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Well.... I Am Happy, He Makes Me Truly Happy
I moved out and moved on. I left my ex. And now I am with the one I have been truly involved with. I moved in with him about a month and a half ago. We are not just playing house here folks, we are truly a couple now. So when you see my crush and you see his crush on here, well it ain't no crush... it is reality. We are now able to do what our ultraego here says without any questions or hesitations. Well, enough said... see you all laterz!!

Hey Everybody!!!
hey to all my fabulous people! I hope all's well with everyone. I have missed being able to talk to everyone. We are all doing ok, Tyisha turned 13 last month! 3 teenagers at once! you know i'm going crazy! now I know why they invented shots (of henn). For real though things are about the same, but can only get better ? I just wanted to make sure all knew I was cool, and to send my love and wishes to everyone.

Mid May Rantage...well, Sort Of..
...so it's been awile since I posted any variety of rant about much. I guess it's because other than the usual stupidity that goes on there really isn't all that much to rant on about. Well, other than the usual. Seems like one of the people that used "The Force" to gather rates and stuff either deleted herself or got deleted or whatever happend who knows in the tops, and out of the kindness of my heart, I've decided to give that suspected top member fake about 36 more hours to produce something substantial before it hits the preverbial nuke bin with the rest of them that got owned. Other than the other stuff goin on, nothing too too extreme really. My contest was fun and I'd like to thank everyone again. I don't think anyone above a level 22 won a prize. Which dispels the notion of the "popular" people on here getting all of the attention. Nice change, almost refreshing. Speaking of popular, there's still a fubling pack up for grabs and it's a Fubuck only auction so if the gas tank it

Fu-angels Team 1 Sexi As Ever Just Got Her Halo!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Wave Bottle
What you'll need: * Empty two liter plastic bottle with lid * Clear vegetable oil or mineral oil * Water * funnel * Blue food coloring * Small star fish, shells and other sea creatures * One tsp glitter * White craft glue * Hot glue How to make it: 1. Wash and dry two-liter bottle and remove all labels 2. Fill bottle halfway with tap water 3. Add a few drops of blue food coloring and swirl around to mix 4. Add glitter 5. Add sea creatures 6. Fill bottle the rest of the way with vegetable oil using a funnel 7. Be sure that rim and cap are dry, then apply white craft glue around the rim. Seal cap. 8. Use a layer of hot glue around the outer edge of the cap for added protection from leakage 9. Turn bottle on its side and gently rock the bottle to create a “wave” inside your ocean habitat! Tips: * Use lightweight starfish, shells and other sea creature toys that can float. Test them first in

The Truth
The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker slut men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don't feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the "girl of his dreams" who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This is in honor of the girls who pump up a man's ego because she knows how delicate is, and once it gets b

Five Finger Death Punch "the Devil's Own"
Family what a wonderful thing The Devil's own Why!? [Chorus:] Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? When it's said and done, will you remember... [V1:] Slap on the wrist, smack in the face The family tree, gave me a name and nothing more Neglected seed, why!? [Pre-chorus:] It's because of you I'm broken It's because of you I'm dead inside I never asked to be here It's because of you I'm godforsaken I never wanted this It's because of you I'm dead inside [Chorus:] Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be? No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me What did I do wrong? Who was I supposed to be? When it's said and done, will you remember me? [V2:] A happy home, a fairy tale, a broken dream Gave me a life, then turned away Killed everything, why!? [Pre-chorus:] It's because of you I'm broken It's because of you I'

Sea Shell Critters
What you'll need: * Seashells in various types and sizes * Hot glue gun * Wiggle eyes How to make it: 1. Arrange shells together to form different animals and creatures. 2. Have a parent glue them together with hot glue. 3. Add wiggle eyes to your creatures. Tips: * It’s best to position the shells first and decide how you want them to go together before gluing. * Put cockle shells together to form oyster like creatures. * For more colorful projects, paint your shells before gluing together.

Five Finger Death Punch - Ashes
Yet another fuck it ! "Ashes" [V1:] You don't understand me, and you probably never will I got a tendency to self destruct, and a soft spot for the filth A hair trigger temperament, a switchblade for a tongue I'm a walking one-man genocide with a black belt in corrupt [Chorus:] Everything I touch turns to ashes Falls away, it falls away Everything I touch turns to ashes It slips right through my hands Love me, hate me Isolate me everyday that I'm alive Straight up mentally unstable You don't have to like my life [V2:] I'm a jinx, a curse, some say, "the worst" I'm a savage, rabid beast I've been called so many fucking things, it doesn't affect me in the least I've stolen, lied, been crucified but I don't regret a thing I'm an egocentric masochist with a sadist's point of bleak [Chorus:] Everything I touch turns to ashes Falls away, it falls away Everything I touch turns to ashes It slips right through my hands Love me, hate me Is

Paper Plate Port Hole
What you'll need: * 2 paper plates * Silver craft paint * 8 pieces of ring shaped cereal * Fish-shaped crackers * Silk plant leaves * Sea shells * Sand * White craft glue * Blue cellophane * Wax paper * Scissors How to make it: 1. Take both paper plates and set them on the table. One should be right side up and the other should be upside down. 2. On the plate that is right side up, draw your sea floor about 1/3 up the center of the plate. 3. Line the floor area with white glue, use an old paintbrush or your finger to spread the glue out evenly. 4. Cover the wet glue with sand and set aside to dry. 5. On the upside down plate, draw a circle where you will cut out your porthole in the center of the plate. 6. Glue ring shaped cereal pieces around the circle; these are the bolts on the porthole. Let dry. 7. Paint the cereal pieces and the paper plate from the outer edge to your penciled lines. Don’t w

Five Finger Death Punch - The Bleeding
Yea this song goes out to someone! In so many words i relate to this one "The Bleeding" [V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me [Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over [V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing [Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone [Chorus:]

Flourless Peanut Chocolate Cookies
Flourless Peanut-Chocolate Cookies Makes 24 | Prep Time: 10 minutes | Total Time: 30 minutes ingredients 1 cup creamy peanut butter 3/4 cup sugar 1 large egg (lightly beaten) 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup roasted salted peanuts Preheat oven to 350°, with racks in upper and lower thirds. In a large bowl, stir together peanut butter, sugar, egg, baking soda, and salt until well combined. Stir in chocolate chips and peanuts. With moistened hands, roll dough, about 1 heaping tablespoon at a time, into balls. Place 2 inches apart on two baking sheets. Bake until cookies are golden and puffed, 12 to 14 minutes, rotating sheets from top to bottom and front to back halfway through. Cool 5 minutes on sheets; transfer cookies to racks to cool completely. Per cookie: 134 calories; 8.9 grams fat; 3.9 grams protein; 12.2 grams carbohydrates; 1.2 grams fiber

Angel's Food Vs. Devil's Food...
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Ranch Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and olive oil i

Abcs Of A Military Wife
ABCs of a military wife A is for attacking the phone everytime it rings. Even if it means sleeping with the handset or nearly careening off the highway trying to reach your phone in your purse on the floor...in case it is your man calling. B is for boxes. Packing them, unpacking them, shipping them, receiving them, using them to store precious letters... A Military Wife handles a lot of boxes. C is for cheering your head off when your man finally comes home from that LOOONNNGGG deployment!!! D is for deployments, and the deployments that extend. E is for the Excitement you feel when you know he is coming very soon after being away for a LONGGGGG time!! F is for the friendships that come and go due to moving every three years, and for those that last a lifetime no matter what the distance. G is for the Good friends you will make despite knowing them for a short span of time. H is for the helpful hands that come when they are needed. I is for IRAQ

My Marine
I say SEMPER-FI you say jarhead i say Marine You SAY Die i say Fight you say baby killer i say freedom fighter you say death i say for freedom you say no to war i say support the troops you say dont go i say OOH-RAH AND SEMPER-FI you say you love me i say i love you you say for what i say for you you say dumb ass i say DEVIL DOG You say me i say us You say no more i say i am going to war you say i am proud of you i say i will make you proud you say your corps i say my corps that is my corps i will live and die for Marines live for there GOD CORPS AND COUNTRY OOH-RAH and SEMPER-FI to all Marines Past present and Future

Wtf
I am so tired of liars and disrespectful people. First of all why the hell do u need to lie? There is no reason for it. It only causes drama and distrust. And y anyone would want that is beyond me. I work too hard in life to have people bring unnecessary drama to me. So please be respectful and dont lie. U will get so much further in life and with people.

A Parental Nightmare...
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be grow

I Dont Know Anymore!!!
Seems like now things arent going so well with my life right now. I've been getting rid of people that are not doing me no good to be friends and even associates with. I'm tired of all the Bull i have been putting up with. I'm not going through no more with anybody else. I've been hurt by some people and things that they have done to me or just stupid, unconciderate choices that they have made. Its like nobody can be true and upfront anymore!!!!! It hurts to know that people that you thought you knew turns out to be just Crap like everybody else said that they were!!! I'm not be cruel...JUST BEING TOTALLY REAL!!!!!

Zingers
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger.... then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was.... resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was.... Sir Cumference. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a..... little behind in his work. To write with a broken pencil is..... pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take..... debate. The dwarf fortune-teller who escaped from prison was a.....small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got..... twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became.... a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with... stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they will.... always multiply. What do you see when the smog lifts in Los Angeles..... U C L A. The math professor went crazy with t

9 Ways To Not Pick Me Up
I havent posted a blog in awhile but this one is worthy 9. Using the words sexy, fine, baby, mmmmm, yummy, etc. in the subject line is just gonna get your message deleted. No need to read on from there...you're obviously a tool. 8. Sending me a nine page novel about how much we have in common like reading, poetry, or long walks on the beach. Hello, you dont know me from Jack Sh*t! 7. Asking me if i want to meet, give you my number or my e-mail address. I don't f*cking know you and i don't want to wind up in pieces in your garbage bag but nice try stalker. 6. Send me a friend request once if I deny you the first time, guess what i'm not going to say yes the tenth time either. Get over it. Desperation just makes you look crazy. 5. When your page is filled with nothing but half naked chicks, you obviously have enough material to jerk off to. You don't need me. 4. If the only pics you have on your page are of you and your porche, big house or stacks of cash that's

Dear Abby...
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi? I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her.

Your Emotions (dead Kennedys)
Your mommy told you this And your daddy told you that Always think like this And never do that You learned so many feelings But what is there to that Which are really yours Or are you just a copycat Your school told you this And your church told you that Memorize this And don't you dare look at that ... Just a tape recorder Mimicking of the bores You're so boring boring boring Always tape machine recording You're so boring boring boring I've heard all this before Planless and mindless Scraps from anywhere Bunch of used parts From garbage pails everywhere Frankenstein became a monster Just like you Your scars only show When someone talks to you You're so boring boring boring Always tape machine recording You're so boring boring boring I've heard all this before [x3] Your emotions make you a monster [x4]

No Wonder I Have Anxiety..
Last night, I was down in my part of the house, changing into my pajamas, when I heard this loud thunderous crash. The floor above me shook. I heard my mom yell to my father on her cell "I have to go!" and heard her cell phone go flying across the kitchen. I go running upstairs, as I'm jogging through the living room I hear "OH MY GOD!" from my son's room. I stop mid jog and am not sure what my next plan of action was. The way my mom yelled made my mind go right into "Oh my god, my son is either bleeding or dead." I immediately start hyperventilating. I continue to run into his room. Get in there to find that his chest of drawers is on top of him. His 15 inch television just inches from his head. Apparently, my 6 year old thought it would be an awesome idea to stand on his bottom drawer to watch cartoons. After we got him out from underneath the chest, and made sure he was okay, I wanted to kill him. Nothing like the panic of thinking your baby boy is injured, or worse. Dead. It just m

Forever (dropkick Murphy's)
"Never take your loved ones for granted: they could be gone tomorrow" all of my dreams seem to fall by the side like a discarded thought or the day's fading light but I know that if I could just see you tonight forever at times we may fall, like we all tend to do but I'll reach out and find that I've run into you your strength is the power that carried me through forever Your kindness for weakness I never mistook I worried you often, yet you understood that life is so fleeting, these troubles won't last forever inspired me truly you did from the start to not be afraid and to follow my heart there's a piece of you with me they can't tear apart forever Forever I'll find you, forever we'll be Forever your power and strength stays with me

The Blockers Last Words
of course I must be pissing women off majorly..must be my picture..I don't know. But all of teh sudden women are pissed off at me. I left a mumm comment and it wasn't even mean and she shouts me this, tehn blocks me so I can't respond..coward. ☆»•Ð...: get a life.....sheeeeeeeeeeeesh apparently I have no life.

Don't Touch Your Boob! It's Nsfw!!
Yeah apparently even if your hand is only RESTING on your boob (with a shirt on mind you) it's considered NSFW. How STUPID this site has become and it's fucked up rules. There is NOWHERE in the damn "bible" (which I think they should change that name but that's my opinion which obviously don't mean shit here)that states no touching of the boob with shirt on. Which all this I find out after a TRAINEE goes through my default album which pissed me off because I didn't know she was a trainee, just thought it was another one of those stupid chicks that like to go through and flag everything they wished they had. So umm yeah I said a few things :D Even more amusing to me, while I am in the "support lounge", which all they do is copy & paste from the so called "rules", another one of my pics gets flagged. So unless you want a bouncer to go through your pics while just simply asking a question (my question was if a hand is on your boob is it considered NSFW) then don't go to the support lounge

Dear God People Can You Help A Little We Are Dying Here
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Disciple ThE CoFfEe LaDy™*rockrules2001's Fantasy & Fu GF*393,000 to go manly -Serene Sunday All!510,000 to go LC Man788,000 to go Mr Tourette UK LEVELLERS FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER859,000 to go Ozzy ( Pray for my son )1,027,000 to go *Phantom*1,147,000 to go cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Swat Team}

You Want Me?? Come Get Me!!!
Would you like a bitch? Who wouldn't want someone to do your bidding? I'll be auctioned off to be your bitch in radio-storm lounge, Saturday May 24th at 8pm est. Come on down and see if you can handle the action!! Click any pic to get your bid in!! Be prepared for bidding wars!!!

I Do Have Some Morals!
So, ok. My first blog. Too bad it has to be a bad one. Here is the deal, I am a sweet person, but I do have some standards. There is one at the top of my list too. I DO NOT MESS WITH MARRIED OR TAKEN MEN. I do not care if it is just the internet. You probably have a woman that loves you very much and it would hurt her to know you are messing around on the net looking for someone to do why she is at work. Who cares if we live nearby. I understand some people are miserable in their marriages. Well, if it is that damn bad, get out of it. I don't play games like that. I have been hurt plenty of times to know how it feels. Being the good lil' wifey or girlfriend sucks when your man is messing around. So, if you are taken.....DON'T HIT ON ME! Friendships only. I am an excellent friend to all those who really know me. Thanks for taking the time to read this lil bit a BS I had to post since some people can not take a hint and back off.

Stimulus!
How to use your IRS Stimuluscheck... As you may have heard, each of us will be getting a tax rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruits and vegetables it will go to Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless stuff it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at Yard Sales! Those are the only businesses left owned by Americans !! PASS IT ON !!!!

Ya
Well I wigged out. sitting here, not much more to do than clear out my place, find spots for my junk, and stare at a wall. I got obsessed. I felt like I needed an answer, like this shit would eat me alive if i never knew. so i called her mother. the mom was polite but stern, she told me that Dawn "thought she knew what she wanted, but doesnt. she just wants to be alone." i said ok thanks bye. then an angry voicemail from her dad. I wrote her a letter telling her off, and telling her that i am leaving NY anyway, and that I'm done with this crap, and that she is basically a rotten person. yesterday got a call from a cop, telling me an official complaint was filed. I told him im done anyway, and this is just pointless, but ok no problem. shit fuck piss

Speeding Excuses
Philadelphia's Highway Patrol officers hear all kinds of creative excuses that drivers give for speeding. Here are some of the officers' favorites. By the way, none of them worked. A man told the officer he was rushing to the hospital because had been stung by a bee, and was allergic. "There's the bee right there," he said, pointing to his dashboard. The officer looked. The bee was not only dead, but in a advanced state of decomposition. A man was doing 70 mph on the shoulder of I-95, avoiding the bumper-to-bumper traffic. After a third of a mile, he was stopped by an officer. He jumped out of the car, brushing off his pants, and told the cop he had dropped a cigarette on his lap. "I was looking for a place to park," he explained. A speeder said that he and his wife were trying to have a baby. "My wife is ovulating," he told the officer. "I have to get home right now." An officer stopped a man doing 80 mph. When he asked the driver whether he had seen the speed-limit si

What Do You Think
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOMEONE SHOWING NAKED PICTURES OF THEMSELVES ON HERE,OR OF THEMSELVES HAVING SEX ? I PERSONALY THINK IT IS UP TO THE INDIVUAL .NOT FOR ME,THOSE THINGS ARE PRIVATE ,NOT FOR SHOW ON HERE TO WHOMEVER WANTS TO SEE THEM .... I MEAN SOME OF THESE ARE BETTER LEFT COVERED FOR REAL ,LOL I WAS ASKED BY A LOT OF MEN TO SHOW NAKED PICTURES, WELL CERTAIN PARTS ///THOUGH MY BODY IS NICE ,AND I THINK AT MY AGE IT STILL LOOKS GOOD ,I DON'T WANT TO GO AROUND SHOWING IT TO EVERYONE... DOESN'T ANYONE WANT A WOMAN WITH PERSONALITY,AND BRAINS ,AND LOVE ANYMORE ? DAM !

Brother Passed Away Leaving 4 Kids Alone
to all my friends on fubar.my 39 yr old brother left this messed up world yesterday 5-20-2008. he was a father of 4 children and 4 grandchildren.died on his first grandsons birthday. he now joins his wife and our mother that will welcome him home. the sad things are no insurance and he still has 2 kids under 16 years that are going to have a hard way to go trying to burry there father and keep there life a float. we have started a fund raiser for them and if anyone wants to help local or far im going to include a mailing location to send anything that might help them get through this time, no cause of death as of this time. he went to sleep and never woke up. william wilson/kids 1703 south chicago street #42 joliet illinois 60436 815-726-3212 or 815-666-8699 GOD BLESS THE FAMILY...

Blessings From Memory's Garden
I sit in what once was and grieve what is lost forever. And yet words once heard float like mind-perfume, opening up a floodgate of memory, recalling the moments when those words were spoken, and I am comforted. Thank you,O CREATOR, for the gift of remembering.

Happy Hour.....hell Yeah!!!!!
THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT MADE MY 1ST HH A SUCCESS MY FIRST EVER HAPPY HOUR THURSDAY MAY 22 @ NOON FUBAR TIME..(3PM EST) FIRST OFF I'D LIKE TO THANK 2 WONDERFUL PEOPLE FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE....... PLEASE GO SHOW THESE 2 MAD LOVE FROM ME THANKS!!!! NOW FOR THE GOOD STUFF...... ITS A PURPLE FRENZY.... RATE MY PURPLE PASSION ALBUMS AND EARN FUBUCKS..... I AM OFFERING 5K FUBUCKS FOR 10'S AND 10K FUBUCKS FOR 11'S THE LINKS TO THE ALBUMS ARE BELOW: ALBUM #1 ALBUM #2 MAKE SURE TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW WHAT YOU RATED AND WHETHER 10 OR 11'S SO THAT I CAN PAY!!! PAY!!! PAY!!! YOU.....

Ted Kennedy
My day has started really great. To be exact, with the news of Ted Kennedy, that fat traitorous swine, having brain cancer. I wasn't aware that that pig had a brain, but apparently so. I know I'm evil and callous, but not going to feel bad for a shit stain like him.

Should Kids Witness Childbirth????
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. the house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her h elp and asked the Wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, 'He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place, Smack His Ass Again!'

Balloons Newest Update
Cum watch as I play with balloons. I blow some up. I even blow one up in my wet pussy. You get to see me all nude throughout the whole set. Cum see balloons, huge round ass, hot wet pussy, big boobs, feet and heels. Make sure you checkout the video that goes with this update. I pop and masturbate with the balloons. lt is a hot and wet video. There is almost 1600 photos with 10 video clips in the members section and 7 videos on SC Videos. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Gorillaz - El Manana
SUMMR DOAN KNOE ME NO MOAR EAGR MAN, THAZ ALL. SUMMR DOAN KNOE ME HE JUS LEFT ME LOW IN MAH SELF CAUSE I 2 KNOE LUV, FRUM U DAT JUS DID. YA. I SAW DAT DAI, LOST MAH MIND LORD, IM FINE MAYBE IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE DOAN STOP TEH BUCK WHEN IT COMEZ IZ TEH DAWN, ULL C MONEY WONT GIT THAR 10 YEERS PAST AN NAO ULL FLEE IF U DO DAT ILL BEAT TEH SUN 2 FIND U I SAW DAT DAI, LOST MAH MIND LORD, IM FINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE I SAW DAT DAI, LOST MAH MIND LORD, IM FINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE AN IN TIEM ULL WANTS 2 BE MINE

Saving For Spotlight!!
I am saving for spotlight, but I need fubucks!! So this is what I am offering: I am selling custom made graphics for 5k!! Here are just some examples of what I can do: Or just check out my "Made for others" folder, or my "Stuff I have made" folder!! If you want to just make a donation, then you will get a custom salute!! Any donation over 200k will get you a custom salute and a FREE graphic!! I would love to get the spotlight for my birthday on August 11th!!!! Please help!! This message from: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio

Jealous People On Here.
Why the hell do people have to be stupid? I thought this was an over 18 site. Was I mistaken? There are some jealous ass people on here that are going through other peoples pictures (my bff for one) and marking them nsfw just because they are good pics, absolutely no nudity in alot of the ones they marked. If you are that insecure, you are on the wrong site. Go back to myspace IDIOTS!!!

Going To Be One Of Those Days
It's just going to be one of those days everything goes wrong, i can just sense it since my morning completly just went to hell. I wake up lay in bed for a few minutes and thats when it all starts, I roll to my other side to to see blood all over my pillow. So apparently i had a bloody nose in the middle of the night. I get out of bed and put some pjs on and then take care of the bloody pillow case to realize the blood is all over my pillow itself. ERRR my favorite pillow now gone due to a bloody nose, then my mom informs me the blood wont come out of my pillow case so i should throw that away as well, so there went my favorite pillow case that was nice and soft. So i come downstairs to my bedroom to get dressed for my busy day of working both jobs, i look at the time and realize im going to be running a few minutes late, so i call and inform my lady i work for and well guess what she wasnt home. So that means i would have droven to her house and her not be there. Hmm. Okay

The Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Immigration
COMING SOON! No apology for sending this ! ! ! After hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish ( Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. NOT sorry if this offends anyone because this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP -- please pass this along. I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone -- YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! It is Time for America to Speak up If you agree -- pass this along, if you d

Happy Hour Rate A Thon! Today!
RATE A THON! Come get my Bucks! My Happy Hour is TODAY @ 10 am FU Time! (1 pm Eastern) FAN, ADD and Rate my Profile if you haven't already so you can come rate the 100 pictures in the Rate a Thon Album! (click this pic) Rate with 100 11's for $15,000 FUBUCKS! Rate with 100 10's for $10,000 FUBUCKS! Be sure to Private Message me when you are done so I can send you your dough! Every 10th person to complete will receive an additional $5000 FUBUCKS! If you've got stamina...RATE all the pics in this album for a personal salute! (click my BFF) I have 2 Completely Awesome people to Thank for my Happy Hour so ... be sure to FAN, ADD and Rate their Profiles as well. Let me know you took care of both of them and I will throw a bonus in! Guidomedic ~Better to Love Someone U Can't Have than to Have Someone U Can't Love~@ fubar and Qtazabutton@ fubar They are amazing and there isn't a single reason they shouldn't be on your friends list! OK,

Type A
Have you ever met those annoying fast paced overachievers that are overly cheery and nice, but once something goes a lil off, they freak out and turn into gorgons? I fuckin HATE people with Type A personalities. I used to student teach and carpool with this old hag that was also going for a degree in education. She was super organized and hyper, and talked non stop in an annoying cuntish voice. Once she lost a flier (!), a fuckin flier, and was almost in tears. I asked her waht was wrong, and she said that she has never lost ANYTHING in her life. I said that I lose stuff all the time, and she proceeded to tell me that this was me, but she is different. CUNTS!

Meet The Staff Of Sp2
Hell everyone, here we introduce to you the staff of Soldiers Playground 2. We are limited, yet always looking for reliable, flexible people to come help out whether it be full-time (preferably), part time, or however you can. If ur interested PLEASE let one of the staff members know and will get you in!! Hope to see you there, here they are, wanna be a part of them and SP2!!? GO stop by their pages and show them some love as well!! (If I missed anyone, PLEASE let me know and you will be added) Owner of SP2 (Mî¢hèlè-(ÐJ Tîggý$båbè) ♥Tîggý'$ Mî¢hèlè-R/£ wîƒè ºƒ bºµñ¢èý_†îggè® ♥ Øwñè® ºƒ §ºld@ fubar Co-Owner & R/L Hubby to Owner (ßºÚñÇè¥ TîGgÊ®Z)Mî¢hèlè$ G®ººvè R/£ Hµ$båñd åÑd ÇºØwñè® Øƒ §ºldîè®$ ¶låýg®ºµñd ²--@ fubar Manager & Head Enforcer of SP2 Råmblè®®èbål(Mg® & Hèåd Êñƒº®¢è® ºƒ §ºldîè®$ ¶låýg®ºµñd²)@ fubar Enforcer for SP2 louie ''enforcer for SP2''@ fubar Greeter/Promoter for SP2 (RealFuqinEvil)Greeter For SP2&Enforcer@The Land!ng Str!p@ fubar Enforcer f

Contest Im Helping With ~~updates For S*u*p
GIVING A YELL OUT TO ALL S*U*P & FRIENDS AS OF RIGHT NOW WE HAVE SEVERAL MEMBERS &/or FRIENDS IN CONTEST/GIVEAWAYS~~THESE AREN'T LISTED IN PRIORITY OUR VERY OWN MIZZ SHADY IS IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A BLAST~~25K COMMENTS~~NO TIME LIMIT Jonlee needs 10k comments for a VIP~~no time limit My 1st Happy hour giveaway--45k comments no time limit Crazyrabbit~~3 month VIp~~22500 comments~~no time limit Our favorite Squirter Kayla in a 25000 comment give away stop by drop a few and most importantly RATE the pic! LET'S HIT THESE HARD~~TY SO MUCH ~~S*U*P RAWKS!! THIS IS ALL MEMBERS THAT ARE CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST/GIVEAWAY THAT I AM AWARE OF~~IF YOU ARE S*U*P & IN ONE PLEASE DROP ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO THAT I CAN INCLUDE YOU IN LISTINGS TY SO MUCH THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Sexygranny1967~Fu owned & owner of Mishnumber1~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar

Butt
This morning as I got up to my floor in my building, I decided to check myself out in the floor mirror on the wall (my butt in particular). So I did the regular butt twirl back and forth, mostly checking if I had any dust on my butt from sitting on a concrete outside. And as a turned around, I see my neighbor standing on the left by the elevator, trying hard to look straight ahead and avoiding any eye contact. I said hi, and he answered back barely turning his head. I think my face turned totally red as a scurried to my place. Ughhh...

Lets Let It Go
I WANT TO START BY SAYING I AM SO VERY SORRY THAT I HAVE ALLOWED MY EMOTIONS TO RUIN SOMETHING THAT AT ONE TIME WAS THE STRONGEST FAMILY ON FUBAR I ASK BEFOR I LAY MY HEART OUT IN THIS BULLY THAT YOU ALL HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY ... I FEEL IN MY HEART THAT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN PETE AND MYSELF SHOULD STAY BETWEEN HIM AND I ,,, I WAS WRONG FOR EVER TALKING TO FRIENDS ABOUT WHAT WAS HURTING ME I SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO THE I LOVE EVERYONE HERE AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER HAS MADE SOME VERY BAD MISTAKES THEY ARE NOT PROUD OF AND PETE KNOWS HE HURT ME AND HE IS SUFFERING A GREAT DEAL AND IT REALLY KILLS ME INSIDE TO SEE HIM HURT SO BAD OVER SOMETHING I COULD HAVE STOPPED JUST BY KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT ... I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST JOINED CLUB F.A.R. I WAS AMAZED AT WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY IT WAS AND THOUGHT WOW IM STAYING HERE THEN PETE MADE ME A OWNER AND I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I PUT ALOT OF TIME INTO THIS FAMILY I LOVED SO MUCH AND WHEN ALL THIS STATE

God Wants Me To Tell You.....
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- GOD WANTS ME TO TELL YOU..... Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2008), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows, and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message'... God smiled and answered... Request gra nted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying

Dj Inquiries
LET ME A COMMENT HERE LET ME KNOW IF YA HAVE EXPERIENCE YOU HAVE SAM'S AND WHAT TIMES YOU MAY BE INTERESTED IN. I ALSO HOPE YOU STOP BY THE LOUNGE GET TO KNOW US AND THE STAFF WE ARE A VERY NEW BUT TIGHT NIT GROUP WHO LIKES TO HAVE FUN. DJ'S WILL BE GIVEN A ONE WEEK TRIAL PERIOD AND THEN TAKEN FROM THERE .....IF YOU DONT HAVE EXPERIENCE WE CAN TRAIN YOU......SO NO WORRIES.....HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA'LL SOON......DEMONIC.....ps Don't forget to stop by CK2 and join you'll love it I'm sure......

The Fool
THE FOOL post date: 2008-05-14 12:21:59 views: 25 comments: 3 ratings: 0 THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE FOOL Innocence and naivety are associated with The Fool, for the young have no fear of new experiences or change. As you grow older you can lose that childish innocence and enthusiasm, and can become fearful and cynical of change and new experiences. The mind of The Fool is always open, an empty vessel eagerly waiting to be filled with new knowledge. Any experience, pleasant or challenging, is life knowledge that he accepts as part of his learning. The Fool does not sit on the fence waiting for life to come to him; he always takes the first step himself. The Fool does not analyze all the possible risks of a new adventure; he learns as he goes along. The fearlessness and sheer enthusiasm associated with The Fool makes for quite a maverick character, and often this card can signify such a person, male or female, may step into your life. It is your attitude th

A Simple Thank-you, My Friend
Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world, You entered, bringing light and life to me, The vivid colors, painted with a swirl Of wit and charm, of personality,With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,And images that line the now bright walls.I look upon them fondly, bringing forth A thankfulness that you walk in these halls With me, our friendship has become a part Of my world now, it has its special place, Within my being, life, and in my heart, Your name hangs right beside your smiling face. Remembering just how drab these walls had been, I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

Mere Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Not A Waste
"No life is a waste, the only time we waste it the time we spend thinking we are alone." --the Blue Man in Mitch Albom's 'The Five People you Meet in Heaven We would all be good to realize this more often. xoxo Me

Lighting Your Way
If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handle Your life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door. If I light your path, life is easier, Even strong winds, my light will not deter. No matter what, I'm here for you To cheer you up when you are blue. Do not fret when times get tough, If things look down or kind of rough. Just remember, I'm always here, In your heart, close and near. I will help you out in every way, Happiness and love in your heart will stay. Don't blow me out, that's one request Unless it's me you do detest. I do not try to hurt anyone That isn't good or any fun. But one day you may leave me behind You may no longer need my light to shine. If that day comes, go on your way And I will hope to see you again one day. If one day, I don't appear, Do not worry, do not fear I may be gone, but in your heart The light I gave you did no

I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Not In Her Storm
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

Come Check It Out, You'll Love It!
Come to this lounge, you will be pleased at what you see. I know we don't have many in the room all the time, but we are still growing and working on it. This lounge is all about showing love, respect, SUPPORT to all those serving our military, police dept, fire dept or serving our country in some way. Also we show all the love support and respect to those who have served as well. And lets not forget the families who are usually and always left behind praying, hoping, and supporting their loved ones to come home to them. So come on all I know you got it in ya, come join us in Soldiers Playground2!! THIS IS THE RIBBON Lounge Link

The Moon
THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE MOON When we experience such turbulent emotions, it is difficult to believe that we could ever feel harmony and peace within ourselves again. Highly charged feelings cause havoc in our lives, and when The Moon appears in your readings, you can be sure there are issues in your life that are causing confusion and mixed emotions. When this card appears, it is suggesting you take a step back and view your situation from a different perspective and with a calmer logic. However, The Moon does represent powerful feelings and it isn’t always easy to gain clarity: we often can’t ‘see the wood for the trees’. The path to clarity and understanding is a challenging one, yet despite the emotional wrenches you may feel, it is right for you. For example, if you are in a situation where you need to let go of a lover or partner for whatever reason, but emotionally cannot summon up the courage to do so, even though you know it’s the

The Dummy
In that forgotten part of town Where wasted hopes and dreams abound, A wrinkled man with life near end, In hopes to have at least one friend, Fashioned bits of wood and things And made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, Conversing with his only friend And found delight within the fact That he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had A chance, since all his luck was bad Although he'd tried so to succeed - The dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance Had never given him a chance, And wasn't it a crying shame That he was always held to blame When everyone knew, oh so well, That life is but a living Hell, Controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, That dummy sat through all complaints And, with each little expert tug, He'd droop his head or bow or shrug And give some comfort to the man Who held his lifelines in his hand And helped to fill a lo

Describes My Mood
The loneliness within me Takes a heavy toll 'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soul And the night is like a dagger Long and cold and sharp As I sit here on the front steps Blowing smoke rings in the dark I know I must be going 'Cause love's already gone And all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heart And all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark

Mj! Why!!!!!
MJ hasn't seen The Matrix or anything from it, not even a little clip.... I can't believe this.... i seriously can't believe this.... who hasn't seem The Matrix! If you haven't seen The Matrix you are either a Jew or a communist!

Short Joke
Officer, this is how the fight started... I rear-ended the car in front of me. I admit that. It was my fault! So, we both pull over to the side of the road, and slowly the driver of the car I hit gets out of his car. . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed... and life... sometimes life seems like... suddenly funny? Well, the driver of the car I hit is a DWARF! He gets out of his car and I get out of my car. He is frowning and scowling and he storms over to me. Right up close at me he looks up in my face and says, 'I AM NOT HAPPY!' And I don't know what possessed me, officer, but I look down at him and I said, 'Well, if you're not Happy -- which one are you?' ....... and that's when the fight started...

Memorial Day
In these uncertain times, we realize more than ever the vital importance of the men and women who serve in our country's military. On Memorial Day, we pay tribute to our fellow countrymen who died in wartime, fighting to preserve the freedoms we enjoy today. On this solemn day, let us also remind ourselves that we must not take these freedoms for granted, but gratefully remember the men and women who made the ultimate sacrifice to protect them.

Re: Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly
RE: Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 May 2008, 12:30 Bilderberg Confirmed: Westfields Marriott In Chantilly June 5-8 Veteran Bilderberg sleuth Jim Tucker has confirmed via three separate sources that the Bilderberg Group will meet this year in Chantilly Virginia at the Westfields Marriott hotel from June 5-8. Tucker told The Alex Jones Show that the earlier story claiming Bilderberg had already met in Athens Greece was a possible ruse to misdirect attention from the real scene of the crime. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052108_bilderberg_confirmed. htm

Tired
Alright, here's some words for thought.. Whatever happened to people just talking and gettin to know each other?? Just because I have a sexy pic up, does that mean all I want to hear is "hey baby, you're hot"? No, it doesnt.. Why don't men and women do it too I have noticed, try and say hello, hows it goin?? If they would only read the profile, they would see, I am quite happily taken, you can't replace him.. So maybe take the time to get to know me..You might like what you see.. Hell, my sense of humor is fucking hilarious, but you dont see that when you are too busy wanking to my pics.. It sounds silly to some, but that sexy pic is up for two people..Number one is ME..Yes, me..Because I have finally realized just how damn sexy and beautiful I am on the outside..I already knew it about the inside..lol Number two, for the man in my life who helped me to see that..Because I know how damn proud he is to be able to say..Damn, look at my woman.. Ya know, it's not like I

New
WE ARE NOT AFFILIATED WITH CLUB FAR Founded May 18,2008 We are totally a NEW FAMILY This is what you have to do its so simple and so much fun. You will get to meet and make new friends. Tho we are NOT a bombing family. Just a bunch of fubarians wanting to make new friends Here's the requirements: 1) Must be a level 3 and above and have a salute!! 2) NO Drama 3) Must Fan/Add/Rate each member (if you don't you will be removed) 4) Must have CLUB FAR UNITED in your name 5) Must have FUN as that is what we all want to do on here. So if you are interested click the Homepage link and let us know HERE IS THE FAMILY LINKS Tsisquo'ga Owner Of Club United @ fubar KEITH-OWNER CLUB FAR UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER @ fubar Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club FAR United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmie @ fubar SweetSexyLatina♥ Owner Club FAR United Fu-owner of *Sniper"Sarge'sBadgirls SinwagonMasterofB @ fubar NAH-NAH * CLUB UNITED MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWK

Fatigue And Hepatitis C
Fatigue and Hepatitis C Chronic fatigue, the most commonly reported symptom of Hepatitis C infection, affects between 65 and 75 percent of those diagnosed with the disease. Learn what factors contribute to excessive tiredness and lack of energy associated with Hepatitis C, and discover what steps you can take to help manage fatigue. by Nicole Cutler, L.Ac. Although Western medicine has yet to find the reason behind the excessive fatigue associated with Hepatitis C, research has uncovered several contributing factors: Â· Poor sleep and lack of rest Â· Drug and alcohol use Â· Stress and depression Â· Other diseases Â· Chronic pain Â· Lack of exercise Â· Poor nutrition Â· Not drinking enough water and fluids Â· Impaired immune system Â· Certain medical treatments (such as interferon therapy) The following four reasons likely play a part in HCV-related fatigue: 1. Energy Storage - Understanding the liverâ€™s role in energy production clarifies how

Heee
WE ARE NOT AFFILIATED WITH CLUB FAR Founded May 18,2008 We are totally a NEW FAMILY This is what you have to do its so simple and so much fun. You will get to meet and make new friends. Tho we are NOT a bombing family. Just a bunch of fubarians wanting to make new friends Here's the requirements: 1) Must be a level 3 and above and have a salute!! 2) NO Drama 3) Must Fan/Add/Rate each member (if you don't you will be removed) 4) Must have CLUB FAR UNITED in your name 5) Must have FUN as that is what we all want to do on here. So if you are interested click the Homepage link and let us know HERE IS THE FAMILY LINKS Tsisquo'ga Owner Of Club United @ fubar KEITH-OWNER CLUB FAR UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER @ fubar Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club FAR United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmie @ fubar SweetSexyLatina♥ Owner Club FAR United Fu-owner of *Sniper"Sarge'sBadgirls SinwagonMasterofB @ fubar NAH-NAH * CLUB UNITED MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWK

Slanguage
Your Slanguage Profile Canadian Slang: 75% Prison Slang: 75% Southern Slang: 50% British Slang: 25% New England Slang: 25% Victorian Slang: 25% What Slanguage Do You Speak? Canadian and prison are my top scores? Must be a mistake in there somewhere! LOL!

Free Hep C Clinics For Testing And Meds
Remember there is no vaccine or cure for Hepatitis C... For more info on Hep C, read my blogs. Hepatitis C Awareness Hepatitis C Myths and Facts and more.... Free clinics across America are growing in small numbers. Here are a few I have found. I will list more as I find them. Please feel free to do the same. RonadaAnderson@adph.state.al.us //334-206-7974 She is the Hepatitis C coordinator for the state of Alabama and a good start point to find a clinic in or near Mobile. Dr. Rudman at the Fredrick County Health Dept in Fredrick, Maryland, will send you to the Local Hospital for all your testing and liver panel. They will pay the cost of testing and all meds... Call for your appt at Fredrick County Health Dept, in Fredrick Maryland, and go there first. If you are wanting medication, through the Patient Assistance Program through ROCHE. Call this number... It is 1-866-247-5084, they do a phone screening to see if you tentatively qualify, then

Lol I'm Sure They Don't Think Of Me That Way!
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating. Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers. And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Comfy Pj's... :d
The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many. What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Madness
It'shard to be in a relationship with someone who is constantly changing moods. We've been together for 3 years and I've known about her manic depression and bi-polarism, but sometimes it's hard to deal with. One minute she's there the next she's someone else. One day she wants to make a firm commitment, then she wants to run away. Have to think of where the next step is going. Least I'll have some quiet time to think. She's off in California, visiting friends. Think I'll hop on the bike and head down to Savannah for the weekend.

Attention Seeker! Lol
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore? Oh, I'm modest... for the most part. :D

My Karaoke Theme Song
Your Karaoke Theme Song is "Livin' On a Prayer" You believe the best things in life are mostly forgotten, and you're definitely more than a little nostalgic . You're likely to still like the same foods, fashions, and music as you did when you were a teenager. You have a knack for knowing what elements of pop culture people have missed, without them even realizing it. It's great to remember the past, but don't forget that not everyone is as stuck in it as you are. You might also sing: "Pour Some Sugar on Me," "Rapper's Delight," and "Cherry Pie" Stay away from people who sing: "Toxic" What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Free Again!
well i finally did it. i finally broke up with my bf of three years, well it would have been if we had stayed together. he was a controlling asshole who was insanely jealous and abusive. much thanks to all my friends and family who helped me muster up enough courage to finally tell him it was over. and even more thanks for helping me stay away, it has been hard. i almost don't know what to do with myself now that i am single again. last time i was really single, i was 16! lmao. now i am almost 20 and free and clear to do whatever i want! well i have one more year to go before i can legally buy booze and stuff. i know i don't want to get into another relationship straightaway, that would be dumb. but i want to have fun! so boys watch out! but hit me up if you want to hang out since i can actually talk to and see guy friends without worrying about what i am going to tell my bf about where i was. yay freedom is so exhilarating! woo hoo! go me!

Euphoria
Euphoria A peice of it cracks Everytime you walk out the door It pulls me under Inside It pours Out into the world with new skin You pull me farther I can see again I said it outloud "..thats her" For someone like you I've waited so long This is deeper Over and over, again and again Every time I see your face It's like I can breathe again But when you aren't here I'm only slightly down I remember your voice Such euphoria, A beautiful, distinctive sound Like a the wind Blowing through the trees That feeling I get when I see you again Drops me to my knees Do I really have to tell you who this is for? Lol

Flamming Drinks Catch Another Off Guard..
Good Morning world. Idol sucked! Unless you are a David A fan then you perhaps enjoyed it. Two things comes to mind when I think of him being the Idol. Have fun Simon with his dad… and how soon will his light be doused. Same thing with the Democratic Party favorite. Good luck and I can’t wait until I can say this is what you voted in…not me. Other then that Florida takes top spot in what the hell were you thinking…The woman agreed to help out with a display involving liquor and fire. She hopped on the bar, started dancing, then realized her foot was engulfed in flames. She reacted by accidentally kicking the flaming mixture into a passer-by. Hmmm weird way of serving up a flaming drink… May your Wednesday be fun in what ever you have planned…but truly do watch out for dancing women with their feet on fire…I believe the dude who was burned over 20% of his upper body would have loved to heeded that warning… A huge hug and an assortment of pats Mart

Reflections....
I'm turning 41 tomorrow. Remember when we used to think that was old? I don't feel old. Actually, I think the past year has been one of my bests. I'm coming into my own. I'm no longer Mark's wife or just Justin's mother. I'm me. :) The past year has been full of changes. Some good, some bad. Most have been good, I must say. I have met wonderful new people and experienced wonderful new things. I'm growing, changing... It seems the last few days has been rough for several of us. I know I have been moody. I want to blame it on being ill the last few days. I actually thought I was going to have to go to the emergency room the other day. There's really no excuse for being bitchy, though. It's not normally how I am. I do love how we have come together for each other, here to listen and give advice. I have made an awesome group of friends on Fubar. I love you guys! ♥ Anyway.... As Jade says... Show your boobs! lol........

Randomness!
I'm just sitting here in bed w my laptop. I got onto fubar and decided that I was gonna write a blog. About what you ask? I dunno was just gonna ramble a lot...LOL. I have had so many things on my mind today. Its like there are 10 diffrent things going on in my brain at once. I'm really not sure how to get my thoughts to shut off long enough for me to fall asleep. I know that I need to get some sleep in order to make it to work on time. I lay down and close my eyes and all I have laying there in the dark is my thoughts. It sucks...there are times I wonder if I have insomnia or something. My sleep patterns are terrible. I am constantly tired no matter how much or how little sleep I get. Oh now I hear my dog out in the livingroom doing his "I'm dreaming" barks...LOL. Makes me laugh a lil. I hear the damn birds out side chirping away. Ok, I'm gonna try this sleep thing one more time. Thanks for listening to my thoughts. You have been a great audience. xoxo

You're Special To Me And You've Made A Difference In My Life.
You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I respect you, cherish you, honor our friendship, and hold you close to my heart. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them

Gunshots
This is from an article in the local newspaper.. happened three doors from me. POLICE SAY HE THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS MESSING WITH GRILL A man arrested early Monday morning after police say he fired several shots off a Bloomington back porch reportedly told police he was just trying to scare off the person he thought was messing with a grill. Chris Williams, 31, of Bloomfield, was arrested on preliminary charges of criminal recklessness with a weapon and carrying a handgun without a permit. He was taken into custody shortly after 1 a.m. after officers heard a weapon being fired near residence. According to Bloomington police reports,officers Chris Scott and Joe Henry were on bike patrol in the Crestmont neighborhood whey they heard what sounded like a shotgun blast. Backup officers arrived at the scene to help find the source of the gunshot sound. After aboiut a half-hour, they again heard the shots. They were able to pinpoint the gunshots to an area in the

You Wane Be In My Auction...???
AUCTION TIME AGAIN ..... I NEED PEOPLE TO JOIN IT AT LEAST 15.... RULES ARE A BIT DIFFERENT THIS TIME..... MAY 24th 5:00PM PST AND WILL END AT JUNE 5th at 5:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 100k RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MAY 24TH TILL 5:00PM PST JUNE 5TH 5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 7. IF THE HI

New News
ok so..... i just found out that my friends band Hollow Image broke up....... FUCKIN SUCKS!!!..... they were an amazing band, and just as good live..... now josh, singer from HI, has told me that him and i need to get Discarding Skin back together.... DS was the project that him and i were working on not too long ago...... only issue is time..... my schedule basically SUCKS..... workin early in the mornin and havin to go to bed early.... but yeah i have weekends off so if anything we would be gettin together during the weekends and working on shit and durin the week work on things seperately and send each other files through AIM..... hopefully there will be NEW music to be posted shortly.....

,,what Does This Mean?.
The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your own arm. -swedish proverb Life is only this place, this time, and these people right here and now. -vincent collins When I see a bird that walks like a duck and swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, I call that bird a duck. -richard cardinal cushing Few people can be happy unless they hate some other person, nation, or creed. -bertrand russell Fortunate are the people whose roots are deep. -agnes meyer If you play with a thing long enough, you will surely break it. -anonymous Any man may make a mistake; none but a fool will persist in it. -cicero An ass is beautiful to an ass, and a pig to a pig. -english proverb Hating people is like burning down your own house to get rid of a rat. -harry emerson fosdick Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there. -will rogers I never think of the future. It comes soon enough. -albert einstein So live that you wouldn't b

Change
I've had quite a bit of time to think about everything and I've come to a decision. I've seen just how far I've sunk and the demon I've been becoming and I wish I saw it sooner. Instead I hurt someone dear to me and it was all in the darkest of anger. I didn't think when I did it and that's no surprise. I ALWAYS do shit so stupid like when I'm angry cause I never think before I do shit. I just do it and then suffer for it later. You'd think I'd learn that lesson by now. I've decided to completely tear myself and my life apart and start completely over from scratch. Not a reconfiguration so much as it is killing myself and being reborn into someone different. I want to be the person I want to be. I want to exorcise this fucking evil person I've been becoming and be the person everyone's told me I am. Good, selfless, generous, giving, right, wholesome. Not this selfish and angry fuck I've been for over a month now. This isn't me. This isn't who I want to be or who I'm supp

Aquarious- The Strongest
You have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate

Whispers In My Ear
Whispers in my ear My soul felt empty like a big black hole I had nothing to live for and no place to go there was no light and I felt the end was near there was only darkness down a long black peer the darkness brought anguish and the anguish brought fear as darkness was about to consume my soul I heard a voice whisper in my ear the voice so soft, gentle, and serene, said only you know the path to the light the light is within you he said, you must choose what is tried true and right if you follow this path the light will begin to appear remember the light comes from within whispered the voice in my ear everyone comes here with a plan and a purpose to this life if this is not accomplished, there will be pain, suffering, and strife you could have just come here to have some children to rear or to write or paint or find the next cure said the voice that whispered in my ear when you can’t find this purpose sometimes your soul can get lost you search and you searc

Just The Facts
IM LEAVING FUBAR ON MY BIRTHDAY. HOPEFULLY BY THAT TIME I WILL BE AT THE LAST LEVEL OF FUBAR. IF NOT, OH WELL. THIS SITE IS TO ADDICTIVE. I DONT GO TO BED UNTIL DAWN HALF THE TIME AND THATS NOT A GOOD THING. I NEED TO TRAIN MYSELF ON GOING TO BED AT A DECENT TIME SO I CAN GET UP EARLY. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. SO, I HAVE TO MAKE SOME SACRIFICES. AND, THIS IS ONE OF THEM. I KNOW THAT THIS BLOG IS WAY TO EARLY TO MAKE BUT I RATHER MAKE THIS BLOG NOW WHILE ITS FRESH IN MY MIND, AND I KNOW THAT IM VERY SURE OF MYSELF ON WHAT IM DOING. AND I AM. IVE MADE ALOT OF FRIENDS HERE, AND IVE HAD GREAT TIMES HERE ALSO.I HOPE I HAVE MORE GREAT TIMES HERE IN THE FINAL 10 MONTH THAT IM HERE.

Foundry Cams: Lux Shows Off Her New Boobs And Her F*ck Me Shirt
The luxurious platinum-blonde LUX from FOUNDRY CAMS got a visit from the bosom fairy since the last time we checked in with her, and while we shouldn't make accusations like that about her plastic surgeon, we sure are happy with his work! Here she is, once again, rocking out to "All In How You Wear It" by SAINTS OF THE UNDERGROUND (Jani Lane - WARRANT, Bobby Blotzer & Robbie Crane - RATT, Keri Kelly - ALICE COOPER BAND)...while wearing her FoundryMusic F*CK ME Shirt.

Ghost Hunting...
Not as easy as it once was. Since the creation of TAPS show "Ghost Hunters" the admission price to some of the more famous locals has skyrocketed. That makes me stop to think, if paranormal tourism is so huge in the United States why don't I buy a dusty old building, create a few stories about it and charge people 25 bucks a night (which is 1/4 the price of anything that TAPS has previously investigated). I would even include pizza and soda! Take that Mansfield, Moundsville, Waverly Hills, and Trans Allegheny Lunatic Asylum all of which cost 50 bucks all the way up to 200 bucks a night. Damnit! A hotel doesn't cost that much, and we're not even sleeping there! Oh well, maybe one day the real ghost hunters will shut those stupid thrill-seekers down with our cunning, wit, and agility...but probably not, for the force is strong with this group. Many Blessings and Ghostly Good Tidings! ~Candi~ Founder D.A.P.R.S.

Bill Clinton
Clinton's Vision and Accomplishments - Newer Information Economic Leadership and a Stronger Economy Under President Clinton's leadership, almost 6 million new jobs were created in the first two years of his Administration -- an average of 250,000 new jobs every month. In 1994, the economy had the lowest combination of unemployment and inflation in 25 years. As part of the 1993 Economic Plan, President Clinton cut taxes on 15 million low-income families and made tax cuts available to 90 percent of small businesses, while raising taxes on just 1.2 percent of the wealthiest taxpayers. President Clinton signed into law the largest deficit reduction plan in history, resulting in over $600 billion in deficit reduction. The deficit is going down for 3 years in a row for the first time since Harry Truman was president. Fighting Crime and Restoring Our Communities The President signed into law the Brady Bill, which imposes a five-day waiting period on handgun purcha

Hockey
Ok. I voted on a mumm the other night (I don't even think it was a mumm but fuck it) about hockey. It asked people who thought was going to win the Stanley Cup. Personally I don't think any one really watches hockey unless the Stanley Cup playoffs or finals is going on. Ok. Here's my gripe. Yeah, I said "People actaully watch hockey. Holy crap" and some one had to respond to me about watching wresting because my former default pic was me holding up the WWE title. Now here's what I say..... I don't think anyone or no one really gives a shit about hockey. Unless it's the fucking playoffs. I mean on a day to day basis, no one talks about that sport. Like it never existed. Everyone else talks about the run that Fukudome had with the Cubs or how the Bulls lost or how the Bears suck because of Grossman right now. But who the fuck talks about hockey? No fucking person. Not even a diehard hockey fan. Damn, soccer and rugby are more talked about than that sport on ice. Hell, people talk to me a

Our Honored Living
OUR HONORED LIVING------ BY MIKE ZBROWSKI, RN MERL KYGAR “We’re the battling bastards of Bataan; No mama, no papa, no Uncle Sam, No aunts, no uncles, no nephews, no nieces, No rifles, no planes, or artillery pieces, And nobody gives a damn, We’re the battling bastards of Bataan.” Merl Kygar and 90,000 of his buddies sang this little ditty to keep their spirits up. They hoped and parayed for relief right up until the last. They held out from December 7, 1941 when the Japanese bombs fell until April 8th when a final massive frontal attacked overwhelmed them and General Wainwright was forced to abandon Bataan. Two thousand men escaped with hom by making rthe five-mile swim to the island of Corregidor. The rest, 76,000 (12,000 whom were Americans) were captured and subjected to one of histories most infamous atrocities; The Bataan Death March. Merl was working on his dad’s farm in Adrian when Congress called for a one-year subscription by lottery. The number

Death Note
Well I went and saw the movie based off of my favorite animae show, Death Note. I was put off when I first heard of it because it is live action. But when it comes right down to it, the movie was pretty good. They of course changed a few things, but not that much really. The core basis of the story was in tact. Don't blame them really being the series is very long. I can't wait for the sequel.....Death Note: The Last Name Out of 10 I give this movie a 9!!!!! And as a last note...I WILL be looking for this on DVD!

My Perfect Friend
My perfect friend holds me tight My perfect friend kisses me goodnight My perfect friend loves me for me My perfect friend wont let me be My perfect friend wears dark clothes My perfect friend loves me loads My perfect friend knows when in sad My perfect friend isnt scared when im mad My perfect friend makes me smile My perfect friend would run a mile My perfect friend is sweet at heart My perfect friend is also smart My perfect friend is really tall My perfect friend will catch me when i fall My perfect friend doesnt just look skin deep My perfect friend is not cheap My perfect friend is one of a kind My perfect friend has one wild mind My perfect friend is in my heart to stay My perfect friend might be moving away My perfect friend made me cry My perfect friend can make me fly My perfect friend left a tear in my eye My perfect friend just said his last goodbye My perfect friend saved my life My perfect friend helped me battle the knife My perfect friend is h

True Fu Friends N Fans Plz Read
I'm Having a Futastic Happy Hour This Saturday May 24th @@@ 8 pm Fu Time!! ~*~Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy~*~Owned By Dman N Chuckiiboo**Partner In Bomb Crime 2 MR**~*~@ fubar I NEED ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS/FAMILY TO HELP ME WITH THIS! CUZ THIS MAY BE THE LAST ONE!:( BLING ME HARD DURING MY HAPPY HOUR CUZ U ALL KNOW I LUV THE BLING BLING BLINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! LOLOL!!! DURING MY HAPPY HOUR THE 69TH PAGE FAN/R8 WILL GET A SURPRISE ....COULD BE A VIP,BLAST,BLING PACK...WHO KNOWS!!! LOL! THE WINNER OF THIS WILL GET THERE PRIZE WITHIN THE NEXT FEW DAYS AFTER MY HH! ALSO B PREPARED I WILL BE SENDING OUT BLING TO DIFFERENT RANDOM PEOPLE THROUGHOUT MY HAPPY HOUR! THATS NOT ALL! THE PERSON WHO BLINGS ME THE MOST DURING MY HAPPY HOUR WILL GET A PERSONALIZED SALUTE FROM ME! IT DEPENDS ON THE AMOUNT OF BLING ON WHETHER IT WILL BE SFW OR NSFW! SO START PLANNING AHEAD YA'LL AND GET READY TO PARTY HARD WITH ME THIS SATURDAY NIGHT! YA'LL DONT FORGET MY FAVE DRINK IS CHERRY BOMBBBBBBBBBB!WOOT W

Obama & St Peter
St. Peter is at the Pearly Gates checking up on the people waiting to enter Heaven. He asks the next one in line, "So, who are you, and what did you do on Earth?" The fellow says, "I'm Barack Obama, and I was the first black to be elected President of the United States " St. Peter says, "The U.S.? A black President? You gotta be kidding me! When did this happen?" And Obama says, "About twenty minutes ago."

Someday It Shall Be!!!
As i sit here & stare at this beautiful Angel, i wonder...... Could this be me? A longing with deep slumber. One could get lost in those stary eyes! Wishing, hoping, dreaming & waiting for my one true love!! Somday... it shall be!! Finger ElevenOne ThingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Great Poem! 5/1/08 By Samantha
through the night while my body rests,my mind goes on these personal quests."FIND THE KEY" it says to me,that will unlock the answeres to my everything. so off i go,searching in my brain that thorny labarynth of a thing, and through every corner in which i turn it seems that i get pricked.i never stop or slow down,but keep a steady pace,in this wrestlss,endless race. in the end,no answer found,tomorrow i'll try again. this girl is so deep! LOVE her very much!!!!

What Is It About Me?
What is it about me that men think I am the kind of woman that will lay down and give them some. I Am not like that I have to have a connection with someone before I sleep with them meaning I have to be invovled with them emotionally before I get physical with them. And why is it that men think just because I am up on these websites I am looking to cyber with them or get them off or show them parts of my body. Call me old fashion but I can not get off by watching some pervert whack his cock. Come on really! I am not here to get them off or to make them hard. I mean do I have fuck me on my forehead?? And the really bad thing is the good ones that dont ask me stuff like that only want to be just my friend nothing more and i dont know what is wrong with me. Sometimes I think that I will never find someone for me the one who is actually gonna love me no matter what and not treat me like a play toy or just a convience . I mean What is it about me that is so unloveable, what really sucks i

Random
things swirl around in life tends to never stop.. only to see things pass by in a instant as as you make you're way through life. not knowing what the next turn may bring.. can be good can be bad but that there is the mystery in life.. some have plans and dreams.. we work hard to fullfill them.. sometimes get side tracked.. so at times we have to try to slow everything down and distance ourselves.. and look and take acount of what we have.. see what we ar worth.. take and put our priorities in order of what we hold the closest.. what emotion can explain the moment as the momets change. but we msut be fluid and go with what is given and what is taken from us.. and look an each new day as a new challenge that if faced can lead to rewards or dissapointment.. but in each is a lesson if you look and take acount.. ask for advice.. be honest of what is not going right.. no one is perfect though we strive for it.. some how I do not believe there is a single perfect person everyone has a flaw

Realization About The Fuckin Ex
MAN! IN THE PAST TWO OR THREE DAYS.... I HAVEN'T HEARD OR SEEN ANYONE.... NO ONE HAS COME TO MY PAGE AND BEEN SHADY.... NO MORE ANGRY IM'S FROM BIG MEAN GIRLS TELLING ME THEY HOPE I DIE.... AND I HAVE THIS NEW LOUNGE... NEW MARRIAGE WITH TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD... AND LIFE IS GREAT..... I WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND I DONT WORRY THAT TODAY I MIGHT NOT GET A PHONE CALL, I DON'T WORRY THAT IF I DO GET CALLED AT SOME POINT IN THE CONVO I'LL BE CALLED A SLUT OR A WHORE OR A BITCH, BY SOMEONE WHO CLAIMED TO LOVE ME.... ... I FIGURED OUT SOME THINGS.... HE LIED TO ME... THE WHOLE TIME YOU KNOW... HE CALLED ME A LIAR, HE SAID I WAS KEEPING SOMETHING FROM HIM... BUT IT WASNT ME! IT WAS HIM.... HE WAS LIEING TO ME, CHEATING ON ME, USING ME, NEVER LOVED ME, NEVER CARED ABOUT ME NEVER WANTED ME... AND I FELL FOR IT LIKE A STUPID IGNORANT BITCH..... I SAT THERE AND I LET HIM TAKE CONTROL OF US.... I THOUGHT THE WHOLE TIME EVEN AFTER IT WAS OVER, THAT HE LOVED ME..... BUT I WAS SADLY MIST

Phoenix Is The Bomb!!
YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW HER, AND IF YOU DONT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON A GOOD FRIEND! ROBISUE IS ALWAYS JUMPING AROUND TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE OR ANOTHER, AND NOW SHE NEEDS OUR HELP! SHES CLOSE TO BECOMING A FUKING! SHES GOT PLENTY OF PICS TO RATE AND LOTS OF STASH, SO I KNOW IT CAN BE DONE SOON, IF WE TRY! IF SHES ON YOUR LIST GO HIT HER PAGE UP WITH SOME FU LOVING, AND IF SHES NOT, THEN SHE SHOULD BE, SO FAN, RATE, AND ADD HER! SHE WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU! ANY ONE OF THE PICS WILL TAKE YOU THERE! robisue(Club F.a.r.)Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~W.W.S.@ fubar HOPING TO SEE YOU ON HER PAGE... ~Phoenix~@ fubar

Kse Rocks!!!
I went to a Killswitch Engage concert tonight and it was INTENSE!!! Them cats ripped that shit up!!!When they did "Holy Diver",the crowd went nutz.Last time I went to a show like that was back in the early 90's.When I first walked in,some dude was walking out with a bloody nose from the mosh pit.I knew I didn't have the energy anymore to get in there like I did in my early 20's and seeing that dude confirmed it.I'll probably be in my 60's and up still listening to that shit.I wonder what my grandchildren would think of my early years?

Lost Loves.
Hi this is about lost loves. Ever love someone but you dont know if that person feels for you the same way? Ever want someone soo bad but wounder if that person feels the same way for you? Ever want to tell someone you love them but not sure how they would react to you or even would that feel the same way? Ever want and love someone and then you find out they have found someone else or are with someone else already? Ever want to hide in a corner and wish it was all over with? and you can start all over again. Ever have enough of it all work and problems in general like bills and stress and wish maybe by chance that you was dead but then again think about it like wow even if I did that who would realy miss me and then what? Ever wounder what things would be like if you would of started things out diffrent from the start and or even things? Ever feel as though you need or should change your self to fit and be with someone no matter what? Ever feel no matter

Pre Wedding Pictures
Hey all, I wanted to let ya see some of our pre-wedding pics, their on my profile ;) lol... I took a few pics of us decorating the church @ noon on 5/16, and the rehursal dinner @ 7pm 5/16.. and @ the hair dressers @ 11:30 pm 5/16. and yes a few @ the reception hall a couple hours before we got married on the 17th :). Geesh, no rest for the wicked lol As you know we were married @ 2pm on the 17th..I slept about 2 hours last Friday night with 1 eye open and my head all pinned up in pin curles :) The professional shots will take aproximatly 2 weeks to get and as soon as I get them I will post for everyone to see.... In the meantime, come check out my profile for the latest :) Huggies all :)

Here Goes Nothing...........
HES TRYING TO GET A VIP AND ONLY NEEDS 3500 MORE COMMENTS, BUT HE ONLY HAS TWO MORE DAYS LEFT! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP THAT WOULD BE FANTASTIC! I KNOW BOMBING IS DIFFICULT AND TIRESOME, BUTS NOT THAT MUCH MORE, AND IS SURE WOULD BE A SHAME IF HE DIDNT GET IT BY ONLY A FEW COMMENTS...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ANY THAT DO HELP!!!

The Girl U Pick To Take Home To Mom
Yep I returned...Seems this one has been on my mind for awhile..I soo love talking to friends and getting the side that makes the most sense..This Blog goes out to those wonderful men who have two sides to every move in their life...He grows up and falls in love..has kids..figures out he loves his wife no more she is not for him for some reason or another..He gets lonely..Ahhh the internet..the place affairs and dreams are made of.. Said He finds himself a sweetheart online, she is sweet and kind and kinda set in her ways..mind u lets remember he left his wife for such things cause she wasnt adventures, he cant be him with that ex wife...BUT never does said He see that is new sweetheart of choice kinda resembles his EX...soo goes the courtship, she is perfect he knows her..they share it all... NOW ladies are u ready..the ladies I am referring to..Said She, not at all like the sweet girl..our Lady she is open,loving,enjoys sex and fun times, loves to get dirty do all the things said

Lonely Let Me Be
Lonely, yeah that's the word I leave my heart when I leave You The days go on forever and the nights do too I...I Just Love You I don't know Why, I Just Do Lonely lets me be For a while sets me free I close my eyes and I dream Lost in Your arms My head on Your Heart and softly whisper the words I...I Just Love You I don't know Why, I Just Do (For My Baby Boy)

Volume Xxxv - Nature's Beauty And Fury
Tonight I was again a witness to the power of Mother Nature. It has manifested and demonstrated itself to me over and over again in the past few months. Back in March, a tornado has touched down in downtown Atlanta, causing much damage and destruction through the busiest portions of the city. The Georgia Dome was damaged, where the SEC basketball tournament was held. The CNN Center was damaged, as was the World Congress Center, and most of the skyscrapers. Glass and debris littered the streets for weeks afterwards. Thankfully, only two prople died....but not in Atlanta, but in other storms around the metro area. Then, two weeks after that, another instance of the violence that nature (or god or whatever you wish to call that force) crashed literaly atop us. My father, my friend James, and myself were spending the night in a small cabin (that we call the Dawghouse) located in Crawford County, just west of Macon. Late at night, about 5am, the sirens wailed...the rains fell...t

May 31st In Rowlett, Tx
The Traveling Fu Party will be in Rowlett, TX on Saturday, May 31st!!! Deb ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar Amber Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar Shari ♥ Brown Eyed Girl ♥™@ fubar Kris Texas Cowgirl UP!!@ fubar Will Wild 'Tang@ fubar weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar Terry terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar ~~~ Barb is TRYING to make it! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR's Team LOVE Captain / Sarge's Bad Girl / RisingStar ~@ fubar Bev is TRYING to make it! "tarnishedhalo"~Sarge's Bad Girl~Owned By "Texas Camaro Nut" Sign my guestbook;

Painted Faced Freaks. A.k.a Juggalos.
LOL. The hatchetman. LOL. FUCK a hatchet, I have a S.A.W. Oh what fun we will have!! Look at the tough guy with the paint face. LOL. PONTIAC Michigan RULEZ! JUGGALO! LOL LOL. All that crap is gay. They paint thier faces angrily cause they were kicked out of the Kiss Army. and Gene Simmons wouldn't sleep with them. LOL LOL I can't stop laughing at them! They are a source of amusement for me! LOL. Especially the drunk ones. The drunk ones get sex crazed and retard strong. LOL

The New Fa-22 Fighter Jets
FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=rense.com" First FA-22 Fighters Delivered To Langley AFB Source Unknown 5-20-8 These are Great In-flight Photos of the F/A-22 as the first Aircraft Delivery was being made to Langley AFB in Va. Langley is to be first Operational AFB for the F/A-22. It is a very beautiful AFB, located in a picturesque location, as you can see in these photos, near Norfolk and Hampton, Va. The Aircraft flying along with the F/A-22 in the last of these photos is the F-15, w hich will be replaced by the F/A-22 which is several times better than the F-15. In Actual In-flight (simulated) Combat Operations against the F-15, two F/A-22s were able to operate without detection while it went Head to Head against (8) F-15s. The F/A-22s scored Missile Hits (Kills) against all the F-15 Aircraft and the F/A-22s were never Detected by either the F-15s or Ground Based Radar. Maj. Gen. Rick Lewis said: 'The Raptor Operated Against All Adversaries with Virtual Impunity; Ground Based

Especially For Robin
imikimi - Customize Your World I'll Stand By You When you're looking for someone to count on, You can always look my way. I'll be that shoulder to cry on, That hug for those crummy days. Because that's what friends are for, To always have that open door. And when you need to talk, Don't worry, I won't walk away. I'll be by you when youre smiles bright. And still even on your darkest of nights. You can count on me to lend a hand; And not worry about me taking it back. I'll stand by you through all your tears, Don't worry about me not being there. Please don't let that become one of your fears, I'll stand by you; through all of the years

Never Author Unknown
Never &hearts Never say I Love You If you really don't care &hearts Never talk about feelings If they really aren't there &hearts Never hold my hand If your going to break my heart &hearts Never say you're going to If you don't plan to start &hearts Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie &hearts Never say hello If you really mean goodbye &hearts If you mean forever Then say you will try &hearts Never say forever Cause forever makes me cry.

My Good Friend Tinkerbell Is Needing Help!
Can you please help me??? I am in a giveaway for 3 bling packs and I need 7,500 comments to get them! Any and all comments are much appreciated! The person who does the MOST comments will get a 5 credit bling, 100 11s and 5 photo effects from me so count up or down and private message me after every 100 comments if you want to try to be the one to do the most comments and get the bling, 11s, and effects!! XOXO 7,500 comments TinkerbellMN84 (repost of original by '~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}' on '2008-05-20 21:00:10')

Ashes By In This Moment
As your eyes start to bleed, you realize it's too late And as your sky starts to fall, you realize you're standing alone The time has come for this to bleed The opening of what you've always known is growing near All you've feared here Looks you in the eyes We all fall down Skies are falling tonight As you run and hide Ashes to ashes Dust to dust The wrath of your hate has returned The plague is reaping back Three-fold of what you've already sown All you've feared here Looks you in the eyes We all fall down Skies are falling tonight As you run and hide Ashes to ashes Dust to dust It is said hail and fire mixed with blood Will be thrown down upon the earth Darkness fills a third of the lands And the angels cry woe A star from heaven is thrown from the sky Destroying a third of our seas Not only these things but more will come It is our fate, it is the end Apocalypse We die here tonight You die here tonight We all die here tonight Skies

I Will Always Remember
"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our jokes, I fell in love." I saw that quote on a comment today. It made me think back to the first time I realized that I loved HER. It hit me just like that...somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights (though...we never truly fought to my recollection), and all our jokes, I had fallen in love with this beautiful silent stranger. Something I had never imagined possible...came to be. Though she is no longer with me, she still carries a part of my heart in her pocket. She's never tried to return it, and I wouldn't accept it if she did. She earned it. No regrets.

Special Pets By Otep
When you scream it sounds like a lullaby When you beg I get all gooey inside. Tonight I take your eyes, mind, and tongue To spread the word and watch your kindom cum. Another night with you Another wound.. You keep me, in stitches. You tear me, to pieces. I need new voices in my head to speak my secret evils with. I need new lovers, in my bed to be my friends and special pets. I need your scent all over me I need to taste your blasphamy I need to know with certainty that the nectar, was worth the squeeze! It just the way that we're diseased It's the plague that stains us It's the sweetest disease It's so contagious Once upon a time I ripped the wings from my spine But when I hide inside your eyes I still pretend that I can fly Tell me every secret So you can fall in love and then fall to pieces I need new voices in my head, a new disguise for me to hide I need new lovers in my bed, to feed my secret appetites I need your scent all over me, I need to t

Shedding Skin By Pantera
I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding skin. I can't afford for you to see what's in. I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me. I feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me. I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You were carried away. You had no shame. To suffocate my being. I was me, but you weren't you. You were sticking to me like a scab... so I peeled you away, and bled for days. Then stepped out of myself. I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin. I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick. Don't ask because you know damn well where I've been. I've kept a simple woman through the thick and thin. But I've found the guts to sever from my Siamese twin. I throw you away. Everyday. A dead part of life. Strangling back. Seething black. In between

I Dreamed I Died By Devildriver
Destroy all or nothing I dreamed I died, ended up at the gates of Heaven Greeted by a man Saint someone, said how's the ride son? It's been alright, at times a little rough, why am I here? You did alright, lived a little dark and that's alright 'Cause we made the darkside and the rightside is to have no fear, no fear My whole life flashed in front of me I saw everything that I was and what I had done Even let me look back on some good times for a little fun Yes, a little fun And then I heard damn boy you done good Did the every little thing that you could And then I heard damn boy you done good Damn good When you hear the call, bury them all Destroy all or nothing When I hear the call, I will bury them all I will destory all or nothing When the sky opened up and the clouds parted clear There wasn't any doubt to why I was here And I knew I'd done a good job, the best job that I could do So now it was time to move on, to get on, to get back To the

Aerosmith - Crazy
Come Here baby You know you drive me up a wall the way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you got somn' on your mind other than me Girl, you got to change your crazy ways You hear me Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin' out to Hollywood Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like feelin' bad looks good That kinda lovin' Turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' Sends a man right to his grave... Chorus: I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy You turn it on Then you're gone Yeah you drive me Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby What can I do, honey I feel like the color blue... You're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat And it's all a show That kind of lovin' Makes me wanna

Martin Luther King (michael King)
Martin Luther King Duke, David. (2000). My Awakening. Free Speech Press. The public image of the man who called himself "Martin Luther King" (his legal name was Michael King) is a textbook illustration of the power of the media to influence America. Most people still do not know of the extent of King's involvement in Communism, in part because the media continues to ignore King's long record of Communist associations. King privately declared himself to be a Marxist, (Garrow, David. (1983). The FBI and Martin Luther King. Penguin Books, New York.) and told his inner circle that his efforts were a part of the "class struggle". His personal secretary, Bayard Rustin, was a Communist. When King had to replace Rustin in 1961, he chose another Communist, Jack O' Dell. His main advisor ("handler" would probably be a more apt term), as I've mentioned, was Jewish Communist Stanley Levinson, who edited and probably wrote a good deal of King's book Stride Toward Freedom. Levinson p

Are You A Sinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnner?!
SIN IS WHATS IN ARE YOU A SINNNNNNNNNNER? OR ARE YOU JUST A SINNNNNER WITH ANGELS WINGS THE NEW FAMILY COMING TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE ANGELS WITH DEVILS HORNS KEEPING THAT HALO ON THIS NEW FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT SIN THE SINFUL ANGELS JUST TAKE A SMALL PEEK AT THIS BANNER BELOW IF THIS SOUNDS LIKE YOU THEN JOIN US AND LET THE "SIN BEGIN" WE WANT YOU AND YOU WANT TO BE WITH US SO LETS GET IT GOING PICK A LINK AND GIVE A MESSAGE TO ANY ONE OF THESE PEOPLE TO GET STARTED WITH THE HOTTEST AND NAUGHTIEST FAMILY ON FUBAR THE FOUNDER ○♡○¥ÜM¥ÛM§○♡○ -= Founder of Sinful Angel's=- CO of DA@ fubar THE CEO

Jokes
Q: What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A: A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q: What's a mixed feeling? A: When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q: What's the height of conceit? A: Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q: What's the definition of macho? A: Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q: What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A: A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q: Why is divorce so expensive? A: Because it's worth it! Q: What is a Yankee? A: The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q: What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A: They both like a tight seal. Q: What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A: Their balls are just for decoration. Q: What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A: About three inches. Q: What's the difference between purple and pink? A: The grip. Q: How do you find a blind

Divorce Issues
As many of you know, friends and those who actually read my profile....I am going through the divorce process. My soon to be ex...(fucktard) has been stalling with the separation agreement for months, which has made me stay under the same roof...seperate beds and rooms of course since Oct. So tonight, after a few heated moments, I tried to walk away from, he got in my face..literally...every cuss word under the sun I was called, while my son was crying, he picked him up, continued to yell in my face, spitting and cussing while my son was in his arms, my daughter screamed as he was about to head butt me, and punch me in the face. She ran screaming to the neighbour's, who happends to be a social worker who used to work for children's services, who I spoke with, in which encouraged me to call the police since he had my son in the house and locked the doors, wouldn't let him go. Police came, asked him the situation, he left for the night. I am here, not able to sleep for fear he will ret

The Good Left Undone By Rise Against
In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I've been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I'll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so

Christianity
CHRISTIANITY ~ The belief that a cosmic Jewish Zombie who was his own father can make you live forever if you symbolically eat his flesh and telepathically tell him you accept him as your master, so he can remove an evil force from your soul that is present in humanity because a rib-woman was convinced by a talking snake to eat from a magical tree.......yeah, makes perfect sense.

Ever Dream By Nightwish
Ever felt away with me Just once that all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Would you do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My song can but borrow your grace Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in for my touch For my taste for my lust Your beauty cascaded on me In this white night fantasy All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you. One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain. For yours I truly wish to be.

Closet Space
I walk in...and...I feel you there The heat of your flesh lingers still...against the wall, your smell...still in the air A cold gust blows through and suddenly loneliness sets in...but...it hasn't always been so...has it? With the devil in your eyes and a blush upon my cheeks...I have followed you here before It always starts as soft wet kisses, only to finish as sweat and lust....as we listen to the fire beating in our hearts. Here, we have always felt safe, inspired, secluded, in love, and desired. Our closet space.

Questions
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra" singular and "panties" plural? Why do toasters always have a setting

96 Hours...
So my fourth day is winding down.I have seen a TON and loved every second of it.I got through customs with no problem this time.Shit,they didnt even charge me.A couple questions about fruit and veggies,BAM,I was through.I came through the doors and as I walked out,I saw Jullian and he saw me.The happiness in his face was enough to make the trip worth it.Words cant explain the feeling I had when I saw my family.We left the airport and met up with my brother inlaw and his wife for supper.It was delicious and a very nice welcoming.They are great people. The next day we did some typical family things.We went grocery shopping and such.Funny how things here are different,yet the same. feel that I am forming a good bond with the boys.We ended up at a memorial park.It was nice to see things of history and better to have fun with the lil ones while doing it.We spent about 15 minutes rolling down a hill(ofcourse I had to join in :D).Seeing the look on Tash's face as we all played like childre

Love In Slow Motion By Bleeding Through
I will always feel and I will always care. I wish she was my enemy but I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand. For her to steal my breath. For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept. She moves in slow motion Sonically as the rain. As the rain falls down. Everything is still as she moves to me. Stands still. Maybe I'll do better on my own. Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone... And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name. I'm waiting. Still fading. So tell me I am not alone. I'm still waiting. I'm still fighting. Wake me from this sleep, So I can begin living, Or give me the solution, So I can start dying. Will I start living, or start dying? Maybe I'll do better on my own. Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name. I'm waiting still fading. So tell me I am not alone

Learning
I can't seem to get it right. You know...falling asleep, without you in sight. I close my eyes and seek the darkness, only to find you wear the dark as a dress. Swirling in circles, a dancing goddess...beyond my reach, yet loved no less.

Forget Him By Unknown Author
*Forget Him* Forget his name, Forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace, Forget the love that you once knew, Remember he has someone new. Forget all that you shared, Forget the fact that he once cared, Forget the times you spent together, Remember now he’s gone forever. Forget the times he played your song, Forget the night you cried for so long, Forget how close you two once were, Remember now he has chosen her. Forget you memorized his walk, Forget the way he used to talk, Forget the things he used to say, Remember now he’s gone away. Forget the way he used to phone, Forget the times you were alone, Forget he was your whole world, Remember there’s another girl. Forget his gentle teasing way, Forget you saw him yesterday, Forget the things he used to do, Remember now she loves him too. Forget the thrills when walks by, Forget the way he made you cry, Forget the way he used to say your name, Remember things are not the same. F

Quotes
"The Edge ... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over." -Hunter S. Thompson "I think it's time that we fight back. I think religion has failed us, our leaders have failed us, our government has failed us and art and music are the only things we have left." -Otep "A work of art which did not begin in emotion is not art." -Paul Cézanne "Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other." -Rene Yasenek ..."The truth is most Americans have lost touch with the best of what poetry is: a record of some of civilization's greatest writers--and wisest people--taking on the questions and emotions that define us." -UNKNOWN "Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath." -Eve Glicksman Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to b

Lover By Otep Shamaya
Lover. by Otep Shamaya the wind will not comfort me not the silence of the night not the shade of the blossoming moon or the wisdom of the infant stars or my beloved insecurities or these loving scars swollen completely broken and mostly well, still frozen in the insanity of needing you to chase the wolves away beside me in the fire asleep soft and perishable for as long as the moment lasts.

The Flood Of Noah
The Flood of Noah? First - the global flood supposedly (Scripturally) covered the planet and Mount Everest is 8,848 meters tall. The diameter of the earth at the equator, on the other hand, is 12,756.8 km. All we have to do is calculate the volume of water to fill a sphere with a radius of the Earth + Mount Everest; then we subtract the volume of a sphere with a radius of the Earth. Now, I know this won't yield a perfect result, because the Earth isn't a perfect sphere, but it will serve to give a general idea about the amounts involved. So, here are the calculations: First, Everest V= 4/3 * pi * r cubed = 4/3 * pi * 6387.248 km cubed = 1.09151 x 10 to the 12 cubic kilometres (1.09151x102 km3) Now, the Earth at sea level V = 4/3 * pi * r cubed = 4/3 * pi * 6378.4 km cubed = 1.08698 x 10 to the 12 cubic kilometres (1.08698x1012 km3) The difference between these two figures is the amount of water needed to just cover the Earth: 4.525 x 10 to the ninth cubic k

Woman Of My Dreams
She appears to me slowly, softly like lifting black silk from her delicate skin Her eyes are lit with fire and the dancing flames begin to speak to me, as if using her own form of morse code I know how she feels...I know what she wants...and now I can barely breathe As she comes closer, feelings of love, hunger, anticipation, and fear begin to overwhelm me and I am once again at her mercy...feeling empowered and helpless at the same time. She fills that very last need and takes the very last of my will. As the anticipation of her touch grows and desire is all that exists... a burst of light comes forth.

American Idol
I was kind of making fun of the whole thing earlier today, but now I am catching the last two rounds and I am truly inspired by this David Archuletta kid. 17 years-old, and he owns the stage, owns the audience and chose the right songs, and came to win. He just kicked ass. I hope he wins it. This kid's a friggin stud.

The Lost Tomb Of Jesus
THE LOST TOMB OF JESUS If you are unaware what this blog pertains to -- recently archeologist Simcha Jacobovici and film director James Cameron believe they have found the tomb of Jesus, his wife Mary, his mother Mary, and his son Judah. Hardcore Christians have attacked the theory as satanic and/or an obvious attack on their faith by a malicious and greedy pack of Hollywood Liberals. I disagree. None of these Christians ever broke ranks to oppose the "obvious attacks" on the ancient Pagans, on the tribal peoples they encounter, or on any of their sibling religions (Judaism & Islam) that now segregate the world and its nations by the Christian church. I think there are many obvious flaws in the thinking of those that accuse anyone who discovers or offers an alternative theory to the stories and belief systems they embrace but yet no one really ever openly discusses it. It is, in effect, the inability of these Evangelicals to take their own medicine. From the Egyptian gods

My Daughter.. Omg..too Funny
ok, so i have this teacher, that i sort of... don't particularly love. ..i hate her. but anyways. every day i like talk bout how much i hate her. and like when i'm behind her i always make like gestures of killing/stabbing her.. hahaha. But today.. i was in one of those.. kayleigh moods, that i'm in an awful lot. and so in study hall i was like making airplanes with my hands and making airplane sounds, and i like got so into it that i fell out of my chair and i got up and continued. she came over and was like "kayleigh, that is enough. be productive" so i just did it quietly. Then like 2 minutes later i needed help with a paper so i was like "Ms. schnare!! I NEED HELP" and she wouldn't listen to me so i started making turkey noises to get her attention (oh yeah, by the way. we have inside jokes about her being a turkey, because of her 3 chins. ) and she didn't listen to me. so i was like meowing for 5 minutes

Ultrasound
I am having an ultrasound on my kidneys. There seems to be reason to believe I might have some damage. The test is 05/30/08 so if I am not on much, it's just I have alot on my mind. P.S. D-Day is my DIVORCE after 5 YEARS of waiting!

Away
In a time of darkness, I am away, searching for those who inspire me. Searching for those that need me. Searching for those who spite me. Searching for those who mean nothing. The hunt is neverending and my hunger never ceases to be the leading horse of this evil calvary.

Thinking Of My Husband
To everyone out there that know who i am i will be gone for 3 days because my husband will be in the hospital for his right leg surgery, I Hope that everyone on here has a great week and all and i will miss everyone on here until i get back home, I am leaving home Wednesday Morning at 5:30am and i will or should be home maybe Friday. Thank you all Everyone have a bless day too.

Smartass
1. A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but a TRUE friend will be sitting next to you saying, " Damn, that was fun! " 2. Some days, it's not even worth chewing through the restraints. 3. SHUT UP VOICES!....or I'll poke you with a Q-Tip again. 4. I had a nice day once...I didn't like it. 5. Use the passive voice and no one gets hurt. 6. I'm not smiling...it's just gas. 7. No boy is worth crying over and the one who is won't make you cry. 8. I'm only wearing black till they make something darker. 9. A wise man washes his hands after he pees...a wiser man does not pee on his hands. 10. Anyone looking for a husband, has never had one

May 21st Showers, Thunderstorms?
Another disturbance is going to move thru the area ..thanks to the vortex that has been parked over the Northeast keeping things cool and wet. There is some modest amounts of CAPE and frontogenesis associated with the next two disturbances. One that will pass thru tomorrow afternoon and evening and then another one on thursday. Once again I think there could be enough instability that I would not rule out some general T Storms and any areas that would get those storms would recieve heavier amounts of rain. I am not expecting the day to be a total washout ..there should be breaks in the clouds allowing for some sunshine and daytime heating...temps are still going to be cooler then average but they should rebound from today and top out in the low-mid 60s. See my blog for the map... http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

Honey I Am Home!
Just a quick update! :D I made it to cleveland! Had a few bumps along the way but I am back home with my fam. All is well the baby loves it! I can't get on here much though. I do have a little more chances to get on yahoo so if u want my yahoo hit me up with a pm n i will get it to ya! KK I miss all my friends. Luv ya bunches! kisses n {{hugs}}

Might As Well Kick Me While I'm Down.
Well like I need a kick to the teeth I get the news of what I'll be making after shelling out 12 grand for education. How lame is it that I was worth 11/hr before college and now I'm worth 9/hr. Not even enough to survive with two kids. How is this freaking possible that after all this I'm no better off than I was?

Happy Thrilling Tuesday
I don't write a lot anymore, not as near as I used to, and since I have traveled a have lost track of a lot of friends. Tonight I got to talk to someone I haven't seen in 28 years, and we talked just like it was yesterday. My friends online have also been good to me, they come from all over Florida, West Virginia, Canada, Germany and on and on. If you browse my homepage, stop in and say hi to my friends and fans, they deserve it they are the best. The day started off bad, but end it up great, she everyone tomorrow. Cheers!

Drunk Realizing
So Yea It Took Me Being Drunk To Realize This! Ok I'm Still A Lil Buzzed.....OK FUCK FINE! I'm Still Out Of It ! Well On To The Story As I Was "Drinking" I Got Hungry! I Made Waffles( Mind You I Really Don't Like Them That Much, But Dude After A Few Jack And Cokes The Safest Route Is The Waffles In A Toaster O_o Don't Judge Me!) AS I Was Making Them I Saw My Kitten Simba And Fell To The Floor (Yea I Attempted To Hug Him!) As I'm Laying There Trying To Make The Room Stop Spinning! I Started To Think Of My Life And Shit! Now I Know I Said That I Don't Wanna Be In A Relationship Till I Had My Life Straightened Out..BUT Damnit I Miss Being Able To Lay Next To The Guy I Love And Holding His Face And Just Getting Lost In His Eyes And Kissing Him!!!! But I Do Know That EVERY Time I'm In A Relationship I Put Off My Goals That I "NEED" To Accomplish.. So I'm Lost In A Maze! I Wanna Be Inlove But I Also Wanna Get My Life Together But I'm Not Really Happy Unless I Have Someone To Hold! Ugh My Lif

Paramore - Misery Business
I'm in the business of misery, Let's take it from the top. She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock. It's a matter of time before we all run out, When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth. I waited eight long months, She finally set him free. I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me. Two weeks and we caught on fire, She's got it out for me, But I wear the biggest smile. Whoa, I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now. Whoa, it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now. But God does it feel so good, Cause I got him where I want him now. And if you could then you know you would. Cause God it just feels so, It just feels so good. Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change. What's a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change. And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged. I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way. Wel

Paramore - Crushcrushcrush
I got a lot to say to you Yeah, I got a lot to say I noticed your eyes are always glued to me Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies Crush, crush, crush Crush, crush (1, 2, 3, 4) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than' this If you want to play it like a game Come on, come on let's play 'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies Crush, crush, crush Crush, crush (1, 2, 3, 4) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one, two I was just co

Computer Issues
I just wanted too let everyone know that I won't be online much until after Thursday. The power pack on my computer is going bad. Im losing connection at the moment. Just wanted everyone too know what was going on.

No Doubt - Dont Speak
You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we? Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please st

It Only Hurts ( Finished Version)
It only hurts when I remember the sound of your voice. It only hurts when I remember all the things we said. It only hurts when I close my eyes & see you there. It only hurts when I remember I forgot to forget. It only hurts when remember I knew better. It only hurts because I chose to be a pawn in your little game. It only hurts now but one day I’ll be free of this pain you put on me.

Within My Heart...
Within My Heart One glance was all it took A sign that you were there I smiled and felt so warm inside I saw how much you cared With words you touched my heart Your thoughts were so endearing The days have passed and now I realize Exactly what I was missing Your voice confirmed that fact Just hearing you say hello Your presence means so much to me Don't ever let us go How rare a bond we've come to have To touch one's soul from afar A part of me is in your grasp A place within my heart JUST A LIL SUMTHING I WROTE THE OTHER DAY..LEMME KNO WHUT YA THINK :) THANX!

Oh-oh!! Momma's Comin Home :p
WELL FRIDAY 5/23 MY WIFE IS FLYING IN TO HELP US GET READY TO MOVE. SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS YES LOTS OF GOOD LOVIN OH YEAH AND GABE SPENDING LESS TIME ON FUBAR BUT HEY SHE TAKES VERY GOOD CARE OF ME SO WHO AM I TO ARGUE WITH HER. I HAVE LESS THAN 100K TO LEVEL ME TO INSIDER. I WAS HOPING I COULD MAKE THAT BY FRIDAY, BEFORE THE WIFE GETS HERE. SO STOP ON BY I HAVE PLENTY OF WACKY SHIT TO RATE 2K+ STASH AND PICS.YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN THE LOVE. THANKS ~GABE~ PWN3D by FREAK@ fubar

Officially Exclusive
Anthony, you are the answer to my prayers and I thank god I found you, our love is so pure and true that nothing can ever come between what you and I are feeling. You have made me the happiest woman on earth in such a short time I have never imagined that love could feel so good and so right. You babe are my everything and I vow to cherish and love you from this day forward when you asked to make it official and exclusive.. xo yari

Energy Alert - May 21 !
Here is the newest posting to Karen's Energy Alert. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Greetings! The planet is continuing its process of turning inside out as it strives to align with a higher vibration or with new ways of living and being within a very new reality. Much which existed in realities of the past, or within a lower vibrating dimension are becoming merely an illusion now as there is very little left to hold onto. In years past we may have imagined a higher vibrating world or reality for ourselves, and hence, this was the seeming illusion at that time. Now, the illusion is what is left of the old world, or the old ways of living and being, the old structures, and the old systems of survival. There is nothing left for them to adhere to and thus, they only really exist within our imaginations. Yes, as we progress further and further into the higher realms, we have less and less of the old to hold onto. This can create a fee

B A Team 2 Fu-angel
I need u to join Team 2 of the Fu-Angels. Tell them TheCoCo Diva Sent You. ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Come Rock Out With Me
COME ROCK OUT WITH DJ DRAVEN IN BONE CRUSHER'S LOUNGE .... CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SERCURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME

Driven Under
"Driven Under" Do you think I’m faking when I’m lying next to you? Do you think that I am blind nothing left for me to lose? Must be something on your mind something lost and left behind Do you know I’m faking now? Do you know I’m faking when I’m lying next to you? Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind something lost for me to find Do you know I’m faking? Then she told me she had a gun it sounded like she’d used it once before on him Then she told me she had a gun it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man I guess you know I’m faking when I tell you I love you I guess you know that I am blind to everything you say and do Must be something on my mind there’s nothing left for me to hide Do you know I’m faking? Then she told me she had a gun it sounded like she’d used it once before on him Then she told me she had a gun it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man We have to succumb

Re - Evaluating
I have doing some thinking and re-evaluating things since Sunday. As usual I have listened to the wrong people. I have certain friends tell me as usual my dreams are just that dreams and have no meaning. That is where they are mistaken. I maybe a bit slow on getting things accomlished but I get it done. As I stated on sunday I am planning on getting things done that I have put off. For example I have put off getting my GED, well not anymore, I also want to have my own business . I will succeddd with that as well .

Sickly
This is going out to everyone on my messenger list...I am sick i do not mean just a cold i am severely sick medication doctors gave me is not working.. I have been sick since Saturday morning Cell phone has been turned off since then So please do not call house if you have that number....I am in bed complete rest..Going back to Doctors Wensday. Please lay off all the calls I will get back to you all when I am able.. For the ones that truely know me You know I never get so sick I am unable to talk or anything else So again I will keep you all informed when I am well again...Thank You all for understanding and goodnight

Fu Party! Dfw/rowlett 08
The Traveling Fu Party will be in Rowlett, TX on Saturday, May 31st!!! We will also be out there on May 30th on Friday. Tables will be reserved, so come on out. Deb ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar Amber Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar Shari ♥ Brown Eyed Girl ♥™@ fubar Kris Texas Cowgirl UP!!@ fubar Will Wild 'Tang@ fubar weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar Terry terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar ~~~ Barb is TRYING to make it! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR's Team LOVE Captain / Sarge's Bad Girl / RisingStar ~@ fubar Bev is TRYING to make it! "tarnishedhalo"~Sarge's Bad Girl~Owned By "Texas Camaro Nut" Sign my guestbook;

Fine Again
"Fine Again" It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am aware now of how everything’s

Prayers For Ozzy And His Son!!! *please Repost*
IF ANY OF YOU KNOW OZZY, YOU KNOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND HE CAN BE. HE HAS LEARNED THAT HIS SON, WHO IS IN THE SPECIAL FORCES, HAS BEEN SHOT IN THE LINE OF FIRE, PROTECTING A LITTLE GIRL. SO FAR THAT IS ALL HE HAS HEARD AND HE NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS NOW. HE IS SICK WITH WORRY AND NEEDS TO KNOW THAT HE HAS FRIENDS THAT CARE ABOUT HIM. KEEP OZZY AND HIS SON IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS PLEASE. SEND HIM SOME LOVE, AND LET HIM KNOW WE CARE! SET ASIDE FOR A MOMENT, ALL THE MADNESS OF FUBAR AND HELP A FRIEND IN NEED, GET THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME OF UNCERTAINTY... Ozzy ( Pray for my son )@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-18 23:25:38') (repost of

Truth
"Truth" If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive? Though I'm closer to wrong I'm no further from right And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give Deprived of my conscience This all belongs to me, yeah I'm beaten down again, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you The deception you show is your own parasite Just a word of advice you can heed if you like And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah I'm beaten down

Back And Time To Figure Out Who The Real Friends Are!
ok people you all know i was gone a long time. Its time to clear out names on my list. If you arent a friend anymore or dont want anything to do with me make yourself clear dont avoid me. I dont have time for people that cant keep it real. and yeah i am getting myself together and will have my own place soon.. yeah i am single now, but Meredith and i are talking and trying to work things out. Love to those that are still friends... and well the others know what they can do eh. Billy

Lost
I am kind of confused by something but, the one who confuses me does not get it. I care for you more than I should but do not know what to do. You live so far away, and yet you are so near. I wish I could make a place where we could run away to, like we use to joke around about. I miss talking to you, hearing you,and seeing you. You became such an important person in my life in such a short time. I don't know why or how. Things just went down hill and I decided I have to distance myself from you. I can not tell you how I really feel because you are so far away, and I barely know you. But, I think you can guess and put it together. I feel like a fool telling you anything like that so I will write it in here and keep you in my heart even though you are not in my life. I miss you and you know who you are.

Please Forgive Me...
i am sorry i am how do i tell you that i am sorry if you wont listen i had to tell it was killing me inside holding onto your lie how do i show you that i didn't want you to cry why is this pain from telling him killing me deep down inside it was your secret it was your truth to tell but you wouldn't tell it you wanted to hide it away from him but i couldn't take it i couldn't lie anymore he had to know yet you don't see that you don't know how much pain it was causing me my soul was dying from lying the truth had to come out i am sorry i am sorry please listen to me don't shut me out yet hear my side please i am not done being friends yet your my girl but he is my good friend i know you both i knew that one of you would end up getting hurt if the truth wasn't let out i had to do it i had to tell the lie was hurting me way down deep inside i am sorry i am please forgive me i.. i am sorry

Fu Party In Rowlett, Texas May 31st
The Traveling Sistas' FU Party will be in Rowlett, TX on Saturday, May 31st!!! Deb ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar Amber Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar Shari ♥ Brown Eyed Girl ♥™@ fubar Kris Texas Cowgirl UP!!@ fubar Will Wild 'Tang@ fubar weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar Terry terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar Amanda ♥I AM WHO I AM™♥YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED♥@ fubar BIGMULE@ fubar ~~~ Barb is TRYING to make it! Tu

Relationships & Life
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Yes a couple times 2. LONGEST relationship? 16 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? a necklace 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? 2 day 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? clothes & house furnishings 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? a half of a whole wheat waffle with fruit and whip cream 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes and smile 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? I cross my heart by george strait 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? In between Georgia and South Carolina back and forth at the moment not sure what I am gonna do just yet 11. High school YOU ATTENDED: Camden County High 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: All-tel 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: TJ Maxx, Ross and Spencers 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: Either Dekle Funeral Home as a secretary or Shoneys as General Manager 8 years each 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? Yes 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: No 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTE

Response To My Blog
What a shame...even after being exposed for what she really is, still gotta act innocent and deny everything. Do what you gotta do Lena...I don't care what you or anyone else thinks of me cause I'm ok no matter what. I don't have a thing to hide! U know....I REALLY dont know what the Fuck ur talking about...& Im not playing no damn act...I didnt know she was going to write that....I found out..WHEN!! I read ur blog...so whatever...I aint reporting shit to my friends...U really need to get the fuck off ur high horse...the only thing I have been doing is trying to piece back together my relationship w MY BF...that someone is out to destroy....Im being attacked...so wtfe...IDK who it is...& yea..Im throwing out theories...I was warned about u...so whatever...say what u want about me...idc anymore...I know who I am...& my REAL friends know how I am...& Guy knows who I am...so whatever.. === 'whatever ~*# 1 STALKER TO LUCKY*~' wrote the following at '2008-05-20 17:56:18'.. > > So

I'm Up For Auction!!!
Hey everyone want to own me? I'm up for auction, start your bidding!!! Just click the pic below and start bidding!! (the auction ends June 3rd) This is my offer to the winner.... 1 month owned by (winners name) in my name 1 month added to family and top friends (if given a VIP, then I will be adding all my pics which include nsfw pics, only family will have access to this album) 1 month spontaneous gifts from me All pics, no matter how many, rated Rate all stash no matter how much is in it! (if given a VIP) will give all 11's to winner for a month 1 sfw salute Pimp out in about me for 1 month This is a good offer people!!! So come spank that auction hard with bids!!!

Things
So once again the Jesters mind wanders and falls out of control. She has just been thinking about everything, life, my hair, my mom, work, my anniversary, boys, music...all kinds a shit. And it leaves me a little....well to say the least a little stressed out. But its cool...don't worry, I will mange, always have, always will. Some how I will cross this little bout of what ever it is and move on. And to all my friends and family, I know I have come off a little bitchy and crazy and crap like that, but I am sorry. Its just a bad time of year for me and I always get a little bummed out right before that day and then on that day. (so Beth, thats why I am doing it again, makes me feel better) But any way, just an apology and such.

Rock Paper Scissors
I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no f***ing way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that s**t up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say "oh s**t I'm sorry I thought paper would protect you, a**hole."

Super Hero
Still learning how to navigate so I figured I'd slap this here... Take the Superhero Quiz at Quiz Rocket.com!Free MySpace Quizzes & Online Quizes. You are the Punisher! You are a vigilante who considers murder, kidnapping, extortion, coercion, threats of violence, and torture to be acceptable crime fighting tactics.

Lets Get It On!!!!
Since my last auction was such a success, and all of the entrants received such great bids, I've decided to host another Fu-Auction. The entry fee is 100k fubucks, which will be refunded if your high bid doesn't exceed this amount. This has never happened before, as all of my previous entrants have had excellent bids! If you are interested in particpating, please send me the photo that you'd like to use for your auction tag. Heartistic has agreed to make those for me, so I'm sure they'll rock as always. Along with your photo, please include your BEST auction offer. Common ideas are things like picture rates, crush, stash rates, comments, etc. Remember that the best offers usually get the highest bids! If there is anything that you'd NOT like to receive as a bid, please let me know so that it can be included on your auction tag. Participants reserve the right to refuse any bids/bidders as they see fit. Entrants may also add to their offer via photo comment after their tag h

I Know U Want To B !!!!!
Join Team 2 Let them know CoCoDiva Sent you!!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*

Onwards And Upwards...
onwards and upwards for me from now on!!! i am a great person, i deserve to be respected and treated like a princess... yeah yeah yeah... oh well for me... love is just a cruel joke from god, i'm not meant to be happy and i just need to get that through my thick skull... i just need my friends right now, and i know you are all behind me 100% and i thank you for that, it really helps to know that there are people out there who really do care about me and my well being... but for someone to continue to get their kicks by rubbing my face in the misery that has happened to me is just getting too much for me to handle... and i know it's my fault cause i kept giving in to his lies and deceitfull ways... but that is over and done with, glad to be trying to get over it... just say a lil prayer for me, cause i'm in soooo much pain and trying to let it go and forget about it is the worst... i'm sure you all know that, lol love you guys, suzy

The Blind Cowboy
An old, blind cowboy wanders into an all-girl biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, Cowboy, I think it is only fair, given that you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6-foot tall, 175-pound blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weight lifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. "Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind cowboy thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "Nope... Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times.

My Owner Is A Godfreak/week 2 Continues :d
MY OWNER IS NOW OFFICIALLY THE 1ST GODFREAK I WANT TO THANK ALL WHO BROUGHT IT TO PASS AND YES SHE'S ON FIRE NOT ONLY IS SHE ALL OF THAT BUT SHE IS ALSO A REAL SWEETHEART, AWESOME FRIEND, VERY UNSELFISH AND THE BEST OWNER ONE COULD EVER ASK FOR I JUST WANT TO CONGRATULATE YOU FREAK ON MAKING GODFREAK Freak@ fubar THANKS ~GABE~ PWN3D by FREAK@ fubar

Case Of The Pregnant Lady
A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, 'Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, ' Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, 'William's Big Stick Did the Trick,' and I could hardly contain myself. But, Your Honor, when She moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Go

Fishing
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to his fishing boat on the river and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a Fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, 'Do you want to go up or down?' All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man Right there in the boat ! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the River, when soon they came upon another fork in the River. He again asked the lady, 'Up or down ? 'There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him again. This real

Tard
CELTIC YOUR A CONTROL FREAK!!! AND YOU KNOW IT...AND THIS BLOG HAS F*** ALL TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT IM TAMMIES EXES SISTER ..YOUR JUST ONE PURE A-HOLE FROM HELL ..YOU LUV BANNING EVERYONE FROM SIZZLERS..AND I WASNT EJECTED YOU F****EN LIAR YOUR JUST A JEALOUS CONTROL A-HOLE.AND TAMMIE I DONT WANT TO KNOW THE PRICK HE PROBABLY SCREWS AROUND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND SHANE LEARN HOW TO READ ITS ENGLISH BANGER NOT BANNER YOU TARD!!!

10 Sex Mistakes Women Make
I made this NSFW just in case... THE Sex and the City girls did their best to teach us, but now a doctor of sex has identified the top 10 sex mistakes women make that ruin their relationships. Dr. Yvonne Kristín Fulbright is a sex educator, relationship expert, columnist and founder of Sexuality Source Inc. The author of several books including, Touch Me There! A Hand Guide to Your Orgasmic Hot Spots has now created a check list on Fox News for women to help them stop falling into the same sexual patterns. Basically, Dr Fulbright says: 1. Motherhood should not make you celibate Motherhood should not make you celibate. Instead, you need to see yourself as a hot mama, switching on your Marilyn Monroe persona the second you get your lover alone. For your sake, for your family’s sake, you need to temporarily forget that you’re known as an asexual “mommy” most of the day. You need to nurture your sex life with as much zest as you put into your childcare. Happy parents

Morning Glory Muffin
Yield: 10 muffins Ingredients * 1 cup all-purpose flour * ½ cup whole-wheat flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * ½ teaspoon baking soda * ½ teaspoon salt * ½ teaspoon cinnamon * ¼ teaspoon ginger * ¼ teaspoon cloves * ¼ teaspoon nutmeg * 1/3 cup oats * 1 whole egg * 1/3 cup 2% milk * ½ cup applesauce * ½ cup maple syrup * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 2 teaspoons vanilla * 1/3 cup crushed pineapple * ½ cup shredded carrots * 1/3 cup diced apple * ¼ cup raisins * ¼ cup walnuts Procedure 1. Preheat oven to 350°F. 2. In a large bowl, combine flours, baking powder, baking soda, salt, cinnamon, ginger, cloves, nutmeg, and oats. 3. In another bowl, combine egg, milk, applesauce, maple syrup, lemon juice, and vanilla. 4. Pour egg mixture into dry ingredients and stir just until all ingredients are moistened. Do not over-mix. 5. Stir in remaining ingredients: pineap

Still Sick
OK PPL STILL SICK AS HELL!! THIS SHIT FUCK'N SUCKS!! I CAN'T HARDLEY BREATHE!! Dr says it's bronchotis, but i think it's fucking pneumonia!! Anyway, hope all is well and i'll try to be back on regularly soon. I'll try to keep everyone posted. Leave me some lovins!!

Life
Have you ever felt so alone where u just dont even wanna be around anymore???? Well thats how im feeling right now. I thought things would get alot better when i moved out here,but it just seems like its getting worse.I pretty much lost all of my friends that i DID have.Which was prly a good thing,coz i picked the wrong ones. Just been so stressed out with everything latley dnt even know what to do anymore.Im tryin my damn hardest to get things back in gear. I finally got me a summer job (which helps alot) Still working on getting my licesnces. An other thing that just really sucks is not havin someone around an help me with things like this.I miss havin someone there with me.Its been almost 6months since i hadda boyfriend.Which could be a goodthing bc i got other shit to worry bout right now then that.But sometimes i just miss the hugging,kissing,im his girlfriend kinda thing too... But anyways!Sry if this doesnt make alot of sence lol,my first blog so bare with me here lol PLEASE

Shay
i read this in another blog and had to copy it here cause it brought tears to my eyes. feel free to copy it if it makes something stir in your soul. Subject: Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mental

Good Opinion On Love.
“It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves up like clams in a shell and, giving out nothing, receive nothing and therefore shrink until life is a mere living death.”

Survey Time.
What's a fact about the last person who called you? Zack; he's he likes playing Grand Theft Auto. Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings... its Zack, of course. What is your favorite thing to eat? peanut butter sandwiches. Where was your default picture taken? my grandma's house. Do you wear Crocs? no. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cool-ish. What do you currently hear right now? American Idol. What do you think your best friends are doing right now? playing Grand Theft Auto or eating dinner. What's your favorite Gatorade flavor? don't drink it. Who would be the first people to know if you got pregnant? Zack. What's the last thing you ate? mac and cheese. What was the last movie you went to see? Prince Caspian. Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod? no way. i can't stand him. Something you just don't understand? umm.. a lot of things. Where were you on July 4th, 2007? no clue. Who was the last person you were

Fucked Up
as some of you may not know, but i was in a 4 wheeler accident on friday, may 16th... thankfully im fine... all i got was a raul knee and about a 4 inch bruse on the side of my right knee... my neck and arms are sore... ok now ill fill you in on what happen... wallie, mike and i went to boldwin... we all was doin good... well they was (lol)... we went up a little hill and the wheeler got a little crazy and i slid to the right... i caught myself and pushed my way back down (on all 4s), when i did that, the back tire ran over my right leg... im fine... we went on ridin... we came to this little creek thing... wallie and mike made it through with no problem... so i started through it... that didnt happen very well... i got the front to tires up on level ground and the next thing i know my front tires are up in the air... when that happen i slid off the wheeler, so im standin with my hands flat on the seat... i tryed to push myself away from the wheeler and the wheeler away from me... it w

Sadness
As of June 9th 2008 i will no longet have custody of my 2 beautiful girls .. I knwo it is the best thing for them right now but still dont like giving them up .. just makes it a push for me to get on my feet to get them back .. which i will do one way or a nother .. mommy will miss you kitiara chyenne and angellina hope

Wine
hi all, My Wife and i just joined a company called wine shop at home, what we do is have wine parties (like candle light, or other similar companies) any how, if your interested please check out my homepage :) http://www.wineshopathome.com/johnperry-rydz -john

Quietly Reaching Out...
have you ever had those days and moments at night...where u can close your eyes and u can feel anothers presense??? you can smell them you can feel them you can taste them and when u close your eyes u feel safe and warm but when u wake in the morning u feel that emptiness just on the edge of your conscious??? clawing at u again reminding how alone you really are in the physical world??? i am tired of fighting this demon, and letting him win

Ass/butt
Big butts do not make the world go round. Unfortunately, our society thinks so. Its like boobs are a thing of the past, you can get a boob job at the carry out nowadays. Its all about the bootie now. Even white women are feeling the pressure, getting those injections that make their butts look like an old worn throw pillow. I know big booties are great to look at, trust me(I am an ass man)but don't let that be the end all when it comes to making important decisions. I have seen many of my homies walk through the door with a chick who looks, talks and acts like a pure swamp turkey. When questioned on their choice of women their response was "But I'm sayin, she phat as sh*t tho!" I'm not going to put the entire blame on BET for this one, though. As a culture, we feed these images and notions to our kids. I have seen toddlers watch a woman walk past and stare at their asses, just like their fathers were doing. We have to watch what we feed our kids mentally. Not only in what w

Wtf!?!
I'm so tired of helping people out and not getting any help in return.. I have helped so many people on here with comment/rate competitions and not a single one has come to my aid when I need his or her help.. I'm trying to spotlight and all I have asked for is some assistance by rating/comment me and NO ONE has helped.. I'm in need of fubucks and NO ONE has helped me out.. I'm so tired of everyones bullshit.. I'm tired of being nice.. I'm tired of allowing everyone to use me on here for their own personal gains.. It's time to help someone else out besides yourself.. So please.. help me out and comment/rate pictures or stash.. I'm tired of sugar coating it... or if you can send me fubucks.. that would be appreciated too. Thank you for taking the time to read this. The Fu-Milf Queen *P.S. Anyone that views this and has not helped I will feel as though they are only befriending me for their own personal gain, you will be deleted and blocked*

Welcome Home Pt. 2
You are physically exhausted from what I did to you in the shower. I am carrying you from the bathroom but I dont take you to the bed like you expect. I leave the bedroom and make my way, with you still in my arms through the house. You notice that I am heading toward our dungeon play room. I have not played with you in this manner in a long time, and its long over due. When I get you in the dungeon I sit you down in the bondage chair. But I dont intend to keep you in the chair. While you are sitting there I go to the cabnets and select the toys and implaments of pain that I am going to use on you. I set everything on a rolling cart and roll it beside you in the chair. I look at you and I tell you, "You planned to give me time to relax and release the tension from work that has been building. You are to assume the perfect slave role immeidatly, Is that Understood slave? "Yes Master", you reply. I buckle cuffs around your wrists, upper arms, ankles and mid thigh. I

Rape Scene Part 2
Rape Scene Part 2 “The Show” May 18, 2008 By Janean Haffner Master Don takes me down the stairs, back to the first room where the stage is. I can hear the other two girls getting whipped. The blonde is crying and saying “Thank you, Master “ with every stroke. The redhead is still fighting and saying “Fuck You!!! Assholes!!”. She is getting whipped twice as hard as the blond because she will not submit. As I walk onto the stage , I see that the blonde is strapped to a platform. She is bent ove5, clamps on her pussy and nipples. The platform is under her hips in such a way that it tilts her ass upwards so that her asshole and pussy are in plain view. Her knees are strapped in to the other platforms which hold her in a kneeling position. Her arms are tied as well to some kind of chair arms which come up from the bottom of the devise. She has a butt plug inserted and her master is whipping her all over her body. He periodically sticks fingers in her pussy, pulls her hair, pushes

If U Dont Like Me
If you don't like me too fucking bad because i don't give two shits what people think of me...you either love me or hate me no bullshit in between! . . . . . . (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•

Selling Shoutcast Severs @good Deals
TONY IS SELLING SERVERS & Web Hosting Space!!!! The "Owner" of wicked- radio-tunes.com is now selling Shoutcast Servers & Web Hosting Space!!! So if you are a DJ that is looking to open a new lounge or know of someone that is looking to own one, or if you are looking to design your own website and need a place to host it, Tony is your man!!!! So please send em DJ TONY's way!! He will help you figure out exactly what you need!!! For good prices, and monthly specials & for more info, you can contact DJ TONY in the Wicked Lounge!! Or you can also reach him on his yahoo messanger wickedradiotunes_owner@yahoo.com

Lost
THEY SAY many things that they do. Your young you dont no shit. Ha I know shit I can spit a book with one word Mislead. I have heard life is easy no They say life i hard. Im confused.See, Ive been rused by the higher ups. Whats are u doing with your life,? Shit i dont know drink read Fly a kite. Im young 17, 18,19,20 21 im on the run its always the now before the then. Its then where the fuck is now. With a bleak future i cling to an even shiiter past. Do you blame me Im america. Irish Spainsh with abit of sweedish. Yea i like eating rice and beans, drinking and a for lust of blonde women. Doomed or just groomed for something different

Calling All Fu-family Bombers I Need Help With My Contest Can You Come Help Me Out Please
I'm looking for help with my contest.And i need all family bombers out there to help me with this.I need most comments by the 28th.I would be gladly for your help.This contest is for a blingy or vip. Here's my pic link to click on.So please come show me some fu-love to my contest.Thank you very much.SexyBitch.

Funny Kids...
While walking with my 3 year old grandaughter, she picked something up from the ground and was going to put it in her mouth. I asked her to please throw it in the trash and to never pick up anything on the ground and put it in her mouth. She said " why crazy granny?" I said " because it's dirty and it has germs." She looked up at me with complete admiration and asked " WOW how do you know so much ?" Thinking fast i said " cause i had to take a mommy test before i could have your mommy. "If you dont pass the mommy test , they wont let you be one." She was evidently thinking very hard about this for two or three minutes and all of a sudden she stopped, looked up at me and said " I get it now crazy granny , "The ones that dont pass the mommy test have to be the Daddy, right granny ?" I just looked at her an smiled and said " EXACTLY"

One Sided ?
Im just fed up !!!There really isnt anything else that can be said..Ive tried my hardest to be fair and help SO SO SO many out on fubar but , I cant seem to get any help in return when I need it. I have over 200 friends on the friends list part and Im thinking tis time to start getting rid of ALL those people that came to me for help and and after helping them I never heard from them again. I do have to say that everyone on my family list has made this fubar experience a good one, just wish that those on the Friends list part were as giving as I am. The title to this blog is One Sided ? because well Ive come to terms that 90 percent out of 100 percent only want to recieve and not give.

Breakfast After
A genuinly nice young man asked a wonderfully nice young lady out for an evening of dinner and a movie, or a comedy club, or some such. She accepted, because she loved to go to the comedy club. They had a most magnificent dinner, and the club had the most awesome set of comics... the two laughed the night away. He took her home after the club closed, and on her front step they shared a good night kiss. He said, "I enjoyed our evening together more than you'll ever know." She replied, "It was an wonderful evening. You have the same type of sense of humor as I." He then asked her if he might be allowed to share breakfast with her. She said that would be a wonderful idea... she'd enjoy that enormously. He asked if they should set a time for breakfast now, or should he wait to ask in the morning. She said it might be better if they waited till the morning to decide a time for breakfast. He then asked if he should call her or nudge her.

First Blog
As most of you know, I am new to this Fubar and I am learning my way around. I've decided to go ahead and post my very first blog on this site. I post blogs almost everyday on Myspace, so why the hell not on Fubar lol. My cousin who just moved back to MS from OH introduced me to this place and I must say I credit her for even knowing about something this awesome! Ha, joking. I love her to death. So anyway, these past couple of days have been hell for me due to this congestion that I have in my chest. Soon, hopefully soon at least, it'll go away and I can get back to living! I'm out of school until the 30th of June and honestly don't know what I am suppose to do until then. I am so use to school and no fun. Well, I take that back, I have fun during the school period, but my head is alot of times up a books ass, if you know what I mean. Anyway so I start Summer Classes on June 30th and they go on until August 1st, then I have a 20 day break until Fall Classes begin! What fun. Oh

Sick Computer!!!!
HEY all my wonder-FU friends just want to let you all know I have been fighting a few nasty puter bugs and I am hoping soon I can come and spend more FU-time with you all....hugs and kisses , hope all is well , missing you ,ALL!!!!

My Man
We started this relationship as friends nothing more You and I had innocent conversation really not looking to score I mean no doubt about it the attraction was there from the start Almost 5 months have passed and you surely have won my heart I am the luckiest woman in the world to have a rare gem like you You know I sit and wonder how it happened and I still have no clue Baby you just know what to do to make me smile you are so sweet I sit here and wonder about you and how it'll be the day we meet I want to hug you, kiss you, feel you, and just explore all of you The feeling that comes over me when I think of you is real and true You are the one for me and there is not one doubt in my head I have fallen in love and my feelings just needed to be said

Bizarre Foods...
go only so far, as does BOURDAIN's travel. BEWARE, however, of those who don't bother to trave.. but play their own BIZARRE FOOD GAMES as a matter of RITUAL. IBID: In his book Flyboys: A True Story of Courage, James Bradley details several instances of cannibalism of World War II Allied prisoners by their Japanese captors. The author claims that this included not only ritual cannibalization of the livers of freshly-killed prisoners, but also the cannibalization-for-sustenance of living prisoners over the course of several days, amputating limbs only as needed to keep the meat fresh. [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannibalism#Modern_era The Soviet writer Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, in his novel The Gulag Archipelago, describes cases of cannibalism in the twentieth-century USSR. Of the famine in Povolzhie (1921-1922) he writes: "That horrible famine was up to cannibalism, up to consuming children by their own parents - the famine, which Russia had never known even in Time of Tro

Whats Happining And Up Coming
Currently we have been working on Teresa\'s contest and she has a great lead! And we want to keep it that way this contest ends May 28th @ 6pm cst..so let\'s keep doing what we been doin a helluva job thanks everyone Teresa Next upcoming event will start one day this week maybe in the next couple of days,just as soon as I get enough entries.This is one of our Officers as well Aimee the bitch you love to hate and we want to do her just as proud. Aimee So let\'s keep up the good work we have been doing already and show FYUBAR and the rest of these who\'s the BEST!

Good Bye For Now
Ok most of you all know I recently collapsed my right lung. It's a birthdefect it can happen at any time. What you all don't know is that my health has gone down hill since it has happened. I'm talking with the doctor about surgery for my lung and also possibly needing to go in to clear a blockage in my heart. I'm not on here much due to the computer being up stairs and I don't always have the energy to come up here. I will know whats going on Wed. nite and will be deleteing my page soon after I am sorry just don't have the time to be on anymore. I love you all and will return as soon as my health is back..... So until then Good Bye for now....... Twisted

Guatemala
the last month was an awesome experience!!!! something i shall never forget. i can;t wait to go back to see more fo the country side and to see more of the school get built. i have given myself some goals for my next trip. learnin some spanish and some of the qhi che language to thank the folks for making me a honorary tribesman. got some ink in the capitol city to. the guy had the lightest hand drilling i have gotten i think. no to figure out what to add to it . now back to the daily grind. till the next adventure. maybe september 4th thru 9th an amsterdam trip. we shall see!!!!!

Speechless
i just want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for the endless help and hard work on my contest you all have realy left me speechless i was even told by a friend that women are never speachless lol well i am guess there is a first for evrytthing i love you all so much and i have no idea how i will ever repay you but plz plz feel free to shout or message me anytime any of you ever need anything at all i dont care how big or small if i got it its yours i love you all so much i truely have some amazing friends and fam heck i even had ppl helpin i didnt even know lol ty alllllllllllllllllty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty !!!!!lol muahhhhhhhh

Thanks, Mom
Since I had a mother whose many interests lept her excited and occupied. Since I had a mother who interactred with so many people that she had a real feeling for the world. Since I had a mother who was always strong through any period of suffering. Since I had a mother who was a complete person I always had a model to look up to and that made it easier for me to develop into an independent woman.

Father Daniel Doherty (mage) - Narrative
Father Doherty was a man of the cloth long before he Awakened to the Supernal magic of the ancient Atlanteans. He was born and raised in the Bronx of New York City. He has seen his fair share of hate and despair and vowed before God to do his part in alleviating some of the pain he found there. And then he Awakened. For most, Awakenings take the form of an astral journey to a distant watchtower and the active act of signing your name to its base. With Father Doherty, it was an Awakening in the form of a mystery play, in that he Awakened during an intense and highly spiritual vision of the heavens pening for him and inviting him up, much like the apostle John the Revelator. He saw the vision of the multitude before the Lamb, with the Book of Life being opened before the Lamb. Daniel became very frightened that perhaps his name would not be found in the Book of Life and fell to his knees. His angel guide lifted him to his feet and brought him to read the book, directing him t

Man Rant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This does not go out to all men. If I do not describe you then you are in the clear. Dear Mr. Man, I have no interest in your car. I love cars in general. I even own a few but I do not care about your new spark plugs. They are spark plugs not pantie peelers. I do not care about your new wiper blades, new transmission or that gas guzzling 350 you just put in. I am not impressed by it. Deal with that! I do not need to see pictures of your penis. You will not die a painful death if I just pass by that album. You can be insulted if you want. A penis is a penis and I have a husband who lets me look at his penis any time I wish, plus I even get to touch his!! I don't want to touch yours. If I actually do look at pictures of your dick I will not rate or comment them. This is why I prefer porn sites. The porn stars to ask me to stroke their egos. For fucks sake READ THE DAMN DISCLAIMER ON MY PAGE! IT CLEARLY STATES THAT I REFUSE TO HAVE CYBER SEX!!!!! Treat me with respect! I will t

Because Of All Of The Love
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU I want to thank all the people that came out to help me level you all so ROCK...Make sure you go and show them all love they are worth it and will return it.... The Bad Wolfy@ fubar *Thump☆Star*õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.*CWPradio*Owned by Mirage*@ fubar Archangel@ fubar Kickin' Wing@ fubar Lord Ðèýgèñ£å¿è:=-= ~Ðî®†ý §ºµ†µ Ç®èw Råwk$~=-={MWÇ ßåbý!}=-=(^Gotti Family^)=-@ fubar broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore@ fubar I Zombie™@ fubar ~☠~. Mistress Bad Kitty .~☠~ Loking For Slave!@ fubar Dirk The Irish Punisher - Fu-Seducer of ۞*Ps¥chè*۞

Mother
I am proud and thankful that you are the woman who raised me. I`ll never forget the love you have shown me or your constant support and encouragement You always believe in me, and that has helped me to become the person I am. Our relationship may seem to have changed over the years, but I know our love hasn`t. The bond we share can`t be changed, we are together even when we are apart, for you are forever in my heart, and I love you.

Re: Pa Turnpike On Verge Of 75 Year Lease To Spanish Operator
RE: PA Turnpike On Verge Of 75 Year Lease To Spanish Operator ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 May 2008, 20:03 Pennsylvania Turnpike On Verge Of 75 Year Lease To Spanish Toll Road Operator The Pennsylvania Turnpike may soon be more aptly referred to as the Barcelona Turnpike if a $12.8 billion proposal by a Spanish toll road operator is approved by the Pennsylvania Legislature. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/200508Turnpike. htm

Jess...member Of The Week#8
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK *~Dj Jessimun~* Of Red Dragon Lounge@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave Jessimun some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

My Mother
For as long as I can remember you have been by my side to give me support to give me confidence to give me help . For as long as I can remember you have always been the person I looked up to so strong so sensitive so pretty. For as long as I can remember and still today you are everything a mother should be. For as long as I can remember you have always provided stability within our family full of laughter full of tears full of love. So much of what I have become is because of you and I want you to know that I appericate you, thank you and love you more than words can express.

Womens Dictionary
WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy 3. I am tired

Father Daniel Doherty (mage) - Character Sheet
Character: Father Daniel Doherty Chronicle: Mage: The Awakening Concept: Spiritual Warrior Virtue: Faith Vice: Pride Path: Obrimos Order: None Cabal: None ======================================== Favored Path Attribute: * Resolve MENTAL (05+01 dots @creation) * Intelligence 000 * Wits 00 * Resolve 0000 PHYSICAL (03 dots @creation) * Strength 00 * Deterity 00 * Stamina 00 SOCIAL(04 dots @creation) * Presence 00 * Manipulation 00 * Composure 000 ======================================== Skill Specialties * Academics: Religion * Occult: Angels * Occult: Demons MENTAL (11 dots @creation) * Academics 000 * Computer 0 * Crafts * Investigation 00 * Medicine 0 * Occult 000 * Politics 0 * Science PHYSICAL (04 dots @creation) * Athletics 00 * Brawl 0 * Drive 0 * Firearms * Larceny * Stealth * Survival * Weaponry SOCIAL (07 dots @creation) * Animal Ken * Empathy 0 * Expression 0 * Intimidation 0 * Persuasion 00 * Socialize 0 *

Auction Update 2
ok top bid is now 7 day blast, 100k fubuck, and a bling pack. now dont get me wrong i luvs my friend will but i know u boys and girls can do better than that. come on now u know u wanna own me. click the pic and bid contest ends on 5/25

Re: Militarized Police Celebrate Killing Americans
RE: Militarized Police Celebrate Killing Americans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 May 2008, 21:26 Militarized Police Celebrate Killing Americans A former US Army tank driver asserts that two figures depicted on the side of an APC SWAT tank that was recently used to protect cops from the deadly threat of women and children during the raid of a West Texas polygamist retreat actually represents the amount of people killed by police. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052008_killing_americans. htm

The Love Between A Mother And Her Child Is Forever
The love between a mother and her child is a bond of the strgonest kind. It is a love of the present, interwoven with memories of the past and dreams of the future. It is stregthened by overcoming obstacles and facing feears and challenges together. It is having pride in each-other and knowing that our love can withstand anything. It is sacrifice and tears, laughter and hugs. It is understanding, patience, and believing in each-other. It is wanting only the best for each-other and wanting to help anytime there is a need. It is respect, a hug, and unexpected kindness. It is making time to be together and knowing just what to do and say. It is an unconditional, forever kind of love.

Figuring Shit Out
Should you feel like nobody ever listens to you? No matter how much, and how loud it is. You tell somehow that you don't feel good. They don't seem to care or something. Why should i feel nothing i say is heard? I should'nt have too. But people expect me to bend and do whatever they want. I don't ask for much. If for anything. Im just tired of feeling that nothing i say or do is good enough. Im tired. Larry

Up For Auction
angelunderitall- Rate 11, fan, add if I haven't Owned by in name for month Add to family for month Spot in top friends Rate all pics during HH 500 11's during HH throughout the month At least 3 blings throughout month (if bid includes VIP and/or Bling package) http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1345917&albumid=1022142&i=3847242505&idx=12

Friendships
F: FEELING SUITABLE TO YOU R: RETROACTIVE COMPANIONSHIP I: INDEPENDANCE OF EACH OTHER WHEN THE TIME IS NEEDED E: ENTERTAINMENT WHETHER GOOD OR BAD N: NEAR BY IN CASE U HAVE 2 BUST A SKULL TIL THE WHITE MEAT SHOW D: DOWN 4 WHATEVER S: SHOPPING BUDDY H: HELL RAISERS IF NEED B I: INTERPRETOR OF YOUR FEELINGS WHEN U CAN'T SPEAK P: POSSIBILITY OF BEING THERE FURTHER THAN DEATH DO U PART DO YOU HAVE THIS IN YOUR FRIENDS?

Wtf??
Ya know, I don't sit here and expect much from people, especially online. I mean, for the most part people lie about who/what/how they are online, or at least it seems. I'm happily married in a swinger relationship, so I don't try to lie about the three kids Alisha and I have or the fact that we have adult fun with ADULTS, but I don't just throw stupidity out there. These freakin' status messages, for instance. I have fun with them...making jokes, groovy little quotes and all, but when I have something like "@ a memorial service", then that means don't send me some shit about your fucking lounge! For God's sake, who the fuck are you to trivialize the pain I feel at losing a fellow Soldier...just because you don't fucking understand the closeness we share in a unit. I hope you go to fucking hell for not paying attention to something that has left me crying and hollow, you son of a bitch! Most people have been so understanding, even if they don't understand, they've empathized

Zombies?
(Things that don't matter but are interesting) You see lots of movies and books about zombies. They have all sorts of scientific explanations in these movies and books about how the zombies came to be. What makes them animated, why they do what they do, how it spreads, etc. There's one thing they never explain, and I think it's because they can't. Why don't the zombies eat each other? In every movie, a living person can't blend in at all. I've even read a book where they tried to make themselves look dead and walk around slowly, and still got found. Zombies can spot the living from a distance, and walk as a hording team to go get them and consume their flesh/brains/whatever. They never attack each other. In fact, in most cases, they seem to utterly disregard each other, falling over other zombies as they claw their way towards the living. Let's look at the brain-eating side of it. Do they only want to eat functional brains? Zombies have functional brains. They

Things That Irritate Me...
This is just a place where I am going to place a few of the things that have been irritating me over the last couple of weeks. It will probably irritate other people that I put this up, and most likely infuriate some people that read it. But that is okay. There is one thing above all that irritates me more than anything in this world. Liars. I despise people that lie to my friends. Users. I despise people that use other people and then toss them off like so much garbage. I know a few people like this. And they irritate me. So that is the top two. Now for the one that I will most likely write the most about. And the one that irritates me more than anything else. People in the military that use the fact that they went to Iraq or Afghanistan as an excuse for everything. Or use the uniform to get something from someone that they have not earned. First of all, if you are not traveling on official orders, you shouldn't be wearing the uniform at all while you are traveling. Un

Lynch...member Of The Week#7
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK LynchMom@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave LynchMom some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

Calling All Juggalos & Juggalettes!!!!!
Come direct those eyesockets over to: http://MyJuggaloSpace.com, Sometime whenever ya get a chance.. This ain't no fly-by-night community.. The owner of this site is also the same owner of Hatchet Rydaz Car Club and we also have our very own MyJuggaloSpace tent and site area at The Gathering every year.. This site has been up over a year and a half and is still growing strong, With close to 23,000 members... And it's exclusively for the underground/juggalo sect crowd.. We've got all the norms for a profile community such as: Artists Profiles, Pic Galleries/Albums, Customizable Profile, Users can upload videos, Profile/Pic Ratings, Polls, Blogs, Bulletins, User Groups and Cumminities, Search, Even A Radio Station called WFuckOff(www.WFuckOffRadio.com) which has hosts on talk shows and radio shows from ninjas such as: Violent J, Shaggy 2 Dope, Blaze, Boondox and Twiztid, Even our very own chatline and very own IRC Server plus our very own Juggalo Daing Site/Community called Jugga Love(ww

What Is Gonna Happen Next
Alright I am at a spot where I am so confused and don't know what to do. I have been offered the best job, with benefits and a very excellent salary and good hours, and all, I had plans to stay around Kingsland, but I haven't even been back in 2 months, I don't have anyone to answer to, so it is basically what ever I want, I started dating someone a couple weeks ago and already feel used, I am not ready for a relationship with someone that doesn't treat me like I should be treated, it seems as if every time I find a new boyfriend, he uses me for money, I pay the tab everywhere we go, every time we have something planned something special, when I go to pick him up he is drunk, I am talking drunk drunk! I was invited to a special company dinner with the company that wants me to go to work with them and that happened, so I went all alone and he shows his behind. Like five other times we had dinner dates with my family, sister and brother and ditto the same thing happens! WHY do I always

Chest Pains...
So I spent a relaxing 3 hours in the ER today. I was having chest pains accompanied by jaw pain and a bit of shortness of breath. I was sent home from work because I looked like I was dying. My primary doc wouldn't see me because I was having heart attack symptoms, so I was sent to the ER. The ER is a magical place where the doctors and nurses really don't give a shit about you unless you're bleeding profusely or can no longer breathe. They don't go the extra mile there to find out whats actually wrong with you. They run the tests they think they need to, and send you home w/ some generic disorder/disease/illness and a painkiller and tell you to follow up with your regular doctor. Well...I just spent 3 hours here, and you tell me my sternum is inflamed? After 3 rounds of nitroglycerin(a wonderful sublingual treat that gives you a headache only a bullet can heal), an ekg, an xray, 12 viles of blood, and 4 baby asprin later...My sternum is inflamed. WTF? I just feel like bitching. I know

Bling And Bux Anytime
HOT FUBUX I'LL GIVE YOU 30k FUBUX FOR 100 11'S TODAY DURING HAPPY HOUR no 11's give me 150 10's or 150 stash rates and i will bling you with a 1 credit bling of your choice private mail me when you are thru NO shouts or profile comments they will be ignored ¶PÃIЙT€Я™¤Ð§Ç¤FU€ЙGÃG€Ð TØ ¶FЯØGGĬ€™¤♫§B®ÃÐIØ FÃIMIL¥♫@ fubar Thanks In Advance Painter

Possibly Pregnant!!!!
I just spent three hours at Mahec( my obgyn doctor's office) I went through a full examine as to what may be causing me to miss my monthly cycle. Just before I left there I was given a urine pregnancy test. At first, I was told the test was negative right there on the spot. Then just after I leave I get a phone call saying: " my test started to faintly show the second line on the test and that I was not to begin taking a perscription that I was given till after my blood work came back and I got a call from the nurse regarding to the answer of my blood test, which wont be till tomorrow." So its a waiting game right now as to wheither or not I may actually be pregnant. I am trully hoping to be though. Because Bair and I are trying to work on having a family! We are both very nervous though and just praying.

The Catawba Drink Special
THIS DRINK IS CALLED 'LITTLE BASTARD' INGREDIENTS ARE : CAPTAIN MORGAN Orange Juice Pineapple Juice 7-Up® Soda * Shake ingredients together with ice in a cocktail shaker * Strain into a highball glass filled with ice cubes, fill with 7-up, and serve NOW, DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BASTARD ? HEHE LMAOO!!

Forever
forever takes me but a minute, while im here with you im falling even more in love with everything you do hold me in your arms, look deep into my eyes, dont turn away and let me go, dont ever tell me lies i swear ill never lose you, in my arms ill always hold ill never let you slip away, and leave nothing left untold there arent enough hours in each passing day to find all the words i wish i could say your kiss will last forever, your touch forevr warm you'll guide me to the sunlight and sheild me from the storm this is what im saying, with everything thats true, i swear on my life, that I really do love you

With The Wind
With the Wind In the evening dusk, with the wind blowing through her hair she sat in amazement at the setting sun. A lonely life she had led for many years now. Closing her eyes she imagined a life long forgotten. A life of uncountable men, and endless sexual adventures. A live her lively hood was earning for with each passing day. Bracing herself on the tree stump she sat on, she leaned back as a cool wind blew across her body. As the wind passed she felt his touch. A light set of fingers running smoothly down her arm. A whisper in her ear. She dared not open her eyes for fear that this fantasy would disappear. Slowly she felt the strong, callous hand mingle it’s way through her long flowing hair. Her skin felt red hot where he softly felt his lips touch her neck. Arching her back and letting her head rest on his shoulder, she felt his tongue flicker across her ear, sending chills down her spine and making her blossoming nipples as erect as soilders marching to war. As his li

How Much?
How well fo you know me? I wanna knw everything that you know about me and what you wanna know about me.... send me a message if u have questions that are too personal lol... but otherwise im open to any questions u wanna ask

Fu-angels Team 1 Jillygirl1125 Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Work.
so i'm at work right now. i work as a graphics artist. sounds cool, right? well. it would be, if the company i worked for didn't suck. basically we make training modules for corporations. really doesn't give me any artistic challenges. simple graphics. i think an untrained nobody would be capable of. oh well. it's a job. right. and i won't be here forever. it's only a stepping stone. back to work.

Fu-snobs Or Just Fu-careful
So i tried to be nice and friendly and leave comments on peoples pages, only to be told I dont have permission!! Why do that I ask? What can people leave you that is soo horrible? Why not approve the comments first? Explain this to me if you can.

Zero
Zeros! I will be hosting another game, which has no minimum to win a prize. Basically, you bomb until you'd like to cash out. I will add a "0" to the end of your total whenever you would like to stop bombing, and give you that number in fubucks. The more you bomb, the more the zero will count. If you are interested in playing, please send me a SFW non-animated image. Once I receive your entry, you may begin whenever you are ready, and bomb as much as you'd like. Only 2 rules...no drama, and no scripting. Either will result in removal. You may self-bomb, and you may have as much help as you'd like. Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Dream Lover
She wakes up every morning With a smile on her face She felt his love in her sleep Dreamed of his embrace Although she's never met his body His heart she does feel Anytime shes loved before Has never felt so real There is no explanation for it No one has she yet found But what a feeling she gets When he is around Although it may end tommorrow The memory will not fade For in her heart a life long friend She feels that she has made She hopes it lasts forever She prays that they do meet She dreams of the day her online love Sweeps her off her feet sorry i just thought this was beautiful so i thought i would post it... let me knw if u agree with me

People???????
You know ppl get on this site for nasty reasons. I think those ppl are fake and insecure. Why can't ppl just be real and not hate on others. If u ever visit my page u will know that i am a very real and honest person on and off the computer. But it seems to me that ppl get on the computer and turn into somebody that their not, why? I am here to find REAL FRIENDS not FAKE FRIENDS. COMMENTS WELCOME

Frustration.
Floating smoke in rays of light. Cool air blowing...flowing silk. Scent of flowers. Dying beauty. Touches like fluttering fairy wings. Brush across satin skin. Sweet salty tang. Lingers on the palate. Slow easy motion. Frantic palpation and roaming fingertips. Heartbeats like drums. Thrumming in tandem. Moaning breaths exhaled. Like fire meeting ice. Mounting anticipation. Quick release.

Smart Words.
From my little sister when I asked her why she never talked to her: "She is never on. Face reality and honestly get over her. Nothings ever going to happen. Period." You know, everybody who cares about me (or pretends to) said the same damn thing. It took her to make me believe it. My drawings are put away in deep storage or burned onto a CD. Pictures of her are deleted. Her letters are being mailed back. And now my old Fubar account is deleted. Time to reach for something that will reach back. -Rafael

Peaches And Cream
well i'd start by softly kissing the base of your neck, moving my way up to your lips; at the same time i'd be caressing your lower back, massaging whatever muscles were tense. after that i'd remove your shirt and kiss the tops of your breasts, licking the nipples and sucking on them while at the same time i'd be slipping my left hand down to your pants clasp. i'd undo it deftly and slip my hand down under your panties. id find your sweet spot and caress your clitoris. all this time i'd have been kissing u and sucking on your nipples. i would lower u to the bed and remove your pants and your panties. at which time i would kiss your breasts moving down. i'd kiss your belly licking a little as i go down south. when i got to your sweet spot i'd flick my tongue backward and forward stimulating your clit. I'd then bring my right hand over your left leg and massage your g-spot. while im doing this i'd tongue screw u my goatee stimulating your peach even more. i'd do this until i made u relea

05/20/08
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs

Up 4 Auction Pls Bid On Me
DIAMONDS FOREVER I AM UP FOR SALE AGAIN SO COME CHECK ME OUT AND BID ONE ME I MAKE A GOOD LIL SLAVE AND ALWAYS COME THROUGH FOR MY OWNER!!CLICK ON PICTURE TO GO SEE ME!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious & Armond*@ fubar (repost of original by '*AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious & Armond*' on '2008-05-20 13:33:52')

5-21 Divas Day
Tomorrow will be the first Diva Day. Please pick one of your Diva pics to use as your default and try to get the Diva background for your page. This is just a way to keep up with our fellow divas. Just try to send all your divas love and rate them. I hope that I hear from you all tomorrow!!! Hope you all have a great night..MsMaine

From Nikole Aka '☆★kØ£ë
LOOK WHOS UP FOR AUCTION!!!! DON'T FORGET TO SHOW LOVE TOO THE AUCTION HOST!!!! DMAN1973 proud FU owner of Thickness85, Kryptisha, Carlie and my Confidence@ fubar BROUGHT TOO YOU BY ☆★KØ£ë™☆★☆Fu-Owned by Brian★☆@ fubar

Help Her
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANKS SOOOO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN VOTING DAILY... YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!! THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE VOTE.. LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS TO YOU!! This means SOOOO MUCH that I am willing to pay you... ~*THIS IS R/L STUFF HERE*~ **we are currently in second place** QUALIFICATION ROUND... MAY 15TH--JUNE 20TH **during this time** i will give you $1000 fu-bucks per vote... i will bling you for your first vote (1000 pts + 1000 fubucks) *will go up in final rounds* YOU ARE ABLE TO VOTE ONE TIME PER DAY!! Click on the bottom of the player and vote.. once you vote message me and I will send you $1000 fu-bucks... **i will bling you as often as i can** PLUS... EVERY 40th vote (from fubar) will receive a 3 day blast ~OR~ bling pack so be sure to message me once you have voted ~~MY FRIENDS KICK ASS~~ I know we can get this record deal.. with a little help from you *

Thoughts
as i showered i noticed the exposed wiresin theceiling wherei havent gotaround to installinganewfixture,and wonderedif enoughsteam could causeit toarc andmake a mini ligtning storm in my bathroom.it wouldbeneat to watch

Help
CUPCAKE NEEDS 40 K COMMENTS IN ONE MONTH TO GET HER PRIZE... SO TAPPERS LETS GET TO TAPPING AWAY!!!!!!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE TOO WHILE YOUR THERE **Çhµckîîbºº**@ fubar ALSO LETS GET SOME POINTS DOWN ON CHICKIE TODAY. SHE'S ALWAYS BOMBING AND HELPING US WHEN WE NEED IT. ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~@ fubar THANKS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HELP!!!!

First Hike Of 2008
We kicked off the 2008 hiking season on our 4th alternate. 1st was up the north ridge of Mary's Peak 2nd was Triangulation Peak 3nd was Opal Creek to Cedar Flats we had to abandon all of the above because of too much snow. we ended up down here in the swamp (W-valley) a few miles outside of corvallis on the Oak Creek trail system. we ended up hiking farther and higher than we had origianlly planned with the first 3 hikes. it was a workout! 6 miles and 2000ft elevation change. I'd like to do Table Rock just as soon as the snow melts, but who knows when that'll be. i may have to look to the coast for the next couple of hikes, Cape Perpetua maybe? We have officially delcared this summer to be the season of hiking, fishing, and camping! blogs and photo albums of our adventures will be marked with corresponding titles. look for todays pics in album Adventure Log 1

Future Considerations
It is no doubt fun to make new friends. We all flirt with them here it seems. As always though, when the newness dies, and others come into focus will we fail to maintain our ties? To still be friends, and flirt? I mean there are always going to be, or so it seems ubiquitously more talented, or better looking, or funnier people than ourselves, in a word attractive. To some degree I feel like this site is a big set up for a series of dissappointments. I mean how can we all maintain our frienships? I will tell you that I am going to try. It won't take long to weed out those who aren't sincere. I've already noticed a lack, or falling off of correspondence towards myself. I don't know what will happen but what I do know is that I am not accepting any new friends.

Ooc: Introduction
Hello all, I am trying something new (for me anyway). As some of you may be aware, I am a fan of roleplaying games in general. I used to be way active and occassionally own a game rulebook and create characters to potentially portray if I ever get involved in a game. This section will include character sheets for various characters, In-Character letters I write, etc. Should be an interesting experiment. Mainly an ecuse to actually use this blog function as I suck at keeping daily journals. Anyway, here goes...

Just A Thought
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain.

Just Some Info
I have a few things that I have been keeping to myself that I need to get off my chest. This woman below.... Mysticfairy@ fubar ...is MrMostunderrated's g/f. He told me she was having doubts about my intentions towards him. Anyone that knows him, knows that he's a very good man. He has his faults, but he's a good man. He and I talked some, but it was on a friendly level. We were friends online, and that was it. To make Lena (mysticfairy) feel better, I agreed to reassure her by talking to her. Well, during those conversations, I became very attracted to her (she's a beautiful woman, after all), and I quit talking to Guy. He would ask me what was wrong, but I told him that I was very attracted to her and I really wanted to focus on getting to know her better. During this time frame, she and I talked every chance we got online, and sometimes on the phone. I made mention several times that I would love to meet her and Guy together and get to know them both better, maybe even have a dr

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Successfully Lined Up Interview
In Santa Barbara one week from tomorrow on Grace's birthday. Meeting with my old boss at the university and trying to get my old job back (which would start most likely in September). Time to get out of Vegas and back to my kids. Gracey will be six that same day, so I'll be able to give to her, her bithday present in-person. I'm gonna surprise her and take her and Tessy to dinner.. .

Understandings Existence
Compassion? Elusive compassion is only truly born of understanding. The understanding comes from connection, in some form or many. Connection to pain, to loss, to joy, to remorse, to emotion. Emotional Ocean Swallowing us whole in its vastness Drowning in my pain, as I sink to the depths... What is that I see? A reflection of myself? But no! It is another. Could it be? Another poor soul has found it's way to the same point as me. Therein lies the compassion, a child from the womb of my understanding. A companion in pain. A new friend in my suffering. A glimmer in my darkness. Sink or swim sink or swim The struggle within which we share.

Nothing At All
As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as existence As gentle as down dancing in the breeze As magical as a kiss My heart is now bleeding, covering the white blanket of snow in a beautiful array of reds. It almost looks like an Angel, I think to myself, as the feather kisses my forhead before finding it's bed in the cold, bloody snow. I live, but I cease to exist. I have plenty of ammo But somebody has moved my target

A New Light
Insanity lies deep within us all, maturing and designing itself to its own fate. When it's moment comes it knows how to take over, decietful little bastard, moving in and becoming. Thoughts on paper run together to form words unspoken, with more meaning hidden behind the illusion of it's portrayed purpose. Breaking into the tomb of meaning is to become. Become the father or the mother or the god of those words and create with them, a new life. Birth of the unspoken brings new meaning, a new light.

Understanding Crazy
Endless memories flood through my mind like water over stones upon a mighty river. Lacking the capability of building a dam strong enough to hold them back, I dive head first into the river, surrounding myself with the torturous beauty of good times remembered. Sometimes they seem so far away, so distant, I wonder if they ever happened. The sky opens up with firey rain, each drop sizzling on my skin like bacon. My skin smells like bacon......can this be true? My body feels a new coat, one of wirey hairs, course and dense. Could it be? Am I the swine? Raised to butcher, to fill the bellys of others? Perhaps I shouldn't swim in the river that flows through my mind on a Tuesday again. My bad.

Today's Workout
with Robert kicked my ass. Wraps, MMA gloves, and sparring against his punch pads - drill after drill after drill. Tim was doing low weight, high reps of flys, while I was sparring. Then we switched - 60 total reps of flys. Then Robert stood us both on a line, facing him: He's got me on his left punch pad and Tim on his right. Left knee kick, right knee kick, left extended leg kick, right extended knee kick, one-two jabs, slip, slip and back to the start. This went on for a good two minutes, and then we were back on the weights. three times through this drill. Then we did similar stuff with sparring and weights combination for another ten minutes. After that, we got on the half-dome, stability balls, with a heavy medicine ball. We threw it back and forth ten times at cloase range, and then he backed us up. Did it again and again and again until we were about 20 feet apart. Arms were falling off. . .THEN he got us about ten feet apart again and we threw the ball OVER head b

Life Is A Murder
Life is a murder Current mood: depressed What good is the soul which dwells within my shell, what use has it served? I feel not the love one should covet for thy own flesh and blood. Returned unto me is nothing in comparison to the passion and effort I put forth unto my hearts desire. The light of my heart grows dim, an empty cavern of decay remains where once was a home to many romantic hopes and dreams. Their corpses picked clean by the vultures spawned by the death of my marriage.

Feather
Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomically accurate angles. Depressions stir like the substance flows through veins. Unaccomplished tasks and desires Dance around me as if tribesmen in a ritualistic chant around the fire. The fire. The fire steadily burns within me, the craving. My link to darkness. My lust for love. A myth. Unproven legends. Hatred for failure. Destined for pain. I fear that I'll never find true love again. Feather. Beautiful Feather. I long to feel your gentle touch once more for eternity. Feather.

The Beginning Is An Actor, Playing The Part Of The End
Silence. Silence is what creates your insanity as you lie, stagnant, with your cold dead skin pressed against the satin walls of your now eternal home. On earth you are but a mere memory of a miraculous creation to those who knew and loved you.....they now miss your presence. In Earth, you live without breath. Death has ended your life. A burial returns you deep within the heart of our true mother.

Thinking
Once upon the shadow of the foreskin of life, deep within the garden in the womb of wisdom, there stands a young man, confused..poking..licking and smelling....searching for suitable soil for the sowing of his seeds. What life is such when love be so elusive? Confusion. Check! Not mate. Hi there--want a taste? Just let it melt on your toungue...dont spit it out! Dont spit! For it's all you get. Now..off you go with love's sweets lingering still on the edge of your tongue. I told you not to eat from the tree. I love, ...oh yes, more than I could have imagined. So beautiful. So frightening. I love still I love

Shroom Trip
As I wandered so far down the trail, deeper and deeper into the woods, the moonlight that earlier so brilliantly illuminated my path was now almost completely blocked out by the monstrous trees which surround me. They seem to pulsate in the night, giving off this strange vibrating sensation. In a sudden flash, a pale-green, what appeared to be a boulder, came crashing through the trees, thrashing them aside like duckpins on a professional bowlers best shot. It all happened so fast that, at what seemed to be(and in my opinion should have been) the dreaded moment of impact, the ground felt as if it gave way and I was being pulled through this gelatinous based substance. When it finally stopped pulling me in I was surrounded by this immensly beautiful, as far as the eye could see, illuminated lime-green gelatin. I was drowning... ... and for a split second, a second which seemed to last a lifetime, I didnt care. I didnt care. Not because I wanted to die, no, but because I felt unexplain

Pg 10-15
It was strange, yet seemed natural.The perfect blending in his mind.Unlike the memories that bleed like light beneath a wave,fragmented and torn.Memories from before. These thoughts ran free and unhindered, released by the Translation Effect.Ordered and complete. Almost as if they had always been, yet seemingly aware that this was not always so. The Effect of translation on certain living creatures was as random as it was bizzare.The Irony being that the creatures that had reached a level of technology equal to the task of performing a Translation rarely benefited much from the experience, while those that had yet to develop something as simple as the wheel were catapulted to various levels of genius. Yet they cannot perform translation. The Two's fell into the later catagory, and the Three's well, they were Three's, Prone to rash decisions whatever the circumstances. Cowboy glanced over at Dix who was busy removing a splinter from a finger with his teeth. He sighed enjoying thi

What's What
"Oooh! Oooh! I know!! I know!!" exclaims the child. How simple and free everything was as a child. And like the child, a fool is he who has the answer. It is my belief that the answer can only be described with the unexplainable twitches and tears and feelings (Oh My!!). The feeling of floating across an abyss as her soft, beautiful lips tickle mine when we lean in to kiss. Throughout different stages in my life I would have told you what "love" was....although I was only playing the fool myself. Most of what I believed then to be love, in my stage now I would tell you that what I thought then was merely a miniscule piece of the puzzle. The feelings that I access now are much more amplified than I ever could've imagined. Feeling can make one ask, perhaps I have a soulmate? Does that make me a fool? Am I still but a fool who believes he knows the answer? I think the only answer that I have is this ~~ I dont know what "love" is, but I am quite positive that I have fallen deep into it.

Tears
Sometimes I feel that I can actually understand people who get severely depressed. That makes me depressed. Sometimes there are so many roads to choose from, you never know which road you're supposed to be on or if you should just cut through the woods in some area. I was taught as a child that if I were ever lost in the woods, I should just stay in one spot and cry out. In my adult life with all of these crossroads, and every one has a tollbooth or two, I just want to sit in one spot and cry.

Morning Dew
Folgers coffee is the best ice cream trickles down her breast I lay and squirm just like a worm my morning thought make shrinks concerned. To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong sing-a-long, bang a gong, pass the bong... tweet....tweet... ... ..*twitch** I find more often, now, I wake to the mind devouring sounds of my teeth grinding together. My cock staring up at me.. "Hey buddy, lend me a hand" good morning, self fuck off eat a dick I hope you croak.

Systematic Failure
Systematic failure, endless nightmares, We walk through broken dreams, broken lives, broken vows. So sour, to think, we almost had it. Destiny arises, amongst every corpse. picking its way thru the fields of lonliness

A Great Guy
there is this guy I met on here and I really like him... He is sweet, funny, super cute and we have a lot in common... Im just afraid that I come on too strong and too fast sometimes and I dont want him to think that way.... I told my friends all about hiim and they told me that they think that I should go after him and get him to like me.... He tells me I dnt have to make him like me cuz he already does.... should I believe that? I mean i think i really want to meet him and get to know him better because I mean the coolest thing would be that we even share the same bday and everything... I think I knw what to do, but I still would like advice because I like him... what should i do?

A Memory From Long Ago..
So today was your last day. //You'll never know a lot of things. // I can't believe I've known you for over a year! A year ago I was a different person. We all grow up, we all change. There are a lot of wrong things I did... but the more I think about it, the only way to say you live your life right, is by cancelling out the wrongs. // You were wrong from the start. I knew somewhere deep down but I enjoyed all the words you told me that I've never heard before so passionately. It was so easy to believe you. // I should have known after our first convo, that you were all wrong. You even deleted me/blocked me from one of your many screen names that is. But your mistake was giving me another sn. And mine was for adding anyone under the sun.// After a few months you came online, I didn't recognize the name, but only after a few words you uttered I recognized the person. Cocky, smart,sexual, a womanizer for sure....but there was something. And you were impressed by my memory and how I reme

What 2 Do?
I have mad feelings for someone and I've only been out of a serious relationship for almost 3 weeks. I kinda like the single life cause u don't have that worrying shit and jealousy..but I cannot let this person slip away from me..cause I might not ever get a chance again. So I find myself yet in another choas situation! WTF!!!

Dunno
Random stuff seems to be the only thing I am good at anymore so here goes, I don't smile much anymore, I am gaining weight instead of losing it, I feel like the most worthless person in the world. that pretty much sums up my world these days! And is absolutely random! Oh and I will miss Mel while she is gone on vacation for a week! :P And it was my son's father not my son who killed himself sorry for the last blog where fingers couldn't keep up with brain!

Sweet Adorable...member Of The Week#6
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK ♥Sweet Adorable♥@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave Sweet Adorable some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

Aggravation, Instigation...depravation
So as a response to a recent turn of events, I thought I would rant, vent, bitch, and just overal let some shit out before I explode. I am in Cali to work, see friends, and pick up more on the talent of being a Pro Domme. Having a hell of a time really. But then there is the constant thought of what I am going home to, or the wonder at least. For me to give a shit in the first palce is a big deal for me. I have my goals, I have my wants, and then there are the natural needs that I have denied myself for so long because I did not feel I was stable, let alone deserving of what I desired. Call it the natural craving of a woman. To love and to be loved. I have those in my life that I know I will never want to let go of, or forget, because they have been there for me, thick and thin, and for this, I do love them. But that is not enough for me, and finally it has gotten the best of me. I sing along to love songs, even the most demented ones of eating a lovers heart and raping their

Harold
Old Harold I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Harold the computer guy, to come over. Harold clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem. He gave me a bill for a minimum service call. As he was walking away, I called after him, 'So, what was wrong?' He replied, 'It was an ID ten T error.' I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, 'An, ID ten T error? What's that ... In case I need to fix it again?' Harold grinned.... 'Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error before?' 'No,' I replied. 'Write it down,' he said, 'and I think you'll figure it out.' So I wrote down: I D 1 0 T I used to like Harold

Homes
House #1 A 20 room mansion ( not including 8 bathrooms ) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool ( and a pool house) and a separate guest house, all heated by gas. In one month this residence consumes more energy than the average American household does in a year. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2400. per month. In natural gas alone, this property consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not situated in a Northern or Midwestern 'snow belt' area. It's in the South. House #2 Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university. This house incorporates every 'green' feature current home construction can provide. The house is 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on a high prairie in the American southwest. A central closet in the house holds geothermal heat-pumps drawing ground water through pipes sunk 300 feet into the ground. The water (usually 67 degrees F.) heats the house in the winte

Merc...member Of The Week#5
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK mè®¢µ®®ý²² hèåd g®èè†è® @ bºñè ¢®µ$hè®@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave Merc some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

Idiots Suck
Somebody stole my fucking truck out of my driveway last night. What the hell is wrong with people? I stay to myself, I don't do drugs or hang out with idiots that do. I bust my ass to raise money for those less fortunate in this freaking world. I clean my house every day. I go to work every day. I stay out of trouble. What the fuck? Now im without a vehicle, I don't have the money to buy another one. This is bullshit.

Steven Moffat To Succeed Russell T Davies As Executive Producer Of Doctor Who
From The Doctor Who News Page: The BBC Press Office and various media sources (originally broken by MediaGuardian) have announced that Steven Moffat is to succeed Russell T Davies as the chief writer and executive producer of Doctor Who when it returns for its fifth series. The article states that Moffat will replace Davies in 2009, taking over as "showrunner" for the fifth series in 2010. Moffat has been responsible for several episodes of the revived Doctor Who to date, including the BAFTA Award-winning "Blink" and the forthcoming two-parter "Silence in the Library" and "Forest of the Dead". Davies is quoted as saying: "It's been a delight and an honour working with Steven, and I can't wait to see where his extraordinary imagination takes the Doctor. Best of all, I get to be a viewer again, watching on a Saturday night!" The BBC press release includes a comment from Moffat himself: "My entire career has been a Secret Plan to get this job. I applied before but I got

13...13...13
I was walking past the mental hospital the other day, and all the patients were shouting, "13....13... .13." The fence was too high to see over, but I saw a little gap in the planks And looked through to see what was going on. Some bastard poked me in the eye with a stick. Then they all started shouting "14...14...14..."

Motivational Thing
Read this recently and it seems like a good way to look at things. The only way you can make your life better is to take your life back, to take back what you have given over to others, release them from responsibility and claim it for yourself. The past is over. It is a pile of ashes at your feet. But this moment, right now, is here and it is full of power. And in this moment if you will but release the old hurt and blame the old regrets and guilt, if you will but release all that you can then claim your life and make anything and everything of it that you wish. Imagine. You own your life. You are fully and completely responsible for it. From this moment, forward no one else owns you. It does not matter what happened yesterday. Right now you own your life. No one is to blame for what happened before because it is not important. There is no power in the past. All of the power is right now right here and you own it all.

Wow Wtf
SO U MEET SOME ONE AND U KNOW THEM FOR LIKE A YEAR AND U THINK U ARE THE BEST OF FRIENDS. BUT WHEN THEY GET OUT AND GO HOME UR NOTHING. THEY GET ONLINE AND IGNORE U AND DON'T RETURN UR CALLS. TALK ABOUT TAKING OUT A HEART A POURING SALT AND LEMON ON IT. WTF. WELL GUESS ALL THAT WAS SHARED AND SAID WAS A LIE. NEVER TRUST A MAN NO MATTER WHAT LINE OF BS THEY FEED YA. LESSON LEARNED. THANKS FOR THE FRIEND SHIP MR STARNES.

A Word About Fu-marriages
I know a lot of people take them very seriously, even to the point of harrassing people that they feel are moving in on their Fu-spouses. But honestly, this is the Internet. How can you take anyone seriously that you know ONLY through the Internet? Yes, I have a Fu-hubby too. But the difference is, I do not think that we have the same life-long commitment to each other as if it were and actual Church-wedding-stand-before-the-preacher-or-justice-of-the-peace-and-sign-a-license marriage. I see it more as just another Internet game. If I did feel that kind of emotional attachment to someone, I think I would want more than a fu-marriage. So anyone out there who wants to get bent out of of a fu-marriage needs to step away from the computer and get back to Real Life until you can tell the difference. the end

Thank You ♥dragonphyre
This is a pimp out!!! JONLEE74 wants to be an Insider! He needs 95,000 points to get there! Show him lots of FUluv! Please help him level! JONLEE74 (repost of original by '♥Dragonphyre♥ Owner of 2MUCH' on '2008-05-20 12:45:08')

Closing Request/salute Album
Sorry Guys...I know this is your favorite album. But I have to delete it. I have over 20 more requests that I can not fill at this time. I am so sorry to the ones of you that won't get a pic. I just don't have any choice. With my new job and hubby retiring from teaching I have no ALONE time to shoot any pics. I haven't been able to shoot any for over 5 months now. I miss that very much and I miss all of you. I'm just afraid someone will find this site and cause me grief. I can't take a chance on that anymore. I will also be deleting a few more nude pics I have on here. I will keep my site open at the moment because I want to stay in touch with you all. I will continue to check in daily (if possible) and read my messages. I just won't be able to stay online and chat much. If there is a picture I have on here that you want a copy of, message me and I will email it to you. Or you can right click and copy from here. I do ask that you let me know first if you don't mind. I w

And Again.
Ever been in a perfect relationship? Nope. Hence the whole being single thing. But I don't actually believe any relationship is truly perfect, just two people who can be perfect for eachother. Does someone like you? I don't know. I would hope someone does. haha. Which is more fun, night or day? Night. There is a calm in the night. Did you enjoy your last kiss? I dont even remember it. It has been THAT long. Have you ever been on television? I have. What did you eat today? Instant Won Ton soup. Do you like mustard? Not so much. What's the last thing you bought? Groceries. Do you know your father's birthday? I do.

Phenomenal Brotha Iz Me
PHENOMENAL BROTHA Some brothas wonder what it is about me im not rich or hansome and im not on T.V. if they'd look a little closer then maybe they'd see it's the brown of my skin the pride in my walk the drive in my win the suave of my talk I am a Brotha Phenomenally. Phenomenal Brotha Yeah that's me. I step on the street with my swagger and air and walk by your woman who can't help but stare What is it about me that makes me so rare? Actually, It's the strength of arms The white in my smile The appeal in my sex The wit of my guile I am a Brotha Phenomenally Phenomenal Brotha Yeah, that's me. Sistas wonder how I do what I do How I lighten their burden by changing their mood What separates me from them other fools Actually, It's the massage of my fingers The glow in my soul The presence that lingers The height of my goals I am a Brotha Phenomenally Phenomenal Brotha Yeah, that's me.

The Most Common Disorder Diagnosised In The United States
Diagnostic criteria for 301.83 Borderline Personality Disorder (cautionary statement) A pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and marked impulsivity beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: (1) frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (2) a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation (3) identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self (4) impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, Substance Abuse, reckless driving, binge eating). Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (5) recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threat

And When They Can't Specifically Say What You Are
This designation abbreviated NOS can be used when the mental disorder appears to fall within the larger category but does not meet the criteria of any specific disorder within that category. NOS - NOT OTHERWISE SPECIFIED

Narcissistic Disorder
Diagnostic criteria for 301.81 Narcissistic Personality Disorder (cautionary statement) A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: (1) has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements) (2) is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love (3) believes that he or she is "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions) (4) requires excessive admiration (5) has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations (6) is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage

Big Thanks
hello fu fam...sorry i wasnt on yesterday....i took sometime to my slef....i was tired and spent i need some time to think bout things.....but im back and i wanted to thank all those who show me luv the other day......my bro passionman aka joe....for soem reasion pimped me out...it started out as ppl showin me luv...and i edned up levelin..156k i had to go....i never ask for anybody to help me..but h keep makin bullys..and the rest of the fam...came out to show me luv...boo boo even had stalkin me n her status.....it was so over whleming..i broke down a few times....to see all these spendin their time and energy was amazing..some ppl want to hate on us..but we do a great service to all who needs help and dont ask for anythign in return.....in a few short hours....they levled me with rates and bling....it was crazy....i was cryin...b/c i never that ppl even think that much of me...im just honorary memeber..i just help when i can.....i dunno if i can ever repay all th

Antisocial Disorder
WTF ARE THEY THINKING??? 1) failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest (2) deceitfulness, as indicated by repeated lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure (3) impulsivity or failure to plan ahead (4) irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults (5) reckless disregard for safety of self or others (6) consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations (7) lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another B. The individual is at least age 18 years. C. There is evidence of Conduct Disorder with onset before age 15 years. D. The occurrence of antisocial behavior is not exclusively during the course of Schizophrenia or a Manic Episode.

Another Surveyyy
Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Depending on the nature of said questions, yes. When was the last time you cried? I really don't remember. I think a few weeks ago, I cried out of pure frustration. Where was your default picture taken? Mi casaaaaa. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? Yes, but it needs to be a complete honest relationship with good communication. What do you do when you have a bad day? I get quiet. Listen to music, and try to snap out of it. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding? Not really, I have never wanted an actual wedding. I want to get eloped. Do you believe exes can really be "just friends"? Yes, I do. I have proof. What are you wearing on your feet? Nada. Do you have any picture frames in your room? Quite a few actually. Have you ever passed out on a bathroom floor? Yes, the joys of drunkeness. Who were your last 3 people to text y

Bipolar Okay
Now alot of people are diagnosised with bipolar but this is the only thing they check for with and then diagnosis you. There are four types of mood episodes that can occur in bipolar disorder, each with a unique pattern of symptoms: Mania Hypomania Depression Mixed episode UMMMMMMMM COULDN'T WE BE ONE OF THOSE AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES..LIKE DEPRESSED????? AGAIN DRUGS AND TALKING FOR THIS

Alright Ya'll
So woke up from another nightmare, no big deal. I was researching somethings and if you don't think PTSD and psychiatry is real look at this: Symptoms of PTSD fall into three main categories: 1. Repeated "reliving" of the event, which disturbs day-to-day activity Recurrent distressing memories of the event Repeated dreams of the event Flashback episodes, where the event seems to be happening again and again Physical reactions to situations that remind you of the traumatic event 2. Avoidance Inability to remember important aspects of the trauma Lack of interest in normal activities Feelings of detachment Sense of having no future Emotional "numbing", or feeling as though you don’t care about anything Less expression of moods Staying away from places, people, or objects that remind you of the event 3. Arousal Irritability or outbursts of anger Sleeping difficulties Difficulty concentrating Exaggerated response to things that startle you Ex

Still I Rise By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou ***I know this isn't how she meant it but it fits my life also... for those who have played hurtful games and continue to do so...here you go. Take this as a FUCK YOU, I took "it" back.*** You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room? Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll

Sunny...member Of The Week#4
Please come Fan,Add & Rate me... COME SEE ME... THE RED DRAGON MEMBER OF THE WEEK ~Sunny~R/L Married to Squirrel~@ fubar Please, if you would be so kind, leave Sunny some love by clicking her pic and feel free to stop by the lounge too by clicking the lounge link...Have fun!!

Convicted Killer Has A Myspace Page
Killer's MySpace: 'I'm pretty harmless' DENVER, May 19 (UPI) -- A convicted killer who may receive the death penalty in Colorado has a MySpace page where he describes himself as "pretty harmless." Sir Mario Owens, 23, is serving a life sentence for a 2004 murder and may face the death penalty after he was convicted of killing Javad Marshall-Fields and his girlfriend, Vivian Wolfe, in 2005, KMGH-TV, Denver, reported Monday. Prosecutors are seeking the death penalty for the slayings of Marshall-Fields and Wolfe. Owens' MySpace page is maintained by his cousin, because Colorado prisons do not allow prisoners to access the internet, KMGH-TV reported. "I was recently caught up in some b/s, so ya boy on lockdown in Canon City, Colorado," Owens wrote on his page's "About Me" section. "I don't get to the computer much, so I'll have my cousin update me on this myspace joint when I'm not able to get to it. I'm really just here to find new friends. I have a lot of time on my hands

End Of My Marriage
After about 2 and 1/2 years trying to get a divorce as of yesterday at 10 am I was divorced from the man that abused me. I got him for an old credit card bill and a cell phone bill for a total of 5400.00. He goes by 'truck'n ain't for sisies'on fubar. He is no good S.O.B. he needs the treatment that he bestowed upon me. Someone do the pleasure for me.