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Web 3.0: What's Next After What's Next-p3
February 19, 2008 By Keith Ferrell Marketing, Selling and Complying on the Next Web On the core-business side of things, it gets far more interesting. Let's take a look at some of the possibilities and potentials. You'll have far more assurance that your Web-based marketing endeavors are reaching the precise prospects and customers you want them to reach, rather than today's "craft your keywords and trust you'll get proper placement" approach. As your customers' and prospects' Web tools — browsers, calendars, clipboards — grow more familiar with their owners' preferences, histories, and needs, they'll be far likelier to bring your products and services to their attention — flagged and pre-vetted — as opposed to your current dependence upon carefully crafted keywords vying to catch the attention of a search engine. What-If Web 3.0 Marketing Wish As long as we're looking ahead at an ideal and effective Web for marketing, how about a wish for what we'd get out of it, i

Valentines Day 2008
On Valentine's Day this year my boyfriend of almost 3 years finally purposed to me. Granted yes I know he can be a hardass sometimes but I still love. He is my son's father so in a way I have to love him hehe. j/k I love you baby I know your reading this. I just can't wait till that day, just one sad thing is that I will not have my father walking me down the isle as he passed away when I was 6 years old, so iwill hopefully be having my Uncle Clay (awesome redneck) walk me down the isle he has been more of a dad to me then anyone. Yeah I plan on having one of those redneck weddings, with a shoot out, mud wrestling, mud boggin, and hell maybe even that matress surfing I saw on CMT. I just can't wait, i really can't.Anyways I'm outta here. byes

Web 3.0: What's Next After What's Next-p2
he essence of the Web for business is the same as the essence of every business undertaking: communication, content, transaction, resolution, and mutual benefit. For some time now, and from now on, content will be the most essential element. Whether it's a product description or catalog entry, a price and specifications negotiation, an e-mail dialogue, a Web-based consultancy or Web-marketed hard goods, the ability of your business to deliver the appropriate content to the appropriate recipients is now the name of the business game. It's the same as it's always been — only, as the Web evolves, it's becoming different. Maybe very different. Among the biggest Web 3.0 (and beyond) buzzes right now is the pursuit of the semantic Web. What the semantic Web's enthusiasts promise is the transformation of everything on the Web — documents, videos, e-mails, music, images, everything — into elements of a database. This one database will stretch across, and through, the Web, and

Web 3.0: What's Next After What's Next
Even as entrepreneurs wrestle with Web 2.0, it's time to look ahead at the next generation of online tools and techniques. In this three-part series, bMighty takes a look at where we've come from and where we're headed. For well over a decade now, the Web, the Internet on which it rides and the various software devices and programs that make it work have been evolving so rapidly--creating so many business opportunities and challenges--that many small and mid-sized businesses have been busy just hanging on. The good news: Things aren't going to slow down. The challenging news: Things really aren't going to slow down. And while envisaging all the incarnations of these technologies is all but impossible, entrepreneurs would be wise to try to anticipate the changes that could truly boost (or upend) their businesses. Part 1: Where We've Been And Where We Are It's a mistake to try to label the Web with iterations: Web 1.0, Web 1.4, Web 2.0 and so forth. The Web is too ubiquitous, t

The Calm Before The Storm
Good morning. I have been watching the news and they are talking about a major storm coming! They are talking winds of 50 mph and rain and snow. They say expect power outages all over and to prepare for it. I guess it is going to hit us this afternoon and go through tomorrow afternoon? I hope we don't lose power like the last time. That was not any fun at all. Peter and I went out to dinner last night. We were surprised to see a new menu and found out that it was a new owner. The restaurant is the best one in the city and has always had really good food. Now it has an Asian flare to the food and they have a wonderful new chef as well. When the food came out, it was beautiful in the way they presented it. It looked like something right out of a magazine. They bought the restaurant back in November but kept the old menu through the holidays as to gradually let customers get used to the fact that there was a new owner. Last night was only the 3rd day of the new menu. We

Off For A Week!!!
Most of you already know! For the ones that don't I will not be around for the next week and some odd days! This does not mean that I got zapped by fu-drama, on the contrary I have been given an awesome opportunity to embrace an internet friendship . For all my friends and family I love you so! For all the ones I said I would return the fu-love, I will get back to it when I return. I have it all wrote down and I'm keeping up with it. For all that leave love while I'm away, I will put you in line and get to you with in the next month!!! I hope each and everyone of you have an awesome week, because I know I am. With all my love and happiness!!! Love Always Moon I will be blogging the experience and making sure I keep all of you hopeless romantics up to date on how everything turned out!!! XXOO (I know I have die hard friends that have a million questions...lol )

Wrestlemania
36 DAYS AND COUNTING TILL WRESTLEMANIA 24 CITRUS BOWL ORLANDO FLA AND I WILL BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOT MY TICKETS AND CAMERA READY AND I WILL ORDER THE PPV AND TAPE IT.........HHH-ORTON-CENA MAIN EVENT EDGE-UNDERTAKER YEP GONNA BE HOTTTTTTTTT

Pain
All alone, all alone, all alone… Starving and deprived Of life Staring into emptiness Barren and cruel A desert of thought Beat upon by two suns Fear and pain rule this place No companions to take my side No guide to help me through This place is taking its toll Slowly my sanity unravels Strand by strand What’s there to do I’m in the maw of pain Looking death in the face Lost in the maw of pain All alone, all alone, all alone… Kicking and screaming To no avail Fighting the undertow So useless Drowning in this sea of anger Can’t stay afloat To succumb to my pain Is merely an eventuality The inevitability of my end Is far from guised My mind caves in black And I sink under

Thought Of Life
I see it in your evil eyes. Their serpent slits so deep. I feel the shudder in my bones... From the secrets that they keep. And as they stare down on me, The dominance that they viel... Sends a shiver down my bones And makes me want to die. They tell a tale of insolence. Of a destiny thats denied. Of a soul that's crucified. Of lifes and loves dispised. I see it in your evil eyes. I want to look away. I see it in your evil eyes... Where evil falls from outer space.

Oh How I Miss You
Oh how I miss you . i sit here thinking about all the good times we have had. and all the wonderful memories we made together. my tears seem to flow freely from my eyes. my heart acheing for the love we once shared the way you made me laugh so easily . the way i felt when you held me in your arms the feelings of your lips against mine. I often think i hear your voice only to look around and realize im all alone oh i miss you.

I Need To Work On These Principles...
*AWARENESS Investigate the patterns and see what actually goes on: are the difficult parts a new experience? Have they happened before? What was your response then? Are the good parts okay? Is it easy to maintain them? *ACCEPTANCE Accept your role in co-creating the experiences you had, without judgement. Accept your results; accept yourself, as you are. Accept that you are generally trying the best you can, and so are others. Accept others as they are, without trying to change them. *TRUTH Tell the truth about who you are and what you want, not in anger or confrontation, but in certainty and safety. *CONFIDENCE Assume the best: assume you can have what you want, and others can have what they want, too. *FORGIVENESS Forgive your sins, past, present, and future. Forgive others for their mistakes. *LOVE "Be" love (accept love) and "do" love (give love) in equal measure. Both are required for a whole, healthy experience. 11:11, JAN/FEB 2008, vol.1, no.1. pg 7

My Poems
A Day With You By:Me A day is born with the sunrise Waking up shining on me Giving me energy To face the day ahead Getting out of bed Smiling with the thought of you Thinking what lies ahead Wondering is it going to be good? Sipping my flavored coffee Makes me feel good too Nibbling my bread You’re in my head Working my way Through this crazy day Sometimes it’s bad But I’m trying hard Each day a surprise But none we do forget Keeping the memories For me to cherish A day is born And dies with a sunset In between there is sun Rains and rainbows As night falls My body sores Heading for a shower Helps me feel better Longing for bed Sleep is what I need But not after I see your smile That makes my heart melts As I close my eyes I put on a sweet smiles Hoping someday To wake up beside you baby.

Him Making Me Yearn
no foreplay no warning no sexual energy exchanged when I unzip your jeans push them down toss panties aside lay you on the side of the bed spread your pink lips exposing your clit slowly circling with my tongue smelling your excitement licking just the clit up and down two strokes a second steady rhythm feeling it grow throbbing hard sliding down to enter tasting you fully sucking your engorged lips back to clit strong relentless tongue flicking against you three male fingers enter so tight and wet licking, licking, licking a finger probes your anus slowly till halfway feeling your contractions wanting to cum needing to cum pleading to cum begging to cum hips like a carnival ride wanting, needing, pleading, begging fighting back and losing surrendering to the wicked tongue moaning, groaning, screaming waves of pleasure tingling of toes and fingertips nipples ice hard pussy pushing my fingers out wetting the bed with cum turning your over fo

Then You Know
When you feel someone's love more then they give it, then you know. When you hear I love you before they say it, then you know. When you feel a touch before they are with you, then you know. When everyone else around you fades into a blur but the one you are looking at, then you know. When their voice is the first one to start your day and the last one to put you to bed , then you know. When you cook their favorite meal before asked, then you know. When you find yourself looking at all the years to come before tomorrow, then you know. When you can throw yourself in the wind and be free in love, then you know. I know I make it sound pretty simple and that loved is never actually known, but when you are happy, content ,and not feeling alone. Then you are blessed to know that love is attainable and is worth all the tears, and the hurt, so grab your shovel and start moving the dirt. Start making your path to the one that you want and don't ever look back, Even when th

Lost Ark Found?
When last we saw the lost Ark of the Covenant in action, it had been dug up by Indiana Jones in Egypt and ark-napped by Nazis, whom the Ark proceeded to incinerate amidst a tempest of terrifying apparitions. But according to Tudor Parfitt, a real life scholar-adventurer, Raiders of the Lost Ark had it wrong, and the Ark is actually nowhere near Egypt. In fact, Parfitt claims he has traced it (or a replacement container for the original Ark), to a dusty bottom shelf in a museum in Harare, Zimbabwe. As Indiana Jones's creators understood, the Ark is one of the Bible's holiest objects, and also one of its most maddening McGuffins. A wooden box, roughly 4 ft. x 2 ft. x 2.5 ft., perhaps gold-plated and carried on poles inserted into rings, it appears in the Good Book variously as the container for the Ten Commandments (Exodus 25:16: "and thou shalt put into the ark the testimony which I shall give thee"); the very locus of God's earthly presence; and as a divine flamethrower that burns o

Peace At Last
A lot has changed science the last time i posted anything so let me fill evryone in. Well my son turned 1 year old in feburary, and my middle child turned 2 years old in december. But now to the good stuff as i said in my last entry i am finnaly with the love of my life and couldn't be happier, that is until now. After getting our taxes back we packed up our kids and belongings and mooved to a new town to start over. So far evrything is going great and we are very happy. It seems that evrything is falling into place for us (finally). I may have left the comfort and saftey net of my family but deep down I know all is well and my kids and i are going to be just fine. My honey may have to work alot of odd hours but I know that he loves me and our kids. Its not as bad as it sounds though, I may have left my family but we are around his and are accepted. So with that here is to new beginings!

Just A Memory
I CRY A RIVER AND I SHIVER SEEING THAT WATER PASSING BY I JUST WANT TO DIE I MISS THE SKY AND THAT'S NO LIE AS I LAY DOWN TO THE GROUND I MISS THE BOUND WITH NORMAL LIVE I JUST WANE DIVE IN THIS RIVER OOH I SHIVER..... written by Mr Smiley

Love Hurts
WHY IS IT THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE WITH EVERY BEAT OF YOUR HEART AND THEY TURN AROUND AND STOMP ON IT. WHY IS IT YOU DO ALMOST EVERYTHING YOU CAN FOR SOMEONE AND IT'S NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. HOW IS IT THAT SOMEONE CAN SAY THAT YOU ARE THEIR WORLD AND THEY LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE THEM AND TURN AROUND AND LEAVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS LIFE AND IT SUCKS SOMETIMES BUT WHY ON THIS PLANET WHEN I DON'T LIE TO SOMEONE ABOUT HOW I FEEL AND WHEN I GIVE EVERY BIT OF LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE IS IT NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M NOT A PERFECT PERSON AND I WILL NEVER SAY THAT I AM. I HAVE MY FLAWS JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. AND YEAH SOMETIMES THEY ARE REALLY BIG FLAWS. I WOULD NEVER SIT THERE LOOK SOMEONE IN THE FACE TELL THEM I LOVE THEM THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH THEM, THAT THEY ARE MY WORLD AND ALWAYS WILL BE AND THEN TURN AROUND AND HAUL ASS WITH SOME OTHER GUY. WHY WHEN I ASK AND ASK FOR THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS WOULD SOMEONE NOT BE HONEST EVEN IF THEY KNOW IT WILL HURT. I ASK YOU T

Lipstick Holocaust
"When I first encountered some of the graffiti art and sculpture of “Banksy” in London several years ago, I was struck by the importance of where his pieces were located. In Banksy’s work, location itself is a large part of the message, a key component of the resulting metaphor. Whether he’s hanging a fake rock pictogram of early man pushing a shopping cart in the British Museum, or installing an amalgam of the Statue of Liberty and Statue of Justice clad as a prostitute at the site of his last arrest, the environment is usually part of the message. The “Manifesto” on Banksy’s website contains only a diary extract from Lieutenant Colonel Mervin Willett Gonin DSO, who was among the first British soldiers to liberate Bergen-Belsen in 1945: “It was shortly after the British Red Cross arrived, though it may have no connection, that a very large quantity of lipstick arrived. This was not at all what we men wanted, we were screaming for hundreds and thousands of other things an

Love Never Fails
“Love never fails” (I Corinthians 13:8). We all have people in our lives that are difficult at times. Maybe it’s someone you work with, a family member or even your spouse. Relationships can be complicated, but remember: love never fails. The Word of God clearly defines love in 1 Corinthians 13. It says that love is patient and kind. It doesn’t seek its own way. Love doesn’t keep a record of wrongs. And most importantly, love never fails. Notice that this chapter doesn’t talk at all about how you feel. God’s love isn’t about feelings. It’s a choice. You can choose to be patient, even when you don’t feel like being patient. You can choose to be kind, even when you don’t feel like being kind. No matter what situation you find yourself in, you can choose love. You are never more like God than when you are walking in love. And when you are walking in love, you will never fail because love never fails. Open your heart to God’s love today. Ask Him to show you how to love others better.

Yeah Another
the sky is like a cloud with a blue blanket of stars though sometimes the stars seem like they can get touched but then since there so far away you cant touch them but when a star falls from the sky it seems like a angel is coming down to earth when a bright star shows up in the sky its like a soul going up to heaven when you see a shooting star going to the ground think of it as a newborn baby being born from a mother on earth and though other stars may shine the brightest ones are angels of god and babies of god.

Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring 1 Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest brown eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. thanks for being a friend hun love ya

A Little Somthing To Start...
I'm a big poker player. I played poker professionally for about 5 years,but I needed a break, which is why I am in Oklahoma right now working. Playing poker for a living took all the fun out of the game. I truely think you need to be in Vegas to do this profession. I was everywhere but Vegas for awhile and had a bad run of cards for about a year. The pressure of supporting yourself playing poker is crazy. You are basically playing on scared money unless you have a bankroll that can support you in case you get a bad run. Hell I lived at the Gold Strike in Tunica, Mississippi for about 3 months off of comps. As long as you play in their poker room, they will give you free room and free food. That's all a poker player needs! I have had a tough couple of years. I'm tired. I just want to sit down at a table and relax and have fun. I have learned so much about life and people. That is one thing poker has taught me that I will never forget. Now if I could just get the opportunity to do som

Yes Another By Me
from childhood hour i have not been as others were i have not seen as others saw i could not bring my passion from a common spring from the same source i have not taken my sorrows i could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone and all i loved i have loved i loved alone then in my childhood i'm the dawn of most storms life was drawn from every depth of good and the mystery which binds me still from the torrent of the fountain from the red cliff of the mountain from the sun that surrounds me rolled in its autumn tent of gold from the lighting in the sky as it passed me flying by from the thunder and storm the clouds that took the form when the rest of the heavens was blue of a demon in my view.

200,000 To Disciple!
I WANT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO A WONDERFUL FRIEND OF MINE! SHES A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, AND SHE NEEDS ALL KINDS OF HELP RIGHT NOW! SHES IS SOOO CLOSE TO BEING A DISCIPLE! ONLY 200,000 MORE TO GO!!! CLICK ANY OF THE PICS TO GO TO HER PAGE! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE! FAN HER, RATE HER, AND ADD HER! SHES GOT LOTS OF STASH AND A WHOLE LOT OF PICS TO RATE! Connie I want you to know you are very loved on here. Although I may get busy I want you to know you are always in my heart, and I would never let you stand alone. READ PROFILE FIRST Goddess Of Light Fu-Owned By Lujak *Founder of Tempting Tigers & Tigeress*@ fubar Pimping a super friend! ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar

1988 Ron Paul.....
In 1988 Ron Paul was the Presidential Candidate for the Libertarian party. Here is a personal interview with Ron Paul during that time. He was talking about many of the same issues he is talking about today and with all the same Constitutional values. Proof that Ron Paul is true to his word and has always trusted in the timeless wisdom of the Constitution and our Founding Fathers. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4245169480003136735

Proving It
Well...I've said the right things so far, I've just let my heart lead the way. Things are going great, she's starting to believe part of what I tell her. Now my only task is to prove I mean what I say. It will take time, and there will be moments I fail...but I think I'm up to the task. I have the rest of forever to make you understand my feelings, I have eternity to prove my love to you. I'm ready to prove it, if you are ready to be patient and let me try

Great News!!!!
Well I got some good news at work last night. One of the supervisors is leaving, her last day is March 1st. Im next in line for supervisor...Im pretty happy about it. I finally got my title back, the one I lost when I quit the last time. I do love my job, I love the people I work with and I love the customers....and yes I do love all the crap that I have to put up with lol. I love to gripe about my job to anyone that will listen but deep down I really do love it...why else would I go back to it after being away for 5 months lol. I ended up working a double last night...it was exhausting but I feel great this morning. I really need to take my butt to bed. I will in a little bit I just had to share this news with my friends here on fubar. Now some of you have to know I may not be on as much since being supervisor means I will have to fill in when they are shorthanded on any shift. So if you dont see me online when I usually am then Im probably working or sleeping. But dont

Going To See Wicked!!
Today I am going to go see Wicked the play! I am really excited about it! I haven't seen it and only know the basic story line, but I hear that it is absolutely amazing! I am totally gonna dress up for it too and why not! There isn't enough excuses (unless you are famous and go to red carpet events) to get dressed up now a days! It is so lame cuase I don't know that many people that get married..lol. Anyways. The tickets cost like $500 so a HUGE thank you to the person that bought them for me! I really appreciate it! I don't get to do things like this very often... ok the last time I went to the theatuer was when I was 16 and I saw Micheal Flatley's Lord of the Dance, which was awesome by the way! So this is like a Valentines/ Birthday present and I love it! Thank you so much!! I couldn't ask for more!

Surgery Sucks....lol
As I open my eyes and see you standing before me I begin to realize that you are all i can see Everything in the distance is all one blurry and such Except your smiling face saying your love me so much You wrap your arms around me with a gentle kiss to my face holding me with all you have i feel the love as it escapes As we begin to break the hug I see the tears role down your face knowing that I will be okay now And that time has now been displaced As I drift back off to sleep Still holding hands with you Thanking God that you are with me After all that we have been through After all is said and done and I am able to be at home Knowing that you will take care of me And never will you roam. Thank you for all that you do and the love that you give Your love is what makes me whole Together forever we will live.

Getting Blocked
So, I have been out of town for the past three days. I didn't bring my laptop because I was not going to have net access. I get back last night, log in and get this nasty message "you added me, but no replies to messages, too bad you didnt read my username and profile, way too funny." Then the asshole blocks me. Um...I do have a life outside of Fubar (amazing, yes I know) and I respond to everyone eventually. So, BITE ME DIP SHIT, get a life. Yes I know, this guy was obviously not worth my time in the first place, but sometimes a girl just has to vent!

Arrived Back!
Hi there! I have made it back from my trip to London. I had a great time on the London Eye even though I am usually rubbish with heights! Enjoyed the two exhibitions that I went too. They were both spectacular and difficult to pick a favourite of the pair of them. Alexander and I were interviewed for a national morning television programme which will hopefully be shown on TV over here next month. Got to meet a and be interviewed by a famous TV doctor over here lol Only downside is that I have got back with a rotten cold which tried to start on my way down to London, but luckily did not get a hold of me until last night :P Anyway hope your all enjoying your weekend so far and I am glad to be back!!

Bestest Friends
Bestest Friend Hey you – such a Putz, Blond hair – plain speaking. Bestest friends – free to choose, Four leaf clover she’s seeking. Bruised legs – pouting lips, Blue eyes each a smile. Turbulent – impulsive – spirited, Embracing each heart’s life trial. Ivory teeth - scarred up knees, Smoldering eye’s soon afire, Turn the head – not to kiss, Angel in sports attire. Bat the ball – ride the bike, Paddling every which way. Princess jock’s found lost love, And a mother’s love day to day Poet

Today On World Rock Radio
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Saturday, Feb. 23rd
I just woke up a bit ago and will be heading into work yet again today. This will make my 18th day in a row of working. Not a full shift though for all 18 days. I have been working a lot of the time it seems for my fundraising activities that I volunteered for. Today there is a luncheon and a dinner to attend to raise some money from some of the wealthiest business people in the area. Of course I need to go out and buy something new for the occasion tonight ... rather on the semi-formal wear ... it should be fun. I will be attending solo tonight so it will be fun watching the men glancing down at my cleavage trying to not let me see their glances. But it is so obvious. You guys can be so funny sometimes. Well... off to the shower and then get dressed to go to Macy's and see what I should get for dinner tonight.

Website Is Up.
WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!! My site is finally up. You can check it out at http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm I add more photos 2-3 times a week. Coming next week I will have photos with umbrella play. Look for these photos to be coming soon: Trench Coat, and Pampering myself. Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame

Showcase Pro Wrestling Tonight And Tomorrow Afternoon
SPW 2/23 and 2/24 Event Update Ireland Mortgage, LLC and Mortgage Protection Presents Showcase Pro Wrestling returns to Southbridge, MA Saturday Night February, 23rdh 2008 ADC Performance Center @ Mill St Brews 18 Mills Street Southbridge, MA Bell Time 7:47 pm. Special Video Game challenge from 7:07 to 7:47 Compete against other wrestling fans prior to being showcased!! All matches are sanction by Showcase Pro Wrestling, LLC under the rules and regulation of The Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Feature Matches The Kreeper will face ""Narcisstic" Nicholas Night Frontline – Leon Matthews and Shane Adams vs. MIA "Sport Illustrated Legend" Robbie Ellis will be in action. Film crews will be on hand to interview and tape Robbie Ellis match for an upcoming movie. All fans in attendance will have the chance to be in the movie. Also Featuring The Phoenix, Apocalypse There will be a special "Best of the Best Match" with the winner

True Predictive Power
TRUE PREDICTIVE POWER 2/23/2008 Dear Readers; Good news the first taping for my reality show, I had enough of waiting for some wealthy heads to make up their mind about my ability and unique gifts thus I found a way to start the process of getting things done MY WAY as usual…It looks like anything I want I have to do it myself, blame it on my natal Dragon’s Head (the started/luck) in Aries (impatient) Those people do not know yet the humongous financial return in the most REALISTIC show on television but most of all the children can not wait any longer. My message has to go OUT. Now many critical, perfectionist (CONSTIPATED) people have asked me to “polish” my image be less than a “playboy” remove all my beautiful friends pictures from my http://www.myspace.com/drturi and LOOK good to the consumers. What the hell would anyone change me, my true personality, who I am, the way I express myself and what I represent with love, life, happiness, health and success?

Thank You
I would like to thank each and every one of you that left birthday wishes and gifts for me yesterday. Its nice to know I have so many wonderful friends who care enough to do that for me. Thank you ALL very much! Dazzy :-)

Freedom!!
Well after being in a 2 year relationship, i am free,,,,, I thank god i got out with my sanity.... He took alot of things but my friends and family he did not.... Lost my truck he has, But i gained my life back... There are angels in this world.... NOW ITS ABOUT ME FOR ONCE!!!

Who Should I Pull For
there is a big basketball game today number 1 vs number 2 in mens ncaa division 1. the two teams are the university of memphis and the univesity of tennesee. i did not attend either school but i am a fan of both schools being from memphis and a native tennessean. the are alot of household divided in the city with husbands and wifes or b/f and g/f pulling for either school becasue they attended these schools. some people have attended both. memphis is a local university and tennessee is the big state university.

On This Day Feb. 23
Today is Saturday, February 23, 2008. This is the 54th day of the year, with 312 days remaining in 2008. Fact of the Day: ice cream People have been eating ice cream for 3000 years, originally as flavored snow or ice. Ice cream evolved from flavored ices that were popular with the Roman nobility in the 4th century BC. The emperor Nero is known to have imported snow from the mountains and topped it with fruit juices and honey. In the 13th century, Marco Polo was reported to have returned from China with recipes for making water and milk ices. Early colonists poured maple syrup over snow. Both Washington and Jefferson owned a "cream machine for making ice" and Dolly Madison's White House dinner parties were talked about for the "large shining dome of pink ice cream" as the centerpiece. Colonists talked about going to ice cream houses since the 1700s, which weren't generally called ice cream parlors or ice cream stands until the late 1870s. The discovery that salt would lower the free

Not Too Much Longer
Here I am, sitting in the hell of a country called Iraq. Been here since Feb of last year...Had some close calls, but we're all still here and accounted for..We have about 55 some odd days until we get our asses back home! I cant wait that way I can see my two adorable kids, whom I miss the world of! But thats just about it for my first blog....Its been forever since I"ve been on here still trying to get used to everything again...spent about a year or so away from it....I joined when it was CheryTap...yeah, a while ago. So, feel free to send me messeges, all that good stuff, or just say HI...Thank you all.... Jrich

Politically Correct
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of "RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION."

To Wolfhearts Angel & Wolfheart Congrats To You Both(another Fubar Firefighters Wedding To Come)
I WOULD LIKE TO FIRST SAY CONGRATS TO MY SISTER OUTLAW ANGEL (AKA WOLFHEARTS ANGEL) I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU...I AM PROUD TO HAVE YOU AS MY SISTER...AND I AM HONORED TO BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU AND WOLFHEART THE PROPER WEDDING ON FU...FOR HE IS A FORMER FIREFIGHTER..HOWEVER IT DOES NOT MATTER THAT HE'S RETIRED...HE CARRIES THE HEART OF A HERO...AND DESERVES THE PROPER RESPECT AND I AM GLAD HE CHOSE YOU FOR HIS FU WIFE BECAUSE HE COULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN A BETTER WOMAN TO LOVE HIM AND SUPPORT HIM...I KNOW THAT YOU ALL HAVE ALREADY BEEN MARRIED ON FU BUT THIS WEDDING IS GOING TO BE THE MOST AWESOME FIREFIGHTING WEDDING THERE HAS EVER BEEN...AND I AM GLAD TO BE ABLE TO BE PART IN IT BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE AN RESPECT THAT I HAVE FOR THE FIREFIGHTER AND AMERICAN HERO'S IN GENERAL...I LOVE THE FACT THAT MY SISTER CHOSE A GOOD GUY (JOE) YOU ARE ONE LUCKY MAN...AND YOU HAVE MY TOTAL LOYALITY AND RESPECT...I AM GLAD SHERRY CHOSE YOU BECAUSE TO ME YOU CAN'T GET MORE REALER THEN A FIREFIGHTER YOU TO

What To Do
I have a chance to make some really good money but i have to move. the thing is my kids and i wont get to see them much, i now money isnt everything but its a good thing and bad at the same time. the company i work for built a knew plant in Mexico. should i stay or should i go?????

Physics & My Boner
I often measure the successfulness of a day by the number of steaming hot boners strength testing the crotch of my stone washed Jordache Jeans. Recently I've noticed a disturbing trend regarding my dingie's presence. He is still performing like an all-star, but it seems the bigger the red wood is; the harder it's falling. What happens is I'll have this regular boner of around 2 feet and after 13 seconds of good sex, I'll cream a stream of man jam. The ol boy doesn't deflate back to it's standard flaccid length of 8 inches, instead it seems to over compensate by ducking like a turtle. Suddenly I have a 3 inch mushroom planted on my balls. Since gaining my attention I've observed that a small stiffy will be followed by a normal sized 'post-hard-on' penile unit, while a great big boner will shrink to laughable stature immediately following the skeet session. Basically the greater the dong's intensity, the less substantial it is afterward. I thought maybe it just lo

Drag Race
Game Name: Drag Race Category: Speed Buzz Level: High Directions: Players gather around a table after deciding how many 'laps' their race is going to consist of. I would recommend 3-5 laps. After deciding the number of laps, that number of shot glasses need be placed in front of each player. At this point, from left to right, we fill the shot glasses with alcohol of varying proof. For example, when I first performed the drag race, the shots in order were: Sour Apple Pucker, Vodka, Courvaisier, 151. All players at this time should have their hands behind their back. With an outsider observing, he/she will count to three and say go. Each player will begin to drink each shot in succession as fast as they can. The person who finishes first, is the winner of the drag race. To make it a little more difficult, you can put a lighter proof alcohol after the highest proof shot, some people need a little 'recovery time' and it absolutely kills them in the home stretch. Hope you e

Hateful People
OK ALL... I AM OK WITH PEOPLE BEING HONEST, BUT TO JUST LITERALLY GO TO SOMEONE;S PAGE AND DOWNRATE EVERY FUCKING PIC... NOW THAT IS JUST A HATEFUL THING.... HE RATED ME A 4 AND THEN ALL MY PICS BETWEEN 4-7 JUST WANTED TO GIVE EVERYONE A HEADS UP (SPECIALLY THE WOMAN) THE SADDEST PART IS THEY WERE INVITED TO THE SITE BY A VERY WONDERFUL FUBARIAN WHO ALWAYS SHOWS AND GIVES LOVE..... HERE THE LINK ALL newtonie45@ fubar

Key To Happiness
Sometimes it takes an entire life to find happiness. Sometimes it is staring you straight in the face. Sometimes, we have buried the happiness for so long that we don't remember what it feels like, where we put it, or how to get it back. I buried my happiness 15 years ago. I had forgotten just how good it felt to be happy. I had forgot how to get it back. But damn if I didn't know it when I saw it. My happiness is back and here to stay. I know what I did all these years to keep myself from being happy. I tried so hard to do the opposite of what made me happy. Yet somehow could not figure out why I wasn't happy. I faced my problems this week. I was ready to close that chapter of my life for good so I could move on. I thought that was I needed to do. However, I looked at it and knew right then, that book could never be closed for me. Then to find out, the other person involved tells me it is only the beginning. Woohoo! That is ecstacy!

I Need Your Help!!!!!!!!!
Hey yall, i'm trying to get a backround on here and i don't know how, i have been fucking it up for hours and i need some help! If u read these damn things and u know what u doing, get at me and let me know what i am doing wrong or what i need to do right. I would greatly appreciate it!! Thanks People Marcus

Back In Hollywood
So, lucky me. My movie blog and my frinds at E! entertainment have brought me back to Hollywood. I am at the coolest OG Hollywood hotel (The Roosevelt) which is also said to be haunted. I hardly ever sleep and tonight should be no differen't. After a trip to their ultra shiek bar (complete with leather couches) I wondered around and snapped like 100+ pics, Digital and film. I managed to catch a huge orb in the main dinning room where all the celebs would eat. I did wander around the grounds at 3am for awhile Directly across the street is Mann's chinese theatre where u can be all over the stars foot and hand prints they left their. I miss what it felt like to be in Hollywood at night. You can really get a sense of the history. I look forward to the Oscar party on sunday. I hope to take more pix (if I can) they really don't like people wandering around taking pix,lol In hollywood? Imagine that. However if you feel the need to add some REAL hollywood art to your home.....t

To Every Female That Visits Me
For Every Female That visits me; I am so tired of being stalked by females thinking that because some guy buys you a virtual gift of leaves a comment that you think that they do love you and so you come to me and start checking me out all the time and/or tell me to either leave them alone or give me permission to be their friend. Here is a fact that you ARE living in a dream and you can not fall in love with someone within a few minutes or a few days and I will be friends with anyone I want and I am smart enough to recognize the games and do keep my Private Life as that PRIVATE, and my friends and relationships is my business and that is that. I do not fall for the lies or games so all I can say is grow up and stop looking for a Sugar Daddy and learn to be INDEPENDANT and the Stalking, it is old and I am tired of trying to keep my friends due to your games and one I will never lose because we do communicate and that is never going to change. And I also added this to my prof

Re: Ex-congressman: U.s. Government Involved In 9/11
RE: Ex-Congressman: U.S. Government Involved In 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 22 Feb 2008, 22:32 Ex-Congressman: U.S. Government Created Al-Qaeda, Involved In 9/11 A former Congressman says that the U.S. government created Al-Qaeda and was involved in bombing its own citizens on 9/11, telling a national radio show that elements of the Bush administration assisted the attacks on the WTC and the Pentagon. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022208_congressman_involved.htm

Re: Secret Service Stand Down At Obama Event Raises Suspicions
RE: Secret Service Stand Down At Obama Event Raises Suspicions ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 22 Feb 2008, 22:33 Secret Service Stand Down At Obama Event Raises Suspicions Dozens of police officers have voiced concern over a security stand down order issued by federal officials at Barack Obama's rally in Dallas yesterday afternoon. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/220208Obama.htm

I'm Headed Straight To Hell...infact I Might Be Driving The Train...
I say that because I laugh at the most awful things. I do, it's wrong and totally fucked up but if it's funny, then I'm sorry but I'm laughing. I was sitting in my office one day looking out the window, which was ground level and as it was a real estate agents, the windows were huge and mainly uncovered by marketing (we had those snazzy interactive TV things, but when I have the remote it's never good. If they'd get excited about a property, I'd fast forward it from the inside bwahahahaaaaa, but I'm digressing. HEY!! It worked right, get's them to come INSIDE and ask...*taps head* not just a hat rack my friends)...where was I?? Oh yeah.... ...So I'm gazing out the window and there's this plumpish girl walking along the sidewalk when all of a sudden, this big assed Ice cream van passes. She's so pre-occupied staring and drooling at this van going by that she TRIPS OVER HER OWN FEET and lands on her ass grasping her ankle in what would either appear to be agony from a possible spra

You Know You Need To Move When You Walk Into A Chemist And All You Can See Is Combs And Rollers...
I'm not even kidding. I'm walking through this god forsaken village today and it's grim and gray and I'm wondering what the FUCK am I doing here? I get to the center of the village and you see the same ppl wondering around, doing the same damn thing. I get to the Dr's surgery and it was so sad. There was an old lady there that had just wondered in to keep warm. I mean how awful is that? To feel so alone in the world that 1) you have to wonder into somewhere where she's likely to catch flu and die and 2) to be so alone in the world that you end up spending the rest of your days in Pen! It's a loose loose situation. Fuck that, when I'm 80, if I even make it to that age after throwing myself off Ooleroo (Ayre's rock to you lot) wearing a killer whale as a parachute and wearing a t shirt saying "save gas, ride the handicapped" you can be damned sure I'm not ending out the rest of my days in some god forsaken village! Hell no! I'll be in fucking Vegas spending all my easy earned cash

I've Considered This Carefully...
...mainly because I have far too much time on my hands however be that as it may, I still find certain children's tales and films very disturbing. Yes, they might be classics but for God's sakes... ...take for example Mary Poppins. Now I've had this discussion with a few ppl on why I find that film strange. What kind of message are we giving our kids when we encourage them to watch a film about a woman that floats down from Lord knows where on a cloud, carrying a carpet bag that will apparently store the entire contents of an Ikea store and who talks to an umberella shaped like a parrot's head? Does anyone else not think that this is the work of some crack smoking weirdo? Not only that, but Mary may well have been on crack herself. Let's see now...she clicks her fingers and room's magically tidy themselves up, she dances with Dick Van Dyke and a bunch of penguins in a "mystical" (more like drug induced) world and reckons a spoon full of sugar will help the medicine go down...okkkkkk

♥
As time moves by and memories fade fast,, My love for you will always last,, You are my world, My one true love, A gift to me from angels above,, I cant imagine a life without you, My heart is broken, Torn in two, My eyes are lifeless, My tears fall free, I am a broken man for all to see

Maybe???
For the past 2 weeks I haven't been able to move much at all. I have spent most my time laying in bed (without the fun benefits). I have this pain in my back that goes down my left leg. REALLY SUX! I just found out today that my back problems maybe a herniated disc....NOT cool. They aren't sure yet, but I have to get the MRI soon and find out. If it is they aren't sure if I will get surgery or not but they said I probably will since I can't move much. Wish me luck, pray for me, however you want to help me out...lol Thanks Things have been good so far this year (until this). We went a long stretch with NO money but things got worked out and we are doing fine now. It was scarey there for awhile. We have all been getting along good though. Thank God for good communication I guess huh. We try. Well, I hope everyone has a great day and rates this. I try to get around to rating your stuff and if I don't send me a message that tells me so and I will. Thanks... Very Sexy Comm

Flower Meanings I Found Curious.
We all wonder what each color of a rose means, but we tend to miss what the number of them means, we also never contemplate the meaning of other flowers in existance. So here is a nifty tidbit i found on the net i thought i would share. Flower Meanings Number of Flowers one flower means consideration, three ones respect, five ones affection, seven ones love, send your Lady a bunch of flowers and be sure that she feels your affection. IN ROSES: 1 Rose: Exceptional Love Only For You 3 Roses: I Love You 5 Roses: I Love You Very Much 12 Roses: Our Love Has Reached a Perfect Dozen with much Mutual Affinity 36 Roses: Feeling Romantic - Attachment With You 99 Roses: My Love For You Is Forever 365 Roses: Thinking & Loving You Everyday Of the Year 10 Tulips: Perfect Love Single Colour Meanings RED ROSES: Red roses of any hue say "I love you"; deep red roses imply unconscious beauty. YELLOW ROSES: Today, yellow roses signify joy and gladness; historically, they

Us Stealth Bomber Crashes On Guam
US stealth bomber crashes on Guam B-2 bombers evade radar signals, making them hard to attack A US B-2 stealth bomber - one of the most expensive military aircraft in the world - has crashed at an air base on the Pacific island of Guam. The United States Air Force (USAF) said both pilots had ejected safely before the plane came down at Andersen Air Force Base, shortly after take-off. A spokeswoman said it was the first time a B-2 had crashed. B-2 bombers, which can evade most radar signals, cost about $1.2bn (£610m) each to build. They have a range of 6,000 nautical miles (11,112 km) without refuelling and have seen service in Kosovo, Iraq and Afghanistan. Fact file: B-2 stealth bomber Profile: Guam Thick, black smoke could be seen coming from the wreckage following the crash. Lieutenant Colonel Doug Smith from the USAF told the BBC that the crash would be investigated. "The two pilots... ejected prior to the crash. One of them was medical

'dozens Dead' In Turkish Assault
'Dozens dead' in Turkish assault Turkey's army says its ground offensive in northern Iraq has left five soldiers and dozens of Kurdish rebels dead. Turkey said its ground forces had crossed the border to tackle rebels late on Thursday after an air and artillery bombardment. PM Recep Tayyip Erdogan has said the offensive is limited in scale and troops will return as soon as possible. The UN secretary general and the US have urged Turkey to show restraint in the offensive. A Turkish army statement said: "It has been understood from preliminary information that the terrorists have suffered heavy losses under long-range weapons fire and air strikes." It said that 24 Kurdish rebels had been killed in clashes, and at least another 20 by artillery fire and rounds from helicopter gunships. A Kurdistan Workers' Party (PKK) spokesman, Ahmad Danas, earlier said two Turkish troops were killed and eight wounded in fighting. Neither report can be independently confirmed

Goodnight Everyone
Its 5:08 and I just got home. Dream stalker won't be around for days because I'm rollin and tweakin my ass off. I don't know how much shit they gave me, but damn I'm fucked. FYI, Band warehouse is getting very very popular. Also the raver pants turned out to be a good idea. Once Blake and Jason were able to untie the bow on my belt they had my pants off in seconds and there was no way I could keep them on. Blake is determined to get me pregnant. Little jack ass. I realize I made a big mistake a long time ago. I showed Mark where all my restrains, gags, whips, and other stuff was hidden. Yeah, I CAN BE MY HAIR COLOR AT TIMES. Before going to the warehouse while I was BATHING Mark picked out some items to take the the warehouse with us. I love all my cuffs, the full face hood, MY GAS MASK IS FUCKING HOT, spreader bars, even my whip and single tails are sweet. WHY DID THAT ASSHOLE HAVE TO FUCKING PICK MY RING GAG. The person who bought that did so because it was a

Ten More Random Things About Me
1. I LOVE MUSIC 2. I'VE WORN GLASSES SINCE FIRST GRADE (thanks to a nun for realizing I needed them) 3. I WAS RAISED STRICT ROMAN CATHOLIC although no longer am a practising one. 4. I PREFER WOMEN AS MATES (great reason not to practice catholicism) 5. I LOVE THE OUTDOORS 6. I ADORE MY FRIENDS 7. I LOVE ANIMALS (presently have two cats) 8. I WANT TO RETURN TO COLLEGE 9. I AM A PEOPLE WATCHER, AND I LOVE TO STUDY PEOPLE 10. I AM A FU-ADDICT (who'd have thought it?)

A Huge Dragon
lots of promises go within time tonight im drownin in a sea of memories i used to build a castle of dreams that soon came tumbling down when i saw you in that enchanted forest a fairy told me you were my prince charming like magic oyu filled my days with light but its all over now nothing is left between you and i cus like in a fairytale a huge dragon stole our heart please where are you now youre my other half ill always be waiting for you and i know that someday youll comeback and our story disapears with distance i wont find your look in secret and drawing my pain in silence with the color of goodbye i made up a whole fairy tale baut at the end that aweful witchtook us apart all what we dreamed of is behind all your love she took but its all over now nothing is left between you and i cus like in a fairytale a huge dragon stole our hearts please where are you now youre my other half ill always be waiting for you and i know that someday youll come

Meditation For February 23
Love the busy life. It is a joy-filled life. Take your fill of joy in the Spring. Live outdoors whenever possible. Sun and air are nature's great healing forces. That inward joy changes poisoned blood into a pure, healthy, life-giving flow. But never forget that the real healing of the spirit comes from within, from the close, loving contact of your spirit with God's spirit. Keep in close communion with God's spirit day by day.

My Favorite Drinking Chant
Here's to brother _______, brother _______, brother _______, Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight. He's happy, he's jolly, he's horny, by golly! Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight! Sooooooo.... Drink, motherf*cker! Drink, motherf*cker! (repeat until the drink (cup, glass, bottle, can or keg) is finished) Here's to brother _______, who's with us tonight!

Looking For New Dj's
We are currently looking for new DJ's at SpitFire Radio. If interested contact me at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or fubar mail me or yahoo reach me dj_thumperz or goto the website www.wdkyradio.com and fill out the DJ Application ALL MUST BE OVER THE AGE OF 18 YEARS OLD..............we play all kinds of music so come join us and lets get that music pumpin'!!!!!

Shoutcast Hosting
Check me out at www.lair-hosting.com for quality affordable shoutcast hosting for your individual needs you can also reach me on yahoo dj_thumperz or leave me a fubar mail or email me at webmaster@lair-hosting.com

2 Deaths,one Night...no Sleep.
So I get a text message from my love...saying that it's important. I txt her back and she says that I need to call her.... Apparently a good friend of her committed suicide about 20 minutes before,hence the txt message. :( I call, but other than saying I'm sorry...what could I say? She says, as long as she can hear my voice that's enough. We spend a good hr or so on the phone just talking about everything and anything. Somehow the conversation gets to me and my hazy club days. I tell her a story of how I used to work for this gentleman named Baird Jones ( a party promoter in NYC who ran with the likes of Warhol ) and how 1 night he asked me to be his bouncer. I did,reluctantly. One guy was @ the bar,drunk and loud and I was told to remove him from the premises. I loathe confrontation but alas I had a job to do. I say to the guy "look, your asked to leave so let's make this easy and just go". The guys like ,"fuck you , i just paid for a drink, i want my damn drin

Now God Father List 2 23 08
If you or anyone you know is a Fu-King (24) and wants to be on this list, please message me. My link is at the bottom of this list. Im Owned By: ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar I own: Perky ♥ Mr.D Owned by Mikey@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar ~?¤‡ Åm H¡? ßÊåµTîFµ£ Å?g?L¤?~

Class Of 2007 Mixed By Dj Muzik-al
Class of 2007 mixed by DJ Muzik-AL 'Class of 2007' and was mixed for a pre-club party for the students of Brighton & Hove, UK. Its 78mins long and contains 35 huge floorfillas to get any party in full swing. For the full tracklisting please visit my website at www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/classof2007 To listen and download FREE please visit http://www.esnips.com/doc/0014546a-aa8f-40c3-937e-1eac41f7c6e5/DJ-Muzik-AL---Class-Of-2007_128 Again, thanks for your continued support over the years and wishing you a great 2008. DJ Muzik-AL

Dont
Don’t Fall In Love Have you ever fallen in love, But knew they did not care? Have you ever felt like crying, But knew it would get you no where? Have you ever watched them walk away… Not wanting them to go? And whispered “I love you” softly… Not wanting them to know? You cried all night in misery, And almost went insane There’s nothing in this world That causes so much pain If I could choose between love and death, I think I’d rather die Love is fun, but it hurts too much And the price you pay is high So I say, don’t fall in love You’ll be hurt before it’s through You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you.

Confusion
I don't know how to handle The confusion in my soul Happy or depressed Don't know in which direction I'm going to go. I was depressed since I was a little girl But I didn't want it anymore I started being happy for awhile But now I'm not so sure. I'm starting to feel sad Most of each day Not knowing if I'm up or down Not knowing what to say. I don't want to go back Depressed isn't what I want to be I need to redefine myself Be nothing but me. It's hard Not knowing who you really are Especially when everyone else knows you They know that you're a rising star. I'll find out who I am I won't stop til I do And I'll stop Letting my depression get through.

V.i.p.
Ok, so I just put some new pics up but I can't level up and I'm bummed. I can't level up til' I post a salute pic. Which I will do, like tomorrow. I just can't do it tonight. I'll try to post a good one tomorrow. Hope ya'll like my new pics. And I wish someone would get me another V.I.P. because I miss my pink name so bad! It made me feel special. And it's good to feel special and pink! Muah!

Dog The Bounty Hunter
There's fear and darkness all around you The criminals are on the run No use hiding in the dark I'll hunt you down cause I'm the dog I'm the dog, the big bad dog I'm the dog, the bounty hunter The bounty hunter

Skins~please Repost~
Ahh yes...skins. Have some new ones, as does Tik. I ask that you RESPECT the fact that codes take literally hours and hours of work, not to mention the graphics. Removing someones name from a skin code, does not make it yours. Codes are like fingerprints...no two people have the same ones. We share freely. We ask that you leave the coder names in ANYONEs codes...not just ours. :) Doesn't take 2 minutes to resize a pic to make a skin...so remember that. A REAL skin maker..codes the skins too..not just uses someone elses graphics for resize..and then someone elses codes and passes them off for their own. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Also have a blog to help with downloading Fonts onto your computer. http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A Doozie
you know they ask the question if a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it does it make a sound exactly what is the point of this question its dumb if no one is around i mean fuck isn't there anything in the world more clever to think up then that

Lonely For Something I Forgot About...
It's ironic that I can move on every day and in hopes of finding something.. the search is never ending and the battle is stronger then ever, the desire to come ontop keeps me going.. but the irony.. is I've forgotten what it is exactly I'm searching for... I'm lonely but for what? I don't know.... I've become numb and distant and the thought of someone loving me is.. rough and.. just.. it doesn't seem right, I've been single a year and theres only one person I trust in my life I'd give anything to feel again... maybe... it takes time to remember.. what we're searching for.... maybe... it takes time to move past all the demons before you can let more in.. if that makes any sense..

Gettin Paid For Someone To Work Me! Haha
SOOOO a few weeks ago this guy came in and made a reservation to check in that night. my boss was there so he didnt really say much but whenever she would turn around he would look at me and mouth the words "call me" haha! i was like umm haha.. so he came back when my boss left n was talkin to me tryin to talk reallllly smooth too! sayin that i just have to meet him in the sauna in 10 min and he'll show me a good time! and that all i had to give him was 10 min in the sauna! lol....i was like umm no sorry i have a boyfriend? lol he was like AWE come on he'll never know blah blah blah u know that bullshit guys try to pull.. but w/e so we'd be talking and then all of a sudded C'MON meet me in the sauna.. of course i still said no... but then he lays down $300 dollars on the counter and says that i dont even have to do anything to just meet him in the sauna and he'll do all the work for only 10 min!.. haha crazyyy would have been an easy 300 huh? but im not like that so w/e

Aaron Carter
(Feb. 22) -- Pop singer Aaron Carter was arrested on Thursday after police in Texas found marijuana in his car during a traffic stop. Carter, 20, had more than two ounces of marijuana in the vehicle, TMZ reports. Carter was being held in a Junction, Tx., jail until his court appearance on Friday. Carter, 20, is the younger brother of Backstreet Boys star Nick Carter. He's had a career in both television and music as a teen, but has been out of the spotlight recently.

People Staying For 1 Month!
man i havnt written anything for a long ass time! but anyways i work at a new hotel closer to home.. i make more money and do less :) its pretty nice. but anyways there was this guy staying here with his mom and son.. they were waiting for their house to be done.. but anyways during this time there was also a bitch working here named amber... man o man .. we wont talk about her til later cuz just the thought of her makes me pissed off!well anyways the guy would come down just about every night to talk to me it was pretty damn cool it would make my nights go by way faster than usual! and his mom would come down every morning and talk to me i'd bring her coffee and a banana:) she was all about stayin in shape but anyways i think they will be the most remembered by this hotel! honestly they were the shyt! after they got out of the hotel i went to their house a few times! they gave me furniture for my house n shit! it was pretty cool they bought my puppy toys n all that! pretty crazyyyyyyy

About Bruce #1
OK first off i want to straight out something right now that i am a real person and not a fake yes i am real in my age not fake in my age and if my profile says Sydney Australia then that's also real i have my own tastes in life including younger women some older women are my friends on here but in general i sometimes feel uncomfortable around older women as long they understand i only want to be just friends but that's just the way i am and i am uncle of a almost 2 yr old nephew and on this site i am been how i would be away from the pc and i am the way i am everyday i am a sensitive person with real feelings i just hope you can understand the way i am and the music i like is also real the cool cat and sexy part of my username is because of a nick name mr cool cat and i always think of myself as sexy everyday from Bruce ps i hope this clears up the way i am for you people.

2~23~08
i can't sleep so im sitting here thinking and then i got all sad and depressed i just wish my hole life was diffrent i wish i actually had real friends sometimes i feel like i alone i wish i was good looking and stuff. i try to be nice to everyone and help people is much as i can. i know i dont make any since but oh well. i wish my sisters wouldnt rub shit in my face cuz they have more money and stuff then me they dont know how bad they make me feel at times. i just feel like im neevr gunna be anything but a loser. grr i dk any more i sound dumb i should nt have even been writting this crap. well im gunna end this cuz idk what to write i have a hard time expressing my feelings. im the shy quite type person i try not to tell people how i feel cuz i awasy get hert in the end okay im donw with my dumb writting

See Ya Again
It's that time of the year again. I'm bored, and don't wanna be here right now. Sick of me doing this? Me too. But i have thought long and hard about it. And i need another break. Nothing is wrong. I have no drama, just way too bored. And i keep coming online anyways. For my new friends, this is how i roll. I come and go. I'm sure i'll be back soon. But for now, its what i need. Hope you all understand. Catch you on the flip side. PS, Vixen, you dont need to keep me drunk. LOL Cheers all. ♥ ya. Cubby out. The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It's getting late, dark outside I need

What A Great True Friend Does :d
SIMPLE WORDS CAN NOT EXPRESS HOW WONDERFUL MY FRIEND BARBARA IS! PLEASE GO AND RATE HER PHOTOS/STASH AND FAN/ADD/RATE HER. SHE IS SO KIND AND CARING AND GIVING THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVER REPAY HER KINDNESS BUT MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME SHOW HER HOW MUCH HER KINDNESS MEANS TO ME BY HELPING ME SHOW HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!!! {For every 100 photos/stash you rate for her I will make you 1 photo effect for free and if you rate it all I will do 8 (she has 722 photos/stash combined) AND if you rate them all I will pimp you out (will be doing one big pimp out) & if you're VIP and give her 100 11's I will do a separate pimp out bulletin of JUST YOU as well as put you on the mass pimp out. YOU MUST private message me and let me know & I will confirm with her on how many. ALSO if you rate it ALL AND COMMENT it ALL I will do a TOTAL of 20 photo effects for you and/or your friends the mass & individual pimp out (for those of you not VIP this is how you get your individual pimp out) PLUS I will

Embracing Midnight
The soft whisper on the wind eases her out of peaceful slumber beckoning her out of bed a languid spell she's cast under. Clad only in a white shift she tiptoes down darkened halls guided only by the luminescent moon and candles flickering against the wall. Enchanting music adrift on a breeze flows steadily into her ears.. helpless to resist the pull as it soothes and ceases her deepest fears. Following the music outside eyes dazed, mind in a trance she lets go of inhibitions with grace begins to dance. Shadowed and mysterious he waits in still silence following her every move waiting to offer expert guidance. Her movements liquid against the black velvet of night graceful in poise and flow, embraced by a halo of moonlight. He glides out of shadows and hovers nearer her form a shiver runs down her spine her body loses it's warmth. An eerie calm settles around her sh

Third Week Survived!
OMG!! Can you actually believe that it has been three weeks of maintaining a regular schedule as a DJ @ Blue Orion Lounge -- or, anywhere for that matter???? We were sorry to hear that DJ Purr's Dad died on Thursday and we have all been extremely supportive of her and my show on Thursday was pretty much dedicated to making her feel better. Many folks were making special requests in her honor, as well as she put in her own special requests. Friday's show was a followup with much of the same working playlist with other songs added, as well as some humor from Zappa and other zanny characters. I am going to miss doing the Saturday show tomorrow b/c I have to attend a mandatory training for one of my jobs about Alzheimer clients and CPR, but I am looking forward to next week's three show week. I am sooooo hyped from the excitement of doing the DJ thing and look forward to the next week ahead. Because of Oscars being on Sunday, I am thinking of a movie playlist theme for this upc

Whispered Autumn Kisses
Whispered kisses against your face along your jawline I softly trace For a moment I hold your gaze for a moment I'm lost in a daze. Our lips melt together like chocolate in heat our bodies cling like magnets when they meet. Gentle now my love tender and slow my body is fragile as you know... A soothing massage caress my hair kiss me softly you know where Just hold me in your embrace we'll watch the wood dance with the flames. The leaves descending in a swirling dance the brilliant colors remind me of this chance To open my heart's door and let you inside for when you hold me my fears subside. Forget the dark past of pain and hurt think not of the future unto me, open your heart.

Midnight Fantasy
Angelic and white sweet innocence written on her face stars shimmer in her eyes and on her pale skin but crimson dreams and midnight fantasies entwined in dark-desire a web of sensuous longings lurk beneath her wings Pristine and crystalline halo hovers over her head (so you think) lusty tilted halo under the facade. Seraphim voice sings softly (how deceiving she is) as a sultry honey-laden voice whispers arcane incantations into your deaf ears.

I'm Sorry If I Hurt You.
You know who you are. I never meant to make you regret saying what you did. I never meant to destroy something so young and new. I never meant for things to get like this. I'm just afraid to let myself go. I'm afraid I'll get hurt again. And its not something I'm willing to do right now. I understand if you won't talk to me anymore, or if you cancel your plans to move closer to me...just please don't take away your friendship, your kindness, and I'll try not to damage you again.

Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

The Fear Of Fear
Fear is not what I am afraid of. True, it is a frightful thing to fear; But the fear of fearing fear is overwhelming Especially when its form becomes sheer Fear is like losing a tree of shade on a bristling day Or losing your breath when you fall below the sea; I fear this fear of fearing these fears And it is this fear that is part and parcel of me. Fear is like loving without being loved back, Fear is like leaving without being left; And the fear of loving and leaving and being loved and being left Is opposed by the fear of not fearing anything And being an empty vase, noisy and bereft I fear not death nor do I fear life, But I fear the fear of both as my peers; If I could release one fear from my fears It would be the fear of fearing these fears.

Fear
fear of confusion fear of killers fear of panicking fear of death fear of clowns fear of needles fear of stalkers fear of love fear of getting hurt fear of the future fear of car accidents fear of not being happy fear of being buried alive fear of losing someone you love fear of the past coming back fear of someone not loving you back fear of disappointing the people you love fear of hurting the people you love fear of not knowing whats going to happen fear of me

Not Just Comments Count!
One more thing the contest winner will be decided by a combination of comments received, the picture's rating and my own personal taste I will view the comments as they come in and see who thinks what picture is the best after all that is what this contest is about to me the sexiest and best salute, not who can bomb best!

Want To Learn A Method To Keep Your Car From Being Stolen? Read This!!
Subject: Vin # This probably could happen to any of us.You would think a dealership would ask for proper ID. Here is info worth the price of your car....WHAT WILL the car thieves THINK OF NEXT? The car thieves peer through the windshield of your car or truck, write down the VIN # from the label on the dash, go to the local car dealership and request a duplicate key based on the VIN #. I didn't believe this e-mail, so I called Chrysler-Dodge and pretended I had lost my keys They told me to just bring in the VIN #, and they would cut me one on the spot, and I could order the keyless device if I wanted. The Car Dealer's Parts Department will make a duplicate key from the VIN #, and collect payment from the thief who will return to your car. He doesn't have to break in, do any damage to the vehicle, or draw attention to himself. All he has to do is walk up to your car, insert the key and off he goes to a local Chop Shop with your vehicle. You don't believe it? It I

Peopl
since the first one is always crappy that is the namme of it.i read alot of the things written on here and my heart and soul goes out to those that feel the same as i do i know its a black place and seems no return but it is somewhere we just have to hold together and be there and we will makeit through it.Then there are some that just want you to feel sorry for them or think they are something but they are the ones who are really in our shoes.

Writing
"The Fear I Hide Inside" I lost myself a time ago, I don't know who I am I used to be someone else, I used to be a better man It just got so complicated, it was more than I could take So I slipped further away with every decision that I made I never thought about the consequence as I lived day by day I never considered the man I'd become or the bed I'd lay Now I try so fucking hard to remember who I used to be Cause I don't recognize the man in the mirror staring back at me Welcome to my crazy life Welcome to the fear I hide inside Do you know what it's like To live with the fear I hide inside I try to hold my head up high and I try to chase my dreams But it seems the more I try I just get by with broken wings So I find it hard to get up and face another day I just lay there in my bed wishing that I could stay At least I can say that I am not without love Thanks to my heart, our two awesome boys, and my angel from above They give me reason to live on and they

Writing
Another Lost Soul My mind is a scary place One of a completely different taste Most of its use has gone to waste And disappeared without a trace I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My heart is one of purity I wear it on my sleeve for all to see It branches out just like a tree This will be the downfall of me I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none. My soul is lost as I like to say In a new place each and every day I couldn't say where it is today I wish it would choose someplace to stay I am a man of unknown fortune Who lives my life by the turn of the sun I guess I will always be the one Lost in life and known by none.

Not A Mistake...
->♫Whi...: You're falling, aren't you? ->♫Whi...: Fuck... my sentiments exaclty Jedi Maste...: thats one of teh greatiest things about you, yor perfect combination of desire, and empathy, and flexibilitty, and...just...YOU....fuck..... ->♫Whi...: I don't want you to even utter a phrase of it before you are...... ->♫Whi...: I know that you'll say it when you're ready.... Jedi Maste...: yet, being the key word.... ->♫Whi...: And, well, I know how you feel about me.... and I know that it's as of yet unspoken ->♫Whi...: Goood, because I wanted to make sure that you knew exactly how I feel about you..... Jedi Maste...: aye, definitely i do ->♫Whi...: Good, then you KNOW Jedi Maste...: i did..... ->♫Whi...: I hope that you heard the love in my voice when I told you that I loved you... Jedi Maste...: i can sense, feel, and just connect with it, when i experience it through your voice.... ->♫Whi...:

For My New Owner Just*me*sky
Click Here To Make Your Own! (*)(*)(*)JUST*ME*SKY(*)(*)(*) Well JUST*ME*SKY IS NOW MY PROUD OWNER MY FIRST OWNER ACTUALLY SO WHAT IM ASKING ANYONE WHO READS THIS GO AND FAN RATE ADD HER shes cool shes sweet and shes ohhhhhhhh so hot http://fubar.com/user/1291268

The New Lounge!
the SISR lounge is now open for business! Drop by and say hi and bring in a friend or two! We rock out loud! Just go to my lounge list and enter for a drama free fun zone! Also the best tunes ever on SISR!

Hidden Time
Hidden light as dark as the sea Hidden meaning as lost as a burnt page Hidden thoughts secreted away into forgetfulness. Hidden this Hidden that Hidden to much to remember why we hid them. Time rolls on slowly Yet it flys by like a flash of lighting in our eyes. Time does not stand still For we never let it ponder on our minds. Time everlasting Time never ending Time will one day run out. Why do we struggle Why do we run Why do we let fear take us down. These are the contemplations These are the truths These are the paths hardest to see. For when we fight love We lose sight We hide things to deep and we forget time is short and everyday is a chance to find Love even when hidden in time itself. For when we stop tring, we will surely never find what we seek most love ever lasting. copyright 22 feb 08 J.Stacy

Beauty
When I first saw him, I was like ooh my that's my dream. When I met him I had to know him. When I started knowing him the more I wanted to learn about him. Sometimes I thought he was to good to be true. This man had stolen my heart, I prayed to God we would never part. He makes me want to love again, By the way he looks at me with that fire in his eyes. By the way he touches me ooh so gentle and caring. By the way he twirls his fingers through my hair. How is has made love to my mind by his conversation alone. When I looked in his eyes and saw the hurt and pain, all I wanted to do was take it away He is like no one I have ever met in my life. God broke the mole when he made him. We have a bond that will stand the test of time. He came in and broke down walls and made me see there was more to life. Finally, I know the beauty of true friendship!!

For A Friend To Read
This was written almost a year ago in my MySpace blogs. I'm posting it here for people to read to know some of why I'm such an abrasive asshole..go through this and see if YOU don't get the way I am. Thursday, March 15, 2007 March 14, 2006 Current mood: sad Category: Life Well, it's officially a year since I lost my beloved. I remember it like it was yesterday. I came in the door from dropping the kids off at school, after visiting the clothes closet, and there she was in the bedroom doorway slumped over on the floor. I called her name and got no response. I SCREAMED her name, still nothing. I rushed over to her and touched her shoulder to shake her, as I did that my fingers brushed her cheek and she was very cold. I quickly felt for a pulse and found nothing. I ripped off my coat and dialed 911 on my cell phone. The operator suggested CPR, so I laid her down and knew in my heart that that was going to be a futile effort, she was already blue, but I tried anyw

We
Change must start with the people,who need to realize that a change must be in an effect.With this statement meaning that we must see the reason to change in order to know that change is still needed.There are so many lives that are lost because there has not been a commitment to a change.We all spend money to get back change,but why don't we give out change to those who need it.Change is apart of everyday life to pass on this change to generations and beyond,let's make the change now so that future generations can spend there lives like God created us for in the first place.I hope this blog finds you in the best of health and company,people who are willing to make a change.

Rating Of My Pics
Just wanted to thank all of you who have rated my pictures, if your new to my profile, i will try to return the favor asap....so sorry if it takes me a while to...but i really do appreciate it, and those of my friends, thanks so much also...special huggs and kisses to those special friends of mine...thx so much again....M

Words Of A Lost Art
Seduction Let me lay you down Touch you, caress you, rub you all over with hot oil Let me kiss you softly all over your body Be my toy let me be the child to play with you day and night Let me find your spot While I’m searching allow me to make you wet and hot My desire is to please you on a level that hasn’t been discovered Soft music in the background as my plot is soon to be uncovered I feel you trembling and sighing begging for more As I undress you slowly there is much more to come And a night of ecstasy is in store I can see you panting slowly with breaths so deep As I move from your head slowly down to the souls of your feet Kissing your toes tasting all of them one by one Licking your legs baby don’t beg because I’m no where near close to being done Moving up toward your inner thigh You grasp the back of my head with such passion you want to cry Touching you so tender as a tear falls from your eye Teasing just a little just to get you in the right

Its Over
March 11th will be when my vip status ends and thats the last day i will be on fubar after that i will be deleting fubar any friends still wishing to talk to me i have myspace and yahoo so let me know if u wanna continue to contact me.

Help Me Coz Ya Love Me
The Dragon train is hosting a contest but the best thing is..NO COMMENT BOMBING!!!...You add fan and rate all the riders on the train then tell Dawn you've done that and she will add you to the train with me (just tell Dawn i sent you)...After that everyone else who joins will have to do the same for you...I win some blingees and you get lots of points from adds...Win Win..so if you would please help...if it's too much you know i will totally understand and love ya anyway!!! Here's the link:http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=289865496

Getting Old
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror who looks like my father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cooki

Yay!
OMFG! I'm so excited! My ex girly who I haven't spoken to in sooo long (almost 2 years) just called me up hysterically happy to hear that I'm moving back to Florida! Yay! It was so random too! I missed her soooo much! And what rocks is that I'll be down there for her 21st birthday! Woot! Seems like all my true good friends are all either in / moving to Florida or in California, where my dad lives! So yay! I'm uber happy!

Ronja's 1st Happy Hour!!
HELLO EVERYONE!!! I HAVE A HAPPY HOUR TOMORROW IT'S AT 7PM EASTERN TIME, WHICH IS 4PM FUBAR TIME!! LOL WHOOOOOOOT!!! HOPEFULLY THE TORCH CAN BE PASSED TOMORROW!! IT WOULD BE GREAT TO BE CROWNED GODMOTHER!!!

Angel???
I've been referred as an Angel many time throughout the course of my life. I never thought of myself as one but then again I don't take compliments of my character and soul very well. Someone said the reason why is because I don't feel like I'm worthy of such a title and that may be true. I have realized that life is a progression and I'm taking forward steps with my life. To some people they may appear very slow and little steps but I have come to an assessment of myself that has taken me a long time to reach and I'm still reaching out for more. For those that recognize Angels it is because they are indeed Angels themselves. “I am an Angel”. I have been walking this path not knowing who I was for some time. Now my Identity is being revealed to me, my confidence is strengthening and my goals are becoming more of a reality. My destination is my future and I love the Mysteries that come with it. Excitement has flowed through my Soul and Depression lingered but not for too long. Th

People Aren't Human Anymore?????
I'M VERY UPSET AT THE PRESENT MOMENT AT THE MENTALITY OF SOME "ADULT PPL" ON FUBAR AND THEY KNO WHO THEY ARE...THERE WAS A TRIBUTE BULLIE TO JOKERS WILD..FUBARS #1 FUNNY MAN AND ONE HELLUVA GOOD FRIEND!!! AND LO AND BEHOLD..DON'T U KNO-THERE HAD TO BE A FEW REAL "FUCKTARDS" MAKE SOME VERY CRUEL AND UNTRUE COMMENTS!!!! IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THESE "FEW PPL" DON'T HAVE A LIFE OF THEIR OWN AND CONSTANTLY HAVE TO STIR SH*T SOMEWHERE. I WOULD HOPE THAT THEY FIND A LIFE OF THEIR OWN AND JUST LEAVE US-THAT DON'T LIKE-DON'T DO DRAMA ALONE!!!! JUST GO START YOUR OWN "FUCKTARD DRAMA CLUB"...THE END!!!

Warning If You Know Dj Baby Boy You Have To Know This!!
WOOT!WOOT! THE ONE THE ONLY! PARTY OVER HERE DJ BABY BOY IS HAVEING A BIRTHDAY TODAY!!LETS SHOW HIM SOME MAD BIRTHDAY LOVEN!!LETS SHOW HIM WHAT A AWSOME BIRTHDAY REALLY IS.....GO ROCK HIS PAGE! SHOWER HIM WITH BIRTHDAY GIFTS,BIRTHDAY DRINKS,AND LOTS OF BIRTHDAY COMMENT......BET I CAN BEAT YOU THERE READY SET GO!!!!!!!! THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Crazy
I feel so insane lately...things going on and once again accused of things I did not do...I sat down and figured out that by May 3rd I will have : Thrown a Baby Shower Thrown a Bridal Shower Moved Ran and organized a Womans Retreat Been thru delivery with my best friend with her first baby Been in a close friends Wedding Should I be in a complete panic? Keep in mind I am a single divorced Mom who has a career and is a model part time. I feel the walls closing in...

Inspiration
Inspiration. the one element that helps us thoughout our lives. We find it to push us, we find it to drive us. When we fail to find it we feel somehow weak, somehow at odds with the world. But in reality the inspiriation is always there we must just find it. What do we want to do? What do we need to do? What can help use stay focused and complete what must be done, or what we desire to do? Inspiration is the key, however we must look for it. Sometimes its right there staring us in the face, sometimes it hidden and yet to be found. But we will find it, maybe its a color, a item, a spoken phrase, a written word. It can be many things, but when we find it we must not let it go. What is my inpsiration for writing? Well that is something very simple, but the explanation is very deep and long. However i will try my best to explain they why after the what. For me it comes from a individual, a person, someone i look at as an angel. Someone who may not think she is an angel, but how i see

Another One.. Most Of My Poems Are Untitled Sorry...
I sit here in total darkness waiting waiting for the light to shin in and show me the way. I sit here now in the light wondering which road I should take. I know which one but do I want that just yet? I am strong, I am willed, and I am who I am. I can make this my trip of a lifetime. 'Cuz a lifetime is what I have to learn everything. The worse lesson in life is Love It hurts, its burns, it cares, it shares, but for most it kills. I will not let it become that. I will be strong and move on.

No Title Couldnt Think Of One... Sorry
I miss him more than I ever imagined I would. Sadness, confusion, hurt, and pain all set in.. I wonder if he thinks of me or has he really" completely moved on? Hes looking so happy and free, it was me who helped that along. We talked about our past we talked about bad times. I was there for him when he needed I was strong for him 'cuz he needed me to be I was his shoulder to cry on. I was the person he talked to when he wanted. I was there for him when he felt he wasnt going to make it through. So now I ask will she be there too? I know some secrets that can not be shared, I konw some hard times that I was there, there for him to make sure he made it through. When I said that "we would get through it" I didnt know I was going to be replaced. SO now I wonder why can't I replace you?

Just As It Says For The Blog Title...
I found someone when I wasn't even looking for someone and things are going really good between us. I like talking to him and we have conversations when we can and although we are both busy sometimes we always find time to at least say hi and I like that. There is a lot I like about him. He makes me smile even when I'm having a really bad day and he makes me laugh. You know what really attracted me to him, was when he asked me to dance. Now understand I have never been asked to dance, I always told them I wanted to dance. When he asked me to dance I just got this big smile on my face. And I didnt want to let go. At that moment the thought of me and him sounded great. WHY CANT I HAVE THAT AGAIN? WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT FEELING? A FRIEND SAID I PUT TO MUCH IN TO WHAT WAS THERE. THAT I GAVE MY WHOLE HEART INTO WHAT WAS THERE. HE TOLD ME I WAS USED FOR ONE THING AND IF NOT ITS THE WAY IT SEEMS. HE ALSO SAID THAT IF HE NOR ANY GUY CAN SEE THAT THEY HAVE A GREAT WOMAN IN WHICH I AM, I AM A V

A New Beginning
The distance of a ocean can never stretch farther then the desire of a loving heart. The expanse of a bright blue sky can never express the size of a caring heart. The brightness of the stars in the heaven can never light the path of love as bright as love itself. Beyond all that we see, beyond all that we know, beyond all that we share, There is one thing beyond all. Love out reaches everything, it encompasses more then imagintaion, and in a single dream of compassion, We can reach past all and feel love with just one New Beginning. copyright 22 feb 08, j.stacy

My Life
my whole life ive always went out wit losers and i was never treated rite my own family treats me like shit ive always jus wanted sum1 thtll love me and tht i can love back.....i met this guy after i was raped beated and cheated on and jus treated like dirt by all these guys....his name was david.....omg he made me so happy i dnt think any1 else made me as happy as he made me....so we were happy in love we wanted to spend tha rest of our lives together....i wouldve died without him......but now i lost him he says tha distance was wat got it but y would he throw away our love over sumthing tht can b fixed and he says he doesnt know if down tha road it wouldchange and he would never lie to me i know he wouldnt and i would never lie 2 him but usually wen sum1 says they dnt know it means no but it cant b tha distance it has 2 b sumthing else he wouldnt jus throw it all away over tha distance....i wanna know y its killing me inside he never hurt me he always made me happy and i made him hap

How Do You See Another?
This is a question i have recently been asked, well more directly how do i see this person as such a great person. I honestly can not say. But i can say that in my heart, and through my own compassion. I see others as i chose to see them. I guess it comes from my past how i act in the present. I was one of those made fun of kids, the one who was poor and teased all his life. I learned how to deal with that on my own. But today i chose not to be like those who once ridiculed me, no i chose to be better then that. I try to take my pain, and learn from it, and what i have learned is this. What i desire is what everyone desires. Admiration, understanding, compassion, and kindness. So by my choice i chose to do this for others. I try to compliment them when i see something i like about them, i try to lift their spirits as best i can. And while some may think i am acting, i am far from this. When my heart reaches out to touch another, it does it with all it has to offer. And yes someti

Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Shit!
Three Rednecks were working up on a cell phone tower: Cooter, Ronnie and Donnie. As they start their descent Cooter slips, falls off the tower and is killed instantly. As the ambulance takes the body away, Ronnie says, 'Well, damn, someone should go and tell his wife.' Donnie says, 'OK, I'm pretty good at that sensitive stuff, I'll do it. 'Two hours later, he comes back carrying a case of Budweiser. Ronnie says, 'Where did you get that beer, Donnie?' Cooter's wife gave it to me,' Ronnie replies. 'That's unbelievable, you told the lady her husband was dead and she gave you beer?' Well, not exactly', Donnie says. 'When she answered the door, I said to her, you must be Cooter's widow'.' She said, 'I ain't no widow.' Then I said 'I'll bet you a case of Budweiser you are.' Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Shit

For Her
You come into your bedroom and notice there are a bunch of lit candles set around the room. It smells like a hundred bouquets of roses. Then you notice me on the bed, laying in scattered rose petals, wearing a red lacy teddy, and a tiny red thong. You crawl up on the foot of the bed and begin gently kissing up my smooth, silky legs and my stomach as your hands cup my breasts. I reach up and stroke your body, pulling your face up to mine gently and softly kiss your lips. Sliding my hands down your body, I place them on your hips and roll you on your back, swinging up to straddle you. I lean down and kiss you deeply, my hands stroking your breasts. I kiss down your neck, purring as I move past your ear. My hands slide your shirt up and over your head, then reach under your back and take your bra off. I then kiss your collar bone as my fingertips gently rub your nipples. Kissing my way to your chest, I slide my tongue out and flick it across your nipples and I softly suc

Just A Little Of Me.
So I DO NOT show emotion at all. Its just not me. But I have noticed that lately there is one person that just makes me want to say everything and let go and finailly breath. I cried today. I haven't cried in a long time. And I felt better. I have to go out of town for some serious business, and I really felt alone, like i had no one to talk to about my feelings. Then I took a shot and talk to great new lad. He know just what to say to make evrything me so much better about this. I am the Luckiest girl in the word right now. Honey your amazing, and a great, loving, and caring person.

Thing For The Lovely Maggie Jane
You know how this works. Make a list of 10 things not obvious to the 'net world. They should be quirky/odd/bizarre/random as hell. Then, at the end of your blog, tag 5 friends. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "you're it!"... 'cause then they won't know to blog some interesting factoids about themselves & tag their friends & keep the vicious cycle going. heh. 1. im still in fucking college, yes still. 2. im short. 3. i have a hole in my spine that technically shouldnt be there 4. i have to pee right now 5. if i shave, which i did today, i literally look half my age. 6. I got called "big guy" by someone that i know couldnt have been older than me, for the above reason. 7. i have small feet and hands, but that's deceiving lol 8. ive lived in MN for all but one of my years 9. im obsessed with peanuts currently. 10. im shy and outgoing, no one knows, including myself, which one i will be at a given moment.

A Story
Adjusting the water to the right temperature, I am satisfied. Pulling my shirt over my head, my hair falls languidly down my back. My hands slide down my stomach to reach the zipper of my jeans, unzipping them and sliding them over my thighs, down my legs. I step out of them and glance at myself in the mirror. I can't help but wonder what you might think if faced with the same image. My hands caress my breasts softly before reaching behind me and unclasping the bra. Letting it fall unceremoniously to the floor, my breasts swing free. Bending over, I pull down my panties, stepping out of them and letting the underwear join the bra. Looking myself over again in the mirror, I strike a few poses, pretending you're watching. Giggling at how ridiculous I am being, I decide I better get on with my shower. Stepping in, I let out and audible sigh as the warm water envelops me. It washes over my body, caressing every part of me. My fingers follow the trail of water do

Trust
Why is the one that you love always the first one to hurt you and make you cry ? Why is it when you give that somebody ever ounce of energy that you have inside you they treat you like dirt ? Why is it that just when things seem to be going great in your life somebody builds a brickwall ? Why do people always judge you by the people that you talk to or hang with ? I'm not one to mince words to much because I would rather be told flat out how somebody feels or what somebody wants than try and guess it for myself and end up getting hurt. Not many things in this world make me cry anymore but a few will still set into that downward sprial right into hell with no net to catch me when I hit the bottom. I try not to be so cold hearted as to not give somebody the benefit of a doubt,but when somebody goes and breaks my heart just because they think they can or when somebody lies to me tryin to think that I'm not gonna find out about what really happened is crossing the red lin

I Dont Understand!!!!!
I dont understand How some people can tell other people how much they Love them and how much they want to be with them but they just need time to think. Now dont get me wrong I can understand that perfectly fine. Its just I dont get how they need time apart from that person when they are always wanting to talk to them or be around them. .. How is that thinking or being apart? Sex isent going to solve it either. If one person says they need time to think they need to just talk to the other person online instead of saying please meet me here, please do this for me. I have tried so hard to stay so calm about it. I am getting to the point where I am confused. I dont get it. How they can say that and then turn around and see you face to face and act tottaly different. Its not right. Its not right at all. getting someones hopes up and tearing them down like that. I hate it. I hate feeling that knife get pushed deeper and deeper. I hate feeling the pain and I just want it to go away. I want t

A Story
What A Great Girlfriend Wow, I couldn't believe it was happening. I couldn't believe Misty had finally agreed to try it, and even put an ad on the web. I couldn't believe we were going to meet her. Hell, I couldn't believe anything at this time. Let me step back a second ... after a long time of talking to Misty about a threesome, I had finally managed to convince her to at least meet another woman. I even let her choose who she wanted to meet, so she had put an ad on the web. She didn't let me know if she had any success till a week ago, when she told me she had talked to a woman she liked, and that we would be meeting her in a week. Well tonight was the night. We walked into Margarita's, a little Mexican restaurant near my house. I had no idea who I was looking for, but we headed to the bar. Misty looked good again tonight, wearing a dressy little skirt with stocking (and I could tell a garter belt on underneath). She had a tight shirt that nicely showed off her boobs. I wa

My Faithful Take On Black History Month
Feb 13, 2008 | 11:17 PM Featured On: MyFoxMilwaukee With the second month still in effect, yes it's time for Black History Month. In one of the blogs last week, I know that some had a hard time coming to pass on why this celebration of still exists now. Some said that we shouldn't have it, or it's segregated, or it's just a waste of time because we don't teach our children more. Every ethnic celebration has a reason for it's upstarts and Black History Month is one of them. Like it or not, it is a celebration, and since this is a faith blog, it's can be joyous celebration for the achivements, contributions, barrier breakings, and difference makers that blacks made in the United States. Let me clarify a few: About 2 weeks ago in church, my pastor gave a sermon in regarding this year's election. He did mention that this is first election in years that has an African-American (as would most folks say) and a Woman going at if for the Democratic Side for the White Ho

The Cruxshadows - Even Angels Fall
Sorrow sings her kisses in silence and adjusts the blinds to keep the light from mocking everything I feel She dances slowly a silhouette upon the curtains but her eyes seem to cry only empty tears I beg for comfort with inadequate verse it meant so much to me...and so little to her and I am sinking into a mountain of self pity why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel? "where is my angel (x3) when I need him most?" "tell me now where did he go?"

Dtv Converters Are In The Stores
The DTV Converter Box is out in stores Feb 17, 2008 | 2:05 AM Category: News If you didn't know already, the DTV Converter Box is now available in the stores. I bought a box (Magnavox brand) from Walmart yesterday and I hooked it up to an analog TV at home. Just to referesh your memory, the Government will be deleting the Analog broadcast and switching to Digital This month, next year. That will be February 19th 2009. So since all the hype of switching to digital on a regular TV, I paid my 50.00 at Walmart just to give it a try. And yes I did apply for a rebate coupon. Well anyway, I went into my kitchen and assembled the device to the TV. It's real easy to do. If you do get this, here are some of my easy steps to do it: 1) After the unpacaking, plug in the DTV Converter box into a wall socket by your TV. 2) Unattach the antenna's wire and plug into the "Antenna" In socket on the converter box. 3) Take the wire that came with the box plug one end into the "Antenna o

Colors?
Another blog to find out a little something more about my friends. Sometimes a person's favorite color says a lot about them. My favorite color is black. I always associate black with a way of hiding things. And normally, unless it's one of my weak moments, I try to keep my feelings and emotions hid. This is one of the reasons that black is my color of choice. My second favorite color is orange. It's for those times that I am feeling like I am on top of the world and want to express myself in brightness. So what is your favorite color and why?

Little Gothic - Seraphim Shock
Little gothic Won't you make me cum inside Fishnet stockings and that Cross around your neck I think mother wouldn't like What Mary knew And she did Little gothic Gonna put my spell on you, again (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead Little gothic Won't you kindly get undressed I've got the toy's That'll make that velvit drip I think Mary wouldn't like What Jesus knew And he did Little gothic Gonna put my spell on you, again (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead In darkness I will come To hold you once again To kiss your wicked smile Sex on bloodstained lips Lifeless doll eyes twitch (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsb

Seraphim Shock - Prey
In an angel's eye Where the shadows meet In the pale moonlight In a scarlet dream Did you know too much? How it's so unreal To your final breath? As the light spills, cold Mother Mary says: Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything! Crosses on the wall Mother's rocking chair Little helpless doll Can't you feel my stare? Think you know too much… Won't you moan for me, my sweet young thing Body soaked in sweat As the light spills, cold Mother Mary bleeds Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything!

Pogues - Haunted
Do you remember that sunny day? Somewhere in London In the middle of nowhere Didn't have nothing to do that day Didn't wanna do nothing anyway You got a way of walking You got a way of talking And there's something about you And now I know I never ever Want to be without you [Chorus:] I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost Of your precious love Of your precious love The first time I saw you, Standing in the street You were so cool, You could have put out Vietnam My girlfriends ask me, "What's he like?" I say, "He's kind of shy, But that's the kind of girl I am, He's my kind of guy" [Chorus] I'll build my world around you I'll bless the day that I found you I'll stand beside you, I'll never leave Or tell you all those lies That you'd never believe

An Erotic Story
A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share it with all of you.. Hope you enjoy it.. Boy and Mistress by Mrs.~~~Tainted Love~~~ Normally, I didn't check my personal email at work. My boss said he didn't monitor communications, but I didn't trust him. It was a Friday night, my girlfriend was out of town, and I didn't have anything to do. I was feeling a little lonely and was hoping my girlfriend sent a message saying she missed me. I scrolled down the inbox looking for her email address. Something else caught my eye. It was my mistress's email address. My lungs moved to my stomach and my stomach moved to my throat. I didn't think I was going to hear from her again. I messed up the last time I was with her. I had the nerve to forget to turn off my cell phone. I recognized my girlfriend's ringtone, got off all fours, and answered the call. When I hung up, Mistress slapped me across my face. She cut a hole in the crotch of my jeans and sent me away. Fortunately, I

Mumms Are Just About Up Contest Rules!
Okay once again I thank all of the wonderful and gorgeous women who have shown an interest in my contest. I can hardly wait to get started on this but all good things come to those who wait so let me get a few things out of the way. First, all the previous things still apply from my other blogs this is a new update but htis is now a sexy salute contest for a free 30 day blast from me, DMAN1973. You must take a sexy photo salutepic with my screen name either on a card you are holing or is near you or place my name on your body. It does not need to be NSFW to enter but that may help your chances of winning who knows? There will be comment bombing allowed since that was a result of my mumm for you all to vote on. I will give each participant who gives a photo for this contest a reward. Things will include fu bucks, fu bling, big pimping gifts, 11 ratings galore, and for those who enter a photo that merits consideration for this award, possibly even a VIP or a blast of a lesser degree of c

Possession - Sarah Mclachlan
Listen as the wind blows From across the great divide Voices trapped in yearning Memories trapped in time The night is my companion And solitude my guide Would I spend forever here And not be satisfied And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I’ll take your breath away And after I’d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Through this world I’ve stumbled So many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word To find the truth enslaved Oh you speak to me in riddles and You speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath You words keep me alive And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I’ll take your breath away And after I’d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Into this night I wander It’s morning that I dread Another day of knowing of The path I fear to tread Oh into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride Nothing stands between us here And I won’t be denied And I would be the

A Story
Masturbate For Me It's the height of the summer. You live in a large old farm house, which has a swimming pool in the garden. I'm currently lodging in your house whilst at uni. This is the first spell of hot weather since I moved in and both of us have our first day off work, study and me uni. In all the time I've been staying, we haven't had many dealings with each other; largely because I'm leaving when you're in and vice versa. You're sunbathing in the garden taking advantage of the glorious weather. I've decided to have a swim and sunbathe too. I'm in the pool before you've arrived home from shopping. You come into the garden in a swimsuit. This is the first time I've seen you in such attire. I knew I was in trouble. As you were getting ready, to sunbathe on the lounger, I started to get hard as a rock, from admiring your swimsuit. Unfortunately, I posses a smaller than average cock, which has always caused me a lot of embarrassment; but fortunately on this occasion I thou

Blown Away
Sometimes people do things for you that blow you away.... Photo Video Made For Me By Countryboy Superman! Artist: Staind | Song: Epiphany Misbehavin2 StaindAdd to My Profile | More Videos Please show him some fu love by rating/fanning and adding him.... Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The Southern Sex Symbols) & (Pride of the Se7en Sins) @ fubar PS: Check out his other awesome videos that he has made on his profile page & stash!!!

The Pitch
Twisting up from the pitch Shapeless and dark It comes Running toward the light Seeking happiness She falls And it consumes her Reforming her Changing her Breathing life to rage Hungry for pain Loseing herself To the sweet agony Lusting for blood She lurches forward Forgetting the true The innocent self Of her once Only world

A Rose
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

My Woman Auction Results...
Heres a List of the woman who enteredt my contest and who won them in a auction,.... in case the people do not remember their bid i will keep the folder open for one month, after than time i will delete the folder and then all reference to the auction will be gone for goodJESSAOWNED BYBane*The Man in the Shadows*@ fubarWINNING BID WAS30 Day blast and 100k fubucksJUST* ME* SKY*OWNED BYshockeyd69~FU-BOMBER~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKSPASSIONATEOWNED BY426 HEMI@ fubarWINNING BID WAS1 YR VIP AND 30 DAY BLASTTHE BITCH YOUR MOM WARNED YOU ABOUTOWNED BYDomking123 Fu Owned By Onesxybrat & Pita Bunny . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKS~RED WING HUNNY~OWNED BYmr.salacious ~honor the fallen~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS150,000 FUBUCKSSWEET ASS EROTIC TEMPTRESSOWNED BYßów_____ ( ßúlldðg§ Ðëñ )___FU-Bomber-Manager of Training___Prnzes' Follower!!!!!!!@ fubar

Sex Against A Fence
Sex against a fence The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' 'Yes', she says, 'I remember it well.' 'OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' 'Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, th

Confucius Say
Confucius Say *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left.

A Moment With Sissy
Let me take you down a trip into memory lane..it is a memory of which that brings a smile to my face now as i look back upon it..every time i think about this memory of a moment when i embarrassed my daughter...aka Sissy...for those that dont know...i had gone up to get her and my son for the weekend and it was a friday night...the local teenagers are out in force as we pull into the McDonalds parking lot to grab something to eat before we strike out on that two and a half hour journey back to my house...as we enter the drive thru im begging them to stop arguing over who touched who first so they can let me know what they want to eat...you wouldnt believe they tried to convince me that they were not hungry all they wanted was an ice cream...yeah ok whateva!...i know better then that...knowing that half way thru eating and once their ice creams were gone and no were close to a store or another fast food place...they would be belly aching about being hungry...so i tell them im glad they

Congrats Winners!!!!
"The 5 Thinger Discounted Conest" is... OFFICIALLY OVER! (after 3 weeks of rating!) Congratulations to EZ2FU who came from behind to win! She won her choice of a V.I.P. or 7 day Blat and either a 3 day blast or a Bling Pack & $400,000 Fubucks! WOOT! Tinkerbell came in 2nd but was strong all the way thru. Congrats Tinkerbell!! She won her choice of a 3 day blast or Bling Pack and $200,000 Fubucks! Munkee managed to hang on to 3rd even though Jay Roach was sure trying to catch her. She wins a 1 day blast and $100,000 Fubucks. All my contestants received $10,000 Fubucks for playing along and EZ2FU and Tinkerbell each received a $25,000 BONUS for getting more than 1000 rates! WOW, How many FUBUCKS did I just AWARD... $850,000 PHEW! I lubba my friends! Click this lil Vote link if you want to see the pictures submitted and go say Congratulations!

Mom
When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today While thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say I know how much you love me as much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand That an angel came and called my name, she took me by the hand She said my place was ready in heaven far above And that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye For all my life I’d always thought I didn’t want to die I had so much to live for so much yet to do It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had If I could relive yesterday just even for a while I’d say goodby

Holy Moly!
Okay, so I really do not even know where to begin. Over the past couple of weeks - a lot of you have showed an overwhelming amount of support to help me level up - and I think I *may* just do it within the next hour or so. Each and every person that have helped me are truly amazing! I honestly don't know where to begin on thanking people - so this is my *sorta* thank you! If you ever need anything - please don't hesitate to ask. If I'm around - I will gladly help as much as I can. Myspace Comments

It's A Baby Not A Choice!!!
If you are willing to open your legs THEN TAKE THE F@#$ing CONSEQUENCES!! If you cant handle it then stitch ya shit CLOSED! ~KIMBERLY DEROUEN Date: Feb 20, 2008 8:28 PM Subject: its a baby not a choice Body: ITS A BABY, NOT A CHOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them in

Age And Dark Pictures
Am I the only one to notice that there seem to be alot of people lying about their age? They try to disguise it by giving us those far away, dark pictures that look as if they're from the 70s. I say be proud of your years on this planet...age is wisdom and experience. Both very intoxicating traits in a person. Embrace your age...don't lie about it. (unless you're going for older and not younger....lol)

One Of The Boys
I was in the elevator today with Keith and Chris when I got the ultimate compliment. What ever we were chatting about led to a comment coming out of Chris’ mouth… I think they were talking about girls or fucking or burping or something that only a man would say and in response I think I pulled the girl card. Anyways, Chris’ comment was “hey you’re one of the guys”. I said “who me?” he said “yah”. Not for nothing but that touched me. Growing up I was a tomboy and it feels like ever since I got boobs, a period and my hair bleached I stopped being one of the boys. I never wanted to stop being that but I feel like the good old boy group got one girl smaller when this girl started getting her nails done. I remember when it happened too. Like fifth grade I was still cool with the boys. We were still running around playing with sticks, in the mud and climbing trees. Then sixth grade came, I got my period, my hair permed and a real bra- no more training bras- and poof….I was ou

Bedtime(warning)
If you receive an email entitled 'Bedtimes'delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 1900 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING?? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the 'Bedtimes' message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave your hair dryer plugged in dangerously close to a

My Heart
he walked so softly into my heart.. i never saw him coming but i felt him before i knew it he walked right in i never knew what hit me... how could he just walk right in so softly? i didnt feel it coming i didnt see it coming i just felt him there one day how could he get in? where did my guard go? how did he get in there? how could this be? how could i love him ? how could i not see? he walked so softly into my heart...

5k For Every 100 Comments
I am in a giveaway for a 1 week blast and a 1 month vip.. If anyone is able to help me please do.. I will pay you 5K fubucks for every 100 comments you are able to leave.... This is only for my friends... Family please stay on priority for the pitbull mafia... Hugs to everyone!!

Pits
Just putting out some info on pitbulls to all the dumb asses out there that think they are mean dogs wrong they are way down on the list of bad breeds the most mean bad breed dog as far as attacking people are dalmations and german shepards which you dont hear about in the news like pit bulls because they have been singled out because of dumb ass people raising them to fight feeding them bad stuff like gun powder and so forth but if you ever had a pit and raised it as a pet you wouldn't have no other breed they are loyal loving pets

Lime-sauced Chicken
Nonstick cooking spray 4 (about 1 1/4 pounds total) boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 3/4 cup Apple NESTLÉ® JUICY JUICE® All Natural 100% Juice Juice from 1 lime 2 teaspoons cornstarch 1 teaspoon MAGGI Reduced Sodium Chicken Flavor Instant Bouillon SPRAY large, nonstick skillet with nonstick cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Cook chicken, turning once, for 8 to 10 minutes or until no longer pink in center. Remove from skillet; keep warm. COMBINE Juicy Juice, lime juice, cornstarch and bouillon in small bowl. Add to skillet; cook, stirring occasionally, until thick. Spoon sauce over chicken to serve. Serving Size: 4

Buckcherry - Sorry
"Sorry" Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! [Chorus]

Chicken Mole
3 tablespoons olive oil 2 carrots, peeled and chopped 2 stalks celery, chopped 1 medium onion, chopped 1/4 cup unsalted peanuts 4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1 tablespoon sesame seeds 1/4 cup cider vinegar 2 cups chicken stock 4 ozs. NESTLÉ CHOCOLATIER™ 62% Cacao Bittersweet Chocolate Baking Bar(s), finely chopped 1 dried ancho chile, cut in half widthwise 1 dried pasilla chile, cut in half widthwise 1 tablespoon chopped canned chipotle chiles with adobo sauce 3/4 teaspoon ground cumin 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper (optional) Additional chicken stock or broth 5 to 6 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves, cooked and shredded (about 6 cups) Additional sesame seeds Warm corn tortillas and/or hot cooked rice HEAT oil in large skillet over medium-high heat. Add carrots, celery, onion, peanuts, garlic and sesame seeds; cook for about 10 minutes, stirring occasionally, until onions are golden br

The Meaning
The meaning of being special, is found in a person like you. A friend who is so thoughtful, in everything they say and do. A person who betters my life, by being a part of it each day. Someone who touches my heart, in a special, and unique way. A person who's always giving, and willing to help all they can. Who truly gives from their heart, showing they care for who I am. This friend I have found in you, is as special as one could be. And I am so blessed in my life, that you've been a friend to me Keith UrbanEverybodyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Bored And Causing Trouble
Meh, I was bored and needed someone to pick on, so chose the latest dude out of 514's blog... he didn't take the bait though... Not really blog-worthy, but, meh.. As usual, start from the bottom... And NO, 514 is not my guy, but I had to pretend to be pissed off about something... ->♫Whi...: Talking about tits and getting sucked off... to another guy? ->♫Whi...: Talking about what a horndog and stuff you are to him? NCguy456: Im sorry you feel that way. ->♫Whi...: That's not the impression I got NCguy456: just as friends ->♫Whi...: You were talking about going and hanging out with my man NCguy456: I aint hittin on anyone ->♫Whi...: Hey, you hitting on my man?

Check Out These Lounges Yall
OK I HAVE PLENTY OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE THAT GOT LOUNGES OR ARE WORKING FOR LOUNGES BUT IM DJING FOR THESE 3 LOUNGES SO COME ON IN AND SEE HOW THEY ARE *THE BLACK DRAGON'S DEN*they r no longer THATS MY MAIN ONE SRY IF IVE BEEN LACKING IN MY DUTIES IM ON IT AND THE SECOND ONE IS *THE BASH BROTHERS* ITS MORE COUNTRY AND SOFT ROCK BUT ITS STILL A GOOD LOUNGE TOO SO COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT LATER YALL and now its ACES UP LOUNGE SO STOP IN YALL

My Day
well for the last fukin week alot of shit been goin on in my life well the past 5 months and well my wife has cme down to see me and it seems its wrong i take personal time to her and spend time with her well if yall dontlike it remove me cause i had alot goin on and im sick of the drama it has the time of my vip is up to end if its not im deletin my fubar cause i cant take the drama and bull crap no more im done and im stickin to it.. i had enough of it and im finished with it

Wtf?
I dont know who put that mum or whatever on my profile but the dumbass can not write. So far my time on here has been wonderful. Thank you to all my friends and fans for making it enjoyable. Myspace sucks lol. Thank you for those who have been here for me cause of my friend dying. Its been a hard week and ya'll helped wonderfuly. Ok thats enough babbling for now.

Very Worried
I just got the news from the Vet today that my horse has Founder, it could also be Cushings diaese. I will have to wait for the test results to come back, I hope it is not Cushings as Founder is bad enough. He will never be ridden again and that saddens my heart. I just hope a pray that we can save his feet for a while longer. He has been my life and my sanity for 25 years and I honeslty don't know how I will live if anything happens to him. Please say a prayer for him and me. I may not be on much, I will be spending a lot of time at the barn taking care of him.

Shadow Levelers Needed :)
Bratty Bytch needs about 40 K to Level up .. She's been working hard to get here .. and needs a lil bit of help .. So please if youve got some time Hop over and toss a few points her way .. Thanks Everyone Wendy :) BrattyBytch {Fu-Owned By BooBoo}@ fubar

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
"Your Guardian Angel" When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah Use me as you will Pull my strings jus

Top 20 Replies By Programmers When Their Programs Don't Work
20. "That's weird..." 19. "It's never done that before" 18. "It worked yesterday." 17. "How is that possible?" 16. "It must be a hardware problem." 15. "What did you type in wrong to get it to crash?" 14. "There is something funky in your data." 13. "I haven't touched that module in weeks!" 12. "You must have the wrong version." 11. "It's just some unlucky coincidence." 10. "I can't test everything." 9. "THIS can't be the source code of THAT." 8. "It works, but it hasn't been tested." 7. "Somebody must have changed my code." 6. "Did you check for a virus on your system?" 5. "Even though it doesn't work, how does it feel?" 4. "You can't use that version on your system." 3. "Why do you want to do it that way?" 2. "Where were you when the program blew up?" And the Number One Reply by programmers when their programs don't work: 1. "I thought i fixed that."

Quoth The Server "404"
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I porn-surfed, weak and weary, Over many a strange and spurious porn-site of "hot chicks galore", While I clicked my fav'rite bookmark, suddenly there came a warning, And my heart was filled with mourning, mourning for my dear amour, "Tis not possible," I muttered, "give me back my free hardcore!" Quote the server, "404."

Ncguy456 Still Going.
NCguy456: dude, would u ever tagteam a bitch---u take the back as I get sucked off and then swithc ->NCguy456: wilmington is a cool town NCguy456: I should come out there and hang out...I love Wilmington ->NCguy456: yeah NCguy456: u live in Wilmington right? ->NCguy456: it;s all good just kinda like whoa NCguy456: Im sorry ->NCguy456: i guess im starting to find it odd your shoutboxing another dude about it though? NCguy456: Im a huge horndog bro, are u ->NCguy456: i hear ya NCguy456: hahaha, I like tits...somethin to squeeze as u get sucked off and ass u can slap as u fuck her hard from behind, ya know??? ->NCguy456: yes please NCguy456: Fuck yea---u like tits or ass more man ->NCguy456: OMG yes NCguy456: are there a lot of hot ass chicks on here man ->NCguy456: love it NCguy456: bored as fuck here, I just joined this site a few days ago, do u like it ->NCguy456: nadda NCguy456: Sup man

The Sex Game
(disclaimer - I reposted this, and it shouldn't be in my poetry section, from the blog of another as per request in order to receive a response in kind...this is not mine nor, being such as I have no hair, are all things relevant) IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take m

Terminator 5 Brought To You By Mzmic
Family Fued Rules are simple fan/rate/add who ever you want to win!!!! Friend request must say (Mike S' Family Fued) The contestants are on the honor system. Each winner gets 100,000 fubucks.Contest ends Feb 29 Yes leap day @ 10 pm Fu time ~MzMic~ (Taken by MikeS) Sisters4LifeVs~ItsUrAngel~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Battle Brought to you by ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~ *father of |RS-113|*@ fubar

18
When I was 18 I said 3 things that I think are still true: 1. There are 2 things that are totally without limit - stupidity and cruelty. 2. There are 2 kinds of men on this earth, those who beat off and admit it, and liars. 3. Justice weighs about 2 and a quarter pounds, resting on the hip, fully loaded.

A Few New Pet Peeves...
Assembly-line "homeboys" with their shirt off trying to look hardcore. YOU'RE AN IDIOT... you feel me? ..."WORD" *feigns a gang-sign* PeOpLe wH0 tyP3 lIkE tH|s. People who think relationships are 50/50...not 100/100.

Titbit 3
Here's a fucked up story for you... After my parents divorced my mum got a restraining order on my dad, so he wouldn't follow her around or come near the house. One night she was out so I went down to the kebab shop for a take-away (yum by the way, lol). Anyways, I came to a few feet from my house and my dad was next door ringing the neighbours bell. I weren't sure what to do but thought I could get in to the house quickly before he saw me. I was wrong but lucky. See my hold house had a front door, a little porch type area and then another front door. I managed to get through both doors and he was shut before the first. To cut this short, he threatened to break the door down so I sat in front of it, he said he'd still do it anyway. I said I'd phone the police, he said go ahead, I dare you so I did and they came and took him away. It was scary in a way 'cause I knew he would have smashed the door down but here's the best part. He had a catchphrase "Does it look like I have st

Getting Older...
As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

Do You Know Me? (new Poem)
Do you know me? I like to sleep in- Trying to push morning away as I pull the blankets Tight under my chin. I hate it when they are tucked in- I want them loose to wrap around me And cocoon me in warmth. Do you know me? I turn the music up in the car- And sing at the top of my lungs. I don’t care who sees me- I seem to just get lost in the lyrics… Wondering if anyone has ever thought of me like that. Sometimes thinking I’m not half bad.. Other times laughing at myself… And turning it up again. Do you know me? I drive fast- Not cause I am in a hurry to get where I am going- Because I love the feeling of the wind in my face through the open windows… My hair flies all over my face- But I don’t care. It feels cool and wakes me- When I finally face the day.. Turn the music up again.. I can’t hear it over the wind. Do you know me? I like to look in your eyes… It tells me so much- Like when you are happy and

Superman
Bios - Clark Kent / Superman Voiced By: George Newbern First Appearance: "Secret Origins" Position: Justice League Member Bio: Living up to being the legendary Superman would be a burden for most men, but Clark Kent's shoulders are more than broad enough to carry the load. While his incredible physical strength comes from his home planet of Krypton, his moral strength comes from his simple Kansas upbringing. But he's no longer the farm boy from Smallville. After seeing more of the universe than any of us can imagine, he maintains a firm sense of right and wrong. he is more complex than his reputation as a big blue Boy Scout. When he talks about Truth, Justice and Freedom, everyone senses his deep commitment to these ideals. The natural leader of the Justice League, Superman leads by example and steadies this volatile group. With so many super-egos involved, there are often major clashes in style. And when clashes inevitably occur, he is often the peacemaker.

Something To Think About
I'm Glad You're In My Dash I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone, from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth and spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. (1934 - 1998) For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her, know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars...the house...the cash, what matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, that can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel and be less quick to anger,

New Family
Check out this profile for info! {{H&L Bombers}}@ fubar Founded by @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria @};-@ fubar and co-founder lauria Fu Owned by Hopeless Romantic¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾ {{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}} =^^= Aristocats@ fubar

Semper Fi Act Of 2008
Semper Fi Act of 2008 https://www.aclj.org/Petition/Default.aspx?sc=3320&ac=1 In a disturbing display of disrespect — and a slap in the face to our military men and women — the City Council of Berkeley, California, voted to oust Marine Corps recruiters from their city. They continued their anti-military conduct by giving a radical protest group access to the recruitment office and permission to “impede” the work of the Marines. This is an outrageous insult to the brave men and women who serve our country and secure our freedoms. They put their lives on the line for you and your future. Please put your name on the line for their sake today. Read the form below carefully and declare your membership with the ACLJ by signing our Petition in Support of Our U.S. Marines. Petition in Support of Our U.S. Marines To All Members of the United States Senate To All Members of the United States House of Representatives The brave men and women who faithfully serve

Hawkgirl
Bios - Shayera Hol/Hawkgirl First Appearance: "Secret Origins" Position: Justice League Member Bio: Shayera Hol was an undercover detective on her native planet of Thanagar. Several years ago, while pursuing some criminals who were trafficking forbidden technology, she was zapped by a dimensional transport beam. Her molecular structure was ripped apart and sent halfway across the galaxy. When she awoke, she found herself on an uncharted planet called Earth. Using her survival training, she adopted a human identity and learned to blend in with the native population. Although Shayera hopes to return to Thanagar someday, she has developed a strong bond with the people of Earth. As Hawkgirl, she uses her Thanagarian powers to serve and protect her adopted home. Hawkgirl has the power of flight, lethal hand-to-hand combat skills, and the ability to communicate with birds. As a trained detective, she has phenomenal powers of observation, deeply impressive to Batman. A great t

Hellion Rp Post
[- A Tainted Angel stood before the most holy of altar’s in a time now gone....Bitter to this palette were memories torn from the flesh of existence and battered by the time of sanctified oblivion...Dropping his head down tainted waist length locks would -c- spiral and dance around his waist...Opening those Obsidian gem's he gazed out before him before letting that left wrist rise before him the deep slash bleeding to gush upon the floor...The blade in his free hand would fall to the floor as he slowly made-c- - his way to the wide opened window to look out on that night that was the same as any other god damned one...Pumping his fist a little he made the blood pump faster to spill around his feet...With a shake of that head he pressed down on to the balls -c- of his feet to launching himself through the gaping hole in to the night of darkened equinox....Floating through the air he had come to a full stop as he floated there in a crucifix shape to hold his arms out while his h

Falling
i sit here alone all by myself i feel so worthless im beyond help every feeling i had has been drained all my feelings were kept contained then you pushed me a little to far i loved you then you broke my heart you threw it all back in my face you said your sick of this love race you used to be what i called home now im here and all alone i wrote this letter to say goodbye all i ever did was try try to be the girl you want but she is something im just not the blade; it glitters in the light noone will notice, i will do it tonight im so sorry it had to end this way theres nothing left i have to say i cant deal with it anymore the blade falls and i drop to the floor

Thrown Away
I don't care that she loved you I don't care that she was your everything I don't care that she is your past You get to choose your future Throw away the dried up roses Throw away the old love notes Throw away the thoughts of what could have been You're with me now You're not allowed to keep going back to her She is not an option anymore You have a choice to make Life is full of choices, choices Throw away the dried up roses Throw away the old love notes Throw away the thoughts of what could have been You're with me now Sometimes I just want to surrender Sometimes I just want to give up and let you go You'd probably be better off with her anyway Anyway, anyway Throw away the dried up roses Throw away the old love notes Throw away the thoughts of what could have been You're with me now It's time for me to move on Try to make a life for myself It's time for me to find out who I am I don't know who I am, who I am Throw away the dried up roses Throw away

Bleeding
she sitting in her room and shes all alone she knows what she is doing she has disconnected the phone she holds the blade above her staring at her wrist envying its perfection she wonders if she will be missed shes staring in the mirror noone could make this better she hates her reflection she starts to write a letter how did things go so wrong tears fall on the paper she doesnt feel too good but she can not do this later she hears a car door open she thinks her parents are home she doesnt know what to do she wanted to be alone she looks outside the window and sees that noones there how could she feel this bad how can noone care her parents couldnt tell how depressed she had become why didnt they pay attention now her time is done she starts to cry harder the blade begins to fall blood drips onto the ground as she leans agaisnt the wall she cant believe she did it life is slipping away slowly light is fading but she has one thing left to say she slow

Status On Fubar By Wild Horse
This Picture enhanced Tutorial will take you step by step through what is needed to change your status on fubar.Step 1In the upper left of your fubar page hold your mouse pointer over MY then choose the PROFILE link in the dropdown menu.Step 2On the right side of this page find the 16th dropdown, Change this dropdown to either Original or Power User.Step 3Go to the bottom of this page, enter your password and hit the submit button.Once this page has finished reloading, click the HOME link up by the My link we worked with in step 1.Step 4Under your name at the top of the center of your page you will see this:Click the link on the right of this that says Create Your Own Status!Step 5Now replace ONLINE with what you want your status to beFinally, click the SET button.Congrats, You have now set your online status.

Browser Help By Geek
Fubar Web Browser FAQ and Help General Tips: We have tested Fubar extensively on Macs and PCs. Make sure your browser of choice (Internet Explorer, FireFox, Flock, Netscape, Maxthon, etc.) is set to accept cookies. Browsers come set to handle cookies by default but sometimes Fubarbarians disable cookies and forget that they are disabled. For best Fubar results, make sure cookies are set to 'ON' for your particular browser of choice. AOL users: connect to AOL but use any browser EXCEPT the AOL browser. Once you are connected to AOL you can use any browser to surf the web. Your Fubar experience will be improved if you are NOT using the AOL browser. Why does Fubar run slow at times? This could be because you have a slow bandwidth connection or your computer is having trouble playing Fubar sound alerts. You can turn your sound alerts off by clicking on your 'profile' settings link and changing your Alert Sounds to 'OFF'. Dont forget to click the Submit button at the bottom of the p

Getting Started By Saspanda
I want to personally welcome you to the Fubar (the first online pub: a place to meet people and hang out with your friends online.) We have many features that I would like to point out since you are new. The Fubar Bible, here is the link http://fubar.com/bible.php The TOP 6 questions are right there on top, but don’t stop there or you will miss some vital information you will need as you make your journey through “Fubar” These will be handy to have, so keep them at your finger tips. Next look at the Points section in your Fubar Bible, Here is where you will learn some ideas how to gain points and move up levels, which will unlock some features http://fubar.com/bible.php#cherrypoints, Levels and Features that are unlocked, http://fubar.com/bible.php#levels Here is a good time to mention that there are some things that should not be placed in the public areas. NSFW (Not Safe For Work,) items, http://fubar.com/bible.php#nsfw . These are things if you worked

How To Invite To A Lounge By Brian
FIRST, HOVER OVER THE USER THAT YOU WANT TO INVITE TO LOUNGE. CLICK ON THE CHAT BUBBLE ICON. THEN, SELECT THE LOUNGE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO INVITE THAT USER. ***NOTE***MUST BE IN THAT LOUNGE OR INVITATION WILL NOT WORK IF DONE CORRECTLY, IT SHOULD SAY "INVITE SENT!"

Men
IT ALL STARTS WITH WHATEVER U WANT TO HEAR THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN UR SOMTHERING THEM OR NOT DOING ENOUGH FOR THEM NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY NO MATTER WHAT U DO IT WONT MATTER THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT WHEN THEY TELL U WHAT U WANT TO HEAR THE FIRST COUPLES OF DAYS MONTHS OR YEARS THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL ABOUT THEM I DONT UNDRSTAND BUT MEN IS THE REASON I GIVE UP ON LOVE IT HURTS TO MUCH TO CONTUINE TO GET PLAYED OR JUST PLAIN GETTING HURT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PUTTIN GMY HEART OUT THERE AND GETTING HURT NOT ANY MORE I THREW WITH IT ALL ALL OF IT LOVE DONT EXSITS

I Broke, Then Fixed The Ozone...(and Might Be Breaking It Again)
Today I discovered a way to save the planet and get rich. This is sheer brilliance – let me explain. A group of super nerds believe there is this thing called the Ozone (insert bedroom joke here) that is about 30 miles above the earth's surface. This Ozone was later renamed the "O-that's never happened to me before"-zone......(This is my buddy Zack) Supposedly this Ozone is good to have around and acts like a bouncer that blocks evil ultraviolet rays from hitting on all the hot babes at the beach. I like babes, thus I like the Ozone. But in recent years the civilized peoples of planet Earth began partying too hard, and cows started farting too much. The combination buggered the Ozone layer like whoa. While we have sunscreen, it's still no replacement for good 'ol Ozzy. So now we have this big invisible Ozone-less hole chillin above the Antarctic (so funny!). Since there are no babes in Antarctica this really isn't an emergency. I sup

Homepage View By Ailina
Hi There Welcome to Fubar! Here is a quick guide to using layouts HOMEPAGE STYLES "NEWBIES": Go to bottom right hand corner and CLICK "FINISH SETTING UP MY PROFILE" OR CLICK LINK BELOW:http://www.fubar.com/profile.php/ "ORIGINAL": OR CLICK LINK BELOW:http://www.fubar.com/profile.php/ scroll down to homepage style Change it to POWER "POWER": DO NOTHING YOU ARE ALREADY THERE SAVE Make sure you have one Active Skin: Go to "HOMEPAGE" "EDIT MY SKINS" http://www.fubar.com/myskins.php/ If you have No Skins "CREATE" one Use the one that is there, type in DEFAULT for the name SAVE Find a layout code you like, most sites will work, I have listed a few below: http://www.skem9.com./ http://www.groovy-layouts.com/http://www.pimp-my-profile.com/ COPY CODE GO to Fubar "HOMEPAGE" ,http://www.fubar.com/home.php/ "EDIT MY PROFILE"

I'm Booking Models Now For The Spring Season
So... if you have, an interest in modeling, or if you just want some photographs taken, let me know. My schedule fills up kind of fast, so sooner is better than later. There's a sample of my work on my fubar page, but for a better look at my work, check out my photography site, EmptyAllegory

How To Stickam By Diddy
This will help you get your Stickam account posted on your profile. Start by going to Stickam.com and create your account. Once the account is created and you have come back to your homepage, you will need to start the webcam through Stickam before anything else is done. In order to do this, you will need to click on Go Live. When the feed starts, you have the option to let Everyone, Memebers or Friends view. Keep in mind that these are Stickam options only and not everyone on fubar has a Stickam account, so choose Everyone to allow fubar member to see your cam once you are streaming live. Now, click on Start Chat. When the chat starts, you will need to click on Allow in order for your cam and sound to broadcast. Your chat will then start showing your video feed. Once this is done, minimize the Stickam Chat window and go back to your Stickam Homepage. Once there, scroll down to the bottom. This is where you will be able to Customize the style

More Than This
I talk to some on here. There are a few whom I really enjoy talking to. I have a life outside of here and it far more important. If you can't understand that you will be removed from my list. Patience is a virtue! I will lose mine if you test it too much. I will be reducing my list too as it seems pointless to have a ton of "friends" on my list. Points are not the only thing. Most won't see this. I doubt anyone honestly cares. I guess all this is losing it's luster. No fancy graphics or anything. Not even any music. Just some words from my heart. To one in particular: the ice you have been treading is broke. I am done! To those whom we never talked: Have a nice time. I might even be gone from here for awhile, not sure yet. Just because I have a status up, doesn't mean I am here either.

How To Make A Salute By Stevens
Greetings & Salutations~ > > > > Thanks for sending your FUBAR Salute picture in for review, but we need you to make > > another one and submit it back to us. > > > > What is a FUBAR Salute and how do I make one? > > > > A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your FUBAR profile. > > > > > > Salute ProceduresYour face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: > > > > Your SCREEN NAME, > > Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) > > AND, the words: FUBAR.com > > > > Things that wont be permitted: > > > > Photoshopped or any Computer typed print set will NOT be accepted. > > Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. > > > > Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. > > > > If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to yo

Projectplaylist By Skull
from your "my account" page chose the "my playlist option> > > then select the playlist you wish to upload to fubar> > > then chose the generate code option> > > then chose option E> > > you will now have to select the same playlist that u wish to upload again> > > from here u will chose ur options then click "get code"> > > that will bring u to the code page... from here u will right click and select "select all" then right click again and select "cut"> > > now ur done with project playlist ... from here on out u will be working with fubar> > from ur home page on fubar select edit profile> > > clect the music tab and right click and paste tehe code from progect playlist.. then fill out the bouncer check at the bottom and save > > > once u have completed all these steps u are complete.. enjoy ur music

How To Invite People By Skull
ok to invite ppl to ur lounge u must open a box to send them a shout first looks like this if u didnt knowno from that box click this iconthen useing the drop down button selecet the lounge u wish to invite them to and then click invite

Check This Awesome Dude Out!!
Have you checked this guy out yet??? Woody(please sign my guestbook) @ Fubar What???? You haven't!!!! Well, what are you waiting for???? Go check him out, rate, fan, and add. He is a great friend to all who meets him. Show him lots of fu-love!!! He deserves it :) This pimpout brought to you by: Silentlizard @ Fubar

Caring Husband
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. 'What's the matter, dear?' she whispers as she steps into the room, 'Why are you down here at this time of night?' The husband looks up from his coffee, 'I am just remembering when we first started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?' he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. 'Yes, I do,' she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. 'Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?' 'Yes, I remember,' said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. 'Do you rem

~ Equadorian Goddess ~
Equadorian Goddess is in a SEXIEST KISS contest! Click this picture and bomb away! Equadorian Goddess needs 70,000 comments for a happy hour! Equadorian Goddess is AWESOME! Help her get 70,000 comments first to win! Thank you SO very much! This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar

*adult / Nsfw *
Most of my life I've done what others wanted me to do, now it's my turn to do what I want...... Don't get me wrong, I'll still help anyone if I can but...like I said....It's FunTime ! There will be many times I post ADULT or NSFW things on my page. They will be Marked as such. That way if you're not interested, Don't Look ! I'll be posting photos in albums, videos here in blogs, hell who knows, if you're in my area you may even get to cum meet me. So have fun, fan, add, rate, oh yeah, NSFW pics and stuff you don't get points for, if you want to let me know you saw the pics and vids & you enjoyed them and want to see more of the "Shadoe Realm", just message me or comment, Thanks. Shadoe Knight

Part Three-the Myth Of Corporate Taxes
The new Fair Tax plan will also do away with corporate taxes. Some people find this objectional. These people also believe that corporations don't pay enough taxes. The economic education of americans is so woefully inadequate that many of us actually think we pay less as individuals when taxes are transfered to a business or a corporation. Guess what? Those corporations are't paying taxes. WE ARE!!!! There is only one group in this country that actually pays taxes. US!!! Businesses and corporations merely collect the taxes and pass them on to the govt. Taxes are paid from wages and, in this country, only individuals earn wages. Let us say a business makes 20 mil a year. About 18 mil is paid out in labor and taxes. Now let us say the govt. comes along with a 5% increase in corporate taxes. What could possibly happen? 1) They could pay the taxes out of their 2 mil profit. (if this happens then the shareholders get a smaller dividend check. That means the shareh

Time...
Time How easily time can toy with us, Weeks that feel as if they have been years Flowing past much to quickly, disappearing too fast When we want to hold it, it passes through our fingers Yet when we want the days to go they hold on much too tight Wishing back to that day past, to that moment lost One last look, one last touch, one last chance To speak what we wish we had, before we knew it would come undone once again dwell in that moment where everything in the world felt right But can that moment once again happen or will time deny us Flinging us out of that moment and into the next One that pulls us down and feels that it will never end Leaving us lost and searching for that time and place we lost That loving look, that slow embrace and whispered words Lost but not forgotten, waiting to yet again be found The future we can not control, the past we can not change And the now always in a state of change with only one rule That which the heart holds true merely i

With Your Love
When I fall down and no one seems to be around. When I don't seem to belong and my heart has no song. When the flowers seems to bloom, But my heart is full of gloom. I look to the stars and then I know where you are . I feel the warmth of your heart in mine and I know you to be true and kind. Even though I am one little star in the heavens, I know the price you paid for our sinning. When I stoped and looked to see , I knew your love has always been with me. Then I felt the safety of your embrace,With all your love and your grace. AMEN 2000 ~ God promises to always be there for you ~ "cr by Starja

Another Story About A Girl
you know what it's like to go through something alone. no exceptions. what the hell is wrong with the world. To make someone feel so small. She died the night they said she was through. She wasn't good enough. They said she never will be. Look at yourself in the mirror little girl. Don't you see. Perfect....no, far from it. Flaws you see. Are the cause of social distruction. Unable to breath while they smile around her. Picture you with him...never. She torments them back. Only feeling good for a while. The pain is restored. Can I just say, this world is full of retarded sick bastards who love to belittle the less fortunate. This girl had enough. She was going to put an end to useless tears. Suffering is not worth living. a box, a rope, and a bag of skittles. she emptied out her room, started giving her things away little by little. soon all was left was the rope. the box. and the bag of skittles. One day she sat on the box and ate her skittles. Tadting the rainbow she hung the rope

My Dinner At Chi Chi's
A blog that a friend posted asking if you were approached on the street while walking leashed how would you reply if some ask you about it inspired me to share this experience. Some years ago with my first 24/7 girl I had a wonderful collared girl that completed us and as often as possible we would get together. On the day of her collaring we were all proud and happy and decided to go out and celebrate. I have always required my real life girl to wear a real collar with my tag attached. They were both blondes, my 24/7 had very long hair and the new collar had quite short hair so hers stood out quite a lot. We go in and set down at a table and get ready to think on ordering something. Well I happened to notice we had captured a few people's attention and I didn't mind as I was proud to have them looked upon, was a happy day. Well, the longer we are the there the more people are looking. It was not rush, was like 3-4 in the afternoon so was maybe 10 people there but they all was

Squirt Shower In Public
Sunny Lane in a sexy lesbian scene with another girl. They started off by kissing and fondling on each others perky titties, stripping slowly as they caress each others body. They later take out their trusty vibrator and sticks it in their wet twits, exchanging squirts as they pleasure their selves with a toy!!

How Smart Of A Stoner Are You ?
http://www.playlush.com/puarcade/tv-amp-film-games/who-wants-to-smoke-my-honeybear.html copy and paste the link above and get ready to play a stoners version of who wants to be a millioniare...

The Last Week
People are funny.just when you think you can trust them they turn around and rip out a piece of your soul. Then they laugh at you when you tell them how much it hurts. It seems that some people enjoy hurting others. Well I've let go of that hurt,and them as well. I had some anger over it but a blog I recently read showed me that anger isn't worth it. All it does is eat you up inside. So I'm moving ahead with a glad heart and an easy conscience. Those people can do what they want with their lives, I have mine to live and I'm looking forward to it. Trusting people won't be easy for a long time to come, but I do have true friends who I can count on to hang in there with me, just as I'm there for them. Let the future begin

A Voice Copy
I hear a voice calling me , from somewhere in the shadows . A soft whisper , like a breeze blowing in the meadows . The sound of my heart beat ringing in my ears . Life goes by so fast , making days turn into years . A tear drop rolls down my face , As the memories race through my mind . A memorie of you always being there . is froozen in time. Throughout my walk of life .your presence was always there .Through ever foot step that I took , I always knew you cared . A deep slient intake of my breath , feeling you in my soul . You know every place in my life I was suppose to go. Knowing at the end of my journey , I will be going home . To the safety of your embrase , I will never agian roam . With all your mothers love you where born of this place , born of your Fathers love you where born of grace . Taking away all my sins , for me to live . I will always love you , for all you give. Amen "cr" by Starja

~with Forgiveness There Is " Peace " ~
~ With every new day there is a new begining . With a new begining there is "HOPE" ~ ~ With every new friend there is caring . With caring there is " LOVE " ~ ~ With ever new prayer there is God , with God there is " FAITH " ~ ~ With ever new sin , there is forgiveness , with forgiveness there is " PEACE " ~ "cr" by Starja

My Niece
I got a call this morning from my younger sister, knowing the time of day and her calling on her cell...I knew it wasn't good news. Her 17 year old daughter was in a 3 car accident on the interstate... A semi had cut off the car in front of them...which then turned into a chain reaction,,,my niece was a passenger in her friend's car...which hit the car that was cut off then they were rear ended... airbags went off...yet she suffered a bad bump on the head and a concussion. We won't go into her fat lip...She is alive and all are ok....well the semi driver kept on going...the lady from the first car got his license plate number...hope they catch that B*stard! So sorry that i haven't gotten back to everyone,,, Yet I'm sure you know family...keeps us strong... hugsssssssssssssss

My Eyes Were Open
My eyes were open but i did not see, I let my guard down so my heart could be free . Got stopped in my tracks with breath taken away. I ask my self how will i pull through yet another day and i stumble for words as its impossible to say , But life goes on with my broken song and when i am strong and my head is held high i will scream from the top of my lungs instead of wanting to die.

Come Join Us
COME ON IN TO LIL’S LIL PLAYGROUND!!!!!WE ARE WAITING FOR YOU!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! STOP IN AND PLAY AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!! ^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER LIL’S LIL PLAYGROUND^^^ (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2008-02-22 16:39:28') (repost of original by 'lil missy/ promotor of LIL'S LIL PLAYGROUND' on '2008-02-22 16:44:19') (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2008-02-22 17:08:05')

Things Broken...
Listen Do you hear it that awful sound of screams, what could it be? the sound of broken dreams, and total misery, Or is it the sound of death knocking on the door, with misery its depth, and destruction its core, Is it demons from hell, so far before seen, out of the wishing well, cold dark disgustingly mean, Sinking claws into the heart, tearing at each piece, ripping it apart, the pain never seems to cease, Maybe its a mind trip, with no sense of control, that soon looses its grip, and just forgets to grow, I bet its a broken heart, trying to glisten, do you hear it, sshhh, Listen!

Song Lyrics ( By Demon Hunter)
I didn't write this but it means allot to me. It's in this wake that I find myself Losing the will to resume this hell When every breath is a dying wish It's harder to follow the point of this This broken place that I call my home Is deep in the sorrow that I have sewn And i can't erase what is in my heart I wanted to finish before it starts My own solution in discretion again Our false solution is devoured in dread Our own solution giving rein to it's head? and open my face to the darkened sky I've been fading away I've been waiting for a call to reach my veins Ready or not No attention to waist Every sorrow of the soul will reap my name When I cease to exist Now I've come to a final sleep I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep I know it's hard to forgive this man Driving the failure into your hands When I cease to exist

Simply Nothing, Nope, Jus Nothing
soon you will know why you are afraid, afraid of the dark. soon you will know why you fear the night. in this life there is no light. the only thing that you fear, is the darkness in sight. swallow you it will, no reason to fight. these demons always seem to take flight. no matter what, they always do it outta spite. always there, always outta sight. twisted yet foul, but somehow always right. sittin here alone in the dark. lost in the shadows of my mynd. in the darkness of what ive become. tearin me apart, killin me from the inside. what pride i once had, it jus withered away and jus died. up insideit has gone. layed to waste what was destroyed. wasted and abused, my life more and more confussed. im a nothing, im a nobody. jus wish my life would amount to something.wish my life, i was a somebody, evern if i was jus anybody.yet i still lay here, a fucking nobody. something ive always been, will always be. Richard ~Kindred @ Broken Heart~ 15 FEB 08

Fuckin Idiot Hackers!!!!!!
I'VE BEEN HACKED!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I KNOW THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME ON MYSPACE...BUT FUBAR!?!? I WAS READING BEN DOVER'S BULLY AND I WENT TO SHOUTBOX STANG AND GIVE MY CONDOLENSES...AND LOW AND BEHOLD WHEN I GO BACK TO THE BULLY TO LEAVE A COMMENT THERE WAS ALREADY ONE LEFT SUPPOSEDLY BY ME-BUT IT WASN'T ME THAT LEFT THE COMMENT! THE COMMENT READ "YOU ARE SO DUME" THE IDIOT CAN HACK COMPUTERS BUT THEY CAN'T SPELL DUMB...WTF!?!?! SO I CHANGED MY PASSWORD AND POSTED A BULLY FORE-WARNING OTHER FUBARIANS. HOPEFULLY THIS IDIOT DIDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO DO YTHING ELSE-BUT WHO KNOWS-BECAUSE STRANGE THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING ON WITH MY PROFILE FOR AWHILE.LIKE SIMPLE CHANGES TO MY NAME-LIKE LETTERS AND THE ORDER OF THE WAY I HAD MY NAME AND FRIENDS REQUEST THAT I NORMALLY WOULDN'T EXCEPT BEING ACCEPTED.ALSO THE VERY SEXY ALCHEMIST BOUGHT ME A MILLION DOLLAR MANSION-I RECEIVED AN EMAIL FROM FUBAR SAYING IT WAS PURCHASED BUT I NEVER GOT IT! IF ANYONE OF YOU HAVE RECEIVED A MESSAG

Oh Shut I Have Done It Again! Check It Out!
LIKE MONEY BUT BETTER! STOP BY AND SHOW ME THE MONEY! BID ON ME! Click ON ME! DONE BY AKAMRS. T AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar AUCTION BY PURPLESKY PRODUCTIONS; PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar (repost of original by '

Surprise!
I answer the phone, it's you! You have something for me, but no matter how much I pry, you refuse with a smile in your voice. "Just come over", you insist. Curious, but a bit agitated, I knock on your door. You open up with a sly grin on your face and invite me inside. As you give me a warm hug, you slip a black satin scarf around my neck. "Ok, what gives?" I ask, but you move to cover my eyes with it, and tie it snugly behind my head. "You're lucky that I trust you." You lead me further into your apartment. When I ask what's going on, you ask me to please not say a word, or I'll break the spell. "Spell, huh? Ok, I'm game". We stop, and you move away for a moment. I hear a lighter click, then the smell of burning candle. I suddenly feel you behind me, stroking my back as you gently guide me to...somewhere. You turn me around and sit me down on what feels sort of like a recliner. "Comfortable?" you ask. "Yes, I guess. Do I still need to be quiet?" "Jus

Beach
Just wanted to say that Hammerboi6 and I are having a great time at the beach. The weather sucks big time and it's windy and cold but we are staying busy, bowling, shooting pool, eating and drinking (real drinks but fu-pretend fu-bar ones!). We needed a vacation badly! He's beating my butt at every thing we do but it's still a lot of fun. We are just enjoying being together for some alone time and getting away from the daily grind. We are about to celebrate our 5th month anniversary and are still having fun and discovering new things about each other. We are very lucky to have found each other in this whole world! So I am just taking a moment to say thanks to all my new friends who helped me level up. I will finish rating/commenting you when I get back home next week. Everyone have a great weekend!!! love from Tville!!!

My Wall
Back within my self, a wall is up and there shall stay. No more will i chance and no one will break it . Not love nor money , possesions or wealth . In darkness i wait and in silence i listen. No pleads will i hear , no trust will i give. My heart is my own and no one shall have. For deep inside left is too much hate . My world is my own. My emptiness as well. I wait for my strength to arrive. I will be at peace and those who come back to try and destroy me will live my hell .

New Blog
DUE TO SOME A$$CLOWN MARKING MY DEFAULT AS NSFW BECAUSE THE "F" WORD WAS IN IT.*SMH*(ROLLING EYEZ) ANYWHO HERES THE NEW LINK AND IF THE ONE THAT MARKED IT NSFW IS READING THIS COME TO ME NEXT TIME FIRST AND BE ADULT ABOUT IT U CRYBABY!! OK SO IF U DON'T WANNA ENTER MY GIVEAWAY AND STILL WANT FU-BUX HOW ABOUT BOMBING ME ? I'M IN A DEAL FOR A HAPPY HOUR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS !! IF YOUR INTERESTED LINK IS BELOW TO BOMB. THEN GET AT ME SO WE CAN DISCUSS PAYMENT :) **SERIOUS PEOPLE ONLY PLEASE** I'M WAY BEHIND

Sex Advice From A Friend
Sex Advice From A Friend Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

To Be, Or Not To Be.. An Idiot.. That Is The Question..
I can't find anything else more annoying than someone with half a brain who is capable of thinking straight. It fucken bothers me when someone doesn't think about their actions before the follow through with them. This week was pretty annoying as you can tell. First, a few people who call themselves my "friends" (Obviously they didn't get the memo, I don't do bitches) all get together to vent. Instead of admitting they have a problem with me, they talk to each other about me and when word gets back to me (In which its all of them who rat each other out) they add, "I only said it to see if she/he/it would talk shit about you". Come on morons, seriously, think about what you're telling me. I'll tell you what I think... I believe that they are afraid of me getting a drift of what they said and use the "I only said it because..." line so that they don't look like shit talkers. I have some news for the three of these people, you can rest well and hang your hat. You're not shit talkers

Fubar
FEW LINES FOR YOU WOMEN ON FUBAR TO USE IF YOU GET A GUY WHO ANNOYS YOU . >HE : Can I buy you a drink? >SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. > >HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. >SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. > >HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? >SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. > >HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? >SHE : I must've been given your share. > >HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? >SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. > >HE : Your face must turn a few heads. >SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. > >HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. >SHE : Okay, get out. > >HE : I think I could make you very happy. >SHE : Why? Are you leaving? > >HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me? >SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. > >HE : Can I have your name? >SHE : Why?

I Love You Spikey
ALL THESE WONDERFUL OPERTUNITIES ARE BROUGHT TO US TODAY AND DAYS OF YESTERDAY BY OUR ONE AND ONLY SPIKE THANK YOU SIR. YOU KNOW YOUR SHADY LOVES YA SPIKE@ fubar POSSE WE R TO WORK ON RETTA FIRST IM JUST LINING THIS STUFF UP FOR EACH OF US BUT KEEP THE BOMBING ORDER IN PLACE... STILL NEED A HAPPY HOUR FOR MISTER B. WE HAVE SEXY RETTA HERE THAT NEEDS 50,000K FOR A HAPPY HOUR.. LETS DO THIS YOU GUYS.. JONLEE HERE FOR A ONE WEEK BLAST NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS.. WAHOOOOOOOO THEN THERE IS PHOTO DUDE SAME AS ABOVE ONE WEEK BLAST FOR 10,000 COMMENTS..

Sex Story, Be Warned!
I am very tired this morning. My alarm went off and I just wanted to smash it into pieces. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was burning up. why? Let me tell you. I had one of the best nights of sex last night! It started out with me getting this patent black leather jacket in the mail yesterday. I ordered it online. It is a $200.00 jacket that I got for $56.00 from a store I always order from. I guess they put it on clearance because it is no longer winter season in the stores. Lucky me. So I put it on and came out and showed Peter. He said that it would look great if I had some fishnet stalking on underneath it and some black leather boots on. Ba bing! Great idea for some more pictures. No, I didn't do any pictures last night but the thought of doing them turned me on. STOP READING NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OFFENDED!!!!!! sex. Going to bed, Peter was rubbing my lower back and ass and having my ass rubbed always turns me on. Lightly scratching my back and ass also tu

My Computer
Hey guys, this ones important! MY computer isnt working right now, It's pretty much dead unless i can revive it. SO im depending on my parents computer when I can use that. Ill talk to you all as soon as i can *muah*

How Much Work Does It Take To Be Ajerk
Mr.Dickhead This is a dick head !!! there are many found and not far they are all around in fu-bar they come in disguises in shapes and sizes some have testicles others have Breasticles they talk there shit and show their tits In fu-bar they are not far they commonly attack when you turn your back haters and down-raters misandrist and misogenist don't forget the misanthrope who is beyond all hope Beware they are everywhere Warn your Friends so they are aware!! for the sake of all good fu-barians copy this repost and save us all ------- Have a Great Day!!AND ABIG THANK YOU GOES TO MY BUDDY DREAMCASTER4U MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh Boy!!!
Myspace layouts ...AND AM I EVER GLAD! It's another weekend for me to just stay at home and try to take it easy. Or at least that's what I'm going to try and do. It seems that things have a way of sneakin' up on me, but I think I'll send Lee to work with the car, and with our other 2 not working, I'll have no choice by to stay at home. lol I'm sure hoping that 2 more days of rest, will get me over this sick thing. I am feeling much better, so I know I'm on the way to mending. I just hope it's sooner than later! Moriah is "feeling her 18". lol She has talked for sometime about getting her nose pierced, and her Dad and I did agree...but told her it would have to be after she's 18...and she agreed. Of course, now she can't get it done fast enough. lol Her brother (26) took her up to have it done, but without ID proving she's 18, they wouldn't let her do it without my signature, and wouldn't let Landon sign, so, when I go later tonight to pick up Lee from work, we're g

Love
One of My fave songs by Skid Row.... Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and Id think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see Id stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day Id wanna hear you say - I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said Id give my life for just one kiss Id live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day Id wanna hear you say - I remember you Weve h

And If I...
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told You that you looked good As I walked away You could've tried to trust the hand that fed You'd never been hungry But you never really... More of this or less of this Or is there any difference Or are we just holding onto the things We don't have anymore Sometimes Time doesn't heal, not not at all In or out of Love Again I doubt I wanna win you back When You got eyes like that Won't let me in Always lookin... Out

Trivia And Pay For Play Night In Sweetwater's!!
TRIVIA NIGHT IN SWEETWATER'S Friday night I will be hosting Asmo's friday night throwdown, from 7 PM till 11 PM EST TIME ZONE. What is it? Glad you asked. You throwdown $ 1,000 fubucks and you get your choice of song any style of music. You get a chance to get your money back cause after I have a few requests I will throwdown a trivia question and the first person to give the right answer will win $ 5000 fubucks. CLICK THE PIC TO COME JOIN IN ON THE BOOT STOMPIN, A$$ KICKIN COUNTRY AND SOUTHERN ROCK TUNES,FUN AND TRIVIA...REMEMBER PLAY FOR PAY ALONG WITH THE TRIVIA GAME! WOOHOO!!

Llp Bully 1
COME ON IN TO LIL’S LIL GOTHIC PLAYGROUND!!!!!WE ARE WAITING FOR YOU!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! STOP IN AND PLAY AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!! ^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER LIL’S LIL GOTHIC PLAYGROUND^^^

The Kiss
would you kiss me tonight so soft so gentle arouse deep feelings please, make it so sensual can you feel a kiss without your heart so warm your lips, I felt them part no words can be spoken, the meaning is true that kiss will last forever it’s only for me and you a kiss from the heart

Solution To The G Spot Question?
From correspondents in Paris February 21, 2008 09:30am Article from: Agence France-Presse Font size: + - Send this article: Print Email AFTER more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says. The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm. But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist. The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports. Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among

Your Skin
Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch.

One Moment
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

What Ded Means
Ded? Ded is evaporated herbal tea without the herbs. Ded is that funny feeling you get when you reach for the Snickers bar and come back holding a slurpee. Ded is the 43 1/3rd state, next to Wyoming. Ded is this really, really tall mountain. Ded is the reason boxes of condoms carry twelve instead of ten. Ded is the blue stripes in the road that never get painted. Ded is place where those socks vanish off to in the laundry. Ded is an arcade game like Pacman without the little dots. Ded is a little pufflike cloud you see at 5pm. Ded is the tool the dentist uses on unruly patients. Ded is the blank paper that cassette labels are printed on. Ded is where the buses hide at night. Ded is the empty pages at the end of the book. Ded is the screw that falls from the car for no reason. Ded is why Burger King uses paper instead of foam. Ded is the little green pebble in your shoe. Ded is the orange print in the yellow pages. Ded is a pickle wi

Online Dating Gone Wrong???
Mentor man shot by woman he met through online dating service, police say Posted by Maggi Martin February 22, 2008 13:54PM Categories: Breaking News A Mentor man is recovering from at least five bullet wounds after he was shot by a woman he met on an online dating site on Thursday night, police said. Michael Kufrin, 19, is at MetroHealth Medical Center in Cleveland in serious condition with bullet wounds to his arm, knee and hip. Eastlake Police Lt. Bill Gutowski said Kufrin met Leechelle Brown, 29, of Eastlake, on an Internet chat room and was supposed to go on a date. According to police this is what happened: Kufrin went to Brown's Vine Street apartment about 7 p.m. Thursday and she demanded he pay her $300. She pulled out a gun, then forced him to take off his shoes and go to a local bank to withdraw the $300 from an ATM. They returned to her apartment and another argument followed and Brown emptied her gun. Police recovered seven shell casings. Kufrin knock

This Is Comical!!!!
Ya know you woulda thought that I did something horrible or something, but now I got my family ignoring me cause one says if he talks to me he'll argue, the other one just doesn't wanna talk to me. Great!!!! Well hell, if that's the case, I might as well walk out right now and go do what I want and let them fend for themselves!!!! It's really nice to be subjected to this!!!! Such a nice gift to me and it's not even my birthday, thank you!!!! Screw This!!!!

Cousin Earl
6:30 PM - Cousin Earl Category: Life Now, you wanna talk about bladder problems, then the man you wanna talk to will probably be my cousin Earl. I guess you all know Earl; he lives out on Route 13 out on that maggot farm. Earl don't like it when you get his maggot farm confused with a worm farm. A worm farm is for worms, and a maggot farm is for maggots, and Earl's got the biggest maggots in the state. Three feet long. Of course, now Earl believes this might be due to the fact that St. Smithen's Medical Facility has been dumping their waste on his property. Interesting thing about three-foot maggots is that... that, well, one day the china disappeared, and then the next day his television disappeared, and then a few days after that, his '57 Chevy disappeared. But there they are: the world's biggest maggots. Anyway, one day, Earl and I were standin' in the kitchen, giant maggots crawlin' across the floor, and Earl turns to me, and he says, "Do you ever go to make a

Show Airbags Some Love
Ok peoples my ex fu owner Airbags is working hard for her very first HH so come show her some love and Rate her pic and comment bomb her! When you are done private message me and let me know and I will show you some FuBar love!

Daddy's Rules
Daddy's Rules for Dating Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten y

A Perfect Circle
Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another Needy hole please release me I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live

The Whys Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour f

Info For Kop!!
This is KOP (Kingd Of Photoshop) !!This is a crew where your skills determine rank!!! A Group of the best photoshoppers on Fubar!!! There will be 4Kings and 4Queens and prince and princess will be the ranks under that!! 4 teams North ,South ,East and West If your accept in the group you will be place under one of the current Kings and Queens!! There will be battles where you can earn a King or Queen spot or Loose your royal spot!!! It will be rates only and there will be a 50,000 fubuck entry fee(For battles)....(So ask for fubucks when makeing pics for friends you'll need it!! (Overall winner will take the fubucks jackpot) (Remeber this is one crew even tho its slit ,its only split for Battle purposes..so once your in your good but your rank to be called the best will depend on your skills!!!) Kings and Queens Make sure your prince and princesses autograph any work done under the King Of Photoshop name!! (there will be a album to display there wo

Smokin To Much
how can u smoke to much weed? my brother say i smoke to much cause i smoke all most two pounds a week wit my sisters and some of my niggas now my question is for the true smokers do u think that smoking two pounds a week is to much and if so should i try to slow down some.

Ratings
So this may be a little other than "normal" for fubar, but unlike the majority percentage on this site,my world will not crash and burn over being "downrated" I'd rather know the "truthful" opinions of the masses so........if you think i'm a 1, mark it, if you think i'm a 5,mark it, i'll appreciate it all the same. After all, it is just an "e-community" right? Much love to all who read this.

Want Fu-bux ?
OK SO IF U DON'T WANNA ENTER MY GIVEAWAY AND STILL WANT FU-BUX HOW ABOUT BOMBING ME ? I'M IN A DEAL FOR A HAPPY HOUR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS !! IF YOUR INTERESTED LINK IS BELOW TO BOMB. THEN GET AT ME SO WE CAN DISCUSS PAYMENT :) **SERIOUS PEOPLE ONLY PLEASE** I'M WAY BEHIND

Drunk Driver Parks At Police Station
OTTAWA (Reuters) - Police in the western Canadian town of Wetaskiwin didn't have to do much work when they arrested a drunk driver at the weekend -- he had parked his car next to their offices and wandered inside. Police discovered the man as they drove by early on Saturday morning to respond to an unrelated call. Although the police office was locked, the lobby was open. "There was a vehicle parked about 10 feet outside our front door. The gentleman had walked into the front lobby and he was displaying many indications of being intoxicated," Constable Mark Scheck said on Wednesday. "So at that point we did take him into custody ... it's pretty unusual," he told Reuters by phone from Wetaskiwin, some 45 miles south of Edmonton, Alberta. The 28-year-old man has been charged with impaired driving. (Reporting by David Ljunggren; Editing by Peter Galloway)

Love
Is It Wrong Is it wrong to too miss your smiling face even though I do not get to see it often? Is it wrong to care about where you are and what your doing at all times? Is it wrong to want to hold you and touch you even when you’re not there? Is it wrong to want to feel your kiss when we talk on the phone? It is wrong that I want to feel your caress and touch as I lie in bed at night? Is it wrong to feel the deep feelings that I have for you? If it is wrong please let me go so that I may mourn the loss of you, It is only you that I think of as I lie in bed at night, It is only you that I imagine kissing me as we talk on the phone, It is only you that can make me smile when I think about you, It is only you that I want to have these feelings for. Written by: Tyna Kirchner On: Feb. 22, 2008 For: someone very special in my life.

Story I Wrote
Ok i wrote this just wanted to see what people thought I already know few of you like it *wink wink* So you'd be in your gown sitting on the edge of the table waiting the boring music playing throughout the room. You look around and pick up a random magazine to read, the room isn’t cold like you'd think but warm making it very comfortable for you to sit in your barely there gown that comes down just past your thighs.You shuffle trying to hold yourself in and begin reading a meaningless article in the magazine. You don’t really hear the footsteps or the door handle till the door is open I slowly walk inside and place my papers on the counter, it’s a little obvious I’ve had kind of a rough day my hair is half up the other half falling into my face slightly my shirt is well fitting and shows off my breast just slightly I’m wearing a skirt slightly hiked from sitting w/ my legs crossed on my previous break. I try to put the papers on the counter and a few slip out drifting to the floo

Contact Info....
HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

Work In Progress
Started writing it about a year ago and gotten pretty good amount written. Definatley along the lines of demons and angels with reality pushed in. Have been writing here and there, as time permits and ideas flow. It is very graphic in parts not for the faint hearted. Would love to have it published, not too sure how to get it started but will look into it. I would put some of it up, but alot is so very NSFW. If you are interested in reading some, let me know and I'll send a few paragraphs, then let me know what you think...

New Location.....
For those of you that HAVENT taken notice yet... I have changed my HOME LOCATION .... its no longer listed as Puyallup, WA... the city ive lived the past 14 or so years or more in... no.. it i NOW listed as Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri... thats RIGHT.. WHY you may ask... well.. cause thats the FIRST stop on my NEW military career with the ARMY.. Yes... if you all have noticed.. ive gone from the MARINES to the ARMY... NOT as bad a change as you would think...but more on that another time... Ill try an keep every one posted of changes as they go... right now i need to try an get the rest of my apartment packed.. cause i need to try an store it for the next few months til the ARMY or I can come an get it from here to take it to my next duty station.. BUT.. the RUB in that is that i need to get it done in the next 3 days.. cause got served papers last week sayin needed to be out by THIS friday.. or would be getting evicted by the Sheriff... NOT FUN.. i hate stress... talk

Please Please!!
Please help out my dear dear friend! Shes so close to being a disciple! Spank her with all the love you have!! READ PROFILE FIRST Goddess Of Light Fu-Owned By Lujak *Founder of Tempting Tigers & Tigeress*@ fubar

Salute
So, now that I am not VIP anymore I guess I have to post a salute to level up. I thought I bypassed that bullshit. Obviously, I'm not afraid to have my picture taken but I feel like a total dork doing the whole salute thing. But I guess I'm gonna ask my BF to take some salute pic for me later tonight. And so, I guess I'm going to work on a stupid sign all day at home with my markers and shit and make it all pretty and then try to get all pretty. What a bunch of bullshit I don't want to do with my day. I do promise you one thing, it will be dead SEXY!

If Only Dreams Could Come True
If Only Dreams Could Come True Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal? by Amy Pierce copyright© 2008

Hey All
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Please Be Careful They Will Hack In Your Lounge
they mess up my lounge i woke up n got on there n it was all mess up bad they are the one mess up my lounge please be careful they can do your lounge also :Satan ~Owner of Tattoos Cars and Rock&Roll'and 'CHEVY OWNER OF YACHT PARTY REDNECK COUNTRY MUSLE CAR SECURITY

Biography On Kristin Sortier/ Episode 8
biography on kristin sortier/episode 8 Every one wonders about that special gal named Kristin. Where was she born and how was she raised. Where did she come from and what got her into hollywood. Well all that is about to be answered. Kristin was born in a small town called Milledgeville Georgia.. Inside one of the finest hospitals around...Central State hospital. She was raised by her grand father (Eugene Levy) "actor from American Pie". Untill her mother was released from C.S.H. IN JULY 15 1997. (PIC OF GRAND FATHER) Kristin was a bright child,always imaginative and outspoken...a crazy bitch in other terms. Her closest friend to her was her friend Ashlyn slutto. Ashlyn was a slightly Autistic gal with a short term memory and a short tention span Who was born in a small town that no one never heard of called.... Well i forget the name because i never heard of it before....so anyway. Kristin used to love staying the night at Ashlyns house because her mother wa

If Youre Over...
49 and youre a chick, you need to pack it up and move on. What the PHUCK is UP with these old broad grandmas whoring themselves out on here and elsewhere on line. Ugh. Have some phucking dignity in your old age. Stop trying to DENY your OBVIOUSLY OLD age by TRYING (and FAILING) to "act sexy and appealing". Youre not. Try that schit at the retirement home, not here.

True Sadnees Is ......
well true sadness is being used by people so they can futher their self's i have been on fubar for alomst 2 yer's now and been everything you can be on here except a fu-bouncer and i have been turned on so much it makes me regreat ever making this account people used me fucked me over and dicked around on me i ask for help and get shit but if i do not help i get yelled at and then blocked for it so how do you think i feel about this shit do not think about it i will tell you how it makes me feel it makes me feel fucking hated and unloved by people i have not ever met but i am i have sat on line before litteraly crying my eyes out on the other side of a moniter cause people would rather lie to meand block me then talk to me i never did anything to them but they did it any way so thisa is part of true sadness hope you feel good about making a gental soul weep and die ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Part Of The Process
Feeling Stuck When we feel stuck in our lives it’s important to take stock of what is going on and find out if there is something we are doing or not doing that is keeping us stuck. Sometimes the situation is out of our control, and we need to look within to find the patience required to wait with equanimity until things move forward again. Many times, though, we can find the source of our stagnation in our own hearts and minds. Sometimes we are clinging to old ideas about reality and we need to make adjustments that will bring us back in tune with life, so we can flow again. Sometimes we find that fear of change is what’s keeping us stuck, and we can resolve to find ways of facing that fear. If introspection does not provide the answers we need, it can sometimes be helpful to ask those around you if they notice anything obvious that you might not be able to see. Remember to ask someone whom you can trust to be kind and sensitive as well as honest. Try to let go of your resist

2008 St. Patrick's Day Contest
> HaPpY St. Patricks Day CONTEST Alright EVERYONE... it's that time of the year... WhooooooooooooooT!!! Lets Pimpout all your GREEN!! If you wish to enter just send me a photo or link sporting your GREEN!!! (psssssssst gotta have the green or you might get pinched~~but that's all) **STARTS** March 1st @ Noon {EST} Ends March 17th @ Noon {EST} ~~~~PRIZES~~~~ 1st Place- HAPPY HOUR!! (40k min) 2nd Place- 1 month VIP (30k min) 3rd Place- 7 day BLAST (20k min) 4th Place- 100k FU-BUCKS (10k min) Winners will be based on Comments AND Rates {Rates are worth 3 comments} So The More The BETTER!!! ~~~~RULES~~~~ 1. No Drama ... it starts you're gone! 2. Photos entered must be SFW! 3. No Scripting or Blasting allowed! 4. But Most Of All~~HAVE FUN! ~~~~HOSTESS~~~~ LadyღKATE //Proud Member of the Spanker♥Family//

Love..unconditional, Unadulterated And Unforgettable..
I just wanted to tell you all: I LOVE you and I will never be able to repay all your kindness and love towards me..I feel very,very humbled by you and I wish someday to somehow pay some of that love back..I JUST LOVE you..you got my heart FOREVER.. (ok, ok..corny moment´s gone..now why do you say we all PARTY and have some fun huh??Let´s celebrate LOVE!!)

::why I Love/hate Fubar::
::REASONS WHY I LOVE/HATE FUBAR:: By: Message In A Bottle ::I LOVE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *The instant interaction with people *You meet some people in here with similar interests that can actually hold a conversation *The booze!!!! *The networking possibilities are endless *A LOT better than mylamespace.com *Wide variety of everything *The booze!!!! *The games are a fun way to kill time *Stashes!!! *The mumms, gotta love the mumms! *I can express a lot of myself on here *It's fun *THE BOOZE!!!!!!!!! ------------------------ ::I HATE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *Perverts, especially the older ones *Married dudes trying to run thier game on me when it says on thier page they are "happily" married...gross!! *When people ask you simple questions when they can just look on your page *Asshats and pricks *When Serbs on here try to insult me...LAME!! *Internet tough guys/gals that e-threaten me.....ooooh, I'm e-shaking!!! *Stupid drama *When people get butthurt beca

Being A Strong Container
Grounding Ourselves We often hear people telling us to ground ourselves, but we may not be sure what that means, and how we might do it. Grounding ourselves is a way of bringing ourselves literally back to earth. Some of us are more prone than others to essentially leaving our bodies to and not being firmly rooted in our bodies. There’s nothing terribly wrong with this, but while we are living on the earth plane, it is best to stay grounded in our body. One of the easiest ways to ground ourselves is to bring our attention to our breath as it enters and leaves our bodies. After about ten breaths, we will probably find that we feel much more connected to our physical selves. We might then bring our awareness to the sensations in our bodies, moving from our head down to our feet, exploring and inquiring. Just a few minutes of this can bring us home to bodies and to the earth, and this is what it means to ground ourselves. We can go further by imagining that we have roots growing

Sticky Bully For 25k In Fu Bux ??
~~BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ'S GIVEAWAY~~ **PLEASE READ IN FULL** -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D 1st Place. 25,000 COMMENTS= 7 DAY BLAST & 15,000 FU-BUX 2nd Place. 20,000 COMMENTS= 3 DAY BLAST & 10,000 FU-BUX 3rd Place. 17,000 COMMENTS= 1 DAY BLAST & 6,000 FU-BUX ** ONE WITH MOST RATES GETS 1 DAY BLAST**ONLY ONE WINNER** **STARTS 12 PM EST THURSDAY FEB 21 AND ENDS SATURDAY MARCH 8 @ 12:05 AM EST. ~~ RULEZ ~~ 1. SFW PICTURES ONLY 2. NO DRAMA OR B.S. OR U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEST 3. RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST,NO BASHING OR DOWNRATING 4. ONLY ONE WINNER PER PLACE 5. BOMBING ALLOWED AND SO IS SELF BOMBING 6. U WILL NEED TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND(JUST FOR CONTEST IF U WANT) 7. YOU HAVE TO PIMP YOURSELF OUT(BULLETINS,BLASTS, ETC..) 8. HAVE FUN !!! -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D ** LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE(MY LI

Homemade Dog Bones
By making your own dog bones you are providing your pet with wholesome food and are assured that you are not feeding them animal byproducts of unknown origin. Keep your eyes out for dog bone cookie cutters; they are frequently sold in kitchen supply stores. (Adapted from Rodale's Book of Practical Formulas) • 2 cups whole wheat flour • 1/3 cup corn meal • 1/2 cup soy flour • 1/2 cup ground seeds (I use ground flax seed) • 1/2 teaspoon salt • 1 tablespoon linseed oil (available in health food stores) • 1 tablespoon vegetable oil (I replace with olive oil) • 1/4 cup unsulfured molasses • 2 eggs (or egg substitute) • 1/4 cup milk Combine dry ingredients in a bowl. Mix to blend. Add the liquid ingredients. Stir, adding more milk if necessary to make a ball that can be kneaded and rolled out on a cutting board. Roll out dough, and cut out dog bone shapes using a cookie cutter or knife. Place on a well-greased baking pan, and bake at 350 F for 25 to 35 minutes, or un

St. Valentines Day Massacre
thanks to everyone who came out! I had a blast partying with all of you! Here's some vids from the night: A Light Divided~Creating a TragedyAdd to My Profile | More Videos CREATING A TRAGEDY A Light Divided~WastefulAdd to My Profile | More Videos WASTEFUL A Light DividedAdd to My Profile | More Videos BESIDE MYSELF thanks again guys! I'll be at the Berkeley Cafe in Raleigh, NC tonight! come out if ya can! xoxo- Jaycee

National Zoo
No not the Capitol, the actual zoo. In the six hours I was in DC, I spent 3 of them in the National Zoo. Which by the way is on a steep hill. Sadistically planned so that people with young children start off casually pushing their strollers down Olmsted Walk until they get to the bottom. Here they change into out of shape sherpas huffing and puffing their way back to Connecticut Avenue or whatever parking lot they started from. It was a cold day on my visit and there were few sherpas. Fat Sherpas aside some of the signs explaining the animals were hilarious. Take for instance that of the Dama Gazelle. Body Language: Dama Gazelles communicate with one another using their bodies. To attract a mate, the male stands erect or hits his horns against the grass to show his strength. Cheeky little bastards.

To All David Friends
I can see you are checking my site out, when you do please do not forget to go past theodoro.eu. Would like to clear some things with you while you are reading this. I am NOT out to distroy David, I have nothing to gain with that. There is just one thing I want from him and that is to delete the pictures that are not his. Just for one second think about how it would be if you would come across a profile that uses your pictures, would you just let them continue letting other people think that thats them? I am not a mean guy or spreading lies, just telling the one and only truth; he is not the one on the picures, those pictures are copyrighted, and i want him to take them down. Thats all. This weekend all posible legal steps will be taken, seeing David does not want to listen to reason and just admit its not him and take them all down.

Auction Open!!
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A Re-occuring Dream
I have a dream every time a break up happens. Its the same dream. In the dream I'm living at my home in Escondido, California. I'm in bed and I'm waking up. The girl in question (Ang in this case) is lying in bed with me and has her arms around me. She wakes and looks into my eyes. She says to me, "Everything is going to be OK." Right afterward my dad walks by the door to the room and my mom yells, "Its time to wake up!" And then I do. Usually I wake up with a feeling of dread that its going to be a bad day. When I have it, I know deep down something bad is going happen. I knew whatever we had was going to end that day. But to my defense... I usually see the end coming. Whatever person I'm with has been acting weird... or I'm feeling that its time to move on. In this case, 8 and a half months of being dedicated to a woman who over and over again promised me we will meet only to have it fall through due to 'odd circumstances' took its toll on me. Not to mention sh

What's In A Name Anyways
It is so funny how someone can type something and how one who reads it see it. So often these days people are more willing to see the negative side of things than any other way. I try to be a positive person always seeing the good. At times I have found this very hard on this site. This refering to my earlier account, which I deleted. I started this one out with no pic, it was great. I got so tired of guys thinking they can shout me and think they will be getting a cam show, and then leave without saying goodbye because they don't get what they want. BooHoo, like I care for some perve. I'm not here for that, I'm here to kick back and relax. After all what else if there to do after you daughter goes to bed. I'm just gonna start blocking the ones that do this. I have added a few of you guys from my old account onto this one. You are the ones that have not perved me out....some are very good friends, that I care lots about. Some are just really good mummers I missed. And w

I Need?
OK PPL I KNO IVE MADE THIS BLOG BEFORE BUT I HATE BEING SINGLE AND I CANT NEVER FIND A GUY THAT WANTS TO JUST BE WITH ME!!! IMA REALLY DOWN TO EARTH KINDA GIRL YEA IMA LIL CRAZY BUT I WOULD MAKE MY MAN VERY HAPPY I LOVE TO COOK AND CLEANING AINT AN ISSUE BUT I WANT A MAN THAT WANTS TO BE HERE FOR ME LOVE ME AND JBE A FUCKIN MAN AND DO UR DAMN JOB HAHA I THINK THAT LIL SAYING IS TRUE ALL THE GOOD MEN R EITHER MARRIED GAY OR DEAD!!! SO ANY OF U GUYS WANNA GET TO KNO ME MORE AND IS ATLEAST 21 TO 30 YRS OLD U HAVE TO LIVE SOME WHAT CLOSE TO ME!!!!! SO GIVE ME SOME LUV MUAH I LOVE U ALL!! LOVE THE ONE AND FUCKIN ONLY BARBIE

Tired Of It!!!!
Well this is just getting old. I swear one more person yells at me about something and that's gonna be it. I knew this week would be bad, but is it necessary for people to make it 10 times worse. I was depressed like crazy the last few days and stressed, now I'm just pissed. Is it a crime that I'd actually like to enjoy a day every now and then or is it a mission among all that I know to keep me from enjoying anything and to make me feel like crap????!!!! I think people get some weird enjoyment in making me feel like crap constantly. I'm just so tired of it. People wonder why days like these I don't talk a lot. Well hell who would I be talking to anyway. When I need to talk to someone no one's ever there anyway. I think I need lessons on how to be more of a B*tch, cause this Ms. Nice Girl ain't cutting it. All I get is used and abused and I'm really getting tired of it!!!! I swear one more thing goes wrong and I'm walking!!!!

Six Hours Of Sleep
Been reading everywhere that people are wishing or wanting a vacation....yeah good on them!. So over that whole thing of going somewhere and then just realizing that the emotional bullshit just came along for the ride too, it gets way too boring sometimes. Starting new jobs after being only casual in the two that I now have back again means that I don't get to switch off and travel that much, only when I'm on the bus travelling with the ipod going at full crank do I get to step into my own lil void of a pea brain. Now that for sure isn't a holiday wouldn't even class it as down time as it is just me waiting for real stuff to happen again. Meditation again would be nice, if I just kicked my arse into some motivation for it as well!. I sit down at the computer instead of doing my morning practice, yeah a big no no but ummmm I can't help myself sometimes tho!. So instead listening to the mantras on the way to work remind me this is just another life with karma forever biting me in

Right On, Andy Rooney!
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA B URKE? I think that if you fe

Feb 22, 2008
I was still going to church =/ Becky leant me her car (which was a red, berand-new monte carlo), and drove off with steph and lindsey. I hopped in and drove it to a halloween store, and bought a sfot, pink sqaure of fabric. i drove to another store, looking for a staff. but all their stuff was horribly cheap and ugly. So i went back out to the car, and there were two blonde girls and a dark-haired guy disassembling the car! the guy and oen girl was in the back seat. the guy had the steering wheel in his hands, and the girl was breaking out one window. the other girl was climbing out of their car (a dark silver one... maybe a scion coupe). they saw me and got in their car and drove off. I walked out of the lot and down the street. around dark, the car was sitting under a net on the sidewalk. its tires were missing, and it was all rusted. There was a cat in the back seat. i let it out. it walked with me, until we passed a house with a Dauchsund. it saw the cat and darted ins

Party Time!!
It's Friday!! You know what that means.... yep, it is party time!!! Me and the girls are heading out tonight to have fun and paint the town red!!! You will probably catch us up at the Upper Deck or at Cody's !!!! Give us a holla if you see us!!! :)

Missing My Light In The Dark.
Above the mountain The mountain An eagle Is flying High above the mountain An eagle calling down To the soldier who faulters The soldier on the ground By the mountain I feel nothing For in my own heart Every tree is broken The first tree will not blossom The second will not grow The third is almost fallen Since you betrayed me so Since you

Jokes
JOKES The Son tells his dad he had sex for the first time. Dad grabs two beers and says congrats, got any questions to ask? The Son replies yeah, how long will my ass hurt? We will now upgrade your Sex Life, Please wait searching...searching... Error...no sex life found. Keep playing with yourself. A girl asked her teacher why cows seem depressed when being milked. The teacher replied, if every morning they squeezed your tits for 30 minutes and don’t fuck you’d feel the same way. When you’re having a bad day remember you could be a Siamese twin stuck to your gay brother who has a date tonight and you only have 1 ass hole. The policeman asks the prostitute 'so when did you realize you were raped?' the prostitute replies 'when the check bounced! Today is National “GOOD LOOKING DAY”. So send this to someone gorgeous- but not me, I've been getting this fucking text all day!!! May the crabs of a thousand whores infest the crotch of the person that fucks up your day and

Broken Bottle
My (and others) Favorite: When the glass had broken through the night, he found it hard to keep up the fight. So he bowed his head and said a prayer, and found that his life should no longer be there. She touched his hand and said "Please don't cry", he never doubted that he was living a lie. She told him she loved him with all of her heart, and if he ever left her she would just fall apart. He never realized that she had cared so much, until that night when he finally felt her touch. She always felt that she shouldn't give up, and then she found that broken cup,. She knew what would happen if she didn't tell him, how much she cared for his every limb. So she made a decision to save his life, she made that choice, after all, she's his wife. A marriage that had fallen 2 years before, was beginning to mend itself to be broken no more. She had broken the bottle to eliminate his pain, and reached out to him to help keep him sane. She saved his life buy touching his hand then his heart

About My Upcoming Auction
ok so some of you know i'm getting together some ppl for an auction. here's some of the rules in participating. there's a 5,000 admission fee it's only for a month send in a list of what you will offer your new owner once its over blasts and VIPs top over fubucks as usual just send me a link to your pic you want used or tell me to rip it i'm hopin to start it soon so get back to me with all of your info.

Love Wasted
How can I show you how I feel, when you don't seem to think it's real. I try to kiss you, and you turn away. I say "I love you", but you don't return the phrase. I try so hard to prove my love to you, but I just can't seem to get it through. Am I wasted my love and my time, or am I just not trying hard enough to climb. To climb into your heart, and make me feel you within your soul. That seems to be my ultimate goal. I know I can't make you love me, but I care so much that that's all I want it to be. I just want to get into your heart, but it seems as if I'm just pulling myself apart. Why can't you understand that you're my all consuming fire, and that you fill my soul with nothing but desire. I know you care, but not the way I do. As soon as I met you, the sparks for me just flew. It seems almost as if you don't really care, and pointless is all those times we've shared. I think all I can do now is just give up, because I

Missing Him
I do love him, this I know, but he's so far away, how could I had possibly let him go. I could write him a letter, though a phone call would be better. But it's impossible to describe, how much I feel for him inside. Through mail he tells me he loves me, and I feel so light and free, and though I thinks it's strange, he seems to love me for me. He always lets me know how much he cares, even though he's not here and he is there. He always gives me compliments, even when I don't expect them, and whenever I'm depressed, it's my broken heart he mends. I miss him while he's gone, just like he misses me, and when we talk again, he's the only one I see. It never really occurs to me how many miles he's away, because when we get to talk to each other, it's as if he's here with me to stay. No matter how how much I confess my love for him, to me it doesn't seem to be enough. I want him here with me so badly, because then things would seem so t

My "9k To Henchman For Dark Knight" Bulletin
I don't really think i need fancy bulletin for it is quite a simple task, my great friend here needs only 9,000 to level, tell him Emanon sent u and i a free Chocolate Chip Cookie and a free Pass to the dark side hahaOnce again go show em why my friends are the best!! Dark Knight☠Graveayard Family☠@ fubarAs usualPimped out byEmanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar

S Far
How can I love you when you're so far away? Do you really love me? I guess it's hard to say. You say you'll always be there, though you don't really know where. You can say you love me all you want. But it only seems to be a taunt. I can't describe my feelings for you. The words I think of will probably never do. I know I can't be where you are. Why do you have to be so far? So far that I can't feel your touch on me. So far that it will never be. So far that you will never be mine. Though you say that it will all be fine. "Everything will be alright", are the words that leave you mouth, but how can you say that, when I'm in so much doubt. The doubt of us ever being one, the doubt of us never being done. I think of you as mine, but she has us both in a bind. You kknow I'll always love you, no matter what you think of me. But because you're so far away, I think we both know that it could never be.

To Get Through It
When life just seems to come crashing down and all you seem to do is frown just be optimistic, and hold you head up high and don't let your life just pass you by. Though times get hard and it's tough a bit, Let yourself be strong and you'll pull through it.

Mother
Why do you always tell me to leave? I guess I'm kind of hard for you to believe. To believe that what I'm talking to you about really matters, and when you just ignore me, my fellings seem to scatter. It almost feels like you don't care, even though you've always been there. You've given me life, but you've also given me pain, and though it's all too simple, I know, from this I have nothing to gain. I can't leave here or say goodbye, so all I can do for now is try. Try to get you to notice and understand, that you should know you were the first to hold my hand. What I'll do now is sit back and wait, and hope that my forgiveness isn't too late. I know you love me like you do the rest, but it's always that you seem to love them the best. I guess I'll keep remembering all the things you've done for me, and hope that you'll continue to care, we'll just have to wait and see. I love you dearly, just as my sister and brothers, but the

Wishes
You'll never know what's in my head, it's something that i've never said. It's not anything you'd expect it to be. It's something that really depresses me. Just to think about it brings chills to my spine. It's wishing I hoping that you could be mine. Now that you know just how I feel, what's on your mind? How I wish this wasn't real. I wish I never told you that I love you with all my heart. I just wish I hadn't told you, because now we're far apart.

Home
"Home is where the heart is", it's just a simple phrase, for my heart lives in the darkness, not the sunkissed light of the days. My home is where I'm safe, not open to evil eyes. But my house is like my sanctuary, filled with desperate tries. "Home is where the heart is", relating to that's unreal, for my heart lies within my body, and it feels what only I can feel.

You
I wish I hadn't fallen in love with you. All the pain I went through because I couldn't have you is still here. I've never felt like this before. It's when I come home to do nothing and then leave in the morning. I get there and see you and my whole day is better. It's like an illness.When I'm not around you I'm ailing, and whenever I see you, you're the antidote that heals my heart. I can't explain why. I don't know what it is that you do but I love it. You're the one that lifts me up when I'm down in the darkness. You're the only one I want to be with. The only one I can see in my dreams. You're the only one I love and care about. Only you and no one else. I could make myself crazy just thinking about you. I wish you could just feel the same way about me.Even though I know that will never happen, I just want you to know how much I care about you. I love you. ♥