I'm kinda sad today...I don't know why. That's always the worst for me, when it hits and I can't explain the reason. it's that much harder for me the solve the problem. my stomach is in knots, i keep feeling tears coming on, which is amazing because I haven't cried in weeks aside from once over work drama. I feel myself fight back the tears, but all i wanna do is cry. And I have to work soon. Which doesn't help. I don't know what to do to make everything better except sleep, but I can't sleep. I just want to wallow in my sadness, the worst place for me to be.
