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As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better?
As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will have to tell him.
A bunch of Thank You's go out to alot of people. To my HAUNTED PASSIONS family, thank you for being there for me day in and day out. Tahnk you for your prayers. Another Thank Yu goes out to my TAINTED ANGELS family. I know I'm not there alot of times, but this past week I have felt each and everyone of you reach out to comfort and support. Last but not least, the BIGGEST Thank You goes out to my boyfriend, my best friend, the biggest rock and support I have right now. Lou, thank you for everything. I'd be lost if I didn't have you. You have been amazing. I LOVE YOU. You and my bys are my everything. The boys will be lucky to have you in their lives and I cant wait to spend my life with you. You truly make me happy and I know I dont say it enough and I should.
