek of heart that all ends today because the barrel never tasted sweeter than it does right now because I no longer have a hunger for anything else.

Misery's Kiss
he came to me a refuge of hate hiding in a scream his fingers bearing blood he asked for help this forgotten of love trying to escape from the damage of Misery's kiss then he told me a story he said of himself and when he was through he bent down. Kissing my cheek, with a frown he yelled "Your Broken Now" I sat many nights scared and alone a prisoner of pain speaking in riddles shoved down my throat I thought I had everything only to find my everything was somewhere behind I screamed for help but no one came I cried for the end finally insane overwhelming emotions the fortress broke down I cried to the heavens where Misery was found and when she spoke she said of this pass it on my infamous kiss and you will be free from my chains that hold and no more pain will carry your load that is my story of the encounter with Misery and now that I am through a kiss to you "YOUR BROKEN NOW"

Dear Mom Letter
Dear Mom, I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. T

Hello My Cool Wonderful Friends:)
This is the first night since my surgery I could sit in a chair for more than three minutes. I miss being on here and all my wonderful friends:) When I can spend some time on here as I am in the healing process I will be uploading all my photos that were deleted (long story):( I am looking at my page and the wonderful job Dark princess Lilith and Her Hubby Dark Prince has been helping her work on. It takes a really special person to take the time do what she has done for me on here while I have been away. I was told I should not be sitting up for another week, but Im going mad lying in bed!!! I think I have watched every movie known to mankind and mafia biographys I could write a book, lol. When you see my page on that will be Lilith until I can really sit up long enough to work on my page once again. Thank you for all the well wishes and the comments and for those whom are closest to me the phone calls and phone texts. My sister Mindy who has called me every day, also kept

My Neeeeeew Profile
In case you didnt know, I really like my screen name. Fubar decided they didnt like my name, and took away my name privliages. So, I took my horny midget profile, and changed into fuchead the second. If you could help me out, and i havent tracked you down yet, it would be great. Please also help me get to my stature and level on this profile, that would be awsome too. I will probably not ditch this profile, just in case it lets me change my name back later, and I have put a lot of hard work into this one. I just wont be here for a while, so please hit me up at this link. Thanks again. fuchead the second@ fubar

Help Me Plz
OK GUYS AND GIRLS I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP I AM REALLY CLOSE TO LEVELING UP ON 9 THOUSAND SOMTHING TO GO TILL I LEVEL I WAS WOUNDERING IF U GUYS COULD HELP ME I WILL RATE BACK AND EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN RATING ALOT OF PEOPLES STASH AND PHOTOS TRING TO GET LEVELED UP . AND IF I DONT START RATING UR PICS AND STUFF WHEN U RATE MINE IT IS BECAUSE MY COMPUTER STARTS TO REALY LAG SO I ALWAYS RETURN THE FAVOR AFTER IS DONE FOR ME SO I DONT FREEZE UP AND CRAP AND ALL THNKS FOR THOSE WHO DO HELP THNKS JESSY

Immigrants Over 65:
If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 and there is a "catch 22". It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 and each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in social assistance for a total of $2,470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1,012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our "pensioners" should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and maybe get the refugees cut back to $1,012.00 and the pensioners up to $2,470.00 and enjoy some of the money we were forced to submit to the Government over the last 40 or 50 or 60 yea

I Dont Cut Myself When Sad I Deprive Myself Of Everythinng Is That Is Good In Life
HELLO FUBAR PEOPLES!!! Yea so we all get bored, life is naturally boring. We drink, do drugs, maintain those wacky friends that we always spray wash the furniture after they’ve sat on it; we do all this in the vain hopes of keeping ourselves from that all engulfing state of misery. Well for most i wouldnt say it goes that far but for me it does! i hate being bored, it makes me depressed and when im depressed i get self destructive. So guess what i got bored and ive decided that for the next 30 days im not going to smoke, drink, or have any caffeine what so ever...so far the kill count is 3 and humans dont burn as well as tobacco...im running out of things to do to pacify angry lil nicotine receptors in my brain! Aaarg….

Empty
Why did you lie? you bottled it all inside you said all we need is time now you've said goodbye my heart is torn apart it's lying on the floor you've broken my heart You've open the door I loved you so much I tried so hard but in the end Your heart was barred you left me with an empty heart now my world has fallen apart

Caution
You say I love you you say you miss me You tell me each night you can't go on without me I want to belive you I want you to love me But I have been hurt once before A man came in and tore me apart Now, Im with you and I don't know where to start you say 'i love you' you say you care, but in the end, your not there You say you need me you tell me every night that we feel right what you don't know is that I've been hurt before My heart has caution in mind it wants to be sure before you get too close that you love me and your here to stay

Idiots At Work
IDIOTS AT WORK I was signing the receipt for my credit card purchase when the clerk noticed that I had never signed my name on the back of the credit card. She informed me that she could not complete the transaction unless the card was signed. When I asked why, she explained that it was necessary to compare the signature on the credit card with the signature I just signed on the receipt. So I signed the credit card in front of her. She carefully compared that signature to the one I signed on the receipt. As luck would have it, they matched. * * * IDIOTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD I live in a semi-rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: many deer were being hit by cars and he no longer wanted them to cross there. * * * IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the individual behind t

Do You Know?
You say I don't love you the way you do me That I use you and I don't feel a thing but what you don't know is that If you wanted to you could break me you could murder me with just four words If you wanted to you could have me walking on air could have me pulling my hair.... Do you know?

Busy As Hell!
Im totally busy and I make more time for the clients I like! Between writing this book an producing videos I a swampped. Im debating whether or not I should finish medical school. And 2 years of specialty surgery apprentiship.

Carlin's View On Aging
George Carlin's View on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40 Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you

Craving
Your inside my heart sometimes it tears me apart your wrapped inside me so tight you don't know what its like you love me but how much? enough to cry without me? enough to hurt everyday?if not? Then you don't love me enough You've dug in so deep burrowed into me I breath, I sleep And your all i see your inside my mind inside my soul your all that my body knows do you still believe how much you love me To be as much as I do you? You don't know that your all i think about each night what I dream about when i close my eyes You still don't know your all my body craves that without you I'd go to my grave

Five More Days...
"I don't believe in destiny or the guiding hand of fate. I don't believe in forever or love as a mystical state. I don't believe in the stars or the planets or angels watching from above, but i believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love....and make it last." "Time stand still...not looking back but i wanna look around me now." I love you.

Union Pass Hunt #1
Well I didn't get a deer, but thats ok. I did get to see some awsome scenery though. I took a few pictures and posted them in fubar. It was cold (Duh), and I enjoyed it a lot. I did hear some wolves. I got to practice my elk calling some. I even tested out some of my new equipment. All-In-All: I had fun and got to see a new area of Wyoming. Most of which I've never seen before.

I Used To
I used to think that being on Fubar(lost Cherrys) was the best thing,meeting lots of people and having lots of friends on here,but i guess i really dont have that many real friends on here as i thought i did,i am with much regret going to delete my account due in fact to the simple fact that i dont like what i have found out about 85% of my supposed friends on here,and i dont like what it is doing to me.i have had enough hurt and dissapointment in my life,i thought i would escape it here but i guess not. aaand to my real friends on here ,you know who you are i am so sorry i am having to do this but there is much you do not understand, and i dont know if you have the time for me to help you understand but remember this my true friend i love you with a passion and i will miss you very much.love to all ...LADY RAVEN.....

Wall
They know me Yet they don't see The pain inside of me, They see the mask, Can't see past The wall i've built around me I feel alone, I always will, For the things they say, Haunt me still Can't they see, That they hurt me? Or that they, Carved out a peice of me?

Personal Gaurdian Angel
You were not afraid But you were hurting, You were suffering And you were tired, I know all of this But don't worry and remember, I love you and I will miss you, Now and always And you shall forever be Beside me, There to guide me, Caring for me, Being with me My very own, personal Guardian Angel

My Paradise
Green grass, Tall trees, A warm summer breeze, A cool dip in the lake, Oh how great! With animals everywhere, Wild Stallions, maybe a Bear, A Deer or Hare, All without a care, No hurt or spite, Just kindness and light, Birds chirping in the wind, Moon light dancing on my skin, Rain patters on the ground, Making very little sound, Family's laughter in the wind, It makes me want to grin, And so my paridise, Forever within.

Love And Destruction
He used to love me, I used to be safe, Now I hide from him, I cover my face, I never wore make up, Now I have to cover the marks he makes, He is comming after me, He is catching up, He grabs me by the hair, He must never had cared, He hits me about, When will it stop? He must not see clear, For he just called me Clair, He must want her dead, But I will die instead, I bid farewell, I bid adue, For these are my last words to you.

Hurting
They hurt me with their words, They say I'm no good, They hurt me physically, I have bruises they can see, They hurt me by telling others, Lies about me, I'm hurting inside, But I can't be heard, They hurt me so, O how so! They say I'm not worth it Can it be so? Can it be true? I am so blue, Please, is it true?

Drift
look to see spoken chants of hail mary's only to drive the insane dedicated to your rage transfixed is the hate comfort plays her illicit beat bodies sweat feel the speed spewing from this faltered seed pick away the scabs that wrap around your lips failed to mention your intention sore to sight is this bitter spite sectioned insufficently passion cutting through the complication interrupts as facination penetrates the deep only to isolate the sleep dreams awake before you drift in and out demons cluttered all about here's a toast to the hypocrit sucking on the finest tit shaking the devils hand as the deadly seven take their stand recognize Hitler's eyes when pity dwells vengance smells skipping through each realm of this darkened hell

Forgetfulness
Where are they? Have they forgotten me? Have they lost me? Have they just left me? Do they think I am gone? Have I been forgotten? Should I just forget them? Will everyone I loved forget me like a secret hideaway? Will everyone forget me? Or have they already forgotten me? Are they so forgetful That they don't recognize me? Are they so foregetful That they patronize me?

Flight
In the darkness of the night, I take my flight, Away from here, So he won't be near, He hurts me so, How low can he go? I must get away, Far away, He will kill me, If he finds me, I must hide, Durring my flight, Or face his crulty, in the brightest of light, He can't find me, I think im safe, I was so wrong, And now it's to late.

Betrayle
I told her everything, She was my friend, I told her lots of things, She betrayed me in the end, She used what I said, Bent it a little, When I said no! She let out a giggle, She told everyone all my secrets, Then she said "I never liked you one bit" I was destroyed, but now I live, with caution as my friend

Lonely
I am in a crouded room, Yet I feel alone, I talk to others, But i feel hollow, My heart drops, When you ignore me, You hurt me deeply, When you don't see me, I want to cry, Yet I must wait, Until no one can see, The hurt inside of me, The tears run down my face, slick and wet, for all to see, why am I so lonley? When I am crouded, I want to be alone, Alone to think, but not.. Not to be alone.

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey 2.0
Name: Redheadmedic aka MamaRed aka HatefuleEvilbitch and recently became little one Birthday: nov. 27, 1975 Birthplace: Kingsport, TN Current Location: hell...I mean Kingsport Eye Color: blue Hair Color: red Hair Type: longish and thick Height: 5'9 Right Handed or Left Handed:Right Your Flavor: Strawberry Religion: Episcopal Marital Status: in a relationship Other Status: Bi The Shoes You Wore Today: slippers Your Weakness: goatees and strong shoulders Your Fears: snakes and heights Your Perfect Pizza: hamburger and mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: make it thru Your Most Overused Phrase On IM: “yeah I'm here!!” Thoughts First Waking Up: “Its cold in here” Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, tits Your Bedtime: whenever I get tired Your Most Missed Memory: laughing with my grandmother Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: Trying to avoid, but, McDonalds. Single or Group Dates: don’t date anymore, but single Chocolate or Vanilla: chocola

Home Again
I'm back! I had a great time camping in Idaho this weekend, despite the cold lol. I would say more about it at this time, but I'm completely exhausted so I'll be making another post later on with all the details and I've already posted a couple of pics to go with it lol. Hope everyone had a great weekend!!! *hugs all*

Another Boring Friday Night
Another Boring Friday Night by NYCbbwSUB © Another boring Friday night at home, Tammy thought to herself. She slumped into her computer chair and decided to surf the net. When she signed on, her home page popped up showing an ad for a new bar in her neighborhood. She decided to get dressed and give it a shot. She decided to walk the five blocks to the bar, and as she approached it she noticed that there were no Grand Opening signs or anything like that. It just looked like any other bar in the neighborhood. Tammy went inside anyway, figuring on one beer and then would leave. As she walked in, she surveyed the bar. It was pretty crowded, but they were all women. "That's strange," she thought as she sat down. "What can I get you sweetie?", the bartender asked. "Coors Light please," Tammy answered. As she waited for her beer, she looked around the crowded bar. She noticed mostly women, and they were dancing with each other, and some even kissing each other.

My Fubar Friends!
Just wanted to write to all of u and say, that I am PROUD 2 have friends' like u!! Since I joined FUBAR I have had the best time online! And I THANK ALL OF U!! You have treated me so good and I appreciate it.I have gotten to know a majority of you. And for the 1's I have met and were ASSHOLES and CUNTS--FUCK U BITCHES!!--Hahahaha...I mean when I say...TY!! And I LOVE YA!!! MyHotComments

Across The Universe
One of the best movies of the year is out in limited release, Across the Universe. The whole movie is an interaction of different stories with The Beatles music as the backdrop. Directed by the person responsible for putting The Lion King on broadway, you would think you were watching a musical on Broadway. This should receive some oscar buzz!

How Can You Love....
how can you love someone you've never met? ever touched? never smelt? never tasted? How can you trust just words? The words that tell you everything you want, everything you feel, everything you desire? They say your heart knows who to trust, but how can a heart that has been broken so many times still trust? How can it fall for just words and yet still beat so strong ever time you hear the phone ring and its him on the other end.......

Thank You!
I just want to thank everyone that came to the contest to help. Seems everyone had issues in the first 10-30 minutes and that really hurt us. I honestly think we had the group to win it had FUBAR not been screwing up!!! But it was fun and I really do appreciate everyone's help!! We'll get them next time :) Scott

Master Master
master have you run your hands up my thighs show me that my prize is on its way hearing me moan your sweet name master you bend me forward and spank me hard showing me that i am always yours master i'm am everything you need me to be master with you inside me you make my body feel free master i feel you with each thrust i feel you and god how i want you so much master get me on my knees master all i want to do is plz

Thank You
I would like to thank all the FU-Bombers and other FU members that helped me in my contest this evening. I could not of done this without your help. I can not believe that we dropped comments more than 8000 in two hours. You guys rawk hard. Love, Darlene

Drats !!!
Well We Tried .. Her Contest is Over tomorrow . and She's about half way there .. To those who did come by and Bomb her pic . Thank you .. Ill see if I can gather up all the names that came by my bulletin last nite and give you all your drinks I promised .. Please . if you find yourself with a few spare moments . Please . Jump over to her pic and at least leave her some luv .. She's one of my Most Real and Wonderful friends .. so please do me this lil favor ??? Thanks .. Hugs to all that do .. and for those that dont . Ya ol' meanies !

Asperger's Syndrome Part 3
Working with an Individual with Asperger Syndrome Children with Asperger's Disorder may present a challenge for educators. While they appear capable and are good with memorization and factual information, they may be weak in comprehension and cognitively inflexible. Educators need to capitalize on their abilities, discovering their strengths and interests in order to develop their talents. People with Asperger's Disorder particularly need assistance in developing their social and communication skills. Children and young adults who received social and communications skills training are better able to express themselves, understand language and become more skillful at communicating with others, increasing their likelihood of successful social interactions. Early intervention means a better chance for independent living and further education. While few programs are designed specifically to address Asperger's Disorder, some of the treatment approaches used for people with "high fu

Asperger's Syndrome Part 2
Characteristics The essential features of Asperger's Disorder are severe and sustained impairment in social interaction and the development of restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interest, and activity. The disturbance must clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, and other important areas of functioning. In contrast to Autistic Disorder, there are no clinically significant delays in language. In addition there are no clinically significant delays in cognitive development or in the development of age-appropriate self-help skills, adaptive behavior, and curiosity about the environment in childhood. A. Qualitative impairment in social interaction, as manifested by at least two of the following: Marked impairment in the use of multiple nonverbal behaviors such as eye-to-eye gaze, facial expression, body postures, and gestures to regulate social interaction Failure to develop peer relationships appropriate to developmental level A lack of spontaneous s

Asperger's Syndrome Part 1
Here's some information about Asperger's syndrome, something that impacts my life. Asperger's Disorder was first described in the 1940s by Viennese pediatrician Hans Asperger who observed autistic-like behaviors and difficulties with social and communication skills in boys who had normal intelligence and language development. Many professionals felt Asperger's Disorder was simply a milder form of autism and used the term "high-functioning autism" to describe these individuals. Professor Uta Frith, with the Institute of Cognitive Neuroscience of University College London and author of Autism and Asperger Syndrome, describes individuals with Asperger's Disorder as "having a dash of Autism." Asperger's Disorder was added to the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) in 1994 as a separate disorder from autism. However, there are still many professionals who consider Asperger's Disorder a less severe form of autism. What di

New Book And Dvd Reviews Online!
First off, our newest writer, FoundryMusicCos, knocked out the new Nikki Sixx book in a matter of hours and we've got the review online now: The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star Our resident pornaholic DEMONCOW was up all weekend reviewing dirty movies, and managed to get through five of them before having to put some medicated lotion on his hands and nether region. Just take look at some of the titles he had to review: Bore My Asshole Wasted Youth 2 Assault That Ass 10 Cock Craving Cuties 2 Mandingo's Dick Puppets As always, if you think YOU have what it takes (writing chops, not a greasy right hand) to review the smut...because we get tons of it every week... send your contact info and a sample review to Rob@FoundryMusic.com

Dolphins
How do Dolphins sleep? Dolphins have to be conscious to breathe. This means that they cannot go into a full deep sleep, because then they would suffocate. Dolphins have "solved" that by letting one half of their brain sleep at a time. This has been determined by doing EEG studies on Dolphins. REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep, usually associated with dreaming has been recorded only very rarely. Some scientists claim Dolphins do not have REM sleep at all. A Dolphin's behavior when sleeping/resting depends on the circumstances can vary within different species of Dolphins, and possibly on individual preferences. They can either: - swim slowly and surface every now and then for a breath which is the pattern for the Hawaiian Spinner Dolphins - rest at the surface with their blowhole exposed - rest on the bottom (in shallow water) and rise to the surface every now and then to breathe. How intelligent are Dolphins? During the past few decades, scientists have intensified their efforts to b

Im Sorry To Everyone For Spreading Lies
im sorry to everyone for spreading lies ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 23 Sep 2007, 20:18 im sorry to everyone for spreading lies----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: jesseDate: Sep 23, 2007 8:13 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Uncle SamDate: Sep 23, 2007 7:42 PMLook, Uncle Sam is going to set the record straight! The government told us what happened, and they have never lied to us before! This is the United States! And for anyone who doesn't see the plane in the video the government released, Lord help you... The hole was too small for a 757? You're all crazy conspiracy theorist wing nuts. It's obvious what happened.We have an unbiased media who would tell us everything! You can clearly see the plane's wings, engines, passengers, and luggage in the pictures taken immediately after. I mean, just look!George Bush supports our founding fathers and what they stood for.

Tips For Protecting Yourself
Be Sure to READ this!!! >>Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or >>love one's life. >> >>Crucial >> >>Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself >> >>of these things to do in an emergency situation... >> >>This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, >> >>your children, everyone you know. >> >>After reading these 9 crucial tips , >> >>forward them to someone you care about. >> >>It never hurts to be careful >> >>in this crazy world we live in. >> >> >> >>1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : >> >>The elbow is the strongest point >> >>on your body. >> >>If you are close enough to use it, do! >> >> >> >>2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks >> >>for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM >> >>Toss it away from you.... >> >>chances are that he is more interested >> >>in your wallet and/or purse than you, >> >>and he will go for the wallet/purse. >>

Sex Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed -auther unknown

Mystic Dreams
I'm sitting on the tip of human existence tonight Dipping in the darkness from the moon that's shining bright Swirling at the dusty path that scans the Milky Way Scattering the stars that Mother Nature has displayed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Along the moonbeams shadow I now put my feet to flight And dust the sparkles with my bottom as I slide into the light Capturing the twirling tail of songs, sung by the wind Ever searching for the place where pixie dreams begin. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The peaceful melancholy voice that whisper so serene Stirs the sparks of stardust in the night that fairies bring Upon the crest of loveliness lies just a simple glow For fantasy to linger in the souls of those who know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Small wonders in the minds of all that tarry on this night Upon the sweet surrender of the moments burning bright Is it really magic that the moon has cast with beams Or maybe it is just alive in hearts that dare to d

Senate Votes Against Free Speech
RE: Senate Votes Against Free Speech ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Blaine Date: 23 Sep 2007, 20:28 September 21, 2007 at 10:09:52_Senate Votes Against Free Speech_ by Mary Shaw http://www.opednews.comSEE FULL STORY HERE:http://www.opednews.com/articles/opedne_mary_sha_070921_senate_votes_against.htm Over the past six years, Bush's enablers in Congress have been slowly eroding our Constitutional rights and liberties. But, until now, it was always somewhat masked in fear-inducing terror-related rhetoric.Their latest stunt, however, is masked much more transparently.Yesterday, the U.S. Senate passed a resolution condemning the organization MoveOn.org for criticizing General Petraeus for blindly and obediently propagating Bush's failed Iraq war strategy.In other words, the U.S. Senate passed a resolution against freedom of speech, freedom of expression, and freedom of the press.In other words, the U.S. Senate passed a resolution against the First A

Iran Is Beautiful Open Your Eyes
Iran is Beautiful oPeN yOuR eYeS ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: theresa Date: Sep 23, 2007 10:20 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Light Within Date: Sep 23, 2007 7:42 PM Thanks The Lightworkers Wow! I didn't know Iran was SO beautiful! I've heard that the young people there are AMAZING!! Thankyou Pono You'll be surprised at what they don't show us. This is what they want.

Who Said These?
This is terrifying! And this person is probably the leading contender to be President of these United States. God help us! The end is in sight. Not the end we would like but the end that, all this being true, is inevitable. God bless America! It WAS a wonderful country! (1) "We're going to take things away from you on behalf of the common good." (2) "It's time for a new beginning, for an end to government of the few, by the few, and for the few, and to replace it with shared responsibility for shared prosperity." (3) "(We) can't just let business as usual go on, and that means something has to be taken away from some people." (4) "We have to build a political consensus, and that requires people to give up a little bit of their own turf in order to create this common ground." (5) "I certainly think the free-market has failed." (6) "I think it's time to send a clear message to what has become the most profitable sector in (the) entire economy - that they are being watc

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
You Are Ani Difranco! Honest, real, and well liked. You're not limited by any boundaries. "And you can call me crazy But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

Timeless Statue
Effortlessly we became that which will never be the same. Quietly we held the world in our own name. Defiantly we played the Devil’s game. Whatever it takes to win. Here there is no sin. You fell so fast I couldn’t catch you. I am just a timeless statue. All I could do was watch you fall. I ran into the dark abyss. My name I heard you hiss. What game now do we play? Do you hide? Leave your body for me to find? Do you punish me now? For the fear that held me down? Pleas let me be, I never meant to let you drown. But you floated away without a sound. The collar on your behalf I bore. Held me mercilessly to the shore. Obediently I waited and stayed. Your own device, betrayed. Fear, pain, sorrow. Never before have I felt so hollow. Do you feel these things? Do you know what I went through? Just to see you. To feel the warmth of your kiss. Do you hear that? It’s the Devils laugh. My life is this derelict Hell. It was for you that I fell. Now Samiel’s

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

What I Want...
What I want is...to see my girl licking a nice tight wet little pussy. We need a girl for some fun, someone we can both fuck over and over again. Someone to come over and suck my cock, both of you taking turns till I blow my load all over both of your faces. And then I watch as the two of you go to work on each other's cunts, till I'm recovered enough and have to decide which pussy to shove my dick into. So...who wants in? ;)

Are You A Jealous Woman?
You are SO Jealous You can't help but doubt your boyfriend, friends, and even family You've been burned before - and it totally shows But acting like a guard dog won't keep your guy... it will only push him away Learn to trust a little more, and *all* your relationships will be better Are You A Jealous Woman?

Nickelback-savin Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin'

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Women
Hello Ladies Dom here from bklyn NY. I am looking to meet someone for some fun times and maybe more. if your also interested in meeting someone give me a chance.. i have aol and yahoo messengers.The names are on my profile. hope to talk to you soon . DOM

Loose Change, Final Cut (a Short Review)
Loose Change, Final Cut (a short review) Body: From: robert Date: Sep 23, 2007 7:36 PM I viewed the rough cut version in NYC, on September 10th 2007. Over all I want to tell you that it was very good, and mostly different from the second edition. There were clips that that have never been seen before, and the presentation was definitely harder to debunk, where the debunkers words are used against them. Although they do cover allot of the same topics, the presentation is more compelling this time out. I met up with Jason Bermis on September 11th, he assured me it will be available sometime in November, although the big distribution deal with Mark Cuban has ended, he mentioned that in Europe a deal is in the works, and in the USA the boys will do another screening tour to various cities, and hopefully will generate enough interest in a move to bigger theaters. In about 2 more months it will be available, finally and it will be worth the long wait. Charley Sheen is cur

How Much Do You Know About 80s Music?
You Scored 40% Correct You know some 80s stuff Like that Paula Abdul was a star back then But you're not sure who Suzie Q was And you don't know what Samantha Fox was really famous for! How Much Do You Know About 80s Music?

Nickelback-if Everyone Cared
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When nobody died... [Choru

Mrs Jones
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the minister, smilin

Nick Lachey-whats Left Of Me
Watch my life, Pass me by, In the rear view mirror Pictures frozen in time Are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes Yeah... [Chorus] Cause I want you, And I feel you, Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger, Like a burning, To find a place I've never been Now I'm broken, And I'm faded, I'm half the man I thought I would be: But you can have what's left of me I've been dying inside, Little by little, No where to go, But going out of my mind In endless circles, Running from my self until, You gave me a reason for standing still [Chorus] It's falling faster, Barely breathing, Give me something, To believe in Tell me: It's not all in my head Take what's left Of this man Make me whole Once again [Chorus] I've been dying inside you see I'm going out of my mind Out of my mind I'm just running in circles all the time Will you take what's left Will you take what's left Will you take what'

Thought This Was Cool
You scored as Guardian, Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Guardian100% Guru83% Philosopher75% Torch Bearer75% Star Child67% Sage67% Impressionist67% Designer58% Lone Wolf58% Maverick50% Navigator50%

Well You Live To 100?
Chance You'll Live to 100: 57% You've got a decent chance of living to 100, especially if you're still fairly young. You take pretty good care of yourself, but you could always do better. Get enough sleep and relax. Life isn't a race. The slower you go... the further you'll get. Will You Live to 100?

Had A Good Day.
Too all those who have wished me a Happy Birthday thank you again. I really appreciate it. It wasn’t a bad day at all. Tommorrow to celebrate some more I have a day off from work .I haven’t had one for over a year > Carla wanted to see me as soon as possible shes had family over so getting away is a problem right now. I think one of the reasons I came here is everyone is so cool and everyone pretty much on my MySpace account died except for one. I think my only grudge today Chuck’s (who is my housemate) daughter showed up last night and didn’t leave until 3pm. I didn’t know about her till Friday. They were supposed to leave first thing in the morning. I don’t mind having her daughter over but I’m afraid of their noisy dog Lucy. OMG what a yelper. I ended up watching Hot Fuzz. today ...It was hysterical. I so want know Shaun of the dead and this movie after this.And I caught the Great Escape on TV ..Great movie. At this time the Bears have had it and more than li

What Will You Get For The 12 Days Of Christmas?
For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you: Twelve punk rockers drumming Eleven christmas trees a-twinkling Ten reindeer a-leaping Nine ladies waltzing Eight sheep a-milking Seven hot chocolates a-steaming Six drunks a-drinking Five golden bowls of chicken noodle soup Four calling bill collectors Three French berets Two Jesus action figures And a chimp in a peach tree What Will You Get for the 12 Days of Christmas?

We Need Bombers
come help me bomb my sisters contest any and all help is appericated thanks ..come on click the picture u know u wanna lol :P ok back to bombing for me we r like 3000 behind come show some love and help her in her 1st contest

What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Starting Over
Well it seems that Mother Nature, God, or just that pesky little thing known as life has decided to disrupt what I thought was going to be it. For the last 7 years all I've wanted and asked for is to go 1 year without someone that I cared about dieing, I thought I was going to make it this year, but life decided to throw me a curve ball. While no one has yet died, my relationship of several years did. It was not my choice, I thought she was the one, but she had other plans. So for the last few weeks I've been absent from this site, keeping to myself and healing myself. I don't know if anyone on here even really cares about why I disappeared, but on the off chance that someone does, I've decided to post the reason why.

~slummin~
~slummin~ lol 1] Who has your heart? logan has my tummy tied in knots :) 2] How did you wake up this morning? with a smile.... (i vibed one out, rofl :) 3] Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset? sunset 4] Are you wearing any non clothing items? yes my leg cast :( and jewelry 5] What did you do last night? went to the er, then when i got home packed more 6] Who was the last person you kissed? brody 7] Would you kiss that person, again? Every chance I get 8] Did you brush your teeth this morning? Ja doch 9] Have you ever been on the radio? Yuppers 10] What did you drink today? dt pepsi biatches 11] Do you like honey? Yes? 12] What's the last thing you broke? my leg & knee again (thax asshole for knocking me down the stairs with the door, lol) 13] Do you know the date? 9/23/07 14] Where's the last place you went shopping? tar-jaaay boutique 15] Did you sing at all today? Actually all day long 16] When's the last time you c

I Miss My Music!
A couple of weeks ago some schlimiel got into my truck and took my CD collection. Being a poor fuck, it took me several years to compile those few discs. It took me 6 months to find "The Rolling Stones Hot Rocks 1964-1971". I have had very bad hearing forever, almost. Now the few sounds that gave me an entrance into a new world are gone. I have copies of some of the songs, but it's just not the same. I can't afford to replace them. Any of them, right now. It will probably take me years to build my collection again. I doubt that whomever took my discs reads this, but if they do, PLEASE bring them back to me. No questions asked, no cops. I just want them back. You violated the sanctity of my vehicle, don't destroy my sanity. I'm having a rough time right now, please give me back my peace. That's all I ask.

Ive Been Sick
Sorry everyone Ive been been sick, but Im feeling better well the long run is yet to be seen no one can see the future, Ive been looking into new places to live the park I live in is closing soon and new things in my life has forced me to look at things in a different light, I have been looking for my other kids for awhile now a few years back I lost their number, it was a unlisted number and I have been looking for them ever sense they live in the north and I live here in hell Florida, I was looking at on another server and I noticed my name it was not me I investigated and fond my son we are talking now and things are ok. my health has been bad its hard from me to get out of bed at times and I have been so sick that its affecting my job on fubar, don't be surprised if I am replaced there are good bouncers on here so treat them good,I am proud of what I was able to accomplish here, as far as the site I am not a disgruntle bouncer, so don't ask me site questions that you know I will n

What Personality Disorder Are You?
You May Be a Bit Dependent... You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could. What Personality Disorder Are You?

Five Kinds Of Martyrs
The Prophet (blessings and peace be upon him) said, “The martyrs are of five kinds: one who dies of plague; one who dies of disease of his belly; the drowned, one who dies under the debris, and one who dies while fighting in the way of Allah.” Riyad us Saliheen, Chapter 11 Book of Jihad Narrator Hazrat Abu Huraira (r.a.)

Inside
i hate this feeling that i fell inside. it's this feeling that i'm brushed aside. one day here next day gone. i don't know what to do but stand in the back drop and bide my time. i hate to watch as time goes by and i see the the love of my life take off and fly. i'm rambling trying to put thoughts to thoughts if that makes any sence.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?
Your Inner Pop Princess Is Brintey Spears "I'm a slave for you. (Take that) I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave (It just feels right) for you. (It just feels good) I won�t deny it; I'm not trying to hide it. (Baby)" You're not that innocent. Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

What Finger Are You?
You Are a Ring Finger You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger What Finger Are You?

The It's Its There Their They're Quiz
You Scored an A You got 9/10 questions correct. It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors. If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs. As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human. And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes. The It's Its There Their They're Quiz

Only One
George and Martha got married. George was a 'man about town' so to speak, but Martha was very naive and uninformed about the birds and the bees. George was a poor fisherman and could not afford to take time off for a honeymoon. So, that night they retired to his little shack. When George was undressing, Martha said, 'Oh George, what is that?' George being very quick thinking said, 'Martha, I am the only man in the world with one of these.' And, then, he proceeded to show her what it was for, And Martha was happy. The next morning George went off fishing as usual. When he returned home that evening, Martha was Waiting down on the wharf obviously upset about something. 'George, you told me that you were the only man in The world with one of those, but I saw your drink'ing buddy, Fred having a pee down behind the shed, and he had one, too.' Thinking fast, George said, 'Yes, Martha, Fred is me very best friend. I had two of them so I gave him one. He is the

Nice Guy's Do Finish Last!!
I reposted a bulletin on Nice Guy's Finishing Last. And honestly it isn't fair. Because my image does not matter. And image does not tell the story of what is in a man's heart. What kind of character he has. The lengths he has traveled or will travel. You often hear how the meek will inherit the earth. And a nice guy will loose out to someone with and attitude. Someone who does not care, who is controlling. And for the lack of a better word, and I am gonna say it because I was one, and asshole. But, I grew up and learned that I did not want to keep going done a distructive path. If I have to finish last so be it. But, I will know I can wake up in the morning and look myself in the mirror. And know I am doing the best I can. And that my belief in romance and being romantic may be out-dated. But that is who I am, I will always bring a rose to a first date. I will try to make a good impression. But not at the expense of me not being who I am. I may not be the richest or

Deleting My Account
Hey all Just wanted to post this blog and share it to say BYE to all my incredible friends on here that Ive made over the past year Im deleting it in one hour just to give you guys that are my real friends a chance to say bye...I havent been a saint, I havent been perfect...but I really fell in Love with someone on here....I know I know I should of never went down that road online....and most you guys will say dont go you'll get over her....but theres no getting over this one...She was the ONE...Im pretty sure most of you understand that...you've been there yerselves....But online you make enemies and you make a past....and they both come back to muddy the waters in yer relationships.....either that or she was looking for a way Out I dunno.....I just know Im done here....I wish you all the best of luck......We had some great memories some great debates and ome good wars with other lounges....Good-bye everyone....Hope all yer dreams come true!!!

What Element Is Your Love?
Your Love Element Is Metal In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?

What Is Your Love Number?
Your Love Number is 2 Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover. Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes. At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy. As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced. What Is Your Love Number?

Death
DEATH By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary There is something about the unknown that is always a mystery Dare you go? Take a step into the world of animosity? Death and birth, heaven and hell, dark and light Fear and courage, goodness and evilness, blindness and sight Death it is I choose to tackle, for death it is we must face A destiny that each must soon allow to be in a permissible place Ah, the splendor of it all, the tunnel and the light It is a liberty that no one dares to take a bite Is it fear or is it guilt? Is it the superficial world we dare not leave? What hinders and impedes the nippy journey we will all achieve? The enemy of ones self is himself, the conflict is from within You War against yourself, a battle where no one can win in Let me speak of death in luminosity, for in it I see radiance A freedom unimaginable, almost in its brilliance I speak of it with exhilaration no human heart can comprehend Death is living;

Divorce
I have signed my seperation papers. Now to the next phase. Signing more papers. Now why would he think that I am just gonna sign something without even reading it or looking it over. He is divorcing me and I am not suppose to check it out first to make sure I don't get screwed along with the kids. He didn't marry a stupid one. Maybe the next one will be...(ohhh yea she is)

Looking Into The Minassary Of Life>>poem..
To look into a life of an identical view , is like looking thru a mirrow or a window pane on a rainy day > To view ones life thru a fog or to see life, that is far off , To know that life does go on or to know in thy soul your a chosen one . what do I speek of well a life that is meaningful and full with love. This is a love that I so want . To last till death do part or to know deep with in my hear ; all will be so > to see life and life it to the fullest ; thru eternity and never stop. to know God sets all destiny for us all . hugs all diana Poem..

Suicide
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’

Are You A Girl Or A Woman?
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Addendum To :"special" Day!
Taylor is now the proud owner of a lip ring, left side of mouth, lol! He has full lips to begin with - looks a little like he had a botox injection right now!! But he is very, very pleased! And a late Happy Birthday, dear youngest son of mine! Wear your piercing proudly and may there be many more in your future! LOL, yep, I'm not your usual Mom! Good night, everyone! Love, hugs, and blessings! Later! Muahz!

Do You Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Carl Edwards Fails Post Race Inspection!!
Doubt About It: Edwards win at Dover marred by inspection failure September 23, 2007 DOVER, Del. (AP) -- His car parked on the track because of a late-race red flag, Carl Edwards had time to catch replays on the big screen of the crash that wiped out other Chase drivers. Edwards could only think about how lucky he was that he would get away from Dover unscathed. ``This place has great potential for disaster,'' he said. Edwards avoided trouble on the track Sunday to win at Dover International Speedway, but he found it in the garage. The No. 99 Ford failed the postrace inspection because the right rear fender was too low, and NASCAR this week will likely hit Edwards with a fine and dock him crucial points. NASCAR spokesman Ramsey Potson said there was no evidence of intentional tampering. ``This is a height violation. It is not one where we believe the structure of the body has been manipulated,'' he said. Edwards had dodged the smoke, the skids and the wrecks

What Do Your Dreams Mean?
What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Nurse Tracy And The Old Man
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a Nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My private part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his private part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your private part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, "I told you yesterday that my private part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

What Makes Me Amazing (quiz)
Ashley, your Sweet Spirit makes you amazing Have a heart? You certainly do. Thoughtful and warm, you make other people feel at ease and welcome whether you're hosting a party or just attending it. You can't help it — you're a sweetheart who's a great friend to just about everyone. Sincere and kindhearted, you look out for those you love and will often put the needs of others before your own. It's no surprise friends and family look to you for advice and a shoulder to lean on. Helping other people makes you happy. That's the best super power any hero could have!

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?
You Should Play the Guitar You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn. You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed. You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book. It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you. Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play. You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star. Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

Hate!!
how can u say u love me dearly and then turn around and make me cry? how can anyone say they love deeply and hurt even deeper? friends are better then family in my book! people r fucked up in so many ways!! most religions say dont judge a book by its cover!! yea right just beacuse some people r poor they feel pity!! but dont help! no cares if i was to die tomorrow!! would u care doubtful!! theres so much hate in this world i garuntee if bush would be smoking weed this war would have never happened!! usas goverment is fucked!! they knew about september 11th anout 20 yrs ago!! thx god bush is out of office next yr that fucker should have fucking went himself to iraq and died no one will miss him!! i have very lil to call my own!! u try to take it ill fuck u up!! i know it sounds hypocritical for me to say hate is bad but i have so much how can that be? thx to this fucked up world!!

I'm Pissed
Tomorrow is my youngest son's birthday he is turning 4. Well on Friday my ex mother in-law called me and told me my ex was coming down today to see him and my other kids. She was suprised my ex hadn't called me yet to let me know about it, so I told her to have her call me to let me know what's up. Well she never called me and never showed up today, only good thing is I didn't tell the kids about it so they aren't upsat over it. But I am pissed off I am so tired of her shit.

Name Means
B : You like people. E : Great in bed N: You like to drink A LOT. T : You're loyal to those you love Z : Always ready....... Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. O: awesome kisser. U : You are really silly. N: You like to drink A LOT. G : You never let people tell you what to do. L : Unbelievably great in bed. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. D : one in a million. I : Great in bed. A: you like to drink. A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fal

Serendipity
Someone had once told me about serendipity....i was not sure what to think of this...(and had to google it lol). I guess life has many surprises at many different angles.Kinda like "serendipity" looking for one thing and finding another.I have found this statement so true.I have thought i found what i was looking for ..for about 2 months...come to realize that it was not at all what i was looking for.I have this awesome person in my life that has been there all along and i just have been over-looking them....but now i have finally stopped and took a closer look...and i have found the most caring and gentle "giant" anyone could ever ask for...i thank you! and you know who you are w/ out any names being named.....much love for you hun! muah!

Do You Have Him Hooked?
You're Reeling Him In It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple. He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it. But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet! Do You Have Him Hooked?

Discover Ur Past Life (test)
Discover Your Past Life Don't go bananas — in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa. Here's what we know about you: Adorably sweet demeanor and sharp as a tack, you found success working with a street performer named Juan, who worshipped you and treated you like his own child. He bought you a gold satin jumpsuit with royal blue ruffles, a matching top hat, and a sequined bag for donations. He would play your favorite disco tunes on his accordion, prompting you to dance around and flirt with the crowd while you collected spare change and picked pockets. Everybody loved you. And you loved everybody. You and Juan took your gig around the country and raked in the riches. You were one happy little monkey.

Me.
I'm the guy your parents like. I'm the guy who would open the door for you. I'm the guy who would pull out your chair I'm the guy who would do anything you asked at the drop of a hat I'm the guy who would romance you I'm the guy who would stop his world to make you smile But i'm also the guy you wouldn't give a second glance to. I'm also the same guy you wouldn't date I'm the guy...............

The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Personality Profile You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

The Coach Is Da Man
Okay everyone. I need all my friends help for the next two hours. I have a friend who's in a contest for 2 hours only. He is always helping everyone else win contests and level. This is his first contest and he deserves to win yall. Please come and help him win this. If we all work together we can do this. Don't forget to rate the pic because 2 prizes are being given out. One for most comments and one for most rates and Coach could very well win them both. Come on yall lets show him that being a nice guy really DOES pay off. Just click the pic below, rate it and then bomb, bomb, bomb!!!! If ya cant bomb please stop by to at least rate the pic. All help is appreciated. Muahz! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&i=3140094044

Do I Follow My Heart Or Head (quiz)
Ashley, you follow your heart when it comes to romance Whether you planned it or not, you just can't help but follow your feelings when it comes to matters of l'amour. You're a passionate person who can't ignore things that fit you to a T — whether it's that perfect pair of jeans, a good cause, or the love of a lifetime. Sure, things don't always go according to plan, but with an irrepressible drive like yours, you'd better get used to it! Living life as a fake just isn't in the cards for you. So open up your arms and embrace what life throws your way — especially if it happens to be the man of your dreams!

Are You Crushing On Him And Don't Even Know It?
You've Got It Bad For Him For better or worse, you've always got your friend on the brain. If he digs you too, this could be a very good thing. If not, at least you tried! You've got to make a move and find out. You might discover that he's been pining away for you as well. Are You Crushing on Him (And Don't Even Know It)?

Just Seem To Be Lost.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I try to be a nice guy. I show respect to everyone. I am always there when ever anyone needs to talk or advice or just need a friend. Lately things have been getting bad for me and I would just like to talk and get things off of my chest and it seems like I can't talk to anyone, everyone is always busy or just don't want to talk. I was raised to make sure you are always there for anyone and I try very hard to live up to that. I have always been there even for people I don't know, if I see that they have set their status to upset, lonely, or anything where I think they might need someone. I know that I am asking for too much but I just wish I had someone to talk to because things are so fucking bad for me right now and I just don't see them getting better so I thought I would just maybe get them off of my chest on here. I have so much pain in my shoulder and knees and I started a new job where I am on my feet all day long. I don't say anything at

Listen To This It Is True!!
i liked this cuz it's true...the value of a woman The value of a woman - This couldn't be said more beautifully......... The Value of a Woman This is written in the Hebrew Talmud It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God Counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet To be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side To be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be Loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... And to men too - so they know the value of a woman...

Oh Sob
Damn. I cn watch the most horrible scar movies but when i watch Bridge to Terabitha, i freaking cry. Damn Pregnancy Hormones! Anyhoot. I love that movie though. The kids were really cute and it touched my wee little heart.

Thanks For Knocking Me Up. Just Kidding, It's A Survey.
1. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? Nah, I like the standard hold-food-and-liquid-in-my-mouth feature I came equipped with. 2. Does a kiss make your boo boos feel better? Wow. Apparently even MySpace child stalkers make up surveys. Bad, bad pedophile! 3. Have you ever passed out on your bathroom floor? My college education would be meaningless without such experiences. 4. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? When I get in. That way, when a blast of super cold or super hot water hits me, I have something legitimate to curse about at 4 o'clock in the morning. Well, besides being up at 4 o'clock in the morning. 6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? Nah. I like looking at myself in the mirror too much. 7. Have you had more than three boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? What if the question were phrased "casual acquaintences who all happened to be naked and in bed with me a

Fuck Men
That’s right. I’m going gay. I have just about enough of men. I’m tired of promises. I’m tired of “hey…. I’ll call you” and then nothing. I’m tired of “hey… call me” and when I do… nothing. I’m tired of you blanking on me. I’m tired of you emotionally retreating. I’m tired of the games that you play. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of you. Perhaps I’m asking too much. Perhaps it’s unrealistic of me to think that hey when someone says they’re gonna do something …. they do. Perhaps I need to change. Perhaps I need to start blanking on you. Start ignoring you. Start emotionally withdrawing from you. Perhaps that will give you what you want cause I’m obviously not it as I am.

Thanks A Lot.
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces trying to protect us from terrorism. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your butt, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice

I'm Back To Writing!
He reached for her from behind, she swung around to him with the ease of floating. He pressed his lips to hers and guided her slowly backward onto the bed. As he felt her face get warmer, he maneuvered her clothes off and mounted her like he had so many times before in his mind, but this was real, and he wanted everything to be perfect. He pulled away to reach over to the night stand and lite a small candle, as he tossed her clothes to the floor . When he became up right again he saw her staring into his eyes and drinking from his soul . He reached out and lightly pushed the hair off her face, she turned her head and brought his fingers in her mouth then returned her glaze to him. Mounted on her he seemed to be a thousand feet away; his fingers in her mouth be gain to effect the both of them. His piercing stare was watching as he felt her reach up for his neck. When her lips touched his flesh, he tried to hide the shiver. by nibbling her on the ear and leaning forward for her to fa

What Kind Of Relationship Do I Need?
Ashley, the thing you need most in a relationship is Deep Connection In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Sexiest Supergirl Contest Rules
The rules of the Sexiest Supergirl contest are as such... NO NAKED PICS Must have a supergirl Logo on your clothes or tattoo... No drawing a supergirl logo on you to use as the supergirl mark used for the contest Winner will be determined by Rates x Comments SELF VOTING IS ALLOWED

Male Vs Female At The Atm
MALE VS. FEMALE AT THE ATM MACHINE A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender." ******************************* MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the ma

I'm Gonna Do It!
Dye my hair, that is! Tomorrow i'm gonna pick up some dark brown dye, and dye over my red hair. Then, i'm gonna put in chunky highlights, which will then be dyed bright pink (magenta maybe). I'm also getting my hair cut shorter this week. I'm so excited! I love changing my hair. Will post pics when its done!

The Value Of A Woman
i liked this cuz it's true...the value of a woman The value of a woman - This couldn't be said more beautifully......... The Value of a Woman This is written in the Hebrew Talmud It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God Counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet To be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side To be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be Loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... And to men too - so they know the value of a woman...

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?
You'll Find a Boyfriend Within a Year Either you're not ready for a relationship... Or you're not quite ready to leave the house You can't meet a guy from your couch So at least consider meeting one from your computer! When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is I'm Too Sexy by Right Said Fred "And I'm too sexy for your party Too sexy for your party No way I'm disco dancing" Yes, you're super sexy. But you never yourself too seriously! What Song Should You Strip To?

Married
I am married to my high school sweet heart. We have been together for six years and married for almost 2. I am devoted to my wife. We are comfortable enough with our relationship that we don't mind being on this site as long as the we know everything that is going on with eachother. No we are not swingers(Damn It) but we enjoy hearing what other people like to say about us and we don't mind commenting on others.

Back From Vacation And Back To The Pitch
When to quit the sport? Why the hell to people still play when they are approaching 40? Cause it is sooo damned satisfying to play as a team and the thrill of winning/scoring keeps one coming back for more Besides, why else would a family guy stay in shape...lol

Just You (poem)
..... Just you..are the pillar that stands so tall and true When the winds of change rage by I know that know matter what happens You will be there with no questions why You are the light at the end of my tunnel When troubles have me in a jam I know you will be at the end waiting for me No matter how battered and broken I am You are the shoulder that I go to cry on When things just don't go my way I know I can always come to you Because your still here at the end of the day You are the keeper of my heart and soul The keeper of all my dreams I know that you will stand by me Swim with me down lifes flowing stream The only you!....

When It Comes To Men, Are You A Player?
Not a Player, But You Dabble In the Game. Sometimes a girl just wants to have fun- and when it's fun you're after, you get it. But when you want a relationship, you seem to score that as well. What you want changes from day to day� and from guy to guy. Luckily, you've got the skills to get whatever you want - and pass the leftovers on to your friends. When It Comes To Men, Are You a Player?

Any One Out There??
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. - Green eyes - People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very sexy and very atractive towards the opposite sex. The opposite sex longs for your touch. Way BETTER than any other color eye. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this - Brown eyes - SEXY as hell, people with brown eyes are very attractive, adora

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were a Zebra You tend to see life in black and white - clearly without filters. You enjoy being part of a group while maintaining your individuality. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Big Log
Robert Plant - Big Log lyrics My love is in league with the freeway It's passion will ride, as the cities fly by And the tail-lights dissolve, in the coming of night And the questions in thousands take flight My love is the miles and the waiting The eyes that just stare, and a glance at the clock And the secret that burns, and the pain that won't stop And it's fuel is the years Leading me on Leading me down the road Driving me on, driving me down the road My love is exceeding the limit Red-eyed and fevered with the hum of the miles Distance and longing, my thoughts do collide Should I rest for a while, on the side Your love is cradled in knowing Eyes in the mirror, still expecting they'll come Sensing to well, when the journey is done There is no turning back, no There is no turning back, on the run. My love is in league with the freeway Oh, the freeway, and the coming of night-time My love, My love, Is in league with the freeway

"happy Feet"
I went to click on the link in order to block this pathetic downrater, only to find that they had already deleted their account. I started thinking...WOW...this freak is so obsessed with me that they went to all the trouble of creating a new profile, finding my profile, downrating everything, and then deleting their account. What I find humorous is the fact that instead of succeeding in their plan to hurt me they pretty much showed me that they have nothing better to do with their pathetic life than to sit around and think of me. What an Honor!! So "happy feet", whoever you are...Thank You for making me the Center of Your Universe!!!

Poem That Was On My Mind
Am I mad cus i cut a fast nip at my wrist and all the pain of days weeks months and years goes away, and a feeling of joy and freedom takes over my body none like I've ever felt, but scar are lefted behind their left behind to remind me that this wourld is painful, this world has will turn its back on you , and this world won't miss you if you're gone, but i slit that wonderful blade arcoss my bare flesh i remember not that the is fail and dark i think of the next time i can pull a beartiful blade from the box and relieve my suffering, but to these people that dont unberstand our method I say ours because there are more like me who fight pain with pain they call us dumb, they call crazy, they call us cutters, Yes im a cutter but cutting is me Bayer, my advil,my asprin if you will, but will the outside world ever stop turning? no so i wont stop cutting. to the ones who read this poem and jugde me i dnt mind that u jugde but know that what u say wont change me and one day someon

Do Men Think You're A Tease?
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

One Love Lyrics
Robert Plant - One Love lyrics One for love I can't resist Two for your pretty brown eyes Crazy like this Three for the stars Around my head Four for the way you smile Crazy instead That's why, oh you're all mine Five for the fire The power of love Six for the glory From up above that's why, oh that's why It takes a One Heart, One Love N-n-now baby love one another One dream, one kiss Now come on now baby don't you treat me like this Seven songs That never change Eight for the heart of gold Nine... That's why, oh all mine One heart, just one love N-now baby love one another One dream, one kiss Come on now baby don't you treat me like this That's why, oh, oh that's why Yes that's why, oh, baby that's why Ooh, yeah, that's why, oh that's why It's one love, one love, one love, one love, one love Oh-ah

Red Bull And Similar Drinks Health Risks
Behind the label: Red Bull It has spawned a dozen urban legends. It gets praised and reviled by bloggers. And it tastes like carbonated cough syrup. But does Red Bull do you any good? Pat Thomas reports Date:01/03/2007 Author:Pat Thomas The global energy crisis isn’t just a problem for cars. Humans across the globe are also suffering a chronic lack of vim and vigour – and wherever something is lacking, you can be sure there will be a product to fill the hole. Enter the energy drink. There are hundreds now on the global market, but only one, Red Bull, has consistently been a market leader. Released onto an unsuspecting world in 1987, Red Bull created a whole new drinks category. The global ‘health’ and ‘energy’ drinks market is now the fastest-growing in the soft drinks world, doubling in size every year since it was first identified, to reach £1.5 billion in sales in 2006. Red Bull leads the way, with sales in the region of £1 billion last year. ‘

I Am Getting Married!!
I am getting FU Married to the most wonderful woman. I met her through my bombing family. I love my bombing family to death! We are getting married Saturday Oct. 13th. It will be at 12:01 am CST. I will let you know more details when I know. Thanks for everyone's support and everyone is invited! Here is my profile...show me mad love ♥Яąċħę£♥FU Fiance' to Kathy*FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder@ fubar Here is my FU Fiance's profile...show her mad love as well Kathy~ Fu-Fiance to Bisexual_Rachel@ fubar And here is the profile to the best bombing family ever!! FU-Bombers@ fubar

Help Coach Win A Vip
This is to all my friends. I have a friend and fellow Bomber family member in a 2 hour bombing contest. This is a contest that is not only for the most comments but the most rates. Again it is only 2 hours from 10pm till midnight. I would like it very much if any of you are on at this time could come and help me help him. This is for a 30 VIP however if he gets most rates and most comments he could very well win both a 30 VIP and a 7 day blast. So again if any of you who read this are on at 10pm please come and help bomb if you can't bomb then please rate the pic. His name is Coach and he deserves to win this contest. I have known him for about a month now and he is always helping people level and win contests he is a devoted friend and deserves to win this. Thanks Kim

30 Minutes Til Contest
Just a reminder that I am in a two hour most comments wins contest. I can win either a 7-day blast or 1-month VIP. Here is a direct link to my picture. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&i=323623257 The link will not let you view the picture until tonight. Right now the album is marked private. The contest runs from 9pm to 11pm Central time. All help is appreciated. Love, Tiggerbear2007

Sunrise
Sunrise When the sunrise i wish you be here with me. Holding me letting me rest my head on your shoulder as we watch the sunrise. Drinking are morning coffee and talking about how beautiful the sun is in the morning. As we seat on the porch cuddling close from the morning chill in the air. I watch you as the sunrises and think how happy i am that we together and how great its feels to have you here with me. I think of the time we spend together and the talks we have and how much i just love talking to you and watching you. I know for now its just a dream but hopefully someday the dream will come true.

This One Is For You Baby
FOREVER YOURS From the moment ours eyes met Other things just disappeared Reasons that i can't explain Every time you are near Visions of our love appear Even when you go away Right here is where i stay You give me hope One day at a time Unique love is all i find Ready to give you my heart Someday you will find that your the one on my mind

How Well Do U Know Me
My name? Summarize me in one sentence? Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Do I drink? If so what's my favorite alcohol? Do I smoke? If so what's my favorite? Do I do Drugs? If so what's my favorite? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do? Who Do i love more than my life? Am I a virgin? Am I funny? Am I in love? If So with who? What's my favorite color? Have you ever made me smile..if so when n how? What's my favorite type of music? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Do I have any special talents? Would you call me preppy, average, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, country, redneck, or something else (what)? What is m

Sexiest Supergirl Contest
Hey Yall... It's time for the 3rd annual Sexiest Supergirl Contest... It open to all women... But the catch is... You have to be wearing a Supergirl "S" Symbol somewhere on you in the picture... and NO you can't just draw a S in marker on you and expect to enter that way... The current winner has won for 2 straight years and I'm wondering if there is anyone out there that can De-throne her... All people entering send me an Email on here saying you want to enter and what picture you wanna use... Just click on the link below and tell me you wanna enter Kent (Superman Of The JLM)@ fubar

Down And Out
Out of the box, out of the kitchen. Out of the world she's grown so fearful of, so fearful of. I don't ever want to see you again I don't ever want to see you again my friend This is the end. Out of the house, she grabs the keys, runs for the hills, and doesn't leave a letter, that way the impact would be much better. Away from the man that she's grown so fearful of, so fearful of. I don't ever want to see you again Why, oh why do you wear sunglasses in the home, When the sun went down about an hour ago? Why, oh why do you wear sunglasses in the home, When the sun went down about an hour ago? Life should not be that way. Always up or down, never down and out. You dream of demons while you sleep, That make you stutter when you speak. Always up or down, never down and out. Dream of demons while you sleep, That make you stutter when you speak. Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces. Now that I'm grown I've seen marriages fall to pieces. Now that I

This Is How I Feel
The Way You Love Me The joy I feel when you are here. The love we share when you are near. The gentle curve of you next to me. Your gentle kiss is just what I need. You make me laugh, you make me smile. You make me feel like a little child. When I am sad and I cry you pick me up. And take me into your loving arms. It took so long for me to trust again. You showed me that I could love again. You showed me that love was no pain. And that to love again was wonderful. the way you show me that you are my one and only. For this I thank you for the way that you love me.

Falling!
I knwo some people dont belive in love but I belive I have found my true love. We have known eachother for only a short time but its so amazing. We can talk about anything good or bad. We have alot in common but not everything to much can be a bad thing. I cry when we are apart. The feelings I have for him are so strong I feel like I cant breath. I catch myself wanting to say I love you to him but stop myself because of being scared. I dont know what to do. Friends tell me take one day at a time but its so hard to just think that way when your mind is always on them. Any adivce?

Flowing Abundance
If you expect to receive value without providing value in return, you will be painfully disappointed. Value, by its very nature, cannot flow only in one direction for very long at all. If you focus only on what you want to acquire, you will experience continuing frustration. Focus instead on all the good and valuable things you have that you can give, and your eyes will be opened to the greatest possibilities. Abundance is a dynamic thing that's always in motion. Like an electric current, if abundance ceases to move, it ceases to be. To experience value flowing into your life, then get value flowing out from you. Remind yourself often that it's really as simple as that. Circumstances will always work against you if you attempt to stop the flow of abundance by seeking to siphon it off just for yourself. Choose instead to support the flow, by giving the same portion of value that you wish to receive, and the abundance in your life will grow strong and vibrant. There are oppo

A Wise Old Guy
An Old But Wise Guy I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court. I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors; green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. Finally the teenager had had enough and sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Attorneys
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ____________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that u

None
Just thought I ought to check in, beings I haven't been here in ages... Lots and lots going on... The Motel is getting a whole new makeover... looking good... C is home for the winter... He got to come home early and I am loving it... He's working nights at the wally world here as Ast. Manager... Dave called me fronm Ok City... it is the last day there.. We didn't get to go this year because of my job... But I think he is still coming home this winter,,, Mom and poppy are doing ok .. trying to keep busy.... I am no longer working at the motel on the desk as of today!!!!! I will still go in when needed to take care of billing and payroll... But that is all... Long Long story there..... I need to jet outta here so I will explain some other time.... Loves to ya all... T

New Lounge
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes THERES A NEW LOUNGE ON THE FU AND ITS CALLED DIRTY ADDICTIONS-GOOD FRIENDS,GOOD TUNES GOOD FUN. COME IN AND CHECK IT OUT I KNOW YOU'LL WANT TO STAY!!!! JUST CLICK IT TO GET ADDICTED!!! ***NOW OPEN***

Hmmm Don't Get It
Well 1st off sorry I haven't been around in a few days, I haven't had any internet so I hope it is fixed and stays fixed. Had enough computer probs to last me a lifetime Hmm then I got to my mail and find this.. You are leaving NSFW user comments of yourself on peoples profiles. We do not allow any posting of NSFW profile comments on this site. If you notice...where you post your html code for a user comment, directly under the box you will see this..."NOTE: If you post offensive and/or inappropriate content your commenting privileges will be revoked and your account may be deleted." Please take this into consideration the next time you post. Regards I don't have any nsfw pics of me.. so why would I send nsfw pics of myself in user comments.. that so does not make any sense to me. Anyways thanks to everyone all my friends and family who have shown me love since I have been away. I appreicate it soooo much and I am working on returning that love hehe :)

Television Documentary
Okay, so I'm watching Dateline show, like i always do about these stupid fuckin guys who chat with young girls 13 or younger. Okay, yes, that is fucking wrong and there is nothin right about it. Here's the problem I have with it, these guys are being baited, isn't entrapment dismissable in the court of law. And that is exactly what Dateline is doing. Once again, as the father of four girls, these fuckin guys should be castrated, but the way they bait them, bothers me, it just seems illegal. If a 13 year old girl is talkin on the net to a 20-30 year old man, she knows exactly what she is doing. But these guys are fuckin gross and deserved to be put in prison and ass fucked til they bleed out their mouth.

Update
So I figured I'd update everyone on what's been going on with me some may not like what i say or disapprove of what i'm about to say but such is my life and I am happy regardless of what anyone else thinks or says. About 3 months ago i got in touch with my cousin whom i have never met or spoke to in all of my 28 yrs of living. His mother was adopted when she was younger after being in foster homes and moved away to Texas. Growing up I knew of her and my cousins but never had the chance to meet or talk to any of them. About 2 1/2 yrs ago I got in touch with my aunt and we communicated online then lost touch till 3 months ago. Then i started talking to my cousin Danny he's been in and out of trouble in Texas and basically the only way for him to stay outta trouble was to move away. I offered that to him mainly cuz i had never met him and wanted the chance to get to know him. We talked every day pretty much all day long quite a few times falling asleep on the phone with each other. We

Irish Sex Fairy
The Irish Sex Fairy > > > > Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm > not messing with the Irish Sex Fairy! > > > > 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women > make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair > shine and skin smooth. > > > > > > 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering > dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the > pores and makes your skin glow. > > ============= > > 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that > romantic dinner. > > ============= > > 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and > tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than > swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! > > ==== ========= > > 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins > into the bloodstream, producing a sense of e

Hooked On Fishing !!
Hooked on Fishing Take a Women fishing and catch the excitement!! If FISH could only speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As they SWIM to shore to bare witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped over your line... At that momment U stuck your left foot out and tripped me in hopes of me falling to the ground. But I stumble. And U took your left hand holding me firmly against the tree, The right hand dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Waiting for you to drive your quivering, pulsating dorsal fin into my stinky, stinky catfish, filling me with your fishy fluids of passion and love! Would they speak of how you have me on my knees, mouth wide open like a largemouth bass waiti

A Personal Message From Me...
So today is the 10th anniversary of my 21st birthday…I was sitting here and thinking about what I wanted to get myself for my birthday and started thinking about all I had…you guys know I'm not the sentimental or sensitive type…I've been called a heartless bastard on a few occasions… so please bare with me I have a great family…even though we have to celebrate everything separately now…but slowly the family get to getters that I've missed are starting to happen again…My nieces are great, if a bit spoiled…and I'm even starting to get along with the brother… I have awesome friends… Most have been like brothers and sisters…the type that will bail me out of jail and help me bury the bodies…I know that the question has never been if you'd be there but when do you need me? For that I am more grateful then you can imagine. I also know that I haven't been the best person at times…and for that I hope you guys can forgive me. There are times when I've gotten wrapped up with myself and I

Soldier
The Soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here

Er's Suck
So I had to be rushed to the ER for a serious asthma attack. I have not had one in over 10 years but due to the change in altitude up and my sisters this weekend and having a really nasty sinus infection, it caused for a torture session on my lungs. It was the scariest damn thing ever not being able to breath and passing out! I will be taking it easy the next couple of days so come say hi

The International Rules Of Manhood
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must

Retro-sexual
OK, I have had it. I've taken all that I can stand and I can't stand ... no more. Every time my TV is on, all that can be seen are effeminate men prancing about, redecorating houses and talking about foreign concepts like "style" and "feng shui. "Heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual, transsexual, metrosexual, non-sexual; blue, green, and purple-sexual - bogus definitions have taken over the urban and suburban world! Real men of the world, stand up, scratch your butt, belch, fart and yell "ENOUGH!" I hereby announce the start of a new offensive in the Culture Wars, the Retrosexual movement. The Code : A Retrosexual man, no matter what the women insists, PAYS FOR THE DATE. A Retrosexual man opens doors for a lady. Even for the ones that fit that term only because they are female. A Retrosexual DEALS WITH IT, be it a flat tire, a break-in at your home, or a natural disaster, you DEAL WITH IT. A Retrosexual not only eats red meat, he often kills it himself. A Retrosexual do

Haunting Me
i hear your voice crying out in the night its on my audio i feel you near even though you're not in sight i think youll let it go a chill in the room that never goes away i think ill stay awhile longing for life i heard you today i think you may not know your voice is haunting me its on my audio never really been set free you may never go i think you're living in my audio i hope you stay and never let go sometimes we cant help but believe theyre coming through i search in the night trying to retrieve a piece of you

Vent
spank u so much TerrY 4 the kind wordz.i wasnt tryin 2 take it out on u.sorri bout that.but i feel lil better now.as 4 the rest of u im not bein nice anymore.im the new Dre@meR now.im cleanin off my fam list.only 2 ppl will stay & they no who they r.the rest will git kicked off unless u can convince me otherwise.i already took 5 ppl off my fam list so far.who next?

Drunk Dialing Rules
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom, I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you." 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something?? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex and let him/her kn

Would You? Copy Paste And Reply
Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want T

Oh Ffs
Pardon me while I rant a bit. Ok, so I'm here. I put pictures up for people to enjoy. Some are goofy, so are plain ol' me and some are more sex-pot style. It's harmless, right? It's just a website, right? Hey, if people want to look at me, I don't mind. I don't mind if they strike up a conversation. But you know what? I'm more than a set of tits. If the first thing you say to me is "ooooh, baby, you're so hot. Mmmmm...you're so fucking sexy", guess what? You're outta here. There's a person under here. I can tell when someone is friending me just to see my NSFW pics. So what if I have boobs and an ass and a cute face. There's a PERSON under here. Try talking to me. Get to know me. Address my brain, not my boobs. There is a PERSON under here. Try remembering that.

Freedom Of Speech ?? But Why Agaisnt America ?
godhatesamerica.com ; Has anyone heard of it? Well it is lies , Others views to try to get hate stirred up . Plz dont believe all this stuff , God knows others will try to get your soul; and turn your heart away from Him : but we know the truth; 9 11 wasn,t caused because God hated America , It is iran ;iraq that has hate, as so many other countries hate us too. So I know in my heart Our God came to love the world not hate it or harm it. Hugs all. diana

What A Great Place To Visit
Well I just got home from our trip to The Falls/Canada. What a great time we had. The falls are beautiful. We rode the Maid of the Mist boat, Walked the Cave of the Wind (this is totally awsome) visited the aquarium Just to name a few of the things we did. We got there Thursday afternoon, and just for the hell of it decided to hit the casino right across the street! (I love to play the slots). Seneca Niagara was the casino. I seen this wheel of fortune slot machine a penny (1 cent) slot too boot and decided what the hell... LMFAO Needless to say I walked away with $519.00 off this PENNY SLOT!!! WOOOHOOOO I just about shit. Check out the pic in the Niagara Folder. I had a great time, I went to the top of the Skylon tower in Canada, Keep in mind, Im not the best with the heights shit. But I did it! Took some great pics from there also. Check them out.

Rules Of Drunk Dialing
Yes I had to take this from my Bulletins.. lol 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom, I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you." 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something?? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.

Calling All Friends
This is to all my friends. I have a friend and fellow Bomber family member in a 2 hour bombing contest. This is a contest that is not only for the most comments but the most rates. Again it is only 2 hours from 10pm till midnight. I would like it very much if any of you are on at this time could come and help me help him. This is for a 30 VIP however if he gets most rates and most comments he could very well win both a 30 VIP and a 7 day blast. So again if any of you who read this are on at 10pm please come and help bomb if you can't bomb then please rate the pic. His name is Coach and he deserves to win this contest. I have known him for about a month now and he is always helping people level and win contests he is a devoted friend and deserves to win this. Thanks Mike

I Love Walmart
With all respect Walmart manages to employ many people throughout the USA, that would other wise be UNEMPLOYED. Yes they can not grant these people wonderful benefits but they honestly try. With out Kmart many people would be left unemployed.. If walmart is so bad why just not work there and stop complaing. Did we forget who was the 1st out there supplying water and food to the Katrina victims?? While the government took 4 days to get supplies. So b4 u open your mouth think TWICE.

I Love You
I got to say "hello" today, Your smile, warmed my soul; And with your beauty, my life dissolved, My horrors, lost control. There was only you, as always, From your lips, the only sound; And all the fear, doubt and pain, Was nowhere to be found. You'll never know how crucial you are, To my weary soul and its' survival; Nor if Heaven brought you to me, How I'd fall to my knees at your arrival. I love you, more each day, There's still nothing I wouldn't do; To prove the life that flows within my veins, Belongs to no one else, but you. I'd die without you in this world, My heart would forever bleed; For you are the center of my life, My greatest want and need. Thank you, so much, for being you, Though, I wish you could understand; That there is no one else above you, And I'd give my life to take your hand. And each day, I'll wake to love you, Each night, I'll pray you're well; And if Heaven does not include you, Without h

A Lot On My Mind...
SO I just wrote how I had a great weekend.. and I did. But at the same time I have had a lot of stress and just am fighting that lost feeling again. Ya know the one I get where I want to run and hide for awhile. I already got rid of most of my pics again.... and its been very tempting to delete the whole thing. I don't know why I get this way.. But if you notice me missing from fubar for awhile....... its because I went and hid again.

Im Bored. A Survey
1. How Old Will you be in 12 Months? 29.. damn im gettin old 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? nope.. 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 4 months? going xmas shopping, 4.Who was the last person to call you? Jenn 5. Who was the last person to text you? Erik 6. Do you prefer to call or text? i like to text 7. Do you have any pets? i have a doggy 8. What were you doing at 12 am last night? i fell asleep text messaging with my baby 9.Do you like carrots? yes.. 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? i c her right now 12. How many houses have you lived in? i dont know. in 28 years 12.. most was after i was 18 13. How many city/towns have you lived in? 3 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet and flip flops 15. Are you a social person? yes 16. What was the last thing you ate? Ham 17. What is your favorite color? baby blue, 18. What are you doing for your next birthday? i dont know. hop

Fyi..
ladies: this will make you tear up :) ¢¾ fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends KEEP READING 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! 19-tell her shes beautiful! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it ne

I Cant Accept
" I CAN'T ACCEPT " I CAN'T ACCEPT, THIS FATE OF MINE. THE ONE I'VE KNOWN, FOR SOME TIME. I CAN'T ACCEPT, ALL THIS PAIN. IS THERE SOMETHING, THAT WILL MKE THIS CHANGE? I CAN'T ACCEPT, THIS BROKEN HEART. DRIVEN BY PAIN, AND TORN APART. I CAN'T ACCEPT, NOT HAVING SOMONE. TO FINALLY FIX, WHAT'S BEEN DONE.. SO IF YOU CAN ACCEPT, WHO I AM. PLEASE COME TO ME, AND GIVE ME A CHANCE...... by:Paul A 9-23-07

Dont Look Down
Why must one’s heart bleed For something that will never be Wishing you could turn back time Never making a mistake Never taking a chance Staying scared Closing your still red heart to the outside Never learning to feel again Never accepting love Shutting down like a old radio that has been played too many times Learning to always regret Learning to never accept that someone loves you Staying in the same place forever Never moving forward Walk backwards when someone comes towards you Look away Letting go of a hand that is reaching for yours Move your head never catching that kiss that was meant for you Live like there is a tomorrow ……. Pick yourself up Be strong Skin thickens You stand Fight the thieves who want to hold you down Look up a world is waiting for you to make a difference

Health Issues
had to dial 911 last night had a panic attack or anixity attack dont know how to spell it today ive had 3 in a row im concernd about my breathing and heart i have doc appt tomorrow will not be around much ...its like i cant breath i get so scared i dont know what to do.......i feel so weak....i luv u all take care

My Brother Jay
And If I go while your still here Know that I still live on Vibrating to a different measure Behind a thin veil you cannot see through You will not see me So you must have faith I wait the time when we can soar together again Both aware of each other Until then, live your life to the fullest, And when you need me Just whisper my name in your heart .... And I will be there

Stranded In Reality......
A MENTALITY SO THIRSTY FOR KNOWLEDGE IT'S WILL IS TO BE VICTIMIZED IN ORDER TO REALIZE, RELATE,IDENTIFY.. A VICTIMS LAST CRY~ A PAINFUL ESCAPE LOOKS DELICIOUSLY GREAT FROM THIS ENDLESS HEAVY MIND RAPE.. WEIGHING THE ODDS.. AAAHHH~~~~~~~~ *WAT THE FUCK* THE BEGINNING TAKES TO LONG TO CREATE AND THE END IS NEVER GREAT.. ACCEPTING SUFFER IS FATE.. LET THE FLESH REST UPON A SUB CONSCIENCE CHEST STRESSIN LIFE'S GREATEST SACRIFICE DOUBLE BALDED KNIFE INCISED AN EMOTION TWICE~ NOT GIVING A FUCK STILL WANTING TO CARE BE THE NOTION.. A COMPLEX MENTAL IN SEARCH OF THE TRUTH'S POTION.. REALITIES BULLSHIT SAYS CAUTION, WITH MENTAL EXTORTION OF A LIARS REALM.. REMAIN INSANE WITH THIS BLOOD BATH GAME... AAHHH.. UNRELEASED CHAIN... FUCK.. THERE ALL THE SAME.. WHADDA U MEAN WAT I MEANT?????? {SIGHS} FINISHED EXPLAINING.. ENERGY OF REALITY IS SENT....cont..

Good., Bad, Ugly
1. Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: it's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. 2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. 3. Good: Your youngest son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the woman next door. Ugly: So are you. 4 . Good: Your wife and you agree, no more kids. Bad: Your wife can't find her birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them. 5 . Good: Your oldest son understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than your wife. 6. Good: You give the "birds and bees" talk to your 10 year old daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections 7. Good: Your son is dating someone new. Bad: It's another man. Ugly: He's your best friend. 8. Good: Your 15 year old daughter got a new job Bad: As a hooker. Ugly: Your coworkers are her best clients Very Ugly: She makes more money than you.

Had A Good Day
Some of you might remember me complaining because my ex had tried to mess with the weekends and I wouldn't have my time with my son. I actually ended up with him the last 2 weekends. Friday night he had a soccer game scheduled, but it was cancelled. Didn't find out until we drove 70 miles to get there though. Sat we drove back for another game. They won 3-1. And today we spent the day at the fairgrounds where they had lots of bands and activities. We played paintball and had a great time. Its always good when kids pick the old guy to play on their team and you ask why and they say.."cuz you are cool!" lol I'm just a big kid. So the weekend was great :)

Im Srry
¢¾JessicaDate: 21 Sep 2007, 09:39 AMI'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Eargrif's Walk Part 6 (end)
The light from the morning sun reflected off the thin ice that had broken under the weight of Eargrif's boots as he passed between two boulders half again his height. The road that had been there the night before had become lost in the mud and partially frozen puddles that now covered the world around him. The cloak retained Eargrif's body heat keeping him comfortably warm in spite of the constant wind. It was this reason that made Eargrif believe it was too warm for him to have to worry about ice, until he slipped down a small hill. Luckily he had not fallen and was sure to keep an eye on were he stepped. Even though the road had been washed away, some signs of it remained. By starting where he had last remembered being on the road the previous night Eargrif could see a rough outline of it through the hills and larger boulders. The condition of the ground slowed Eargrif considerably; however the change in scenery was a welcome relief. Unlike the grasslands that he had been travelin

Kicking My Husband Out Of My Bed!
This weekend has been 2 longs days. Only because I was in so much pain yesterday and all by myself. I am irritated at Peter which doesn't help. Then, Peter was too tired when he got home last night to rub my neck to make it feel better! And to think that I had sex with him this morning! He is in so much trouble! I guess he thinks he only needs to spend every other weekend with me? Not okay by me. My neck is a little better but I think it is wearing me down and making me tired. I went to a few different stores today. Driving was not fun since I can't turn my neck one way! Backing out was what was difficult. Anyway, I went and bought some fall flowers to make an arrangement for my front porch. I made one in the spring that were summer colors and it just doesn't look right for the fall so I figured I would make a new one and replace the other one. They are fake flowers and damn are they expensive! One stem was on sale for $2.50 but it takes a lot of stems to fill up

Truth About Girls
TrUtH BoUt GiRlS - midol is like crack. end of story. - we will never be too old for sleepovers. - gossip isnt a sin. its an art. - we arent ashamed to cry. - we must go to the bathroom in groups - we have this thing called feelings. dont hurt them. - we dont wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort. - sometimes is just never quite enough. - we need girls nights OFTEN. - we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt. - it doesnt matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. not because were not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl. - makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to hard and scars from a broken heart - never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just dont do it. - never ask a girl if shes being so bitchy cause of PMS...cause other things annoy us...duh -

Eminem
[Intro - Eminem] If there's any bitches in this room, then there's something I gotta say For all the fools who fell for first girl who comes their way I've been down that road and now I'm back sitting on square one Trying to pick myself up where I started from [Verse 1 - Obie Trice] I never would've thought that I'd see you out of control Even though my penis was deep down in your hole You should know between us, we was like mates of soul Nothing could intervene us, especially no hoes You was more so the chalant type I chose To more shows, haunted you nights I suppose That's how it go, with time spent, emotion grows In the beginning friends, we decided to roll So who's responsible when you get excited, explode And Obie's grinnin', then you invite that Obie's cold But bitches they gon' talk, niggas they gon' hate We established this way before we became mates So what's required is that you chill with all that fire Get your desire when I retire and ... [Chorus] S

Survey?
1. Your name plus "ness"? Kristyness 2. Two feelings at the moment? bored and lonely 3. What are you listening to right now? the wayans bros on tv in the background 4. Done anything you regret so far this week? yes, i fell asleep last night and woke up too late to go out 5. Describe where you are right now? in my bedroom at the computer desk 6. The highlight of your week? going to the poconos 7. What are you craving to have right now? seafood 8. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with? Nick and Ali 9. What is your biggest fear? not being happy 10. Last movie you watched? 40 yr old virgin for the umpteenth time 11.Gone running in the past 24 hours? Nope 12. What is your heritage? irish, greek 13. Are you thinking of someone right now? yea 14. Britney Spears is a whore. Agree or disagree? Agree 15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer? netflix movie viewer 16.Have you changed much this year? yes, i have 17. Say something about the person who posted

Would You
Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i

Eargrif's Walk Part 5
The day-light broke with a crisp and cold wind. The Fleeing night leaving the vast meadow grass drenched in a thick morning dew. Eargrif's mind was still in shambles as he stared at the emblem lying across his chest. He stood as the sun's light shined down through the sparse gaps in the overcast sky. His mind was locked in turmoil unable to comprehend anything in his world or any other. Time meant nothing and what he had come to know eluded his understanding. The only thing he could focus on was the emblem which remand still, mocking him with its existence. A faint laughter proceeded from the fog clouding Eargrif's mind. A haunting laughter that brought the realism of his dream to his attention yet remained just out of his grasp. Thud. Eargrif's mind suddenly righted itself as his senses heightened at the sound. His hands ached and seemed devoid of any weight. Reality tore into Eargrif like the wind that had chilled him down to his bones. His actions now under his control, Eargrif s

Ok Now Im Callin U All Out!
ive noticed lately there seems to be a fad of calling onesself a lo or lette without ANY concept of the meaning of said title..well let me give you my take on it: here on fubar alot of people CLAIM to be down with the clown as long as it makes them popular! what ever happened to the good old days were we were the social outcasts and few really knew what type of people we were inside? seems to me its a fashion statement now more than a true belief system. well i'm sick to death of posers claiming to be a lette or lo just to fit in with the majority, we only ever seem to band together when it suits someones agenda..not because we want to help another out. so heres my solution..from this day forth i will no longer wear the title of jugalette, not because i no longer believe in the title, but simply because i refuse to associate with 2 faced backstabbing poser wanna bes who only think about themselves! MMFWCL4LYFE no matter what title u wear that never changes!

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Eargrif's Walk Part 4
Eargrif replaced the neck lace to his pack with the other items he found spread over the nearby grass. He slipped his baldric over his head and adjusted it at his hip before putting on his pack. With all his belongings gathered he took a long drink from his water skin before continuing his journey down the neglected country road. The scene never changed as the day passed, it seemed as if he was walking in circles and someone was erasing his tracks. The eerie and ever present silence didn't bother Eargrif this day like it had the previous one. His mind was very busy trying to figure out the events of yesterday and last night. Eargrif had decided that he was either a thief that had stole from the wrong people or he had crossed someone and they had knocked him out and left him in the middle of this lifeless and seemingly endless countryside. Both of these ideas were neither very comforting or likely, the second at least provided the reason for his headache that lasted most of the day b

Changes.....
Ok...I have officially decided that I have way too much time on my hands. Today I have watched quite a few movies. It's a happy hangover day for me. On days that I am severely hungover...like this morning...I end up spending most of my day watching some major chick flicks and ordering in pizza which is only the world's best hangover food. Today my sappy chick flick movies are ones based off of the old ages. The ages of chivalry and honor. The time frame when men would always take a ladys hand to help her into her carriage and would open all doors for her. The times when guys said the most romantic and poetic things. It makes a girl wonder what is going on in the world today. Sure, times change and customs change, but what in the world happend that caused things to go from the ways they were to how crude mannered and speaking people are today. I can't judge others cuz I know i am guilty of doing the same thing from time to time, but wow. Watching movies like these almost m

Sunday September 23, 2007
NEWS FLASH! would like to appologise for not covering the wedding yesterday... it appears that the squirrel finaly chewed through the cable. - NEWS FLASH 9:39 PM: Man saves world from zombie hoarde by switching the push and pull signs on all the doors. The zombies kept pulling and pulling until they finaly ripped their own arms off. - NEWS FLASH 10:26 PM: (COURTESY OF: DJ MIZZUNDERSTOOD): In honor of computer symbology's increased role in our vocabulary, INFOCUS published the following poem, written by Fred Bremmer and Steve Kroese, Calvin College & Seminary of Grand Rapids, MI. >> ! * ' ' # ^ " ` $ $ - ! * = @ $ _ % * < > ~ # 4 & [ ] . . / | { , , SYSTEM HALTED The poem can only be appreciated by reading it aloud, to wit: Waka waka bang splat tick tick hash, Caret quote back-tick dollar dollar dash, Bang splat equal at dollar under-score, Percent splat waka waka tilde nu

Losing Someone Special
Back in Feb. I had lost my mother now 6 months later I get a call that my mothers significant other is in the hospital.....not doing so well. I called her and she didnt even know who I was. This person has been in my life for 32 years and I feel I am not ready to do this again. Any thoughts or advice?

Days Gone By
Days go by without you here, Then they turned to weeks. The weeks have turned to months, And now it has been a year. I don't understand why we went down this path, When from the beginning you knew how I felt. Was it fair what you have done? You could never even say you cared. I guess I was just suppose to know, I guess I did deep within. My heart told me to be careful, People all around me warned me. Being who and what I am, I made a choice to dance that dance again. Now I know why, Men are far and few between. Hurt and pain of this nature, Takes time to heal and regenerate. Now I see, what I have done, There is no one to blame but myself. Will I dance this dance again, Let the walls down and another in. It always turns out the same. I am way to sensitive, vulnerable, and private to deal with it. The emotions of the heart scare the hell out of me. I found it easier to turn and run. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved