I awake from a dream I had of you
Laying there … wondering if you’d dreamt of me too
Praying and giving my thoughts and these feelings to God
‘cause no matter how hard I try to stuff them away
Those thoughts of you come crashing through
Day goes by like a slow passing train
Trying to keep my mind pre occupied
When out of the blue those
Thoughts of you come crashing through
Not always putting a smile on my face
Sometimes tears fall from my eyes
Trying to hide the shame from this pain …
Wondering if you’d thought of me
Night falls as I get on line
Weakness shows as I send you an offline (“hi”)
Waiting like some lonely fool
Knowing you don’t care for me ….
And thoughts of me don’t bother you
Like the thoughts of you that won’t go away
Laying in my empty bed
Prayers are quietly said while tears of forgiveness and my dread
While I stuff those feelings I have for you
And wondering why I can’t let this go
As I drift off to dream
Praying they’re not of you.
