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Drama ~ Noun. (draw-muh)
Drama ~ noun. (Draw-muh) highly contagious sexually transmitted disease. symptoms include; mood swings, irritability, cloudy judgement and irrational behavior. Known to inflict on non-carriers frequent headaches, vaginal dryness, erectile disfunction and sometimes rash

My Monitor - More Than Just A Window, But Also A Necessary Wall
The key to survival on any social networking site is your ability to keep a healthy level of detatchment from the people you only know from the online world. I had an opportunity to think about this today as I was sitting in my living room, watching Judge Judy... or Judge Alex... or Judge Mathis... or one of those people who dispenses justice with Wapneresque efficiency. There was no particular case to cite; however, the constant reminder that I was watching these shows on television on a couch in a room by myself (again) led me to think hard about what got me here. Am I really still in Texas? As many of you regular readers (*snicker*) know, I moved out here in 2006. There were three main surface reasons: I followed a job, I wanted to get away from my mother, and I wanted to see how well I'd fare by myself. However, there was something deeper. I had made a few friends in Texas before moving down here. Two were in the Houston area, and one was right in the Dallas suburb of Gar

"friends"
I'm not one to complain about ANYTHING on FU because it is just that, Fubar, but there have been some things brought to my attention lately that I think have sunk in tonight. I know once you start racking up "friends and fans" its hard to keep. Believe me, I KNOW! But there are only a few I hold close to me and I would do ANYTHING for them just to make their day a little better or to even make them feel special. I may not get to you guys as much as I want but I do get to you. And when I have the means to do so, I spoil the hell outta my close friends. But my rant its, I do and do and do over and again for some people and I dont feel like its appreciated. I wont call out names, because that isnt my style but I'm to the point, I just wont do anything anymore for anyone. No more blinging, no more photo edits, nothing. I am not asking for anything major but appreciation I think isnt much to ask. AGAIN, this isnt for everyone, just a certain few I feel have taken advantage. For th

Am I Loosing My Mind?
So the great holiday is over and we can all go back to being the broke poor bastards we were before the holiday right.We hope now its time to file for our taxes and wait to pay off all the crap we just bought. Ba Humbug.

Naughty Application. ;-]
REPLY IN A COMMENT BELOW THIS BLOG. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK T

Precious Gift
He sees her kneel before Him, The gift she gives overwhelming, A gift to be protectedand cherished, A girl to be loved and worshiped, she gives herself to Him completely, and Utters a word that leaves Him speechless, her Master, the Man who she belongs to now, Who loves her so tenderly, Worshiping her devoutly, she feels the collar come around her throat, His lips to hers in a loving kiss, Knowing He will cherish her all the days of His life, This gift she gives shall never be shunned, This gift that has touched His very soul, The gift of submission, of herself, He holds her in His lap in a loving tender embace, Tears flow freely down His cheeks, Tears of happieness and joy, Words cant express his gratitude or depth of love, For the lil gem and the Gift she has given... Kevin E Brooker

You Know Who You Are
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo

You're My Angel In The Sky
You're my angel in the sky and I love you for who you are. You're my babe in my arms and I'll never leave your side. You're in my Mind, You're in my Heart, You're in my Soul cause you make me Whole. You're in my Arms, you're in my Hands, your in my Eyes and I'll never let go. . You're so beautiful that when i gaze at you i fall and cry. Then when you pick me up we meet eye to eye, then I cry. I love you, I love you with all of my heart, I love you, I love you with all of my soul, I love you, I love you with all of my mind, Because your my angel in the sky. (This is my first poem its actually also a song that i wrote. Please rate it and maybe write some comments about it thanks) When u find the the girl u will marry u will dedicate this to her.

Please Read This
The dreams at night theres no fright the day dreams inbetween with all that ive seen the tears before bed the tune in my head why wont u look at me when its plain to see that i can never let u go and i could never get sick of u u know no matter how many times u say that u dont desirve me in this loveing way i cant belive thats true because i really love you and i need u to read this so every time we kiss u will know in your heart that it could never be the same when were apart and everytime theres a skipped beat in my heart *u will know i loved u from the start*

Salutes ...
Ok Sarge's Bad Girls.. Who Is Willing To Make A Salute For The Sarge Or Just For The Bad Girls....Can Say Either Sarge Or Sarge's Bad Girls On It... Either SFW Or NSFW Your Choice..Or Both If You Would Like..

Heartbroken.......not Anymore!!!!
Here I am...sitting in my room thinking about all the time I spent writing your name in my notebook, putting mz. everytime when I put your last name, Now I think 2 myself how can I do that be that in2 a boy who tell the truth isnt cute @ all, my friends kept telling me that I was stupid or dumb 4 liking you, I see what they are talking about now....even now that I realize it I dont call myself dumb I just say I thought I was in love....or whatever ....the songs are right 1st crushes are hard 2 get over especially when you liked that person 4 a long time. When everybody found out I was speechless.....soon after that I answered their question by saying yes....the worst mistake of my life I spent 2 much time listening 2 sad and depressing songs......crying my eyes out because u said I wasnt your type or whatever......now that I see that see your wit Honestly I dont want 2 be your type.....my friends helped me get over u...... making me listen 2 happy upbeat songs......it hel

Thanx Yummz Your A Sweetie!!
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My Life Part 4
Returning home again I left California pulling a small U-Haul trailer behind my car. (The one that's in my pics) I had intended on going back to Atlanta. But coming through Oklahoma City, Oklahoma during the morning rush hour I was in the wrong lane and could not get over. So there I was heading toward Tulsa on I 44. So I said what the hell. I'll go visit for a day or two then continue to Atlanta. I never left. Things went well with the family for awhile, but as usual that didn't last. I left and have not been back around them at all. I have no desire to be either. Enough is enough and I have had enough! They can take their sniveling back stabbing holier than tho shit and keep it. I will not return...... So. There I was. Just me. Life was boring dull and repetitive. Just the same shit everyday. Work home eat sleep. over and over again. the only excitement I had was riding my bike. It released me from the everyday bullshit. Made me feel good. Took away the stress. But something

Blatant Seduction *lil Long* Pretty Graphic!!!
I brace my hands on the countertop and pull myself up to a sitting position behind you. A smile plays across my full lips as I watch you chop up onions for the dinner you decided you had to prepare for me. Your red hair falls messily across your face; I can see it dangling over your ears from behind you. You’re shirtless, part of the deal, with an apron tied around your waist and dark blue jeans that look painted on they are so tight. They hug your ass, which is a very nice, round, juicy specimen and cover your hard thick thighs. I know from experience that your body is made up of muscle, not an inch of fat, a fact that makes me extremely jealous at times. The muscles in your forearm bunch up as you raise and lower the knife causing ripples to move up your arm and spread across your back. Your hands are soft, your knuckles white as you grip the knife and I smile as you shake your head and wipe your forehead with the back of your hand. My deep blue eyes widen as I feel my body tig

Wanna See?
So lots of people ask to see my NSFW pics. There is a simple way to get them. You can Buy me a blast, the longer the blast the longer you stay in the family. You can buy me a bling pack, you can buy me a Happy Hour and you are in the family for life! You can renew my VIP, or if you are a girl, just let me know you wanna see hehehe.

I'm In A Contest Kids!!
Ok i'm in 2 contests and need the help of all my Lovely Friends!!! So Rally together everyone show me love comment comment comment!! And Rate!!! pwaease!!! ENDS THURSDAY!! Prettiest Eyes http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2193405&albumid=1403607&i=3320264459&idx=6 Sexy Toes contest http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2193405&albumid=1396825&i=1139960805&idx=1 thank you guys

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about

The Five Factor Personality Test
You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time". Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you

If Only I Could See
KINKYCOMMENTS.COM If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes Then I could see who broke your heart Who’s the one you mourn and shed a Trail of tears in life… If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could kiss away the sorrow that’s keeping You awake at night? Sheltering you out of the twilight of my Dreams, forbidding your Mind and spirit to merge and Dream with mine…. If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could be there with you through the blissful times Thunderstorms and kiss your blues away, You're all I think and dream of, every minute of The day every step I take, I can’t perform at work Loneliness seems to be my only friend but there’s one good thought, You’re always on my mind as I Imagine myself in your arms and in These eyes… If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I drink your tears and heal your heart with every kiss Yo

Best Friends And Material Things
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that his faithful dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. As he reached the wall, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch, and the street that led to the gate made from pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water? We have traveled far," the man said. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up." The man gestured, and the gate began to open. "Can my friend," gesturing toward his dog, "come in, too?" the traveler asked. "I'm so

Corcern
I have learned that I have got a hernia. I am now just waiting to hear from the surgeon. It will be his determination on whether I need surgery . I have toughed it out the best I can , and trust me its been tough . I have had aa lot of support in the matter ,and I appreciate it . Sometimes I feel like giving up but I can't .

My Owners Past And Present
THIS GOES TO THE FOLLOWING LADIES OF FUBAR EACH ONE OF YOU HAVE OWNED ME ONE OF YOU ETERNALY:) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALLOWING ME THE PRIVELDGE OF HAVING YOU AS OWNERS AND THE GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THE LAST YEAR. TO ME HAVING YOU IS GIFT ENOUGH. TO ANYONE READING THIS IF YOU DONT HAVE ANY OF THESE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE SORELY MISSING OUT! PLEASE SHOW THEM THE LOVE EACH ONE DESERVES FOR THEY ARE IN FACT SISTERS TO US ALL! TERRY ~~DreamWeaver ~ ~ Wife Of The Watcher~~Shadow Leveler@ fubar ~LadySnowOwl~Manager of *Omega Bombers* ~& Now a member of ~Shadow Levelers~, Woo Hoo lol@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.... Garys Forever..@ fubar ~Rebel Lady™©~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR™©~Fu-Owner of The Watcher~@ fubar ♫ ô DJ Aimee ♫ ô ~The Bitch You Love To Hate~ President of GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD@ fubar ~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71& permanently o

New Journey
As some of you already know, I am going through alot of personal problems. I am in the process of getting a divorce and working on myself. I will be off of Fubar for awhile. I will be moving to New York, where I can get a job and also start a new life for me and my children. Since I am making this big move from PA to NY, I have alot that needs to be taken care of. As many of you know, the last couple of weeks has not been good for me. I thank each and everyone of you for your support, bright spirits and words of wisdom during my time of dispair and troubles. You all will be in my heart and I will be taking you with me while I start this new journey in my life. I do not know when I will be able to come back. There are a few on here that I will be in contact with while I am taking care of everyting that needs to be done. If anybody has any questions about me or to see how I am doing you can contact the top 4 in my family (you know who you are) and they can let you know how things a

1972
Ok this is what happens when a tanker truck blows up on the HWY and I am stuck in it for hours. I get bored and write off the wall things so hope you at least get a chuckle out of this. I have a 1972 Vulva that has been parked for quit sometime. The previous owner drove her for about 15 yrs but the last 2 yrs he left her parked except for a day or two each month, recent modifications to the body has lightened the load and I've noticed she has more torque to her engine and can run for long distances. This 1972 Vulva needs to be driven by someone that will take care of her and keep her in good operating condition, so that she does not get rusty. However, I am quit attached to this Vulva so I will be picky about who gets to test drive her and then be the sole driver as she deserves the best there is in an owner. ***disclaimer*** This is intended for humor please don't take it as anything other then that..

Je Suis Désolé.... ~*~ Update!!! 12-28-08
I want to update you all on my current contest. I have been very sick over the holidays and I really appreciate all the love, gifts, and phone calls. I am better, well mostly, and I'm gonna try to get this finished up as quickly as I can. It may be more of a financial thing now than a health thing however. Due to Christmas, the extra Dr. Bills & Meds. I'm pretty broke at the moment so unless someone wants to donate a bling pack or two :D, then the prizes which require real dollars will not be given until I receive my next check. Which is not until January 14th. I am sorry to disappoint or upset anyone, but honestly I don't think anyone is more disappointed or upset than me. I love my contest and I love gifting others. Mostly I love my Fu Friends. I hope you all will understand. Love & Smooches Lucretia ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar Music provided by WYKD

Smoke The Weed
smoke the weed trying to hide the pain Spendin all my time, smoke my life away You can feel it inside, take a look in my eyes Can you feel the pain Mary Mary, take my pain away With struggle in time, spittin all over my face Take a look in my eyes, don't you dear look away Mary Jane maintains, tryin to heAl my pain Kickin in the door with the double dawg pumped Shot gun trucha comin in people screamin And pushin and shovin I'm buggin I'm thugin and muggin Showin no love to you and my cousin now what [shut the fuck up] Bringin heat like an oven they call me no good for nothin I'm always huffin and puffin about to get into somethinG And if you startin I'm jumpin in the Clika I'm bumpin it New Mexico Lobo I ain't the fool to be fuckin wit Ignitin like dynamite my beat is atomic An automatic ak-47 ain't no stoppin me Got the chronic got a problem G I'm Romero like rufetho I'ma always be on top of things I put the chronic in the bowl take a mothafuckin pull Like a m

It Happens
Annoy your wedding dj IN THE DJ BOOTH Recently,I was talking with some friends who still Dj wedding gigs and they always brought up the fact I never talk about the WEDDING DJ. Well when I first started I did a ton of weddings, as a matter of fact weddings can be very profitable.Some people love Djing wedding gigs and as for me Its not my cup o tea!! Weddings are always fun and people always seem to loosen up at a wedding and dance all night! So kudos to the wedding dj ,I will probably never hear the end of this but it had to be done!! Here is a list of ways to annoy the hell out of the dj next time your at a wedding!!! ENJOY! 1. Do a large, posed group photo on the dance floor. 2. Dress up like a videographer and wheel a video camera on a large tripod onto the dance floor with a overbearingly bright floodlight and stick it in the faces of everyone on the dance floor. 3. Ask the DJ (who has the perfect song lined up with a perfect beatmatch) to wish a happy birthday

Lost Another One .....
I noticed that yet another person from my Family list has deleted their profile. I know I am not here that often anymore, but it bums me the Hell out. Knock it off people!!! You can't leave until I tell you can leave, so there! In other news ...... how was everyone's Holiday?

A Lovers Arm
In a lovers arms I find my calm In a lovers arms I reinstate my peace With a sweet soft tender lingering kiss In a lovers arms My life long dreams are Spiced up, stirred and stewed Heated up with fascination Grilled with imagination Tduring our loving lifespan duration In a lovers arms My questions are answered Answers to unanswered questions can wait It is not a question of now or never It is a question of how to make This sweet moment last forever

: Bitch
There is no doubt I’m a bitch That’s the truth without a stitch Well since I was young I have had the same routine This was until I turned eighteen Like Billie Piper and Chris Evans There where no more ridiculous sexual bans So what’s wrong? With dating someone double or triple your age Let’s face it nothing at all, if one is getting a decent wage After all life and love is performed on a public stage At least one is working Not just talking but forking Hey I’m not afraid of getting laid I’m just afraid Of not getting paid I go daily to the gym to date That’s so far determined my fate I’m all nice, slim and tight Men love it, they want a real fight They want you to surrender With your body so sweet and tender I’m a magnet With a target LookLooking for a victim I’m a one-woman team Endless needy friends Who wants them at the end? They are of no use Yes they just abuse Yes I’m a bitch You just can’t stop me Without paying a fee Perhaps an ex

Baby, Listen To My Heart!
Each day I listen to my heart Mapping a path for our possible love start My head speaks and so does my heart Feelings of mine for you wish not to depart With millions of gadgets Spread across the planet None of them can measure the way My heart feels about you each day Baby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Baby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apart Heart to heart We can build us bridges of love Heart to heart We can sing our songs of love Heart to heart We can trust in this thing called love Each day I listen to my heart My heart has constantly infinitely spoken Each time it beats for you a work of art Only you can heal parts that are broken Baby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Listen to its instant drumming Glisten to its constant humming Baby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apart

Me
Well lets see I am writing this for a friend in Texas, to see if she ever reads any of this crap I put in here. I have been very depressed here lately. Not sure as to why just am. I should be happy but I just cant stay that way. Now girl if you read this let me know what you think. You know who you are!lol

Angry
Here is my rant for the month. I've been holding my tongue lately and I'm done with that as of today. I am sick to fucking death of all the fake ass people who come to me. Save your drama I don't want to hear it anymore. You talk shit behind my back and act all nice to my face. I know better. I am not as stupid as you think I am. Maybe I should start naming names, but I have more morals then that. Ex's need to stay away from their ex's. One more of mine gets up in my business they will regret it. I can only take so much before I snap. I was thinking about leaving again but fuck that. If you want me off of here you're going to have to do better then that. Hold your tongue and leave me alone and I won't bother you. I mean come on I might not be the greatest person in this world but I'm usually pretty laid back. OOOOOOOO and one more thing if you're going to ask me to do something don't turn around and stab me in the back. One day that will come back to bite you

Wolf's Random Thoughts And Quotes.
False Christians take note: You tell me I am a sinner and I am Hell-bound. In that case, when you are condemned for your judgement and intolerance, I shall see you there! iF YoU f33L iT n3ceSSaRy To TyP3 LyKe Dis.... then kindly do me a favor and fuck off! Seriously. JUST. FUCK. OFF. I DO NOT support my government. That fact DOES NOT make me a bad American. Politicians are not the ones bleeding and dying in the field. I support the men and women who are. THAT is what makes me a patriot. (P.S to above: I'm former U.S. Army. So if I even THINK for a second that you are bashing our troops, you'll get perma-blocked. Period. No questions asked.) Remember this: If no one ever questioned or defied their government, we would still be a British Colony. "If you can read this, thank a teacher. If you are reading this in English, thank a Veteran!" "Surprise me.... Say something intelligent or thought-provoking!" (Latin) "Sic vis pacem para bellum" -Translation: "If you want pea

Christmas
Well my Christmas started out kinda blah...My Daughter(who is in the Air Force)wasnt going to make it home...My mother had a stroke bout a year ago and is recovering but still is the one who ramrods christmas eve and day ...Then my daughter managed to work it out so she could be here so it made it a little brighter... well when christmas eve came around we have a tradition of going to this church and helping serve food to the homeless but this year only my brother and i went.The rest were too busy ,which made me a bit angry. It is a pretty humbling experience to go and help out, when you think you have troubles can always find someone with a whole lot more.So when my brother and i arrived at my mom's for our normal Christmas eve get together i my Christmas spirit had been lifted some. Christmas eve we always have supper with my mom and open present to each other and then the aunts and uncles and cousins all show up and there are usually bout 40 ppl the its a mad house,after that we all

Why U Mad For Yo?
Through indirect messages and status quotes...You can obviously tell when someone's kinda heated, know what I mean? There's no way a person can be one million percent happy all the time, unless their "Dead" (like the action on this site sometimes). So I thought this would be the perfect place to get it off your chest and "Tell em why U mad". Now don't go making up corney shit as you go along! Thats not keeping it real yo! Be yourself, Do You! And tell em why you're mad! Of course you know I have to get mine off first.lol I'm mad because people you invite, or who invite you to be friends, uh huh! They accept you as a friend...You see them online constantly as if they have nothing else to do in life, Those are the ones who won't even stop to say "Hi". it can get a little frustrating and really tends to urk my nerves. I hate it because "Real people do real things" and how real is that? That's what makes me mad. How You feelin' yo? Hollah. And Oh this is really not an award winning

No Longer
No longer will I run, no longer will I hide, I will never stop in my search for love. Gladly I would give of my self, my sanity, my pride, for the embrace of a passionate soul I've been so dreaming of. I will journey through the day, never to rest I wander the night, Looking, calling, dreaming and longing of when I can look into his eyes of light. To entwine our souls till eternity is at it's end, For this I would go to any extreme, even time I would learn to bend. But from my mistakes I must learn, from deep within my soul I had to reach inside. So no longer will I run, No longer will I hide.

Another Oldy But Goody ...
LISTEN TO THE WORDS. Keeping on the Larry Heard tip (g0d I'm soooo street)...here's a somewhat recent tune by him (and vocal's by Mr. White ) : " You saved my day...thank you baby... You saved my day... thank you baby.... you came on so gloomy the other day, it seemed that nothing was going my way, heartaches and pain were the only two friends I could claim...they're rotten where the marks still remain... I needed someone to know me,I needed someone to show me that I did'nt have to be oh so lonely, then you came, you saved my day... Now I'm never no more lonely, I'm not lonely, I'm not lonely anymore , You saved my day,I could jump for joy..every time I think about what you do to me...you saved my day..... Like water to a seed, you nourish me, you bend me to the light you made me real, you gave me life, no more lonely days and empty nights, thank you baby, you saved my day, youve saved my day... I could jump for joy...you made it better for

Lot Of Shit Going On
Ok some of you know what has been going on sooo anyways I am done I left his ass he hit me and I hit him back...I shoulnt have but I was defening myself sooo I will not be on as much as I was before I am trying ok...I love you all my dear friends!!!!!!!

Blatant Photoshopping Lol
Wow, so, I saw someone in a mumm say something about tranny manny in the HH. I had to take a look- the first pictures I saw were CLEARLY of an older womans face, photoshoped onto a younger womans body. I looked at the comments, and not one said anything like hey, your face/skin looks different than your body, what's up with that? No, all the horny men said was oh wow you're hot, blah blah blah. Her Salute is real, but if you look at her hands in the salute and the hands in the photoshopped pictures, you can SEE plain as day that it is not the right head on the body.

Something I Wrote
I know your busy, but take a seond and do me favor. Stand up and turn to the window,close your eyes and look for me. Do not look for me with your eyes, but rather see me with your heart, for i will be there, looking back at you through the night. Like a penetant man seeking to see the grand splendor of heaven through the stars misty veil. For it is you that i see, above the stars, and whose heart i can see through the night.

Hater Alert ... Do What U Will ... But Whaever U Do Make Sure Pay Backs A Bi@tch Lmao
Ok This Guy Is A Total A$$ He Goes Around To females Pages And Rates Them 1's & Leaves Nasty Rude Comments.. Its Sad When Men Have No More In Their Lives To Do Than Go Around Belittling ppl They Dont Even know.. He Must Have An Itty Bitty Weiner Complex Lmao....Anyway He has Been Messing With Alot Of Our DC Ladies.. So PLease Lets All Show Him The Same Luv And Restpect He Has Showed Us, WHICH IS NONE!!!!!!! Make Sure You Block The Punk When Ya Done SO He Cant Hate!! :P Skank Hunter

Alone I Cry
I sit here alone Night after night I try to do what’s proper Try to do what’s right I try to express How I feel each day But I sometimes feel Your pushing me away I try to prove my love Is honest, it’s true But I don’t know what else I can say or do I know you have A lot on your find But a real true love Is hard to find How many people Can put a smile on your face With just a few words That travel threw space I wished I knew If these words touch your heart Make you think of me Doing their part Because it’s your heart I want to win My heart on my sleeve With no safety pin My heart knows to well Often damaged or broke People play with it Like it’s some kind of joke If you don’t want my love Please tell me now I can try and walk away Yet I don’t know how Because over time I have fallen for you deep Sometimes I cant eat Or even sleep Thoughts of you Always fill my mind Your words to me Have always been kind Our paths cross

Storm
How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes And everything will be alright And I will walk on water You will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everthing is alr

I'm In A Rate Only Contest
I'm in a rate only contest hosted by Mz.Belle & Demented187. My tushy is getting kicked already lol. All I need is a rate from you. Please Help by clicking on the pic below and rating it. Thank you Very Much Friends.

Tomorrow's The Last Day Of The Year...
So much I'm leaving behind this year. I was a completely different person I started off as this year. I'm in a completely different position than I thought I would be at the beginning. Makes you wonder what you'll be a year from now. There are some things that I miss so much.

Birthday Girls
> Once again Fubars birthday alert has been posted missing for the new year. Most of you know Ej and Loey, and their birthdays are on the 1st and 3rd of January respectivley . They both remember our birthdays, and it is only right and fair that they get the same opportunity that the rest of us do. Ej Loey >

Oobies...the Tool
->( o )^( o ...: *yawns and waves you away with my hand* NEXT ->( o )^( o ...: The more you ask the more stupid ya look...cause I've already told you I'm taken. Dunno what that means where you live in Ohio...but here...when I say I'm taken...it means you have a little respect...and tend NOT to beg ->( o )^( o ...: LoL give it up already...you don't have what it takes to be part of my family...nor do you have what it takes to see me nakkkkkked ( o )^( o ...: i'll rate the other ones if you let me in ( o )^( o ...: hey i wasn't trying to make you feel cheap or anything, you just have a nice set of breasts ->( o )^( o ...: Want in one hand and shit in the other...I'm taken love. Sorry bout ur luck...not to mention several other people would be more than happy to claim me before you could get ahold of those nude shots ;-) ( o )^( o ...: I WANT TO SEE MORE ( o )^( o ...: ok that wasn't the point ->( o )^( o ...: LoL that's ok, I am well taken care of without your bling sweetie ( o

Gone
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away

Read And Comment
This really gets to me cuz she was the same age as my daughter. This Bitch needs to be hung in public to show the world what a true Bitch she really is. That poor little girl did nothing to deserve this type of death for no reason. PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother] called and notified the police saying that the mother has confirmed the disappearance of Caylee and the trunk of Casey

Why I Don't Add 40+ Y/o Men
So I get asked quite often why I don't add men that are over 40. I have two reasons why. So since I'm bored at work I'll share my two reasons. 1. In high school you have the horny teenage boys being perverts. On fubar I've come to realize its the men over 40 that are the horny perverts. Most of the over 40 men that leave me comments, friend requests, messages all say something perverted. Where as the under 40 do not. Maybe some day I'll post some proof of this. 2. Its one thing to say perverted things towards me when your in my age range. But when your in my mothers age range and beyond. Its gross. I don't want to hear about what some guy that's old enough to be my parent wants to do to me. Your not turning me on..your just making my stomach turn. Go fuck your friends daughter and see how much he likes the fact that you fucked his kid. Keep in mind that the ONLY ways I'll add you as a friend if your over 40 is because a) A friend of mine told you to send me an add and you sta

Nightmare By Micheal Schenker
Nightmare lying here in the dark Scared like my dreams made their mark I wonder Dreamer always alone Lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore I wonder if it's gonna end tonight I can't sleep alone anymore I need you here with me Even though I closed all the doors There's somethin' holdin' me Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare No escape this time from you Lately been around someone new Needed to fill in the space That once sheltered you Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright I can't sleep alone anymore Need someone here with me All I ever wanted and more My dreams are fighting for Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare Punishing me for the things I do Never ending Nightmare No escape this time from you

For The Love...
I guess my love goes all the back to how I got into riding. Just trying to pedal and go fast. That's been a constant and I certainly can say I love it. Cruising down to an empty parking lot to spend hours on end to pull a new trick once or twice. YEAH I love that shit. It might not sound fun to many of you dead fucks but I really enjoy it. I love the learning aspect of BMX, just trying to figure out how to make a trick work. I'm not a natural and I really have to work hard to learn. This can be completely frustrating but it's almost always equally rewarding when it does work. I've spent a ricockulous amount of time alone in a parking lot, yet I still go back to do it. Not sure if it's obsession, compulsiveness, love or just a good mix?? I without a doubt love the characters, friends, random situations, weird encounters, unexpected good times, many miles, countless hours, places, stories and the variety of these that is BMX to me. It's plain and simple IT IS FUN. It's a form of expressi

A Final Farewell
As 2008 draws to a close, I would like to pay homage to some of the celebrities we lost over this past year. Some we lost too young. Many of these people provided my entertainment during my childhood. They will all be missed. Lois Nettleton, January 18 Suzanne Pleshette, January 19 Heath Ledger, January 22 Roy Scheider, February 10 Jeff Healey, March 2 Ivan Dixon, March 16 Arthur C. Clarke, March 18 Richard Widmark, March 24 Charlton Heston, April 5 Dick Martin, May 24 Sydney Pollack, May 26 Harvey Korman, May 29 Bo Diddley, June 2 Jim McKay, June 7 Tim Russert, June 13 Cyd Charisse, June17 Dody Goodman, June 22 George Carlin, June 22 Estelle Getty, July 22 Bernie Mac, August 9 Isaac Hayes, August 10 Paul Newman, September 26 Richard Blackwell, October 19 Michael Crichton, November 4 Paul Benedict, December 1 Robert Prosky, December 8 Bettie Page, December 11 Van Johnson, December 12 Majel Barrett, December 18 Eartha Kitt, December 25

Yummy
OH did u see that I know I sure did and it was big enough it scared me to reality wow to know that is going there oh my.. did you feel that my pants just hit the floor omg that’s so good and tasty don’t stop... Purrs and moans comes out of my mouth as he goes in deeper I gasp for air as he goes all the way in I purr so loud I feel my voice in his chest as it feels so good omg. Purrs even louder... I think my undies hit the floor.. oh feels his sweat drip onto my forehead.. and run down to my hair.. mm that's it harder, faster and deeper omg gasps for air and lets out lil squeals... as I have to be quiet. Rolls him over gets on top omg.. it goes in deeper as he has to put his hand over my mouth.. for I know in my heart I can't keep quiet.. I shake my head and set my mouth free.. careful not to moan too loud but enough to let him know that I can't go in all the way.. I pull out slowly and roll over and throw my ass in the air. He mounts her and she automatically lets her

New Song I Wrote Today Title Cowboys.....and Here Is One More Called Cowboys Dream
cowboys You can see a lot when you look in a cowboys eyes You see many years of hard work, and rarely do you see lies He has sweat and bleed for everything he will gain He has driven many miles just so maybe you'll remember his name He has sacrificed his body tryin to make that one great ride And when he hears that whistle blow, he stands in the arena with pride He raises his arms in victory, looking to the crowd Thinking about his family, and hoping they are proud He always wears that poor old beat up hat It's been stepped on and kicked and one side is flat But it is full of years and memories that he could never trade For a new Stetson or Ralston of any shape or shade His body aches in the morning from the crashes he has had But you will never know it 'cause he will tell ya it's not that bad He just grits his teeth and bares it, and goes on about his day He has stalls to clean, and fences to fix, and he has to stack the hay He is riding for more than money, buc

My 2nd Auto 11!
Hey everyone! I would once again like to that ALL of those that came to my page and rated me during my second auto 11! It was a success once again thanks to all of you! I am finally a GodMaMa! And ofcourse I picked Angel! Such an easy decision! But um.... wow.... so many of you rated ALL of my pics and wow... I couldn't believe how sweet all of you were to me during this past 24 Hours. Once again I wish that I could BLING EVERYONE but just can't. I most likely will BLING those that I didn't bling last time. SO those that returned for a second time to rate me that don't get bling, I"m sorry but I truly appreciate ur friendship and support on here! I have made so many new wonderful friends and I hope that everyone has a safe and happy new year! BLING will be sent within the next couple of days! THANKS YALL! LOVE YOU! And if you haven't fanned or friended me yet, DO SO! And if I haven't been to your page in a while please let me know because I want to re-rate each and every

Unwanted Sex (part 1)
I Walked into the room and he was lying on the bed - he had his arms behind his head - and there was just hair everywhere - he was really really fat - and he had a large erection - i remember he was so proud of his large erection - and I uh - I asked him where my money was - and he pointed to the dresser - and then I asked him what he wanted - and he said lay down - Im On Top! and he started pounding me really hard - I remember I had to bite my tounge to keep from crying. And He did that for a while - and I started to get up - and he pushed me back down - and he held my hair - and he wss pulling it - Hard - Too Hard - Then he stuck his penis in my mouth. I tried to get up again - and he said - "Stay there Baby I'm going to cum on your face!" So I did - and he rubbed his seman all over my face and in my hair - And Uh - Then he Kicked me off the Bed - and he Told me to Leave.

I Found Him...(part 3)
So I found him and he asked me out to dinner - not only dinner - but dinner of my choice - so I Took him to my favorite Seafood Restaurant - and BOY was it spectacular -==== except for the fact that i noticed he didnt eat - just kept on drinking and ordering more drinks. So I looked him straight in the eye and said "why are you a drunk" he responded quite intelligently - why am i a drunk? is that what you really want to ask me? I said YES. he said also quite intelligently - well then this is either our first date or our last.... I hesitated - took a sip of my martini - looked at his beautiful blue eyes and said - "its our first!". then he sighed and answered honestly -- I'm just drinking to numb out all the bad in the world. I responded with - very clever - but it doesnt work and believe me i know because ive tried. Then he stole my heart even more by smiling at me and leaning over to light my cig - no lectures about me pulling out a cig to smoke - just smiled and leaned over an

The End Or The Beginning? (part 9)
So I gave him my heart and soul - let him reach me - touch me - in places no one has ever done before - I felt the love from him - I saw it in his eyes - and yes - one drunken night I heard it - but - i am just another stupid woman among many others in the universe - HE doesnt love me - never has - I was just a convenient and very available piece of Ass! what changed my mind you say? well I will tell you - another drink. yup he wants another drink - NOT me - im not enough - alcohol is his one and only love - I see that now! The thing is - I think i was into him way more then he was into me - I guess - he just loved the sex and the drama - Me? - well - I just Loved him - ------- yes - I Really loved him... OH WEll - NOT ANYMORE! Its now a New Year - and a New Me - So - Im not going to be bitter - not going to be mad - I am going to pick myself back up - Realize I cant help Him or Change him - But I Can help and Change Myself - BECAUSE - I Know - I am DAMNED sex

Old Year's Pollution
There is a feeling deep in my soul; infinity to the power of eight. I watch with starry wet eyes if rage, I feel it well from deep within; it is all I can feel now; nothing but hate. I hate all you have become; From this hell I must escape. From deep within I feel it come; From deep within I feel the rage and hate. The depths of hell my soul doth wage The most darkest struggles against pain and rage. The upheaval of all you left undone upon this stage. The most fierce-some and and unfettered rage; As I and all other dance upon the stage. No longer can I cage the hate, pain or rage. What is done is done, Eternity's course it now must run. With my heart and soul; you've had your fun. The thought of blood runs cool across my skin; Hell no; not like that, you'll never win. Cry as you might; from this ending, a new life shalt begin, Your end of days draw near, The mistakes of your past; painfully clear. Stay far from me and far, far away from here; Go find so

Friends To The End
FRIENDS TO THE END? JANUARY 1,2009 WRITTEN BY CHARMED WE ALL THINK FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULT HOOD THAT WE HAVE REALLY MADE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD... BUT, THEN YOU LOOK BACK AND THINK ON ALL THE WRONG DOINGS THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU AND THE SADNESS THAT YOU HAVE FELT INSIDE... YOU ALWAYS THINK ABOUT WHAT DID YOU DO WRONG TO HAVE THEM HURT YOU THIS WAY? SOMETIMES IT COULD HAVE BEEN A PHONE CALL YOU MISSED, A OFFLINE YOU DIDNT ANSWER WHEN YOU WERE RUNNING OUT THE DOOR OR BECAUSE MAYBE YOU WERE SICK... YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD THEN TURN ON YOU...AND YOU WOUNDER WHY? THEY WILL DO SOME ON THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS TO HURT YOU... THEY WILL EITHER HAVE A ATTITUDE OR WILL IGNORE YOU OR EVEN STOP TALKING TO...AND SOMETIMES THEY WILL JUST TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF...SO AGAIN YOU WILL THINK THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG... HOW CAN YOU SO CALLED FRIENDS DO THIS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE THE SWEETEST IN THE WORLD...THAT ARE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU...THAT WOULD

Recollections
I'm sitting here pondering the past year and I do believe I've grown up alot. I definitely made some bad decisions and I had to live with those. But something good came out of those bad decisions as well, most of the time for the better. I realized that you can't make someone care for you in the same way you care for them, no matter how much you try. And you just have to realize that you should be thankful they are in your life period, even if it's not in the way you'd like them to be. And if they find someone else, you have to learn to live with it and be happy for them, even if it breaks your heart a little each day. I realized that it's ok to take a chance on someone, even if they do disappoint you and make you want to take that chance back. I'm a firm believer that things happen for a reason and I'd rather it happen now than later. I realized that the people that you believe are your friends really are. You might have a falling out and say hateful things to each other, but

Caa #67 - Update
Dear prayer partners, it is with heavy heart that I update this blog that he passed away earlier that morning. Please send angel prayers of love, strength and comfort to the family and friends of this very special person. Me he find peace in his rest. Doc

Pictures Of You
Sometimes, there comes a band or artist who reaches into your mind and draws out your emotions and runs freely with them to show you what you want to express. Robert Smith is the epitome of a male Emo soul (female is shared among a few) I love the expression of emotional posturing he offers in his persona as lead singer/guitarist.

Goodbye
I am sick and tired of being lied to on this site. I have, therefore, decided that I am going to delete any and all friends who do not have a salute. If you wish to continue being my friend, add a salute and I'd love to keep you. If not, I wish you the best of luck and bid you goodbye!

Tv People Are Recockulous
i've found myself amused and disgusted, all @ the same time... ever notice how when people are trying to sell you some retarded product on television (that will not, in fact, make life any easier...but it IS guarenteed to take up closet space very well...) somehow these "special" folk manage to forget how to cut with a knife (90% of america would have many less fingers than they currently do...were they to weild a knife in such fashion) or how to answer a telephone, hang clothes in the closet, simply water a plant, anything to encourage laziness. and yes...i watch way too much television.

Someone Needs Help
Someone shouted this at me, but they have yet to respond to my offer of help! ->playboy_bunny: hey i just let my gf read this and shes very willing to help. she needs your name number and address and she will put u in contact with local agencies that can provide immediate assistance playboy_bunny: im good but my baby girl is hungry and my husband died yr ago and i need help. could or would you be a gentleman and help me out. im willing to do anything for it. shes my everything ->playboy_bunny: hey how are you playboy_bunny: hi sweetie playboy_bunny: you awake?

A Moms Grief
the hardest thing anyone in life to do is have to bury a son. my son was 10 years old. school just let out for summer vac. my boys were playing inside that day as it was raining. around 5 pm it stopped raining and they wanted to go out so i let them that was the biggest mistake i ever made as it was the last day i ever heard my son call me mom. he went to get a ball that rolled in the road we lived in the country not many cars on the road but at 5:23pm this car didn't see my son and hit him .i heard the screams from my other 2 boys i run out to find my son lying in the road not breathing, i give cpr he takes a breath i look at him see no blood anyplace i think he will be ok 20 min later the ambulance gets there.they rush and call for a helicopter but it will take to long so we drive there .at the hospital i wait for hours before i hear anything or see him. the dr's come out and say there is little hope as he is brain dead has a broken arm and leg 3 broken ribs but yet they put him on l

Ugh! Here I Am Again........
HERE I SIT YET AGAIN....WRITING DOWN WORDS THAT WILL MAKE NO SENSE TO ANYONE BUT ME. WHY IS IT PEOPLE ARE BLIND TO WHATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM? HOW IS IT WE MISS IT? ITS RIGHT THERE YET SO FAR AWAY. TAKE TWO PAST LOVERS.....THEY HAVE SPLIT YET THINK ABOUT EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME. UNABLE TO ADMIT IT TO THEMSELVES THAT MAYBE, JUST MAYBE THEY ARE MENT TO BE TOGETHER. YET THEY TRY THEIR HARDEST TO FORGET. STILL THE MEMORIES HAUNT THEM, OF WHAT THEY HAD. AND THEY WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO MOVE ON UNTIL THEY HAVE SAID THEIR PEACE TO EACH OTHER. YET HOW DO THEY DO THIS, WHEN ITS ONE SIDED? ONE UNABLE TO MOVE ON, ONE WHO SAYS THEY DID YET KNOWS THEY ARE DENYING THEMSELVES THE TRUTH. NOW TWO NEW LOVES. MET HAVE CONNECTED ON LEVELS BEYOND THEIR CONTROL, YET MILES APART UNABLE TO FULL FILL THEIR OBVIOUS DESTINY. FATE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF PLAYING GAMES ON US. SHE IN MY EYES IS EVIL. TESTING OUR BOUNDRIES, OUR ABILITIES, OUR PASSION, OUR HEARTS. YET SHE BRINGS US TOGETHER SO MANY MILES APART. HO

Grrrrrrrrrrr
Suspect arrested after dog is shot, beheaded STANFORDVILLE, N.Y. (WABC) -- The owner of the dog claims the animal was gentle, but the suspect's family paints a different picture. Humphrey, a Great Dane, was shot, killed and beheaded in a garage. Stanley Jablonka, 50, has been charged with the shooting. His brother is under investigation for then decapitating the dog with an ax, claiming he thought that was necessary for a rabies test. The suspect's family says the concern was that Humphrey was acting aggressively because it had rabies. Tracy Sturgess of Woodstock says she was staying at Jablonka's Stanfordville home when her Great Dane Humphry was killed sometime between Saturday night and early Sunday. The dog was kept chained in the garage. Police said Humphrey was not threatening. The dog was disabled, they said. [Police in Video State Humphrey was blind and deaf] The SPCA is testing the animal's remains to see if was indeed rabid, but experts point out aggression is n

Crazy Summer
This has been the craziest year I have ever had. On may 19th I was hurt at work. Went to the hospital on may 23rd. because of a head ache that just wouldn't go away. this was trip number 1 for that day. They couldn't find anything wrong so they gave me a couple of shots and sent me home. About 2 hours later the headache was back so I went back. This time they decided to run some more tests. ct scans turned up nothing, Then it was a spinal tap. Let me tell you that was fun. lol. Well they found blood in the spinal fluid. For those that don't know it isn't supposed to be there. I was admitted to the icu for the next 3 days and then to a normal room where they ran even more invasive tests. after four days they hadn't found out what was causeing the blood so the dr. ordered a mri. Turns out there were three tumors in my spinal cord that I didn't know about. Well a week later I went in for the 1st of 2 surgeries. the first one went ok I was a little scared I will admit. this first one the

It Hurts
IT SUCKS!!! I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of being like this day in and day out I'm sick of waking up in pain I'm sick of going to bed in pain I'm sick of all the pills I have to take I'm just so tired of hurting everyday I want it to go away but I know it never will My pain is here for the rest of my life If people can't deal with me like this, or deal with my disabilities then they don't need to be a part of my life.

Weight Loss
ok so i have decided to lose weight in the new year. i am doing this by going on a low carb diet and slowly increasing my excercise. i also decided that i am not gonna use pounds to judge how much i lose but inches. i will be updating this every week with my new measurements so my friends can keep up with how i'm doing. please feel free to leave comments as they will help me along the way. day 1 measurments neck 19 inches arm 23.5 inches leg 40.5 inches waist 57 inches hips 75 inches day 1 pic start of week 2 measurments neck 19 arm 23.5 leg 40 .5 in loss waist 56.5 .5 in loss hips 74 1 in loss total 2.5 in loss so far no pic i forgot start of week 3 measurements neck 18 1 in loss arm 23.5 leg 40 waist 55.5 1 in loss hips 74 so 2 in total loss this week start of week 3 pic remember to check back each saturday to see how i'm doing

The Day My Life Changed
a november 28 2008 my brother kevin and his wife had a baby girl , they named her anna marie november 30 2008 it was sunday ,just like any other day , the kids and i are just cleaning up as always , later on that morning we all went to my parents place to see how they were doing , stayed for a while then went back home . so we went about our day , little did i relize before the night was over my life would change , next thing you know it was supper time , i made supper gave the kids a bath and put them to bed , my daughter had asked me if she could go to a friends place i said okay but be back before 9 30 pm she said okay she will be back, we had planned to watch a movie later on that night , well i was shocked when she got home earlier then i said . so we put the movie on about half way threw the movie i heard a knock on the door christina had hollored come in but they just kept knocking , i looked at her and said go answer it , its most likely for

Love Poem # 2
One Love As you stray your hands All the way through my light hair One simple touch of your hand Makes my body shiver everywhere. The way you hold me so closely Into the deep, starry, black sky With each touch of your hands Makes my body feel free to fly. Looking a little bit deeper You see the shade of my eyes You know all of my fears You know how many times I have cried. It all seems perfect But it's not as good as it seems I can't have him ever because This love was only a dream. So True......

Trying To Make A Dent...lol
> > Trying to make a dent in the journey to angel!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here...Auto 11's will be on @7pm EST (4pm Futime) tonight, through 7pm EST (4pm Futime) Sunday, January 4, 2009 !!!! C'mon over and level up!!!!

Relief From Pain
Sitting in this room, Alone and quiet. The walls are spinning, The silence is loud. Nothing but the (tap tap tap), Of the rain, falling against my window pain. The shadows on the wall, move in such a crawl. The light is dim, And the air is cold. Thoughts racing, One by one, Through this empty mind. No feeling, Numbness to all around. No more hesitation, Let it out. The feeling of relief, Bittersweet. Tears fall, Life has been renewed.

My Perfect Match, Now If I Can Just Get Him To Believe It!!!
Virgo & Cancer When Cancer and Virgo make a love match, a strong, down-to-earth relationship with staying power is the happy result. This is a relationship with great potential to get better and better over the passing years. Both Cancer and Virgo are goal-oriented and disciplined. They are sincere and devoted to one another and share a strong sense of purpose. No lightweight love here: These two were not really built for flings! Cancer and Virgo deeply admire one another: Virgo respects Cancer's quiet strength and dedication while Cancer appreciates Virgo's keen adaptability and intelligence. These lovers may get off to a slow start, but over time, bonds will only grow stronger. The Cancer-Virgo love match prides itself on common sense and strong principles over fluff and inconsequential or fleeting connections. They enjoy the material comforts of life, but they will only feel good about their bounty if it has come as a result of honest hard work. There could be tiffs if Virgo b

Better Than A Xanax Or A Valium, Lol!
Anger Management When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a reall

Great Family
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's Family Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-03 18:31:53'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > FOUNDER > > KINGDOM of ROGUE'S & ROGUE WOLF LEVELERS > > > > > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar > > silverado"Kingdom of Rogue's co owner"@ fubar > > > > Just Susan....Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers@ fubar > > We are Seeking Special Honorable Men & Women,Whom Love Rateing Pictures.Whom Seek to Climb the Fubar Ladder.Do you Dream of Oracle? or even Godfather as is Ours.In a Family Setting,Real Friendships are more likely to Develope.Regular friends are usually nothing more than Aqaintences.We are Seeking a 3 Month commitment,from you.Just to Rate Famil

Fake Ass Mfs..
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO THE FAKE ASS MF WHO CALL THEMSELVS FRIENDS OR MY SDMF BROTHERS OR SISTERS. THEY GET MAD AT YOU OVER BS LOUNGES THEN SAY SHIT BEHIND YA BACK. THEY ALSO MAKE FUN OF YOUR RACE BY PLAYING STUPID LIL FUCKEN KKK SONGS IN THERE STUPID LIL LOUNGES..FUBAR IS NOT REAL LIFE MOTHER FUCKERS.. ITS A PLACE TO HAVE FUN.. ASS HATS.. IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME AS AN SDMF SISTER THEN WALK ON HOME BOY...BE YOURSELF BYYOURSELF STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!RESPECCCCCCCTTTTTT!! WALK...ARE YOU TALKING TO ME NO WAY PUNK!! Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your m

Survey I Stole From Vandie
100 questions 1. What time do you get up in the mornings? I don't, sucks being on workman's comp 2. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yes 3. How do you take your coffee? I take tea 5. Do you eat breakfast? rarely, except when I work then its a steak and egg biskit from Bojangles 7. Do you prefer sleeping alone? No 8. Do you smoke cigarettes? since I was 9 but I'm obsessed with mints and gum 9. Have you ever burnt your hair? Yes 10. Do you sleep with a pillow? Yes 11. What were your habits as a child? you expect me to remember back that far? 12. Do you want kids? maybe, have to be shure of the woman, and I duno if I would be a good father 13. Are you an only child? No 14. Do you like road trips? Yeppers 15. Who are your 6 best friends? what are friends? 16. Do you brush your teeth in the shower? only when I was in boot camp years and years ago 17. Do you eat leftovers? hell yes 18. Do you prefer being single, or in a rel

Testicles
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. 'Nurse', he mumbles, from behind the mask. 'Are my testicles black?' Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, 'I don't know, Sir, I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet.' He struggles to ask again, 'Nurse, please check. Are my testicles black?' Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, 'There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!' The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, 'Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen very, very closely.. A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k'?

Read At You're Risk
NEW ORLEANS (Jan. 3) - A man who initially told police gunmen kidnapped his 2 1/2-year-old son was arrested Saturday, accused of committing an "extremely hideous" murder because he was ordered to pay child support, Police Superintendent Warren Riley said. Danny Platt confessed, told police where to find the child's body and will be booked on a charge of first-degree murder in the death of Ja' Shawn Powell, Riley said at a news conference. He had said he would kill either his wife or his child before he paid child support," which he recently had been ordered to do, Riley said. Riley said he did not know the amount of child support and would not describe how the boy was killed, saying the coroner would do that after the autopsy was complete. The coroner's spokesman did not immediately return a call. "The mother is in a safe place," Riley said. Although he had visiting rights, Platt, 22, of New Orleans, had never visited the boy until he picked him up Friday, Riley said.Police put ou

Gah, Thats Crap!
So twice now I have been flagged for not marking NSFW pics! And neither one had any nudity! WTF? Isnt this site 18 and up? This whole freakin site is NSFW, and if you cant handle it, get off!! There is also a block button or the lil button in your browser called the "back button"! You dont have to see shit on here! Grow up!

Fallen Hero
Fallen Hero by me. I stare at the casket; Draped with the nation's cloth. I'm momentarily startled; As the guns go off. Another fallen soldier; Being laid to rest. I struggle to breathe; For this tightness in my chest. The bugler so smooth; As he hits every note. It is hard to swallow; Because of this lump in my throat. Tears fall like rain; As I look to the sky. No matter how many times I hear it; Taps still makes me cry. The bugle now silent; As we pray for the dead. I gather myself; As I bow down my head. Lord bless these heroes; Who have given their lives. Comfort their children; Their husbands and wives. Let us not forget; They have given their all. Let the bugle be silent; Let no more soldiers fall. For my Brothers..... mrrcp2007

In The Words Of Marylin Manson
MM:"That's not wrong, that's a part of human nature. The old saying of looks don't matter, I don't agree with that. It's very important. The way you look is how you represent yourself to people and that's why I look the way I do. I want people to know what I'm about by looking at me. So if they see a picture and they don't like it. Maybe they're not supposed to, it's not right for them. I don't disrespect them." Yup I totally agree to this.

Fubar Is Right!
Women add men they dont find attractive, men add women they dont find appealing, why? just for points? Thats kind of lame if you ask me. Seems to me that could cause peoples feelings to be hurt. Why be something your not? Why pretend to care or be attracted to someone? For points? LOL I suppose I got sucked into it myself, but I have found a few people on here I would call friend. But over all, this website encourages people to unsincere and F-A-K-E! The worst part about it is some people even pretend to be someone completely different than who they really are....

Relationships
I was asked recently what exactly is my type? I mean what kind of man I am attracted to. So here goes... He is a big man. Tall with a few extra pounds. A big teddy bear. (I really like red heads. But, honestly that doesn't matter) He fills up a room with his presence. Not only his size but his personality, his likability, and his integrity. Little kids and dogs love him. Cats adore him. Babies stop crying when he holds them. He is the type of man who can go to church on Sunday morning and hide Harleys all afternoon. He can fix anything...not just mechanical things but emotional things too. A humanitarian. He's the guy you call at 3 am when you are stranded somewhere...and he always comes to get ya. He throws huge bbqs for every occasion but never gets drunk at them. Raises money for charity. Volunteers his free time helping every cause you can think of from United Way, to Children with Cancer to housing for the homeless. He doesn't complain about the small st

Bling?
as far as this site being commercial i get that they want to make money and people want attention ok pay for it... it is about the same as a guy going to a strip club isn't it? the vips although i don't see why people would need 2500 photo's and 11 ratings i fathom but what the fuck is bling? you get a shiny picture... is it a compliment that a bunch of complete strangers would throw money away in your honor living proof people are idiots.... you pay a dollar for a single fu credit... with a supposedly fragile world economy it is nice to know that people are spending their money so wisely isn't it? hell i am not rich but i donated $500 to charity this year... i am betting thousands of people wasted that on fake shiny pictures on here... how about you go out and donate money and i'll give you as many shiny fucking pictures as you want... or go out and buy a gun and kill yourself either would make me happy

Nothing Left To Believe In ......venting
a love till the end I guess this is what you ment. feels like its been so long since i felt you. Nothing feels the same. who could touch a love like this. who can touch me the way you did. I love how tearin out my hearts just like tearn paper to you. Well now that doors closed. WHats there to do. I dont understand your dumb ass answers. well for you Id tear it out again. I understand that being with you is a sin. But for you I would do it all again. I'm only writting this trying to clear my head again. Because at the moment my heart says to call you but my head isnt clear enough to decide. I'm done with confusion you took my innocence. take it all again. you love me now but then your gone again. who's to say it wont happen again. does it hurt when I tell you I can't love you anymore. I'm sick of being your fall back girl. stop tearing my heart out and squeezing it just to watch it bleed. such a fool i ve been. I am done taking the fall. I just cant believe in this a

Inspiration
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to

Come To Me!
Come to Me Come to me, and let me wipe your tear. Come to me and let me show you how to know, no fear. come to me and let me hold you tight. come to me and and let me make all the wrongs in your life right! You take me places I've only dreamt about. I feel you in my heart night and day. I know you can hear my thoughts and can be with me in my dreams.. Just had to take time to say... baby with every last breath I have in me with everything I hold value too.. Your priceless to me.. for without you I'd not be free... Thanks Beat for Making all my wrongs right!

Life
So.... 2 days ago know I let one of my darkest secrets out to my brothers girlfriend. Boy did that bring hell tears pain flashbacks and memories. Since these events I learned that my family feels I exgaerate (sp) blow everything out of porportion and that im fucked up in the head. Learning this really really hurt me and since this there has not been one word said to me even though i was told they want to talk about it. I have realized that I got so involved in so many different things so I cant think and be stuck with myself and what I went through. I thought I had coped and dealt with things but I only suppressed them through school, musicals, acting, singing, homework, and friends. I lost all of my friends through not known how much this was affecting me subconsicsly and cause me to smother ppl so much they left me. I fear lossing people and getting hurt so much that I want to be with them 24/7 or talk to them 24/7 and thats not healthy for them or me. The only realtionship i was in

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin?
Why did Jesus fold the Napkin? Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this.... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!' Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple outran Peter and got there first. He stooped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went inside.

My Wife
So Tell Me What You Think Of My Real Life Wife Is She Hot Or Not?? In My Eyes She Is So Hot She Burns Me Up Everyday!! Scottish Phantom RL wife to Casper the Alien@ fubar Just Do Me A Favor Rate And Fan And Ad Here While Your There Thanks Th Crazy Alien!!

Not Worth My Time
why people feel the need to try to bring someone down is beyond me. everyone has their own life. geez live it and stop trying to look into everyone elses and say things that you have no clue about. but then again if they were happy with their life and the choices they make then they wouldnt bother everyone else right? misery loves company....... go find someones elses company cause seriously all your doing is making an ass out of yourself but then again if they were smart they would probably know that already right?

Founders Message
Dear Members, Theres a few of us that don't know what our requirements are for leveling here they are: 1. the person we are leveling must need 20k or less in pts. to level (I will make the soul decision if we rate someone needing more or less) 2. they must have a valid salute. 3. they must be a level 5 or higher 4. they must have at least 100 rateable pics. 5. they must be online....Why, you ask because we've had problems in the leveling people that are not online no exceptions!! 6. Look for ripped pics on the profiles also too many times we won't help as it slows down time and gets the person being leveled no where as there is no pts. for them It goes without saying that we are leveling people with amazing efforts and I Thank each of you. Several times questions can simply be answered by going to a Capt. or referring to these helpful hints. thats what they are there for. Hope this helps to clear the confusion. Thanks, Dave Founder Llama L

Too Funny
->davidf: roflmfao davidf: what ever big tit bitch ->davidf: read the convo..you'll see davidf: and i am laughing how is that makeing me whiny davidf: I'm over here laughing--that's not being whiny davidf: what like u ->davidf: you know you sound like a whiny bitch, right? davidf: nope i still wouldnt want to see them now even if u wanted to show them ->davidf: you did about 15 mins ago & the only reason you dont want to now is cuz I said no davidf: who said i wanted to see them now ->davidf: I thought saying no to not showing my boobs made perfect sense davidf: ur right just like u bitches dont make any sence ->davidf: ok that makes absolutely no sense davidf: yeap acting my age like u bitches Ok, so he WAS on my friends list till he asked to see my boobs (because of my status about Porch.) And his status reads: Not talking 2 u anymore. lmaoooo

Subject?good Answer.
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.

As Always
Through never changing lies I do hear the voices. Exempt from all mistakes I alone make my choices. Never alone fore my pain is always there. Having no worries because no one seems to care. Of all the love I have yet to enjoy.... I realize now that I am still a little boy. The body of a man and the soul of a child I realize now that life is to wild. So maybe as my pain lives on. I to will realize I am just a pawn. A disposable piece on the game board of life. The ruler of my world and creator of my strife.

2009 New Year.... New Me!
So, Here I am... it's a new year and I am prepaired to change my life... I am so sick of what my life has become. I know you ALL know what I am talking about... the get up and do the same shit every day and nothing ever changes! Yeah... I am done with that! I am sure MOST of it will stay the same but this is going to be MY YEAR! I just turned 30 and I think EVERYONE goes through the... "OH NO I'M 30 & My life is not where I thought it would be!" Phase! LoL I have been there and still am there... I deffinately do NOT enjoy the mental issues that come along with turning 30 and being STAGNENT in my life! I am also going to stop being so gullable, trusting and always willing to help! I try to help too many people and hardly anyone appreciates it. So... SCREW IT! More time for me!I know that sounds kinda crazy but I don't need anyone else pulling my heart strings! It's been done too much as it is... and now I have to repair! So I am going to keep moving... FORWARD! If you are my fri

Get Ready! Tabby76 Is Turning On Her Cherry At 3pm Futime!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? TABBY76!!! **TABBY76**(~FuOwned By D*S*I*P~)**Member Of Club Mystic**@ fubar SHE WILL ACTIVATE HER AUTO-11 BLING AT 3PM FU-TIME, THAT IS 5PM CST AND 6PM EST!!! PLZ GET HER TO FU-QUEEN, AND WELL ON HER WAY TO GODMOTHER!!! ALL HELP APPRECIATED!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF EZ RATE PICS, SO AT 3PM FUTIME, GO F/A/R HER, RATE HER PICS, BLING HER, SHOW LOTS OF LOVE AND PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR LOVE RETURNED!!! SHE IS AWESOME! THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND: CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!! PLEASE REPOST LOTS? THANK YOU SO MUCH!

What's His Name
I can never let him just go. No matter how big of an ass he is to me I take him back. He calls me a cunt and tells me its just another word and I forgive him. He tells me he will never do it again, but thats just another lie and I know it. Third times a charm right? Nope he did it again and told me to go to hell, but "didn't mean it" Why can't I let him out of my life. Why do I keep letting him back in!!!! Why can't I just forget his name, forget who he is and what he meant to me. Forget what I thought he was because he wasnt. I hate hurting him every time I say its done. I hate how he gets so angry and says the things he does. He makes me feel so bad even when we arent together. He makes it hard to even be friends. He insists we were made for eachother, but how can that be so when I dont feel the connection? He can never find time to talk to me and expects me to always find time for him. He can't talk to me during the playoffs because they are more important, but expects me to be at

I'm Yours! That English Reggae Thing, Lol
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my best test Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me A la peaceful melody It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face

Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be

Check It Out Please
will rate pics and stash during hh crush for two weeks add to top friends comments on profile often fu drinks when you're dry if VIP is offered: will use 50 to 75 11's daily on you make a salute for you possibility of making custom pics too crush for month if bid is high enough: will give yahoo addy and more, lol...... have any ideas just ask ;)

Never Ever Have I Felt So Much Like Nothing
First of all, fuck anyone who thinks I'm only here to collect points and get as far up the fu-ladder as I can. Yeah Mary I'm talkin bout you. I worked so long and so hard to get the salute just right so yes I'm gonna take advantage of the ability that gives me. To have it thought/infered/said that I'm not here to have fun and just to be a point whore made me feel like nothing. I'm already not having a great few days and one sentence made that shit worse. Just because YOU don't wanna do a salute doesn't give you the right to tell me that A) I'm not here for fun or B) call me a point whore. The fact that you tried to backtrack made it worse! I'm sorry you feel the way you do but, you really have no clue whatsoever.

The Truth
Was more to leaving fubombers than "not feeling family is fair'.there suposed to be a "Family" that supports one anouther.sure the top 20 support the shit out of each other but other than that..naw..want you to rate there pics but turn around is not fair play with this group..Granted I have met some realy cool people during my time with them but all in all most could give 2 shits who you are...sorry to sound bitter...Just wish Peggy for once could be honest with "HER" family on why people are leaving and not what "SHE" wants them to think the reasons are...I know your gona read this Peggy..and remember the truth will set you free...peace Below is the message I sent to Peggy: "please remove me from the family..it seems that this "Family" is a click for a select few.B1tch messaged yall twice about her auto 11's being on.And noone could post it. I find it hard to do alot of things here on FuBar cause i work out side our home but B1tch has participated and bombed the hell out of yall

A Life In The Day
ya know i'm not one to be little anyone. i have always seen the brighter side of the coin but in recent months actually this last year has been the year from hell. dec 27, 07 my dad passed away under curios circumstances. my husband and i moved in with my parents when i had to have my first back surgery. i cannot remember my husband helping me at all. i can't even remember hardly any of those days being strung out on percoset and oxycontin. my days for like 2 months were lived by tying to find a comfortable position from the excrutiating pain i was in. i did everything i could to try and maintain a good relationship with my husband. he was an alcoholic for many years. i begged for him to get help. help he got through AA. he was a changed person for the better. he took better care of me and my kids than he ever had. then things started changing. he spent more and more time at meetings, 2 meetings a week turned to 2 meetings a day, more on th weekeneds. when my oldest start

Bad November - Track 4 - Who I Am
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Track - 4 - Who I am Lyrics from the song Who I am When I dream/ I am dreaming of you/ Every time I take a step/ I'm one step closer to the truth/ Do you see me?/ Like I see you?/ Do yo

Woot Woot
Well...I've been on exactly a month today and I work for two lounges...ENFORCER/PROMOTER/GREETER @ DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE AND HOG WILD BAR & GRILL!!! ...And I must say that my bosses are excellent peeps to work for!!! COME JOIN US ANY TIME, NEW FACES ALWAYS WELCOME!!!! Just copy and past the links into your browser ::: FOR DRAGON RIDERZ LOUNGE PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63535 FOR HOG WILD BAR & GRILL PLEASE USE : http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63649 HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON!! ESPECIALLY MY IN TOWN FRIENDS!!!

Me On My Own
you call me hot"..you call me sexy, but did you ever take time to pause and truly look inside my heart?..we all have fun, we all have crazy thoughts,..... but ,i was always left wondering where i stand? YOU! friends are all dear to me.. some i am attracted to.. some i truly like.. you know who you are, i do not mind you not being interested... am here anyway, some i dearly love.. and am very close too, that doesn't mean they are all bf's too.but there is one you felt like you really love so much, beyond this fu bar thing.... but sometimes they just seems to just play on you!...so.. I AM SETTLING MYSELF.. BEING JUST ME.. I AM NOBODY'S BABY, NOBODY'S DARLING....NOBODY'S GIRL..JUST LET ME SHARE A NET LIFE WITH YOU". dont offer me anything..if you are a friend you'll stand by me"..in my worst time, in my happy times..you'll never lie, you'll never play"....

Blueyedbella Has Auto's On!!
Yes People I am Pimpin' Myself Out!! I'd really like to be a Disciple!! Think you can help?? A litle over 1 million to go!!! From 11pm Monday to 11pm Tuesday, I have Auto 11's on so come get some points!! I always try to help others and now I'm asking for alittle love in return!!! I would greatly appreciated it if you send me a private message if you happen to hit my page... I like to return the love!!! Thank you!! xoxo ..::Auto 11's On::..ღ§êx×x¥ßlµÈ¥êÐßêllåღ~Dangerous Curves Co-Founder~@ fubar Special thanks to Sweet Man for treating me to Auto 11's!! Please be sure to hit him up too!! ~~" SWEET MAN KEN"~~@ fubar

Out Of Curiosity!
ok so say that u were wanting things to work out with u and ur significant other! ur separated and not living in the same house! ur told that they want to work things out but find out they said it cause they knew u wanted to hear it!! ok then they say that they think we should see other ppl...... to see if it makes us miss what we have and bring us back together! total crock of shit or believable? hmmmmmm i want honest opinions plz!

Bit Of Group Info
OK, after talking to a few people and thinking myself I think It's going to be called Vamp Morticia's Victims. It's a guys AND GIRLS group. I MAY start up a page of it's own for it but for now all the people joining will be listed in this blog (their link) and I will make a tag for them. This will be a group for everyone to help each other out with leveling and r/f/aing too! :) Just a fun group to be in. and you get to see ALL my NSFW pics! and more too if I make a page for it! :) Everyone in the group get SPECIAL treatment from me too! THANKS everyone! If interested hit me up! http://fubar.com/vampmorticasvictims That's the groups page link! Morticia EVERYONE WANTING TO JOIN MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE!

Find Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if y

The World In A Bright Light
Grateful Everyday is a blessing, and in each moment there are many things that we can be grateful for. The world opens up to us when we live in a space of gratitude. In essence, gratitude has a snowball effect. When we are appreciative and express that gratitude, the universe glows a bit brighter and showers us with even more blessings. There is always something to be grateful for, even when life seems hard. When times are tough, whether we are having a bad day or stuck in what may feel like an endless rut, it can be difficult to take the time to feel grateful. Yet, that is when gratitude can be most important. If we can look at our lives, during periods of challenge, and find something to be grateful for, then we can transform our realities in an instant. There are blessings to be found everywhere. When we are focusing on what is negative, our abundance can be easy to miss. Instead, choosing to find what already exists in our lives that we can appreciate can change what we see i

Bid On Me Please!!!!
OK here is one drop dead gorgeous lady that is up for auction . So get in there and bid on her and lets show her what she is worth . Guys are already bidding but she is worth so much more !!!! Kerigirl4u is offering 1. Rate pix durrin HH 2. Add to yahoo 3. Added to top friends or top family . ( winners choice ) 4. Fu owner for 2 weeks 5. will make 2 blingees for you Make sure you click on her pick below and show her how bad you want her !!!!!!!!!

The Apple (d.s.excerpt)
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

Can This Year Get Any Worse?
been a while since I've posted, actually it's been a while since I've done anything on here.. been really busy lately, and today is the first time I've had to myself... my year has started off just wonderful.. my van was towed to the shop yesterday after leaving me stranded for a few hours.. I had a few errands to run, but didn't get to the first one. the temperature in the van went from feelin-damn-good hot, to freezing-my-sorry-ass-off cold.. then the engine temperature guage started to climb fast. so I pull over right away and got out to check under the hood. as soon as I opened the door, I could hear a loud hissing noise. when I got the hood open, there was a LOT of steam coming out from behind the alternator. it took 5 minutes for the steam to stop, when it did, I could easily see the problem, the intake manifold gasket failed. so now I'm sitting here, bored, tired, and pissed off. it's going to be an even worse day tomorrow when I go to pick the rust bucket up.. to get it fix

Bad November - Track 6 - I'm With You
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from I’m With You Each word you say/ Makes my heart ache/ Even word you say/ Is a bitter lie/ Can’t forget you nor do I want to/ Because I’m with you Chapter 6 - I’m With You Yesterda

Crazy Mess
Love is patient , love is really hard, in fact its probably the hardest things anyone will ever attempt. What's the point of life? To go through it with the least amount ware and tare as possible? Or to live it? So you take a chance on someone. Starts w/ that lil spark..best part, everyone loves that part. That person makes the toughest times better, by helping them out, when work makes them crazy, then you start disagreeing what movie to see. or forget a bday, and your mad and i'm mad. All of a sudden it seems so easy to get out, run away. It's weird the universe always sends you a sign your making a big mistake. but what the universe is trying telling you is that, when you find the person that makes your life a crazy mess. They're 1 in a million, you cant Ever let them go. you just can't.

Peope Who Cant Mind Their Own
ok why is it that when you are trying at a relationship with someone people around you cant seem to keep their noses out of it? i mean seriously there is enough drama and crap two people have to deal with than to have people butt their noses into your relationship... is it that people fear that they wont get attention anymore or is it something deeper... that they don't want anyone else to be happy and content because they cant seem to find that same happiness and contentment? i wish people would just leave well enough alone and allow something to flourish when they can SEE very clearly that it is (or at least was) flourishing...... for once id like to see those people who cant get enough drama to just let things alone for just once and be adult for a better word.... yes she IS my once in a lifetime and for those who cannot deal or handle it that's your problem not mine or hers... just do me a favor and let us have out happiness and maybe actually BE happy FOR us.... and if that is

Eating Crow
Well it lasted 9 days. Tony went back to Tammy. I had asked him if Sara and I were safe. Tammy had talked 2 of 3 of her kids to kill their Dad for the insurnce money. Tony would not admitt it was true till he came back. Well I was concerned if they will try and kill their own Dad who am I to them? So he got offended and left. Oh well at least the divorce is final and I get childsupport. The only problem is he signed on the lease to the rental house and he is gonna have to eigther pay 1/2 the rent or get his name off the lease. If I can't get out of it then he should not be able to. The kids and I had a free place to move at my Mom's. I am still moving and miss my Friends. I'll be back as soon as I can.I am using his laptop right now. He took his new PC and mine is still crashed. So I have to get another one. I don't know how long that will be. I will let ya know when I should be back up and running. As sson as I get an idea of how long it will take to get a puter and internet service.

Why Say Your Interested
why say you are interested in someone just because you give out your number or because you say that you are i found out some stupid people give out there number but they never texts you back or talk to you when they give there number out or they start to talkto you for a few days and that's it or sometimes they add you saying there interested in you but they never talk to you when they do its something like hi how are you iam good and you iam ok and that's it wtf if you are going to talk to someone make it more then just that or just don't talk at all simple as that that's another thing like yesterday my friend got this chicks number and yes it was a real number however it was not hers why do people feel the need to lie out there ass rather then just simple say hey iam not into you or iam not feeling you grow up your not a kid no more

My Heart Aches
I became a grandmother for the first time last March. It was the best feeling in the world. My son and his girlfriend was living in Texas with my sister. The girlfriend packed up one and came back home to Michigan. She wouldn't let me see my granddaughter for the longest time. She was jumping all over with her sleeping were ever. She petitioned the courts for full custody but my son got custody and took my granddaughter back to Texas, it was a sad day seeing her leave. My sister invited the girlfriend to Texas for Christmas. While there my son and sister got into a big fight something that will never heal. My sister kicked him because he got violent. Now my son, granddaughter and girlfriend are staying at friends house. I cry every day wondering what is happening. Both parents don't put the baby first and they fight like cats and dogs. I've tried everything I can to get them back here or at least the baby but they won't come back.

Make Believe
Written Sunday, January 27, 2008 As a child I never sought preference in unrealistic 'realities;' dramatizations of witches and warlocks, pixies and fairies. The bright side of things was even too far off a place to imagine. These days, growing older, I seek to find time available for spending in situations deemed never to be true. False hope expands here and therefore warms me on the coldest of days. If only for a minute, the pain relocates to the back of my mind and happiness is found through my reflection on the dimly lit glass in which I look every night, merely wishing for change. It occurred to me after a conversation I had had with an old friend. A friend so close I never knew my slight of hand could blind. She mentioned to me that my level of confidence remained unaffected despite my hardships. It was then I had come to realize I've been pretending all along. ©LittleO™

Hypothetically....
Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming hot. Longing for the touch that will put the fire out. Expectations. Dreams drawn from reality. The situation we face is that in which we run away from. Together, him and her but he and I would be angelic. As I deflect the blame from me to him, the pain it strengthens. In an attempt to justify and at the same time ease my mind I embrace the thought that one day we will be. If only for a moment we will share time that is valued by both him as well as I. Though I have no doubt of its occurrence it is the time in which the situation will be pursued that puzzles me. Like clockwork, the shame takes its toll. The disgrace unfolds from even those incapable

Tears
As I sit here watching the clouds roll in My mind drifts away To where you are And where I have been The clouds come in closer Darkening my day Putting a chill in the air And a clean smell The rain is falling now Soft crystal drops Landing on my window I stand here, looking past the tears That fall on my window Angels tears For they know my longing I wish you were here with me now Walking up behind me, your arms about me Your chin lightly coming to rest on my shoulder Your breath falling gently over my neck The rain is coming harder now Coming down in sheets Laying over my window Covering me Chilling my body I long for warmth…

You Move Me
You Move Me ...... (not written by me) This is how it seems to me Life is only therapy Real expensive And no guarantee So I lie here on the couch With my heart hanging out Frozen solid with fear Like a rock in the ground But you move me You give me courage I didn’t know I had You move me on I can’t go with you And stay where I am So you move me on This is how love was to me I could look and not see Going through the emotions Not knowin’ what they mean And it scared me so much That I just wouldn’t budge I might have stayed there forever If not for your touch Oh but you move me Out of myself and into the fire You move me Now I’m burning with love And with hope and desire How you move me You go whistling in the dark Making light of it Making light of it And I follow with my heart Laughing all the way Oh ‘cause you move me You get me dancing and you make me sing You move me Now I’m taking delight

3 Day Auto 11 Extravaganza
POST New Years Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama 3 DAY Event!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 12 pm Fu Time - Running Thru Saturday 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 5 pm Fu Time(8 EST)-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 550 pic Bling-A-Rama II Folder will win a 3 CREDIT BLING Comment Last Pic & Private Message me. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 3 Million Fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux Plz Private Message me upon completion. Rates Reset After 48 hours Rate Twice & Receive 2 Bonus Entries in Drawing

Scarlett Has Auto-11's!!!
SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! SCARLETT HAS AUTO 11’S ACTIVE!! SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP TOO!! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar SCARLETT'S AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ SPANK HER HARD AND LEVEL UP!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar

Plz Help Lynne To The Top!!!
Level 30 Leveling Party !!! Rawk The Pahty Right !!! Bring Your Rates & Bling…. And you May get a Random “Ding” Cause here’s the Thing…. She’s Got Just Over 3 mil To Go…. Auto 11s & EZ Rates. Be There For Her Level To Lost Soul Level 30 !!!!! Just over 3 MIL to go ... At some point she has luved on us, Time for Le

Ugh... Stolen From Forbiddenninja / Lewis
Under each question, answer it, then go to urbandictionary. com and put the VERY FIRST definition that comes up. 1) Whats your name? Erika 1. Erika 1351 up, 110 down love ithate it Possibly one of the sexiest girls on the face of the earth. They are so much fun to be around, But, a downside is that they are too fine for you. Usually not skanks or hoes have tons of friends and are in middle class families. Has friends that will destroy people that want to harm her. Gets hit on a lot by guys isn't stuck up or a bitch, although they tend to have a bitchy friend or two. Dude, you see Erika today? Man, she was fine as hell! Ha!she is but a girl that fine is outta your league.... *gigglesn0rtz* ------------------------------------------------- 2) Whats your age? 35 35 1 thumb down love ithate it Means (male) masturbation. Propably due the following joke: Two men walk into a toilet. While man #1 starts pissing, man #2 starts counting numbers aloud. 1, 2, 3,

Heart Ache
Was the New Year when her heart broke, Was a cold winter when he lied, was morning when she realised, was evening when she died. The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep. By day she couldn't stand it, by night she could not sleep. He told her that he loved her, then turned and threw it all away. Her foolish heart had broken, with words not meant to say. She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world. And there she died of heartache that broken little girl.

Grumble Grumble
Its snowing again and im stuck online.Is it me or as you get older if your not skiing snow is only good for burying your pets in.God winter is to fucking long.Also i hate when ppl look happy in winter i want to punch them in the nose so they get that sharp sting that hits their brain and they dont know where they are.Well have a great winter call me when i can get the motorcycle out of storage and be happy again.

Words Not Meant To Say
There are words Not meant to say There are things Not meant to tell Even if we are burden With the words Kept in the heart Its meant to stay that way Some words Just don't meant to be say Even if there comes a time When it is needed to tell But the silence sometimes Tells it all Even the lips hasn't spoken In the heart It is already known The words That was not meant to say

Why
Dreaming, talking, walking, living, why are we here? Does it matter what we do, who we see, or where we go. Does it make a difference, hell I don't know.... Somewhere, somehow, someday, I will find you untill then dreams are my only place to go. Your perfect, that is to me. perfection is not only what you see. Why have I not found you, why are you not in my bed. Why are you not holding me close. Two hearts as one. Instead you hount me always in my head. You have no face but to me the rest is clear. where are you why havent you found me, love of my life, my one an only fear.

Can't Sleep
Ok I having been trying to go to sleep now for over an hour, but I can't sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head so maybe if i get them out and put them here i will be able to sleep. Tonight my mind wonders back when I was growing up, all the times that my dad has made an impact in my life. I remember being a fat little clumsy girl that got made fun of and I cried, but daddy said that it would be ok, so I just knew that it would be ok, why, because my daddy said so. I remember being to scared to cross a covert crossing a really big scary ditch, and daddy just come by and picked me and my sister up and carried us across lick superman , we wasn't scared he would drop us, why, because that was our daddy. I remember not being able to catch a football and not wanting to catch it either, but daddy wouldn't have that noway, he told me i wasn't no different then the other two kids and I wasn't leaving until I caught it, I remember being so mad at him for it but when i caught that ball

My First Auction
Ok, this is my first auction. Don't rush all at once.....ok, do rush. Make me feel good. hahaha. To quote Napoleon Dynamite, "I've got skills". If I did this right, you should be able to click on the thumbnail and link to the auction house. Leave your bid in the comments. Hurry, rush, bid now!!!

Kids Say The Damndest Things
This is a cute one in my memory. When Stephanie was little she had a HUGE imagination. Actually she still does have a great imagination and that's made her pretty creative as she's grown up. So we're all eating at McDonalds, she's about 4 years old. And she clears a spot in front of her and starts laying her french fries in order, tallest to shortest. She sets them up and looks at me and says "Look! French-fry family! That's the Daddy fry.. That's the Mama fry.. That's the brother fry. That's the sister fry. That's the little sister fry!" I said something like "wow very good now it's time to eat and quit playing.". So she grabs the "Daddy fry" and chomps it in half, looks at me with those big grinning brown eyes and goes "I Ate His Butt!!!".

Thank You For Helping Me Godfather
I want to take this time to thank everyone who helped me Godfather. In the 2 years I've been in Fubar I have never been shown so much love from my friends and family here as well as people who I didn't even know. I thank you from my heart to you all. I am Blessed for knowing such great people. Again, thank you from my heart. A special thank you to dimitrisx for the auto 11's he gave me and also Rogue Wolf family for all their love and support helping me Godfather. I am proud to call you all my friends. You all rock!!! To Lord Wolf, Shayla, and Silverado.......You have done so much for me and I will never forget this ever!!!

Friday Autos Hit Em Up!
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL **** FIRST EVER HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT!! **** PLEASE RATE HER BLOG TOO AND LET HER/ME KNOW IF THERE IS A PROBLEM IN DOING SO. THANK YOU! AutosSQUIRTERKAYLA PLZ RATE MY BLOG ~Fu-Sponsored By # 1 LSU Tiger fan "Michael Barnes&#@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ☠☣FTW™☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY@ fubar Chiina_Whiite@ fubar ♥ღTEQUILA ROSEღ♥FU-Owners OkMasterWolf&BhamBuggy(2nd Alarm Hotties Prospect@ fubar BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-LOVIN MY SIS, TNK-YSC, FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL@ fubar ~ Grlskikass2~ taken by *Cougerbaby*~~fu_owned by ~ J+A+B=ME~@ fubar Auto's On~LIN LIN~ Secret Fu Wifey of... ?

Angel.
If I had a angel I'd rip it's wings off Get so pissed off just want to fucking go off Make it suffer like the god that sent it I'm fucking malcious and by gods will I represent it. Go ahead bitch send your god I'll have that mother fucker slobbin on my knob. Say your innocent a virgin and all that shit. Once you meet me I'll make you repent it bitch. Don't need no love no angel from above. Just need a sharp object and some fucking gloves. That way when I'm cutting smiles into your neck no fucking police can come try to fucking wreck. So many plans I have for you in my basement before I get started you'll want out this enslavement. I swear if I hear uttered a single prayer they'll find fucking peices of you everywhere. Go ahead I dare you ask if I care. Cause I don't chew though the tape your going no where. Remember how you used to fucking look at me bet you never thought that so much evil that you'd see. But it's to late time to suffer for all of your sins I'll ma

Me & Grandpa
I was born and raised in Minnesota. And My Grandfather (Elmer Kaufman), Who left me a Year ago Aug 27th, 2007, pretty much raised me and taught me alot about the "farm" life and so much more. Elmer Kaufman My Grandfather always protrayed himself as a Very Intelligent man and strong willed. He always had Control on anything Business wise. By the time he went to 8th Grade the teachers literally kicked him out of school with a signed diploma, because he knew way more then the teacher did LOL. He never showed anyone his weak side. He always always was bitching about something lol. That's what I always called it. He was a very intimidating man. But He also had a Heart of Gold when needed. When it came to business he took control. But around the Holidays he would invite those that didn't have a place to go for the holidays back to his house to eat. And Sometimes he would have a Gift for them. Didn't matter what it was, My grandfather always came up with something to make them feel love

Number 3 Friend....
Below is one of my bestest friends, she has her 11's activated, could you please show her some love?? Thank you in advance,,, ~~ ♥ 1_Sweet_Angel ♥ ~~ NEVER MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY WHEN YOU ARE ONLY AN OPTION !!!@ fubar

Survey Much?
Three days from now, will you have sex? Maybe What does your third text in your inbox say? Re: IMG036014.jpg (well you wanted to know) Are you online? Let's take this offline.. What are you wearing right now? a maroon shirt, blue jeans, and faggy slippers What are you most looking forward to today? just looking forward to today ending cause tomorrow is payday ;) Do you think you like anyone ? Yeah I think I like anyone. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? Yes Have you ever been awake for 48 hours? Yeah Are you friends with your ex's? Yes Do you like your first name? It's ok. What are your initals? JEM Baseball or football? NASCAR Favorite kind of blanket? I don't really know the different kinds. But I would say green and kinda thin, so as not to make you get too hot. What's your biggest fear? Being trapped and crushed. Also I am afraid Barrack Obama will co

Come Join Us
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For The Record
this is a great place to flirt and meet people, thats cool, but please if your married, have a boyfriend, live with someone, and are looking for a bootycall, just say hi and walk by, i'm here to make friends and possibly meet someone special

Wwiii
I declare war on the world War in outer space I declare war in a nutshell War all over the place I declare war on every government War against all odds I declare war on your inner sanctum On your blood thirsty gods I declare war on the axis of morons All out war on complacent consent I declare war on the war against drugs Rape and Slaughter of the innocent War on big brother Warmongers and profiteers War on your dogma dubya Armageddon's engineers War in a heartbeat I declare war on so-called civilization World trade globalization Organized desinformation War on ambassadors of pretense War on MTV and CNN Macdonald's walt disney and bethlehem On Christina, Britney, and Eminem I declare war on the world of anti-choice On violent unilaterality On the amassment of murderous high-tech toys And all crimes against humanity War on the moral majority On corparate.com imperialism On mindlessly bumbling stupidity And police-state terrorism Worldwar t

Recipe For Banana Split
Late one night, I was feeling extremely frisky and was wanting to do something a lil different. So as I was trying to envision what the night ahead was going to be like, my man came in wanting ice cream. The lightbulb went on as the sinister look appraoched my eyes and lips. He knew then that there was lust on my appetite and he was the dessert that was gonna quench that desireable thirst. After undressing him slowly, I teased him just enough to get him to lay on the bed and ready for fun. Taking the handcuffs from the side of bed where they had been hid with the blindfold, I cuffed him to the bed. This suprised him a lil but he knew with me anything was possible. Next the blindfold went on and he was ready to go. With his engulfed in total darkness and complete aura and passion, I kissed him passionately as my hand made its way down him body. I caressed him and teased his skin all the way down until I found what my hand was searching for. Finding him, I clasped my hand around

I Want To Be A Loser
That's right, I want to be a loser, and I've been working hard on it for the last week now. I first started having problems with my weight about 10 years ago. From 1996-2002 I had a total of six surgeries, four were major. The most major was in 1998 and I was in the hospital for two months. For half of that time my stomach and liver were both infected and I couldn't eat or drink anything at all. I survived strictly on IV fluids. When my mouth was dry all I could do was rinse it and spit the water out. I missed food more than I ever thought possible. When I was finally able to eat again, I went crazy. I left the hospital about 15-20 pounds underweight. A year later I was 100 lbs. overweight. It's my own fault that I still haven't lost it. I love all of the wrong foods. My perfect dinner is a giant plate of baked ziti with a ton of cheese and sauce and a side of italian bread, followed by a chocolate dessert. I kept making excuses for myself, saying my family and my fri

One
As one comes in. Another one out. I just sit there and wait for one to stay. In like the wind, and out with the sun set. I always seem to scare them away. Disaster sets in at the first "hello" Getting close is just not an option. I want to love. But its not in my blood. So kiss me and be on your way. I'm clingy and needed. I don't want to be. But I need that love I push away. One side a Devil. The other an Angel. I can't make up my mind what one I want to be. I want to be happy and have that perfect guy. But how can I have it when the wall is to high? I want the one that loves me threw it all. Yes I'm a bitch but I'm also a lover. Run away, Run away. Its my first instinct. Something I fight with everyday. I want to get close and hold him so tight. But then rejection sets in and I don't let him in. And then he just turns and walks away. Two faced like joker is not what I want. But Heaven and Hell are my home. Personality's that grab me

Our Generation!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because, WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!

Back
i have to say there is one person on here that can talk some sense into a rock. Pirate Ass you rock babe dont ever think i wont rate your pix thats gonna happen everytime i hit this thing. thanks for talking me out of leaving you the "BEST"

Forever Friends
Forever Friends!!!!! Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete, my family is my forever friends and the best thing about that is forever has no end!!!!!!

Bbw
A Big Beautiful Woman She stands or sits in all her glory, Overflowing, sexy abundance, A vision of grace, charm and beauty, The dynamo of lust, giv'n the chance. Not a wall flower, ready to go, Free to only someone really wise, A hidden thrill only they will know, Endless passion is not a surprise. A magnificent sight when undressed, She has it all and plenty to spare, A vast expanse of quivering flesh, Orgasmic delights, she'll take you there. Sexy woman with meat on her bones, "Too much is never enough", you'll moan.

This Past Week
I would say Ive had better weeks. I've had worse ones for sure, but let me just give a quick lay down here. first on Saturday my monitor decides it wanted to go boom. normally not a big deal, but bad timing as I don't have the resources til next week to actually go get a new one. Then had another endoscopy done to see how bad things are in my stomach. Wont kn the official results until our sit down on the 20th of this month, but he did say my esophagus is healing, but now I have inflammation of the stomach lining. that combined with a possible hiatal hernia could be what has been causing my stomach pains the last two years. I dunno what they are gonna do, guess we shall wait and see on our sit down. Most likely just more drugs. UGH! Good note friend of mine found a spare monitor today im using til i get my own and tomorrow is fridayyy.

Part Two
She had never been with a man that took his time with her like this. She feel back against him and felt his erect cock between her legs. She regained her balance and reached down to press it up to her pussy. He caressed her breast and pulled her closer as she worked his cock around wanting to feel him inside her. "Not yet", he whispered to her as one hand moved down to meet hers. A fire of Passion was ablaze inside both of them as she leaned forward to turn off the water. He wanted to enter her then but knew that time would come soon enough. She eased back onto him as she bent down and just the tip entered. Both of them grabbed for the walls as passion went ablaze. He pulled back and handed her a towel. This was going to be a night for both and one that neither would ever forget. She took the towel and wrapped it around her. Stepping out of the shower, she handed him another. She turned and started to dry him off. Starting at his feet and working her way up wi

Life - Thought Provoking
Have u ever watched kids on a merry-go-round? or listened to the rain falling on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's eratic flight? or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down, Don't dance so fast. Time is short, The music won't last. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask "how are you?" do you hear the reply? When the day is done do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through ur head? You'd better slow down, don't dance so fast. Time is short, The music won't last. Ever told a child, "we'll do it tomorrow?" And in your haste, not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, let a good friendship die Cause you never had time to call and say "hi"? When you run so fast to get somewhere you miss half the fun of getting there when you worry and hurry through your day it's like an unopened gift.. thrown away Life is not a race.. do take it slower Hear the music before the song is over

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Washing Dishes
Ok so while I was washing dishes this morning I started thinking (shush) & this has bugged me for awhile. A year or so ago I was watching an episode of Ellen Degeneres' talk show & Nicole Kidman was on. She was telling Ellen how she was poor growing up & her parents didn't have a lot of dishes. When they wanted to eat dessert, they would take their dinner plates & flip them over. If that's not strange in itself, it's what she said after: (I'm paraphrasing) "So that means when we washed our plates, we had to wash the back of them too." Huh?? Don't you have to do that ANYWAY?? I know I do. I wash the whole thing. Yeah..so that's bugged me since watching that. :| I need some kind of help.

Me In An Auction...crazy
Hey Lovers...I'm In An Auction So If Ya Wnna Buy Me Feel Free To Check Me Out Here's The Link...It's Nothin Special Cuz I Don't Know How To Do The Crazy Stuff LOL...Who Gets To own me>> HEHE Have Fun!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1542929&albumid=1431036&i=3117938979&idx=0 xoxo ♥Nichole

Dissapointments
When disappointments come one day, And they most certainly will. The way in which I respond to them, Will determine how I feel. If I let myself get discouraged, I’ll feel distraught, sad and alone. But by looking to God and trusting Him, I can face the future’s unknown. Could it be that God is testing me? Or wanting me to confront some sin? Could it be that He is chastening me? So He can cleanse my soul within? I will pray to God and ask Him. Have I somehow slipped from Your will? Guide and direct me to stay on Your path. So Your plans for me I can fulfill. Help me discern where I went astray. For I shouldn’t be feeling so down. Trials should be making me stronger, Not keeping me captive and bound. You tell me to rejoice in my troubles, And trust You for You’ll see me through. I can face all life’s disappointments, If I remember I always have You.

God Speaks Quietly
Have you ever heard a quiet voice deep down within your being, A voice so soft, still, and calm, it stops and sends fear fleeing? It comes in times of trouble, when things appear most grim. Other times it comes for no other reason than to let us know it comes from Him. God tells us things so simply stated, it's hard to misunderstand. Yet the things He speaks go against the flesh, but exposes His loving hand. He sometimes gives us answers, for which we desperately seek. Other times, He gives the words He wants us to earnestly speak. Have you ever been utterly confused not knowing which way to go, Then suddenly the choice becomes so clear, you wonder how you didn't know? Has there ever arisen a crisis, leaving you anxious with an unresolved need; Only to have things suddenly go into reverse and from the crisis you're freed? Not only does God speak to us in His still small voice, He actively moves to accomplish His will; giving us reason to rejoice.

Stupit Ex
It's winter. It's cold. Snow for tomorrow. Since over Christmas break David showed up with no coat, I called the ex to remind her to have him bring one. Her answer..... "David doesn't normally wear a coat." Ummmmmmmmm. Again.. temps below freezing.. snow coming.... BE A PARENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes he is 13. And needs to be responsible for more all the time. But when kids don't do what makes sense, as a parent you have to help them. I do buy him some clothes, which I send home with him. No sense in keeping things here because he grows out of them so fast. So I told her maybe she needs to talk to him about wearing a coat when it is cold. Her response... "I told him if he got sick he would have to take medicine." Wonderful.

Bs
This is a bulletin that was brought to my attention today and Maybe comin from someone else it would be believeable. Not goin to name the person that posted it but trust me its a load of BS lol You will if you are lucky get a 1 credit bling maybe a rate or two here and there. I mean IF she actually did what she said and yanno maybe she does for some but haha never for me and several others. So here it is... The VIP picture limit is 2,500 but in the past 24 hours alone I have been visited by members with 3,000 , 8,500 , and 9,900 pictures here on fubar, that is called cheating! You are a VIP (some with Auto 11 active) and you still don't get enough points without cheating? I have found a few friends of mine who are not going by the fubar rules and I am removing any and all who can not or will not follow the rules that oh so many of us do. I figure I had to work my tail off to get where I am and I think it only fair for others to do the same. If you will look you wi

Ok This Is Where That Blog Was Suppose To Be Lmaooo
This is a bulletin that was brought to my attention today and Maybe comin from someone else it would be believeable. Not goin to name the person that posted it but trust me its a load of BS lol You will if you are lucky get a 1 credit bling maybe a rate or two here and there. I mean IF she actually did what she said and yanno maybe she does for some but haha never for me and several others. So here it is... The VIP picture limit is 2,500 but in the past 24 hours alone I have been visited by members with 3,000 , 8,500 , and 9,900 pictures here on fubar, that is called cheating! You are a VIP (some with Auto 11 active) and you still don't get enough points without cheating? I have found a few friends of mine who are not going by the fubar rules and I am removing any and all who can not or will not follow the rules that oh so many of us do. I figure I had to work my tail off to get where I am and I think it only fair for others to do the same. If you will look you wi

What Kind Of Pancakes Are You?
You Are Buckwheat Pancakes You prefer healthy, foods made with whole ingredients. You shy away from anything refined, high fat, or with too many scary ingredients. It's not likely someone would find high fructose corn syrup or trans fats in your kitchen. Instead, someone might find a huge, interesting salad or stir fry being prepared. What Kind of Pancakes Are You?

Of The Unbelonging
I am the Unbelonging A vessel of homeless spirit And where do I live? Under the tracks In a cardboard box that is falling apart In the empty spaces where a spirit should be Amoung the odd damaged ones That the Belonging will not see......

Family And Friends
Yes there has been a slight change to my top family and friends due to being fu-owned by PetiteFleur in an auction and as part of this, the highest bidder is added as my #1 in both for the duration of the ownership.

One Word Answers
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? Broke 2. Your significant other? CARRIE 3. Your hair? Black 4. Your mother? R.I.P. 5. Your father? michigan 6. Your favorite thing?Basketball 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Home 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? boring 16. Muffins? n/a 17. One of your wish list items? Carrie 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did?basketball 20. What are you wearing? Steeler jersey 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? satisfied 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Jays 30. Y

Tommy
tommy: im good have u seen my naughty pic in my 2nd misc folder its 9 inchs ->ME: what made you assume i'd be interested? tommy: i just like when hot woman like u see it sexy ->ME: not interested.. kinda makes me ill.. but bye

Scattergories
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: Nicole 2. A 4 Letter Word: nerd 3. A Boys Name: Nathan 4. A Girls Name: Natalie 5. An Occupation: Nurse 6. A Color: Neon green :P 7. Something you wear: Nothing lol 8. A Beverage: Nestle Quick! 9. A Food: Noodles 10.Something in the bathroom: Night light? 11.A place: Nowhere 12. A reason for being late: Nasty weather 13. Something you shout: NO! Ya, I have noooo fucking life :P

Hard Times Of A Family
just wanted to let all our wonderful friends know that my husbands mom past away early this morning and him and his family are taking it so bad .i would like to say of behalf of me and my hubby (marlboroman) ty all for your support and your kind words. its a hard time that we never thought we'd go through ,but it will get better in time .thank all from the bottoms of our hearts .

Scattergories
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of thefollowing questions. They have to be real places, names, things. Nothing madeup! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. 1. What is your name: josh 2. A 4 Letter Word: joyful 3. A Boys Name: jaden 4. A Girls Name: justice 5. An Occupation: janitor 6. A Color: Juniper 7. Something you wear: jersey 8. A Beverage: juice 9. A Food: jello 10.Something in the bathroom:jammie holder 11.A place: jamaca 12. A reason for being late: just lazy lol 13. Something you shout: jeeze Ya, I have noooo fucking life :P

Why Do I Care So Much?
Me and This guy I have known my almost my whole life have been dating for almost a year now...I am now pregnant with his baby. He talks down to me all the time, treats me like shit, we split in November, but we still live together. He is a wonderful man he just has a lot of issuses when it comes to relationships. Ive never once thought about sleepin with anyone else but I know he has and im sure has done it. I dont care about that. I want him to care about me and his child. Why do I care for him so much? Why do I put myself thru this pain? Why cant I just walk away from him? Yes I love him, but I am not IN LOVE with him.. Ive known him almost my whole life so yes i love him. Just like I love all of my other close friends. We got into a argument last night and we both said some things to each other that really hurt, I wish I could take it all back. What is done is done no going back in time to fix whatever is the problem. I know I need to get a job. I dont like him taking c

It Freaky Saturday And New Train In Town! Look In Here!
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND IT THE FREAKY SATURDAY TRAIN! NOW WE KNOW THE DRILL ADD RATE FAN ALL. FIRST STOP II THE FREAKY FOLDER! THEN AT THE END IS THE LINK FOR TAGS! PLEASE E-MAIL AT THE END OF THE TRAIN................................! AND YOUR HOST: AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22@ fubar RIDERS OF THIS FREAKY TRAIN ARE: blaclie22 ~$toner geek~@ fubar

Another Dummy
Another idiot who has no respect for women. He put me on block at the end of his messages before I knew it so I could not respond to him. I should have guessed from his name. What a fool. If you can send him a private message and tell him just a fool he is. His profile is at http://fubar.com/fullofcrap fullofcrap: you're just another piece of big tits and butt face..to bad..no heart either.. fullofcrap: so do i fullofcrap: lol..sure you do..lol ->fullofcrap: you better re-read my profile ->fullofcrap: I already have what I want from a guy fullofcrap: I know..I want to know what you want? cmon..you know deep down the men and the pics..it's all about you wanting to be loved, liked..about doing things for others... ->fullofcrap: if you read my profile I am not here looking for anything only2curious: last guy who did that got caught and since then they installed cameras. fullofcrap: I have..but I want to know what you really want..cmon..tell me..from the heart..r

Hit By Suv
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

From Drkness
We all reach a point in our lives when we must decide what we need in life!!! I'm lost just like everyone else and I know I've made alot of mistakes just like everyone else. I only hope that in some positive way our knowing each other has been a blessing and that something we have shared has helped you in some way. I have no idea what tomorrow holds but I am going to do my best to get my life together and be the man I should have been all along. If you love me show me!!! 3 Doors DownBe Like That Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Erotica!!!!!!!!!!!!
My honey and I are going out to dinner tonight. We haven't done anything this extravagant in a long time. So I decided to give him a treat, not only for the eyes but for the senses and touch to. I get in the bath, shave my legs thinking they have to be softer than ever before, as I'm not wearing any hose this evening. Wash my blond hair twice just to make sure it will be not only soft but gleam and sparkle in the sunlight and moonlight for him. Wash my body with the most fragrant perfume soap I have, his favorite as a matter of fact. Out of the tub, I go to our room, look in closet, I want the perfect outfit for this occasion. I find my red frilly skirted dress with the deep plunge neckline that shows my cleavage very well. Not to short, but not long either, he loves my shapely legs to show. I don't think he has ever seen it on me. I smile to myself saying, this is perfect! Find my 5 inch red sandal heels, that make my legs look like they go on forever. I decide to blow dry my

Its A Long One.
A - Available: I reckon. - Age: 18 - Annoyance: stupid people - Animal: puppies!!! B - Beer: Budweiser. - Birthday: Sept 4th - Best Friend(s): theres a couple. - Body Part on opposite sex: eyes. - Best feeling in the world: being happy and knowing I'm loved. - Blind or Deaf: I'm tone deaf...does that count? - Best weather: Summer - Been on stage?: a couple times - Believe in Magic: Nope. - Believe in Santa: DUH! - Been in Love: Never. - Been bitched out?: of course. - Believe in yourself?: I have to. - Believe in life on other planets: haha. - Believe in miracles: Sure. - Believe in Satan: Ish. - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yep. C - Candy: M&Ms - Color(s): Green and Red, but not together. - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Chinexican? Neither - Cake or pie: Both. - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: American! - Car: I want a Challenger :) - Cried in school: No. - Clothing Style: cute. D - Day or Night: Night. - Dance in the rain

Black And White
Is It naive of me to think that love is black and white? Nothing more or nothing less. its all or nothing, you do or you dont? is that just dumb of me...because I'm getting that vibe. Why is it that loving someone and finding the perfect person is based on anything more than how that person makes you feel and how you love them? Why does a career or money, or things they have or dont have. How they look, their past, troubles they have been in, experiences they have or have not had. Why does anyyyyyy of that matter? Maybe I'm just a free spirit and i love. when i love I really love. It really pisses me off when i hear that someone isnt good for me because of anything besides love or how he treats me. Thats all the matters to me, so why would it matter to anyone else about anything. It super annoying and it hurts my feelings. Love is something special and its not something to be taken lightly. I have a lot of people in my life that i do love. But as far as being in love with a boy. its n

Stupid Is As Stupid Does...
Jenny came over today... again... She rung the doorbell four times. I answered it on the third ring. Instinctively, my first reaction is to say to her "why do you do that?" but I refrain my impulse with the rational thought of the fact she wouldn't know what I meant anyway... "My dad is gone and I don't know where my dog is!" she says "Well, is your mom home?" I say "Yeah, but she's painting right now. She is VERY busy!" Jenny replies "Well, maybe your dad took the dog with him somewhere" I say, in an attempt to get her thinking more logically... "I don't know where my dog is" she says, like I didn't hear her the first time! "I think you should be telling this to your mom" I say as I slowly close the gap of my open front door. The sliver of daylight decreases to nothing and Jenny just turns around and walks away.. She's a strange child and I gather, not closely monitored by her parents. Honestly, I think they do it on purpose!

Can You?
I've seen this happen so many times that I have to say something about it now. For those that Really Know Me as a Person...those that talk to me like a human being and a friend, know that I am the kindest person around. And even after being hurt, I still call you a friend. But I have got to vent about this...why would one add me and chat it up with me like they want to be a friend only to do a 360 when their online girl that they have never met starts to get upset? Why would one tell me that they don't want the drama with the comment wars but yet let someone disrespect another on his own page? This is a blog about respect and common sense. First, let's get this straight...if the two parties have never met in person and committed to each other, then you two are not a couple lol. This is the internet and just remember that anyone can be anyone. Second, if you don't wan the drama, then look at the ones actually leaving you the comments and see who's disrespecting whom. Third, there's no n

Hellcast Trivia #2- Episode 81
Alrighty, this week was undoubtedly a smaller participation audience, but none the less was still very good. As always, remember, $100 cash prize to the overall leader at the end of the year, which is our Dec. 19th show. Now Here are the standings of last night's trivia: Strega- 17 Mamma Helle- 16 StacyDawn- 16 SweetAngel- 12 Sheena- 9 Mchgn- 4 Sue- 1 Like I said, small crowd, but more difficulty answering the questions. The time limit has been decreased to just 2 minutes now, which will result in less "follow the leader" type answers. Now, for the running total for the year: StacyDawn- 38 Sheena- 31 Mamma Helle- 28 JPletch- 26 Mchgn- 22 Sunnastein- 19 Strega- 18 Forgetful61- 16 SweetAngel- 12 OP_free76- 9 AngelaBowers- 3 Sue- 1 I'm thinking of awarding extra points for the winner of each week, what do you people all think?

Not Your Hiring Info
I'm sorry, but the blog you are trying to find has been deleted. It has nothing to do with the link you clicked in the application that was clearly a complete rip off of our application(considering it links you to here). That should tell you alot about the lounge you are thinking about working for. Please drive through and get a life. Bad Habitz Radio - Often imitated never duplicated

Supporting Our Troops...help Needed!
My Fu friends are amazing and beyond compare...Yeah, there's a favor coming! I have a troop supporting website, currently being hosted on MySpace until we can get enough traffic to expand to...well it's own website. I interview entertainers, like rock bands, because I can't make a soldier's trip to the Middle East any shorter, I can't bring them closer to their families, but I can let them know that people who they think are f'n cool, like Disturbed or Papa Roach or Avenged Sevenfold, etc...in turn think THEY are really cool. Maybe it's not a lot but it's something and I want to do more. It's very important to me, not only because my brother is in the military or because I get to interview cool rock bands BUT because I think that anyone who sacrifices so much for so many they don't know and may not even support them deserves anything we can give them. So if you have a MySpace please add my site and commenting would be super cool, too! And yes if MySpace wasn't so lame I wo

Are You?
Are you ... Survey from Quizopolis.com Are you a dog lover? - No Are you addicted to guitar hero? - No Are you in love? - Yes Are you a cat lover? - Yes Are you a computer geek? - Yes Are you a dare devil? - Yes Are you annoyed by your brother or sister? - Sometimes Are you a chocolate lover? - No Are you a pie lover? - If it's Pumkin Are you a shoplifter? - No Are you running for president? - LOL! Are you worried alot? - Yes Are you a vegitarian? - I need my steak! Are you a present buyer? - Heehee I can't help it. Are you a juiceaholic? - No, Water Take This Survey at Quizopolis.com http://www.quizopolis.com/survey/5349/Are-you-...-Survey/

The Finding Of Love
When I woke up this morning My first thoughts were of you My stomache started spinning I wasn't sure what to do My mind kept flashing pictures Of a beauty with long, dark hair Things were happening so quickly I couldn't stop them, I wouldn't dare My stomache began to flutter My heart began to race My pulse was overloading With the thoughts of your gorgeous face It only took a second For me to figure out That I was finally learning What true love was all about!

Let The Right One In
Oh.My.God A fragile, anxious boy, 12-year-old Oskar is regularly bullied by his stronger classmates but never strikes back. The lonely boys wish for a friend seems to comes true when he meets Eli, also 12, who moves in next door to him. But Elis arrival coincides with a series of gruesome deaths and attacks. Though Oskar realizes that she's a vampire, his friendship with her is stronger than his fear... Swedish filmmaker Tomas Alfredson weaves friendship, rejection and loyalty into a disturbing, darkly atmospheric, yet unexpectedly tender tableau of adolescence. The feature is based on the best-selling novel by John Ajvide Lindqvist, which the U.K. press qualified as "reminiscent of Stephen King at his best." A MUST see. -REL

Request From Warlock
warlock has requested if we can help out his fu-wife...She does have alot to go to level but whatever we can do is always a big help! BlueEyes~~Picky Lil Dream catcher. (Fumarried to Warlock)@ fubar

Help
My number one got a new profile this week and needs help getting to where he was before. He left because of drama and I convinced him to not totally leave. If you a/r/f him he will return the favor as will I. Thank you my friends... Jenn

Milestones
So today I was thrown for a loop when I watched my little boy shave for the first time. I know he's 14 and I should be expecting this stuff, but dammit it made me sad. He's growing up. Fuck he's going to be leaving me soon. He stood and talked about how he wanted to keep his soul patch but he didn't want the hair on his lip. Fuck! Where the hell did my little boy go. I'm almost eye level to him now. It's rough raising a boy and thanks to my friends on here they have helped me through rough and ackward patchs and questions. Thank you Dan and Ian. I was just shocked tonight by the thought that he's big now.

Love You Grandma
welp just found out my grandma passed away bout an hour ago.. once again a grandparent i didnt get to say goodbye to... last time i seen her was a few days before xmas.. the kids didnt even get to see her.. i kow she's in a better place but .... she was the one who was there for me no matter what.. when my own parents acted like they had a kid she was there.. she was there for me to support me when i had ky.. even though she didnt aprove.. she was there... she was there for us no matter what we had done.. or said.. she loved us uncondionaly.. n all she got was hearbreak from most of the family cept me n my cuz missy.. we were the only two out of the family who stuck by her... it kills me buacuse when she needed me the most i had no way to her.. to tell her how much she ment to me.. how much i was sorry for everything.. but i know she's not in anymore pain she's with grandpa.. so this is my goodbye to the woman who ment the most to me n life... I love you grandma...... ur pumpkin... i w

Who Wants It???auto 11 Auction
CLICK THE CHERRIES OK, I have another AUTO 11 to get rid of! Auto 11 is up for bid from Monday, Jan 12th at 10:00 am Futime to Monday,Jan 19th at 10:00 am Futime!! NO Drama & highest bidder gets it, CLICK ANY OF THE CHERRIES & Good Luck :)) CLICK THE CHERRIES THANX, THE HOST ~Bratt~ ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)

An Encounter With A Nevada Cop.
I'd driven from Colorado to Vegas, stayed a night with a friend. After leaving at some ungodly hour to try and navigate my way to LAX to catch my flight home to Australia, I was pulled up for speeding in Nevada. Now let me just set the mental image for you. Here I was a girl from a different country, driving in a hire car, on the wrong side of the road,(well the right side for the US but all backwards for me) & being on the wrong side of the car,(driver is on the right side in Aus.) I thought I was doing good. Some what nervous not knowing miles the time nor distance it would take me to get to LA I was a quite concerned about missing my plane & probably not paying as much attention to my speedo as I should have. Well my concerns & nervousness soon peaked when I noticed the flashing lights behind me... I found a safe place to pull over and lit a ciggie while waiting for the police officer to approach. He asked a few questions, now it was obvious hence the accent I was

Adult Survey
Adult Questions - Don't Be a baby Curious.... (1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? Yes (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Morning (which is my afternoon, actually) (3) Ever had a one night stand? No (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No (5) Shower or bath while having sex? Shower can be fun. Bathtub is tight fit and the faucet hurts whoever is at that end (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive?? Depends, some of both (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? Yes (8) Love or Money? Love (9) Top or Bottom? They both have pros and cons (10) Have you ever wanted to sleep with your best friend? Maybe, but I've had a lot of best friends so be more specific (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? I don't know. I've been camping already, but I've never been to a 5 star hotel. (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? Hood of car on a dirt road (1

Birthday Is Next Month.
My birthday will be arriving next month. Still got a ways but it 's coming. On Feb 23rd, I will be 28 years old. I miss being a kid where you would always look forward to your birthdays. You know, friends, presents, cake.... whatever. I would always invite over some friends and then my mom would invite her friends. Her friends would bring over Filipino dishes to go with the birthday meal. Of course my friends never liked asian or weird looking food then, so we had other food "Americans" would like. Each year as I got older, it seems like that day just doesn't exist anymore. For the last couple years on my birthday, I've pretty much given up on it. Try to block it out. Sure, I like to be surprised and all but that rarely happens. I know that last couple years I have gotten upset because Rich never did anything, got me anything, or my close friends back then. My parents usually remember and we go out for a birthday lunch or dinner like usual. Something we do on our family birth

Always
As I walked out this morning into the fresh morning sea mist I realized this is a new day for CHOICES and it's time I make a few in my own life and try to get my life on some level of normal whatever the fuck that is, games are over ya love me or ya don't your CHOICE!!!!! SalivaAlways Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Plz Help Ms Sassy To Prophet!!!
THIS FABULOUS WOMAN HAS AUTOS ON AND IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO PROPHET SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE SO LETS GET HER LEVELED ALREADY Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar PLEASE REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY KLOVERLYNN Kloverlynn@ fubar

Just Wanted To Say
To all who have access to this,I just wanted to get it out there,I know that this site is for amusement,some for points,some for status,others,just because they have nothing better to do. I have limited people on my friends list,and even fewer in my family,and I know that I am so behind talking to many of them,much less rating,please forgive.If I added you,it was for a reason,and I am sorry for not keeping up with many. The ones that I have,my feelings and thoughts for you all are genuine,you can believe that. For the others that I have slacked on,it is not intentional,and hope to know you all well soon,I am truly sociable,and a very likable fellow. Hang in there my Peeps!!!

And He Let Her Get Away.
She was always "the one that got away". Nobody could ever measure up to her or seemed good enough in his eyes. As much as he claimed to me that I was his ideal mate. I always knew he longed for her and her presence; although absent; tormented his very existence. She was most men's idea of the perfect girl. Blonde, petite, intelligent and drop dead gorgeous. The pain she caused his young heart forced him to believe he could never trust another women. Thus, ruining future relationships. Long ago I stopped pursing a relationship with him. We were better off as friends. We were two lost souls thrust together by circumstance; we both needed someone at the time so we could heal. Contact became scarce over the last year or so. Life took us in different directions. Yet, we always knew when each other was about to hit rock bottom and made sure we were there for one another. The last time I contacted him he told me he was spending time with her. "The one who got away". A few days ago he

A Melting Twilight
a melting twilight the world in its entirety dissolves the scent of you… the blossoming encapsulation of dreams all dissolves … a vision deferred in a while a star will emerge on the horizon to gaze at you replete with meaning … your heart shall then reminisce, there shall be an echo of a memory… the tale of a separation, of an unfinished moment… of dreams unborn, thoughts unsaid we ought to have met in another time in pursuit of attainable dreams below a different sky upon a different earth we ought to have met then, there…

Do You Love Me
What can I do to make you realize? All this time we've been friends I've been hoping for a little more So even if this takes a lifetime... I'll tell you bluntly now Because its the only way you'll understand. These feelings in my heart, Were designed to steal your's away. Without realizing it, You've gone and loved me. Without knowing my feelings, You pushed them aside. When was it that you first noticed, I was different than the rest? When was it that you first realized? You liked me best. I'm the last thing in your head, As you rest it on your pillow. The first thing you see, As soon as your eyes open. There's no use denying, Its a little late to hide. There's no need to worry, Love is like friendship but better.

Doing Me!!!!
Now that I'm single, guys think that they have the chance to hook back up with me, like as if i don't need time to heal from my past relationship.... Sex is a good thing but it does not heal and mend your heart back together. I've come to the point that I'm not the same person that I used to be and changing for the better.People are just going to have to go with the flow of my new life because I'm not lowering my standards for you!!!! So NOW I'm just doing me...I don't need a man right away to be happy...I'm happy even though I am single. I'm a strong, independent woman waiting for My Boaz to come into my life. If you dont know who "Boaz" is look it up in the Bible...

Auto 11's For Tuesday
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL AUTOS ON! X Dealer®™@ fubar 6'1 Playground Auto On Come & Get Ur Luv!@ fubar Ω•. M@DL¥ .•Ω@ fubar MyZtErY ☆ Owned by SouthernOutlawBiker ☆ ÐSC ☆ I.ß.I.C.@ fubar ~ Grlskikass2~ taken by *Cougerbaby*~~fu_owned by ~ J+A+B=ME~@ fubar ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ@ fubar "InFArREd"~~~Owned By SouthernOutLawBiker~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~@ fubar ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OutlawsAndPu$$ycats~Owned By Cynz Dreams. Auto 11 s .On@ fubar .•S•A•Y•.fu-OwnedBy:crunchman8117@ fubar Èď~Ŵhiteŵolf

This Is Not How A Real Dom Would Act Or Treat A Submissive Or Slave Ever
SirMasterX: I do want to thank you for everything ... and wish you the best soon He has me blocked like the pussy he is, so to be FAIR, i said in my status bar that I do not believe him, how's that??? This is next from him. SirMasterX: You dont have to believe me but the stuff you told me and that was personal , that may come out Of course, tried to shout back but couldn't because he would be a pussy and unblock me so that he could shout at me, then block me again SO to be FAIR unlike this ass, I said YOU don't scare me, coward, this is his response. SirMasterX: you can call me coward all you want ... does not bother me but the yahoo and msn messenger tell the truth NOW, this.....boy, constantly threatens to post shit about women for others to see whenever he doesn't get his way, turns around says he won't stoop down to others level, BUT he is the one who is creating his own damn drama, treating women like shit and threatening to degrade and humiliate them IN THE WRONG

God Damn Little Boys
So I don't understand how things can be going really good with a guy one minute, and then he just stops talking to you the next... I could understand being freaked out if someone was moving too fast, but we were going sooo slow...so how does that work? And even if he met someone else, why can't you man up and tell me the truth?? I'm not some psycho bitch that is going to flip out on you, if you meet someone else, good for you..obviously you and I weren't meant to be. It just drives me crazy that older guys can't be honest, or mature. I will alwasy be honest, and tell you exactly what is going on, but I expect the same from the person I am talking to or seeing. We need to be in this together, if I am doing all the work; then it won't work. If I am the only one being honest, and truthful; then you are just an asshole... So like I have been saying pretty much all week...until one of you can prove to me that you are not all the same...you are all a bunch of fucking assholes!

The Hurt Is Still There
Well its been about 4 months since me and a friend parted ways. I had thought I had moved on and until i found out somethings I did not know before. And then again it hit me like a ton of bricks. I regret ever opening my mouth and saying things about this friend because now for the first time really i really understand why he was so hurt by my actions. I was hurt no doubt her more than I have hurt i think ever. I said things that I felt were true at the time but because I was so angry and I wasnt thinking rationally, all i could think of at the time was the pain i was feeling. He is not the person that I had painted to many people. He was hurt. He loved that girl with all his heart. And it hurts me that she hurt him as bad as she did. And I left that one place that brought him so much pain. I know why he was mad about that, he had every right to be. All i can say is Im sorry and I hope that time will heal all.

Rant...
an oldy but goody... Monday, February 27, 2006 huh? Current mood: creative just moved this from my page to a blog...holla if ya hear me. i sometimes wish people thought for themselves, it seems like everything has been put into peoples minds instead of letting the minds work for themselves...originality is close to extinction...i may even be a hypocrit for saying that but you know its true...does anybody still take the time to take a deep breath once in a while or take the long way home? Does anybody still look up at the sky instead of at their watch? Which might explain my interest in "time", a measurement of constant change...can't put ur finger on it can ya? "Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you." Carl Sandburg (1878 - 1967)"Nothing is as far away as one minute ago." Jim Bishop..."So, basically spend every minute, no every second wisely

Loving Life
I am doing okay. My birthday is today and my son will be 2 on February 16th. He is growing up so fast:( I do have some things that I have been going through, but above it all I will always have my friends. Speaking of friends, my best friend Ashley and another friend of ours just made a website for military personelle and their friends/families. It is called www.militaryhearts.us and it is amazing. It is a place to go and blow off some steam about your current situation, or just meet people in your area. You can get apparel, care package ideas, phone cards, and a whole lot more and joining the website is absolutely free. I'm not some bot trying to promote a pay site, just a friend spreading the word about a good cause. Hope all of my friends are doing well, and if you wanna chat you can reach me on yahoo messenger at teazer11387

Friends With Auto's On!!!
THIS IS ONE AWESOME YOUNG LADY! LOVE HER UP TODAY! PLZ TELL HER THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! SWEET~THING~SPANKER FAMILY@ fubar IF YOU DO NOT KNOW STACY YOU NEED TO GO NOW AND CHECK HER OUT! SHE RAWKS! ~?~TEXAS TWISTER~?Master P's sweet babygirl~SHADOW LEVELER~?~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar ANOTHER YOUNG LADY WITH AUTO'S ON NEEDS YOUR HELP! ~ Grlskikass2~ taken by *Cougerbaby*~~fu_owned by ~ J+A+B=ME~@ fubar AND ANOTHER ONE!!! ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Owned By Godfather~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~@ fubar THIS FANTASTIC FRIEND IS GETTING SOOOO CLOSE TO GODMOTHER! SHE DOES NOT HAVE AUTO'S, BUT SHE RETURNS THE LOVE, AND IS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER FRIENDS! TELL HER THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! Lady Moonlight@ fubar BE SURE YOU TELL THEM THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU, PLEASE! RATE ONE, RATE THEM ALL, BUT JUST RATE AND GET THOSE POINTS!!! HUGS!

To All Exsisting And New Members
To all of our exsisting and new members, We have grown quite a bit and we have alot more new members to come. I would like to ask that every new member go through all of the exsisting members and please a/f/r them. Exsisting members please be sure to return the love. We have some new members that their friend request is just being accepted and nothing else done. Exsisting members if your not sure please go through the list and make sure that you have everyone in our family. All new members, once you have added everyone in the family, please let us know and you will be able to put the name "Fubars MOST Finest" in your title if you chose to. Also, special pictures will be made for you and they will be uploaded into the family album and you will beable to retreive them from there. Thank you!

One Killed, Two Injured In Drive-by Shooting In S.e. Calgary
One killed, two injured in drive-by shooting in S.E. Calgary Published: Tuesday, January 13, 2009 CALGARY - At least one person is dead, and two others injured, after a drive-by shooting in S.E. Calgary this afternoon. Witnesses say they saw gunfire break out from one vehicle to another, both travelling north on 26 St. near Peigan Trail S.E. in the city's Dover neighbourhood. I Was Caught In The Line Of CrossFire And Had To Fear For My Life As Bullets Went Flying All Over The Street

52 Things
52 things you would love to say out loud at work 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the f ***-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a sh*t. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial m

Being Single
You know, for the longest time being single really didn't bug me, i figured more time to do what i wanted, more money in my pocket, etc. but so far that hasn't happened. For some reason recently i've been feeling lonelier and lonelier. I don't know why, and i hate it, but every time my meds wear off i feel so vulnerable and weak. Yeah, i know this is a completely different "sensitive" side of me, but what can i say, this has been a major problem for a while. someone shouldn't come home and be depressed all of the time, especially when they're on meds to stabilize their mood. maybe one of you can give me advice or something, whatever.

Do You Communicate Like A Man Or A Woman?
You Communicate Like a Man When you communicate, you like to get to the point. You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that. Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself. You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows. Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

A Firefighter’s Life!
A Firefighter’s Life! A Firefighter's Life! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He's been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasn't eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five year olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors of a burn

Love
love is a strange thing.. it feels good when your with some one and hurts when your not with the one that you love..my love burns deaper that the deepest parts of space for this special lady.. and she has my heart and the key to my heart even thou she dont want it she still got it.she completes me in every way possable.. the four letters of love to me stand for l-- loyality o-- openely respect wishes and the one you r with v--ventourus e--express your emoitions to one and other love is a gift from a man to a women and a gift from a women to a man. and it is something that you feel in your heartand when it is a deep true pure love it can never be replaced . and my love for this special lady is that. my love for her is pure true deep and never ending .in my eyes she is hotter than 1,000 suns . she is a very caring person and great mother and just an all around great person who i would do anything for no matter what it was. i'm always there for her and i will always be there for he

Just A Poem
I was once a broken man, Now i find it hard to sit idle, for with these harsh hands of mine, i have created many a wonderous things, So as my lips go to speak, i Have to share this to you, That it was because of you my heart beats, My reason was lost until u came along, So sweet lady listen to me, No fire burns hotter then my love for you, and no sound can drowned your voice, For short in this life i have been, But my soul is older then you can ever fathom, So i pledge myself and my love to you, This wonderful woman has bright life, It is in your hands i rest my heart.

I Keep The Pain Of A Broken Soul
The mind.. of the wonderful No one knows Wounds that just won't heal Not even you.. Like a ghost that came from an old beginning You heated up the freezing destiny I had the chance to live a better life By loving someone new I miss the mind of the wonderful I let the eyes see thoughts run through me Cold and no one knows I keep the pain of a broken soul Wounds that just won't heal No one knows Not even you We had a love A future We were honest My truth held so many little lies Can I turn the page Can I rearrange It's written in the sand The tide is closing in Cold is the night Cold are my hands Cold as my heart...

Special Friend And Friends
There are times in our life when you think your world is falling apart and you thing nobody cares. Then along comes that special person that picks your chin up off the ground, dusts you off, and tells you things will work out.Something you think will never happen. The special people you let close to you, you try to chersish their friendships, but sometimes you take that for granted and you lose them for a time, but some how some way you are lucky and find them again. Just remember special friends are hard to come by so cherish ever bit of time you can spend with them. I have made some very specail friends on here 3 of them i could never replace, but have made more since them and i hold everone near and dear to my heart. Mira (Moon) has left but she is with me always and forever. My brother Rhoadie left but came back and very glad that he did and him and Tammy are apart of my life. Sot picked my chin up off the ground, dusted me off and helped me believe in me again. I l

R.i.p Alex Keith Gary Everyone Please Take Time To Look At This He Was My Cousin='(
Friday January 16th will be the day we finally lay Alex Keith Gary To rest.He was such a good loving young man...Alex i will always remember you...and we all will miss you with every beat of our hearts not a minute of each passing day will we ever forget you..Make sure you take care of Uncle Bruce or should i say make sure he takes care of you lol?...We love and Miss you Terribley....July 18th 1993-January 11th 2009Reading, Mich. - Alex Keith Gary, 15, of Reading, died Sunday, Jan. 11, 2008, in Fort Wayne, Ind. from injuries sustained in a snowmobile accident in Branch County. He was born July 18, 1993 in Coldwater and was a 9th grade student at Reading High School. He enjoyed hunting, fishing, football, basketball, mechanics and belonged to a muzzle loading group. Alex was kind-hearted, a hard worker, and enjoyed making people laugh. Survivors include his mother Mamie Sue (Webster) Robison of Reading, father Robert Gary of Reading, grandparents Karen (Scott) Dietrich of Reading, John

You Have To Do This (stolen From Anon)
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Hand-RaiserYou are 86% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 43% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Hand-Raiser, that annoying kid in class who always had an answer for everything. No doubt, as a child you probably sat in the front of the class, anxiously waving your hand back and forth in the air while your teacher desperately tried to avoid calling on you because you were the ONLY fucking kid that answered her questions. Clearly, the key traits of your personality are your rationality and your extroversion. You are like a little talkative calculator, in other words. You also tend to be rather gentle and less arrogant than most people. Your presence is a bane to everyone's existence, because you are too nice for your own good and you absolutely will not shut up. So what is your defect, then? Well, you're boring, and when you're not boring, you are just plain annoying with your ultra-logical responses and constant nee

Nice Guys?
I am so fucking tired of hearing about these so called nice guys .. they always say they are one and turn out to be complete assholes if you are a asshole just admit it for fucks sake those assholes give the truely good guys a bad fucking rep and i CAN NOT FUCKING STAND IT

Death Of My Children
I just want to say thank you to each and everyone who has shown their love and support to me during the deaths of my Sons. Your sympathy cards,Hugs,and Flowers have meant a lot to me thank you so kindly. I am so proud to have friends like you and I pray to God that no one ever has to go through what I have been through these past 8 months Believe me when I tell you that losing your child to death is not at all an easy task,Mother's and Father's should never have to burry their children It is only through the grace of God and good friends that I am hanging in there and pushing forward with my life day by day. Very special thanks to my Fu family's "Rating Revolution" and "The Click Club" I can not thank you enough Rating Revolution { Member Page Only}{No Friends Request taken unless you are a joining Member!}@ fubar The Click Club@ fubar God Bless Hugs Kris

Erotic Story
I will be writing a new erotic story or stories this coming Sunday ... be sure to check my profile then when you will enjoy the stories there. I have several now bouncing around in my head and they are just begging to be typed up, and one of them is for Tiff who told me what happened to her at a bar a few weeks ago. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

My Husband - Jan 15, 2009
My husband is getting better every day. He is getting better all the time. He is back from his business trip and is going to his speech therapist today and should knock the socks off his therapist with the progress he has made so far. He is being referred to a psychologist that specializes in survivors of strokes. My husband will also start a stroke survivor support group at the local hospital since they do not have one. I am so proud of him. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Tina Was A Hero
Real Heroes honored: Tina Sterling-Soffel to receive award posthumously Photo by Courtesy photo Click to Enlarge This family photo was taken in December. Pictured, from left, are Michael Soffel, Soffel’s sister Ricci Frasco, Soffel’s daughter Jayden and Soffel’s wife, Tina Sterling-Soffel. Sterling-Soffel will receive the American Red Cross Real Heroes award posthumously in the Good Samaritan category. She was killed in January after stopping to help another motorist. Courtesy photo By Marija B. Vader Free Press Staff Writer March 19, 2008 Comment Comments (0) Print Friendly Print Email Email Early on a January morning this year, Tina Sterling-Soffel stopped on Interstate 70 to help a man who had crashed his car. While trying to help another, Sterling-Soffel, 28, was struck by a car and died at the scene. Sterling-Soffel was a recent graduate of Mesa State College and a stepmother. She volunteered for Relay for Life, raising money to battle cancer; she was

Comfortably Numb
There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse out of the corner of my eye I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is grown, the dream is gone I have become comfortably numb...

Bye Bye Fu's
Im deleting my account today as a matter fact here in a lil bit..I do have myspace and I also have yahoo so if u want leave me ur info and we can stay in contact! Much love to all the "TRUE" friends i made on here...K

Heres The Lowdown
Despite what OTHERS do here, here is how I have my family... If you're in my family your there for a reason and I talk to you all the time ... not just once a week or once a month. EVERYONE in my family is equal... PERIOD there is no favoritism, Where you fall is noted by your user number... just cuz your user number is lower then someone else’s doesn't make you any better then the other person. This is how you get in my family... 1. I know you personally 2. I talk to you frequently 3. I've known you for a LONG ASS TIME ON here 4. I feel you need to be there All the rankings EXCPT “Family” and “Fans” is chosen by your user number. Your “Friends” and “Fan Of” are chosen when YOU add them and then it’s listed from newest to oldest. SO if your user number is 1 you will always be listed first in “Family” and “Fans”. Example : Brandy is user number 181 she will always appear first in fans… and My user number is 270 therefore I will always be second in your fans list. OR if

Oscar Grant......
For those of you who don't know who Oscar Grant is,let me tell you.He was a young man that was MURDERED by oakland transit police on new years....Oscar&a few of his friends were headed home after celebrating,when they were approached by transit police.There was enough officers around to know that the situation was under control.But one ROOKIE officer that had Oscar detained must have felt a lot different.While Oscar was on his stomach handcuffed with a knee on top of him,this ROOKIE officer shot him in cold blood!...After this happened,Oakland residents went ballistic&messed up a lot of buisnesses.Now this ROOKIE officer is in custody on murder charges....Justice is being served,so lets not mess up our city or anyone elses.Lets fight to stop police brutality in all cities worldwide...PLEASE LET US ALL PRAY FOR THE GRANT FAMILY IN THIS TRAGIC TIME....Even if you don't know them.....

My Sweet Friends Here
I just want you all to know--my true sweet friends--that at times when others bash me and make me feel like leaving(which I came close to few times)-I need to remember my true friends and not let them ppl chase me off here--I care a great deal for my friends even tho we can never meet--I still have a HEART for you and care a great deal!! Some ppl say 'its just the internet"--but to me , its not--I care about you all!! I really do and wil do whatever I can to make you happy(within my power)--there are some that will always stay in my family , thats cause you have been very close in my heart!!. At times I wanna leave this place cause of mean ppl--but its the ppl close to me that keeps me here. I cant leave you!!! You are the one that keeps me here, makes me feel warm and wanted--why have some stranger throw you away from ppl that really care about you? Face it-youre stuck with me--now, who needs a beer???-LOL

From A Guys Point Of View: Saw This And Thought.....amen!!!
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Family Rate Day
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:07:59'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty > > > Family to be Rated with a Vengence. > > Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. > Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. > > Seeking Godmother > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner o

The Color Of Friendship
The Colors of Friendship Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best; the most important, the most useful, the favorite GREEN said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." BLUE interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." YELLOW chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the

What Is Wrong With The Programmers And Writters In Support?
every tyme the fu gets smooth...yall mess it up with a new add-on...thats not all that cool and messes with the flow...your server barly handles the graphics yall got...why slow it down...all the new and improved needs to revert back to good and worked well...alotta us are not happy with the testing and new junk...why dont yall leave a good thing alone...ya cant improve on the chatting and all the visiting to the site if it slow and freezes up mid stroke...folks will leave and find a faster better place...just a hint of the chatter i been hearing from many fu long tymers...and a few new ones

We Can Call This A Blog Of Satire.
Seven ways to sin so deadly, and our loving leaders.... So, as you may know, there are seven deadly sins. And why are these sins so deadly? Dictionaries would like to call them as sins that lead to damnation. But perhaps damnation isn’t so bad. After all, recall who’s done it..... Lust, the act of intense desire, committed by the BELOVED Bill Clinton. This wonderful man won the Presidency in 1992 with a popular vote of 44,908,233 yet committed a deadly sin. Clinton publicly stated, "I did not have sexual relations with that woman, Miss Lewinsky." Later he annouces the fact that he did, in fact, upon mutiple occasions. So are these deadly sins waived at the level of class one is at? Or how one may talk through an action?.... Envy, the act of wanting what others have. Let’s use the democratic party, beginning in 1812, not stopping through today, and beyond. So they’re party envies other nations, France for example, oh how green they ar

Love Find You......
In my room, I sit tonight..No lights, no noise.. Just in candle light.Just need my time of solitude...to detox the mind...and for the soul to be soothed...I let my problems float away... as I relax my body...and reflect on my ways... I begin to lose myself...in a peaceful place... I close my eyes...and for a minute life fades..I drift into dreams...of marvelous things...Where the animals roam..and the free bird flies... that is where..my restless heart lies...In a place that I can call my own..Where only the best of things are shown..Where in the morning..the sun shines bright...and when darkness lurks..the stars fill the sky..Where the breeze is mellow... and the skies are clear...and the sound of nature...is all I hear.and my problems are gone...but I know this sanctuary...never really lasts that long..cause my candle flickers out...and I leave my special place...and it gets dark and quiet..no light upon my face..Reality is back... and yet I still smile...cause my trip was mig

The Music To Keep
The Music to Keep I heard a song within me Was it my heart who sings our song? And as I listen to the melody, I can't make myself asleep 'til dawn. My soul started to sing And my mind begins to think again, Trying to remember the times when we're together, The times when we're not friends, but lovers. Does anyone hear the music? Do you ever care for the lonely beat? As the music plays over and over, Well... it's you I always remember. The tears started to fall like rain into the river, For the thought that we can't be together forever. I'm not a perfect person, I know. And in committing mistakes, I always fall. Loneliness? Oh, it always comes, Specially now, that you were gone. Couldn't be just you and me And build our dreams to reality? But then, it's time for you to say goodbye. I know I've LIVED, LOVED, LOST and DIE. Our song comes to an end But, somehow, I hope that my heart will mend. Even if I know that we can't be together again: This m

I Am So Scared Right Now.....what Should I Do - Help Me ! ! !
well today i had to go to the police station because i had missed court for three traffic tickets , the second court date i have missed because i was scared to death to go , well i had the cuffs on me before and after i was in front of the judge , well if my ex husband didnt show to pay the bail after he spoke to the judge i would be sitting in jail at this very moment till feb something , i would be collecting dust and crying everyday that i dont see my children , my kids were supposed to come over today and then my daughter was supposed to spend the night , well the ex husband never brought them over , and my kids didnt call me on the phone to say goodnight to me like they do every night , i hope that because of what happened today , legally he cant keep me from seeing my kids , but i am so scared he is going to think he can , and he will keep them from me because he knows that i dont have the money to pay for a lawyer so i can fight to see my kids , i am so sorry that this explanat

Self Destruction.......
THE HEART BEATS FOR YOU, IT SINGS A SONG FOR YOU, YET YOU DONT LISTEN TO IT. THE MIND IS FULL OF THOUGHTS, THE SOUL IS FULL OF HOPES, YET THEY ARE ALL JUST DREAMS OF LUST AND INFACTUATION. WHAT WE HAVE DOES IT REALLY EXIST? OR WAS IT JUST EMOTIONS PLAYING TRICKS? THE TIME SHARED WAS IT WASTED HOURS, DAYS, NIGHTS? YET UNABLE TO TOUCH, TO SMELL, TO LOOK INTO THE EYES OF THE ONE YOU WANT. WHAT DO YOU DO? DO YOU LIVE THIS FALSE SENSE OF REALITY, DO YOU CONTINUE ON THIS PATH OF PURE EMOTIONAL SELF DESTRUCTION?

Screen Name Mr Kimball® Ask Me After, I'm Busy.....
Okay so I closed the shout box and forgot to copy and paste what all dude had said...it really wasn't that interesting but I'll try and summarize. Basically what happened was I am sitting here and I'm bored so I clicked on the BORED tab wondering what happens when you do that. Well apparantly peoples pics pop up for you to rate them. Well you can't get to the next pic without rating the picture of the one that is in front of you right, right. Keep that in mind. Anyway, dude gets all up in my s/b quoting the caption from my picture "this is me 3hrs before I was completely fucked up and cum coverd and passed out on the floor. Unfortunatly Wolfie couldn't find my camera LOL" he says "Interesting, you should try porn" I say well we got the porn covered but I was too fucked up to film it and I laugh about it but then I realize something and say "Oh I ge it you are being a smartass about me being open about my sexuality" and then I proceed to tell him the only reason I rated his dum

Friends
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile

Mercenary - World Hate Centre
Ok, so the singing may not be to everybodies taste, but the musicianship on this song is near second to none. Now do you feel respectable on the cross? Hanging by the shred of life that we lost Greet the pain, meet the nails That we thrust into your chest Now it's time for you to repay us Never judge me It fuels my hatred Join the searching And lead the bloodshed We will track you down and nail you Unto the cross with thorns We will do this with precision Make sure you'll regret you were born Only when you ask forgiveness We may pretend that we care Yeah sure You my friend represents the sickness And we shall be the cure We shall be the healers of our time Strike back, twice as hard then proceed Can you feel the hate that flows divine And soon the world belongs to me Never judge me It fuels my hatred Join the searching And lead the bloodshed Now you bow your head in shame So where's your power, sinner Your weakening becomes my gain An

Caa #76
Another prayer request just in room a good friend of mine. Here friend is having a really hard time right now and it is crossing into the personal and financial parts of his life and affecting his business. Please pray for him that angel prayers will help console, comfort and support him and let him know he is loved. Doc

A Little Piece Of Me.....
You look at me and wonder what I know of Goth/Emo...I was a child of Goth/Emo before some of you were children........ I just had to learn to hide it on the inside. My ramblings on here are often all I have left of an era that has past me by now....

Not 1 Of My Usual Blogs
As some of you may or may not know, I try to keep to myself as much as possible and just hang out here with my friends and do the FU…But it has been brought to my attention that I am being blogged about, falsely. So this is what I am going to do, for the sake of fairness I am going to show you who is blogging about me and threatening to “HACK ME” Here she is: MzMic ™ Standing on Her Own. Now first you need to know she was recently RESET for cheating. She claims a dozen reasons why she was UNFAIRLY reset but she never mentions in her blog that she was rest for SCRIPTING. I have a yahoo conversation of hers I am going to show you too where she admits scripting and threatens a few fubar members, and has a few choice words about fubar admin while she is at it… This is the proof of why she was reset- read this from the bottom up: This is her yahoo: this is only her side of the conversation to protect the one who busted her out: from the bottom up. micshell42: kidd better be

Ftw?!
Disclaimer: The following content most likey is only important to me, as it will contain ramblings usually only I can understand. I don't type in complete sentences, or even thoughts. It's all random, but I like it that way. Kind of like - controlled chaos. It works for me. And yes most of what I add in this section will be NSFW. This disclaimer applies to this, and any future blog entries I may make. Enjoy! Sooooooo... yeah. I'm so easily amused! And apparently this Fubar thing is my latest *thing*. Pretty cool site so far. A little "busy" for my taste, but I didn't create it, so I'm not complaining. I was invited to join the site when a friend of mine started DJ'ing in one of the lounges. When I first joined, I thought it seemed like a good site to boost one's ego. It seems everyone's pics on Fu get rated a '10' or higher. But after chatting with someone in a lounge and asking about the leveling up thing I found out that the more you rate pics, the faster you

Him
the heart sings and the minds wanders....... a quickened breath at the sight of him......... floating along to some haphazard dreamy state..... the words are stuck between my thoughts and lips........ let me touch you and show you what i am...... i am a universe undiscovered..... are you ready..... close your eyes & just feel it.....

A Song A Me And My Best Friend Wrote Our Frist Song We Ever Wrote Lol It Sounds 80s Lol
I know sometimes I've been treating you bad I didn't know I was the only love you had I'm reaching out now with nothing to find but the long lonely days and the sad cold nights don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy like oldies station radio I turn you up, you feel like home Wherever I go, whatever I do with every thought, you're sure to follow don't say goodbye as I arrive it can't be gone before we've tried It's not a rush, cause I miss your touch I can't give up that that good old-fashioned love My hands were bound and I drowned when you found me you pulled me back, but it's taken me time to breathe I never said the words I thought you assumed I'm telling you now without a doubt, I'm in love with you don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy Chorus Don't let me think that you'll never turn around you're the one I want there's no good reason to be feeling we can't have it all Like a

Once More Around The Merry Go Round
After a couple of months, I get a message from my ex out of the blue. I hate the roller coaster that we're on. We are in no danger of ever getting back together, it's just that sudden contact once you've gotten over everything from the last time you spoke to each other. I'm sure I am just complaining and I need to get over it, but sometimes there a things you don't want to have to deal with.

Special Someone
Your someone very special to me< someone I truely love and adore very much. I don't think there could be a way that I could LOVE you more. But still I find, I do some how when I get close to you. There are reasons that I can't explain why I love you like I do. It's not the way you look, it's just how you are, so nice and so kind. You're sweet voice makes my heart glow, and your kindness touched my soul. I think it's just the simple fact that, I truely LOVE YOU "CAUSE YOU'RE YOU!"

Perverted Terms Yo!
So I have been told that I REALLY need to make a blog. Well I really don't think that I do, but here's some crap for you anyways. And if you are disgusted well, blame TV and music like everyone else does. Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Arabian Goggles A "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while getting head. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new. The Bait N' Tackle The sailors used this one in the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely fed. Gone fishing! Ballsacking Takes some luck of the gene pool, bu

That's A 10'4
Action Stiff Hard Erect directorial debut vuluptuous functioned as a transporting mechanism camera recording to the long stockings and heels up and out pinpointed up her thighs down clothing that teased the body's gratification desperately sighing leaving her pleading impatient she was wanting out so that he could get in HER she wanted him in HER for him to swim in Her Like Jaque Cousteau discover the bottom floor of her work it out like he is in the gym when he is in Her causing her to turn around and ride him again slightly different this time by the hair of his chinny chin chin she came right when she felt that he might have grinned turned up and exchanged with a 10' 4 she spilled over and out her breaker short circuited and was left out all over him MiCheCk1.2.isthisthingon?Copyright2008

Human History And The Creation Of Liberals And Conservatives
(Please note: THIS IS A HUMOR PIECE. I wrote it to amuse myself and you, dear Readers. If you get all butthurt and can't take a joke, don't bother with the hate mail. I won't read it!) ================================================================================================== For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version: Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals and 2. Conservatives. Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agricultur

Pouring Myself
I just cant believe how a person can forget the other. I feel useless with out the person. I only want a hey how r u ? hows life going ? But i get nothing ingorned. I been trying to get it out my head but ijust cant. cuz me and this person had something going and something mayor happen. But they act as if nothing did. Also when talking behind my back is worst cuz who knows what the person is saying about u. I feel like total shit been feelin this way for the last 4 months now. I hate it and i just want to died. But i know i cant i got to keep strong for my kids. This is so something i've been dealing with alone and i couldnt keep it inside any longer cuz its eating at me. Poople dont have to comment if u do thats nice thankz. I just ad to write my thoughts down. Muah Natalia

Lonely Among A Thousand People
Hey what about today Is everything ok The world is in my hands But I don't care Something in my mind If I could realize The colors in my eyes are black and white Don't believe it's true If I blame it on you I'm only trying to hide I'm not right Forgive me if you can Sometimes I'm not a man My body's here but it's without me Lonely among a thousand people This is how I feel Somebody please help me Where is my soul...

Ninja Rap - Vanilla Ice
Ninja Rap - Vanilla Ice YO! It's the green machine -- Gonna rock the town without bein' seen Have you ever seen a turtle Get Down? -- Slammin' Jammin' to the new swing sound Yeah, everybody let's move -- Vanilla is here with the new Jack Groove Gonna rock, and roll this place -- With the power of the ninja turtle bass Iceman, ya know I'm not playin' -- Devistate the show while the turtles are sayin: Chorus: Ninja, Ninja, RAP! Ninja, Ninja, RAP! GO GO GO Go Ninja, Go Ninja, GO; Go Ninja, Go ninja, GO! Go Ninja, Go Ninja. GO; Go Ninja, Go ninja, GO! GO GO GO GO Lyrics, fill in the gap -- Drop that bass and get the NINJA RAP Feel it, if you know what I mean -- Give it up for those heroes in green Just flowin, smooth with the power -- Kickin' it up, hour after hour Cause in this life there's only one winner -- You better aim good so you can hit the center In it to win it, with a team of four -- Ninja Turtles that you gotta adore it's the: Chorus

Pissy Ass People
so far... the past month was good then bad then sucked ass now it just fucking sucks ass, you know why? cause i can't make anyone fucking happy i can't so i don';t want to be thrown into the fucking middle again between people..i lost a great friend of 6 yrs now cause of my choices and now I'll make the one choice i have that i should a done to begin with, i won't choose any one no one but me myself and i, i can't be here all the time and do a damn job i can't pick sides and see people get butt hurt i basically am quitting working for anyone right now I'm sorry if you get pissed off you want to yell and scream at me go for it i don't give a shit at the moment those who are truly my friends it won't matter I'm not picking anyone's side but my own and if you can't accept that i can't handle it right now then yo know where the block and delete button are, so as of now i am now saying YOU all are less important then my children always will be and know what? that is where i will be I'll s

Against Child Abuse!!!
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With mo

(no Subject)
Deep inside the empty space. I fill it will love and passion. I treat myself each day with a smile. I have learned that a cluttered desk is the sign of a cluttered mind. When I organize my thoughts, I tend to notice a weakness about myself. Once the weakness is defined, rather than cater to its needs, I replace the weakness with a strength. Seems though when I do this, people say "wow you are an odd person". But what people fail to realize is, each time you mention something you notice about me, it helps do nothing but simply build my character. Defining "Kyle" would take a novel to type. Those that have chosen to get to know me, have defined me in their own way. Does this mean I have many qualities? Or could it simply be that those who get to know me, pick and choose which characteristics they want to love and cherish? How is it that a person becomes an entity with no middle ground? Those people that know me, either choose to love me dearly, or choose to hate me. I am content with goi

Heros
CAMP RAWAH, Iraq — Ruben Romeo felt it in his feet before he heard it. He was getting ready to go to morning chow when a low rumble pulsated up through the ground. The Seabee, from Ventura County's Naval Mobile Construction Battalion 3, is part of a small crew of men and women stationed in this far-flung outpost in western Iraq. Romeo's crew is building simple homes — called Southwest Asia huts — for soldiers and Marines patrolling the area. The Seabees occasionally swing their hammers to the rhythm of Marines test firing big guns, but the area has been mostly peaceful. "Sometimes you can feel that rumble when they're practicing on the range, but this was different," Romeo, a structural engineer second class, said in recalling the morning of July 5. A few miles from the camp, a suicide bomber driving a truck rammed an Iraqi Army checkpoint, wounding about a dozen men. The Iraqis raced to the nearest place where they could get immediate help, loading the injured into a

It's What Time?
Oh okay so i'ts 3:30 in the morning. Bleh. I have no idea why I'm still up except that my sleep pattern has been kinda screwy lately. We're up playing Guitar Hero, so I'm sure you understand... and even if you don't it doesn't really matter. Heh. I haven't read any MuMMs today. Prolly a good thing? Hmmmm. Or is that mmmmm? No - "mmmm" was a lil bit ago..... hahah Yeah, so I'm odd. So? It's all good. At least it is in my world lol. I'm so friggin ready to go party! Omgosh it seems like it's been forever. Alrighty then. I think I shall jump off here n jump on somethin' else. Hehe. G'night ppl. =) J.

"where Is My Sunday Paper?"
For all of us who are already seniors, for those of you who know seniors, and for all of you who one day will be seniors.....it pays to be able to laugh about it...especially when you become one! Speaking of senior moments; "WHERE IS MY SUNDAY PAPER?" the irate customer calling the newspaper's circulation office loudly demanded wanting to know where was her Sunday edition. "Madam", said the newspaper polite employee, "Today is Saturday! The Sunday paper is not delivered until tomorrow.......SUNDAY!" There was quite a long pause on the other end of the phone, followed by a ray of recognition as she was heard to mutter "Well, shit... no wonder no one was at church today!"

My Husband And His Recovery
After exercising his mouth daily and trying to catch up with all the missed work at his job he is about 90% of what he was prior to his stroke. Driving is not a difficulty to him as it was a few weeks ago. Typing is not as a difficult as it was a few weeks ago. And walking around is getting better after his balance was effected. He says that is tongue feels swollen all the time and his biggest complaint is that he bites his tongue and lip far more that ever has. His other complaint is that his right arm and hand feels colder than usual. Today he gets a blood test, has a neurology appointment and has to run off to speech therapy session too. On Thursday he also he sees his primary physician to get a check up for overall health and results for his blood test he had today. This is going to be a very busy week.

Labels Of Morals
The labels "whore" "slut" are these just insults or do you believe it's a valid label on someone? -since we live our lives as we choose to,make our own decisions and are free to be ourselves, the land of the FREE as they call it, then who are others to judge and label you? -if a woman or man chooses to sleep around why should they be looked down upon? just because you choose not to live such a life style.. -OR is it easy to look at someone and insult them because of their lifestyle just so we feel better about our life- -it's a bitter sweet topic that draws a thin line between wisdom and understanding..

What Metal Are You?
You Are Silver You are a flexible person. Being open to opportunities in life has served you well. You are very polished and sophisticated. You're probably in a higher class than you were born into. You are naturally popular and quite influential. You are a bit of a trend starter among people you know. And while you are well liked, you don't let it go to your head. You remain contemplative and wise. What Metal Are You?

The "she Dates Black Men" Dopler Radar. I Haz It?
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t

From Your Missouri Friend
FRIENDS VS MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say 'hello'. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, 'I'm home!' FRIENDS: will visit you in jail MISSOURI FRIENDS: will spend the night in

Next...!
Friday. Someone made a comment as to why I'm all of a sudden getting all these tats and piercings at 31. Answer: Becuase I can. I've already had them done. I'm just reopening holes in my face :P And I had 3 tats prior. -REL

Frustrated
I don't even know where to begin. Since this Fu ownership started the drama on my page has been unbelievable. I try to get along with everyone. It takes less energy to be nice then it does to be mean and nasty. I don't tell people who they can be friends with and I expect the same in return. If you don't like who I am friends with, not my problem and do not make it my problem. If my friends have hurt you in anyway I am sorry that you were hurt. But I didn't do it. So do not blame me for it. There are always at least two sides to every story, so I will not block or delete a friend because they hurt your feelings. I am writing this blog because of the events over the last week or so. KaTman had purchased me from S1lkenedler. Did I mind that he did? NO, did S1lk make a big deal out of it or cause all sorts of drama? NO. Both of them have been great friends to me, neither one of them has ever disrespected me in any which way shape or form. But yet people who I do not even talk to h

Hacked
Computer has been hacked. It will require a comp. tech to fix. I would suggest if you stopped by my page to run anti virus and anti-spyware. Nearest we can figure out the source is china in the Bejing area. Please take care with this.

How Long Will It Be Before Death Claims Obama?
How long will it be before death claims Obama? I will be the voice of reality. I feel, see and have come to know deep within my heart and soul; we place a bi-racial man in the White House, but how long Barack Obama will last there. I don’t see him lasting long. Sorry, but life is not yet ready for him. He is just walking in three men footsteps, who were assassinated. How long will it be before Obama is assassinated? We compare him to Martin Luther King Jr. and JFK, plus Lincoln. All three were killed because life didn’t want them in life or power. Abraham Lincoln was assassinated by a shot in the back of the head. John F. Kennedy was assassinated by a shot while riding in his car along side his wife. Martin Luther King Jr was assassinated on April 4, 1968. I wish him all the best, but he is walking upon a dangerous and deadly pathway now. I just pray his children are kept safe from harm. I wander if he knew the risk he was placing his family in. I know there have been threat

Angel's Story (part)
Jandor an elven ranger finds a infant laying in a nest area atop a mountain that was filled with many beasts. Rumored to be home to a crafty and old silver dragon, tho no one had ever seen it themselves. Unsure of why an infant would be in the area, let alone one that was quite clearly at least part elven it had to have been stolen. Even so he had no idea if there where indeed any missing children. He couldn't take the chance to leave an infant alone to the elements, and the creatures of the area. He wrapped her in his spare tunic and carried her with him back to the village. Leaving her temporarily with the town elders while he busied himself with his activities. Sure that the elders had already figured out where the child belonged. "We were unable to locate this child's parents. There are many willing to take her in while you are on your travels. You must take responsibility for the child,at least until parents can be found." Protesting in disgust Jandor said" I am a ranger. I h

My Name Is Addiction.....
I can suck you into my endless trap. I dont come with any rules, not even a road map. I'll take you by suprise, make you tell every one you know lies. I'll take your mind, through twist and turns. You wont even care, how many bridges you burn. I'll bring you down, to what we call ground zero. You'll have nothing to lose, your nobodies hero. I'll leave you with, the look of addiction in your eyes. I'll leave you with, that look of no soul. As I move onto my next victim, the poor unsuspecting fool. My name is ADDICTION..... Written by: Jessica 4/15/07 Written for someone i loved so much to watch them get sucked into addiction was a sight i never want to see again....

Orgy Candy Salute
THE ORGY CANDY SALUTE so heres the rules: Each staff member that is included in this picked their limit from sexy pose which is clothed or face only Boobs/Chest only Butt only Muscles only Mild nfsw Anything but pentration Above each staffs picture/name will say there limit.. TO GET A SALUTE DONE BY THE ONE AND ONLY ORGY GUYS AND GIRLS IT WILL COST YOU: FUBUCKS MINIMUM OF 10,000 VIP BLING How it will go: You email The orgy page tell us who and we will tell them then you will bling/vip/fupal them once they get the fupal/bling/vip you will be notifed when it is put on the orgy page for you to rip!!! WHO IS IN IT geekygizmo mild nfsw Dj Cliff Chest/abs only Dj Crystal Mild NFSW getto diamond anything goes but pentration phatty swank chest only Dj rip sexy pose Pimphedpe mild nfsw mental mild nfsw Kerigirl4you boobs and above only Websil

Tall Dark Handsome And Blue Eyed Blonde
Starting a Sunday morning off where I need to get some solticeand solitude, I reflect on the plans I made for later thatday. Driving home I find myself deep in thought of what was tohappen for the day. As I arrive at home I call and ask "What time are youstopping by?" He responds "In about half anhour." I shower quickly. I heard a knock at the door. 2 gorgeousmen stood before me. One brunette and one blonde. The brunetteI had been with a few times in the past. Hot, tall, fit anda great lover. His friend was Average height and build,but a cute smile and beautiful eyes. The brunette and I went into my room while the blonde tooka shower. He threw me back on my bed after we had kissed andlet our hands wander for a while. He burried his face in myhot pink wet clit. He made me cum all over his face with littleeffort. He has a great oral talent that always makes me gushcum all over his face when ever we are together. It had beena while since we were together. I forgot how huge and thickhis co

Just A Thought
i would carry you into the living room and start kissing all over your body starting at your ears and making my way quickly down to your pussy. then i would just kiss on your thighs and feel your body jump when my tongue connects wit your sweet tasting pussy. i begin it real slow and then i speed it up like i havent had nothing to eat in two weeks. i feel your hands start to run through my hair, but i didnt pay it any attention cause i was doing what i like, pleasing my woman. i can hear you starting to moan my name and as i stuck my tongue deeper into you, you starting saying 'i'm cummin' but i didnt pay it no mind. i just went ahead and continued to sucking on your clit like i was on a popsicle. you tried to start moving my head out from between your legs and but all i kept doing was pushing your arms out the way. but you waited until you noticed that i was coming up to take a quick breath and you jumped over the couch. so i got up and just smiled at you and walked towards you and yo

School Starts Tmrw :(
Yay, I made my goal of Godfather before school started back up! I'll probably be there for a while because, if I do what I'm supposed to, I'll be busy doing homework. Sooooo just a heads up if I'm not around much (because I know you will just miss me terribly) it's because I am going to school fulltiem and working fulltime. Oh the fun! I think I was going to say more but I don't remember, I'm tired. I have to go look up what class(es) I have tomorrow so I can be slightly prepared. I'm crossing my fingers that there are not too many retarded kids in my classes.

Bettie And Jessie
this is for the two most smartest, sexiest, great friends i have here. the sun only shines when you smile, the earth stops everytime you dont, today is another day, tommorow is one step closer to the future, there are many up and down days in my life, my days go up when you are here, my days go down when you are not, there are many jerks out there, but just remember im not one of them, I will always be here for you, to guide you, to help you and to love you, thats what friends do, and that ill do for you, every day that im here, even when im not, Ill be walking with god, And you will get your wings. bedrock

Feeling Alone...
Its been a while since i posted anything. I did an overnight toy mod where i was up all night and by the time i got here, i didn’t feel like writing. While overnight, i received word that I mad department manager of toys. I’m now the Dept Manager! yay me. Yesterday was my first day as manager. it’s a whole new set of hours than im used to and i have to adjust. i came home and i was so worn out, tired, and sore that i showered and fell asleep til 9pm. woke up, stayed up waiting a while then crashed back out til 2am. When walking home yesterday i picked up a handful of snow. don’t know why, just did and let emotion flow into my mind. Cold, growing wetter as it melts in the warmth of my palm, water tracing my fingers as it drips off. hurt slowly flowing up my arm as the coldness sets in.. but feeling made me feel alive. I miss someone terribly right now and i keep on missing her.. it’s hard to handle.. I’m broke as hell. come on thursday, i need my money…..

Oh Ladiesss... Just Block Him Already And Save Yourself Possible Grief.
This MARRIED guy thinks he is god's gift to women and can say whatever the heck he pleases and expects us to fall over ourselves to bask in his wonder...sheesh! My convo with him so you can judge for yourself. :) BTW...see his status...He ain't no Adonis that's for sure and it's sad that he still CAN'T spell at his age. Tongue2SweetClit@ fubar

Realization
I woke up this morning to the sound of my sound of my electronic "leash". I had to go into town and pick up my daughter and take her to school. So, I got up, got dressed, went in and brushed my teeth and washed my face. As I looked at my face, I noticed the lines that I never had before. I have always had a baby face, to say the least. Until I grew my beard, I was carded to buy tobacco until I was about 32. I just stood there looking in the mirror. Why do I look so much like my father did when I was growing up? I'm not that old. I slipped on my jacket, because it was cold outside this morning...about 10 degrees. As I was driving down the road shivering from the cold, before my car warmed up, I remembered how it was for me, as a child, waiting at the bus stop with no coat on in the freezing cold and that it didn't bother me at all. It seems like each year that goes by it is harder and harder to withstand the cold. Why? What is happening to me? I drove into town and p

Why Is Love So Cruel
I sit here with a pain in my heart wondering why is love so cruel, you spend your whole life searching for true love and find nothing but heartaches then one day out of the blue you find something true and genuine and u feel thru ur whole body but alas you realize its a love you will never have So tell me why is love sooo cruel

Get A Life!
Okay... so... I've had a ton of drama on here since I started, so let's begin shall we? First off I started DJing at Darkmoon Radio, got all setup and everything until (I wont mention names since it's the "polite" thing to do) I was DJing one night and it started to buffer on me, im sure anyone who has DJed has experienced this problem. This is from the server not getting the streaming data fast enough to keep up, also happens if a server is set at a certain bit rate and you have yours set to high. ANYWAYS! I had my bit rate set at 96kb/s 44.1khz, and the server had a max of 56kb/s, and so the server got suspended for 24 hrs. Now, I got blamed for putting the bit rate to high when I was TOLD to set it at 96kb/s.. some adults cant man up and admit they made the mistake. Sad. My 2nd problem here is I met someone who I will mention there name here, TheVoice a.k.a. Ryan Gartland... he think's FUBAR is fucking LIFE and lives his life on this site, traveling to other peoples homes sayi

Another Lonely Night
if you want to break my heart it's already been done. if you want to cast me into the seas of i was a one time thing, its been done before. if you truly want to hurt me lead me on me of all peope should have gotten used to. as many times as these things have been done to me im at the end. i am looking for a friend who i can count on, a friend who knows what it truly means to be a friend, if something else comes out of it all the better. as i sit hear battling back my tears i wonder how i could still cry. i have cried so much in my life how do i possibly have that many tears in my body. i cry because of who i am, what i have becomes, and the greatest things i have lost in my life. when my husband left me i thought i was gonna be so much better off. but as week has gone on ive scrapped up change to buy milk for my kids, they want mac and cheese and i dont have butter to make it. they want chocolate milk i cant even splurge on cocca powder to give this to them. my kids tell me t

Court Order
COURT ORDER YOU ARE ACCUSED OF CRAWLING MY HEART AND HIJACKING MY SMILE,LOVE, AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR CUTENESS AND SWEETEST HOW DID YOU PLEAD GUILTY !!!! YOU SENTENCED TO MY BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE NO BAIL !!!! PLEASE SENT TO 10 OF YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME TO SEE IF YOU ARE LOVED

From A Dear Sweet Friend!
I am so much falling in love with you, You've broken my immune system too, You've penetrated all my fibers, I couldn't think me going higher, You keep lighting my inner fire, So many pleasures I discover, For the many little things you do, I will never be over with you... Hugs and kisses (you may blog this for you)

Nothing Left
It's easy to turn your back on those who care we do it every day. Only to chase after dreams and the games that strangers love to play. How easy it is to take for granted the the ones who sit and wait. Only to return finding it to be to late. Returning to an empty house where love used welcome you. Now sitting alone in the dark wondering what to do. Maybe opening your eyes to the lies you have been told. Instead of chasing rainbows for that imaginary pot of gold. Throw away your running shoes and choose not to stray. Because believe it or not those who love you can also walk away.

Come Read Everyone
I just wanted everyone to know that I found the woman of my dreams! She is the absolute best thing that has happened to me and my family! ERICKA I love you with all my heart and have more love for you then I ever thought I had in me! I want to make it legal and go to Cali and show you how much I love you by giving you the utmost gorgeous wedding with all the wishes you have for it! I love you with all my heart and soul and you make my sun shine even on the most cloudiest of days. You are in my heart, my eyes, my phone (hehe to look at) my pictures all over my house and oh yeah the kids said to tell you "love you mommy 2" I would have to think the most disturbed "boy" Chris for making this happen!! I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER, and THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE TIME OF DAY TO LOVE YOU. I will make you the happiest woman ever I PROMISE!! LOVE YOU ERICKA!

Neck Tattoos - Too Hard To Cover?
I like neck tats - like back of the neck with a chinese character or something like that. All my tats are easily coverable and I like it that way because I work in a professional environmental and plan to continue to do so. Right now I have shorter hair so I can't put it up in a ponytail. I've been thinking about getting a back of the neck tat but if I grow my hair long again I'll want to put it up sometimes. So to make this a non-mumm mumm - I think it might seem cool now but if I change my hairstyle it might make it more difficult to cover up. Any thoughts?

Guardian Pt. Ii
Her light can dim his darkest fears Her smile can brighten his blackest day She has only to say his name He hears her voice and all is well She once cast her shadow on him Her shadow has now become her spell All the world knows her face Only he knows her heart Her eye sees all he is Her touch heals his pain Her breath is the breeze that stirs his heart To the world she is a comfort To him she is everything In Dutiful Dedication To The Goddess of The Silver Moon...

Untitled...
I see her and want her I desire the way she moves Love the scent of breeze through her hair Her eyes flood me I know I'll never have her So many times I've wanted to tell her Her skin as smooth as crystal Her name gives me chills If you see her you'll know She is the shadow on the moon She is the shiver down my spine Please let her see me Please help me make her mine

Leg Wrestling
Xeeepoooo came over last week and we decided to play a few games (clothes on... sheesh!) We videod some of it Did you see how she cheated... 3 TIMES!? And then she TRIED to continue to cheat in this one too Should I continue to play such games with a cheater? :p

Valetines Auction
I'm up for auction again. This time for V-day: Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO 1 DRINK PER DAY DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM 1 PHONE CALL The higher the bidding the more I add. Ask me what you want? I do not need a VIP. If Bling packs are offered. I will use 1/3 of the credits on you. If a 65 Credit bling pack is offered i will give you 1 Auto 11 bling If a 135 credit bling pack is offered i will give you 2 Auto 11' bling's Anything higher and I'll give you 50 percent of the credits on you.

Obama Freezes Salaries Of Some White House Aides
Obama freezes salaries of some White House aides By JENNIFER LOVEN, AP White House Correspondent Jennifer Loven, Ap White House Correspondent – Wed Jan 21, 2:14 pm ET Featured Topics: * Barack Obama * Presidential Transition Obama freezing some aides' salaries Play Video AP – Obama freezing some aides' salaries * President Barack Obama Slideshow: President Barack Obama * Geithner urges action Play Video Video: Geithner urges action Reuters * The Bottom Line: Day One Play Video Video: The Bottom Line: Day One ABC News President Barack Obama, accompanied by Vice President Joe Biden, speaks in the AP – President Barack Obama, accompanied by Vice President Joe Biden, speaks in the Eisenhower Executive Office … WASHINGTON – President Barack Obama's first public act in office Wednesday was to institute new limits on lobbyists in his White House and to freeze the salaries of high-paid aides, in a nod to the country's economic turmoil. Announc

Life
I hate not knowing. My life is so crazy now Im going thru a divorce and he will not give it to me. I hate That i have to waite 60 days for my court date. Im just venting cuz this sucks. To people who are thinking about getting married think long and hard bout it. Not just the sex but about all of the other things he/she has to offer the marriage. I was duped into thinking this man had it AHHHHHHHHHH!!!So just think about it.LOL well I'm done venting!!

F'd Up People
This is for all my Seattle friends.....girls in general....Beware of a guy on here with the name Seattledoublehelix....He's a whackjob...Whom I believe keyed my car in the last 24 hours after a heated conversation on here last night....Go figure...the argument....and then my car is keyed not even 24 hours later....I've filed a report and given SPD his name and address....Karma's a bitch if nothing else....Just wanted ta warn all my peeps... M

Stalking
Last night I was at work, and I was sitting at the business center comp. The phone at the front desk kept goin off, but when I would run to pick it up, someone would hang up. My friend, who is a cop, stopped by to hang out with me at 2 40am, and the phone did the same thing. He said that it seemed like someone could see me every time I was away from the desk. AKA that I was being watched. After he left, I was kinda creeped out about walking in the staircases while passing out the receipts and papers. Hmmm

If Some Think Your Getting A Raise Out Of Me Think Again Ty
I REALLY HAVE TO LAUGH AT SOME WOMEN AND HOW THEY ACT , AS FAR AS MY MAN GOES , I REALLY DON'T GIVE TO SHITS WHAT YOUR BUYING HIM , AS FAR AS BLINGS , GIFTS OK AND PUTTING ON HIS PAGE. I KNOW WHERE HIS HEART IS AND HAS BEEN FOR SOME TIME . WE ARE BOTH SICK OF THE DRAMA , THE WHINING , AND IMMATURITY ALSO. AND FYI WE DO TALK ALL THE TIME HERE . SO , I WOULD LIKE TO SAY . I'M THE HAPPIEST LADY TO HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE , HE MAKES ME SMILE , HE HAS GIVEN ME SO MUCH THAT MY HEART , SOUL , AND BODY WE ARE COMPLETE . IT'S BEEN ROCKY LIKE ANY RELATIONSHIP IS , BUT THE LOVE WE HAVE WILL NEVER BE BROKEN OR TOREN APART . ALMOST 2 YRS , SOME REALLY NEEDS GET A LIFE. I MIGHT BE HERE ALOT AT TIMES BECAUSE I COMMENT , HELP FRIENDS LEVEL , AND MAKE THINGS . SO , JUST WANTED TO SAY WHAT I BEEN WANTING TO SAY FOR SOMETIME NOW . AND THIS WAS THE TIME TO LET IT LOSE . HUGS N LOVE KAGES LADY ONE AND ONLY LADY . CHERIE'MARIE

Interesting...
Yesterday I got woken up uber early by a friend asking if Id go with her to Kankekee to drop of her cousin at the train station so she wouldnt have to make the trip alone (its about an hour drive one way) so I said sure. Along the way home we were talking and she had asked if I would be interested in going to classes since Ive been laid off and theyre taking their time hiring back everyone. I said sure why not, what else am I gonna do? So today I walk into the college about a mile from my place and ask about classes. Next thing I know, Im joining up for massage therapy, they looked at grants and stuff like that for me, and outta a $25,000 class all I'll have to pay is less than $5,000 if I decide to go through with it. So FINALLY a lil luck came my way. I havent been inside a class room since 93, so I dont know if Im nervous or excited about it. But hopefully this will work out for me, cuz right now my options are really becoming limited as far as finding work, and they offer jo

Valentine's Day Contest
What is the sweetest thing you have done for your Valentine's date or intending to do?? Let me know and we will let the public decide which is the most ROMANTIC date!!! Winner will be decided by most number of comments...BUT NO comment bombing! ONE vote per person ONLY! If interested pls priv msg me with the details of your romantic date or date-to-be!! Prizes include fubux, bling pack or blast, or maybe an A-11s!! Thanks! ۞Mµë®†ë ßëℓℓå №ï®™۞ΨŜ·Ħ·Ě· ĐēυịℓΨ¤ŤĦë ℗ëģã§ųŞ P®øĵЄċŦ¤@ fubar

Much Love And Hugs To My Friends And Family ...
Each of you, I thank you for your friendship ... I came here thinking in an innocent heart,this was all good ... my time has come to shut this page down ... the "he said, she said crap" I have no time for ... the short time I been here, the "he said she said crap" almost took me to hell ... I thank God, I am here now ... I have had nuff ... don't tell me this and that ... when you have walked a day and a mile in my shoes and turly know what I am talking bout ... then you can jump on my band wagon and let her rippppp .... much love and hugs, Lady Cyria Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding on to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Chorus Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I th

Prince Charming
I'm looking for my Prince Charming. Who are you? What do you look like? What's your name? Do i know you or are you some stranger on the bus? Are you tall or short? Do you have a sense of humor? Will you like my friends or will they even like you? What will my family say? What will your family say? Will we be a cute couple? Will my little things make you happy or annoy you? Will i make you laugh as well? Will I love you? Will you love me? Are you my Prince Charming?

Smells Like Teen Spirit
This little incident happened when my wife was in Iraq. At work, I keep an extra pair of pants and an extra shirt in my drawer, neat & clean, folded up and stuffed inside a plastic Wal-Mart bag. The reason why is that since I am such a klutz, I've had accidents many times, where I dump a full cup of coffee on myself. So when that happens, I can go in the restroom and change and be back at my desk 5 minutes looking spiffy and clean. Of course, since this doesn't happen very often, I keep my ugliest shirt here. It's this funky olive green color with a cheesy "Worldcom" logo on it. So one night, it had gotten unseasonably cold, and my friend Cyndi was shivering. She mentioned that she wished she had brought her jacket, but didn't, because she thought it was supposed to be warm. All she had was a light t-shirt. So I told her about my extra shirt with the corporate logo on it, not very pretty, but a nice heavy shirt and much warmer than her tee. So she borrowed it and wore it all nig

Marriage
For some reason people keep proposing to me on fubar even though I have the feature turned OFF. It’s quite annoying but at the same time a bit amusing when they get mad that I rejected their request. What they fail to realize is that it costs $100 to get fumarried. I tend to get a few marriage requests a day on fubar. I can’t help but think “why the fuck would you propose online ‘fake’ marriage to a person you don’t even know?” I don’t believe in marriage. Not in real life and not online. Marriages started off as business agreements between families. You pretty much traded your kid for status, money, objects, etc. It wasn’t about love. I’m not a religious person. I don’t see eye to eye with the religious beliefs in most aspects, especially marriage. I don’t believe you need marriage to make a life long commitment to anyone. If that’s who you want to be with and they feel the same way then that’s the way it will be. Marriage is for the religious and those that want the legal benefits

Practice What You Preach Obama Supporters
I'm sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and disagree with this administration, somehow you're not patriotic. We need to stand up and say we're Americans, and we have the right to debate and disagree with any administration. Hillary Clinton

My Rose
I can only say so much, can only describe how much i love you. I dont know the words that can explain the feelings i have for you. I know I'm a crazy man, i know that im not perfect. I have my faults like any other man. You stayed with me, you took all my faults and threw them away. I feel so perfect that im with you. I dont want to lose you. I dont want you to disappear. We will be together from now till forever. We are a perfect match, we are one in a kind. I thank the man in the sky for letting me find the one who is perfect like a Rose. You are my Rose that wont ever die or get old.

I'm Goin To Be Auctioned.
On January 24th, 2009 my #1 Friend, 7up aka lil one, is going to be hosting an auction with her, me and a bunch of other really awesome people in it. If you go to her page and view her auction pic folder you can view all the people who will be sold. Should totally check it out and buy me. xoxox Come on, it will be fun. :)

Taken From The Trixy Love.
Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions? sure! Were you going out with the last person you kissed? i am married to him. Who was the last person to comment you? TRIXY! :D Does anything on your body hurt? in between my shoulders just started to hurt :s Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? rick. What are you listening to right now? Paper tigers by thrice What's the cd in your player? cd player? O.o lol. Anything annoying you right now? uhh...having to pee so often because of all the water i've been drinking lately. Did you have plans today? Yes. going to the gym around 1. What was the best thing that happened today? i didn't have to deal with ron at work. cause i left shortly after he arrived :D What can't you wait for? i'm looking forward to watching anime and

Forgotten Ideals Of Our Forefathers - Part 1
"President Barack Obama says Americans must hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers." So this is part one. And we'll focus on the 2nd Amendment. There are two quotes I want you to think about as you read this. First, "Those who fail to remember the past, are doomed to repeat it". And second, "If you want peace, you must prepare for war". Sad but true reminders. The ideal of our Forefathers was to have a Republic, formed by the people, of the people, for the people. This was spawned by the want to get away from the Monarchy in England, who imposed one set of rules for the aristocrats and the political elect, and another for the peasants. Rule was handed down by the Church of England, by the Monarchy, and by Nobles. They decided what was good for everyone else, forced others do these things, then lived the way they wanted to, as they were unaffected by these laws. Unfortunately the old saying is true, "If you want peace, prepare for war". So with th

Here We Go
5'6" approximately 150.Born on Nov. 8th 1974 to a 16 year old mother who fought for me to be here.Hmmmmm?Yup Yup I'm here.LOL=For what?For me and for her.She fought for me and this is her reward. A 34 year old man who can not produce her a grand child. It's all good...My baby sister gave her 3. 2 nieces and a nephew.YAY.....Soooo I'm off the hook.WOOO HOOO!!!! Still don't change the fact that I am worthless.LOL I'm not afraid to admit who it is that I am.A 34 year old male that has never been married=Don't believe in divorce.....No offspring"Good thing"=god forbid a child grow up with my beliefs. Nope....NOT an attempt at sympathy.LMFAO.Nah my back carries that burden.LOL. Thank you in advance to Suzy.(((HUGS))) to bad I'm not the friend to you that you have been to me. I know this doesn't say enough but my world remains guarded by a heart that can't be broken. I'll fight and work just like I always have.Nothing will not change nor will I. But I do still know how to lo

Help My Friend Get Auto 11
I have entered an Auto 11 bling contest... It ends January 29 at 9pm Fu-Time... The picture with the most rates wins... Just ONE rate and ONE comment needed... Please click the link below and help me in this contest... There is a bonus prize for the person that sends the hostess the most new friends and fans... So, please check out PebblesinAZ... R/F/A her and tell her I sent you... She's the bomb! You'll be glad you did... Hostess of the contest... Thanks bunches for your help... Have a good day... Carrie ****************************************** I will make tags this weekend for anyone that rates my picture... So, please let me know that you rated the contest pic. Bulletin Created by: Carrie Please Repost (repost of original by 'Carrie ~~R/L Wife & Owner of Syrano~~ Proudly FuMarried to Johnny Riggs~~' on '2009-01-22 16:54:24')

My Self At War....
Outside I sit, in the pouring rain. All i can feel, is pent up pain. My heart bleeds, blankets of sadness. It knows what it needs , in all this madness. Break through these walls, break through this skin. I'm afraid, of my own deadly sin. Smile....hmmmm...Fake it, Its what I do best. I try and put, this heart to the test. Can you see, this hurt building inside me. No, please, please, just let me be. Sometimes this pain, is all that I got. I'd rather feel this, then something thats not. Theres no sunshine, in my world today. All I see, is this sky of grey. No color, no brightness. Just a burnt up haze, let me fly. Let me be, you cannot help, this soul set free. Some color,some realness, I need in my life. If I could just let it in, I would be alright. I fight it and yell at the top of my voice, THIS IS JUST ME I HAVE NO CHOICE!! Written by: Jessica 01/22/09 feeling alittle on the edge today....

Ez Rates
I keep clicking on all these people that have "EZ rate" folders....just in case you simpletons haven't figured it out yet the whole point of an EZ rate folder is to have the pictures small so they can be rated fast. That way all the time and effort you spend begging for rates will be maximized.

The First
so it started out me getting the sniffles on Friday night. not much happened on Saturday. On Sunday my asshole ex dumped me because he is a dumb ass! I slept through Monday. Tuesday I went to work for all of 45 minutes before I got very dizzy. Since I was driving a box truck I almost caused and accident. I had my passenger call dispatch to say we were headed back and I was headed home. Then I went home and slept. Wednesday Shawn took me to the doctors they did chest x-rays and gave me meds and sent me home. Shawn made me eat because we realized that I hadn't eaten anything since sat night. I was drinking lots of fluids, and just wasn't hungry. Today I was relaxing eating, drinking fluids, just trying to get better. and the nurse from the hospital calls and says could you come back in we think that there might be a spot on your left lung, but it could just be a shadow of your nipple. but we want to make sure. so i go in and get new x-rays done. and i

Feeling Positive At The Moment
recd figured i'd share ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. R

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ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and

The Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Kid Rock Parody (i Am A Nutsack)
I Am a Nutsack I am a nutsack...I am free When your boxers are forsaken I'm gonna hang off you I look up to you I'm gonna get you I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim I swing low like a chimp From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think With my tiny head a size of a shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie I got one big ole dick and one small eye I'm in your pants if you know what I mean And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean Cause I'm the nutsack you understand The illegitimate son of man The S-A-C to the D-I-K Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T And I'm danglin Said I'm danglin

Changed My Mind
I was going to run my other Auto 11 but I don't really see a point. The last 3 times I ran an auto, the same people came to rate. I have over 5000 people on my friends list and just a handful came to rate. So with that in mind, there is no point in running another auto until pic rates are reset. Besides, I didn't even clear 10K rates. I never have. I have 10 million points to go until Prophet and it doesn't look like I'm gonna get there any time soon. Don't get me wrong, I TOTALLY appreciate those that did come by and rate. You guys absolutely rock!! So, I'm saving my last auto 11 for sometime next week. I'm just wondering if maybe the novelty of the Auto 11 is starting to wear off? I dunno, maybe I'm just a little grumpy today. =/

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Reason Im Not On Much Lately
ok all just to let ya know why im never on here anymore....Mom is getting real bad, shes disoriented and sleeping all the time and hardly wants to eat. My older sister caught her yesterday so out of it that she was trying to take all of her doses of meds for the day at once! Now this woman takes Potassium, Lasix, Dilaudid ( pain pill) and Avtivan multiple times a day. The potassium, at the mg she has, all at once would kill her! So me and my sisters are on suicide watch now. Not that she is doing it intentionally but we just cant have that. So between that and work, and my daugther and all the other things that i have lined up to do on a daily basis, getting on the computer has just been pushed way back in line. Sleep has become more important, and thats really the only time that i have to get on anymore. So bear with me all, i know being apart of the RR i have to participate but im doing what i can. Btw yall rock :) Im trying to keep up with all the comments and the friend requ

Please Help
ok, i am looking for any conversations that any of you may have had with this page between 10/16/08 to 01/20/09, that is the time frame in which i was not in control of this fubar page. i am gonna try to do something about my ex hacking, stealing, whatever you want to call, this page. any shout box messages you may have saved, any private messages, or if you gave your IM address and were in contact that way it would be a real help. i again appoligize to everyone that was hurt or thought they were involved with me or thought they were communicating with me. also any pics you may have been sent, thank you for your help in advance. brandy

His & Hers Valentine's Auction! (done)
Here we go again!! I am in the His & Hers Valentine's Auction!!! I have some rockin offers and lots of little extras that come with owning me. If you don't want to bid or can't bid, how about dropping a rate on me, there is a side contest going and whoever gets the most rates wins an auto! But once you see my offers, you are gonna wanna own this! Just click on my pic and get to bidding!! :) Please repost for me! Thanks

My Neicey
neicey now that it's almost time for the little one to come , i just wanted to know how special you are to me and the whole family , you bring great joy to us all , and i know that you make your mom very happy also , sure there are times when things don't go right but she loves you very much as do we. you have done so much for us and we thank you very much, and now we have our very first DT baby on the way , i am very proud of you and know that i am proud to call you my neicey. i know things get hard sometimes but you alway's make it through , and that just proves how strong of a woman you really are and i know that you mom would say the same thin after all you get it from her. you are truely a good person and anybody would be lucky to have you in their lives along with the kids , you all are very special to me. so as this new journey starts for you, may all good things come your way and may yuo and your children always be blessed. thank you for who you are and all that you do .