living in a world of hostility
constantly hearing negativity
is draning and tiring
mentally, emotionally, even physically
yes i make bad choices
and yes i make mistakes
but you constantly on my back
putting all the blame on me
no matter what the situation may be
makes me feel like less of a person
im tired of feelin like an outsider
im tired of bein confined
and feeling like i cant come around
without you being negative
and not even trying to hear me out
im tired of all the fighting, arguing, and yelling
i just want to be happy and stressfree
i want to be able to come and talk to you
without you blaming me and not hearing me out
i want to be able to come around
without me feeling awkward
and nobody saying anything
hopefully one day this will happen
but until then...
ill just be living in a dark, dreadful world of hostility
dying to get out
