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My Random Surrrvey
50 Odd ThingsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Do you like blue cheese? sorta 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? every day 3. Do you own a gun? not yet 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? diarrhea 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yeah, esp for my STD exams 6. What do you think of hot dogs? I eat them 7. Favorite Christmas song? Granma Got Ran Over by Reigndeer 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Vodka, duh 9. Can you do push ups? yes 10. Why do you post surveys? so I get famous one day 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? dried penis necklace 12. Favorite hobby? krafts n shit (in that order) 13. Are your toes painted? no 14. Do you have A.D.D.? lookie, a bird! 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? lazy, stubborn, unattentive...oh, just 1? 16. Middle name? Grigorievna (ok, its Russian, means daughter of Greg) 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment i have to pee, its raining, I wonder why I am doing thi

Update To Something Else For Me To Think About
For the full background on what is going, read my previous blog entry. Here's the update: I spoke with my Brigade CSM before I talked to my S-3 or S-3 SGM. I went to him first for a reason, because if I went to the others first and asked permission, and they said ok, but the CSM said no, it was pointless. If I spoke to him first, got his approval, he could help me get approval from the S-3 and SGM. CSM said that I had actually thought it out quite well, asked me how it would affect home, and I explained it would be a little bit more beneficial because I would be able to save the money, and let the Army pay to fly me home on leave, thus allowing me to better enjoy the time with my kids and try to do something really special with the time. Even if it is just renting a cabin in the woods for a week or taking them fishing, the stuff that they and I will remember for our lives. That and if I go back stateside for 9 months, and deploy, it would probably be worse on us all than i

Sooooo, Just Something In My World
So I'm starting to feel a little.... ignored! *sad face* Who can help me with this? Yall show my page some love please.... And then drop by these two wonderful peoples page's they could use some X-tra love too!!!!! X you totally rock and I hope Shelly starts feeling better!!!!! ♥Mel♥ I Love Muh X-Dealer!!! He is an awesome friend!!! ♥Mel♥GoRateX-Dealer♥@ fubar ‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ fubar x_TheChaoticAddiction_x™ [ Chief Cam Girl @ Fetish ]@ fubar

Close The Door Behind You
Howdy. Most of you know that I've been making the switch to different e-mail addresses and social networking (I love that phrase) pages. That's to say I won't be updating my e_blanco/e_blanco1/eundercover and on and on pages much from now on. I've been using those webnames for almost thirteen years (give or take), and am tired of 'em. I've been passing on my new contact info to my friends/family to get them in the habit of using them and uhm, me as well. I'll still be getting mail from the old accounts through POP3, so anyone desiring my new contact info can e-mail me there a little longer, till I drop them completely. The deadline is my birthday, June 3rd.

World Middleweight Championship June 7th 2008
Undefeated World Middleweight Champion, Kelly "The Ghost" Pavlik, defends his title against the #1 Contender Gary "The Rocket" Lockett. Pavlik has beaten all 33 of his opponents, 29 by Knock Out. In February he defeated 2000 Olympic Bronze Medalist and former Undisputed Middleweight Champion Jermain Taylor. It was the second time he defeated Taylor. Gary Locket has soundly defeated every boxer he has faced as a professional, most of them by Knock Out. Lockett has one avenged loss. Pavlik and Lockett are both "Knock Out artists" gaining victory by KO in 80% of their matches.

Pregnant!
Things have slowly begun to look up in so many ways and All I know is that I am happy. I found out a few weeks ago that I am pregnant and am looking to be giving birth around the end of December to the beginning of January. I am excited and hopefully all works out. I may also be having twins but wont know till I can get an updated ultrasound. I just pray that I can get through this pregnancy without any complications. So it all depends upon the care of myself for the sake of the kids! May the lord and lady be with me through this journey!

Pay It Forward Game Train!
> PebblesinAZ says... This is a little different than my other Pay it Forward bulletins yall! SO... READ THE GAME INSTRUCTIONS! (in my nicest, sweetest voice!) 1st...of course you MUST FAN, ADD and RATE THE PROFILE of everyone included on this bulletin. Throughout the day I will be adding little tasks you must complete to be ADDED TO THE BULLETIN! (If you have some sort of goal you are tying to complete today...send me a Private Message...maybe you can become one of the tasks!) So... 2nd...Find the MOST RECENT TASK and complete it and I will add you to the GAME! 3rd...REPOST THE BULLETIN! The more people we reach...the better! FAN, ADD and RATE her AND RATE 50 of her pics OR 100 of her stash! ♣~~♥~~★Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§★~~♥~~♣~~W.¥.K.Ð~~@ fubar When you are done private message me and you will be added and we'll start from there! FAN, ADD and RATE these AWESOME FUs: MaMaFrea

Why Do Girls
why do girls flant there bodies, y do they care so much, why do they try so hard to be sexy... when all it takes is your heart. Why do girls like to lie, start gossip and run and hide, y do they start rumours that are not true, why do they make you feel so horrible inside. all in all why do girls try to be everything that there not, what they don't know is that ther worthless pieces of crap. i don't mean all of you, but you know who you are, don't take affence to this, i jus want to know.. peace

Im Finally Back With Alot To Tell
finally back from trucking school and from being on the road for about 3 months. it's been a blast seeing alot of what this country has to offer as in sights. the biggest thing i have learned is that LA Cali has only one thing going for it, IT'S NOT NEW YORK!!!!!! sorry if i step on any toes but every time i go to LA someone tries to commit suicide with my truck in one way or another. and new york is just flat out not made for suv's let alone big trucks. the best thing has happened to me while out on the road also. i smuggled a lady from NC and brought her home. i even asked her if she would not be my wife in a year, she said NO!!!!! what a woman that made me the happiest man ever. ok now reread that and learn about double negatives lol. i also asked her out that way >:-) now i can brag on how i asked her out and married and all i got was a no lmao. yes i have my terrible moments, but can't sell me short for being creative :-D. i'm trying to get her sold on doing that on the wedding l

I Can't Stop Laughing At You
Scaryman1774 Says: well there i rated everything that i felt like rating yeah ur welcome kuz in my opinion after readin ur profile im not even sure y i added u ur juzt like these pix in this album dried up and dusty ur a serious cunt all ur stoopid reasonz 2 delete or block ppl u act like ur soooo damn hot ur not with big ass buck teeth and ur goofy glasses what exactly makes u think we wanna watch u eat that shit grossed me out and as for the wit wat and all that some of us like myself r probably smarter than u but i dont wanna b lumped in with martians and haters-4-no-reason thatz y i type the way i do so eat shit dont juzt read the cover of the book open and read it u find a great perzon in there but ur 2 elitist 2 stop and think about that so there u go i feel better now dont worry about blockin me kuz im deleting u off my list so go ahead and delete me and juzt in kaze u need it im scaryman 1774 WOOP WOOP THE WICKED KLOWNZ WILL NEVER DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

Shouldve Bought A Hat!
An elderly couple, Ray and Bessie, recently moved to Texas. Ray has always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day,he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife, "Notice anything different about me?" Bessie looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated, Ray storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks,a little louder this time, "Notice anything different now??" Bessie looks up and says, "Ray, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Ray yells,"AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT IS HANGING DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!!" To which Bessie replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Ray. Shoulda bought a hat.

Current S*u*p News
This is the S*U*P* give away list. They are in order of how much needed the less to the most. If anyone needs to be on here let Ms. Retta know. Thanks...HAPPY BOMBING Top is first then we work down the list: JONLEE74 OF SHADY'S SUP needs 45000 comments for a Happy Hour Needs 40604. ~Princess~ needs 130000 comments for a Happy Hour,1 year VIP,30 days blast and 3 bling packs needs 123743. These Friends need Help! GIVE AWAYS: §è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©***** THIS BABY NEEDS 10000 BUT ALL RATES COUNT AS 5. SO GET TO RATING AND COMMENTING He needs 7251 That CrazyRabbit again need 22500 for a 3 month VIP Needs 13380 The Watcher needs 50500 for a HH and 2 bling packs he needs 36409 to go Hellcat needs 100000 for a 1yr VIP and a HH...she needs 96423 to go COME ON LET'S BOMB THESE PEOPLE!!! IF YOU DON'T YOU'RE NOT COOL!! lol

Meet My Owner For June, 2008
WOOT! Meet My New Owner for the month of June: JONLEE74 PROUD OWNER OF SexyGranny1967OF SHADY'S SUP AND FWC OWNED BY MIZZ SHADY@ fubar yall be sure to drop by his page and show him some mad fu~love and tell him i sent you :)

Big Thank You
~*~Thanks To Everyone Who Took Part inThe Kings Auction~*~Everything went very well and I really appreciate all of you who participated. Congratulations To Tat2BunnyLuv for getting the most rates.Click the plaque below to show her some love. Brought to you by: ~KING DOMINO~@ fubar (repost of original by 'King Domino ~force~3~bomber~manager~ ™Cowboys Fan 4 Lyfe™ Walking With Jesus' on '2008-05-29 19:56:17') (repost of original by '88GtGirl ~ TEXASHUNTER69'S Baby Girl~ Fu-Girl to Kitty~' on '2008-05-30 01:38:17')

Just End It
Make It End by susan c Just make it end Where do I begin? You said that you loved me You said it would last eternally. Just make it end You didn't have to pretend. Why did you do that? On my heart is where you sat. Just make it end Love is what I'll never do again. How do I end this hurt Without reversing my birth? Just make it end Through the mail is where I'll send, Send the rest of my heart The pieces you didn't rip apart. Just make it end My heart will never mend. I'm in my room BOOM! I ended it...

Gun Control History
Gun Control History Whether you agree or not, it's an interesting lesson in history. Something to think about... In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 C

Missing Your Love
Missing Your Love by susan c Sorrow and grief fill my days, As nothing seems to go my way. You have left, now I pray, For you to be here with me to stay. I miss that kiss we used to have, I miss you and everything we had. Living without you has been so hard, My heart and soul will soon be scarred. I did everything you told me to do, To have your love I'd do anything for you. I miss the romance and love so bad, I miss you and everything we had. Why you left, I still don't get, Was it another guy you met? I hope you'll come back to me one day, But there is still one thing I have to say. I love you and without you I'd be so sad, I miss you and everything we used to have. I will always love you!

Im Moving On,looking 4 A New Love
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/IX ] I'm movin' on I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to l

Sex Sales And So Does Blood
Here is a few peeks at my book "SWeet Dreams ,which is located for sale at www.lulu.com and at www.thebookattic.com. If you like vampires,and sex well you should enjoy my books. In the fall my next book will be unleashed, it is called "Pixed", can you guess what happens in it? But let me know if you enjoy what you read here.Here we go...... (Taste 1) Seeing me as a vixen of sorts wasn’t my idea of a great dream. I never would guess I could dream such dreams. Dreaming I was sexy wearing a slinky red dress, rouge red lips and my eyes was so dark. I drank from a goblet with my ring’s crest on it. A dragon, with ruby eyes rested under my finger tips as I stroked my goblet. Vincent would smile and whisper how he loved me .Vincent was my handsome lover. He wore black and red, I was all over him! We were drinking a toast to something…. My name, Allie Dupree, my age twenty-one and since my eighteenth birthday Vincent would come to me. You see every night I had dreams. Not the regular dre

Black Beauty Update 28
I dressed in a sexy black lace negligee just for you. I get so horny showing you my luscious curves that I have to get out my favorite glass toy. You get close ups, big tits, round ass, feet, heels, wet juicy pussy, hooker boots, and thick thighs. There is lots of cum in this set and video. Check out video clip for a taste of the video (Sexy Wet Flame) that goes with this update. It is so hot you can see the compliment my camera man left. There is over 70 photos in this set and over 1750 on site. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Im Up For Auction
hey everyone i am now up for auction and would like for yall to come bid on me.here is what i am offering!!!! >1) Rate all of someone's pics a 10 >2) Leave them a profile comment every day for the length of the ownership... > 3) Offer to make them a personal salute > 4) Buy drinks every day you are on during the ownership > 5) Put "owned by" (and their name) in your profile name for the length of ownership come on everyone come bid on me

Ganja
Growing up we all heard that marijuana kills your brain cells, well, I hate to break it to you, but we were all lied to. I'm going to explain the true effects on your brain, and you'll see, it's not bad at all. First, pot does not kill your brain cells, that only brain cells it would kill would be cancerous brain cells. It's actually been proven that THC attacks and kills mutated cells while strengthening and rejuvenating healthy cells, including brain cells. Second, pot does not effect your short term memory, it remains completely intact. When it comes to short term memory, what is actually effected is the short term memory recall, and that's not perminant, it's only effected while you are high. Our brains are naturally designed to use THC, which is the most dominant cannibanoid in cannabis (there are over 60 know cannibanoids in the marijuana plant). We have a high concentration of cannibanoid receptors in our brains which THC binds to, when it is introduced to the receptor, it st

Stop Saying That
There are things in this world that have come and gone. Some we are happy to go others we miss on those few ocassions. I have 1 outstanding issue with "cool beans," its not going away. I mean seriously who wants cool beans, so if no one wants them why do we say it in a positive sense. "Alright, we're getting a 50" flat panel, cool beans." NO NO NO STFU its not "cool beans," for if it was we wouldn't cook them.O yeah for you smarty art morons that say "what about jelly beans?" Well if I was worried you had anything actually smart to say I'd give you a plastic beg and tell you its a full face helmet. Besides put a jelly bean in the microwave its better to.

How A Marriage Works
How a Marriage Works (all men should read this!) A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies . So, he said to his new wife, 'Honey, I'll be right back.' 'Where are you going, coochy cooh?' asked the wife. 'I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer.' The wife said, 'You want a beer, my love?'

Levelling
Come help these friends level, u know they would do the same 4 u n it doesn't take much, so come show them sum well deserved love! Dj DarkWolfe 251,374 Points to go to Fu King! Dj DragonEagle 340,182 Points to go to Henchman! Lori 199,188 Points to go to Henchman! Dj Satanic 306,292 Points to go to Henchman! Rev DarkMystery 3,477 Points to go to Rockstar! R£véRênÐ¤£tê®ñå| 240,513 Points to go to Fu King! Carolvision 4,562 Points to go to Regular! Dj Vampiric Tigress

Robot Caddies
A man goes to a public golf course. He approaches the man behind the counter in the pro shop and says, "I would like 18 holes of golf and a caddie." The man behind the counter says, "The 18 holes of golf is no problem, but all of the caddies are out on the course. What I will do for you is this: We just received 8 brand new robot golf caddies. If you're willing to take one with you out on the course and come back and tell me how well it works, your round of golf is on me today." The golfer obviously accepted the man's offer. He approached the first tee, looked at the fairway and said to himself, "I think my driver will do the job." The robot caddie turned to the man and said, "No sir. Use your 3 wood. A driver is far too much club for this hole." Hesitantly, the golfer pulled out his 3 wood, made good contact with the ball, and the ball landed about 10 feet to the right f ron t of the hole on the green. The golfer, delighted, turned to the robot and thanked him for his as

Bath Tub Test
During a visit to the mental hospital, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." (keep going) "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Flying A Kite
A husband in his back yard is trying to fly a kite. He throws the kite up in the air, the wind catches it for a few seconds, then it comes crashing back down to earth. He tries this a few more times with no success. All the while, his wife is watching from the kitchen window, muttering to herself how men need to be told how to do everything. She opens the window and yells to her husband, 'You need a piece of tail.' The man turns with a confused look on his face and says, 'Make up your mind. Last night, you told me to go fly a kite!'

On The Wings Of Freedom
In the darkest lonely place shivering in the cold A young girl hid in silence, too beautiful to behold ~ Her eyes were masked in terror while she could only see The hopelessness she only knew and the longing to be free. She does not see her beauty she only sees the pain And lives within the memory where her darkest times remain ~ Tears fall softly to the floor as the fear from deep within Envelop her in the silence of the whispers of the wind. The slightest touch or friendly hug rekindles her greatest fears As she recoils inside herself where she sheds her silent tears ~ She hides within her loneliness the only way she knows While outside she smiles to mask the fear she never wants to show. The deepest scars of her life inflicted with such pain Of the betrayal that prevents her from being whole again ~ The trust that once was broken can it ever be repaired? To free her from the darkest hours of her silent despair.

The Buffalo Theory
In a episode of 'Cheers', Cliff is seated at the bar describing the Buffalo Theory to Norm. This is the best explanation there is. 'Well you see, Norm, it's like this . . . A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the lowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.'

This Is Ours. This Life.
This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. This is yours. So what are you going to do with it? Do you prefer making noise in the silence? Do you seek quiet from the noise? Do you seek? What is it you are wanting? Looking for? Needing? Just ask. Maybe I have that. Can share it. Would give it. Willingly. It may be that it is yours already. Just ask. Are you more Ellen than Oprah? More Oprah than Maury? More Maury than Jerry? Or are you also American Idol'd out? American Idol. Used to be there was something down there to idolize. I'm not sure I'm old enough to remember then. I guess I've read about it. Or thought it. Or something. Something........................................ This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. And I wonder who you are and how you are and when. When? When will we know each other finally after all these words. After all this inhaling and exhaling, smiling and loving, wanting and needing. All this sleeping without......................................

Crane Collapses In New York City
Crane collapses in New York City The crane is thought to have smashed into a block of flats A construction crane has collapsed on New York's Upper East Side. The fire department says it has pulled people out of the wreckage at East 91st Street and First Avenue. At least two people are reported to have died. The crane appears to have damaged the top floor of a nearby block of flats. It is the second such accident this year - seven people died in a crane collapse in the same area of the city in March.

Please Help
http://www.kwtx.com/home/headlines/19365019.html PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT THIS NEWS ARTICAL, ITS ABOUT MY SISTER, LAST NIGHT SHE CAME UP MISSING AND HAS NOT BEEN HEARD FROM SENCE, THE MORE PEOPLE WHO SEE THIS AND PASS THIS ALONG THE BETTER CHANCE WE HAVE TO FIND HER ALIVE TO BRING HER BACK HOME.....PLEASE EVERYONE MY FAMMILY NEEDS YOUR HELP THANKS PLEASE REPOST THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.... THE MORE WHO SEE IT AND REPOST IT THE BETTER CHANCE MY SISTER LADAWN HAS

Tag Your It
1) I lived in NC for 11 years 2) I was a bouncer at a night club in NY City for 1 year. 3)I traveled and worked for the Big Apple Circus when i was 15 years old. 4) I had some of my horses in a music video with Mariah Carry, and I gave her ridding lessons. 5) I was on entertainment live with Mariah because of my horses being used for her video Butterfly. 6) I have my GED, and have never been to colleage. 7) With out my horses, i wouldnt be the person i am today. 8)I meet Christopher Reeves and his brother while working for the circus. Way cool. 9)I met Cher while working at the night club...beautiful woman. 10)I am a strong, driven person, i believ the world meets no one half way...so if you want it you have to make your way to it. I have tagged Cyndragon Vicki Bubba & wife Camo $ hubby Poetic

Clay Balls
Clay Balls A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had th rown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have taken

Dreams
It's late at night now, and I'm half awake, I see before me the image of your face, An Angelic face, where words do fail, To capture the beauty of each detail, A smile so warm with lips so sweet, To taste them once would be a treat, Lips filled with passion, yet so tender, With their gentle touch, a cry my heart does render. A kiss so tender, that makes me feel, Alive and warm, Oh so very real, A kiss with passion that I adore, That leaves a hunger for so much more. Eyes so bright, that I could love, Filled with the lights from Heaven above, Eyes that mirror for all the world to see, The Love that dwells in the depths of me. Eyes that can read with just one look, The pages of my heart, an open book, Eyes that can, with only a single stare, Fill me with desire to always be there. And so the Dream goes all through the night, Your image there till mornings light, And with dawns light the Dream does fade, But deep inside the foundations been laid. For t

Another Long List Of One-liners...!!
"I wanted to be a milkman, right - but I didn't have the bottle!!" "I've played football on a plane you know.... there I was, running up the wing!!!" "Black beauty, now there's a dark horse!!!" "This man pushed me into a bag of peanuts, so I told the police - they asked me if I was assaulted - I said 'No - dry roasted!!!' " "I went to the butchers the other day and the butcher said 'I bet you £5 you can't guess the weight of that meat on the top shelf'. ' I'm not gambling!' I said, 'The steaks are too high!!!!!! "Did you hear Handel has teamed up with Hinge and Bracket? They've formed The Doors!!!!!" "I was taking the motorway out of London. A policeman pulled me over and said: 'Put it back' "I've got a sponge door....don't knock it." "So I took my dog for a walk and it was really angry - well it would be it's a cross breed!!" "So I said to my Mum 'I'm going to the funfair' - she said 'Oooooh will you go on the Ghostrain?' - I said 'No, I'll w

Would You Like Zoloft With That?
You know, every time I give online guys the benefit of the doubt, someone comes along to undo that...LOL I feel like Joey Greco from Cheaters "Meet Chad, a 38-year old nut job from Nebraska"...He writes: CHAD: "HEY SEXY THIS IS CHAD TAGGED DELETED ME TODAY PLEASE READD ME I MISSS YOU BABY LOVE CHAD DAMN SEXY WOULD YOU PLEASE ADD ME HERE AN YAHOO AT LOOKING4LOVE68061 I WOULD MARRY YOU IN A HEARTBEAT TRULY ALL YOURS CHAD" Marry me in a heartbeat?? HUH..you think that sounds unreasonable NOW??!! Just wait...I reply to him: ME: "why did they delete you?" CHAD: "I HAVE NO IDEA AN I AM GETTIN TIRED OF ALL THE NEW SHIT ON THIS SITE PLEASE ADD ME IN YAHOO LOOKING4LOVE68061 CHAD" ME: "Chad, it takes me a while before I will add people to my messenger. I am generally leary of people with one or no pictures and those with whom I have not chatted with often." Now, had he actually READ my profile, he'd have known that... but anyway...lets keep this moving: CHAD: "WE

In The Process Of New Growth, Can We Expect No Pain?
The cut worm forgives the plow. --William Blake Would anyone believe that rain abuses grass, or accuse roots, hungry for a better hold on life, of digging too far into earth's flesh? And if the earth should have to quake, would anyone blame it for cracking here and there? Look closely at the small world of busy life overturned in the garden each spring. No ant there curses another bug, and no worm curses itself. Though they can neither speak nor think, even small creatures know enough to accept their pain as a natural part of life. Why, then, should we waste time blaming others, or ourselves, for the natural sensations of life? In the process of new growth, can we expect no pain?

Hh Today--r8 Away!
Come help me Godfather, plz? I'm 421,000 points away, and I have a HH today @ 10 A.M. EST (7 A.M. Fu time). So can we get-er-done? I think we can, because I've seen it happen! So spank me HARD with rates plz? I have a folder of 100 pix for everyone to rate 10's or 11's during my HH, so rate away! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡@ fubar Could y'all do me a favor while you're here? Please go show this wonderful, amazing, sweetheart of a friend some luv! She's on her way to Disciple, and she deserves everything she gets--so love her up guys and girls! StrawBerrii Kisses Sign My Guest Book Please LolliPop Gurlz Club(Club United) Fan Add Rate Me !!!!!!@ fubar

There Is
Friday, May 30, 2008 There is There is something new you can learn today. Learn the lesson well and carry the wisdom with you. There is some improvement you can make today. Make that improvement and your efforts to do so will continue to reward you for a long time to come. There is someone who would dearly appreciate a kind word from you today. Offer your kindness sincerely and often, and you'll find your world growing ever brighter. There is a purpose within you today. Express that purpose through your actions and commitments, and you'll know the sweet taste of true fulfillment. There is a way for you to make a positive difference today. Change the world in your own special way, and you'll find it to be an even more beautiful place to live. This day is filled with many possibilities, and you are here now to live them. There is so much you can do today, and now is the moment to begin. -- Ralph Marston

Where Have I Been?
ok so i apperently have been missing for quite some time and a few of you on my family list have called me to get short polite answers and no call back.... sorry bout that the reason i have been gone is i have been severly depressed for a while now and very few know it. ive lied to my dearest of close by friends lol the whole 2 i have, and said i was just too busy.... there has been no work and no life so i guesse i was busy with that pesky time space travle thing huh? yea ok so now u know th ejist of it. i recently have been feeling a lil better. enough to go out of town for the week and hav fun. no im still not fully fixed yet and i probly never will be so thanks to the person/ poeple who broke me. i still wont be on much but i thought id just say hi im alive and miss you few i did speak to often. sorry i have been lame and sory i lied about being ok all this time to my close friends. byesss big huggs n love

I Want To Know My Fu-friends!!
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 40 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BLOG OR BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing t

It's Official, I Live In The Sticks...
It's official folks, I live in the sticks. As some of you know, I drive around and locate utilities. This offers me the opportunity to see many things in my general vicinity that many people never will. This morning, I pulled up to a house, and looked across the street, and lo and behold, the house is all decked out in John Deere colors. With all sorts of John Deere paraphenelia about. I thought perhaps it was a place where maybe repairs were done, but NO...a legit house. It was white, and whe foundation was painted John Deere green. If you are not familiar with that color, google John Deere. It is not horrible, but on the "I want to paint my house this color" scale, it is approximately a 3. The shutters are also this color. Other assorted trim is the yellow that is associated with John Deere. It is a smidge more pleasing than the green, but the whole thing is something else. I stared at this monolith for a few minutes, until the homeowner of the house I was locating came o

You And Me
May 29, 2008 @ 12:07 pm YOU AND ME Ages ago when things were new I never thought there would be a me and you. flowers bloomed and the sun shined through because there would always be a me and you. then the flowers died and left me blue and things got dark, there was no me and you. when things go wrong theres nothing you can do but wonder what ever happened to me and you. I know its been a long time that you've been free but can you still picture a life with you and me? As time goes past if you can see a time where there might be a you and me. I know in life some things just cant be but in my mind there will always be a you and me.

Auction Starts Monday
OK SO CHECK THIS OUT.... Ok so all of you know or should know RaZoR - "Well he is hosting a auction - Yes that is right a AUCTION" He has several fine ladys up for grabs. Do You have what it takes to own one of these fine ladies? Well stop by and check out these lovely ladies who are offering some goodies just for 1 special person. Is it you??? There will be more added so stop back! Here are the ladies who are up for grabs. Check em' out! IF YOU WANT TO JOIN THIS AUCTION JUST HIT UP RAZOR RaZoR/Wonder_Woman@ fubar AND THE LADIES ARE

Something Else For Me To Think About
Just when I thought I had enough on my plate to think about lately. Yesterday, I took an LT up to another Camp to the Signal Company tat he came to my Company/Section from. He needed to grab his dental records and get some paperwork from the unit. Well as I always do, I stopped by the Commander and First Sergeant's office. The First Sergeant was on leave, so it was just me and the commander in there. Well, he and I have a pretty good rapport, and he respects me because I always let him know when I am on his site since we are a higher headquarters. (he's a company, I work at Brigade, so it's two levels higher.) While we were talking and waiting on the LT, I mentioned I am considering extending. His eyes lit up. Really lit up. He asked my MOS, and I told him I was a Poppa. (25P, and if you are in the Signal Corps talking to other Signaleers you just give the letter, we are all 25 series.) He said he needed a Poppa NCO who could lead. I kind of raised on eyebrow and c

The Witches Of Old
A love so old. A relationship from long ago. Only time is what has aged. Between the witches of the olden days. Their spirits live on. Through the witches of today. Their spirits will never die. Their voices never fade. As one they speak. As one they say. The spells of old. The magick of today. The Mother Goddess holds everyone in her arms. And never lets them stray. The Maiden, Mother, and Crone. All are one. Just like the witches of old. And the witches of new. Together we stand. And drink the witches' brew. We are forever linked. To the withces of old. By the magick anew.

May 30th Upper Level List
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Disciple Tall Blonde109,000 to go Mr Tourette UK LEVELLERS FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER537,000 to go ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY574,000 to go ♥~K€®®ý~♥~§lu†$ Wîƒ€ý~ØWÑÊR øƒ Çlub Fåñ†å$îå~581,000 to go Ozzy ( Yes I believe in Angels )636,000 to go LadyNeptune "Shadow Leveler" Enforcer/Greeter @ Sunset Bay Lounge596,000 to go LC Man

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Nick Dipaolo, Terrell Owens, More New Boobs On Ratemywow, Animation Festival - Get Your Entries In Now!!!!, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Jim Norton teach you poker - online now!) The O&A Traveling Virus is back! The first date has been announced, and it's in New Jersey at the PNC BANK ARTS CENTER. GET TICKETS AT TICKETMASTER... and for those of you who want them PREMIUM SEATS FOR 'TRAVELING VIRUS' ARE ONLINE HERE VOTE FOR THE VIRUS: Which comedians would you like to see on this years Traveling Virus Tour? Go To VirusVote.com and Vote for your TOP THREE! Thank friggin' GOD it's FRIDAY... Today on the Opie and Anthony Show, we welcome back the one, the only Nick DiPaolo, who performs at Caroline's in New York City tonight. Also stopping by is the Dallas Cowboys' own Terrell Owens ...who is working with The Alzheimer's Association to raise awareness about the disease. Remember kiddies, if you want to see any of these impressive celebrities IN-STUDIO, live, while they're on the O&A

You Need Bucks? Click Here....
Hello my friends, you need bucks? I got them. You want some bucks? I give you some. You wonder how it goes? I will tell you: Click the pic and make 100 comments, I give you 1000 bucks. Make 150 comments, I give you 2000 bucks. You make more then that you will get more then that... Just send me a private message when you are done (no shoutbox pease). Everybody have a nice and safe weekend cuz it almost there :) hugs and already thank you for the comments from me I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still cutemommy82 ~*~ love my baby@ fubar

Free Fubucks
Save a Horse (Ride a Cowboy) - Big & Rich I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I AM HEARING. ROUGH STOCK IS GIVING AWAY FUBUCKS. COME IN A SEE HOW YU CAN MAKE A LIL EXTRA FOR THAT TICKER OR SPOT LIGHT YOU WANT. WE GOT HOT COWGIRLS AND HANDSOME COWBOYS FOR YOU TO MINGLE WITH. THE QUEENS WILL MAKE THERE APPERENCE AND LIVE DJ'S AND CAMS. SO WHY AREN'T YOU THERE YET? SO COME ON IN AND HANG OUT WITH US GET A FEW EXTRA FUBUCKS AND HAVE A BEER ON US.. This promotion was brought to you by: *~Always Erica~*QUEEN OF MEAN~FW to Officer_Rob~'Ghø$tRïdé®'s LIL SIS~*@ fubar

Sex Is One Of The Nine Reasons For Reincarnation...
This was stolen from a friend because its so very true and needs to be passed on. "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other 8 are unimportant." -Henry Miller I love sex. I do. Not in the sense that I like to have it a lot (though I do). Its the fact that, with sex, you have so much room for exploration and experimentation and just... choices. I mean, think about it. You can approach it from any number of different attitudes, whether it be angry, happy, sad, passionate, tender, fierce, laughing, violent, desperate, loving... its endless. Any emotion you have can be put into it and its NEVER bad. NEVER. It is the single most beautiful thing you can DO in this world (all assuming you dont abuse it) Anyone whos ever had angry make up sex knows how great it can be. Its a vent. An outlet. Unleash your anger, let it out with your bodies until youre both dripping with sweat, panting, and spent. Bet youre not angry anymore (though you may be tempted to pick a figh

Intervening Terror
I've found that people are intensely more interested in the phantom fury surrounding violence rather than the violence itself. And so we'll go there, if only to get over it and get into what truly matters. So what is this 'intervening terror?' This is the not inconsiderable space between where you are when you realize there's mortal trouble and putting everything you've got through a ruptured spleen. Or an avulsed eye. Or a broken neck. It's the space between NOW and INJURY. Those who do not understand violence, how it works, what it means, what's at stake often have no real conception of this space--they tend to be far more interested at looking at the whole affair as a contest or a dance or indeed magic. Those who understand violence are horrified by the idea of making a competition of it, after all, now we're going to play dice for your life? It would be laughable if it weren't so awful. But achieving that understanding, refusing to compete and being resolute in what's r

Argonutz
:( He no longer owns me but he's a sweetheart and he doesn't have much stash and has only around 200 photos!!! So go love him up and tell him I sent you! Argonutz This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Argonutz, VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 }

My New Rant
ok so i havent really had a rant blog in awhile..i thought it was time i did one..if i typo oh well im not fixing it lol.. anyways...as most of my friends know..i took a short break from my red account on here..I didnt know if i was comming back or not..I was having alot of issues and doing rates on fubar for 8 hours a day just wasent my main priority. So whats new with me?...Well my long time friend Jennifer moved in with me because my parents are moving far away and i didnt wanna go with them. I wanted to stay at my appartment but the bills were crazy and i couldnt do it myself. She is the onlyy person i could see myself living with (smokey if u read this of course i can live with you too..ur just not here yet hahaha)..i dont really like that many ppl that i know irl..ppl irritate me reallty easy but Jennifer is on the same page as me. We both wanna cool down on the life drama so we are good roomies for each other. Umm...well some ppl know that my fiance smokey is going to b

"did You Know"
did you know that I secretly cry and tear myself to shreads every night? did you know that behind my seemingly warm happy eyes lies a broken innocent,ravaged by many sinful hands? did you know that I loathe you for disposing and abandoning me in this forsaken hell? did you know that I bleed for you,that I dwell in this eternal pain for you, that you bind me to this duty? did you know that you intertwined you and I and left me to take care of our withering souls? did you know that for every smile I forcefully press against my face a slit is placed upon my delicate skin? did you know that everyday you kill a part of who I am, that every time you scream at my wrenching, contorting face I grow number? do you even know that I exist anymore? do you know that for every word you say it pierces my heart and I grow closer to my death? do you even care that you have started my reckoning? did you even know or acknowledge when I crept upstairs and locked my door, when

Relflections
Define to me truth. It depends. On what if i may. On who your asking to define it. Please explain. One mans acceptance is another mans lie. Define a lie. Again it depends. On what. The person your asking. Well im asking you to define. But how do u know i'll tell the truth. You want the truth on what is a lie? Well....yes. Your a lie simply described. How do u figure? Because you are just my reflection in a mirror. But how do u know that? What if I am real and you the are the reflection? Then in truth we are both a lie.....

Scarves
The conservative pundits who thought that Rachel Ray's paisley scarf was supporting terrorism are missing a much bigger issue. I just learned that the Frackers who flew the planes into the towers and pentagon took and exhaled air. Those bastards ingested into their scum-ridden bodies air and that same air is now all around us and we are inhaling it. Billions of terrorist molecules. By breathing we have become one with the terrorists. By using their air we support the terrorists and they win! Every true patriot and conservative pundit who was worried about a scarf needs to realize that with every breath THEY are supporting terrorism. Oh the shame, OH the hypocrisy. Stop breathing now before you do more harm! I need a donut.

Bet You Didn't Think I Would Do It Again
SEXYGIRLBLONDE maybe last time to be auctioned off Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style Click on my pic, and have fun bidding I’m offering: 1. A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME 2. A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU. 3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM 4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH 5. I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK 6. PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG 7. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER 8. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED

Something I Wrote Back In High School.....lol..kinda Lame I Kno!
Every night i go to bed With visions of you going through my head I think of how we used to be How we said "together" for eternity Now I feel as if my worlds been ripped apart As piece by piece youve ripped out my heart but i just want you to know That i still love you so What i wish for is that things could be as they were before If not more Life with you felt so perfect so right Now i find myself crying late at night I say "Im over you" but thats just not the truth You were everything to me Will things ever go back to the way They used to be? You confuse me so much Its over, yet i still tremble at your touch We're still friends thats a fact, But more than anything i want to go back If just for a moment A chance to remeniss And once more feel the power Of your sweet kiss Love is blind as they say But also unkind, to make me feel this way Your out of sight but not out of mind I would do anything to get you back Yout the one thing i now lack More than anythin

Alice In Chains Unplugged - Frogs
what does friend mean to you? a word so wrongfully abused are you like me, confused all included but you alone... the sounds of silence often soothe shapes and colors shift with mood pupils widen and change their hue rapid brown avoid clear blue whys it have to be this way be this way flowers watched through wide brown eyes a child sings an unclaimed tune innocence spins cold cocoon grow to see the pain too soon

I Need Everyone's Help!
Kristy's Crusade Against Cancer! Category: Life My Reason to Relay My Reason to Relay is in rememberance of all the volunteers that helped me when I worked for the American Cancer Society in Terre Haute, Indiana. I lost many volunteers to their fight with cancer. I have family and friends that have suffered and indured this horrible illness! It is time to give all we can give to support research for a cure for this illness! Most importantly, I want to join people around the world in celebrating those who have survived cancer, remembering the people we've lost, and supporting the lifesaving mission of the American Cancer Society. Please make a donation to me or join my team. You are helping deliver the hope that future generations will not have to endure cancer threatening the lives of their friends and family. You have the power to fight back against a disease that affects millions. Click here to visit my personal page. Please go to this LINK to make an online d

Alice In Chains Unplugged - Heaven Beside You
Be what you wanna be See what you came to see Been what you wanna be I don't like what I see Like the coldest winter chill Heaven Beside you...Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you...Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Put Heaven beside you Hell within And you think you have it still, Heaven inside you So there's problems in your life That's fucked up And I'm not blind I'm just see-through Faded Super jaded And out of my mind Do what you wanna do Go out and seek your truth When I'm down and blue Rather be me than you Like the coldest winter chill Heaven Beside you...Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven Beside you...Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven Beside you...Hell within And you wish you had it still, Heaven inside you So there's problems in your life That's fucked up But you're not blind You're just see-through Faded Overrated And out of your mind Like the coldest winter chill He

Just Cuz The Dee Can Lol..
OK OK MEN ON FU LAND HERE FIRST OF ALL I DONT LIKE MEN WHO PLAY LIL GAMES IF YOU WANT TO PLAY A LIL GAME WITH DEE THEN ILL WIN..YOUR NOT A FUCKING PLAYER IF YOU PLAY GAMES ON THE NET YOUR A FUCKING LOOSER..MEN A LIL SECRET IT WAS A WOMEN WHO CREATED GAME.I JUST MASTERED IT. A PLAYA CAN GET SHIT LIKE MONEY, CARS ECT. ASK ONE WHO KNOWS LOL.. CANT PLAY A MASTER OF THE GAME LOL... TO ALL YOU FEMALES WHO HATE.. DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I AM BEAUTIFUL. LOVE MY PARANTS FOR THAT. TO ALL YOU INSUCURE LITTLE GIRLS OUT THERE FUCKEN GROW UP..I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR LIL GAMES YOU LITTLE GIRLS PLAY..OVER THE MEN YOU THINK LIKE YOU ON THE NET..BITCHES TAKE HEAVE TO THIS MEN ARE TALKIN TO 10 OR 15 LITTLE GIRLS JUST LIKE YOU.THEN THEY MEET ME AND I DONT TAKE TO KINDLY TO CYBOR GAMES I CAN PLAY BUT I ALWAYS WIN.. I HAVE A MET A FEW MEAN MEN ON THIS SITE BUT IN THE END THEY END UP GETTING THEIRS ITS CALLED KARMA..I HAVE ALSO MET THEM LIL MEN CYBOR BULLIES FUCK THEM IT DONT SCARE ME WUT YA GOI

Lets Level This Dirtyxbeast!
Please help level Tre, hes been stuck 4ever, time to get this man off level 22, he only needs 79,953 Points to Insider! Ty in advance to all who helps! DirtyXBeast [D.S.C.]-[Mad Hatter]- [Recruiter for the Sinful Angels]@ fubar This pimpout brought to u by the one and only..... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC*@ fubar

Alice In Chains - Angry Chair (unplugged)
Sitting On An Angry Chair Angry Walls That Steal The Air Stomach Hurts And I Don't Care What Do I See Across The Way See Myself Molded In Clay Stares At Me, Yeah I'm Afraid Changing The Shape Of His Face Candles Red I Have A Pair Shadows Dancing Everywhere Burning On The Angry Chair Little Boy Made A Mistake Pink Cloud Has Now Turned To Grey All That I Want Is To Play Get On Your Knees, Time To Pray Boy I Don't Mind, Yeah I Dont Mind, I-I-I Lost My Mind, Yeah But I Don't Mind, I-I-I Can't Find It Anywhere I Don't Mind Corporate Prison We Stay I'm A Dull Boy, Work All Day So I'm Strung Out Anyway Lonliness Is Not A Phase Field Of Pain Is Where I Graze Serenity Is Far Away Say My Reflection And Cried So Little Hope That I Died Feed Me Your Lies, Open Wide Weight Of My Heart, Not The Size Pink Cloud Has Now Turned To Grey All That I Want Is To Play Get On Your Knees Time To Pray

Vip Status
OK my VIP status expires today. To be honest I really didn’t see such a great thing about it. Sure it was nice to give 11s as ratings but other than that WTF is the big deal? I don’t think I will be wasting anymore of my hard earned money on a VIP. Sorry Fubar, I just don’t see the point.

Alice In Chains - Down In A Hole Unplugged
Bury Me Softly In This Womb I Give This Part Of Me For You Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit Holding Rare Flowers In A Tomb.....In Bloom Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Losin' Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied Down In A Hole And They've Put All The Stones In Their Place I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue Has Been Burned Of The Taste I Have Been Guilty Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth I Will Speak No More Of My Feelings Beneath Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Out Of Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied

There Are 6.5 Million People Being Fucked In The Ass Right This Second. Are You One Of Them?
So a few months ago I had this creeper stalking me. It was all cool and shit until he started showing up at my dorm room and calling my mom's house. Or showing up at the library to see me. Or following me out to bars and trying to run guys off. Talking all this shit about "meant to be together and having kids" Eventually my sister forced me to do something about it and I didn't hear from douchebag for months. Nooooow I've got some guy who added me to msn and I added him because the email address was almost identical to one of my friends, so i thouhght it was him. BUUUUT it is none other than Mr Stalker, under a completely different name than what I knew him as. And he is just as weird as ever. Now kids, I don't like drama, it pisses me off and I don't really give a shit about other peoples issues....But drama ALWAYS finds me. This was my rant. This fucker is pissing me off. Gaaaaaay

My Advice
Saturday, September 8th, 2007 My advice my story One must not pursue those who are rich. The rich occasionaly live for folly not love. I would write a lot of old cliche's but that would get old fast. I have lived 47 years on this old planet, I've seen things that make others ill and things that would make others cry with joy and happiness. One of our cats died recently, but their was something special about the way she went about it, we were away for several hours but when we returned we found our cat spawled on the floor Leigh wanted to hold her as she was obviously in pain. Well Leigh held our ailing cat in her arms and she silently passed in Leighs arms. Love is a many spendered thing, and that was but one small facet. When you want to do something special remember that cat, what she did was definitely not easy but it was special. I am a photographer and part of my job is to convey something in my pictures, to tell a story if you will. I have photographed a picture of a cat in a

Please Do Me A Favor And Read This And Meet Someone Wonderful!
I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO GO SAY HELLO TO MY NEW OWNER AND ALREADY MY FRIEND. HE'S A VERY KIND, SWEET AND GENEROUS PERSON. PLEASE HELP ME SHOW HIM HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE THAT AND GO SHOW HIM SOME FU LOVE. RATE / FAN / ADD / CRUSH AND RATE SOME OR ALL HIS PICS AND STASH. THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID!!!!!! JUST CLICK BELOW: dmcs345---Please sign guest Book---@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER"" OWNED BY David Combs aka 'dmcs345@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!

I Understand You Have Language Barriers But Damn.
Ok from another country or not, if you can say han: hi beautiful girl..do you want web cam sex?_?_?_? Then Id expect youd be able to read my profile. the big easy part at the top where it explains no i dont OWN a web cam and i dont have any messengers. So I say... -->han: if you take a minute to read my profile, youll see i dont even have a webcam, bu thanks for letting me know you thats all you are interested in His next very quick responce is... han: u send me pls ur yahoo id To which i said... --->han: AGAIN if you took the time to READ my profile it ALSO states i dont have yahoo or any messengers and that FUBAR is the ONLY way to contact me. No responce yet, but wow look at that! he can read engrish cuz poof there he was han just checked you out! Shit just drives me nuts. do you really think i want a whole warning section about having a boyfriend, having no web cam and hacing no messengers? kinda kills the beauty of the page i think, and 50% of the

Your Tv Shows On Demand For Free.
Thats right, from what i have seen though its not all stations yet. However there is a nice assortment to pick from. Old and New. Old as in I dream of Jeanie Old. There is this new website, thats free to use, however you must signup to view the movies. They provide full episodes, as well as short clips to be viewed at your leisure. I tried it out and was suprised at how well it worked. However the navigation while simple is almost to simple. If you are like me and work odd hours, but love shows that come on NBC or FOX, and it appears other networks are being added as we speak. I suggest you at least take a test view of this site. Hulu Ya the name sounds funny but its nice to know you can find shows when your bored. Even really old shows from your youth. Be advised there are short commercials where the original commercials once were. So far from what i have seen the commercials come in at less then 10 seconds each. So it is very bearable, much more bearable then watching it on

3 Levels Of Nondual Reality
3136 - Monday, April 14, 2008 - Editor: Gloria Lee Nonduality Highlights - http://groups. yahoo.com/ group/NDhighligh ts The Three Levels of Nondual Reality Conventional, Psychic-Soul, and Absolute Most humans view their situation in a conventional, non-mystical way, treating whatever happens as concretely real, and to be judged as "good" and "bad," etc. By contrast, a growing number of spiritual teachers and disciples have become boxed into a viewpoint which constrains them to see whatever happens only as "the perfect manifestation of Divine Will," or else as "nothing really happening," and such persons abandon all capacity for evaluating phenomena in any constructive or meaningful way. Yet our situation is not so one-dimensional as these positions would hold, and an expansive, truly liberated way of talking about Reality will involve more dimensions. A three-fold model of nondual Reality I've suggested has been found by many people to be quite helpful in accou

About Me
hey everyone i am andrea i am so bored tonight i am sort of happy i happy beacuse my step dad came home from the hospital. today me and him had a talk i kinda dont know what i wanna be i sort of do i still want to do acconting i am still thinking about it i have thought about going into photograph i really ddont know. i started mmy summer college class tuesday all i do in there is do my home work i think i am going to like college. i just wish sometimes my mom will let me go. i amost 20 i will be in december. i know i am her only dagther but she got to let kme go sometime. always andrea m fletcher

I May Just Give Up Completely
I think I may just want too much. I think I expect too much out of the male gender. Is it too much to want to go on a date? Dinner? A movie? Putt-putt? Something besides just hopping right in bed with each other. Don't get me wrong, I love sex just as much as the next. But geez! I want a guy that likes to hang out and do fun things THEN maybe have some physical fun. I also want a guy who doesn't play games. For instance, I'm talking to a friend of mine about going to lunch together tomorrow. And we talk about getting sushi and I get happy. Well I said "brb" because my mom needed me for a sec. I came back to the computer and he had sent me an IM saying he was going to bed. I texted him and he never replied. No one goes to sleep within 3 minutes. I know he was just being a baby because I didn't give him my undivided attention. And that's ridiculous. He keeps starting to make plans then backing out or changing his mind or some other bullshit. So I told him we shouldn't even bother wit

I Should Have Known...
I should have known that not to trust my thoughts. I should have known that my heart would betray me. I should have known a lot of things and yet I still did what I did. I let someone into a very well guarded part of me, my heart. I know that it wasn't intentional, but my heart was torn into a few different pieces. To you, I'm not mad or upset. I'm confused. I thought that maybe, just maybe, for once I was wrong about something that I was feeling. Now I know that what I have been doing, was just hurting you. For that, I am truly sorry. I hope that in time you can forgive me.

Your Love Is A Lie
I fall asleep by the telephone. It's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone. And tell me where have you been? I found a note with another name. You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same. 'Cause I can feel that you're gone. Can't bite my tongue forever, While you try to play it cool. You can hide behind your story, But don't take me for a fool. You can tell me that there's nobody else. [but I feel it] You can tell me that you're home by yourself. [but I see it] You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want But I know, I know, your love is just a...lie. It's nothing but a...lie. [lie x2] You look so innocent, But the guilt in your voice gives you away. Yeah, you know what I mean. How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you. And do you think about me when he fucks you? Could you be more obscene? So don't try to say you're sorry, Or try to make it right. Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late. You can te

Love Yourself
Believing is it truly seeing with your eyes When people leave this body have they died? Believing does it tell you a story of this world Or does it tell you about an existence you can’t see Believing takes on different manifestation Birds when they chirp are they speaking Believing with your soul and heart Believing with your heart and soul is the key Seeing with your eyes sometimes is not meant to be Believing in yourself with confidence and esteem Making everything around you seem overly extreme Believing what is it? Is it based on one’s intellect, knowledge? Experience or understanding Is it a coincidence to seem demanding to ask questions and receive? Answers to you are secure inside Believing in one’s self no matter what, abide firmly within Yourself It does not matter if Believe in yourself Believe in yourself even if you make a mistake Believe in yourself even if you know you are a fake Believe in yourself when everyone lets you down Believe in yo

A Lil Help Please....
~Juicylicious4u~ is in a giveaway...she gets 15 fubucks for each rate and 10 fubucks for each comment so if nothing else at least get in there and drop a rate!! Just click the pic below...thanx in advance!! *KISSES* THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE MADAM HERSELF: ¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates@ fubar (repost of original by '¤Ła$Ŧ ♠ oƒ Å ♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd¤ Madam of the sexy Pu$$yCat Playmates' on '2008-05-29 21:18:08')

I Need A Good Woman.
I need a good woman psycho's liars and cheats need not apply. OK so this is my bitch, WTF do I have a please fuck me over sing on my forehead? All I want is to meet a good woman who I can enjoy spending time with who isn't already in a relationship. Is that so hard. If there are any good women out there I would love to hear your opinions tell me are there any left or what is wrong with me.

Tornado Destruction
For those that live a ways away from me... over Memorial Day weekend...Sunday afternoon/evening to be exact, we had and EF5 tornado go through the town of Parkersburg. Parkersburg is about 40 minutes or so from where I live... I think I commented or posted a bulletin earlier about me riding my bike through hail that weekend....well that was the same storm that produced the tornado, fortunately our tent was out of its path. This storm popped up out of nowhere...I was home checking the dog and the radar for rain (as we were camping and I was on my bike) ...I didn't see anything...thought the sun was going to be out the rest of the day. The sun was out in Latimer and I drove 9 miles or less to our campground...by the time I got there the sky was dark and before too long it started to rain and hail...I was held up in a shelter house with my bike for 20 minutes or so before I made it back to Latimer...sun was out again and all was well. At least for us. I've got some afterm

Trip Like I Do By The Crystal Method
I've got the understanding of a 4-year-old I've got the peice of mind of a killer soul I've got the rationale of a new york cop I've got the patience of a chopping block yeahtrip like I do trip like I do (oh my god this is the best) "Uh I Want You To Trip Like Me I Want You To Have Fun Me & You" I've got the accumen of a seasoned pro I've got the lack of say of a billion souls I've got the world on my back but I don't seem to care I've got the comprehension of a world unaware yeah trip like i do trip like I do (oh my god this is the best) trip like i do (mm..i want you to trip like i do) can't you can't you trip like i do can't you can't you trip like I do laid down my back i can't sleep cause I'm falling eyes in my teeth i can't see cause i'm eating head full of noise I can't think cause it's crushing back on my feet like a freight trian I'm coming can everybody feel like I do can everybody feel like I do (oh my god) can't you can't you trip like

Another Day
Just reviewing the profile and updated some of my music interests. making my stash Trackz into a collection of photos of bands I grew up with/influenced me. That is kind of dangerous, when listening to yesteryears music, you never know how it will affect you. Like take Firefall's Cinderella. I don't know why, but it almost always makes me teary eyed if not outright water works. Ok, I do know why, but that is a story for only my very close friends. See you in the funny papers.

Psychological Pain
Psychological Pain``by SirBlackWhip I strongly feel it is very possible to have a sadomasochistic experience completely without physical pain, one in which D/s (Domination and Submission) is acknowledged in other ways; this is can be referred to as psychological pain. This can consist of such feelings as uncertainty, apprehension, shame, embarrassment, humiliation, powerlessness, and above all, fear. The most common component of SM mental pain is, of course, humiliation, where the dominant embarrasses the submissive by pointing out his or her helplessness. I submit this example. Submissive s may be humiliated by being made to lick their dominants boots or kiss the dominants buttocks. I know that female dominants sometimes demean their male subs by forcing them to wear female clothing, or by giving them tasks or chores to do which, of course, raises the specter of misbehaving or necessitating punishment. I submit here, that it is very important that none of the concepts being utilize

Way Women Need Treated
god created man then took a bone from man to create women but he didnt take that bone from mans foot so she wouldnt be walking all over he didnt take it from mans hand so women shouldnt be beatin he didnt take it from man head so women shouldnt be mind controled but he took it from man rib witch is on the side and under the arm where the women should be by and protected under

The Green Eyed Monster
Probing That Green-Eyed Monster``SirBlackWhip I submit that jealousy should be our teacher. Jealousy can lead us to the very places where we most need healing. It can be our guide into our own dark side and show us the way to total self-realization. It can teach us how to live in peace with ourselves and the entire world if we allow it. For many folks, the biggest barrier to free love is the emotion we refer to as jealousy. Jealousy feels really rotten and most of us will go to great lengths to avoid feeling it. However, I believe that many people take the destructive power of jealousy way too much for granted, that they give jealousy far more power than it deserves. After many years of living free and dealing successfully with jealousy, we tend not to remember that we live in a culture that considers it acceptable to divorce or even murder a sexually explorative partner who committed the unthinkable crime of arousing jealousy in us. We danced happily for years to a bouncy Beatles'

Long Time No Talk
Well just wanted to let all whom give a shit that I'm back on Fubar cause I got a laptop today. Show me some luv cause next week on the June 5, 2008 I will be leaving for training at Fort Polk Louisiana. I'm deploying to Iraq for my first time so I'm going to blow you up huge if you blow me up huge. Thanks!

Help Make Him A Disciple (repost
HELP MAKE HIM A DISCIPLE Hes getting close too Disciple.. Show him some love and help him level.Hes got lots too rate I know alot of levelers are maxed but all will help get him closer too leveling. Thanks for all the FU-Love you show him too get him there. ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY@ fubar (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne' on '2008-05-29 20:43:50')

The First Time
The First Time by LateNiteFantasy© ~~Him~~ I have known you, Yet never have I tasted, nor drank, from the well of your pleasure. Dark mysteries surround your flesh, And tonite, I begin unravelling them. For "The First Time". ~~Her~~ I have known you. And tonite, at last, I find no hesitation. I willingly submit my flesh, to your desire, and reveal to you the first secrets of my passion. Now, for "The First Time", ~~Him~~ My lips brush yours, my hands roam, exploring, as I seek to release the clothing that constrains, and hides, the animal beneath. At last, your nakedness lies before my gaze. Your great beauty is rivalled solely, by your unrestrained passion. Exposed to me tonite. For "The First Time". ~~Her~~ My fear was unwarranted. As my hand searches you, I discover your arousal, Firm and complete. I feared that my form, even naked before you, would not meet with your desires. Now, reassured I may revel in the sensatio

Thanks Rogue Bombers
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DISTURBED!!!!! JUST CLICK ON EITHER OF HIS PICS TO WISH HIM BIRTHDAY LOVE!! GO SHOW ONE OF THE MOST FUBARLICIOUS GUYS SOME BIRTHDAY LOVE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TOTAL SEXINESS XOXO WE LOVE YA DISTURBED!! COME JOIN US IN SLIPPERY WHEN WET FRIDAY MAY 30TH AT 8PM EASTERN TIME FOR HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY!!

Thank You So Very Very Much Xoxo
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW I FINALLY MADE IT! THIS IS REALLY BIG FOR ME!!!!! SO MANY PEOPLE CAME AND HELPED ME I COULDN'T KEEP UP WITH MY BAR TAB AND THIS HAS BEEN A LONG TREK SO I CAN'T POSSIBLY THANK EACH AND EVERY PERSON WHO CONTRIBUTED TO HELPING ME LEVEL AND I DON'T WANT TO MISS ANYONE! BUT I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME TO HELP ME AS WELL AS THE SHADOW LEVELERS FOR COMING AND BLOWING ME UP HERE AT THE END!!!! Y'ALL ARE ALL AWESOME!!!! SO THIS IS MY THANK YOU TO YOU ALL FEEL FREE TO COMMENT SO OTHERS CAN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ON A SIDE NOTE MY TARGET TO GET LEVELED NEXT IS MY BFF ~BABS~ WHO IS GETTING CLOSE TO DISCIPLE!!!!! SHE IS ONLY ABOUT 1.5 MILLION AWAY SO GO HIT HER UP!!!!! RATE HER PHOTOS & STASH AND BLING HER LIKE CRAZY!!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER"" ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}

I've Been Tagged
Ms. Victoria tagged me Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I really want my tongue pierced, but I'm scared to get it 2:I have a flip flop obsession 3:I hate my car 4:I love the color pink 5:My mom is my best friend, ever 6:My real dad is a douche bag 7:I always wear some type of jewelery, usually my ring 8:I listen to music probably too much 9:I love dolphins and penguins 10:I hate looking at myself in the mirror

Meet The Bombers !!!
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I Can't Believe It Happened Over Night!
I am really gone about this whole situation. I know i posted a mumm about this, asking for advice. But i can't seem to shake it. I mean yesterday i was able to smile, and blink and so forth. And today..the right side of my face is paralyzed. Now all i can do is look at myself with this goofy ass half smile. I am so fuckin sad! I have a lot of support but it is really holding its weight on me. Even feel like i have a complex now about my laugh and smile. Sorry to bore you all but i just need to talk about it. Do you think i am over-reacting? I am open for advice and any info anyone has on this. Thanks guys for everything you all do on here! And if you could please keep me in your prayers for the next couple weeks.. Luv ya all... xoxoxoox

Auction Results!!!
> WELL FOR THE FIRST AUCTION I'VE HOSTED ON MY NEW ACCOUNT THIS ONE WENT RATHER SMOOTHLY! :D HERE ARE THE AUCTIONEES AND THEIR OWNERS WITH THE WINNING BIDS! ~*~*~*~*~*~ATTENTION OWNERS~*~*~*~*~*~ BE SURE TO CONTACT SWEET_THING FOR THE BONUS TAGS SHE OFFERED AND THOSE WHO WON BONUS OFFERS FROM ME PLEASE CONTACT ME AS WELL FOR YOUR PHOTO EFFECTS!! The Girls ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ I Am Now Owned By: Argonutz@ fubar With A Bid Of A Happy Hour ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IRRESISTABLE COMPLCATION Is Now Owned By: ~Candy*Coated*Cyanide~@ fubar With A Bid Of 350k ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ _Sweet_Thing_ Is Now Owned By: ~2shy4you~ F/A/R/C plz@ fubar With A Bid Of 300k and a 3day blast ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mysticfairy Is Now Owned By: CinDragon~Foun

Tag Your It.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I cant stop licking my lip ring (damn it) 2:I love to see a guy cum 3:I hate my car 4:I hate to be bit and scratched. 5:I think that hot people should be shot lol 6:I know that 90% of what people say when they are jokin is TRUE 7:I dont know if i have ever had an orgasm 8:I dont like to be ate out 9:I love my sister very much 10:I am negative most of the time. 5 People: 1. Brian 2. Krissy 3. James 4. Beth 5. Bobby

Feel The Same
When days go by and you say nothing, it really tears me apart... It feels like someone has reached into my chest and pulled and ripped my poor heart... Please dont ignore me, i cant stand the pain, i dont like the way this feels... Find some way, some way at all, and let me know you're for real... Pick up the phone, pick up a pen, write me, text me, whatever.... Let me know you are thinking of me cause i am thinking of you, forever... Know that i love you with everything i have, for worse and for the better... That is why i wrote you this poem, and this sweet little letter... you know i miss you...you know i love you...that will never change....i just hope that with everythng you said...you really feel the same....

Lostguy
Gawd... The first guy I decide to go all psycho bitch on, and he eats it up. I was hoping to scare a guy. You know how to read it... bottom to top! ->lostguy782...: Good. lostguy782...: yep ->lostguy782...: Do you want to get married? ->lostguy782...: I want to get married again someday. lostguy782...: im going to miss you baby ->lostguy782...: I have three girls, but I'd have more. ->lostguy782...: Awww.... I'm going to miss you. lostguy782...: do you want kids lostguy782...: im going to bed in a few minutes i have to work in the morning lostguy782...: ok lostguy782...: would you call me if i gave you my number im richard ->lostguy782...: Let's talk here a little bit first.... lostguy782...: yep ->lostguy782...: So do you want kids? lostguy782...: no would you like my number lostguy782...: yep cool be back taking dog out ->lostguy782...: My last boyfriend dumped me beause he said I was too needy. I only asked him to call

In The Darkness
The darkness of night is closing in; I feel my lovers touch, hot upon my skin. His warm breath, the kiss of desire; His touch on my body, taking me higher. Touching, tasting me from head to toe; Pushing my body to its highest plateu. Fingers teasing a secret warm place; Biting, clawing, making my blood race. His tongue tasting, teeth nipping my lips; His hands grasping, fingers clawing my hips. Smooth as silk, yet hard as steel; Deep within my body, my passion is real. Pleasures so intense, it borders on pain; Biting my lip, the taste of blood drives me insane. Whimpering and whispering, "I like it rough"; Ummm, harder baby...hurt me, you know I am tough. Take me to the edge, push me over; Pleasure that's pain as intense as my lover. Digging my nails deep into his thighs; I see my passion reflected within his eyes. Riing him hard, riding him fast; Release upon me, I know I can't last. My body soaked, wet with sweat; Hot and tight, dripping wet. Deep inside, near

.....................fuck!!!!!!!!!!
this is exciting i just cant wait, my sun was out and now its raining, not in a litteral sence but still, i dont know why i dont know how but somthing brought me down, somthing had brought me to a stop, a long pause for my well being, my happy is being drained............

Dj Crazy
COME CHECK OUT DJ CRAZY JUGGALETTE AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Tagged
I was Tagged by Justfishing Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm married 2. I have 2 daughters 18 and 20 yrs old. 3. I am a Banking Center Manager 4. I love to ride my Harley Sporty 5. Lived in TX my whole life 6. I don't like drama! 7. I love Classic Rock 8. I love to parasail 9. I have OCD 10. Crown and Dt Coke is my favorite drink

Atop Of Bed
atop your bed > > contours of the female form > > below the covers, snifter in hand I sit at your feet a swirled legacy in glass a tease of your limb below layer of warmth you emerge one foot to my lap, toe tug pretty pedicure polite and poised positioned to drain my heart last sip, an eye closer of delicious desire, your kiss an amusement park with rides, and a bench seldom perched upon, the gleaming roller coaster is buffed by our use your embrace is real life wandering in satin factory lost, not wanting found

Fantasy
A Fantasy for him This very night you whispered in my ear "I have a fantasy for you, if you will dare" I smile, and nod my head in agreement "First you say, open the package I had sent" I rip open the package and to my delight I find a black negligee, so sheer and light I start to strip, right there in front of you Watching your smiling, sexy face as I do Teasing you, with a provocative dance Seeing your appreciative, lustful glance Sensuous body movements just to show As I take my blouse off, so nice and slow You say to me, "Babe your so good for me Beautiful, bright, blonde and so damn sexy" I slide my tight skirt over my slender hips My tongue moistening, licking my lips Dropping it at my feet, kicking it away I wonder what is your fantasy, yet to say I undo my bra, letting it fall to the ground Slipping off my panties, you see my mound My ample creamy breasts proud for you to see I look back at you, standing so confidently Your breathing is hea

An Internet Story
An Internet Story by LateNiteFantasy© A story told of new and old lives connected, then unfold a man, a woman, not lovers yet meeting by fate on the internet. they share their fantasies as passion builds telling truths and desires unfulfilled, feeling closer as they write being connected feels so right. the days come closer until they meet together their fantasies will become complete to explore the world of sex and pleasure a beautiful partner, someone to treasure. No strings to tie, only pure desire a lover that heats the inner fire no thought unspoken, no secrets untold their burning passion won't grow cold. accepting each other without concern no angry heart or jealous burn just cock to cunt, ecstasy found lover to lover...a perfect sound.

Tag...youre It!
I was tagged by Justfishing Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was named after Debbie Reynolds (or so my mom said!) 2. Im half Swedish! Can you guess which half? 3. My neck goes snap, crackle, pop every time I move it. 4. I love my Kia Sedona. 5. Im a Fubar addict. Like that is any surprise!! LOL 6. I have 2 nieces and a nephew here in TX that I love like they were my own. 7. I love to read. 8. Im a country music fan but listen to most any kind of music to a point. Love 80’s music. 9. Ive been to Fiji and Western Samoa. 10. I was born and raised in central KS in a small Swedish, farming community.

Im Up For Auction Yet Again
THE NO FRILLS AUCTION IS NOW OPEN !! THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 11 PM EST THURSDAY THE 29TH THRU FRIDAY JUNE 6TH... THE RULES !!! NO DRAMA... NO BULLSHIT.. NOTHIN BUT GOOD OLD FASHIONED FUN.. THE PERSON UP FOR AUCTION HAS THE OPTION AND RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY OFFER AND CAN ALSO ACCEPT AN OFFER AT ANY TIME AND WITHDRAW FROM FURTHER BIDDING.. MINIMUM BID IS 25 K AND HERE THEY ARE .. THE AUCTIONEES !!!

Chicago
I've never known you But I'm no stranger to this feeling I I know it's over but the hurts not What do you call it? What do you call it when broken hearts are not done healing You threw down your cigarette but it's still hot Well I've learned to lie And here's what I've got Chorus: Well didn't I think you would always love me And didn't I want you to take care of me baby Well that ain't happenin' No no no Wouldn't I love just to rise above this You gotta believe I have suffered enough to be free So I'm officially leavin' With just a kiss on the cheek and I'm gone. I'll be up at 7 o'clock whoa oh oh whoa oh oh 7 o'clock to Chicago Whoa oh whoa oh It's never easy Breakin' this old addiction I I've got the reasons But no rational And I wanna hate you cause you don't give me no conviction Your betrayal oughta make this break down no trouble at all So let the rubble fall Cause I'm running off Chorus: Well didn't I think you would always love me

Kindly Unspoken
As high as the moon So high were my spirits When you sang out my name And coming from you It was enough just to hear it Oh, it rang like the bells did today But even the sturdiest ground Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down… Kindly unspoken You show your emotion And silence speaks louder than words It’s lucky I’m clever Cause if I didn’t know better I’d believe only that which I’d heard In the days of my folly I followed your lead Did what Simon Says to do But I won’t let melancholy Play me for a fool Oh, no I’m on my way somewhere new And as far as your lack of something to say Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way Kindly unspoken You show your emotion And silence speaks louder than words It’s lucky I’m clever If I didn’t know better I’d believe only that which I’d heard Bridge: So don’t keep me up till the dawn With words that’ll keep leading me on I know much better than to wait for an answer from you Kindly u

It's Only Life
Tears are forming in your eyes, a storm is warning in the skies, the end of the world it seems, you bend down and you fall on your knees, well get back on your feet ,yeah, don't look away, don't run away, baby it's only life, don't lose your faith,don't run away, it's only life. you were always playing hard, never could let down your guard, you can't win, if you never give in, to that voice within, saying pick up your chin, baby let go of it , yeah, don't look away, don't run away , baby, it's only life. don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby it's only life.(repeat) take your hesitance, and your self defense, leave them behind, it's only life, don't be so afraid of facing every day, just take your time, it's only life, i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone, just hold on tight,it's only life, oh..don't look away, don't run away, baby it's only life, don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat), it's only life, it's onl

'star Trek' Tv Director Dies
PALM DESERT, California (AP) -- Joseph Pevney, who directed some of the best-loved episodes of the original "Star Trek" television series, has died. He was 96. Pevney died May 18 at his home in Palm Desert, said his wife, Margo. Pevney directed 14 episodes of the 1960s series, including "The City on the Edge of Forever," in which Capt. Kirk and Spock travel back in time to the Depression, and "The Trouble With Tribbles," in which the starship Enterprise is infested with cute, furry creatures. Pevney loved the series, said his son, Jay. "He was surprised at the longevity of it because it was not a popular series at the time; it hit its real popularity (in syndication) after it was over," he said. Pevney directed with precision and was highly organized "but he was very relaxed -- in fact, jovial -- in the way he directed," said George Takei, who played Sulu. "I enjoyed working with him." Pevney had made his movie debut playing a killer in 1946's "Nocturne." As an actor,

Our Love
Our Love by LateNiteFantasy© My love for you I cannot measure, It's hidden in depths Of perpetual pleasure. It engulfs my soul And invades my heart, Enlightens my mind Like abstract art. A love so precious Like a priceless treasure, A love so strong, It endures all weather. A reciprocal trust And mutual respect, Being with you is My life at its best.

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The Night Before Christmas
The Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, And all through the house, Everybody felt shitty, Even the mouse. With mom at the whore house And Dad smoking grass, I'd just settled down For a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter, I sprung from my piece To see what was the matter. Then out on the lawn, I saw a big dick, And I knew in a moment That it must be Saint Nick. He came down the chimney Like a bat out of hell, And I knew right away That the fucker had fell. He filled all our stockings With pretzels and beer, And a big rubber dick For my brother, the queer. He rose up the chimney With a thunderous fart; The damn son of a bitch Blew the chimney apart! He swore and he cursed, As he rode out of sight, "Piss on you all, And have a hell of a night!"

Do It Justlike This
Do It Just like This Let me tell you what I like And what I like to do, Let me show you what I want Then you can do it too. Let me guide you by the hand For boy you are my guest, Get ready for a whirlwind ride, A fuck at your request. I won’t waste time with pleasantries For time is of the essence, Simply push me on the bed And let me have my presents. My pussy is already wet So let’s get started there, Put your hand right up my skirt And fondle me with care. Insert two fingers in my hole They’ll slip right in with ease, Slowly slide them in and out And hear me beg “oh please.” Your other hand should find my breast And firmly grab a hold, Roll my nipple round and round Keep doing what you’re told. My knickers are already soaked So throw them on the floor, Place your head between my legs And hear me scream for more. Lick my pussy up and down Fuck me with your tongue, Make my body squirm and shake Fuck me till I cum. I see your cock is

How Can You Live With Out Knowing These Facts
How can you live without knowing these facts 1. Many years ago, in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only... Ladies Forbidden" ... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. 2. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. 3. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. 4. Men can read smaller print better than women can; women can hear better. 5. Coca-Cola was originally green. 6. It is impossible to lick your elbow. 7. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska 8. The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% ( now get this...) The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% 9. The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 10. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 11. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their

Volume Xl - Positive Energy Needed...
Today was a bit of a shocker. It's about a woman who just recentl developed breast cancer. I only met her once, but I know her son very well. James Balli is one of my closest friends. He's a hunting and fishing buddy, whom I met while hunting with my brother one year. (They once practiced law at the same firm.) He began hanging out with my father and myself, especially when we went to the woods or the lake. Recently, we went to a small pond nearby, and caught the hell out of some bream. We always go deer hunting together---James, my father, my brother, and a few other fellows---especially at my father's property in Crawford County, Georgia. He's a very easy going fellow, and would give the shirt of his back for you. He's one of the very few I would do the same thing for. He called me tonight, and we exchanged pleasantries and called each other names, as always we do. Then, he told me that his mother has breast cancer. They found out just recently, and according to James, it's at

Jungle Love
Jungle Love Walking through the dense jungle We arrived at the secluded waterfall I watched as she removed her clothes Yes, she slowly removed them all She looked at me and smiled Then strolled into the water Though the sun was shining on me It was her that was making me hotter She turned to me and motioned me in The water was just below her breasts I dove in and swam to her She has beauty beyond the rest Reaching below the water She grabbed my throbbing cock Said if you would like a blow job You will follow me to that rock Swimming after her to the rock I lie on my back, naked to the bright sun She took my cock into her mouth And told me to enjoy the fun She licked and sucked on my swollen dick As if it were her favorite lollipop She was an expert with her mouth and tongue And when I came she eagerly drank each drop Then I told her it was her turn To feel the pleasure she desired I slid my cock into her soft, wet pussy Which was burning hotte

250.00 Cookie Recipe Found This Thought E 1 Would Like It
$250 Cookie Recipe This message is sent to you with the hope you will forward it to EVERYONE you have ever even seen the e-mail address of. In the spirit of the originator, please feel free to post it anywhere and everywhere. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Okay, everyone... a true story of justice in the good old U.S. of A. Thought y'all might enjoy this; if nothing else, it shows internet justice, if it can be called that. My daughter & I had just finished a salad at Neiman-Marcus Cafe in Dallas & decided to have a small dessert. Because our family are such cookie lovers, we decided to try the "Neiman-Marcus Cookie". It was so excellent that I asked if they would give me the recipe and they said with a small frown, "I'm afraid not." Well, I said, would you let me buy the recipe? With a cute smile, she said, "Yes." I asked how much, and she responded, "Two fifty." I said with approval, just add it to

Probing That Green-eyed Monster
Probing That Green-Eyed Monster``SirBlackWhip I submit that jealousy should be our teacher. Jealousy can lead us to the very places where we most need healing. It can be our guide into our own dark side and show us the way to total self-realization. It can teach us how to live in peace with ourselves and the entire world if we allow it. For many folks, the biggest barrier to free love is the emotion we refer to as jealousy. Jealousy feels really rotten and most of us will go to great lengths to avoid feeling it. However, I believe that many people take the destructive power of jealousy way too much for granted, that they give jealousy far more power than it deserves. After many years of living free and dealing successfully with jealousy, we tend not to remember that we live in a culture that considers it acceptable to divorce or even murder a sexually explorative partner who committed the unthinkable crime of arousing jealousy in us. We danced happily for years to a bouncy

Dear Abby
Dear Abby: I have been engaged for almost a year. I am to be married next month. My fiancee's mother is not only very attractive but really great and understanding. She is putting the entire wedding together and invited me to her place to go over the invitation list because it had grown a bit beyond what we had expected it to be. When I got to her place, we reviewed the list and trimmed it down to just under a hundred... then she floored me. She said that in a month I would be a married man and that before that happened, she wanted to have sex with me. Then she just stood up and walked to her bedroom and on her way said that I knew where the front door was if I wanted to leave. I stood there for about five minutes and finally decided that I knew exactly how to deal with this situation. I headed straight out the front door............... There, leaning against my car, was her husband, my father-in-law to be. He was smiling. He explained that they just wanted

Claymates Rejoice! Aiken's Baby Makin'
Los Angeles (E! Online) - Well, that's one way to show the measure of a man. Clay Aiken is expanding the ranks of the Claynation by one, expecting a child with music producer Jaymes Foster this summer. The sister of music kingpin David Foster, the baby mama is a Grammy winner who worked with Aiken on several albums, including A Thousand Different Ways and his most recent release, On My Way Here. A rep for David Foster confirmed what TMZ first reported this morning, that the couple certain to be dubbed Faiken conceived via artificial insemination and their progeny is due in August. "She looks great, glowing and very happy. She and Clay have been good friends for a long time," the rep told The Insider. There was no immediate comment from Aiken's camp. The couple has kept a decidedly low-profile. Indeed, until news of the impending spawn broke today, there had been virtually no clue that the two had made sweet music anywhere other than the recording studio. This will

All About Me
Everybody thinks i'm crazy, nasty minded, and love to have fun. They would be right. Most of the time I'm a devoted wife, mother, and grandma but I like to let my hair down get comfy in as little clothes as I can get away with and have fun. I hope everyone enjoys chatting with me at badhabits.

Daddy Dominance
Daddy Dominance I have decided to use this particular essay to discuss the distinct attributes and aspects of the daddy dominant, as a special request from various list members and because I am actually partial to this specific type of dominant in some respects. Previously, I had written an article on this topic months ago, but I seem to have lost it in the archiving process. I have decided to rewrite this essay. The first thing I want to do, is dispel any notions or misconceptions about the relationship between daddy dominants and their little-girl subs. It has nothing to do with incest, age play, or any closeted desires or fetish for, or with children. Nor is it about a father-daughter relations, in fact, there is nothing about this type of relationship that resembles anything about their father for the little-girl subs, whatsoever. In this dominants opinion, a daddy dominant is the most tender of all dominants. He loves and adores his little-girl submissive with a true, e

The Submissive Nature
The Submissive Nature I feel that courtesy is a strong indication of a good submissive as well as a good dominant. As a submissive, he or she asks his or her dominant for an immense amount of time, attention, and thought. I submit the dominating someone requires a great deal of work and effort. I feel that while the submissive obviously has needs, he or she should devote himself or herself to pleasing his or her dominant as best they can. I feel that the submissive being honest and sincere about what types of play interests him or her. If the submissive is a masochist, with little or no interest in performing personal service for a dominant, he or she may tend to annoy or frustrate a dominant who has high expectations on being served. Also, there are those subs who are only interested in performing or providing a sexual services. While others tend to provide such services on a limited basis, such as domestic or office help, and then there totally devoted submissives who serv

Update
WELL FIRST TIME IN AWHILE SINCE I ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO BLOG ANYTHING... JUST WANTED TO VENT FOR A CHANGE OTHER THEN SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING. THIS PAST 5 MONTHS HAVE BEEN CHAOS FOR ME,TO BEING DIAGNOSED DIABETIC TO MY SON HAVING ISSUES WITH LISTENING TO ME, TO MY SISTERS OLDEST DAUGHTER BEING PREGNANT AT THE AGE OF 15 AND ANOTHER NIECE PREGNANT BUT ATLEAST SHES 18. SO BEEN TRYIN TO GET EVERYTHING SITUATED. GOOD THING IS MY HEALTH IS GOING GOOD. MY DIABETIS IS UNDER CONTROL AND FROM THE DIET IM ON IM DROPPING MUCH NEEDED WEIGHT. HEY IM A BIGGG GIRL AND I KNOW THAT BUT SOME STILL FIND ME SEXY AND ATTRACTIVE ( IF ONLY I CAN CONVINCE MYSELF OF THAT) MY SELF ESTEEM DID GO UP ALIL BUT NOT ENOUGH FROM WHAT IM BEING TOLD FROM MY FRIENDS BUT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. MY KIDS ARE OUT OF SCHOOL IN 5 DAYS OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO THEY ARE GONNA DRIVE ME NUTS. CANT WAIT TIL NEXT YEAR ALL 3 OF MY KIDS WILL BE IN SCHOOL AND I CAN FINALLY HAVE TIME TO MYSEL

Photography
Please go to the following website and rate the photo as you see fit. I would like help from everyone. http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2564943 Thank you very much. Your assistance is greatly appreciated. St1Eagle

Up For Auction End The 12th
This is my First time Being in A Auction so Come Bid on ME ... Will So Made Fu_Love to ya! Ok Come one Guys & Gals. I Can't wait to see who my New owners is going to be. Auction will end in 2 weeks from What I was told today for the Boss Razor! So Come BID on ME and Get yourself a lil-vixen! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=153904&albumid=1048698&i=2693927306&idx=20

Stonehenge Was A Burial Site For Centuries
Stonehenge was a burial site for centuries By RANDOLPH E. SCHMID, AP Science Writer England's enigmatic Stonehenge served as a burial ground from its earliest beginnings and for several hundred years thereafter, new research indicates. Dating of cremated remains shows burials took place as early as 3000 B.C., when the first ditches around the monument were being built, researchers said Thursday. And those burials continued for at least 500 years, when the giant stones that mark the mysterious circle were being erected, they said. "It's now clear that burials were a major component of Stonehenge in all its main stages," said Mike Parker Pearson, archaeology professor at the University of Sheffield in England and head of the Stonehenge Riverside Archaeological Project. In the past many archaeologists had thought that burials at Stonehenge continued for only about a century, the researchers said. "Stonehenge was a place of burial from its beginning to its zenith i

More About Me
YA KNOW I TRY REALLY DAMN HARD TO KEEP TO MYSELF AND NOT GET INVOLVED IN INTERNET BS BUT FOR SOME REASON IT KEEPS FINDING ME. I REITERATE FOR ALL YOU WHO CAN'T SEEM TO GET IT THROUGH YA DAMN HEADS. I AM HERE FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A MAN. I DO NOT APPROACH MEN AND DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYBODYS LITTLE INTERNET RELATIONSHIP. THE COMMENTS I LEAVE TO OTHER PEOPLE ON HERE ARE JUST THAT COMMENTS. I AM NOT ABOUT TO GO OUT OF MY WAY OR OUTSIDE OF MY REAL LIFE TO TRY TO FIND A DAMN SOUL ON HERE OR TO FUCK A DAMN SOUL ON HERE. IF I WANNA FUCK TRUST ME I HAVE NO PROBLEMS DOING SO. THEREFORE INSTEAD OF YOU GROWN ASS WOMEN AND I USE THE TERM LIGHTLY GETTING ALL PISSY ABOUT A COMMENT OR SOMETHING SAID ON LINE GET A FUCKING CLUE. I'M THAT BITCH THAT WILL FUCK YOU FIRST, PUT YOUR ASS TO SLEEP AND THEN FUCK YOUR MAN RIGHT BESIDE OF YOU. SO IF I AIN'T TRYING TO FUCK YOU THEN REST ASURED I AIN'T TRYING TO FUCK YOUR MAN. I DON'T DISCRIMINATE. I HAVE A LIFE

Week Of 5/29
how you feel about yourself now (The World) You are about to reach, or are already enjoying, a period of total fulfilment, wholeness and satisfaction - the arrival of your hearts desires. You feel satisfied with what you have achieved and are enjoying the rewards of past efforts. A time of happy outcomes, material wealth and greater spiritual awareness. what you most want at this moment (The Fool) The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is just to be happy, and you are searching for the one thing that will bring happiness. You want a new start but feel unsure of what you want or where you want to go. Romantically you have mixed feelings regarding another - part of you wants to enter the relationship wholeheartedly, part of you wants to hold back. So if you are in a relationship that empowers you, stay, if not it is time to move on. your fears (The Hermit) You are frightened of being on your own and loneliness, and you simply don’t know quite what to

Tag
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you choose at least 5 people..listing their name. don't forget to leave a comment with them,that says your it..then ask them to read your blog.you can't tag the person that tagged you... 1. I like a good red wine. 2. My favorite beer is Elephant. It is from Denmark. 3. I do not like sports on tv. 4. I quit smoking! (almost 3 months now) 5. I hate my job! 6. I play the lotto twice a week. (I hope to some day win lol) 7. I have one child. 8. I have 1 grandchild :O 9. I have 1 tattoo, and since my fathers death I am planning a second. 10. I am totally addicted to FUBAR. lol Painter Cindragon Bushlover Jeepman Jake the Snake

What Should I Do?
ok...theres this guy i like right...and like yeah...he just got out of relationship last week...after 3 years...and i know he dont want another relationship and what not...which is COMEPLETLY understandable you know...and like yeah...well i like him...and he says he likes me...but like i dont know...cuz like...he just wants to mess around with ppl...and he says that he cares about me and aiden...and what not...and that he wants to be in mine and aidens life...and im all for that...u know?...and like...i just want to be loved...and hes not ready for that...but no one knows what the future holds...and it would be awsome to be his girlfriend and what not...cuz hes a real sweet guy...hes just an all around wonderful guy...and i like being his friend but since we have been hanging out...ive got feelings for him...i want to show him love and what i can do for him and how he should be treated without all the shitty drama and bullshit...and i just some advice on what to do...should i keep purs

This Is A Great Guy
If you want a real great down to earth guy that is always there for you and always says hi then add/fan/rate this guy. I promise that you will not regret it at all. And to all you Sarge's Bad Girls out there, this guy really loves us. Please go and add/fan/rate him for me and say angeleyes sent you. Bad Girl Love everyone. MUAHHHZZZZZZ!!!!! BigArn77@ fubar Image by FlamingText.com

To Beat Down Or Not!! That Is The Question.
My ex- co-worker told my boss that I did some shit that was not true and I got fired. Now I am fighting to prove that I am not guilty and at least collect unemployment. I would rather fight her and give her a fucken beat down. What do you think I should do?

Now Qtazabutton Tagged Me! Woot!
I was Tagged by Qtazabutton Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I type over 100 words per minute! 2. I was an exchange student in Japan. 3. I'm Bi! (lingual you freaks!) I speak Spanish! 4. I Nair my arms. 5. I luvvvvvvvvvv ABBA. 6. I am a Domestic Violence Survivor. My ex husband is currently incarcerated for trying to kill me. 7. My real name sounds very "Southern"...but I'm not. 8. The Rockwell video "Somebody's Watching Me" use to scare the Buhjeezus out of me! 9. I go commando! 'Cept for cute pics. heheheheh 10. The carpet (if there was carpet) matches the drapes! (Mines is more like linoleum. hehehehe)

My Day....
Well the day went well...showed up back at work at 5:45am....Coworkers were very welcoming. Asked me where I had been I told them...very sick. MRSA. Oblivious as to where I picked that up from..yea but apparently it had worked itself into my system between March and April. Read up on it...it's our newest Staph killer. I'd had it so long in my system that when it finally broke and the blistered welts, that later look like bruises, came out...the doctor said if I'd tried to fight it without medical attention I probably would've made it as far as this Saturday to my death because I had lost the will to eat, drink, sleep and just weak. He said I should only give symptoms such as these 2 wks to fight and then get to the doctor. He also stated where they were located that it had to have been passed on to me through something or someone who has no idea they are a carrier. But I've pretty much been work and home in between those two months I guess you could say. Keeping this in min

Help Me Win My First Happy Hour!!
Help me win my first Happy Hour!!!! I need 45,000 comments to get it!! I will give you 5,000 fubucks, or a free graphic for every 100 comments you leave!! If you leave me 500 or more comments then I will give you 30,000 fubucks AND a free graphic!! *Yes, all comments must be done on the same day* There is no time limit, but I would LOVE to get this done as soon as possible. Fumail me when you are done!! Click the pic below: Silentlizard needs 45,000 comments for a Happy Hour

My Hero/idol Billie Jean King
My hero/idol Billie Jean King I could write a book about what this woman means to me. The accomplishments she has made for women rights, gay rights and equality. Elton John wrote the song "Philadelphia Freedom" for her. The quintessential "battle of the sexes" was won by her. I could go on forever. However, I encourage you to learn the story for yourself. It's very inspiring to see how one woman has changed the world. Billie Jean and Bobbie Riggs Battle of the Sexes This is a poster I have with her signature on it.

Fu-angels Team 2 Countrysissy And S.d. Chick Got There Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Smiling!
http://www.fubar.com/user/1509135 This took place in my shout, so read bottom up! HaHaHa! Mephistoph...: bye tramply lady ->Mephistoph...: i don't care. you make it sound like i asked you what you look like. did i? no. i don't care.. you coulda been anyone else and the answer would have been the same. so kindly move on. Thanks! Mephistoph...: i like to see who im talking to nothing else ->Mephistoph...: you have no reason to go cussing at me.. you are not secluded in the no area. and i don't give a god damn what you look like. so with that said kindly fuck off if you can't take no for an answer. Mephistoph...: fucking whatever sorry im not a damned hot fit guy for you ->Mephistoph...: yep, but will i get on it? nope. sorry. Mephistoph...: got a webcam ->Mephistoph...: depends on what it is. Mephistoph...: may i ask a favor

What Would You Do
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU

Tag, You're It!
Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself, at the end choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying '(Tag You're It!) and to go read your blog. Let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers.... 1.When I was little i thought Aliens were out to get me and would cover up with my blankets all the way to my eyes b/c I thought they couldn't see you if you did that. 2. Sometimes I giggle uncontrolably at things that happened days before. 3.I used to be afraid of the dark, now i really enjoy the dark. 4. I love summer rain. 5. I have a soft heart that gets broken easily. 6. I can sing the whole Supercalafragilisticexbealadocious song. 7. I have big plans for the next two years of my life. 8. I like pictures that I look sad in. 9. I do enjoy smiling, although people don't think I do it enough. 10. I am a

My Thoughts On Music
I feel like blogging.. and I also feel like talking about music so that's what I'm going to do. Don't care what I have to say? stop reading here. =] As some of you know, music is a really important part of my life. Listening to some really powerful, meaningful lyrics from artists I admire have helped me through some really rough times in my life. Lyrics can have a different meaning to different people. It's all in the interpretation. You can think they mean something but whoever wrote them was talking about something completely different. I realize not everyone analyzes things as much as I do. My friend once told me that there are two different kinds of people. There are lyric people and music people. Lyric people tend to be analytical. They're all about the meaning of the song. Music people couldn't care less about the lyrics.. as long as there's a good beat. I'm definitely a lyric person. If I listen to/read lyrics that inspire me.. or if it's something I can relate t

Another Awesome Poem Tony
Searchin through the Dream of Tomorrow Soaring with the Eagle on High Dancing with the stars above Singing out with the wind With the Heart burning with delight Desires burning with freedom As tomorrows dreams ignite The Spirit to Soar Can you hear the song within Can you reach your goals and desires Is your Spirit lit with the fire That dances high with the song of the wind Calling out for you to be free again Peace will reign the song will be heard As your Spirit ignites the fire of the world As you sing out with the wind Dancing with the Dream from within Sing out and be free Sing out and unchain the dream For your freedom from within is shining bright once again (Tony Kenyon 2008)

I Don't Want To Be A Slave
THE WINNING BIDDER IN THIS AUCTION WANTS TO MAKE ME HER SLAVE. SLAVERY IS OVER I KNOW MY BID WILL NOT STAND SO IF U R MY FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER PLEASE BID ON ME AND SAVE ME FROM BEING THIS LADY SLAVE.

So You Think You Can Dance?
So I stayed up an extra two hours watching the latest epi of "So You Think You Can Dance." This year they are letting in some crappy ass dancers to Vegas, but overall... I think we could be in for a treat this year. There have been some fabulous auditions from what I saw! A couple breakers that just stunned me. It seems they are showing more breakers and ballroom dancers than anything else this season. I love it.. I don't really understand too much of the contemperary/ jazz stuff. I tend to enjoy the hip hop the most! Anyways, I am looking forward to watching the rest of the auditions!!

Sword
with my double edged words I pierce your smooth exterior with the tip of its being slicing you thinly, you flinch the blade slices your tongue Leaving you to topple raising you slowly to my mouth I take your sweetness the taste of blood mixed with your melting sweetness mellows me. I hold my head back just enough to let the warm liquid slip down my thro

You Are
YOU ARE You are the one that drives me insane but there’s no reason to speak your name I could shout your name near and far but there’s no need you know who you are You are the blood when I bleed you are the air when I breath You are the food when I eat you are the earth beneath my feet You are the tear when I cry you are the question when I ask why You are the smile when I sleep you are the charm that I keep I know you know that this is for you it’s the only thing I know to do You are my eye when I see you are the honey from the bees You are the life in my soul you are the diamonds from the coal You are the left to my right you are the meek to my might You are the lyrics to my song you are the right when I do wrong You are the up to my down you are what makes my world go round If I could pray for something I would pray that you know that this poem, this love, this life is all for you STANLEY HENDRIX

Sheding Skin
shedding skin and when the day's done, hope, you expect a better end, unfulfilled oaths andheartaches, yet, just cause you're wandering in the desert, that doesn't necessarily mean there's a promised land... so desecrate, destroy, root them out... anyways they never deserved their place there...

Live While You're Alive!!!
LIVE WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE We all need to read this one over and over until it becomes part of who we are! HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Try everything twice. On Madam's tombstone (of Waylon and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: ' Tried everything twice...loved it both times!' 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches.) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath... And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whet

'carol Burnett' Star Harvey Korman Dies At 81
LOS ANGELES, California -- Comic actor Harvey Korman has died at 81, according to the UCLA Medical Center. Korman died at the center four months after suffering complications from the rupture of an abdominal aortic aneurysm. "It was a miracle in itself that he survived the incident at all. Everyone in the hospital referred to him as 'miracle man' because of his strong will and ability to bounce right back after several major operations," said Korman's daughter, Kate Korman. "Tragically, after such a hard-fought battle, he passed away." Korman was a regular on "The Carol Burnett Show" from 1967 through 1978, for which he won Emmy awards in 1969, 1971, 1972 and 1974. He also won a Golden Globe for his work on the series. The lanky Korman also appeared in Mel Brooks' "Blazing Saddles" (as the sneering Hedley Lamarr), "High Anxiety" and "History of the World, Part 1." He starred in his own short-lived situation comedy, "The Harvey Korman Show," in 1978, in which he portrayed

A Stable Mind
a stable mind, is all she lacks; once warm to weep for the minutest detail, then to stab and leave you to die screaming not even looking back... an unstable one, is destined to be solitary; lying to others, lying to herself, searching for a way out, by hurting, without the truth itself; creating a misery to drown herself in, yet complaining bout how life's hard on her... i'm unstable now, i'm unstable; playing the iron-skin, hiding behind the mask of insanity... whose fault is it now, the view from the outside...

Tagged
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you you choose at least 5 ppl..listing their name. dont forget to leave a comment wth them,tht says your it..then ask them to read yourblog.you cant tag the person tht tagged you... 1. I hate people lies to get what they want 2 I don't like the mets 3. I have a drink now & then 4 I love soca music 5 I have 1 kid 6.I enjoy good basketball game 7. my fav color is gold 8. I love the yankee's 9. I love caribbean food 10.I like a good action movie onesexy grumpy scotty kandy wildman

Ignite Me
incest may your touch be, yet seem so motherly, from which even your son was deprived, i'm your lad embracing with fear... ignite me, ignite me, with your hands unclean, wash away my sober hopes, make me forget, make me forget

Pls Help Him
Show him some love and help make him a GodFather. Hes got lots too rate . Lets help make him a GodFather. ~DJ OLDS~ Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾BooBoo¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne' on '2008-05-29 17:40:17')

Corn Field Stalks
standing in a corn field bent and broken stalks ; the bones of last summer about to be ploughed under the moon showing in the blue sky the air above fills with swirls of black crows suddenly a thunderous sound behind, you turn to face a giant blue tractor charging towards you..... standing in a corn field bent and broken stalks, ; the bones of last summer about to be ploughed under. air above fills with swirls of black crows a thunderous sound behind you Now turning to face a giant blue tractor charging towards you. standing in a corn field with bent and broken stalks, the bones of last summer about to be ploughed under. with thunderous sounds behind you and the air above filling with swirls of black crows now turning to face a giant blue tractor charging towards you.

Tagged!
I was Tagged by Qtazabutton Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. The space between my first two sexual experiences was three years and with the same person. 2. I use to be an introvert. 3. The most defining moment in my life is my mother's sudden death when i was 18. 4. I am the best friend you can have, did i mention i am modest? 5. I believe every woman is beautiful when they smile. 6. I hate elitist. 7. I love my alma mater, Go Rutgers! 8. I am truly a sports fanatic. 9. I am probably the most stubborn person you have ever met, but i am also the most compassionate.

Dragonfly Wings
Melodies of fearless flight Over sweet morning grass Through dew-fed woodlands Vibrating Over adolescent lands And unprotected conceptions Suspended in solitude In summer’s hazed stillness A victim of vultures prey

Storms
I sit here all alone in the darkness left by the storm.My heart pounds louder than the thunder , it drowns out the thunder. with each flash of lightning i see your face appear before me a smile appears on my face. as the wind blows i hear you whispers in my ear ,my heart pounds harder , it feels as if its gonna jump out my chest . as the storm begins to whither im left with the wonder of your beauty and the sweet whispers of your voices ,as it quites and the power returns i look around hoping to see you there but im left wondering am i crazy or am i caught in the fantasy of my love bein my arms. my head hangs low an a tear rolls down my cheek as reality tells me it was just my mind , playin tricks on me that my dreams have not yet go true . im left in a sweat with the thoughts of my love and things to come . all i know is one day soon we will hold each other and share the sweet surender of our bodies and souls . til then my dream will have

Dance Floor Drama
I'm looking good tonight, so are you watching intently as you move closer to me your words haunt me perfectly tonight wrapping around my body like vines in an over grown garden I close my eyes wanting to hold on to this moment listening to the melodies of your voice dancing in my ears with passion my body quivers with excitement It’s not hard to feel special tonight praises and admiration quickly capture us we are melting together like chocolate on a hot summer night Let’s dance and hold onto this one night tomorrow we will pass by each other as perfect strangers always do Gavi 2007

The Dance
okay lets go ; slowly from their resting stance my hands slide up my thighs fingers spread touching lightly curving over my complexities they reach the softness of my belly my legs slightly buckle down and to the left twisting slowly I smile at you knowing you want more I pause like this a moments glance before I move my hips oh how I arch my back for you my hands they move up further and spread upon my breast my legs again they buckle now only to the right I smile and purr a pleasure sound and lick to wet my lips and once again I start to move and slowly grind my hips gavi 2007

Hush
Again alone only a coffee cup stands in as my friend. A room of scattered books full of whispered wisdoms and adventures past. Listening to the walls breathe, heaves of silence wrap me like a lost lover, a cold breeze of loneliness whips through me. I smile at my coffee cup, solitude has Chosen us

Ok...
So yeah...I've unsubbed from all my lounges, prolly wont join any lounges for a good while, and will likely be cutting back on my time on here.. Got seriously sick and tired though, of all the damn spam in my message bin here, and in my email account(yes I know I can turn off email alerts but keep them on for things that actually matter) It wouldn't be so much of a problem....if I wasn't CONSTANTLY getting these notifications, sometimes 3 - 10 a day, I mean seriously...come on. It's god awful annoying to have to read and delete every one of those things every time I log on. On another note, I made a new yahoo. I got tired of having it nearly full from years of gathering, over half of which I don't even talk to anymore. I added a bunch of people who I talked to a lot as of recently, and of course the people who I've known for years and look forward to sending a message when they do pop on. If you weren't added or never were on my list, send me a message if you want on, I might jus

A Reel Catch
He was fishing, snagged, and reeled me in. Cupped me tenderly in his hands smiling to himself he thought “a real nice trophy fish” Into his private live well I go. Contained I swim alone. After each days catch he checks to compare me against the others. Still admiring me, one day, a little to close to the edge I leap out of his hands into cold clear waters of freedom. Best fish he ever caught now he needs me. Would just be another fishing story if he does not have his mount. With new bait, he waits patiently as I am still close by. Every once in awhile he gets a nibble will partially snags me. He grins, as I leave a little piece of myself each time, I weaken again and again he baits me. Likes it that I am swimming beside his boat, showing me off, saying “look what I caught I threw it back and she still hangs around.” well I know the pleasures, I give him, will stop one day if he mounts me

Tagged
name. dont forget to leave a comment with them,that says your it..then ask them to read your blog.you cant tag the person that tagged you... 1.Halloween is my favorite holiday 2.My birthday falls on Thanksgiving 3.I have a beautiful little girl 4.I am addicted to shelled sunflower seeds 5.I have my nose and tongue pierced 6.Bright green is my favorite color 7.I hate seafood of any kind 8.I am extremely stubborn 9.I want 5 kids one day 10.I am funny and goofy tagged Dj Pierced Blue Whore Moejoesgotstyle Polish G Will

A Life Of Dreams
A life of dreams and challenging years like an oak tree who is skimming on the bluffs of an intellectual cliff an oak who's chest wall split open by winds and turmoil leaves branches behaving stubbornly leaning towards the thunderbolts of revolutions in my mind leaves were broiled, broiled by hot sun but the roots capture the cliff holding steady slowly finding the meaning of life buds spreading and falling below onto the ground waiting their turn to take hold and gain control Gavi 2007

Tagged 2
I was Tagged by Sassy Blond Devil. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am more easily hurt than I let on. 2. I am totally in love and it scares the hell out of me in a good way for once. 3. My middle name I Eila it's finnish. 4. My father is my hero and can do no wrong in my eyes. 5. I fell in love the first time at 17 and it lasted 10 years. 6. I never loved my ex husband. 7. I find that lying frequently is fun. 8. I don't trust people when they are nice to me. 9. I sometimes secretly love drama 10.I would give up some family members before I gave up my dog.

Tag Suckaz
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you you choose at least 5 ppl..listing their name. dont forget to leave a comment with them,that says your it..then ask them to read your blog.you cant tag the person that tagged you... !.I like SEX 2.I love my family 3.I have been married, Divorced 1x 4.I dont' believe in forever (unless its death) 5.I hate snakes 6.I Love Panda Bears 7.I;m very outgoing 8.My fav color is green 9.I'm usually on time 10.I'm a potaholic Fu Hubby Mr. man Rimshot Mz. Chaos Sweet n' Sassy

Tagged
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you you choose at least 5 ppl..listing their name. dont forget to leave a comment with them,that says your it..then ask them to read your blog.you cant tag the person that tagged you... !.I like Beer 2.I love my friends 3.I have never been married 4.I dont' believe in forever (unless its death) 5.I hate spiders 6.I Love Snakes 7.I;m very shy 8.My fav color is blue 9.I'm usually late 10.I'm a chocoholic TomyB Bella DJ Pierced hottie 7283 HybridPhantom

Poem From Tony (excellent Tony)
Searchin through the Dream of Tomorrow Soaring with the Eagle on High Dancing with the stars above Singing out with the wind With the Heart burning with delight Desires burning with freedom As tomorrows dreams ignite The Spirit to Soar Can you hear the song within Can you reach your goals and desires Is your Spirit lit with the fire That dances high with the song of the wind Calling out for you to be free again Peace will reign the song will be heard As your Spirit ignites the fire of the world As you sing out with the wind Dancing with the Dream from within Sing out and be free Sing out and unchain the dream For your freedom from within is shining bright once again (Tony Kenyon 2008)

Karena2001 Needs Our Help!!
Karena is a wonderful woman.She is a great friend and helps whenever she's asked.She's in a contest and needs our help.Even if you just drop a rate, it will be greatly appreciated. Please click the pic below and go show her some good fu-lovin!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: ~Ms Taz~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Fu-Angel*~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*' on '2008-05-27 12:07:58') (repost of original by 'MS GEMINI67~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~' on '2008-05-28 03:03:52') (repost of original by 'terbear2545***OWNED BY JP OWNER OF BOOMER SOONER***assistant secetary for the FORCE~3~BOMBERS' on '2008-05-28 13:56:34') (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel*~' on '2008-05-28 14:07:51') (repost of original by 'Karena2001~~@~~Fu Angel~~@' on '2008-05-29 17:04:27')

Family
My mom, stepdad, and stepmom cant put their problems aside to help my 14yr old sister, and 2 make matters worse im caught in the middle, its drivin me nuts, and i cant say anythin cause it will start an even bigger fight and i dont have the time for it

For Msgemini67 - An Awesome Friend
IF SHE IS NOT ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!!MsGemini67 IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE, SO GO AHEAD AND ADD HER!!LET'S HELP HER LEVEL AND SHOW HER SOME OF THAT GOOD FU-LOVE.IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS THAT WILL BE THERE FOR YOU THRU THICK AND THIN, THEN SHE'S THE FRIEND FOR YOU!!! Please click the pic below and go show her some good fu-lovin!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: ~Ms Taz~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel*~' on '2008-05-29 11:46:09') (repost of original by 'MS GEMINI67~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~' on '2008-05-29 17:07:23')

I Got Tagged
I GOT TAGGED BY NYMPHO wolf&hearts Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have 3 children,plus 2 nieces I take care of!! 2.I Love my friends! 3.I'm NOT a people person!! 4.I listen to a variety of music! 5.I love anything to do with SUN,MOON,and STARS! 6.My favorite colors are Black and Purple!! 7.I live in ALABAMA!! 8.I'M a die hard AUBURN fan!!(WAR EAGLE) 9. My sister is BECBEC!! 10.I LOVE FUBAR!! I tagged Phoenix,Pantyshotz,Miss Crys,Sweetcheeks and Mikey

Your Help Is Needed!!
She's 426,000 points from Godmother. Do you think we can get her there by Saturday? Stop by, fan, add and rate. And spank her with rates, she likes it! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡@ fubar

My Move Back To Worc,mass My Hometown
well im sad to say that i am moving back to massachusetts and its not for reason that some people think it is due to the fact i am not wanted here in pennsylvania by anyone because god knows there is plenty of people who do want me here and i wont mention names because that isnt important . anywho i am moving back because my mom needs my help with some things and being that she has a need for my help that is why i am moving back. this move wont happen till the first or second week of july. Michelle

Andi Strikes Again!
There is a Happy Hour on the way.... Make sure on June 4th you save all your 11's for 1 pm fu-time This lovely lady is having Her 2 year anniversary here on the fu! Make sure you show her love ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Just Me☆@ fubar and remember.... Wednesday, June 4th, 1 pm pst/4 pm est (repost of original by 'Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ' on '2008-05-29 16:57:41')

Read Pass It On
Please people get rid of your myspace sponsored apps/widgets. You are affecting other peoples profiles when you comment, bulletin or mail someone. There are plenty of non-MySpace sponsored apps and widgets on the web. MySpace is making a killing and probably giving these advertisers trojan door fast track access to your profiles with their virus-like codes. After all, some are paying $50K-$200+K a week for the priviledge to do so. Thanks

The Security Guard's Idea
"Ten years ago, I was dissatisfied with my job working as a Vice President at a bank. Often, due to my standing as Vice President, I'd watch someone greet me respectfully but then turn around and respond dismissively to a fellow employee. In reaction to this obvious inequity, I made it a point to be even more respectful of individuals who were below me on the corporate ladder. One of these individuals was a security guard who oversaw the parking lot of the building where my office was located. This man was consistently gracious to everyone and it was easy to think of him as a friend." So begins this charming real-life story that shows how some of the best ideas in our lives come from unexpected sources. Read here http://www.helpothers.org/story.php?sid=8530

Bored
1) Spell your name: BRITTANY 2) Are you in a relationship? YESYES 3) When you're at home alone, do you still close the bathroom door when you use the bathroom? no but i lock the doors :) 4) Do you like your life right now? yes 5) What was the last item you bought? mcdonalds w/ momma after the er 6) What was the last thing you drank? tea 10) What plans do you have for tomorrow? school and work ugh 11) What do you hate? no one 12) Where was the last place you fell asleep? couch 14) Do you have a best friend that is a girl? yes 15) How are things between you and your friends? okay 16) What is your favorite romance movie? the notebook, corpse bride 18) Do you forgive or forget? forgive 22) What are you thinking about right now? my babe needs to get here 23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you? my momma 24) Do you think they meant it? yesa

Summer Time Confusion
as usual I'm torn between what i want to do and what i should do. typical me. I had a job interview today and it went well and im sure i got the job. But its not really something I want to do, but I have to pay the bills so I'll deal with it, and make the best of it. One of my friends is moving away soon and its really bizare to me. One of my friends is pregnant (im happy for her) and growing up and having a real life. A lot of my friends are really growing up all of the sudden and I just dont want to yet. When i was younger i couldnt wait to get older, and now I'm pretty content staying 20. I need to move into the other house soon. I cant deal with my annoying parents anymore, mostly just my dad. Especially after living on my own for a year. I wanna have the summer of my life this year. but as of right now i dont see it happening. I need to meet new people, who will be spontainious and wild with me. AHH and i want to get tattood. so effing bad. ok. illshutup

Your It
I was tagged by TaterQueen!.. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. All I wont is to be happy. 2. I like being the center of attention. 3. I'm tired of been hurt. 4. Just wanna be loved for me. 5. I wont another child in the future. 6. I can be mean. 7. Stupid people OMG. 8. Don't wanna be here. 9. UuuuHuhhhhh. 10. Any questions?

My World (poem)
My world........... My world is so dark and gloomy You dont know what you do to me When your not around I wish i could not be found But when your here Im so giddy i cheer When i lost you the first time I lost myself It took me soo long to get myself back My world When you told me you were coming back I became bouncy like Kangaroo Jack I insist you read my Poem Called Best Friend Then maybe you will understand What you mean to me And know why My world is so dark and gloomy With out you here My world You will always be the one i love For if it were not for you I dont know where i'd be right now My World By me Sarah

Tagged..
I was tagged by MsCharlotte2U!.. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to make people happy. 2. I like being the center of attention. 3. I don't forgive easily. 4. Stupid people make me wish there was a Human hunting season. 5. I don't want kids. 6. I can be mean. 7. Penis Pump. 8. Buttsecks. 9. Hells yeah. 10. Any questions?

Oh No U Didn't
Oh no… U didn’t The touch of my lips On the back of your neck send Chills down to Your love region Oh yes Don’t stop Ur tongue tantalizes me in The most perfect ways Hold my body Never let go Mmmm hell Damn baby I never knew you would Turn me on like you are now Yea right there That feels good Oh no U didn’t I'm kissin you places that I want inside of me later Almost, go slow I'm ready now Oh yes Don’t stop love how u fill me I see it in your eyes You ready baby? Don’t let go

Attention Fu-angels - Let's Get Him Leveled!!
~HEART OF FIRE~THIS IS A GREAT GUY!!IF YOU ARE AN ANGEL, THEN YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.IF YOU'RE NOT AN ANGEL, READ HIS BLOG, DO WHAT IT SAYS AND LET HIM KNOW WHEN YOU'RE DONE.LET'S GET HIM LEVELED WHILE HE'S AWAY.HE HAS 24K TO GO...I KNOW WE CAN DO IT!! Please click the pic below and go show him some good fu-lovin!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: ~Ms Taz~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel*~' on '2008-05-29 14:04:32') (repost of original by '**~BABYGIRL~*OWNER~* OF ~THE~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~' on '2008-05-29 14:55:35')

Low Raters Strike Again
After having my profile pic rated an 8 by some dumb blonde.... i couldn't help but to go and repay the love with an 8 and this little comment: Comments on qtpie81505: diviegirl ... May 29, 2008 @ 4:04 pm thanks for the "8"....LMAO no really...that was just too fuck*ng kind of you...don't bother returning to my page cheap azz. WAS I TOO HARSH???? LMAO..... OH WELL, SOMETIMES MY MEAN STREAK TENDS TO FLARE I GUESS. It just makes me mad getting anything less than the best, when the best is what i give everyone else. I always give 10s or 11s unless provoked. Silly to get so annoyed with an online site, I know... but still. Manners still mean something to me....on or off line.

Just Being Me....
JUST BEING ME...THE MMMDRUMMERGIRL How 2 Really Fuck A Man...... First, let me say that I am not professing to be the world's greatest lover but this little diary I am about to write comes by special request. Mostly from men who have read one or more of my erotic stories and told me, in response, that they wish more women were as comfortable about their own sexuality as me.(hehe). And, even a couple of women who said they wish they could express themselves more openly but are too shy or apprehensive to ever do it. So, anyway here goes my version of getting the most out of fucking/making love/doing the nasty, whatever you want to call it. Men can share it with their mates and women can either take my advice or throw it away but here goes. Some of the most confusing, disappointing and lonely experiences in life are sexual and some of the most beautiful and earthshaking ones are sexual also. Having had some of both, I prefer the good sexual experiences. Everything yo

If Only
if only I could be with you I know theres a lot that we could do and we could spend some time alone I’m telling you, you’d never go home if only you could put me in your embrace I know there’d be a smile on your face and if you could only be with me id do for you things you only dreamed I wanna kiss you and love you and please you till you writhe I want you, I need you, I cant wait to try I want your kiss, your sweet tender lips to touch onto mine softly, doing more then such I can already feel your hardness and feel how you breathe I’m not gonna wait any longer, you’ve got me on my knees come here, let me kiss you all over and everywhere kiss me on my body, run your fingers through my hair I undress you with my eyes but then I use my teeth I can’t wait to feel you in me, to have you underneath well take me then and do it now if you’re afraid, ill show you how yes, I love this, you turn me on. my skin is getting hot Your lips on my neck have my

A Lovers Passion (terrys Gift)
A blanket on the sand The ocean breeze briskly blowing through my hair Your crystal blue eyes locked with mine Your velvet lips find their place, crushed upon mine Upon my moistened flesh do your kisses travel The warmth of your breath softly caressing the nap of my neck Your hands wonder, seeking out my lush bosom Gentling cupping and caressing my pale milky white breasts Your teeth tenderly grazing across my neck Passionate sensations rising through my body Your whispering words of wanting desire, set my soul on fire Upon the blanket I lay you My lips finding their way over each inch of your tanned flesh Tasting you the very essence of your passion My tongue seeks the warm moist confines of your mouth Tongue to tongue, entwined in a passionate dance Slowly my hands travel over your bare chest Lovingly caressing you, as my legs find their way over you My wet treasure pressing firmly against you Your shaft, hardening beneath me Bo

Yesterday
Riley started with a new chemo, its kicked her butt BIG time! :( she was up all nite crying from bad dreams(side affect) and today hasnt been able to eat a thing & had to wear a pull up all day do to "not being able to make it to the bathroom" She asked for chinese rice so since Im without a car today, she called "auntie chrissy"(fungurl75) to pick her up some lol that kid has everyone WRAPPED around that little finger!! Saturday Riley is throwing the opening pitch at the worcester tornadoes game! I'll take pictures!

Put God First In Your Life
I LIVE BY THE 10 COMMANDMENTS AND YOU KNOW NOT MANY PEOPLE DO NOW TODAY SO WHENEVER YOU TALK TO ME ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT AND I WILL ANSWER YOU, IF IT'S ABOUT GOD I WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO ANSWER IT.

Tagged!
I was tagged by Stacey a.k.a Suckface Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I am bisexual.... ;) 2.) I used 2 write poetry.. not into it too much now. 3.) I bite my nails... 4.) I've never been to an Amusement Park. 5.) Only been to 1 concert. 6.) I have a fear of heights. 7.) I almost died having my son... 8.) I have a passion of all types of music. 9.) I have never been sledding.... b/c I hate the winter! 10.) I don't have any tattoos.

Just Wondering
I wonder why people say one thing. Then couple weeks later they change. Its like they get a kick out of making you go crazy you start blaming your self thinking you did something wrong. But yet cant figure out what you done. Cause the only you have done is been extra nice to this person. Maybe its a price i have to pay for being nice. Prolly didnt do anything wrong in the first place and it just them making me feel that way.

Shhhhh!!!!!
Some friends of mine have started a website. Feel free to check it out. It's all about just being silly and having fun...anonymously! NO MENTION of it on my page tho...as my hubby doesn't know about it and I'd like to keep it that way! It's still under construction, but you can see how it's going so far! And keep coming back to see what new pics are posted!!!! Here's the link http://scott.geekpowered.net/jugs/jugs.htm Tell everyone you know to visit!! Ladies...if you want to join in on the fun...just send a pic and an e-mail to the link on there!

Help Da Princess Become Fu Queen!
Please help me help one of the best folks on FUBAR, Da Irish Princess. She's getting close to leveling up, and I'd love for all my friends to show her some of your best FU luv to move her on up to the FU Queen I know she is! Thanks to all in advance for checkin her out and spoiling her rotten! Da Irish Princess Thanks again ya'll! This pimpout is brought to you by: Thru_a_diff_i Owned by Happy Country Girl & Owner of soulfly53 & ~Tat2BunnyLuv~ oO*Shadow Leveler*@ fubar

An Innocent Nightmare
an innocent walks in the darkness of night, but in this darkness something follows, an innocent that walks is filled with fright, for in the darkness lurks a creature so hollow, can you hear him? do you see him? shall you fear him? or should you be him? a nightmare stalks in the darkness of night, but in the darkness the light does follow, a nightmare that stalks so afraid of the light, for within this darkness a soul can be swallowed, can you hear me? do you see me? you should not fear me, for you will be me.

What Up? Love From The Witches
Hey everyone we are new to fubar! We are a group of witches from Northern Nevada who have created a internet you tube reality tv show called The Real Lives of Witches! check us out at www.youtube.com/therealwitches or at www.ErinRenee.net

In The Closet
daddy locked me in the closet yesterday and mommy said it was okay i cant go out any more to play cause the sand mans coming for me today darkness you are my only friend please make me very brave no longer shall i pretend life isnt going from the closet to the grave they told me i was a bad boy because i broke my only toy it hurt me deep but gave them joy am i just as easy to destroy darkness you are my only friend please make me very brave no longer shall i pretend life isnt going from the closet to the grave i guess i dont really want to leave but the pain will end so i shall not grieve nothing of me will they want to retrieve that i never was they will try to believe darkness you are my only friend please make me very brave i can no longer try to pretend they wont kill their little slave

Dreams
Dreams It's late at night now, and I'm half awake, I see before me the image of your face, An Angelic face, where words do fail, To capture the beauty of each detail, A smile so warm with lips so sweet, To taste them once would be a treat, Lips filled with passion, yet so tender, With their gentle touch, a cry my heart does render. A kiss so tender, that makes me feel, Alive and warm, Oh so very real, A kiss with passion that I adore, That leaves a hunger for so much more. Eyes so bright, that I could love, Filled with the lights from Heaven above, Eyes that mirror for all the world to see, The Love that dwells in the depths of me. Eyes that can read with just on look, The pages of my heart, an open book, Eyes that can, with only a single stare, Fill me with desire to always be there. And so the Dream goes all through the night, Your image there till mornings light, And with dawns light the Dream does fade, But deep inside the foundations been lai

Outside The Light Of The World
outside the light of the world ripping out a chunk of life a child of inner darkness lost inside her strife come to where the children stay hunting for a dream to a place where i like to play and help the children scream help me destroy the day washed in a crimson stream i only need a child of blood one who has always been bad one who thinks her god is satan they always make me glad i havent got the answer i can only teach you fear my knowledge is a cancer that will always draw you near my nightmare is the enhancer as you watch me sneer youre the one i need right now the one who cannot escape open yourself and let me in before i leave you to your fate

Godmother Tinkerbell
TINKERBELLMN84 IS WISHING ON A STAR TO BE GODMOTHER PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOVE ALL SHE NEEDS IS 181,168 TO GET THERE!!!! BLING HER FAN HER RATE HER ADD HER CLICK ON THIS PICTURE AND MAKE HER WISH COME TRUE ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE BACK BROUGHT TO U BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious , Armond, & Guidomedic

Re-open For Business
Re-open for business OK - so I am gonna ease back into this blog. I missed posting, but I had to take a break, cos sometimes the "Entertainment Business" is anything but entertaining. I intend to remain spiritually fit, emotionally strong, and above all, creative, loving, happy, content and greatful that I get to do so many exciting things in my life. I truly feel that just having had the opportunities and experiences I have already had in my life, that "my cup overfloweth!!!" - and with that ......it appears that business is back to usual here on the blog. So I should get that camera out and give you lot another video blog. Apologies for the break in service, but we all gotta take care of the craziness, right?! Thank you all for being here, and its nice to be heading towards the light again!!! Last month was a strange month for me. I have had bits of days where I just haven't wanted to do anything, despite having every toy and every technological brain numbing device known t

The What To Your When
the depression sank in a quarter to 3 felt heavier than any block of my mental anguish. i push and pull but the shell was too coarse. Cut my hands so deep the blood bled blue. here i am thinking about death again watching this sunset on my past rising the sun to my better tomorrow letting the air flow across my face as the love brethes over me i tumble over the thought i got to point a now where the fuck is b? i will find it, look hard and long till you wither away but in the end you realize it was right in front of you so sit back, calm down and realize life isnt what you want it to be it never will match some idealistic utopia so get up and move on press the foot to the beat and run away run so fast till you die not realizing the stone of consquences you slip and fall hard against reality's cold dead floor. sit in the fetal then crouch to survive this mission you black out and heave a nasty reply soul pouring out in the street i wont let it go until the s

The Cure Tonight!!
...So we watched the sun come up from the Edge of the Deep Green Sea... I'm going to see the Cure tonight!! I'm soooo flippin' excited! I haven't seen them since I was a junior or senior high school...which means about half my life ago! I really do hope they put on a long and good show. I'm on the floor, and I'm smuggling in my camera, so I should be able to get some good pics, too! Hooray!! I just hope they play more stuff from the albums I've grown to love and have had a part in defining me over the years...the very old stuff of course, and Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me, and Disintegration, and Wish...defining years for me, junior high and high school. I'm really pretty giddy right now! I can hardly contain myself! :P

Consumed Ecstasy
No words spoken Love touch talking Stroking over skin Our fingers walking No words spoken Although soft sighs Softly your breath Felt between thighs No words spoken As the fingers slide A tongue following The wetness inside No words spoken A tongue drips lust Moans of pleasure Meets each thrust No words spoken Body spoke desire A hardness throbs Sending me higher No words spoken Pleasures increase Euphoria erupting Love juices release No words spoken Soaring sensually Tasting of tongues Consumed ecstasy

My Autobiography...stolen From Drew :)
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: Nope, my parents were trying not to get pregnant again...lol. Were you the first?: Nope, the 5th child. Who was present at your birth? Only Mom (Dad wasn't allowed at that hospital), the doc, and a nurse. My mom was actually canning pears when she went into labor with me, so my dad and older brothers took over the canning and finished the chores, as she went to hospital...lmao. Were your parents married when you were born?: Yep, for many years already... What is your birthdate?: 9/22/1974 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: There in a split second when you need them... Fiercely loyal and possibly a little too enmeshed lol, but loving, protective, even if flawed and dysfunctional! :P Siblings or an only child?: Five - 4 older brothers and 1 younger sister If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: Middle of the last batch of three. What a

Failing Star
today is the end he got up and left, tomorrow is the last time you will ever see him again. down the street floating by on rythms sinkin into this skin so hard life runs away trying to breathe i cant let this sun fall for the night kills shes there in the stars the goddess that floats by and says hi whats up you dont know what to do until you fall down realize you lost her and end up tripping down this rabbit hole why cant it be so simple i was sinking sinking sunk i cant swim so i dog paddle but oh fuck i cant wait till tomorrow the last time i will ever see the last shinning star falling burning at my feet...

5:45 Am
5:45 am locked in the prison of my mind, I try to stay congenial only fail to realize the ever nothing abysis of hollowness flows through my vains like hard in a junkie. I push and pull these thoughts, before they do me in... Its too late, I yell and scream running from my haunted past. Every which way it reconstructs into a morphable dream. Seeming to be so idealistic, only to close the mouth like a fly on a trap of venus. Why put up, why not leave. I cant leave, Im already too dead inside. Im just a rotting corpse that convulses my flesh to be something more than a zombie. But even in these wee hours of the morn, I can see that we are all zombies. Dead to life, sheltered from pain. We are just robots killing ourself with the house keys...

I Live Life Like The Captain Of A Sinking Ship
Faced with all my deamons, equiped with a loaded gun, full of hope and idealistic thoughts. This kind of hope runs deep and leaves just as quick as quick as my understanding of how I should Love Life. I had it all, I said I was gunna go far, Now the greater is reduced small, As I drive in my car listening to the beat of this drum. Beating into my heart, into my soul. Why can't life be so simple and full of happiness. Rather than reaching this dead end Trying to hide from my fears. I gave up the search! Realizing, that the road ahead is full of endless hurt. Slowly, but surley it all ends... My dreams, My hopes, My ambitions They all seem so unreachable... So I walk this road, trippin on my untied loose ends. I stop to re-tie them for the first time... And there she is tying her own laces. Our eyes meet and we are both taken back. She smiles and I blush, then it hits me in the face like a bucket of grey ice water... She's the one, so I smile back. We

New Found Sand
For unto to me u have envelished me my one sacred filled true love Energies rising, spirits confiding soaring like a corageous eagle or dove. Caring, sharing, intwined as whole vibing, connecting like it's magical fun Letting go of all our feelings and eagerness all just wanting to unrelish and come. Mystical,vivacious attached to one another, dreaming, imagining like young kids anew yearning , craving , waiting just to touch, carry me, guide me, teach me to be true. Our sea of bonding, sexual waves of passion, no threat, come guide your way thru Wet , moist, feeling extreme crash of ectasy, feel me, inter, teach me to be true. Enjoying the freshness,of our cleansed love, relaxing, loafing, soaking it up like two connected souls Gripped, grasped, in for all my life through, grovel, keep the heat alive like scorching coals. Perfect wave lounging it's way to our steady firm ground, taking it in, lingering as our love in unbrea

Rollin'
The only thing keeping me here is treatment for a bad infection I got (foliculitus). I had the Dr Appointment today. follow up in july. but if the treatments work, I'm leaving in 2 or 3 weeks. NY > PA > OH > KY > MS > KS > OK > TX > NM > AZ > CA with a fuckin' cat, and shitty air conditioning, and a back window that wont zip, 01 jeep wrangler. this is gonna be a fucked up trip. who wants some dick along the way?

Ectasy Bound
Lust filled my senses each sensual delight Feeding seduction you whet my appetite The desire of touching tingling my being held in your arms tasting and seeing Along thrills sating exhaling sighs!! passions take flight on neck to thighs Closing my eyes dampness drips fingers stroking Sweetest soft lips Arms around waist succumb to desire tongues to excite urging you higher Soft petals opened legs wrap round you swell within On ecstasy bound

Hahahahahaha
ok talk about random shouts bottom to top boys and gurls ->bclubdave: wow thats hot bclubdave: just a lil bit, like the head ->bclubdave: she wants to know if your cock can reach up in to your ass ->bclubdave: she likes to watch guys stick stuff in their asses too ->bclubdave: let me talk to my friend about it and see if she wants to see too bclubdave: well i spit...lol, anywayz, holla on there if u wanna ->bclubdave: in your own mouth ? wow thats a rare talent for a straight guy bclubdave: well i know it's odd, but i also jackoff upsidedown and nut in my own mouth if i get 2 see a woman on cam ->bclubdave: i do but watching someone hit themselves in the scrotum is a bit odd dont you think ? bclubdave: well do u have yahoo messenger? ->bclubdave: well this is getting more and more interesting bclubdave: well i don't have pics of me doing that, i have cam on yahoo, pics on fubar ->bclubdave: do you have pictures? bclubdave: i use shoestrings or giftbag strings....lol,

Omg Help!!
ALrighty then! Here I go...TY once again for helping me level everyone but now I have someone that is only 63,000 from leveling! Please help in anyway that you can! CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar

Fuck Fubar And False Friends
It is my 50th birthday today. I posted a bulletin to try to get people to help me level to Fu-Queen. Not ONE person even read it. Ok, I get it now. Apparently I have been black balled on the Fu. I open every one of the levelers bulletins and go help whoever is in need. I have helped leveled MANY people. It's ok, between my birthday party, having my gall bladder out on monday and now being ignored on my actual birthday, it has all become very clear. I do appreciate those who stopped by my page and dropped a Happy Birthday comment or sent me a gift, to you people, I say thank you very much and I love you. Fubar is now just a point game. As far as I can see, the real people behind the mouse clicks, don't exist. I will be treating this as just a video game. I will go around rating pics and stashes. I will only do it for myself from here on in. If I rate you, don't thank me, I'm only doing it to advance myself, not you. I will no longer expect anything in ret

Work Or The Lack Their Of.
It's been a while since I posted a blog entry, so here goes nothing. And nothing is the operative word. It boggles my small semi functioning brain and cortex that I STILL can't obtain full time employment. Yes, the economy is in the crapper (for the lack of a better word) but still, it does nothing for the moral. From what I gather, the days of Companies hiring directly are long gone. They now go through recruiters and agencies. Yes, the companies have to pay $ up front but in the long run they save money. How ? Easy....since you work for the recruiter / agency , you get no benefits, ie...401 K , profit sharing, holidays and Medical. Bastards, the whole lot of them. Now I'm in a conundrum. I mean, I love this area *well not entirely thrilled with some aspects of it but...) but the cost of living here is insane. I dream of having my own place, in lieu of throwing out $ to rent. Homes here are astronomically priced. Taxes as well. Combine that with the trouble of me g

Workin My Nerves & Doing My Head In All In One
Here I sit in a world wind of thought. How do you really know when you should really call it quits & walk away from someone that you care for? From my experience it seems to come a time in every relationship when you have to choose if you are going to keep taking all the messed up stuff that is happening or should I just walk away. Now keep in mind this is coming from someone who tends to run away when things get beyond my comfort zone. I can still remember the first time a guy told me he was in love with me. I threw the bottle of ketchup I had in my hand at him. For as long as I can remember that word has always scared me to death. I have found myself many of times holding back on what I would like to say people especially guys that I really like. I’ve never been good at face to face but give me a pen & paper or a computer, my words pour out like a rushing river rapid. I’ve lost two really great guys out of my life due to death both knowing how I felt but never heard it from me. I sai

Proof That Actors/actresses Shouldn't Be Allowed To Talk..
unless scripted... Sharon Stone recently babbled her way into a stupidity ridden hole by saying... "I'm not happy about the way the Chinese are treating the Tibetans, because I don't think anyone should be unkind to anyone else," Stone, a prominent supporter of the Dalai Lama and Tibetan rights, told Hong Kong's Cable Entertainment News Thursday at an event during the Cannes Film Festival. "And then this earthquake and all this stuff happened, and then I thought, is that karma? When you're not nice, that the bad things happen to you?" Yeah Sharon, that's Karma to all those innocent children who died because apparently they just weren't "nice" enough...you gotta be fucking kidding me! This is one of the many reasons I can't stand actors/actresses, and movies. After earning a few million for memorizing some lines that someone else wrote, they think they are important enough to talk on their own. The media just fuels their egos meanwhile, catching them in moments like t

Want Your Own Custom Skin?
Want your own custom skin? I've been asked pretty often whether or not I make skins in exchange for rates. Generally, I don't (I've been burned a lot), but I will offer this once and see how it turns out for everyone. The Info: Anyone wishing to participate must contact me before they begin rating for a skin. I will only take a reasonable number of people. 11s must be given 5/10 days, of your choice, from Friday May 30th until Sunday June 8th (during any HH of your choice). No exceptions. You may rate on the days of your choice, but you MUST send me a message after you've given your 11s for the day. If you do not contact me, I can not count the rates as being done towards your total. Once you've completed 5 days of rates, I will contact you with the details needed to create your custom skin. Please have a general idea in mind if what you'd like. Animation styles will also be needed, (glitter, light effects, blood, smoke, fire, etc.) so keep those in mind when you'r

Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

We've Seen It A Million Times But I Say It Again....
Proud To Be White There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honky,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' ...And that's OK. But when I call you? Kike, Towelhead, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, ...You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the Un

People And Other Aggrivations
i think mastodon is babymakin' music. seriously. the sound of blink 182 makes me go insane with rage (the 80's called, they want you to stop whoring out the punk image. it was a lifestyle and a philosophy. that being said, i am not much fo a punk fan). 311 has the same effect on me (two words for you, you lame-ass fags: beastie boys). u2 has lost it. green day is just another pop band. chino moreno's voice makes my panties wet (i told him that to his face), but he is a douche and i am bored with him being bored. nicole kidman is an ugly cuntface. angelina jolie was pretty hot when she was a self-mutilator. now she just looks hungry. EAT BITCH! EAT!! (that goes for all of you fucking hollywood anorexic whores who lower the self-esteem of women all over the world, you soulless cunts). i'm sure i'll add to this later. love and light.

Rant & Request
MY RANT IS THIS PEOPLE ACTING LIKE FUCKIN LITTLE BABIES AND CAUSING THE DRAMA SAYING OTHER PEOPLE ARE CAUSING IT WHEN THEY ARE THE ONES WHO STARTED THE DAMN DRAMA IN THE FIRST FUCKIN PLACE PEOPLE GETTING PISSY CAUSE THEY CANT HAVE SOMEONE THEY WANT AND PISSY CAUSE THE ONE THEY WANT WANTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR WHATEVER AND PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT HAPPY IN THEIR OWN LIFE HAS TO MAKE OTHERS UNHAPPY CAUSE THEY ARE NOT HAPPY IM SO FUCKIN SICK OF BACK STABING PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT THE ONE TIME YOU DONT KISS THEIR ASS LIKE THAY WANT YOUR A NO GOOD BITCH OH FUCKIN WELL GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND YOUR SELF !!!!!!!!!!! NOW MY REQUEST IS THAT IF YOU WANT TO CAUSE FUCKIN DRAMA DONT COME TO MY WEDDING OR TRY TO FUCK UP MY WEDDING ITS SUPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DAY AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT HAPPY WITH THEY OWN LIVES IN REAL OR FU PLEASE DONT BRING TO MY WEDDING

The Twelve Dancing Princesses
There was a king who had twelve beautiful daughters. They slept in twelve beds all in one room and when they went to bed, the doors were shut and locked up. However, every morning their shoes were found to be quite worn through as if they had been danced in all night. Nobody could find out how it happened, or where the princesses had been. So the king made it known to all the land that if any person could discover the secret and find out where it was that the princesses danced in the night, he would have the one he liked best to take as his wife, and would be king after his death. But whoever tried and did not succeed, after three days and nights, they would be put to death. A king's son soon came. He was well entertained, and in the evening was taken to the chamber next to the one where the princesses lay in their twelve beds. There he was to sit and watch where they went to dance; and, in order that nothing could happen without him hearing it, the door of his chamber was left open.

My New Blog | Social Web Tools
I just created a new blog called "Social Web Tools". Be sure to stop by & take a peak if you have time! http://socialwebtools.blogspot.com/ I think that a lot of people will find it helpful. =D Social Web Tools is your #1 source for social web tools, resources, guides, applications & gadgets. I really have a passion for this kind of stuff & I'm hoping to update the blog at least five times per week!! See you there. Thanks

Determined I Have To Be
Keeping myself optimistic Each day begins anew Looking on the bright side That's what I had to do Half the battle can be won With self - appreciation I shall get there in the end By using determination If I cast all my doubts aside Negatives will dissapear By always having patience I continued to persevere In keeping my dreams alive I can advance confidently My self -esteem I can grow If I think more positively As I call upon inner strength Determined I have to be Confidence will be gained If I start believing in me.---MT

To The Brokenhearted
To the brokenhearted women, please read these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away.---MT

The Dragon Rock
This story begins with Once Upon A Time, because the best stories do, of course. So, Once Upon A Time, and imagine if you can, a steep sided valley cluttered with giant, spiky green pine trees and thick, green grass that reaches to the top of your socks so that when you run, you have to bring your knees up high, like running through water. Wildflowers spread their sweet heady perfume along the gentle breezes and bees hum musically to themselves as they cheerily collect flower pollen. People are very happy here and they work hard, keeping their houses spick and span and their children's faces clean. This particular summer had been very hot and dry, making the lean farm dogs sleepy and still. Farmers whistled lazily to themselves and would stand and stare into the distance, trying to remember what it was that they were supposed to be doing. By two o'clock in the afternoon, the town would be in a haze of slumber, with grandmas nodding off over their knitting and farmers snoozing

You
Thinking of you puts a smile on my face Although your in another time another place I think of you and my heart yearns for you To hold you to kiss you to be with you To look at our lives one would think Its not possible But in my mind I know together we'd be unstoppable You make my world greater then its ever been before I want to make urs just as great if not more You mean the world to me Your my closest friend I pray that this love Will never find the end

Lost Love
Watching you walk away, It feels as if youve taken part of me with you why does it have to be this way After everything it has taken for me to find my one Together we've shared so many moments of happiness, And now out my door you've gone Trying so hard to put on a happy face, but inside my heart is aching Wanting to run after you and beg you to stay to be selfish, To cry and make you change your mind But knowing in my heart you must leave Having to remind myself you will be back in time But until then you will always be the something that i seach in vain to find Without you i feel incomplete something in me is missing My heart broken in two and you've taken the better half with you For now until you return all that is left is this cold broken thing beating inside my chest

A Connoisseur's Revenge
This is one of my favorite Dahl stories, and the one with (I think) the most potent twist in the tail of all. It's not until the very last sentence that you understand the true story. Spoiler warning! Lionel Lampson is a wealthy older gentleman who enjoys fine art and the company of the upper classes. One night he escorts a vulgar woman named Gladys Ponsonby home from a dinner party. Gladys, who is a little drunk, shows off a new portrait of herself that she had commissioned. She tells Lionel a secret - the artist, John Royden, paints all his subjects first in the nude, then in their underwear, and lastly in their clothes. He is shocked and correctly deduces that this is why all the wealthy women in town are rushing to have their portraits painted by him. Gladys then changes the subject and asks Lionel about his relationship with a young beauty named Janet de Pelagia. Lionel is embarrassed until Gladys relates that earlier that afternoon Janet had called him a "crashing bore". Lione

`etude
"You do not know how to give," he had said last night. "You try, but do not know how. And you must learn what you want in return." Defeated, she lifted the sheet off herself and sat up at the edge of the bed. With effort she got up, slipped her jeans on, and went to study. She didn't wake Dino up, but brought with her a mug of Nescafe' and settled in the chair. The pungency of the black brew briefly dispersed the sleepiness in her head. She had heard the melody one day in the past. But her fingers today felt thick, clumsy, undisciplined. The tips were blistered on the left hand and her thumb cramped from fatigue. "How are your exercises proceeding?" Anastasi had asked her at the music conservatory the other day, giving her a pat as she stretched the knotted muscles of her back. "Just fine." He had looked at her with those knowing eyes, weighing and regarding, as he stood in front of her, twice attempting to say something that he did not. She enjoyed watching his curiously delica

Where Is She?
Well, our daughter Savannah was due May 28th. Guess what?! She is not here yet! The Dr. scheduled an induction for Tuesday June 3 at 6:30 am...can't wait to see the little booger that has been kicking me for so long and interrupted my sleep for so many months! Any women know how I feel out there? Baby's should be required to come by their due date!!!! How frustrating!

The Naked Eye
"Dr. Hauge, what's this about making computer components out of people?" Hauge sipped the last drops of his coffee. "Not out of them, dear man, for them: like a heart valve, a skin graft from artificially cultured cells, plastic arteries, and the like. Things that enhance and save lives such as pacemakers or artificial kidneys." "Go on." Staring hard now, Reginald Marcus, President of International Medical Software Development, bit his lip. Never had he been offered anything to compare with what this young man was offering. In his mind flashed a menagerie of cyberpunk images and endless queues of eager, nail-biting clientele. Meanwhile, dim circumspection tainted him with doubt. Visions of hacked, and patched up heads and defiled torsos paraded in front of him. But in the end he nudged aside the stink of fear and reveled at a euphoria his released capitalistic fantasies induced. Looking out his penthouse window he gazed upon the azaleas flooding the terrace, the pointed and cubed top

Rant
OK I HAVE NOT DONE THIS IN A WHILE AND I SO HAVE TO RIGHT NOW. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THE HELL PEOPLE THAT ARE GROWN ADULTS CAN BE SO CHILDISH. I MEAN COME ON MY 5 YEAR OLD SON ACTS MORE MATURE THEN THAT. IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE JUST GET A KICK OUT OF OTHER PEOPLES SORROWS AND MISFORTUNES. I SWEAR IF ITS NOT ONE PERSON BITCHING ABOUT SOMEONE ITS ANOTHER ONE. AND OMG LETS ACT LIKE 2 YEAR OLDS AND POST A BULLY CAUSE WE BE HATING. COME ON NOW IF YA REALLY HAVE THAT MUCH HATRED FOR A PERSON THEN JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THEM. WHY GO AND START SHIT. IF THE PERSON IS MINDING THERE OWN BUSINESS AND NOT DOING ANYTHING WHY MESS WITH THEM.. DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE THAT MUCH OF A LACK OF LIFE THAT THATS YOUR ONLY WAY TO ENTERTAIN YOUR SELF. THE WAY I SEE IT IS THAT IF YA ARE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN LIFE THEN YOU WOULD NOT BE SO COLD HEARTED TO OTHERS. BUT JUST REMEMBER KARMAS A BITCH AND FOR EVERYONE YA DO BAD TO IT COMES BACK ON YA 3 TIMES AS BAD.

Loose 6
But he's trying to get bad. You witnessed it." Satan's grits braced, "Let him battle it out alone, Lord, not like the other One. See whose gonna win the tug-o-war inside this final one fellah, clean and straight like. I'll take back what I said, about Whose not doin' Their share." "Teacher, isn't he, a language teacher? Has a way with children? Unpretentious chap, a bit idiosyncratic. Doesn't quite fit in with his peers?" "That's him. A deal?" "Of course." "Shake on it?" God eyeballed Satan. *** The havens smiled. The clouds scattered. The summer afternoon sun reigned once more over a beach sprinkled with bronzed bodies. Charlie stopped boring his hands into the sand to buttress against another quake. He squinted up at the sun and realised that it must have all been a hallucination. He looked around. The fiery-haired, violet-eyed angel waived to him from an alcove beneath the precipice, blew a kiss, and made the sign for Victory. Charlie chagrined at the bounce of the ang

Loose 5
His ego is the biggest, and He's gonna blow it, along with stoned Charlie. Got to buy time, or I'll forfeit'im: The one and only soul in true conflict between Good and Evil, traditionally legitimate, not yet lost to titular and perfunctory worship or indifference. A last chance to revamp afresh My realm--blown. "Lord," Satan said, His voice a sibilant whisper, "this mortal is a prize unlike any other." "What are You talking about?" The skies resounded. "He's getting high, like all the others, isn't he? What's so special about Charlie Emanuel Woodsmith? I am going to strike them all down!" "I don't care about the rest. They aren't coming down below." "They are certainly not destined for Paradise!" "But Charlie, Lord, may be." *** Satan scooped sand and dumped it on His nakedness. "I've been trying to tell You all along. There're more people dying today yet the souls I get get fewer and fewer. And I'd wager same thing's happening in Paradise." "Well, the last century has been

Loose 4
His tanned tawny cheeks and alluring almond eyes, half-hidden by magnificent lashes, faced up at God, "Lord, You know mortals smoke hashish. Shoot up horse--beg Your pardon--heroin. Sniff coke and crak, swallow uppers and downers--and all those pretty colors in between. "Omniscient that You are, You are aware that they drink or dope themselves to death, or smoke to waste, or eat themselves to the grave." He took a deep breath. "Men mortals whore and women mortals adulterate. Men fornicate with men and women with each other--and You must know--that today sex before wedlock is free and as common as promiscuous sex in the institution of marriage." The clouds hovered, undecided, above Charlie's blown skull. Satan saw that this time Charlie hardly noticed the gloom ingest him, and Satan felt a stronger squeamishness, and a burst of anger at His endless unease. He shut His eyes stiffly, then opened them briskly. "Lord, jails are so full they're spilling over trash back into the streets.

Loose 3
He had been overwhelmed back then. "Oh, so long, long ago." *** "Toad turds to the three-hundred-and-fifty-days-of-sunshine. It's not September even." "Who said that!" thunder boomed. "Don't, Lord," Satan hurried and said, thinking that modesty can be overdone. Satan turned to the other, "Charlie, button up." There was an odd light in God's eyes, a sign that made Satan sorry He'd spoken at all. "That's what the sign said. Over the airport terminal six years ago when I set foot here -- ‘Three-hundred-and-fifty days of sunshine'. It's just their lousy luck," Charlie looked meaningfully at the Other and gestured to the sprawled tourists, "to be here the fifteen days it's going to douse." "Six years ago, Charlie?" "Yeah. Weather was different, a paradise." The youth's face suddenly became well-defined. A shaft of sun passed through a rift in the clouds and shone upon it. He had regular features, brown round eyes, brown light hair and a slight growth of beard. He might have be

Loose
SUMMARY: "Would you prefer Nemesis, the Great Deluge or Sodom and Gomorra all over again? Religion is sanctioned as a proviso of faith. No faith, no religion. No religion...Man is next. Are You ready for Man on the loose?" Loose Up top, Charlie's eye seemed to be glued on what he held. He dithered more, undecided. Meanwhile down below, Satan's jaws crunched. He strutted back and forth in the gloomy fissure, the deep-most in His blaze-lit, sulphur-reeking sovereignty, and His rusty chaffed face with nostrils flaring, glared up and sneered, snorting grunts and chuffing and casting bandeaux of spume. He raised His yellow-brown hands incitingly, "I crave for the Inquisition, the children's crusades, the sprightful witch hunts, and those two sublime mushrooming obfuscations. Ah, those were the days, My lackeys." Lately He had been having these pricks of elation, pangs of notorious jubilance. He espied on Charlie and other mortals above--mingled in crowds, snooped and eave

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Loose
"A figure of speech." "Didn't we agree for You to rule from below and I from above?" Got to humour Him--got a hell of a temper, Satan thought, and became disconcerted. "Are You trying to make this Your domain as well?" the Old Mighty asked and a sirocco ruffled Satan's red curls. *** The breeze got stronger and the clouds tumbled like bowling balls. God looked at the sprawled bodies, Mites on a Titan's gold scimitar, He thought, examining the crescent shore that dipped and became lost in a sea of azure blood. He reminisced, How immaculate the blood of Gaia had been. How all shores once resembled this one. He saddened, Vilified are the same seas now. Oil spills. Dumped radio-active canisters, swaying like cobra heads beneath crushing water depths. Eager to ejaculate their poison into life. Life He had created. In the beginning Earth had been a fresh crunchy apple, beads of dew clinging to it. Mankind had been tucked deep away, safe in His heart of hearts. The touch of musk

Tagged
I was Tagged by suckface™ Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a extremely independent. 2. I speak my mind. 3. I have a nasty smoking habit. 4. I fear Dentists. 5. I think I have a wide ass with no junk.. ya know wide load..lol 6. I dislike having my picture taken believe it or not. 7. I am a hopeless romantic. 8. I've spent too much money on FU yet won't buy a HH, go figure! 9. I'm demanding and impatient. 10. I can't stand stupid people (:

Woot! Ged News
Im happy :D In class on wednesday while everyone else was doing the "freshing up" thing, The teacher decided to give me the pre-test for the GED.. So far, I completed Science, Geography and Writing.. Science, score 680 Writing, score 650 Geography score 570 Passing is 450 and above. Tomorrow, i do the reading and math. So far, so good. I might walk out of class tomorrow with a peice of paper about the GED fee waiver. woOt! so, if everything goes well, I'll most likely be taking the official GED test next week. :D Lets hope.. woOt! ok, off to get ready to watch Ghost Hunters... Ciao!

Across
Across my world Over the stream Keep it flowing Follow me dream Across my heart Love and shine Warming glows Share with mine Across my night To stay awhile Moonlight kiss Light my smile Across my room To reach aloft Lay beside me Pillows are soft Across my desire Touch lovingly Lips upon mine Taste tenderly Across my caress Love enter in Brushing lightly Soft velvet skin Across my urges Senses capture In love to bask Held in rapture Across my dream Stroke ecstasy Afterglow kisses Entwine blissfully

Einstein, Heisenberg, And Tipler
Einstein, Heisenberg, and Tipler, after equal invariant intervals in purgatory, find themselves before the Throne of God. As a man, they exclaim, “What did I do to merit an eternity down (brrrrr) there”? God thought for a moment; when you're omnipresent in spacetime there's no need for haste. He turned first to Einstein. “Albert,” he said, “you showed your species My creation in its most elegant form, law without Law. Then, inflamed by wartime passion, you urged the transformation of your discovery into a weapon of mass destruction.” Einstein shuffled his feet and nodded subtly. He resisted the temptation to stick his tongue out. God turned His omniscient Eyes toward Heisenberg. “Werner, you discovered that I do play dice, and you glimpsed that I have to if anything interesting's going to happen—your last words were, ‘I will ask Him why there is turbulence’. I will answer you, ‘So there can be Heisenberg’. But you stayed in Germany, Werner! You worked on a reactor for Hi

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The ravine baked in the sun of a cloudless June afternoon. The pickup and the three people it had brought provided the only evidence this was a world dominated by humans and not less dangerous creatures such as the rattlesnakes and scorpions that so outnumbered them in these parts. The truck sat next to a field of boulders, each almost the size of its cab. Kurt Matson was calibrating an array of instruments piled on a folding table beside the truck. The truckbed was littered with the shipping cases Matson had spent the last three hours unpacking as he arranged and connected the equipment according to the diagram on his clipboard. Sam Friedman, who'd finished lowering the gadget into the borehole an hour ago, sat on the tailgate of the truck and adjusted his straw hat once again to keep the sun off his face. Wes French, sent by the lab director to provide at least symbolic representation of Policies and Procedure at this highly irregular yet urgent field trip, was recording the proce

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Monday, June 15th, a week after Jerzy Rugby walked out of jail to resume his new and improved robot- and ant-free life, Kay Coolidge was sitting in the departure lounge at San Francisco International, waiting to board the 7:30 Swissair flight to Geneva. She was about halfway through the International Herald Tribune when her briefcase began to beep. Retrieving her portable phone, she raised the antenna and answered, as always, “Who the hell is it?”. “It's Roger. How's it going?” “Jesus, Roger, what's the rush?”, Kay hissed, “You're crazy to use the phone.” “Not this phone—Riscky's made a few special enhancements to the cryp chip. It's as safe as whisperin' in the cistern. You got all the paperwork cleaned up?” “Yeah,” Kay replied quietly, “after we got the certified death certificate from the Swiss coroner, we filed the will with the court yesterday. They say it's just a matter of a week or so before the estate transfers to the offshore trust.” “Dead at last!” said Roger,

Mind Ramble
We go through life,excepting things that come to us, with open arms, but then only to late we realize, that the choice's we made were the wrong ones. We go through life giving people around us only passing glances, never truely looking into thier soul. never knowing if they were the one. We go through life, hoping to find the right one. and when we finally do, we never let go. always knowing they are the one.

Vacuum Propellers
The following is an analogy I've used several times to explain how I can possibly be interested in so-called propellantless propulsion when it was I who coined the maxim, “Never invest in something that violates a conservation law.” Robert Zubrin's 1999 book, Entering Space, contains an excellent popular explanation of why any kind of rocket, even fission…even fusion rockets we don't have the slightest idea how to build…are basically hopeless for anything much beyond the solar system. The key issue isn't the density of your energy source, but rather the mass of the working fluid (or reaction mass) you heave out the back end. The absurdly poor mass ratio of rockets is due to the fact that most of the mass you're accelerating is not payload but rather propellant you'll subsequently eject. Now consider a submarine with a propeller at the stern, cruising submerged. The submarine needs a source of energy to turn the propeller which can be almost anything—in fact, over the history o

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I don't know what cums over me... Only you do...this I see. But you tell me? Lust maybe? I think u know you do it for me not just lust love then... lust doesn't feel like this Ok then If this is how it feels then yes love it must be. Ok then Ok what I'm just thinking about you What do you see... You spread out in a lush green meadow Stretched out relaxing wearing a slinky gown waiting on me. While I'm smiling at you I walk up to you with a bottle of wine wanna share that with me baby? Kiss me... Thats why I brought 2 glasses but I want it straight from ur lips and i want it from yours which lips would that be what do you think both right... I'm going to be greedy with you i bet I want it all or nothing and I won't settle for nothing I know... You take the words right outta my mouth Must have been while you were kissing me A deep wet and sensual melting kiss YES making us one YES Can't tell where we begin and where

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
Memories consume like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way, I know, it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more than any time before I had no options left again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I’ll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the wall

Through The Looking Glass
Child of the pure unclouded brow And dreaming eyes of wonder! Though time be fleet, and I and thou Are half a life asunder, Thy loving smile will surely hail The love-gift of a fairy-tale. I have not seen thy sunny face, Nor heard thy silver laughter; No thought of me shall find a place In thy young life's hearafter -- Enough that now thou wilt not fail To listen to my fairy-tale. A tale begun in other days, When summer suns were glowing -- A simple chime, that served to time The rhythm of our rowing -- Whose echoes live in memory yet, Though envious years would say 'forget'. Come, hearken then, ere voice of dread, With bitter tidings laden, Shall summon to unwelcome bed A melancholy maiden! We are but older children, dear, Who fret to find out bedtime near. Without, the frost, the blinding snow, The storm-wind's moody madness -- Within, the firelight's ruddy glow And childhood's nest of gladness. The magic

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The walls of the palace were formed of drifted snow, and the windows and doors of the cutting winds. There were more than a hundred rooms in it, all as if they had been formed with snow blown together. The largest of them extended for several miles; they were all lighted up by the vivid light of the aurora, and they were so large and empty, so icy cold and glittering! There were no amusements here, not even a little bear's ball, when the storm might have been the music, and the bears could have danced on their hind legs, and shown their good manners. There were no pleasant games of snap-dragon, or touch, or even a gossip over the tea-table, for the young-lady foxes. Empty, vast, and cold were the halls of the Snow Queen. The flickering flame of the northern lights could be plainly seen, whether they rose high or low in the heavens, from every part of the castle. In the midst of its empty, endless hall of snow was a frozen lake, broken on its surface into a thousand forms; each piece re

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They stopped at a little hut; it was very mean looking; the roof sloped nearly down to the ground, and the door was so low that the family had to creep in on their hands and knees, when they went in and out. There was no one at home but an old Lapland woman, who was cooking fish by the light of a train-oil lamp. The reindeer told her all about Gerda's story, after having first told his own, which seemed to him the most important, but Gerda was so pinched with the cold that she could not speak. Oh, you poor things, said the Lapland woman, you have a long way to go yet. You must travel more than a hundred miles farther, to Finland. The Snow Queen lives there now, and she burns Bengal lights every evening. I will write a few words on a dried stock-fish, for I have no paper, and you can take it from me to the Finland woman who lives there; she can give you better information than I can. So when Gerda was warmed, and had taken something to eat and drink, the woman wrote a few words

Little Robber-girl
The coach drove on through a thick forest, where it lighted up the way like a torch, and dazzled the eyes of some robbers, who could not bear to let it pass them unmolested. It is gold! it is gold! cried they, rushing forward, and seizing the horses. Then they struck the little jockeys, the coachman, and the footman dead, and pulled little Gerda out of the carriage. She is fat and pretty, and she has been fed with the kernels of nuts, said the old robber-woman, who had a long beard and eyebrows that hung over her eyes. She is as good as a little lamb; how nice she will taste! and as she said this, she drew forth a shining knife, that glittered horribly. Oh! screamed the old woman the same moment; for her own daughter, who held her back, had bitten her in the ear. She was a wild and naughty girl, and the mother called her an ugly thing, and had not time to kill Gerda. She shall play with me, said the little robber-girl; she shall give me her muff and her prett

President Bush
I know it’s hard to be stuck in this trap called ‘WAR’ With nothing to show besides dead bodies and souls, Just ask that asshole George Bush he knows! It's our people that are dying but it's his WAR so let him fight the fight...

The Prince And Princess
Gerda was obliged to rest again, and just opposite the place where she sat, she saw a great crow come hopping across the snow toward her. He stood looking at her for some time, and then he wagged his head and said, Caw, caw; good-day, good-day. He pronounced the words as plainly as he could, because he meant to be kind to the little girl; and then he asked her where she was going all alone in the wide world. The word alone Gerda understood very well, and knew how much it expressed. So then she told the crow the whole story of her life and adventures, and asked him if he had seen little Kay. The crow nodded his head very gravely, and said, Perhaps I have it may be. No! Do you think you have? cried little Gerda, and she kissed the crow, and hugged him almost to death with joy. Gently, gently, said the crow. I believe I know. I think it may be little Kay; but he has certainly forgotten you by this time for the princess. Does he live with a prin

The Flower Garden Of The Woman Who Could Conjure
But how fared little Gerda during Kay's absence? What had become of him, no one knew, nor could any one give the slightest information, excepting the boys, who said that he had tied his sledge to another very large one, which had driven through the street, and out at the town gate. Nobody knew where it went; many tears were shed for him, and little Gerda wept bitterly for a long time. She said she knew he must be dead; that he was drowned in the river which flowed close by the school. Oh, indeed those long winter days were very dreary. But at last spring came, with warm sunshine. Kay is dead and gone, said little Gerda. I don't believe it, said the sunshine. He is dead and gone, she said to the sparrows. We don't believe it, they replied; and at last little Gerda began to doubt it herself. I will put on my new red shoes, she said one morning, those that Kay has never seen, and then I will go down to the river, and ask for him. It was quite early when she kiss

Little Boy And A Little Girl
In a large town, full of houses and people, there is not room for everybody to have even a little garden, therefore they are obliged to be satisfied with a few flowers in flower-pots. In one of these large towns lived two poor children who had a garden something larger and better than a few flower-pots. They were not brother and sister, but they loved each other almost as much as if they had been. Their parents lived opposite to each other in two garrets, where the roofs of neighboring houses projected out towards each other and the water-pipe ran between them. In each house was a little window, so that any one could step across the gutter from one window to the other. The parents of these children had each a large wooden box in which they cultivated kitchen herbs for their own use, and a little rose-bush in each box, which grew splendidly. Now after a while the parents decided to place these two boxes across the water-pipe, so that they reached from one window to the o

Levels, Points, And Unlocks
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 prof ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 prof ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bulletins 23 Insider 2,250,000 Up to 280 ph

Looking-glass And The Broken Fragments
You must attend to the commencement of this story, for when we get to the end we shall know more than we do now about a very wicked hobgoblin; he was one of the very worst, for he was a real demon. One day, when he was in a merry mood, he made a looking-glass which had the power of making everything good or beautiful that was reflected in it almost shrink to nothing, while everything that was worthless and bad looked increased in size and worse than ever. The most lovely landscapes appeared like boiled spinach, and the people became hideous, and looked as if they stood on their heads and had no bodies. Their countenances were so distorted that no one could recognize them, and even one freckle on the face appeared to spread over the whole of the nose and mouth. The demon said this was very amusing. When a good or pious thought passed through the mind of any one it was misrepresented in the glass; and then how the demon laughed at his cunning invention. All who we

Melted Brickle Lovers
He loves to sink into her eyes, the same moment his flesh finds hers moist, fresh--- he had forgotten the pleasure of a woman soft beneath him, ardent, urgent, his for the taking, his to possess between breaths, breasts such sweet alabaster under his touch. She loves the feel, inch by inch fighting the urge to hurry his hips to hers, knees spread to beyond open, oh my love--- make me gasp again, she goes to the place where words cannot be, amber belly butterscotch in her blood. The melting the melding, the joining of the two, love making to raw fucking, taste to tempest, his name, her name the password to nirvana, blessed with kisses to the last touch of melted brickle lovers.

The Princess And The Pea
Once upon a time there was a prince who wanted to marry a princess; but she would have to be a real princess. He travelled all over the world to find one, but nowhere could he get what he wanted. There were princesses enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones. There was always something about them that was not as it should be. So he came home again and was sad, for he would have liked very much to have a real princess. One evening a terrible storm came on; there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents. Suddenly a knocking was heard at the city gate, and the old king went to open it. It was a princess standing out there in front of the gate. But, good gracious! what a sight the rain and the wind had made her look. The water ran down from her hair and clothes; it ran down into the toes of her shoes and out again at the heels. And yet she said that she was a real princess. "Well, we'll soon find that out," thought

The Little Mermaid
Far out in the ocean, where the water is as blue as the prettiest cornflower, and as clear as crystal, it is very, very deep; so deep, indeed, that no cable could fathom it: many church steeples, piled one upon another, would not reach from the ground beneath to the surface of the water above. There dwell the Sea King and his subjects. We must not imagine that there is nothing at the bottom of the sea but bare yellow sand. No, indeed; the most singular flowers and plants grow there; the leaves and stems of which are so pliant, that the slightest agitation of the water causes them to stir as if they had life. Fishes, both large and small, glide between the branches, as birds fly among the trees here upon land. In the deepest spot of all, stands the castle of the Sea King. Its walls are built of coral, and the long, gothic windows are of the clearest amber. The roof is formed of shells, that open and close as the water flows over them. Their appearance is very beautiful, for in each lies

Indianapolis To Become "mock Battlefield"
Indianapolis To Become "Mock Battlefield" Indianapolis To Become "Mock Battlefield" Indianapolis will become a "mock battlefield" for the next three weeks according to local press, as over two thousand marines will stage a huge urban warfare training exercise in and around the city. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/290508Indianapolis. htm

Wowness....
So me and nik hung out a few days ago and it was the best time I have ahd with a guy in such a long time. There was talking, laughter, teasing, and hugs and kisses...lots of kisses actually lol. He's an amzing kisser and it made me never want to leave his side. We even fell asleep for like 2 hours on his bed and I was in his arms the whole entire time and God did it feel great. I seriously didnt want to leave. And I cna honestly say that we did not take our relationship to the enxt level. We were good kids and resisted urges lol cause we dont want to make our friendship and relationship based purely on sex. There is a bigger connection betwen us and we want to explore it. We agree that we are taking things very slowly and gonna stay friends at the moment. A relationship is gonna happen but we are taking our time getting to that point. He just amazingly awesome and I adore him. He's an awesome guy...There is just not enough words or right ones to describe what he makes me feel.

More Juice!
LADY WITH A FAN Let my inspiration flow in token lines suggesting rhythm that will not forsake me till my tale is told and done While the firelight's aglow strange shadows in the flames will grow till things we've never seen will seem familiar Shadows of a sailor forming winds both foul and fair all swarm down in Carlisle he loved a lady many years ago Here beside him stands a man a soldier by the looks of him who came through many fights but lost at love While the storyteller speaks a door within the fire creaks suddenly flies open and a girl is standing there Eyes alight with glowing hair all that fancy paints as fair she takes her fan and throws it in the lion's den "Which of you to gain me, tell will risk uncertain pains of Hell? I will not forgive you if you will not take the chance" The sailor gave at least a try the soldier being much too wise strategy was his strength and not disaster The sailor coming out aga

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Tagged...phuq
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I am addicted to Fubar 2:I have an infatuation with my tongue and lips 3:I am addicted to Piercings and Tattoos. 4:I love to get bit and scratched. 5:I think that great people deserve the best in life. 6:I joke around far too much and love to make ppl laugh. 7:I always have to pee for some weird reason. 8:I'd give almost anything for my friends and family and their happiness. 9:I'm a gym addict. 10:I like positive people. 5 People: SinnerChick Mr.DJ.Diesel MizPlaymate Blueeyedboy Ms. Victoria

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Update On My Life
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Light Up My World
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Ever Wanted?
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Okay the time has come once again to shake things up a little. I am making wholesale staff changes in TLG. Right now there are staff members that are not active in the lounge at all and others that are working their butts off and keeping the place running without getting proper recognition. So effective immediately, I am turning mods off for EVERYONE and starting from scratch. The one exception to this is CoffeeBitch who is now going to be co-owner. What I need from all of you is simple, if you wish to continue on as staff in TLG please get in touch with Coffee and/or me to discuss what future roll you will have. There will be a need for promoters, greeters, DJ’s, security and management for all areas. You all KNOW I don’t expect every waking hour from you. In fact I don’t expect much at all. I will however expect some participation for people to continue to be moderators in the lounge. Please do not take the fact that mods were removed personally. I value my friendsh

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In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. 'I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news,' he said as he surveyed the worried faces. 'The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves..' The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, 'Well, how much does a brain cost?' The doctor quickly responded, '$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain.' The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, 'Why i

Boycott $4.00 Dollars A Gallon (pass It On)
Boycott $4.00 Dollars a Gallon (Pass it on) THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by this summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for the

Life Is A Bitch
have you ever had a time in your life where things were at the peak of happiness? you know like the first time you learned to tie your shoes, wrote your name down without help? kissed your first girl? all that? then somehow someway all of it gets torn away from you? well thats how i feel right now. its a shitty way to feel after having something you've had for almost 3 years that you love and cherish so much get taken from you in less than 5 minutes. and the worst part is you dont even know why the fuck it got taken in the first place. like im really hurt. im fucking angry, confused, i feel betrayed in a sense, and im in the pits. this is almost like when you lose a beloved family member. im also scared. im pissing in my pants shit on myself scared. i dont know what to do. oh if i didnt mention, THE FUCKIN PUNK ASS COUNTY CAME TO MY HOUSE AN HOUR AGO AND TOOK MY BELOVED PIT BULL MAKAILA FROM ME, WHO I HAVE HAD SINCE SHE WAS PUP. I BASICALLY GAVE THAT DOG A BRAND NEW LEASE ON LIFE. IF I

Being A Cheerio In A World Of Fruit Loops
This morning I stopped by church where a weeklong day camp/vacation Bible school is being held for our kindergarten through sixth grade kids. I’ve got two nieces and two nephews there, but I only had time to stop in and give one of the helper’s sons a pair of size one shoes for her seven-month-old son. Martha and I had originally bought them for Jeffrey, but we lost them and found them a few weeks ago; now Jeffrey wears a size six shoe, and he loves his first ones! I could have named this blog “What A Croc!” because he loves the sandals with their heel straps and open-spotted foot; he kept grabbing for Sarah’s so much that we bought him a pair that he won’t let go of unless he has to! Last night after we sat in the living room and had pizza for dinner (where he ate more than his big sister did – she’s the climber and Jeffrey’s starting to emulate her on the couch and up to our bed), I held Jeffrey by the crocs as he hung onto their straps! Just before I left church this mo

The Seduction Of A Blindfold
Bound and gagged, tied to the corners of the bed; Quietly she waits with a blindfold 'round her head. Lost in anticipation of pleasures hot haze; Her lush body opened for his gaze. Trembling at the touch of his fingertips; She tastes the fruit he places upon her lips. Opening her mouth, he pops the tidbit in; Watching sweet juices run down her chin. Touching his tongue to her cheek; He licks the juices...oh so sweet. Soft and slow he strokes her soft skin; Touching his tongue where her belly button dips in. Whimpering and trembling, against her bonds she strains; Her need for his touch bordering on pain. More and more of his touch she craves; Her body not her own, she's become his slave. Still he tortures, still he teases; Her body his to do as he pleases. Lower he touches, she's begging for more; She's hot and wet, his own personal whore. Feeling the trembling in her soft thighs; He's struck by a need to see her eyes; Removing the blindfold from her face; A patt

One Of My Best Friends
hey guys, i'm bored and have nothing to do, so i am writing a blog about one of my best friends. (and i'm typing to fast for my fingers to follow. lol) but her name is Hannh and she just joined Fubar (cuz i invited her) and she is one of the nicest people i know. shes a wiccan just like me and we have alot of the same interests. i guess thats what makes us pretty good friends. i mean, i dont have alot of friends in the first place because people just dont like me, and when i was in 9th grade i transfered to the school halfway through the year. her and another person, (his name is josh) were the first two people to talk to me and we bonded though star wars at first and then we dound that we like a bunch of other things. not to mention we are all geeks. although i am the only goth in our small little circle of friends, she still loves me! (as a friend) and i know that she is always going to be there for me nomatter what happens cuz hannah is just a kewl person like that. and i kn

Best Friend
Hey, I'm new to fubar, so hi to all of you. This is my first blog, so pardon me for any cheesy or cliche sayings. So I decided to talk about a friend that invited me to fubar...Mya. She's one of my best friends, and she thought that it would be cool if I joined the fubar site, so I accepted the invitation, and here I am. Mya and I have a lot of the same interests, such as music, and movies, and all sorts of different things. And we get along, not like some of my friends, where we fight like we're a married couple. xD We had met back in like...middle school, as far as I can remember, and we ended up being in the same choir class. We sort of just bonded from there. And here we are today...best friends. So now you know the brief history of my friendship with fellow fubar user, Mya.

Pretend
“Pretend” By: N.S.S Lying awake from a fitful dream. Your mind in turmoil, plotting a scheme. Eyes darting around the room. Is there a silver lining around your moon? Lying there with feelings of dread. Sometime you just wish you were dead. Tossing and turning, get back to sleep. All you can do is lay there and weep. Bolt up right, it’s the morning light. The day comes a little too bright. Slide from the bed to begin your day. Why won’t the world go away? Place the mask upon your face. Step out into the world and take your place.

An Irish Ghost Story
This story happened a while ago in Dublin, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, its true. John Bradford, a Dublin University student, was on the side of the road hitchhiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got into the car and closed the door, only to realize there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on!! The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road ahead and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before the car hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralyzed with terror, watched as the hand repeatedly came through the window, but never touched or harmed him. Shortly thereafter John saw the lights

1,2,3
1 Harder and faster... You beg me to please... In right behind you... Both on our knees... Welcoming pleasure... You succumb to the ride... I feel your heat rising... As you move side to side... Grinding and groaning... I can hear you cum... Wanting release... I¡¯m going to give you some... A slap on your ass... Gives you reason to yelp... Beg me for pleasure... But I¡¯m happy to help... Feel me come near now... Center I must find... I feel it rising... Oh yes to lose my mind... Thrust harder and deeper... In final release... My inner animal... I¡¯ve let loose the beast... 2 Oh my you¡¯re wet... So salty and sweet... My tongue it desires... So sensuous a treat... The taste of you lingers... On my lips and my nose... Pungent and potent... Not unlike a rose... Writhing and moaning... You run off the cliff... Orgasming strongly... My cock is quite stiff... Breathless you linger... On passion¡¯s sharp edge... A l

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:My real hair color is a mix of brown,red,and blonde. 2:I have a collection of crystals. 3:I Love the wildlife. 4:Love making Love to *BOSS*MAN* 5:I adore my 3 sons. 6:Very highly accident pron. 7:Fetish of long hair. 8:I'm a very caring, and giving person. 9:I'm a W.W.E. raw fan 10:Enjoy being a member of the FU-SQUAD BOMBING FAMILY. tjsseals shorT240 fubarrose BIGGIE autotechbutch

My Photos Are Gone
I don't know what happened but all the photos I had up of me are gone..they went poof. I was in the middle of uploading more of me and noticed I had only 3 in my album. I am so confuzzled...I am not gonna upload them again for this has totally freaked me out.

Birthday Present
These were just thoughts I have sometimes come back for a visit, but struck down at once, while the sky dripped, and my glow returned. Stormclouds in residence, pregnant waterdrops crashed both sides of this street. I smiled at these, while feelings covered me in tiny little kisses, up every vertebrae and sank deep in gray mass. In this rain, I momentarily thought a series of harsh words at myself, for myself, but it was not my voice of which I thought as the words came. Now, his voice jams the signals in my brain, and I can't take me seriously. I just roll my eyes and tighten an embarrassed smile, while the splashes diminish and the clouds break apart. Only the afterglow of love can remain as I recite the message he gave in a birthday present no one else knows was mine.

Tagged!
I was Tagged by TOMICIDE Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to carrot juice. After 6 months my skin was orange. I quit it but I still like it. 2. I love TEA. I have so many different kinds of tea at home. Most of them I didn't try. 3. I always dream about being a solider. 4. I really wanna go and live in America... 5. I wanna fall in love... 6. My relationship with my mother is not good... She doesn't understands me. She doesn't wanna try. She thinks she always knows everything better. 7. I really like sex fantasies. I hope my dreams come true one day... 8. I wanna be myself but somethimes I think that I don't know mysel

Body Molding
The way your body molds to mine, Our hips grinding together, Toes tingeling, bodies sweating, Mouths moaning in delight, Breaths become harder, Kisses become lighter, Hands exploring thighs, My tongue on your body, My thoughts become naughtier, As I slide in and out, Then it happens on the final thrust, Our toes are curling, Hands are gripping the sheets tight, Bodies shaking from the sensation, As I moan your name in delight.

The List (rockstar Thru Insider)
I have created a list for Fubarians who are Rockstar, Fuberlord, Henchman or Insider and would like help leveling. You want to be on the list? Just send me a private message. Please be sure to let me know when you level so that I can keep this list as updated as possible. Thank you. Please Add/Fan/Rate these people. And if you feel like it rate some of their stuff, anything helps on their journey to the next level and all love will be returned. The List has helped 10 Fubarians become Fu-King so far! Insider... ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radio♠HeadPromoter•NgC☆@ fubar 224,000 To Fu-King *Pink0828*~*~Owned By ♥jeff_dahl2000 & Bleuskyhere $$$♥~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar 266,000 To Fu-King CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar 276,000 To Fu-King SheBledGlitter@ fubar 359,000 To Fu-King Rated N for Naughty@ fubar 384,000 To Fu-King ~Ash~Manager

Dreaming To Be With You
I'm just a man Dreaming to be with you Dreaming to hold you tight In the night smelling the moonlight on your hair White light sparking off your eyes Lips encircle dancing tongues, and departing with a shy smile. Clothing falling onto the wet sand Love, panting breaths quickens Breast meeting a muscular chest In the cascading moonlight upon still water Two wet bodies became one with pure love Never have there been two that are one Lovers giving all they can give Smooth legs tighten around a arching back Thrusting into her warm wet geyser Whispers saying, "I love you" I Love you" Develop into screams of passion, echoing into the warm night air. "OH…OH MY…..GOD!" Lips encircle dancing tongues, and departing with a shy smile. I'm just a man. Who understands? And knows.

A Perfect Little Rose
Do you know, perfect little rose How sweet you smell to my nose? As sun shines,and the birds sing Your soft dewy petals glistening I watched you bloom and grow Opening so slowly you know You are a gift of nature to me Beauty, as simple as can be

The Ride
Starts so innocently By touching your face Warm embrace, cuddly Kiss, tongue in place Entwined our fingertips Entangling with limbs Your nipple in my lips Our sexual lust,whims Slender legs,so fine Round, ample breasts Teasing, you are mine There my head rests Stroking, tasting you Pink rose bud unfurled You taste good, you do A tight bud lies curled Erect, hard, pulsing Shaft now wet,glistens Touch me, now stroking Penis erect, thickens Enters your love zone Thrusts,throbs,surging Orgasms each our own Our bodies embracing Such great sexuality Sensations now subside Graphic is the imagery Cum along for the ride

I Carry Your Heart
I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart I am never without it, anywhere i go, you go, my dear and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling I fear not fate, for you are my fate, my sweet I want no world, for Beautiful, you are my world, my true and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows, here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart. E. E. Cummings

Saturday Morning
It's a Saturday morning, cloudy and grey. As I slowly wake up, I can hear the rain thudding against the roof and windows. I wish I could fall back asleep and re-enter my dream world, an encounter that has left my pussy aching and moist, where you were teasing me and making me beg for my orgasm. I can almost feel your fingers running over my body, teasing my nipples before they run down my sides, making me quiver and shake with need. I squeeze my thighs together and let out an involuntary moan at the pleasure that brings. My pussy is wide awake, even if the rest of me isn't. I stretch my arm out for you, but you aren't there, and your side of the bed has grown cold. Gradually, I open my sleep encrusted eyes, rubbing them lightly to wake myself up. Lying on the table is a note from you.... "Ran to the store, home soon, be good, baby... kisses." I sigh, knowing my pussy will have to wait. I wish you would hurry and come back to bed to take care of my needy cunt. I curl up in the blankets

Any Ideas
I am trying to find different pics and comments that are firefighter related. Not having much luck though. Anyone have any ideas where I may beable to find some. I need ones I can save to my pc. Thanks. Oh and to anyone who can help me out if the info you give me helps me find pics or comments I will buy you a drink of your choice. And depending on how many pics/comments i find will rate pics/stash

Contest
Ok Im in this contest where for every comment you get fubucks and you all know Angel is a Fubuck fanactic and I been doing good by myself with some help off and on and Im up to 500 (Angel is trying) but Im inviting anyone that wants to just sit and bomb cause your bored as hell to come bomb with me....LOL heres the link and I hope this works cause I dont know how to do this LOL so if it doesnt plz plz dont sue me LOL http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=153560&i=4281385447&albumid=1043277

New Quiz
Test your sex IQ100%Why did you even take this test for? You already know all you need to about sex. You should realy teach sex education...REALY. If not teach your friends because chances are they didn't score well on this test. LOLMyspace Quizzes

Just For The Women..
Have you ever experienced someone so loving and wonderful and found out that it was all a lie? Well, my dear sis needs your help. She has evidence that her man is not being faithful. She loves him so much and she doesn't want to leave him. She was told that it's not a big deal when a man cheats on a woman.. do you agree? I don't. I've been cheated on and it's a BIG ass deal to me. I mean, the man I'm having sex with and spending quality time with is fucking someone else.. hm! BULLSHIT!! That mothafucka will know what the fuck is up. Do you have any ideas on what she should do? I told her to let his ass know. FUCK HIM!! They have been together for a long time, but it's still not right no matter what men say. They wouldn't want their woman doing that shit to them.