DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

i have a very special person to thank for that exclamaition.

and if they say fools rush in...i need a helmet.

cuz i dont care about the suggested ways of being with someone.

i follow my heart and my instinct.

like Wolverine does hehe.

i dont think "what about this...what should i do and say and how should i act"

just being myself is already good enough for her.

and her being herself is great for me!

she has already shown me not that im a great artist or a good guy.

but has gotten to the root of the matter of why.

ALREADY!

i dont have the brains to do what she's done for me already.

i am honored...i am shocked and in awe of her.

she doesnt say "oh youre so cute and your artwork is dreamy"

no...she tells it like it is...to anyone.

and i know she follows her heart as do i.

to break her heart would be the stupidest thing i could do.

to ignore how much of a match she is to me would be even dummer.

shes beautiful, smart, strong and real!

talented in ways i will never be able to accomplish.

but thats where the matching comes in.

what we both slightly lack...we fill each other in with it.

making a complete example that weirdos can find weirdos and know without fancy words or 10 million ways to aquire their attention.

its already there.

its already there!

the simple things in life mean alot to me.

and to some who would think these simple things arent everything will always be searching for more and more and more until they die.

perfection is subjective as is art.

so to what i believe is perfect might not be to others but...

this isnt about others.

its not a game.

its not a fun little idea.

its a huge honest change in my life that ive been looking for.

words dont explain it fully.

and they never will be able to.

like Bob Marley said "who feels it knows it lord"

and i feel it.

i feel a new day..a new life...a new beginning to all the shit ive dealt with.

now its time for us both to be happy!

and help each other out with our dreams and passion for what we want in life.

i will be there babe...and you can count on that.

you have given me a new lease on life just by what you see in me that i never would think myself.

and with this lil Rebel i see a wonderful person that is far from fake.

a person that is passionate and caring.

someone who might just be able to love me for who i am.

not who i could be.

this is in no way bigging myself up.

this is a thank you for her coming into my life.

and i will be damned if i let her get away!