Dragonfairy's blog: "Its whatever"

How is it that I finally felt as though I found what I wanted all along only to suddenly feel as though I woke up from a wonderful dream to realize nothing is as it seems. How am I suppose to give my heart up without a fight when everytime I turn around it feels as though it is being crushed into a million pieces? If given true trust, how is one suppose to be able to win it back after breaking the bond. How is it that you believe that you can lie to me, to my face and me not know the truth some how? I ask how? I am locked up in this spiraling confusing and can't find the way out. Why would you or how could you do this to me, to someone who gave their heart, their soul to you. Tell me why does it seem alright to tell me you love me and then go and tell someone else you love them, you would give anything to be with them. Well are you willing to give up me?