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Poem For My Wife
My everything You're the paradise i thought i'd never find, Now you're the heaven i pray to never lose. You're my sanity and courage, my hope and dream, With you here nothing is too far it seems. Please take my hand, i give you my heart, >From this day on i hold faith we won't part. I know you're afraid to give me your all, But don't fight the feeling, or refuse the fall. To you i hand over all that is me, And when you look in my eyes, love you will see. I cherish our yesterday, I beseech our today, and the sun shines a path to show us the way. By: SEAN BATES

Poem To My Wife
IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with You

Stop Pitching To Ass-rod
Literally. I have no idea why people are still pitching to him. Two more home runs last night to tie the major-league record for the month of April. He sets the American League record. That's 14 bombs in 18 games. And there are seven days left in the month. Oh yeah. And the Yankees still lost. To the Devil Rays.

Pathetic....
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g

Poem For Dad
Without You Here My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold. LOVE YOU DAD

Poem For Dad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

First Poem I Wrote For My Dad
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE Since you’ve been gone I have never felt this alone When you left us It felt like I was hit by a bus It has been two years Who will wipe away my tears The time is now seven One day I will see you in heaven Wouldn’t it be grand If you was here to hold my hand To walk me down life’s highway And make sure I don’t go stray It is hard to say how I feel I only wish this wasn’t real We all were sad The day you left us dad They tell me I should be glad But how could I when I’ve lost my dad With you gone it left an empty space How can I carry a smile upon my face I miss coming over on Sunday Just to sit down and play Even though I have a wonderful wife I wish you was here to be part of our life We know you gave it all your might But you were just to tired to go on and fight That day we laid you down We all walked around with a frown We cried when you left this town But we all know that you received your OLE HAND ME DOWN CROWN We l

Joining Of Souls
By Eileen holland: This spell is definitely not ethical, but it is very effective . Remember that magis is a two-way street and that you will be equally bound even at the karmic level. I know of no way to reverse this spell so be very, very, very, sure before you use it. This is a spell for a married or other wise seriously committed couple. You Will Need: Dried white roses buy fresh ones and hang them upside down for a week or two until they are very dry, then cut the flowers from their stems. Almond oil try health food stores and gourmet shops, or substitute almond extract, which is usually found in the baking section of a supermarket. A piece of paper with both of your names written on it. Arrange things as you usually do for a spell. Put the roses and the paper in a container where it will be safe to burn them. Raise power and cast a circle. Sprinkle the roses with the almond oil . Set them ablaze and cast the spell while they burn. By all the lives on land an

Poem For Dad
God Gave Me An Angel God gave me an angel right here on earth, He taught me my values and gave me self worth, He guided me through life with his wisdom, God's light, He steered me from wrong, and lead me toward right. He stood by my side when things were rough, He taught me in bad times we need to be tough. He was always there when I needed him throughout all my years, He laughed with me in happy times, and comforted my tears. My angel on earth was sent from above, God paid him not in wages, but with eternal love. He was my confidante, my rock, my protector, Then God decided his job was through, We all cried sitting on the pew He need not a halo, or silver wings of grace, For the glory of God's love shines upon his face. My Guardian angel can be replaced by no other, He was gods gift to me - I call him my father.

Poem For My Dad
DAD My dearest dad 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Dad, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day... I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD

How Do You Earn Your Desk?
Classroom Desks Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the de

.tuesday.morning.
so. finally bought Monkey a toddler bed. she screams at it. so i tricked her. put her to sleep in her sisters room...n after she passed out...moved her... worked pretty well...there was no screaming this morning. which makes me smile inside. im revisiting the whole quitting smoking thing. i think its only fair. specially since we're gonna have moms living with us...and she's a recent non-smoker...even if i was a strictly outside smoker it would be too much temptation for her...and i dun wanna ruin that...cuz im really proud of her. so today is cutting down. cuz cold turkey is the devil. i know people who've done it...and it amazes me...cuz i just dun have the willpower or something when it comes to that...i do much better with the taper off...cuz eventually its like...ehh whats the point. it'll be a slow process...but from what i hear its worth it. Monkey thinks the kitchen cabinet under the sink is for sitting in...which is perfectly fine...until she closes the d

Sex Iq Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 109 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bush's Food And Drug Administration Knew For Years About Contamination At A Georgia Peanut Butter Plant And On California Spinach Farms That Led T
Bush's FDA inaction cited in contamination 23 Apr 2007 The Food and Drug Administration knew for years about contamination at a Georgia peanut butter plant and on California spinach farms that led to disease that killed three people, federal records show. But the agency took only limited steps and relied on producers to police themselves. http://www.boston.com/news/nation/washington/articles/2007/04/23/fda_inaction_cited_in_contamination/

Breaking: Cheney In Washington Dc Hospital, Due To A Blood Clot In His Leg.
Breaking: Cheney in Washington DC hospital, due to a blood clot in his leg. [Of course he is!! See: Presidential candidate Kucinich to call for Cheney impeachment 24 Apr 2007 Rep. Dennis Kucinich, a vocal critic of the Bush administration's war in Iraq, plans to introduce articles of impeachment against Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Tuesday.] http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/04/24/kucinich.cheney.ap/

Time Wasted Waiting
I been thinking of all the time wasted waiting for you, Time goes by so fast. Ever since I can remember it was five years before I would see you then after a while it became ten years. Ten years go by but now I still wait all that time wasted. When we were young we saw each other just about every weekend , because our parents where best friends. As the time went by it was five years before a weekend. As we became young adults in a early 20's it was five years before I saw you all the time just wasted. I got to see you on a Saturday Night it was so wonderful. Talks of how things use to be talks about things and how they will be. When you took me home you said hopeful it wont be five years before I see you again. Five years came and five years went time gone by and still I just wait, all that time wasted waiting for five years to come. This time I sit waiting and five years has come and gone and now it is ten years later. I get to see you once for a day or just a night. We ta

Close Your Eyes And Go Back In Time...
Before the Internet... Before semi-automatics, joy-riders and crack.... Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back........ I'm talking about Hide and Seek in the park. The corner shop. Hopscotch. Butterscotch. Skipping. Handstands. Football with an old can. Fingerbob. Beano, Dandy, Buster, Twinkle and Dennis the Menace. Roly Poly. Hula Hoops, jumping the stream, building dams. The smell of the sun and fresh cut grass. Bazooka Joe bubble gum. An ice cream cone on a warm summer night from the van that plays a tune. Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or maybe Neapolitan or perhaps screwball. Wait...... Watching Saturday morning cartoons, short commercials or the flicks. Children's Film Foundation, The Double Deckers, Red Hand Gang, Tomorrow People, Tiswas or Swapshop?, and 'Why Don't You'? - or staying up for Doctor Who. When around the corner seemed far away and going into town seemed like going somewhere. Earwigs, wasps, stinging nettles an

Nigeria Election 'worst Ever Seen' [the Election 'worst Ever Seen' Goes To The 2000 Non-elections (coup) In The United States.]
Nigeria election 'worst ever seen' [The election 'worst ever seen' goes to the 2000 NON-elections (coup) in the United States.] 24 Apr 2007 Ruling party candidate Umaru Yar'Adua was declared winner of Nigeria's presidential election, but foreign observers slammed the credibility of a disputed poll that claimed at least 200 lives. The US said it was "deeply troubled" by violence and voting irregularities during both state elections on April 14 and the presidential and parliamentary polls on Saturday. [OMFG! The US is "deeply troubled" by voting irregularities: http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/nigeria-election-worst-ever-seen/2007/04/24/1177180600209.html

Blair Set To Quit On May 9 22 Apr 2007 Tony Blair Will Leave Downing Street
Blair Set to Quit On May 9 22 Apr 2007 Tony Blair will leave Downing Street before a decision is taken on charges in the cash for honours affair. The Prime Minister was yesterday said to be preparing to stand down on May 9. That will trigger a seven-week leadership election process in the Labour Party and a new PM - probably Gordon Brown - will move into 10 Downing Street at the end of June. http://www.sundaymail.co.uk/news/tm_headline=blair-set-to-quit-on-may-9--&method=full&objectid=18943589&siteid=64736-name_page.html

"dragon"
"Dragon" Oh, dark, distant blood o' mine; feeling no pain Guiding those demons into your vein Drifting far away; lost in those dreams Swallowed by the dragon ruling your brain A place here on earth; no, not your tea Searching for a way to set the Devil free Finding your faith in a magic white dust The only remedy you knew how to trust Secrets that you carried- Deep into the ground Answers that you sought, Would never be found Losing all the battles Before they even started You seemed so in a hurry, To walk with the departed Those eyes, they never opened Tell me, what did you fear Filled up with such illusions, Like you don't belong here You knew all along, it wasn't your place All they had to do was look at your face Saw all the lines that made it so clear One more battle with the dragon was near Oh, dark, distant blood 'o mine, feeling no pain Living for those demons inside your vein Things never changing; always the same Can't slay the dragon ins

A Poem For Those Over 30
A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note A window was something you hated to clean And ram was the cousin of a goat. Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bites. An application was for employment A program was a TV show A curser used profanity A keyboard was a piano. Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 inch floppy You hoped nobody found out. Compress was something you did to the garbage Not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public you would be arrested and put in jail

'sieg Heil Bush.' Bush Denies Iraq War Is Lost
'Sieg heil Bush.' Bush denies Iraq war is lost 22 Apr 2007 President [sic] George Bush says sectarian murders have dropped by half in Baghdad since the US-Iraqi military buildup began in February, rejecting a Democratic leader's claim that the war is lost. Bush spoke at a high school in suburban Grand Rapids to about 500 students and members of the World Affairs Council of Western Michigan. Outside, dozens of protesters shouted anti-war chants and held signs that said "No blood for oil," "End imperialism now" and "Sieg heil Bush." http://www.brisbanetimes.com.au/news/world/bush-denies-iraq-war-is-lost/2007/04/21/1176697158057.html

I Love My Baby
I feel so much in love because of you. You are the reason for being who I am. My heart belongs to you and only you. I would be so lost without you. Chris, you are truly my love, my life, my soul, my destiny, my truth, my dream, and my everything. I love my baby Chris!! Now and forever.

'that Sounds Like A Criminal Enterprise To Me.'
Criminal Referral in Reading Program 20 Apr 2007 A federal investigator looking into allegations of conflict of interest and mismanagement in a $1 billion-a-year Education Department reading program said Friday he has made criminal referrals to the Justice Department. Reading First, created by President [sic] Bush's signature No Child Left Behind law, offers intensive reading help for low-income children in the early grades. But investigators say that federal officials intervened to influence state and local decisions about what programs to use, a potential violation of the law. Some of the people who were influencing those decisions had a financial interest in the programs that were being pushed, officials said. http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,,-6574809,00.html 'That sounds like a criminal enterprise to me.' Key Initiative of 'No Child' Under Federal Investigation --Officials Profited From Reading First Program 21 Apr 2007 The Justice Department is conducting a pro

A Special Someone
Once and awhile someone comes along, who fills your heart, with an endless song. They make the sun shine on darkest days, and paint a rainbow, over the cloudy greys. They can make you smile when you frown, knowing how to lift your spirits, when down. Their shoulders are broad, and freely given, until troubles weighing you down have risen. They listen intently, to all you need to say, then find the words, to ease your pain away. Their words of comfort, dry all of your tears, and renew your strength, to calm your fears. Whenever you need someone they are there, just wanting you to know, that they do care. In knowing this, it makes your world brighter, and any troubles you face, that much lighter. When this special someone finds your heart, they touch your life, and become a big part. It's a blessing you are given from God above, as it brings to your heart, a special gift of love.

Gasoline At $4 Coming To A Pump Near You,
Gasoline at $4 Coming to a Pump Near You, Unfazed by Rising Tab 23 Apr 2007 Whether it's $50 to fill up your Prius or $130 for the Ford Expedition, $4-a-gallon gasoline is coming to a pump near you. "Prices will depend entirely on whether we have a couple of refineries blow up," [!?!] said Philip K. Verleger, an economist who runs a consulting firm in Newport Beach, California. [LOL, Bush bin Laden and Exxon Mobil are *counting* on it.] http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601109&sid=afOlUzd30YOo

Anger Explained (adult Language)
I think I might have figured out why I'm mad today. I used StumbleUpon and found this article, purportedly originating as a Craigslist article. Supposedly it's about a pregnant Marine who's Marine husband got killed in Iraq. She's, let's say, a little bit miffed:I’m having the worst damn week of my whole damn life so I’m going to write this while I’m pissed off enough to do it right. I am SICK of all this bullshit people are writing about the Iraq war. I am abso-fucking-lutely sick to death of it. What the fuck do most of you know about it? You watch it on TV and read the commentaries in the newspaper or Newsweek or whatever god damn yuppie news rag you subscribe to and think you’re all such fucking experts that you can scream at each other like five year old about whether you’re right or not. Let me tell you something: unless you’ve been there, you don’t know a god damn thing about it. It you haven’t been shot at in that fucking hell hole, SHUT THE FUCK UP! How do I dare say this

Friends Family And Fans
im getting closer with all your help we can get this done please bomb this pic for me you no i would for you i need some help lots of it if you got time thanks so much for every one that has helped out so far!!!!!!thanks !!!!!!!!

Ohio Congressman Wants Cheney Impeached 24 Apr 2007 Rep. Dennis Kucinich (d), A Vocal Critic Of The Bush Regime's War In Iraq, Plans To Introduce
Ohio Congressman Wants Cheney Impeached 24 Apr 2007 Rep. Dennis Kucinich (D), a vocal critic of the Bush regime's war in Iraq, plans to introduce articles of impeachment against Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Tuesday. http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,,-6581571,00.html

Thank You For Your Time...you're Dismissed
Wheee!! It must be buy one get one free hater week on the Tap!! Goes to show that some people still need parental supervision to click a button and go online. First is a tale of a a 23 year old freshmeant (I know right...) random who hit my shout to make sure she told me how ugly I was. Now, I'm not a fan of talkin about folk's mother but she caught me having a moment and my reponse was "Ty, so's ur mother"...she didn't like that. After she called me a "dyke" (what that has to do with me being ugly is beyond me) I laughed because I know I'm strickly dickly but since obviously she didn't I told her that her sister was good and to kiss that bitch for me....ha ha ha ha ha. Just when I thought I was having more fun than I could handle, she let's me know she has a job..blah blah, I told that bitch that workin a corner is her job and she still had 8 hours left before she could bring me the dollar she owes me....lmmfao!!! I know, I could have...should have blocked and ignored an

Hitting Up Manhattan Tonight!
I'm in NJ as I type. I'm here for work but later today it is going to be PLAY TIME! I'm heading to Manhattan around 4pm to go partay! Anyone in the city? I'm meeting up with a girlfriend of mine who lives in Queens. We are definitely going to be having a good time. I'm excited! I haven't been to NYC in years! Yay! I'll drink one....or ten for all you! BeerQueen

How F***d Is This
Yesterday Iam sitting here minding my business and a former co worker calls me and tells me my job is gone!!!! I was like wtf....So I call work and find out wth is goin on and the manager says "oh where was ya...ya was suppose to be here from 2-8" I was like wtf....I knew that my job was on the line so why in the fuck do ya think I wouldve jepordized NOT going in? Fuck I looked at my schedule over and over and over b4 leaving Sunday and it showed my schedule as being what it was the week b4....Same damn schedule and then all of a sudden BOOM I was to work yesterday? Thats so fucked up!!! I swear they re did the schedule just to set me up cause when I left on Sun my ass was scheduled OFF on Mon. And now cause of it Iam outta a job and now I highly DOUBT my kids will be coming home now like they was suppose to be in June!!!! I guess thats what I get for working for fucking pitiful ARABS!!!!

Racism, Pluto, And Global Warming
Ok, so lately, there's all this garbage about the "n" word, and "ho's" being used to only describe black women, etc. Yet when somebody uses the word "cracker", everybody turns the other cheek. WTH is that about? And some people think it's ok to use their derrogatory terms when referring to their own race. What is so glamorous about disrespecting your own race? Its done out of ignorance more than anything. If more people were more educated about the origins of said words, perhaps then they'd know why its offensive in the first place, and stop using them. Pluto is still a planet, I don't care what the science community says about it. I was taught in elementary school it was a planet, its still a ball'd rock that rotates, has days, and circles the sun, its a planet. And the one just outside of that one should be considered one too. Just because its way out there, and small, doesn't mean it should be considered insignificant. Global warming. To answer the Harvard Professor'

My Horoscope For The Day!
Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. hummmmmm makes you wonder...hugs

Somthing I Wrote
the dawn of the wolf under a new rising moon blood stained tears cloud my horizons as i think about what to do soul dead and buried heart dead and blue all you need to know is that i,ll never love you bitterness and rage and a coming of age demons talk by the window ur human slaves and ur dirty ways i think i dont want to touch you these brand noways and my demon stays nevermind..i think that i,ll fuck you - the messiah-

Test Results
I got the results of a neuro-psych test back today. Apparently I scored a 94% and I asked, "Well thats pretty good in the brain injury area" and the lady who tested me said, "Oh no, thats out of the whole population, not just people with mental problems." I kind of wanted to jump up on her desk and yell, "Well I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain I'm SUPERFLY T.N.T, I'm the GUNS OF THE NAVARONE!" But I held off. So does anyone want to dispute the analogy that I'm the road runner and God is the coyote now?

Sorry, This May Be Long And Boring; It's A First Draft, Just Looking For Thoughts If You Dare Read It All....
Review of Sinclair Lewis’ Main Street: I just finished reading two days ago Sinclair Lewis’most-famous work, Main Street. Written in 1920, it is his story of small town America,and of small town Minnesota. Having myself grown up in small-town Minnesota, I read it as a perspective on that culture, and the attitudes of its citizens, as well as Lewis’ critique on their social views and way of life. Interestingly, I found that while more than sixty years have passed between the writing of the novel and when I was more or less living in his ‘set,’ his work is dead-on in many respects. Lewis, however, portrays his small town, Gopher Prairie, through the lens of an outsider, his heroine Carol Kennicourt. She is the daughter of a respected judge from Mankato, earns a college education from an institution in the ‘metropolitan’ Twin Cities, and aspires to move to a small, hick country town and reform its residents to her modern, liberal and, in her opinion, more advanced world

Meaning Of My Birthday
Your Birthdate: April 8 Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money. You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet. A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job. Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Im Not Your Fucking Gf Anymore Rc
you were my best friend when were kids fucking around in highschool you helped me through a lot off shit ..but there were things you werent there for ..and really awful things you couldnt protect me from like adam parker that fucking asshole rapist monkey mother fucker or even my mom but you were here for me lat at night when i needed a ride or when i needed a place to stay or needed a ride home from the doctors or when i was sad and i just didnt want to be alone ..hell i even put you as my emergency contact when i worked at the club lol so if anything happend and i was naked and couldnt drive or something youd have to pick me up haahaha ..but im not girlfriend, im not your midnight booty bitch, im not your drug connection... i dont want to talk to you about the people i date and then have you high 5 me for having sex i dont want to hear about your adventures double teaming evans girlfriend. dont call me at midnight to let you know who you can buy a sack from ..dont come up to me at re

Did Not Realize...
All the junk that happened to me in my life was intended to distract, disrupt, and ruin the most significant relationship I would ever know--my relationship with God. I could not discern that there had been assignments sent into my life by the enemy of God to mess up forever the reason for my esistence, which is to commune and have fellowship with God. Only through God's Word and throught the ministry of godly people, can we ever begin to see just how much God loves us... 'YEA,I HAVE LOVED THEE WITH AN EVERLASTING LOVE; THEREFORE WITH LOVINGKINDNESS HAVE i DRAWN THEE... jEREMIAH 31:3

Week Of 4-23 To 4-27-07
It's been a difficult week so far and I won't be able to stay on for long periods of time. Just wanted to let ya'll know so you don't worry. Just trying to catch up as much as I can with my job. Send me e-mails if you want, just let me know it's you on the subject line so when checking spam I don't delete you. Cupidforevr@aol.com

Some New Cd's We Bought...joss Stone, Kings Of Leon, And Amy Winehouse
ONce again you'll have to look up the titles, but they are the newest releases from these artists. I am technologically retarded enough to avoid downloading music, and I still buy the cd's, because somethimes there are gems on there that make the cd, but the world will never hear. Kings of Leon----The new release from these guys, I'll be honest, I've listened to about 20 times, and I don't think they're as great as the reviewers say. Granted, I do like their sound, but I get the feeling that if Fugazi and Neil Young ever had a child, its name would be Kings of Leon. Some of they vocals seem disjointed from the band, like he's singing a whole different song. I like the simplistic feel of the band. They make me feel that I could play these songs, and quite quickly. And there is a fuzzy sound that I love. Sometimes the bass, sometimes the guitar. The vocals fit the band, raw, but listenable. I give it a 6 out of 10 Joss Stone---I love Joss Stone's voice, very soulful, v

The News
Lawmakers open Tillman-Lynch hearing Questions about ex-NFL star's death, and rescue of Army private LIVE VIDEO Tillman-Lynch hearing LIVE VIDEO: The House Oversight and Government Reform Committee holds a hearing on the capture of Army Pfc. Jessica Lynch and the death of Army Cpl. Pat Tillman. NBC News Live WASHINGTON - Lawmakers on Tuesday were pressing the Pentagon with questions still hovering over the friendly fire death of one-time National Football League star Pat Tillman and the rescue of Pfc. Jessica Lynch. "We owe our troops the truth," House Oversight Commitee Chairman Henry Waxman, D-Calif., said in his opening statement, adding that "that didn't happen" with these two cases. In the Tillman case, a key question is whether a military Predator drone was flying overhead when he was killed on April 22, 2004, in Afghanistan and if so, did it videotape the incident?

Fan Me.
Fan me or I'll poke you in the eye. Just kidding. I'm not wasting my poking prowess on lame fan thingies. As much as having people I don't know added to a list that means nothing appeals to me, I just can't muster up the energy to care enough to... you know... care. Or whatever. I need more sugar.

Moving....
Me and Phil talked about it we really dont want to live with each other right now..So there a apt right across the hall from him going to move in there the first of the month...And yes Ben moving with us...He has become part of the family..Ben and Josh will share a room...It will cut my bills in half moving to the apt...Thank goodness...More money to spend on my baby Claire and my new grandbaby...They are talking of taking the baby by c-section Nov 7...Sarah still sick all the time..But the baby is doing good so is she....Claire learning to talk...She's so cute...I take her to work everyone just loves all over her.She loves it...Made some really great friends at work...Love them to death...So, glad my life is back to normal...I know it would soon as I get back to Arkansas...Just toke awhile to find a good job...But everything is back the normal...Everyone have a great week..I know I will....

I'm 86% Redneck
X the ones in the list below that you have done and then follow the instructions to find out how “Red Neck” you are. (X) shot a gun? (x) owned a gun? (x) hunted? (x) driven a truck (x) chewed tobacco? ....... 5 (x) gone camping? (x) listened to country? (x) owned a country cd? (x) fished? (x) worn a cowboy hat? 10 (x) worn cowboy boots? (x) ridden a horse? (x) seen a farm? (x) worked on a farm? (x) lived on a farm? 15 (x) fed a farm animal? (x) worn carhartt? (x) lived in a small town? (x) worked on a car? (x) seen a nascar race? 20 (x) been to a nascar race? (x) been to an oval track? (x) seen a demolition derby? (x) seen a figure 8 race? (x) talked on a cb radio? 25 (x)had a cb in your car? (x) seen smokey and the bandit more than 10 times? (x) watched the dukes of hazzard episodes? (x) owned more than two cars that don't run? (x) been to a junkyard? 30 (x) been in a ford vs. chevy argument? (x) gone cow tipping? () went frog gigging? (x) had

5 Lessons
Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello'." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older Afr

I'm Wanting To Start A Contest!
Okay, So I want to start a Contest but right now, I dont know what the hell i'm doing! I need some advice! What kind of contest should i do? Once you people help me decide that I will start it! So HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Also, will you you tell people about it?

Getting Started
hello my sister got me interested in this and im just trying it out im 51 widow 3 sons all men with there own familys.i love camping fishing spending time with family and kids they keep me young,i go to canada ever year to see my olds son and his wife and my two grandson ages 18and 16 i have two new grand kid brendan michael.and reagain lynn ages 11 mo and 3 mo and one on the way in augs,

A Peach Of A Site
Truthfully, I don't know why but I am getting more and more pissed off at Shrubya and Company today. Therefore, I am trying to make sure people know about http://ImpeachForPeace.org. People who feel that Shrubya deserves impeachment can go to the DIY Impeachment Process here, while those who think he walks on water (or at least oil) can go to the reasons for impeachment here.tag: impeachment, shrubya, bush, president, antibush -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

April 24,2007 Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Libra April 24,2007 Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. < - - - ok so this basicly tells me to put myself out there well i do that already so i dont see how that could possable make a diffrence within my life but hell theres a first time for everything right ,,lol

Thank You
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Good Morning
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

My European Trip Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

We Are Close To The Goal
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

I Need Your Help!
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Hidden Sexual Talent...
You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Drama Free???
I recently pissed off someone that was calling me to see if I wanted to come over and drink beer with them. This person is a young gal that works days where I work. She likes me and must think that we are a couple or something. I have never ever said anything to her that we were. There are too many things about this gal that I see that I don't like. I see red flags everywhere. So this last weekend she called me Friday twice and I didn't answer the phone the first time cause I didn't get to it in time. Damn the luck. The second time...I answered it just for shits and gigles. We talked for a couple of minutes and then she asked what I was doing and I told her I was making my dinner. She asked what I was going to be doing after I ate..I told her I was probably going to be watching T.V. Well she didn't like that answer so she say she would talk to me later. I then checked my cell phone and she had left a message and asked me if I wanted to come over and drink some beer with her. Saturday n

Bitching Pt 3
so a female i was cool with was on yahoo cam. i spoke then asked to see her cam. so as soon as it loaded her chest was on cam but hidden by her shirt. next she turned around and her ass was there. she went as far as pulling her shirt up to the top of her shorts so you could see her ass shape better, and was still hidden by the pants. all of a sudden i was booted off her cam, yet it still said her cam was viewable. she told me she had to get it right. after 10 mins of getting it right she offered me to come back on and view. i jokingly said. "YEAH AFTER YOU GAVE SOMEONE A SHOW LOL" then she wrote me back "OKAY, U DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME TO EVEN COME AT ME LIKE THAT BYE" was i wrong i even said i was joking

Blonde In Florida
Blonde in Florida A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead ga

Glorious Tuesday, Everyone!
Soon to be off on my appointed rounds for the day! The sun is shining, but it's about 15 degrees cooler than yesterday. I've got a late appointment - 5:30 to be exact! Don't usually take them that late, but what do you do? It's the only time she can make it! Then on Thursday evening, I'm giving a talk on stress to some Industrial Psychology students at Viterbo University. How do I get myself into these things, lmao! Have a wonderful Tuesday, everyone! Hope the sun is shining on each and every one of you, lol! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings, all over the map! Thank you to everyone who has left comments/opinions on my Polyamory blog. I appreciate your input very much! Exploration and discovery at it's finest, lol!! Later!

A Golfer's Story
A Golfers Story An American golfer playing in Ireland hooked his drive into the woods. Looking for his ball, he discovered a little Leprechaun flat on his back, with a big bump on his head and the golfer's ball beside him. Horrified, the golfer got his water bottle from the cart and poured it over the little guy, reviving him. "Arrgh! What happened?" the Leprechaun asked. "I'm afraid I hit you with my golf ball," the golfer says. "Oh, I see. Well, ye got me fair and square. Ye get three wishes, so whaddya want?" "Thank God, you're all right!" the golfer answers in relief. "I don't want anything, I'm just glad you're OK, and I apologize." And the golfer walked away. "What a nice guy," the Leprechaun said to himself. "I have to do something for him. I'll give him the three things I would want... a great golf game, all the money he ever needs, and a fantastic sex life." A year went by quickly (as it does in stories like this), and the American golfer came back. On t

Oh.. I Need To Rant. ..pity I Have To Do It Tastefully :d
Okay. Stick with me, this gets good. So I've been a part of this thing, for a bit less than a month, thereabouts. I got on here, at the behest of a few friends of mine (most likely for points) but eh, I thought what the hell, I'd give it a look through. I like it. Don't get me wrong. But as soon as my picture gets uploaded..? Ah, -that- is when the 'fun' starts. In case, you have perused through my page, you see that I've stated, that I am snarky. A neat word, in and of itself, and it says -SO- much about me, as a whole. For those of you, who are not all that familiar, with English (as in England!) turns of phrase, slang and all that rot, I will give you Wiktionary's loverly definition. SNARKY - Adjective - Positive: snarky - Comparative: snarkier - Superlative: snarkiest 1. (slang) irritable or short-tempered; irascible; sarcastic Oh yeah. If anyone who understands sarcasm, it's been dripping with every breath I breathe since I've come to this place. Why?

Icp Lyrics!!!!
"Bugz On My Nutz" [Shaggy 2 Dope] Well, I don't understand the phenomenom We fucking these hoes that look like spallala Rich boys think that is shitty But I like fucking crackheads with one tit And I do it at the drop of a dime And I get the scabies almost every time So let's talk about my nutsac I don't front, Jack, I got bugs on my ballzac [Violent J] Well I'm Violent J and I ain't no bitch I'm always quick to tell you when my nuts itch Cuz bitch if I'm itching when I come home Drop a brick in a sock swing it on your dome You didn't think nothing of it, just let me stick it Probably should of known cuz I thought I heard crickets In your neden, but I ain't sayin nuttin though I ain't sayin nuttin till I'm done nuttin, ho And know I'm like bitch how can this be Tryin to sleep and my nuts get up and watch TV Then try to walk to the store and get a 40 How'd these bugs get on me [Shaggy 2 Dope] Somebody asked me how I got scabies Probably that homeless fat r

Get Real
so i just made a salute pic...anyways life is getting better everyday and i love it..i still feel like im in a box waiting to get out and be who im suppose to be...im in a world of my own, is there anyone else here with me?anyways fuck all the damn haters and the ones that think im fake, baby you just cant handle the mother fucking truth about me!!!!

Anzac Day
What is ANZAC DAY? 25 April is ANZAC DAY here in Australia. A holiday. ANZAC stands for Australian and New Zeland Army Corp. WW1 and WW2 is what it is all about and all othere Aussie soldiers that have died protecting our wonderful country. I servered but was nothing happening when i served so i never got to go anywhere. I am sorry i never got to. Wish i had and when i served i wanted to. It is now after midnight so is now Anzac Day. I hope all our Anzacs and now serving members that are fighting for us now have a great day. To all the DIGGERS, now and before. I love you all.. Take care and be happy. Tony.

Sincere
FOLLOW THE RAVEN INTO THE SHADOW AND IT WILL LEAD YOU TO THE LIGHT, SPOKEN BY A WISE MAN/TRUE THOUGHTS CONCIEVED/A SHADOW RETREATS...BUT LIFE DOSENT HEAL,IT REVIELS THE LINES MADE YEARS AGO/SO..../IF I HAVE TO FOLLOW TO LEARN HOW TO LEAD THEN LEAD ME/...PERCIEVE ME AS A MAN...OR RELEASE ME WHEN U CAN/SO I FOLLOW THIS RAVEN TO FIND HEALTH AND VIRTUE/BUT IT HURTS YOU TO SEE ME STANDING TALL AFTER I FALL...A DARK MIND CANT FIND LIGHT IT YELLOWS LIKE OIL IT PURSUES TURMOIL/BOIL STRIFE START FIGHTS/CRAMMING FOR JOY AND JUSTICE..LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ME ON...ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT SEE NO MORE ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT FIND YOU....LEAD ON RAVEN I CAN SEE THE LIGHT/BUT DAMN THIS FIGHT IS HARD AND IM TIRED/TIRED OF ME TIRED OF YOU...LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ON.....

Decisions Decisions....
I need a lil help since i am having trouble waking up and making these decisions... First...i need to paint my toes...i have 3 colors to pick from...BRIGHT pink, fire engine red, and a deep wine color.... Second i have to get ready for work in like 5 min....should i wear brown plaid bermuda shorts and an orange shirt, or jeans and a hoodie? Third....should i pay 59 dollars for yellow patent leather pumps?

The 3rd Thing To Go Wrong!!!!! Entry For April 24, 2007
well they say bad things come in 3's heres my third - my computer at home died!!!!!! uggggggggggggg i think its the power supply inside the unit but im going to take it down to best buy to have it checked out! then once they tell me whats wrong with it ill fix it my self... soooo i wont be able to check my messages unless im at work and really im not suppose to do that either! it just keeps getting better and better for me!!!! for anyone who didnt get that i was being sarcastic! lol thats ok it leaves me with more time to read my book - im currently reading the dark tower series by steven king im on the 2nd book and thiers 7 books in the series. my oldest dtr is at my moms because i just dont know what to do with her anymore her attitude is i dont want to and your not going to make me - so it was my moms suggestion for her to go stay with my mom for a little while and she would make sure she will get to school in the morning since she doesnt want to get up in the morning to go and quit

Movie Review---disturbia
Sunday I went to see Disturbia with my son. Now bear with me, I am not good with names, but you have to see it to appreciate it. It starts out with the son coping with losing his father. So when a teacher brings it up, he punchs him in the face. He ends up getting 3 months house arrest, with the ankle bracelet. His mom cancelled his xbox live, his itunes...so he ends up watching the neighborhood. Enter fine young vixen next door, moved in from the city. He also notices an odd neighbor, that he rarely sees, and at first thinks nothing of him. On the news is a report of a missing girl, and that the last person seen with her has a blue Mustang. This neighbor does, with the same front left damage as reported. Thats when the festivities begin. The house arrest guy, the hot neighbor girl, and Ron the asian friend then start to watch this guy continuously. Throw in the mix a cop who is the cousin of the teacher he hit, and the story unfolds. I enjoyed it. There was good suspen

Quote For April 24
A hundred years ago, the electric telegraph made possible - indeed, inevitable - the United States of America. The communications satellite will make equally inevitable a United Nations of Earth; let us hope that the transition period will not be equally bloody. -- Arthur C. Clarke Bonus Quote: Let me out. Let me out of here. Get me the hell out of here. What's the matter with you people? I was joking! Don't you know a joke when you hear one? HA-HA-HA-HA. Jesus Christ, get me out of here! Open this goddamn door or I'll kick your rotten heads in! Mommy! -- Dr. Frederick Frankenstein Young Frankenstein This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Uncanny Zodiac - P.s. I'm An Aquarius! :d
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. 08/23 - 09/21 VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to . Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 10/23 - 11/21 SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic.. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.has A Lot Og Truth In It ..
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It

Winter In The Land Of Di
My friend..you tell me what a big heart I have and how giving I am. What happens when you wake up one morning and all you feel is cold and empty inside? Winter has entered my heart And i am content with that for now... Maybe tomorrow spring will return.. Who knows. But for now....its just cold.

They Will Live On In Our Hearts And Prayers...
On Tuesday morning 32 kids woke up not knowing it would be the last day of their lives. Their parents woke up that morning thinking they would see their kids for summer break, have them home for Thanksgiving, and Christmas only to find out that these just past were the last ones they'd have with them. 1 teacher's family woke up thinking he would be home for dinner to sit and chat about his day. We wake up everyday and think we will have tomorrow not knowing if that will be our last. So out of the past few days experiences and sadness take it as a lesson. Live everyday as if it were your last. Don't take anything for granted in this world. Because as quick as you were brought in fate can take you out. Never go to bed mad at your loved ones. Never miss the chance to tell them you love them. For it could be the last time you get that chance. Remember all the families, faculty, and students of VA Tech. They all need our prayers. May God be with those who were lost and their families.

Anzac Day - As The Sun Rises And Goeth Down, We Will Remember Them
Australia and New Zealand commemorate the ANZAC Day holiday on 25 April every year to remember members of the Australian and New Zealand Army Corps (ANZAC) who landed at Gallipoli in Turkey during World War I. Beginnings of the memorial day ANZAC Day - 25 April - marks the anniversary of the first major military action fought by Australian and New Zealand forces during the First World War. ANZAC stands for Australian and New Zealand Army Corps. The soldiers in those forces quickly became known as Anzacs, and the pride they soon took in that name endures to this day. When war broke out in 1914 Australia had been a federal commonwealth for only thirteen years. The new national government was eager to establish its reputation among the nations of the world. In 1915 Australian and New Zealand soldiers formed part of the Allied expedition that set out to capture the Gallipoli peninsula to open the way to the Black Sea for the Allied navies. The plan was to capture Istanbul, capital of

Uncanny Zodiac...p.s. I'm A Leo
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. 08/23 - 09/21 VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to . Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 10/23 - 11/21 SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic.. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad

Sometimes....
Last night I was in my car driving back from Chris’ job and for the first time in a long time I turned on the radio. None of the “regular” stations I had programmed were playing anything good so I put it on La Nueva Mega. Anyway I guess that’s the times I find myself being Puerto Rican and actually understanding what’s being said. Those are some dirty ass old men. LOL But what’s worse is I also found myself jamming to a song they were playing. Times like that I want to know who sings them so I can go get the CD. When I heard…. “¡Eso fue el nuevo de Ricky Martin!” I almost had a car accident.

Rates
Confused raters?. I am at times, When my friends and those I am a fan of are Girls and Women I am never sure why I get rates and comments from guys. I will Never be rating a guy. I understand that many are Bi/ Gay but if I have a friends list that is female is it not a bit of a give away that I like Women not men. Oh and I am not a dirty old man but I do Love you girls and Women.

My Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

1 Week Down...
Man I can't believe its been an actual week since I last talked to Teddy. It'd be nice if his dorm mate came home from vacation tonight so that I could talk to Teddy tomorrow or something. But if not...I can deal with another week I think. I mean I've been holding together rather well actually. I haven't shed the first tear because I have kept myself busy. No this doesn't mean that he hasn't been on my mind. Goddess knows that he's been on my mind all the time. Anything and everything. I wrote him a letter and even bought him a card yesterday letting him know that I miss him terribly. See I can over come alot of things. I believe he's staying down in Florida at Florida State University. I think since his month is up this friday or whenever that he's going to end up staying there til he's done with college. I just...want to be with him. I want to start my life with him. I want to be with him and wake up to him every day of my life. I want us to be finally complete. It's getting h

Sorry I've Been Away
sorry i've been away so long but last wednesday april 18th i gave birth to my firstborn, my son, Jayden Christopher. he was 9lbs 9oz., 21.75 inches long. i will be adding a picture of him here shortly. i've been recovering from giving birth to him and he takes up alot of my time now so i don't really have alot of time on here. hope this finds you all well. take care char aka sexymom07

Poison Ivy/shit Not Again
3 weeks ago i was exposed to poison ivy and had it all over was on steroids and i was raking yesterday and guress what and the sick thing i didn't touch it and to top it off i wore gloves and and protected myself and now my eye is swollen and i have a patch on my arm here I go again. its bad enuff right nowi've become a shut in and am stuck with my demented mother i feel so closed off enuff already

69
A woman took an inexperienced man home one night. When they got to her apartment, she suggested that they try a 69. "What do you mean?" he asked. Not knowing quite how to explain, she said, "You put your head between my legs and I'll put my head between your legs," still unsure but willing, he agreed. As soon as he got his head between her legs, she let out a rip roaring fart. "What the hell was that!! He asked. "Oops! I'm sorry! Let's try again," she said. On the second attempt the very same thing happened. He immediately got up and started getting dressed. "Where are you going?" she asked, to which he replied... "If you think I'm sticking around for 67 more of those, you're crazy!!

Va Approves Pentacle For Headstones!
AP Updated: 1:58 p.m. ET April 23, 2007 MADISON, Wis. - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on government-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers. Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sanctuary in Barneveld, Wis., a plaintiff in the lawsuit. The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA. "I am glad this has ended in success in time to get markers for Memorial Day," Fox said. The VA sought the settlement in the interest of the families involved and to save taxpayers the

Wiccans Settle Military Grave Lawsuit
Updated:2007-04-24 03:44:25 Wiccans Settle Military Grave Lawsuit By SCOTT BAUER AP MADISON, Wis. (April 24) - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on goverment-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers. Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sanctuary in Barneveld, Wis., a plaintiff in the lawsuit. The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA. I am glad this has ended in success in time to get markers for Memorial Day," Fox said. The VA sought the settlement in the interest o

The First Fucking Moron To Be Posted
OK THIS ASSHAT GETS TO BE THE REASON FOR ME TO MAKE THIS SPECIAL BLOG FOR STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE. I HAVE 1 THING TO SAY ABOUT STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!! 1) STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BREED!!! SO HERE IT IS THE REASON I STARTED THE HALL OF STUPID PEOPLE!! THIS GUY COULDNT LEAVE THIS GIRL ALONE!! AFTER SHE TOLD HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE!!! SHE BLOCKED HIM ON YAHOO AND CT SO WHAT DID THIS DUMBASS DO HE FOLLOWED HER INTO THE LOUNGE AND CONTINUED TO MESS WITH HER! AFTER SEVERAL WARNINGS TO KNOCK IT OFF. WELL THIS BRAINCHILD IS NOW WONDERING WHY HE WAS BANNED THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT WAS SAID IN MY SHOUTBOX!!! AS WELL AS THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO AND BLOCK HIS DUMBASS! read from the bottom up ->A kwest.© ...: i did A kwest.© ...: tell me at least... who banned me? please man A kwest.© ...: yes sir. best of luck to you man. ->A kwest.© ...: oh do fuck off A kwest.© ...: the best are always hated the most, arent they bro? ->A kwest.© ...: keep your selfrig

Tuesday Work Day
Played yesterday, ended up at Wallyworld till midnight. Health Food Bitch went to her own place last night (she's pissed). All of which means I can get some work done today. I am backed up on work sent down over the weekend and have deadlines looming. As long as HFB doesn't come tripping over here I can probably get something done. Sometime this afternoon I have to trim up around the condo, wash down the siding - salt air is a killer. comments welcome dusty

Linkin Park To Perform On Snl On May 12
On Saturday, May 12, Linkin Park will be the musical guest on SNL, hosted by Molly Shannon! This will be their first TV performance of “What I’ve Done” before their album, Minutes to Midnight releases that following Tuesday on May 15. Be sure to check your local listing for the air time.

For All The Motorcycle Riders Out There!!!
I borrowed this from a friend!!! For all who Know Motorcycle Riders: (or even if you don't. read this) I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw yo

Ugh. In A Mood
So I'm just in a mood. I just wanted to say. If you're on my friends list or fan list. you better start talking to me or at least make an effort to. because I'm going to start deleting people that i don't talk to. And yeah. so hmm i'm really bored and what not. but yeah ok just thought i would share that with everyone. Ciao

Public Severe Weather Outlook Moderate Risk For Today(tuesday)
ZCZC SPCPWOSPC ALL WOUS40 KWNS 240935 ARZ000-KSZ000-MOZ000-OKZ000-TXZ000-241730- PUBLIC SEVERE WEATHER OUTLOOK NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 0435 AM CDT TUE APR 24 2007 ...AN OUTBREAK OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS IS EXPECTED OVER PARTS OF THE CENTRAL AND SOUTHERN PLAINS LATER TODAY AND TONIGHT... THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER IN NORMAN OK IS FORECASTING THE DEVELOPMENT OF A FEW STRONG TORNADOES AND DESTRUCTIVE HAIL OVER PARTS OF THE CENTRAL AND SOUTHERN PLAINS LATER TODAY AND TONIGHT. THE AREAS MOST LIKELY TO EXPERIENCE THIS ACTIVITY INCLUDE FAR WESTERN ARKANSAS CENTRAL AND EASTERN KANSAS FAR WESTERN MISSOURI CENTRAL AND EASTERN OKLAHOMA PARTS OF CENTRAL AND EASTERN TEXAS SURROUNDING THE MODERATE RISK AREA...THERE IS A SLIGHT RISK OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS FROM THE CENTRAL PLAINS INTO LOWER OHIO VALLEY AND SOUTHWARD INTO SOUTHERN TEXAS.

Life....my Past Meets The Presents For All My Friends To Read!!! [warning Tons Of Drama]
My life starts out like this.............. All my life my mom resented me and always hide secrets from me. My father was a great guy before everything turned. My sister never use to be depressed until the day when I was 12 my mom kicked my dad out cause she didnt love him and she only wanted his money..She took my sister and I choose to live with my father...Ever since then my mom has always hated me and thinks down on me..My father quickly got remarried to a woman who never liked me and her daughters always treated me like crap..I got blamed for everything that went wrong in their lifes, They ran my life through the wall telling me I was ugly and telling me how I can never do anything right and how I was worthless...my father turned his back on me and I was alone for 6 years of my life, They made me cry in pain at nights...I learned that my step mother never wanted me to be apart of her family and that they were just money hungry like my mother, I tried all I could for my father

Friends?
Ok Let me see if I can word this in a way for everyone to understand... I LOVE new friends...When I request to be someones friend; I rate, I fan, etc.... I notice that certain people on CT request to be added and then NOTHING! No hello's, no rate's, no nothing..... They just keep it movin'; It makes me CRAZY!!!! So here's the deal... I will always accept a persons request to be "friends". However, if I don't hear from you; be it a shout, a profile comment, a photo comment, a stash comment or a rate. I will delete you! I'm sorry but I'm not into having a million "friends" that show NO LOVE. I'm not trying to be mean at all.... Just want to "KEEP IT REAL"

A Huge Step Forward For Wicca
Good Morning and Hello there. A huge battle was won in the approval of allowing the Wiccan symbol on grave markers for the fallen soldiers. The VA finally approved this and the various families awaiting use of this symbol now will get their loved ones grave marker changed prior to Memorial Day. That is a good thing. To many believe too much in movies and the Hollywood silver screen far too often sights the Wiccan 5 pointed star as a sign of the Devil which is not true. The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA. Too many believe that their religion should be the only religion and I can not stress this point enough, that this is where the world differs and belief bashing starts. The pentacle has been added to 38 symbols the VA already permits on gravestones. They include commonly recognized symbols for Christianity, Buddhism, Islam a

Woohoo It's Me...lol...
Just me again...lol...I have sat down and done some reflecting on myself and have decided I am one seriously twisted bitch!!! Now those of you who know me already know this and those of you who don't know me all that well probally had no clue.Means that I should be up for an Oscar sometime in the near future.I've gotten pretty good over the course of my life in hiding the real me from all the pruing eyes.And why did I feel it was necessary to do this??? I really have no clue,other than for along time I really did give a shit what peole thought of me.And then I didn't want what I did or believed to come back on my kids in some form or the other.But in the last few years I have started to let the real me out.The one I have had bound and gagged in the back of my mind for so long now.Am I afraid of what anyone will think??? No,not really.I have decided that those who trully love me are still going to love me regardless of how fucked up I trully am.And I am okay with that.I have some not so

Update
It is a long time since i had a chance to do a proper update . The new job is going very well and I'm really enjoying getting my teeth stuck into it, we have a great team in Hillary and myself and we are turning things around. What we are is a small cafe and a 18 hole miniature (crazy) golf course with an 18 hole putting green course as well.we are situated in the north Cornwall town of Padstow and have an excellent view overlooking the harbour.my job title is assistant manager/groundskeeper which suits me down to the ground. The previous owners only did teas and coffees from the small cafe but we are doing more food and a wider variety of hot and cold drinks and things are improving day by day.I'm in the middle of converting a room that the previous owners used as their lounge into another indoor seating area to allow us more covers and more indoor seating when its not possible to sit outside..i work.

We Are On The Right Track My Fellow Pagans
Please read! For our fellow pagan troops who sacrafice their lives for this country we are now on the right track to having our symbol on our headstone approved thru the VA. Date: Wed, 4 Apr 2007 23:41:44 -0400 (EDT) To: circletimes@... From: Circle Times Subject: [circletimes] More Veteran Pentacle Quest Update Additional media links and other materials have been just added to the Veteran Pentacle Quest website: EDITORIAL: Inside the First Amendment: The Nature of Discrimination Charles C. Haynes, Senior Scholar of the First Amendment Center, has spoken out about the need to uphold religious freedom for Wiccans and for everyone, in this editorial published on-line and in newspapers around the nation, such as in April 3, 2007 issue of the Courier-Journal newspaper of Louisville, Kentucky. Here is the excerpt about the Quest from this editorial. A link to the entire editorial is under Media Coverage at the Veteran Pentacle Quest website: http://www.circles

Baby Druen
hello everyone, last night a miracle happen to me, my son druen ladanian lee black was born,,he was born at 927 pm est, weighing 5 lb 14 oz, and is 19 and 3/4 inches length, with all 10 fingers and toes,,lol ill be on and off line periodically,,so please leave a message if you need to contact me or add me to yahoo,,,rannally2005 DJ Randy

Running
Running Running running as fast as she can Away from this place, away from this land Away from the hurt, away from the pain Away from her hunger, away from her shame To get away is what she needs A respite from it all is what she seeks The pride she feels for today’s confrontation Is that this time she didn’t cry for this altercation One kind of pain she knew so well She just traded for another, hope became hell The only thing keeping her where she is now Is the arms of a child, his pain she won’t allow She left those of her blood because she couldn’t deal Now she just wishes she couldn’t at all feel Trapped between a rock and a boulder She’s there just for the young one to cry on her shoulder All she has now is herself and her thoughts Wishing she could leave all the bad memories to rot That’s why she left, to escape those moments To be away from all of the torments Running running away if she can Away from that place, away from that man Away from th

Love For A Twin
Love for a Twin He is so dark yet so sweet In his heart he holds no deceit His smile is so full of innocence But his soul of pained experience I love him so much my brother dear Without him around I feel much fear I fear for his future, I fear for our past Yet I know my love for him will always last He seeks the love from a father hardly known I envy his courage to fight for what he needs shown We are apart and yet together A link between us that stretches forever He makes me feel so much protected And yet also so very neglected I feel as though I can’t talk to him about things Though I’m always willing to hear about his feelings My love for my twin shall never die No matter what he does that deserves no pride My care for him will never break or bend I’ll be there for him now until the end

I Want
I Want I want him to hold me I want him to hug me I want him to kiss me I want him to touch me I want him to caress me I want him to fuck me I want him to love me I want him to talk to me I want him to be with me I want him to protect me I want him to dance with me I want him to play in the rain with me I want him to sleep with me I want him to bathe with me I want him to hang with me I want him to plan with me I want him to dream with me I want him to read with me I want him to write with me I want him to cuddle with me I want him to wrestle with me I want him to make love to me I want him to laugh with me I want him to drink with me I want him to cry on I just want him

She Sits And She Writes
She Sits and She Writes She sits and she writes How alone she feels Her decision made The consequence she must bear She sits and she writes Writes her feelings No one to talk to No one to hear She sits and she writes With a book by her side To sooth her mind Take her away somewhere She sits and she writes To fill her time A clock before her eyes Helps her see time slip away She sits and she writes In a house devoid of sound Gone of life She sits and she writes

Alone
THIS IS JUST ME VENTTING... BUT WHY THE HECK DO I FEEL SO DAMN BAD.... I HATE PPL WHO F'IN SAY ONE THING BUT DO SOMETHING ELSE... IM SICK OF BEING IN THIS MARRAGE WHERE IM NOTHING... IM SICK OF THINKIN I FOUND SOMEONE AND BAMB SOMTHING F'S THAT UP.... IM JUST BBETTER OFF ALONE... SO GUYS IM NOT WORTH THE TIME OF DAY AS FAR AS I SEE RIGHT NOW... PEACE OUT IM NOT GOIN TO GET MY HERAT STOMPED ON ANYMORE.... IM SICK OF CRYING... LATER...

Just Want To Run!!!!!!
so much hurt.... so much death.... so much pain.... can't stand it!!! everywhere i go... when i'm awake... when i sleep... cant close my eyes... they're there... all of them... can't take it!!! want to scream.... need to cry... need to sleep... can't sleep... can't close my eyes.... so alone... so very alone... why?... no answer... just want to run.... just want to leave.... start over.... new life... new love... new me.... want it... crave it... need it... desperate... tears falling... throat raw... chest heaving... lost... afraid... numb.... angry.... grabs... screams... throws... shatters... blood... pain... uncaring... frustration... sleep... no sleep... cant close my eyes.... faces.... gaunt... empty... staring... no soul.... only shell... never ending.... always there... go away... i don't want to see... can't look... no choice... can't close my eyes... screaming... crying.... breaking down.... giving in.... want to run... cant run... nowhere to go... nowhere to hide.... start ov

Who Is This Man ?
Who is this man? Glimpsing into my world, trespassing, as if, in some strange way, he believes he belongs here. Who is this man? Challenging my protective barriers and with arrogance, dares to approach the fortress of my heart. Who is this man? Violating my laws, running his fingers through my soul, and savagely raping my mind. Who is this man? Extending his hand, shining his soul at me, and with unwavering audasity, taps my shoulder in a provoking attempt to gain my audience. Who is this man?

Crazy Ass Night W/nick
Okay, Tonight I just couldnt wait anymore to see hot fuzz so tonight I dragged Nick with me and we saw it....afterwards we drove around Corvallis in a Huge Cady!!!! We went to Mc'ds and we decided we would pay with a $100 dollar bill and we got change back of $91.56 in $5 dollar bills and to top off the funniest night ever, We switched cars and drove one of the cars at my house that has a burnt out tail light and decided see how many times we would get pulled over well we got pulled over three times and 2 of the 3 cops that pulled us over laughed and told us to keep driving!!!! well now im wide awake and Pimpin out my music file with fresh new music and bored so if anyone wants to talk then hit me up!!!! ANYWAYS PEACE GANGSTA'S!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT MONDAY LIKE I DID!!!! ^_^ Yours Truly, ~TOMMY~

Hmmm
hmm what to say apart from sorry to all friends, family and fans for not being around much the last few days. On a really slow connection isnt helping things, also not been feeling too well, couple of anniversaries of some bad events in my life are also pulling spirits down. Hugs to all my friends, do love you all.

What I Want. Listen Closely
I WANT 10 MORE MINUTES I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM FAR FROM FINISHED I WANT TO KNOW YOU SO LONG I CAN COMPLETE YOUR SENTENCE THE 1ST TIME I FUCK UP I WANT YOUR FORGIVNESS YOU NEVER SHOULD QUESTION WHAT IS THIS I WANT 25HRS, 8 DAYS A WEEK I WANT TO WAKE YOUR BODY OUT OF THAT SLUMBER CAN’T CALL YOU CUZ I DON’T HAVE THAT NUMBER BUT, I WANT THAT TOO I WANT TO BE CLOSE DINNER PARTY FOR 2 I’M THE HOST I WANT TO LOOSE TRACK OF TIME I WANT TO KNOW WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND I WANT CLOSE FRIENDS TO CALL WHEN DOING NOTHING AT ALL I WANT TO KNOW IF YOU’RE THINKING ABOUT ME WHEN I’M THINKING ABOUT YOU I WANT TO CHANGE MY NAME TO ELMER’S CUZ I WANT TO BE THAT GLUE I WANT TO UNDERSTAND HOW AND WHY YOU COULD FEEL SO SOFT I WANT TO SEE YOU PISSED OFF AND WHAT MAKES YOU A BITCH JUST SO I WONT GO THERE I WANT TO WASH AND DRY YOUR HAIR I WANT TO KNOW WHAT MAKES YOU TICK WHAT MAKES YOU ROCK WHAT MAKES YOU ROLL

Quem Deus Vuit Perdene, Dementat Prius ( If You Can Translate This Saying Into English I Will Congradulate You) It Is Latin Goodluck.....
As i fall into my own dispair i see ur face looking back at me i see nothing in your eyes your a disease to me hurting me like the ones before i cant know you i cant bond with you, you are one i am not meant to know an the warnings are within me.... My heart shattered once again but i remember i have those i truly love an care for they are there for me through thick an thin i have bonded myself to them without problem it is only you that has what repels me... Ive seen too much in my days my eyes tell a tale of pain an misery but with you i cannot share this once again i am further from the norm then anyone could believe. My third eye forced open the pain the feeling of having my head in a vice as it grows tighter i see more an more i know more an more i feel what others feel the emotions the pain the fear it is all mine the insecurities we all share the lonliness but with you...i cannot take what you feel you are a disease to me that i can no longer pretend isnt harming me..s

Awwwww Babe I Loves You
Pretty please show her Love on this tragic day! I loves her sooo much. her car was totaled this mourning cause some guy ran a stop side a hit her in the side and she went to the hospital cause she was in pain. I just want the best for my babe. she has my heart and she will be in prayers. I love you sooo much babe! Picture is Link to her profile

Dudes....... Comments And Cards Much Appreciated
just a short note to let you know that your comments and cards are much appreciated Since it has been rather busy.... please treat this only as a temporary posting to acknowledge your greetings ... Shall respond indvidually later on.... Until then.....rock on.... xx F

Monkeys With Keyboards....
AIGHT, SO I GET ON TODAY AFTER BEING GONE FOR A COUPLE AND ALL MY SHIT IS FUCKED UP. ALL MY MESSAGES DELETED, MY BANK IS GONE AGAIN, THERE'S SOME SHIT SAYING I HAVE TO BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 2 TO DO SOMETHING OR ANOTHER, MY SCREEN IS SHOWING QUADTRUPLE AND ALL I CAN THINK IS WHAT FUCKING RETARDED MONKEY IS RUNNING THIS GODDAMN SHIT?!?!?!? I'VE ONLY BEEN GONE TWO DAYS!!! TWO!! JESUS CHRIST I WOULD HATE TO THINK WHAT THIS SITE WOULD LOOK LIKE IF I WAS GONE FOR A WEEK, OR GOD FORBID EVEN A MONTH!! PROLLY COME BACK HAVE EVERYTHING PINK, TO PROVE YOUR REALNESS YOU'D HAVE TO HAVE AT LEAST ONE PIC OF YOU IN A THONG, NO REPOSTS, NO MUMMS, ALL LOUNGES WOULD BE DARK SOMETHING OR ANOTHER PLAYING THE SAME BULLSHIT MUSIC DAY AND NIGHT AND THE CHERRY SPOTLIGHT WOULD BE ONE OF 4 PEOPLE, THE TOP CHERRIES WOULD BE EITHER PORN STARS, T-SHIRT COMPNAYS, OR PREGNANT CHICKS, AND WE MIGHT HAVE TWO NEW GIFTS IN THE SHOP BUT OF COURSE THEY WOULD SUCK ASS AND ONLY VICS COULD BUY THEM. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Personal Ads: (the Truth)
WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish..................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking.....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free Spirit............................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former Slut. New-Age..............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Open-minded.........................Desperate. Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Professional...........................Bitch. Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Wants soul mate....................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Ø Yes.....................................No Ø No........

My Babes Car Accident Many Tears
Pretty please show her Love on this tragic day! I loves her sooo much. her car was totaled this mourning cause some guy ran a stop side a hit her in the side and she went to the hospital cause she was in pain. I just want the best for my babe. she has my heart and she will be in prayers. I love you sooo much babe! Picture is Link to her profile

Part 1
If you do not see me....then who does? If you are the one that I turn to in the night and even you cannot feel my pain...then who does? If I care, love and need, and you cannot see it... then who does? If I am the one lost and you will not find me...then who does? Part 1 of the road to my name: alone weak hurt wrong unworthy despair deslote storm dying helpless fearfull quiet saddness rage pain lost drakness............ fearless painless strength faith calm powerful quiet peaceful found alone.... as always...alone.

U.s. Says Wiccan/pagan Symbol Can Appear On Veterans’ Headstones
U.S. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear on Veterans’ Headstones By NEELA BANERJEE Published: April 23, 2007 WASHINGTON, April 23 — To settle a lawsuit, the Department of Veterans Affairs has agreed to add the Wiccan/Pagan pentacle to a list of approved religious symbols that it will engrave on veterans’ headstones. The settlement, which was reached on Friday, was announced today by Americans United for the Separation of Church and State, which represented the plaintiffs in the case. The Veterans Affairs Department confirmed the settlement. Though it has many forms, Wicca is a type of pre-Christian belief that worships the divine as mother and father and reveres nature and its cycles. Until now, the Veterans Affairs department had approved 38 symbols to indicate the faith of deceased service members on memorials. It normally takes a few months for a petition by a faith group to win the department’s approval, but the effort to win approval for the Wiccan symbol took abou

His Face And Black Stockings . . .
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

Insomnia Sux Ranting
so yeah insomnia sux. if youve seen my page youllnotice im on this site at all sorts of different hours. i try to sleep but i cant ive taken ever damn medicene to sleep some work but i cant get a perscription for them. seriosly though if you suffer from insomnia you know what im talking when i say that people take sleep for granted. people who wake others from much needed sleep are assholes and should be deprived of sleep for a week. i really have no clue why im writeing this readers must be thinking this asshole just wasted so many seconds of my life sorry im just sleep deprived and partially insane at the moment

Redemption
Without them, I’m me Just beyond the flesh It’s still me, can’t you see Ignore that they’re fresh I beg of you Please don’t fret To look at you Is to feel the regret Accept my plea I aim to recover Wish to break free Take on no other Escape this demon That causes me harm I seek freedom I’ve pulled the alarm I can now accept tears To flow from my eyes Overcoming my fears Before part of me dies I write this for you myself To show my choice Repairing my health Free my voice. WW 4/24/07

Anyone
Can anyone tell me how someone that is suppose to love you ask you to marry them give you the ring and then turn around and the same day , the very same day of asking you to marry them, tell another person that they care for them and want them? I am at a loss here someone please explain this to me.

Looking For Fun
Hello Cherry Tap World I am looking for people who like to meet new friends and have a good time getting to know eachother and have a great time. I am hoping to find some fun females here who enjoy many of the same interests as myself. I can be a shy quiet type or a loud funny type at times. I am always looking for a woman who isnt afraid to try new things and enjoy herself in my company. Is that so hard to find?

Game 7 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
SCORING SUMMARY 1st Period 16:32 JOEL LUNDQVIST, Wrist Shot - Assists: JEFF HALPERN and STU BARNES 2nd Period 15:12 PPG - HENRIK SEDIN, Wrist Shot - Assists: DANIEL SEDIN 3rd Period 07:00 PPG - TREVOR LINDEN, Tip-In - Assists: MATTIAS OHLUND and HENRIK SEDIN 18:57 TAYLOR PYATT, Wrist Shot - Assists: BRENDAN MORRISON 19:13 BRYAN SMOLINSKI, Wrist Shot - Assists: TREVOR LINDEN and JAN BULIS PENALTY SUMMARY 1st Period 00:26 MORRISON, B. : Tripping - 2 min 12:10 ROBIDAS, S. : Holding - 2 min 18:02 BURROWS, A. : Tripping - 2 min 2nd Period 03:18 SEDIN, H. : Hooking - 2 min 05:56 OTT, S. : Interference - 2 min 07:09 BARNES, S. : Hooking - 2 min 14:35 KLEMM, J. : Cross checking - 2 min 15:22 HANSEN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 15:42 MORROW, B. : Slashing - 2 min 18:44 OTT, S. : Too many men/ice - bench - 2 min 3rd Period 03:23 LUNDQVIST, J. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 06:16 HALPERN, J. : Hooking - 2 min 10:20 COWAN, J. : Tr

Game 6 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
SCORING SUMMARY 1st Period 03:05 PPG - MIKE MODANO, Assists: SERGEI ZUBOV and MIKE RIBEIRO 2nd Period NONE 3rd Period 07:22 JEFF HALPERN, Assists: none PENALTY SUMMARY 1st Period 01:43 LINDEN, T. : Boarding - 2 min 01:55 BIEKSA, K. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 05:29 LINDROS, E. : Hooking - 2 min 17:21 OHLUND, M. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 17:48 HAGMAN, N. : Roughing - 2 min 17:48 BURROWS, A. : Roughing - 2 min 2nd Period 00:17 HANSEN, J. : Elbowing - 2 min 07:37 DALEY, T. : Holding - 2 min 10:23 NORSTROM, M. : Hooking - 2 min 3rd Period 15:58 MITCHELL, W. : Hooking - 2 min 17:40 MORROW, B. : Misconduct (10 min) - 0 min 17:40 COWAN, J. : Misconduct (10 min) - 0 min 17:40 MORROW, B. : Roughing - 2 min 17:40 COWAN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 18:08 SEDIN, H. : Hooking - 2 min 20:00 GREEN, J. : Slashing - 2 min 20:00 GREEN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 20:00 OTT, S. : Roughing - 2 min

Game 5 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
SCORING SUMMARY 1st Period NONE 2nd Period NONE 3rd Period NONE 1st OT Period 06:22 PPG - BRENDEN MORROW, Assists: SERGEI ZUBOV and MIKE RIBEIRO PENALTY SUMMARY 1st Period 02:14 HAGMAN, N. : Tripping - 2 min 08:54 COWAN, J. : Delaying the game - 2 min 12:58 HAGMAN, N. : Interference - Goalkeeper - 2 min 2nd Period 12:29 OHLUND, M. : Hooking - 2 min 3rd Period 01:57 NASLUND, M. : Hooking - 2 min 13:11 OTT, S. : Slashing - 2 min 1st OT Period 05:18 PYATT, T. : Too many men/ice - bench - 2 min

How To Get Poor
30I went by the field of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the man void of understanding; 31And, lo, it was all grown over with thorns, and nettles had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down. 32Then I saw, and considered it well: I looked upon it, and received instruction. 33Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep: 34So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth; and thy want as an armed man. - Proverbs 24:30-34 KJV

Dating Vs. Marriage
When you are dating.....Farting is never an issue When you are married....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband...at all times. When you are dating.....He takes you out to have a good time When you are married....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating.....He holds your hand in public When you are married....He flicks your ear in public When you are dating.....A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad When you are married....A King size bed feels like an army cot When you are dating.....You are turned on at the sight of him naked When you are married....You think to yourself...."Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating....You enjoyed foreplay When you are married...You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating.....He hugs you, when he walks by you... for no reason When you are married....He grabs your boob any chance he gets When you are dating.....You p

Permeate
the earthy smell of rain is simmering, making the pavement smoke, smothering the existence of grime and fumes that previously wandered the air. and she's watching in wonder as the ground looks seemingly greener against an angry gray sky. her eyes flutter for a moment, taking in such a jagged breath, you'd think it was her last. but she keeps on as if it's for spite.

Sad..
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100 mph down the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. In the paper the next day the headline read: Motorcycle crashes into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes weren't working, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, and then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before it's too late...

The Moment
THERE ARE MANY MOMENTS,MANY AWKWARD AND SOME WONDERFUL,THE MOMENTS THAT GET ME THE MOST,IS WHEN TWO FRIENDS LOOK AT EACH OTHER,GET LOST IN EACH OTHER,AND IN THAT MOMENT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS,WE GET LOST EVERYTIME IN THE MOMENT THAT WE KISS,THE MOMENT YOU KISS THAT IS ALL IT TAKES EVERYTHING CHANGES FOREVER,AND WE ARE LOST IN THE MOMENTS OF KISSES,...LOST IN THE MOMENT WITH YOU I AM COMPLETELY CONFUSED,LOST IN THE MOMENT WITH YOU I AM COMPLETELY CONSUMED,THAT IS WHAT IT IS TO BE THE MOMENT.Shania Twain Videos | Ringtones | Chicago MLS

My Best Kept Secret.
Breathe... I want you to gasp greedily. I want your body to arch with each deep desperate plea for life. Were you good for me today? Did you do your homework? Did it sink in? Leaving perfect little brands of where I've been. How I've infected your very being. How I've probed torn ripped and pryed my- way- inside- your sanctified... soft... pretty... perfect... World. And if anything COULD stop me now... Would you want it to? Or shall I invade...dirty...violate your world further? How will I entertain myself while you deliberate? Shall I take a tasting tour of your body... Pray to another one of your altars built on their bruised hearts... Shall I make love to you with only my eyes... make you squirm and beg... as the chains jingle a sweet lullaby for my

Vampires:
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

Women's Ass Study!
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses! I thought the results were pretty interesting: 10% of women think their ass is too little... 85% of women think their ass is too big... The other 5% say that they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway

The Oil Shortage Yes That Explains It‎
THE OIL SHORTAGE A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in America. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ Alaska ~~~ California ~~~ Oklahoma and TEXAS ~~~ ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington DC

Her Sarcastic Remarks!
An attorney got home late one evening, after a very taxing day trying to get a stay of execution for a client, named Wilbur Wright, who was due to be hanged for murder at midnight. His last-minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling tired and depressed. As soon as he got through the door his wife started on about, "What time of night do you call this? Where have you been?" and on and on. Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar ritual, he went and poured himself a very large whisky and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by her predictable, sarcastic remarks. While he was in the bath the phone rang, which the wife answered and was told that her husband's client had been granted his stay of execution after all. Realizing what a day he must have had, she relented a little and went upstairs to give him the good news. As she opened the bathroom door, the sight of her husband’s rear view greeted her as he bent over na

Whats My Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting92%Blind Folds83%Blood75%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

45 Things All Girls Love... And Most Guys Dont Do
45 things all girls love... and most guys dont do 45 things all girls love 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-LET HER BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR FRIENDS keep reading... 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!***! 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DON'T ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 2

Thinking
You look back in life and you think where did you go wrong and wish you would have never fucked up but you did and you just wish you could die.You wonder why you ended up like you did and you wish you could change it but you can't.You wonder why ppl do what they do and why they treat you like they do and then you remember what went wrong.You just don't understand life at all but all you know is you have a purpose but you don't know what it is at all.You ask what it is but know one can answer.You pray and sometimes you wonder if there really is a god and then you do believe in him till he lets you down.Ppl you love die and ppl you love get hurt and you just wonder what the hell happened and still no answer.

What Gift Do I Have?
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100%You have the Gift of Discernment94%You have the Gift of Wisdom94%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet63%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%You have the Gift of a Seer31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Feeling Kinda Lost...
so its really late... I should be fast asleep but i have so much on my mind and i have no idea where i dare to start ... I am so screwed emotionally and i have no idea where ever dare to start. I feel so lost with everything, things have been so busy and are going to continue to be busy ... manuvers coming up and i know i have a shit load i still have to do come morning i should be in bed... but my brain just refuses to shut off. I wonder if things will ever really start going my way or if simply i am fooling myself with false hopes. Wondering if i can be honestly happy or if thats just another fantasy... I wish i had some idea and i just wish i could spend one night where i didn't feel totally lost , not to mention alone. I cant help my brother with his situation , i cant even help myself ... I guess that leaves me screwed right? I wish i could get some proper sleep.... I doubt that will happen any time soon either. Anyone care to tell me i am not crazy? I would love to

I Hate My Life
Everyone hates me All they do is yell I hate my life Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me Why can't I have a normal life Why can't I ahve people who love me Don't cheat on me Everyone hates me Why live on threw life When no one likes you Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me It's hard to live on When no one loves you No one cares about you I hate my life Why can't it end I'm sick of everyone hating me Not liking me I hate my life It's time to end it

Been Missing You
All the good times we had Even the ones that are sad I've been missin you Tokin it up with you down in cali And the fun times we had at the pep rally I've been missin you Thinking about you brings tears to my eyes And when I think about astoria's penis in the sky I've been missin you I want to hang with you everyday But you're too faraway I've been missin you

Emotions
How do people live with all these emotions I can't stand them All they do is hurt you Or someone close to you I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel cold in the heart I feel every emotion but happiness I don't want all these emotions They're taking over my life All I wanna do is cry I wann tell someone how I feel I can't since they will think I'm insain The worse feeling is not having someone to talk to They wont understand All I want to do is crawl up in a ball Cry all day long Can someone just help me Help me with all these emotions Can they make me happy I haven't felt that for some time I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel so cold in the heart I feel every emotions but happiness I don't want all these emotions They are taking over my life

I Know I Messed Up
It's so hard to deal with everything The fact that you could be leaving I don't know how to react You were everything I had ever wanted You were everything I had dreamed of I didn't know I could feel this way Like I'm floating on the clouds When I'm with you nothing matters at all I've never been so happy in my life I've never felt so sure abotu something I know I'm sure about this I miss you I miss us I want it back I messed up with the fear The fear of you leaving With the sleepless nights The sleepless nights I know I messed up Knowing I let something so great slip away I wish you could forgive me Open your heart Let me back in I am willing to wait I'm willing to stay here for you I know I Messed Up messed up with the fear I have

Another Favorite Song Of Mine.
(This blog does not mean I am in a relationship, just that I happen to like this song, and thought others might as well.) Colorblind Counting Crows. I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am Taffy stuck, tongue tied Stuttered shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am.... fine I am fine

Descending Angel- Misfits
Torn from the heavens, they fall from the sky And walk the streets among mortal men They hide in shadows, keepers of the night Mortal life is weak, can't hold back the demons The blood pours as rain And soon you'll be alone Descending Angel woohoh Descending Angel Stand by my side Woohoh Descending Angel We'll face the night Descending Angel Guard the gates of Hell just one more night For in the morning... will bring the light Born and created in the image of a God Fall from the heavens Descend from the sky No one to guide us, alone we face the night Mortal life is brief for the rebel angels They make their final stand And soon you'll be alone Descending Angel woohoh Descending Angel Stand by my side Woohoh Descending Angel And face the night Descending Angel Guard the gates of Hell just one more night Descending Angellllllllllllllllll!

You Seem To Know
You seem to know when I need someone You seem to know when it's the worst time to come in my life You seem to know when it's the best time to come in my life also times when I need a savior Times I need someone to tell me everything will be okay Tell me the things I need to hear You seem to know what to say You seem to know what to say to get me back Back in your life You seem to know what to say to make me forgive you To let you back in my heart Forgive you for all the pain you cause me You seem to know just when I'm at my weakest You seem to know when to jump in for the kill You seem to know the right things to say You seem to know that I would take you back Even after everything you have done to me what you don't seem to know I'm not letting that happen again

Be My Baby Tonight...
Yes I know it's a song lyric... but it fits me... But probably not for the reasons people would think... I have a friend (with benefits)... It's a strange but good friendship... Things are very warped with him... He has been around a bit this week... Helping me with the garage sale, moving, and just keeping me company... It's been really nice to have him around for all that... And I guess I've been using my "feminine charms" to get more help than he probably wanted to... I've been accused of doing this... but I don't realize I do it... (So I'm dense when it comes to guy-girl stuff... we already knew this) But anyway... We messed around this past weekend, and no I didn't disobey the doctors and have sex, it was interesting... and good enough... all things considered... But it was strange for me... He didn't know that the doctors don't want me to have sex (because of the prolapsed organs)... I was sooo frustrated with life and lack of sex I was willing t

Chelsea
I read a friend's blog post today that broke my heart. Please read Chelsea's story & help in any way possible. This family needs help, love & support. Chelsea will surely capture the hearts of anyone. She got mine..let her grab your's.. " Please help my lil angel" read our blog help if u can@ CherryTAP Hi I have a severely disabled daughter she has cp/she's deaf/blind and has epilepsy. She just spent a month in the ICU at riley hospital in Indy and she almost passed away. One of her nurses is a old family friend and offered us her timeshare for free in Florida for a week we have never had a vacation and her brothers suffer so much cause of hospital stays and it being so hard to get out and was wondering if you would like to do a good thing and donate to our lil fund for the trip. Her brothers miss out on so much cause of their sister being ill, that we wanna do something good for them for once that's fun. I have plenty of pics and web sites yo

I Cant Fucking Sleep
ii hate this shit i wish earls was till open 24/7 it sucks i dont have place to go anymore i remember when we all used to hang ther jonnie ryan and everyone else fun times... before swenie moved to ireland that prick why did he get to leave before me .... fuck this music time later people

A Storie To Remember
His touch was amazing, Like the sun wrapping me in it's warmth....My skin, oh how, my skin weakend with every brush of his flesh untill I melted in his arms... He flowed through me as a midnight summers wind so strong it steals my breath... His will overpowering mine, the wanting of giving into this ecstasy that he so needlingly offers.. I wraped my body around his, to feel him deeper within this light of selflessness ...his world into mine...such music we made.... The song of morning came ringing in with a mystifing glow of gold....Our bodies lay still as a peacful slumber comes creeping to hold us in her glory..... so we may find each other again with rested eyes.

Seeing You
.... and every time i see you after a long separation, i think it's going to be so weird, and it never is, it's so easy to just fall back into "us"... and i never thought i would see you, i really thought you'd bail on me today (thanks for not doing that!) ...and every song i hear reminds me of you... god you smelled so good today and your hair felt so soft and i just wanted to keep you with me... and my heart is in shreds and i don't know what i'm supposed to do and all i know is that when i'm with you i never want to be anywhere else....

Aerosmith "remember (walking In The Sand)"
Aerosmith - Remember (Walking In The Sand) Seems like the other day My baby went away She went away, 'cross the sea It's been two years or so Since I saw my baby go And then this letter came for me It said that we was through She found somebody new Oh, lemme think, lemme think What shall I do Oh, no Oh, no Oh, no no no no no Remember, walking in the sand Remember, walking hand in hand Remember, the night was so exciting Remember, her smile was so inviting Remember, then she touched my cheek Remember, with her fingertips Remember, softly Softly we met with a kiss Whatever happened to The girl that I once knew The girl that said, she'd been true Oh, whatever happened to That night I gave it to you What will I do with it now Oh... Oh, no Oh, no Oh, no no no no Remember, walking in the sand Remember, walking hand in hand Remember, the night was so exciting Remember, her smile was so inviting Remember, a then she touched my cheek Remem

Aerosmith "what It Takes"
There goes my old girlfriend, there's another diamond ring And, uh, all those late night promises I guess they don't mean a thing So baby, what's the story? Did you find another man? Is it easy to sleep in the bed that we made? When you don't look back I guess the feelings start to fade away. I used to feel your fire But now it's cold inside And you're back on the street like you didn't miss a beat, yeah Chorus: Tell me what it takes to let you go Tell me how the pain's supposed to go Tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night Without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice? Tell me what it takes to let you go. Yeah Girl, before I met you I was F.I.N.E. Fine but your love made me a prisoner, yeah my heart's been doing time You spent me up like money, then you hung me out to dry It was easy to keep all your lies in disguise Cause you had me in deep with the devil in your eyes Chorus Guitar! Tell me that you're

What Mythical Creature Am I?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Faerie75%Dragon59%Angel58%WereWolf42%Demon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Soooo School Started Today
Soooooo it was soo sooo sooooooo awsome i had a freat day .... double eged blade my class is all guys .... i trying to fidn where i will fit lol i was sooo girly today in pink and white and spike white heels lol but i looked cute ... i loved thre migaling part where i got ot meethe ppl form other classes the film guys rock ..... i spent like half the day even after with one guy form it and we all swiched numbers and emails for networking but i can tell a few of them i def am gonna wanna work with and cheak in with to cuz they just kick ass ppl

Aerosmith "you See Me Crying"
You see me crying Dont let it get you down You see me crying Im back to the lost and found Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said You see me crying Say you a ladies man You see me crying Im so hard to understand Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said You see me crying Please say you stick around And I got to be your lover, honey Lovin time after time And I show everything around And I never ever let you down cause my love is like a madder round Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said

Garbage "i Would Die For You"
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine I would cry for you I would cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear I will pray for you I will pray for you, I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin' You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me Violate all the love that I'm missin' Throw away all the pain that I'm livin' You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I will wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sink ships for you, Take t

It Hurts So Deep
It hurts so deep I feel it in my bones This pain that noone else can feel I wish I could share it But noone seems to care enough I know you all "say" you care But your reactions leave me empty The hole grows wider, deeper with each passing min It seems nothing will clog this open drain For every bit of emotion, blood, and organ Has drained from it I dream that one day this gap will get smaller, slimmer

What Type Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Ecclectic Pagan100%Zoroastrian Pagan80%Shamanic Pagan60%Kabbalistic Pagan55%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan40%Eastern Pagan35%Greek Pantheonic Pagan35%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan20%Roman Pantheonic Pagan20%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)

Confused...
You ever get that feeling of loneliness? Wonder where life is gonna lead you? Wonder if there is such a thing as total happiness? Wonder if your gonna be alone for the rest of your life? Confused by your own emotions? thoughts? emptiness? These are just a few things that seem to be going through my head lately. I really only think about these things a lot when i'm upset. Most people would call it depression (which it most likely is) but right now its a lot of just loneliness.. I miss my daughter so much, when she's home with me i have something to look forward to every day. But because of whats going on in my personal life (which is all my ex's fault) she is safe and happy 500 miles away from me at my mom's house. I miss her soooo much, sucks coming home to an empty quiet house. Have you ever thought you loved someone so much that you did everything to please that person. Sacrificed doing what that person wanted, said what you knew would make them happy but never really being

My Ringtone On Her Phone....
Avril Lavigne "Girlfriend" [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about ya all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? (alright alright alright alright) Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious Hell yeah I'm the mother (fucking) princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right I'm right I'm right) She's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend H

Old?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YE! yes, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED! HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, WRINKLED SON-O

You're Like A Pencil
You're Like A Pencil Did you know that you are like a pencil? Here's how: 1. Like a pencil, you can correct your mistakes. You can't change the past, but you can rectify it. And though you can't erase history, you can erase guilt and anger with forgiveness. 2. Like a pencil, painful sharpening can serve to make you better. Your difficult times can actually sharpen your skills or shape you into the person you were meant to be. 3. Like a pencil, you can do great things when you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand. 4. Like a pencil, you can leave your mark whenever possible. That is what you're here for -- to leave your mark. It may be in small ways, it may be in the lives of people you have touched or nurtured, but you must leave something good behind whenever you can. 5. Like a pencil, it is what is on the inside that matters. Whether it is understanding or intolerance, love or bitterness, peace or unrest, kindness or self- centeredness, hope or

Guts Or Balls
Guts and Balls -The Medical Distinction We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below. GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask, "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say, "You're next!" I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

My First Time
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

A Little Flab
A Little Flab >> >> One morning while making breakfast, a man >> walked up to his wife, >> pinched her on the butt and said, "If you >> firmed up, we could get rid of your control top pantyhose". >> While this was on the edge of intolerable, >> she kept silent. >> The next morning, the man woke his wife >> with a pinch on each of her breasts and said, "You know, if you firmed >> these up, we could get rid of your >> bra." >> This was beyond a silent response, so she >> rolled over and grabbed him by his "dangler." With a death grip in place, >> she said "You know, if you >> firmed this up, we could get rid of the gardener, the postman, the pool > ;> man, and your brother."

Through The Rain
Eyes locked, hands held tight. The drops gently fall, The rain brings them closer. She breaks their embrace and looks to the sky as raindrops fall to her face. His arms circle her waist, and she closes her eyes. Her head falls back, the wind caresses her face. The problems held inside of her disappear for that one moment, and as they walk hand in hand through the pouring spring rain. She whispers "I love you." As her words echo over the grassy field, and the never ending grey sky, Peace fills her, body and soul, and she hears his answer, Clear and distinctive as the gentle tapping of the rain. "I love you too."

His Love
His love is like Ecstasy i get sweet chills every time he sits next to me he's the one i call just to say i love you he's my every thing when life is blue the way he kisses my lips so sweet I get butterflies in my stomach every time we meet soft hands caress my every curve If i didn't know better I'd call this love What god sent me is an angel from above A caramel mixed piece of heaven that represents a dove A dove who brings hope and joy to my life I'll call him my king if he calls me his wife Living in a fairytale you're all i ever dreamed of What I'd do without you... i couldn't even think of When your soft lips collapse upon my breasts I scream out love and allow you to do the rest No one could understand pleasure until they've felt you tender kiss My mind strays far...... amid a cloud of bliss Slowly making your way down and within Fantasies erode as I call out Mark Baby, you're my king. ...... so yea this wun will remain incomplete f

Happiness Is
The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to find Like finding a 4 leaf clover Like being in the perfect place at the perfect time Wishing on a falling star The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to reach Wishing only to hold Wanting only to touch Desperate and bring me farther and father From happiness The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to see Like seeing through a fog A fog of distrust What I see is not what it seems And simplicity is all but to simple Make more and more of everything till I look through a fog A fog of illusion, were I see more with my eyes closed Sometimes the things that make me happy Are right beneath my nose Discovering a once hidden treasure is sweet blessings Were wishes and luck All come true in one moment Like finding you Sometimes the things that make me happy Are held in my hands, in my touch Like kisses Like hugs Like us Sometimes the things that make me happy Are all to clear

Can't You See
Can't you see what she's doing Has she clouded your mind? She's been doing this for weeks Have can you be so blind? Everyone else has noticed How can you be the only one Who can't see what she's up to Or has she already won She's done it all before And she's doing it again I know you don't want to believe it Cos you see her as a friend She was my friend too That's why this hurts so much But she just can't leave you alone She always has to touch Whenever we get time alone She finds a way to talk to you She flirts whether I'm there or not I don't know what to do You don't look at her that way So you don't see what I see It's not that you're really stupid It's just your devoted to me Honey, you know I trust you fully Cos I love you with all my heart But please just make her go away Before she tears us apart

I Guess Quickies Are Ok...
Over the course of the last year, I've grown to have a very fine appreciation for the kind of lover who really wants to take his time with me. I admit it, I like to be nurtured and nourished by my lover, even if our play time turns a bit to the aggressive... aggressive moments can still be just as loving as the gentle ones. It's just a matter of how the emotions behind the actions are transmitted. So... all things considered... yeah, I guess a quickie is OK as an act of total desperation in sexual frustration. But in truth, it's really not all that satisfying and in a worst case scenario can even leave me feeling hungrier than I was before. Thankfully... this particular lover is very adept at his skills in nurturing and nourishing. So... even though our time together was cut quite short. It was still good... just not fully satisfying for him. But I got just enough out of it to survive until I can be with someone who can truly take his time with me again.

The Perfect Guy
Slowly drifting away into your everlasting eyes. Looking into emerald diamonds that shine so bright. Your long black eyelashes raise to the blue skies. The color of love glazes my way into the dark night. Skin so soft caress my body into an ecstasy. Silky as satin brushes across my bare face. Breathtaking as your touch thats like a fantasy. It comforts me when I feel out of place. Lips sweet as candy that long to always satisfy. A bittersweet sugar rush races through my veins. Tongue tied words that soar my wings to fly. A soft touch lessens away all my pain. If only I could describe everything about you. I'd go on forever because it could never die. All I know is that I have a love that is true. Everything about you makes you the perfect guy.

London Dungeon
they called us walking corpses unholy living dead they had to lock us up put us in their british hell make sure your face is clean now can't have no dirty dead all the corpses here are clean, boy all the yanks in british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're free they called us walking corpses unholy living dead they had to lock us up put us in their british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're swell make sure your face is clean now can't have no dirty dead all the corpses here are clean, boy all the yanks in british hell i don't wanna be here in your london dungeon i don't wanna be here in your british hell ain't no mystery why i'm in misery in hell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're swell here's hoping you're

Im Not Sure Who Wrote This But Ive Had It Since I Was Younger And Still Love It.
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what people deem important, only you know what is best for you. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future, by living your life one day at a time you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give, nothing Is really over until the moment u stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other, so do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking changes that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find, the quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it to tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams, to be without dreams, is to be without hope, to be without hope is to be without purpose. Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you h

Paint Brush
i keep my paint brush with me wherever i may go in case i need to cover up so the real me doesn't show i'm afraid of what you'll do you might laugh or say mean things i'm afraid i might lose you i'd like to remove all my paint coats to show you the real, true me but i want you to try and understand i need you to accept what you see. so if you'll be patient and close your eyes i'll strip off all my coats real slow please try to understand how much it hurts to let the real me show now my coats are all torn off i feel naked, bard and cold and if you still love me with all that you see you are my friend, pure as gold i need to save my paint brush, though and hold it in my hand, i want to keep it handy in case somebody doesn't understand so please protect me, my dear friend and thanks for loving me true but please let me keep my paint brush with me until i love me too -Bettie B. Young

Skulls -misfits
the corpses all hang headless and limp bodies with no surprises and the blood drains down like devil's rain we'll bathe tonight i want your skulls i need your skulls i want your skulls i need your skulls demon i am and face i peel to see your skin turned inside out 'cause gotta have you on my wall gotta have you on my wall, 'cause i want your skulls i need your skulls i want your skulls i need your skulls go collect the heads of little girls and put 'em on my wall hack the heads off little girls and put 'em on my wall oh oh i want your skulls i need your skulls i want your skulls i need your skulls i want your skulls i need your skulls i want your skulls i need your skulls

The J. Geils Band "love Stinks"
Artist: The J. Geils Band Lyrics Song: Love Stinks Lyrics You love her But she loves him And he loves somebody else You just can't win And so it goes Till the day you die This thing they call love It's gonna make you cry I've had the blues The reds and the pinks One thing for sure (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah Two by two and side by side Love's gonna find you yes it is You just can't hide You'll hear it call Your heart will fall Then love will fly It's gonna soar I don't care for any casanova thing All I can say is Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah I've been through diamonds I've been through minks I've been through it all Love stinks (Love stinks) Love stinks yeah yeah (Love stinks) Love stinks yea

A Different Kind Of Recipe!!
A man is showering up in a locker room with his buddy when he notices his friend is very well endowed. "Damn Bob, you're hung!" Jim exclaims. "I wasn't always this impressive, I had to work for it." "What do you mean?" Jim asked. "Well, every day for the past two years I've spent an hour each night rubbing it with butter. I know it sounds crazy but it actually made it grow 4 inches! You should try it." Jim agrees and the two say good bye. A few months later the two are in the same locker room and Bob asks Jim how his situation was. Jim replied, "I did what you said, Bob, but I've actually gotten smaller! - I lost two inches already!" "Did you do everything I told you? An hour each day with butter?" "Well, I was out of butter, so I've been using Crisco." "Crisco?!?" Bob exclaimed. "Dammit, Jim, Crisco's shortening!!!!" You gotta follow the recipe!

Def Leppard "love Bites"
If youve got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that its forever? Do you think twice, or just touch n see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When youre alone, do you let go? Are you wild n willin or is it just for show? Ooh cmon I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I dont wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin me to my knees (love lives, love dies) Its no surprise (love begs, love pleads) Its what I need When Im with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It cant be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin

Untitled
well let me start of by sayin my name my name is sue lousie moore and i am 20....Ok well see i need to let this out so if i hurt anyone by this i am going to say right now that i am sry i did not mean to hurt no one...Well i am not goin to say no name's do that way there is no finger pointing,well i am so in this guy he is the most wonderful guy that i have ever meet see i have been with guys who beat me to the point that i was in the hospital,but see this guy that i am in too i know that he would never beat me or hit me and i am thankful for that and i want to say that yes there is other female's involved in this guys life and i am ok with it to a point.I am not the kind of girl who will tell a guy that he has to stop talkin to his ex's or to other female's that is just not me i just dont want them to try and take this guy from me and there is this female who i am becomein friends with and i am happy that i am i mean i have lost friends and also gain friends beacuse of this guy and i

True.....i Think??? Lol
A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the mos t beautiful Woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the

The Jeff Healey Band "i Think I Love You Too Much"
I'm not alone, you're sittin' right there How come I get the feeling, you could vanish into the air? I love you more than anybody else baby Can't you tell I'm an easy touch Oh, baby baby, I think I love you too much If I picked you up, you'd slip right away And if I locked you up, you'd find a way to make me stay You're gonna hurt me more than anybody baby, 'cause you know I'm an easy touch Oh, baby baby, I think I love you too much I guess I'm gonna give you what you want, 'cause I so in to you You never give an inch to me baby, though I've been giving you a mile or two I'm not alone, you're sittin' right there How come I get the feeling, you could vanish into the air? I love you more than anybody else baby Can't you tell I'm an easy touch Oh, baby baby, I think I love you too much Chorus 3x.

The Fire Inside
We do this thing we love so much, Each and every Saturday night. Sometimes we take the checkered flag, And sometimes we have to fight. A big dirt oval is where we play, That's where we truely feel alive. It's not for the money or glory at all, We're jsut searchin for that perfect drive. It's where grown adults become kids again, The troubles of the world will have to wait. If I just get a run commin out of two, I could pass this guy down the long back straight. I know that fire that burns inside, The dream to go big time. I know that fire all to well, Cause your dreams are just like mine.

My Chemical Romance "i Dont Love You"
Well, when you go Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way And after all this time that you still owe You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know So take your gloves and get out Better get out While you can When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up While you can Whoa, whooa When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday" Well come on, come on When you go Would you have the guts to say "I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday" I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday

Quiet Riot "love's A Bitch"
Oh!...oh! Loves got me by the ass again I've been in love since I don't know when I keep a-runnin' and I don't know why Love's givin' me a pack of lies Out of breath and I'm out of time Misery is what I find Love's a bitch, baby Love's a bitch, yes it's crazy Love's a bitch, baby Love's a bitch, yeah it's crazy Love's a bitch! Like a cat with diamond eyes Love's power it can hypnotize Done me in (ha) More than twice She'll make you think that it's overnight Your all alone in a room that's wrong Your body shakes Your feet are cold Love's a bitch, baby Love's a bitch, yeah it's crazy Love's a bitch, baby Love's a bitch, yes it's crazy Love's a bitch! (whoa, ooh ooh, yes it is) (Oh, oh, oh) Such a bitch (oh) Don't you wait, don't stand still Gotta keep on movin' or you'll pay the bill Go by car, go by train You gotta keep on runnin' or you'll feel the pain Keep on runnin', keep on runnin' Love's a bitch, baby Love's a bitch, yes it's crazy L

Brown Christmas
Fertile sun whips through lifeless plants marked by winter, summer skies brushed with numbing winds. Window shades block the sun, lines demarcating white walls. Mother Nature sleeps, her lips pressed firmly together. Mountains rise to block the city in a time warp of pine and ornaments. Blinking lights distract a driver, colorful trees set aflame, cheap gifts betrayed in snowless streets. Dried leaves scrape against the cheeks of autumn. As ruby red dies to brown, I watch the rewind of spring to winter, to this: frozen rain pounding from smirking skies. Every breath hatches fog, and the city falls into place. Will autumn's cold ever rise into a newly born world?

Welfare Check
Guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . . . . you started it.

The Scorpion Totem
The Scorpion is a very interesting and solitary creature. They are fierce and lethal and have been known to live for as long as twenty-five years. They are nocturnal and do not hunt their prey, but rather wait until a suitable prospect crosses their path. They will then ambush their victim by giving them a lethal injection of poison which either kills or adequately stuns the unsuspecting creature. The Scorpion’s stinger sits at the top of their many segmented tail. The Scorpion is able to control how much venom will be released from their stinger when attacking their prey. They will, if very threatened, sting their victim several times. There are fifteen-hundred species of Scorpion throughout the world, of those, only twenty-five are lethal. These creatures molt frequently in their lifetimes, sometimes as many as five or six times. Scorpions can survive a year without food or water, making them one of the most enduring creatures on the planet. The mating ritual of Scorpions is very

Acceptance
This Goes Out to MY FRIEND "MR.HONESTY" hahaha Grow Boy...........You Know who You are!!! Acceptance is not a state of passivity or inaction. I am not saying you can't change the world, right wrongs, or replace evil with good. Acceptance is, in fact, the first step to successful action. If you don't fully accept a situation precisely the way it is, you will have difficulty changing it. Moreover, if you don't fully accept the situation, you will never really know if the situation should be changed. BALANCE IS KEY.....!!!

Mmm I Cant Wait To Hear You Scream Fucking Yummy Hahah :scream The Misfits
Misfits - Scream Lyrics Whoooa Whoooa Whooooa whooaaaa Whooa Whooa Screeeaaaaaammmmmmmmm A chill runs up your spine It crawls into your brain The freezing touch of fear it's drving me insane Although you try to fight Dragged from the silence where you hide 'til you... Scream Scream I can't wait to hear you... I can't wait to hear yao... it's driving me insane Although you try to fight dragged from the silence where you hide 'til you Scream, Scream I can't wait to hear you... I can't wait to hear you.... I can't wait to hear you.... Scream

Got A Job!!!
Well everyone, I got a job here now in Lawton so, I guess I live here now...... I need to go back to hicktown Boswell and get my things from there and bring them here now.....If you wished me luck to get a job so I could move here well then thank you so much!!! If you didnt....well then I think you know what my few words will be!!! LOL just playing!!! Well things are starting to fall in place for me now which is awesome!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

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The Passion We Call Racing
The skies were bright and sunny at the fairgrounds track that day, A championship within his reach at his hometown speedway. A season filled with ups and downs, from DNFs to wins, It is on this late September night, his test of will begins. It all started five months ago, the weekly wars began, In front of crews and families and thousands of crazed fans. That cool late April Saturday which seemed so long ago, Still wearing gloves and stocking hats...the recently melted snow. Two feature wins, a runner-up and a fourth out of the gate, A lead of 18 points led expectations to be great. The headlines clipped and on the wall, the sponsors rolling in, He could not have asked a better way for it all to begin. From there his focus turns to May, with his fortunes not the same, Not to mention two lost motors...one blown, one to the claim. The month before now blurry and the questions more clear, Doubting shocks, springs, and set-up..."Are we running the right gear?" His p

Iced Earth - "i Died For You"
Iced Earth - I Died For You I can't believe this now This isn't what I planned I lived and died and now I just can't understand With all the love I feel I could never leave her No matter what the cost My soul's the price to see her [Chorus] Oh how I love you The pain won't go away Oh when I need you You're always so far away I cry for you Leaving myself to blame I died for you I gave up everything The pain was just too much When I finally saw her She's happy and in love In love with my best friend What makes it hurt so bad Is that I love them both And they will never know For love I sold my soul [Repeat Chorus]

I Have To Let Go
I Have To Let Go I have to let go of.. The dreams I had for you All the things I assumed we’d do The tea partys little girls enjoy And playing with dolls and toys I have to let go of.. That you may never speak Never hear you say Mummy to me I have to let go of.. You may never finish school Have a career Marry or even have kids I have to let go of.. The anger I feel For what I think I’ve lost Learning to let go Is very hard I’m trying You’re a very special girl I have to start appreciating the little girl That I love beyond compare Because I know you love me too

From A Very Good Friend
Some friends leave you hanging Some friends leave you down But this friend will not let you drag your heart around Friends are forever and this you will see Firends are not the ones to be decieved We are friends I said this before And though there are times I cant answer your call Remember it does not mean I do not care Only that I am busy But hold on and I will be there You see the world claims it And many proclaim But I am a friend forever and always so when you need me just pick up the pace because i will be there most any night or day

This Used To Be My Favorite Song Hahah Thanks Pony I Fucking Miss The Shit Out Of You
Misfits - Helena Lyrics If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Cutting with the knife blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife Secondary spine, incisions must be accrute I know just what to do My hands are trembing I can't spare to slip up with this knife Her beauty so illogical The beast come gliding in Hideous chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night bursts into flames Dance Helena Dance If I cut off your arms and I cut off your legs would you still love me anyway? There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be and I close the door on my Fantasies Why don't you love me anyway? Helena!

He Loves Me
He loves me Like warmed liquid satin He slips inside my soul Caressing my inner doubts I am imperfection But he sees only my beauty The inner woman Hidden from others view He desires me When I am tired or inattentive He is always aroused When I look at him and smile His passion exhalts me It is like an endless waterfall Cascading over, around, inside Bathing me in the wonder of him He lifts me higher His love is like an endless wave That carries me above pain Into the shores of his arms He fills me with excitment, Just being with him is my inspiration He wills me on to achieve Because of him I am complete

Thinking Of You
Hi OK :)..Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......TH

Am I Reading This Right?
Did I read it right??? Just in case Batman forgets? Hmmm... decisions, decisions! Well, thank goodness!!! Up until now, only 36% of women have been able to find this. Excuse me??? Interesting marketing angle! Then, how should I get in??? Maybe the exit? Hope the emergency's not too urgent! Sounds tasty doesn't it? What??? And you thought that particular personality trait wouldn't look good on your resume... Hygiene is important. It's a man's dream come true.

Is This The Week To Piss Me Off
My week has started out like shit. My nephew has this girl who he met over the internet I think she was nice girl. Well the girl came down no prob I think it a wonderful gesture. Anyway she went back home and three days later telling my nephew she was preganet and she lost the baby. First i have 3 kids of my own and I have been in the medical feild for 16 years. So, I think I know what I am talking about.I asked him to come and i told him there is no way that the baby was his.well, he told her and now he thinks i tring to control his life.Frankliy, I dont give a rats ass what he does with his life, but i am not going let some bitch hurt my nephew.Now, he is pist at me for telling him this. he said i broke them up, as said earlier i dont really care what they do. He has really pushed my last buttons over this. I have been there for him ever since his dad died, and he has done nothing but give me and my girl shit. So, I am done with him.

Develish Desires
Embracing lustrous desires Falling into a pit of dark emotional ties I don't want to look into your eyes Trapped within my own disguise Taunting me, seducing me When you touch me physically I react seductively Blinded, can't you see Venomous poison injected with blood Sexually arousing me, causing a flood All for the sake of finding false love Determined to leave and break free from this drug

Pondering Thoughts
Ok I have a pondering that has been wracking my brain for awhile now. I was talking to my sister Gail last night about people in who were in our lives in the past. We sat and talked about how one minute someone can say they are your best friends or sisters of the heart or soul then in the next breathe....rip your heart out with a blunt spoon and stop all contact. We have both had this happen to us by various people. Some were the same ones as the other, a few were different. Our thing is this when they try to come back as they have always done in the past do you just forgive and forget the pain that you worked so hard to not have in your life and allow them back into your life? Or do you put up walls and move on with your life not allowing them in? Both of us are women who allow others in who deplete us of our energies and lives over and over again. We just need to understand if why this has happened. For me now in my life I am moving forward in my life to have less drama,

Words Of Wisdom
While talking to my mom today on instant messenger we discusses how I feel that people who I trusted have somehow been lured in again by my exhusband. She and I talked and she commented on how powerful I believe he is and how he is not really that powerful, persuasive or convincing let alone likeable. Ya know what she is right!!!!!!!! She had this to say about the friends I thought I had back east as well. "I HATE when people HAVE TO HAVE that high drama, Soap Opera thing going on. I refuse to participate & if it keeps up, I just move on. Those people are not a good friendship match for me. If they're a good work match, I'll work with them, but they'll learn REAL QUICK not to include me in their madness !" You know what again she is Right!!!!! I am adopting this for my own life and letting go of those who have to have the high drama and soap opera thing going on. Why should I be a part of it? I will admit I snooped around on some people's friends pages, found pe

All My Friends
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father

April 29,2006
Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever else is there for me thank you. not many people can relate to losing a girlfriend or boyfriend that means so much to them unless of course you have been in that situation trust me it's not something i would ever want anyone to ever go through it sucks when you use to coming home and wait for that phone call saying hunnie can you come get me so i can be with you.

Spirit Vs. Human Side Of Life
Spirit Vs. Human Side of Life Why is it that no matter what faith, belief, religion or creed people are, there seems to be more flesh or human put into the mix, instead of just the spirit of oneself? This has plagued me for a very long time. I don't understand how anyone can call themselves a certain faith, only to not live by what their Bible, Creed, Koran or even the General Golden Rule, teaches us all. Let's take the Pagan/Wiccan Reed "Do What Ye Will Harm None", The Bible says "Do unto others as you would have done to you", why is it that, we as humans in some way, have to hurt others? Why can't we make the effort to live in the spirit, meaning the spirit that lies within ourselves, the one that makes each of one alive? Why do we as humans have the jealousy, the anger with each other, the hurtful part of us all, the inconsiderate behavior, to take into consideration what the other person's spirit needs or wants for a moment? These things I ponder and it hurts me t

How Nice Of You
you need to know this: you can go fuck yourself! i always have to be the peace maker i try to be nice and smile and you being the ignorant bitch you are just say some fucking immature ridicously statement you can say all the shit you want but you can't have my dignity fuck you and your sophmoric ways i'm through with you. the new annie will fucking kill you grrr...

Another Day In The World Of A Angel
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WELL HERE IT IS 12 30 IN THE MORNING ON TUESDAY MORNING AND I CAN T SLEEP SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE YA ANOTHER GLIMPSE AT ANGELS WORLD MONDAY ACTUALLY WENT WELL FOR ME AND HUBBY WE WAS ABLE TO MEET A FEW NEW CHERRY TAPPERS AND HAVE FUN CHATTING WITH THEM GRANDMA STILL NOT GETTING BETTER BUT IM SURE IN TIME SHE WILL TOMORROW BEING TUESDAY MY HUBBY AND HIS BUDDY GONNA TRY TO GET SOME THINGS ACCOMPLISHED BUT NOT MUCH ON THE AGENDA WATCHED MY WRESTLING LAST NIGHT AS I ALWAYS DO ON MONDAY NIGHTS NOW ON TUESDAY I WATCH IDOL I AM A BIG REALITY SHOW BUFF LOL AS IF YA COULDNT TELL ALREADY THEN CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY GET TO GO MEET A NEW FRIEND OF MINE AND HAVE SOME FUN SO ANGELS WEEK IS ANXIOUSLY AWAITING THE WEEK END WELL I GUESS THATS ALL FOR TONIGHT STAY TUNED IN FOR TOMORROWS EPISODE OF ANGELS WORLD AND PLEASE ALL IF YA SEE MY PAGE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR SELF TO MY MAP AS WELL AS MY POST IT BOARD TY ALL MY FELLOW TAPPERS AND I LOVE YA ALL ANGEL

Hurt
I'm really upset right now. And it makes me so mad because I shouldn't be but I can't help it. And I can't even talk to my friends about it cause it is a pride issue with me and when something really hurts me I don't want anyone to know that it does, especially those close to me. It would be easier for me to tell a stranger. I hate this, and this blog doesn't even begin to cover it

Competetive Eating!
IFOCE (International Federation of Competitive Eating) proudly recognizes my main man, Patrick Bertoletti, who set an Atlanta record for eating 33 hot dogs in record setting time. Mr. Bertoletti was flanked by the finest assemblage of eaters ever to compete in Atlanta, making this win all the more impressive. Though his work will be cut out for him in the coming days if he hopes to break the current record of 49 hot dogs in under 12 seconds when he competes at "The Nathan's Famous Fourth of July International Hot Dog-Eating Contest" in which the finest eaters in the world will fight for one of 20 spots in the most celebrated sporting event of the year. Each contestant hopes to bring home the coveted Mustard Yellow International Belt; competitive eating's greatest prize. (Akin to The Master's green jacket of golf, or the Vince Lombardi trophy to football) Like 2005's contest, the event will be televised as a live, one-hour broadcast on ESPN. "We are thrilled to offer this spirited e

Gas War!!!!!
April 20, 2007 5:52 PM Lets give this a try - something has to be done and we're only going to get it done together... GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read o

Things Going On With Me
Just to let you know I wont be on very much cuz I have two jobs and that means long days and nights also the people I was living with their garage started on fire so I am staying with some other people right now and probably wont be online very much things with me are really crazy and its gettin late and I have to be up early so night night talk to you later

If I Could Make A Wish...
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Every Night
Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me.

As Long As Your There
Can't count the miles, you're away from me. Can't count the moments, you're so close to me. Never thought my heart would sound this beat, but heart and thoughts were incomplete : You were not there. How can this be wrong ? This feeling deep inside, so strong. In God's hands, we will share our heart. It never ends, over and over again, a new start. Never knew life could be so tender . . . To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . . Now that you are there. Heart and soul body and mind silence and sound to you I send it all sweet and kind with love all around Never thought I could feel this way, this way loved, blessed and sheltered loving, blessing and sheltering, day after day after day, As long as you are there

32 Day Vigil - Keep The Candle Burning
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Apr 23, 2007 11:53 AM 32 Day Vigil for those who died in VT - Keep The Candle Burning by reposting and joining our Memorial Group 32 Angels . Com We will NEVER FORGET! VA Tech Press Here to Enter the Memorial NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT!

I Can't Imagine
I can't imagine a day Without your charming smile Nor can I justify Convey How much I love your style I can't imagine a week Without warm embrace Nor the adsence of your pleasing form And lovely, flawless face I can't imagine a year Without you near to share The times that do endear Or the moments of despair I can't imagine a life time Without you at my side For if I want a love divine I need you as my guide I can't imagine eternity Without the love that can now be known My spirit wanders hopelessly in agony alone!!!

Just To Inforn Everyone
i think i been nice enough where i rate and comment your guys pictures and help you with points and i do what you guys ask, like help you guys in all the stupid contest and shit like that and i have no problem doing that however when i asked for help and when i post bullitens no one will read them what kind of friends is that only very very few helped me and they know who they are and i appreciate and you guys know ill help you, so for now on i will not help anyone anymore except for a few of you that are REALLY my friends fuck the rest of you for the people that helped me god bless you and thanks very much for ur help even though i was no where near finishing in the top 10 thanks I love you guys have a good one

Tanning Bed
I have been going to the tanning bad alot and my back is freaking itching BAD!!!!!!I need someone to come take care of this for me...Yall get ur plane tickets ready LOL.. I am dying over here..I have found hangers make great back scratchers..LOL

Ok, Now I'm Pissed!!!
I think I'm a patient, easy going guy. However when you're the type of person who's so anal you can't see the work thats been put into something, the beauty it possesses, the care put into a job, the sacrifices made to get the fucking thing done and all you can do is take money out of my pocket, food off my table and bitch about the small microscopic imperfections created by everyday whear and tear, I can no longer contain myself. Climb to the highest building, grab the highest caliber gun and sharpest knife you can find, drive the knife into your chest and aim the gun at your head and pull the fuckin trigger. Obviously there's no way in hell anything on God's green earth can please you. And by the way, what the fuck possessed you to hand a $3000 guitar to an 11 yr old who only wants to play metal and in the 1st place if you want it to stay perfect? Waste of human life, pull the plastic off your couch, blow the cobwebs off your wife's crotch and for once go to town, have fun or die!!!!

Anime Boston 2007
Well, I just got back from Anime Boston with Kathy. Not only was this the first event with a completed managa, but also the first trip Kathy and I made as Mr. and Mrs. Lucas. Even thou I was there to support our company "the Bungee Corp," we still got to sleep in and have breakfast in the morning. I must admit that room service is expensive but it was worth every penny for the convenience. Kathy originally didn't want to go to Anime Boston because she thought she would be bored. I had to talk her into it. But she is very happy now. She found a lot of things she like she mostly brought artwork she like. On Saturday I brought her cat ears and a cat tail for her to wear; so she would feel left out. J.C. and were wearing uniforms from his managa. She didn't want to wear them at first but she later got into it. I gave away the last of Ash Cans and had some good conversations. With them all gone; I guess I'm going to have to finish my book now. I think I going to have to set up a

Lest We Forget
HI Cherry Tappers just wanted to share with you that tomorrow April 25th is ANZAC dayGet More at COMMENTYOU.comGet More at COMMENTYOU.comMay we remember those who fought & died for our country & those who didnt return God Bless Lest We forget Thanks for reading Jovichick64

Irony
Irony is causing drama, then blaming it on everyone around you. Irony is saying you love someone, but getting pissed cuz they fucked someone else. Irony is saying you love someone, then sexually molesting them. Irony is saying you're not associating with certain people, then spreading rumors about them, and saying things to other people just to start drama. Wait... that's not irony, that's stupid. P.S. if you read this, and i'm guessing we're still on the "you know who you are" thing, GO BACK TO FLORIDA!

Will It Ever Get Better
i am really confused i just dont understand why i am so shy and why people take advantage of me and how i am such a loner really i was raised by my mom cause my father left us when i was 2 yrs old i never really knew him what an asshole i was molested when i was 5 really messed me up i was raised to be a nice person and how do i get treated for being nice i get walked on, treated like a piece of shit they borrow money from me and never pay me back they want a ride somewheres but they dont give gas money i can never smile til i get false teeth(bad teeth runs in the family) i feel so alone i have no real friends around where i live being molested when i was didnt help up til now i protect myself at bed time but i wont say how too embarrassing when will it get better for me

How To Fuck Up The Easiest Haircut In The World.
I don't blog much. In fact, I rarely blog at all (hence no blogs on here for me). Sure, there's things to complain about, but this is about as horrendously funny as it gets. My band is playing our last show on the 24th for "a while". We're taking a break, specifically I want a break from bands (haven't had a free weekend literally since July of 2005) to just be me again. That said, I want to be as over the top this time as I can be. I've been toying around the idea of getting a mohawk for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that "fuck it, why not?" The goal was a tri-hawk. One in the middle, two on the sides. Not like airplane wings or anything, like on the insides of my temples so they're diagonal. Sounded kick ass. I've seen it before and I figured if anything would work for me, that would be it. "Nothing screams attention like a mohawk." Mistake #1: I normally go to a supercuts just down from where I live. There's two girls who work there that know what they're doing

Stand Up And Fight
Why are we expected to be nice to those people crossing our borders and stealing our jobs? Why are we the only race of people on earth who is expected to turn the other cheek when our rights are taken from us and given to those who had no hand in obtaining the rights in the first place, and why the hell is an organization set up for the rights of white men and women considered racist but one set up for a Jew or a Negro is perfectly ok? I find myself asking these questions on occasions and have yet to come up with a solid answer, I feel that because we are the only race capable of righting what is wrong with society, we are the only people who pose a threat to the corruption which takes place on a daily basis in the very place we look to for protection and guidance. We as a people are far superior than any one other race, we are the ones who single handedly brought on the modern day form of society and if it were not for us the world would still be living in an age where you had to f

To All My Friends
you know about a year ago this time we all were siting arond and having fun but now becaues of me my wife has lossed 2 of her friends and its ny foult i know it is but what can i do know my best friend is starting not to like her but what no one can see is its my falt and my fult alone sure she is up set at whats been going on but if i had not been stuped then we would all be friends still i dont like my life the way it is now and im an the one that has to suffer with what i have done plz i just want my friends back i just want my life to be back the way it was but it wont but its ok i will live my sad little life the best i can and no mater what happends just know that i love you all and you will always be my fam

A Thought
A person can take away the love from a relationship and make it less than it was. A friend can take the trust and closeness away from a friendship and make it less than it was. But no one can make us less of a person, only we can do that to ourselves, by giving them the ability or the control over us. Believe in yourself, be happy with yourself, and no one can take away who you are.

Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, 'Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?' I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze. 'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked. She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...' 'No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. 'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became insta

Randomness Rant.
Well, I see it's been awhile since I posted my last blog, so I figured I'd get on here and rant abit about numerous things that bother me. Though you find me ranting too much about politics because it's all just a scam. I won't rant about religion because it raises too many questions and pisses people off too quickly. I guess there's really not much more to rant about, but anyways. Yeah. Have you ever gotten so bored that you would rather stick a red hot poker through your eyes than anything else, because you've seen everything and your tired of looking at the same things over and over again? Well, I get that bored on a daily basis. It gets really old too, I've watched the same dvds over and over again and I've watched the same music videos on youtube over and over again. There is nothing new to do anymore. Why is the internet so assessable but yet there seems to be nothing to do on there anymore? I will never understand that. I have many sites that I go on but every time I'm there,

I Will
I will hold you when you are scared. I will hold you and listen when you cry and just need to talk. I will be there when you just need a friend. I will be there for you even when you don't need me because regardless you actually do need me. I will love you unconditionally even when you think you don't deserve it. I will hold onto to that big secret and carry it to my grave. I will hold your hand in public or just wherever we are. I will walk along the beach with you while we talk. I will sit and just watch movies all night and cuddle up on the couch with you. I will be there with you forever because no matter what you mean everything to me. I will be next to you every night holding you tightly. I will always be honest with you because you deserve it. I will take care of you when you are ill. I will be everything you need me to be forever and always.

Real Service
As I prepare to pack up my computer before getting on a flight out of Afghanistan I was thinking about my time over here. This time I am a contractor, I am doing what I feel is an importnat job, but I am not here in uniform. Not that I think that detracts from my work, I ust don't want to be misleading. However I have been deployed in uniform, and while soldiers get thanked a lot for thier service, those that are left behind get hugely overlooked. Despite the danger, it is very much easier being the one deployed than the one left behind. Overseas you are with your friends, and you have missions to keep your mind off how bad it can get. I have been on missions I thought were stupid, needlessly risky, or that I flat out thought I wouldn't come back from. But I knew that if I didn't go, someone would go in my place, and you don't let someone else pick up the slack you dropped. Also do I really trust someone else to keep an eye on my boys? Lets face it, no one will have Doog's

Friends 2.....
I love finding out what friendship means to others! I seem to have a magnent hat attrcts "friends" that are just.......fucked up, I guess I could say. To all of my TRUE friends, I luv you guys!!! To my "other" friends, get a life! I don't need you or your bullshit bringing me down. "PAY NO MIND TO THOSE THAT TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK. IT SIMPLY MEANS THAT YOU ARE TWO STEPS AHEAD."

Am I Really A Sub?
OK just cause I got a couple of emails about it I thought I would post this. Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment -------------------------------------------------- Confusing Terms One of the most common things a new submissive has questions about is the "pain and punishment" category. Most of this confusion stems from the combining of the various groups found in the lifestyle into one large group called BDSM. Within the term BDSM we have at least three major factions, all with different needs and motivations. Perhaps breaking it down into BD, D/s and SM will make things a bit clearer. · BD - Bondage and Discipline - There's not much of a mystery here. The Deviant's Dictionary defines it as: Sometimes B/D, B&D. Bondage and Discipline. Sometimes used interchangeably with SM but more strictly referring to practices involving bondage and role-playing or humiliation but little or no pain. Sometimes thought to stand for Bondage and Domination, but see also DS

Fuck You!
perriello66@ CherryTAP no good piece of shit selfish pig. nobody has ever said such hurtful things to me in my ENTIRE life. who the hell do you think you are treating your friends the way you do!? you call me a fat pig "oink oink". you call me a fucking bitch. you call me a fucking cunt. you threw in the cunt card? FUCK YOU! what else could you possibly do to hurt me? OH YEAH. tell the entire population of Benicia secrets that i confided in you? pretty much. rot in hell you self loathing insecure piece of floating shit. your tiny penis is the ugliest i have seen yet. the only thing i will miss about your sorry fucking ass is YOUR MOTHER. i feel sorry for her that you turned out as worthless as you are.

25 Signs You've Grown Up For Good
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

How Was Ur Weekend..????
Well my weekend was awesome..I went to a friends house Friday nite..Got a little tipsy..Kept my best friend of 20+ yrs outta trouble once again..But we had a blast , listened to tunes, drank some alcohol.And had a good time..Then once I get home,I see that a friend of mine IM'd me tellin me that something happened and I needed to get to her house..When I get there I find my son passed out on her bathroom floor.Why is this bc he was stayin at my friends for the nite , of course it was a Friday nite , so I didnt mind.He has stayed there be4..Well her daughter and her husband went over to a friend place..Well my son went with them ..THen this stupid ass bitch give my son some alcohol..BOY was mamma pissed..I was ready to beat some ass..Then I found out something else , that I really dont care to discuss or share at this time, but that HIGHLY pissed me off ..So I went back to this bitch's house and was gonna beat her ass..But my ex husband came up behind me and grabbed my arm and told me I

Thanks
Thanks Drifting on a midnight thought My mind thinks back to loving thoughts Knowing what love is, or have I wrought A joy to others that I have sought. Dwelling upon this thought Recognized what heaven had brought But confusion rules my mind Was it one sided or just to enter twined Did I receive it back or off on my own derailed track I hope in loving grace as my mind moves back To her face I had a treasure In which I felt she was the gem That I was dealt I hope the time was well spent I wonder if she know how much she meant Scott baker

If You Can See More Than The Staff
Whats wrong with this? I can only see out of left eye because i have a weird thing where my left eye overpowers my right eye and I can read the sign. How else do they want a salute? Tits out and pussy spread? I know thats a lie because my male friend got his approved without that stuff! If the staff is blind then they don't fucking need to be on here!

Bet You Can't
Bet you cant do this, because only 1 in 30 people ever can. I dare you to tell the person who posted this bulletin the absolute truth of how you feel about them. I mean EVERYTHING that you think about them. Just do it. Sent it in a private message and then if you have the guts, repost the question and see what people think of you. Repost if you feel you can handle the truth and expect a reply

The Journey (a Poem)
The Journey I can smell the sweetness, the nectar of god-like beings; their sanctuary calling me. Limitless consumption, my body craves the bosom of sedated knowledge. Lost in confusion, my thoughts are adrift within realms of twilight and the lies it tells. I ride the waves to the land beyond, the tide carrying me farther until I can no longer see the edge of reality, its blinding coldness just a memory etched upon my soul. © Lizette Sinclair 2007

Oh So Confused... :s
Ok i am so new its not funny..well maybe a little haha..If there is anyone out there willing to be patient and teach me how in the hell to navigate this site i would greatly appreciate it haha..how do i get music on here and what not..i must say tagworld is much easier to use but this seems like alot more fun!!! please get ahold of me and i will be an excellent student hahaha cheers and thanks to you!! muah!

After All Is Said And Done....
It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and insecurity.And taking sides is not my way..but it seems their are some that do...and they also try sitting back while passing judgement.And for those doing so I have great sympathy for for you may not know what waters you are treading. Life is indeed too short to waste on one whom takes and never gives back.This is why I choose a man who does indeed give back..one I can trust..who is truthful with his self and others who sways not into a life of false promises and who is able to love whole heartedly..a man true of heart..the one that posses a heart of gold..and this man is my CT Hubby..Just shows that sometimes we

Horoscope~ Aries
Relying on others isn't exactly part of your usual MO, but you need a third party's advice right now. This person has much more perspective on a tricky topic than you do. Their point of view could be immensely helpful. This is exactly what we are going through right now, trying to decide whether to have hubby change jobs, and for me to go to work or not, LOL

Tossin' And Turnin'...
I cannot seem to get my thoughts together today. Would say it’s the typical Monday, but usually whenever Monday rolls around it doesn’t seem too terribly bad. I’m usually looking for the optimistic views of everything, but today I just couldn’t see it. I tried, don’t get me wrong, but today went a little something like this: Woke after somewhat of a restless night dragging my tail getting ready. Got to work and was slammed the minute I walked in with more things piling up. Basically found out that I was going to have to pull five hundred dollars out of my rear for different things…one of them being my truck’s windshield. For those of you who know me, you know I can’t stand to have something stay wrong with my truck. Thank God for good credit and loving adopted bank family! That’s all I have to say about that! Personally I felt like crap…seemed really weak and tired throughout the day. I slammed my hand in a ladder that collapses into itself. So when the ladder fell, it crushed the top

About Me
My love, You have shown me sooo many things about myself that I never thought I could handle. Some of it bad but for the most part, good. For 9 months now, we have been on and off. I am still wanting to be on again, forever this time.....Only you know if that will happen or not. I can't wait for the day that you let me know! You have gotten me on a BIG boat that I was terrified of! Now, I want to go again! LOL! You took me shooting!!!!! I NEVER thought I would EVER be able to handle that. You have been a great teacher! The best that I could have ever asked for! You have also shown me what it is like to REALLY love someone with all of my heart and soul. For that I have to thank you AND curse you! It has been a long, bumpy and drama filled road. I hope that soon will end and we will go onto a smooth road that was made just for us!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! You are my heart, mind and soul! Love always and forever, Dawn P.S. I know it was kinda cheesy! Sorry!!!!!

Bored Thinking...
WELL I HAPPEN TO HAVE THE BEST WEEKEND! I WENT OUT ON FRIDAY WITH SOME FRIENDS AND SEEN SOME STRIPPERS... WHICH WASN'T HALF BAD (THEY COULDN'T DANCE THAT'S FOR SURE) BUT OTHERWISE...WEREN'T HALF BAD. LOL! ANYWAYS, I WENT TO ANOTHER BAR AFTER THAT...AND IT WAS PACKED!! OF COURSE BEING THE REASON I OVER SPENT!! *DOH!!* NEVER THE LESS, I HAD TONS OF FUN THIS NIGHT... SO CONTINUES ON TO SATURDAY WHERE I SLEPT MOST OF THE DAY. YAY FOR ME!!! (THIS RARELY HAPPENS FOR ME) SO FORTH TO SUNDAY! I HOSTED A BBQ WHICH TURNED OUT AWESOME!!! I LOVED IT AND LOVED BEING THE HOSTESS. I DID ALL THE BBQ-ING.... I COOKED SOME STEAKS, (BONELESS, SKINLESS) CHICKEN AND SMOKIES ON THE BBQ. ALL TURNED OUT REALLY GOOD. I EVEN MADE MY OWN BBQ SAUCE... :-D I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF THIS WEEKEND! TODAY I MADE SPAGHETTI AND LET IT SIMMER ALL DAY, WENT FOR A WALK IN THE TRAIL BESIDE MY PLACE AND TOOK A FEW PICTURES, WHICH YOU CAN FIND IN MY OUTSIDE PICTURES. I FIND THAT THE MORE TIME I SPEND AWAY FROM HERE, THE LESS ST

What Is Your Sign???
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pain In My Side
Ouch! Why won't this pain go away. I'm falling apart and I'm only 24. Is this some kind of punishment. I can't eat, I can't sleep. Nothing makes the pain go away. Stupid doctor vampires that take my blood and never give me answers. At first it was just diarrhea and vomit. Good old stomach flu that never went away. At the same time, check blood sugar. Want to make sure its not diabetes. Twelve hour fast...nada...nope I don't have diabetes!!! Yeah for me but still there's pain. Ok..draw blood for another test. Nope no ciliac sprue. Yeah I can eat what I want. Now the pain is worse. Go back to the doctor. They don't know whats wrong with me. When do they ever know! It's just a guessing game. Have to get an ultra sound...yet another 12 hour fast. No results yet. Where are they? Hey..doc says you have to go on a clear liquid diet. Just water, juice, jello, tea, and popsicles! Five days of hell!! Eat for one day and oh my g** the pain! Again doc says..go back on the die

The What's Your Sexual Style?
My score on The What's your sexual style? Test: TYPE M(You scored 91 imagination, 83 confidence, 41 dominance, and 41 generosity!)You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, SUBMISSIVE lover who prefers to RECEIVE. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know t

People
Why is that that no matter what i fucking so its never good enough for anybody?? why is that everything i do seems to offend someone, or someone thinks that i did it just to spite them? why is it that some people take everything i do as a sign of weakness when its actually a sign that i am trying to be strong? what the fuck is with people walking away from me when i ask them not to, and people not walking away from me when i want them to? what the fuck is with people trying to bring me down and make me feel like shit?? what the fuck is with people not understanding the words that come out of my mouth? i am tired of people, i am tired of peoples crap.. and i am tired of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted from trying to please people all the time.

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex.
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little sn

Something Silly
Something Silly you say, you want to laugh alright. Sit back put your feet up, get ready to hold on tight. Grab a soft drink or something heavy with a straw, lets hope the cards dont go by fast on the draw. A clown that frowns, or a bird that cracks up, oh now thats just down right out silly now get a cup. A few giggles, snirts with some laughs and hoots, hey look at the clown the one with the big boots. Watch him stumble about, he looks funny, becareful of that on the ground it may not be money. What did u step in, eww its melted gum, see how them people slip, they may fall on their bum. Oh look how cute, that dog looks like its dancing, wow that pony is moving around like its prancing. Something silly you? A laugh to brighten your day.

Your All I Think About
As I sit in my room at night, it seems so lonely with out you. I sit and watch the sunrise, watching as the dark blue skies, give way to those of light blue. I wonder what your dreaming about, my thoughts lost in thinkinf of a beautiful angel. With eyes of blueish green, hair I love to run my fingers through and smooth each tangle. I think back as i watch you sleep so peacefully, I smile thinking here is something I has only dreamed about. From the roof tops and the mountains tops I just want to shout. Your my lady, the one I think about. My mind slips away with only you. to know our love is strong and stought, your all I think about.

Special Delivery From Assyria
It’s near the end of the eighth century B.C. and the major power of the Middle East is coming down on the kingdom of Judah. Despite his preparations to fortify Jerusalem and despite knowing full well what the Assyrians were capable of doing, Hezekiah elected to trust in God for deliverance of the city – not because the people or the city deserved it, but before doing all they’re humanly capable of doing, the king who had led the spiritual revival of Judah knew to lead his people in trusting the Lord. What situations are we in today that we could use a little more trust? The nineteenth chapter of the Old Testament book of 2 Kings runs parallel to Isaiah 37. The chapter opens after the Assyrian forces under the command of the Rab-shakeh deliver the Assyrian king Sennacherib’s ultimatum for Jerusalem’s – and by extension Judah’s – surrender. Sennacherib (the king’s named in verses twenty and thirty-eight) must have figured the land of Hezekiah for easy picking. Hezekiah received the m

Loves Wild Ride
Love will give you a wild ride, a chance to see the unknown. Strange things will happen when this book in life is shown. From eyes that sparkle, to hearts that grow will this feeling. A wonderful world opens, your heart grows from floor to ceiling. Life takes on a new meaning, Bringing out things not seen before. Your eyes grow wide with passion, it grows all the more. Your mind races wuth thoughts, of who, when, what, and where. Sometimes your mind is blamk, its hard to find what to wear. Gifts you think of, ones you wouldn't think before to buy. And the beauty you see, there may be no words to so you only sigh. Your dreams are filled with things you havent imagened before. A voice in your head tells you to jump and run to the store. Flowers here maybe some candy there, aww a cute little teddy bear. These feelings in your heart you want to share, from heart shaped baloons to crystals filled with smow flakes. Oh and the card cant foget that, wrapped boxes th

What Is Love
WILL HE DIE FOR YOU, KILL A MAN LIE FOR YOU,WILL SHE TRY FOR YOU LEARN NEW THINGS, CRY FOR YOU THAT'S LOVE. THERE IS NOTHING I WON'T DO FOR YOU BREAK A CAT OFF PROPER IF HE DISRESPECTS YOU,KEEP HURT AWAY FROM YOU NEVER LET YOU DOWN PRAY FOR YOU LOVE YOU SO HARD THAT WHEN YOU FELT PAIN I WOULD TOO.MAKE LOVE TO YOU NITE AND DAY NOT JUST IN THE PHYSICAL BUT MENTALLY AS WELL,SPEND 90 PERCENT OF MY TIME PLEASING YOU AND THE OTHER 10 PRAYING,PRAYING THAT YOU WILL BE OK AND EVERYTHING YOU WANT WOULD COME YOUR WAY,HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT REAL LOVE IS AND TO KNOW LOVE FOR YOU I PRAY.

Eagles, Wolves, And Us
EAGLES, WOLVES, AND US Eagles may fly high above the earth, and have great sight to see the land below. The earth with all its sight and sounds, for there is only more for them to see and know, They feel the wind beneath their wings as they glide, along the skies that are blue and lite by the sun. Time is slow and easy as they look and listen, for them it seems like a world apart from the world we know as human beings that it seems like fun. Wolves run to and fro looking for a place to sleep,or maybe a bite to eat, yet they are taken care of. Things we take for granted they delight in knowing, life isn't about what we have, but rather the things we find. So when the time comes for us to say our goodbye, the pain is great for the sorrow is so hard it makes our heart twist with tears of memories that make us cry. So before our friends and family can leave us to far away, we need to tell them how we feel don't leave it as though they know, say it to them before the day

Can You Do This?
subject: Bet you cant post date: 2007-04-23 19:24:04 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Bet you cant do this, because only 1 in 30 people ever can. I dare you to tell the person who posted this bulletin the absolute truth of how you feel about them. I mean EVERYTHING that you think about them. Just do it. Sent it in a private message and then if you have the guts, repost the question and see what people think of you. Repost if you feel you can handle the truth and expect a reply

A Little Consideration Would Be Nice....
my neighbor and friend went to play volleyball tonight and asked if i could watch her son.. since her son and mine are both 4 yrs old and are friends... i didn't mind. she said she'd be done around 9:30... its now 11pm. so i called her.. and she is out drunk w/ her man at applebees and said to just put him to bed here... i found it kinda rude.. considering she didn't even ask me to keep him, and the fact that she's drunk is the reason she's not getting him... now i gotta get up at 6:30 when i shouldn't have to so she can get him, and get to work in time... am i the only one who finds this a little inconsiderate on her part?? and furthermore.... men have been a little inconsiderate to me lately too... they talk to me as if i'm just sumthin to look at instead of a person... is there anyone left out there who's capable of having a conversation these days.... who's interested in something meaningful but can have "fun" and "flirt" at the appropriate times... dont' get me wr

Seeing Our Family Again
As we sit and watch the sun set,the eyes of a loved are being closed. Time stands still it seems for those of us left behind,but smile for one day they will be there for us to once again find. Things dont always be what we want them to, but if we hold on and ejoy and be happy they will help us though. So when life has us downin the pits, look up and you will see even through the smallest slits. He holds us all good and bad, So be happy its not all sad.

Milestones
Hard to believe its only been nearly 6 months since i joined! heres what i want to accomplish. OK May 7th is the 6 month anniversary day and id like to get to 6,000 fans and 10,000 rates by that day! Help spread the word! ANYONE CAN TELL YOU I ALWAYS TRY AND RETURN LOVE! I may not be able to send comments on all my friends pages but I try and repost bulletins(drama free ones of course)return pic rates, or stash rates, help level up not only them but friends as well. Help me CELEBRATE! *smooches* ~Temptress~

Love Is A
Love is a fairytail, it only exsists for those who can have it. Love is a dream that is elusive, makes one think when they sit. Love is a game to some who only want to play. Love is a place only for some for a time to stay. Love is a fantascy which fades from sight. Love is a failing dream that wavers in the night. Love is said to rein in abundance, only for a time. Love is a prelude, it makes people feel better in a rhyme. Love seems to make one think they are stronger then they are. But once your heart is broken by this thing called Love its a burnt star.

Feeling The Call
Once in a while we feel something calling to us. Our minds race with thought, it can confuse. Though we cant make out what it is, its a fuss. Sometimes its needy, sometimes its a muse. Maybe we show it, maybe we dont at times We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. It still calls to us, it could start calling with a rhyme. We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. We might search from the mountains to the sea. There are only times we wonder and just sit. The call could be just a walk in the park. It isnt always the same for each of us, it could be sad. Sometimes it comes in the bright or maybe the dark. It could be happy, exciting, joyful, or even glad. Thus of which I speak, is a wild kind of squal. Most try to put in the back of their minds. We all know what it is, I mean the call. So when its calls make sure its not on the road that winds.

Standing Alone Again
Alone I stand on a mountain top. Once in a while I look down. I think to myself what a drop. I've looked all around now. Not sure if I've heard a sound. So my eyes dart all around. I see shades come and go. Every now and then I like to see a show. Siuncing once again something is near. I can tell it is nothing to fear. Not wanting to be alone. What's that? A rock doesn't groan. Now I see it is you my friend. are you in need of something I can lend? If not why are you here? it's the noices that I hear. Where did you go? you there? How can I grow? What do I share?

Sharing, Learning, Caring
Does time stand still when we share? Sometimes it reminds us of a grumping bear. To know each other, do we really learn? Or is it what we want? What is the concearn? Sometimes we do to much caring. We really should be learning about sharing. Maybe if we all would open our eyes. Then the blue we might really see of the skies.

Peaked With Interest
The things we do in life. Is it for show or strife? The interest of others we may peak. Sometimes its what we do, not speak. Some actions speak louder than words. But some of those are smaller than birds. So truely what do we really seak? Clothing or jewelery? Or something sheak? More often than not its hooking interest. That of others is what we seek atleast.

How?
How does one know a feeling? How do we keep things from spilling? How is it we must acheive a goal? How is it we put to much in our bowl? How far must we really go? How do we know if it is what we sow? How do we seem to tell? How is it we do not yell? In time it will show, but not now. We are always asking how, how, how

My Pissed Off Rant......and The Person Know Who He/she Is...all Others...no Worries
you know....it does not seem to matter how many fucking nice things i do for some people...and they want to see the fucking worst in me...So...U know what...If you cant take a joke...then fucked get off my page and go to hell..... PI is so god damn right...I am to fucking nice and I am tired of being used...I do everything i can and yet I get shit on...So guess what...NO MORE...DONT ASK...I WONT DO IT. Good nite Di

Daily Horoscope: Libra 4/23/07 This Is Funny Shit
ya so this is my Daily Horoscope: Libra Something that's always puzzled you about a certain person finally comes to light. He or she may confide in you about a sensitive part of the past. Be generous with the TLC; it's not easy to address old issues. < - - - ok so in a nut shell of how i took this is someone i know is going to blow my mind away with something there hidding from me. well i would love to know how thats to happen when its pretty damn hard to blow my mind. LOL but either way this should be a funny day.

Feelings
What are feelings true? How do we really know the cue? Are they always the same? Why shuold we feel the shame? True feelings are yours to know. Its up to you whereth or not to show. theres no reason to be scared. Sometimes if we do our feelings share. We find something new. If it is one for us to be true. So smile your day will come. True feelings will be, so dont be so glumb.

Life Is Fun
Life is fun if you let it be. What's out there is for us to see. Friends and family can be a joy. Sometimes it can be lonely for a boy. Yes it can be the same for a girl. Thats why we need to be throughrow. Life can be very fun. Even if its just being in the sun.

Short Comings
We all have short comings. Some just write it off as bummings. None of us are perfect. So our hearts we protect. The lines we write of our lives. Most do tell of our strives, Yes short comings we all do have. To the cuts of life we wish to apply sauve.

Bitter Pill
i have fallen prey to the hands of fate my time has slipped away my soul you came to desecrate forever lead astray uncertainty lies ahead for the ones who close the door the words of the damned are said as they crawl upon the floor yesterday i saw my love for you in a dream it came to me I found you torn in two my soul has set you free as I dance with the dead again the shame of life has returned my thoughts are given with a pen as I simply crash and burn return to the kill the scene of it all swallowing the bitter pill while answering the call

Life's Riches
Family and friends, children and pets. Sometimes it was the people we met. Life sure does have it's little riches. One by one we do count our wishes. We should all be thankful for it all. It doesnt matter the size big or small. We should be glad to have each of them. If we smile our life doesnt seem so dim

Stars Of Night
Stars are the light. Sometimes we only see these at night. The star we stare at in the sky. Sometimes birds may at night fly. Stars can make so many smile. We watch them all the while. Either on a grassy hill. Or while lying in bed still. Yes we all enjoy this beautiful light. Its just so beautiful, the stars of night.

Friends , Fans & Family
Well I've been in Cherry tap now for about 3 weeks. I've entered a contest, made a bunch of fans, friends and few family members. Enjoying it every time I log in and play around for a while. To all my cherry tap ladies thanks for the privilege of viewing your photos on all parts of your web pages. The main thing about me is this, yeah I can play the game of rate,fan 10 as it goes in here. But you might notice one little difference I just don't go rate the first picture I see, thats too easy and too simple. Anyone can do that. So here in a nutshell is what I'm like on cherry tap. I may look at you page and not rate just for the sake of popping by as your advertisement or something caught my eye. Rate profile 10 , add as fan then go to your default photos. This where I sometimes will take the first picture rate 10 just out of courtesy of viewing mine as well. As a fan, I may even rate a few other picture in your profile, leave typical comments and move on - yeah thanks for the points

Sunday
I am exhausted. I was on call last week and there was no call outs until sunday morning. I went to bed at 1030p on saturday and got up to use the bathroom at 1230a when I heard the tone go out over my portable radio about a shooting in Tacoma near Highway 512. I knew that my pager would be going off so I just got dressed and ready to go. At about 1a, my pager went off.... "shooting, need forensics to respond"!!! I was off and running. I got there about a half hour later and talked to the deputy on scene to get the history. 14 hours later I cleared that scene and headed for home. I got home took a shower and then went to relax with a nap... was I allowed to? NO!!!! 630p, I got another call out to a suicide... (committing suicide is a WHOLE other subject for me to go into! All I wanna know is why would you want to do that???? ) ANYWAY.... I cleared that call at 1030p. When I got in the house.... I sat in the chair and crashed! What a day... but as they say... it only hurts until payday r

Hummmmmmmmmmmmmm
FUCK IT SHORTY IS THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXY GOT A BRO ALL HORNY AND SHIT MAMI IS THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH IS NO LIE DAMN SHE IS SOOOOOOOO FLY.LOOKING LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR BILL SEX APPEAL UNREAL HOW CAN ONE WOMAN BE SO HOTTTTTT DAMN SHE HAS A LOT TO OFFER THAT IS NOT JUST HER SEX APPEAL SHE IS A THINKER,A WINNER IN EVERY WAY LOOKS,CLASS, VERY NICE ASS OPPS MY BAD DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD SHIT IF I WAS HER MAN PLEASE BELIEVE I WOULD BE PROUD.SHE CAN'T EVEN COOK BUT SHE CAN READ A BOOK ARE EVEN WRITE ONE,LOOK MAMA IS A GODDESS JUST ABOUT 5'2 A DEFINITE HOTTIE PRETTY EYES, BEAUTIFUL SMILE WITH THE ULTIMATE BODY DID I MENTION SHE IS A HOTTIE,WISH I WAS AS LUCKY AS HE IS CAUSE HE HAS WON THE PRIZE HE GET'S TO LAY WITH HER AND STARE INTO THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES DAMN WHAT A LUCKY GUY.TREAT HER RIGHT BRO CAUSE IF YOU FUCK UP AND TRIP THE NEXT WORDS YOU WILL HEAR WILL BE HUMMMMMMMMM I WONDER WHERE SHE IS.......HUMMMMMMM

Bound In Chains
Sitting in a room alone a man thinks. Lower and lower in dispare he sinks. Not realising happiness awaits. Thinking loneliness is his fate. Seeing friend find what he seeks. The smile of those in his mind he keeps. He seems to only feel bound in chains. He longs for wind to blow his hair around. He enjoys it feeling his like a horse's main. Just if someone would come to him unbound

This Highway Called Life
We as the human race. We know of time and space. As we travel this wide road. None of us are really in the same mode. We all in the beginning try to find ourselves. So many times we do put to much on our shelves. Even though its tough it won't last, pain or strife. We all travel this highway called life.

Why ? The Awnsers Are Never The Same :)
why when the lights go out all the world seems to vanish with it? why when someone tells you they love you so much, do they hurt you just as much? why when a heart beats blood rushes all over? why when that same heart feels as if to bleed when broken but truly never does? why is it when you tell something deep , are we all ignored and pushed aside? why is it when i say i love you , i feel as if i wasent heard? why when i show i love you , its not repaid? why is it that im the only one asking when all of you think it ?

What's In A Name?
Somany times we just say our name. So many is there but are they really the same? We just say our name but is there pride? Some are slim but some are wide. So do tell is there any real shame? Truely what is in a name? Have we looked into it's history. There is and was not any mystery?

Untitled #2
I wake up in the morning. It's sunny out. Not a cloud in the sky. I go and grab the newspaper noticing that my fiance is already gone. So I walk back in the bedroom and fall asleep. i wake up when i feel a kiss on my check thinking its my cat i try to shoo it away, and then i feel a hand on my back. I jump up not knowing who it was. And its my fiance. Waiting for me to go into the shower with him. It's midnight so I get up, go to the bathroom get undressed and he is already in the shower. I get into the hot steamy water, pulling back out from the heat but he insists that i come in. So i get back in the shower making sure the water barely hits me. I turn around to get my shampoo so i can wash my hair and he starts to hold me. Caressing my body. Gently touching my breasts. He starts to play with my hair. I turn around and give him a kiss. A passionate kiss. i turn off the water from the shower we get out and he carries me to the bedroom with my legs wrapped around his waste. He sets

Time We Are Given
We knw a smile can be shared. We know life can be spared. A helping hand is always welcomed. So why do we get bummed? Care for those who need it Your mood is not so hard admit it. So what do we do with this life we life in? How do we spend the time we are given?

Shattered Dreams
We all have some kind of dream. Some how a few get shattered it seems. Some float away like clouds in the sky. Others end as a gleam in the eye. Although there are some that come true. When will some get what is due? Is anyone really sure what they want? Some do seem to show what they flaunt. Even through the down falls, some do it seems. Becareful you don't end up with shattered dreams

Running Through Life
Sometimes we move around to fast. We don't see what is so vast. Speeding around all the time. We forget what is so sublime. Do we really stop and smell the roses? Or is it that we actually don't see past our noses? Is it shame that keeps us from funning? Why do we seem to go through life running?

For My Dad...
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

Memories
Another day and it's still the same, the cops say they don't know their names. Email after email keeps coming in, reminding me of what I endured back then. It's hard to have sweet dreams, when they're in all of them, it seems. I see their faces each night in my mind, over and over that night replays all the time. When will it stop? When will it end? When will the cops catch these three men? Fear is an emotion that I've always beat, but now it seems to be getting the best of me. I've got to get my mind on something else before I give in to fear and lose myself. I don't know what it is to quit because I'm a fighter. Once these rapists are caught my world will be so much brighter. My children are the only reason I've kept it together. If it weren't for them things would never seem better. This has to end and it must be soon because I hate myself being in this mood. I just want to be happy and carefree. But is that possible after what they did to me? If I could just

3,6,12
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad?" To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March....."

Ok More....
Well the first guy and i have been talking and he really opend up to me. He explained everything to me and now i understand and it just made everything harder. I wnat him back so bad, i crave for his touch again but i talked to the other guy and he finaly opened up to me to. im lost in my own delema. I want both of them but that will only get me in deeper. i am still deciding. ill keep it posted! lots a luv!

Taken Soul
The soul is taken But love is there can we fly like doves Hand me my hat Let us take a drive into life a bridge to far is a nightmares anger I cheated myself to long in love Curse the bounderies I have limited onto myself Curse the narrow mindedness of my madness I am no good to myself alone So help me, if only love shines thru your eyes Angel's sing on high and into my heart Like cupids arrow I be changed right now I've been a fool with out you I stuck to my foolish principals then a miracle happened into my life The first true miracle of love Life laugh's at my foolishness Practical ethics was my philosopy But when you step into my life I cried A new world of ideas fought to show my love When in the end a kiss and the words "I love you" Was all that you needed I cried and cried until the sun shines Knowing you are now apart of my heart The voice of reason has shown me this But harmless people still got in the way of me Wanting and needing

Ers
I have had the opertunity to spend 4 late night 4 hour shifts in the ER helping the nurses for my EMT-Enhanced clinical time and I have noticed that these people never get enough get acknowledged for the fine job they do and hardly ever get a thank you. Has anyone ever thought about what they have to put up with in there jobs or see when they are at work. Everyone sems to think there emergency is worse then the next person. But did anyone ever stop to thing about the people who come to the ER to say there good byes to aloved one or to pick up a child that was criticly injured in a MVA or ever some one having a life threatening injury. Well next time you go to the ER think about these things treatment takes time test results take time and saving a criticly injured loved one takes time too. So after you get seen by a doctor and are told you can go home a few words of thanks could help these people working in the ER have a better day or even feel appreciated.

How You Got In My Family Or Gonna Get In
Just a word to the ones I talk to often.... When I find a friend in someone and we talk on more than a few occasions you become family or I become your fan cause I have reached my family limit!! But I am tired of sifting through over 300 friends is hard to remember who I talk to... So if I am of any importance let me know!!! neworleanslady_72@yahoo.com sassyntx72@yahoo.com rarelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy used neworleanslady72@hotmail.com ~Tina~

Who Doesn't Love Blog Things?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? The Part of You That No One Sees You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, al

Starting Over
Starting over is always the hardest part. No matter how old you are or at what point in ypour life it hits it is always hard. I have been seperated and then divorced ofr a little over a year now and I am just starting over now. No I didnt do it when we first seperated and I dont know why. But now I am doing it I am facing up to the wrong I did and I am trying to grow up some. I think it is best to just get away from the whole thing and life your own life. I was somehow still in the thought of mind that i was in the family just living in seperate homes . Well that didnt work. I am divorced and I have to be an adult about this i only have to answer to my kids and do right by them. It is hard not having that other part of you around especially when you have been married for as long as we were but it must happen. He is lucky he has a very nice lady who loves him and only wants the best for him . Maybe one day I will find someone as special. Just had to get this off my chest , I am sure the

Hometown Celebrity
I'm walking down the street today, and I'm passing by all those plastic yellow newspaper stands when I find one that intrigued me. So I took one out, and i realize i recognize the cover shot. I assisted with it at this studio i intern at. Sure enough I open up the front cover and behold my name! Ah it was exciting. Nothing that extraordinary, but it was for me. :) Hopefully there will be more issues to come with my name in it.