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Blink
We will blink our eyes 415 million times before we die. Each of those blinks represents a rapid unveiling of the world we call home. Most blinks reveal nothing surprising, as they happen so frequently. Other blinks end with fascination and interest—the visualization of beauty, history, comedy, love, wonder. And then there are the blinks we wish we could take back. The blinks we wish so fiercely to place in another time. More selfishly, upon another person. Sometimes we squeeze our eyes shut upon such blinks, perhaps thinking that a longer blink will empower us to change what we've seen. But the goodness of darkness is like most darkness; it fills our hearts with false hope until we at last shed some light on detrimental truths. Heart Beat, Eye Blink Much like the beating of our hearts, we take this most necessary function for granted. And like the beating of our hearts, our blinks sometimes take unfortunate avenues. When we blink in the direction of heartbreak, ou

How I Am.
I am not normal. It actually feels good to type that...like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I've typed it before, but without the same meaning...or the same intensity...and now I come to you with contradictions painted all over me and I declare to the world that... I AM PROFOUNDLY NOT NORMAL. Precisely three years ago, I had an experience that I think really did some massive damage to me. I've written about it before and, if you're so inclined, you can find it somewhere in this blog, but really, although it seemed like a good thing for a while, I'm starting to think that perhaps it's done me more harm than good. I think that maybe I've been irreparably damaged in some fundamental way and that, because of that, I may never be any good to anyone. It's as if a fissure was created in my mind...a chasm where on one side is my desire to love and to be loved and on the other side is my utter disbelief that this kind of love exists...at least not for me. My life

Co...member Of The Week #3
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Lil Wayne Ft. Static Major - Lollipop
She say he so sweet make her wanna lick the wrapper So I let her lick the rapper Shawty said she wanna lick lick lick me like a lollipop (yeah) She lick me like a lollipop (yeah) She lick me like a lollipop (yeah) She lick me like a lollipop CHORUS: Shawty wanna thug Bottles in the club Shawty wanna hump Ya know I like to touch ya lovely lady lumps ( Repeat 2x ) [Verse 1: Lil' Wayne] Okay, lil' mama had a swag like mine She even wear her hair down her back like mine I make her feel right when its wrong like lyin' But Man, she ain't never had a love like mine But man I ain't never seen an ass like hers And that pussy in my mouth had me at a loss for words Told her to back it up like berp berp And make that ass jump like jerp jerp And that's when she, she lick me like a lollipop (lollipop) (oh yeah i like dat) she lick me like a lollipop (lollipop) (oh yeah i like dat) She lick me like a lollipop (yeah) She lick me like

Baby Bash - What Is It
[Baby Bash in background] [Sean Kingston] Bash [Baby Bash] Tell me, what it do Tell me, what it do [Sean Kingston] Kingston (What is it) [Baby Bash] What What What is it [Sean Kingston] Hey Hey Hey Hey [Chorus:] [Baby Bash] What is it [Sean Kingston] Let me see you go mama, go mama [Baby Bash] What is it [Sean Kingston] Get your girls and pull on her show, mama [Baby Bash] What is it [Sean Kingston] Get it on the floor and dip it low, mama [Baby Bash] What is it, what, what What is it, what is it [Repeat Chorus] [Baby Bash] [Verse 1] I'm a holler back, then I pop my collar back Girl, I see that Da-da-da, dunk I want all of that, follow that Train man, follow that caboosey Ain't nathin' in the world Like some thick, and some juicy She going downtown, cause her favorite DJ's spinnin' I'm all up in the door, so I'm already winnin' I got a lot of women, but I'm way too choosey And then I love my cake, like that Ricky love Lucy On some peanut butter

Still I Rise By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou ***I know this isn't how she meant it but it fits my life also... for those who have played hurtful games and continue to do so...here you go. Take this as a FUCK YOU, I took "it" back.*** You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room? Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll

Baby Bash - Suga Suga
So tight, so fly You got me lifted, you got me lifted [Frankie J.] You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it??s the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly? Suga suga how you get so fly? Suga suga how you get so fly? Suga suga how you get so fly? Suga suga how you get so fly? [Baby Bash] You know its leather when we ride Wood grain and raw hide Doing what we do, watching screens getting high Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns You was there when the money was gone You??ll be there when the money comes Off top I can??t lie I love to get blowed You my lil??sugar, I??m yo little chulo And every time we kick it it??s off to the groovy Treat you like my sticky ickey or my sweet oowy goowy (fa real though) [Frankie J.] You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it??s the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly

Lucky's Btch...member Of The Week #2
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Should I Stay Or Should I Go?????
I have been with my girlfriend for 5 long yrs now. we have 2 kids together, a couple of cars, and 2 dogs. Were do good for our selves but were not happy with eachother! I love her very much, But I just cant stand her.shes the true meaning of a bitch! She doesnt do anything around the house and bitches at me to do it all for her. She doesnt cook, clean the house, clean the dishes, help with our 2 kids, or do any of the laundry! shes doesnt even brush her teeth! thats grows. I dont mind cleaning up the house. infact i enjoy it. I put some music on, light some candles, and insents, drink a few beers! I like a clean house. BUT, the whole time that im cleaning -shes bitchin about the music or she wants me to stop the babies from cryin, or theres always something! So i usualy get it done when she goes out. and then She'll tare up the house with in a day or 2 I cant stand her any more. I have tryed to push the kids off on her but she just wont stop bitchin. Ive tryed to not clean the ho

Why It’s Important To Get A Good Night’s Sleep
“And after the uproar [in Ephesus over Christians ‘undercutting’ the sales of the goddess Diana in Ephesus from chapter nineteen] was ceased, Paul called unto him the disciples, and embraced them, and departed for to go into Macedonia.” Chapter twenty of Acts opens with Paul leaving the city that had been his base of operations for the last three years and proceeding to the very province of Macedonia where he’d received a vision to go some years earlier (in chapter sixteen) instead of Asia. We’re not told about what happened there save verse two’s “given them much exhortation” before Paul headed under the Holy Spirit’s direction to Greece and stayed for three months. Wherever in Greece (the geographic region conforming roughly to the modern-day nation) he was, it didn’t take as long for Jews opposed to this, by their standards, backslidden believer in Jesus as the Messiah who must be killed to purge the evil from among us, to prepare a trap for him as he was ready to sail into S

Baby Bash Ft T Pain - Cyclone
She moves her body like a cyclone And she makes me want to do it all night long Going hard when they turn the spotlights on Because she moves her body like a cyclone Just like a cyclone She moves her body like a cyclone And she makes me want to do it all night long Going hard when they turn the spotlights on Because she moves her body like a cyclone A mighty cyclone I look at that double on the back a that bumper She aint even playin when shes shakin that rumpa And for who you dont know She gett lower than the muffler Even wit her girl friends Shes show stoppin wit a hustla The way she move her body She might see the masaratti She wanna put it on me Tryin to show me her tsunami She make it hard to copy Always tight and never sloppy And got an entourage And her own papparazzi Now ther she go again Ridin through the stormy weather You better button up if you wantta go getta Cause it is what it is And everybody wanna love her But when she pop it boy you b

Vip Blingy Contest!!
VIP and 1 BLINGY PACK It's gnna be your choice if you win A Month VIP and 1 Blingy Pack! The contestant with the most comments at the end of 12 days will win the two prizes You may also win fubux on this one if you reach at least 2500 comments I will multiply you r comments by 10 and thats what you'll win (example2500x10 =25000) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... The most comments wins the Grand Prize No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have At Least 2,500 Comments To Win Any Fubucks. Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. You don't have To Be My Friend Or Fan To Rate or comment,but it will be helpful as i may post blog's or bulletins throughout the give away.However You MUST Have A Salute And Be A Level 5 And Above To Take Part. Please private message me with your entry pic NO shout box or profile comments they will be

Box Planter Themes
Prep Time: About 1 to 2 hours What you need: Desert In A Box Plastic drawer organizer 50/50 mixture of potting soil and builder's sand Variety of miniature cactus Gravel Desert decorations Popcorn in a Picket Planter Wooden clementine box Wooden clothespins Wooden beads Glue Latex semigloss wall paint Plastic seedling trays Potting soil Popcorn kernels Seasons: Fall, Spring, Summer, Winter, Year round Materials: flowerpot Instructions: 1. Desert In A Box: We started with a plastic drawer organizer filled with a 50/50 mixture of potting soil and builder's sand (you can also use premixed cactus soil). We selected a variety of miniature cacti (look for them in garden centers and florist's shops), transplanted them into the soil mix using salad tongs, and lightly watered them in. We then added a thin layer of gravel (from the pots the cacti came in), along with some desert decorations: a steer skull crafted from modeling clay, a guardi

Savage Garden - Carry On Dancing
The moonlight... Shines down interstellar beams And the groove tonight Is something more than you've ever seen The stars and planets taking shape A stolen kiss has come too late In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing You're never safe 'till you see the dawn And if the clock strikes past midnight The hope is gone To move under... In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing Move. Closer. Passion. Stronger There's a magic only two can tell In the dark night Ultra violet is a wicked spell The stars and planets taking shape A stolen kiss has come to late In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing In the moonlight Carry on, keep romancing, Carry on, carry on dancing Moving on... Moving all nig

Savage Garden - Tears Of Pearls
And we stare each other down Like victims in the grind Probing all the weakness And hurt still left behind and we cry The tears of pearls We do it. Oh we do it. Is love really the tragedy the way you Might describe? Or would a thousand lovers Still leave you cold inside? Make you cry... These tears of pearls [Chorus:] All these mixed emotions we Keep locked away like stolen pearls Stolen pearl devotions we Keep locked away from all the world Your kisses are like pearls, So different and so rare But anger stole the jewels away And love has left you bare, Made you cry... These tears of pearls Well I could be the tired joker Pour my heart to get you in Sacrifice my happiness Just so I could win Maybe cry... These tears of pearls [Chorus] We twist and turn where angels burn Like fallen soldiers we will learn That once forgotten, twice removed Love will be the death... The death of you [Repeat chorus]

Black And White
I see the world in black and white. That is devided into two, and I'm caught in the middle, and don't know where to turn. I tend not to stay in the middle, So I won't get in the middle of anyone. I see the world in black and white. That's divided into two. There are two types of people the good and bad. I'm one of the good ones, but I feel out of place. I feel, that I don't belong there. They treat me different, they tell me to act like one of them. I don't want want to be like anyone else. I want to be myself, have my own style, and think for myself.

Lack Of Sleep
I am really running on empty today. I went to bed at 9:00pm after having a very exhausting fight with my son. Peter came in around 10 and took a shower and that woke me up so I had a hard time falling back to sleep. Then at 2:00am, he decided to get up and go into Anthony's room to check on him because his door kept making a noise. His window was open and it made his door bang constantly. After that, I never went back to sleep! My mind just wouldn't shut off. I kept thinking about Anthony and how upset he gets and how he keeps saying that he had a crazy fucked up life. Peter and I just don't have any idea where this comes from but we have decided that we will be having him talk to a therapist. I am hoping he opens up to one. Peter and I have been married for 20 years, love each other and have lived in the same house since he was born! Not sure how that is crazy? It has seemed like a very normal life to us. He doesn't come from a broken home. We haven't moved around li

Flutterbies
It's a treat to catch even a glimpse of a butterfly, and with this colorful mobile, you'll have a bevy of beautiful creatures hanging around. Prep Time: Under 1 hour What you need: Paper Scissors Colored translucent plastic report covers Glue Pipe cleaners 28-gauge wire Fishing line Wire coat hanger Seasons: Rainy day, Year round Materials: paper, pipe cleaners, string, wire Instructions: 1. Start by drawing a butterfly wing on paper and cutting it out for a template. Place the template so that the straight edge is flush with the report cover fold, trace around it, and cut out the shape. Unfolded, the cutout will be a whole butterfly. Use this method to make seven more. 2. Cut small translucent circles of various colors and glue two onto each wing. 3. Wrap a pipe cleaner around the butterfly. Twist the ends of a piece of wire to the top and bottom of the pipe cleaner. 4. Tie a length of fishing line to the center of the wire on each butterfly. 5. Finally, shape the

What Makes A Mother?
What makes a mother? I thought of you and closed my eyes, And prayed to God today. I asked " What makes a mother? " And I know I hear him say. " A mother has a baby, " This we know is true. " But God can you be a mother, When your baby's not with you? " " Yes you can, " he replied With confidence in his voice " I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay. " " I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here. " He took a deep breath and cleared his throat, And then I saw the tear. " I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... " We go to earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and life and fear. My mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so l

This Was Written For Devilish Express
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY TONY AND HE DID AWESOME, THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR DEVILISH EXPRESS I am not your Enemy nor Am I not nice I am the Devilish Expression So come and share in my Delights Some can say I am Naughty but I just love to play And if you like to see the Fun and Laughter on display Look at the Profile Read and check it out For we are here to amuse you and we will gladly help you out We show the Love we have for you And we can ignite the Fire So check out the Page and see if you have the desire Welcome to Fubar and Shine the Light of Love With a Little Devilish Expression We can help your page to soar Now you might have Questions And we are here to help Just a Little Devilish Expression Can bring Joy to everyone I am not here for anything but to guide So please do not try to take me upon any joy ride I am Devilish Expression But for those who need some help So if you are excited then by all means ask us for help We will gladly show you How to make

Whale Water Scoop
Prep Time: Under 1 hour What you need: Clean plastic gallon milk jug Permanent marker Scissors Seasons: Year round Materials: markers, plastic jugs Instructions: 1. Turn the gallon jug onto its side so that the handle is at the top. With the marker, draw a mouth shape on the base of the jug, extending partway up the sides. 2. Cut along the lines with scissors, creating a wide-mouthed scoop (a parent's job). 3. Using the marker, outline the edge of the mouth and add eyes and a blowhole.

My Redneck Buddies...
Three rednecks, Cooter, Pete, and Billy Bob were workin way up high on a cell phone tower. As they started to work their way down, Cooter slipped, fell off the tower and was killed instantly. As the ambulance took his body away, Pete said " Well i guess someone needs to go tell Cooter's wife he's dead". Billy Bob said " I'll do it Pete, i'm purdy good at that sensitive stuff." Then he left to go tell her. Later on, Billy Bob came back carrying a case of Budweiser. Pete asked " Where did ya get that beer Billy Bob?" " Cooter's wife gave it to me." Billy Bob replied ! Pete said " You mean to tell me, that you went and told that woman that her husband just got killed, and she gave you a case of beer?" Billy Bob said " Not exactly, What i said was, you must be Cooters widow?" Then she said " You must be mistaken, i'm not a widow." And i said " ill bet you a case of beer you are."

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This Was Written For The Wolves Of Wiccan
My friend Tony wrote this poem for the wolves of wiccan To My Brothers and Sisters who share in the Dream That the Fire of delight now to the center bring Share your Words so all can unite Bring the Circle of truth and desire 1000 comments they need to be shown The love the passion that your spirit shows them Bring them the message let everyone read For Love shines bright when we ignite the flame ('Tony Kenyon 2008

A Real Girl Is Not Perfect, A Perfect Girl Is Not Real.....
Could this saying be any more true????? There was once a time when I subjected myself to the ridiculous standards of others. I have met people who have a list of things that their partner or potential partner must have. I’ve met people who don’t want to date women with kids, women who aren’t the right shade, perfect size, etc. At one time I looked at all my imperfections and wanted to find someway to correct them. Now, I feel that some of these things are what makes me feel good, are my battle wounds in a sense. I take great pride in myself, and any person who would feel the need to change or not accept someone over something so shallow and pointless is not worth the time and effort. I’m not ashamed to say that I’ve gone through periods of thinking that I wasn’t good enough, it happens. Im even more proud to say that I no longer feel that way towards anything or anyone. One cannot measure greatness from things, greatness is magnified from the inside to the outside. There are peo

Bathed In Ecstasy
Steps moving back upstairs Dressed in blue jeans tight My room high in the loft You take the steps tonight Soon getting ready to bathe I awaited for this hour Slipping out of my robe I turn towards the shower Soon it will be togetherness You will be caressing my skin I will gently feel your hands You now wink and step right in In warm moistened fragrant oils Bathing in your arms with me Tonight we shower together Our shower of sweet ecstasy

Sea Life Wreath
Materials Needed: * Heavy Cardboard * Glue * Beach Treasures Instructions: Cut a wreath shape out of heavy cardboard (you can also use a piece of wood). Spread glue all over the wreath shape (use an old paint brush to make sure it is all covered) and sprinkle on sand to cover the entire wreath. Set it aside to dry. Now you can glue on your beach treasures such as sea shells, pebbles, seaweed, twigs, etc. Let dry and then hang!

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Me Me Me!!!
Look at that pic, you know you wish you were there that night! But you weren't, so the best way to relive it, without being there, is to click on the pic, rate it, then comment on how much you want to drink with me...over, and over, and over again. Rates are 10 points, comments 5, and I have a month to get 50000 first. I'm against some pretty good competition, so I'd pencil in the rest of your day commenting me. As a bonus to you, here's what I'm offering for your help 100 comments = 1000 fubucks 500 comments = the fubucks, and a salute of whatever I want to say 1000 comments = 1 bling, and a salute of whatever you want (I'm in a bar with a dick on my face, I'll pretty much do anything that doesn't involve insertion) Private message me with what you've done, and I'll hook you up!! Thanks Mr 7000000

Hallelujah - Imogen Heap
Baby I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you And I've seen your flag on the marble arch But love is not some victory march it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah There was a time when you let me know what's really going on below but now you never show that to me do you remember when I moved in you and the holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah

Hello Everyone.
Hello everyone! I'm new here, and I'm just dropping a few links. My deviantart, with some photos, and my artwork. www.cryptrose.deviantart.com My sims on stage account, were I singscream my lungs out, not too well unfortunately, anyone who's brave enough is welcome to go there. http://thesimsonstage.ea.com/user.html?userId=%2Be1YmhpcFyg%3D I won't be around much, I don't really get the point of this website, I joined because of a friend. Seeya all. **

Life Is Beautiful...............................
Life is something that continues to amaze me. If I flash back to a year ago, I’ve changed drastically in a lot of ways. Thinking about the future excites me in a way that is both scary and exhilarating. Years ago I was scared to grow old, now I think that it will be a beautiful thing and I will be lucky to have that chance. Our experiences are like our fingerprints, their what makes each person unique. I wouldn’t trade my experiences for someone else’s. I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and one must take the good with the bad. I do find that the storms of life do not last forever. If one can make it through the tragedies, life can play out much like a comedy. Laughter is some of the best therapy out here that one does not have to pay a shrink or anyone else for. When one is feeling bad a good laugh can change one’s mood in an instant. Laughter is just one example of something God out here on this earth that is made available to all, rich or poor. There are

Men
Can someone help me understand why guys bother to get into relationships? I've been in 3 serious relationships and dated my fair share of guys and it seems to me like there is not a single man out there who appreciates a good woman when he has one! How many women reading this do right by their man, and don't get shit in return? And how many of you have been cheated on, or had their heart broken, after you've given someone your ALL? IMHO men seem to want one thing at almost any cost---sex. I mean seriously, at the moment I am in a relationship...I do everything for this man. He has his dinner ready almost every night, I take care of the baby, my older son and many days his kid from a previous relationship, clean up after him , do the yardwork, pay the bills, take the garbage out, hell I even clean out HIS car after he trashes it all week! What do I get in return? You guessed it. A big fat nothing. He thinks that I should be happy with just his paycheck. I shouldn't expect roman

Memorial Day Celebration, Come On Everyone!!
Am givin away 20,000 fu bucks for my 200th member to subscribe with us. You interested!!? Come show ur Love n Support to our Military, Veterans & Families!! They deserve it ALL from us supporters!! CLick the pic above and come have you some fun! Also, on behalf of SP2, we will be hosting a Memorial Day Celebration for ALL those that served our country in some way! We hope to see you there, come thank them, support them, respect them! They will love it and appreciate it more than we know!!

Tolerance: A Modern Myth
While I continue to resist a culture that does not teach us to consider logical implications or the nexus of the language we use, even more so how we us it, I realize that in many ways we lack any good definitions that charachterize our most popular sentiments. One of those sentiments is called tolerance. In fact many of the Enlightenment philosophers were focused on this idea, and the French thinkers particularly because they saw intolerance as the cause of class division, and persecution. Perhaps that is the cause but then David Hume challenged the very idea of transcendence by challenging the causal connections of experience itself. Tolerance in fact does not really omit a logical positive. Nonetheless it is seen as one by many people for whatever reason, perhaps their own inability to define such a term, or capture such an idea, or because they do not know what it is. Tolerance also seems to be nueter in that it is not necessarily a privation of one's willful man

Ozzys Brave Son.keep In Our Prayers & Thoughts Ty. Xoxo
MY DEAR FRIEND OZZY I AM SO SORRY FOR WANT HAS HAPPENED TO YOUR SON. PLEASE KNOW THIS HUN. YOUR SON, FAMILY,& YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR RAISING A BRAVE SON THAT IS SERVING OUR BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY, TO KEEP US ALL SAFE.GOD BLESS YOU & YOUR FAMILY. & THANK YOU OZZY I AM PROUD TO BE A AMERICAN BECAUSE OF BRAVE MEN,LIKE YOUR SON & BRAVE WOMAN THAT SERVE YOUR COUNTRY TO MAKE IT SAFE FOR US. THANK YOU & PLEASE TELL YOUR SON I SAID THANK YOU ALSO. LOVE YOUR FRIEND ROSE XOXO GOD BLESS AMERICA, AND YOUR BRAVE SON, FOR WHAT HE IS DOING FOR US,YOU & ,YOUR FAMILY, ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS HUN. LOVE ROSE XOXO P.S PLEASE REPOST, AND PUT THE FIRST PICTURE AS YOUR PROFILE PIC, OR ON YOUR PAGE, FOR MY FRIEND OZZYS SON, & OZZY, TO LET OZZY KNOW WE ARE THERE FOR HIS SON ,& FAMILY AND OZZY.THANK YOU.XOXO

4 The Military Haterz
This is an accident voice message that was left on a Mothers Machine from her son in Iraq. For the haters if you love so much in DREAMING that they are there for vacation here is a NEWS FLASH. This is every minute of everyday of their lives and they do this just to give you the right to speak your mind and have the freedom to practice your religion and to walk down the street without this and sleep in the safety of your own bed in your warm house and drive the cars you drive and date who you want. I Pray for the safety and the Angels to watch over every Soldier there and to bring them home (which I do know some will do the ultimate sacrifice for us) I Honor you all and Salute everyone that has been in war zone and THANK YOU FOR YOUR DUTY ABOVE AND BEYOND. HUGS AND MUAHS AND LOVES TO ALL OF YOU

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual M

Locker Checks
this was something my 13 yr old had to do for school . and i would love to share it with everyone on for my friend on here and i hope you all will share it with all your friends as well . Locker Checks Why shouldn't schools do locker checks? Why do many students oppose locker checks? Random locker checks are not done to torment and/or invade the privacy of the students, but for many other important reasons which include school security. These checks are required because malicious students bring drugs and weapons to school and store them in the lockers. Random locker checks should be made obligatory and done frequently to assure the wellbeing of the students. In the first place, locker checks help increase the safety in schools. Safety is a problem in every environment and especially school. Drugs, alcohol, and firearms in lockers make a harmless place like school quite dangerous. School was known to be a secure environment for children where they could learn and have

Blog Fodder...
I realized last night that there was a full moon. Big and bright and beautiful. It almost looked like I could reach up and touch the glowing orb. Amazing. I also find it amazing the multitudes of proof that has surfaced in the last few days to give validation to the whole full moon theory. What is that you ask? Well let me tell you. When the moon is full in all of it's glowing orb-ish-ness (not a word, but I have poetic blog-license so stuff it) the freaks come out of the proverbial wood-work and inflict strange peril on unsuspecting 'normal folk'. (I use that term losely as we are well aware of the fact that no one is in fact 'normal'.) Within the last few days I have received an exorbtant amount of very odd friend requests, most of which are denied because they can't follow my rules. I will spare you the details of them, save one that really had me holding my sides in laughter. I was almost quite literally.... 'rotflmao' or 'pmsl'. It came across as a marketing ploy, a commercial if

Skills
At critical times in dreams, your faculties may become enhanced or limited. These include mental, as well as physical faculties. Suddenly, you find a great wealth of knowledge to resolve a problem, or acquire a skill to do so. Other times, you suddenly lose certain abilities. Acquiring The amazing thing about acquiring knowledge is that it is generated in your own mind in the dream. If upon waking the process used to solve the dream problem was logical, you may want to contemplate problems in your waking life that resemble the dream problem. Your mind may be accessing problem-solving skills that you have already eliminated from consideration, or never thought of in the first place. What was the nature of the skills you received? Were they logical, practical, or completely impossible to translate into waking life? Losing Of course, you may forget something or lose some faculty just as easily. In dreams of this nature, your insecurity about appearing incompetent is working i

Zebra
Dreams of zebras often reflect a sense of changeability in your waking life. You may see yourself as having two (or more) distinct identities that compete for predominance in your behavior, morals and other life roles. This is especially true for persons who struggle with workplaces that demand questionable ethical practices or for those who are unfaithful to others.

Ugliness
In dreams, your body image can be a topic of concern personally or among the other dream characters. Only occasionally do these concerns accurately reflect actual physical attributes. More often, dreams of this nature may indicate paranoia about what others think of you. The central interpretive question is whether you conclude your own ugliness or whether others impose it on you.If you conclude your own ugliness, is this due to a particular change, such as being pregnant? In pregnancy, you may dream that you are being considered overweight by yourself or others. Other changes that may influence your body image include a shift in physical or moral behavior, such as smoking, drinking, using drugs, becoming sexually active, or participating in sexual experiences you once considered taboo. This dream is worth serious consideration as how we feel about our bodies is often a significant part of how we feel about ourselves overall as a person. If you are having recurring dreams of person

Creatures
Did you watch Godzilla right before bedtime? A lot of our unknown creatures come from visual images out of horror films. However, they may possess power or destructive potential that hits at the core of our being. In these cases, we are confronted by a sense of angst or loss from unknown dangers through these creatures. There are some mixed creatures that are more playful, however. These creatures may be combined characterization of favored friends or pets, or may come from favorite literature or mythology images. In this case, the images are positive for us.

*rolling On The Floor Laughing*
well hun i am in texas but that wouldnt keep me from driving if u got a gud pussy lol tell me what u want === '☼ÃMBÎË☼CoOwner Wicked Wayz~♥NgC♥~Reb's Wifey ♥~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:27:34'.. > > i'm in NC...about 15 minutes outside of Winston Salem...u?...and i'm shaved for you too ;) > > > === ? wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:26:42'.. > > > > where u from baby? andi am 9 inches cut and shaved for u > > === '☼ÃMBÎË☼CoOwner Wicked Wayz~♥NgC♥~Reb's Wifey ♥~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 09:25:55'.. > > > > > > of course i'm looking for fun...if i wasn't i'd be on myspace right now...lmao...hahahaha...and thank you for the compliment sexy!! *muah* > > > > > > > > > === ? wrote the following at '2008-05-20 08:58:50'.. > > > > > > > > hey your georgous whats up what ulookign for babe fun?? > > > HAHAHAHAHAHA ARE FUCKING KIDDING ME...THIS IS THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER....ISN'T IT

Lookin Good For A New Job!
WOHOO! I found out today that the police department is checkin my references and things are lookin really good. I swear I have some of the best friends that a woman could ever have. Not to mention the best man I could ever have in my life, lovin me, supporting me. I love you Mark. Mark got a phone call this morning while workin and was asked by a cop to meet up w/him so that he could ask him a few questions. Seems that he liked the answers that Mark gave him. WOHOO! TY baby! He said that the fact that he is out checking my references is a great thing and they are very serious about my possible position at the department. (man that sounds so cool!!!) I also talked to my wonderful, spunky friend Appie aka April and she was asked to email the info he requested. It seems that if things continue like they are, I should hopefully be getting a call from them in a few weeks. On a side note, I called my mom this morning and she told me that it was funny I was calling to tell

Whaaat???
On Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:48:04 -0400, "LTG Bill Ginn" USAF ret forwarded: Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart.

Homosexuality
Ok just so you know before I even get started. I don't have a problem with homosexuality. I have many friends that are oriented this way and I believe that they are people just like me...just different but here is my view on homosexuality. Homosexuality, as defined, is an attraction towards a person of the same sex. It is a sexual orientation. As such it is genetic...but let me ask you this, what purpose does it serve? The ultimate goal of all species is procreation...reproduction in other words. If there is no sexual interaction there is Asexual reproduction which you see in some species. Homosexuality naturally and scientifically serves no purpose other than to satisfy a base lust. Satisfy your sexual desires with the one you are attracted to. In nature it serves no purpose what-so-ever. Because what does homosexuality reap? The person in question can't become pregnant by such means. Therefore in terms of nature, homosexuality is useless. Homosexuality doesn't

Goat Cheese And Spinach Turkey Burgers
INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 pounds ground turkey breast * 1 cup frozen chopped spinach, thawed and drained * 2 tablespoons goat cheese, crumbled DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat the oven broiler. 2. In a medium bowl, mix ground turkey, spinach, and goat cheese. Form the mixture into 4 patties. 3. Arrange patties on a broiler pan, and place in the center of the preheated oven 15 minutes, or until done.

My German Shepherd ...beau!
I was getting ready for work this morning and I pulled a pair of jeans off the line in the laundry room. I hate drying my jeans in the dryer...lmao..I like the stiff feeling...hahahaa. Anyhow...I swung them at the dog cause he was following me and he backed up and barked. So I thought this is really weird...I held them up like there was someone in them and ran toward him. Well I couldn't believe it..he backed up...and started barking sharply at the jeans. So, me...y'all know I'm crazy...hahaha so I chased him around the house with them. It was f**king hilarious. Anyhow, I got dressed...and I was thinking...why would he react that way to a pair of empty jeans. I mean he's a good watch dog police trained. I was about to put my jean jacket on and I held it up like someone was wearing it...by the shoulders and just pushed it at him. He did the same thing...barked wildly at it. I'm wondering if it is because there is nothing in the clothing...and it freaks him out. He's about

Blue Cheese Burgers
INGREDIENTS * 3 pounds lean ground beef * 4 ounces blue cheese, crumbled * 1/2 cup minced fresh chives * 1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce * 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 teaspoon coarsely ground black pepper * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1 teaspoon dry mustard * 12 French rolls or hamburger buns DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl mix the ground beef blue cheese, chives, hot pepper sauce, Worcestershire sauce, black pepper, salt, and mustard. Cover and refrigerate for 2 hours. 2. Preheat grill for high heat. Gently form the burger mixture into about 12 patties. 3. Oil the grill grate. Grill patties 5 minutes per side or until well done. Serve on rolls.

Suspect Advertising
Recently I seem to be getting more and more annoyed with TV advertising. I don't know if this is because I'm getting much more old and cynical or if it's because the standard of commercials is rapidly dipping, but these days I find myself providing a running commentary through each advert break on why I hate each advert. Anyway, to come to the point, I've just seen one which really takes the biscuit: It's a commercial for a supermarket over here. The details are not important, but the tagline at the end is "because everyone deserves quality food." What an outrageous statement, I thought. I can think of a whole host of people that don't deserve any quality food... It got me quite riled.

5 Million Miles
Lost in a maze They complete the days Fall close your eyes As the fire flies One step behind Let tomorrows escape Walk on the wings Of eternity Open the doors To reality Don't be so blind Let the world go free 5 million miles Into the galaxy Secrets unwind Inside a mystery Light years before 1983 5 million miles Inside a mystery 5 million miles Into the galaxy

New Video Balloon Banging
Check out my new video Balloon Banging. It is over 7 minutes long. I masturbate with a balloon and ride one. You get to see my big round ass bounce and jiggle. I finally get out my glass toy. It is all noise and very wet video. http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=4&model=exoticflame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

The Heat And Why It Sucks Hairy Pieballs
It's May. MAY! And the weather is already so hot that I wake up sweaty. What happened to the days of us having more rain than Seattle? I liked those days. In fact, more of those days would be fantastic. Who can I contact in Seattle to toss a couple of those rainstorms our way? Because if the weather is already this insufferable in May, I don't want to think of how effing hellish the weather will be in August. It's not conduscive to restful sleep. I can't sleep at night. Last night I got 4 hours. Tossing and turning, rolling over to find a cool spot. Getting up to get the spray bottle to drench myself in mist so I'm cool enough to sleep. And then realizing it's already 5:45 am. So I apologize for any rambling, hissy fits, or flat out tantrums thrown today, as a result. I'm not excusing it. I will be as sweet as I normally am, but if I happen to fling myself to the floor and start pounding my fists and hollering. Just ignore that. ♥

Pepper-honey Planked Salmon
INGREDIENTS * 2 (12 inch) untreated cedar planks * 1/4 cup pineapple juice * 1/3 cup soy sauce * 2 tablespoons white vinegar * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 3/4 cup honey * 1/4 cup packed brown sugar * 1 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1/2 teaspoon paprika * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * * 6 (6 ounce) skinless, boneless salmon fillets * 1 pinch salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Soak the cedar planks in warm water for 1 to 2 hours. Add a splash of bourbon to the water if desired. 2. Bring the pineapple juice, soy sauce, vinegar, lemon juice, olive oil, and honey to a simmer in a saucepan over medium-high heat. Reduce the heat to medium-low, and stir in the sugar, 1 teaspoon black pepper, cayenne pepper, paprika, and garlic powder. Simmer, stirring occasionally, until the sauce has reduced to a syrupy consistency, about 15 minutes. Set the

Random Information About Me
That children no matter the age should respect,obey and honor their parents. If help is needed around the house, yard etc, you should just help without being asked to. I do not believe that once a cheater always a cheater, people change if they really want to.( I am living proof of that). I do not believe in abotions 100%. But i do believe they are okay in some cases( rape, if mother can die, baby completely deformed and im not talking about handicaped). I do believe in co-sleeping with children. (I plan to co-sleep when i have kids). I do believe that it is 100% okay and normal for a mother to breast feed in public. But if people around you arent confertable then i believe the mother should cover up with a blanket. I do believe that breastfeeding is 100% you choice. If someone who chooses not to breastfeed they shouldnt be talked down to because of it. I do believe that breastfeed babies end up being more happy and healthier. I believe that animals sh

Stupid People!
I get freaking asked by another woman why I added her to my page if it was due to being on a similar guys page ahh NO! Then she proceeds to act like she is a couple w/ this guy BUT suprisingly has a boyfriend also....me and this guy "were" friends but thanks to her the ignorant mo fo, he has blocked me calling me the bad person...HELLO...I did nothing wrong but defend MY relationship and brought to light she was in one too!!! Also that she had no right questioning me on our "mutual" guy friend!!!!! He doesn't do other women who have boyfriends either you C+! WHO's the F'in psycho...sorry NOT ME!!! you do what and either of you educated?! NO! TA big deal and Danny you deliver dirt! CreamyItalian - old hag and Danny aka smallcox-which you do have a small cock BTW seen the pictures, he's barely even circumsized too jaxfinest...so GFY!! enjoy what neither one of you will get...happiness!!! Krissy and Matty FOREVER!!!!

Wanted You To Know...
I wanted to give an update to all of you that have been keeping my friend Nettie in your thoughts & or prayers...& thank you so much! As you know, she was diagnosed with breast cancer just a few weeks ago. They found two tumors & because of the rapidness of their growth...she had to have a double mastectomy. She went in for her surgery yesterday...she was in there for what seemed an eternity. They found the cancer had spread to 11 lymph nodes so they were also removed...but because of that she has to go through chemo therapy & radiation treatments now. For all she has been through...she is doing remarkably well. She is in great spirits & surprisingly, not too much pain. She is going to have re constructive surgery also...using tummy tissue & fat from her belly...it is amazing what they can do! But right now...the important thing is for her to heal & make sure she is cancer free. The sad part of this is...she had just had a mammogram in January & was given a clean bill

Cedar Plank Salmon
INGREDIENTS * 1 (12 inch) cedar plank * 2 tablespoons sesame oil * 3 tablespoons brown sugar * 1 teaspoon dried dill weed * 1 tablespoon sesame seeds * 3 tablespoons water * 4 (6 ounce) salmon fillets, with skin * 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper (optional) * 1 tablespoon soy sauce (optional) * 1 lemon, cut into wedges (optional) DIRECTIONS 1. Soak the cedar plank in water for at least 2 hours and up to 12. 2. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). 3. Place the salmon on the plank, skin side down. In a small bowl, stir together the sesame oil, brown sugar, dill weed and sesame seeds. Stir in just enough water to make it liquid. Season with pepper and soy sauce if desired. Spoon the mixture over the salmon so it is fully coated. 4. Bake for 30 to 40 minutes in the preheated oven, until the fillet can be flaked with a fork. On the Grill Preheat a grill to medium heat. Place plank with fish on

Which You Prefer??
Hey Guys, What type of panties do you prefer your woman to wear (boy shorts, thongs, or granny panties)?? Do you like your woman shaved, trimmed, or like a forrest?? Hey Gals, What type of undies do you prefer on your man (boxers, whitey tighties, or boxer briefs)?? Do you like your man saved, trimmed, or do you like combing your teeth?? Had a conversation with some friends and you know us women we always talk about things like this. Well, I seem to be da only one dat likes my man trimmed so close dat its almost like it shaven. And I luv my man in boxer briefs. Just wanted to see other views is all.

Rambling
What is love does anyone really know? I am not sure as to the answer but I can offer my take on it. Love is not a feeling or an emotion it is the embodiment of two people who "know" each other. In order to love someone you have to open yourself mind, body, and spirit, allow an individual to truly know who you are, how you feel, and where you are headed. To often in life the word "love" is thrown around and causes grief, anger, and sometimes even hatred. That last part brings up an interesting topic how can love breed hatred, it is my belief that "true" love can not and it is only when someone allows their mind to interfere with the true meaning of love that hatred can be spawned by love. Love is something that comes from somewhere deep within a person, and it is not uncommon for love to be a part of a completely plutonic relationship, love has no boundaries, it only knows what is true and honest. Love is when you can look at someone and say something without even saying a word, or when

Hmmm
Your Birthdate: September 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Dammit Dave
is up for auction! Come check him out! He is a awesome friend, & A awesome pic rater!!! He is offering: winner gets all pics and stash rated, 5 profile comments a week for a month, 5 gifts a week, and if the bid goes high enough will add more.

Reward For Helping
HEY FUBAR MY FRIEND ACESANGEL IS IN A RED-HOT REDHEAD CONTEST ACE’SANGEL I WILL GIVING AWAY 5000 FUBUCKS FOR EACH 50 COMMENTS THAT YOU LEAVE PLZ CONTACT ANGELIC KISSAME BY PRIVET MESSAGES WHEN YOU HAVE LEFT YOU’RE 50 COMMENTS OR MORE '‡ÂñgÉLïç KÎ$$àmÊ‡ MANAGER/HEAD PROMOTER FOR CLUB PIMPIN /REDNECK LEVELING CREW@ fubar

Bus Trip With Blondes
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, chartered a double-decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level. The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate. When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles. The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here? We're having a great time downstairs!' One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered... 'YEAH, BUT YOU'VE GOT A DRIVER!!'

Lost And Confused..
Wow, this place is crazy. Im falling behind on my shoutbox and rating...I cant keep up. What I dont understand is all the titles here? my gosh, can you really get fubar married, holy crap, who would want to marry me?? lol....Sorry I dont see what others see in me? I have always thought of myself as PLAIN JANE. Being Italian, I have a big mouth at times, talk with my hands, eat alot of pizza and is very romantic, which trust me has gotton me in alot of trouble...hehehhe. I also FLIRT big time, love to argue (make~up sex is the best, in my opinion) Love the word RANDOM and saying "my little opinion"..I love EMOTIONS....rage, despire, sad,love, obsessed, hurt, broken, damaged..ok, you get the idea maybe Im warped alittle...alright, I subjected you to my wierdness for one day...Kisses to some but not all...

History Of Taoism
My Zen Today We believe in the formless and eternal Tao, and we recognize all personified deities as being mere human constructs. We reject hatred, intolerance, and unnecessary violence, and embrace harmony, love and learning, as we are taught by Nature. We place our trust and our lives in the Tao, that we may live in peace and balance with the Universe, both in this mortal life and beyond." The founder of Taoism is believed by many to be Lao-Tse (604-531 BCE), a contemporary of Confucius. (Alternative spellings: Lao Tze, Lao Tsu, Lao Tzu, Laozi, Laotze, etc.). He was searching for a way that would avoid the constant feudal warfare and other conflicts that disrupted society during his lifetime. The result was his book: Tao-te-Ching (a.k.a. Daodejing). Others believe that he is a mythical character. Taoism started as a combination of psychology and philosophy but evolved into a religious faith in 440 CE when it was adopted as a state religion. At that time Lao-Tse became popular

Martial Medicine
By Richard Hackworth, Ph.D., Lac. Martial arts training at peak performance levels is the best way to prevent disease, as well as to stimulate positive changes in the body's natural healing systems. Our current lifestyle of Lazy-boy chairs, remote controls and S.U.V.s does not challenge us to move, yet our biological need for physical movement is still the same as when time began. Martial arts training can strongly influence the function of most of the human organ systems and much of the chemistry of our brains and bodies. The changes brought about by martial arts training are dose responsive, but maybe not in the way you believe. In fact, twice as much is twice as good only up to optimal levels. Beyond that actually tempts an over training response in the body and a decline in physical and mental health. Martial arts training, as well as other exercise forms, dosage combines distance (or time), intensity and frequency -- how far, how fast, how often. An additional fact

What Some Dad's Say.
I love you. Do your homework! Eat your vegetables! Don't do drugs! Stay away from that guy Jimmy, There's something not right with that boy! Be nice to your sister. Pay your taxes. Do your chores. Why in the world would you do such a stupid thing? Be home by 10:00. I want these grades picked up right now or you're not going to that concert. Ok, what's a hack? Bend over. This hurt me more than it did you. By the way, have you signed up for selective service yet? Is this marijuana? Late night hugh? So, you seem to have a bit of a headache this morning. Here, drink this. It'll help. What do you mean there was no change? It's that boy Jimmy again isn't it? Here, I found these in the bathroom. Son, I need to talk to you about the birds and the bees. Don't worry son, you'll get over this. How many times do I have to tell you! Don't tell me no! Stay out of there! You're in trouble mister! Go to your room! Wha

Reep Off Artests
BBB issues Reliability Reports on all businesses, whether or not they are BBB accredited. If a business is a BBB Accredited Business, it is stated in this report BBB Definition: report - A summary of activity reflected in a company's BBB file. Includes basic business background, BBB Accreditation information, and BBB complaint activity over the previous three years. Also reports may include any known government actions, advertising issues or other information that results from activity conducted by the BBB. . Name: Carsponsorships.com Phone: (239) 274-5552 Fax: (239) 277-7955 Address: 1910 Park Meadows Dr Fort Myers, FL 33907-3740 Website: www.carsponsorships.com www.carsponsors.com Original Business Start Date: December 2004 Principal: Mr. Robert L. Egizi, President Customer Contact: Mr. Robert L. Egizi, President Entity: Corporation Incorporated: December 2004, FL TOB Classification: Internet Shopping Services, Auto Services-Other BBB Accreditation:

The Origin Of Wing Chun
By: Grandmaster Yip Man The founder of the Wing Chun Kung Fu System, Miss Yim Wing Chun was a native of Canton [Kwangtung Province] in China. She was an intelligent and athletic young girl, upstanding and forthright. Her mother died soon after her betrothal to Leung Bok Chau, a salt merchant of Fukien. Her father, Yim Yee, was wrongfully accused of a crime and, rather than risk jail, they slipped away and finally settled down at the foot of Tai Leung Mountain near the border between Yunan and Szechuan provinces. There they earned a living by running a shop that sold bean curd. During the reign of Emperor K'anghsi of the Ching Dynasty (1662-1722) Kung Fu became very strong in the Siu Lam [Shaolin] Monastery of Mt. Sung, in Honan Province. This aroused the fear of the Manchu government [a non-Chinese people from Manchuria in the North, who ruled China at that time], which sent troops to attack the Monastery. Although they were unsuccessful, a man named Chan Man Wai, a recently app

Friend Request Limit
lmao.... I found out that there is a limit to friend requests. It seems they cut you off after 500. I have not been able to get through all of them yet. If you try to add me and can't......... this is why. If you rate a ton of pics and I don't get back to you message me. I apologize so much! To my friends/family on here: I am just way behind. I am not ignoring anyone! As soon as this blast is over I will have more time, maybe! xoxoxo FEEDINGTHEDESIRE.COMM

My Country Friend
This is Hank or as i call him Henry.he is my very best friend,this man saved my life and pulled me outta 15 years of hell and helped me get the courage and the strength to be on my own. He gave up his longtime police officer career to follow his dream to be a country singer,well i am proud to say he has done it,,he has a new cd out and is getting ready for a huge release party and i am going to be there,,lol,, he has an awesome voice and even a bigger heart check him out.

The History Of Kung Fu
What is a martial arts style? The concept of a style is a rather complicated one, and Chinese martial arts claim as many as 1500 different styles. By "style" we mean a particular school of martial practice, with its own training methods, favored techniques, and emphasis on attack and defense. While it is impossible to quantify differences between most styles, it is easy to see the distinctions between such disparate approaches to combat as practiced by Tiger, Crane, and Monkey stylists. In choosing a style (a contemporary privilege; traditionally, styles were assigned by the teachers), try to find one that suits your physical attributes, interests, and sense of utility. It does no good to study the graceful single-leg and flying techniques of White Crane if you have the flexibility and grace of a turtle! On the other hand, and kung fu practice will enhance your physical skills, dexterity, and alertness, and it is not uncommon for a beginner in one style to change to a more "appropri

Let's Get A New Feature Added To Fubar!!!
Okay!!! Tired of those annoying Mumms!!! Those stupid Mumms? Those supposed to be Mumms? You got one option up till now, don't read them!!! Or.... The Mumms "TIME OUT CORNER"... Actually a friend came up with the idea quick view mumm "Why do men hide things? check comments by shiloh2000 and ghost... As an idea if more then 50% of your readers believe your mumm is garbage, and are given an option to vote i.e. this is a mumm: or this is crap: and please use the word crap... if it's voted crap... You lose your mumming rights for 30 days... Oh, and fine the S.O.B... $ 1,000 fubacks plus of which 40% would go to ghost, I'm not trying to take credit for his idea.....Ghost is one of my friends...

Life In Florida
----- You know you're a Floridian if.... ... Socks are only for bowling. ...You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. ...A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, But everything to do with shade. ...Your winter coat is made of denim. ...You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. ...You're younger than thirty bu

The Tear Just Keep Falling
I feel asleep last night, happy for the first time in a long time. It was simply because I had gotten of the phone with someone who loved me, knowing that I can just relax and let go of fear for once in my life. Then I was awoken by tragedy, and my heart closed and the tears started to fall and the sadness sank in. That even with tbhat love this sadness that was dumped on my will bear a weight on me that I may not be able to bear. I am strong, but I live the liife I do to try and bring smiles to everyones faces around me. I have now not once but twice brought the smiles to a creaming hault in the faces of a few and fopr this I will always remember that saddness and tears seem to fallow me. My tears will not stop falling since I hung up the phone nearly 5 hours ago. There are few things in life that I cherish most, and n ow not once but twice my life has caused two others to dramatically change. There is only one left that can change in that way and I intend on protectin

Linguine With Bacon And Onions
Linguine with Bacon and Onions Ingredients: 1 lb. linguine 3/4lb. Bacon, chopped 2 large onions,thinly sliced 2 large egg yolks Parmesan cheese, for sprinkling Directions: In boiling, salted water, cook the linguine until al dente; reserve 1-½ cups pasta cooking water. In a large deep skillet (like a Dutch oven), cook the bacon over medium heat until crisp. Discard all but 3 TBSP bacon fat, then add the onions to the skillet and cook over medium-high heat, stirring, until softened. Add the pasta cooking water and bring to a boil. Stir in the linguine and remove from the heat. Stir in the egg yolks, one at a time. Add the bacon, season with pepper and sprinkle with Parmesan cheese.

More Undoudted Ramblings
It seems that not a year goes by without some sort of natural disaster where hundreds of thousands are killed. In the last month we’ve had 2 biggies, an earthquake in China and a flood in Burma. Although Burma was partially avoidable (i.e. if the hadn’t destroyed huge amounts of mangrove swamps in the delta) nothing really can be done to prevent disaster like this happening. And it’s probably going to get worse as the population grows. As we as humans kill of the rest of the living world (roughly 25% of all species disappeared in the last 10 years) it seems the world is getting its on back and trying to redress the balance. It’s amazing to think that in the 400,000 years or so the human species has grown from nothing to over 5 billion, from living only in Africa up to 100,000 years ago to now populating ever corner of the earth. Yet what price has this come at. For the majority of that time, man was in harmony with nature, killing only what was needed to survive, and hardly changin

Sick
im sry for everyone that i love i havent been on here as u should know i got married 2 weeks ago well it begun a couple of days after i got married i thought i had come down with a stomach bug and to come find out it wasnt a stomach bug after a catscan and a uppergi later i have a bacetrial infection in my stomach and a real bad ulcer and 6 gall stomes in my gallbladder inwhich will be removed in a couple of weeks im sry i havent been on but being sick all the time and loving the porclain goddess like i have i havent been able to do much so wish me a speedy recovery because i need it

In That Kinda Mood
Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongue You pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face between your breasts The room starts to spin as I struggle to catch my breathe I roll over, letting you on top I push even harder as you beg me not to stop Gripping you tightly by the soft flesh of your ass Pushing deeper, harder, faster, with all the strength that I have You scream "I'm ready to cum!" I say "Wait, I'm almost there" The

Does She Exist?
It is getting so bloody hard to find the right woman. I mean seriously, how hard should it be? All I want is a woman that is into the same things that I am. Sodding hell. Actually start to wonder if such a person actually exists.

Can A Simple Word Arouse Your Spirit??
What arouses YOU... What makes YOU burn inside.. Is it a secret place that is touched??? and you come alive... or........is it a "word" For me, a simple word spoken.. released from His lips is all that I need to send my insatiable needs reeling. When He releases the "word" I feel the desires burning, churning within..peaking with desires..I want Him so..Good Lord it hurts and the burn..craves I beg Him to feed me....I am what You desire, As I hunger as no other hungers to be fed..

So I Am Pissed At My Husbands Unit
ok so 2 weeks ago my husband was told by his unit that they figured out all of a sudden after a call from the general as to why he has not been paid for the past year. they said it would be a few days although it could take up to 2 weeks for his pay to hit. well its been 2 weeks to the day today and still nothing and he still has not been able to gain access to his mypay website after he was told once again by the ridiculous unit that all of this was put on rush to be fixed...i am gettin very frustrated and feel bad cuz i feel i have taken it out on my husband but come on its time someone do something about him not gettin paid cuz its gettin a lil ridiculous and i feel as the wife of a soldier i should have the right to speak up.oh yeah and come to find out the col. who is in transition to come home next month..said he was supposed to have done been out cuz of his profile along with his injuries so wtf? they said freedom this and freedom that? well freedom is NOT free when there are me

Guys, Get Over Yourselves!
Just because a guy stumbles onto your profile and decides to take 2 seconds out of their day to rate you does not mean that the guy is gay and wants to do you. Get a grip! I take time to rate others, male or female, couldn't care less which because of any of the following reasons; A) I enjoyed reading your profile. B) I think it would be cool to get to know you. C) Because I think you're a good looking person. D) Because I can. Or a number of other reasons. If you're a guy and I rated you and you're thinking "Oh my God, a guy rated me!!", stop being so homophobic and deal with your own demons from within; because every time you masturbate you prove to yourself and the world that you're at least 25% gay. That's just a bit of food for thought ha ha. Personally I could care less of how you view the world around you, just don't assume because I'm a guy and I rated you that it's because I want to try and do you. So you can stop sending me Shout Box messages stating tha

Abuse Includes
I have experienced all of this and trust me IT IS HELL AND NO ONE DESERVES THIS CRAP. Beating Choking Shoving Hair Pulling Denial of access to Money Threats of Suicide Threats of physical harm Slapping Punching Sexual Assault Name Calling Verbal Put-Downs Humiliation Isolation Stalking

Happy Birthday Sweetpeabayba!!!
It's her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Sweetpeabayba" some serious birthday luv!!!! Sweetpeabayba~ Fu- Wifey To Unbreakable~1st Wifes Club~Dylon's Diva Mafia~Rising Stars~Fu-Angel~@ fubar Happy Birthday Sweetpeabayba, hope you have a great day!!! Please show her sum DIVA love for her birthday. Happy Birthday Love MsMaine, Dylon and all your fellow DIVAS!!!

Unnamed
Longing for his touch Never to receive it Desperate for his embrace Deprived of his touch Yearning for his kiss Only to be dismissed In dire need of hearing his tender words Yet hearing the sound of silence The pain is too much to bare Left in anguish and despair Fear of losing my heart SESB 5/19/08

Re: Gaz Says Farewell To Ultra-sonic
RE: Gaz says farewell to Ultra-Sonic ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ultra-Sonic Date: 19 May 2008, 21:51 Hi folks,After much consideration I have decided to say goodbye to Pete & Rodger and the rest of the U-S crew.I feel that it's time for me to seek new musical challenges with my drumming & percussion playing, and would like to say a big thanks to everyone that has complimented my contribution to the Ultra-Sonic shows. I would also like to thank Pete & Rodger, our dancers, Lauren & Toni, and anyone else who made some memorable nights that I shall never forget!GazxXx

Thick Chicks
MMMMMKAY...SO HERE'S ANOTHER GRRRRRRRRRRRR PET PEEVE THAT I HAVE....MUTHA FUCKIN' HATERS...SO I'M THICK....I HAPPEN TO THINK I'M SEXY AND DELICIOUS AND HOT.....IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH IT THEN WHY BOTHER SENDING ME AN SB TELLING ME HOW SEXY I AM...DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITS ALL OVER MY PROFILE THAT I'M THICK...I DON'T TRY TO HIDE THAT SHIT...WHAT THE HELL FOR....I MEAN COME ON... DEFINITION OF THICK GIRL: thick- applies to a girl who isn't fat or skinny, but is well proportioned and has enough meat on her bones in all the right places, namely thighs, breasts, hips, and the ass area I PREFER TO THINK OF MYSELF AS "JUICY"...HAHAHAHA...BUT ANYWHO....A MESSAGE FOR THOSE THAT MIGHT READ THIS BLOG...DON'T THINK I'M A HATER...TO EACH HIS OWN I SAY...BUT FOR AN EXAMPLE OF WHY "THICK" HATERS PISS ME OFF....TALKED TO A GUY LAST NIGHT ON HERE....HE LOOKED AT MY PRO I ASSUME...(PROLLY DIDN'T READ IT THOUGH...DUMBASS)...ANYWAY...WE TALKED IN THE SHOUT BOX FOR A LITTLE WHILE THEN I ASKED HIM FOR

People To Help But Jonlee Is Now
BOMBS BOMBS BOMBS! After the Jonlee and Crazy Rabbit sagas we got to get busy. Let's kick some arse. Our favorite Squirter Kayla in a 25000 comment give away stop by drop a few and most importantly RATE the pic! The Photographer always helping everyone...he's in a contest make sure to help him please. Archangel in third place at the moment. She needs 5k Action Jackson needs 7k Sarge needs 22500 COME ON LET'S BOMB THESE PEOPLE!!! (repost of original by '*MsRetta*S*U*P*' on '2008-05-20 07:36:09')

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am your Woman. I am all Woman.

Re: Wearechange Defense Fund
RE: WeAreCHANGE Defense Fund ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change NYC Date: 20 May 2008, 01:51 Recently WeAreChange members have been viciously attacked by provocateurs, security staffing, and the NYPD for expressing their 1st amendment rights. These actions have led to multiple legal cases and WeAreChange deems these actions a direct assault on our organization and message. We are currently in the process of obtaining representation with a background in aggressive constitutional law, familiar with the corrupt courts system, able and willing to carry on to the end. We are not ignorant of the hurdles before us and the massive resources of our enemies. Physical assaults and battery merit aggressive legal action if only to set a prescient that WeAreChange is serious about protecting the constitutional rights of our members in face of such heinous allegations.Our first priority is the criminal defense of Gary Talis, now facing trumped up and co

Re: Wearechange Assaulted By Police In Louisville
RE: WeAreChange Assaulted by Police in Louisville ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change NYC Date: 20 May 2008, 01:49 Oliver North Confronted; Video Footage ConfiscatedMembers of WeAreChange were physically removed from Louisville Exposition Center on Sunday after confronting Iran Contra figure Oliver North. Members questioned North on his involvement with Continuity of Government, the new 9/11 investigation and concentration camps in America. .... Lt. Colonel Oliver North, a FOX News host, was confronted by a combination of activists from WeAreChange Ohio, and Kentuckiana Change. Cody Deeds stood up during a question and answer session and asked North to explain exactly what the Continuity of Government was, at which point North went into his involvement with REX 84 during the Reagan Administration. North explained that at the time it was a plan to continue government in the event of a Soviet attack. As a follow up question, Deeds asked

It Won't Rain All The Time
We walk the narrow path, Beneath the smoking skies, Sometimes, barely tell the difference, Between darkness and light. Do we have faith, In what we believe? The truest test, Is when we will not, Or we cannot see. I hear them screaming, In the streets below them, And the women cry out, And the children moan. There's something wrong. It's hard to believe their love will prevail. It doesn't rain all the time, The sky won't fall forever, And though the night seems long, Your tears will hold forever. When I'm lonely, I lie awake at night, An I wish you were here. I miss you, Can you tell me, Is there something more to believe in, Or is this all there is? It won't rain all the time, The sky won't fall forever, And though the night seems long, Your tears won't fall forever. List night I had a dream. You came into my room, You took me into the walls, Whispering and kissing me, And telling me to still believe. You stayed until I felt safe and warm, I fell asl

Re: Solution For Global Warming: Poison The Air, Cut Down Trees
RE: Solution For Global Warming: Poison The Air, Cut Down Trees ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 May 2008, 12:01 Solution For Global Warming: Poison The Air, Cut Down Trees Climate change alarmists have never been apt to shy away from courting controversy with their dire forecasts of coming environmental apocalypse, but their latest "solution" takes the biscuit - they want to pollute the air with sulphur and cut down pristine beautiful old growth forests to stop global warming! http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052008_warming_solution. htm

Finding True Happiness!
For once in my life things are beginning to look up in so many ways that cant be explained by anyone not even myself. I have met someone who has brought happiness and love back into my once dark and saddened life. He treats me very well and loves me for who I trully am on the inside as well as the outside shell that I carry in life. Bair has brought so much into my life that I am very thankful for him everyday. He is trully a dream come true and I love him with all my heart. That we have both planned to become one when things are properly took care of and dont have to worry about anything anymore just as long as we have each other forever.

It Never Stops :(
Dear Friends: Please send this to any person or rescue that you think can save Poor Fluff, Golden Ret./ Chow Mix or any animal at this shelter. They are closing for renovations tomorrow and all animals will be pts (Put To Sleep). Sent: Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:45 AM Subject: FW: Poor Fluff-North Carolina-Senior-His home burned and he will die tomorrow!!!! Look at Fluff’s Pics Attached above!!!! http://www.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=10889779 FLUFF We think this poor old fella belonged to folks whose home burned to the ground. He and several other pets are now homeless and in need of your help - and quickly! This guy is sweet and very scared. Shelter is closed for renovations on Wednesday May 21. This one needs to be out before then! My Contact Info Bladen County Animal Shelter Elizabethown , NC

Love And Life
Walking among the stars, The world we live in is small. Tiny as a blueberry, It lies in the depths of space. Life flourishes, Giving and taking. Some keep screaming, From the silence inside. Others absorb what is given, Returning in thanks. Appearing in the form of man or woman, As slim as a sapling, She strides surefooted. 3-30-04

Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

The Lumber Jack
Smith went to Canada to seek his fortune as a lumberjack. He met a foreman of a logging organization who offered to give him a job. "Now I hope you realize we expect you to cut down at least 100 trees a day," the foreman told him. Smith didn't see this as a problem, so he went out with the Chainsaw and did his best. He came back sweating like a pig. "Christ, how many trees did you cut down?" asked the foreman. "6" he replied. "What!? You have to do better than that. Get up earlier tomorrow." The foreman said. So he did. Out he went with the chainsaw and came back that night exhausted. "How many this time?" asked the foreman. "12" he said. The foreman says, "That does it. I'm coming out there with you tomorrow morning." The next morning, the foreman reaches the first tree and says, "This is how to cut down trees really quickly." He pulls the rope on the chainsaw and it gives off a loud BRRRRRRUM. He notices Smith is looking at him frantically. So he asks

Fu-angels Team 1 Fan, Add, And Rate To Become One...
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Fu-angels Team 2 Fan, Add, And Rate To Become One...
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*Dirty's Angel *~Fu Wifey 2 JAMES*~Angel Gone Bad*~

Very Sick Husband
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe disease, combined with horrible stress. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant, and make sure he is in a good mood. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores, as he probably had a hard day. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week and satisfy his every whim." If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely. On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "You're going to die," she replied.

Please Rate Her
/fubar.com/user.php?u=548838&friend=548838" target=_blank>MishNumber1 ♥ FubarWorldCruise & WISEUKF Owner ~ SUP ClubFAR ShadowLevelers UKFamily & SBG@ fubar IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MINUTES PLEASE GO SHOW THEM SOME LUV

My Heart
i may not get to hear you as often as i like,i may not get to hold you in my arms all thru the night,but deep down inside i have feelings for you that i just can't fight...hope you feel the same,how i feel for you is not a game...so if i gave you my heart..i hope you'll do the same!!!

Best Friend....
When it rains it pours,,,,, Hmmmm a truer statement has never been made,,, But why does it have to be true?? Why doesn't that apply to good things as well??? Is it because good times for anyone are so few and far between, but bad things are as constant as the air we breathe?? My best friend Kel, has been through hell and back over the last couple weeks,, yet she smiles, takes the time to get on here and leave friendly comments,,, mean while, everything is coming apart around her?? Kelly is one of the best people you will ever meet, always there when you need her, and always has your back,,, Yet all this bad is happening to her. Most recent her father (my boyfriend, lol) was put into the hospital, she is scared and she is worried,,, With good reason,,, She needs her friends now more than ever. Her dad is one awesome man,, a father I wish like hell I had,, Kel needs all of our prayers and support now,,, Make sure you stop by and see her just let her know you are thinking of you, She

I Need A Medic!
HE IS HOT! Guidomedic ~Better to Love Someone U Can't Have than to Have Someone U Can't Love~@ fubar He can save my life ANYTIME! So, go show this AMAZING MAN lots and lots of fu luvvin' PebblesinAZ style! Everyone that Rates/Fans and Adds him AND rates 50 pics and all his stash (there's only 28) will be PIMPED on a PAY IT FORWARD BULLETIN so the love comes back to ya! And of course I'll personally come luv up your page! You couldn't ask for a better friend...so really, you have nothing to lose! QT and I Luv Ya Bunches! You are just the bestest! xoxo imikimi - Customize Your World Brought to you by: ~PebblesinAZ~Come Check out my Naughty, Sexy Friends! xoxo I Luv My Twiz!@ fubar (remember...send me a private message after you have thoroughly loved him up!)

Honored Dead
This was said about the lost sons of the Confederacy but could be applied to all of our fallen heroes. "Not for fame or reward - Not for place or for rank - Not lured by ambition - Or goaded by necessity - But in simple - Obedience to duty - As they understood it These men suffered all - Sacrificed all - Dared all - And Died -" - Dr. Randolph Harrison McKim Confederate War Memorial Arlington National Cemetery Please take time to remember all of our troops. Not just on Memorial Day but every day.

Sorry
Will you listen to my story? It'll just be a minute How can I explain? What ever happened here Never meant to hurt you How could I cause you so much pain? When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? All the words that I come up with They're like gasoline on flames There's no excuse No explaination Belive me If I could I'd undo what I did wrong I'd give away all that I own When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? If I told you I've been cleaning my soul And if I promised you I'll regain control Will you open your door And let me in? Take me for who I am And not for who I've been? Who I've been... When I say I'm sorry Will you believe m

What About Now
Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side, Where love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What abo

My Rant
ok yeah so like many people in the crazy world i am married, but i am also seeing someone else. and for the purpose of this blog i am going to skip over how many people think it is morally worng to cheat. i just need to ven adn get it off my chest. i have been seeing this guy for about 3 years. things have been great! lots of fun sex is great, i have experienced things with this man i never thought i would. he knows i am married and has from the very begining, and i know he also sees other women. however the first time it was put in my face it broke my heart!!! well over the years you think i would get used to it. i mean i love this man but i am not in love with him. I am married and i love my husband very much. i have always prided myself on not being the jealous type. so why now? why does it break my heart every time i see this guy with someone else. Most of the time i never cross paths with his other women. Until last night. the problem is that this guy is a real good friend of

Whats Its Matter??
Ok so yeah he fucked me over. But ya know I dont have anything to do with him now so get over the fact that what happened between us was fucked up. And yes I now talk to his wife, have actually become friends with her. Sure there are probably a lot of feelings on both sides that havent been said but at least we are adult enough not to fight all the time cuz he decided he wanted to be a dick. Yeah I still talk to my ex. And yes if he wants to hang out Im probably gonna do it. It doesnt matter to me what everyone else thinks. Its our lives if we want to continue to be friends we will. When we were together we had something truely special and just because we arent together any more doenst mean we dont care for each other. Im not tryin to take him from her and dont want to take him from her. He made his choice and thats all there is to it. And yes shit between me and my babys daddy are fucked up but ya know we are who we are and what happens happens. You know how I am and

What Does It Matter
well I can honestly say that yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, and today it doesn't feel any better. Not that many give an honest shit anyway, but all I want to do is cry today. It took me an hour to even leave the parking lot yesterday that I was sitting in because I was crying so hard after walking out of work an hour and a half early because my boss and i got into a huge fight. I f'd up at work and I took the blame and I took responsibility and he was fine with it, but I can't make the guilt go away just like that. It takes longer than an hour. So later on yesterday he asked me to do something and at this point I am still feeling guilty as hell and he thinks that I am mad at him and don't want to help him, I am so f'n tired of everyone thinking im mad at them and then yelling at me. DON'T YELL AT ME! ya know, it hurts my feelings, so I cried at work like a baby and walked out and today, I still want to cry so yeah, that's how I am feeling and to be honest I feel

Updates For 6/12!
Good Morning Everyone! We are not doing a Profile of the Week for this week as most everyone has had the chance to be the profile of the week. Ashley is in a giveaway for a VIP She needs 10K in comments. Don't forget we will be having our weekly meeting tonight on Yahoo at 9:30PM EST. Please make every attempt to attend. If you are not going to be available please let either Fallen Angel, Scooter, Lori, or myself know. If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Scooter and he will be able to answer any of your questions! $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}

Well Its Not Just A Daydream If You Decide To Make It Your Life
i've been pondering myself a lot lately - the usual stuff... who am i, what is my purpose, where am i going in life.. i'm sure everybody does it, but being a virgo girl with a virgo moon rising i know i do it a lot more than the norm. i don't find it suprising at all that i am in this state of self discovery - it's pretty much to be expected of me after the year i've had. a big part of my pondering lingers on my age.. i am sometimes baffled when i mention my grandson Caleb in conversation with people and they stop and stare at me and finally ask how old i am. i'm 44. what a freaking concept. i sure as hell don't feel 44. i'm told i don't *look* 44, and i know for certain i don't act 44. i feel more like maybe early to mid 30's most of the time - and then other times i feel ageless. last night at dinner tim took a picture of me with his cell phone and when i looked at it i couldn't help but realize i had pretty collar bones. not the hints of them that started to s

Two Months As A New Mommy!
well it's been two months(almost) since i became a mom. it has been the craziest two months ever. but i love it tho. my daughter means the world to me and my hubby. she brightens our days even when we're crabby as hell. lol she is growin up so damn fast these days. she now weighs around 13 pounds so yeah she's a chunker.............lol but hey i love her. i hold her alot durin the day b/c i love holdin her. she's my angel. :D

I Have These Really Weird Re-accuring Dreams
I have been sometimes having these really weird re-accuring dreams of being eaten alive. I know that I love horror movies and such but I actually feel the flesh being torn and smell the blood. I can feel hands all over me and feel myself clawed all the time. They actually tear me apart limb by limb and eat every inch of my flesh while I am still alive and feeling it all.Is this just a simple fear that I have not dealt with or too much horror movie watching?

:(
Today is the 10 year anniversary of my best friends death .. he was shot at the birmingham airport .. he saved a childs life by jumping in the way of the bullet but it took his life.. life isnt fair ..but i am glad he is in a better place and watching over me everyday altho i miss him terribly at times! You used to call me your angel , said i was sent straight down from heaven , And youd hold me close in your arms i thought of the way you felt so strong.. i never wanted you to leave i wanted you to stay here holdin me.. I miss you, I miss your smile And i still shed a tear every once in a while and even though its different now youre still here somehow.. You used to call me your dreamer, and now im livin out my dream oh how i wish you could see everything thats happenin for me I know youre in a better place but i wish that i could see your face i know youre where you need to be even though its not here with me

251 Thanks Jade
JadelotusM... May 20, 2008 @ 4:46 am "I get up every morning determined to both change the world and to have one hell of a good time. Sometimes, this makes planning the day difficult." ~ E.B. White, 20th century American writer

My Day
My Day Sometimes I just don't think it pays to get out of bed, ugggghhhhh. I know you guys don't know it, but I have been really struggling with alot of personal issues lately, I wish someone could explain to me why I always seem to attract men, that seem to really want to be with me, be around me and then just POOF!, they are gone without so much as a good bye. It has really been weighing on me lately. So day before yesterday I was finally starting to get past this a little, then I wake up yesterday, lol....should have just stayed in bed. First I go outside to my car and discover someone has been in my car! It's not that they took anything of value, lol, actually it's pretty funny what they did take...a case of bottled water, 12 empty cd cases, lmao, I wish I could have seen their faces when they discovered the cases were empty, lmao. Anyway, its not what they took, it's that they were in my car, i feel violated. Then I had to go to my bank, change accounts because I am

Friends Meeting And Truely Getting To Know Someone
I recently had a dream that I went to meet a friend in my top ten. He is a wonderfully fun guy as far as I can tell. He is also one in a million. It was initially just to meet but ended up making a video and having a friend party together. He shot the video and did all the editing too. Got to actually find out how exciting it felt to be video taped like a porn star. It was mostly my idea and the BF and friends only went cause I asked them too. My fubar friend turned out to be one of the greatest guys that I have ever met and we talked late into the night, just like old friends. Can you guess who it was? He is actually in the top 5. Can you guess now, lol? One I have not met yet.

A Year Went By...
And yet I am still standing, It seems so much longer than a year..but its only been a year. I called my son yesterday because he is at his grandparents, and I asked him if he was ok, and he just responded with I don't need to be checked on like a baby! I just wanted to make sure that his grandparents weren't forcing him to relive the whole day over and over again...I worried about even letting him go visit them during the anniversary of his dad's death! A very smart friend of mine told me that he too would be devastated if he lost his ex...so I guess its not just me. Of course I was intimate with him, and he had a spot in my heart because we had a child together, I loved him even though I thought I hated him! But I know that I can make it past yesterday, and I didn't even fall apart once! I feel cold and calloused..because yesterday I didn't cry even once yesterday, but since I made it past yesterday, I will make it past every year, it may get easier and easier to get past these

Are Dreams A Window To The Future Or Just A Trick Your Mind Plays?
I was just wondering if anyone else besides me has had very strange dreams before? I know that I have many dreams at times that seem so very real and I think that someday they may actually come true. I have had many dreams of meeting my fubar friends that have actually came true but others that have not, yet. I have had many a erotic dream about many ones that I wish to meet or have had a interest in but then nothing ever happens. I have also had dreams that are at times totally because I need to work trough some problem in my life that I have yet to solve. I just kinda wanna know other peoples opions on this and have some feedback. Thanks.

Poem
I can't say were lovers I can't say were friends Don't even know if I'll see you again But against your warm body I felt so alive and you got me over a heartache tonight My heart was broken My hurt was deep I had lost something I had wanted to keep Looking for comfort,when you caught my eye. You got me over a heartache tonight Sweet conversation, a drink and a dance Led to an evening of making romance And I don't even care if it's wrong or right Cause you got me over a heartache tonight Yes you got me over a heartache tonight Stiring of passion brought me back to life OH and it may not last But who knows it just might Because you got me over a heartache tonight Yes you got me over an heartache tonight

Stalkers..
JUST GOT MY PASSWORD BACK!!.. SO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE BEING UPTIGHT ABOUT ME "CHECKING" THEM OUT... OH WELL.... ITS PROBLY BECAUSE YOU DONT TALK TO ME AND YOU CHECKED ME OR SHALL I SAY STALK" LIKE EVERYONE ELSE! AND IM GOING BACK THRU MAKING SURE I RATE AND FAN EVERYONE!! THERES ONLY SO MUCH I CAN DO IF YOUR ALREADY RATED FANED AND FRIENDED!!!.. ORRR.... IF I ACCIDENTLY PUT MY CURSOR ON YOU AND IT CHECKS YOU OUT WHILE IM DOING SOMETHING.. GET YOU PANNIES OUT YOUR ASS!! SOME OF YA`LL ARE PISSING ME OFF SO THANKS FOR MAKING A A FU-BITCH! SO IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DELETE ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

Listening: A Basic Survival Skill
Ken Blanchard February 1, 2008 Categories: Business, Business /Communication Eighty percent of our day is spent in communication. Yet, most of the time spent listening is at about 25 percent efficiency level. Why is that? How can we be so poor at something we all do so often? Why We Don’t Listen Dr. Art Robertson explains that our poor track record for listening is a function of our selectivity, internal and external “noise,” and ambiguity of meanings associated with the words we use. We listen with selectivity, primarily to opinions that agree with our own. We evaluate selectively, interpreting messages the way we want to understand them and often adapting them to our own preconceptions. Noises that are external to the speaker and listener may also be distracting: A running motor, a noisy air conditioner, other voices, and the number one distraction—the telephone—all inhibit effective communication. When any noise interrupts a conversation, the last few seconds of th

In Contest Please Help!
hiya all friends & family & fans...i'm in a new contest for a 1 month VIP...i only need 6000 comments...here's the link...click on the pic below to comment... p.s....please let me know how many comments u put,and i will return the favor by rating that amount pics...for example...if u put 50 comments i'll rate 50 of ur pics.. thank u, linda

Keep Her Gift
Hang on! Cling on! No matter what they say. Push on! Sing on! Things will come your way. Sitting down and whining never helps a bit; Best way to get there is by keeping up your grit. Don't give up hoping when the ship goes down, Grab a spar or something ... just refuse to drown. Don't think you're dying because you're hit. Smile in the face of danger and hang on to your grit. Folks die too easy ... they sort of fade away, Make a little error, and give up in dismay. Kind of woman that's needed is the woman of ready wit, To laugh at pain and trouble and keep her grit.

Pneumonia
UPDATE: No longer have pneumonia. I feel great. Thanks for all your support. I know I don't get on here much, but right now I have a really good excuse. I have Pneumonia. I will try to come here more in the future. Pneumonia really does suck. This is the first time I have ever had it and hopefully the last. Yesterday I had the scariest moment in my life. I started coughing then all of a sudden I started choking. The thing that really sucks is that I don't have anyone here with me. I was about a minute away from choking to death yesterday and no one would have known until it was too late. I am going back to the Doctors today. Hopefully he will make me stay in the hospital. Because after yesterday I am scared to be alone.

New Lounge
> COME TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR WHERE EVERYONE IS WELCOME AND ANYTHING GOES LOOKING FOR ALL STAFF IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE STAFF PLEASE COME INTO THE LOUNGE AND LEAVE A COMMENT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LOUNGE.OR MESSAGE DJ COTTON CANDY. DJ Cotton Candy/OWNER OF THE BLUE FLAME co-owner of PSYCHOTIC RADIO@ fubar

Another Day
Now another day is breaking. Sleep was sweet but so is waking. Dear Lord, I promised you last night Never again to sulk or fight. Such vows are easier to keep When a child is sound asleep. Today, O Lord, for your dear sake, I'll try to keep them when awake.

Does Your Professional Photo Look Like You?
The case of the Photo that was altered. You ever wonder on these sites where people place their photos up and wonder if they are really who they want you to think they are? How about this how about people who pay for a book that contains pictures of themselves for memorabilia factors… that is the case at hand for a school year book in Texas. There were kids wearing the same outfit, others who's necks were stretched out, and in Ester Olvera's photo for the yearbook, her face was placed on someone else’s body. Good Morning!!! "At first I thought it was 10 students, then 40, by 10 o’ clock it was approaching 100," said Lori Oglesbee, yearbook coordinator. Now school officials believe nearly 600 McKinney High School students had their pictures altered. The changes were made by a national photography company who is now scrambling to fix the problem, and so are students. The yearbook staff will spend the weekend replacing the tainted photos before shipping it off again. Going image by

Will Life Ever Stop Throwing Curve Balls At Me?
It seems as though every time some thing goes right for me,. three things fall apart on me. I find that no matter what I do life throws a curve ball at me. I know that life will never be a bowl of cherries, but I hope that one day life will just stop being a moldy loaf of bread for me. I have been hit hard and fast by sadness today, I wish that my tears were non existant. I feel trapped in my own saddness and tears and there is no escape in sight. I believe that somewhere there is an end to this tunnel, and there is light at the other end of it, but will I have the strength to make it to that light is my only question. Why woun't live just stop throwing curve balls at me?

The End
My home is in motion as darkness unfolds, The air overloaded, the sky stands in Gold. But you in a way, you left me to stay We see us in heaven, I'm counting the days... At the end of time, at the end of us At the end of everything we had Only faith helps you, only grace can do Only you can take the pain. Cause the end of peace is the end of life It's the end of any happiness Only love helps you, only trust can do Only you can take the pain off me... When thunder is calling I feel so alive The very first morning, can you see the light? But you closed the door to what I adored We see us in heaven, I'm counting no more... At the end of time At the end of us At the end of everything we had Only faith helps you Only grace can do Only you can take the pain. The end of peace The end of life The end of happiness Only love helps you Only trust can do Only you can take the pain off me...

Jonathan Livingston Seagull
Would have been better if it was Ron Livingston Seagull, but whatcha gonna do? I read it this morning before work. Yeah, I read a book before work. Okay, it was a short one, but still. You dig me, right? I haz brains.

From Phoenix
DONT LET HIS NAME FOOL YOU..HES JUST A BIG OLE TEDDY BEAR AT HEART! I WANT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO A GREAT GUY AND A DEAR FRIEND. HIS NAME DOESNT DO HIM JUSTICE, CAUSE HE TRULY ISNT A GRIZZLY. PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND FAN, ADD, AND RATE HIM FOR ME! AND FOR YOU FOR THAT MATTER CAUSE HE RETURNS ALL LOVE! Lonely Old Grizzly Bear@ fubar HUGS AND KISSES... ~Phoenix~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-20 03:28:47')

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Anthony And Jill Nicolini Make The Gossip Column, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Vote For The Virus Comedians, Old School O&a
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Jim Norton teach you poker - online now!) The O&A Traveling Virus is back! The first date has been announced, and it's in New Jersey at the PNC BANK ARTS CENTER. GET TICKETS AT TICKETMASTER... and for those of you who want them PREMIUM SEATS FOR 'TRAVELING VIRUS' ARE ONLINE HERE VOTE FOR THE VIRUS: Which comedians would you like to see on this years Traveling Virus Tour? Go To VirusVote.com and Vote for your TOP THREE! Happy Tuesdee and welcome to another edition of the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram! The budding romance (read: correspondence) between Anthony Cumia and the lovely Ms. Jill Nicolini is heating up... look what showed up in Rush & Molloy's 'Side Dish' in the New York Daily News this morning: "It wasn't a publicity stunt when Mick Foley, aka Mankind, played Cupid during 'Opie & Anthony' on K-ROCK last week. The wrestler had just come fr

Ufc 84 Ill Will
I need help. I have a UFC fantasy pool and have never heard of quite a few of the men fighting this Saturday. Any help on who I should pick??? Got money on the table and definitely want to win!!! Below are all the men I picked. Know the majority of the list except for all the fighters after Thiago Silva. BJ Penn to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs. Sean Sherk Wanderlei Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Keith Jardine Wilson Gouveia to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs.Gordon Reljic Tito Ortiz to win by Decision. Vs. Ryoto Machida Thiago Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Antonio Mendes Who the hell are these people??? Ivan Salaverry to win by Decision. Vs. Rousimar Palhares Thierry Sokoudjou to win by Decision. Vs. Kazuhiro Nakamura Terry Etim to win by Decision. Vs. Rich Clementi John Koppenhaver to win by Decision. Vs. Yoshiyuki Yoshida Jason Tan to win by Decision. Vs. Dong Hyun Kim Christian Wellisch to win by Decision. Vs. Shane Carwin. So basically I have no

One Lil' Lie......
my friends that i need are not here they are not talking to me they are mad at me all the same one is not talking and one doesn't care our friendship is gone torn all apart all because of a lie that should never have been a lie is just a lie so i have heard but no no no a lie is a hurtful thing yes it is lying to people is not a good thing but telling the truth is meant to set you set you free but why didn't i see the pain it would cause me her lie was small at the start of it all but it grew and grew till it seemed ten feet tall and then she was stuck with no where to go she would have been caught and it all would have came tumbling down i know what i did was right i told the truth i set her lie free yet now she wont even talk to me they both are friends her and him yet i chose to tell the truth she didn't want to say i told her lie i gave her lie away so no a lie is never just a lie lying hurts people it makes their soul feel like its dying inside

Inner Thoughts
just tell him, don't worry all will be fine no worries time will heal everything she did wrong she should have known better she is old enough to know right from wrong she hurt him not you don't cry over the truth you had to tell him it wasn't you that was hurting him the truth will set you free try to be strong don't cry don't cry oh please oh please don't cry .....!! but no you are your crying again its not your fault she cheated on him its not your fault that she lied on you its not your fault its not your fault you said what needed to be said be strong oh please be strong she is mad she will get over it she will see that what she did to him was mean she will be your friend again oh no the tears are coming again stop crying don't you see she is only mad at you cause you told the truth she is only mad cause she was caught so don't cry oh no... i am crying... i lost a good friend over the truth that i said

The Random Thoughts Of An Absurd Fool
i just started typing some arbitrary thoughts its gonna be an on going descent into stupidity so let me know when you think im off the reservation yo i didnt spell check though hell your lucky i put punctuation in it Q i am still trying to decide whether i truly love my self and am seeking true happiness and my total freedom. or i totally hate myself and dont really care about anything therefore perceive total freedom and have attained total happiness. or is it that i truly love myself so that i dont care about anything and therefore i have achieved perceived total happiness? i honestly believe that i am chasing my proverbial tail in this effort to find meaning in meaningless things both things physical and psychological. and yet i am helpless to ignore this train of thought. one would be hard pressed to call it a train of logic. in the end only opinions can be presented in any seriousness. i offer no answers only more questions. you are about to witness the ravi

Greeters/promoters ***under Construction***
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When I'm Lost
The summer breeze blows soft and slow In my arms, I know, you know The tender seeds we so gently sow Can only wonder what went wrong When I'm lost, you speak in sympathy When I'm tired, you breath life into me When I'm hurt, you put your arms around me When I'm cold, you find the warmth inside of me The morning dew lies on the leaves What's left between is you and me The sun grows strong and it speaks to me You're the only one I ever need to hear So the trees stayed in the breeze I find strength in all I feel The softest touch you give to You're the only one I ever need to hear When I'm lost When I'm tired When I'm hurt When I'm cold You speak in sympathy You breath life into me You put your arms around me You find the warmth inside of me

To Tell The Truth....
i told the truth yet i am to blame now my friend wont even mention my name what she was doing was wrong and i couldn't lie anymore so i just told the truth and now my life is way messed up then before they were both friends you see to tell one would hurt the other but i had to do what i thought was best and now i am to blame i didn't lie about none of it yet she made it out that i did why would i wish to hurt either one of them i would have nothing to gain so here i sit crying over the pain i caused knowing that if i would just have kept quiet i would still have a friend that i lost but if i didn't say something and he was to find out that i knew all along then i would have lost a friend again so i was screwed no matter how i looked at it but i did the right thing didn't i? i really don't know anymore this much i know right now they both are mad and i am feeling blue to tell the truth caused so much unneeded pain i know that she wont forgive me any time soo

History Lesson
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed o

Missing - Reachelle Smith - May 16, 2008 Marks 2 Long Years
The poem at the end was written by JMK on 10/25/2007 Reachelle listens to the nickname "Peanut" The last time the family saw Peanut, she was 3. This year Reachelle will be 6. No words can describe how the family still aches for their Peanut to be brought home. Peanut's family asks that if there is anyone who might think they saw her, know they saw her or anything, to please, come forward. Contact the Minot Police Department at (701)340-0998. Any and all help is greatly appreciated to help bring Peanut home. Most of the pictures are from: http://www.myspace.com/bringreachellehome and the rest from news pages. The song can be downloaded free from: http://play.rhapsody.com

Send 'em A Hearfelt Insult!!
Is anybody else sick and tired of getting emails from people you have no idea who they are but they claim to have the ability to release funds in excess of millions of dollars? How fuckin' dumb do these people think we are? So, just do as I do, send them a nice long response that will let them know exactly how you feel about these "found" funds. Below, you will find the response I send to them with a big old shit-eatin grin on my face (or, maybe that's my dark side coming out; I am a SITH lord after all). Please, feel free to copy it if you please or contact me & I can send it to you if you'd like: Your mother is a whore. Your father was likely her brother, but could have been any of her cousins. I'd have a second deliver a card on a silver platter, but your kind generally wouldn't understand it, and doesn't deserve much more than a dog-whipping anyway. You havn't got a clue. You couldn't get a clue if you smeared yourself with clue musk and danced the clue mating dance in a f

Ok So I Did It
i went down to corpus christi saturday and bought my daughter a 1965 a code mustang it needs new interior and a paintjob but the body is perfect and the motor runs great.i will be posting pictures soon of the car and during the rebuilding so you all can see how its going

Pathetic
I'm not sure about the rest of you, but I find it really pathetic and sad that some people are so insecure with themselves that they'll spend hundreds of dollars a month on blasts, hh's, blings, tickers, etc etc etc, on other people simply so those people will give them some sort of recognition. What's even worse is that most of the people getting these things are fake profiles. How insecure do you have to be to have to buy friendship from someone who's already lying to themselves and everyone else about who they are? Is it just the fact that it makes them feel special to see a picture of some hot broad in a blast saying they love the poor piece of shit that bought them the damn blast? The whole thing is just ridiculous. Hell I wish I had the kind of money to dish out to anyone and everyone like that, must be nice..

You Can Own Me
I am on the Auction Block again. In Deathtrain416's Auction: Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #2 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO 1 DRINK PER DAY DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM 1 PHONE CALL The higher the bidding the more I add. Examples I am already a VIP for the next few months, So I don't need a VIP. If i get a 7 day day blast i will add 2 20 minute phone calls and 2 15 minutes cam sessions. 1 NSFW Salute 1 bulletin per week pimping them out. If i Get a 30 day blast I will add 4 20 minute phone calls 4 30 minute Cam sessions, Make a personal Video as well just for you. 2 NSFW Salutes 1 bulletin per day pimping them out. For a Happy Hour who knows. A permanent pimpout on my page. Permanent blog updated weekly about them. Tell me what you want. Please click the link below to bid: Thanks for showing some Luv

Stressed Alot
right now I am going thru a lot of stress and want to say sorry again to all my friends and family. a close friend that is on here but has been gone for awhile due to her internet down some of you kn0ow her slavedolphin. in the next couple of days she maybe out on the street it is a long story but what it comes down to is her son was helping her pay the bills and he just left and she got stuck with an apartment that the rent is higher than she gets each month and she can't afford to get another one and is getting evicted and is going to end up in a shelter. I am trying to get her help for this month because a group here said they would help her get into a 1 bedroom but she has to get thru this month. on top of that I get my right hand operated on this wed for carpel tunnel. just a lot going on and have been getting depressed alot and don't really want to read the ones on here that all they know how to do is cut others down. love all my family

Go F/a/r My School Buddy & Make Her Feel Welcome
hey all... one of my besties from school has just joined fubar & i'd love for her to stay on here & get her way through the ranks... make sure you all go F/A/R her & make her feel welcome as i know only fubarians can Bubbles88@ fubar

Duh
if you like my profile, awesome. if you don't like my profile, even better. if you want to message me BECAUSE you like my profile, please take into consideration and respect the fact that i don't give a shit about your sex life, or the lack thereof. do not fucking message me asking about MY sex life or if i would be interesting in fucking you, because i'm not. if you want to get to know me, sweet. if you don't want to know me, PERFECT. please don't just expect or assume that i'm one of the million other sluts out there who just want to fuck the next tom, dick or harry that messages me. i don't care how lonely or pathetic you are, keep it to yourself. if you cannot hold a decent conversation without talking about how horny you are, or that you just need a one night fuck, or how hard your cock is, or have naked pictures you want to show off; do yourself a favor and save your time, because i could care less. go get your kicks elsewhere, because it's not happening here. and

Lyrics By Metisse
A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba A-boom boom ba Can you hear my heart beat in this bond Do you know that behind of this bond Lies the deep desire I'm in love hey Make a wonderful love if I may All my dreams to be all I can do Only I love, only love And you say I knew we should find a new way Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Do you know that behind of this hurt Lies the deep desire I'm in love hey Make a wonderful love if I may All my dreams to be all I can do Only I love, only love And you say I knew we should find a new way Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Do you know that behind of this hurt Lies the deep desire can you love hey Make a wonderful love if I may Make a wonderful love if I may Make a wonderful love if I may Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt Can you hear my heart beat in this hurt

Fear Of Being Crushed Again
yes my therapy agin my friends!!! so have a seat and see if u follow what i am tryiing to convey and hope it helps any one else out here in wonderful fu land!!! i have been struggeling with pain of past relationships haveing gone bad, i let the pain sink it ugly fangs so deep into my heart and soul, i use this little elitronic box to hide behind... one minute i am reaching out to my closest friends needing them so desperately, and the next i am walking away, feeling like i am being smothered... i have also been doing this espically with any man that seems to be around me now... Fear of being LIED to FEAR of being abused FEAR of being used FEAR of knowing in my gut when he is going around cheating on me and when i ask him about it he denies it I have heard ppl say that FEAR holds a person back... couldnt FEAR and "protecting ones self from being hurt again" be considered one in the same??? i find lately that i want to reach out and i keep calling for my

A Word About "in The Meadow"...
"In The Meadow" started off as a poem that I wrote for an ex-girlfriend/LDR. She moved on, and so did I... eventually. Now the poem's in public domain (no names were used, so no harm done!). When I started up my Blog section, I kinda-sorta accidently used the poem title as the the blog title... instead of just the title of the blog entry... d'oh!!! Live 'n learn. To turn lemons into lemonade, I figured I'd cover my mistake by explaining that the blog title is a metaphor representing anything of a romantic (ie... sexual, sensual) nature. More to the point, "In The Meadow" represents a woman's second-most important sexual region (next to the brain, of course!). What does one find in a meadow??? FLOWERS, most certainly, and we ALL know what flowers symbolize... yes- the production of HONEY- wink, wink! One could also say that TALL GRASS can be found there, too; however, with the popularity of the uber-hygenic and oh-so-sexy practice of the shaving of the nether-regions, that referenc

Want My Fubucks???
I am not on here much any more, so I thought I would give them fubucks to you guys who wants them. If you would like a bunch of them, just send me a message and let me tell you what I have been up to. That simple and I will give you fubucks.

My Sonshine
I will never forget the moment that I realised I was pregnant with my son. I had missed a few periods, but I never for a moment suspected that I was pregnant. I had the golden "I'm an invincible teenager" halo about me doncha know. or so I thought. The father and I had already broken up and after a morning of gasping and turning green, but never puking. After a third trip to the local market for caramel to pool over my ice cream my Dad kiddingly said "You act like your pregnant." He laughed and walked away. I followed him. My eyes wide. Shock settling deep. "Dad." "What?" He turned "I think I am." He stared at me for a second then lightly punched my arm. "You. dinky-dou are funny." My father and I have never ever felt comfortable around each other. Even while I was young. "Shit." I whispered to myself as I closed the door to my room. I plopped on my bed and started to cry. I have never felt so panicked. So scared. So completely alone. "What the f

Off In The Distance....
I wrote this a few months ago... was wondering what you thought... lemme know :) There are those days.. When you just want to be noticed You want to feel something real For the right reasons For the person you are For the morals that you portray For the heart that you have For the emotion you feel For the genuine person that you are Not for the clothes that you wear How physically fit or not you are The car that you drive The money you have or don’t have The dwelling you live in The toys that you have The material things that you have The bad decisions you have or haven’t made The hard times that you may or may not be going through Time Spent together shouldn’t be about where you go What you may do How much it costs to get there Who pays for whom It should be about the time spent The interaction The memories made The quality You look forward to That phone call That text message That email That feeling you get when you share a moment with someo

Boobies!!
PebblesInAz is Hosting a NSFW Auction! and the doors are open!!! Come check out these hotties!! Men & Women Alike!!! IF your already her friend! click here for the folder! OF COURSE, Since it is NSFW you MUST fan/rate/add The hostess! No complaining! This is Fubar's rule! Even if u weren't going to bid, you should at least check her out!! She is a great friend!! That is why this was made to promote her & her auction! Have fun! & HAPPY BIDDING!!!!

Dream Forever Crushed
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People???
the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease. the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry. he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL! after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms! he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives

You Can Let Go Now
Ever since my father passed away, I have searched high and low for a song to play as I scatter his ashes. It's been more than 4 years now and I have not been able to let go of what it left of him. While he remains in my thoughts and memories and the few pictures that I have of him, there has always been something holding me back from scattering his remains. My mom told me a few months ago that I needed to get on and do it and I told her that I would...but when I was ready to do it. Jason's grandmother has called it creepy that I have held onto them for this long. And while it may be easy for them to let go, it hasn't been for me. I think I have always felt guilt about making the decision to take him off life support. There is always that question of " was it the right thing to do?" or "what if he really could have gotten better?". No matter how many times people have told me that he was never going to get better and that I did the right and the ethical thing, it doesn't take away the p

Me...
so hmm... lots of fubling " friends ".. maybe one hasn't relay sat and read my profile.. unfortiantly pictures never tell the whole story of who we are.. I think it is more the fact of are actions that should contitute us as a freind.. yah some freinds can be annoying.. I am guilty of it I do constantly say " hey how you doing" or " havn't heard from yah" or maybe hey there how was you're day.. not to be annoying but to actualy show interest .. but I believe it is more of the fact the annoying ones unless they push that phsyco stalking bounderie are the ones you would like to keep around.. the ones who bleieve life is more then pictures.. it is of thougts and actions.. though pictures are great and can capture these moments and are part of the story that help us to rember the good and specail times. they never tell the story of a person.. I try to talk to everyone I meet though i am guilty of it and do get busy from time to time.. so guess it goes back to never judge the book by it's c

Maybe Im To Open
LOL, i dont know how many times I have been called a whore or even a slut today. Mainley more in the past 3 hours. I by no means am mentioning any names, but apparently im a whore because I have nsfw pics. What the flying hell. So im guess me along with everyone else on here must me whores because there are definitly a l of people with nsfw pics. Then the idiot asked me a question which was sexual, and i answered it. Which apparently the idiot didnt like my answer and once again i was called a slut. Im a slut because i answer all questions and definitly aitn afraid to flaunt what i have. Im not even embarrased about what i have. Not to mention not every person who comes to my page sees those photos i have to personally add you to my fam to see them and there are only 6 people on there. LOL im a slut, a whore. It just makes me laugh, because people are just plain fricken dumb. Who fricken cares im comfertable in my own skin, or even who cares about what i say and talk about.

My Thoughts, My Release
just some thoughts that twist through my mind wanting to find some outlet, a place to release themselves. I may have more to put down depending on my moods seems they like swinging to and fro as of late, so much so i cant keep up , never knowing if im supposed to be smiling or crying, quite confusing actually.But hey im used to it that is who i am a confusing muddled individual or am I? Am I just a train wreck like my father says or am I really just normal? Is it normal to be in so much pain you have become a master at hiding it? People only see my smiles , hear my laughs , enjoy my dingy comments. But can they see the real me? My father cannot and i doubt he ever will. Funny how complete strangers accept me, embrace me ,listen to me , and even when they know what has happened in my life the bad choices i have made they still care.I finally found people who accept me as I am faults and all but I still am not truly happy,I just want my real family but once again they do not want me.Ma

Tinkerbell84 In A Contest Please Help
Please Help My Friend Tinkerbell84 Please help my friend she is in a contest for 3 bling packs She needs 7500 comments (rates don't count) She has as of 1:21AM EST & 10:21PST..2243 comments please help her out http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=909688&albumid=0&i=632390263# please repost this bully was brought to you by: ~MC is My Angel~CLUB F.A.R. Member~Owner of Kingdom of Dolphins~Shout box is Friends Only!@ fubar

Tylpcal Male
wassup all my fubar bitches lol.im new and i jus wanted to keep it real,i dont hide my sexuality,in a 100% honest,i can be a dick and most likely a bitch.i am as kool as can be. im jus letteing who ever is on fubar that is gay! taht im here(LOL) so be kool about it and just keep it gay ok. and to everybody that knows me. add me.and i still dont no what in doing on this site but ill figger it out soon. so everybody THE ONE AND ONLY GAY IS IN the fucking house,so lets party and fuck all night. kisses to you all.

Please Help Loving Mommy
This is a pimpout for Loving Mommy Please help my friend level She is trying to get to fuberlord Loving Mommy@ fubar needs 79,702 Points to go! (as of Monday 9:50PM PST, Tues 12:50AM EST) please repost This pimpout bully/blog was brought to you by: ~MC is My Angel~CLUB F.A.R. Member~Owner of Kingdom of Dolphins~Shout box is Friends Only!@ fubar

Update
update on my ankle...doing better everyday, still have approx 4 weeks before Ican start putting weight on it. I go to the dr this week for the 1 month post op visit, keeping fingers crossed that he starts letting me do more with it..like trying to do a little walking..the walker & wheelchair are ok, but getting tiring....good leg, knee & hip are starting to be sore,,,as I am doing alot of hopping

Do U Care
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. (L) (L)

The Last Question
Two football players were taking an important final exam. If they failed, they would be on academic probation and not allowed to play in the Sugar Bowl the following week. The exam was fill-in-the-blank. The last question read, "Old MacDonald had a _________." Bubba was stumped. He had no idea of the answer. He knew he needed to get this one right to be sure he passed. Making sure the professor wasn't watching, he tapped Tiny on the shoulder. "Pssst. Tiny. What's the answer to the last question?" Tiny laughed. He looked around to make sure the professor hadn't noticed then he turned to Bubba. "Bubba, you're so stupid. Everyone knows Old MacDonald had a farm." "Oh yeah," said Bubba. "I remember now." He picked up his No. 2 pencil and started to write the answer in the blank. He stopped. Reaching to tap Tiny's shoulder again, he whispered, "Tiny, how do you spell farm?" "You are really dumb, Bubba. That's so easy. Farm is spelled E-I-E-I-O."

Hmmmm
I know I really shouldn't be asking you, ESPECIALLY in front of all these people, I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can benefit me. You must think I have a lot of nerve saying this to you, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until theres no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but.....................can I have a piece of gum??? Thanks

Rating
Shit happens you dont like the way I rated you! what you think you deserve 10's across the board get a grip! lets see Dragonwitch probably would have recived more but her pic is so frigging blurry that you cant make it out.Then we have Miss Fiona for christs sake lets see a picture instead of symbols.Now its off to the morphs sorry Ladies morphing is not going to help you look better diet,diet,diet and stick to it or otherwise your going to end up in a oversized burial vault thats going to cost your family in the long run after you drop dead from a heart attack because you did not give a rats ass about yourself!I know this to be fact because I am a burial vault mechanic which means I make burial vaults.

Life
My best friend is 20 years old. She just had a little girl almost 4 months ago. She got married at 16 and got a diviorce 10 months ago. He ex husband cheated on her everyday of their relationship even with her other best friends. She has lost 6 children. Since her husband was cheating on her she decided to do the same... well his best friend go her pregnant. The day they filed for divorce at least 10 guys call her to go out that day. She dated a couple guys for a few weeks then she started hanging out with her now fiance. They have been together a little over 9 months got engaged 1&1/2 months after dating, they are getting married on there one year anniversery. Her finace has been in basic traing for 6 months. He treats and thinks of her little gril as his own dauther and paid for the birth and everything. A few days ago the baby's father starts contacting her saying he wants to see the baby and talk about things. After a while of saying no she finally gives in and i go with her to see

Fu-bombers Please Read!!
I want to thank you all for your help and support in my contest (that was finished thanks to all of you!) and just as being friends, and being there for me. Because I didn't get to help as much as I felt I should have, (due to some medical problems for those whom don't know me), I am going to share with 11's from my prize with those whom need help leveling and such. If you need help (11's, bombing etc.) please hit me in a private message and I will set a day for you to recieve my 11's. Thank you all again, Love ya all bunches! A Beautiful Dysaster, Meranda (Mindy). I also wanted to say thank you to "hearts of love" for making my beautiful personalized skin everyone please come check it out!

Online Dating Real Or Not
wondering what your views are about online dating? say your partner has a online date..is it still cheating or just nothing. or has anyone got seriouse about someone on the net who they have never seen or spoken to in rl.

The Dreams Dont End When I Awaken
i bend and bow low like the branches of a willow tree,humbled in your presence andyou beckon me rise,there is no fear of what will happen nor a hint of anythingevil hiding in your eyes i lay in a sea of sensation as hands and tongues roam across my flesh and the priestesslights the candles soon the ceremony begins the final act of a disturbing performance,an expression of pain,rage,chaos and heartache shaped as a man strugglingthrough life with a smile all is futility save thescent of a fresh cut rose and a nice walk in thedarkshade of the forest,where we can commune and enjoy each others silence,our eyes speak volumes beyond mere words that flatter and persuade

Deep Inside Her Love
Deep Inside Her Love by LateNiteFantasy© It was a hot and sexy moment I felt warm between her thighs Soaking deep inside her love As my manhood grew in size I could feel her body quiver As her pussy held me tight I could feel her juices flowing It was hot, and wet, and right And with every throbbing stroke She would purr a sexy moan For she quenched her swelling clit As it slid on my Dark bone It was a steamy love condition For our bodies were on fire And we seem to lose control From the heat of our desire We then changed in our position As I took her from behind Plunging deep inside her nest To a sensuous kind of grind As she arched her sexy spine I took her waist inside my grip She began to spill more juice With every squirm, thrust, and dip The sensation was intense As I felt her gushing stream The excitement made me shout As I filled her with hot cream And when she fell into my arms Our emotions seem to soar For the love that we jus

Movies
Stargate - (1994) Star Wars: Ep. I- (1999) Star Wars: Ep. II- (2002) Star Wars: Ep. III - (2005) Star Wars: Ep.IV - (1977) Star Wars: Ep.V - (1980) Star Wars: Ep.VI - (1983) Star Trek: The Motion Picture - (1979) Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan - (1982) Star Trek III: The Search For Spock - (1984) Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home - (1986) Star Trek V: The Final Frontier - (1989) Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country – (1991) Star Trek: Generations – (1994) Star Trek: First Contact – (1996) Star Trek: Insurrection – (1998) Star Trek: Nemesis – (2002) Alien - (1979) Aliens - (1986) Alien 3 - (1992) Alien Resurrection - (1997) Close Encounters of the Third Kind - (1977) 2001: A Space Odyssey - (1968) Total Recall - (1990) The Thing - (1982) Contact - (1997) Invasion of the Body Snatchers - (1978) Men in Black - (1997) Men in Black II - (2002) The Fifth Element - (1997) The Arrival - (1996) The Abyss - (1989) X-Files - (1998) Outland - (1981)

To Make You Feel My Love
To Make You Feel My Love When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Deleted!!! Help Level!!
SO I know how much it sucks to be deleted so I am starting a new blog if you've been deleted or know someone who's been deleted let me know so I can add them to this blog!! This guy has been deleted TWICE now and both times he was almost to Godfather!!! Go rate his pics and stash and bling him help him get back up where he belongs! AND SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE HIM A VIP!!! He is a really nice guy and deserves lots of help!! IM OUT OF MY MIND AND LOST IN MY HEART, HOW CAN U BE SO SHALLOW AND MAKE ME FALL APART@ fubar

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat Of My Desire by LateNiteFantasy© In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel arouse The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seem to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive You're the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While mak

Lets Get Physcial
ALEX IS A GREAT FRIEND HE IS LESS THEN 48,000 TO LEVEL SO COME ON EVERYONE LETS GET PHYSICAL AND LEVEL HIM UP AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE !!!! > !!!!!!! Lets GET PHYSICAL FAN FRIEND RATE BLING HIM !!!!! Brought to you by OneSexyAssBiotch@ fubar

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If Tomorrow Never Comes Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way

Heres Your Sign,,,,,,,lmao
Here's your sign... They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail! I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave the money back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back. Same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. They Walk Among Us! I walked into a Starbucks with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Grande Latte. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one- get-one-free," she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free Lattes and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us! One day I was walking down the beach with some Friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?

Looking For Any Family Bombers Would Like To Help Me
I'm looking for help with my contest.And i need all family bombers out there to help me with this.I need most comments by the 28th.I would be gladly for your help.This contest is for a blingy or vip. Here's my pic link to click on.So please come show me some fu-love to my contest.Thank you very much.SexyBitch.

My Job So Sucks
im so sick of feeling like crap befor and after i get off work, any one els ever feel this way, i been at my job 6 years and i dont know if its all the bad karma floating around or what but i just feel like sick to my stomic when ever i go in and after i get home and relaxed im alive and feel much better, i want a better job and a diffrent one but im kinda stuck right now it just so sucks.

One Of The Best Stories
ONE OF THE BEST STORIES I'VE EVER HEARD! As Mrs. Thompson stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big 'F' at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewe

Fleeting Dreamz
A dream of you stops my sleep Alone at night I lay and weep. I wish I could see your face again And change my life of lust and sin. I wish you were here to calm my mind. But your love is lost for me to find And as I turn this life around You are still nowhere to be found. So I spend my night stalking the streets Looking for others to fulfill my needs Yet they are but pawns in this game I play As I walk at night and sleep the day. I become lonely in this game we play. So I look for you to end my pain End this life of a bloody reign To take my life you must be strong For I am damned to walk alone. I am the one who stalks the night Looking for a victim to haunt and bite. I take their lives with no remorse And end them all in screams of course. So hunt for me is what you do. But once again I am one step ahead of you. As I stalk the night and roam this land. I hope to die by your sweet hand

Are There Really Any Good Guys Left In This World?
I am not looking for a boyfriend. I want a guy that I can talk to and get to know. Take things slow. If we become more in time, so be it. But right now I am in a very emotional state. My boyfriend who I thought would be there for me when I needed him, wasn't. But instead broke up with me because for the first time, I needed him even though I was always there when he needed me which was all the time. I would just like to have someone to talk to that will care about me and not just pretending to care. I am tired of people taking advantage of me because I am a very caring person. I'm not doing it anymore. If you are a good, caring guy that is sincere, send me a message. Thank you for reading this. Blessed be.

Something....
Not only are you the most beautiful woman I have ever seen on the outside but I already know you are more rare and more precious than the most rare and precious off all the earths gems you sparkle and shine just as bright and radiant on the inside as you do on the outside....if the sun were gone tomorrow and the moon no longer high in the night sky your beauty would shine so bright you could light the earth forever.... and thats not futalk i really mean that.

Pit Bulls
a tragedy happened in a small town this weekend in Breckenridge, Tx. Late sunday afternoon a 7 yr old little boys was brutally attacked, dismembered and murdered by 3 pit bulls that were supposed to be family pets. Dont ever think for one second that a family pet wont attack and hurt u. Pit Bulls should be outlawed. In the state of Tx. there a numerous attacks weekly and deaths that occur from the animals that are supposed to be a family pet. If u own one of the animals please take into consideration what i am tellin you. This is no joke. These animals are known for the aggresiveness and wont think twice about hurtin or killing. It is in there nature. I have been a friend of this family for sometime now and i hate to have to bury such a young person. I am askin that u keep this family in your prayers in their time of need. Thanks for takin the time to read this.

Another Story For A Friend
This is a story for a friend. Let’s call my friend AR AR is a cop and he is one of my best friends he liked my other story so I am writing another one. Chrissy is in her living room watching TV when she hears a noise outside she gets off the couch and looks out the window. She sees a car outside with 2 guys in it and she thinks nothing of it because she is use to having guys outside her house now that she is a toy for 12 guys. AR is her master and she calls him to ask him if the 2 guys are his he says yes they are and if they come in the house she is to play with them any way they want. She says yes master and hangs up the phone. 1 of the guys comes in the house and she asked him if she could help him. He said that all he needed right now was the bathroom and a drink she said ok and ask if he was on duty or not. He said no he was not on duty and he told her that he wanted a beer so he went to the bathroom and she got his beer. He came out of the bathroom and took the be

Blown Away
Blown Away You blow me away. What can I say? No matter what I do, I really am falling in love with you You make my heart skip a beat Simply by your voice Even when you're gone It echo's through my mind I'm glad I don't have a choice Its like a symphony Gladly etched inside my mind But when you're not here I can't sleep I'm falling, your love is so deep I need you close to me In need your every heart's beat This can't be happening This feel's so unreal Away from everyone else, you i'll steal Just the other day It was a rumor inside my head I never thought it was end up this way I'm stricken by you I'm completely blown away For Ashley!

Whopper Of A Giant Squid Washed Up On The Australian Beach
One of the largest giant squid ever found washed up on a beach in southern Australia this month. The squid was discovered on a beach late at night on the western shores of Tasmania. The great beast weighed 250 kilograms (550 pounds) and was 8 meters (26 feet) long from head to tentacle-the same length as a school bus. "It's a whopper," declared Genefor Walker-Smith, zoologist at the Tasmanian Museum. It is believed to be of the largest giant squid ever found. Scientists took samples from it fur further study, hoping it will offer crucial insights into the creature's habits and habitat. Giant squid can grow to a length of 10 meters (33 feet) or more and weigh more than 275 kilograms (600 pounds). The marine animal is exceeded only in size by the Colossal squid which can exceed 14 meters (45 feet) in length. Earlier this year fishermen in New Zealand captured a Colossal squid for the first time

Fullofcrap
So, the plan was to get this guy's number... probably post it in this blog... but get the guys on the phone with him... possibly record it, and also post it to the blog. I guess some people are just smarter than I initially give them credit for... You know the drill boys and girls... bottom to top. ->fullofcrap: So, you think that you're insulting me? fullofcrap: boring might be...but you take it that one step further.. ->fullofcrap: That's OK with me... boring is good.... fullofcrap: yawn....you are such a bore! ->fullofcrap: OK... good, because you probably don't really want to know what we had planned for you. fullofcrap: no.. none at all..you are just not that cute..that's all ->fullofcrap: Ok, so you expect a woman to give YOU their number, but you can't give YOURS? I sense faggotry. fullofcrap: you are not that CUTE..lol ->fullofcrap: So I guess that's a no, eh? fullofcrap: lol... ->fullofcrap: You have to give me yours, I won't give out

Grrrrrr!!!!!!!
In the past 2 days, I've had exactly 5 visitors to my page. And that includes people who rated my pic through the "I'm Bored" section. I have always busted my ass to help people out, and when I had my VIP, I hit almost everyone on my friends list. I only had it for a month, or I would have hit EVERYONE! I have gone to level people on all of my lists, helped level my friends' friends who I didn't know, and even hit people I've never seen before who had "help me level" in their status messages. Rhonda has tried pimping me out in two separate bulletins, and that brought 3 people to my page. NO ONE but maybe 2 people EVER reads my bulletins, and they are mostly friendly messages to my friends. All of my mumms are posted globally because when I put them up for friends I get maybe 20 views. I hit all of the mumms from my friends. My last blog got 5 views, and it was a wish for a Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on my list. I will not post a bunch of drama or sexual innuendo,

My Voice
OMFG so anyone who has ever talked to me on the phone and told me that I dont sound like im 3 is a liar. I was at my aunt's house and this telemarketer called and asked for my aunt and I said that she had the wrong number [who the fuck wants them calling all the time] And so the chick asks, "Can I speak to your mommy or daddy little girl?" Im so psised. wtf lol

Am I Dreaming
I wake up everyday and I see a person next to me that makes me believe anything is possible if you just believe in it. Thing is I had him in my grasp before and I faultered in my ability to hold him strong enough and close enough that he slipped through my fingers. Now I have opened my eyes and he is there, he is giving me everything there is to give, he is giving me all of him. My heart knows that what he has to give ios real and pure, but my mind sits there and wonders is this just an elaberate dream my mind has concockted to keep me happy, and I have just not awoken from it yet. I want to believe that my heart is right and my mind is just trying to put dought in the air to keep me safe. If this is a dream I pray to never wake, If this is reality I pray my heart will break the bonds of fear that are torturing me. AM I DREAMING

D'oh Homer Simpsons Painting Offends Pagans
The image of Homer Simpson has been painted along side the 180ft Cerne Abbas in Dorset, England. Do'h! Homer Simpson painting offends pagans by Gulliver Do'h! After offending just about every other group on earth, Homer Simpson has now upset the pagans. They are gunning for the bumbling cartoon character after he was painted next to their famous fertility symbol, the Cerne Abbas giant. They pledged to perform "rain magic" to wash him away. The Cerne Abbas giant is a 17th century chalk outline of a naked, sexually aroused, club-wielding giant carved in the hillside above Cerne Abbas in Dorset, England. Many couples believe the 180ft giant is an aid to fertility. But a giant 180ft Homer Simpson brandishing a donut was painted next to the Cerne Abbas figure as a publicity stunt for a film company. The pagans are not impressed by the stunt to promote the worldwide July 27 release of The Simpsons Movie. "It's very disrespectful and not at all aesthetically

No Bake Peanut Butter'n Chocolate Cheesecake
No-Bake Peanut Butter 'n Chocolate Cheesecake Ingredients: * PEANUTTY-COCOA CRUST(recipe follows) * 1 package (8 oz.) cream cheese, softened * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1-1/3 cups REESE'S Peanut Butter Chips * 1 can (14 oz.) sweetened condensed milk (not evaporated milk) * 1 cup (1/2 pt.)cold whipping cream Directions: 1. Prepare PEANUTTY COCOA CRUST; refrigerate. 2. Beat cream cheese and lemon juice in large bowl until fluffy; set aside. Place peanut butter chips and sweetened condensed milk in medium microwave-safe bowl. Microwave at HIGH (100%) 1 to 1-1/2 minutes or until chips are melted and mixture is smooth when stirred; add to cream cheese mixture, beating just until well blended. 3. Beat whipping cream until stiff; fold into peanut butter mixture until well blended. Pour over prepared crust. Cover; refrigerate until firm. To serve, remove side of spring form pan. Serve cold; garnish as desired. Cover; refrigerate leftover cheesecake. 10 to 12 ser

Family
To the realest fam I just want to thank GOD that I have yall in my life real talk. Ya’ll show REAL LOVE.. We define FAMILY.. I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF ALL... :) THANKS FOR ALWAYS SHOWING LOVE OO yeah and if you feel that I am a hater delete me PLEASE THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY... KICK ROCKS :) Dont be mad that you dont have family like I do :) BIG UP TO ALL OUR HATERZ :P - MZ. CERTIFIED CRAZY AKA REGINE :)

Dont Call Me Down
Call me a slut. Call me a whore. Call me whatever. I'v heard it all before. Say that I'm fake. Say that I lie. Say what you want! You won't see me cry. Because I know none of it's true. But calling me all this shit. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE YOU?

An Angel Kissed My Fears Away Today
An Angel kissed my tears away today when I was sad. I wasn't feeling quite myself my day had been so bad. I felt a warmth brush by me that quickly dried my tears. A gentle, kind, and loving touch that seemed to hold me near. Immediately, I felt so much better and the day seemed brighter too. I guess that's just the way you feel when an Angel comforts you.

Rules
Rules of WYKD RADIO Lounge 1. NO caps are to be used unless done by Rain or with permission from Rain .... 2. NO DRAMA 3. Keep lounge R-rated at all times, we have new people coming in and we want them to stay..... 4. Speak to everyone that comes in and make them feel welcomed...... 5. Encourage conversation and be helpful when possible, if you don't know the correct information let them know who they can ask........ 6. Do not abuse your staff position......if you have someone causing a problem : A. Give warning B. Silence them ( report this to management ) C. Eject ( if problem persist ) ( report to management ) BANNING IS DONE BY MANAGEMENT ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7. Report to management means to Rain or

Brokenhearted Treasure
I woke up today thinking that the world was a bright place that would teach me what I needed to know if I would just stop and listen. As the morning furthered on I felt the love of two people surrounding me. They gave it seemingly unconditionally. I sat back and wondered can I give love that openly, that unconditionally. Can I ever feel like I am safe enough with myself to feel safe enough with there love in my hands. Then I realized that there love was in my hands because they put it there because they trusted me with it. The trusted and believed that I would nurish and help both different loves grow. because each that was given to me was very very different. I ended up being torn from both of them today and as I got further away from them I realized that my heart was breaking because I was walking away from the treasure that they both gave me. I feared the treasure and in that fear I would not allow myself to grasp it. I want to hold it strong and confidently, but I a

Wow What A Letter
� Letter from one 'Angry Woman' I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife fromNew Jersey and sounds like it! T his is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001?� Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtownManhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? � Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? � And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. � I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerat

Read This Blog!!!
... just gonna say this. not accusing anyone in particular, youd know if i was... today i heard this : well sweetie i kinda have a bf in the army already anyways. im just lookin for a sexy back up in case it dont work out after telling someone that i had someone im interested in and im not really looking right now. tagchasers, not my type. ive been around the block a couple times, so please... at least dont be stupid about it. like i said, thats one person. its just a pet peeve. so dont bring it around me, please. just more drama then i wana deal with

For Just A Minute There
For just a minute there We were walking 'long the ocean Together hand in hand When I stopped to write "I Love You" in the sand And when I looked up you were standing Ten miles out at sea And in a sweat I woke up from that crazy dream As I reached to hold you in the morning light It was your pillow I clung to so tight For a minute there I thought it was you For a minute there My prayers had finally come true For a minute there I began again to live What I wouldn't give For just a minute there Five o'clock on Friday Sitting at a light When this angel walked right by me On my right And the cars all started honking As my feet hit the ground And though I chased and called You never turned around Oh the walk, the hair, the perfume Were the same How I wished she would've answered To your name For a minute there I thought it was you For a minute there My prayers had finally come true For a minute there I began again to live What I wouldn't give F

Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin' to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doin' It It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

Friday Part 1 Good Morning Tomboy!
Friday Part 1 Good morning tomboy! By Caty the Ghost © Hmm I woke to my cock being sucked off and no it wasn’t Maria or Lynda? This girl had hot pink and sky blue hair and looked like a punk rock girl complete with a spiked collar? Other wise she was bare ass naked save for a pair of flip flops. Oh yeah she was covered in ink wow she had some very interesting designs. About then I exploded cum all over her face and she licked it all up! She said "Now that's one sweet breakfast!" “Hmm who are you honey and that is the best wake up I have ever had.” “Im Becky and im Madam’s live in hairdresser, masseur, makeup artist, and tattoo artist. Glad you liked the blow job Sandra this will be your regular wake up call.” Wow I could defiantly get used to this about that time Lynda wandered in and smiled at me. “Enjoy your BJ tomboy Becky gives the best in my house and that includes cunnilings.” “Sure did just how many people live here?” “Oh not counting the pool girl th

I Miss You
Song lyrics | I Miss You lyrics Sha la la la la Sha la la la la You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me [CHORUS:] I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, sha la la la la I miss you You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm living out my dream Oh how I wish you could see Everything that's happening for me I'm thinking back on the past It's true that time is flying by too fast [CHORUS] I know you're in a better place, yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even t

Unicorn Wedding
Unicorn Wedding The day of Jola’s wedding was getting closer, and she was getting more and more excited and more and more nervous, but Uni, on the other hand, acted as if nothing different was happening. This added a further level of frustration to her day, and she found herself constantly pushing him to keep him on the move, she felt guilty for doing this to him, but no matter what she did or said he responded with love. That afternoon Uni, her father and the best man had gone to the mall to be fitted for their suits, powder blue, and Jola had wanted to go with them, but her father had said they would be all right on their own, they knew what colour to buy, so what could go wrong? Besides she had to watch Kasandra, who had found that she could easily jump the six foot fence Jola’s father had worked all weekend to build. With her mother already in the mall ordering the flowers, white carnations, Jola felt alone, until Kasandra called her to come and prance with her, a

Bonaire Baby 2008
Dive Trip Bonaire 2008 May 10-17th Single Divers.Com Accommodations We stayed at the Divi Flamingo. Nice hotel just south of town. It’s easily within walking distance of local restaurants and shopping. We had an Oceanside room with balcony that provided awesome sunsets. Staff was great. Two negatives: intermittent hot water. Never knew when you took a shower whether hot water would be available or not. Second was an air conditioning leak left the floor of our room wet the last couple of days of the trip. http://www.diviflamingo.com/DiviFlamingo/ Meals Had breakfast and lunch at Divi Flamingo. Served buffet style, had eggs and style and pancakes available for breakfast. Lunch always had hots, hamburgers and fish available in addition to a main dish that varied. We had a nice bbq one night as a group meal. We also at a Chibi Chibi one night for dinner. We also ate dinners at La Luna, La Salsa, Swim with the Fishes and Casablanca. All but Casablanca I would repeat. Whi

Feel This
It's gotta be this one You don't have to fake it You know I can take it What if I told you your tears haven't been ignored? And everything that was taken can be restored? Feel this Can you feel this? My heart beating out of my chest? Feel this Can you feel this? Salvation under my breath It's gotta be just right The soul and the spirit The chord and the lyric What if I told you that innocence is yours? And the beauty you have now is brighter than before? Before Feel this Can you feel this? My heart beating out of my chest? Feel this Can you feel this? Salvation under my breath (...feel my soul...) Let go Let go and believe Let go Let go and believe Feel this...

Sometimes....
Sometimes…. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out whom you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly pav

Shooting
there has been 3 separate shootings in our once peaceful town over the weekend. Now my problem isnt really with the fact that people are getting shoot but rather the fact that they were all shoot in the lower half of their bodies(2 in the leg and one in lower back. Who is teaching our youth about gun safety and the proper way to hold/ shoot a gun. (when the rap song says to bust a cap in their ass they didnt mean it literaly). join the fucking boyscouts or somethin and learn how to fire a weapon properly damn.

Vampire's Kiss
Eternity beckons drawing me closer to Feast from me and I’ll give my soul to you Take my pain, sedate my fate, and keep life at bay I await your gift…in this place I cannot stay. I’ll walk with you down cold dark halls Always building up our walls We’ll be together forever still I’ll live no more against my will Your eyes they bleed tears of pain I weep for an end to your self disdain You condemn the blessed and eternal bliss Drink from me, just one kiss Give me what I ask, I’m begging, pleading Save me from this painful needing With you I’ll travel to Hell and back Praying for the day my heart turns black

Tink Needs Help!
TINKERBELLMN84 WILL NOT BE BACK TILL SOMETIME SUNDAY. SHE IS 1.4 MIL AWAY FROM BEING GODMOTHER! LETS GET HER THERE PLZ SHOW SOME LOVE RATE BLING DO WHATEVER THANKS ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar Brought to you By B.E.A (repost of

Still Breathing
Breathe in. Breathe out I'm trying.. Calm down. Breathe. Just continue breathing. She is gone. Say it. I don't want to cry again. Just cry. I can't breathe. You need to breathe. Don't think about her last breath. Close your eyes. Wash away those images. I can't. This is a dream right? No, she is gone. Say it. Tick...tick ...tick.. What is that? It's the clock. We are almost finished. I want to leave. Take a deep breathe. I am tired Can I leave? I don't want to talk anymore. It's ok, just breathe. Why can't I just stop breathing? Because, she wouldn't want you too. So, what should I do? Just keep breathing. I can't. sHe is gone.

Sickening
Decided to go to the cafe this morning 'cause I was hungry. Ordered Two egg, bacon, sausage, mushrooms and a fried slice, as well as toast and tea. Point of this is, you ever order something, then halfway through eating it wonder why you're eating it? I mean that fried slice was so greasy it was unreal, was making me ill eating it but being the pig I am I still did, lol. Just felt nasty afterwards. Anyways, that's enough of that

Ode To My Passing
“I regret to inform you that you have died,” Death said to me. “This can’t be…we’ll wait and see, and I will get back to you,” I lied. But Death would have none of that; He’s a time-hardened fellow… “Follow me and we will see, Of lies I do not Bellow.” I took a chance and tagged along, Choices I had not many. We traveled short and came upon A marquee with words aplenty. “The Final Moments of Your Life” I read upon the sign. In line we waited for popcorn dated And Sodas like turpentine. We took our seats in back of house… Alone we sat together. A little close he parked himself… Some distance would have been better. We sat through the credits true… My name the only one. The final moments of my life Glowed bright as morning sun. In the end Death was right… A truck I stepped in front of. I was tucked into a bag… Wrapped up in zippered glove. To Death I turned and pleaded so… “Please let this be a lie.” “I’ve so many things left

The Glass
I stand behind the thin sheet of glass Watching my angel from a far I want so badly to be there To share in who you are So much has been taken from you These things I want to help you get back I pound my fists in anger but I'm held back by this fucking glass I fight more than just physically My emotions spinning out of control My body is stuck in one place In another is my soul My heart is no longer with me It was abandoned and left in the trash Somehow it made its way to you While I'm stuck behind the glass

Pledging Allegiance: President Barack Obama.
I would vote for a man who didn't pledge allegiance to the flag merely because I know that he loves our country. He just doesn't believe in the words used in the Pledge of Allegiance. They go against the religion he was raised with. His mother was an Athiest, his father was a Muslim. Out of respect for his father and the morals he raised him with, he doesn't believe in pledging allegiance to the flag. A majority of Americans DON'T pledge allegiance to the flag merely because their religous beliefs don't fit with the pledge you have to say while you do so. If the words were rephrased then Buddhist Monks, Wiccans, Pagans, Jews and Muslims could all pledge allegiance to the flag. We don't live in the 1700's Christian dominated country anymore. There is this thing called diversity. ALTHOUGH BARACK OBAMA DOES ATTEND A CHRISTIAN CHURCH AND HAS CHRISTIAN BELIEFS, he is not 100% Christian. You have to respect the religion he was raised with. It's a part of him. He's a good leader despite your

Meth
My husband Shane died from a self inflicted gunshot wound to the head in 1999. For years he was a meth addict. The last year of his life I happened to be with him. Knowing nothing of meth other than it was speed. I had no idea how it fucks with a persons head. I did it with him and did it for a year after he died. But I have been clean since 2000. Anyway, my reason for writing today- I'm watching that show Intervention on A&E and this woman is a meth addict and she's talking about the camera crew being FBI and her sons are talking about her saying the place is wired and there's surveillance and even her son is a cop and its all a conspiracy. That brought back so many memories of Shane. In my mind when I remember him, I see the good in him, the wonderful person he was and how much he loved me. But if I were to be honest, our relationship was crap. He thought I was a cop, that our home was being monitored both with listening devices as well as video. He constant

Massive Attack-dissvolved Girl
Shame, such a shame I think I kind of lost myself again Day, yesterday Really should be leaving but I stay Say, say my name I need a little love to ease the pain I need a little love to ease the pain It's easy to remember when it came 'Cause it feels like I've been I've been here before You are not my savior But I still don't go Feels like something That I've done before I could fake it But I still want more Fade, made to fade Passion's overrated anyway Say, say my name I need a little love to ease the pain I need a little love to ease the pain It's easy to remember when it came 'Cause it feels like I've been I've been here before You are not my savior But I still don't go, oh I feel live something That I've done before I could fake it But I still want more, oh.

President Barack Obama.
In response to your question: What will make Barack Obama an outstanding President? He's an outstanding person. He's genuine, unlike his opponents. He's somebody you know you can count on to listen to the people and their needs instead of ignoring them. He's a very likeable person. He gets along with nearly everybody he meets. He wants to make changes that would benefit not just our country, but the world. Global warming NEEDS to be addressed and he KNOWS it. He also wants to focus on providing equal health care for every LEGAL U.S. citizen. His primary focus is on our country, as it SHOULD be. He isn't a man of greed. He doesn't invade other countries for the sheer enjoyment of an inflating wallet. He wants to better our education system. He wants to fix the economy as it SHOULD have been fixed by now. He KNOWS what it's like to struggle and not have everything handed to you, like many of us do. He's somebody we can all relate to. He's somebody we can count on to lead this country to

Portishead-glory Box
I'm so tired, of playing Playing with this bow and arrow Gonna give my heart away Leave it to the other girls to play For I've been a temptress too long Just. . Give me a reason to love you Give me a reason to be ee, a woman I just wanna be a woman From this time, unchained We're all looking at a different picture Thru this new frame of mind A thousand flowers could bloom Move over, and give us some room Give me a reason to love you Give me a reason to be ee, a woman I just wanna be a woman [INSTRUMENTAL] So don't you stop, being a man Just take a little look from our side when you can Sow a little tenderness No matter if you cry Give me a reason to love you Give me a reason to be ee, a woman Its all I wanna be is all woman For this is the beginning of forever and ever Its time to move over... ...

Portishead-wandering Stars
Please could you stay awhile to share my grief For its such a lovely day To have to always feel this way And the time that I will suffer less Is when I never have to wake Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever ... Those who have seen the needles eye, now tread Like a husk, from which all that was, now has fled And the masks, that the monsters wear To feed, upon their prey Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever [INSTRUMENTAL] (always) doubled up inside Take awhile to shed my grief (always) doubled up inside Taunted, cruel.... ... Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved The blackness of darkness forever

Here We Go Again!
For those who are interested, we are counting down to the next Mercury Retrograde - how time flies when you're having fun! The slowdown to when Mercury becomes stationary began yesterday. That is what was causing a whole lot of disconnection yesterday - I felt it, and so did many others. Mercury turns Retrograde on May 26 and will go direct on June 19. Time to strap on the seat belts.....many will find this a bumpy ride indeed! I've blogged many times on the things to watch out for during retros. If you Google "mercury retrograde" you will get a list of lovely websites that explain the ins and outs of Mercury retrogrades. Much love and warm hugs, one and all. Blessings, lots of blessings, to all my friends/family/fans, all over the world. Later! Muah!

Lady Rage
Damn it is Monday, but all in all it is a pretty good day, making new friends, some of my old ones are out until late. I have to salute my friend Lady Rage, with all her photos, I am not anywhere through have of them, but I hit the funny and cute, and was roflmaopmp. Lady Rage, hats off to you.

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Hot
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you

When I Close My Eyes
when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

One More Night
If I could have just one more night I'd show you how I feel I'd hug you as hard as I can so that you can see I'm for real I'd tenderly caress your neck and plant a thousand kisses on your lips I'd hold you tight and close my eyes and then I'd put your hands on my hips I'd run my hands up and down your spine and softly whisper your name I'd touch you on those places you like to show you this is no game If you give me just one more night I'd savor every smell, flavor and sound I'd make you feel on top of the world and you'd never be able to hit the ground That one last night would be filled with romance and with breaths of pure desire until you just must close your eyes when I make you feel my inner fire And if you give in to my desire I'd make you feel alright I'd make you see how much I want you Baby, just give me one more night

Lincense
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I Cant Hold Back Anymore
I have to give it my all, I just have to. I don't care how it works out, I've been overthinking this way too long. The more I've thought about it, the more nervous I become. And, I can't let that happen to me. I can't hold back all these feelings, It just doesn't work best that way. Releasing what I feel to you, is probably the best choice at this point in time. Regardless of how you feel towards me, I'll at least know how you feel, So I can move on. I've got that little fight in me to keep going, And, I think it's my time. I can't hold back any longer or anymore, I need to take the chance I have and just go for it.

An Art.....
It is not a behavior yet it is an ART. To harness the fires within me, To "leash" my desires. subdued and ignite the fires. Take me and make me, yet the choice is truly mine, how the Power excites me, the taste...divine.. So utterly strong we actually are deep within, To give it over permit, sweet sin... To dance, to follow to relinquish unto YOU.... brings a sensational delight,an arousal through and through

Updated Rainfall For May 20-21 2008
As has been the usual with these S/W's since we have been in this pattern this one too seems like it wants to effect areas further north once again. However..do to the cold front that came across the area and has brought in some much cooler air...the air also has become drier. Model output is further north then what they were showing last night when this map was made to reflect the thinking of the GFS/NAM blend...Model out put is also more wet further north then what the updated map will reflect. There is some dry air in place so I think it will probably fall as verga before the air can become saturated. I still think the areas further north will only see a Trace to .25 inches... The heaviest amounts should still be long the coast and to the south...of the PA/MD border.. For the Map: http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

Its A Boy!!!!
well today was not the best day but one of the best days because the best day is going to be when my son is born but i got to see my lil boy moving around in his mommys stomach and we found out it was going to be a he this morning. i was so proud. i cant wait til he is here and i am able to hold him. dont have a name yet but we were thinking of brycen michael. dont know yet. tell me what you think and leave me some comments. talk to you all later!

Drama
Omg I have been so PMSing but honestly that is so over. I have had mood swings like I dont know what. I dont know why either. I just know is sucks. I know everyone on here thinks I have no life because I blog about what ya'll would call "stupid shit" or even say that I'm "Point Whoring" if that is possible with posting mumms. So yeah But These mean streaks have got to go or i'll be in hell before you know it!

Mom Got Married
Well everyone My mom got married. Yeah she got married yesterday afternoon. Its odd but yea she's still having the more public one this weekend but yeah. I dont know I just figured hell might as well blog about my mom. Lol. Oh and she went into the hospital again today to get a cath scan on her heart and everything is fine so we now have to search for why she's been feeling the way she has. So I'll keep everyone updated and I'll have more on her wedding after its over. Thanx ya'll Peace!

Free Concert...
Going to go see Carrie Underwear tonight..oops..I meant, Carrie Underwood. Is that even right? Shit, I don't know! I only know the "cheating" song that she sings and maybe she might of been on Idol or something...anyways...my "no show" friend must of felt bad because she invited me to go with her and bought the tickets, so it's a free ride for me...k..so, I'm going! Hell, even if I don't like the music, there's bound to be alot of wrangler wearing eyecandy for my viewing entertainment this evening! I'll probably be back tonight to write about how it goes! :)

My 1st Auction Now Open!
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Some Chicks Are Just Cool.....
So I've grown up hanging out with the boys....climbing trees....play'n sports.....gett'n tackled.....skinned knees and scars.....the whole bit.....in high school my closest friends were guys and in college I was the last girl left standing at parties...playing cards and drinking beer.....so I GET GUYS....this is not some plea to the male species to clue me in on their wicked ways....I know them.....shit.....I have a lot of them...haha......and yes I did start to notice my guy friends treating me a bit different in high school when I got boobs and learned what to do with finger nail polish...but still same old me....laid back....easy going.....me.....so I met a guy got married....blah, blah, blah...unfortunately things didn't work out the way I had envisioned....so here I am single again....and apparently all of the men in the world have gone dense in the last ten years......we've all had bad relationship experiences...we've all been hurt....you can't be single and in your 30's and it b

Results Of Debbullan Ducky Race
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE PRESENTS THE RESULTS OF OUR FOURTH ANNUAL RUBBER DUCKY RACE SPECIAL THANKS TO CAREY & TROY GLADDEN AND FAMILY OF RHOME TEXAS FOR HELPING US CONFIRM THE DUCKY CONTESTANTS AND WINNERS! THE GRANDPRIZE WINNER IS MRS. AMY EDELHAUSER PRINCETON, TEXAS Mrs. Edelhauser receives the grand prize of a glider ride for two! Two second prizes of hand made Scandinavian Door Harps are awarded to Jan Tetrault of Reedsport, Oregon & Denise Reese of Honey Grove, Texas 20 1G flash drives are awarded to the following supporters: Alice Edelhauser WINNING DUCKS: 13, 14, 17, 18 I was very happy and surprised to hear I won a prize, but more important than that, I was glad to hear of the money raised for Hep C Awareness. I hope and pray that more money is raised each year to fight this horrible disease. I watched my son, Darin, suffer with this disease, the treatments, and other ail

Volume Xxxiv - Findings At The Creek
I took it upon myself to take a short stroll yesterday. It's approximately a half-mile from my house on Benton Road to the bridge over West Bear Creek. It was late afternoon, with slight cloud cover, and I needed the exercise. I proceeded down the driveway onto the road, and went right. At my driveway the paved road turns to dirt, and down the dirt path, it's almost as if nothing has changed in the past several years. At least on the right hand side, which is heavily wooded...the left side is clustered with houses. They planted the residences on an old cow pasture a few years ago, and I STILL am not used to them. Another aspect I'm not used to is all the dogs that these people own. Once I was able to walk to the creek (and further) and back in quiet, solitude, and peace. Now, I cannot proceed 30 feet from my driveway without the incessant barking, howling, and snarling of countless canines. One even almost attacked me on the road...if that happens, I will not be responsible

Home On Leave
I was home on leave from the Marine Corps. Most of my friends had steady girls friends and my ex's had new boyfriends. I hung out with my one true buddy, who lived with his girlfriend. Being that I was the odd man out, my friend’s girlfriend decided to set me up with one of her friends. At the time I didn't know whom, but I didn't care, I was horny as hell and wanted some pussy. As it turned out she set me up with Karen. She's about 2 years older them me, about 5'3" maybe 120 with dark brown hair and blue eyes. She also had an ass that was made of only one thing and tits that I think were D cups, I'm not sure, but they were more than a handful. So the night went on and Karen reminded me how I got my ass kicked in H.S. defending her from some asshole boyfriend. We laughed about the whole thing as the drinks kept coming Karen confided that I was the only man to do something like that for her. We got cozy on the dance floor and kissed once. Later we went to my buddy’s house where they sai

Auction
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Learning To Drive
To teach a teenager to drive. Especially a boy. Oh my goosh, i have been trying to teach my son and i realized that by the time i am finish i am going to have to buy more alcohol. I just dont have enough. Any suggestions? I am in need of some advice from someone that have or had been through that hell!

My Brothers Words
A Eulogy for My Big Sister: I grieve for the loss of my big sister Dale (Dean) Stone. Although she was barely one year older, and I became taller than her by about 7th grade, she always was and always will be my big sister. She was bigger than me in many ways. First and foremost, she had a much bigger heart than I. She felt such a deep level of love for children, puppy dogs and kittens that I can only now attempt to reach it. She was always so giving to them beyond their mere needs and often beyond her own means. Although like me, she found it difficult to express that love in flowery words, any child knew immediately that Dale was their friend. My big sister Dale was also bigger than me in that she withstood and overcame a level of life’s possible tribulations, torments and tragedies that I simply don’t think I ever could. From the depths of illness, heartbreak and poverty, her fiercely independent streak gave her the strength to overcome them all. Up until the last, she

What Would U Do?
NOW IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU PLZ REPLY IN A MESSAGE!~* ;)

Just A Poem. Found In Mumm. I Dont Know If She`s The Author But I`ll Give Her The Credit ( Trixie 325199)
let my home be my gallows the return is bitter sweet love which was lost and found again a strange land and a strange time im just the stranger, the traveller away too long, people forget and time passes only to come around again a different season and different reasons the past will haunt me street by street eyes never quite making contact with what is seen destiny is another word for destination where you will be who will you be with mine lies at the beginning and the end is the same place as the start the lakes are large and cold the sun does not give its light there and all is desolate damnation and ruin in every place hides behind things your friends are also your enemies the snow falls like a remnant of a bad dream one you can never quite remember I said once that I would never return there yet now I will go there again accursed and listless but yet renewed in one way not all is lost when s

Wal-mart
Let's just say that If you have a flat? Wal-Mart will not honor the tire If Fix-a-Flat or sealent is used. That is what we were told. yet it doesn't say that on the warranty. Just if a 'plug' was used. And that a flat would be fixed WHICH IS PART of the Road hazard! Even shows in stores on a sign That flats would be covered under warrenty. And we get a different story? They were going to try to prorate us. Excuse me? Tire hasn't even been on there a month. We have the proof on record. I think this is rediculous. Hell The Corporation is going to hear from us. AS WELL AS The BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU. Frauding is illegal and this type bullshit is not tolerated. No games here. I won't stand for it.

Soylent Green Is People! We've Gotta Stop Them Somehow!
DEPOPULATION BY NUTRICIDE & FOOD TOXIFICATION!I HAVE DISCOVERED SOMETHING THAT EVERYONE IN THE WORLD NEEDS TO BE INFORMED ABOUT!!!!IT'S CALLED THE DEPOPULATION TRAINAND BROTHERS ANDSISTERS IT IS PICKING UP SPEED FAST!!!!WATCH THIS AND SEE IF YOU DON'T SAY"WHAT IN THE BLUE BLAZES!!!!"OR SOMETHING MORE EXPLICIT!!!!IT'S CALLED THE DEPOPULATION TRAIN AND WE ARE ALL ON IT!!!! Multinationals make billions in profit out of growing global food crisishttp://www. independent. co. uk/environ... is-820855. htmlU.S. using food crisis to boost bio-engineered cropshttp://www. redicecreations. com/article. php?id=3731Jeffrey Smith - The Health Dangers of Genetically Modified Food (Video)http://www. redicecreations. com/article. php?id=3732It's called the DEPOPULATION TRAIN and ALL of us are riding on it! Oh, you say you don't remember buying a ticket? That's OK! "THEY" bought one for you!What's this about? Well, for starters THEY have declared ALL nutrients to be "toxins",and they hav

Tony Was Nice Enough To Compose This For Me
I am not your Enemy nor Am I not nice I am the Devilish Expression So come and share in my Delights Some can say I am Naughty but I just love to play And if you like to see the Fun and Laughter on display Look at the Profile Read and check it out For we are here to amuse you and we will gladly help you out We show the Love we have for you And we can ignite the Fire So check out the Page and see if you have the desire Welcome to Fubar and Shine the Light of Love With a Little Devilish Expression We can help your page to soar Now you might have Questions And we are here to help Just a Little Devilish Expression Can bring Joy to everyone I am not here for anything but to guide So please do not try to take me upon any joy ride I am Devilish Expression But for those who need some help So if you are excited then by all means ask us for help We will gladly show you How to make your Page glow For Devilish Expression can help to make your friends and family glow

Baby I Don't Wanna Hurt U......but Baby U Did
i am so sick to death of every thing...i wish it was like in school again...if a guy liked u and u liked him back then it was a done deal...u were boyfriend and girlfriend... right now i would b happy as hell if someone would even like me like that...i thought that i did and even thought that i had an understanding with him cuz he wasn't ready for a relationship even though i was...i figured there ain't no hurry so just lay back and see what would develop and happen...so he's supposed to come over and the first night he doesn't...something unforeseen happens...the next night he PROMISED that he would come over...and what happens...nothing i don't even hear from him...for all i know something happened to him...all in all he just didn't wanna deal with me or wanna be with me after all... so i just wanna know when is it gonna be my turn to get the man of my dreams...the one i feel i deserve...i'm always asked what do i want...i want to be with someone to say hey its ok to feel like that

Soul To Soul
Deep in the confines of my room I welcome you into my womb. The taste of your sweet kiss, The tender touch of your hand Brings about my heavenly desire . The longing of my soul More then I am able to control. From thee my strength I draw. Alone alas we must be Until our love is permitted by law Your arms they grab me Hold on to me ever so tight. In spirit only do thee touch Touch my soul, my body Sets my soul on fire , Building in me such a desire. Your kiss I do so miss, The sweet scent of love The love that was destined Destined by Father above . I have been brought back To be with thee. But your love and touch Is what I so lack. The tenderness, of the look In your eyes . Brings about a heavenly sigh. I beseech thee my love ,my heart Build a fire within that can not be put out. Who’s law do you say that keeps us apart. Law of man of law of the Holy One on High. Is it fear that keep thee away? Fear of what is to be .

Don't Stop Talk To Bar
ok stop talk to bar because i can drive and if you are in my way i will run you over to get to bar bebeb 1 time next owww and stout of my way 2 beebee time get fuck out of my way o shit cop you are so lucky next time your dead dudo

There Once Was A Man
There once was a man Who played with a lady’s heart. Promise’s he would make , Though would never keep. Was this the lady’s fault? No I think not . Maybe he didn’t like women Maybe he liked sheep. written by Cynthia Mulligan 2007

Poof Your Gone
I stand in front of you, Slowly I remove my stocking. Hold it in the air Allowing it to gently sway Slowly I remove the other, Hmm, now what is he thinking? I wrap my arms around me And oh so slowly remove The thin piece of lace that covers My sweet tantalizing breasts. Winking all along pretending You can have your way I slowly walk to the beside, Your desire you can not hide . The touch of my hand On your smooth chest. The taste of my lips As they cover yours. I take your hands in mine Raise them over your head. Taking one I cuff to the bed Push you ever so gently As you lie on your back. Then the other to the bed My legs begin to straddle I lean over to gentle nibble On your ear and whisper The touch of my hand On your smooth chest. The taste of my lips As they cover yours. The sweet juices that flow From my cavity of love The heat of my desire . These you s

The Return
let my home be my gallows the return is bitter sweet love which was lost and found again a strange land and a strange time im just the stranger, the traveller away too long, people forget and time passes only to come around again a different season and different reasons the past will haunt me street by street eyes never quite making contact with what is seen destiny is another word for destination where you will be who will you be with mine lies at the beginning and the end is the same place as the start the lakes are large and cold the sun does not give its light there and all is desolate damnation and ruin in every place hides behind things your friends are also your enemies the snow falls like a remnant of a bad dream one you can never quite remember I said once that I would never return there yet now I will go there again accursed and listless but yet renewed in one way not all is lost wh

Climbing My Way Home
Lord here I am, kneeling silently at your feet. Waiting patiently for a moment to see your face. Wanting to finally be able to come home and rightfully to take my place. Here I am Lord, climbing the hill. feeling the cool sweet grass beneath my feet. Even if I should fall my Lord. I still heed your call. I listen closely to every word. I climb to the top of the fragrant hill. Allowing my body and soul to be completely still. I raise my eyes, to you on high. fall to my knees, and begin to cry. Lord without you, I am so very lost. Tho my faith says to, follow you no matter the cost. Cynthia Mulligan Copyright ©2008

Alicia
Please do not mourn me when I am gone I will have no more sorrow or strife. For to Jesus I have given my life No more tears shall I cry there was there was no fear when I was to go my dear sweet Jesus was there with me. He took my hand and led me up the stairs Where I was greeted by all my loved ones Who had gone on before me. Please my children do not cry for me For we all shall meet again and I shall greet you there at Heaven's door Cynthia Mulligan Copyright ©2008

A Mother's Prayer
As I sit here by the phone I wonder are you safe or scared and all alone. I listen for the phone to ring but I fear Lord just what news it might bring. I pray to my Heavenly Father in the Heavens above thanking Him for the a child like you to surround with love. Our dear Lord put us together and He is the one who knows what our future is to be. Cynthia M Mulligan Copyright ©2008

Angels From God
Angels From God Two angels I have sent to watch over you. To keep you safe in all you do. Two angels I have sent to catch you if you fall. So listen my child , listen closely for my call. Two angels I have sent for you and you alone. Till one day I call call you to come home. Cynthia Mulligan Copyright ©2008

Do You?
Do You? Look deep within these eyes of mine Tell me what is it that you see. Do you see all the yesterdays Or do you see what is to be ? Do you hear me calling out In the dead of night. Calling out your name . Begging you to come . Do you feel me as I come To you in the dead of the night? Do you long to feel me ? Do you long to feel me near? Do you long for the touch of my hand ? Do you wish to always beside me stand ? To walk once again with you Under the crystallized sky. To feel our souls unite as one , With the rising and setting of the sun. Is more then I am able to comprehend Wanting oh so much more , your love The love which was destined so long ago. Destined by the Father in heaven above . I have searched for you oh so long , It is almost time , time to begin. Cynthia M Mulligan(St.Louis) Copyright ©2008 Cynthia M Mulligan(St.Louis)

Get The Giddidy Outta Here!
Okay so I wake up this morning..draggin ass of course, hair all over my head .. pre-coffee..lol, (don't act like you don't know what that's like). Anyway, I roll over, hit the mouse and peep out my shout and all I see is a message that says "Giggidy"....WHAT??!! Oh lordy, I knew this was going to be a long day. Now maybe I was being temperamental but for some reason that annoyed me. It is probably because I knew that if this was a guy who was putting his best foot forward that he was getting ready to trip over it. The conversation went something like this... (bottom up, you know the drill) GODWHIN &#...: you got it ->GODWHIN &#...: OR if you really dislike me.........feel free to stop talking at any time ->GODWHIN &#...: lol nope, blocking is for bitches, if you want me blocked then do so GODWHIN &#...: hey block me ->GODWHIN &#...: I'm allowed a typographical error on occasion but nice try...it's not my fault that you approach women in a manner that makes you appear infa

Angels Fly By Day
angel fly by day angel fly by night why oh why do I run away? is it out of fear? is it out of doubt? afraid of what you might see? am I afraid of what might be afraid to have you look in my eyes afraid that you might make me cry angel and demon can they be as one? angel save me from my death? please look deep within, allow the end to begin with death does comes we know rebirth. come with me, take mylove, my hand allow me to fly away with you. fly off with me to if you dare come with me to the promise land. prove to me my heart, my love prove to me that you truly do care. Cindi mulligan(ST.LOUIS) Copyright ©2008 Cindi M Mulligan(St.Louis)

Forbidden Love
Forbidden Love? Forbidden love,, love lost..,love denied. How many lives have you stood there Stood and watched me as I cried. This spell I place on thee. For thee eyes to truly see. The love you sent away and did deny Stood and watched as tears flowed from thee eyes. Ye speak of love, but doth ye true know that meaning of love. Is love only sex? Is it the gentle touch of the hand? Is love being there for one no matter the cost? Forbidden love, love denied, love lost. Passion, Lust, Fear...Pain... Sorrow Love tender and young,Longing.. Pain stabbed in the heart. Why doth call out my name? Why doth thee beckon me? Why did thee place this charm on thee Why did thee take my life? At such an young age. Why doth thee smile haunt me? Ye lay on me like a Heaven's stone Ye try so hard to steal my soul. Cindi M Mulligan(St.Louis) Copyright ©2008 Cindi M Mulligan(St.Louis)

End Of Time
End Of Time This charm I place on thee What shall be shall be . My true love shall be mine From now until the end of time . With each setting of the sun We shall come together as one . Your heart I do thee bind Ye see and ye shall find . There is no truer love Then was designed from above Soul to soul, body to body We travel as one . One mind Completeness , unified , Love that shall not be denied My love our fate has been tied So this charm I place on thee . My true love you to see Our love was and is to be . With pink crystal in hand I repeat this rhythm Ye shall be mine until the End of time . Cindi Mulligan Copyright ©2008 CindiMulligan

My Camping Fun Adventure :)
i went camping over the weekend and it was a crazy ride . i ask my friends to come and go camping with me most of my friends said yess but my other friends was so freak out they said noo they was telling me how crazy i was for going camping but i could give a shit about what they think because they are the type of peeps that dont want to do anything new . with my friends in toe i left friday night and drove up to clarksburg where they have a great campground and we had to walk up a trail lol it was crazy it started to rain but i did not want to quit and we finally made it there it was by a beautiful lake and when the rain hit it it look so beautiful i was in a little daze by looking at it and we set up a tent i got a big tent it took a good 5 minute's to get it up but it stop raining so we wanted to build a fire i did not want to light it with a lighter i wanted to do it with the stick lol while i was doing that it took forever lol i finally did it . it was a fun moment for me because

Lead Guitarist Avaialble
Location: NYC I am a 32 Year Old Lead Guitarist looking for a Melodic Hard Rock Band. Looking for a 2 guitar situation.I am very serious and a team player.I have been playing for 17 years and have pro gear.I am based in Brooklyn, NY.Ages 25-32. Influences: Aerosmith,Alice in Chains,Zeppelin,GNR,Kiss,and lots of classic bands.No Egos or Bad Attitudes.Must be serious and looking to make it.I have stuff written and I am not looking to walk into a band and dictate how a song goes.Brooklyn and NYC preferred but I am willing to talk about it.You can email me on here or email me Frizzvisions30@aol.com or call Frank 718-825-4218.

Come Chill With Tfs Crew
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND ENJOY US !! GOOD WAY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS ALSO HOPE TO SEE U THERE

Survey
What is the closest main road to your house? liberty ave Could you go out in public looking like you do now? yes What DVD is in your DVD player? idk What did you do last night? hung out with my boyfriend Last person who got mad at you? Why? idk Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person? snowy mountain What annoys you the most? the weather school When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night? night Next vacation you're going on? life vacation from school, it;s summertime bitches and im 18 and i dont have to f'ing go to school ever again. i hate you school suck it, Do you play any sports? no Do you like scary movies? yes Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about? depends i

Real Bored
Do you hate when people smoke around you? no i dont care i smoke Who was the last girl you talked to? my mom Who was the last guy you talked to? dan today What was on your mind most today? when is school going to end Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? i talk to my boyfriend Are you missing someone? yes Most important things you would always want in a relationship? honesty, trust, sparks! duh Are you happy right now? very What are you looking forward to in the next few months? summertime with my babe What do your friends call you? grubs Would you prefer a thunderstorm or snow? thunderstrom but i love snow when im inside warm! Have you ever kissed just a friend? yes Are you that good at math? im okay at it i hate it though At what age did you learn to ride a bike? idk Ever dyed your hair? yes Do you cry a lot? yes haha my bf calls me a crybaby but not in a mean way! not yet of course hahaha What were you doing b

Clarity
I wonder, can you see The corrupt ache of insanity This world is filled with empty souls Who thought the cure was rock n roll Time has come and time has fled Can you stop that ache inside your head You cannot hide behind a myth Believing the lies won't justify this Preparation, connective clarity You know where you're supposed to be Walk that line now, balanced on a thread Open your own mind, get out of my head I wonder, can you see This world won't follow willingly The clock is ticking, time is wasting away Are you ready, your time is up today. -Jeanne 5/19/2008

People
I am just wondering what the hell the MUMM is for. I have wrote MUMM's and I have gotten nothing but made fun of, poked at, and called some awful names. I was just asking people opinions on things and they are bashing me. I didnt think that was supposed to happen boy was I wrong. I got ripped a new asshole and it wasnt fun. Damn what kinds of things am I supposed to write about in the MUMM section will someone please let me know so that the next time I post soemthing I want get haters and fucktards harrasing me...

Gfdsfhds :)
When was the last time you got a haircut? not long ago Have you ever kissed someone thats name starts with a A? i'm sure haha Aside from family, how many people can you say you TRULY love? three Is your next birthday coming up soon? nope Do you actually eat 3 meals a day? doubt it If there was a real Jurassic Park, would you visit it? yesss When was the last time you went to the movies? awhile! Do you still talk to your ex? umm not really my ex but kinda and yeah Do you like the color green? i do Do you have a crush on someone? i love someone Have you ever eaten uncooked ramen noodles? yes hahaha Are you keeping a secret from anyone right now? no What are you scared of? growing up How long have you had a myspace for? who knows awhile Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous? my babe Edward Cullen or Harry Potter? um What did you dream about last night? baby What was the first song you sang today? i dont

Oriental Pork Chops
Oriental Pork Chops 4 (3/4 to 1 inch thick) boneless butterflied pork chops 1 egg beaten 4 tbsp. soy sauce 1/4 cup bread crumbs 1/2 tsp garlic powder 1/8 tsp ginger Place chops in shallow baking dish. Combine egg, soy sauce and pour over chops. Turn to coat. Cover and marinate at least 1 hour, turning occasionally in the refrigerator. Combine bread crumbs, garlic powder and ginger, dredge chops on all sides in bread crumb mixture. Arrange in shallow baking pan coated with cooking s, not the one used for the marinate unless it is cleaned first. Bake in 350 degree oven for 30 minutes turn chops and continue baking until done about 30 minutes.

Peach And Poppy Seed Muffins
Peach and Poppyseed Muffins 3/4 cup pureed peaches 1 teaspoon baking soda 10 tablespoons butter 1 cup sugar 2 eggs 1 1/4 cups flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon vanilla 3 tablespoons poppy seeds Stir soda into peaches and set aside. Cream butter and sugar until smooth. Add eggs, one at a time. Add vanilla. Combine flour and salt. Alternately add flour and peach mixture. Then add poppy seeds. Fill 12 muffin cups nearly to top. Bake at 350F for 20 to 25 minutes.

Hehehe
Have u ever liked someone sooo much, that u just couldnt tell them? have u ever had a sleepless night because u couldnt stop thinking about them? have u ever felt so lonely that u cried urself to sleep? have u ever lost someone u loved and prayed every night for them to return? if u have ever felt like this then send this to everyone on ur list and wit in one week someone u love will tell u how they feel. if u dont send this u will never fall in love again ¢¾ Do you love someone enough to do this? I bet you don't. Don't turn your back, you just opened it! Keep reading. If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, or just a person you love, repost this!!! Tonight, your soul mate will call, kiss, or ask you out, you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED! Somehow or someway... ;-)

Broken
To Think, The One whom I love, Could Break my heart, the Way it Shattered,It was almost As hard to Believe, The Same way You made me Smile for the first time. A real Smile, I didn't have to fake it. I showed the world How Happy I truly was, and now I am sitting here, With Tears Falling down My cheeks Remebering all the times we shared. The love We had. I know If I had one Chance I would Have told You the Day I met you, Your the One, and I would Have hoped You would have said the same, and Never have left me. Til the Day You Realize I was the one I sit here waiting for you. I love You.

I Thought U Said U Loved Me
Never say I love you If you rly don’t care Never talk about feelings if they aren’t Really there. Never hold my hand .if your Going to break my heart never say you are going Two if you don’t plan to start. Never look into my eyes, If all you do is LIE never say hello when All you mean was good-bye And never say forever because forever makes me CRY

Yellow
☻W☻H☻I☻T☻E☻ I don't really know right now ☻G☻O☻L☻D☻ you like someone, and that someone likes you back, but you arent together B☻L☻A☻C☻K☻ pimps dont fall in love ☻P☻I☻N☻K☻ taken and confused at some things ☻P☻U☻R☻P☻L☻E Your single but you have a crush on someone and you don't know how they feel about youh.. ☻Y☻E☻L☻L☻O☻W☻ Wish you could go back in time... ☻B☻L☻U☻E☻ Taken & loving it ☻O☻R☻A☻N☻G☻E☻ Your a super pirate that goes around robbing the rich and have a super side kick thats a squirrel

Bored
Wallpaper on your cell phone? Me and my babe Where was your default picture taken? umm my house Who was your last text from? my momma What's your favorite number? 26 Do you like anyone? i lovvvve someone What is your current mood? bored Pissed off, annoyed, upset? bored? Is someone thinking about you? i hope so Ever had a near death experience? probably yes Whats the relationship of the last person you texted? my momma Who's car were you in last? kelseas! What are you listening to? nothing Do you get along with girls? someeee, not most Next movie you're going to see in theaters? idk Last thing you ate? a roast beef sandwich w/ lettuce on a hotdog bun since thats all the bread we have!! What was last thing you drank? water Are you happy right now? sure Whats the last thing someone said to you? "you smell it?" Where is your phone? on the desk in front of me What color is your hair? brown If you could have one

Own Your Very Own Hottie
imikimi - Customize Your World GET IN HERE AND OWN YOUR VERY OWN HOTTIE!!!! PLENTY TO PICK FROM................. ~~CHRIS AKA MAGIC~~ ~~SUSAN AKA FUN~~ ~~ANGEL OR DEVIL~~ ~~JoKeR~~ ~~Bad Boy~~ ~~Bad Girl~~ HOST: ~~DREAM GODDESS~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS MESSAGE WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: KO~~dream goddess~ ~fu wife &owned by magicfun cpl~~

Re: Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps
RE: Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 May 2008, 20:53 Federal Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps The Immigration and Customs Enforcement Agency (ICE) plans to build three new internment camps on both coasts and on the Southwestern border, each of which will house up to 50 men and women in addition to 150 children involved in immigration cases. http://www. infowars. net/articles/may2008/190508Camps. htm

Re: Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family
RE: Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 May 2008, 19:12 Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family Members Southwest Florida Crime Stoppers and the New York Times are heartily celebrating the fact that an increasing number of Americans are becoming informants and turning in their neighbors and family members to the authorities in return for cash rewards. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051908_family_members. htm

Mistakes I Made,and Why Maybe I Am Single.
You know during my lifetime since i started school to right now i been a lonely single guy.During my school life i been some how a loner.Never had that best friend that will follow you to any kind a trouble you get in,or follow you to the ends of the earth.My dad was never their for me,to talk to me about girls,or have my first beer.Actually he had beer,but with his friends,and also been with women,which something i never had.He never taught me how to drive either.I had to teach myself at the age of 24.Anyways my Dad is not the problem here,even thou he wasn't their for me i hold no grudge,nor i am angry at him.He is just who he is,and my mom well she was the sweetest person,and very friendly,but lost her to diabeties like 5 years ago,so i miss her.The thing is that i had some opportunity in my life with women,and well i look back to what i did and i pretty much blew it,cause i froze,or didn't know what to do.Right now i sit here and just think of the girls i used to have a crush,and W

Life In The K Y Jelly State
I am back in the wonderful state of Ky and I am doing great, better than I have ever been in my life.....I am livin with my fiancee and we are in love. We are currently doing great with all kinds of things in life....sex....work.....and hanging out together. He has a beautiful daughter that loves me to death and he loves my mean lil two year old as well. I hope that your day is full of fun and excitement so shove off this blog and enjoy ur own day in hell....... HA HA HA HA HA HA

Please Help
Hello my loves. I need some fubucks. I need more to go in order to be in an auction. I could use your help. If you are not sure how to do this go to my page and click on Fupal under where you would add me, it will allow you to give me fubucks. Any are appreciated. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX, Sarah

He Was My Best Friend.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin." I use to never give this quote a second thought until that night. How one person can sit there and say they are your best friend but cause you to cry is beyond me. All i did was be there for him and help him when he asked and i got yelled at for honest opinions. I'm sorry that i couldnt tell him what

Mon 05-19-08 (wet)
Monday, May 19. 2008 Welcome back, I hope your weekend was a good one - not a total loss & your plans werent ... ummm "Rained Out" I tossed that out there ... I have all these 'wet' graphics and I'd hate to come off like a 'Total Dip' (Ugh) So ... My weekend? -uneventful- Unless chasing a mouse counts as an event. It was funny watching my wiener dog & cat though. I used to have TWO wieners (Male & Female) and my male WAS the mouser of the house ... he-he He'd see a mouse and pounce quicker than any cat! Even weeks befored he passed away, He'd get excited and snatch up a mouse so quic

Moving On
I just lost a very good friend due to my stupidity and actions In ReaL Life. I met him here And I now have verified the thought of it being impossible to have healthy relationships on here. Life was meant to live in person (for me at least). Tom, I am so sorry That I hurt you. Rob,Sher♥Greg,Violets,Mark,Drew you know where to find me. Sherry, Sher, Blondie,Illusion, Danielle, Beauty, Witchie, Peacey, Mac, Gaetano &Hearts; Yahoo me any time jadelotusre@yahoo and yes..another bites the dust