MEMzZzy FIFO AKA Mr VirusxFIFOx's blog: "Untitled 1"

I'm Stuck in this nothingness. Between a world of broken and fixed dreams. My Life is shattered like a mirror. The scars may never heal. Forever saddened I shall never be whole. The pain is too real. I just wanna go. How can you say you really care. When the mask you wear is in plain sight. I never see day. I live in eternal night. I am my worse enemy. My thoughts hurt the most. Say what you want. Your taunts are a joke. I laugh at your thoughts of caring you thought you played me so well. You should get a award for the acting job you did. Ha Ha. I live by no rules. So forget your laws. I am chaos incarnate. I was built on flaws. Don't tell me I can talk about it. I don't want your calls. Don't say you love me that's a joke I don't want to hear. It was never funny the first 20 or so times I heard it do you actually think it is now. I am the king of desolation. I seem crazy because I'm normal. Can you look in the mirror yourself and say your perfectly normal. Come on I dare you try it one time. I guarantee You'll hate the results. How can we be so happy when the world is filled with wars. You gripe and complain about how the world isn't perfect. Well I am doing something about it. I am standing to fight. If I got to stand by myself then it's alright. I am not scared. At least I'm trying, That is more than I can say about you as you run away and cry. So go ahead and cry. It won't help in the end. Only when you join me will we have the chance to win. You might think I'm losing my wits but that is far from untrue. I'm really just giving up on drama and BS because I can see right through. I am no longer the weak person I was before. I am stronger than you know. You can't look in my eyes and read what's in my heart. Go ahead and try it you'll just fail before you start.