The Southern Devil The Only King of The's blog: "Depression"

I'm so sorry but I hate myself today
I'm so sorry it's time I end my life this way

I hate myself in so many ways I don't wanna play this game any longer
Cause I'm no stronger than when I was younger
Count my body out cause nobody ever gave a fuck or found me
No one ever took my threat seriously but how much more serious can I be
With this rope around my throat I close my eyes say goodbye to this life that I despise
Would all my friends be so surprised that then it is implied I had to die

I never wanted it to happen this way
As I begin to tighten the noose I wonder if anybody is gonna be upset or will everybody forget
I never wanted it to happen this way
Is anybody gonna remember my name remember the pain or is it the pain that landed my face on the front page

I'm so sorry but I killed myself today
I'm so sorry my life just saw no other way

I guess you never know what you got until it's gone
And my mom I'm so sorry but you gotta be strong
I know it's getting harder as the years go on
You know I love you more than the words to this song
But I lost this everlasting battle and I know I was wrong
But I saw no other way never saw any other solutions
And now I'm using this noose till I lose my soul inside
Just close your eyes and keep me alive inside of your mind

To my mom, you should know
How much I love you, but I must go
To my mom, dry your eyes
It won't be long, till we reunite

I never wanted it to happen this way
As I begin to tighten the noose I wonder if anybody is gonna be upset or will everybody forget
I never wanted it to happen this way
Is anybody gonna remember my name remember the pain or is it the pain that landed my face on the front page

I fight this war inside (fight this war inside)
But I just couldn't hold on
Cause of this war I died (cause of this war I died)
Or I just wouldn't be strong
I fight this war inside (fight this war inside)
But I just couldn't hold on
Cause of this war I died (cause of this war I died)
Or I just wouldn't be strong

I never wanted it to happen this way
As I begin to tighten the noose I wonder if anybody is gonna be upset or will everybody forget
I never wanted it to happen this way
Is anybody gonna remember my name remember the pain or is it the pain that landed my face on the front page