In all my days that I have lived
I have never felt like I do today
I never thought that I could be shattered
In this un merciful way
I never dreamed that god would treat me
The way that he has this past while
All I want is to be with my true love
And eventually we both wear a smile
But as I look upon what lies ahead
My body shudders and falls in a heap
My mind it swirls with dreams and fears
All I want to do is sleep
But I have to stay strong
stand on my own
Awaiting our time that we want so much
To see his sweet smile beaming back at me
As I reach out and feel his touch
Together once again in each others arms
Feeling content and at peace
Making more precious memories
With laughter as our release
I have wished so hard
That we wouldn’t feel this way
We are the good ones
Why do we have to pay?
Why can’t it be the way it’s supposed to?
Why can’t we be together?
All these broken wishes that I wish
I wish that we are together
Am I just kidding myself?
To try and ease the pain
Is that it for us?
Or will our time come again
No one actually knows
I wish some one could tell me
So that my heart can mend
Instead of tearing uncontrollably
