Only one way to know for sure.
Fingertips
wet lips
dry bottles
Thick varnish, chipped on spilled beer and foreheads.
I feel nothing.
sharp dirt in the cracks
the wail of a siren
Pickup
dropoff
trauma
morgue.
All passes by so blank.
So blur.
That initial burn before the numb.
That first glare before light.
I feel nothing.
Fingertips
wet lips
warm
exposed
flesh
ecstatic gasps
the wail of sirens
I feel nothing.
My hand
her face
that initial glare
fading in
fading out
the stains on the sheets
pickup
the awkward
limp drop
I feel nothing.
sharp dirt
bare
exposed
wet
flesh
The wail of sirens.
Such a blank.
Such a blur.
Fading in.
Fading out.