I don't know what to do anymore! I find myself lost in life miseries, how can i still smile when my heart hurts so bad? the thoughts i think about everyday kills me slowly, i feel trapped with really no one to turn to, I'm scared to let go because the intentions of people you will never know, I want to give but something stops me, i want to live but how can i when i don't know which way to go or what will be best for the long road, lost is what i am, trying to regain focus but there is heartache all around, I'm standing in the middle of a crossroad, left, right which way, behind me or do i keep straight, on bended knees i pray lord stop my agony, help make me, I'm in search for something but i don't know what I'm looking for, where do i look, how do i begin picking up the pieces of my broken life, I'm sooooo confused, how can i still be standing with emptiness inside my soul, i wish that i were a bird so i can pick up and leave when the weather turns cold, clouds surround my life and i don't like ducking for cover every time something goes wrong, i just wish things would get better i hate stormy days but life is like so many weathers, I'm not happy at all i feel like god forgot about me when he made good days so many things just isn't right for me and i really don't understand because I'm that person you can call when you need a true friend, I'm the one that you can count on when you need a helping hand, i don't have nothing to offer but i will give my last, this shit blows me how i can make others happy but inside i remain so sad!
