Sitting here watching the clock strike the hours. 12 to 1, 1 to 2, so on and so forth. Watching because I am bored with everything. Tick Tock Tick Tock Time slowly fades away. Now I am young. One day I will be old but the lessons I learn will always be with me. No matter how the world changes one thing will remain the same: The Love for my real Friends. That can't be changed no matter how much ppl would like to believe. I choose my friends no one does it for me. If your my friend it's for a good reason not because I just want to say that. It's because you truely are and it's because I need you as much as you need me. I will always be there in life or whatever it brings all you have to do is ask. I'm not afraid to help I just need to know how. Anything you need a hug, a kind word, or just someone there to listen just ask. Everything is in my power and I am never busy for the ones that care. So in closing to my friends that still want to be my friend 100% I love you all and thanks for having my back. Just because I pushed some ppl out doesn't mean I am pushing everyone out. You can choose to be friends with those ppl I didn't want to be friends with doesn't mean you will follow them out the door. I can't tell you to be friends with nor would I ever because I am a true person and anyone who tells you not to be friends with me is not a true friend. So again if you want to be friends with me please do. Don't judge me on the words of someone because some ppl are shady and they will do or say anything to make someone's life misreable and that I will not do. I promise. So again one more time to my real friends: I Love You all and thank you for being just that: A Friend