The Southern Devil The Only King of The's blog: "Depression"

I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win

I'm pretty sure it all began when I was just a kid
With no fuckin' friends just a dog to give
All my love to I just want to cut my skin
And that's just what I did it helped me cope within
It's hard for a child livin' day after day
When nobody that would care if they saw this face
I knew I wouldn't be missed if I just cut myself away
The day my only friend died I had a tight grip on the blade
Another rip in the page, I wanna whip out the gauge
I'm so sick of this rage, such a prick to fuck with a kid this age
Borderline suicidal when I finally decided it wasn't worth all the pain
I rise up out of the earth in the rain and wait for the day to clear it away
You will never win I will fight you till the end of time
You can break my mind but you will never take my life

I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win

So then my life all started to get a little bit better
My purpose in this world became clear the day that I met her
The one thing in life that I held almost as close as my mother
 No matter what happens in the end I know I'll never forget her
She was the only person I knew who had a life worse than mine
I would help her she would help me I thought everything was fine
Until the night we had a fight she left crying in the rain
The next time I heard name was on the news she was burning in flames
I felt it scorchin' my brain, my heart is burstin' with pain
My life will never be the same and now my wife has left me again
Once again I'm left fighting the end
I wanna slit my wrists so I can tell her that I'm sorry
Everybody tells me to be strong, I gotta be
Do I end this and let this maybe become a part of me or do I keep livin'
I'm sick of these decisions I'm givin' why won't you just stop haunting me

I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win

So what am I suppose to do now
Will I survive
Everything I loved is gone now
I want to die

Why the fuck does this hurt so much
I can end it with this loaded gun that I got clutched
We all know there ain't a goddamn thing that can stop me
But why give you the pleasure of watchin' this glock drop me
My baby knows that I'm sorry she wouldn't let me pull the trigger
She'd want me to be the bigger man and relax and figure
I fought you once and better believe Im gonna fight you again
I'll fight you within, I'll fight till I win

I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win
I fought you once and I will fight you again
I will fight you within, I will fight till I win