I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get this over with. It is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. Once It hink the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... You love another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those words mean so much to me. It is a terribly over used phrase I know, but when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. There are no other words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and done with ... but it never is. why?