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One More PoemI toss and turn and dream of you
Wondering what I could possibly do
To have you in my arms every night
Being beside you just feels so right
I go through my day in an infinite haze
Wishing I could be there during your days
Falling to pieces without you around
When I cry, I fall to the ground
I love you so much, there are no words
We've been through lies and we've been through hurts
Ill help you hold on if you help me hold on
Ill never let you go because my love is strong
I make the trip to start the adventure with you
I have started making you first in everything I do
I know you are an angel send to me from above
Because I know you are my one true love
To All My Friends In High And Low PlacesThis is to thank each and everyone who has made me feel so loved. And that i do feel that you are my real family. Maybe not by blood but by love.I wish to thank each and everyone from the bottom of my big heart for welcomeing me into CherryTap. And here is a little something from me to each and everyone.OOOOOXXXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Milf ContestAlrighty Peeps!! Im over 1000 down and there are only 3 days left!! Please I am beggin you help me out!! I hit as many of these suckers for my friends as I can... I need comments!! Rates don't count!!
A PoemWhy does my heart flutter when we're together?
Why cant I breathe when we're apart?
I dont want to leave your arms ever
Youre the only one inside my heart
Its hard to speak when we're on the phone
I miss your voice when we're not
In your strong arms, I feel at home
Youre all in my life that Ive got
Your sexy eyes burn into my soul
Your touch makes me weak in the knees
You are my blanket without you Im cold
I hope you feel the same about me
I hope that no matter how much we fight
It will only make our love deeper
Soon we'll be together each and every night
I really believe your a keeper
New All About Me Survey 2007A 200 Question Fun Survey 4 Myspace (All The Bzoink Surveys Put Together)Full Name::DJ C51 Girl aka Joanna Birthday::11/04/1984 Birthplace::Boynton Beach, Florida Eye Color::Hazel Hair Color::Brown Height::5' 6" 1/2 Weight::115 Right handed or Left handed?:Both Your Heritage::100% Ukranian My Worst Habit::Biting my nails Zodiac Sign::Scorpio Shoe Size::8 Pants Size::5 Innie or Outie?:Innie Parents Still Together?:Yes The Shoes You Wore Today::DVS Riot Your Weakness::Being to nice Your Fears::Being Alone, Outside, Dentist, Doctor Your Perfect Pizza::Pepporoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year::Paint once everyday Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger::::MASS SUICIDE::: Thoughts First Waking Up::Dammit God... why didn't you kill me this time? Your Best Physical Feature::Eyes Your Bedtime::When ever I pass out. Your Most Missed Memory::All of Childhood. MY FAVORITESFavorite color?:Blue Food?:Cheese Burgers or Pizza Sport?:Skatebording, Wresteling, and Football.
Another PoemYour eyes are like two emerald stones
Your lips are unlike any taste Ive ever known
Your body is like a heated blanket over me
Your smile is all I need to be free
Your arms make me strong everyday
Your touch makes me weak in everyway
Your love is all I need to get by
When you're not with me, I want to cry
I will love you more tomorrow than I do today
But I love you more today than I did yesterday
I will love you forever, of this Im sure
For symptoms of you, there is no cure
Words cannot express my love for you
All I can say is I know its true
My heart skips a beat when we're alone
Ill do my best for my love to be shown
Ill be faithful and honest and loving too
Whether we fight or not, I will always love you
The Redneck ChallengeWe are tired of hearing about how dumb people are in the South, and we challenge any so-called smart Yankee to take this exam:
1. Calculate the smallest limb diameter on a persimmon tree that will support a 10 pound possum.
2. Which of these cars will rust out the quickest when placed on blocks in your front yard?
(A) '65 Ford Fairlane
(B) '69 Chevrolet Chevelle
(C) '64 Pontiac GTO.
3. If your uncle builds a still which operates at a capacity of 20 gallons of shine produced per hour, how many car radiators are required to condense the product?
4. A woodcutter has a chainsaw which operates at 2700 RPM. The density of the pine trees in the plot to be harvested is 470 per acre. The plot is 2.3 acres in size. The average tree diameter is 14 inches. How many Budweisers will be drunk before the trees are cut down?
5. A front porch is constructed of 2x8 pine on 24-inch centers with a field rock foundation. The span is 8 feet and the porch length is 16 feet. T
A Poem For My LoveI cant sleep when we're apart
To be at peace, I need your arms
I feel empty without you by my side
When Im afraid, there's nowhere to hide
You are my love, my better half
You make me whole, you make me last
You put me first in all you do
Ive never been in love like I am with you
Without your kiss, I feel empty inside
Without your love, I wouldve died
When you gaze into my eyes, I get weak
Your deep love forever I will seek
You've come into my life and made me strong
Never again will I ever do you wrong
I made a mistake and you forgave me
Only true love couldve made you see
How much I need you as part of my life
How much I cant wait to be your wife
It's Almost Wednesday...The beginning of another busy week for me. I am sure that some of you noticed that I haven't blogged in a while and that is because I have been working my assets off for two full weeks.
This weekend will be a little less stressful, thankfully (no show on Saturday).
There is more talk about giving me a permanent show, and I hope it happens soon. I love doing private parties, but I like the idea of having a regular schedule, that I can build my life around.
At least this weekend will be quiet so I should be able to blog and hang on cherrytap.
Packing, Working And MeditatingToday was a hard day. I had to have my assistant help me pack for my trips to New York, London and Miami.. I have to have two completely different wardrobes when I’m in New York and in Miami as the weather is different. That’s Harsh!!
While I had packed and was ready to go I remembered I have a shoot. So have to add another suitcase just for that. Four suit cases, maybe even FIVE. I’m so fucked!! Before I leave have to do all my paperwork stuff, weekly reports from my employees, new dance packages, Arghhh I got still a lot to do Time to mediate before I go. I didn’t have time to book my interviews. Oh well next time.
Got my hair done today a little pink for me. With all the madness of traveling. I’m so looking forward to going to Miami and relaxing in the sun.
Just showered, used my tanning bed, less than two hours left before my limo picks me up. I think I’m going to meditate before I have to get ready again.
My Dad 2Well my dad has been home for about a week and is doing good. He should be going back to work soon. He starts his kemo in 5 weeks just to make sure the doctor got all of the cancer.
My NameMY NAME IS NOT IMPORTANT,IT'S MY HEART THAT REALLY COUNT'S FEELING'S DEEP INSIDE ME,AND THE LOVE I PASS AROUND EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T REACH BACK.ITS THE REACHING OUT TO OTHER'S...
I LOVE ALL MY NEW CHERRY FRIENDS THEY ARE THE BEST XOXOX ANNIE
TomorrowTomorrow HAS to be better than this day was...
I have once again learned that people can be ugly to each other on the internet...
I have learned again that people do not always tell the truth when they tell you something....
I have learned that this is after all just the internet and for some it is just a game....
I am headed to bed now....
I have talked to my man Forth Horseman..HE makes me feel good about all around me..He shows me what it is like to be wanted...no matter what is going on in his life, he always makes time for me...
I truly and deeply love you Forth Horseman....I am excited about our future together...It will be a good one...
Now to dreamland...goodnight all...
Poet's Heart....
My Recent AbsenceGuys and sexy chics,
I just want to take a minute to tell you that I have been packing to prepare for a move and my time online is somewhat limited.
I'm going through withdrawals BIG TIME so I don't see my shakes subsiding anytime soon.
ANYWAY, please know that if any of you decide to swing by, if only for a moment, in spite of my absence - I will be so GRATEFUL and shocked really...I can't stand when people start a page and neglect it.
On my part, it's not neglection, it's other priorities - trust me and the withdrawals are killing me. grrrrr... ;-[
Ya'll be good and I promise not to shave my head. I'll go insane to a degree but trust me when I say that my vanity wins over on any momentary lapse of koo-koo'ness
Little Things In LifeTOO OFTON WE DON'T REALIZE WHAT WE HAVE UNTIL IT'S GONE,
TOO OFTON WE WAIT TOO LATE TO SAY I'M SORRY I WAS WRONG.
SOMETIME'S IT SEEM'S WE HURT THE ONE'S WE HOLD DEAREST TO OUR HEART'S,
AND WE ALLOW FOOLISH THING'S TO TEAR OUR LIVE'S APART,
FAR TO MANY TIME'S WE LET UNIMPORTAND THING'S INTO OUR MIN'DS AND THEN IT'S USUALLY TOO LATE TO SEE WHAT MADE U BLIND.
SO BE SURE THAT YOU LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU;
TAKE THAT TIME TO SAY YOU'R WORD'S BEFORE YOU'R TIME IS THROUGH.
BE SURE THAT YOU APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU GOT AND BE THANKFUL FOR THE LITTLE THING'S IN LIFE THAT MEAN ALOT...
My Sis And I's Dictionarythese are words my sister n i fucked up in IM
Jappy- happy
Doig- dog
Schoolat- school at
yuo- you
wim(my bad)- win
nit(my bad again)- nite
kindof- kind of
dpn't- dont
annoyingf- annoying
thta- that
donw- done
ny- my
yuo're- you're
ewven- even
spanich- spanish
mo's- mom's
whta- what
thet're- they're
hve- have
heer- her
more to come im sure
Tuesday NightWell, did the 1st day at the new job. Other than the 90 minute commute in, including 45 minutes in a dark subway tunnel stop, the day went pretty well. Getting used to "government work."
Still trying to figure this place out. Some pages are damn hard to read, and I still wish there was a way to read all my friends blogs easily.
Thanks to all my friends out there, and still wondering if people might be interested in a local gathering. Maybe when I get high enough Cherry I'll send out a Mumm.
Yet Another Relapse- Part 42-2-2007
TheRH Cherry Rock Star ( Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Contest-Now Open)@ CherryTAP
Well I thought i was doing well, but It turns our that toady changed that. Around 4:30PM CST I had another "episode" and was into the hospital till about 9:30 CST. Had lab work done and my med level go by a point scale. That said a normal range is 10-21. Mine was a .2, that's right a freaking .2.
I ask that everyone send some love. I will only be on sceptically.
RH
Please Rate and Comments
First KissA FEELING THAT IS TENDER,
A FEELING THAT IS NEW.
A FEELING THAT IS GENTAL,
A FEELING APPRESIATED BY SO FEW,
A TASTE THAT IS SO SWEET,A TASTE THAT IS SO WONDERFUL,
A CHOCOLATE THAT IS REAR,A TASTE THAT IS EVERMORE DELIGHTFUL,
A TOUCH THAT IS SO PEACEFUL,
A TOUCH THAT IS SO KIND,
SO DELICATED AND SOFT,ATHOUGHT THAT IS SO PASSIONATE,
A THOUGHT FILLED WITH SUCH DESIRE,
A DREAM ON A DRIFTING CLOUD A THOUGHT OVER FLOWING WITH FIRE...
A SMELL THAT'S ELECTRIFYING A SMELL THAT'S SO SWEET A STRAEBERRY WITH SOME CREAM.
A SMELL THAT NO-ONE CAN BEAT A MEMORY FROM THE PAST.
SOMETHING UNFORGOTTON A MEMORY WITH SOME LIGHTING A MEMORY NEVER FORGOTTON...
My Firsts?1.Who was your first prom date?
Eric Bowling
2. Who was your first "roommate"?
Mike Barnes...god help me, that was a mistake
3. first alcoholic drink?
Texas Sling...YUCK
4. What was your first job?
telemarketer
5. What was your first car?
1969 Ford Torino w/ black hardtop
6.Who was your first grade teacher?
Mr. Knowles
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Reno, Nevada
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was with you?
Never snuck out til I was in college. then it was only once, and by myself
9. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
Virginia Kennedy back in grade school...hell yeah, she my Cuz'n!
10. Where was your first sleep over?
I don't remember as far as friends go
11. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning?
my kids
12. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
S. Williams' as her Matron of Honor
13. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
get
Vote!!!! Comment Bomb!!!!Hey ya'll.. I'm in the Killer Blue Eyez Contest... I am SERIOUSLY lagging behind....
COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED, SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REPOST THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, HAVE THEM BOMB ME...
THERE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PRIZES.. ONE FOR THE MOST COMMENTS, AND ONE FOR THE MOST RATINGS!!!!
THE WINNER OF THIS CONTEST GETS A 3 DAY BLAST.. AND I KNOW I WOULD *LOVE* IT!!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WOULD TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!!
Having A Bad DayIt's just been a shitty night for me.
I hate being the emotional person that I am, does me nothing but harm.
Ever hold on to something because you pretty much "know" that there is still something there?
Yeah, it sucks, and maybe I need to stop holding on even though I still believe we still have something there.
Only girl I've kept talking to now months after breaking up, and I don't know if I can do it much longer
I hurt, I really really hurt :'(
Home Sweet Home! Not!well finally im back! florida was great! but from the moment we got to the airport til now has been shitty! lol we got to the airport only to find out our flight was delayed 45min not to bad right but the made us late for our connection in baltimore! well we got to baltimore just in time to get on the plane otherwise we wouldve had to take a later flight ! lol well turns out the plane was broken and after sitting on it for about 20 min they decided they couldnt fix it in a timely manor so the decided to have us switch planes fun wow! we finally got to buffalo about 2 hours behind schedule! only to find out our ride had broken down on the wat to get us! btw we left for the airport at 930am and we got home at 1100 pm! lol so yea finally home im gunna check out my e-mail and see whats been goin on since i was gone right? wrong my fuckin comp wouldnt load windows at all so to make a long story short i spent thre last 3 days figureing out wtf happened and fixing it! but
Roses Are RedROSE'S ARE RED,VIOLET'S ARE BLUE, SUGAR IS SWEET AND SO ARE YOU.
BUT THE ROSE'S ARE WILTING,THE VIOLET'S ARE DEAD,THE SUGAR BOWEL'S EMPTY AND SO IS YOU'R HEAD...HAHAH
DriftingDrifting
by Sondra Beautifully Broken
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my s
Mother And Child Needs Your Help!!!HEY EVERYONETHOSE THAT DONT KNOWMAKAYLA This young beautiful girl age 17 by the name of Makayla is going through alot and need your help!!! She has a 3 month old young daughter in the hospital by the name of Stacey going to sergery Wednesday February 21st 2007!!! She will need your love and attention to help her get through this!!! Its a very say thing to know that her little girl has a hole in her heart!!! This little girl is going through more with a suffering of pain and Doctors hopes that she will be better after the sergery!!! Through this sergery she will need all her friends and other to help her get through this all!!! A very special show tonight and tomarow night willl air for those that wish to show some love!!! Use the vioce message thing on our page to place a voice recording!!! This would be a great help!!! Makayla is such a sweet girl that is going through lots of pain and if you have kinds then you know what it feels like to feel
AfraidI'M NOT SOMEONE SPECIAL,
I'M NOT SOMEONE RARE,
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS SOMEONE TO CARE,
SOMEONE WHO'S LIFE I COULD SHARE.
HEARTS CAN BE BROKEN,
SO I HAVE DECIDED I DON'T WANT ONE,
MY LOVE IS A TOKEN,
THAT I GIVE BUT NOT FOR FUN.
I TRY TO BE GENTLE AND KIND,
LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT SO HARD TO FIN,
THE MEN LOOK AT ME FOR SEX,
SO THIS IS WHAT I HAVE COME TO EXPECT.
WHEN THEY SAY THEY LOVE ME,
AND SAY THEY CARE,
I AM SO TRUSTING THAT I DON'T SEE,
THERE ONLY USING ME, AND LIFE IS'NT FAIR.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND MAYBE NIEVE,
TO THINK SOMEONE COULD LOVE ME FOR ME,
SO WHY DO I CRY WHEN THEY LEAVE,
I SHOULD BE USED TO BEING CHEWED UP AND SPIT OUT,
GOD WHY DON'T I SEE.
I GUESS I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE,
NO NEED TO WAITING BY THE PHONE,
NO ONE IS CALLING, NO ONE WILL COME,
I GUESS I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE.
XXXX
Spanks!Just wanted to thank you ALL for the birthday wishes!!! I cant believe im 31! *wimpers* Hey it feels alright tho, Im only as old as I look and feel right? Ohh and act, and those that know me, know I dont act my age.. haha sometimes its a good thing, but usually its a good thing! lol I love you guys dearly! I had a great one at my brothers! My suprise was my parents showing up!!!!!! It was so awesome!! Kelly and I left to go pick up Michael and when we got close to the house I was looking for their car, cause I just had this feeling all week they were going to be there.. and there was their car!! I jumped out before she even got the car stopped..haha I was so very excited! I love my parents so much, we are very close and it was a great wkend. Michael cried Sunday when they left.. I wish I could make his life better.. It breaks my heart... Well I need to work on some skool work before tomorrow.. again, thank you all for the birthday wishes and as soon as I can upload more pix I'll have
~this Is Whats Up With Me~well life is goin pretty good as of the moment... i will be goin back to work here real soon and i cant wait.....and i have been talkin with this guy i like alot..... but then theres this girl christy that has recently gotten interested in me.... and im oh so confused about what i want... it wouldnt be right to mess with them both... so i have a to make a decision on who i want more... man life can be so unfair sometimes... and then i have recently started talkin to the guys soon to be ex... and she seems really nice... she says that she knows about us and she is cool with it since they are gettin divorced...but the think is i like her and would like to be friends with her... but if i end up with him... i dont know if it would stress him out with us bein friends .... but she is so nice... and i dont know what to do... if anyone has advice i would willingly take it at this point... well good night everyone.....
Stop LyingI don’t believe you baby
Not even close, your words don’t make much sense
You tell me lies
I don’t need to hear
My head is filled with enough hurt and fear
So please just come and be with me, without any words
I can feel you near me
All the time
You don’t need to be close
I know you’re with me anyway
In my heart things aren’t meant to be
The way they are
Don’t you see you’re hurting the both of us
I’ve been waiting and longing to even hear your voice
I cannot resist… the force inside me
I need you here
My head spins, I cannot think straight
I can’t even believe my dream
I need it to be real
I can feel you near me
All the time
You don’t need to be close
I know you’re with me anyway
In my heart things aren’t meant to be
The way they are
Don’t you see you’re hurting the both of us
The days drag on too long
Without your look
Without your touch
Come rescue the loneliness inside
You’ll make me happy
No words required… so s
~~new Form Of Kidnapping~~Subject: NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING
________________________________________
Ladies, read this and heed.
guys, make sure your wives, mamas, sisters, etc. see this.
If you have received this before, my apologies. I had not.
Seems there is always some new creep/nut out there with a revised scheme.
NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING
Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us...Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor:
About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat.
She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and c
Wings...Do I deserve to keep these wings I had fought so hard for?
My past filled with fires, explosions, cops. Just one more crazy kid, right?
Is that what I am, crazy? No, not me. Couldn't be me. Could it? All the wrong I had wrought and all the rotten that had wrongeth me.
Stage 1: a simple pretty fire in a trash can, harmless right?
Stage 2: One word. Maltov. Jail time, easy. Stage 3: Random choosings of anywhere from low-end to high-dollar cars, then watch em' burn. Many arrests but not one conviction. Thank you, thank you, I am the bullshit king.
Then drugs came into play. Before this I was just an innocent kid, kind-of. Until the day I became Arsonist One.
Then out of nowhere, a beautiful creature had doth been bestowed upon me. I of all, BLESSED. I changed everything, without her asking. Just talking with her made me desire a fresh start, a new life. Love. 1 year goes by, best year of my life. Everything was going my way for once, or so I thought. My beautiful butte
Free To Join And I'll Give You 11Seasons come 1st the new arrives,sprining up like majic out of the ground all around us,look up out of the blue its true they spring out green waving at us,then the fall kina like life,everything gets dull,dingy,dry,and then the ulltiment,die,but un like winter ,then spring will bring it all back,death wont.Think about a loved one or close freind,thinkabout,the seasons come and go. just thinking was bored too .
this is a free and enjoyable site so sing and i'll give you 11
LifeIf you could do anything over again in your life, What would it be?
Random Rantthis girl is tired of the drama tired of the gosh darn bullshit that people bring to the table.. i am really done with bullshit.. be frigging real upfront honest .. dont be an asshole or a bitch
Remember Mei wrote this in march of last year thought id post it on here
if it were to happen what would you learn
with every angering word
your just another burn
to be held in your vengence
to be seen in your scream
chorus
i am me and thats all i have
one day you will learn and one day so will i
if it never haappens
then what will life become and
as you die waiting to be heard and to be seen
i hope you scream i hope you cry
your the tears in my heart
the chemicals in my vains
one day we'll runaway
and then we can forget this ever happened
chorus
for every crash and burn
to every dirty look
you were a part of me
and now well see
how we were never meant to be
chorus
I Want You!!!!Qhy do y ou keep sayign the words. WHy tortue me. Is it becasue you feel as tortured as me? I want to feel your skin next to mine. To feel your heat. I want to taste you all lover and just soak you up. Man I can handle this I feel as if I am about to burst. Take this heat from me so I can rest tonight. Come take me I am all yours. YOurs to do with as you will just don't promise me anyting you are not willing to give.
Psok, I sent that by accident not once but twice. The rest of it is that my grandmotherr is going into a retirement community so I will not be moving to NC but rather to stay with friends in another part of RI where I can walk and take busses to plenty of jobs.
Not Gonna Be Around MuchNot that I was around much to begin with.
...
if you want to keep in touch outside of CT
my email is matthew.cavazos@gmail.com
Pretty Much How I Feel About Dwayne...Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
♥
13 Ways To Win A Rollergirls Heart Vs A Girly Girls HeartNo. 1
Girly-Girl: Give her unexpected gentle hugs from behind and kiss her neck.
RollerGirl: When she's unsuspecting, sneak up behind her blind spot, swing to her side & hip check her into the row of barstools knocking her on her ass. And watch out for her deadly right hook.
No. 2
GG: Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
RG: Hit her as hard as you can on the shoulder, then say, "Ok, now hit me!" Bruises are beautiful...a sign of affection.
No. 3
GG: When standing, wrap your arms around her.
RG: Get low, and quick, bend those knees...say, "come on, show me whatcha got" & try to wrestle each other down. Don't let her win. If she wins, she'll quickly lose interest - a rollergirl needs challenges.
No. 4
GG: Cuddle with her.
RG: Slap her ass & she'll slap yours.
No. 5
GG: Don't force her to do anything.
RG: BUHWAHAHAHAHA! Yeah right like you have a shot at this anyway.
No. 6
GG: Write little love notes.
RG: Buy her a pack of Swiss bearings and a bo
Through It All, Live The Lesson...not feeling too well, something's not right about me. can't go to sleep, but feel soo drowsy... take my agnst and build a blade, to take away the pain far better than it gave....
Happy Birthday KurtHappy Birthday Doll.Today you would be 40. You died when I was 13, and 13 years have passed since you died. In October I will be the same age you were when you died. The figures all add up, and the scenario still doesn't. You taught me more in a few months of listening to your music than a lifetime of people and lessons could ever teach me,and I thank you for it. You taught me that even though physically, I was alone, I wasn't really alone. All I had to do was tune out one part and tune in another, hear the music. All I had to do was not let the coldnesstake THAT away from me. They can take my heart, they can take every possession I own, they can take my body, they can take everything, but they can't take my music away from me. They can even put a bullet in YOUR brain, but they can't really take you away from any of us.It has taken me most of 13 years to understand that you aren't really dead. I wish your daughter could be putting a "lordy lordy Kurt is 40" sign somewhere, and razzing
A Lady, A Queen. For Konstance B.Entry for January 04, 2006 .
A LADY, A QUEEN.
I HAVE BEEN GRANTED AUDIENCE, TO BE IN THE PRESANCE OF A LADY, A QUEEN.
WE BOTH SPOKE OF A LONGING, A QUEST, OUR WISHES OUR DESIRES, OUR LIKES AND OUR LOVES. OUR PASSIONS. WE ARE DIFFERENT, YET SYMPATICO.
UPON OUR SECOND MEETING, TO SPEAK ONCE AGAIN OF OUR PASSION, OUR BATTLES AND OUR SCARS. TO DINE UPON FLESH AND FOLAGE, TO DRINK SWEET WINE, CANDLE LIGHT AND MUSIC.
THE LADY BEAUTIFUL LIKE NO OTHER, ACCOMPANIED ME TO MY CHAMBERS, FOR WINE AND SONG. A KISS ,A TASTE, SWEETEST WINE AND SWEETER LIPS. I HAVE NOT TASTED. AN EMBRACE, A TOUCH, A GENTAL CARESS.
DARK HAIR, CASSCADING ABOUT HER FACE AND UPON HER BREAST.EYES OF GREEN AND GOLD,A GLOW FROM DEEP WITHIN.
ASK I DID, MAY I ASSIST YOU, SHE SAID YES. UNLACING EACH BOOT, CARRESSING THE BLACK STOCKING CLAD, LONG DELICIOUS, CURVES OF HER CALVES,HER CREAMY WHITE THIGHS, WITH A KISS UPON HER FLESH SHE SHUDDERED AND COOED.
HER TASTE, HER SCENT, UPON MY LIPS, IN THE AIR. TO T
JelousyWell, what a week!
Not much to say except it really really sucks. I am jealous of time a certain someone spends with others. I know jealousy is terrible and I shouldn't do it.
Funny thing, I was never jealous when I was married, but he destroyed my self-confidence over 11 years
I have never been a jealous person and I hate the way it makes me feel. I feel whiney, bitchy and I don't even want to be around myself so can't figure out why I would want to make the people I care about suffer.
I know I will get in trouble for not talking to this person, but I have a hard time communicating my feelings, most of the time it is just easier to bury them under myself.
Besides how do you tell someone u care about u r jealous, when u shouldn't be in the first place. I just think if he knows what a problem I am he will leave me.
Oh well, guess I just got to learn to get it under control or something.
Any suggestions? I would really appreciate the help
MenMen are a**holes
Men are sometime's pricks,
Men sometime's think with there dicks,
Men shove it & then pull it out,
Men NEVER stop to think without a doubt,
Men don't like fattie's OR whores,
Men like women who work & do there chores, etc..
Men who who boast & are often proud,
Men who like to scream & shout,
Men who are sex maniacs,
Men who think there brainiacs,
Men who demand & boss,
Men who think they we're born from God's cross,
Men who rape OR kill,
Men who's blood will often spill,
Men who cuss OR do drugs,
Men who think OR act like thuds,
Men who go around with there head held high,
Men who think there head is way up in the sky,
Men who masturbate,
Men who contemplate,
Men who lose there mind,
But the good loving, true men are hard to find.
At least that's my theory!!!
ArmorEntry for December 24, 2005 ARMOR.
(MY GIFT TO THE WORLD, IF I CAN MAKE YOU THINK, LAUGH, CRY,SING OR SCREAM.
IF I HAVE NO OTHER PURPOSE, SO BE IT. I HAVE DONE MY JOB.
( THIS IS DEDICATED TO NO ONE, THIS IS DEDICATED, TO EVERYONE, TO ME AND TO YOU. MOVE FORWARD, DON'T LOOK BACK. BE THANKFUL FOR THOSE IN YOUR LIFE AND THOSE WHO TOUCH OUR SOULS.)
NOT EVERYONE WHO ASKS YOU TO TAKE OFF YOUR CHAIN MAIL, ARMOR AND LAY DOWN YOUR SWORD, WHEN THE TWO OF YOU ARE ALONE, IS OUT TO WOUND YOU OR BURY THE DAGGER TO THE HILT. SOME,THE FEW, THE CHOSEN, STAND ARMS OPEN WIDE.
SOME JUST WISH TO REMOVE THE WEIGHT OF THE ARMOR, FOR A BRIEF MOMMENT. TO APPLY HEALING OINTMENTS TO THE WOUNDS AND SCARS.
I TO WEAR MY ARMOR, CARRY MY SWORD, TRUST NONE BUT THE FEW, THE CHOSEN, THE ONE.
I TO HAVE MY SCARS, MY WOUNDS, HAVE BEEN TORTURED AND BURNED. YET I STILL STAND, MY HEART STILL BEATS. I FEAR ALL, AND YET FEAR NOTHING.
IF I WERE TO DIE IN BATTLE TOMORROW, I SHALL DIE WHOLE, FOR I HAVE BEEN WE
My HumorHow did the blond explain how his helicopter crashed? He said it was getting cold, so he turned off the ceiling fan.
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Why did the blond quit his job as a restroom attendant? He couldn't figure out how to refill the hand dryer.
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What do you call blonde twins doing bubble gum commercials? Double-dumb.
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How can you tell if a blonde has been using your lawnmower? The green WELCOME mat is ripped all to shreds.
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Three blondes are sitting on a park bench eating ice cream cones. One is sucking hers, one is biting hers, one is licking hers. Which one is married? The one with the wedding ring, YOU SICK-O!
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To All My Friends!!!if it's ok i'd like to put pics of my friends in a folder on here...if you'd like your pic in that folder which has been started already, then message me and let me know.
thanks
The Last WaltzAfter tonight I will not be on much for a while. I am moving and it will take me a while to get situated with a new place and new net access.
Everyone will be missed and look forward to seeing friends old and new upon my return.
If you do not have my yahoo or email address or phone number send me a PM and I will get you the info.
The Last WaltzAfter tonight I will not be on much for a while. I am moving and it will take me a while to get situated with a new place and new net access.
Everyone will be missed and look forward to seeing friends old and new upon my return.
If you do not have my yahoo or email address or phone number send me a PM and I will get you the info.
Poem.A bottle of pills
Waiting to save me
A handful of white tablets
bring much needed relief
Only a few minutes of pain left
pretty soon there will be
no more pain
no more suffering
no more me
A glass of water
half full or
half empty
doesn't really matter
all that matters is it will help
help wash down the bitter taste
the taste of death that lingers
after the pills are swallowed
the third times a charm
Minutes turn to seconds
only a couple remain
thoughts race through my mind
what will it be like
I find comfort in knowing that
it cant be worse then living
I close my eyes
my breathing slows
my body relaxes
A spirit
finally let go
finally happy
free to be what it wants to be
no longer being forced to change
no longer being judged
like a hot air balloon it floats
weighed down by hurt no more
a dream come true
Not Being On LatelyJust A quick Note to let people who care know I having taking time off of here.There is so much going on in my life.So many changes I want to make,Some of them are going to be trying and very emotional for me. It has come time to worry about me and my daughter.As my daughter gets older I watch what a incredible lady she is becoming. and the one thing I can truly say Is that My children are the one thing in my life I did right.I never had the chance to watch my son grow up.because he died,the worse part is never getting to know the man he would have become.He was taken from me in a daycare drowning.I am not writing this for your pity or sympathy.I am writing this so that those out there thats have children realize that they are a gift NOT a right.How much does it take to tell your child that you love them unconditionally.I need to better my life so that my daughter knows there is nothing she cant do.The REAL friends I have here, I want you to know how much you mean to me.Thank you so m
Oh My Gosh Im So Sorryhey im sorry that we all been gone an i miss yall and i miss talkin to you all to and pluse we got some new pics and i didnt know hlw long we were gone eather :( so im back and ready for some goodness. :)
ruby and serena
hey if anyone plays guild wars im shmorky ko in the game so yeah. by
jeff
After Thought!I FINALLY DECIDED WHAT MY TATTOO WILL BE A VAMPIER BITE I LOVE VAMPIERS SO ITS SEXY AND CRAZY .....WANTED SOMETHING DIFRENT AND NO ONE I KNOW HAS IT!!
Well...Well as of now
¢¾¢¾if ur in love and there¡¯s only one person to fill that place in ur heart send this to everyone on ur list including me and that person will realize how much they love u tonight at 12:00¢¾¢¾
American BikerI RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE MACHINE.
I RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE ROAD AND THIS GREAT COUNTRY.
I RIDE FOR FAMILY, KIDS AND FRIENDS.
I RIDE FOR OUR VETERANS, THAT ARE HERE AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT.
I RIDE FOR THE THE FREEDOM IT GIVES MY SOUL, THE CARESS OF THE WIND AS SHE TOUCHES MY FACE.
I AM AN AMERICAN BIKER.
SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHT 12/22/05
Damn It!Fucking missed anthro this morning. Overslept. I was pissed. I refuse to miss anymore days so I am going to have to figure out a way to make sure I am up. Husband failed to get me up this morning when he got up. And I dont hear the alarm clock.
My teacher wasnt mad, just told me how to catch up.
But I swear, no more missing class. I hate missing class. It pisses me off.
Oh Man The Other Day...........WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!! WELL TO ME, BUT NOT TO MY DAUGHTER. SHE'S STILL PISSED. BUT IT'S HER FAULT CUZ SHE'S THE ONE THAT BOUGHT ME THE FREAKING LAZER THINGY. WELL TECHNICALLY I PAID FOR IT, BUT I HAD NO IDEA THAT THEY HAD ONE IN THAT STORE. SHIT AND ONLY $1.99. SO SHE KNOWS I'VE BEEN WANTING ONE FOR AGES SO I COULD PLAY WITH MY BABIES (KITTIES).
SO ANYWAY, I'M IN THE BATHROOM, LOL, JUST KICKING IT AND I TURN THE LAZER THINGY ON SO I CAN CATCH THEIR ATTENTION RIGHT. LOL. SO ANYWAY I FLASH IT ON THE LIVING ROOM DOORWAY CURTAIN! LMFAO!!!!!!! AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW!!!!!!!! MY DAUGHTER IS GRABBING DALLAS AND RUNNING TO MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!!
ALL I HEAR IS OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON DALLAS!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE CHARGES INTO MY ROOM AND SAYS SOMEONE'S TRYING TO SHOOT US WITH ONE OF THOSE GUNS THAT HAS A RED BEAM THING ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Free Video and Image Hosting Graphics Funny Images Layout Graphics
SO I START LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AND I SAY NO BABE
Make A DifferenceEntry for December 10, 2005 MAKE A DIFFERENCE
THE EVIL THAT MEN DO, SHALL GO ON AND ON UNCHANGED FOR ALL TIME.
UNLESS WE MAKE A CHANGE, A STAND, A DIFFERENCE.
BELIVE IN ONES SELF , SHOW KINDNESS , FORGIVENESS AND LOVE.
THEN IF ALL ELSE FAILS, DEFFEND YOUR-SELF AND THOSE YOU CARE FOR AND LOVE.
STRIKE OUT IN VENGANCE AND RETALIATION AS A LAST RESORT. SHOW NO MERCY FOR THE EVIL, FOR THE EVIL HAVE SHOWN NON UNTO THEE.
S.BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12/10/2005
Angel Eyezbaby can you ask as many of ya friends as possible to rate my pic no comments it ends at midnight and i need more rates
thanx
angel
Peace For This Day Pt 3Well you can imagine with Part 1 & 2 running through my mind. I was feeling quite rough and doubting my faith for a moment and knowing good and well I can't be doing that.
Matter of fact I was a Church service last night and the Pastor there gave us one of her newsletters. Guess what the first page I turned to "YOU SAY ......... BUT GOD SAYS !!!"
Here I was feeling unloved and she had this passage saying that
" YOU SAY THAT NOBODY REALLY LOVES ME" GOD SAYS .... I LOVE YOU. JOHN 3:16 & 13:34
She had a whole page of passages that made me feel a little bit better as i read each one. So i decided to share these thoughts with you guys today. I am really tired now i have been at choir rehearsal for 3 hours with a bunch of teenagers , then i had to come home and fix dinner, feed my mom and my son, plus now i have to wash the dishes my sister couldn't wash it was just too much for her. I wish everyone peace for the rest of this day.
Black RosesEntry for December 10, 2005.
BLACK ROSES
BLACK ROSES FOR YOU MY LOVE.
TEARS OF BLOOD I SHED FOR YOU.
BLACK ROSES DRAPE YOUR SHRINE.
LONGING FOR YOU, THROUGH OUT TIME.
BLACK ROSES FOR YOU MY LOVE, MY HEART BEATS, MY BLOOD FLOWS.
MY LIFES ESSENCE FOR YOU, BROUGHT FORTH BY THE THORNS OF LIFE.
SPILLED AND WASTED.
BLACK ROSES DRAPE YOUR SHRINE, A PICTURE IN THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND.
MY HEART SANK INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, UPON YOUR DEPARTURE.
BRING ON THE PAIN AND TORTURE.
BLACK ROSES, MY BLOOD UPON YOUR SHRINE.
FOR YOU AND YOU ALONE . I WOULD SPILL MY SOUL, MY LIFES FORCE, MY ESSANCE.
BLACK ROSES FOR YOU, MY LOVE.
SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12/ 10/ 05
Relay For LifeOn the 30th n 31st of march 2007 my family and i will be taking part in the relay for life cancer walk. We have lost to beautiful woman to breast cancer at and early age and many other family members and now my friend has been told she has cancer as well... all i am asking is for a small donation to help support and maybe save a life of some1 who has cancer, we dont expect alot but every little bit counts all u have to do is follow the posted link and then click on "melissa" to donate to me and for my team to maybe save a life of some1 that is dealing with cancer. We couldnt save the lives of our loved once now its our turn to save some1 elses.... Many thanx in advance
http://www.relay.cancercouncil.com.au/?2007/narrabri_2007/trindall_s_&_archers/
Mellybear24
What A F*#king Day!?!Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!…
First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!…
But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!!
I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my life…. Always have I had to look out for her
What A F*#king Day!?!Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!…
First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!…
But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!!
I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my life…. Always have I had to look out for her
I Always Love!!!!I always love!!!!
date: 2007-02-20 19:53:00
Reading new pic comments, keep em coming especially on my naughty pix!!
Dj Romeo
Beautiful StrangerEntry for December 04, 2005 BEAUTIFUL STRANGER
BEAUTIFUL STRANGER.
I KNOW YOU, YET NOT AS WELL AS I WOULD LIKE TO.YOUR TOUCH, YOUR WARMTH. WHINDING ROADS, BLACK WINDS, LIGHTNING, MOON LIT NITE.
FLYING UPON THE WINGS OF A CROW. BITTER SWEET PASSION, A LUSTFULL KISS, A BITE OF THE LIP.
BLACK WINDS, MOON LIT NITE, A VAMPIRES KISS, TWO JOINED MOMENTARILY AS ONE.
SOFT CRIES OF PLEASURE AND PAIN. A VAMPIRES DREAM. TABITHA.
SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12, 04, 2005
The Last Last Time...The Last, Last TIme
Here I am on the floor
My lip is bleeding and my shirt is streched and torn
Cause I tried to get away with lies you've heard before
You though our picture at the window
I said don't go
pre-chorus:
You picked up your pride and you walked over me
You grabed your shoes, your phone, your keys
Before you slamed the door you screamed
Chorus:
This is the last last time
You stick a knife into my back
& you'll wish you could rewind every second chance you had to tell the truth and fallow though
I doubted me and trusted you
Everytime you cross the line you want one last last time
Try to stand but I fall
The echo of stilettos in the hall to the street
Where you took the knife from your back to the seats of my car...
you threw a brick right through the window
And as you go
Pre-chorus:
4 letter words
That you never speak
You called me every name there is
Flip me off and scream
Chorus:
This is the last last time
You stick a knif
The Evils Of Owning A Lab .. Well Mine AnywayI've always been an animal lover .. Ive had so many different types of pets .. I was very lucky that my parents allowed us to save abandon animals .. strays .. etc..
well as many of you know I had my yellow lab blondee for 16 years .. she was a save .. she was owned by my dad who after buying her found out he was allergic to the dander in her coat . so .. she came to live with us . and the rest of the story went from there ..
Now .. ive got this Neurotic pup named Askem .. He was saved from being put into the pound becuase the people that owned him realized after having him and another lab that they shed .. so .. he was given up .. and the lil monster has been living with me since . I adore him and he's made my life rather intersting to say the least
his favorite thing to do is nibble ..he doesnt bite but he will if given the chance nibble on mike .. my pillow the blanket .. dorkvomit .. everything and everyone but me ..Hes become quite the cheese whore thanks to dorkvomit
BoredSo anyway, I got on here today thinking it would be a great distraction, I've been on here 10 min. and now my head hurts. I just don't understand why everyone is complaining about paying for this or doing that. if you don't like it don't do it... there are more important things to worry about in life.
Okay done with that rant now.....
New Website Up And RunningHey, I finally got the website up and running www.superstarblvd.com. So lets make my site the number one site on the web. With your help it can be. I want crap on anyone in the public eye. But I want the truth, lies go no where with me. Shelby
Lovers And FriendsEntry for November 30, 2005.
LOVERS AND FRIENDS
CENTURYS OLD, LOVERS AND FRIENDS, SHADOWS IN THE DREAM TIME.
CRAVINGS OF THE HEART, THE SOUL AND THE FLESH, GO UNTOLD A THOUSAND FOLD. SILENT TEARS,FALL LIKE RAIN IN THE NIGHT.
CAN YOU FEEL ME. CAN YOU SEE ME, CAN YOU HEAR ME? WEEP AS A I DREAM OF YOU, I DO. CENTURYS OLD, LOVERS AND FRIENDS. TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
SCOOTER BLACK COPYRIGHTED 11,2005
God Bless This Fallen SoldierMay god bless the family of Buddy Hughie of Poteau,Oklahoma (my home town)! He was a soldier, my friend, who died in Afghanistan yesterday. He died trying to rescue two injured soldiers. May The Lord keep his soul and grant grace to all of us that are left behind to grieve his untimely death!!!
New Pics 2-20-07posted 4 in the folder of things made for me and 1 in the stuff i made folder
My Number Is 3Your Life Path Number is 3
Your purpose in life is to express your unique self.
You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life.
Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen.
A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party.
In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire.
While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play.
And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings.
Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them
What Is Your Life Path Number?
Ok A Blog On The Men In My Life Pt 2Ok thought Number two for today, well today and yesterday was my son's father. I am trying to figure out why of all men did I get pregnant from him.
The story about Mr. Dad I met via the Internet in 1999. Yes I was hot on the Internet and was looking for all the wrong things. Well he either answered an ad that I had posted or I answered his. We met and he told me he was well hung and that I just had to try him out. and I am ok yeah right I have heard that so many times before. well he didn't lie. If I could have run I would have. But I stepped up to the plate and did my thang. Now I didn't see him anymore after this encounter because I was like there is know way Baby Gurl can handle this every night or every other night.
well low an behold who e-mails me an month later say that they wanted to hook up but him. I told him know that I couldn't handle it and he needed to find someone else. He told me I should have told him about the pain and he could have done a better job.
Lost FriendUntil You, Without You
Always feeling alone
I didn't love myself
I didn't care about life
I never held a friend's hand
I never told a friend that I loved her
No one had ever held me for no reason
No one had ever truly known me
Lying in the darkness
I don't know who I am
I don't know what to do with myself
How did I ever get by
How did I ever find comfort
Would I have ever seen my true self
Would I have ever known true friendship
To are friend zach smart R.I.P.
I wish you where still in all of are life's. We will never forget you and we will always love you and you will always be in are hearts..
Ok A Blog On The Men In My Life Pt 1Woke up this morning with so many thoughts running through my head. Now wondering where they would lead. For one it Lead me to some things that I was blocking about my Homey, Lover, Friend for instance.
I was upset that he got married In July when he didn't even tell me until March that he was engaged and in May he bought an House. I was like whoa when did all that happen and I didn't even see it. I was sad and happy all at the same time for him. But was upset when I found out that he married and didn't even invited me.
Now one of the questions is should I be upset or not? I don't even know, Well I was. Now what came to my remembrance this morning was the last time we were intimate which was back in 2000 I was doing inventory and he work the night shift at his job. He came by the hotel that the company had us staying at I had worked an 14 hr shift and was dead tired. We did our thang and I fell asleep before he did. I can now remember hearing him say I feel used. So di
My Little BattleHi there!
To start this off I'll just say that I had a little battle with a feral cat inside my house today. Ultimately, I was able to get the cat released back outside but I did not come away battle scar free.
This is true story.
It happened within the last two days
CAT FIGHT 2/19-2/20
About 6:00PM yesterday I had one of my outside kitties get in the house. It looked a lot like a set of triplets that we have that are gray in color with brown spots. It hid very well until about 8:30PM today. I didn't sleep much last night because I heard it rummaging around the house trying to get out but I could never find it to help it along.
Well of course with it being basically a feral cat it was very scared being inside the house with not way out on its own. I saw the three cats outside earlier so I thought maybe it had snuck out during a time frame when I had left both the front door and the back door open for the purpose of it getting out on its own.
As I said
Come Help Out A Friend Of Mine....pleaseHe Needs Some Loven's,,,, so why not drop by his page,,, check out his stash an give em some sweet sweet cherry love.....
http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=672261&bl=1
To All My Ct Peeps*********To all my fans, friends, and Cherrytap families. I will be doing a lot of traveling till March 5th so I may not be on as much. I however will have one of my Marketing Director do my updates and share part of my page. We will do many updates with new pictures and blogs. I occasionally check my page. I’m off to New York, London and Miami. Shopping. Winning, dinning and shopping everywhere. Ah, the true life of a Superstar.
If you wish to send me a message please add my name to the Subject line. As they will be all forwarded to me by my Marketing Director.*****************
Thanks Miss Brittany
LiarsSo many people talk about fakes and liars when really they,infact are gulity of it thereself I really hate that I try to be real and me all the time I can't help it if you don't like me or who I am I'm a complicated person I try to be nice and friendly to everyone and what I say I mean I'm real,and open...I'm a little crazy, but I'm not fake and I'm not a liar like some people!
My AngelMy Angel
An Angel came into my life today
This is what she had to say
I heard you when you began to pray
So take a long long look to see
That is when you may truely believe
With your tender love to concieve
Casts your glow into the night
Let your love shine with its light
Making everything seems so right
On this beautiful moonlight night
The flames of hope shining so bright
For the light, that light
Words drenched and pages soaked from tears
My thoughts lost in search throughout the years
For whom which was born to recieve my cares
Love waits within the yearning fire
As the soul pursues the prey of its desire
Each needs a light for all to admire
To be the light dancing in someone else's eyes
Love comes but O' the tears we cry
How each heart hurts when the other's light dies
Through Night FiresA journey through night’s fire
Ignites my inner sun;
Inwardly glowing, I don’t fear darkness
Or free-falling in space.
My shield, like a liquid cloak,
Surrounds me,
Streaking my wing’s feathers
With a fluid lavender light.
Floating, gliding, circling the stars,
I touch Mars’ face with a whispering caress,
I stroke Saturn’s rings with essential oil
And kiss Pluto’s cold, dry lips.
Luna burns passion’s trail around the Earth,
And I rush home; sinking
Back into my body’s shell,
I wake to greet dawn’s demons.
Tuesday Feburary 20th 2007Okay, first workout blog for this site =D 1.5 hour workout today: 30 minutes on biceps with 50lb weight, and 1 hour of crunches with 60lb weight.
Tomorrows workout: Triceps, and Hamstrings and calves. Enjoy your nights all =)
Anyone Want To Go To Amsterdam?I am booking a group trip to Cannibus Cup in amsterdam nov 17-23. Let me know if you are interested I can keep the fare/room around 1500.00.
Pamper YouEvery time I take you in my arms
your eyes sparkle like diamonds
And when I cup your perfect breasts
that fit so nice in my hands
Your nipples harden even before my
warm lips can begin to tug
And I hear the softest sounds of my
lover as she begins to moan
Your hands pull my head closer as I
suck firmer, my tongue teasing
Swirling around and around as you
look down at me with smiling eyes
you caresses me with such devotion
I can't help but love you more
As my hand first caresses your cheek
before I stroke your long hair
you are the one I will always pamper
You are the one I will always spoil
Because you know that true love is
so very hard to find and keep
You Came To MeI dreamed a dream so real it stayed with me the whole day and whenever I felt sad at you not being with me I thought back to the dream.
I dreamed I was laying on a bed. I heard a door open. I peaaked thru my eyelids to see who came in. I saw you! My heart raced a pit at what you were going to do. I saw you stand over me with a devilish grin. I was hoping you were reading my mind. You lowered yourself to the bed and gentle came up my body. Every so slowly lightly touching me. I felt your lips as they softly tocuhed my own lips. THe soft kissing turned into more urgent as my arms went around you, pulling you towards me. You raised up to look into my eyes. I shock my head yes. YOu kissed me again. We ripped each others clothes off. IT wasn't fast enough for your skin to be touching. WIth the touch of your skin to mine, my breathe left me. YOur skin felt so hot. I wanted to taste you all over. My lips searched all over your skin for areas to taste and touch. Then I l
UntitledYou claimed to love me, yet you slept with my friend in my bed. I might have caused you pain, to slowly flow like rain but know that I still loved you just the same. I don't trust you for shit you lying, two sided bitch. You stole from me and if you ever choke me again I'll kill you myself and toss you into the nearest ditch. I'm doing shit now, that I only dreamed of when you and I were a "we", I went to school and recorded some CDs. You saw me at the college, building C, told me you were still interested in me.
I tried to ignore you, tried to dodge you and your glance, cause your bullshit ain't any long part of my plans. I waited on someone who took his time to show, instead you tried to dump some ice and coke down my crotch when I called you a bitch, a trick and a ho. You looked at me like you were ready to go. If this is how you treated an ex boyfriend, then you better watch your back cause I ain't falling for any more of your false shit again. I'm not dumb, I'm not fuckin
Release OrgasmAs you readies for an afternoon
nap, your pussy moistens
For you longs to be held and kissed
and enjoy a lover's hardness
And as you lay down, your fingers
begin to tease your clit
You cup your breast lovingly with
eyes closed, you see sunny's smile
His lips gently tug and pull as
your nipples grow harder
Your opening contracts eagerly as
Your finger slides in and out
Nice steady deep strokes, oh yes
You murmer as you grips
Just a little longer, you whispers as
You feel your body trembling
You can feel your orgasm release oh
my God, you cry out and smile
And your pussy juice flows onto his
waiting lips as you hear Sunny suck
As you come back to earth, your eyes
open, and you wish Sunny was there
Your sighhhhh echo's in your bedroom
as you drift off to dream of him
Who Want To Ct Merry Me (repost)subject: !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE!
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do."
will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife.
Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life.
You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=)
{Repost this or your marrige will be plagued
with bad luck. Repost it with the title of
"cherrytap marriage'' }
Cherry BucksTry as I might I seem to be stuck... Anyone got any ideas... Other than being a beautiful woman...hahahaaaa..... regards to all my cherries.... olrebel
*******the Secret *******2/20/2007
Dear Reader:
I am working really hard on my new book "The Rest Of The Secret" and I decided to give you a little sample on how "The Law Of Attraction" can work for good or for worse in one's life.
Again remember that I do endorse the movie "The Secret" but this fast and empowering production seem to be more like of a Tony Robbins speech. You indeed received a fast service and like McDonald burger this treatment may not be good for your body, mind and soul. In my upcoming book I teach numerous implacable Universal laws that are an intrinsic part of "The Law Of Attraction" and I teach also "The Law Of Opposite". Realize that you will not become a millionaire get a better health or get a great job by wishing for "The Law Of Attraction" to do all the work for you. It is imperative for you not to be deceived and realize that you will never be able to reach your goal with only 60 minutes invested watching a very positive DVD.
Your chances of success are as good as yo
....Have you ever loved someone SO much that you hurt?...not being able to have them makes you feel like your dieing...thats where I am right now. dieing...
Dominant OneDominant one
I see your desire written clearly in those beautiful eyes.
I smell your lust bleeding from every pore.
I tremble in anticipation, my fangs lengthening.
My breast tight with hunger , my sex wet with need.
I have the strengths of 300 years yet I am dominated by one man.
I am a queen among my kind, power radiates from all of me.
You approach,smiling,knowing what hold you have upon me.
I see the silk dangling from your hand,the glint of steel from your belt.
I bow in respect of my dominant,my eyes never leaving your face.
Your hand reaching out to push me gently to my knees.
I kiss your soft black boots inhaling the sweet oils that I use to shine them.
I press myself against the soft touch of your hand.
Oh dark one please release me from this tormenting ache for you.
The silk slips round my pale wrist, you draw me as high as I can go.
My toes barely touching the floor,with a soft command from you
I spread my trembling legs.
Your hand in my hai
WhatWhat is the first thing a blonde does after a bad car accident?
Turn off the ignition? NO
Get away from the car in case it explodes? NO
Call 911 on her cell phone? NO
Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes !Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes !
PLEASE REPOST
We must fill the Internet with a Demand for the RELEASE of the 84 Pentagon 911 Tapes.
We need a full court Blitz of the Internet, gang.
You can use some of the stuff from below or just add your own stuff.
Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes !
So What Is The Pentagon Covering Up About The 911 Chash?
The 911 Pentagon Tape Witholding is a Conspiracy Fact !
There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the 911 Pentagon tapes would have been released almost 5 years ago. Unbelievable the Bush sheep like followers don't want to see what was on the 911 Pentagon tapes. Now if this had happened under President Gore the Republicans would be demanding the tapes. There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a the
Dark Modified Photoshttp://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=554538&albumid=199467
Most of the photos in this section were made
intentionally dark to be used as backgrounds
on my band's website.
I will post the original unmodified photos soon.
Bad News AgainI got a call from the Dr.'s office yesterday.. My creatinine is very high right now and I am now showing more symptoms of kidney failure. I guess the steroids didn't work. Don't really know where or what to do from here, but I'm scared. I haven't really talked about it until now. Maybe I think that if I talk about it, it will be real. I'm not ready for this ride. Just when you think everything is getting better life slaps me upside the face again. Guess it's my life and it's not gonna stop slapping me.
Sometimes I wonder if this is punishment for something that I've done. Maybe if I was a better person, I wouldn't have to be in so much pain or fear. Maybe then I could live and be happy.
Barbwire RoseI see you as a beautiful rose
looking into ur eyes I see a bloosm full of life
Your skin soft as petals
A tingle sensation goes through me when i touch
Your aroma goes into my nose to my lungs filling them with pleasure
Those lips colored deep red for passion
When the petals fall there is nothing left except ur cold barbwire stem
When you hold me the thorns piercing my skin
I'ts wrapping my body, chocking, digging my skin my blood flows out
The thorns dig deeper in my skin scaring my soul
My soul leaking going into my vains and pouring into the floor of blood
When you go I will heal in the outside but the inside I will still have the scars forever they stay
Again and again I will have more scars
Even though I will die I cant stop
The heartless thorns are not the ones killing me
It's your beauty that causes my pain my demise
I cant stop thinking about your beauty I want to touch and hold
even though I feel pain I cant let go.
In ot
Takeing It All In And Im Only HumanTakieng it all in with each wondering step...I got to thinking im not just a nightmare im someones night time fansty with hopes and dreams of all to come true...I sit upon my long lenghty stool and wonder if they even know that im there night mare and im there fansty....No one really knows not even those who think they know because you cant tell what things bring us because each day is differnt....Im even unsure weather its ok to breathe without makeing some kinda mistake and haven it back fire on me and me haven to pay it worth a damm...because if no one pays it attion then what good does it do to even give a rats ass
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bolg 2
Im only human, im the one who takes on all helps all and does for all bust my ass each and everyday of the week and stays strong... with a tuff spot in my path i get knocked off and wonder if its ok ....i vent it out with the pros and cons... knock myself down and cant escape myself till i see that its
The Sands Of ChristmasTHE SANDS OF CHRISTMAS
by Michael Marks
I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh,
And looked across the table where the bills were piled too high.
The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix,
My stocks were down another point, the Chargers lost by six.
And so with only minutes till my son got home from school
I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool.
The burdens that I carried were about all I could take,
And so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break.
I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust,
No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust.
And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh,
Eight Humvees ran a column right behind an M1A.
A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens
Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean.
They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight,
Their dearest wish for Christmas, just t
Pick Your Birthday Month And Read It, Then Repost With Whatever You Are...JANUARY=LUST
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all
FEBRUARY=SMART
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. #####. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Playlist For The Week Of 2/13/07 - 2/20/07.Music:
137 - Product Of The Environment
Anatomy - Twisting Depths Of Horror
Cancer - To The Gory End
Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock
Goatwhore - Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun
Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse
Gorefest - The Eindhoven Sanity
Kreator - Extreme Aggression
Kult Ov Azazel/Krieg - Split
Megadeth - Youthanasia
Mercyful Fate - 9
Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness
Nocturnus - The Key
Paralysis - Patrons Of The Dark
Shroud Of Bereavement - Alone Beside Her
Sinister - Afterburner
Sodom - Tapping The Vein
Testament - The Legacy
Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses
V/A - Grind Core's Death Row
Vio-Lence - Eternal Nightmare
Vital Remains - Forever Underground
Comedy:
Andrew Dice Clay - Andrew Dice Clay
Andrew Dice Clay - The Day The Laughter Died
The Goatwhore show last night was fucking killer! It was a wild show to boot. First of all, the venue they played is in a town 2 and a 1/2 hours north of my town, but worth it. The show was insane. How i
Find Out To See What You Are Based On The Month You Were Born..JANUARY BABY
Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome . Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive
Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet
someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive . sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Spendthrift. Tries to
See The Results At The End Of The Test!1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
A. LIGHT COLOR
B. CHANGE COLORS
C. DARK
2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
A. SEDUCE THEM
B. JUST CHILL
C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE
3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
A. RAIN
B. THUNDERSTORM
C. SUNNY
D. CLOUDY
4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
A. STRAWBERRIES
B. CHERRIES
C. GRAPES
D. PEACHES
E. KIWI
5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
A. NIGHT
B. DAY
C. AFTERNOON
6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
A. FALL
B. SUMMMER
C. SPRING
D. WINTER
7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?
a-HEADBOARD
b-NO HEADBOARD
8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
A-LEO
B-VIRGO
C-SCORPIO
D-LIBRA
E-GEMINI
F-ARIES
G-CAPRICORN
H-CANCER
I-PISCES
J-AQUARIUS
K-TAURUS
L-SAGITARIUS
9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE...
A. ASTRO VAN
B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING
C. PARK
D. AIR PLANE
E. PARENTS ROOM
F. ALL OF THE ABOVE
10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE?
A. SPRINT/CINGULAR
Who Is There?Hey there every one. What is happening? Let me know you are around. Let's rock and roll
Anger Issues...I have anger issues.. i'll be the first to admit it...but that dosen't have to drive someone away... I've been through so much shit this past week, its incredible... and you act like it's my fault? My mother is just as bad as your father...school posses not learning, but torture...every fucking day i get harrassed in some way... You saw my worst the other monday... it doesn't get worse than that. I don't go around punching shit for fun. I don't go around cussing at the top of my lungs. I am manic depressive, meaning my moods fluctuate rapidly..it's something i have no control over.. If i had any control over it, it'd be the medication i can't afford...
i
have
no
control
Get that through your little black head before you go and fucking accuse me of something i have no control over. Get a fucking life Aaron... i can't believe i ever liked you..
Wishingthis is a blog about wishing? I wish I could have a better life. U know just throw out the old and bring in the new. Well why oh why cant I do that. My life sucks as far as everything is concerned. But who will ever know what ever happens. I guess I will end this blog for now and write some more later
* I Carry You In My Heart ** I carry you in my heart by ee cummings *
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
Too MuchWell it seems I have been thrown back into my practice head first. I knew initially talking to Slug that there was some psychic connection, understanding whatever. But in the past few days people I have just met as well as those already in my life have been calling me out.
Time to do something about it?
I think so. But I'm gonna need some help.
Steak And Blow Job DayCelebrate March 20th
Steak And Blowjob Day
Guys, you know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other crap that women find romantic.
Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do love them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it.
Which is why a new holiday has been created.
March 20th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective an
Slugging It Out For Sexiest RedneckI've got a lead in the contest right now but my nearest competitor seems to be a late night guy so I need a good lead before I go to bed. Please take a trip and give me a bunch of votes.
Thanks,
Hmm.. What Are You?What color of shirt are you wearing?
Red=loud
Green= bisexual
Blue=innocent
White=naughty
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=nerdy
Purple=a little TOO happy
Orange=funny
Gray= stupid
Pink= preppy
Brown=tree-hugging
Multicolored= sweaty
Black= Hott
Nothing= Sexy
What kind of pants are you wearing?
Shorts=prep
Skirt/Skort=lover
pajama pants= homo
Jeans= emo kid
skinny jeans=scene kid
Ripped Jeans=hobo
Cammo=cage fighter
Cordoroy=loser
Cargo=clown
Sweats/basketballshorts= gangsta
OTHER =goth
What color is your natural hair color?
blonde= with a hot body
black= with a sexy smile
dark brown =with a broken heart
red = that likes to have fun
brunette = with a nice butt
dirty blonde= with a sexy boyfriend
brown= with beautiful eyes
bald=with herpes...type 2...and bad
OTHER = who trys to be different
Contest RulesBeerQueen's Baddest Baby Blues contest is now open!!!!!
Come vote for your favorite blue eyes.
One winner based on number of rates.
One winner based on number of comments.
You CANNOT comment bomb your own pic, however comment bombing is allowed by other people. I will be checking this daily.
Do not start any drama. If it gives me a headache then I consider it drama and your butt is out.
The winner of each category will receive a one day blast.
If the same person wins BOTH the number of comments and number of rates, that person will receive a THREE day blast.
Contest ends next Monday at 8:30pm CST
Happy voting!!!!
BeerQueen
Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP
Lost LoveAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
10 Things I Hate About You PoemI hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you are always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you are not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close
not even a little bite
not even at all.
Name A Song With A Color In It.. Add On!> 1.HAZELEYES1~ BACK IN BLACK ~ AC/DC
> 2.lilmama_hartley~ blue monday~ orgy
> 3. turtlesymbiote ~ Red Mist ~ Boondox
> 4. Mrs. Robinson - 99 red balloons - Nina
> 5. Butch- Little Red Corvette-Prince
> 6. angel from your nightmare~Black Valvet~hehe I forget
> 7.Corvenious, Red Barchetta - Rush
> 8. Horror - Fade to Black by Metallica
> 9. EastCoastCowboy- The Yellow Submarine- The Beatles
> 10. Marissa~ "White Rabbit"-Janis Joplin
> 11. tattoo151298- Red Hot - Motley Crue
> 12. need more points- Pink Cadilac
> 13 Brian Mora ---- Your baby never looked good in blue (Expose')
> 14. Kylie~ Purple Rain by Prince~
> 15. Kmagnus~ Behind Blue Eyes by The Who
> 16. Black No. 1 - Type O Negative
> 17.black forest - hyprocisy
> 18 blood red - slayer
> 19.Souls of Black~Testament
20. Rolling Stones- Paint It Black
21 eifel65-blue
22. Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eye
23. fireman sam - Blue suede shoes, Elvis
24. shelliebelly - The Red, Chevelle
25. Kmagnus - Purple H
To UMY LIFE IS AN OPENED BOOK TO U
U FLIP THROUGH THE PAGES READING AND NEVER JUDGE.
U LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY WITHOUT PREDJUDICE
AND I THANK GOD THAT HE SENT U TO ME.
Whats YoursGary's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Cowabunga!"
'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com
NothingI WAKE UP AND THE SUN IS SHINING..
I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT.
SCREAMS AND PAIN OF YESTERDAYSTILL FRESH IN MY MIND.
WALKING QUIETLY LIKE A MOUSE NOT TO DISTURB.
DISTURBING WILL WAKE THE BEAST AND THEN
THE FIRE AND WRATH WILL RAIN DOWN.
BE QUIET, SO QUIET.
TOO LATE- THE BEAST GROWLS THAT MENEAVING GROWL AND I FALL TO MY KNEES.
PLEASE GOD PLEASE...
PULLING MY HAIR, TEARING MY CLOTHES.
I FEEL THE STING OF THE BEAST ON MY FACE.
I SCREAM INSIDE.. ONLY INSIDE..
FOR SCREAMING WILL ANGER HIM MORE..
MAKING THE FIRE BRIGHTER IN HIS EYES.
OH GOD NO MORE, NO MORE.
I AM SO NUMB.. COLD AS ICE.. NOT HERE..
DANCING IN FANTASIES OF A BRIGHTER TIME.
THEN I AWAKE.. O FEELING.. NO HEARING.. NO SIGHT..
I AM NOTHING IN NOTHINGNESS.
Helpgeez, how do i use this cherry tap shit?
Love And Painthis little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it?
Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away!
we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched
and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said,
"i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!"
13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work,
he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working
in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met,
the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner , ho
TestGary --
[adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
The Coldjust befor i write this out i just wanted to say i did this when i was going through a bad case of the creepy love......... she was a friend of mine....lol..... but well she never cared about any of my poems to her sept for "Cuts for life" so anyway here ya go! The Cold
It is cold here!
I see her from across the way,
She is so pretty I wish to hold her.
I see her love walking to wards her!
I feel the hate,
The pain of what used to be mine!
Why did she chose him?
Why not my love to keep her?
I feel the steal in my hands,
It is as cold as the night!
I know what I want!
I want her to be mine!
I wait until they walk past where I stand!
The blood is hot!
The blood is sticky!
That sweet tang of iron!
He is no more!
She is no more!
I walk away,
Slowly walk to the place I met her,
That bridge where she stopped
That gate to my peace.
Now I am there!
And now I fly!
Freely I fly down into the cold,
Into the darkness,
Now I am at my peace.
BleedIm feeling crossed
I take it inside
Burn up the pain
My thoughts are strange
Just like the things
I used to love
Just like the tree that fell
I heard it
If art is still inside
I feel it
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Take all these strings
They call my veins
Wrap them around
Every fucking thing
Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune
Forever
My love is music
I will marry melody
I wanna bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I wanna scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive
Wont you let me take you
For a ride
You can stop the world
Try to change my mind
Wont you let me show you
How it feels
You can stop the world
But you wont change me
I need music
I need music
I need music to set me free
To let me bleed
Remember Where You Came Frommany times i have had people tell me how sad and depressed they are..none hit me so until my own daughter (in a depressed state) tried to kill herself. as i sat watching her recover in the hospital room...my thoughts were, what am i going to say when she wakes? i thought about it.....when she woke and looked at me..i said this. remember where you came from...think about the fact at how hard you had to fight to get here. when you were being concieved and all those millions of little spermies were swimming...you and only you made it...you swam the fastest, the hardest, determined you were, put here for a reason, that had to mean something...think about where you came from...she smiled and said 'i know'
Updated We The PeopleWe The People of the United States (Updated)
"We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights."
ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.
ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone --
DarknessI SIT HERE IN THIS ROOM
FEELING LIKE A PRISONER-SURROUNDED BY THE DARKNESS, SMOTHERING ME UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE.
PAINED FACES IN MY HEAD-IN MY HEART-WHY AM I HERE? ALL THESE VOICES SCREAMING,
ENDLESSLY INTO THE NIGHT..
NO END.
NO RESTING FOR ME NEVER.. ALWAYS
HERE IN THIS ROOM.
ALWAYS WITH THESE MEMORIES OF WHAT COULD BE.
TO SEE A SUNNY DAY AND ENJOY THE RAIN ON
MY FACE.
BUT MY REALITY SETS IN AND LIKE A DAGGER
IN THE HEART I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BE. NOT
UNTIL I AM FREE OF THIS LIFE HOLDING ME.
Love And Pain!this little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it?
Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away!
we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched
and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said,
"i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!"
13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work,
he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working
in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met,
the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner
Hey Alli'm going to be offline for a few if you wanna get a hold of me add me to your yahoo and send me a masage i will get back to you all as soon as i can thank you all very much and i will miss each and every one the time i have been able to spend on ct has been the best time i have had in a really really long time and i have met a lot of really good ppl so please remember me and i will be back soon
fried2toad is my yahoo
tonybeach2600@yahoo.com is my msn
thank you every one and i'll miss you all
your truely
tony beach
i leave friday at 7 in the morning central time
Erotic Confessions ~flying Solo Part 2~the WingmanHaving enough of this solo fun, I turn off the shower and towel off. I want more, and I want it now. I walk naked down the hallway looking for you. I see you there, sitting on the couch, trying to act as if nothing is up. But, I know you were there, I know you watched me.
I turn to you and say "Take your clothes off, lets get naked." After which you immediately obey. You say, "Baby, I love it when you say that to me." "I love it when my girl wants to be naked! " You grab me with such force that I am slammed up against the wall. You devour my tongue in your mouth. Deep, we, passionate kisses. We slowly make our way down the hallway to the bedroom. I feel myself getting wet at just the thought at what is going to happen next. I pulled you down with me, on to the bed. Kissing you like this was our last day on earth. I roll you over onto you back; I get on top and straddle you.
I slowly move my tongue down your neck, kissing you ever so softly. I hear you moan as my ton
Could You Really Love Me?Could you really love me?
I know you think you can...
When you close your eyes and everything is perfect and unmarred by reality.
But...
Could you really love me?
When life's harsh light shows me not to be the angel you desire?
Not so pure, not always true.
Could you really love me?
When life knocks me down,
When my face shows the wear of stress and pain, tears streaked down my cheeks.
Could you really love me?
When I stumble.
When I fall.
When I am bruised and battered from my own mistakes.
Could you really love me?
When I'm not your Goddess from afar.
When proximity shows my flaws?
Could you really love me then?
Or would familiarity breed contempt?
Would you laugh as I tumble from the pedestal you placed me on, so far, so high up.
And walk away laughing, as I lay broken.
Would you love me then?
Could you love me then?
My LoveI sit here thinking about the way things use to be and I wonder why things can't go back to the way they use to be. I still love him and he still loves me. I don't understand why we can't be together, but I guess it was never meant to be. We have a friendship that most don't have. We don't want the other to be with anyone cause then it means that we are giving up the one person that loves us for who we are and not what they want us to be. I don't want to lose him, cause he is the one person who will love me no matter what I do. I will also love him even if I don't agree with the things he does. He is like my best friend and will listen when I need to talk. We know what we want, but we know that we will never get that from each other. I want him to be happy, but I don't want him to be with anyone, just as he doesn't want me with anyone. I know that we both want the other to be happy, but why when we can't be happy with each other. We can't we seem to make it work? Why can't we be happy
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Love Hurtslove hurts when u think u have found the right one
that u want to spend the rest of your life with
and then u find out they are not the one and that
hurts so much u don't know if u want to love again
I Want To Taste Youi want to taste your lips
ever so gently
and feel our bodies touch
i want to run my hands
down your back
slide my tongue against yours
and feel the heat grow
feel the kiss deepen.
i want to open my eyes
as you run your lips
down my neck
and look down to see you smiling
with mischief
and wanton glee.
i want to taste your skin
as i kiss your shoulders
our hands twined together
as we pretend i can hold you down.
i want to see my copper tawny
against your lightness
as the bristles of hair on your face
tickle my body.
i want the awkward smiles
the giddy laughter
as new discoveries are made
i want to find the places to touch you
that will surprise a moan
i want to run my fingertips
over your body
until i know you intimately.
i want to touch you
and tease you
and tantalize you.
i want the taste of you
to linger on my lips.
Dismotherfuckinbitchlemme just start off by saying.. people need to grow the fuck up . Man up .. Woman up.. whatever.. just start being human.
so im sure you all remember the tragic events in september that left me heartbroken and lonely. losing my mom is still the hardest thing i deal with daily.
my stepfather has made sure i know how much he doesnt want to lose me as his daughter.. and i appreciate that..
in the conversation we had tonight he tells me that my cousin.. had come over and "scoped" out some things she would like.. asking for some of my moms sewing machines.. afghans.. jewlery.. you know.. things to help her "remember my mom"
i find this to be complete bullshit. this woman doesnt work.. nor does her dirty ass boyfriend. and when you are nearing 50 .. i think you should know how to hold a job.
further more.. how will these material things bring you closer ?
my step father told her no , they werent his to give away since it all belongs to me. im not materialistic. i mean i am.. but thing
End Goalthe razored edge of grims blade calls to me,
curious remnants pass through my mind,
one half anticiapation one half need,
with out sorrow nor even a sliver of fear,
a welcoming unlike any other,
no obligations, no possessions, no more problems,
a silence eternal, a dream beyond all dreams,
a place where my voice doesn't matter if it's heard or not,
time becomes my relief forever.
UntitledThe same year he let one go, he found himself telling something old to someone he then didn't know. The 4 of them walked and waited for the bus, snow lay on the ground but then flying snow caused a small fuss. A snowball hit his coat, he threw one back @ her and when the bus came, after two transfers at the back of the bus, it would be just him and her. He told her something he never thought he could forsee, that he liked her and what came next was not instantly. They took it slow, and the relationship started to grow, notes and calls, even on the ski hill when he hurt his leg and took that fall. She kissed him and checked on him when he was sick, and when he would fall.
They broke up a few times, but ultimately those who got hurt would be he and she. She said she loved him, and he kept asking himself how could this be? The time they spent together would not be forgotten so easily. She asked him the question, that to some would've been ultimately but he pushed her away for how he
Alora On Mossy Bluff TrailIt was 72 degrees this afternoon, and we had an early out at school today. I grabbed Debbi and Alora, and we headed to Mossy Bluff Trail this afternoon. Very little is green yet, but we saw the signs of new life beginning.
Debbi and I got a bit adventurous on some of the bluffs, while Alora sat back and watched us. She squealed her worry at us, and I really was despairing, thinking I would never get her to learn how to be quiet there.
I gave her a task this afternoon. I told her to find 3 things there in the woods to bring home with her. She wanted me to tell her what I wanted exactly, but I wouldn't tell her anything. I just said find 3 things. It didn't matter if it had been litter along the trail, just as long as she found a way to become more aware of what was around her.
I coaxed her into crossing a creek with me, climbing on steeply inclined rocks. She squealed again and clung to my hand, but we made it across. LOL....I never realized how afraid she was out there until
Going To AfricaJust wanted to let all my CT friends know that I may not be around as much as I usually am. I'm going to Africa on a protective services detail. I'm hoping to be back sometime in September.
The Contest Is OverI HAVE DECIDED TO END THE CONTEST NOW THAN WAIT TIL MIDNIGHT. EVERYONE READS MY BLOGS MORE THAN THEY DO MY BULLETINS SO HERE IT GOES. IT'S OVER. . . NO MORE BOMBING IS ALLOWED. I AM SHUTTING DOWN THE FOLDER AND DETERMINING THE WINNERS.
I'm Not Dating AnymoreI went on another uncomfortable date. I think I'm going to give up on this dating thing. I guess I should start buying cats, and more books
Junkiepoetfuckingherwayoutofexistencewhen will reality break and i'll have that voice in my head to tell me just to stop? aaaand when that voice comes will it be my own or some foregin voice i've never heard before.
i think i'd want a french accent peering down on me whispering my name along with other obscenities to get my life in order. but please define order.
it is stacking things 1 2 3 in perfect fit
or stacking things in 2 1 3 in stilla perfect fit but is it actually in order.
i thought about writing a disclaimer. but then i thought against it but then i figured i could at least say to fuck off if your lost,bored or confuseed by what my fingers are producing. yes my fingers because i can't see two feet away fom my face without seeing double.
i wish i could call her.
her voice is soothing to the loud clanking of my mind.. the buzzing.
my left hand is asleep but not too asleep to where i can't mve it but just asleep enough to where i have that slightly rough tingle starting from the tips of my fingggers, ball
Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhahhh.....
Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol
iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha
When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol
The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day.
Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t
Godess ContestantHEY LADIES AND GENTS IM IN A CONTEST I NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE THIS TIME I NEED TO WIN
click on the pic below and comment bomb me and rate me i need to win
Now What'd I Do?Well, I guess I done "it" again. Now, if I just knew what the hell "it" is, I'll quit doing it! I traded my truck, "The Bitch", and got a '93 Olds Bravada. I knew everything that was wrong with the truck. Now I'm chasing electrical system gremlins, and a Check Engine light. Ain't it funny how that shit only shows up after you sign the papers? Oh well. Now I have enough room for all of my family, even the dogs. Hopefully I can get everything taken care of quickly and easily.
QuoteI read smoking was bad so I quit smoking.....I read drinking was bad and I quit drinking....I read fucking was bad so I quit reading
Voice MessageI have asked a few times but it seems that out of all my friends I only have 2 sweethearts that care enough to take the time and leave me a voice message on my page.
I would do the same to all of you. It only takes a few seconds and the number is free. Just call and leave me a message saying hi so I can hear what everyone sounds like. My voice is there already so you can actually hear what a trolldoll sounds like. pleaseeeeeeeeeee!!! See i'm not begging you to Add Me, Fan, Me, Rate Me lol all I want is voice.
take care
Bren
Anna Nicole...et AlPeople go through highs and lows. Some more than others. Well, I was going through an exceptionally low, low the other week and strangely enough it was set off by the death of Anna Nicole Smith. I found the whole thing to be such a terrible tragedy and given the fact that I have such a terrible disdain for Hollywood and the way it sucks the life out of people, it just had this negative effect on me spiritually and I spent a whole weekend in bed. Listless; unable to sort myself out.
I won't say it was because of her. I didn't know the woman. I wouldn't dare say I was depressed because of the happenstances of a stanger's tragedies, but it was indeed the catalyst for a downward spiral. It made me feel rotten. It made me remember why I left LA and why I still won't go back even to shoot. The main reason though was because I was having withdrawal symptoms from taking myself off of anti-depressants. Zoloft, to be exact, and it was taking a hard toll on me.
Anyway, I snapped out of it a
Yes*does happy booty dance*
my salute was approved :D
FINALLY..too bad it's a sucky pic lol
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Stupid CousinShe means well but sometimes i just dont know. her car broke down we are stuck in this little town in god knows where. no one no's how to fix the car and people wont be here for a week. we are staying in this cheap ass motel that i swear is infested with aids. after the car gets fixed we are just going back home.
Sleep Last Night?SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
Bed a little lumpy...
Toss and turn any...
Wish the heat was higher...
Maybe the a/c wasn't on...
Had to go to the john...
Need a drink of water...
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Yes... It is like that!
Count your blessings, pray for them,
Talk to your Creator
and
the next time when...
the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes,
or you have to park a little further from Walmart than you want to be,
or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant,
or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you,
or the shower runs out of hot water,
Think of them...
Protecting your freedom!
**sigh**So my federal taxes finally came in today and for the past few weeks, I have been keeping my eyes out for a certain nice new/used lens I having been wanting on ebay that has a stabilizer on it. (YAY!) Now that I actually have the money, there isn't one lens I want up for bid! =( I am SO bummed right now. I don't feel as bad as I would if Spring was a bit closer, as Spring is quite a fun time for me photography-wise. =D
It sucks, I have so many ideas but my current lens isn't giving me the focal range I want and it makes things hard for me. I have to compromise, and I don't feel I should have to at this point in my artristry/career... I have to rethink a shot to make it work and it annoys me. If I have an artistic idea, my medium needs to be able to capture it as I see it and it isn't happening. That just leaves me feeling unfulfilled with what I have. Disappointing myself is the worst. Boo to that!
Ug, this sucks. My bestfriend is looking up prices for me tho. (She works at a ph
The Anarch Revolt And The Convention Of Thorns**Speaker is Torvos Bloodbeard, a Viking; my luck in getting him to speak on tape continues to frighten me**
I'll tell you about the Convention of Thorns. I was there; I would know what happened. The details aren't all clear any more--I remember a monastery, I remember caves, I remember a year's worth of blood--but that's not what matters. What matters is that the thing was a joke from the start. I had been in Prague, and when the prince of Prague was invited to the Convention he asked me to go instead of him. I suppose he respected my sense of honor; I wasn't about to lie or misrepresent him. It was in England, thankfully most of the conversation was done in a civilized language or at least Latin. On one side you had the Founders: Hardestadt and his cronies. On the other side you had the leaders of Anarch Revolt, a howling pack of honorless savages and villains. I hadn't chosen a side, really; I had spent most of the Anarch Revolt in torpor and I found both sides distastefull. In tha
4ever + A DayOnce upon a time inside a shower of petals
not just any pedal, but rose flower petals
White, Red, Yellow, Pink and White
I laid my body, my soul, my flesh onto our haven
a haven we built with trust, understanding & love
a love filled to the max of premium, quality
of serenity.....I floated
My spirit, my dreams, my hopes spreaded and
burst in the sky like fireworks
when you smoothered me and showered me
Your arms doubled my heart and I BECAME YOU
I became anger and a yearing, a burning inside me
made me scream to the world, to hell and U held
me down and I BECAME YOU
Your soul cried and the tears covered me
and drowned me....
we rocked deep
How kisses so passionate, so sweet sweep over
my body now like a hurricane lifting me
twisting me
arms that once so secure so caring hold tight
close with no sign of air........... of life
Thur me Da' man was killed
sorry son-of-a-bitch who can't get pass the many
shades of love
Thur me with lov
Hmmm...Now that the contest is over I'm tired, lol. Didn't win, but oh well, it's all good. Congrats going out to the winners. =D
Mmmm...don't know what else to say, lol.
My Name Is Sarahmy name is sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
Everything Happens For A Reason?Everything happens for a reason?
Hello all,
It has been a while since I last did this, but I am bored and thought I would say a few words. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, and had a conversation with someone about a statement that I have heard many times. "Everything happens for a reason" is that statement. Ok, I can see how one can analyze certain situations, and see how that statement can be true... sometimes. But to say that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Well, it is true, but not how those that say that mean it. The law of physics states that every action has an equal, and opposite, reaction. In this respect, everything does happen for a reason. However, when people say the statement of topic, they are referring to some mystical thing that can give meaning to their actions, or the consequences of their actions. Or the consequences of someone else's actions. Well, I am not 100% sure exactly where I stand on this topic, but I can tell you that I do l
UntitledHe didn't know the year would go, only 16 and suspended again for cuttin class. So, he smoked his smokes, and sat on the grass.Waiting for the girl he talked on the phone at night with, she came out and they walked and held hands. Not sure about future plans but they talked. He always walked her home, even when he froze, dead to the bone, watching it snow. He walked her to class, they even sat together in the school caf, never knowing how long it'd last.
As the time went on, they'd pass but she still called him when he got with another, like she wouldn't let him pass.
They'd talk on the phone, most nights, and sometimes during the days but as the months trickled into days he let her get away.
He soon learned the truth, she was crushing on someone else, but what could he do? Her sister saw him time after time again, she always said hi to him. As the days trickled into years, two summers back they ran into each other, but said nothing with words, what did she fear?
Creators Of Day And NightShadows of night
Who may bring the creators to life under the moon light sky’s
For they may bring you out of your body to play in the darkest of nights for the moon light does not shine
Shadows of day
Where all the living come out to work and to play
Who are the daylight creators who do all the work of the light
From witch the sun heats them up or the rain cools them down
Who are yet to awaken to the night creators whom Rome the night streets of the earth
Date wrote 21-02-07
By Aj Rich
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Little Johnny And SuzyLittle Johnny and Suzie play on the swing set every day after school. One day, little Johnny goes home after school and asks his father, "What’s this thing between my legs, daddy?" His father replies, "That's your truck, son. You want to park that in a girl's garage"
The very same day, Suzie goes home and asks her mother, "Mommy, what's this between my legs?" Her mother smiles and replies, "That is your garage, honey. You NEVER want to let a boy park his truck in there."
Both of the kids go to school the next day, and like always, they play on the swing set afterwards. Suzie goes home after a while, and her mother is shocked to see blood all over Suzie's face and clothes.
"Suzie, What happened??" She cried. "Oh nothing, mom. Little Johnny tried to park his truck in my garage, so I bit off his back two tires!!"
Jeezy Underwent RepairsSo Rafi changed the fan on Jeezy (my car)
and it needs a new battery and anti-freeze.
I really hope that within the next two weeks it is insured and on the road, with me driving.
Watch out, I'm getting that license Friday.
Its about time I got it but at least the time has come.
I really hope that I get the car on Friday afternoon. But I'm not sure that would be a good idea because I might not have it back until the next day.
I could drive my mother to work on Saturday morning, that would be really nice. Wow. So many things that I could do. I'm getting to many ideas. I need to practice. I am going to practice tomorrow. Setting up a mock lesson and really getting 3point turns down to perfection.
I'm so proud that I know how to drive at last even though I've been learning since I was about 13. Lol! Its great.
I feel better but my throat is still killer and I sound foolish when I speak. I can't speak loud or else it hurts to so people hav been having trouble hearing me on the
Red FridayLast week, while traveling to Chicago on business,
I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded
flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant,
who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across
from me), and inquired if he was heading home.
No, he responded.
Heading out I asked?
No.
I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up?
No.
He is with me right now.
He was killed in Iraq .
I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit
me like a punch to the gut.
It was an honor for him.
He told me that, although he didn't know the
soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to
the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them
after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said,
Thank you.
Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I
can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicago the pilot sto
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Little JohnnyThere is a little boy name Jimmy. He hears his parents fighting, "You Bitch, You Basterd" and little Jimmy says, "What does that mean?" "Grandma and Grampa son, Grandma and Grampa." So then he goes and plays out side and hears these people talking, "Yeah so I said c'mon stick your dick in my pussy." He says, "What is dick and pussy." The people turn around surprised and quickly say, "hat and coat."
Then he goes upstairs to find his dad shaving. His dad cuts himself and says, "SHIT!" "What does that mean Daddy?" "Oh, um, shaving cream." Then little Jimmy goes down stairs to see his mom stuffing the turkey. Her ring gets caught and she says, "FUCK!" Little Jimmy says, "What does that mean Mommy?" "Stuffing son, stuffing." Then the doorbell rings and Jimmy goes to open it. It's his grandparents. Little Jimmy says "Hi Bitch, hi Basturd, can I take your dick and pussy? Dad's upstairs putting shit all over his face and Mom's in the kitchen fucking the turkey!"
The LexusA woman walked into a Lexus dealership to browse, and spotted the most
beautiful, perfect "loaded" Lexus.
She walked over to inspect it more closely. As she bent forward to
feel
the fine leather upholstery, an unexpected little burst of flatulence
escaped her. Very embarrassed, she anxiously looked around to see if
anyone had noticed. There, standing right behind her, was a salesman.
With a pleasant smile he greeted her, "Good day, Madame. How may we
help
you today?"
Trying to maintain an air of sophistication and acting as though
nothing
had happened, she smiled back and asked, "Sir, what is the price of
this
lovely vehicle?"
Still smiling pleasantly, he replied, "Madame, I'm very sorry to say
that if you farted just touching it, you're gonna shit when you hear
the
price."
Surgery Date Is Set...My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from.
While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal.
Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.
Aeroplain WindThe difference
Is startling
The damage
You can betray
What once was seen
As pure regret
A soul without
A dream
A life not alive
Needing to hear
Angels sing
It is your turn
To play guardian
A moment
You can save
Dismantle
The emptiness
Just say those
Words
And use their
Name
They remain
Identical
But never
Just the
Same
Parent - Job DescriptionThis is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!!
POSITION :
Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma
Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa
JOB DESCRIPTION :
Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment.
Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities!
Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required.
RESPONSIBILITIES :
The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least
temporarily, until someone needs $5.00.
Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly.
Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in ca
"my Goddess" The ExiesNow how does this one sound here
"My Goddess"
My Goddess
I was knee deep in a sick love
I was cross eyed under your drug
Schizo savior, mad messiah
Fatal worship you inspired
Gone, I don’t believe in you now
I’ve seen too much
I don’t believe in you now
My Goddess
You were counting on a freefall
You laid your bet I would lose all
Chalk up one less crucifixion
I kicked that sick, old addiction
Down, I don’t believe in you now
I’ve seen too much
I don’t believe in you now
My Goddess
Now you see what you get when you lose yourself
What you get when you don’t know who you are
when you don’t know who you are
My Goddess
Dear Myspace [adult Language]Go suck a fuck. I mean, really. You're owned by fox, you have bajillions of dollars, youa re raping every person on there of every demographic you can get and feeding it back home, yet you can't code and run a site for shit. Please replace the gerbil in the wheel that powers your server clusters, as I'd like to be able to communicate with a couple of people instead of getting an error on 47/50 clicks or so.
Love and kisses,
~angsty
Baby-wormLittle Johnny sat playing in the garden. When his mother came out to collect him, she saw that he was slowly eating a worm. She turned pale. "No, Johnny! Stop! That's horrible! You can't eat worms!" trying to convince him further, "Now the mother worm is looking all over for her nice baby-worm."
"No, she isn't," said Johnny.
"Why not?" said the mother.
"Because I ate her first!" answered Little Johnny
I Had The Flubut im better now 2 of my kids got it then my hubby then me i'll be on for awile in about 15 minuts if u missed me drop me a line then cause i missed u all hugs and kisses
Playing DoctorLittle Johnny and Little Mary were playing doctor, on the back porch one day. Little Mary's mom happened to walk out and see them.
Shocked and furious to see her daughter's friend eating her out, she said "You're gonna get a good lickin' when daddy gets home!"
Mary replied, "But that's what Johnny's been doing all afternoon!"
Lyricsa song written by warren zevon after he found he had cancer. he lasted thr
Well, I went to the doctor
I said, "I'm feeling kind of rough"
He said, "I'll break it to you, son [Warren sings, "Let me break it to you, son"]
Your shit's fucked up."
I said, "my shit's fucked up?"
Well, I don't see how-"
He said, "The shit that used to work-
It won't work now."
I had a dream
Ah, shucks, oh, well
Now it's all fucked up
It's shot to hell
Yeah, yeah, my shit's fucked up
It has to happen to the best of us
The rich folks suffer like the rest of us
It'll happen to you
That amazing grace
Sort of passed you by
You wake up every day
And you start to cry
Yeah, you want to die
But you just can't quit
Let me break it on down:
It's the fucked up shit
ee more years
Legally DeadThe Journal of the Massachusetts Bar recorded this exchange between an anonymous attorney and a pathologist in a recent murder trial:
"Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?"
"No."
"Did you check for breathing?"
"No."
"So then, is it possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?"
"No."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar."
Even then, this would-be Perry Mason refused to throw in the towel:
"Is it possible the patient could be alive, nevertheless?"
"It is possible that he could have been alive," said the pathologist, "and practicing the law somewhere."
Doing AlrightBeen awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?
Blah BlahI went to the docter today for my skin rash. It's nothing more than my excema flaring up badly. Darn skin, so that was 80 bucks. Then I got to fill my perscription. one of them was special for my eyelid...46ish bucks. The other was a refill for my lips. My lips are allergic to my saliva, unfortunately, and it causes my excema to breakout on my lips very easyily. So I can't lick my lips or anything. So I have meds for that. But! They gave me cream...cream for my lips! Wrong! It's ointment...stupid pharacy...that was 56 bucks..grrr. But they are going to fix it and I'm never going to go there again...stupid place...keep screwing up that script. That was basically my day...lol. But I got some of those baby legs for Kat! And they fit my arms! So I'm probably going to get some for Eams and more for Kat...hehe. I got to try it on Eams first. But if they fit than dang! They will last Kat forever! anywho....ya I'm done and I'm bored....
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Sex And Dirty Jokes: Running In Nude.This woman was having an affair during the day while her husband was at work.
One day she was in bed with her boyfriend and she heard her husband's car pull in the driveway. She yelled at the boyfriend "Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window; my husband is home early!"
The boyfriend looked out the window and said, "I can't jump out the window! It's raining like crazy out there and I'm naked!" She said, "If my husband catches us in here, he will kill both of us!" So the boyfriend grabbed his clothes and jumped out the window!
When he landed outside he was in the middle of a "running marathon," so he started to run along beside the others - only he was still in the nude, carrying his clothes over his arm.
One of the runners asked, "Do you always run in the nude?"
He answered, while gasping for breath, "Oh yes. It feels so free having the air blow over my skin while I'm running."
Another runner then asked the nude lover, "Do you always run carrying your clothes
Our Relationship...Pt.1 It started when i was 14yrs old. My father told me, "son, you're gonna see some crazy shit in highschool. Dont join a gang, dont fight over girls(or dumb shit...its highschool!!! EVERYTHING IS DUMBSHIT!!!), and dont do drugs on school property. "Come home and i will get you high." Well,he did. He taught me how to grow and cultivate, curring,short cropping,whatever. 87% of smokers say they dont smoke schwag-bullshit!!! i'm a pothead like Kobe Tai is a porn star. i dont like to smoke garbage but i will if i have no option. Hey, thanx 4 reading this!! more of this to come but i'm tryin' to get high now!!!!!later.........
Lyrics That Stickdont pretend you gave it all if you aint gave it all
just fade it in the hazy purple twilight
no more time i tried to warn you all
its now approaching midnight
now go eat your ~h4x0r~fl4k3s~
Kids != LuggageKids are not baggage to be thrown away; they are gifts, trials, your seed, your responsibility. I may not be around all the time, but I understand these things. My son knows who I am; how many single fathers can say that?!
I found predjudice the other day and it surprised the hell out of me. Coming from a person who wants children, I was shocked and my tirade ensued. Here some of what I said.
I'm not looking for a mother for my child, he already has one. I'm not looking for someone to offload my parental responsibilities on, I accept what I've been given. How pitiful can a person be to want to cut out and throw away an essential part of a potential partner because of some self-righteous concept of a "traditional" nuclear family. I wear my heart and my scars on my sleeve.
To be a truely compassionate person, you need to accept people in whole not just the parts you deem acceptable.
Now, I hope this person understands what I've said and takes it to heart. She seems li
Living LifeI am having an exceptional day, so I thought I would let the world know! Right now I am in Los Angeles visiting after spending 15 months in New Orleans, working on the clean up. It is harder than I thought to go to work every day for over a year and see little or no progress. The mass destruction that the Gulf coast went through is as about as heart wrenching as anything can get. Although work is steadily being done, believe me it will be at least 10 years if not more before completion. (Of course that only goes if they remain blessed with good weather, & the mountain of people that are there to help can stick it out). This is the first so called vacation since our arrival on Thanksgiving 2005.
Being in Los Angeles its like "New Orleans" is some far removed country that few people know about. Our friends look at us like we are from another world when we tell them that we have been in Louisiana all this time and it isn't even close to being done! If you think that is check out the l
JokesONE STONE
There once was an Indian whose given name was "Onestone", so named because he had only one testicle. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone.
After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said, "If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!" The word got around and nobody called him that any more.
Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, "Good morning, Onestone." He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion.
The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until a woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away for many years.
Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, "Good to see you, Onestone."
Onestone grab
Omg I'm So Excited!!So this coming up weekend i'm making a trip to Niagara Falls to pick up my wonderful hot and sexy gf CanadasBaddestBrunette and her daughter!! They are going to come stay with me for the week!! YaY! You know what that means? it means tons more new pics of her and i Wooo hooo how freaking awesome is that!! i bet your all excited!! oh yeah n she's sharing my bed with me!! *evil grin*
A Quote From Gen.george.s.pattonthis goes out to all our troops over seas to come home safe and to kick alot of ass while your there get you some marines and get you some army and for the rest of yall just kick some ass troops we support you from the tinsley family and on we are proud of you and we love you for doing what is right and for fighting the hard fight to those of you who has lost their lives god rest your souls and rest in peace and for those still here thank you for everything you have done and welcome home soldier
"as i walk through
the valley
the shadow of death
i have no fear
because i am the
meanest motherfucker
in the whole valley"
.gen.george.s.patton
Rebuilding The SiteLesson learned.
# 1. Do not launch a web site until it is ready to be launched.
Now that I have vented and released all my frustration and anger I have decided to rebuild the website.
I am rebuilding the site but will not announce it as being ready for viewing until I know it is ready for viewing and it is COMPLETELY done. I will not be adding things to it in piece meal works. I will have it completely finished when I announce it as being done.
I do know that there will be a new title for the site.
Now it will be called "Erotica by Ms. Cleavage".
It will be a free site, except I will be asking for donations of only $1.00 from each of the short stories. It will be on the honor system of course but a button for pay pal will be at the bottom of each story page where if you really enjoyed the story you can show me that you did by donating $1.00 to the "we want you to write more stories fund".
So anyway... over the next week or so I will work on the site every n
What Elemental Dragon Are YouWhat Elemental Dragon Are You?
You are a Moon Dragon. You love the stars and moon. You are often very calm while others tend to freak out. You are trustworthy and a loyal friend. You have one or two close friends that would never betray you. You may be on the quiet side but your friends still love you for who you are.Take this quiz!
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Understand Me, And Understand Me The First TimeOk i havent really written a blog in a while, I havent gotten inspired to really write anything until now. So last night I had a very confusing experience that I hope not to have again with this person.
One thing that people should know about me is that Im a very nice person (i dont care about what certain people think, im not interested in their opinions. they know who they are) Im also a good person that will do basically anything for someone else. I dont expect much in return except not to be takemn for granted or to be riddiculed in my desicions in life. I am a real person that has real feelings, and i do have a heart that breaks.
So anyway I just want to clear the air once again, and I dont care if that guy sees this or not, I am NOT an object. I am not a piece of meat that you can use and then decide if you want a relationship with. If i say no, I fucking mean no. There are no grey areas in that statement. I am comfortable with myself enough to know what I want and what I
So About Everything Yesterday..Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me.
I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site.
What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that.
I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there.
I Am Pissed Off!!!!!I dont rant very often in public but I gotta get this out....Be warned, I am NOT in a good mood right now....
What the heck is the deal with people who *say* they are your friends and dont even bother to take the time to talk to u when u send them a message?
Here lately it seems like several people are just too busy getting laid from people on here to even talk...dang it, I am frosted right now....
What tha heck? Is it that I am only good enough for your precious time if I will let you screw me on-line? Where u lying to me when u said we would be friends even if we did not play around? U LIED to me and I am furious with u about this...
Yea, I have a man in my life now...Yea, I love him VERY much.....
I STILL have made time for people I consider my friends....
NOW, I am almost completely shut out of several people's lives because I won't *play* anymore....
Guess that shows me allot about myself...
I am only good enough for some men to just be a play toy and I
My MantraDrinking makes you happy with the body you already have. ^_^
What Elemental Fairy Are YouWhat elemental fairy are you?
You are an Earth fairy. You are compassionate and love nature. You live to help others.Take this quiz!
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New Contest For Blue Eyed Peeps!Baddest Baby Blues Contest. Need entries!!!
> For those blue eyed guys and gals!!! Send me the link to your pic showcasing those Baby Blues!!!
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> Two Winners will be determined. One on number of comments and one on number of rates. YOU CANNOT COMMENT ON YOUR OWN PIC!
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> No drama allowed. If it gives me a headache then I consider it drama and your ass is booted. :)
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> If you have any questions...ASK BEFORE you enter.
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> ***kisses***
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> Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP
Blackboard LessonBAD sUBBIE
i will not carve the flogger handles
i will not spank others
i will not aim for Mistress' head
i will not yell safeword in the grocery store
i will not yell fire everytime Mistress lights a candle
funny noises are not funny
Punishment is not boring or pointless
i will not call Mistress, Dr. Death
i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum
a burp is not an appropriate response to Mistress
i will not eat all Mistress' m & m's while She is at work
Mistress' gags are not to be used to keep the children quiet
i will not call Mistress, spud head, butt head or any kind of head
Mistress' ARE perfect
Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Mistress
i will not peek out of the blindfold
there is no such thing as "slave immunity"
i will not sneak in the bathroom when i don't have permission
i did not win an emmy for my last ses
Aight, Some Contest Updates.SOOOOOOOO, IMMORTAL LOVE IS KICKING HARDCORE ASS!! CYRSTAL IS IN LAST PLACE, AND I GOT SOME PERVS BOMBING MY SITE!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! WAS GOING TO MAKE IT A THREE DAY CONTEST, BUT NOW I'M CHANGING IT TO WHEN EVER THE HELL I LEVEL UP. ONLY ABOUT 16,000 POINTS TILL LEVEL, AND I GOT TIME. HAVE NARROWED THE PRIZES DOWN TO THIS 1ST PLACE, FREE MOVIE TICKETS FOR A YEAR. ANY SHOWS, ANY TIME, NO SELL OUTS, FREE. I GOG THE BANK FOR IT. ALREADY WORKED OUT THE DEAL WITH MY PROMOTERS FOR MY SHOP. ALL THE REST OF YOU GET PRIZES TO, BUT I WANT EFFORT PEOPLE!! DO THE MATH FOR WHAT I'M GIVING. FUCK THE BLASTS, AND HAPPY HOURS. I'M GOING BIG!!! SO WHORE YOUR ASS'S OUT SOME MORE, AND I'M STILL LOOKING FOR SOME DIRTY BRIBERY, SO GET TO IT!! CHEATING IS ENCOURAGED, SO DO YOUR WORST. MOST FUN, AND FAIR CONTEST EVER!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND MANIC!!!
Yea K?All I can say is DAYUM...
Oral WorshipShe stands above me as im strapped down....
my eyes stay fixated on Her pussy
i smell the leather that She wears
She crouches down on to me
Her pussy presses against my face
i'm drowning in Her warm juice
Its hard to breathe...
i cant seem to get loose
my tongue moves rhythmically inside
She rubs my cock as She bites Her lip
Grinding Herself against my mouth
with latex fingers She caresses Her tit
my face is becoming drenched
She grows even more excited
i am trying not to cum...
i know that i can no longer fight it
my large cock extends out
my semen erupts into Her shiny glove
Suffocating in Her delicious muff
Licking up every drop of love
Sugar Coated Pasts...u know im so sick of ppl gettin pissed off when they hear the truth...they expect some lil sugar coated conversation when they fuck someone over...gee i didnt know it was wrong to be pissed off about bein fucked over...but then again when u got a psycho bitch of an ex who will do anything to fuck u over what else do u do but become the biggest meanest asshole u can think of...im sick of this bs and her lil bitch ass...she likes to play fuckin games and then when her life goes down the tube im suppose to be nice to her fuck that...all i can say is im an asshole i know im an asshole and im sick of sugar coating everything u wanna know who i am i can be the nicest guy...but ppl take it for granted so ppl who deserve it ill be my normal nice self but anyone else u can kiss my ass cause im sick of ur bullshit and if u think im a real big dick for this all i can say is....TY!!!!!
Cafe Terrace At NightOH MY GAWD....I love this picture!~
Cafe Terrace at Night
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Cafe Terrace at Night
Vincent van Gogh, 1888
Oil on canvas
81 × 65.5 cm
Kröller-Müller Museum, Otterlo
Cafe Terrace at Night, also known as The Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum, is a painting by the Dutch artist Vincent van Gogh which he rendered in Arles, France in September 1888. Van Gogh used oil paint on canvas and the painting is 81 × 65.5 cm (32" × 26"). The painting is currently at the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo, Netherlands.
In the painting Van Gogh expressed his new impressions from southern France and the painting depicts a café in Arles, then Café Terrace and is now renamed to Café van Gogh. The style of the painting is unique for Van Gogh with the warmth of colours and the depth of the perspective.
This is the first painting in which he used starry bac
What Kind Of Friend Are YouYou Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!
What Kind of Friend Are You?
The Meaning Of Virgin Suicidethe lyrics......are about a girl who is trying to kill herself, she cuts her wrists and is crying about her life...she has an imaginary friend that is looking aver her and is trying to prevent her from dying cause if the girl dies so does she.
the message is that when you die that someone always cares whether it is god, a friend, family, etc...It encourages that when you hurt yourself you are hurting someone else...the song means a lot to me I wrote the lyrics when I was 15, because of my life and how it was. I remembered what my mom and my sister said when they found out i wanted to die and they showed me that someone always cares.....
I write in reflection of my life and how i feel..it keeps me from doing something stupid like hurting myself, it is my "harmony"
I had a bad past, you dont kill your self......heres how I see it..like the saying whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger....well it also makes you grow as a person, without experience you will never learn what you li
A Sex Starved Housewife& The Officer[adult]Nara left the funeral home, stepping carefully over the mud puddles left by the earlier rain to get back into her vehicle. She waved at her close friend, who stood outside the building, watching her drive away. Nara felt awful for what her friend would have to endure in the coming months. Having your husband die at such a young age was enough, but of such a tragic death added to her pain. Rebecca’s husband was only thirty-three when he last went fishing with her brother. Sure, the sky was overcast, and the air hung wetly around them as they were packing their gear into the truck, but that never stopped the boys from going fishing before. Why should it now? Little did they know that lightning would strike their boat just hours later, leaving her brother free of any harm, but killing her husband on the spot.
When Nara heard the horrible news, she knew she had to make the funeral. Rebecca had been her close friend for years, and she couldn’t miss being there to support her in her time o
Samhain Prayer Transfered From My Myspace Pagan Group.Oh gods and goddesses around me I thank you for tis bountyful harvest and thank you all for all the growth yous have blessed apon us all so bless my land home and family and friends so we may be blessed for another year so mote it be so blessed be.
Thank YouTHANKS TO ALL WHO KEPT TAYLOR AND OUR FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
SO FAR ALL SIGNS ARE GOOD.
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I'll Keep You My Dirty Little SecretI cried.
Oh yes.
I cried.
Because of you.
And because of him.
I cried.
And I couldn't stop.
I cried because I've lost myself in something called love and lust.
I'm not myself, and I don't know if I like it.
There is a possibility I do, but it's hard to tell..
My kids keep my sane. I played outside with them today and forgot about everything...
We learned letters today on the white board, and it's so fun playing quiet waters still waters with them. They're so funny..
But I'm upset. I don't know how to face you.
Or him; however, I will because I'm a sucker for a sweet talker.
Speaking of, I'm going to go download that song.
Comes Round Goes Roundtear drops fallen in a bucket, sun wont shine mother fuckit,, eat shit mother fucker, some times you get the DOG and some times the DOG GETS YOU!!!!! LOL
Plz Sign My Guest Book If You Havn't AlreadyIf You Dont Have A Cherry License Please Sign Here on the top Guest Book All Others With Cherry Lincense Sign The Bottom One Thank You And Have A Great Day
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The Inconspicuous Guest - EroticaThere she was, laying on the bed nestled against the soft red sheets, with nothing but the thin material of the cotton sheet covering her voluptuous body.
I don’t quite remember how I got to the position, nor did I know who the girl was, but at this point, I really just did not care. My eyes traced every curve of her body, starting from the breath taking face. Her eyes, hypnotic and blue, stared at me while her tongue glazed her soft pink lips, bringing out a shimmer to add to the scene. These were merely accents to her face, which although incredibly sexy, was more sultry and innocent than anything else. It was smooth, and her skin pale, with a gentle curve of her cheek that hid her cheekbones, drawing down to her chin.
Who was this breath taking image of perfection that laid before me?
I continued staring at her, but was disappointed as I came to the realization that the rest of what was undoubtedly a gorgeous body, was hidden. I stepped forward, and immediately realized tha
To Whom This May ConcernRoses are red Violets are blue I'm in love But not with you When we broke up You thought I cried But all it was Was another guy You told your friends I was a trick And I told mine you had a weak dick I told you I loved you And you thought it was true Well guess what baby? YOU GOT PLAYED TOO!
Heres The DealioI have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level
Thanks in advance.
-Mal.
Theunloved® Is Saddened....How many of you know that this has always been the symbol of †Th€Úñ£ºv€d®†?
"It is so much a symbol of my Existence, I made it a permanent part of me in the form of a tattoo on my left arm. Yet why must people take it and place it in their photo albums without asking first"?
Atleast you can do is ask first!PLEASE ASK!
Waking Up Next To You!!!!If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
A Kreative Thought... DownloadingLately, the MPAA, RIAA, and various other organizations backed by a select few big ticket Hollywood actors have began a campaign against what they call “internet piracy”. Since they have made such a big thing about it, I thought they might want to know why the people download.
First things first: it is just media. They are not killing people. There are real criminals, murderers and rapists, running the streets. There is also a war going on. People who download are not what is wrong with this world. They aren’t even in the top million of the worst types of criminals. Shoplifters are of a worse ilk then they are. Jaywalkers have more evil in their hearts. The old grandma who tries to sneak an extra item through the express lane is more malicious than folks who download.
Despite what the MPAA and RIAA will tell you, it is a victimless “crime”. I have never seen a dead body in the street because someone downloaded the latest Family Guy episode. How many kids had to go without Christm
Russian RouletteI wash the blood off my arm,
I did not mean to cause such harm,
I did just what I could,
I could not hold the blood,
There in a puddle where she lay,
All I wanted is to play,
By myself in this room,
the cops will be here soon,
Should I tell them what I did,
Should I tell them that I give,
I hear a knock on the door,
I lay face down on the floor,
Never try to make a bet,
Especially in Russian Roulette,
Cause it's murder don't you see,
Now this shit is all on me,
She said it was just a game,
Now my heads hung down in shame,
One shot is all it took,
In her eyes I couldn't look,
I called a friend to help me,
But instead she left em,
I started cleaning up her blood,
My life is just misunderstood,
I walk outside the cops were there,
And all I could do is stare,
Turn around to start to run,
But I was in the sights of their guns,
They were pointed to my head,
Soon I knew I'd be dead,
Fell on my knees and started to pray,
Cause I knew I'd die today,
I put my hand
Swingers[erotic][explore Behind The Closed Doors]Sometimes they call me. It’s not all the time. It’s not even on a regular basis, but sometimes they decide to call me. And when they do call me, I come running.
Some people would think that I am pathetic. They would say that it is sad, the way I am. But they don’t know how it feels to be me. They don’t know why it is that I am this way. I’ve been told before that I could have any one I wanted if I would just act differently. Friends and family have told me that if I would just realize what I have, I would be dangerous. One of my best girlfriends went as far as to tell me, “Girl, if I could just possess your body for one week, you would come back to a whole new world. Men would be drowning you in diamonds, buying you penthouse apartments to live in, clothing you in silk and furs!”
Instead, I am who I am. I let men mistreat me. I let them cheat on me, yell at me, grab me by my throat and throw me up against the wall. I give men the upper hand. I let them think that they are better th
Dammmmmnnnnnnnnn U Peeps On My So Called Friends Listi have almost 1000 friends and 29 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol
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Dare Devil.Dear Cupcake,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, February 20:
Truth or dare? You'll take both -- and a double-dog dare while you're at it. You're fearless when it comes to getting a new venture off the ground or discussing a matter that everyone else is too scared to bring up.
SurveyThe Best Cherry Tap Survey
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: blue green and brown
Hair Color:: brown naturally
Height:: 5'6-5'7
Favorite Color:: Blue
Screen Name:: kaitemarie
Favorite Band:: green day
Favorite Movie:: Cars
Favorite Show:: grey's
Your Car:: kia
Your Hometown:: same place i live now
Your Present Town:: ^
Your Crushes First Name:: i'm not saying
Grade:: outta school
Your Style:: Jeans, and hoodie
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yes
Kissed someone in the rain?: yes
Danced in a public place?: many many times
Smiled for no reason?: not really
Laughed so hard you cried?: last night
Peed your pants after age 8?: nope
Written a song?: no
Sang to someone for no reason?: i dont sing
Performed on a stage?: yes
Talked to someone you don't know?: all the time
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes
Made out in a theatre?: yeah
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: i think so
Been in love?: yes
* . . Who was
My Opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!So the new thing with the pictures got me thinking. Yeah I know thats an achievement all its own (har har har!)But anyways, It got me to realize - Maybe what we should all do is get back to what LostCherry/CherryTap is all about. Meeting people and making friends - Meaning stopping this drama - and actually leave messages on peoples pages. That was what truly amazed me when I joined this site in September. It was that people openly left comments. Not because they HAD to, but because they wanted to. And it was fun trying to find neat little graphics for your friends pages. Even if you don't send graphics - Friendly conversation never hurt anyone. Did It? I mean as long as it isn't some bullshit drama...Its fun.
After I talked to a few people in shouts, I wanted to add a few more thoughts of mine.I wanted to add that - Even with all the changes - some good, some not so good..I'm still as addicted to this site as I was from the first day I joined. I have made some amazing friends fr
What Color Is Your BrainYour Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.
What Color Is Your Brain?
How Open Minded Are YouYou Are 68% Open Minded
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
How Open Minded Are You?
Where Have I Been?I have been away for the past few weeks on TAD with the Coast Guard, I am doing my obligated time with my unit. For those who dont know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard and well, before I go to Europe, I have to give "Uncle Sam" some duty time before I go over to Europe. AfterI play the real part of the Guardian, and what i do is real unlike what Kevin Costner and Aston Kushner did, I will be home after March 1st and then I leave for Europe on the 7th. Take care and talk to you soon.
Help Us!Alright, everyone, need serious help, please?! We're getting so close but there's another couple practically neck and neck with us!
Please come and vote for us, I'd really appreciate it!
Husband Biddingwho is ready to put there ring around my finger
the starting bid starts at $3OO COME SHOW ME U LOVE ME
JESSICA
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All About Becky SurveyPart 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby? yes my parents wanted a little girl.
Were you the first? nope iam the baby
Were your parents married when you were born? Yes
What is your birth date? November 14th 1976
Part 2: The Family
Are your parents married or divorced? married
An only child? nope i have two brothers
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest
Which parent do you get along better with? Mom
Do you have step-parents? no
Part 3: The Friends
What do you like to do when you are together? wow i like to do alot, drink, camp hang out and be crazy.
Do you share the same interests? Most of the time
Which friend(s) can you tell everything to? my best friend grace, Justin, and Andrew
Part 4: Your Personality
Do you have low self esteem? sometimes
Do you get depressed about things easily? i try not to but sometimes i do.
Are you happy? iam ok
Do you live life to the fullest? I really try to
Part 5: Ap
The Cruxshadows - MonumentI never wrote you a love song
somehow words could not express what I needed to say.
and so I never wrote you a love song
and now its much, much too late 'cause you've gone away
But I will build this monument
to remember all the love we once had
and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
you stopped loving me...
So I wish I'd had written you a love song
and somehow you understood what it feels to be me
because the Angel loves the sprite forever
and does it unconditionally
But I will build this monument
to remember all the love we once had
and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
you stopped loving me...
Damn It!!!!My new web site is gone. I was working on it and was in the filemanager and changed the name of a file to be more fitting and now the entire site is gone. I should have left well enough alone.
Now I need to figure out what to do from here.
Wow... do I feel stupid.
Banana SplitBanana Split
I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say “sorry excuse me” and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you “should be go some where’s?” You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. It’s pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues deep inside o
For My Friends.I cannot ease your aching heart, nor take your pain away; but let me BE YOUR FRIEND AND I WILL TRY TO COMFORT YOU IN MY OWN WAY, and you can trust and brace onto me, I will listen to your problems, give a little advice, or stay and talk with you today. I'll listen when you need to write or talk, I'll give you comfort in words AND PICS, help to dry or KEEP away your tears; I'll HELP YOU FORGET your worries when they come, and I'll help you face your fears with comfort. i promise to be a strong and faithful friend to all who're my friends.
Virgin SuicideShe runs the blade across her wrist,
Wondering if she'll get her wish,
All alone she's in tears,
Hears the ringing in her ears,
Waiting for her life to end,
She feels the anger that's within,
I watch the blood run down her arm,
It give me such alarm,
I'm just her imaginary friend,
If she dies my life will end,
I touch her shoulder she starts to weep,
The cut has went to deep,
I turn away from her,
I turn away from her,
She cries out don't leave me,
Another friend that deceives me,
I call out for her mom,
But she's passed out on the lawn,
I call out for her dad,
But he's been very bad,
She trusted the wrong man,
She trusted Damian,
If God would only take her in,
But what an awful sin,
Suddenly she pushes away,
By her side I'll have to stay,
I try to give her air,
All thats left is dispair,
I start to fade away,
What a horrible day,
By her side I will stay,
Until I fade away......
Hmmmmm....ok how shold i put this? is it stealing if smeone willingly gives you something? my friend jai is divorcing precious cause shs a lying bitch hes tired of all the lies and of course im getting blamed for it because i decided to befriend him... so now im a home wrecker... (now shes accusng him of stealing a car after )altrhough he just bought her a new one... so shes making him out to be a bad personm but is he? would you put up with shit from your loved one who just think of finding ways to hurt you? i wouldnt been there done that and now is putting vicious lies on here about it... Its a buch of crock she does something and funds away to make him out to be the bad guy... im tired of 2 faced ppl who try to play littler mind games and yes i hope she reads this... Jai im sorry if this makes you mad but there it is... give me your iunput my friends what do you think honestly?
To Las VegasI have an Buisness Meeting out in Vegas so I'm Leaving in the begining of March and I get back on the Third of March so I won't upload the pics till I get back
just like the saying "What happens in Vegas. Stays in Vegas"
Vash
To FloridaMy Cousin is getting married on Sunday so I'm Leaving on Friday so I won't be able to upload any pics till I get back which is Tuesday Next Week
Vash
Ass Holeswhat the hell is it with guys that they feel like they can tell you they love you but then say that they love there exes and that they have to control erges when there around each other I mean thats all bull shit I mean you broke up for a reason get the fuck over it
Short Story[the Way To Forever]Every pair of eyes in the establishment turned toward the darkbrowned, muscular young man who had arrived in the yellow Corvette that had screeched to a stop in front moments before. He returned their gazes defiantly before descending the three steps to the sunken floor and crossing the room to sit at the end of the bar on that side. The green pattern in his shirt glowed eerily within the nimbus of a sign on the wall advertising Royal Beer, and his dark eyes seemed to glow likewise as he stared at the neon words.
The female bartender placed a napkin in front of the brawny youth and said, “What can I get for you?”
“Beer—any kind but that.” He indicated the sign on the wall. “And make it a pitcher.”
“Sure thing, handsome, but I’m gonna need to see some ID.”
He reached in his pocket and slapped a hundred-dollar bill on the bar. “Will that do?”
She palmed the bill and tucked it in her bra. “Helluva good likeness.”
He was still glaring at the sign when she returned w
Bad Daymost of you probably know that i'm bipolar, and i have severe mood shifts pretty easily. most of you also know that my boyfriend is in a psych institution right now. what you may not know is that he normally calls me 4 or 5 times a day, and now i haven't heard from him in 2 full days.
normally i would put my 3 day rule into effect... that means if i'm dating someone, and they dont make contact with me for 3 days, that means its over.
but i'm not going to be able to let this one go so easily.
anyway, i struggled about 6 hours today fighting the urge to cut, you will all be glad to know the battle was a success, and i have no new cuts. i did call my dr though and she is raising my prozac from 40 to 60 and having me come in on thursday.
please pray to whatever you believe in that things will get normal for both me and my boyfriend very soon.
xoxo
Yeah So It's A Girly MomentOne of these days someone will explain all of this to me. Someone has you for 5 years. They come up with this grand plan to make your lifes better together blah blah motherfucking blah. So they go overseas and decide a fling is what they want. Um ok cool, should have told me in the beginning cause then I wouldn't have been sitting here being faithfully like a jackass. Anywho, after you take my heart and step all over it and i ignore your emails and im(s) from oh i dunno 100000 miles away cause you um yeah broke up with me. You finally track down my number which I changed so you would quit calling me (which Travis is going to die for that) and come home and think that everything is ok. If i hadn't already deleted your goddamn cell from my phone I would have never answered it. Angry, not so much just trying to express the fact that you lost the best thing that ever happened to you. So quit trying to pretend that war changed you blah blah cause um yeah how many times did you fire
A NoticeTo my CT girlies on CT who i have been talking to recently and have raised some issues as well.
I have done a bit of research on it for you alongside with my stressful life at the moment, but its ok...because to some respective it does affect me as well and may have resulted to losing the love of my life and many other things in my life too...as many people with this digonistics have....but those with a more serious condition than me.
Anyways back to the main point, heres the national website;
http://www.pms.org.uk/Home
As for the males, feel free to check it out if you wish, perhaps it will help you to understand or even help someone out.
Hope that i have helped some of my girlies out there. :) *hugs* Keep me posted on your situation.
All my love,
Angel
HelpCOME READ MY MUM AND HELP ME OUT
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Where Is Everyonei need a lot of comments so i can get my 7 day blast please show some love..and when i get the blast i will return all the love
Too Much In LoveSome things I think about, most of them you know,
The things I think about, never letting go,
I wonder where I'll be in a few years,I wonder about the past,
But I look to the future, knowing you are my last,
I dream of being in your arms, leaning deep into your kiss,
My mind goes into a daydream, every bit of you I miss,
I search for answers to questions that people ask,
Like are you going back, are you sure your taking that path,
And again I am thinking, my one and only true,
And again I am yearning, cause I cant wait to see you,
I wait for the phone to ring, I anticipate the call,
Cause every time I hear your voice, the deeper in love I fall,
I want to be in your arms, Never letting go,
I want the world to acknowledge, the love I have to show,
but I don't care what people think or understand,
Cause I get chills everywhere, just by the touch of your hand,
What do I think about, I guess you already see,
I'm nothing without you next to me,
You bring me joy, you bring m
You Left I Cried.I was the one awake, While everyone else was sleeping,
And my eyes were hurting, From all the weeping,
You taught me a lesson, A lesson you like to teach ,
You taught me last night, You even tried to preach,
Why did you leave, You said that you won't,
Said not in a million years, Shut up, just don't,
My arms were wide open, Reaching out to you,
But in the end you hurt me, The way you always do,
All the time I waisted, I can never take back,
All the tears I've tasted, Just for you to get a laugh,
I needed you to love me, I wanted nothing more,
I wanted you to hug me, Only you I adored,
I Try to love another, Now that we're apart,
And in the end again, Another broken heart,
If I died, would anyone weep for me,
Would they even write a melody,
If I'd said I loved you, would you have said it back,
If I 'd said I hated you, would you have turned around and laughed,
All the questions that I have for you,
I know the answers will never be the truth,
So I remain with tear f
Why?i hate feeling this way timeand time again i feel so empty and restless, sometimes worthless to myself and others i wish this would just go away bc i didnt decide to be like this and to feel like this i cry and cry till i cant cry anymore i have an illness in my head that tortures me and wont let me be i need to let it out and try to breathe again i want to live but my head tells me other things why do i feel so tortured and tired all the time i need a relief to take over this body and give me a break where am i going with this i dont know i just know where ive been.........help me................and my mind why oh why
DistanceDistance can be done.
So lonely here without you,
I can only pass the time,
So troublesome without you,
So here I write this rhyme,
True feelings of love,
Is all I have to give,
With all the strength from above,
For you I only live,
No matter what it costs,
I'd wait for a lifetime,
Without you I would be lost,
Not knowing that your mine,
It takes to much to linger,
Holding on because I care,
No ring upon her finger,
But love we still share,
A heart of love not gold,
For my love is priceless,
Too much for some to hold,
But for them it's useless,
Wasted memories of lovers no more,
I cast them all away,
Because only you I adore,
I wait for you everyday,
So I wait to be together,
The distance is a great one,
But as long as you say forever,
The wait can be done.
The Case Of The Missing Dizzle!I am the world's worst procrastinator!
Wait a minute¡
if I'm the world' worst procrastinator......does that mean I suck at procrastinating?.....'Cause like,.....if you're the worst, that means you suck, right?
Well, I don't suck at procrastinating, so maybe Im the world's best procrastinator....
Because fa real fa real -- and yes, the extra fa real is necessary as it certainly conveys that not only am I for real, but I'm so for real that I developed a stutter in saying the shit...
I take procrastination to levels niggas didn¡¯t know occurred naturally on earf until my Black ass was born.
In fact, I procrastinate so much that I wasn't even gonna tell ya'll muhfuckas why until tomorrow.
But now... the shit has gone too far.
***oh and as a disclaimer, I need a colorful euphemism to take the place of the word suck -- that shit aint manly....like bubblebaths....but i digress***
anyway....
I was 270 when I came back here a year and a half ago....and as of l
HeartacheTimes have changed, you were my last,
Times have changed, It's all in the past,
You broke my heart, you were my man,
tour it apart with your two hands
Love is a word I dont understand,
you changed my mind, it only took time
I was yours but you werent mine,
And it's hard to see, what love meant to me,
And it's hard to see how easy it was for you to leave,
Miracle man that walked away, It broke my heart to ask you to stay,
Had the chance to love again, but it only turned out to be a friend,
you ran around behind my back,
made me cry when i wanted to laugh
And it's hard to see, what love meant to me,
And it's hard to see, how easy it was for you to leave,
Look to the future but got the past
you went away, it happened so fast,
Never again, Ive changed my mind
Because of you, I was left behind
Im all alone, Im used to the pain,
And i know, ill love agian,
And it's hard to see, what love meant to me,
And it's hard to see, how easy it wass for you to leave.
UghNever again do I admit a crush.....it just never works out ya know......next time I keep my mouth shut ;)
Koala's March: Deceit About Yummyi stumbled upon a travesty today....while searching for what may be the greatest food of the 90's, koala yummies, i realized that the adorable marsupial cookies filled with gooey chocolate and/or strawberry delights have been, well, killed off. much like the dodo in its time, the koala yummies were hunted and killed off 'cause they tasted so dang good. however, i can live with their extinction...at least they left while on the top of their game...or so i thought.
enter: koala's march. the supposed 'new' koala yummies. apparently, they taste exactly the same...i think the person who made that claim looks like santa claus....'cause his face has a beard made up of little white lies. and by the look of things, that santa-lookin' person's name is lotte.according to this 'lotte' character, koala's march uses an exclusive baking system that creates a hollow, crispy shell....to claim that this koala's march is anywhere near as good as koala yummies, you'd have to be hollow inside...and like a
HurtI know every ones heart gets broken,
but wish it away,You hold her love as a token,
Often dreading the new day,
Passing by your angel, leads to a hole in your heart,
from when you were together, then quickly fell apart,
You look to the stars for an answer, the answer is never clear,
maybe it was for the best, so often you have to hear,
some questions never get answered, silently folded and stashed,
like to cars all bent, broken, and crashed,
crazy as it may be, its always hard to let go,
Only holding onto, the memories you know,
The first is always perfect,till it comes to an end,
Then no one compares to her, you cant even be friends,
She has no sympathy for the wounded,you have fallen to the ground,
You try to call to her, but no voice can be found,
She walks away slowly, she wants you to watch her walk away,
only you remember what you both had to say,
reaching through your chest and grabs your soul,
Rips it out without mercy, and sticks it in the coal,
Burning the
Someone Tell Mesomeone tell me why i want to go back to iraq so bad and leave this place that most would call home. why is it that i am so much more happier in iraq, than i am here.i wake up in the morning's asking myslef why im here, and yet i still have not come up with an answer to that question. we are all just puppets in this life, and god is our puppet master. that is how i feel. i wish he would put me in the desert. the only thing keeping me strong is my daughters. but even they cant take wat im feeling away. i was happy once, along time ago, and i do mean along time ago. but the life i have now, im not. where do we find happiness at, and is it possible for someone to bring that happiness to ur life? then comes the question of, are we smart enought to hang on to that happiness or run back into the shadows where we r so used to being in. this is a cruel world, and i feel bad for our children cause it is only getting worse. i just hope they live better than i have.
Dazed And ConfusedThe countdown to the move has begun...I'm less than 3 months from relocating to an entirely different state. My whole life has become chaotic as a result. The SO and I took a "dating break" due to some things going on in his life. I can't be too upset about it, since it was my idea, but it still hurts to go from talking to someone every single night for hours at a time straight to not speaking at all. It's kind of like losing an arm or something. We're still best friends, though that never seems to work out for me, so we'll see what happens. I'm assuming we'll be fine until he decides to date someone else, and she puts a stop to our talking.
I can't wrap my head around the whole situation, to be honest. How is it that someone can tell you that you have their heart in your hands, that the two of you can be something "amazing and great", that he can't wait to "take the next step" and then WHAM - he doesn't call anymore, and he starts acting flaky, and not talking about what's going o
How I FeelI'm so tired of being alone
When I wanna talk to someone
I'm always alone, feeling empty
I just don't know what to do anymore
I'm so tired of being alone
When I need someone to calm my cries
There isn't anyone there
No one is ever around
I'm so tired of being alone
When I have a bad day and need to talk
I turn my head to see, no one is there
Which in turn, makes me cry more
I'm so tired of being alone
All I want to do is die
But even that is complicated
It makes me feel useless
I'm so tired of being alone
When things can't get worse
Somehow they always do
Just when I need comfort
I'm still so tired of being alone
I Am The Hated....I am the hated.
I am un-loved.
I am the blasphemer.
I am the deceiver.
I am forever stained.
My reputation is maimed.
It matters not whether the scars come from lies told or truth lived for I am the hated. People carry an attitude and act rude around me.
Whether it’s because I’m something they’re not It doesn’t matter because she hates me and he hates me because I refuse to follow some ones else’s rules and blend in.
It has been said let the righteous be righteous still, those who are unjust remain unjust still. I’m filthy so I guess no matter what I do I’ll be filthy and dirty still.
When will my payback come for me? I don’t know but no doubt it will arrive special delivery and extra fast because of my past and because he hates me and she hates me all the mother fuckers they hate on me.
So it is done and cannot be undone.
I’m built for war.
I just don’t give a fuck anymore.
Let them come try and break me, try and play me like a fool.
I am the hated this is
A Lil Of This And That!WELL TODAY WAS THE FUNERAL FOR MY FRIENDS BABY.......SO SAD TO ME IT JUST WAS WHAT THEY SAID AT THE SERVICES MAKES U REMBER HOW LUCKY U ARE U HAVE HEALTHY CHILDREN ......BUT ITS OVER NOW SHE HAS TO HEAL THE BEST WAY SHE CAN IF SHE EVER STOPS BLAMING HERSELF..............OK SO MY KIDS FINALLY GOT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND THEY SENT A NOTE HOME SAYING THERE HAVING THE V-DAY PARTYS TOMM....WANT ME TO MAKE 100 CUPCAKES AGIN I FUCKING THINK NOT! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL IM STANDING IN THERE AND BAKING THOSER FUCKIN THINGS AFTER THEY WENT TO WASTE LAST TIME......WELL I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING THE SAME FUCKIN HEADACHE FOR A WEEK I FINALLY CUM TO THE CONCULSION ITS NOT GOING AWAY MAKIN ME HATEFUL.....OH WAIT FKNSTONER THINKS I AM ALWAYS BUT HE KNOWS BETTER REALLY ..LOL....IM SWEET AS PIE......OK WELL GOTTA RUN LOVE YOU ALL....XOXOXOXO MESHA!!
I'm In A Contest I Need Your Help Please!!I'm in a Killer Blue~Eyezzz contest and I need your votes. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315127&i=2418091276
Any help would be greatly appreciated!
This ends 2am EST on Mar 6th, just a few more days. Hook a brother up!!!
Approval!And we have salute approval!
*cheers before running out of work and to the car*
Getting Tired Of So Much Hate From Ignorant People Had To Write My Feelings DownWords that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside.
The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide.
Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed.
But this only leads to a person feeling depressed.
Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows.
When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows.
The body - The mind controls and manipulates.
As the poison enters the veins and circulates.
When the poison reaches the heart it's too late.
Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate.
The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find.
We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.
SicklyI WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS...... I AM ON SOME PRETTY STRONG DRUGS.... TO GET RID OF THIS CRAP I HAVE... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL GIVE YA SOME HEALTHY LOVE BACK ...
LOVE YA ALL
Introduction To My Writings - BgAll right, so this is just a basic introduction to the erotica portion of the blog. It was recommended to me a number of times to post some of my stuff and after many a day of resisting, I finally came around.
There are a number of different types of writing style I use, the most common however being, first person, from the male point of view.
I'm hoping to add works to this section sometime within the upcoming days and would more than welcome comments, criticisms, and any recommendations as to what you'd like to see and whatnot :)
So...here's to gettin freaky.
-Jeff
Short True Stories....kisserDear Friends,
In this humble writer's opinion, humans are not born good kissers. Kissing is an art that is learned, and one often requiring lots of practice, but learning the correct techniques is well worth the time and trouble. It takes two to create a truly wonderful kiss. Both parties must give their all. As a bonus, truly good kissing can result in a high almost as good as making love.
After learning to kiss well during my teens, I developed a passion for a truly wonderful kiss. To me, a good kiss is the embodiment of love, oft telling more about a person than any other singular action.
As a single man , I’ve had more than my fair share of kisses.
There are many men who can curl your toes with a kiss, but much to the dismay, there are almost just as many men who seem to be totally clueless. I can only reason some girl or woman told them they were a good kisser at some point in their past, and that girl or woman didn’t have a clue about go
Oh YeaDrew --
[noun]:A steamy steamy shower
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
You have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Drew's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Not the mama!"
'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com
Competition Stuff, Other Random CrapSo...got a competition coming up in March, for bodybuilding that is. For the most part, I'm always very confident when going in because of training and whatnot but to tell ya the truth, after the holidays, I'm a bit nervous. I really slacked through the months of November and December on my workouts and dieting, then I picked back up in January and started slacking again in early February.
I still like to think I'm in pretty good shape but nowhere near am I in first place shape. Most of ya'll would know by now that I am all about eating good food, having fun, and living a life full of thrills, passion, and kinkiness :P
However, during competition time, I do kind of go into the, "robotic" mode when it comes to training. I haven't however been doing that.
So, it's put me in a bit of a rutt I think. A couple of my good friends, friends whom I grew up with will be competing are all looking as sharp as I've ever seen them, their symmetry is on the money and have a great blend of
The 7 Vices Of Highly Creative PeopleIf you go through life free of bad habits, you won't live forever, but it will feel like it.
By D.A. Blyler
It all starts one quiet afternoon at the brew-pub. I'm sitting with my associate Bobby, enjoying a pint of the house ale, when Stephen Covey (author of The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People) suddenly appears on the bar television. I can't quite describe the level of annoyance that the bald business guru brings to a room of gentle drinkers, trying to enjoy themselves while the rest of the populace is at work, but a sudden wail from a man in the far corner, similar to that of a small dog yanked forcefully by the tail, alerts everyone that something is terribly wrong. In a matter of moments all eyes are fixed in distress upon the television.
Soon customers with clenched fists start to share horror stories of managers who force-fed Covey's book to them. And of group leaders who scurried around the office pasting up signs like: "Synergy!" or "Be Proactive!" or "What would Cov
Poem For Her.I miss you my friend ..you are so dear.
Even though you are not near.
I carry you within my heart.
And i know that we will never part.
You're special to me ..that much is true.
Without you, I wouldnt know what to do.
I depend on you and you on me.
No truer friends could there ever be.
I wish we were together ..that would be such fun.
We would talk for hours and never be done.
One day we will meet ...It has to be so.
I would go anywhere for you ..no matter were i had to go.
You're more than my friend...you're my lil sis too.
And I know this much ....I will always love you.
What Make Us Normal?What defines a normal person is it there abilty to conform too a way of thinking? Is the way we appear to others? Please give me your thoughts on this subject. I have found that if you are differant then people tend not to like you for what you are but more what they think you should be.
Now Here Is Some Navy Pride!!!Old Ironsides...
The USS Constitution, Old Ironsides, as a combat vessel carried 48,600 gallons of fresh water for her crew of 475 officers and men. This was sufficient to last six months of sustained operations at sea. However, let it be noted that according to her log:
"On July 22, 1798, the USS Constitution sailed from Boston with a full complement of 475 officers and men, 48,600 gallons of fresh water, 7,400 cannon shot, 11,600 pounds of black powder and 79,400 gallons of rum."
Her mission: "To destroy and harass English shipping."
Making Jamaica on 6 October, 1798 she took on 826 pounds of flour and 68,300 gallons of rum. Then she headed for the Azores, arriving there 12 November, 1798. She provisioned with 550 pounds of beef, and 64,300 gallons of Portuguese wine. On 18 November, 1798 she set sail for England. In the ensuing days, she defeated five British men-of-war, and captured and scuttled 12 English merchantmen, salvaging only the rum aboard each.
By
My Best FriendOMG i just got bad news...My best friend who lives 5 minutes of my place died this morning.I'm still in shock it will get to me later.Or maybe its getting to me now.I just don't know what to do...If i should cry or ......Fuck man...this sucks,she was only 40 yrs old and its her brother who found her.ok its getting to me now.Damn.
I have to find a poem for her.
Cherry Tap Princess!Im running and I need your help!
Just pick your fav,ME I HOPE..LOL..and bomb the heck outta the pic!Bombs awayyyyyyyy
GahhhhhEveryone is online... and all there is is SILENCE. You guys must have all found some sweet looking fuckin chick to be busy jacking off for that long LOL
Peace, fuckers.
Yet Again1.Where were you 4 hours ago?
>>>>> bed, catching some sleep
2. Who will be your next kiss?
>>>>> oh god! My true north please? But to kiss Adrienne brody would be soo nice!
3. Is there anything pink within 10
feet of you?
>>>>> YES! My sister’s bag!
4. When is the last time you went to
the mall?
>>>>> just this afternoon!
5. Are you wearing socks right now?
>>>>> nah
6. Have you been to the movies in the
last 5 days?
>>>>> no….maybe 6-7 days ago
7. What was the last thing you had to
drink?
>>>>> water
8. What are you wearing right now?
>>>>> orange shirt and my pajamas
9. What was your last purchase?
>>>>> hmm, coke
10. Last food you ate?
>>>>> oreo cookie
11. Who was the last person that
texted you?
>>>>>my student
12. Have you bought any clothing items
in the last week?
>>>>> no..hell, it’s been a long time..
13. Do you have a pet?
>>>>> a dog named cookie
14. What's the last sporting event you
watched?
>>>>> basketball ga
Xxx= Dirty Little StoryI have always wanted to try new things in my life when I was in school I did not have a lot of
girls at my begging call but there was this one day I was in school and I got in trouble the teacher
said that I have to stay after for a detention when I got to her class I was so surprised to se her in
her leotards she has 7th period gym class as a volley ball coach an she was working out with the
girls in the gym for it was cold outside she sit down next to me to help me I could smell the
sweet dripping down her chest for she was so beautiful her nipples was barely poking through
her top I wanted to touch them so bad with my tongue I wanted to just stop every thing and have
my way with her she was so hot her legs had pantyhose on them to where they met her leotards
was a small but delightful gap it slightly bulged from there she has a small waist leading up to
her chest that was not to big but nice size little more then a handful on this day her nipples were
barely show
LyricsThese are lyrics I wrote a little while ago. I decided to share them, but please don't steal them...not saying they are good or anything, but still. Anyway, It's about dreaming big.
What I Want:
I want to be on TV, or in a movie,
Or maybe on the radio
Be in the lime-light, Show up to Spot lights
And have my name on the marquee
Have fans in the millions, making billions
Be full of popularity
Date a hot girl, make her my whole world
Strike everyone with jealousy
I just want fame,
I just want happiness,
I just want a single friend,
i just everything that I don't have.
When I'm on TV, or in my movie
Or singin my song on the radio
See my face under hot lights, you'll watch me all night
If you want to be my friend let me know
Break up with my girl, lose my love world
I'm lookin round for some place to go
Losing everything, not invited to sing
I'm fading out into the unknown
I just want fame
I just want happiness
I just want a single friend
I just want eve
Xxx = Just YouAs the water drips on my head I fill alive for the first time for I have you at my side when the sun goes down I will go down to but only on you as the sun rises I insert my self in you as gentle as I can I will take slowly insert my self just a little further I lick your breast I slowly run my tongue across you r nipples and dragging my teeth slightly exzerting a little clamp the whole not giving you all of it just part now I lean up and kiss you then I push it in a little further never changing my pace I fill you all of you I take my hand and run it down your thigh never stopping I move to the left I take my hand and put it on your pulsating female organ I gentle start playing with it rubbing it softly while I’m inside you and as you move I add a little pressure not to hard but just rite as I get you closer and closer I remove my self from your Lyons and I work my way back down with tongue lick I want to taste you in my mouth and I want to fill your fluids on my face that’s how I wan
Xxx = Washing The DishesYou were washing the dishes I walked up be hind you I ran my figures threw your hair I so lightly pulled your hair to the left and I started to kiss your neck you just stood there I ran my other hand across your bossism working my way in to your pants I was teasing you I would not touch you but all around it I turned you I kissed your lips ever so lightly you smiled I started to unbutton your shirt you stud there waiting wanting me to touch you I ran my fingers all around your nipples finally I licked your chest with my mouth and crested your breast in my hand then I went back to working my hand down your pants once a gain I would not touch you were you wanted me to you are begging me to touch it but I still just keep rubbing all around it I undo your pants I lower them and you start to smile finally you think I still have not touched you yet as I work my way down to your ankles I take your pants off still looking in to your eyes I set you in a kitchen chair rite after I take your pan
Xxx = Bend Overbent over
oh i would love to put you in that position and have my way with you how i would start by kissing your ass and then working my way enbetween your legs having you sit on my face and then licking you and sucking your clit in to my mouth and pushing my fingures in to your wet moist hole taking my thumb and rubbing your ass hole ever so lightly then maybe have you turn around and start licking my cock the head of it and then the shaft then you stick it in your mouth and go down on it with the enjoyment i give you i 'm still licking you nd as my fingurs go in i wiggle the tips a little and twist them going a little further and a little faster every time then taking my toung and licking you from one end to the other end all the way as you are sucking me you start storcking my cock as you go down so does your hand then you get up and lower your self down on me standing on the bottom of your feet then squting over me i run my fingure tips throw your hair and then across your bre
21 Feb 07 - Wednesday21 Feb 07 - Wednesday
1855 Alice Freeman Palmer educator (Hall of Fame)
1927 Erma Bombeck Dayton OH, humorist (The Grass is Always Greener...)
1931 Larry Hagman TV actor (I Dream of Jeannie, Dallas)
1933 Nina Simone [Eunice Waymon], Tyron NC, singer/pianist ("I Loves You Porgy")
1943 David Geffen Brooklyn NY, record producer (Geffen, Asylum)
1948 Larry Ragland Richmond VA, comedian (Keep on Truckin')
1958 Mary-Chapin Carpenter country singer (This Shirt, Shooting Straight in the Dark)
1979 Jennifer Love Hewitt Waco TX, actress
1431 England begins trial against Joan of Arc
1764 John Wilkes thrown out of English House of Commons for "Essay on Women" 1857 Congress outlaws foreign currency as legal tender in US
1803 Edward Despard last person drawn & quartered in England
1903 Cornerstone laid for US army war college, Washington DC
1925 1st issue of "New Yorker" magazine published
1931 Alka Seltzer introduced
1941 US Senate accepts Omar Bradley's demotion to Brigadier
Xxx Showershower
I took you in the bath room turned on the shower got you undressed started to wash your body I rinsed you off I set you on the back of the tub I aimed the water to hit your chest I got down on my knees I pulled apart your legs I went down on you to lick you I moved my tongue back and forth I sucked your clit in to my mouth I inserted a figure in to you I went slowly inside you while I licked your clit I so lightly turned my fingered in side I pulled it out and pushed it back inside you I sucked your clit in to my mouth a gain I pulled my fingered back out of you when I went back in I took a second fingered and put them both in you while I licked your clit up and down motion then I move my tongue to the left and right then I suck you back in to my mouth I stand you up and face you towards the foists you grab them with your hands I start running my hands down your back you like this I run my fingers down to your moist hole then I insert my self in side you putting only the head
# 3I dont walk through life with a chip on my shoulder....
I can take critisism I can use it to make me stronger....
Your words of doubt will only make me work longer...
"you didnt do that well" is the words people take as a reason to give in....
I hear those words then make a new stratedgy and plan to begin, to try again....
See the words are not condemnations but tests of your will...
And if you treat them as such you can work hard and find all of lifes true thrills....
So many people are quick to fire back and battle with words of denial....
Than to put themselves to the test against all of lifes trials....
You cant give in,you cant make excuses for the things you did wrong....
Take Your lumps pull yourself up and keep moving along...
There is a goal there is a finish...
Its the one true way to make them eat their words so they can never use them to diminish...
If you treat all of lifes challenges with this kind of passion...
You will never be bored ,you will learn all
Dark AngelDark Angel
The darkest angel of my mind
Comes to take me away
Into the night
I leave all the cares behind
To be forgotten until morning comes
And when keeps me
I am safe
You cannot hurt me anymore
For this dark angel loves me
A love that cannot be
Undone
He forgives me for all that I have done
And I know that he will always
He knows me best
So when he comes to get me
I know he will keep me
But what about when morning comes?
When my love has left with the night
And not to return?
You hurt me once more
As I knew that you would
It doesn't hurt as much
Because when I go to sleep
Someone comes to make it all better
My darkest angel
Always keeps me
Until morning parts us....
DilemmaYou are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you .
What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation?
* Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. *
Random Words Well Placed.Lips of molten steel,
yet soft as feathery down.
Memorable moments with a stranger,
whom I have known so well.
Teeth scrape on skin;
claws mar flesh.
Good and evil wrapped up in one.
Memorable even as I try to forget
truth that cannot be denied.
Territory marked.
Sealed with a kiss.
Beaten into submission
and made to feel weak.
When strength is all you have,
the weakness defeats the purpose.
Some battles cry out to be fought.
Cry HAVOC and let loose the dogs of war.
The only option left.
The touch is filled with lying intentions.
But in the end,
it's the only truth.
Take my hand and I'll lead you
past the briers and the barbs
through the garden of discontent
that has become a battlefield,
littered with the bones of those who came before you...
those without the strength...
to fight the good fight
and win the war.
Battlescarred armor
and shattered chainmail,
bloodridden blades
dripping with defeat.
Push them aside and move on.
If you stumble,
I'l
The Balls In Women's Brains????Tried to upload the image to the photo album, but it wouldn't take. So, the next best thing was to translate it via Photobucket...and here it is:
This is supposed to be a woman's brain. The joke with the image in the email I received was that:
Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something that needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved
Good thing a man's brain requires only two balls.
Ironically, although the image is supposed to be a joke, I feel like my brain really does work like that!! :D
Hee hee... :p
Land Of Tears~*Land of Tears*~
I sit here and I cry
And watch my dreams pass me by
I sit here and I scream
And the reality is not what it seems
I sit here and I beat on the wall
And I fear I am losing it all
I yell at souls invisible to me
And realize I am not all I could be
I stare at the blank wall
And realize I am beginning to fall
I ridicule a falsely based reality
And realize I am losing my entirety
I have put up with this dread for all these years
And now I have discovered my home in the land of tears.
My Carddrew
Roleplaying Master
'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com
Hey To All My Friend'sI'm sorry I have not been on My profile has been giving me some shit...so I hope you all can forgive me and I hope to hear from you all again soon
also I need all your help look me up on myspace.com under ghostboy777@yahoo.com
if you would not mind helping me out
or
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hope to hear from you all again soon
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One Question1 question
1 chance
1 answer
100%honest
That's all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question.
(TO MY INBOX)
ANY 1 question
Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was.
The catch is,
you have to repost this
and see what people ask you :)
New PicsCan you guys rate and comment them for me?I got to go to work...again! Have a great night guys.
Love Vamp
MeHey for ever one that wanna see a pic of me are just see who i am i will post a pic of me at 5:20 pm today for a few minute if you wanna see look while you can cause it will be comin down
AbsenceAbsence
the absence of love
of the care that I crave
when you look at me and say
those three words
damn them
they mean nothing to you
never for me
the way that you look at me
why do you hate me?
I am your blood, your own
and yet you deny me
am I not good enough?
have I not laughed enough
or smiled enough?
Have I not good enough
or cried enough?
What do you want from me?
You tell me not to run away,
but do tell me why not.
I really want to know
Do you want to konw what I think?
Course not
but I think I will say it anyways
Your lying to me.
You tell me you love me,
and sometimes I think you do.
But you never talk to her the way
you talk to me
you never hit her
like the way my face gets sore
It hurts my heart most
when you call me those things
"I love you Lilly"
and even though I dont want to
I still
"I love you too Dad"
The Task Ahead"Zenia Valerie Sinclair," Zephaniah orated, "born October 18, 2001 in Louisville, Kentucky to Emmett and Vanessa Sinclair. She's the heir to a horse racing and political fortune who disappeared at the tender age of three."
Progeny, Chapter Nineteen, opening paragraph
"Again."
Progeny, Chapter Twenty, opening paragraph
By the time I wrote this, even though I didn't realize it, I was nearly three-quarters of the way through the story I wanted to tell in my first novel. I'm rereading Progeny now at the rate of a chapter a day, which for February fits just right. I'm hitting the point here where, in chess terms, I'm revealing the grand strategy -- a fancy way of saying I made some of this up as I went along! But looking back on the words in print and seeing what I did right and what I did . . . not so right should help me pack book three of this series with punch! By the way, if you're interested in reading more of this novel (and its sequel, Legacy) that I'm talking about, con
Just Droppin' InSo, how is everyone doin'?
It is beautiful in Columbia today. The sun is shinning, it's about 50 and the snow and ice is melting, and pouring down the edges of the streets. Man, I am so ready for weather like this. Naturally, as MO goes though, I don't think it's going to last for long. Last I checked on weather, it was suppose to be nice like this all week, with 60 by Friday...but by Sat., and Sunday nights, temps dropping, rain beginning, and turning in to freezing rain, and snow. It just DOESN'T quit! It looks like maybe the week after that it's going to perk back up again. I should hope so....by then, spring will only be a couple of weeks away!
I'm feeling pretty good about my first week as an official Avon Representative. I only had 2 orders, but they totalled about $80, and $50 was the goal I needed to reach to maintain my free website for a month. So...I feel very good about that. I haven't done anything today. I had thought about it...I have books t
2 Quotes I Found...."I'm no longer going to look for a guy I'm not going to talk to him first and I won't try to get him to put me in his life. If a guy wants me, he can find me he wants to talk, then he can talk to me and if he wants me in his life he can find a way to put me there. "
"I want to be someone's last call of the night & their first thought in the morning. I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'. I want the heart racing, palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next' moments. I want the hugs that you never want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest. But most importantly, I just want to know someone considers me theirs "
Come.....take My EyesTake
My eyes
That’s my gift
To you my
Love
Take my eyes and see the
Beauty you have missed
The trees and the
Flowers
The skies the sun and the moon
The stars shining through
The window of
Your soul
Take my eyes and see the birds
Soar through the blue clouds
Of your heart
Take my eyes and
Drip a tear
For the one that you love
Take my eyes look deeply
And you’ll see my
Memories
My hopes and dreams of what
Your love and devotion
Means to me
Take my heart and feel the pain
Feel the sadness deep inside that
Burdens the weight in
My soul
Take my heart and feel the
Happiness
Birthed by the touch of your
Hand and your lips upon
Mine
Take my soul
Look deep into the window of
Truth
Blazing with eternal love
A captive soul a
Be
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Sex In The DarkSex In The Dark
There was this couple that had been married for 20 years.
Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the
light.
Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous.
She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit.
So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic
session, she turned on the lights.
She looked down... and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated
pleasure device... a vibrator!
Soft, wonderful and larger than a real one.
She went completely ballistic.
"You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me
all of these years?
You better explain yourself!"
The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly:
"I'll explain the toy . . . you explain the kids."
Message To Him In A BottleA
Message
To him
She feels undesirable and
Lonely inside her soul
All she can do is cry and desired
Not to exist
This sadness that no one sees
On her visage the tears
She holds back for fear
He may see her pain
Always
Feeling worthless in everyone’s
Eyes always wanting to hide
Lose herself from her cruel
And worthless life
Believing she’s just
Taking up space in this world
And feeling no one will missed
Her or think to call, nobody will
Notice she’s gone
She doesn’t have a friend
To confided her
Anguished thoughts, finds
Herself wishing for someone to
Care, she’s always feeling
Pathetic and out of place she has
Isolated herself from humanity and
Wrote all her painful thoughts in a
Note book
Placed it inside the bottle she keeps
Locked inside her soul where she
Stor
Anna Nicole Niave, Drug Addict Or Both?Is Anna Nicole a sweet naive texas bred girl that got caught up in hollywoods glitz?. Is she a hardcore sex and drug addicted woman that went overboard?. Was she taken advantage of and secretly drugged by her lawyer/friend/more then friends/live in?. Will the world ever know?. Should we know?. Do we have the right to know?. All I know is here is a woman that gave birth to two children, one now dead, one motherless and caught up in a Jerry Springer type paternity test.
To me this is a woman that no one stepped in and said look you have a problem and we are going to get you help. People were entertained by her. They thought of her as just a laugh. Someone that didn't have a clue. What, where and when did her life go wrong?.
February SucksThis month has been a bitch. about 2 weeks ago, i started getting a toothache. one week ago yesterday i went and got a tooth filled, and i was told i had another one to be filled. so i suffer through exponentially worse toothaches than the original, finally go today, and get the other filled. in class, it started hurting like a motherfucker, so bad my eyes started watering. after class i went back to the dentist, and they numbed me up again, until my antibiotics can get here. tomorrow i have to go get one, possibly 2 root canals. i hate this month.
Friend'sIf u love me (as a friend) u'll read the whole thing .What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who you are readding this from to. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
Froend's can be for ever but love will be for a life time.. If you are readding this you are a friend and even it I do not talk to you every day. Do not take it as I am not thanking abo
Welcome HomeWhen
You
Were lost
The time when you took a
Wrong turn in
Life
And drifted into a world
Of the unknown
And journey throughout
The path of
Darkness
And
Temptations drew you in
Danced in your soul to
Distort
Our lives
As you went searching to find
Your self storms of dark clouds
Gather upon your
Mind
As I sit in a dark room tears
Running down my face
Thinking of you and me
I swear I heard you calling my
Name
Flashing lightning comes in through
The windows then I hear the rain
Poured out in the
Oceans of your
Dreams
As you swim across the
Atlantic Ocean
To find your way back home
From this
Dark journey God placed upon
Your path
When you where lost
I swear I saw you through the mirror
Of my mind you passed right
By me yo
Too Every OneClose your eyes... And go back...
Before the Internet or the AIM
Before semi automatics and weed
Before playstation2 or X-bOX
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
..Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
four square
Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car
Wait...
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons
Like Hey Arnold and Doug
Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!
Who could forget Snick
Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers,
Christmas morning...
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Climbing trees
Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck
A million mosquito bit
My PicsWhat do u think about my default photo here!?
M&msK so I am making my friends into M&M's
Here is Jellybean
And COLOR BLIND CRIMES
and me
Pretty cool...
anyone else want one?
With Great ExpectationsMy deep
Desires
Are growing
Deeper within my
Thoughts
Desperately
Awaiting your arrival
With great expectations for you
To fulfill my sensual
Pleasures
You only come twice a year
And then
It’s over so quickly you don’t
Give me the opportunity to
Savor
The taste of your mouth
Watering juice
Leaving my
Mouth
With expectations of your
Nectar as you
Captivate my every
Thought of exotic desires
Of our encounter
Anxiously
Waiting to slide my
Mouth
On your tight buns
Dripping
With your special sauce
Sinking my tongue on
Your smelly onion
Buns on
My
Mouth
How I love your
Delicious
Tasting scrumptious
Buns that
Hold your tantalizing
Ri
Info And YahooHey everyone just letting you all know i am
Having PC problems my PC is 10 years old and for
some reason CT keep causing the system to freeze completely. I am adding friends right now and i will be rating all the stuff you have tonight, when i can get on my wifes PC. If anyone wants to talk feel free to add me to yahoo messanger
my nick is gandalf122872. I should have my new PC up in a few days then i will be on more often
Shallow In What Way?!i thought i knew ppl after spending such mounts of time,weeks,months,and even yr. but then after suttle things i was so shocked to know. little hints that this person was not who i thought to be. such for example playing on feelings. do you ask ppl to do something for you by telling them to come see you and then ask for things to be done while your there every time your there? i mean i could seriously go into details and forget the thing called privacy but im not into bashing ppl such as others im finding on this land of cherry tap. but what hurts me greatly is to see just how fakes ppl ive called my friends are becoming greatly fake by standing on one thing but then right behind a post they post another bashing they very ppl they were fighting for. why do you post something and then turn around and bash them in another? can we say split personality? do you realize thats what your doing? do you realize that you are just as fake as the ones your against in your posts? i really cant beli
Bday StuffI think I might be getting sick. I've got that blah achy feeling. I also have a sinus headache, earache, and a little cough. I also have a toothache but I'm sure that isn't related lol. I got quite a bit accomplished in these last couple of days. I did a big clean in Tasha's room. Bagged up stuff she doesn't play with and organized the things she does.I even went through all her drawers and took out the clothes that don't fit and organized the ones that do. I labeled each drawer so it's easier to find stuff. Today I had lots of errands. I had to go to the post office, court house, Walmart, and Dollar Tree. I had to pick up some stuff to work on a new scrapbook I am doing for Patrick's grandmother. The dollar store has great stuff for only a buck. I got a few 5 sheet packs of decorated paper and some stickers. The book I'm making is pictures of Patrick's cousin. He is 2 years old and Patrick's grandma adores him. I wish I would have been able to find some baby themed paper or stickers.
I'm Hopelessi love how every little spec of hope i have gets blown away before it even has the chance to become a full on dream....my life is going nowhere and no one seems to realize just how depressed i've become...my own mother hasnt noticed...well, thats a lie...she's noticed that i never sleep anymore, and that i have no desire to go anywhere or do anything...but instead of putting 2 and 2 together and realizing something is wrong she just continues to add to it...she continues to bitch at me about how bad my habits are and how i never do anything...
then of course there's the whole no relationship thing...i'm still completely in love with the idiot...and his whore is leaving for some job far away for several months without him!...but im a fool to think he'll come back...he left me for her in the 1st place...i wish...i dont know what i wish...i wish things had never changed, i wish things will change...oh nevermind...
i feel like not getting online anymore, or going to work, or even get
Sicki swear everytime i get sick, its bronchitis, and i dont care if i spelt it wrong lol, fun times!!!any suggestions?
Brings.....her....rosesI wrote this poem
To honor the memory of
A very special friend of my cousin's sons
Girlfriend and any other person
Who thinks this is real love to let
Them control their lives and abused
Their bodies and mind!!
This is not Love....
Gives her roses
Every day
Arrives home late every
Night
Reveals he loves her
And
She believes and accepts, that
This is the way true love
Is
He tormented and mistreated
Her every day
She thought
She was worthy of oppress.
For his expressing his love
For her
She has no mind of her own
For he related to her that she
Is not worthy of a better
Life.
And you are not qualified to
Be the mother of my kids
Her sister advised her to
Leave him
But
She always covers up for him
He’s just stressed out from
Work.
And he needs to release some
LifeLife is what you decide to make of it. It can be good, or it can be a disaster. There are things going on around you that noone can control. When you realize that, you realize that you control only what is infront of you. Just remember that no matter what happens to you during your life span. Only you can determine the final outcome.
Who Wants To Go Swimming????This picture was taken by a Lifeflight helicopter flying over Lake Istapoka,
(For those of you who are not local, Lake Istapoka is near Sebring, Fl.)
That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth!
Are you ready to go fishing on Lake Istapoka ?!
If you ski -- try not to fall.
Date: Mon, 1 Aug, 2006 06:14:24 -0500
The alligator was found between Lake
Istapoka and Pinedale estates... near a house ,
Game Wardens were forced to shoot the
alligator- guess he wouldn't cooperate.
Jayne and Don Hobkirk could hear
the bellowing in the night.
Their neighbors had been telling them
that they had seen a mammoth alligator
in the Lake that runs behind their house,
but they dismissed the stories as being exaggerations.
"I didn't believe it," Don Hobkirk said.
Friday they realized the stories were,
if anything, understated.
Florida Game and Parks game wardens
had to shoot the beast...
Joe Goff, 6' 5"
A Profound Statement...2007-02-20 12:30:49 #17 of 17
HELLRAISER{NSFW}@ CherryTAP commented on my Mumm:
"Just when I learned all of life's answer's...
They changed all the questions"
This seems to be an ongoing perplexity for everyone throughout life. Just when everything seems to be figured out, a monkey wrench is thrown into the cog of a wheel to stop the motion of our journeys for us to take a moment to reflect and reassess before moving forward once again!! :D
So the question then becomes....
Are you on the right path for your journey???
and
Are you sure???
LOL...
Ironically....
If we continue to question every bump in the road on our journey, it could certainly delay our gratification from traveling on that journey!!! :D
Feelings......of....lonelinessFor all the men and women who have felt at some point
Or are feeling at this time scared and lonely
Painful feelings of despair.
I capture his heart and
Soul,
And placed it in my
Heart
And made him part of me.
He’s so involved in his
Own self,
That he can’t see the pain
And loneliness that is
Driving me
Insane
He gives comfort and a
Shoulder to cry to everyone
What about
Me?
Why can’t he show me?
Those feelings
I stand before
Him
All undressed
For I have bared my
Soul to him
He’s never
Made me part
Of him
I am in pain why
Can’t you
See
This loneliness in my
Heart is killing
Me
And sometimes I just
Want to scream.
Why?
Why can’t I be a part
Of you?
My heart is tearing
With this pain
And empty feelings of
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