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WHAT AM I EVER TO DO?
By: The One
24-APRIL-2010



I lost my house,
And I hate my F*N Ex-Spouse,
What am I ever to do?

My girlfriend hates me,
My friends abandoned me,
What am I ever to do?

My life is in shambles,
My existance is a gamble,
What am I ever to do?

My vehicle is dead,
My mind's not ahead,
What am I ever to do?

My life is full of shit,
My heart is ready to quit,
What am I ever to do?

Its been one hell of a ride,
Now its time to say good bye,
What am I ever to do?

I miss her so much,
She won't answer me as such,
What am I ever to do?

I have a plan,
I hope she understands,
So this is what I will do...

I will call her once,
And hope for lunch,
That is what I will do.

If I get no reply,
I will fall down and cry,
That is what I will do.

I will just quit,
Cause I am not fit,
That is what I will do.

I will put it down,
Right on the ground,
That is what I will do.

I will throw it away,
Cause there is no way,
That is what I will do.

I will give it up,
Cause I have no luck,
That is what I will do.

If she sais nothing more,
Then I shall end it in gore,
That is what I will do.