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Shattered..Last night…another night with pain…10 years, every night..continual nights with “no hope in sight”….weighing on my mind….what to do…where to turn….who to talk to at 3AM?..……how can I help the best, but still have a “LIFE” of my own…..The threat of falls, massive depression daily….a drunken alcoholic binge way tooo often….leaving me and the kids to pick up all the pieces…time and time again, over and over……. ….you wonder why I feel shattered??……..you wonder why I don’t care anymore?…..HOW can u honestly wonder?............A feeling of despair……my energy is slipping, my thoughts are far away…..I wonder why I’ve lasted this long?….It’s because I care….”it’s who I am”…..”it’s what I am”……My soul is “”dying””….my “heart” is shattered…..pieces can’t be picked up…..time slips by, days slip by.....some friends have been lost…..I’ve MOVED on…..I won’t be trapped……I LIVE each day like theirs no tomorrow…..my smile won’t fade as new friends have been made. Another night, another repeat of despair
Yeah If U Have A Penis U Need To Dieeei had plans with this guy i had been talking to since like dec...fucking didnt answer the phone at all when we had plans on Sat. (i wouldnt have cared as much, but hes done this more than once) and other deceitful things that im embarassed to mention now, cause I sound stupid, but COME ON, I just dont want to be dicked around anymore.
Dear god, Id rather be dealing with Casey right now. Atleast he wasn't as big of a DOUCHE
My Views On Nu-metal-+-!!!WARNING!!! If you like "Nu-Metal" music, this may offend you!-+-
There are so many Nu-Metal bands out now that claim to be hardcore. It should be called Pop-Metal, Pop-Rock or even Corporate-Rock. I'm talking about bands like Korn, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Limp Bizkit, Marilyn Manson, System Of A Down, Static-X,...ect.
What gives them the nerve to make that claim? They are nothing more then teeny-bopping gimmick band that sing about teen angst issues and love to act like they are still in Middle or High School (Good Charlotte). Just put on a mask, and hire as many members as you can and call your fans maggots (Slipknot), or suck yourself off on stage(Manson). Yeah, that's considered hardcore. It's really just incredibly LAME! It's bands like these that put a black eye on the American Metal Scene. There are bands that aren't being played because of the politics of TV and radio stations. Great bands like Iced Earth, In Flames, Jag Panzer, Children of Bodom, Nightwish, Ep
Dimebag Darrell R.i.p.On Dec. 8th, 2004, the world of metal lost a legendary guitarest named Dimebag Darrell Abbott. He was doing what he does best in the last moments of his life, by rocking the stage for all of his fans, until a coward took his life, by shooting him 5 times in the face at a Columbus Ohio nightclub called Alrossa Villa.
It is a very sad tragedy that we won't ever get to see Dimebag Darrell play live again or hear any of his new creations.
And to the sorry-ass bastard that murdered Dimebag Darrell, I believe Superjoint Ritual's Hank Williams III said it best... May you burn in the hottest corners of hell, you pistol-packin' pussyfuck!
Rest in peace, Dimebag. Your legacy will never die.
Your On The Other Side Of The WorldKT Tunstall - Other Side Of The World lyrics
artist: KT Tunstall Lyrics song : Other Side Of The World
Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,
All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me
On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't
Have You Ever??Have you Ever??
Have u ever cried so uncontrollably you couldn’t stop?
Have you ever shaken from the feeling of “lonliness”?
Have you ever felt physically ill because of crying?
Have you ever cried at night in your bed because no one loves you?
Have you ever felt pain in your heart and thru your entire body?
Have you ever felt you would die “Lonely” and ‘Alone”
Have you ever felt “no one in this world” really LOVED you?
Has your heart ever been “shattered”?
Have you ever simply “cried” weeks after someone hurt you?
Have you ever really had a broken heart?
Have you ever thought about that special person 24x7..comsumed by them?
Have you ever been “grief stricken” by love?
Have you ever experienced “total trust” in someone?
Have you ever felt like you have lost “Your best friend in life”?
Has your heart ever ached so fiercely for someone that nothing else in life mattered?
Welcome to my world….
Ozzy Sabotages Iron Maiden In Ozzfest 2005I heard on the radio and read the news on Iron Maiden's website (www.ironmaiden.com) and the Ozzfest website (www.ozzfest.com), that during Iron Maiden's last show on Ozzfest, Sharon and her little group of minions tried their best to ruin their showing. Before, Iron Maided went on stage, someone put in a tape to play over the PA system chanting "Ozzy! Ozzy!" This was played during their set and after. Chants of "Maiden! Maiden!" drowned out the Ozzy P.A. chant! While Iron Maiden was playing, the power would turn off at key moments of their songs, and eggs, lighters and bottle caps and ice were thrown at them from a certain area in the audience. During the song The Trooper, Dickinson would wave an English flag. While he was doing this, a man came out from the backstage area with an American flag with a shirt on that said. "Don't Mess With Ozzy". Isn't kind of odd that no one is allowed to be in the backstage area, but this man came out from there twice? And isn't it also odd that secu
I WishI wish I were ur eyez,
so I could see u everyday
I wish I was ur mirror,
so I could look at u everyday
I wish I was ur pillow,
so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites.
but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl
so I could try 2 give u tha world!
Album Cover That I DesignedMy cousin in-law asked me to design an album cover for his Jazz band here in Pueblo, CO called Wallace Bones & Tubbs. He wanted me to do Characatures of him and his band mates. So here it is:
Tell me what you think of it!
Thanks
DarknessI gave you my soul
and you torn it
i gave you my trust
and you thrashed it
i gave you my heart
and you broke it
you put me on a pedestal
then crashed it down around me
what did i do to you
how could you fuck me that way
why did you care for me that little
i thought our love was perfect
then you changed
the man i loved went away
you started to pull away
i love you so much
that I've lost control
the anger has turned to rage
in my dreams i kill
in my thoughts i plan
the darkness is sucking me in
again my demons i face
to go or to remain
the darkness feels like home
so safe so warm
but how deep can i dip
before i slip away
into the darkness
into the rage
in my core the darkness calls
oh to slip to it
like a lost lovers arms
as its arms holds me tight
it reminds me
its never lied
never hurt me
it whispers softly in my ears
the darkness calls
Category: Quiz/surveyAnswer this for me......
Category: Quiz/Survey
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?
15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, girlfriend, fuck buddy, fellow ninja, etc)?
16. If you had me would you ever let me go?
17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me?
18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy like a school girl?
19. What physically sticks out the most about me?
20. When are we gonna do it?
21. How
We'll B 2gether SoonU are so far away,
U are so alone,
I am here
not feeling very strong
I long for tha day
we're 2gether again
2 see U
2 touch U
2 hold U again
but while u are there
and know I am waiting
fully anticipating
a wonderful reunion
we'll both share
until then my love
please, for me take care:)
CherrytapWHY IS IT I CAN TYPE MESSAGES TO SOME MEMBERS BUT NOT OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ragehe hurt me
you saved me
his arms feel like a stranger
your arms feel like home
i feel like a women in your eyes
i feel a fool in his
his touch makes me forget who i am
yours brings me to my self
you feel so good i want to scream
your a drug
and I'm hooked
the sweet serenity you bring
the power you give
you know my true self
even if i forget
it feels so good
it cant be wrong
others may frown on what we do
i find i no longer care
with you by my side i can take on the world
you catch me when i fall
your voice whispering in my ear
your fingers run down my spine
you bring me to my knees
i crave your touch
your soft caress
your hot breath in my ear
I'm yours almost completely
i don't want you to go
my dear sweet rage
the only thing that could dominate me almost
will you finish the job
my dear sweet rage never leave me
i like what I'm becoming
i love the way
My AddictionIt is four am and I am still awake. I have a clue as to why though. I can never sleep and it progressively gets worse. It must be one of these things; the television, some severe sleep disorder, the million things running through my mind constantly, or the computer(namely cherrytap). Now I am convinced it is twofold; I probably have a sleeping disorder, but even with a cure I would still find a way to stay up and be on cherrytap. It is contagious too my husband is up as well. I am ok with my addiction to Cherrytap, I love it actually, and lets face it I could have a far worse addiction. So I am not complaining just confessing my addiction
Who Is Jack Schitt?For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find
ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!'
Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an
intellectual way.
Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer
magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N.
Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack.
In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple
produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull
Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt.
Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high
school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt
divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids
were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was
then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock.
Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with
a rather nervous disp
Why Do You Care?How can you sit and watch me cry
How can you care if I'm alive
Why do you sit there smiling all the time
You have what I've hoped for
You took it from me
You stole my breath and now I cry miserably!
How can you wonder why I'm decide
How come you care if I smile or laugh
Why do you even care if you see my eyes or not
But still I don't understand
From everything I've done
You still care
Why?
You don't care without a reason
What is your
Why do you wait for me
WhenI'm never gonna come with
Just leave
And everything will be alright
At least tonight!
Bye.
Pellet Gun IncidentI won't be posting any new pics for awhile. My nephew accidently shot me in the chin with his pellet gun and well to make a long story short they were unable to remove the pellet in the E.R. so I'm having surgery Friday to remove it. So until my face heals I won't be taking any new photo's. Love Ya All in good ole Cherry Land
Muahz, Julia
Never SayNever say you love
If you don't even care
Never talk about feelings
If they're not even there
Never say "Hi"
If you really mean good-bye
Never say you're going to
If you're never gonna try
Never hold my hand
If your going to break my heart!
A Smile Proves NothingEveryone looks at me
Notices that I'm not smiling
They wonder How can it be
And I'm not happy
Can't anybody see
Why I'm not smiling
A smile doesn't prove anything at all
The world looks upon me
Notices I' not laughing
They wonder How can it be.
Today's the day it's over
And I'm not happy anymore.
Can't anybody see
Why I'm not laughing
A smile doesn't prove anything
So why care
What's the deal
I don't see the point
Truth be told I'm happy I just don't care
Why smile when I'm not in the mood
why laugh it wasn't very funny
I just don't really care.
Leroyi'm the dumbest bitch in the world...let a girl with no where to stay sleep in the same house as your boyfriend and no you won't get fucked but she sure as hell will....so here I am not sure whether to cry scream or punch a wall. All I want is my family, a mommy and daddy and a baby in the middle...only problem is, that the daddy is a cheating piece of scum and yet i still love him...wondering if we can work through this and knowing the answer to that is going to be no...I need advice, i need a friend and most of all i need a percocet so i can eat a bunch and just forget the pain i'm in....and to think i thought my pill popping days were over....anyone got any pain killers....no to tell you the truth i really don't have to much of a problem with them...bad back and all i get the precribed but shit i wish i had some now.what do i do? Do i let him back in only to hurt me again or do i get out now while i'm numb.? I don't fucking know anymore I guess i wasn't lieing when i said I was
If...Youve ever been drunk enough to have three packs of open ciggarettes in front of you then you know what Im dealing with right now...
Lost Without You!The day I left you
there alone,
I'm here standing
I'm on my own.
The day we made up,
you said 'Goodbye'.
It broke my heart,
I wanted to cry.
What you did was wrong.
No doubt it was cold.
You had to leave me,
strong and bold.
Here I am now
I'm lost without you!
I can't do anything,
I can not find you.
There I stay
Years ago
I broke your heart
I let you go
But here I am now
Coming to you
Different in many ways
You'll see it's true
I'm lost without you!
Come back to me!
I need you in my life
to keep me happy!
What's WrongI'm talking to my friends
trying to get hold of you
but they've been telling me
You haven't been going to school!
What's wrong
What's wrong
This isn't right
This isn't fair
I was to know now
why aren't you there
Is it because I'm far from you
Is it because I'm not there
Is it because I'm right here
Is it because there's nothing there to do
I want to see you, hold you, keep you, and love you..
but I don't want to forget you.
Wiccan DefinitionsAthame: A wiccan Ritual knife with a double edged blade and usually a black handle. It is used to direct personal power and is never used for cutting. It has a variety of spellings and pronunciations. I pronounce it Ath-ah-may.
Autumn Equinox / Mabon: A Wiccan festival also known as Mabon marking the second harvest.
Balefire: A fire used for magical or religious purposes and is usually used in Ritual on Yule, Beltane and Midsummer.
Bane: That which destroys life, is not useful, is destructive or evil.
B.C.E.: Before Common Era; the non-religious equal to B.C.
Beltane: A festival derived from the ancient Druid fire festival celebrating the union of the Goddess and the Horned God, it is also a fertility festival. It is also known to some as May Day Eve, Roodmas and Cethsamhain.
Besom: Broom
Boline: The white handled knife used in magic Ritual for practical purposes, such as cutting herbs.
Blessing: The act of placing positive Energy upon
Tired Of Bsim tired of bs and drama. everytime i think think i am making process of getting on track with my life some one comes along and derails me. can any one who can tell me y i cant be happy tell me?
Wiccan PathsThe Wiccan Traditions
Just as in any other religion, the Wiccan religion has many different traditions or paths. Each path has its own distinct rituals and practices, and many are bound by a sacred oath so that their practices are held in secret, not allowing members of other traditions to know their ways. The list below tells about some of the different traditions of Wicca.
Alexandrian Tradition
Founded and based upon the teachings of Alex Sanders, in England. Ceremonial Magick and the Kabbalah have been included with the rituals of Gardnerian Wicca. Skyclad is a common practice in Alexandrian Ritual. As with other Wiccan religions, the duality of Goddess and God is recognised and the Sabbats and Esbats celebrated.
Asatru Tradition
Asatru is a Norse word meaning 'Belief in Gods'. This tradition is very ancient with its roots in the historical agricultural Vanir and warrior Aesir tribes of Scandinavia and Northern Germany. The main deities are the Goddesses
F.a.q1.Will you give me Head?If you read the dysfunction page on head youd understand NO.
2.Why do you wear girls clothing?I hate penis and everything related to them that fact that i have one actaully makes me sick inside
3.So you like Anal?Yes Very much so but only from Miss Alice Skary
4.So your Gay?Miss normally means girl so no im not gay im a straight male who like chicks with dicks!
5.Will you go out with me?Mistress makes these choices not i
6.What got you into fetish work?well ive been interested in the lifestyle from behind closed doors for a long time now and steped into the limelight with a performance/discussion team at a nearby college before Miss Alice recruited me into modeling and as a Full time Slave
im sure ill have alot more soon these are just whats come up today
To All My Friends And FamlilySweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing So I share this with whom I consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a truefriend...zz..
You Do Know That There Is A War On?Okay so I know that this really ties into my other blog, about there being too many ass clowns. But I like to write things out to get them out of my head. Plus I know that someone is going to want to know what has been happening lately.
Before I can really start, I have to give some back story. First of all I have spent most of my adult life in the military at some capacity. I used to be Infantry before switching to psyop. I have been on tactical teams all this time. I am an operator and I earned the term. When the fit hits the shan, you want me covering you six. I am not the most bad ass guy on the planet, but I know what I am doing when things go that way. When the going gets tough, the tough get cyclic. If you know what that means, we are on the same page.
Currently I am a contractor and I don’t feel bad about the fact that I am not going out on missions. I paid my dues, and I am good at my job. To me, I work for the guys out in the field. They have pretty much the worst dan
Too Damn Funny.The Nun teaching Sunday school was speaking to her class one Sunday Morning and she asked the question, "When you die and go to Heaven "Which part of your body goes first?"
Suzie raised her hand and said, "I think it's your hands."
"Why do you think it's your hands, Suzie?
" Suzie replied:"Because when you pray, you hold your hands together in front of you and God just takes your hands first!"
"What a wonderful answer!" the Nun said.
Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister, I think it's your legs." The Nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. "Now, Little Johnny, why do you think it would be your legs?"
Little Johnny said, "Well, I walked into Mommy and Daddy's bedroom the other night, Mommy had her legs straight up in the air and she was saying, 'Oh God, I'm coming!' If Dad hadn't had her pinned down, we'd have lost her."
Hey Y'allI probably won't be online very much for the next few days. I'm sick and I need to get something done about it. I really can't afford to go to the doctor, but I can't stand it anymore. I would like the contest to continue on as it has been, it's been a great race to see who wins. There is still 13 days of it left people, so don't worry! Still plenty of time!!!!!!!!!!!!! However I would like to place the statistics in my blog as of who holds the 1st 2nd and 3rd places at the moment. . .
1st place female at the moment is Mrs. Babycakes who has 2142 comments
1st place male at the moment is Unloved Dark Moon with 4030 comments
2nd place is Roughneck MP with 2309 comments
and 3rd place is The Juggalo Thrill Hammer with 78 comments
I will update it daily now to let everyone know how it's doing.
Hugs
DJ Bad Ass Cowgirl
A Few More Poems These Are Short And Sweet.Things sure have changed.
I remember a time when things were so simple and real;
That seems like for ever ago now, just a memory I feel.
People are filled with hate, greed and evil rage;
Seeds of hate grow strong as life turns another page.
A decietfully beautiful flower grows by the the way;
Hate's seed full grown, awaiting Death's atonement day.
Things sure have changed.
Joey L Bellmore
Copyright ©2007 Joey L Bellmore
Eat Me
Yes, I know it, you say I shouldn't say the words.
I say Eat Me because all these rules are for the birds!
It's part of a literary masterpiece so, It can't be bad.
"Eat Me" was on the cake in Wonderland that Alice had!
If you dont like it, dont listen while I say it loud.
Eat me, Eat me, Eat me and make your momma proud!
Joey L Bellmore
Copyright ©2007 Joey L Bellmore
It's Not RealI heard stories from some friends about you
and I want to know now are they true.
Rumors are spreading fast
as I take a glance of the past.
What I saw seemed so real.
Then saw you come down from the hill.
I follow the road in which you took
then I stood there as you looked.
Upon my face which was crying
you saw then that I was lying.
About the way I truely feel
but I just said it wasn't real.
I have searched and searched for a man.
Hoping he would understand.
I'm wierd and a twig that much is true.
I prayed and prayed I'd find you.
Look into the stars above
If you are my true love.
Tear Jerker PoemThe weeper (A re-write)
He sits alone in an alley, he can't be more than eight.
Just a boy all alone, he is a victim of life and fate.
No mother, no father and no one else to love.
This child would be all alone if not for GOD's Love.
He is "The Weeper" sad and alone.
I watch him for a while and I shed more than one tear.
I look at this child and I'm taken with doubt and fear.
I have to do something I have to help him out.
Why, must he suffer so, What is his pain all about?
He is "The Weeper" so sad and alone.
I prayed that night and ask GOD "Why", I ask all night.
I ask "Why does he suffer when You could let him die"?
GOd finally answered when the night was almost through.
God said,"He suffers for you to see,It's all for you".
He is "The weeper" so sad and alone.
I cried myself to sleep not knowing what it all meant.
When I woke the next day the alley is where I went.
The boy was gone and a note was left where he had sat.
The note said, "I'm with God MR. Tha
Questions???What happens when you don't try anymore???
What happens all the things you had are not there???
What happens when you realize life isn't a score???
What happens all you know is fear???
What happens when you see there is nothing more???
What happens when you have left is that one tear???
When does this life start to make a little sense???
When does start to get that much easier???
When does it feel like you are put up against the fence???
When does it seem like all the people are getting cheesier???
When does it seem like you lose all your confidence???
When does it make right just to be a people pleaser???
Where did all of your hope seem to go???
Where did your life really begin???
Where did the river of life start to flow???
Where did you learn to live in that skin???
Where did you decide to be the average joe???
Where did you decide that you should fit in???
Why is it right for you to think your weak???
Why is it the last thing you get is not what you want??
Luv Me A StripperHey newest wyld thang on the blog! Give me a shout and a rating to let me know what ya think! Awesome site and a load of fun!!!Lot of interesting friends and people soon to b friends i hope!
thanx Wkid1!!
Sandpaper People - Know Any???(emailed to me by a friend of mine, Danny...)
“Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.†1John 4:11 (NKJ)
Devotion:
Have you ever encountered a “sandpaper person?†You know, someone that rubs you the wrong way. Most of us want to run and hide from sandpaper people. Sometimes we escape them, but not for long. Eventually, we will run head-on into another one. Why? Because God is doing some of His best work in us when He places sandpaper people in our lives.
Have you ever noticed how hard it is to love a sandpaper person? They’re usually arrogant, mean, rude and selfish. They like to demand their own way and boast in their accomplishments. Yet, God has called us to love all people—not just the lovable, but the unlovable as well. The Bible says, “Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another†(1 John 4:11).
You may be thinking that’s impossible. You’re right; in our own strength we can’t love the unlovely. Yet,
It's RealYES IT'S NOT JUST A MYTH THAT SOME PARENTS BEAT THEIR KIDS UNTIL THEY ARE DEAD IT IS REAL. JUST TAKE FOR EXAMPLE THE GIRL IN THE SONG "ALYSSA LIES". SHE WAS FRIGHTENED TO TELL THE TRUTH, GROWN UPS THAT SAW THE ABUSIVE BRUISES WERE AFRAID TO GET HIT THEMSELVES. IT NEVER ENDED AND NOBODY DID ANYTHING UNTIL THAT LITTLE GIRL WAS MURDERED BY HER DAD.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME THAT'S OK, BUT THIS ISN'T ABOUT ME NOR IS IT ABOUT ME GETTING GLORY FOR HELPING THE KIDS. THIS IS ALL ABOUT THE CHILDREN AND YOU SHOULD PASS ON MY RIBBON IN MY PHOTOS TO HELP THEM SPREAD THE WORD THAT SOME CANNOT DUE TO THE FACT THAT THEY GET THREATENED OR BEAT WHEN THEY TELL ON THE PARENTS THAT HAD ENOUGH SENSE TO REPRODUCE, BUT NOT ENOUGH SENSE TO TAKE PROTECTION IN THEIR FAVOR TO NOT HAVE THE KIDS THEY BEAT UNTIL DEATH.
SO I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO OTHERS JOINING THIS FIGHT AGAINST ALL FORMS OF CHILD ABUSE AND PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME ABOUT DOING SOMETHING ELSE TO HELP THE KIDS!
This Wasn't Meant To Be!I recognize these feelings
It was when I was with him
How could you make me feel this way?
How did you take my breath away?
How did you make me skip a beat?
How could you make me lose my heart?
I thought nobody else could make me feel this way.
Nobody but him then you came along and I felt this everyday!
I repeatedly told myself.. no it cannot be.
But when I stopped ..... yes, I can finally see.
You stole my heart just like that.
How is it that you did this?
I see him when I see you
It's how I know this can't be true.
So I'm New HereNew to the site (if you hadn't gathered that yet), and I'm not really sure how this all works. I try to rate back, but sometimes i miss a person, or forget, or get distracted, so my bad, lol.
This site seems pretty cool... kinda ddicting like crack :-p
Holla!
The Courage You GaveI fought a dreadful path
hoping I won't go back.
But then you came along
Something inside made me strong.
The things I told to you
hardly any of it were true.
But then we spoke again
My mind got rid of him.
When you took me by the hand.
I felt things I couldn't understand.
I thought for sure I locked my heart
But you came in right from the start.
But I thought I had the key
And now it seems you'r the one for me.
If I hadn't lied from the start.
Maybe saying goodbye wouldn't break my heart!
Happy V-day!Well, I didn't have too much of a pleasant Valentine's Day, but I hope y'all had a good one!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Yet Another Heartbreak....my husband called tonight...and i missed his call.
ive been crying since midnight and the tears just wont stop. the last time he was allowed a call was for christmas...and i miss his voice terribly. right now id give anything to be able to talk to him. to tell him how much i love him..how much i miss him...but i cant.
im heartbroken...and the hole left in my heart when he left just got a little bigger. i feel empty...i know some of you dont understand how missing one phone call can send me into a spiral of pain and tears but put yourselves in my position. imagine your significant other gone for months. they're only allowed one call every so many months and you miss it. now you have to wait months before you can talk to them again...before you can hear their voice again.
i really needed to hear his voice...it isnt a want..its a need.
SnowI love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear.
Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!!
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Nice...I actually liked LOST this time. It's so nice to like an episode again!
It's funny: there is a picture in one of my folders in which you can see my entire breast, and it isn't marked NSFW because my boobs are so small that you can't really tell...
Everything I Needed To Know I Learned From D&dPlaying D&D will really teach you the basics of life.
The Party
When playing D&D a single player without a party to back him up is quickly eaten alive by the Goblins, Dragons, and Tax Collectors of the world. Only a full adventuring party is equipped to take on any foe.
In the real world a person without any friends or support. Someone who is truly alone in the world, is quickly eaten alive by depression, girls, and tax collectors. (Tax collectors are dangerous in every world).
The importance of NPCs
In D&D NPCs are the people who do all the mundane things of the world. From washing your horse, to planting corn, to being your lover. Most people in the D&D world are NPCs and will never go on a great adventure. If you treat an NPC badly they may steal your horse, poison your mead, or even GASP, stop being your lover. No one can get far without the support of the NPCs
Most people in the real world are NPCs also. Mundane people who lead mundane lives. But if you treat t
To My MasterTo my Master...
As i sit here and think of You, You are ever on my mind.
Pictures from the past float through my mind
For me to remember: Your touch, Your feel, Your strength, Your power;
That i crave so when You are here
My strength through Your power,
My calmness through Your control,
My peace through Your strength,
My passion through Your direction,
My direction through Your command.
I am Your slave, in all the ways that You request,
In submission, pleasure, pain, mind, body, and soul
I am Yours as you wish, Your every whim or command.
You chose me; my only wish is to please You
As you may require of Your slave.
With all my love to You, stormdreamer
(aka slavegirl4mymaster)
*big hugs and kisses*
Nails In A FenceThere once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.
The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.
He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just li
Traffic Controller>> A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER
>>
>> You gotta love this one!
>>
>> Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on
>> runway 9R."
>>
>> Saudi Air 911: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on
>> infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised !!"
>>
>> Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on
>> runway 27L."
>>
>> Iran Air 711: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's
>> runway 27L.- -Allah is Great !!"
>>
>> Pause: Static.............
>>
>> Saudi Air 911: " DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC !!! "
>>
>> Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?"
>>
>> Saudi Air 911: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING
>> IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS
>> PLEASE!!!
>>
>> Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah
>> 'hey' for us -- ya hear?
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good NightDO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT
by Dylan Thomas
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
If I Tried 2I can't change how the feelings will be shown
Don't blame you, you're nervous on your own
propose the worst and i'm the first in line
despite the rest, It's not a bad sign
that you mean the world to me...
and the city and my soul disagree
last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down
life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to
now i'll shake here, for your sake dear
I was raised and I was born here
I couldn't leave California if I tried to
Can't say now where I'm gonna go
When I figure it out, you'll be the first to know.
Do you understand that it's out of these hands of mine
Despite our plans I've got to draw the line
And you still mean the world to me...
the city and my soul disagree
last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down
life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to
now i'll shake here, for your sake dear
I was raised and I was born here
I couldn't leave California if I tr
GardenWhen I was a boy, I thought as a boy.
Educated by film, theatre, and novel
on the concept of love.
It was an undiluted concept.
Pure as the northern snow.
Love and sex were two synonymous ideals.
One could not exist without the other.
After engaging in sex for the first time,
I learned something important:
while the two could exist separately,
that did not mean that they should.
Fooling around is fooling around,
but it only fills the void temporarily.
For within each of us exists a void
that we so desperately want to fill.
We are not born with this void, but rather
we grow into it.
Sex is like filling an earthen pit with water;
it will fill the hole, but over time,
the water evaporates leaving the hole still there.
Whereas love is akin to planting a garden in the hole.
Now not all gardens take to growing in the same kinds of earth,
but the hole is no longer empty.
A void has been filled.
Allowing us to enjoy our ga
WeightSleep weighs heavily upon my eyes.
No real reason for it that I can ascertain.
I'm tired, and not from deprivation.
It has been an emotional roller-coaster of a week.
Full of ups and downs from the peaks and valleys.
I could sleep for a week, but everything would be
much the same.
I just don't know if I have the strength to carry on.
This battle that we call like.
I know that tomorrow is a new day,
but it seems so far away.
From work to women,
life and loss,
it all weighs heavily on my soul.
EnamoryWhen success comes.
Everyone should love me.
With exception of fools and the envious.
Respect.
Adoration.
Hubris.
What I've got I've earned.
With blood, sweat, and tears.
Remain the fools:
they shall love me in time;
and the envious:
who shall ever hate me because of who I am.
Emotions shallow,
like the deepest edge of the kiddie pool.
Why base one's worth on others?
When it is our own
self-worth that makes each so valuable?
Bleeding from hard-fought battles,
Sweat trickling down our brow with the work put in,
Tears from all the battles lost,
or casualties gone.
In the end,
we are who we are.
Not the destination,
but,
the journeys that brought us there.
Dream A Little DreamSo tired.
Physically.
Mentally.
Emotionally.
Spiritually.
Is there anything,
Anyone,
That can wake me from this stupor?
Caught between a consciousness,
And the dream;
Lying somewhere betwixt.
My muse has left me
For children and animals.
Other muses dance just outside
The edge of my vision.
A myriad of angels,
And enchantresses.
Though still my muse lays within gaze,
Leading the chorus of my dirge.
When wake the dreamer,
Has the dream ground in reality,
or the reality in the dream?
Because YouI wake up early so that I may see you,
taking the chance I will be late for work,
but you are worth it.
Because you make me smile and laugh.
Because you give me strength.
You help me be the man I want to be.
Awakening, both hopes and dreams
I thought long lost in the sea of reality.
Time spent with you is like a dream;
where the time,
though real,
is both long and short in duration.
We've had now three periods of encounter..
After the second, I knew I wanted
to see you again and again.
I would not go gently into the night.
Though the odds are stacked against,
I would not give up on you without the fight.
Because I fight for the things,
or the people, like you,
worth fighting for.
Sex Quiz1.Name?
2.Age?
3.Location?
4.Height and weight?
5.Single or Married?
6.Think I'm Hot?
7.Kids? If so, how many?
8. Would u have sex with me?
9.No strings attached or relationship?
10.Favorite Positions?
11.Like to give oral? recieve?
12.How long can u last?
13.Have sex outdoors?
14.one orgasm or multiples?
15.Loud moaner or quiet?
16.Like to use handcuffs? chains?
17.In control or be dominated?
18.3somes? group sex? on camera?
19.straight or bi?
20.Horny all the time?
21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u?
ElementalBranching infatuation upon the leaves
of life twist with the fickle winds of fate.
Without the wind, the leaf stays
as grounded as the mountain's of terra.
But come the elemental air,
some things stir against it.
Twixt gentle and violent,
things rarely remain the same.
Forgotten by the wind
is infatuation's leaf.
Lost in the air.
Left twisting.
But infrequently are
circumstances the same.
Whether left alone, torn asunder,
or carried off on zephyr's sweet kiss,
that leaf remains forever changed with
each breeze that it finds.
For good or ill.
I Am A GamerI am a gamer. I am known to spend the weekends tucked safely away in a friend's home. From here I sling a variety of dice from my right hand. I consult charts, rules, errata, and various sourcebooks. I have blown entire yearly budgets of third world countries to take me to another place. A place of the mind. Translocation by creativity, if you will. I am a gamer, and this is my preferred mode of transportation.
Though my ass remains firmly located in the chair, I go somewhere that most people will not dare ever venture. I enter the world of possibility. Where good and evil fight eternal wars against each other. Sometimes the cast is familiar, sometimes the pawns of the divine change, sometimes good wins, sometimes it loses, but it never stops until all wars are won. I am a gamer, and for once I can be the hero.
Some might express pity towards me and mine. Calling us geeks. I embraced this long ago. For within each of us is a geek. You remember that part of yourself from elementar
More PoetryThrough Your Eyes
Through your eyes
I see the path I take
Through your eyes
I see the choices I make
Through your eyes
I see how the world should be
Through your eyes
Is how I can see
Through your eyes
Life is so clear
Through your eyes
I can see what I fear
Through your eyes
You see into my soul
Through your eyes
I became your goal
Through your eyes
You see into my heart
You see me through your eyes
While were apart
Hating It Right Nowso i'm in germany. now i know i should be taking advantage that i'm in europe for the next three years. but i miss home so much. maybe it would be different if ppl were somewhat nice. maybe i need to go back to the states. it's cold, and it's either rained or snow since i've been here. i have forgotten what the sun looks like. i know that sounds crazy but i've been here a month and it has yet to shine. maybe i'm just not cut out for this kinda life. someone help please?!?!?
Jus Some PoetryA Dream
After all the years ive known you i still feel the same...
I melt when i see your face and even hear your name...
I wish i was your's for now and forever...
I wish there was an "us" a you and I together
I love you and someday you will see...
And just then it will be you and me...
If time was money id spend it all on you...
If i said i loved you, i culd say it an it be true...
If a dream could last forever, id dream of you and me...
If i could spend time with u id ask for eternity...
You mean more to me than you will ever know
My love for you wont fade, it can only grow
My First BlogWELL I SET UP A MAP GUESTBOOK TYPE SHYT ON MY PLAGE IF YA HAVE TIME STOP BY ANDD ADD URSELF PLZ
Charlains Poem To MeThe days have gone the years have past
but our love is one will last
many have tried to tear us asunder
but niether heart fell to the plunder
it is so true we are as one you are the moon I am the sun Happy valentines day babygirl
Charlain
Glug - For The Norse Folk ( And Any Body Else)Glug
8 ounces water
1 cup raisins
3 cinnamon sticks
5 whole cloves
12 cardamom seeds
2 dry orange peels
Boil ingredients for 10 minutes in saucepan, and then add:
1 gallon port wine
one 750-ml. bottle brandy
16 ounces rum
1/2 cup sugar
Bring to boil and let simmer 1 minute, then turn off burner and ignite. Allow the mix to burn for about 15 seconds. Serve hot.
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Glug
Place in cloth bag
• 6 cardamom seeds - whole
• 7 cloves - peppers removed
• 4-5 cinnamon sticks
• 1 ginger root
• Pinch grated nutmeg
Cook slowly for 1 hour in 1 1/2 quarts water.
Cook slowly in pot:
a. 1 gallon port or b. 1 gallon burgundy
• 1 lb. granulated (or brown) sugar. Less with a. more with b.
• peels from 2 oranges
• 1 lb. raisins
• 1 pkg. blanched almonds
DO NOT boil the wine! Heat slowly for the hour the spices are cooking.
Remove the spice ba
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Just Can't WaitAnother summer coming with the feeling it brings
Another reason to avoid all the permanent things
Before you know what time it is it's time to go
And reattach all the strings
But you got me going
So many places
You got to be knowing
What that look on my face is
I just can't wait
I just can't wait
I just can't wait for you to say
That you want me
That you want me
I just can't wait for you to say that you want me
Well you need sunlight for things to go right
It just takes a taste you know
And every single little bit of love that I spread is coming straight for you
Would it be all right to go out tonight?
It doesn't matter where we go
You're the only one that I want to be near
And try to get to know
Cause you got eyes that I would love to look through
A life that I can't wait to get in to
As long as I can see what you see
As long as it's what you believe
As long as I can see what you see
As long as it's what you believe
So Glad It's Over.Valentine's Day is an obligatory holiday designed to make people spend their hard earned money on silly things like flowers that'll just die anyway and candy that'll just get eaten.
Yeah, I said it. Someone had to.
Can you tell that I spent my day NOT celebrating love? No flowers and candy. No cards and kisses. No moonlit walks and stolen embraces. But it was by choice. The person I would have wanted to share this day with is separated from me by a great distance and that whole "if you can't be with the one you love then love the one you're with" thing just never did work for me.
Besides the entire concept of setting aside one day in a year to celebrate love is ludicrous to me. Think about it...trying to cram everything that love is into one 24 hour period...it's impossible. Besides, if you're not celebrating love every day of the year then you don't have real love to begin with. Love encompasses so many things. It is a bond...a complex emotion...a connection...
Connection. Life is
Wassail - Take Your PickEnglish Wassail
Ingredients:
1 pint water
1 cup of honey
4 cloves
3 sticks of cinnamon
2 lemons thinly sliced
1 bottle medium dry red wine
Directions:
Boil together water, honey, cloves and cinnamon for five minutes. Add two lemons thinly sliced and allow the mixture to stand for 7 or 8 minutes. Add a bottle of medium dry red wine and heat slowly until just below boiling point. Then pour into a jug and serve hot.
This recipe for English Wassail serves/makes 6
Light Wassail
Yield: Makes 10 to 12 servings.
• 1 gallon apple cider
• 2 cups cranberry juice
• 1/2 to 1 cup brown sugar, to taste
• 2 teaspoons cinnamon
• 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves
• 1 orange, thinly sliced
Combine all ingredients in a large saucepan or pot, adjusting sugar to taste, and simmer for 30 minutes. Serve in mugs, or pour into a punch bowl and serve warm in cups.
Holiday Wassail II
Ingredients:
6 cups apple cider
2 1/2 cups apricot nectar
2 cups unsweetened pineapple juice
Do It AgainInstantly awakened by my imagination
old fashioned infatuation,
i can be anything that you want me to be,
and you can have me in every position that you dreamed,
i know you've got a wild streak,
you're a freak,
you're alone in your bed with graphic images in your head,
Let me do what i want to do with you
let me tie you down lick you up
and flip you all around
let me tell you how sexy you are,
as i'm goin' down on you in the car,
feeling this good is a sin,
uh uh uh um um lets do it all over again,
do it all over again, do it
Just one thought this might get boring
wake me up in the morning by pouring
honey on my body and lickin it off
and taking me to concerts
and then you're takin off your top
i know you've got a wild streak,
you're a freak then your back in our room
with a bride and a groom,
Let me do what i want to do with you,
let me tie you down, lick you up
and flip you all around
let me tell you how sexy you are
as i
Dead Donkey Raffle! :0Donkey Raffle
A Cajun named Jean Paul moved to Texas and bought a donkey from an old farmer for $100.00.
The farmer agreed to deliver the donkey the next day. The next day the farmer rove up and said, "Sorry, but I got some bad news. The donkey died."
"Well then, just give me my money back."
"Cain't do that. I went and spent it already."
"OK then, just unload the donkey."
"What ya gonna do with em."
"I'm gonna raffle him off."
"Ya cain't raffle off a dead donkey!"
"Sure I can. Watch me. I just won't tell anyone he's dead."
A month later the farmer met up with the Cajun and asked, "What happened with the dead donkey?"
"I raffled him off. I sold 500 tickets at $2.00 apiece and made a profit of $898.00."
"Didn't no one complain?"
"Just the guy who won. So I gave him his $2.00 back."
HmmIt has accured to me I have a blog everywhere.
Except here.
LiveJournal and MySpace, but not CherryTap.
Probably because I don't visit here often.
ANYWHO!
I'd like to take this time to advertise my artwork!
http://cin3ris.deviantart.com
Please visit and leave me some feedback here or where ever!
Thanks!
Take care everyone!
MeHello all,
My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself...
I will post my views of the world in here..
not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel...
Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back?
Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect.
I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years...
Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it ma
A Valentines Day Surveyok, heres the deal--on valentines day would you(ladies) rather get...
#1. roses(flowers)
#2. candy
#3. nighties & pj's
#4. a stuffed animal
#5. sex
#6. all the above(or atleast 3 of these)
and how do you say "thank you" to your man?
just a survey
please ladies, answer for me--and honestly
dont be scared or shy!!!!!!!!!!
have fun with it and HAPPY VALENITNES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Won Second Placei just wanted to say thank u to all the people that voted for me thank u very much i didnt get much but i did get second place i got a platinum cherry so yeah thats cool but thanks for being so cool and now i know who to count on when im in a contest and i know who to help when they are in contest but think u anyways
SexYou prefer Rough sex!
You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you.
'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com
The Doword SpiralTHE DOWNWORD SPIRAL
You showed me happiness
You showed me love
I was finally at peace
then you took it all away
You took my heart and
thru it away
You left me with nothing
Even less then what I had before
I proved time and time again
I would be there to save you
Now your gone
Who saves me
Time For Zoey To Arrive!Tomorrow morning at 11am, our little daughter, Zoey Rayne will be born via C-section!! It has been a long 9 months and we are so anxious to meet her. I am nervous about the surgery, but excited to finally meet her! I will post pics as soon as I can.
Keep us in your thoughts :)
Mely and Bad VooDoo
What Kind Of Kiss Are You?What kind of kiss are you? Passionate
You are all about passion and the heat of the moment. Take this test
Going AwayIn April well somewhere there...
I'm going to the states.and i can't wait.
If you ask im going to Kansas.
Ill let all my friends when im leaving. :P
I wish i could go now...
Untitled 3Always defending the good,
Protecting the ones he loves,
Shining in the light, a perfect soul,
Searching for the one that will steal his heart,
Not knowing that person is dark and fairly evil,
Yet looking in her eyes, he cares not for what she is,
Only for who she is, his woman,
Now this knight vows to stay true to this woman,
You never see good and evil joining forces,
But here you see just that,
Good and evil coming together under one cause,
Love, stronger than any army or armor,
Here you have a Loyal Knight and his Vampiress.
Sexy SouthernersSoutherners
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissy fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them.
Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess."
Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder."
Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, .... As in: "Going to town, be back directly."
Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table.
All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well.
Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin!
Boredok im bored anyone who has yahoo or msn messenger email me or send me a shoutout. lol
FriendsI AM SO VERY DISTURBED TO SEE I HAD ALMOST 400 FRIENDS AND YET THERE IS ABOUT 20 WHO FAITHFULLY KEEP IN TOUCH. SO....I AM DELETING PEOPLE I NEVER HEAR FROM BECAUSE OBVIOSLY YOU HAVE NO NEED TO BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! NEVER A HELLO, A GOODBYE, HAVE A NICE DAY, OR A RATING, SO SORRY BUT THE NEWSFLASH IS....YOU ARE NO FRIEND OF MINE.
IN RETROSPECT....TO MY FRIENDS....YOU ARE THE BEST AND I LOVE YOU ALL!
Causing A Rucous With [rob] Rottenso i just got off the phone with rotten tonight as we're going over a bit on his new project(s) that I'm going to be heading up on the web...he's amazed at the amount of work I'm doing on the road in traveling to shoot wherever... so he brought up the idea (obviously around his shooting schedule and my touring schedule for ozzfest) that we should team up and go on a rampage shooting for whatever projects we have lined up in the assorted cities I already shoot in or the ones I need to go shoot in...which is a totally killer idea as we'll both get a ton of work for our sites... and get all the models 2x the work as well... but I think one of us will end up dead in a hotel along the way due to too much *insert poison of the weekend here* hahahaha... however if that happens, my blogs will be 12x as entertaining and the book idea will be filled by that point im sure hahaahha... also I heard from the main contact for us with ozzfest... seems that vendors this year are out of the ozzfest fie
Whats Your Sex Style?Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test
Valentineits a beautiful day in cherry tap
a beautiful day in the cherry tap
would you be mine would you be mine
would ya be my valentine
i have always wanted to have a valentine just like you
i have always wanted to live in the cherry tap with you
so would ya be mine
would ya be mine
would ya please
oh please be my valnetine
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ALL MY FRIENDS
LOVE TAY
Anyone?Hey, anyone here ever race amateur motox, trails, or the like?
If so will you comment me or something, I need some help with some stuff. Basically, just questions.
What Do Your Eyes Say About You?What do your eyes say about you? ShyYou have a certain shyness about you. Not saying that there are times when you\'re outgoing, but for the most part you like to lay low and keep unnoticed. You don\'t always have to be the center of attention, but try to make some witty banter now and again. Take this test
Lovelove is a word people use to freely to get what they want out of another person.many people think they found love and then its gone..the word is so meaningless to people nowadays.you can never tell if someone really means what they say.my idea of love is when your in a crowded room and all you see is each other.your heart racing everytime you hear their voice or feel their touch.you want them to be the first thing you see in the morning and the last thing you see at night.love is blind to faults.being in love to me does not mean you lose yourself just gain another half.you should except the individuality of each other.never try to change one another.always be open and honest about everything even if it hurts.communication is important to make any relationship good.try new things to keep the passion alive.always remember you have to love yourself before anyone can trully love you.
"dog" The Bounty HunterDuane The Dog Chapman
Most Recent Role: Himself on Dog the Bounty Hunter
Alias Name(s): Duane Chapman, Dog
Gender: Male
Birthplace: Denver, Colorado
Birthday: 2-1-1953
Birth Name: Duane Lee Chapman
Raised in Denver, Colorado Dog is the oldest of four children born to Wesley and Barbara Chapman. His father was a welder with the Navy. His mother was a minister with the First Assembly of God. Duane grew up tough and poor and dropped out of school in the ninth grade. Chapman subsequently joined a motorcycle gang. Dog was arrested 18 times for armed robbery. In 1977, Chapman was sentenced to five years of hard labor and served two of those years before being paroled in 1979.
Before his sentencing, Chapman had married and fathered at least one child. His wife, at the time, had filed for divorce while Chapman was in prison. Because of this fact, Chapman owed money for child support. The judge in charge of handling the child support case asked Chapman to catch a fugitive for
Can't Stop The Writing......fingers..crampingI do have quite a bit on my mind tonight. I must be going for the record for blog posts.
I think its that I have questions to which there are no answers and this is a way of closure for me.....maybe not...think I just like to talk. LOL. Let me tell you a little about tonight.
Myself and a co-worker were on our way back to our place of business from the local court house when we notice a man walking up to our work. In one hand he was carrying something in the other he was holding up his pants. He slipped a little bit and his hand shot out to balance himself and his pants went straight to the ground. I just laughed and laughed. Why....Why in the hell would you wear pants that you had to physicaly hold up with one of your hands? What benefit does extremely overly large pants give you? Does it make you run faster? Are you able to jump higher? Are you waiting for someone to crawl in them with you? What? What is it? I dont understand. I had pants that didnt fit me once, and you know wha
Sad NewsPlease join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, Aunt jemima, Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his
Just To Let U KnowI just wanted everyone to know that i added some videos. I hope u enjoy them. I will be adding more shortly.I hope u have a wonderful night and take care. *HUGS*
Poetry"Trapped"
Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve.
Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve.
Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve.
Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve.
Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve.
alo
Saint Valentines Day Verbal MassacreStore bought affections with confections, sugary sweet treats that seek adoration. Card creations in mass production equate to consumer seduction. Procreation from the adoration is the goal, a soul for solace, the fallacy in sincerity, a rarity is a true heart felt. My eyes welt with tears held back, when the romance is real. But still the rose in mass production is corruption in all that's true about a hallmark holiday that will never go away. As women want the attention, men want to consummate the true intention. Candle light dinner is the spinner in direction. Wonder not on romance, but the stupid courtship dance. We do things just because, not just with hearts filled with love. A day of romance should be random, not tandem to a calendar date, but my spate is on forced displays of affection that seem to pass by without correction. Happy Valentines Day.
-ed
(Love is as true as we make it)
Sorry GuysTHOSE GUYS THAT HAD PICS MARKED NSFW WERE UNABLE TO VIEW THE PICS SO I HAVE UNMARKED THOSE PIC AND SINCE THEY WERE NOT ABLE TO LET THERE FRIENDS AND OTHER RATE AND COMMENT THERE PICS THE CONTEST WILL BE EXTENDED TO AT LEAST THURSDAY OF NEXT WEEK TO GIVE THEM A FAIR CHANCE... SORRY THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST TO HOST.SO I DIDNT KNOW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!
HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT V'DAY ... I KNOW I DID ;-0 I GOT TO GET TO SLEEP NOW OR I WILL NOT WANT TO GET UP IN THE MORNING MUAHHHHHHH!!!
I'm Outta Here, Going On Tour.Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com
Valentines Day- Will This Day Ever End?I swear it's the loneliest day of my life.
I wonder how many poor souls commit suicide on valentines day? Is there a Study somewhere that I can research that??
Of course we all know there are TONS of VOWS being exchanged on this very day!!! Yippie. Good for them.
I think Valentaines day should have an alternate holiday...kind of like Chritmas!! if you are Jewish, you celebrate hannakah...so no one if LEFT OUT!!! SO we need an alternate to Valentines Day!!
Valentines day just reminds the MILLIONS of Single people in the world......THAT they ARE SINGLE!!!! HELLOOOOOO!!
Right now....there are thousands of women Crying over Ice cream and chocolates they bought for themselves this very moment!!!!!
ANd Guys...sitting in a strip club, getting wasted with friends...buying lap dances or just in a bar getting Drunk!! Maybe at Hooters!!
Either way...a large percentage of american citizens are NOT celebratting this LOVELY HOLIDAY...GIVE US A BREAK!!! GIVE US A HOLIDAY!!!! GI
I Wish For Deaths KissI WISH FOR DEATHS KISS, FORE IF THIS IS LIVING, WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH, YOUR HEART, YOUR LOVE FOR ME.
THIS IS NOT LIFE, THIS IS BUT MERE EXESTENCE, I SHALL WAIT, FOR YOU, MY LOVE, MY ONE, MY ONLY.
DON'T FEAR, EVEN IF SHOULD PASS ONE DAY BEFORE YOUR RETURN, MY HEART AND SOUL BELONG TO YOU FOR ALL TIME ETERNAL.
MY HEART IS HEAVY, WITH YOUR ABSENCE, NO SWEET WORDS, NO POEMS, NO LOVE NOTES,NO KISS, I FEAR I MAY GROW COLD. WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH, THE FIRE FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL.
I AM SO TIRED OF TEARS AND SORROW, I PRAY TO GOD, FOR A BRIGHTER TOMORROW FOR YOU AND I.
I ACHE AND LONG FOR THEE, I VOWED TO YOU AND YOU ALONE, NO OTHER, BUT THEE.
I SHALL WISH FOR STRENGTH,PEACE AND LOVE FOR US BOTH, AND TOGETHER.
I FEAR NOT DEATH, BUT FEAR LIFE WITHOUT YOU.
TEARS I SHED, FALL UPON THE BLACK GROUND UPON WHICH I STAND, I SHALL STAND TRUE ALWAYS UNTO YOU.
FOREVER I SHALL LOVE YOU AND SHALL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. AS I WALK ALONE IN THE DARKNESS, MY PATH IS LIGHTED BY YOUR HEART A
PissedOk I don't understand what the deal is with people on here I didn't do a damn thing wrong and yet they think they gotta block my ass.. Hello I am a nice person and don't usually step on toes... My friend Jow un-blocks me then turns around and re-blocks me the next day for no apparent reason.. Ya know if your gonna block me have a reason why... I didn't do nothing to you and if I did then I would understand but whatever obviously your not someone I need to be friend's with if you do that kind of shit to a so-called friend Peace out peeps
Always and Forever
Heather
Legend Of The Coconut Tree From GuamLong ago there was a Chamorro family belonging to the Achote tribe. The family had a beautiful young daughter who was admired by everyone in the tribe.
One day the girl became very thirsty. She wanted to drink the juice from a special fruit. Everyone tried to find the fruit she described but to no avail. Soon the girl became very ill and died.
The father buried the girl on a hill over looking the village. He placed a beautiful headstone on her grave and the people covered it with many beautiful flowers.
One day the villagers noticed a strange plant growing on the girl's grave. They thought it was magic and built a shelter to protect it.
Five years after the plant appeared, it had grown 20 feet tall, strange looking fruits appeared. One of the fruits dropped to the ground and cracked open.
The chief called on the father of the dead girl to eat the strange fruit but he refused. He called his wife to eat the fruit. She said it was sweet and chewy and called it coconut.
Happy Valentines Day,- Read The Bottom, It's Not Just The Same Old Blog.Happy valentines day. Another response to a bullitine sort of thing. — Wednesday, February 14, 2007
It's long, but it's worth reading.
-To every girl that is SCARED to
put her heart out there again,
because she has been HURT
too many times or so badly.
-To every girl that has been
cheated on,
because she's not a slut
who gives it up to any guy.
-To every girl that
dresses cute,
not skanky.
-To every girl who
wants to be called
beautiful, not hot.
-To every girl that will spend her
whole day looking
for the perfect present for you.
-To every girl who gets her heart
broken, because he
chose that bitch instead.
-To every girl that would die
to have a decent boyfriend.
-To every girl who would just once
like to be treated like a princess.
-To every girl that cries at night
because of another heartbreak.
-To every girl that won't get
SouthernersOnly a Southerner knows the difference between a hisse fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them.
Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess."
Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder."
Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, .... As in: "Going to town, be back directly."
Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table.
All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well.
Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin!
Only Southerne
What I Am, What Am IWhat i once was is no longer now. I am nothing, with nothing to gain and nothing to loose. My fear and pain is numbed by nothingness. I have no hope, no joy, no future. I was once strong, I was once smart, but now I care for nothing. I was once irrogant, I was once angered, but now not even anger will accompany me. Without you I am nothing. You were my drug and now I suffer from the addiction. For you I changed to better myself and fear slowly creeped into my heart and turned me back. Day by day I began to relapse into what I once was. Always angry, full of hate, and never happy. I swore to never again become what I most feared and hated, but now I have nothing. Now I sometimes ask for the anger, at least this way I can still feel, something,anything. But it always aludes me. Fear has even become a friend to me, but fear always leaves me. And I am left with nothing. What I used to be was hated by all, by me. I changed and I was no longer hated by all but still hated by me. I changed mo
Legend Of The White Lady From GuamDuring the early Spanish colonial rule in the late 1600's on the island of Guam, there lived two newlyweds in the quiet hillside village of Maina. The couple, a Spanish officer and his Chamorro bride. Before marrying, the bride's husband was romantic, dashing and polite. But soon after their honeymoon, he became cruel and abusive. Every night the husband demanded fresh mountain stream water with his food and sent his wife to the small creek in the valley below to fetch his water. After a while, the woman actually began to enjoy her lonely walks and eventually it became a ritual that she looked forward to.
Her favorite time was during the full moon when the moon's reflection shimmered across the surface of the moving creek like dancing stars, with the gentle wind whistling through the jungle foliage.
Her husband soon began to notice that it took longer and longer for her return and became enraged. Then one stormy and rainy night on their first wedding anniversary and during a new
I Had A DreamLast night I had a dream. I remember it as clear as if it had happened in real life...I just wish it had.
Angela came back to me. She came and found at some place. I think I was camping or something. Alli was with her. She came into my tent and we talked. We were both recalling past events from when we were dating. She came back because she knew that I still loved her more than life itself and she had realized that she loved me too...
College had changed her though. She was different. Darker. She was wearing black lipstick... It was weird, but she was with me so I didn't care. I wonder if she had a similar dream last night...?
Legend Of Sirena From GuamGuam's legendary mermaid, Sirena, lived in Agana during Spanish times near the Minondo River where fresh spring waters dividing the city of Agana met the ocean at the river's mouth (Bicana) not so far from the site of the statue above. She loved the water and was known to swim whenever she could steal a moment from her chores to satisfy her greatest pleasure.
One fateful day, Sirena's mother sent her to get coconut shells to be used as coal for the iron. Oblivious to time and duty, Sirena couldn't resist the refreshing river. There she swam while her mother called impatiently. Sirena's godmother happened to be visiting, and as her mother angrily cursed her daughter with the words, "Since Sirena loves the water more than anything, she should become a fish", her Nina (godmother) quickly interjected, "leave the part of her that belongs to me".
Unknown to mother, godmother, family and friends, Sirena was never to return home again, for feeling unusual sensations as she swam, she so
Let Love Flow FreelyLove believes what cannot be possible. And then love makes it happen.
Love is the reason that defies all reason. Love unites even those who could never otherwise agree.
Give love not because it's your obligation. Give love because you can.
Offer love not because you seek some treasure in return. Offer love, and you'll find that it is the treasure.
When you're not sure what to say, let love do the talking. If you can't decide which way to go, decide to act from a perspective of love.
Love connects, empowers, illuminates and understands like nothing else can. Let love flow freely from every moment in your life.
-- Ralph Marston
Contesthere is another one for yalll..please help me out..i need as much as possible.
Tell Me What U Think !!!This is a awesome Slipknot song be a real friend ,friend's and tell me what u think !!!
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces
No, I dont want to be this
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this
DancingDancing
I wish I were dancing
Floating across the floor
He is wearing a suit
I, a gown
The music, sweet and melodious
Finds me twirling in a fantasy land
Filled with happiness
Laughter
Love
His warm embrace
Tickles my senses
And my heart surges forward
And then
As I am looking into his eyes
Searching every corner of his perfect soul
I stop
And realize that I'm not in a ballroom
Not in a gown
I'm just standing, staring into his eyes
And I'm dancing
- Jennifer Suzanne Brown -
*drool!*i was cruising Ebay Motors...i'm in a browsing mood and i'm into little British sports cars (MGs, Triumphs, Sunbeams, Austin Healey, etc...)
and i found this beauty! too bad i don't have $16,500 to buy it outright.
check her out Cherries, isn't she incredible!? i am almost in tears i want this car so much!
here's the addy:
http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/MG-MGA-MGA-1962-MGA-VERY-RELIABLE-1622-MKII-MK2-MK-2-MKII-MG-A_W0QQitemZ330086779272QQihZ014QQcategoryZ80750QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
and a link (bear with me, it's my first html linky-thing^.^)
1962 MG A...cherry!
*sigh* you think if i sold a kidney i could afford it?
Need Your Opinion...I plan on placing myself under the needle again soon. I already have a celtic cross on the bottom of my right forearm, should I get something on the other arm to even it out or I was planning on getting a design on the same are that incorporates that, but will turn out to take up most of my arm. Any ideas?
Fuck You. Part Two.my mutant raptor neighbors are at it again with their rocky-rambo-jurrasic park exhibitions.
i loathe those wastes of human life with every bone in my achy body. ever since i screamed "fuck you" out the window [about five minutes ago] they have been parading around like elephants and shaking my ceilings just the same... minus the guttural screaming.
Yayyay i got my first tattoo today kick ass mang.. well i like it its in handwriting and says bella :) i wanna get some chit added on there before he leaves town.. thx nigel u rock my socks ;)
kay
ps.. ill post a pic whenever i get some taken :D
R.i.p Kenthis goes out to the farther and my mates dad ken griffiths who passed away at 4.AM this morning (gmt)
we have known each other for over 18 years we all shed some tears im sorry to see you go me and your son have got into bother together aswell you know, we will miss you man as long as our tears flow but hopefully the carnival will pick you up as they go, ken you were my next door neighbour my friends farther and a savior hopefully we will meet again all the best and god speed to you my friend
To ken a 46 year old that past too soon my friends dad a good mate and a great farther we all miss you man god speed to you and heavens best good night mate. 15/02/07 4am
Priceless.Hooded winter jacket with large inside pocket to conceal identity & carry gun:
$65.00
9mm Handgun purchased from Ray-Jay up the block:
$150.00
Failure to master proper weapon retention during your planned armed robbery:
PRICELESS!!!!!
Völuspá-the Song Of The SybilVöluspá-The Song of the Sybil
Heidi men call me when their homes I visit,
a far seeing Volva, wise in talismans.
Caster of spells, cunning in magic.
To wicked women welcome always.
Arm rings and necklaces, Odhinn you gave me
To learn my lore, to learn my magic:
Wider and wider through all worlds I see.
Outside I sat by myself when you came,
Terror of the gods, and gazed in my eyes.
What do you ask of me? Why tempt me?
Odhinn, I know where your eye is concealed,
Hidden away in the well of Mimir:
Mimir each morning his mead drinks
From Valfather's pledge. Well would you know more?
Of Heimdal too and his horn I know.
Hidden under the holy tree
Down on it pours a precious stream from Valfather's pledge
Well would you know more?
Silence I ask of the sacred folk,
Silence of the kith and kin of Heimdal:
At your will Valfather, I shall well relate
The old songs of men I remember best.
I tell of giants from times forgotten.
Those who fed me in former days:
Nine wor
Death Of A FriendI Want You To Know
by Angela
A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew,
before Heaven's Gate
came into my view.
Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years,
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.
All the hurt, fear and pain
that I have ever known,
is gone from my life,
I am finally home.
I gazed upon the Lord's
sweet smiling face,
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.
I know that you miss me,
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.
A cool breeze on your face,
a touch of light rain,
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.
Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time,
I am finally home,
Eternity is mine.
Smart A$$What??? O really have you ever talk w/ my a$$?
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My First Real LoveGoodbye At Last
by Barbi D
Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.
Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.
If again I must go there
And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.
No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love
Until the day you left me
For your new home up above.
I know you still are with me
Your love is within my heart
Though life is no longer present
Our souls will never part.
This is given to you in honor
Of all that we did share
I just wanted you to know, dear,
How much I really did
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Am I> >AM I??
> >1. Quiet / Loud?
> >2. Short / Tall?
3. Weird / Original
> >4. Nice / Mean
5. Friendly / Selfish
> >6. Normal / "Special"
7. Smart / Stupid
> >8. Boring / Fun
> >9. Attractive / Unattractive
> >DO YOU THINK I'M...
> >1. A psycho?:
> >2. A nerd?:
> >3. An asshole?:
> >4. Ghetto?:
> >5. A faggot?:
> >6. Two-faced?:
7. Obnoxious?:
> >8. Immature?:
> >9. Mature?:
> >11. Moody?:
> >12. Stoner?:
> >13. Alcoholic?
> >15. Lovable?:
> >JUST SOME QUESTIONS
> >1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. (a)> >Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
> >6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
> >8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
> >10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:
> >11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:
Nite Nitegood night. i'm going to bed. depending on the weather, i may or may not make it in to work. so we'll see.
sweet dreams
Time On EarthTime on Earth
© By Stacy E. Daniels
I know that my time on earth is through
And now I'm coming home to you.
The Lord that gave my life to me
Will now set my spirit free.
I have known joy. I have known sorrow
I have loved you like there was no
tomorrow.
And through it all I have no regrets
because you're the nicest people I have
ever met.
What Do I Do.So It's Valentines Day
And i am away from the one i love. I should be there with her but here i am 10 thousand miles on a training base i know i dont belong on.
Not fit to be up front but too proud to bow out due to injuries from the past, To leave is a discrase to all i believe in, But i miss her so much that each day away from her kills me alittle more.
I talked to her today being it was Valentines Day. I could hear her sister return from her date with her mate, And the words thank you baby for a wonderful valentines day cut threw me like no weapon ever could.
There the woman of my life sits a waiting my return and i am here, unable to do anything!
What kind of man am i? i can do nothing for the one i love.
I'm suppost to be strong , army strong yet right now i feel so weak anything could hurt me. I am sure i am not alone in these thoughts, I am sure there are other brothers and sisters in arms missing their loved ones as well, being far away from them.
Along with
Domestic ViolenceHurt Till Thee End
© By Pharin A. Walker
My man hit me last night.
Just cause I spoke Back to him.
Said he was the man of the house,
And I shouldn't dare talk back to him.
So, I held my face in my hand an began to cry.
Lord, why does a man hit a woman this way?
I got down on my knees an began to pray.
How could he hit me,
And say that he loves me?
Don't he know how much he's hurting me?
More tears began to drop,
As I prayed harder to my God,
And asked him to make the pain stop.
Lord, when I felt his hand touch my face,
I didn't understand how the man I loved could do me this way.
The pain began to hurt more and more.
It felt as if I could live no more.
Oh Lord, Oh Lord, please make him stop.
I don't want to be one of those stressed out women,
Because I was the one who called the cops.
Oh heavenly father please make him love and cherish
The woman he's' got.
My little girl came into the room
And said mommy why you cry?
I lift my head and said your da
I Am PaganI am Pagan
I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect.
I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals.
Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved ones in the Spirit w
Child AbuseOnly Three
© By Bebeshuree L. Macias
My name is Misty, I am but three
my eyes are swollen shut I can not see
I must be stupid I must be bad
what else could have made my daddy so mad
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly
then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me
I can't speak at all I can't do no wrong
or I get locked up all day long
when I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark my folks aren't home
when my mommy comes home I'll try to be nice
so maybe I'll just get one whipping tonight
don't make a sound! I just heard a car
my daddy is back from Charlie’s bar
I hear him curse my name he calls
I press myself against the wall
I try to hide from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I start to cry
he finds me weeping he shouts ugly words
he says its my fault he suffers at work
he slaps me and hits me and yells at me more
I finally get free and run for the door
he's already locked it and I start to bawl
he takes me and throws me against the hard wall
My Soldier Sent Me Roses...Well, I really missed my hubby more than ever today. Not only because it's Valentine's Day, but today made three years for us. :)) I knew he wouldn't forget, but I didn't expect to get a gift on two seperate days.
Yesterday he sent me the Velvet heart with yummy chocolates with a sweet little note. I don't think I've ever eat any as good. We were on the phone whenever I got it, so it was really sweet.
Today he sent me a bouque of beautiful Roses and Lilies with a second little love note. :) They are just so pretty and smell so good. I took them out of the bouque and put them in a vase so they can fully bloom.
My hubby and I have also decided that whenever he gets home from Iraq we are going to be moving out of state. I'm sort of nervous but excited at the same time. He was offered a job working in the IT field, but it also requires that he re-inlists in the military, but atleast it will be under non-deployment statis, and I am VERY happy about that. He is only going to re-inli
New To Cherry Tapwell i am new to cherry tap... i am still gettin used to this place... but so far i like it and everything... i didnt expect to get this many friends so soon...
Precious LoanPrecious Loan
© By Mary K. Guerrero
God blesses us each with so many things
And sometimes that blessing is a child.
He chooses a special angel, picked just for you
And loans them to you for awhile.
From the time they arrive
They hold your heart in their hands
And add countless precious moments to your life
And each night we bow down and ask the good Lord above
To protect them and keep them from strife.
For this oh so precious gift,
God doesn't ask a large fee.
“Just love and care for them,
and teach them of Me”.
So we do what we can,
We work hard and we pray
And watch them blossom and grow
With each passing day.
Not one of us knows how long they'll be here
Or when God will call for his loan,
And take that special angel, picked just for you
Back to his glorious home.
But he made us a promise and I have no doubt,
He will carry you through this great sorrow.
Because when it's your time, she'll be first to greet you
And you'll be blessed with an eterni
Vday Was Created By Satan And Hitler To Plague The Single Man/woman.well, today is Vday, the one day of the year when every happy couple, or unhappy couple make the rest of us feel something like the mixture of poo, chewing gum, and ciggerette butt you scrape off your shoe. Luckily i spent the majority of my day with my head crammed in a mixture of an enterasys switch matrix, a cisco router, a dell switch, and access control lists; so thankfully most of the day passed by without me noticing. I dont hate today, because truthfully ive never been in a relationship on Vday for all of my 28 years.. so yeah, coming home to my empty apartment alone does kinda make one feel a bit blue.
and the only phone calls from females ive recieved today were from my mom and my aunt and my grandmother... bless em..
so yeah, ill just be chillin in my blue funk over here, dont mind me =p
Nothing HappeningDid absolutely nothing today except go shopping for an elderly couple I help out every once in a while. Stood in line seemingly FOREVER... It's Valentines Day and NO DATE! watching David Letterman right now. So I'm gonna change the channell and check my email.
Talk attcha later BLOGGERS!
You Might Be A Red-neck PaganYou might be a Red-Neck Pagan
If you call the Quarters by invoking "Billy, Joe, Jim and Bob"....
If your favorite robe has the logo of a manufacturer of major farm equipment on the back....
If you call the Gods by hollerin' "Hey y'all, watch me!"....
If you've ever harvested ritual herbs with a weed wacker....
If you've ever blessed chewing tobacco....
You call your High Priest Billy Bob
You call the four directions with a flashlight
You ever canceled a ritual because of a football game
Your athame has a can opener and a nail file on it too
Your ceremonial jewelry is plastic
You celebrate your simple feast with Beer nuts and a Keg
The Super bowl is your most important holiday
You use an engine block for an altar
You've ever marked out the circle with duct tape
You've ever done a Lotto spell
Your scrying mirror says, "Objects may be closer than they appear"
You've ever used a cauldron as a spittoon
You've ever financed a ritual tattoo
Your child and your dog hav
Social1.Would you be in control?
2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear?
3. Would you talk dirty to me?
4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue?
5. Would you go down on me?
6. Would you let me go down on you???
7. Would you give me a hicky??
8. How many rounds would we go?
9. What would you wanna do afterwards?
10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me?
11. Would you lick and bite me all over?
12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point?
13. Would you take your time if I told you to?
14. Would you fall asleep when we were done?
15. Would you want to go fast or slow?
16. Where would u wanna "do it" at?
17. Would u be loud or quiet?
18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm?
19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you?
20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY?
EMAIL BIG DADDY AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U RIDE IT
GIRLS REPOST AS"IF I LET U HIT IT"
GUYZ REPOST AS "IF I LET U RIDE IT
Much LoveOnly 4460 t0 go to level 10! I want to thank you all for your help in gettin me back to where i was at 15 love you all and hope you had a good Vday! Much love heather
Note To SelfNote to self: shoveling driveway in the morning while wearing dress/work clothes and heels is NOT a good idea.
This Valentine Thing Is OverratedYea, Yea, I hear you, "You just say that cause you dont have one". Well you are damn well right. LOL. My ex came to pick up her Blazer and she showed me what she and her friends got for valentines day. I looked at her, then I looked at what she got. I knocked everything out of her hands and kicked her in the shins. Well, ok, maybe I didnt do that. You wanna know what I remember about today? The last guy I had to deal with at work had pissed all over himself and was drunk off his ass. Now dont take it the wrong way, i am far from upset. You are asking me why am i complaing then? I will tell you why, I am human. I want companionship, someone to watch movies with, someone to share my hyperactive moments with my down times. Thats just human nature. Would I be better off with somebody right now? thats another story. Anyways, I am wishing all those without valentines a Happy Valentines day and to tell them I am feelin' ya.
MeOdd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:don't know LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:clown's AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:no WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:it suck's donky ass DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:no WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:hell yes HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:it suck's WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yes HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no ANY SECRET TALENTS?:yes WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:texas HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yes HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:don't really think about it HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:3 CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:no HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:it s not right IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:yes DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:no WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:nothing WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":the second i read this IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:yes
Dont Tell MePlease don’t tell me that I told you so
Because Trust me I know
I know I was stupid for falling for him
To really think we could ever be more than good friends
I know it was stupid, and I was living a lie
But you don’t have to tell me cuz I feel it inside
If you don’t know what to say then just sit back and watch me cry
Because right now I just need a friend by my side
Just please stop telling me I told you so
Trust me I know
:oI love anthony more than you :P
hahahaha
hows your valentines day coming?
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Reissiger Faircopy Etc. ProgressWas running into some troubles, but have now got 7 pages exactly done and done mostly properly I think ,175 bars (backwards from the end of the about 370-bar Rondo: Allegro finale of this 1840s work.) About 175 bars from the end or so starts a fugato* based on one of the main themes of the movement ... yes, near the beginning of the movement- I peeked and looked at the beginning ;^)
*a fugue that's part of a piece, usually brief and usually rounded off at the end to lead into another section of the piece, as opposed to a regular fugue which is, well... a piece in itself
101 Things About Me...001: Real Name – Stephanie
002. Nickname – Stephie, mommy, mama,
003. Single or taken - Single
004. Zodiac Sign - sagitarrius
005. Male or Female -Female
006. Elementary School - a bunch lol waller road for the most part
007. Favorite Color - Pink & red
008. How many buddies on your aim – dont have aim
009. Screen name – kcangel3303
010. Hair Color - naturally dark blonde
011. long or short - med/short at the moment
014. Eye Color – blue
015. Are you health freak- nope
016. Height - 5"4 1/2 and damn proud of my 1/2 lol
017. Do you have a crush on someone – yes
018. Do you like yourself –sometimes
020. Think you're awesome – not really
021. Piercings – ears and tongue
022. Tattoos – 1...tramp stamp
023. Righty or Lefty - left
___Your 'Firsts'___
024. Surgery - had pre cancer tumor removed from overies on my 17th b-day!
025. First piercing – other than ears was my belly button dont have it anymore though
026. First best friend – my grandmother
027. First Award –
Valentines Dayjust another day in the life
well i went to court on an order of protection only to find out that his lawyer is turning it into a child custody hearing. she flat told me that I needed my lawyer because she was going for permanent custody. the new hearing is set for wednesday the 21st. she tried to make it a 30 day continuance. i stated that 30 days is too long and that I was ready to proceed. well anyway, so much for happy freaking valentines day. i hope to have my guns loaded next week with my lawyer in tow. may the powers that be help this process to come to a reasonable settlement. thanks to all of you who said a prayer. love to all my friends. hope ya'll had a good day.
Karen dove
MaskI’ll just but on my mask, and smile when you come by
No one has to know that I’m crying on the inside
No one has to know that I’m attached and I don’t want to let go
I want to keep you around because I’m not ready to say goodbye
I’ll just have to learn to keep my feelings on the inside
Even though I’m hanging on ever word you say
Waiting for the next time you say my name
I’ll just play it off, like your just another fuck
No one has to know that I’m crying on the inside
I’ll just but my mask back on, and smile when you come by
For My ValentineWill you be my Valentine?
I know that I am yours.
You are like a tossing sea
And I am like your shores.
You are like an endless wave
And I your waiting sand.
And I will wait forever as
You come and smooth my hand.
I will wait forever, yet
You are a part of me.
I hold you in my arms, while you
Come to me endlessly.
Will you be my Valentine?
I know that I am yours.
I love you with a love that yearns
To be your golden shores.
In The NewsJust seen somthing briefly on the news about this website, but I'm not a 100% sure if it was this site, but it looked like it from the brief flash they shown on the screen.
Never mind... it's a site called: farmersonly.com
Boo @ Last Minute Snowstorms.Meh.
So the trip was good.
Lots of snow, lots of wet roads, alternate routes, delays and shit.
Got camp set up before it started raining here. x.x
Its quite cold. Lol.
So, were in Florence AZ.
And for the first time ever, I have cell service @ an event! Woooaaaahhhh.
Phones low on power though. =P. So it'll be off a lot.
Thanks for all the VD wishes. =). You all make me feel special. Illusion, Cat, Ninja, King, Misfit, Alice, Purr, Erika. Thanks ya's.
I was afraid that this VD was only going to bring with it a terrible crotch itch. Or anal leakage. =P
Well, time to be a pirate for the wknd. =D!
If I missed anyones wishes... I'm sorry... Either I didn't get 'em or my minds already friend.
Take it easy all! Happy wishes from Estrella War!
Yarr.
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Driving Awayyour tenderness
and the taste of your kiss
just a few of the things
i pain fully miss
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
i still dono
why exactly...you left that day
cause you and me were there apitamy
the apitamy of happy
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
Happy What??!!.....lolIt's another Valentine's Day .... Yay That!! A day that men all over the world feed in to the girlfriend question of "Do I look fat?" by puchasing large amounts of chocolate for them and giving symbols of love that DIE! LMFAO!
The thought of showing someone love by attempting to purchase a bouquet larger than anyone elses in your girlfriend's office kills me. Yes, it's really nice to know that you are loved, wanted and thought about but have you ever tried to take one of those big ass flower arrangements home in your car?....LOL
Valentine's day also has some other pretty cool significance. It was on February 14th that penicillin was discovered back in 1929. Maybe, just maybe, there was enough loose ass flowing with the loose booze during prohibition that someone thought that there should be some kind of treatment for those little itchy, owie gifts that were left behind. Or, just maybe, someone thought that penicillin would cure the nasty infection that could have set in o
To My MasterTo my Master...
As i sit here and think of You, You are ever on my mind.
Pictures from the past float through my mind
For me to remember: Your touch, Your feel, Your strength, Your power;
That i crave so when You are here
My strength through Your power,
My calmness through Your control,
My peace through Your strength,
My passion through Your direction,
My direction through Your command.
I am Your slave, in all the ways that You request,
In submission, pleasure, pain, mind, body, and soul
I am Yours as you wish, Your every whim or command.
You chose me; my only wish is to please You
As you may require of Your slave.
With all my love to You, stormdreamer (aka slavegirl4mymaster) *big hugs and kisses*
2/07
New...I'm getting slightly addicted here at Cherry Tap, even though it pisses me off when the server and/or Cherry Tap fucks up when you are in the lounge area.
It has been nice 'befriending' fellow peers at Cherry Tap, all those whom have rated, commented, and etc cetera -don't worry, I'll do the same for you! :) Things just take awhile, yes?
Showing Through The Mistsensing you near
smelling your scent
reaching out to you
feeling your touch
kissing you gently
holding you close
showing our love to all
sensing the jealous thoughts
making my vow to you
promising you this
my love for ever
your til time ends
as well
Barely BreathingSometimes I feel as though I am barely breathing, barely making sense of the world around me. I feel as though I am fighting to keep my head above water. I laugh and I smile when those around me do the same but inside I feel dead. I can be in a room with a ton of people and still feel so alone. It's a feeling I'm just not used to and I don't like it. I've had a hard time sleeping. I take pills. Anything I can get my hands on to numb me and let me fall asleep. I'm scared but I won't admit it to anyone. My life is the one thing I should have complete control over and it has completely spun out. I'm not the woman I was a few months or even a few weeks ago. I close my eyes and I hear a baby crying and when I open them I can't find her. She isn't there. It haunts me. It hurts. It scares me. I go on day to day living my life wondering what else is in store for me, praying it is only good things. I could use some luck right now, the warm embrace of those that love me, anything to make me real
The Liewithin her heart was the simplest thing
a word, a phrase, nothing spoken, only thought
and she kept it there for years to come
where no one could find it
gathering dust
but in her eyes
upon a second glance
was the glimmer of that word's meaning
so real, so attainable
but guarded just the same
"do you love me?", he asks
"No" she replies, then she turns her head so he can't see
Death Is At HandWhether or not the truth is a fake,
And if the words are all lies,
I don’t care if the stars come out,
And madness falls from the sky,
And if the darkness of the night,
Does not exceed the day,
I know I will still be standing,
I have no need to pray,
For the forthcoming of the end is here,
My death will soon be at hand,
And no longer will I haunt you,
Nor my words poison this land,
You wished for me to go,
And now I will depart,
You cannot change my decision,
My mind has been torn apart,
You hurt me deeply,
In a way I cannot express,
But it doesn’t matter,
It’s a crime, to which you cannot confess,
All I can hear,
Are the voices in my head,
They all say the same as you,
I’d be better off dead,
They all surround me,
These shadows in my room,
But I don’t care anymore,
I feel safe faced with doom,
My absolution is close,
My transformation is near,
I have nothing to lose,
Except my doubt and my fear,
I feel the flash of agony,
Remember MeTake just a moment
Let me wonder through your mind
Remembering all the memories
How life treated us so kind.
Remember passion between two hearts
The desire that lite the flame
A flame that burnt for so long
Things will never be the same.
Just close your eyes and remember
The happiness our hearts shared
We felt like two young lovers
And we truly cared.
A love filled with passion
Love I felt would never die
Within an instant it faded
My heart to this day... crys.
Now life is meaningless
The tears flow so free
So much pain and heartache
How could you hurt me?
Your love will always be sacred
No other can ever fulfill
This emptiness within my heart
I wish you would have filled.
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This SmileDo you see this beautiful smile?
This exquisite, dazzling smile of mine
Take a good hard look at it sparkle
For this will be the very last time
That I’ll grace you with it’s presence
That I’ll display it for your eyes to see
Because you my friend are not worthy
Nope, you’ll get no more smiles from me
Do you see this lovely smile?
Filled with love from deep within
Don’t look forward to seeing another
Not a smirk, not a beam, not grin
Try to break this woman’s spirit
Attempt to put her in her place
Then you expect her to be happy
Hmph, won’t see a smile upon this face
Do you see this radiant smile?
Take some time to memorize
Perhaps the memory will tide you over
You’ll have to recall it from your mind
Say goodbye to this sweet smile
The one you claim that you adore
Now is your chance, take one last look
Cause you won't see me smiling anymore
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I support these people and hope you can to!
Thanks so much!
Hurt On Valentines Daywell i didnt tell him but he hurt me on valentines day. He had the gift he was suppose to get me built up to be untoppable. It would have been a nice gift but it could have been topped. I only wanted on thing ( i wont say it cause he knows deep inside what it was.) but the point is why say and build things up if u arent going to follow through with them. If you forget then its the same as not doing anything IF you have it built up to be something its not. I will admit the gift he told me he had planned to get me was nice. But he knows i wouldnt have had any time to myself to enjoy it. I have 3 kids so where do i get time to enjoy anything dealing with a spa package. Just like at xmas he talked about how he was going to get me a ring and have our daughter give it and a note to me asking me to marry her daddy. I was so looking forward to that then it never happened. Looks like i would be use to him not following through. and something told me when he kept saying how good of a gif
Some Good Lyricsfrom a guttermouth song. best band ever by the way.
"you know, what pisses me off more than anything is all these people who
aren't exactly politically correct. like the other day, i was out walking
my siberian-american huskies. and you know how canines are: they like to
sniff everything, including each other's butts. so some guy walks up and
he says, "get your dog's ass out of that other dog's nose!"
so, i replied, "how dare you call them dogs! they're siberian-american
huskies. that's like calling an african-american a black. or calling a
mexican-american a mexican. or calling a homosexual a stupid faggot!" it
pissed me off so much i got a nose ring, died my hair blue and moved to
san francisco!"
and yes i am real bored.
Baby I Love You Papi Chulo Fernando Guiterrez 4lyfeBaby, I loved you
Why did you let me go?
Yes it hurts me
But I still want you to know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And I promise you
That you will never be replaced
I loved you,
Yes I did.
But now you left me
Without a reason to live.
When I first saw you,
I thought we would last
But in the end I fell for you
And I wonder why our love went so fast.
Lately,
I'm not as happy as I used to be
Because all of the good times
Were only with you and me
I wish you would tell me
What made you cry and end our love
I swear if I did anything wrong
Tell me, so I can rest high above
Because right now
I cannot stand this pain
And I do not want
To die in vein.
Baby, I loved you
Why did you let me go?
Yes it hurts me
But I still want you to know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And I promise that
You will never be replaced...
Blood Red SkiesI am afraid, hunted every step.
I am captured, the traitor in your eyes.
I can’t get away,
From within my prison,
I can’t go but at the same time, I can’t stay.
I am betrayed, the dying in your plot,
I am cast out, the leper by your door,
I feel I have no hope,
I could just curl up and die,
This is the only way I know how to cope,
I am caught, a fox in the cars headlights,
I am trapped, a fish inside your net,
I don’t think I can live on,
I’ve taken your poison,
I don’t think I can carry on knowing you’re gone,
I’m lost crawling in a labyrinth of lies,
I’m doomed, wandering in a land of make believe,
I think that my time has come,
I hear death,
As he, with his wife pain beat a long solitary note on my drum,
I am sinking, a ship beneath your waves,
I am failing, the light within your dark,
I can’t see the way to go anymore,
In case I fall,
And end up a rotting carcass on your floor,
I am leaving, the boy you once knew,
I am going, the
Once Upon A Fairy TaleOnce upon a fairy tale
Was a girl we all know well
A princess only dreaming of
The hope of finding her true love
She searched the land but couldn't find
The true love that she had in mind
She tried to find him everyday
Till her hopes all washed away
She sat upon her empty throne
Thinking that she'd be alone
Everything in life felt wrong
Until one day he came along
Prince Charming was this prince's name
And her lover he became
She finally found her one true love
The one that she'd been dreaming of
Finally everything felt alright
She had a prince to hold each night
Someone to sit by on her throne
No longer was this girl alone
But then on one awful day
He found Snow White and went away
On a horse they waved goodbye
This princess was left to cry
She knew she'd have to live without
The prince she cared so much about
Goodbye to love and all the laughter
Goodbye to happy ever after
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Kinda Patheticis it bad that all the "guys" on my friends list have no crushes on them but almost all of us have crushes on someone else? i know it only takes the showing of a bit of skin (yes that got me) to make it happen. wonder if i bitched in the bulletins if that would get me enough attention to get a chick or a *homo (they can have crushes too) to have a crush on me?
*homo's please don't take offense at above comments i am just being a sarcastic jackass. although i do like the legislative action against the non-homos for shooting down your marriage chinga.
Memories Live ForeverDreams can last a lifetime,
And the memories still remain,
You continue to live in my heart,
And the tears fall like rain.
A love that was so magical,
Beautiful in every way,
Slipped through our fingers,
And we regret it still today.
I guess we'll never know,
Why things couldn't go our way,
We were just too young,
Didn't realize our love would stay.
It's strange after so many years,
How I still think of you,
I can see your beautiful smile,
And so many nights I dream of you.
The dreams seem so real,
I wish they would go away,
They're just so magical,
That's when I wish you would've stayed.
Now all I have left of you,
Are a few pictures from our past,
And I'll treasure these memories,
That will forever last.
Soilder Please Read Very Sad And Yet Distrubing Kinda I Think I Wrote It But I Styl Love What I Write Its A Part Of Me That Will Always Be MeYou hold me close,
hands stroking my back,
smother me in kisses,
which I'm soon to lack.
my eyes start to burn,
as I blink back the tears,
trying my best to smile,
concealing my fears.
I choke on a sob,
as you whisper goodbye,
praying to god,
I wont break down and cry.
I need to have faith,
I need to be strong,
I'll just have to wait,
you wont be too long.
you pull away and leave me,
sorrow in your eyes,
the pain is etched on my face,
its too hard to disguise.
when you leave,
I'm filled with dread,
can't help to imagine,
you lying there dead.
why do you have to go,
and fight this awful war,
each and every time you leave,
I miss you more and more.
my life's non-existent,
without you by my side,
the only reason you wont return,
is you'll dent your precious pride.
my minds comatose,
I cant even think,
pushing me over the edge,
I'm right on the brink.
everyday I turn on the news,
terrorist bombs, soldiers dying,
children screaming,
women cry
Valentines DayHAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS...HOPE EVERYONE IS SPENDING IT WITH SOMEONE THEY LOVE....SOMEBODY SEND LONELY OL' ME A V-DAY KISS ;)...TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS ON HERE LUV U GUYS....AND TO THE REST OF YOU *&%(*&*)*&)(*&'s...LOVE U TOO HAHA...NOW!!! ONTO MY NEXT BEER!!!
All Those Love Poems I Wrote And You LeftI'm sitting here remembering
All the good times we've had
The times when I loved you
Good, happy, bad, and sad.
I remember when I used to hold you
Safely and close to my heart
Even if it was broken
and slightly torn apart
I thought about you twice.
During the day and at night.
Everything was going wrong those days
You were the only thing that seemed right
But then I broke down.
I went through another heart break again
This time it was really tough
I didn't think my heart would mend
But then you and me
Bent down and picked up my broken heart's pieces together
You reassembled my heart
Only this time you made it better.
You collected all my missing pieces
Filled in every hole and crack.
And when my heart was good as new
I thought you'd give it back.
It's true that love is blind
Because I really couldn't see
You were fixing up my heart
But you weren't going to give it to me
I thought this was our chance
Maybe we'd finally be together
Until you ga
Love From The Heart"Love from the Heart "..
" Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage."
" You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of Love."
" LOVE thrills the soul, takes patience as it's bride, shows kindness and grows with time."
" Love becomes boundless only when aloowed to show itself to the keeper of the Heart."
" Love endures the test of time and ever shadows it into eternity."
" Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get – only what you are expecting to give."
" Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less."
" If you Love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the Heart."
" Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your Heart. "
" A hundred Hearts would be too few To c
Since You Went AwayEver since you went away, it rains everyday
The day seems to be quiet with silence
And the nights seem to be long and lonely
Ever since you went away…
Life seems to have no purpose,
No reason to continue this way
Striving to survive appears to have no end
Such as the path in which I was left stranded in
The pain just seems to be growing inside
And the trees appear to stand still in the breeze
The ocean seems to overflow with agony
And the stars look as if they have lost their shimmer
Since you went away…
The moon does not radiate and lust
Among the shallow lakes
No longer does the wind howl its nocturnal song
Which awakens the truth within the soul
Everything seems to be different,
Light seems to cower, under the rule of darkness
And I seem to have forgotten the meaning of life
Please come back, won’t you?
Because it’s not the same since you went away
Time appears to have no meaning
And colors look as they have dimmed and faded away
The roses seem t
What Is Love?Love is not bothering what you are inside or what your physical deficiencies are. It's acceptance. Love is sending him flowers to tell him that you are lucky to have him. Its appreciation. Love is knowing that it will be the most tender goodnight kiss. It's anticipation. Love is not bothering about work and kids and just giving time to one another. Its adjustment. Love is knowing that you are made for each other and you will be there for each other for ever. Its bonding. Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will want her to sleep and would not disturb her, and in reply being told that she would rather be woken. It's compassion. Love is making love at the most outrageous place without the fear of getting caught. Its craziness. Love is lying in each other's arms the whole night. It's closeness. Love is thinking about him the whole day and longing to be with him. It's desire. Love is the screaming out in joy when you have reached the climax. It's ecstasy. Love is giving one
TonightThis blog will be short because I have to go to the bathroom
Part Of Me Is HopingEverything is fading now
All the sorrow and the pain
Though I still see him there
Standing in the rain
I keep trying to walk away
I need to leave him there
But I want to go back to him
To tell him I still care
God I miss him so much
But a part of me always knew
That we would fall apart
And all would be threw
You where so confident
That we’d stay together
And for a time I played along
Though I knew love wasn’t forever
You understood me somehow
You made my day feel brighter
And when I felt my problems where heavy
You made them feel so much lighter
How I always dreamed
Of just being alone with you
Having a house and family together
Watching our children as they grew
But I was too much a burden
I bought out your darker side
The one full of pain and hate
The one you try to hide
But it wasn’t just me who did this
Whenever you said I love you
You’d start to go on
About all the wrong things I do
You sometimes would bring me down
Make me feel so
Rememberence Of A "perfect" LoveTouch me softly
Caress my skin
Feel my body
All over again
Send those shivers
Down my spine
Do it again
Just one more time
Touch your hand to my face
And your lips to mine
I want to feel you
One last time
Take my hand
Hold it tight
Kiss the pain
And make it alright
Hold me close
And keep me warm
Protect me from the cold
Hold me in your arms
Touch me gently
Kiss me deep
Make it so my head spins
And I get weak
Talk to me softly
Whisper words in my ear
Tell me you love me
And then hold me near
Leave me breathless
Unable to talk
Leave me weak
Unable to walk
Play with my hair
Trace my face with your lips
Pull my body to yours
And place your hands on my hips
I want to feel your heartbeat
Beating against my chest
I was to hear you say
I'm better than the rest
I want to know you love me
I want to know it's real
So open up your heart
And tell me how you feel
Open your eyes
And look into mine
Notice the tears
And stop wasting y
Fiirst Bl0g 0n V-dayToday has been really had on me, although I had many people who cheered me up greatly. Such as all of the wonderful people who left me Valentines Day comments on here.
I would have commented back, but I don't have any super cool glitter pictures Haha. But thank you all so much. =)
Anyways, I`m hoping that many of you actually read this because I feel like I don`t talk with many of you.
I don`t know about the rest of you but I`m looking for some friends to get out of this website experience.
Okay wow, I sounded ancient for a minute. But that`s not what I meant by that.
I think that people online are a lot more interesting to chat with instead of people around my area because, well, they`re more open and definitly more friendly.
Send me as many messages as you want!!
I LOVE GETTING THEM!
I`ll respond to all of them too!!
Please I do insist.
Anyways, I`m not on here to whore myself out as some big hot shot wanna be celebrity.
I`m just being myself, trying
Teach Me To Let Go For You Have Done It FastTeach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with her
Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be
Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day
Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast
Soo I Found Out What I Was Having...and its a BOY!!!! I'm so excited and so is james. he is sooo cute..he was sucking on his little thumbs in the ultrasound..awwww I can't wait till he is finally here! i had a very good valentines day...James got me a HUGE bear, with 2 roses in its little paw and a Huge balloon. it was nice..I made him an angel food cake with strawberries and whip cream and I also made him dinner. and later we are going to celebrate more...rawr..haha...well I hope you all are doing good :)
xox
Jess
The Letter I'll Never SendI wish I could say
How much I care for you
But I don't know how
So here's what I'll do
I'll write you a letter
Saying what I've been through
Day after day
Always thinking of you
I don't see you much
But when I do it makes me cry
So I'll write to you
Without a lie
I'll say that I love you
The first line that I write
So you instantly know
At your first sght
I'll say that I dream
I'll say that I fly
And without you
I'd probably die
I'll say that I smile
As I write you the note
I'll say that I wished
I could wear your big coat
I'll say that whenever
I close my eyes
I see you face
It never dies
I'll say that you're perfect
In every possible way
That I wish I could hold you
Every single day
I'll say that I wish
You were here with me
But it's crazy beacuse
I know you can't be
Do you think about me
Or did you forget
The things we had done
And the goals we had set
But after I read
My note once again
I realize I'd never send it
It's
Words Unspokendon't understand,
How can you do this to me?
How can you change your mind so quick,
And tell me it's not meant to be?
After all the things you said,
And after all the things we did.
Your going to throw it all away,
Who are you trying to kid?
I deserve some answers,
What did i do wrong?
How can our love be over,
After being together so long?
I got so many questions,
Cos now my heart is broken.
But there's nothing i can do.
So i'll leave these words unspoken.
Alright, Where's My Vodka And Orange Juice?First of all, thanks to everyone who stopped by my page and made me feel welcome here on CT. I was suprised on how many people have stopped by. This is so much better than my other page *coughMyspacecough*. Anyways, I got a head cold right now. I hardly ever get sick, but when I do, I freakin hate it. Plus since I'm not too sick, I still have to go to work. Dammit! Oh well. That's about all I have to say. Later!
Gurl Who Can Not Be SavedI’m feeling so lost now
Once again I’m alone
I know you hate me now
I can tell by your tone
We’ve been torn apart
and don’t want to live
Now you’ve torn my heart
There is no forget and forgive
So what am I to do
Forget it all?
Just not love you?
I’d rather die and fall
I sit here on my floor
My entire body shaking
Deep down inside
I feel something awakening
I try to ignore it
Push the feelings away
But as long as I feel this way
The thing inside me will stay
So I look out the window
Wondering if I’ll see the moon
You told me just last night
That it should be here soon
I use to always look at it
And think of it as a light
Now I see it as an evil thing
That comes out at night
And as I stare, I remember
You made me so strong
And in times of confusion
You taught me right and wrong
Then I think what will happen now
Will we just go are separate way?
Did I make the mistake?
Of not asking you to stay
I feel so confused and lost
So I keep
A Whine That Could Happen On Any Given Day.I just want to know the truth. I am tired of getting little bits here and half-truths there and "I'm not too concerned"s and "it's not all that much"s.
I don't feel like a best friend. I feel like a sucker. I need a validation of my own: that I'm worth more than food and rides and moral support whenever he wants it. He'll say I am, but then I turn around and find out there was more to yet another story I've been told.
It is getting tiresome.
Frozen LoveI always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.
We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.
In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.
You! This man I began to love.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything we'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.
Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.
My heart bleeds.
The snow becomes red.
How life has mocked you.
Were you ever here? memories gone, dead.
Your like salt on an open wound.
Reminding me you once were here.
Warm like the blood in my veins.
The love I had for you, so dear.
In my distorted, broken dreams.
So empty, yet real.
I'm floating through air.
I touch y
The Intelligence Of People!I understand some things can go over peoples head, but on most things its hard for people to grasp the concept of a thought. In all honesty, its easy for me to grasp someone's thought, and where they are going with an idea. I am only 23 years old, and people older then me can't even grasp shit, that says a lot for humans. I look at people my age, and it saddens me that they can't have an intelligent conversatioon with someone unless it contains the words sex, and>or drugs, and this scares me> My generation is up next to rule the world and if all they can think about is sex and drugs, our world is going to be fucked. They are probably the cause of 2012 LOL. The world would be one big drugged out orgy, grrr humans...where's the ketch-up!!
Remain Calm, I'm Coming To Your House To Kill YouInhale
But exhale I don’t
What I’ve invited in my lungs
Is stuck there for the long run
Until I can make the long run to the blood I’m sucking on
Tell me you don’t care how I get there
Because the trail I leave behind will be a messy one
My soul may reek with the weak’s blood tears and cum
I may still carry the stench of the food I’ve gone through
Know that I’ll consume whatever foul taste I have to
All in the name of being closer to you
Tell me you want me dirty and as fucked up as I can be
Just so you can tongue me clean
Consider for a moment just how fucked up I can get
And know that every act of depravity I commit
Is done as a prayer to the toy from the pet
Can you make me the pet I need to be?
Unleash me when it’s time to play
And cage me when you’re done with me
Stand toe to toe with a snarling beast
And beat it the fuck to sleep
Do you see the bottomless pit of food in me?
I want to drain you to oblivion for eternity
Feed you to bloating and bursti
DrowningTears fill my insides
as i slowly start to drown
the hunger of red cascades
pulling me under
further and further i fall deeper into a whole
An abyss of pain and damnation
trying to hide from relief
the cold razor sharp metal
calling for my hand
wanting only a taste
Sweet, bitter sweet relief
Sadness clutter the mind
leaving no room for happiness
Tears slowly fall from my eyes
as the hunger takes over
the torn skin burns
for a second I’m free
but only for a second......
Singles Awareness DayA you single? Are you made aware of it ever day on Feb the 14th. Aint it a.... well you get the idea. Don't feel bad you're not alone. Millions suffer this ailment often, and numbers fluctuate too often to really get an accurate count.
So, when Feb the 14th rolls around and makes you feel like a slug, think of this. Somewhere down the street or where ever, there is a bar. In this bar is a few women or men, who like you are feeling the slings and arrows of singles awareness day. (feb 14th). And though it appears they are just having a drink, they are as the night wears on in fact Loweing their standards. Its prime time to snag one.
Don't sit around and mope this Singles Awareness Day, get out, lower your standards, and settle for something less then your dream tonight!!
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Every One I Know!well its me again.im back out here running down the highway im off to jacksonville fl.
and because i have no special person in my life im going to say it to all of you on my list that reads this happy V-day to you all and i love ya!
well need to get my happy ass to work get thru atlanta tonight b4 traffic starts up talk soon
I Will Always Be Your GurlI seen you with her the other day
I'm still trying to get over you
but everyone knows
Real love doesn't go away
I look into your eyes
just to see if your love has changed
because in my heart
I will always be your girl
In my heart this love
will always stay
We began to gaze
into each others eyes
As i look back in time
when you first told me you
Loved me,As i reminisce
I began to cry
But then your girlfriend
starts to pull you away
as she turns her back
I whisper"I Love you baby,
Why did you go way?
Why didn't you stay?"
In my heart I'll always be your girl
Thats something no one can change
Because you were my first love
and these feelings in my heart
will always stay the same
Nobody can ever take you place
what we has should have been
Everlasting,Thats something
that would never end
I loved you so much
I wish it could have
lasted till the end
In my heart I'll always be your girl
in my heart are love
will always stay the same
Even if your
Actin UglyIm in a bad mood today so.....
pardon my rant....
but....
It¡¯s amazing how being drunk and having insomnia can have you focused on some shit for hours that has absolutely zero significance to you or anyone else on planet earth.
But oh! What fun it is!!
After getting blizted and then NOT being able to go to sleep ¡ª which is the most back asswards thing I¡¯ve ever heard of in my life ¡ª I stayed up watching reruns of Law & Order and music videos.
Now, I¡¯m not a fan of Law & Order¡ not even a little bit¡ in fact, I¡¯d never even seen an episode until this year.
But that shit was GOOD!
I must have watched three straight hours of that shit from like 1 am until 3am!
¡°But wait Kav¡. 1am to 3am is only two hours??¡±
Not last night it wasn¡¯t!
DUDE!!
The worst night on fuckin earth to have insomnia is after Valentines day depression......it felt like the damn night they turn the clocks BACK.....
Now my ass couldn¡¯t go to sleep for an EXTRA ho
I Still Want YouListen really closely
To my heart's confession
Maybe if I get it out
I'll be rid of this depression.
I know that it's over
But I still dream of you.
I can see in your eyes
That you still feel it too.
It's breaking my heart slowly,
Not to be with you.
I just can't help it.
Please tell me it isn't really through.
I'm trying so hard to be without you.
But I just don't feel whole.
You were all my life.
My Heart, Mind, and Soul.
I know no matter what.
You'll be there til' the end.
But I don't think I can stand that.
I need you as more then just a friend.
I can't deal with this.
Not having you is making me insane.
I know that pain wont last forever,
But the scars will always remain.
TiredTired of fighting, tired of tears,
Tired of waiting all these years.
I can't turn back, it's too late now,
I have to hide my crying brow.
Inside I hurt, I scream in pain,
I think there's nothing left for me to gain.
Hollow eyes look back at me,
I don't know who they see.
A quiet fury passes over me,
How the hell did he do that to me?
Happy ever after never came true,
Valentine's day has been so blue.
Watch everyone else with roses and bears,
Their boyfriends show they really care.
A simple "I Love You" would help me mend,
I'm so afraid this is the end.
Fuck Valentine's Day!!!!!That's Right!!!! I said it! I hate this Holiday! It's never given me a good moment or memory! For all
of you who have someone to share it with . . . I'm happy for ya. For those who can't be with the one you want to share it with . . . I feel your loneliness and hope you are with them soon.
I probably won't feel this way forever. Maybe someday I'll have someone to share this day with. I know alot of you out there know exactly how it feels
to be a lonely single romantic on Valentine's Day. And for that . . . this one's for you!!!
Life Sure Sux!!!!Well this was the day set aside to show the one you love how you feel and how much they mean to you! Wonder just how many people were truly honest about it???????There is one major thing about me that I guess people do not notice so very much...........I am a very loving, caring , compassionate person that also feels that overwhelming need to have Love in her life......I have been played with and so very seriously hurt and damaged in my soul until I feel like it is all for naught! Apparently I have given my heart too readily and now must once again suffer the consequences of letting down the walls I had so strongly built up......Am not asking for pity, or anything of the Like, just Good, Honest Friends......May all your dreams of happiness and Joy & love come to you all!!
It Is The Soldier...It is the soldier, not the reporter,
who has given us freedom of the press.
It is the soldier, not the poet,
who has given us freedom of speech.
It is the soldier, not the campus organizer,
who has given us the freedom to demonstrate.
It is the soldier, not the lawyer,
who has given us the right to a fair trial.
It is the soldier,
who salutes the flag,
who serves under the flag,
and whose coffin is draped by the flag,
who allows the protester to burn the flag.
The Feedback LoopYou're somewhere quiet. There's people. Its a solemn occasion - say, a wedding. No - it's a minutes silence for someone who's died. The minute is ticking away. . . tick tock tick tock. . . and suddenly this thought pops into your head - The worst thing you can do in a minute silence is laugh. And you almost do, as an automatic reaction. But then, you think how awful it would have been if you had laughed, and you almost laugh again, only its a bigger laugh. But, then you think how funny it would have been if you'd laughed that bigger laugh, but this time the laugh is an enormous laugh. Let this one out and you get whiplash! So you're standing there, in this quiet room, shoulders going like you're drilling the road, and what do you think of the situation? Dear Christ! You think its funny!
A.v.d.Well, today mark's an anniversary of sorts.
Today is Anti-Valentine's day!
Yes, one year ago, I made a decision as I drank in Grafton with co-workers that today, I would do something, anything that was representative of going against the candy & flowers aspect of Valentine's Day. Ergo, I grabbed my cell and proceeded to call off work at 4 in the morning. Roughly 12 hours before I was scheduled to go into work.
This led to four other co-workers to do the same, albeit at a later time. And also was, indirectly, responsible for the firing of two of those co-workers, but that's another story.
Anyways, I remember it well, I hung out with friends, went to the movies by myself, some action or comedy with naked women in it. (Always a good selection!), and then proceeded to go to my favorite den of sin . . . the strip club.
I could speak of strip clubs with the best of them. I'm an expert on the places. How to get a dancer's number, real name, backstory, stereotype, home address,
Left Broken Hearted A Poem About Love OnlineFirst we were strangers,
Meeting online.
Living our lives in happiness;
Everything was just fine.
Both of us were healthy,
We went through the usual strife.
Heartbreak and jealousy,
We lived pulling through life.
Getting to know each other,
We became the best of friends.
Still didn't meet face-to-face,
But we got to in the end.
Burning in our friendship,
We'd never let it end.
Whether we worked out or not,
We'd still be best friends.
And then one day we lost contact,
You never picked up the phone.
And every time I called your house,
No one was ever home.
I kept calling and calling,
And I finally got through.
I nearly fainted when I was told,
What was wrong with you.
You were dying;
Had a deadly form of cancer.
I asked your mother what it was,
But she gave me no answer.
All she did was cry and sob,
I didn't know what to do.
But one thing was for sure,
I had to see you.
Rushing to your room,
I collapsed once outside.
Sobbing at the sight
My Stash.Check out my stash for a live recording from my band's last show.
*edit* Youtube bites it, unless you check it out later. Search Cassandra Syndrome on Google video.
Yes, I am an attention whore. Thats why I'm here. :D
Computer FriendsFRIENDS WITHOUT FACES~~
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens
We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze
Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes
Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt
In Palace we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
We do form friendships - but - why we don't know
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
Why is it on screen, we can be so bold
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind
With those we can't see, as though we were blind.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell.
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn
Happy Vd!A friend of my mom's calls this Singles Awareness Day which I think is rather appropriate.
I hope all you singles found someone to cuddle with... and if not, keep your chin up. We all have someone out there. Maybe even a couple of someones. Patience and confidence in that fact are the key.
And for the couples, please remember that romance doesn't have to be chocolates and flowers. My husband is far from the traditional romantic but there is certainly romance in all the things he does for me. Just putting your sweetheart before yourself is probably the most romantic thing a person can do.
Valentine kisses to you all!
Lowering One's Head In ShameLowering one's head in shame,
Trying to hold back the tears as you hear your name.
Finding out who you could trust...
Lies being told about you.
Feeling no one out there really cares,
When you ask them to then they share.
Asking God to forgive what you are thinking,
Knowing it is all that you are doing is sinking.
Lowering one's head in shame....
knowing that no one can feel your pain as you do in the same.
Public Parts Of My Schedule In Sketchtomorrow-- appointments - nutrition, apartment.
Friday - travel downstate to the NY City/Long Island area until Tuesday afternoon to visit family, for a doctor appt, and for an Asperger (etc.) support meeting.
(may begin PenguinBlog2 soon: I'm greedy and like having your much-appreciated votes count ;^) *g*, and a too-long blog can get unwieldy and difficult of search - admittedly the longest ones here only have 40-45 posts.)
The Poets HeartNo uttered words the poet speaks,
No skies of golden hue,
No tales of unrequited love,
They were lost when I lost you.
No words to caress his lover's heart,
And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,
But alone within the poet dwells,
No uttered words... none left to give.
No music swells within his soul,
Just silence surrounds his heart,
And the solitude engulfs his world,
When the poet and love depart.
And lost the beauty he once could see,
And the glory he saw each day,
Now the poet pens his last farewell,
No more love can he convey.
But what's the poet's soul to do?
To release the love he feels,
For he'll surely die and wither,
If that love he now conceals.
He must hide the hurt and heartache,
Just smile to friends and say,
I'm fine... love doesn't matters,
And deceive them all that way.
For a different face he'll show them,
To barricade his pain,
To hide his shattered spirit,
From the love he ne'er attained.
But the pain within shall kill h
I Am Apparently A Douche BagApparently I am a douche bag. I am not meant to walk around and have thoughts or feelings. I am not meant to be human and have flaws. I am not the perfect person you want me to be. I never will be. Save yourselves from me and my amazing ability to destroy anything that has ever meant anything to me. Watch in amazement as I sabotage everything I ever have going for me.
I am obviously meant to be alone for the rest of my pathetic existence. Go ahead, everyone, pass me by, please. I want you all to do the favor and walk right by me. Don't smile, nod or even wave, cause apparently that gives me the perfect opportunity to destroy even the calmest of friendships.
I am self-destructive when it comes to all things(minus the physical cutting shit). Welcome to my life, please leave before you get hurt. I am tired of always being the one who "causes the pain". I am forgetful, self-reliant(to a unhealthy point), and apparently self-centered. All I have wanted to do was help people, but all
For You Are The OneFor you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.
~author unknown~
Cutscold and bitter thoughts culter the mind
only leaving room for hunger
sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor
only wanting more
the cold sharp steel calls for the hand
wanting only torn flesh
its burns only for releaf
A Gift Of LoveFor Valentine’s Day
I don't need candy,
You are my sweet.
I don't need Champagne,
Your kiss is like wine.
I don't need roses,
You are my flower.
I don't need diamonds,
You're a priceless gem.
I don't need gold around my neck,
To be wrapped tightly, in your arms.
I don't need you to be present,
To know you are here with me.
If you must give me anything,
This Valentine's Day,
Gift wrap your love,
And send it to my heart.
That's all I've ever wanted,
From the beginning,
From the very start...
Down On My Knees Dear God Help Me Please AmenDear Lord I need your help tonight
Cause I just can't seem to see what's right
I lost your promise you made to me
That you'd hold my hand eternally
See I am dealing with the tears
Dealing with the fears
Of admitting that my heart is sold
And that I'll never have his hand to hold
I'm praying to you God
down on my knee's
I don't know what to do Lord,
help my please
I need you to take this pain away
Take me into "Far, far, away"
Where all my dreams of "us" can come true
Where the storm is gone and the sky is blue
My hands are shaking, stomach aching
Don't you see Jesus my heart is breaking
Sick of tears in my eyes
Sick of hiding my cries
Sick of pretending I'm okay
Sick of trying to make this all go away
Father just take my heart out of his hands
And put it back together again
I reached for his hand, reached for his heart
But instead all I came back with was scars
He wants to throw away memories and forget the past
But those memories were what was g
Fell To DeepSorry for not being able to go on
I no longer have any strength
My heart keeps breaking into pieces
When you tell ppl Im just ur friend
I dont know how to tell you this
I cant seem to find a way
To tell you that I think its time
We went our seperate ways
I am tired of being second
Not being your only one
Only being yours
When your looking for fun
I love you too much now
I didnt notice what I was feeling
And now its too late
Since my heart is breaking
I fell in too deep
And I cant find my way out of ur heart
Every single kiss u now give me
Slowly tears me apart
Now when you touch me
I wonder if u touch her the same way
And I no longer feel excitement
Instead my soul slowly fades away
So I think its time to give up on us
And on everything we had
I cant believe I am thinking this
But I just cant control all of this sad
Baby please understand me
I dont want this to end
I want to be in your arms forever
I want to be more than just "special frie
Heart Broken On Valentines DayIts Amazing that sumthing soo stupid can hurt so much.
I deserve someone That can see how special I am.
Its sad really that you cant see whats really there.
Theres No one else like me.
No one will ever compare.
Its too bad really, but its your loose so why should I care.
A Gangsterz LyfeAs the hours pass
nd the lonelii daiis end
ii keep lookiin 4 waiis to
make thiis broken heart mend
all ii have riight now are piictures
to remiind me of the past
just thiinkiin of me and u shows how
stupiid ii was for thiinkin we would last
the streets are not easy
full of gangsters and thugs
pandejos diie everiidaii
maiibe cuz of drugz
triin not to joiin in
but cholos don't care
iif u lose your liife
the ones that care about you
wiill thiink iit wasn't faiir
chiiliin wiith the homiies
liiviin "ThE CrAZii LiiFe"
iits suddenly not theii fault
iif u got stabbed wiith the kniife
you hustle you blaze
and everiithiin iin between
and iim stiil here bii ur siide
but now uve become
the most wanted bii the poliice
your chance of beiin iin the
free world slowlii decrease
hoes at everii corner
trii to show what theii can do
then u come bak to me and expect me
to understand what u goiin thru
u know iil alwaiis love u
and be there 4 everythiin u do
HeyaI love Valentine's Day, just got done watching a movie, eating my famous spaghetti and garlic bread, brownies and my husband got me a Stitch doll and a red rose...:)..I painted him something with a poem on it, bought him a choclate set of lips and a button with two kittens cuddling on it. We drank some Bacardi laced wine, and he gave me a full body massage...:)
Do You Know This GuyEVEN AFTER MY WIFE TOLD HIM SHE IS MARRIED AND NOT INTERESTED HE IS STILL TRYING TO GET HER TO MEET HIM AND TELLING HER NOT TO TELL ME.
eaglefeather99@ CherryTAP
Hi EveryoneHi everyone,
Just a quick note to say i hope you all had a great Valentines day. Tomorrow i have a crazy busy day which will start at 4am in the morning. I am sorry if i have not got back to replying to messages and comments etc but will do tomorrow night or friday. When I finish work tomorrow i have a big exam to take so I will not be here until late on...but i do have the day off on Friday. If you want to comment or message me or I havent yet commented on your pics etc please send me mail so that sometime over the weekend I can do it.
You all have a great night
Stay safe
Huggers
Why Do Men Think Women Are Stupid!!!!!I can't quite figure out one thing and the burning question is why do men think that women are sooo stupid and we can't see the signs of a player!!! Someday people will understand that I have been married and been through hell and back so i can see all the signs of a player and the signs of when someone is lying!!! I am gonna tell everyone now I have been through enough to understand that most men are really stupid and well they can't figure out that you can't play a player and I have been down that road in my life and i have played men, but remember i was much younger and that was when i had time for that shit. I have figured out that most men don't mature at all and all they think about is themselves!!! Well let me tell you I am much too old to but up with the bullshit anymore so please remember if you are going to try and get in my pants you better get alot of sleep if you think that you can get around me knowing that your a player I will figure out really fast so be prepared for th
Story Of The Broken Hearted“Just forget about him, just let him go” that’s what everybody said
So I tried taking the images of you out of my head
All the memories, the moments, and kisses that we shared
They kept running through my head, that’s when I knew that I still cared
I gave you all my heart and you only let it fall
And once you loose that trust, you basically loose it all
So I really had no choice I had to try to let you go
We had it great from the beginning so I never would’ve known
That you would go and break my heart, so it was time to say good bye
You stood right in front of me while there were tears in my eyes
And it wasn’t too long before a tear ran down your cheek
I guess you didn’t want me to see. . Cuz you looked down at your feet
As I stood there speech less all you could say was “I’m sorry”
All I could think about is “why, why would he want to make me cry?”
“Everything he ever told me, was it all a lie”
So many thoughts and questions running through my head at once
And then tha
UhhuhDancing with the world, I call my own
Stringing along my hopes and dreams
Impatient anticipation
Fulfilling my every move
Wondering gaze of confusion
Tailored needfulness
Taking deep breaths of conspiracy
Running
Walking
Crawling
Happy Valentine's DayHope everyone had a great Valentine's day. Thanks for those who has stopped by my page. Talk 2 ya soon.
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I'm going to LA tomorrow! I'll be there for 5 days. I'll check in on Cherrytap every now and then so leave me lots of love. Loves to you all and have a happy and safe weekend.
Hugsss Nancy
Happy Valentines Day !A lie of love did pass away
Left me waiting on the day
When a pure soul a match to mine
Would awaken me with love sublime
And show me love was not a fairy tale
That it was real and not for sale
That all I had know of love before
Was nothing compared to what was in store
When a heart so true could love just me
When it mattered not of the past we see
When all that clouded was cast aside
When there was no reason to run and hide
When all I could ever dream had come true
This was the gift I found in only you
For love had died and passed to dust
All I believed in was hardened lust
For all the was love had been a lie
Now thanks to you the past did die
And love lives true in your angel eyes
I live for the view that brings my sighs
And knowing you heart and soul love me
Is a joy I will live for all eternity
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
The last face I see before I sleep
the one that has made me hers to keep
We hold and kiss and make sweet love
She is my angel from heaven
Valentines JokesA young woman was taking an afternoon nap. After she woke up, she told her husband, "I just dreamed that you gave me a pearl necklace for Valentine's day. What do you think it means?"
"You'll know tonight." he said.
That evening, the man came home with a small package and gave it to his wife. Delighted, she opened it--only to find a book entitled "The meaning of dreams".
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Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet.
Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman.
Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner."
Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them.
Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church.
Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat so
Helloto all my fans and friends hope you all have a heart of love for that someone special in your life thank you for being sweet
I Won!!!thank You All Who Voted Me There!!!thank you all from the deepest pit of my dark heart for all the votes..if not for all of you i would have never won!!
THANK YOU ALL
Your friend Twistedshadow..AKA John D Smith...
I Piss On Your Valentine's Day Whining.What's the big whine about? I don't have a Valentine. Even when I had boyfriends on this day, it never was a fairytale-type deal! There is nothing about February 14th that makes it different from other days except all the cupcakes in the bakeries have pink frosting.
If this day makes you so upset because you have no date, do you get upset every time you see a couple holding hands? I find that much more upsetting when I feel lonely. Do you write a big rant every time you see public displays of affection?
How about trying this: make you FRIENDS some goodies (they are the people who matter in the long run). Buy yourself some fattening chocolate and flowers that will wilt in five days. Pick out how much you would spend on someone else, and spend it on yourself. You'll pick out the correct kind of chocolates that way!
My family celebrates Christmas without going to mass for Christ. My family celebrates Halloween without setting a plate of food at the dinner table for the
A Bullet For My ValentineI just want someone to call my own.Valentine's Day is a day invented to charge too much for roses and chocolate.And to make the lonely feel even more alone.Get out of my face, you stupid holiday.
Dbl B/snow my fucking shout box isnt work for fucks sake!
When I Close My Eyes At Night...You want to see what I see when I close my eyes at night?
Imagine? The barrel of a gun about 6 inches from your head, before you can instinctively move you see your marks’ finger apply pressure to the trigger. You expect and prepare for the worse, life to end as you know it………….but instead you hear a “click”, then your training falls right into place without hesitation. Now your mark is in your shoes, lying in the damp grass, alone, pride keeps him from begging for his life, though some do. Pathetic! You kill? Yet you beg for your life and actually expect mercy, no mercy. As the mark lays on his back pushing himself through the wet slippery grass away from you till he reaches a tree behind him that he ultimately knew was there, the tree representing the end of the line for him essentially. You plant your feet firmly, look into his eyes with this sickening desire to watch the horror expose itself in his gaze, then the final gratification of witnessing life leave his expression complet
15 Feb 07 - Thursday15 Feb 07 - Thursday
0037 Claudius Drusus Germanicus Caesar Nero emperor of Rome (54-68)
1564 Galileo Galilei Pisa, Italy, astronomer/physicist
1812 Charles Lewis Tiffany Killingly CT, jeweler (Tiffany)
1907 Cesar Romero New York NY, actor (Joker-Batman, Ocean's 11, The Thin Man)
1927 Harvey Korman Chicago IL, actor (Carol Burnett Show, Blazing Saddles)
1944 Mick Avory rock drummer (Kinks)
1954 Matt Groening cartoonist (Life in Hell, Simpsons)
1957 Jake E Lee rocker (Badlands)
1964 Chris Farley actor (Saturday Night Live, Wayne's World, Coneheads)
0399 Philosopher Socrates sentenced to death
1764 St Louis founded as a French trading post by Pierre Laclade Ligue
1869 Charges of Treason against Jefferson Davis are dropped
1870 Ground broken for Northern Pacific Railway near Duluth MN
1903 1st Teddy Bear introduced in America, made by Morris & Rose Michtom
1918 1st WWI US army troop ship torpedoed & sunk by Germany, off Ireland
1929 St Valentine's Day massacre (Chicag
Why Mewell lets start things off by saying i am having a rather shitty month i get transfered from one store to another store the new store gives me all overnight shifts and i am over tiard then my mechanic moves which means no more cheap repairs lol so i am tring to finance a car imagine that haveing a terrible time with that who wants to make payments not me then my work schedule is so f up i dont see my man but maby one a week when i come in he is going and our only day off he volenteres to babysit wtf i guess no fun for me well what else could go rong
ValentinesNight closes in on this eve of despair
Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air
Crushing blow of another harsh day
Fates cruel hand has swept it away
Dreams and nightmares have merged into one
Scars remain from the love that is gone
Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath
Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death
Would Anyone Careif i did a good job would anyone care
if i ruled the would would anyone care
if i actuly tried would anyone care
if i told you i loved you would you care
if you said you loved me would i care
if my truck got broken into would my friends care
if i died today would anyone care
if i died tomorrow would anyone care
My PrayerI PRAY THAT I MAY LIVE TO CONTINUE F**KING
ALL THEM HEATED B****ES AND HO’S,
UNTIL MY DYING DAY.
AND WHEN IT COMES TO MY LAST DAY,
I THEN MOST HUMBLY PRAY EVEN
THEN IN THE LORD’S GREAT CAST, THAT
I WILL BE GRANTED THE CHANCE TO HUMP
ONE LAST HO BEFORE I PLACE THE GREAT 9”
LONG ANACONDA TO REST ON MY CHEST.
2/14/04I just wanted to wish everyone a very, very Happy Valentines Day! I hope you all had a great one! Lots of Love~
Christina
Ball And ChainIT IS MY SECRET
MY BALL AND CHAIN
I AM CHAINED TO IT
BOUND TO FOREVER BE
FOREVER BE ATTACHED
THE CHAIN IS LONG
BUT NOT LONG ENOUGH
I AM FOOLED
FOOLED INTO THINKING
INTO THINKING IVE ESCAPED
ONLY TO BE JERKED
JERKED BACK TO REALITY
MY PAINFUL REALITY BY ITS SIDE
WE ARE ONE
THIS SECRET AND I
I FEEL THE COMFORTING WEIGHT OF THE CHAIN
I DO NOT BULK
I DO NOT RALLY AGAINST MY FATE
THIS BALL AND CHAIN
FORGED WHEN I WAS YOUNG
TO BE BROKEN ONLY BY DEATH
I LAUGH IN ITS FACE
I CRY BEHIND ITS BACK
IT HATES ME
AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT
FOREVER ONE
COMPLETENESS ONLY WHEN BOUND
WHAT A CRUEL JOKE DESTINY IS
International Dirty DayWith so much choas and worry going around, I fight to want a reason to be here.
Cause I dont really.
And it sucks.
Because I can hope and wish and pray how ever much I want and I still wont be where I want to be.
Today is one of those Hallmark days where many people are in the comfort and adoration of the ones they love.
I recieved an unexpected surprise that I had thought would never return.
Pleading a pathetic case of "sorry" and "I am getting better" was all the words the woman handler could process. Again another woman fell away from him and again he comes back to me. I will not have it, I dont want it and now I am pissed off.
Why cant he just fall in a hole and stay there and forget that I exsist. He blackened my eyes and tore my heart away and gave it back full of disease. And now he expects me to respect him?....FUCK THAT NOIZE!
I have my heart somewhere else, and as far as I am concerned belongs there.
It is this fantastic guy that kept the darker moments of today du
Sometimes Its Not Close Enough To The Endwell lately life hasnt been going the greatest, yeah i have my family and my friends to talk to but sometimes that is just not enough, i want my other half, the one that completes me, the one that i can talk to every single day and i can tell him anything and he would never judge me. Sometimes i question all ive been through and all ive seen and sometimes it just seems like its not close enough to the end... they say your suposed to live life like your one day closer to death, man there are times when i feel like i could live life like tomorrow is the end....
I have these feelings
That stay so deep in my heart
I want to find that someone
That makes them all fall apart
The guy that stands beside me
To wipe away the tears
That make me forget what ive been through
The past 21 years
He holds my hand and breathes
Like he can feel my pain
He'd sit right beside me
When i feel like sitting in the rain
The guy who tells me he loves me
When hes right infront of his friends
The
Baby Airplanes> Subject: Curious 5 year old
>
>
> A mother and her 5 year old son were flying
> Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago.
>
> The son (who had been looking out the window) turned
> to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs
> and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes
> have baby planes?"
>
> The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told
> her son to ask the stewardess.
>
> So the boy walks to the galley and asks the
> stewardess, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats
> have baby cats, why don't big planes have
>
> baby planes?" The stewardess responded, "Did your
> mother tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes, she
> did...."
>
> "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby
> planes because Southwest always pulls out on time.
>
> Have your mother explain that to you."
Emily DickensonIf I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
Untitledits just one more day without you
one more day out of many ahead
in a way i cant wait for them to be over
so i can see your beautiful angel face again
its just one more cold sad day with out you here
Edgar Allen Poe The RavenThe Raven
by Edgar Allan Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore--
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door--
Only this and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore--
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore--
Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
"'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my
Be YourselfHappy Valentine's Day to everyone on Cherry Tap!
Hope You all have a Valentine for this special day!
Hope you all have a wonderful day.
Do what your heart says and dont hold back on
your dreams, no matter what anybody tells you.
Today is about love and caring about that special person.
So go out get crazy and just have fun tonight.
All my love,
Naughty Nikki
Robert Frost The Road Not TakenRobert Frost
Poetry
The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference
Internet Access Problems/valentines DayMy cable/phone/internet have been out most of today due to the winter storm we had here tuesday night/wednesday morning. I shoveled what seems like 2.5 feet deep of snow out of my driveway, along with several large drifts and additional accumulation which had blown/fell by morning.
Anyway, I owe a lot of people valentine messages, replys, thank yous, and am truly sorry that it's probably not going to happen today/tonight. :(
I hope all of you had a very nice Valentine's Day.
*hugs & kisses*
Chris
Happy Humpy Valentines Dayfor all my friends
and fans I hope your day is the best
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also have a great day
Fishing...> Subject: Pet Fish
>
>
> A Texas redneck was stopped by a game warden in
> East Texas recently with two ice chests of fish,
> leaving a river well known for its fishing. The game
> warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to
> catch those fish?" "Naw, my friend, I ain't got no
> license. These here are my pet fish."
> "Pet fish?"
> "Yep. Every night I take these fish down to
> the river and let 'em swim' round for a while. Then
> I whistle and they jump right back into this ice
> chest and I take 'em home."
> "That's a bunch of bull! Fish can't do
> that!"
> The redneck looked at the game warden for
> a moment and then said, "It's the truth. I'll show
> you. It really works."
> "Okay, I've GOT to see this!"
> The redneck poured the fish into the river
> and stood and waited. After several minutes, the
> game warden turned to him and said, "Well?" "Well,
> what?" said the redneck.
>
Today!!!Jordin's family are members at the country club I work at, and I had the pleasure of meeting them today!!! Not only does she have an amazing voice shes has an amazing family!!!
Go Jordin!!! xoxo
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Okie DokieFor those morons out there that want to shout box me messages calling me names. Go for it =]
Just because your homosexual friend sends you to do his dirty work cause he wants you to take it in the ass is NOT MY PROBLEM.
Happy valentines day.
And whore stay away from me.
Ilu anthony
Just Noticed...I just noticed that I have more of my friends here that are online tonight. I guess im not the only one that thinks that today sux. i think ill look at it a different way tho because if i wasnt very single i would have spent at least $50-$100...at least. Its a wonderful day now lol.
No worrying if i got a good card...no worrying if she will like the flowers...no worrying if she will like the ring/necklace/earrings that i got. Oh...one more thing i dont have to worry about...will i get laid tonight?? hahaha the answer is simple...no.... ok ok ok so much for feeling good now... damn!!! god today sux....
Hatred (part 2)HATRED (Part 2)
Satan come
And take this man
Far away
Make him pay
For all he has done
Let me dance
In his ashes
Let me hum
To his moans of pain
Drops of blood
Crimson Red
Paint my lips
Bright with life
Smiling
Burn by flames
Singe your soul
Beg and plead
As the Devil
Has deaf ears
Just like you
You evil man
Nothing left
But laughter
Listen closely
Ha Ha Ha
Will forever
Echo Eternally
The last word
Is finally
Mine!
Written by:
Melody
2/14/07
Birthday Bash In My Girl Illusions LoungeHEY YALL THIS IS AN INVITATION TO SMOKE E. DIGGLERA'S 30th BIRTHDAY BASH!
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TIME:
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TodayWell Happy Valentine's day to everyone. Today was a great day. We had some snow then ice and pretty much couldn't go anywhere so we all spent the day in our jammies and laid around on the couch. It was awesome I love spending time with my family like this. We also napped hehe.
My husband and I are not much of Valentine's day celebrators but this year he told me I could get a good camera so I am thrilled about it :). I am hoping that this weekend we can have some decent weather so I can take the kids somewhere and do something with them. They so need it. I really don't have much to do but blah blah blah cuz I am bored but I thought I would post a blog anyway.
I hope everyone had a Great Day :)
Morph Contestits called the morphing picture contest gotta get 150,000 comments to win.no exp.date winner gets a corvette or a motorcycle or a trpical vacation they get to choose and the rules are simple its gotta be a morph and you can comment on yourself.then ya go to photo and click on morph contest pic thanks
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Worki still have more paperwork to do.
My job is a substitute.
I don't know where i work until they tell me.
When soemone cannot come to work i get called.
Could be day could be night...i don't know.
This may or may not cut into my religious and social time which sucks.
I still have a TB test to do and i have to turn in the bank related stuff too.
This is all still a bit too stressful.
I still have bank debts to worry about.
I don't have to worry about the phone bill for now.
Money is still an issue.
Some day it won't be but i don't know when.
Happy Vd!!Oh joy of joys it is another Valentines Day. This holiday gets on my nerves. I absoulutly hate the jewlery tv ads for VD. I mean honestly if my husband can only show me one time a year how much her loves me then we (me and him) need to have a serious one on one. Dont get me wrong I like jewelery the bling bling is nice. But in my line of work I really can not wear it. Personally the way to my goodies is through my stomach. Take me out to eat at a killer steak resturant and omg I am golden. HMMMMMM.......Meat......yummy and a couple of cold beers. Oh yea, he does that for me and yepper when we get home it is game on. Any ways Happy Valentines Day to y'all!!
Love???What does it mean to love? I've often wondered what ppl thought love means. Today is nothing like it was years ago when love ment sacrifice and understanding. You had to give it your all to make it work. Now a days ppl give a little and expect much more. Love is not pure lust it's much more. I see couples these days with nothing to show for their hard work, but sticking together because they truely love each other...then i see couples that fight because they have nothing. I know in my life I want true love and true happiness and i'm willing to sacrifice the shirt off my back for that. Not many people out there can say that. I honestly would rather just get by and know there is someone by my side willing to work with me than have someone working against me and have lifes "pleasures". I know this probably means nothing to you (if your reading this), but today has got me thinking alot about love. What it means, and why it's so important...but everyone taking it for granted. When someone g
Your Love Life Secrets Are...Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.14th-20th The Karma Of JudgementTHE KARMA OF JUDGMENT
by tony mims February 14, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net
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March 29, 2007
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$10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early.
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Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.14th-20th The Karma Of JudgementTHE KARMA OF JUDGMENT
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Welcome to another week of self-exploration and universal understanding. This week’s forecast of major transits began late Tuesday night when Mercury, the planet of communication and details of daily life at !0º Pisces, went retrograde. Mercury will be moving retrograde until March 7th. Whenever Mercury is retrograde you can expect disruption of schedules, travel, communications, messages, and news.
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Heart In A CageOnce upon a time, my heart was in a cage.
Bound up where it's every move was restricted.
Each pump of the needed blood let the pain once more come to the surface.
The iron bars that held it were sealed tight.
There was NO room for this heart to grow.
NO room for it to be free from it's former pain.
Is there not someone who can break these bars?
Is there not someone who can free this heart from it's prison?
Is there someone, anyone, who can help this heart?
My heart is longing to be loved.
My heart is longing to be accepted.
My heart is longing to be held.
One day, the heart in a cage will break free....
Checkin In On EveryoneHello to all my wonderful friends .. I hope youre all having a Wonderful Valentines day ..and If youre being effected by this snow storm I hope youre keeping warm and dry ..im going to take a couple of days and recoup from my wonderful stay in the hospital (Blah) .. but ill be back soon .. im making an appt with both my doc and the ortho surgeon tomorrow so .. Lets all keep our fingers crossed that ill get in there and all this shit will have been stress and well the arm will be okay ..* for those of you that dont know what the hell im talkin about I was in the hospital with some wodnerful chest pains .. queesy's and all that fun stuff .. so they did all the required tests .. and the Ol' ticker checked out Fine .. but they want me to have a full check over to make sure whats really goin on.. as for the arm .. well with all of this wonderful snow we've been having .. I took a shitter off the deck steps ( yeah go ahead and laugh I did ) and well I went one way and my arm went another ..
Yay!I just got a hedgehog!
Happy Valentine's Day...well Sort OfOk, so thanks to this crapload of snow we got I didn't even get to see RJ today! I know, I know its just any other day to most, but I've always loved it. I hope we can get out by tomorrow so we can go for our romantic dinner. I think he got me something too, even though he won't tell me if he did or not! (Damn boys!) I have to give a special Valentine's Day shout out to my crazy crew though, I know we're all together at heart all the time and I'm so thankful for that!
I'll have to update when I finally get my Valentine's date LOL
Many Meows!
What Do You Want From Me?As you look around this room tonight
Settle in your seat and dim the lights
Do you want my blood, do you want my tears
What do you want from me?
Should I sing until I can't sing anymore
Play these strings until my fingers are raw
You're so hard to please
What do you want from me?
Do you think that I know something you don't know
What do you want from me?
If I don't promise you the answers would you go
What do you want from me?
Should I stand out in the rain
Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you
I'm not the one you need
What do you want from me?
You can have anything you want
You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water
Anything you want
You can own everything you see
Sell your soul for complete control
Is that really what you need
You can lose yourself in this night
See inside there is nothing to hide
Turn and face the light
What do you want from me?
Fire....................."Look at me
Saving damsels and princes -
Running, creating, fantastic
Lone star, funny
Cute, sometimes
Undeniable,
Step aside."
The fire I burn on others:
They can't believe otherwise,
I scald them with it.
The fire turns to a face:
I quench myself
With inward tears.
The fire becomes a fist:
Raging, ramming this simple body
Into your jagged fence.
My hands are raw, bleeding
Smiling, I throw on bandages
And go harder.
Aged,
I want to remember that
With you, I tried.
Of All The Luck.....WELL OF ALL THE ROTTEN SHITY LUCK I STOOD IN THERE AND BAKED THOSE 100 MOTHERFUCKIN CUPCAKES AND DIDNT IT CUM A LIL TINY BIT OF SNOW AND THEY CANCELLED SCHOOL ,......I AM NOT A HAPPY MOM....LOL.....OH BUT ITS VALENTINES DAY SO HAPPY HEARTS EVERYONE MAY CUPID STICK AN ARROW IN YOUR ASS!!!!! LOTS OF XOXOXO....OH WOW I JUST LEARNED SUMTHING IN MUMM LAND DONT BE STUPID YOU WILL GET YOUR ASS RAGED EVERYTIME! NOT ME PERSAY BUT ONE OF THE MUMMS I READ THEY WHERE REALLY GETTING THERE ASS CREAMED HAHA!! SO HOW WAS THE DAY VERY INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST I LEARNED VERY LITTLE LOL....BUT IM TRYING TO DECIDE IF I WILL EVER GET RID OF THIS LOUSY HEADACHE AND IT HAS COME TO ME NO I WONT EVER! WELL IM OFF HERE FOR A FEW AS ALWAYS THANKS FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE IM A BETTER WOMAN FOR IT A LIL MORE EVEIL BUT BETTER OFF! LOL GOODNITE!!
I Hate The Male Species! And Yes I Can Spell That Word.Ok its final i hate guys they suck! Lol ok what would yall do if you had a guy, he sent a pic to you of a hot girl saying it was a yummy pic. Wouldnt you be upset. but then he claims he was just messing around, but this is after he said he was getting even with you for talking about your gay friend. Doesnt it sound just a wee bit jerkish to you? I have no reason to be upset? If he didnt think she was oh so "yummy" then he wouldnt be looking through her profile and pictures like he probally does all the time with these slutty looking girls on his friends list that i havent said anything about. >=(
Happy Valentine's Dayhappy valentine to you all as friends and fans and families especially my wife is in icu... love u all....muahh...
My GrandmotherThis blog is dedicated to the most wonderful woman I know. My grandmother! If there was ever a saint on this earth, my grandmother is that saint! She dedicated her whole life taking care of people. Did not matter if she knew you or not, she would help you through a tough time. She took care of our whole family and was the foundation of the family. She taught all of us how to love and to live life as a good person. I may not have followed all of her advice but she gave me the right advice on everything a person needs to know! She loved me with all of my faults and never once did she look down on me. On Feb. 8th 2007 she had a major stroke at the age of 85 years old. It is now Feb 14th 2007 and she is still holding on without any help from the doctors or a feeding tube. She did not want to live in a bed with tubes going to her. It is very hard to let go of a person that means the world to you but I know she will be going to a better place where she will have her sight back and will be ab
For Want Of Youfor want of you
across the distant miles
turbulent oceans and foreign lands
my heart has learned to fly
for want of you
the night becomes my ally
its dark, spindly fingers pull me close
to offer solace as we meet in misty dreams
for want of you
I cry myself to sleep with silent tears
a veil-like sadness wrapped around me
a prayer unanswered
a longing denied
for want of you
I have learned to raise my eyes
to see the stars and know
this one thing we share
for want of you
I lose myself
give myself
offer all I am
and all I might be
for want of you
Part IiHe crept in the room, not a sound was made. She’d fallen asleep on the table, her hair in her face. As he walked by, he tucked her hair behind her ear. She stirred slightly. Making his way around the table, he stroked his hand down her ass, her thigh…she sighed with content. When he reached between her lovely cheeks, finding her slit - I’ll be damned. She was even wet in her sleep! Softly stroking her sweet wet pussy, she slowly began to stir.
“Wake up, cunt,” he said as he smacked her on her ass. Still stroking her wet pussy, he grabbed the back of her head by the hair. Pulling her head back, he leaned over to gently kiss her.
Who was this man? Soft touches, sweet kisses…the complete opposite of the man before. With regard to the comment that is. She began to wiggle her ass, inviting Master to continue with whatever would be his pleasure. She felt him squat behind her and tried to prepare for whatever might be coming next. Softly, he slid his tongue between her w
Lost For WordsI was spending my time in the doldrums
I was caught in a cauldron of hate
I felt persecuted and paralyzed
I thought that everything else would just wait
While you are wasting your time on your enemies
Engulfed in a fever of spite
Beyond your tunnel vision reality fades
Like Shadows into the night
To martyr yourself to caution
Is not going to help at all
Because there'll be no safety in numbers
When the Right One walks out the door
Can you see your days blighted by darkness?
Is it true you beat your fists on the floor?
Stuck in a world of isolation
While the ivy grows over the door
So I open my door to my enemies
And I ask could we wipe the slate clean
But they tell me to plesae go fuck myself
You know you just can't win
PINK FLOYD
My Vision"When I dare to be powerful -
to use my strength in the service
of my vision, then it becomes
less and less important whether
I am afraid."
~ Audre Lorde
Leave It To A MarineA Marine was deployed to Afghanistan. While he was there he received a letter from his girlfriend. In the letter she explained that she had slept with two guys while he had been gone and she wanted to break up with him. AND, she wanted pictures of herself back. So the Marine did what any squared-away Marine would do. He went around to his buddies and collected all the unwanted photos of women he could find. He then mailed about 25 pictures of women (with clothes and without) to his girlfriend with the following note: "I don't remember which one you are. Please remove yours and send the rest back...
Keep TalkingThere's a silence surrounding me
I can't seem to think straight
I'll sit in the corner
No one can bother me
I think I should speak now
My words won't come out right
I feel like I'm drowning
I'm feeling weak now
But I can't show my weakness
I sometimes wonder
Where do we go from here
(It doesn't have to be like this, all we need
to do is make sure we keep talking)
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
Where do we go from here
(It doesn't have to be like this, all we need
to do is make sure we keep talking)
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
Why won't you talk to me
You never talk to me
What are you thinking
What are you feeling
I feel like I'm drowning
You know I can't breathe now
We're going nowhere
We're going nowhere
PINK FLOYD
Hum...Nobody seems to be very active on here tonight. Everybody must be out getting laid!
ROCK!
His Pain, My SadnessI have a deep sadness that deepens everyday.. knowing he is still here, knowing he is still breathing. I pains me to think of it.. though not the pain he is forever feeling.
I speak of my Grandpa. My friend. He is 76 years old and not doing too well. He has lived a long enough life, is it cruel to pray that he passes soon? I can't stand the thought of his torture. even now my eyes well up with tears.. as they have been doing for a while now. When I talk to him of course he sugar coats everything.. not to worry his "Little Lamb". I miss him so much and I wish there was something I could do for him. ANYTHING to ease his agony.
Fuck I hate knowing his current state... I love him too much to ..
WONT YOU TAKE HIM OUT OF THIS FORSAKEN LIFE ALREADY!? END HIS PAIN!? END HIS SUFFERING!? I BEG YOU END IT NOW! TAKE HIM HOME TODAY!
Yet I want to see him one last time before he goes. He lives near Denver Colorado.. God I miss him. I last saw him in 2005. 2 fucking yea
Long Distance Valentinehere we are again
facing Valentine's Day
far from each other's shelter
and they ask
how can two be as one
without ever touching
but oh, my love
we have touched
minds
hearts
souls
we have traveled more than
most will ever have the chance
for each night
our spirits fly across oceans
we have lain together in dreams
and awoken separately
with the kiss of the other
still lingering on our lips
we have seen deeper into ourselves
than most ever dare to look
for the faith we have in us
comes from the most profound place inside
and we live our lives
together but apart
with trust in the future
and appreciation for the now
so do not lament
this Valentine's Day
for cards not sent
flowers not received
but know instead
that there is love in this world
that is only for you
and tomorrow
will still be Valentine's Day
for us
Valentine ThoughtsI am not really sure where I could start. I do know that no matter how I start, or end for that matter, I am not going to be able to fully express myself. I have always been bad at that sort of thing...but I am just going to go for it.
I am kind of against Valentines day. I spent most of the day avoiding it. We watch TV in the office while we work...when something of that sort would come on, I walked out and had a cigarette. I am not really sure what it is with me lately. I was almost furious at the thought of celebrating a holiday that was made up by a greeting card company. I just don't see the point.
I only got one valentine today, too. It was from a friend of mine that I used to go to high school with. Not to say that there is anything really wrong with me only getting the one...I guess this whole thing is just kind of a mixed bag for me to really process. Too many thoughts on one subject and not enough time to digest...maybe I should just go to sleep.
In A Sexret PlaceLately I've been having passionate feelings for someone I like, so I want to read poems fileld with passion. Not whimsy love poems, and not overly sexual, hardcroe erotica passionate poems. I want love, I want to feel the passion of your love for someone, it can be any kind of situation or kind of love, I just feel like I am being overwhelmed with passion.
You awaken my spirit
You ignite my soul
I feel you scratching at the surface
To my innermost being
My every longing and desire
Is shrouded in the mystery of you
Your heated passion
Is tamed by your beauty
Enchanting... mesmorizing...
The toll I pay in life
Pains and pleasures
Temporary bliss
I escape to your presence
To fulfillment and joy
To cast off the weights of this world
And find rest in mythical mists
Upon dew drop waters
Reflects my life with you
An eternity caught in a breath
This place is a secluded place
Hidden in your love
Am I lost
Could I disappear
Here where only you wo
M.i.l.f. On Ct Contest Now Open !~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~
I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this
Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1
1st Person is.......
with 1 comments
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4th person is......
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Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23
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Everything Is Closed!hmm and so we got hit with this horrible weather and the snow is up almost to my waist.. it
was up to my knees this morning.... not comments from the peanut gallery or the land of the jolley green giants you tall people bc im on 5'2. but coming back from walmart i seen everything is closed except walmart and plaza and ironic the movie theatre... yeah hes gonna get customers...and pizza hut,who they werent stupid because all the other pizza places in town are closed. well anyways the weather is shitty here in NY so everyone else hope your valentines day went well. because we are up to our asses in snow and well today just sucked.
V Dayhope everyone has a good valintimes day, to me it is just another day for me to give my kids something special. now i hope to find me something special, or should i say someone special i guess time tells everything you all have a good one
Kenny Chesney Flip Flop TourThis really iced my cake... Lost 2 best friends in the last 2 weeks and now Kenny isn't coming to Arizona. Oh and alone on V-day.... I wonder how much more pitiful I can get!
DATE CITY VENUE
04/12/07 Omaha, NE Qwest Center
04/13/07 Des Moines, IA Wells Fargo Arena
04/14/07 Fargo, ND Fargodome
04/19/07 Greensboro, NC Greensboro Coliseum
04/20/07 Columbia, SC Colonial Center
04/21/07 Jacksonville, FL Veterans Memorial Arena
05/06/07 Indio, CA Coachella Music Festival
05/10/07 Grand Rapids, MI Van Andel Arena
05/11/07 Grand Rapids, MI Van Andel Arena
05/13/07 St. Paul, MN Xcel Energy Center
05/18/07 Columbia, MO Mizzou Arena
05/19/07 Little Rock, AR Alltel Arena
05/20/07 Lafayette, LA Cajundome
05/31/07 New Orleans, LA New Orleans Arena
06/02/07 Tampa, FL Ford Amphitheater
06/03/07 West Palm, FL Sound Advice Amphitheater
06/07/07 Columbus, OH Germain Amphitheater
06/09/07 Pittsburgh, PA Heinz Field**
06/14/07 Houston, TX Cynthia W. Mitchell Pav.
SexuazilandSex will always be a problem as long as we lack a potent technology..
There will be a country named sexuaziland
And it will be a nation covered with golden sand
There will be a place where sex does not inspire fear
And it will also be the place where people do not hunt deer
It is a nation that will come
When our dislike for science gets overcome
In that grand nation the rule of reason will prevail
And the voice of religion will no longer sail
In such a place people will copulate night and day
They will do it everywhere and even hanging from a stay
There will no longer be taboos and sins
Because progress will have put them in the dust bins
In that country there will be no more abortions
Because science will have assured against conceptions
Technology will have finally put to rest
The debate that drove people to pound their chest
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Need Your Help PleaseI have helped a few of my friends and now I am asking you all for help. I entered my 1st contest and am asking all my friends to show me that cherry love! ty all!! smooches
Untitled No 8 ?Some people get stood up, some people get fed up. Some thoughts are broken, like emotions beyond repair. We're all someone else, we all feel, we all hurt, we all bleed, we all want and need. We can all lie, we can all be unsure, we all die. To know something is nothing even when your sure, we all want to run, to hide, to fly, to die.
Words can mean it all, or nothing at all. We can all heal, or fall. Some of us do what we do, say what we say and play for today. The unbreakable,ununderstandable, the mistaken, the broken and the fake.
I Want To Learn To Dance!I've been watching ballroom dancing on tv lately and it is so awesome! I've always wanted to learn to ballroom dance. I used to be able to tango too. I want to learn again! :)
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Bomb This CutieBOMB THE HELL OUT OF THIS CUTE SHE SADLY SO BEHIND IN VOTES AND COMMENTS AND SHE THE CUTEST IN THE CONTEST
Karma.... Yeah Right!!!OK, I've talked about my crazy neighbor before... what the F***k!!!
It's been a year 1/2, the police haven't arrested her (them, her husband too), the courts keep delaying justice & she's getting nuttier by the day. She has arrest warrants for harrassment, tickets for disturbing the peace, & violated her restraining order more times that I can count. She's threatened to kill my kids, her husband violently went after my 11 yr olds son (on tape), then my husband, cusses out my kids & yet...no justice. Meanwhile we have decided to just F***ing move. Our attorney says it could cost us thousands of more to prosecute these people & when we finally do win, we may be in more danger. I was a strong believer in Karma now I just know any more. To top it off, we can't get financed for another home because of all the debt we've aquired due to attorney;s fees, vandalized property, maintaining security cameras, vet bills (she poisoned our dog), new car (she put sugar in the gas tank) & now medical b
For The Sake Of Love I Write This Today...Forgive me if I hurt you
When my temper subjugates me
Forgive me if I wronged you
When my wicked comes to play
As my loyalty is bound to you
Just loving who you are
With these simple dreams
I share with you
Growing fervid constantly
And with our promise not to stray, my love
I consecrate these words to you
Knowing we’ll grow better everyday
....................from me
Touch Me !Touch me,
just touch me....
The gentle graze of your hand along my cheek says so much.
A simple entwining of fingers leaves lasting memories
forever cherished. The sweet tenderness of your
lips brushing over my delicate skin with a
feather light grace sets my soul a
blaze. Your shimmering
sapphires, pierce me
to the core
revealing
the
vulnerability I
desperately try to hide.
Your words release my fears in
the most caring ways; and when I
fall apart you piece me back together again.
Both my wounded heart and tormented soul have
found comfort in the sanctuary that is you. And when
my mind is spiraling and lost in a fog of painful confusion
it still silently screams for the only thing that can bring it peace..
Touch me,
just touch me,
touch me
now...
Bedroom EyesThat Special Women.
You have bedroom eyes.
Perfumed ivory are your tender thighs.
Teeth that bite with cherried mouth.
Scottish lilt from exotic south.
Sensual, sloping, feminine nose.
Arching back, a feline repose.
Sexy waves flash silky hair.
Lingering touch with fingers fair.
Toes that flower to shapely legs.
Musical voice that Romeo begs.
Don Juan would try to woo your bed.
Heavens angel I have wed.
Ova 40's Contest Im InOK GUYS IM IN A CONTEST EVEN THO I DONT KNOW Y I NEVA WIN LOL ITS FOR CHERRY'S OVA 40 U CAN COMMENT BOMB ME AND RATE ME SO PLEASE IF U FEEL SO RIGHTLY ABT THIS PLEASE BOMB THE HELL OUT OF ME SO I CAN FINALLY WIN SOME THING
THANKS
BirthdayCome on everyone It is my birthday on Sunday Feb the 18th help me out here and vote on my profile and help me get my cherry points here
P.S. It would be an awsome b-day present to get me up another level
:-)
What A LifeAhhhhhh nothing like thinking back to being the youngest of five boys in a most disfunctional family waking up on Sunday morning wiping the sleep outta my eyes or lack of sleep outta my eyes from all the yelling that kept me up so late.I can still freshly hear the wonderful sounds of my mom calling my dad a motherfucker as he burps takes a drink and says fuck you nevertheless its morning and as i head downstairs I can still smell the scent of alcohol looming in the air.I make my way to the living room hear the clanking of empty beer bottles as my feet kick them then I step over a few mounds of dirt from some broken flower pots that i'm assuming my mom wasnt trying to water and dropped but rather toss them against my fathers head, finally making it to the kitchen i turn on the lights and as I do the roaches scatter so I race them to the pantry to beat them to the cereal.Excited as I am because one thing we had alot of even being poor was cereal and kool-aid so as I make my mind up and c
He's My LoveEvery night before I rest,
I see his face at its best,
a smile big as day,
I see it there as I lay,
his eyes shining bright,
sending out a subtle light,
teeth so white I can see,
me and him were meant to be,
I close my eyes,
and sleep with butterflies,
I dream the night away,
with images that will always stay,
once I awake,
theirs an extra breath that I must take,
for every time I think of you,
it is harder to breath the morning dew,
I know I love you,
and I hope you love me too,
I know this is love,
even when push comes to shove,
no matter what I do,
I will still be in love with you!
Rotflso i live near the projects in providence (chad brown). and on a normal night, there's... 10? 12? cop cars just - parked, sitting on the side of the road. meaning that those cops are patrolling a two or three mile radius. two per car.
tonight. only five.
::smirks:: that. amuses me. :)
Happy Valentine's Day!I figured this would probably reach all my real Friends on here easier than posting a Bulletin for everyone...
But since NO Blog of mine is complete without a Rant of some sort :P
I've just been going through, doing some rating for my Friends. And I have to ask..
Are ANY of the men on this site besides me ( And most likely Drunkard) actually getting Laid?
I mean come ON now.. LOL. A woman shows a bit of cleavage - It's like a feeding frenzy of humorous (to ME at least) comments..
"ooh, I like that", "ooh, I'd hit that" - And others not so nice..
It's hilarious that Guys actually think that these comments are going to magically make a woman jump through the computer screen... I bet they even think such witty repartee is going to make the women leaves their Boyfriends and husbands too!
Thank goodness is all I say. I am SO glad my though process starts in my BRAIN, and not significantly lower... :)
Killer In Our Midst?THIS PERSON IS VERY DANGEROUS, I WILL ONLY POST THE USER COMMENT AND EMAIL FROM TODAYA USER COMMENT FROM WTF (THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO KIComments on Tom and Jami:
> > WTF!!!
> > 2007-2-14 15:57:2
> > YOU R NOT THE CENTER OF MY UNIVERSE MORE LIKE THE SCUM!!!!NOT EVEN SCUM....FROM THE WAY YOU ARE ACTING I WOULD HAVE TO SAY THAT WHAT WAS SENT TO ME THAT I POSTED IN A BLOG IS TRU!!!GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL!!!
> >
> > ALSO AN E-MAIL
> >
> > ISSUES MUCH!!! I AM PRETTY SURE YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHO I AM AND I AM PRETTY SURE I WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED YOU ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT. BESIDES NOW I KNOW THAT YOU DID DO THOSE THINGS BUT THATS ALL RIGHT THOUGH CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN OR WHERE I AM JUST KNOW THAT OUR PATHS WILL CROSS!!!
I JUST FOUND OUT WHO IT IS, AND HIS NAME IS HEY YOU AWAKE
Valentine's :(Valentine's is suppose to be one of the happiest day's in any relationship. Well. To me, Valentine's isn't worth much with out the one you truely love next to you. Although I did get to speak with him for about 6 hours today, it was still pretty depressing. Welcome to my life. Yeah, I am a strong woman, deep inside. Yet, that doesn't really matter today. I have done my best to be strong for my husband, but he can still tell the difference. So much to be said, in so little time. It's amazing how you can miss one person so much, and not know it till that person is over a thousand miles away. Especially on any Holiday or special occasion. As you know, I have posted the link's of what I have recieved from him today. Although wishing he didn't go off and spend all that money on me just for one day isn't unusual. He say's that I am way to spoiled, but look what he does. I am not complaining. I know he does that because he love's me to death. I just wished he could have been here with me tod
Sex Not In The CityOk so im banging this chic in a car in a school parking lot late at night next thing I see is a bright light, I thought either she has the whitest ass in the world or it's the cops, well come to find out she tans naked and it was a police officer.In full humping motion i'm asked by the officer to step out the car I told him in a shaky tone i'm cummin!! he said ok little did he know I was really cumming full out orgasm.Needless to say i was charged with disorderly conduct not by my sexual performance mind you but I guess fucking in empty parking lots is offensive, so once in court the judge asked what I was thinking to do such a thing I told him I was an alcosexamaholic he said and whats that?I replied i drink till i'm fucked sir but realized that wasn't the right thing to say to the judge so I decided to plead the fifth and wondered if I pleaded the fifth would he know i've been drinking.
So Upset:(i am real good friends with this guy.. jaymac.. omg this man is freaking amazing.. my year was arough year with everything majorly.. and this man means the world to me.. it is hurting me now trying to fight tears because i am soon to lose the best thing i had here in nj.. i will never see him again it kills me.. i wish the best for him when he goes to turkey.. not one day will go by that i dont think about him. i guess when you deal with military you are bound to lose the ones you love. yes i love this man as a friend nothing more.. because he was there no matter what.. my text messaging will never be the same.. i try to write this i got this lump feeling in my throat..hmmm.. ill miss you jaymac
Last Dance"Love is like a river that flows through your soul, caressing the banks, cascading over stones, unhampered by a fallen tree, rolling gently out to sea...unconditionally."
________________________________________
He asked again
if I love him...
as his tears enunciated the spaces
and time ...
the distance in between
this slow dance of togetherness,
this rare and elusive betrothal
of heart and soul, man to woman.
Does he realize
I can refuse him nothing
this spirit kindred so undeniable
I have found
with a love so profound
it pales in the simile of the sunshine
that will grace tomorrow’s sands?
He asks if I want him,
in pleading tones recollected
as I walk this nightly path, a rehearsal
in silent ballet with his spirit,
heart spiraling through stolen moments
in preparation for the next entrechat.
Oh muse
TearsSo tired of being strong
So tired of trying not to cry
So tired of holding it all together
I cant do it anymore!
Its time to break down
Its time to let it all out
Its time to let the tears fall!
Erin Francis
Valentines Day 2007
Family Fuckin EntertainmentThe not so wonderful Wizard of Oz
Current mood: giddy
Ok i hate to have to ruin every girls thought of the Wizard of Oz but fuck it I gotta tell it the way a guy would be thinking it, and im just the right guy to tell it.So to put it simple why would three guys with one girl be looking for a brain, heart and courage when I know they would be trying to get that pussy.I mean come on ladies you know a guy dont need brains to fuck are dicks do the thinking by then and a heart you definately know we dont have to love you to fuck you and lastly courage haaa i mean come on its only pussy dont be scuuuuuured.Let it be known that next time you come across munchkin land ask to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of cock.
Lost At SeaRed lipstick covers my face.
Purchased a ticket for a free ride from the human race.
Her lace costs nothing but a promise of passionate hips.
She has a face that could launch a thousand lips.
A lady Godiva, a leader of class, she is like a raging oceans tempest loch.
My body''s her rocky beaches, my love is her tidal clock.
Like a hungry piranha''s shock, she tears my flesh, gorging herself on my loving lift.
A winter storms envelopes her body, as white snow blows, but her hot warming spine sizzles my drift.
Surf goes up as we ride her rolling waves; my ships sextant goes in all four corners of her trade winds.
Her Sun and Moon soon dispels any notion of stopping earths spell, for she has Gia’s taunt spine , loaded with curving petals that grinds.
Blinding me to an unsettling swell, my heart pounds in painful pleasures death nell.
Lost
In SilenceIn the candle's gentle glow,
I lay with my head on your chest.
Words go unspoken, and I hear nothing,
Except the beat of your heart in the silence.
And there's a notion that I get,
As you idly stroke my hair,
That time is crawling by,
If only for us two here,
Stopping completely as our eyes meet.
Your eyes shine brighter now,
And I see everything just for me.
I wonder if you always knew somehow,
That look could bring me to my knees.
But no, I can't be that transparent.
Though here in the fading twilight,
I wonder if you can see right through me.
Because now, I'm not hiding anything.
With a peace I haven't known in years,
I bare my soul for only you,
Content just to have you here.
The moon shines bright outside your window,
Making ours a world apart.
Your gentle smile puts me at ease,
As I fall asleep to the beat of your heart.
Valentines Dayto everyone i know and love happy valentines day to the rest go to hell. love jami
Haters And Other BsI AM SO SICK OF THE "GROWNUPS" ON HERE ACTING LIKE WE ARE STILL IN JUNIOR HIGH. GO TO MYSPACE IT WILL BE MORE YOUR SPEED. I AM NOT GOING TO MENTION NAMES, YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT WHY DO YOU FIND SOMETHING AND PEOPLE TRUST ME IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO OR WHAT IT IS AS LONG AS IT GIVES THEIR BORING LIVES SOME MEANING. SO I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS THAT I WAS TOLD BY CT TODAY TO HANDLE THINGS MYSELF AND I HAVE BEEN REAL FUCKING NICE SO FAR BUT THAT IS OVER, SO IF YOU HAVE PISSED ME OFF AND AGAIN YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, WATCH YOUR BACK ITS ON. STOP PICKING ON NEW PEOPLE TOO CAUSE I WILL WATCH THEIR BACKS, ESSENTIALLY WHAT THIS BLOG IS FOR IS TO TELL YOU PEOPLE AND EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE JUST A FEW FUCK OFF, GO TO HELL AND LEAVE ME ALONE. IT IS WONDERFUL TO BE THE CENTER OF YOUR UNIVERSE AND I KNOW BAD PUBLICITY IS BETTER THAN NONE BUT I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO. SO KEEP BOYCOTTING MY HAPPY HOURS AND WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. BY THE WAY MY HAPPY HOURS HAVE BEEN UNCHANGED BY THESE ASSHATS. S
Valentines DayI want to wish all the people on my friends, fans and family list's a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY Wether you with the one you love or not i hope everyone at least got a little ray of sunshine today from an admirer. Love ya all.
Lustfull EyesLustful eyes transversely scan the scene…
Sight yearns for me undesired
I have the one that I love…
Through the temptations strong
Envious lens reflect clear egotistic wants…
My body language disapproves
Conflicting communications in the dance…
Red eyes are jealous as usual
Shameless heart targets me…
While I insist on my lover’s lips
Eyes brazenly emerged determined to rule…
In the absence of no subject
Aching tears of crocodile proportion…
Hopelessly performing for wholesome fantasy
Tender innocence falsely on display…
Jealous heart about to deservingly break
Waltzing indisputably with my other half…
Disco lights jazz above rejoice
Devilish eyes hopelessly departed…
Never to appear imposingly disruptive
To My Special LadyJust Because You Touched me.
Just because you touched me I will never be the same.
Just because you touched me my new mantra is your name,
A name I gently whisper in a never ending prayer,
And try to find the words to tell you just how much I care.
Just because you touched me I’m a different man inside.
I’ve found the kind of happiness I’ve always been denied,
And just because you touched me I’m the luckiest of men,
Because you felt me love you and I know we’ll touch again.
Reaching me in places that were never touched before.
My heart was cold and closed but you have opened up the door,
And just because you touched me such a light is shining through.
It only took that touch to make me so in love with you.
Just because you touched me, as I felt your loving hand
I knew that there was someone out there who could understand.
And just because you gave to me the greatest love I know
That I’ll be always touching you wherever I may go.
Just because
Valentine's Day PoemHearts and roes's and kisses galore
what the hell is all that crap for?
people get mushy and start acting queer,
it's definitely the most annoying day of the year
this day needs to get the hell over with and pass,
before i shove something up cupid's ass.
i'll spend the day so drunk i can't speak
and wear black for the rest of the week.
guys act all sweet but soon it will fade,
for all the are doing is trying to get laid.
the arrow cupid shot at me must not have hit.
cause i think this love thing is a crock of shit.
so hear's my story... what else can i say?
love bites my ass... screw valentine's day!!
Questionwould someone fucking with your mind be considered sex? head sex? (yes Im drunk)
Give Unto MeI’ve been wishing for someone
As I stared at a falling star
Tonight
Give unto me
The taste of love
Give unto me
The feeling of true passion
This is all I ask
Before I fade into the shadows
Once more
All I want is for someone to love me
Will someone save me
From the dark and bring an end
To this morbid fairytale ?
Give unto me
The taste of love
Give unto me
The feeling of true passion
This is all I ask
Before I fade into the shadows
Once more
Please hear the plea …
of my bleeding heart
Please wake me up
From my poisoned dreams
Of romance
Give unto me
The taste of love
Give unto me
The feeling of true passion
This is all I ask
Before I fade into the shadows
Once more
The Pa Snow Law And My Ratio Plan . . .For those of us who live in the fine Commonwealth of Pennsylvania (*clears throat*), you may be aware that the law makers recently enacted some sort of new fanangled "Snow Law" that states that you have to have your car completely free of any snow and ice before you drive on the road. You can be fined for this if pulled over - and the police do not have to pull you over for another infraction. They say that snow flying off of vehicles causes accidents.
Now, originally, I was, needless to say, LIVID about this. Not only is it an outright stupid law, but if my tax dollars are being spent paying friggin mororns to pass laws regarding snow on cars, I am going to stop paying taxes until the legislators of this state can prove to me that they spend one single moment during the day being sensibly productive.
Then, I started concocting several plans of "attck" in my mind - from writing letters to my elected officials demanding them pay for every single resident of this Commonwealth
Happy Valentines DaySexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com
hello just wanted to send out a happy valentines day to every one
Indulging GeeessI am blogging this to humour my good friend Gee.. cos I love him so...
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. What does it say? "Fucking" is not a four letter word. It's..it's a seven letter word. Isn't that your lucky number? from The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? Seph.. he is at arms length because i am a bit guffy.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Celebrity Uncensored or summat like that.
4. Close your eyes really tight. What do you see? Blackness
5. Grey hair - Distinguished or "not a good look" - It depends whether you are sporting the salt n pepper look or the mad wizard look really.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Seph's X box game.. I think it is Lord of the Rings.. i hear Orcs!
7. Have you ever wished you could be somewhere else? Yep.. when my kids tell their teachers personal issues about me in front of
Sexiest Butt ContestOkay, I'm running a little behind in the contest. Thanks to All who have commented and helped me out! For those of you that haven't commented on me yet... SHAME ON YOU!!! I really do appreciate all that you can do! Click on the picture below to go to the contest.
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Rip Cherry Tap Memberhttp://cherrytap.com/user/570113 THIS IS ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS THAT DIED OF OVARIAN CANCER AND SHE WILL BE MISSED BY US ALL SHE WAS A LOVING AND CARING PERSON I HAVE LOST A GREAT FRIEND SO IF U COULD REPOST AND SEND SOME LOVE
THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS
For one week of my life, I was touched by a pure love. A love that came from a friend that would steal my heart. To this day there is a hole in my heart. A spot I had reserved for her, she wiggled her way into my life, and I was willing to let her in.
But today things are a little less brighter, a little less happier. I lost my friend, my soul mate, my happiness. I am saddened to learn that she has passed away, and I am angered that this world has lost yet another beautiful soul. But she is in a better place now, with no wars, no poverty, no prejudice.
I wish I could join her, but I can't so all I have are memories......one week of my life.
I love you Ashley
Rest in Peace.
(repost of o
Surreal LifeIf you told me last summer
that I'd meet a man
who's stolen my heart
and taken my hand
I'd tell you you're crazy
and that I'm no fool
But I saw that man
And tried to keep cool
He was handsome and funny
And perfect for me
I couldn't resist him
And neither could he
More than a year's passed
Since we met that first day
And he gave my life color
in this world filled with grey
No words could explain
the love that I feel
for it dwells in my heart
and makes life surreal
Need A Snuggle BuddyPretty lame, cold day today, had to stay in. At least I had CT to keep me occupied. Now if only I had some actual company... ;=)My little cat can only do so much!lol
M.l.i.f. Contest Now Open!~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~
I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this
Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1
1st Person is.......
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3rd person is......
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Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23
Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox.
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Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
A Breath AwayWhen you are a breath away.
Tingling shivers,
emotions flow as rivers,
uncontrollable.
Heart stops, skips, hurts,
cannot assert,
will.
Tongue, silent, can't form
words in storm,
of desire.
Knees weakening under stress,
wanting to possess,
you.
Thoughts lost, obscure,
cannot endure,
confusion.
Sweet misery is calling,
sirens enthralling,
me.
When you are a breath away.
Push away, or take to breast,
give me rest,
in you.
But not,
Just a breath away.
You AreYou are my heart, my hope, my help,
The passion that is me,
The whole of which I am a part,
My peace, my ecstasy.
You are my future, present, past,
My ship, my sail, my ocean,
The wind that brings me home again,
The home for every motion.
You live within me, yet I am
Without you all alone.
With you I am full of light;
Without you I am stone.
Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps,
But also it is true.
I think of life as something I
Can spend with only you.
Ah, my love! Love longs for such
Sweet celebrants as this!
Love is a burden and a joy,
Slavery and bliss.
This day of love come love with me,
Come sing with me my song.
Come be my Valentine, and I
Will love you my life long, my love,
Will love you my life long.
ConfusedFirst let me start by saying I wish I could figure out how to write something on my profile..Then I would like to say thank you to all the nice ppl that welcomed me here.. You have all been warm and friendly, and if I have not replied, it is because I have no idea what I am doing... With that out of the way may I add,
I am just coming out of a relationship that really broke my heart.. I for sure loved the guy, but am now realizing it was never meant to be.. Until yesterday I had hoped that things would turn around, but I am facing the reality of it.. I don't want to become hard or cynical and will never give up on love and that is why I am here.. To meet new and exciting people and hope for the best.. As they say off with the old and on with the new.. Thanks everyone
Lolly
Snowed InDamn, we got 15" of snow here!! I posted some pics in the "SNOW" folder if anyone wants to see. The city I live in is so awesome that they haven't even plowed my street once yet - gotta love it!!! Oh well, snowed in on Valentine's, I guess it could be worse!
Supporting A FriendOk..so I like to go out and have a good time once in a while. However, my best friend of 21 years recently came out of rehab for alcohol addiction. I've been nothing but supportive of her decision and have even attended a number of AA meetings with her. Last weekend I decided to go out with a few other friends and have a good time. Although I felt a bit bad being out and having a good time without her I found no reason to not go out and enjoy myself, I'm not the one with the problem. Well it has now been 7 days since my best friend has talked to me because I went out. So now I feel guilty and have the feeling that I've somehow lost my best friend. But as I've said I'm not the one with the problem and I still have nothing but support for her. Now I'm lost and not sure whether I should feel guilty or just let the whole thing blow over. Any suggestions would help cuz now I feel I need some support.
A Witches PoemA witches poem
Down the pathway
Deep in the woods…
There are two witches
Evil and good
As I arrive closer
I hear their chatter
As their arms rise higher
Their voices get louder
They call on their gods
They call on their goddess
They call on their sisters
From up above…
The burning of the fire
I now can see clear
With spirits among them
I feel no fear….
The sacred ground
I will take my stand
For I will be
The power of three…
For we are here
And we are near
Till the end
Of eternity…
TrustI hate that I find it so hard to trust anymore.
i hate that I second guess everything. I hate the fact that I really like this guy and I prolly am fooling myself again.
I hate that my jealousy is controling how I think, and I hate that my insecurities are ruling my brain. I hate that it may turn out to be right.
Does this mean I am a self fulling prophecy or my instints are really good?? I wish I knew??? I hate the fact that I like him so much. And that if he is playing with me, that it will hurt like hell again. God I would just love to live without that feeling of pain for awhile. But im starting to wonder if Alex has the right idea. Cut everything out and let nothing in and u cant be hurt.
Happy Valentine's Day, Everyone!Just wanted to wish all my friends/family/fans and past life companions (Did I forget anyone?!)a Happy Valentine's Day! Hope everyone has a wonderful night!
Had a rather long day at work and just got home. Nice to have more clients coming through the door, lol!
Again, have a wonderful evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to each and every one of you!! Blessings all over the place!
MusicMusic:Get Back by K-Ci & JoJo Get Yours: Music Codes
The Twins Of Kane – Genesis 1.1The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time.
Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t
Today Is Not HappyIts valentines day and a few very few people have told me happy valentines day.Guess what?ITS NOT!!!!!!! I am still mourning my grandmom and it is the one year anniversary of the day I had a miscarriage.What is so happy about that?Plus the guy I have been in love with broke up with me yeasterday.No one has giving me any valentines gifts except for one person.Thanks shmoo your a sweetie for that.So no nothing very happy about today.
Happy Valentine's Day :)So this is what happens in my household...when i didn't drink the night before..and the cable is out..
stuffed mushrooms
chocolate chip cookies
blueberry muffins
home made guac
spanish rice
home made chicken cheese peppers, onion..flautas :D
now a romantic night watching Jackass part two while getting buzzed
wootwhoot flowers are so overrated ^_^
For Our Soldier’sFor our Soldier’s
The flag flies high
With pride in the sky
As they fight for our rights
And freedom for all
We shed our tears
For those so dear
For a safe return
In the future so near
Hand in hand
As the tears fall
We must take our stand
For this is our land
They stand proud and tall
Their courageous and brave
They protect us all
From others evil ways
So for all the prayers
That we say
Burn a white candle
To help protect them in every way
Pass this on
If you wish
For a Soldier’s family
Is easy to miss
The Flower Of Your NameI’m thinking about you
In a different way
Nothing specific
Just everything
I cannot help
But notice
The effect of your
Affection
When it all gets
Confusing
You send a
Suggestion
You are already
Within me
I felt you beam your
Way in
I was not trying
To fight you
I like you under
My skin
A tailored soul
Well accessorized
Looks elegant
Next to mine
So draw
The curtains
Until you’re
Certain
Get your goodbyes
Memorized
Sunsets And LoversSunsets and lovers
As the sky grows dim
The colors start to stream
In different shades and dreams
For two lovers so far apart
Yet so close through the heart
The night is just begining
Their love always in the making
For romance is starting to brew
For two lovers over due
So far apart to feel the touch
Though in their mind
They stand hand in hand
Their eyes will meet
As the sunset completes
Up On Toproof Of .....You sneezed like a drunken trombone
shouting loud Creator’s name
and my heart, my poor foolish
kite-flying tambourine of a heart
thought you were singing sonnets.
So I danced. On our mattress.
Until the bed splintered
like wood for kindling Gnostic joy.
You turned emerald inside a dream
and your hair smiled across my face
like a perfumed sonata
sprinkling piano dust over the ocean.
Thus I woke and screamed, “Look!
Look! Winter at last is dead and gone!”
Naked I ran through moonfire
and broke frozen ground
that I might sow seeds of fleshy bliss
and watch them blossom tributes
to the lyrical rose of your beauty.
Naked I nibbled your thorns to their quaking core.
But what is this sweet annihilation
of all sense and sensibility
each time love flies through the door
of my heart’s mud-and-stick palace?
What is this slow blue dream of
The Forgotten OnesTHE FORGOTTEN ONES
The forgotten one
is always alone
we are used
and mentally abused
No one cares
no one dares
to carry the pain
that runs through the veins
of the forgotten ones
We only exist
when your in need
then in the end
we don’t exist
When weeks go
by without a word
when you know you
are the forgotten one
We are far and near
we are every where
In this world
we will remain
and carry the pain
for we are the forgotten ones
When we are gone
from this world
you will be alone
to carry the pain
for the forgotten one
When You Are AloneWhen you are alone
When you are alone
No one seems to care
Some sit and cry
Wishing you were there
When you are not alone
And every one is there
Deep down inside
You still feel alone
When family turns away
And friends move away
The times only get harder
For those they left alone
When you feel alone
With every one there
What else can you do
Except sit and be alone
In this tiny world
Where no one seems to care
I hide in this tiny shell
Till some one wants to care
All though there’s a few
I know that really cares
They hide their feelings very well
And that’s so hard to bare
So if you always feel alone
I know how you feel
Cause I have been there
For several years
Dark And Lonely WorldDark and Lonely World
In this world of mine
I’m left so far behind
With all the pain and sorrow
It feels like no tomorrow
Life is so unfair
When no one seems to care
No matter what they say
It seems untrue today
As I sit and cry
I start to wonder why
It feels like no tomorrow
For today is creeping by
I sit under the weeping willow
With all the pain and sorrow
Hoping one day soon
I’ll be where I belong
I know where I belong
I see it in my mind
I know I’ll be there soon
In this world of mine
Cause all you’ll ever see
Is all the love you’ll need
Feel free to come and join me
In this world of mine
Second Day Without A Fag!!!!Well this is my second day without smoking and its driving me nuts, I was okay when i am at work but when i come home its pure torture even with the patches, i keep reaching out to grab the cigarette papers to make myself a smoke and then realising I am not supposed to be doing this anymore. I think thats the hardest part, also I just want to eat more as well its a good job there is no food in the house or I could be the size of a three bedroom semi detached house by the end of the week.
I managed to avoid all the usual Valentines day shite or so I thought, the other half looked at me this morning and said "that's seven years then" I am so glad he aint one of these romantic bastards, his sarcasm is quite refreshing at times although it did take me ages to get used to it and realise also that he just cant help himself hahahahahaha
we live and learn and rock and roll
New Photos In Stockhey wassup guyz and girls of cherrtap,i finally have new pics.they are in the newest album.check them out and rate them,i know ull luv them
My Broken Heart Can Never Be MendedI gave you my heart,
I hoped you would give me yours,
I fell in love,
I hoped you would love me too.
I am letting you go,
Because of what I was told,
If you let something go,
If It comes back to you it is truely yours.
My heart is breaking,
I feel I could cry a thousand tears,
I don't think you even care,
Now my life is meaningless.
Happy Fucking Valentines Day!
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